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-I'm a person who's had

-rich and varied life experiences.

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-I have many wounds and scars

-but I'm not bitter.

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-I have personal experience

-of the darkest side of life...

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-..but also believe that I've stepped

-out of the darkness into the light.

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-This is Simon Cavendish.

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-He was born in Poland in the 1950s.

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-This programme

-follows Simon's journey.

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-However, it isn't a series of dates

-and geographical crossroads.

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-It's the story

-of an emotional journey...

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-..from his violent upbringing

-in communist Poland...

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-..to his enlightened resurrection

-in Wales.

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-Here's a new insight

-into Simon Cavendish.

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-Wales has adopted me.

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-This is my adopted nation.

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-I'm so lucky

-to have found another home...

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-..and that Wales is my home.

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-Simon was born into a poor family

-in Bydgoszcz, Poland.

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-He shared a bedroom

-with his brother and parents...

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-..and shared a bathroom

-with strangers.

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-Home life

-paled into insignificance...

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-..after a life-changing experience

-for Simon.

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-At the age of four,

-I lost my sight...

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-..after suffering an autoimmune

-disorder called Still's Disease.

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-When I was six years old...

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-..a woman barged into our flat...

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-..almost breaking down the door.

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-She ordered my parents...

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-..to send me to an institution

-specifically for blind children.

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-During that era in Poland...

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-..the only career prospects

-for blind people...

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-..was in a factory, run exclusively

-by the blind, making brushes.

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-Simon was intelligent

-and determined to avoid this fate.

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-Against his parents' wishes...

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-..he attended mainstream school

-with other children.

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-His aim was to go to university

-and study English.

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-Thanks to supportive teachers

-and Simon's determination...

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-..he was able to realize his dream.

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-I took notes in Braille...

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-..but also had to learn

-to use a typewriter...

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-..in order to hand in

-printed versions of my coursework...

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-..in a format that my teachers

-and tutors could understand.

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-Simon's hard work paid off.

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-After graduation, he was appointed

-to a position at the university.

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-Despite academic success...

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-..he had a volatile relationship

-with his parents.

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-His father was an alcoholic

-and violent to his family.

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-My childhood memories...

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-..revolve around a life of violence,

-obscenity and immorality.

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-I think my parents were embarrassed

-to have a blind child.

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-It attracted unwanted attention

-from religious people.

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-People would openly show pity

-all of the time.

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-We were sent to sites

-of religious healing.

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-However, I wasn't healed

-and felt that God had abandoned me.

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-There's a common belief

-within the Catholic community...

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-..which stems from the Bible.

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-They suggest

-that the sins of the parents...

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-..are reflected or punished

-in the next generation.

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-As a child, I grew up believing that

-there was something wrong with me.

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-I believed that God...

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-..who was almighty and one

-to whom mankind could turn...

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-..had abandoned me.

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-All this created

-an isolated existence.

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-However Simon was successful

-in his profession.

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-During the time he worked

-at Poznan university...

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-..Simon met someone who introduced

-him to an unexpected world...

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-..that would change

-his life forever.

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-I met a person from Oxford...

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-..who had studied

-Medieval and Ancient Welsh.

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-This was my first introduction...

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-..to the sound and

-pronunciation of the Welsh language.

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-I also encountered Welsh

-when Brith Gof theatre company...

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-..went on tour in Poland.

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-For the first time...

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-..I had the opportunity

-to hear and listen...

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-..and be astonished

-by the sound of the language.

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-Simon was fascinated

-and wanted to know more.

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-After making enquiries in Oxford...

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-..Simon was directed from Poznan

-to Carmarthen and Rhian Evans.

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-She's blind and works tirelessly for

-the Society For The Blind in Wales.

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-At first,

-I sent him a few sentences on tape.

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-I soon realized...

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-..that he was able

-to grasp the language...

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-..as his pronunciation

-was wonderful.

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-I also sent him

-a few items in Braille.

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-My Braille wasn't very good

-at the time but it has improved...

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-..but I was eager to send him

-features in Braille.

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-I would often send him

-copies of radio programmes...

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-..with a list of vocabulary

-on the tape...

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-..as he didn't have a dictionary

-at the time.

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-Learning to speak Welsh

-wasn't enough for Simon.

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-With Rhian's help...

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-..he was awarded a fellowship to

-study Welsh at Lampeter University.

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-It's quite an achievement

-for anyone who learns Welsh...

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-..an even greater feat

-for one who is blind.

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-It was a thrill

-yet terrifying at the same time.

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-I remember the start of term

-in October and my first lectures.

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-I'd been left alone in Lampeter

-in the hall of residence.

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-I think I cried for about a week.

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-I had doubts about managing to live

-there as a blind person.

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-When anyone moves to a new place...

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-..he has to make progress

-step by step...

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-..in order to live independently.

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-I couldn't ask people

-to take care of me...

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-..cook for me or take me to places

-around Lampeter.

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-I wanted to be independent,

-slowly but surely.

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-I asked people for directions...

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-..to the Post Office, to

-the butcher's shop and other shops.

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-It was a real struggle,

-I must admit.

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-I was overcome with fear

-for quite a while.

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-I remember crying

-on a friend's shoulder.

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-He took me away from Lampeter

-to give me some space.

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-This helped me to calm down.

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-When I returned...

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-..I hoped to find the strength and

-confidence to carry on with my life.

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-How will Simon cope?

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-Will Lampeter

-get the better of him?

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-Or can Simon settle in Wales?

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-Simon Cavendish had a

-difficult upbringing in Poland...

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-..but had a successful

-academic career.

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-After he discovered

-the Welsh language at Poznan...

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-..he earned a fellowship

-to study Welsh at Lampeter.

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-Despite faltering at first,

-he succeeded...

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-..as a result of his friends'

-support and his own determination.

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-He remained at the university to

-research and gain a master's degree.

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-The title of the thesis...

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-..was The Philosophical Foundations

-Of Saunders Lewis's Work.

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-It was remarkable

-that he wrote a research essay...

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-..based on the plays of Saunders

-Lewis in the Welsh language.

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-Many of our readers from the Welsh

-Cassette Scheme assisted him...

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-..by reading his essay

-and proofreading drafts.

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-It was very difficult for a blind

-person to study at university.

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-I guess he's the only one

-to graduate from Lampeter...

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-..and he's definitely the only one

-to have a master's degree.

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-I managed to study...

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-..thanks to my faith and courage.

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-I couldn't answer those people...

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-..who asked how it was possible

-for a blind person to do a degree...

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-..in the Welsh language

-when nothing existed in Braille.

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-He recorded his lectures

-and transferred them to Braille.

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-The process took hours.

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-On top of everything,

-I received my first ever computer.

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-The computer had speech synthetic...

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-..but that software did not

-recognize the Welsh language.

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-I had to write

-my 60,000 word essay...

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-..a page at a time.

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-However, as I wrote it, I wasn't

-able to read it back to review it...

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-..unless I spelt it out

-letter by letter.

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-I'd write sections of the essay...

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-..and take it to my Welsh-speaking

-friend at Aberystwyth...

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-..who had volunteered

-to read through my work.

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-I was delighted

-when I finished the work...

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-..and heard that my work

-was of a high standard.

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-I hadn't wasted

-the time and effort...

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-..of the volunteers

-who had been willing to assist me...

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-..a stranger from Poland.

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-He absorbed the information

-and learnt the language.

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-He was like a piece

-of blotting paper.

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-He took to the language and adopted

-the Welsh way of life so easily...

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-..it was truly remarkable.

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-Simon was so immersed in our culture

-that he didn't want to go home.

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-Wales was now his home.

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-He applied to the Home Office

-for citizenship.

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-This process took five years.

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-After he left college,

-he faced a new challenge.

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-I faced

-the reality of everyday life.

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-A life where man

-has to earn a living.

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-I decided to train as a masseur.

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-When I was 19 years old...

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-..I had the opportunity to study

-remedial massage in Poland.

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-However, I refused to do it.

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-I didn't want the same career path

-as other blind people.

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-I wanted

-to lead a meaningful life...

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-..comparable to that of people

-without a disability.

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-However, I've established myself

-as a masseur.

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-Gradually,

-I've built a list of clients...

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-..who have benefited from treatment.

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-As well as the massage business,

-in 1995 or 1996...

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-..I was approached

-by the RNIB Wales.

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-They wanted someone to proofread

-some books in Welsh Braille.

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-Since the early 1990s,

-the RNIB in Cardiff...

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-..has published a selection

-of books in Welsh Braille.

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-Before the 1990s, there wasn't

-a revised code for Welsh Braille.

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-In the early 1990s, a group of us

-revised Welsh Braille...

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-..to make it more suitable

-for modern Welsh.

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-Since then, the RNIB

-has published books for all ages...

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-..for children,

-young people and adults.

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-Simon has assisted us

-by proofreading the work.

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-His ability to read Braille quickly

-has been invaluable to us.

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-Proofreading is essential

-before a book is published.

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-The work

-brought a new dimension to my life.

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-It meant that my studies of the

-Welsh language had not been in vain.

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-I was able to contribute

-to the survival of the language...

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-..the existence

-of the Welsh language.

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-It showed that I could work

-through the medium of Welsh.

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-As part of the development

-of the Welsh language...

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-..there's Welsh Braille,

-as well as English Braille.

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-In the 1920s, Reverend Puleston

-Jones, a blind minister...

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-..formed the Welsh Braille code.

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-In order to denote

-the Welsh letter - "dd"...

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-..he would use the English Braille

-symbol for "the".

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-I felt that this

-showed disrespect for the language.

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-Many teachers

-of blind children agreed...

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-..that Welsh Braille

-needed to be revised.

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-At the start of the 1990s...

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-..we wrote two Ds

-for the letter "dd"...

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-..as well as other changes.

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-That's just one example.

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-I think this works much better

-and shows respect for the language.

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-Simon was invited

-to make a presentation...

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-..to the Senedd in Cardiff

-about disability in Wales.

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-Since the 1995

-Disability Discrimination Act...

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-..Simon advises private and public

-organizations on how to apply it.

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-There has been a call for change.

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-The 1995 Act was replaced

-by the Equality Act this year.

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-All discriminatory acts

-have been linked...

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-..to form an inclusive Equality Act.

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-This has transformed

-our society forever.

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-It has allowed the disabled

-to live independent lives...

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-..and find their place

-within the employment structure.

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-It means they can earn money

-and fund themselves...

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-..as opposed to relying on benefits.

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-Simon advises employers

-and public organizations...

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-..on the implications of the Act.

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-Could anyone

-be better placed for this role?

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-I speak to

-various groups of people...

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-..giving them an insight

-into a disabled person's daily life.

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-I reveal the day-to-day difficulties

-that they face.

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-This shows what they can do

-to adapt an area for the disabled...

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-..and how they can offer assistance.

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-I see myself also as someone

-who breaks down the barriers...

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-..between the disabled

-and those without any disability.

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-Although we have lived side by side,

-I feel we've led separate lives.

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-These two groups

-don't understand each other.

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-Many emotions exist

-between these two groups.

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-Able-bodied people are unsure

-of how to approach the disabled...

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-..and the disabled have often

-been vilified and can feel bitter.

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-They often feel that they

-were wronged in their lives.

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-It is my aim to build bridges

-between the two groups.

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-Disabled people

-can be bitter or resentful.

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-What are Simon's feelings

-about his loss of sight?

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-I've spent all of my life...

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-..asking the same question

-and searching for an answer.

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-In their youth, a person

-doesn't want to be different.

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-If I had the gift of sight...

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-..I could have been

-a different person...

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-..and enjoyed

-different opportunities...

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-..and gone further in life.

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-I went through phases...

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-..where I suffered

-from extreme depression...

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-..due to the fact

-that my life was so restricted.

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-I don't think...

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-..that my blindness

-was the main cause.

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-The frustrations and obstacles

-it posed in my life...

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-..enraged me and

-was a root cause of my depression.

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-I've been pushed to my limits

-and forced to ask questions.

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-These were not basic questions

-about the meaning of life...

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-..or what it means to be a man...

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-..but deeply spiritual questions

-about the true nature of God.

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-What does it mean to belong?

-What is identity?

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-What is the self?

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-Simon asked and still asks profound

-questions about the meaning of life.

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-After gaining the right

-to stay in Wales...

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-..he chose to reinvent himself

-by changing his name.

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-My Polish name

-was Swahamir Sabanski.

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-I encountered practical problems,

-especially with English people...

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-..they couldn't pronounce my name

-so it was a constant grievance.

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-I was born and raised

-amid atrocities...

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-..suffering horrors at first hand

-in my life.

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-I lived through the tragedies

-of the lives of others...

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-..and experienced

-so much violence and harshness.

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-As well as all this...

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-..my name...

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-..had been passed from desk to desk

-at the Home Office for many years...

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-..so I was eager for a fresh start.

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-I don't want to defy or blame anyone

-or preach about identity...

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-..but it was a personal challenge.

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-I wanted to live as I am,

-from the depths of my personality...

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-..and not be labelled.

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-I've come to Wales

-and live as a Welshman.

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-He's given so much

-to Wales and Welsh life.

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-His story is very encouraging

-to Welsh learners...

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-..and is inspiring for anyone

-who wants to learn Welsh.

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-He has also studied and trained

-in order to assist others.

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-Some of his clients

-have approached me...

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-..and said

-that he's been a great help.

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-He is able to empathize with others.

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-If you have encountered

-suffering yourself...

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-..it's easier to understand

-and have empathy for others.

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-It's been a long journey...

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-..and the boy from Poland

-is now a Welshman.

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-Wales has adopted me.

-This is my adopted nation.

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-I had a dream in my childhood...

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-..when my circumstances at home

-were quite horrific.

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-Whenever the time came

-for me to go home...

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-..it was a truly stomach-churning

-feeling.

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-As a result,

-I fabricated my own dream.

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-I dreamt that I didn't live

-with my real family...

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-..but that I was an orphan.

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-One day,

-someone would come and save me.

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-As it turns out,

-I had to save myself.

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-However, I'm delighted

-that I've found a new home...

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