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-He should come today. | 0:01:30 | 0:01:32 | |
-He should be here soon. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:35 | |
-He should come. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:38 | |
-BABY CRIES | 0:01:38 | 0:01:40 | |
-BABY SCREAMS | 0:01:46 | 0:01:48 | |
-This is where my mother died. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:14 | |
-On this very bed. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:19 | |
-After giving birth to me. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
-She was nineteen. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
-It's strange to think -I'm older than my mother was then. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:33 | |
-I killed her. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:38 | |
-There isn't a nice way to put it. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:43 | |
-I was an hour old... | 0:02:45 | 0:02:47 | |
-..and already a murderer. | 0:02:48 | 0:02:50 | |
-Did my father blame me? | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
-That would only be natural. -I took his young wife from him. | 0:03:02 | 0:03:06 | |
-If it wasn't for me, -she'd still be here. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:11 | |
-Did he hate me as a baby? | 0:03:12 | 0:03:15 | |
-An only child, -whom he raised and fed. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:19 | |
-Was he forced to love me... | 0:03:20 | 0:03:22 | |
-..all the time -trying his best not to hate me? | 0:03:22 | 0:03:25 | |
-BABY CRIES | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
-I have a memory of Mam. | 0:03:40 | 0:03:43 | |
-A fictitious memory, of course. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:46 | |
-It's the only memory I have of her. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:49 | |
-She knew she was fading... | 0:03:50 | 0:03:52 | |
-..the blood -slowly seeping into the sheets. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:57 | |
-She knew she was going. | 0:03:57 | 0:03:59 | |
-But she found strength -from somewhere. | 0:03:59 | 0:04:02 | |
-She held me tight and let me suck -the little life she had left in her. | 0:04:03 | 0:04:07 | |
-She looked into my eyes, -imagining my future. | 0:04:09 | 0:04:12 | |
-She could see me growing up, -blossoming. | 0:04:12 | 0:04:16 | |
-She loved me with all of her heart -for that hour. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:22 | |
-She smiled when she closed her eyes. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:28 | |
-I was still on her breast... | 0:04:31 | 0:04:33 | |
-..unaware -that everything had changed. | 0:04:33 | 0:04:36 | |
-My mother loved me -with all her heart. | 0:04:39 | 0:04:42 | |
-To be like my mother, -that was my aim. | 0:04:43 | 0:04:47 | |
-To love my child with all my heart. | 0:04:47 | 0:04:50 | |
-She's gone now. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:55 | |
-When I saw Tomos in the town square -during the fair... | 0:05:10 | 0:05:14 | |
-..I knew straight away. | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
-It was a month after my father died. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:20 | |
-With him, I felt I belonged... | 0:05:20 | 0:05:23 | |
-..to someone, to somewhere. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:26 | |
-I could conquer loneliness with him. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:30 | |
-He was the familiar face in a crowd. | 0:05:31 | 0:05:33 | |
-He was a local lad, -a year older than me at school. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:37 | |
-His parents were dead too. | 0:05:37 | 0:05:39 | |
-He was strong. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:42 | |
-We were married within three months. | 0:05:43 | 0:05:46 | |
-I came to live with him here. | 0:05:47 | 0:05:49 | |
-His inheritance. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:54 | |
-I had nothing, apart from some -of my father's plants and books... | 0:05:54 | 0:05:59 | |
-..and the bed. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:01 | |
-He was desperate for an heir. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:08 | |
-For a son, to carry on the line... | 0:06:09 | 0:06:11 | |
-..to help on the farm, -to give purpose to life. | 0:06:12 | 0:06:15 | |
-All the other farms were blessed -with sons to share the burden. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:20 | |
-It was my womb that he wanted. | 0:06:23 | 0:06:25 | |
-Wanting a son -became an obsession for Tomos. | 0:06:27 | 0:06:31 | |
-I'm sure he thought -that our failure to conceive... | 0:06:31 | 0:06:35 | |
-..made him less of a man... | 0:06:35 | 0:06:37 | |
-..and me less of a wife. | 0:06:39 | 0:06:42 | |
-I couldn't justify my existence -if I didn't produce a son. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:47 | |
-I was on my own, all day. | 0:06:57 | 0:06:59 | |
-Time passed. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:05 | |
-Stopped. | 0:07:06 | 0:07:08 | |
-Slowed down. | 0:07:08 | 0:07:10 | |
-I went to lie down, -overcome by pain. | 0:07:10 | 0:07:13 | |
-Tomos didn't believe me. | 0:07:13 | 0:07:15 | |
-"It's too soon," he said. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:17 | |
-And it was too soon. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:19 | |
-Too soon. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:22 | |
-He had his wish. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:26 | |
-He had a son. | 0:07:27 | 0:07:29 | |
-But things weren't right. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
-Something was wrong. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
-I was being punished. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:39 | |
-Oh, God. | 0:07:42 | 0:07:43 | |
-Take me. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:45 | |
-But I beg you, let the baby live. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:49 | |
-The lower half of my body swelled, -and the pain moved... | 0:07:52 | 0:07:56 | |
-..as if it moved with the baby. | 0:07:56 | 0:07:59 | |
-I pushed out. | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
-The pain disappeared. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:06 | |
-I heard a cry. | 0:08:06 | 0:08:08 | |
-"We have a baby boy," -said the midwife. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:12 | |
-For an instant, -everything was perfect. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:16 | |
-The pain had gone, a healthy cry, -and the midwife washed him. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:22 | |
-One tiny instant. | 0:08:23 | 0:08:25 | |
-And then she stood next to me, -holding our son in her arms. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:34 | |
-She put him on my breast. | 0:08:36 | 0:08:38 | |
-I felt something through -the blanket, something strange. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:45 | |
-"Don't be scared," she said. -"But I've had a look. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:50 | |
-"There's a deformity. | 0:08:51 | 0:08:53 | |
-"It's his back and legs." | 0:08:53 | 0:08:56 | |
-Yes, Tomos had a son. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
-"Put him under the bed." | 0:09:45 | 0:09:48 | |
-Everything went quiet. | 0:10:05 | 0:10:07 | |
-Tomos had gone. | 0:10:07 | 0:10:09 | |
-I mustered enough strength... | 0:10:11 | 0:10:13 | |
-..enough strength to get up. | 0:10:14 | 0:10:16 | |
-I got out of bed -and went on my knees. | 0:10:16 | 0:10:19 | |
-I put my son under the bed. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:26 | |
-I've spent my life -trying to understand why. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:42 | |
-Why did I obey? | 0:10:43 | 0:10:45 | |
-I've been over and over it. | 0:10:46 | 0:10:48 | |
-Analysed it, dissected it, -broken it down, tried to unravel it. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:54 | |
-I can't get to it. | 0:10:54 | 0:10:56 | |
-I can't touch it. | 0:10:56 | 0:10:58 | |
-I don't understand. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:01 | |
-"Put him under the bed. | 0:12:24 | 0:12:27 | |
-"There's nothing else we can do. | 0:12:28 | 0:12:31 | |
-"For the sake of everyone, -put him under the bed." | 0:12:32 | 0:12:36 | |
-And that's what I did. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:42 | |
-I obeyed. | 0:12:42 | 0:12:44 | |
-How long is a second? | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
-Then I saved him. | 0:13:12 | 0:13:14 | |
-I picked him up off the floor. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:17 | |
-I stayed there with him -as he suckled. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:21 | |
-I cuddled and fed him. | 0:13:22 | 0:13:24 | |
-I looked into his eyes -and imagined the future. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:28 | |
-Seeing him grow up, blossoming. | 0:13:28 | 0:13:31 | |
-I was going to name him -after my father... | 0:13:49 | 0:13:52 | |
-..then I remembered a name -I'd loved years ago. | 0:13:52 | 0:13:55 | |
-Asa. | 0:13:55 | 0:13:56 | |
-I'd seen it -on one of my father's books. | 0:13:57 | 0:14:00 | |
-"Elements Of Botany" by Asa Gray. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:02 | |
-I didn't discuss it with Tomos. | 0:14:03 | 0:14:05 | |
-He was mine. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:07 | |
-I saved him, so he was mine. | 0:14:07 | 0:14:10 | |
-It was him that said, -"Put him under the bed." | 0:14:14 | 0:14:16 | |
-His own son. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:18 | |
-Because he wasn't good enough -for him. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:22 | |
-Because he wasn't perfect. | 0:14:22 | 0:14:24 | |
-He should come today. | 0:14:57 | 0:14:59 | |
-He should be here soon. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:02 | |
-He should come. | 0:15:04 | 0:15:06 | |
-Asa is like me. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:17 | |
-He loves plants, he tries -to understand how they work... | 0:15:17 | 0:15:22 | |
-..the structure of living things. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:24 | |
-He'd dissected them -ever since he was a boy. | 0:15:24 | 0:15:28 | |
-He'd have bad spells. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:35 | |
-Terrible pains -in his back and head. | 0:15:35 | 0:15:38 | |
-I'd take him upstairs, -lay him on his side... | 0:15:39 | 0:15:42 | |
-..with a pillow between his legs. | 0:15:42 | 0:15:45 | |
-I'd kneel by his bedside -and stroke his forehead... | 0:15:45 | 0:15:49 | |
-..stroke his hair, -hoping I was dulling the pain. | 0:15:49 | 0:15:53 | |
-I was glad for the chance -to be close to him. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:57 | |
-Asa wasn't strong enough -to go to school. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:02 | |
-I taught him here, in the safety -of the house, kept him close. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:07 | |
-He was an exceptional boy, -always asking why. | 0:16:19 | 0:16:24 | |
-He was thirsty for knowledge. | 0:16:24 | 0:16:27 | |
-He wanted to know everything. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:30 | |
-For a while, -ours was a small, cosy world. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:34 | |
-Then war broke out. | 0:16:47 | 0:16:49 | |
-Asa, Tomos and I sat in chapel... | 0:17:07 | 0:17:09 | |
-..listening to the minister -encouraging more boys to enlist. | 0:17:10 | 0:17:14 | |
-Tomos agreeing. | 0:17:15 | 0:17:17 | |
-Asa asking questions, -wanting to know why. | 0:17:17 | 0:17:21 | |
-I was fiercely against it... | 0:17:21 | 0:17:23 | |
-..but silent. | 0:17:24 | 0:17:25 | |
-In our war... | 0:17:30 | 0:17:32 | |
-..there were no words. | 0:17:34 | 0:17:36 | |
-Not a word. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:38 | |
-Just a cloak of silence. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:41 | |
-And then the remembrance services -became a part of daily life. | 0:17:43 | 0:17:48 | |
-All those boys, all those sons lost. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:54 | |
-Sons like the ones -Tomos had longed for. | 0:17:56 | 0:17:59 | |
-But Asa was alive. -He was exceptional. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
-He was growing in the wasteland -his father and I created around him. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:19 | |
-He grew, developed, -changed every day. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:22 | |
-He inspired me -and everyone around him. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:27 | |
-Who would have thought it? | 0:18:27 | 0:18:29 | |
-I was hoping -Tomos would be called up. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:35 | |
-To leave me and Asa alone. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:39 | |
-It wasn't to be. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:42 | |
-He had essential work to do here. | 0:18:42 | 0:18:45 | |
-Tomos, essential. | 0:18:46 | 0:18:48 | |
-I didn't share the bed with Tomos -after the night Asa was born. | 0:19:12 | 0:19:16 | |
-He slept in the small bedroom -on his own. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:19 | |
-Asa was next to me -in the big bedroom. | 0:19:20 | 0:19:22 | |
-I'd lie there for hours, -listening to the sounds... | 0:19:22 | 0:19:26 | |
-..mesmerized -by the sound of his breathing... | 0:19:26 | 0:19:29 | |
-..treasuring every breath. | 0:19:30 | 0:19:31 | |
-I tried to understand -how something so poisonous... | 0:19:32 | 0:19:35 | |
-..could create -something so beautiful. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:38 | |
-I've never experienced -anything close to that bliss. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:44 | |
-LAUGHTER AND CHILD SPEAKING | 0:19:50 | 0:19:52 | |
-He came to me... | 0:20:03 | 0:20:05 | |
-..and said that he wanted to sleep -in the same room as his father. | 0:20:06 | 0:20:10 | |
-When I said -I didn't think it was a good idea... | 0:20:10 | 0:20:13 | |
-..a shadow came over him. | 0:20:13 | 0:20:15 | |
-I remember it well. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:19 | |
-He couldn't understand why not. | 0:20:19 | 0:20:22 | |
-I almost told him everything, -there and then. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:28 | |
-How his father wanted him dead -on the night he was born. | 0:20:29 | 0:20:32 | |
-How I saved him. | 0:20:33 | 0:20:34 | |
-That he was only alive -because of me. | 0:20:34 | 0:20:37 | |
-That it would be better for him -to stay away from his father. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:42 | |
-But I woke one morning -and the bed was empty. | 0:20:45 | 0:20:49 | |
-I heard them through the wall. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
-They were talking and laughing. | 0:20:53 | 0:20:55 | |
-Sharing a joke. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
-Sharing a secret. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:01 | |
-He went of his own free will. | 0:21:03 | 0:21:07 | |
-He chose his father. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:12 | |
-VOICES | 0:21:18 | 0:21:20 | |
-He wasn't fit to live, -according to his own father. | 0:21:32 | 0:21:35 | |
-He didn't want him. | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
-"Suffocate him, Mari. -He's not fit to live." | 0:21:37 | 0:21:41 | |
-I was pretending to make a broth. | 0:22:22 | 0:22:24 | |
-I'd put everything in a cup -with a little river water. | 0:22:24 | 0:22:28 | |
-I remember -an abundance of daffodils. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:31 | |
-My father had dug up the roots -to replant them somewhere else. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:36 | |
-I saw them, a neat row of roots -lying by the bridge. | 0:22:36 | 0:22:41 | |
-They looked like onions. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:47 | |
-I was in my element. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:49 | |
-I looked over. | 0:22:56 | 0:22:57 | |
-My father had stopped in his tracks -and was staring at me... | 0:23:00 | 0:23:04 | |
-..with an odd look in his eyes. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:06 | |
-He was still, like a statue. | 0:23:07 | 0:23:10 | |
-When I looked up again, -he hadn't moved at all. | 0:23:13 | 0:23:17 | |
-Then he came alive. | 0:23:19 | 0:23:21 | |
-He ran towards me, grabbed my arm -and dragged me to my feet. | 0:23:21 | 0:23:25 | |
-He took my cup and threw -its contents into the river. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:28 | |
-I didn't understand. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:31 | |
-"Never eat daffodils, Mari. -Do you hear?" | 0:23:31 | 0:23:34 | |
-That's when I learnt -that the roots were poisonous. | 0:23:40 | 0:23:44 | |
-How could something so poisonous -produce such a beautiful daffodil? | 0:24:03 | 0:24:09 | |
-It was a mystery to me. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:11 | |
-I pored over the pictures -in Asa Gray's book for hours. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:16 | |
-They showed the inside of the root. | 0:24:17 | 0:24:19 | |
-I tried my best to see the poison. | 0:24:20 | 0:24:22 | |
-But I couldn't find it. | 0:24:23 | 0:24:25 | |
-I couldn't see it. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:27 | |
-I couldn't forget -the look on my father's face. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:32 | |
-How he hesitated -before he saved me. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:36 | |
-I saved him. | 0:24:46 | 0:24:47 | |
-I snatched him from his coffin. | 0:24:47 | 0:24:49 | |
-"Suffocate him. Kill him. -Put him under the bed." | 0:24:52 | 0:24:56 | |
-Tomos was a different person -around Asa. | 0:26:34 | 0:26:37 | |
-He came to life in his company. | 0:26:38 | 0:26:41 | |
-They'd roam the fields. -All day, sometimes. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:46 | |
-I was envious. | 0:26:46 | 0:26:47 | |
-I missed him so much, -I felt physically sick. | 0:26:49 | 0:26:51 | |
-I couldn't wait -for him to return... | 0:26:52 | 0:26:54 | |
-..to turn back -to the plants and the books. | 0:26:55 | 0:26:58 | |
-He was bright. | 0:27:02 | 0:27:04 | |
-He questioned everything... | 0:27:05 | 0:27:07 | |
-..and I had to find the answers. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:10 | |
-I learnt in his wake. | 0:27:10 | 0:27:13 | |
-But he didn't want to stay here. | 0:27:15 | 0:27:17 | |
-I couldn't blame him. | 0:27:18 | 0:27:20 | |
-He had to go. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:23 | |
-He had to escape -so that he could breathe. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:26 | |
-Tomos feared for him. | 0:27:28 | 0:27:31 | |
-Feared he was too weak, but no. | 0:27:31 | 0:27:34 | |
-He was strong. He was full of life. | 0:27:35 | 0:27:37 | |
-I wanted him to go, -but when the day came... | 0:27:40 | 0:27:44 | |
-..when the time came -for him to go to college... | 0:27:44 | 0:27:48 | |
-..the pain was physical. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:51 | |
-I stood here watching him go. | 0:27:53 | 0:27:56 | |
-Did I try too hard? | 0:27:59 | 0:28:01 | |
-Did I push him too far? | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
-I couldn't make him laugh -like Tomos could. | 0:28:07 | 0:28:11 | |
-But I had a duty to fulfil. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
-To make sure he grew and blossomed. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:18 | |
-That was my purpose. | 0:28:18 | 0:28:20 | |
-To make up -for the injustice he suffered... | 0:28:20 | 0:28:23 | |
-..on the night he was born. | 0:28:23 | 0:28:25 | |
-If he could prove himself, -and show how outstanding he was... | 0:28:26 | 0:28:31 | |
-..then maybe I could forget. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
-Those seconds under the bed... | 0:28:38 | 0:28:41 | |
-..would cease to be. | 0:28:42 | 0:28:44 | |
-Mari. | 0:29:15 | 0:29:16 | |
-I won't see autumn. | 0:29:22 | 0:29:24 | |
-I have to talk to him. | 0:29:26 | 0:29:28 | |
-Explain what I did. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:32 | |
-I did it. | 0:29:44 | 0:29:46 | |
-I'm going to tell him, today. -I have to. | 0:30:07 | 0:30:10 | |
-I have to tell him. | 0:30:11 | 0:30:13 | |
-What should I say? | 0:30:16 | 0:30:18 | |
-That those seconds -changed everything. | 0:30:20 | 0:30:24 | |
-Nineteen years. | 0:30:24 | 0:30:26 | |
-The years have flown by, -but time stands still. | 0:30:27 | 0:30:31 | |
-Tomos is stuck, I'm stuck. | 0:30:32 | 0:30:35 | |
-Rooted. | 0:30:36 | 0:30:37 | |
-Every birthday rolls into one... | 0:30:38 | 0:30:40 | |
-..merging into the moment. | 0:30:41 | 0:30:43 | |
-That night. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:45 | |
-I can't fathom what came next, -nor escape from it. | 0:30:45 | 0:30:49 | |
-When he comes... | 0:30:52 | 0:30:54 | |
-..what will I say? | 0:30:54 | 0:30:56 | |
-A second, two, three. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:03 | |
-Perfect. | 0:31:04 | 0:31:06 | |
-Like the river's waters... | 0:31:07 | 0:31:09 | |
-..disappearing -before I can catch them. | 0:31:09 | 0:31:12 | |
-That moment, that perfect moment... | 0:31:12 | 0:31:15 | |
-..already far, far away. | 0:31:15 | 0:31:17 | |
-Many years away. | 0:31:19 | 0:31:21 | |
-And then Tomos. | 0:31:22 | 0:31:24 | |
-His words. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:27 | |
-"Put him under the bed." | 0:31:28 | 0:31:30 | |
-I put... | 0:31:33 | 0:31:35 | |
-..my son... | 0:31:36 | 0:31:38 | |
-..under the bed. | 0:31:38 | 0:31:40 | |
-Under the bed! | 0:31:41 | 0:31:43 | |
-I buried him, before he could -experience life's cruelties. | 0:31:44 | 0:31:48 | |
-That would be best. | 0:31:49 | 0:31:50 | |
-Best for who? | 0:31:54 | 0:31:55 | |
-Was I envious of him? | 0:31:59 | 0:32:01 | |
-Of Asa? | 0:32:02 | 0:32:04 | |
-He was my husband's child, not mine. | 0:32:05 | 0:32:08 | |
-Tomos wanted a son -because I wasn't enough. | 0:32:08 | 0:32:11 | |
-I wasn't enough for him. | 0:32:12 | 0:32:15 | |
-The disappointment. | 0:32:15 | 0:32:17 | |
-His little voice. | 0:32:22 | 0:32:24 | |
-Quiet, at first, under the bed. | 0:32:26 | 0:32:29 | |
-And then it grew stronger. | 0:32:29 | 0:32:31 | |
-I knew there was a sound... | 0:32:32 | 0:32:34 | |
-..but I couldn't hear it. | 0:32:34 | 0:32:36 | |
-Or I didn't want to hear it. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:40 | |
-I couldn't look at him. | 0:32:48 | 0:32:50 | |
-I remember. | 0:32:51 | 0:32:53 | |
-The disappointment. | 0:32:54 | 0:32:56 | |
-The shame. | 0:32:57 | 0:32:59 | |
-Did I want him to die? | 0:33:02 | 0:33:05 | |
-How long was he there, -under the bed? | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
-How many seconds? | 0:33:13 | 0:33:14 | |
-How many minutes? | 0:33:15 | 0:33:16 | |
-How many years? | 0:33:17 | 0:33:19 | |
-The crying stopped. | 0:33:21 | 0:33:24 | |
-For how long? | 0:33:27 | 0:33:29 | |
-For how many seconds was he there? | 0:33:29 | 0:33:33 | |
-Minutes, years. | 0:33:33 | 0:33:35 | |
-Fearing he was dead? | 0:33:39 | 0:33:41 | |
-Or fearing that he was alive? | 0:33:42 | 0:33:45 | |
-There was a coffin. | 0:33:48 | 0:33:50 | |
-I put my son in a coffin... | 0:33:52 | 0:33:56 | |
-..and put him under the bed. | 0:33:59 | 0:34:01 | |
-What will I say to him... | 0:34:21 | 0:34:24 | |
-..when he comes? | 0:34:24 | 0:34:26 | |
-What will I say? | 0:34:27 | 0:34:29 | |
-You saved him, Mari. | 0:34:36 | 0:34:38 | |
-You. | 0:34:39 | 0:34:40 | |
-# Lamentate # -Arvo Part | 0:34:56 | 0:35:00 | |
-Subtitles by Gwead | 0:36:19 | 0:36:21 | |
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