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WOMAN: There is a Jewish story - | 0:00:34 | 0:00:36 | |
an ordinary Jewish joke. | 0:00:36 | 0:00:38 | |
A father was teaching his little son | 0:00:38 | 0:00:40 | |
to be less afraid, to have more courage, | 0:00:40 | 0:00:42 | |
by having him jump down the stairs. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:44 | |
He put his son on the second stair and said, "Jump, and I'll catch you," | 0:00:44 | 0:00:48 | |
then on the third stair and said, "Jump, and I'll catch you." | 0:00:48 | 0:00:51 | |
The little boy was afraid but he trusted his father | 0:00:51 | 0:00:55 | |
and did what he was told and jumped into his arms. | 0:00:55 | 0:00:57 | |
The father put him on the next step and then the next, | 0:00:57 | 0:01:01 | |
each time telling him, "Jump, and I'll catch you." | 0:01:01 | 0:01:04 | |
Then the boy jumped from a very high step | 0:01:04 | 0:01:07 | |
but this time, the father stepped back | 0:01:07 | 0:01:10 | |
and the boy fell flat on his face. | 0:01:10 | 0:01:13 | |
He picked himself up, bleeding and crying, | 0:01:13 | 0:01:16 | |
and the father said to him, | 0:01:16 | 0:01:18 | |
"That'll teach you." | 0:01:18 | 0:01:19 | |
-Here, put this sweater on. -Nuh-uh. | 0:01:19 | 0:01:22 | |
Don't be ridiculous. You're shaking like a bowl of Jell-O. | 0:01:22 | 0:01:24 | |
-Put the sweater on. -Nuh-uh. | 0:01:24 | 0:01:26 | |
-Mom. -Oh, for God's sake. | 0:01:26 | 0:01:28 | |
(RABBI SPEAKS HEBREW) | 0:01:47 | 0:01:51 | |
(MAN SPEAKS HEBREW) | 0:01:54 | 0:01:55 | |
(WOMAN SPEAKS HEBREW) | 0:01:55 | 0:01:59 | |
I betroth you to me forever... | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
-I betroth you to me forever... -..in righteousness and justice... | 0:02:05 | 0:02:07 | |
-..in righteousness and justice... -..in kindness and in mercy... | 0:02:07 | 0:02:10 | |
..in kindness and in mercy... | 0:02:10 | 0:02:11 | |
-..and you shall know God. -..and you shall know God. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:14 | |
That's for you. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:16 | |
-(BOTH LAUGH) -Come on! | 0:02:33 | 0:02:35 | |
Aargh! (LAUGHS) | 0:02:51 | 0:02:53 | |
-Aargh! -(LAUGHS) | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
Well, I'm dying. | 0:02:59 | 0:03:00 | |
You're not dying. You had an episode and they want to watch you. | 0:03:00 | 0:03:03 | |
-Shabbat Shalom. -Hmm? | 0:03:03 | 0:03:05 | |
She's always dying. | 0:03:05 | 0:03:06 | |
-Why are you rushing? -Sorry, rounds took forever. | 0:03:06 | 0:03:08 | |
-Sorry, you guys. -Oh, baby, no problem. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:11 | |
-Have a good evening. -Thank you. | 0:03:11 | 0:03:13 | |
You're late for Shabbat | 0:03:13 | 0:03:14 | |
and you have to tell this stranger our private business? | 0:03:14 | 0:03:16 | |
Mom, you're lucky we come at all. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:18 | |
I'm lucky you come to Shabbat? Why is that? Stop eating. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:21 | |
'Cause it's the 21st century, 'cause we're not in Babylon. | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
We don't have to remind ourselves to let our land lie fallow. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:26 | |
-The whole point of Shabbat is... -I was 11 minutes late! | 0:03:26 | 0:03:29 | |
You're getting yourself worked up, | 0:03:29 | 0:03:31 | |
and being worked up all the time never got anyone pregnant. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:33 | |
-(COUGHS) -Worked up? | 0:03:33 | 0:03:35 | |
-We've been trying for 10 months! -Shabbat Shalom. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
-Where does everyone have to get to? -I'm not worked up! | 0:03:37 | 0:03:39 | |
I would just like very much to have a baby. | 0:03:39 | 0:03:41 | |
-So, adopt. -Who's really mine. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:43 | |
(CHANTS IN HEBREW) | 0:04:05 | 0:04:07 | |
In China, they're throwing them into trash cans. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:10 | |
(CONTINUES SINGING IN HEBREW) | 0:04:12 | 0:04:14 | |
Adopt a baby, for God's sake. Adopt a baby and then have a baby. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:17 | |
-You're 39 years old! -That's what you did. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
That's why you can't do it, because I did it? | 0:04:19 | 0:04:23 | |
-Being like me is such a terrible... -There's a feeling. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:25 | |
-No, there's not! -When he was little, I watched you. | 0:04:25 | 0:04:28 | |
I watched you... | 0:04:28 | 0:04:30 | |
..watch him. | 0:04:30 | 0:04:32 | |
I saw you look at each other. It was different. | 0:04:32 | 0:04:36 | |
I want that. | 0:04:36 | 0:04:37 | |
You listen to me. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:44 | |
There's no difference. | 0:04:45 | 0:04:48 | |
Are you here? | 0:04:56 | 0:04:57 | |
-Where are you? -I'm in here. | 0:05:01 | 0:05:03 | |
Sweetie, can you come in here and sit down for a minute? | 0:05:05 | 0:05:08 | |
I'll be there in one second. | 0:05:08 | 0:05:10 | |
Hi. | 0:05:14 | 0:05:15 | |
Sit down. | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
You stand up. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:18 | |
(SIGHS) Sweetie, please, sit down. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:21 | |
And take your coat off. | 0:05:21 | 0:05:23 | |
Maybe you should take it off. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:25 | |
What? | 0:05:29 | 0:05:31 | |
(SIGHS) I made a mistake. | 0:05:31 | 0:05:34 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:05:35 | 0:05:37 | |
I made a mistake. | 0:05:39 | 0:05:41 | |
You made...what? | 0:05:43 | 0:05:44 | |
If I could blink my eyes and it would be a year from now... | 0:05:44 | 0:05:47 | |
..and we could be friends, best friends, I would do it. | 0:05:49 | 0:05:52 | |
We teach across the hall from each other. | 0:05:55 | 0:05:57 | |
I'll see you all the time, every day. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:01 | |
But listen, I want... | 0:06:02 | 0:06:04 | |
I want you to know something. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:08 | |
-Do you want a...? -Yeah, thank you. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:10 | |
What did you want me to know? | 0:06:13 | 0:06:16 | |
I'm 100% sure. | 0:06:17 | 0:06:19 | |
Is it because I didn't say the right thing the other night? | 0:06:22 | 0:06:24 | |
If you want to pursue this drawing thing... | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
-It's not that. It's not anything. -I just meant that if... | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
I'm very attracted to... | 0:06:28 | 0:06:29 | |
..we're gonna try to have a baby, somebody has to make some money. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:32 | |
I don't... | 0:06:32 | 0:06:33 | |
-I can't make love if we don't talk. -I don't... | 0:06:33 | 0:06:35 | |
I don't want this life! | 0:06:35 | 0:06:37 | |
Don't you want to take your coat off? | 0:06:42 | 0:06:44 | |
Why don't you want to take your coat off? | 0:06:47 | 0:06:49 | |
Oh, God! | 0:06:57 | 0:06:58 | |
I'm really sure we shouldn't... | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
(BOTH BREATHE HEAVILY) | 0:08:11 | 0:08:14 | |
I'll see you in school. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:51 | |
Come on. | 0:09:02 | 0:09:04 | |
(BANGS DOOR) | 0:09:15 | 0:09:18 | |
(CHILDREN SHRIEK AND SHOUT) | 0:09:46 | 0:09:50 | |
Can you explain this to me? | 0:09:55 | 0:09:58 | |
Mrs Epner-Green, this is chaos. Who is in charge? | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
-It says he has resigned. -And you knew nothing about this? | 0:10:00 | 0:10:04 | |
If Mr Green is out, why is there no substitute? | 0:10:04 | 0:10:06 | |
Is he coming in? | 0:10:06 | 0:10:07 | |
Mrs Epner-Green's class, make space for Mr Green's class. | 0:10:07 | 0:10:11 | |
No! Mrs Epner-Green, this is way too many kids for one room! | 0:10:11 | 0:10:13 | |
Really, do you think so? | 0:10:13 | 0:10:16 | |
-Well, Mrs Epner-Green... -Miss Epner. | 0:10:16 | 0:10:19 | |
OK, the parents can go. Mr Green will not be coming in. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:23 | |
Miss Epner will be teaching both classes. | 0:10:23 | 0:10:26 | |
You don't know where he is? | 0:10:26 | 0:10:30 | |
Have you slept? | 0:10:30 | 0:10:32 | |
Don't do anything until you've slept. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:37 | |
Don't think anything until you've slept. | 0:10:37 | 0:10:39 | |
I have to drop her upstairs. | 0:10:41 | 0:10:43 | |
It's gonna take me an hour to get a sub. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:45 | |
Love you. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:47 | |
Can you watch them for five minutes? | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
Go. Hurry back. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:52 | |
(SCHOOL BELL RINGS) | 0:10:59 | 0:11:02 | |
Don't let anyone fix you up with anyone. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:14 | |
A friend of mine set me up on a date - I'm still recovering. | 0:11:14 | 0:11:18 | |
Are you... | 0:11:18 | 0:11:19 | |
..coming on to me? | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
What? | 0:11:22 | 0:11:25 | |
My husband left me nine hours ago. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:27 | |
Do you think you could control yourself for five minutes? | 0:11:27 | 0:11:30 | |
You betcha. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:35 | |
Oh, my God! | 0:11:40 | 0:11:41 | |
OK. | 0:11:41 | 0:11:43 | |
You should come in. This is bad timing. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
-Do you know how old I am? -I do. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
I want a baby. I can't explain it. | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
It's like being hungry or having to pee. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:52 | |
Please don't tell me to adopt. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:54 | |
I wouldn't. I won't. I never will. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:57 | |
A 65-year-old lady in the Bronx just gave birth to twins, so... | 0:11:59 | 0:12:04 | |
-I mean, not that that's... -Thanks. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:07 | |
-Should I come in? -Yes, you should come in. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:09 | |
-I just need... -Hi, I'm here. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:12 | |
Sorry. | 0:12:12 | 0:12:14 | |
I heard your story. That's just horrible. | 0:12:14 | 0:12:16 | |
Thanks. | 0:12:16 | 0:12:18 | |
-I'm gonna go. -April, don't go home alone. | 0:12:20 | 0:12:22 | |
It's fine. I need to sleep. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
It's not gonna get any worse than this. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:27 | |
(RABBI PRAYS IN HEBREW) | 0:12:27 | 0:12:30 | |
RABBI: To Gertrude 'Trudy' Epner, who has gone to her lasting rest. | 0:12:48 | 0:12:52 | |
Master of all, we pray to You, | 0:12:52 | 0:12:54 | |
remember her worthy and righteous deeds while among the living | 0:12:54 | 0:12:57 | |
and let us say amein. | 0:12:57 | 0:12:59 | |
ALL: Amein. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
Pardon me. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:28 | |
Who does the, uh, purchasing for the school? | 0:13:28 | 0:13:31 | |
I'm sorry? | 0:13:31 | 0:13:33 | |
Not the purchasing, the requisitioning. | 0:13:33 | 0:13:36 | |
-The office is that way. -Thank you. | 0:13:36 | 0:13:38 | |
Are you April Epner? | 0:13:44 | 0:13:46 | |
Can I help you? | 0:13:46 | 0:13:47 | |
I represent someone from your past. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:50 | |
Someone from your past who's looking to make contact. | 0:13:50 | 0:13:54 | |
Would the discovery of the identity of your birth mother | 0:13:55 | 0:13:58 | |
be welcome news? | 0:13:58 | 0:14:00 | |
I'm her assistant and friend. She's a celebrity. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:03 | |
I'm sorry. What kind of celebrity? | 0:14:03 | 0:14:05 | |
She's...she's well known. | 0:14:05 | 0:14:07 | |
She really wants to meet you, but she's very cautious, you understand? | 0:14:07 | 0:14:10 | |
But now I can definitely recommend it. | 0:14:10 | 0:14:13 | |
You're recommending me? | 0:14:13 | 0:14:14 | |
Are you taking this the wrong way? | 0:14:14 | 0:14:16 | |
Here. | 0:14:16 | 0:14:18 | |
Let her speak for herself. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:20 | |
(READS) "Dear Gabrielle, Did you know Gabrielle is what I named you? | 0:14:56 | 0:15:00 | |
"I believe the time has come for us to meet. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:03 | |
"Let's have lunch tomorrow, Saturday, you and me. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:07 | |
"Barbetta Restaurant at 1:00. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
"Your mother, Bernice." | 0:15:10 | 0:15:13 | |
Buon pomeriggio. Posso aiutarla, signorina? | 0:15:14 | 0:15:17 | |
Oh, hello. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:18 | |
Do you happen to have a reservation for someone named Bernice? | 0:15:18 | 0:15:22 | |
Si, si! Certo che l'abbiamo. Per questa parte. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:24 | |
Right this way, please. | 0:15:24 | 0:15:25 | |
A glass of champagne while you wait? | 0:15:28 | 0:15:30 | |
Do you have a ladies' room? | 0:15:32 | 0:15:35 | |
-Ciao, bella. -Oh! | 0:15:42 | 0:15:44 | |
Thank you. | 0:15:44 | 0:15:46 | |
I'm a...teacher. | 0:15:57 | 0:15:59 | |
WOMAN: ..exactly like Judy Holliday. You get anyone besides her, hang up. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:12 | |
You won't get in unless you use my name, right? | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
I know, it's terrible, but we're talking about your health. | 0:16:14 | 0:16:16 | |
-Mille grazie. -Mm. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:18 | |
Let me just look at you. | 0:16:29 | 0:16:30 | |
-You're magnificent! -What's your name? | 0:16:39 | 0:16:41 | |
Oh, thank you. Um, what is your name? | 0:16:41 | 0:16:43 | |
-You got my letter. -Uh, your last name? | 0:16:43 | 0:16:45 | |
Oh, Graves. I'm so happy you don't know it. | 0:16:45 | 0:16:48 | |
-Why would I...? -How do you feel right now? | 0:16:48 | 0:16:50 | |
How do you feel? | 0:16:50 | 0:16:52 | |
I feel like you are the reward | 0:16:52 | 0:16:54 | |
for everything I ever did right in my entire life. | 0:16:54 | 0:16:56 | |
Oh! | 0:16:56 | 0:16:58 | |
And how do you feel? | 0:16:58 | 0:17:00 | |
I, um... Thank you. | 0:17:00 | 0:17:02 | |
I'm wondering how you can be certain you're actually my mother. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:05 | |
Are you married? | 0:17:05 | 0:17:07 | |
I mean, do you have anyone? | 0:17:07 | 0:17:08 | |
Someone who takes you in his arms...or her arms? | 0:17:08 | 0:17:12 | |
God knows, I only want you to be happy. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:14 | |
Someone who holds you in the night when you're afraid. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:16 | |
-You didn't answer my... -It doesn't matter. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:17 | |
Some of the richest periods of my life | 0:17:17 | 0:17:19 | |
came when I was between love affairs. | 0:17:19 | 0:17:20 | |
Were you raised with brothers or sisters? | 0:17:20 | 0:17:22 | |
-I have a brother. -Oh, I want to meet him. | 0:17:22 | 0:17:25 | |
-It's a little soon... -Hello, you two. | 0:17:25 | 0:17:26 | |
Oh, Alan, you remember Gabrielle. | 0:17:26 | 0:17:28 | |
It's April. | 0:17:28 | 0:17:30 | |
Recovering from the abominable way I approached you? | 0:17:30 | 0:17:32 | |
I make for you a special mother/daughter antipasto. | 0:17:32 | 0:17:35 | |
Some day I'll tell you how we have Alan to thank for this. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:38 | |
I, uh... I produced the show that led to this. | 0:17:38 | 0:17:40 | |
I looked in the camera and the whole story just came out. | 0:17:40 | 0:17:43 | |
Our story. | 0:17:43 | 0:17:44 | |
-Such a powerful moment. -Excuse me, what is our story? | 0:17:44 | 0:17:46 | |
-I'm sorry to bother you. -That's alright. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:48 | |
Alan, do you have a pen? | 0:17:48 | 0:17:49 | |
No, I just want to say, I love you. I watch you all the time. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:53 | |
-Oh! -I think you're just the best. | 0:17:53 | 0:17:54 | |
-Thank you so much. -Enjoy your lunch. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:56 | |
If you have a television show, why have I never heard of you? | 0:17:56 | 0:17:59 | |
You watch local TV at 10:30 in the morning? | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
-Never. -Me either. (LAUGHS) | 0:18:01 | 0:18:02 | |
How much do you know about my parents? | 0:18:02 | 0:18:05 | |
I know that you lost Trudy three weeks ago, | 0:18:05 | 0:18:07 | |
and you lost Julius three years before that. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:09 | |
How do you know who they were? | 0:18:09 | 0:18:11 | |
I've known since the day I lost you. | 0:18:11 | 0:18:12 | |
-Were they good to you? -How? | 0:18:12 | 0:18:14 | |
-You weren't allowed to know that. -I read it. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:16 | |
Upside down, across the adoption counsellor's desk. | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
-"Baby Girl Epner, born April 1." -So, it's possible. | 0:18:18 | 0:18:21 | |
-What? -That you are who you say you are. | 0:18:21 | 0:18:24 | |
Listen, I only got to have you for three days, | 0:18:24 | 0:18:26 | |
but that doesn't change the fact that you are my daughter. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:28 | |
You are the most important thing on earth to me. You must know that. | 0:18:28 | 0:18:32 | |
Do you have children? | 0:18:32 | 0:18:34 | |
I should think your own family | 0:18:34 | 0:18:35 | |
might feel strange about you tracking me down like this. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:37 | |
My family is me and you. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:39 | |
It shows in your face that you know I'm your mother. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:42 | |
-What about your husband? -Oh, I don't have one. | 0:18:42 | 0:18:44 | |
What about you - ever been married? | 0:18:44 | 0:18:46 | |
-Yes. -How's that going? | 0:18:46 | 0:18:48 | |
You know, there's a certain presumption... | 0:18:48 | 0:18:50 | |
Don't lock Bernice out. | 0:18:50 | 0:18:51 | |
This is hard. She loved the people who raised her. | 0:18:51 | 0:18:53 | |
-You're her mother. -It's natural she'd have questions. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:55 | |
I'm sitting here! | 0:18:55 | 0:18:57 | |
Yes, you are. | 0:19:02 | 0:19:03 | |
Ask me anything. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:05 | |
You're sitting on anger. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
Ask me anything, hit hard, ask me anything you want. | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
Why did you give me up? | 0:19:10 | 0:19:13 | |
"On you will go, though the weather be foul. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:19 | |
"On you will go, though your enemies prowl. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:22 | |
"Onward up many a frightening creek | 0:19:22 | 0:19:24 | |
"Though your arms may get sore and your sneakers may leak." | 0:19:24 | 0:19:28 | |
What? | 0:19:28 | 0:19:30 | |
It's a book, by Dr Seuss. Did your adoptive parents read it to you? | 0:19:30 | 0:19:34 | |
No. | 0:19:34 | 0:19:35 | |
Oh, that's a shame, because it's a map of your life, really, | 0:19:35 | 0:19:37 | |
the whole point of which is that every ending is a beginning. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:42 | |
Now, when Trudy and Julius passed, that was an ending, | 0:19:42 | 0:19:45 | |
but in a funny kind of a silvery liningy way, | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
it's brought us together, hasn't it? | 0:19:47 | 0:19:50 | |
I have to go. | 0:19:50 | 0:19:53 | |
Wait. Stop. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:54 | |
Don't... | 0:19:54 | 0:19:56 | |
Don't go. Gabrielle! | 0:19:56 | 0:19:58 | |
April! Goddammit! | 0:19:58 | 0:20:00 | |
Would you like to know who your father was? | 0:20:02 | 0:20:04 | |
He was a famous man, now dead. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:07 | |
Why don't we go to my office and really talk? | 0:20:11 | 0:20:13 | |
-Thank you, no. -We could go for a drive. | 0:20:13 | 0:20:15 | |
-I would like to walk. -Oh, you like to walk? | 0:20:15 | 0:20:17 | |
You sound like your father. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:19 | |
My famous father, now dead, went for walks? | 0:20:19 | 0:20:21 | |
I'm a walker myself, you know. All kinds of exercise, I'm a nut for. | 0:20:21 | 0:20:24 | |
Could we slow down for just a moment? | 0:20:24 | 0:20:26 | |
Oh, being related like this is just incredible. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:31 | |
-You were saying about my father? -You hardly know ME yet. | 0:20:31 | 0:20:34 | |
Well, thank you, Ms Graves. | 0:20:34 | 0:20:37 | |
It was traumatic and potentially illuminating to have met you. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:40 | |
I met him when I was 15. I worked in perfume. | 0:20:41 | 0:20:45 | |
Where, exactly? | 0:20:45 | 0:20:46 | |
Well, four blocks that way, as it happens. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:48 | |
Used to be Bonwit Teller. | 0:20:48 | 0:20:50 | |
You can look it up. | 0:20:50 | 0:20:51 | |
Since I wasn't rich, I earned extra money | 0:20:51 | 0:20:53 | |
working in their perfume department. | 0:20:53 | 0:20:55 | |
-So, this was a customer? -Oh, a very special customer. | 0:20:55 | 0:20:57 | |
He came in to buy a gift for his mother. | 0:20:57 | 0:20:59 | |
He was close to his mother, | 0:20:59 | 0:21:01 | |
probably too close because no woman could measure up. | 0:21:01 | 0:21:03 | |
Who was it? | 0:21:03 | 0:21:04 | |
He was immediately flirtatious, but not in a boorish way. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:06 | |
He was, and I say this in all humility... | 0:21:06 | 0:21:09 | |
..enchanted. | 0:21:09 | 0:21:11 | |
Who was it? | 0:21:11 | 0:21:12 | |
Steve McQueen. | 0:21:12 | 0:21:13 | |
How dare you? | 0:21:14 | 0:21:16 | |
We were deeply in love. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:17 | |
-Well, what went wrong? -He was single when I met him. | 0:21:17 | 0:21:20 | |
Separated, anyway. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:21 | |
I never would have gotten involved with him | 0:21:21 | 0:21:22 | |
had his relationship been viable, | 0:21:22 | 0:21:24 | |
but I sensed that they weren't through. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:26 | |
"They" would be Steve McQueen and Ali MacGraw? | 0:21:26 | 0:21:28 | |
If you watch 'The Getaway,' you'll sense a certain closeness. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:30 | |
I do feel very good about that. | 0:21:30 | 0:21:32 | |
By the way, do you have any children? | 0:21:32 | 0:21:35 | |
Was it a one-night stand? | 0:21:35 | 0:21:36 | |
Oh, the memory lasted a lifetime. | 0:21:36 | 0:21:38 | |
-(LAUGHS) -Your generation is so cynical. | 0:21:38 | 0:21:41 | |
-When? When was I conceived? -Around the fourth of July. | 0:21:41 | 0:21:43 | |
-Around or on? -On! | 0:21:43 | 0:21:45 | |
-Was he right- or left-handed? -What kind of question is that? | 0:21:45 | 0:21:47 | |
-Circumcised? -He was Catholic. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:49 | |
I understand your parents were Jewish. | 0:21:49 | 0:21:50 | |
-So what? So am I. -Well, God bless. | 0:21:50 | 0:21:52 | |
-What does that mean? -God bless that you believe in God. | 0:21:52 | 0:21:54 | |
-You don't believe in God? -I don't know. | 0:21:54 | 0:21:57 | |
Watched the news lately? | 0:21:57 | 0:21:58 | |
I'll ask you one more time, why did you give me up? | 0:21:58 | 0:22:01 | |
I didn't give you up. You were taken from me. | 0:22:01 | 0:22:04 | |
Didn't they tell you that? | 0:22:04 | 0:22:07 | |
My father was very religious. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:10 | |
I held you in my arms for three days, | 0:22:10 | 0:22:13 | |
praying that it wouldn't happen. But it did. | 0:22:13 | 0:22:15 | |
He walked in, he took you, and he left me screaming. | 0:22:15 | 0:22:19 | |
How do I know any of this is true? | 0:22:19 | 0:22:21 | |
Because it is! | 0:22:21 | 0:22:23 | |
All right, listen to me, and, please, respect what I say to you. | 0:22:25 | 0:22:29 | |
I have to go home, think about this, and decide what to believe. | 0:22:29 | 0:22:34 | |
OK. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:36 | |
OK. | 0:22:36 | 0:22:38 | |
Thank you. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:41 | |
-I appreciate you... -Can you drop me? | 0:22:43 | 0:22:45 | |
-What? Where? -Back there. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:49 | |
All right. (SIGHS) | 0:22:49 | 0:22:51 | |
(SIGHS) | 0:23:01 | 0:23:04 | |
When can we do this again? | 0:23:05 | 0:23:07 | |
Everyone needs family. | 0:23:09 | 0:23:10 | |
I will call you. | 0:23:15 | 0:23:17 | |
Let me give you my number. Do you have a pen? | 0:23:17 | 0:23:19 | |
Um... | 0:23:19 | 0:23:22 | |
OK. | 0:23:22 | 0:23:23 | |
Give me your hand. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:26 | |
Please? | 0:23:26 | 0:23:28 | |
It's harder to lose a hand. | 0:23:37 | 0:23:39 | |
This isn't just a thousand-to-one shot. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:53 | |
This is a professional blood sport. | 0:23:53 | 0:23:55 | |
It can happen to you. | 0:23:55 | 0:23:57 | |
And then it can happen to you again. | 0:23:57 | 0:24:00 | |
I want my mommy! | 0:24:03 | 0:24:05 | |
Hi, everybody. Thanks for your patience. | 0:24:05 | 0:24:07 | |
-I want my mommy! -Oh, some more than others. | 0:24:07 | 0:24:09 | |
I want my mommy! | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
Ruby, come here now. Get your shoes on. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:14 | |
Why don't you come in first? I mean, for obvious reasons. | 0:24:14 | 0:24:17 | |
That's OK. You go ahead. Besides, we're having so much fun here. | 0:24:17 | 0:24:20 | |
-Are you sure? -Of nothing. | 0:24:20 | 0:24:23 | |
I want my mommy! | 0:24:23 | 0:24:25 | |
(TREADS ON SQUEAKY TOY) | 0:24:34 | 0:24:36 | |
-Pardon me. -What! | 0:24:38 | 0:24:40 | |
We're all right. We're fine. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:42 | |
-You're fine? She's fine? -Yeah, we're fine. | 0:24:42 | 0:24:43 | |
Mm-hm, fine. | 0:24:43 | 0:24:45 | |
Um, listen, I'm sorry about what I... | 0:24:48 | 0:24:53 | |
Shh. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:55 | |
(QUIETLY) I'm sorry about what I said to you. | 0:24:56 | 0:24:58 | |
Listen, I'm four weeks divorced. For all I know, I was coming on to you. | 0:24:58 | 0:25:02 | |
-Were you coming on to me? -No, I wasn't. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:07 | |
Why I wasn't, I can't imagine. | 0:25:08 | 0:25:10 | |
(LAUGHS) | 0:25:10 | 0:25:11 | |
Um, this is Jimmy Ray's portfolio. | 0:25:14 | 0:25:17 | |
-First of all... -I think he's in trouble. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:18 | |
-You do? -Yes. | 0:25:18 | 0:25:20 | |
Sorry, what were you about to say? | 0:25:20 | 0:25:22 | |
-His printing is good. -Really? | 0:25:22 | 0:25:24 | |
Mm-hm. Ks made him nervous, but he likes them now. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:26 | |
-He seems happiest... -He has night terrors. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:28 | |
-Did you say night terrors? -I think they're night terrors. | 0:25:28 | 0:25:31 | |
-He walks in his sleep. -How often? | 0:25:31 | 0:25:34 | |
Once, 10 months ago. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:36 | |
-What happened? -He peed in the fridge. | 0:25:36 | 0:25:38 | |
Have you slept? | 0:25:38 | 0:25:40 | |
Oh, no. | 0:25:40 | 0:25:43 | |
No. | 0:25:43 | 0:25:45 | |
I love his hands. I do. | 0:25:46 | 0:25:50 | |
I love how he uses them, how expressive he is. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:54 | |
I love that, too. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:55 | |
He has a little less confidence just right at the moment. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:58 | |
-But I think that's to be expected. -Do you have kids? | 0:25:58 | 0:26:01 | |
No. | 0:26:03 | 0:26:05 | |
He talks about his mom a lot. He seems to worship her. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:08 | |
From afar. | 0:26:08 | 0:26:10 | |
She's on a trip round the world. She's a painter. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:12 | |
She's painting the world with her boyfriend. | 0:26:12 | 0:26:14 | |
Oh. | 0:26:14 | 0:26:16 | |
I see you outside in your car. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:19 | |
-Is that...? -Yes. I work out there. | 0:26:19 | 0:26:21 | |
-I write. -In your car? | 0:26:21 | 0:26:23 | |
I like to keep an eye on the building. It relaxes me. | 0:26:23 | 0:26:26 | |
Hmm. | 0:26:26 | 0:26:27 | |
So why didn't you have kids? | 0:26:27 | 0:26:28 | |
I've watched you. You love them. And you're...you know... | 0:26:29 | 0:26:32 | |
-Old? -No. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:35 | |
No, my God, no. | 0:26:35 | 0:26:37 | |
You can't be more than what? You're 35, 34? | 0:26:37 | 0:26:38 | |
I'm 39 and a half years old and I've never been pregnant. | 0:26:38 | 0:26:41 | |
-Well, if you put it like that. -It looks pretty bleak, doesn't it? | 0:26:41 | 0:26:44 | |
No. | 0:26:44 | 0:26:45 | |
No, it looks painful. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:47 | |
And beautiful. | 0:26:49 | 0:26:51 | |
And I hope you get everything you want. | 0:26:52 | 0:26:54 | |
(STOMACH GROWLS) | 0:26:56 | 0:26:59 | |
Um, dinner. | 0:27:01 | 0:27:02 | |
Apparently I want dinner. | 0:27:02 | 0:27:05 | |
Well, bon appetit. | 0:27:09 | 0:27:10 | |
Well, would you like to get some dinner? | 0:27:10 | 0:27:11 | |
No, I'd rather eat frozen food alone for the 15th month in a row. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:14 | |
Yes, I'd like to get dinner. | 0:27:14 | 0:27:16 | |
But I think you are a very beautiful woman | 0:27:16 | 0:27:19 | |
and for some reason I decided not to go on any kind of date | 0:27:19 | 0:27:21 | |
for at least a year. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:23 | |
Why? Because I'm a fucking idiot. Thank you, you're gorgeous. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:27 | |
I'm leaving now. | 0:27:27 | 0:27:29 | |
Yes, I would like to get some dinner. | 0:27:37 | 0:27:40 | |
Best friends? | 0:27:41 | 0:27:42 | |
-He said that? -Mm-hm. | 0:27:42 | 0:27:44 | |
Is this man entirely intact? | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
You know, we were best friends. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:48 | |
I loved him. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:50 | |
I kept hoping one day, pop, he'd be a grown-up. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:52 | |
-So your wife was seeing someone else? -Pretty much everyone else. | 0:27:53 | 0:27:56 | |
I was too much for her. | 0:27:56 | 0:27:58 | |
-For your wife? -Mm-hm. | 0:27:58 | 0:28:00 | |
-I'm sure she didn't feel that way. -She told me. | 0:28:00 | 0:28:03 | |
-What did she say? -"You're too much for me." | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
Ohh! | 0:28:05 | 0:28:07 | |
So was it just out of the blue? | 0:28:07 | 0:28:08 | |
It was out of the blue because I was an idiot. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:12 | |
I came across the ocean to be a blind idiot. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
This woman may actually let her kids grow up | 0:28:16 | 0:28:18 | |
without knowing their mother. | 0:28:18 | 0:28:20 | |
I hope not. | 0:28:20 | 0:28:22 | |
How can you know if someone's your mother? | 0:28:22 | 0:28:24 | |
I mean, literally, if someone says they're your mother, | 0:28:25 | 0:28:28 | |
how can you know for sure? | 0:28:28 | 0:28:29 | |
DNA test, I guess. Why? | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
(BELL TOLLS) | 0:28:40 | 0:28:43 | |
I mean, you don't NOT look like Steve McQueen. | 0:28:45 | 0:28:48 | |
-Is she a credible person? -I have no idea. | 0:28:49 | 0:28:51 | |
My God, you have a chance to get to know your mother. | 0:28:53 | 0:28:56 | |
Yes, I guess I do. | 0:28:58 | 0:29:00 | |
-What do you write in here? -Books. | 0:29:02 | 0:29:05 | |
Jackets. | 0:29:06 | 0:29:08 | |
Jackets for other people's books. | 0:29:08 | 0:29:10 | |
For now. | 0:29:10 | 0:29:11 | |
Get a hair. | 0:29:24 | 0:29:26 | |
I'm sorry? | 0:29:26 | 0:29:27 | |
For the DNA test. Get a hair. | 0:29:27 | 0:29:29 | |
Oh. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:30 | |
Thank you. | 0:29:30 | 0:29:33 | |
Well... | 0:29:35 | 0:29:36 | |
-I don't want to say goodnight. -I don't either. | 0:29:39 | 0:29:41 | |
Uh-oh. | 0:29:41 | 0:29:43 | |
You suppose my son would notice | 0:29:45 | 0:29:47 | |
if I just didn't pick him up from his play date? | 0:29:47 | 0:29:49 | |
I'm sure he'd understand. | 0:29:49 | 0:29:51 | |
OK, I need you to do something for me. | 0:29:55 | 0:29:57 | |
I need you to get in your car. Which is your car? | 0:29:57 | 0:29:59 | |
Yeah, I need you to get in your car and drive away first. | 0:29:59 | 0:30:02 | |
Because I can't. Will you do that for me? | 0:30:02 | 0:30:05 | |
-Seriously? -Yes. | 0:30:05 | 0:30:07 | |
You will go home, right? | 0:30:08 | 0:30:11 | |
I won't find you guys here in the morning, wearing the same thing? | 0:30:11 | 0:30:15 | |
OK. | 0:30:16 | 0:30:17 | |
-Goodnight. -Goodnight. | 0:30:17 | 0:30:20 | |
Maybe I should call you when you get home, just to be sure. | 0:30:23 | 0:30:26 | |
I'd appreciate that. I worry. | 0:30:28 | 0:30:32 | |
Yeah, I do, too. | 0:30:32 | 0:30:34 | |
APRIL: What are you making? | 0:30:36 | 0:30:38 | |
Well, it's peanut butter and jelly. | 0:30:38 | 0:30:39 | |
And I have to confess that we don't share | 0:30:39 | 0:30:41 | |
your countrymen's love of peanut butter. | 0:30:41 | 0:30:43 | |
And jelly isn't jelly. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:46 | |
That's another thing I have to have a word with you about. | 0:30:46 | 0:30:49 | |
(APRIL LAUGHS) | 0:30:49 | 0:30:50 | |
Well, if you were in England, what would you be making? | 0:30:50 | 0:30:52 | |
This would probably be cheese and pickle. | 0:30:52 | 0:30:54 | |
-You don't know what pickle is. -Did you say cheese and pickle? | 0:30:54 | 0:30:57 | |
But you don't know what pickle is. | 0:30:57 | 0:30:59 | |
You give me a hard time about jelly and you say cheese and pickle? | 0:30:59 | 0:31:02 | |
I'm defending food to an Englishman. | 0:31:02 | 0:31:05 | |
Is that happening to me right now? | 0:31:05 | 0:31:07 | |
Our sex life was dominated by her artwork, you know? | 0:31:07 | 0:31:10 | |
What do you mean? | 0:31:10 | 0:31:11 | |
Well, she liked to depict acts of autoeroticism. | 0:31:11 | 0:31:14 | |
Oh. | 0:31:14 | 0:31:15 | |
(LAUGHS) | 0:31:15 | 0:31:17 | |
I sometimes make toast and have tea after I've brushed my teeth, | 0:31:17 | 0:31:23 | |
and I don't brush them again. | 0:31:23 | 0:31:25 | |
Do you ever do that? | 0:31:25 | 0:31:27 | |
No, no, no, I can't. I'm, um... I'm British. | 0:31:27 | 0:31:32 | |
(BELL RINGS) | 0:31:35 | 0:31:37 | |
I was never happier to get a call. | 0:31:39 | 0:31:41 | |
-Hello. -Hello. | 0:31:41 | 0:31:43 | |
-Have you eaten yet? -Um, actually, no. | 0:31:43 | 0:31:46 | |
Oh, come with me! | 0:31:46 | 0:31:48 | |
Our show went well today, despite our best efforts, | 0:31:48 | 0:31:51 | |
so, everyone's in a good mood. | 0:31:51 | 0:31:52 | |
-Oh, thank you, AJ? -Welcome to the craziness. | 0:31:52 | 0:31:54 | |
-Hello. -Lunch? | 0:31:54 | 0:31:55 | |
Please. We're famished. | 0:31:55 | 0:31:57 | |
-Sam's? -Perfect! | 0:31:57 | 0:31:58 | |
What do you feel like? It's a kind of a pubby place. | 0:31:58 | 0:32:00 | |
-Would a hamburger be alright? -Oh, my God! | 0:32:00 | 0:32:03 | |
-What? -(LAUGHS) | 0:32:03 | 0:32:05 | |
You're a little anaemic, aren't you? Runs in the family. | 0:32:05 | 0:32:09 | |
Actually, I would just like a hamburger. | 0:32:09 | 0:32:11 | |
Oh. OK. Come on. | 0:32:11 | 0:32:14 | |
BERNICE ON TV: So, Janeane Garofalo, you've lived | 0:32:14 | 0:32:16 | |
in the West Village for a long time. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:17 | |
What's it like when, every year, | 0:32:17 | 0:32:19 | |
the denizens of the village come out and march about...? | 0:32:19 | 0:32:21 | |
-In Gay Pride? -Yes. | 0:32:21 | 0:32:22 | |
-I have a particular favourite gay. -You do? | 0:32:22 | 0:32:25 | |
I do. | 0:32:25 | 0:32:26 | |
-My favourite gay would be... -Only one? | 0:32:26 | 0:32:27 | |
..the bantamweight Latino in the gold lame short shorts. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
-(LAUGHS) -Lace front short shorts. | 0:32:30 | 0:32:33 | |
-I'm partial to the flyweight Latino. -Do you know his name? | 0:32:33 | 0:32:37 | |
I don't know, but he's great on the float. | 0:32:37 | 0:32:39 | |
...surf break up on the Statue of Liberty, | 0:32:39 | 0:32:40 | |
so that you could actually ride a wave | 0:32:40 | 0:32:43 | |
from the Statue of Liberty to Battery Park. | 0:32:43 | 0:32:44 | |
-That would be great. -That would be great. | 0:32:44 | 0:32:46 | |
-Instead of taking that ferry. -Come on in. | 0:32:46 | 0:32:48 | |
A hamburger is 18. | 0:32:48 | 0:32:51 | |
My treat. Make it two. | 0:32:51 | 0:32:54 | |
I'll have a Caesar salad. | 0:32:54 | 0:32:56 | |
One sec. | 0:32:56 | 0:32:58 | |
I can't have you in this lunch. | 0:32:59 | 0:33:02 | |
Well, if you can't have me here, you can't have me. | 0:33:02 | 0:33:04 | |
Thanks. | 0:33:04 | 0:33:06 | |
I practically live in this room. | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
In fact, I call it my sanctuary. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:16 | |
-Do you have a sanctuary? -My kitchen is nice. | 0:33:16 | 0:33:18 | |
Let me show you something. | 0:33:18 | 0:33:21 | |
Come here. | 0:33:26 | 0:33:28 | |
I want you to know me. | 0:33:34 | 0:33:36 | |
OK. | 0:33:38 | 0:33:40 | |
Much of this is my natural hair colour. | 0:33:40 | 0:33:42 | |
OK, I'll start. | 0:33:44 | 0:33:46 | |
Much of this is my natural hair colour. | 0:33:46 | 0:33:48 | |
Oh! | 0:33:49 | 0:33:51 | |
Um... | 0:33:51 | 0:33:52 | |
I don't know what to... | 0:33:52 | 0:33:54 | |
I like music. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:55 | |
What kind of music? | 0:33:55 | 0:33:57 | |
I like Fleetwood Mac and, um... | 0:33:57 | 0:33:59 | |
I'm very verbal during sex. | 0:33:59 | 0:34:01 | |
I'm afraid of drowning. | 0:34:03 | 0:34:04 | |
-During sex? -No, just in general. | 0:34:04 | 0:34:06 | |
Oh. Um, I'm a tiny bit hard of hearing in my right ear. | 0:34:06 | 0:34:10 | |
I'm a tiny bit hard of hearing in MY right ear. | 0:34:10 | 0:34:12 | |
Oh, see? What else? | 0:34:12 | 0:34:14 | |
I visit my father's grave all the time. | 0:34:14 | 0:34:17 | |
-Only his? -What? Of course not. Both. | 0:34:17 | 0:34:19 | |
Oh, of course. | 0:34:19 | 0:34:21 | |
Three years ago, I had a lumpectomy. | 0:34:21 | 0:34:23 | |
-Oh? -Oh, I was fine. | 0:34:23 | 0:34:25 | |
But you should be aware. | 0:34:25 | 0:34:26 | |
-I'm getting a divorce. -Oh, God, I knew it! | 0:34:26 | 0:34:30 | |
I could feel it. I'm so connected to you. | 0:34:30 | 0:34:32 | |
What happened? | 0:34:32 | 0:34:33 | |
-I don't want to talk about it. -You brought it up. | 0:34:33 | 0:34:35 | |
I was playing your game and it just came out. | 0:34:35 | 0:34:37 | |
-Was this recent? -Yes. | 0:34:37 | 0:34:39 | |
-Was there trouble for long? -Long enough. | 0:34:39 | 0:34:40 | |
Do you still want kids? Of course you still want kids. | 0:34:40 | 0:34:43 | |
-May I use this? -Oh, yes, of course. | 0:34:43 | 0:34:45 | |
Here, let me have it. Let's see. | 0:34:45 | 0:34:47 | |
I'll clean it out for you. There you go. | 0:34:50 | 0:34:52 | |
What's mine is yours. | 0:34:52 | 0:34:54 | |
I want to find this record to play for you. | 0:35:00 | 0:35:03 | |
It's Roy Orbison singing 'All I Have To Do Is Dream'. | 0:35:04 | 0:35:07 | |
It's very rare. | 0:35:07 | 0:35:09 | |
But when I was pregnant with you, I played it all the time, | 0:35:09 | 0:35:12 | |
and I thought... | 0:35:12 | 0:35:13 | |
Oh. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:21 | |
Ohh, I can feel your heart beating. | 0:35:22 | 0:35:27 | |
Me too. | 0:35:27 | 0:35:29 | |
The last time I felt your heart beating against mine, | 0:35:29 | 0:35:32 | |
you were three days old. | 0:35:32 | 0:35:35 | |
-How big was I? -Six pounds, 15 ounces. | 0:35:35 | 0:35:40 | |
You had such a sweet face and the squinchiest little eyes and... | 0:35:40 | 0:35:43 | |
Ow! | 0:35:43 | 0:35:44 | |
Oh, what was that? | 0:35:44 | 0:35:48 | |
I don't know. | 0:35:48 | 0:35:50 | |
Hi, there. | 0:35:57 | 0:35:59 | |
Oh, hello. | 0:35:59 | 0:36:01 | |
Hi. | 0:36:03 | 0:36:04 | |
Hi. | 0:36:04 | 0:36:05 | |
OK. | 0:36:05 | 0:36:06 | |
Let's everybody pack up. | 0:36:06 | 0:36:08 | |
Hello. | 0:36:08 | 0:36:10 | |
Did I do something wrong? | 0:36:13 | 0:36:15 | |
No...of course not. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:17 | |
Hello. | 0:36:17 | 0:36:19 | |
I've very much enjoyed talking to you these last nights, | 0:36:21 | 0:36:24 | |
but we shouldn't go out of our way to talk to each other here, | 0:36:24 | 0:36:27 | |
in a private way. | 0:36:27 | 0:36:28 | |
-In a private way? -I've thought about it... | 0:36:28 | 0:36:30 | |
I've thought about it too. | 0:36:30 | 0:36:32 | |
-Let's go, Daddy. -OK. | 0:36:32 | 0:36:34 | |
Well, goodnight. | 0:36:34 | 0:36:36 | |
Um...goodbye. | 0:36:36 | 0:36:38 | |
One thing. | 0:36:44 | 0:36:45 | |
I don't sleep, usually, | 0:36:45 | 0:36:48 | |
so if you want to look up information about your mother, | 0:36:48 | 0:36:51 | |
I'd be happy to help. | 0:36:51 | 0:36:52 | |
Oh, boy, I am so bad at that stuff. At some point I... | 0:36:52 | 0:36:55 | |
Here. It's about Steve McQueen. | 0:36:55 | 0:36:58 | |
What about him? | 0:36:58 | 0:36:59 | |
I got your birth date from the office. | 0:36:59 | 0:37:02 | |
Listen, I have to do something with | 0:37:02 | 0:37:04 | |
the energy I'm spending not asking you out. | 0:37:04 | 0:37:06 | |
Do you want to know? | 0:37:06 | 0:37:09 | |
Steve McQueen was on the Yangtze River, it's in Southern China, | 0:37:09 | 0:37:12 | |
making a film called The Sand Pebbles. | 0:37:12 | 0:37:14 | |
He was there between March 1966 and September. | 0:37:14 | 0:37:18 | |
-You were born in April? -Yes. | 0:37:18 | 0:37:20 | |
Is it possible this could have happened in Southern China? | 0:37:20 | 0:37:23 | |
She told me Manhattan. | 0:37:23 | 0:37:25 | |
Sorry, I just don't think he could have been. | 0:37:26 | 0:37:29 | |
I don't know who you are or what you want, | 0:37:29 | 0:37:31 | |
but I want you to stay away from me. | 0:37:31 | 0:37:33 | |
How dare you invade the life of another human being this way? | 0:37:33 | 0:37:36 | |
What kind of selfish, psychotic, compassionless freak must you be? | 0:37:36 | 0:37:41 | |
Do not ever try to contact me again or I will call the police, | 0:37:41 | 0:37:45 | |
I swear to God! | 0:37:45 | 0:37:47 | |
(PHONE RINGS) | 0:37:48 | 0:37:51 | |
Freddy? | 0:37:52 | 0:37:53 | |
-You sitting down? -Yes. | 0:37:53 | 0:37:55 | |
She's your mother. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:58 | |
Begin. | 0:37:58 | 0:37:59 | |
I know what a risk this represents for you. | 0:37:59 | 0:38:01 | |
You have no idea. | 0:38:01 | 0:38:02 | |
Nothing I could say could possibly excuse my having told you a lie. | 0:38:02 | 0:38:05 | |
-Begin! -His name was Jack Watske. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:07 | |
He was a Ukrainian boy from the neighbourhood. | 0:38:07 | 0:38:09 | |
A little gangly, but gorgeous. | 0:38:09 | 0:38:11 | |
Ever meet anybody and know in a heartbeat | 0:38:11 | 0:38:13 | |
you'd do whatever they say? | 0:38:13 | 0:38:14 | |
-You dated? -We courted. | 0:38:14 | 0:38:15 | |
-Meaning? -We had sex three times. | 0:38:15 | 0:38:17 | |
He told me I had a perfect body! | 0:38:17 | 0:38:19 | |
I was so inexperienced, I had no idea he was right! | 0:38:19 | 0:38:22 | |
I still have a fine body but it's never the same after childbirth. | 0:38:22 | 0:38:25 | |
Would you please...? | 0:38:25 | 0:38:26 | |
My girlfriend's parents were out of town. | 0:38:26 | 0:38:28 | |
He and I were in a sleeping bag in their backyard. We made love. | 0:38:28 | 0:38:32 | |
It was so cold outside the sleeping bag, and so warm in it, | 0:38:32 | 0:38:35 | |
and afterwards, I cried and cried and cried, | 0:38:35 | 0:38:39 | |
and he pretended to understand why. | 0:38:39 | 0:38:40 | |
So that's where I was conceived? | 0:38:40 | 0:38:43 | |
No, you were conceived a week later, | 0:38:43 | 0:38:44 | |
according to a great American tradition. | 0:38:44 | 0:38:46 | |
-Speak English. -I fucked him at a drive-in. | 0:38:46 | 0:38:48 | |
-What movie? -Bullitt. | 0:38:48 | 0:38:50 | |
-Why did you lie? -I don't know why. | 0:38:51 | 0:38:54 | |
Because I thought it was ugly and ordinary, | 0:38:54 | 0:38:55 | |
and I wanted to make it beautiful. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:57 | |
Also, if I made him famous and dead, he'd be famously dead, | 0:38:57 | 0:38:59 | |
and you wouldn't waste time trying to find him - I've tried for years. | 0:38:59 | 0:39:02 | |
-He's unfindable. -How convenient. | 0:39:02 | 0:39:04 | |
Look, don't you think that if I could offer your father up to you, | 0:39:04 | 0:39:07 | |
I'd do it, whatever shape he was in? | 0:39:07 | 0:39:09 | |
-How should I know what you'd do? -Because I'm telling you! | 0:39:09 | 0:39:11 | |
-Exactly what is that worth? -I'm giving you my word! | 0:39:11 | 0:39:13 | |
Bernice, look at me. | 0:39:13 | 0:39:15 | |
I will know if you're lying. | 0:39:15 | 0:39:17 | |
Memorise this moment. | 0:39:17 | 0:39:20 | |
I know what I did to you. | 0:39:20 | 0:39:22 | |
I lied in the scariest way imaginable, | 0:39:22 | 0:39:26 | |
and now, at the worst of all possible times, | 0:39:26 | 0:39:28 | |
when your husband just left you... | 0:39:28 | 0:39:30 | |
Or did you leave him? I get the sense that he left you. | 0:39:30 | 0:39:33 | |
OK, it's none of my business. | 0:39:33 | 0:39:35 | |
It will not happen again. | 0:39:36 | 0:39:38 | |
I knew it. I knew it. That's why I said Steve McQueen. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:51 | |
-What? -You're ashamed of what happened. | 0:39:51 | 0:39:53 | |
It's not that. Please, understand, it's not you as much as me. | 0:39:53 | 0:39:58 | |
I'm glad to have met you, but I am going through some things, | 0:39:58 | 0:40:01 | |
and now is not a good time. | 0:40:01 | 0:40:03 | |
Thank you for understanding, | 0:40:03 | 0:40:05 | |
and I really do hope that our paths will cross again. | 0:40:05 | 0:40:09 | |
I'm gonna walk home now, so... | 0:40:11 | 0:40:13 | |
..goodbye. | 0:40:14 | 0:40:15 | |
You're absurd! | 0:40:36 | 0:40:38 | |
Give me 72 hours. | 0:40:38 | 0:40:39 | |
Three lousy days. I want to know you. | 0:40:39 | 0:40:42 | |
I want to meet your brother. I'm begging you. | 0:40:42 | 0:40:45 | |
I'm on my knees. | 0:40:45 | 0:40:47 | |
Metaphorically speaking, I'm on my knees. | 0:40:49 | 0:40:52 | |
Oh, for God's sake! | 0:40:53 | 0:40:56 | |
It's Freddy, leave me a message. | 0:41:05 | 0:41:08 | |
I'm begging you, come with me. I'm going to this event with her. | 0:41:08 | 0:41:11 | |
She wants to meet you. | 0:41:11 | 0:41:13 | |
Or at least call me back. | 0:41:13 | 0:41:15 | |
I know you're working hard, but I worry. | 0:41:15 | 0:41:17 | |
(READS) "I was," mumbled Gun Smith. | 0:41:20 | 0:41:23 | |
"No-one had ever tangled with those two varmints | 0:41:23 | 0:41:26 | |
"and lived to tell the tale." | 0:41:26 | 0:41:28 | |
-(PHONE RINGS) -"So, one day, in a trip to..." | 0:41:28 | 0:41:30 | |
Hello. | 0:41:32 | 0:41:33 | |
(DEEP VOICE) Never mind. | 0:41:35 | 0:41:37 | |
What? | 0:41:37 | 0:41:40 | |
I have the wrong number. | 0:41:40 | 0:41:42 | |
Miss Epner? | 0:41:42 | 0:41:43 | |
(NORMAL VOICE) Hello. | 0:41:43 | 0:41:45 | |
-Hi. It's Jimmy Ray. -Of course it is. | 0:41:45 | 0:41:47 | |
Hello, Jimmy Ray, is your father there? | 0:41:47 | 0:41:49 | |
Dad, it's Miss Epner. | 0:41:49 | 0:41:51 | |
Hello. | 0:41:51 | 0:41:53 | |
Oh! God! Hello. It's me. | 0:41:53 | 0:41:56 | |
-It's Miss Epner. -Hello, Miss Epner. | 0:41:56 | 0:41:58 | |
-It's April. -Hi. | 0:41:58 | 0:42:00 | |
-Is Jimmy Ray right there? -Yes. | 0:42:00 | 0:42:03 | |
Oh, God! | 0:42:03 | 0:42:05 | |
Just please, just say, "OK, Miss Epner," | 0:42:05 | 0:42:07 | |
and I'll call you another time. | 0:42:07 | 0:42:09 | |
OK, Miss Epner. | 0:42:09 | 0:42:10 | |
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have called you during the day. | 0:42:10 | 0:42:12 | |
-It was really bad mistake. -OK, Miss Epner. | 0:42:12 | 0:42:15 | |
Are you there? | 0:42:19 | 0:42:20 | |
Would you like to go out with me tomorrow night? | 0:42:20 | 0:42:22 | |
More than I can say. | 0:42:24 | 0:42:26 | |
Everybody say, "Send us money!" | 0:42:26 | 0:42:29 | |
-ALL: Send us money! -(CAMERAS CLICK) | 0:42:29 | 0:42:32 | |
-Oh, you look lovely. -Thank you. So do you. | 0:42:38 | 0:42:42 | |
Thank you. | 0:42:42 | 0:42:43 | |
I'm glad you didn't bring a date, it'll be more fun this way. | 0:42:48 | 0:42:50 | |
-I did bring a date. -Oh, good. I'm so glad. | 0:42:50 | 0:42:52 | |
-Where is he? -He's meeting me here. | 0:42:52 | 0:42:55 | |
-Oh. Is this your first date? -With him or since my husband? | 0:42:55 | 0:42:57 | |
-Either. -Both. | 0:42:57 | 0:42:59 | |
-Oh, Jesus Christ! You want a drink? -Yes, please. | 0:42:59 | 0:43:00 | |
-OK. -April? | 0:43:00 | 0:43:04 | |
Hi. | 0:43:10 | 0:43:11 | |
-Hello, you look beautiful. -Doesn't she? | 0:43:11 | 0:43:13 | |
Frank, this is Bernice. | 0:43:13 | 0:43:15 | |
-I'm so glad to get to meet you. -Thank you. | 0:43:15 | 0:43:17 | |
-I've enjoyed your show. -Oh, you're lying. | 0:43:17 | 0:43:20 | |
-You've never seen my show. -I don't do a lot of lying. | 0:43:20 | 0:43:23 | |
Well, that makes one of us. | 0:43:23 | 0:43:25 | |
Hey, beautiful! | 0:43:25 | 0:43:27 | |
His name is Ted. | 0:43:27 | 0:43:29 | |
I think he has the best ass I've ever seen on a 50-year-old man. | 0:43:29 | 0:43:33 | |
-Hey. -Hey. | 0:43:33 | 0:43:35 | |
Oh, you must be April. | 0:43:35 | 0:43:37 | |
Yes. It's so nice to meet you. This is Frank. | 0:43:37 | 0:43:40 | |
Hello. | 0:43:40 | 0:43:41 | |
-Pleasure. Shall we get some drinks? -Absolutely. | 0:43:41 | 0:43:43 | |
After you. | 0:43:43 | 0:43:44 | |
No, please. After you. | 0:43:44 | 0:43:47 | |
(CHUCKLES) | 0:43:54 | 0:43:55 | |
OK! Everybody say... | 0:43:55 | 0:43:59 | |
-Sake bomb! -Sake bomb! | 0:43:59 | 0:44:01 | |
-Sake bomb! -Sake bomb! | 0:44:01 | 0:44:02 | |
-Oh, my gosh! -You're telling me. | 0:44:02 | 0:44:04 | |
-I love these. -I knew I liked you. | 0:44:04 | 0:44:06 | |
I don't drink like this. | 0:44:06 | 0:44:08 | |
Well, tonight you do. | 0:44:08 | 0:44:10 | |
Am I being too nice to her? | 0:44:10 | 0:44:11 | |
-No! -Not nice enough? | 0:44:11 | 0:44:13 | |
-What do you mean? -This is your mother. | 0:44:13 | 0:44:14 | |
Are you getting what you want from me as your date? | 0:44:14 | 0:44:17 | |
Oh, God. Just 'cause you asked... You're perfect. | 0:44:17 | 0:44:20 | |
Thank God you're here. | 0:44:20 | 0:44:22 | |
(SIGHS) | 0:44:22 | 0:44:24 | |
I am perfect, by the way. I'm glad you noticed. | 0:44:24 | 0:44:26 | |
I'll just get this in before we're hopelessly drunk. | 0:44:28 | 0:44:30 | |
I'm so glad you called. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:33 | |
I know we're not ready but I-I love talking to you. | 0:44:34 | 0:44:38 | |
You move me. | 0:44:38 | 0:44:40 | |
This moves me, that you're trying this with her. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:43 | |
I'm so glad I'm here. | 0:44:44 | 0:44:45 | |
(MOBILE PHONE RINGS) | 0:44:45 | 0:44:47 | |
Oh! | 0:44:47 | 0:44:48 | |
-God, I'm sorry. -After he said something like that? | 0:44:48 | 0:44:51 | |
They should make those things illegal. | 0:44:51 | 0:44:53 | |
I'm sure it's my brother. I'm sure. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:55 | |
I'm sorry. I just worry. Sorry. | 0:44:55 | 0:44:58 | |
Is it you? | 0:44:58 | 0:44:59 | |
It's me. | 0:44:59 | 0:45:00 | |
Oh. | 0:45:01 | 0:45:03 | |
Hello. | 0:45:03 | 0:45:05 | |
-Hi. -Hi. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
Sorry. Hi. | 0:45:08 | 0:45:10 | |
-Everything alright? -Yes. | 0:45:10 | 0:45:12 | |
-Who's that? -No-one. | 0:45:12 | 0:45:13 | |
I'm sorry, I'll be right back. | 0:45:13 | 0:45:15 | |
Hello. | 0:45:17 | 0:45:19 | |
Yeah, I'm here. | 0:45:19 | 0:45:21 | |
Hi. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:23 | |
Hi. | 0:45:23 | 0:45:24 | |
Hi. | 0:45:24 | 0:45:27 | |
-So, how are you? -Well... | 0:45:27 | 0:45:28 | |
Where are you? | 0:45:28 | 0:45:30 | |
Nowhere special. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:32 | |
I decided to drift around for a while, you know, get lost. | 0:45:32 | 0:45:35 | |
Let the road take me where it wants me to go. | 0:45:35 | 0:45:38 | |
-Just tell me. -I'm at my mom's. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:41 | |
-That's perfect. -Don't do that. | 0:45:41 | 0:45:43 | |
-What? -Humiliate me. | 0:45:43 | 0:45:45 | |
You know the actual physical pain that causes... | 0:45:45 | 0:45:46 | |
-Why are you calling me? -Because I miss you. | 0:45:46 | 0:45:49 | |
And I thought, now some time has passed... | 0:45:49 | 0:45:51 | |
It's been 23 days, you idiot. You're ready to be my friend? | 0:45:51 | 0:45:55 | |
Well... OK, I'm glad I called. | 0:45:55 | 0:45:58 | |
-Well, take care. -My mom died. | 0:46:00 | 0:46:02 | |
-Did you just say...? -Talk to you later. | 0:46:02 | 0:46:03 | |
-Wait. When? -22 days ago. | 0:46:03 | 0:46:06 | |
Why didn't you call me? | 0:46:06 | 0:46:07 | |
I don't know, I guess I just didn't feel that close to you. | 0:46:07 | 0:46:10 | |
-I have to... I have to see you. -Oh, no. | 0:46:10 | 0:46:12 | |
-I'll end up in bed with you and... -I want to be there. | 0:46:12 | 0:46:15 | |
Really? | 0:46:15 | 0:46:16 | |
Do you promise to be there for better or worse, for richer and poorer, | 0:46:16 | 0:46:19 | |
in sickness... | 0:46:19 | 0:46:20 | |
I miss you. | 0:46:20 | 0:46:22 | |
How much? | 0:46:22 | 0:46:23 | |
A lot. | 0:46:23 | 0:46:26 | |
Enough? | 0:46:26 | 0:46:28 | |
That's what I thought. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:38 | |
Be a man and leave me alone! | 0:46:38 | 0:46:40 | |
"For better or worse." | 0:46:43 | 0:46:44 | |
I'm gonna guess not your brother, right? | 0:46:44 | 0:46:48 | |
No. | 0:46:48 | 0:46:51 | |
Oh, where are you going? | 0:46:58 | 0:47:01 | |
-I think I'm leaving. -Please, don't leave! | 0:47:01 | 0:47:03 | |
-Now where are you going? -I'm not leaving. | 0:47:09 | 0:47:11 | |
-You just said you were leaving. -I was then, now I'm not. | 0:47:11 | 0:47:14 | |
-But you're walking away. -I have to do something. | 0:47:14 | 0:47:16 | |
OK. Are we doing it yet? | 0:47:16 | 0:47:20 | |
Alright, look, you were just talking to your husband about | 0:47:20 | 0:47:25 | |
for better or worse and God knows what else, and I just... I feel... | 0:47:25 | 0:47:28 | |
Aargh! Fuck! | 0:47:29 | 0:47:33 | |
When I feel this way, I find it helps | 0:47:34 | 0:47:37 | |
to take my "Aargh, fuck" out for a walk, | 0:47:37 | 0:47:39 | |
so that's what I'm doing, and you're not invited. | 0:47:39 | 0:47:41 | |
But I will say this - this is a first date, | 0:47:42 | 0:47:45 | |
and if you're not done with him, who you're married to, | 0:47:45 | 0:47:48 | |
if you two aren't done, it's fine. | 0:47:48 | 0:47:50 | |
It's more than fine. Just tell me. I'm not ready, anyway. | 0:47:50 | 0:47:52 | |
-Frank, I'm done with him. -But it's OK if you're not. | 0:47:52 | 0:47:55 | |
-But I am. -It's OK... How do I know? | 0:47:55 | 0:47:57 | |
You're gonna have to... | 0:47:58 | 0:48:00 | |
..trust me. | 0:48:00 | 0:48:02 | |
Are you kidding me? | 0:48:02 | 0:48:04 | |
And it doesn't feel like a first date, not to me. | 0:48:05 | 0:48:08 | |
You wait until we try and say goodnight. | 0:48:09 | 0:48:12 | |
I'm sorry again, and I had a wonderful time with you. | 0:48:14 | 0:48:17 | |
I did too. | 0:48:17 | 0:48:20 | |
-See? -(LAUGHS) | 0:48:23 | 0:48:25 | |
I haven't done this for a long, long time, | 0:48:53 | 0:48:55 | |
so forgive me for not finding a sexier way to put this | 0:48:55 | 0:48:59 | |
but would you like to come in? | 0:48:59 | 0:49:00 | |
I can't. | 0:49:00 | 0:49:02 | |
You can't? | 0:49:02 | 0:49:04 | |
As if having a jealous girlie fit on our first date | 0:49:04 | 0:49:06 | |
wasn't emasculating enough, | 0:49:06 | 0:49:08 | |
I have to get home to my kids. | 0:49:08 | 0:49:10 | |
They need their mum, and I'm it. | 0:49:10 | 0:49:12 | |
That's not emasculating. It's very sexy. | 0:49:13 | 0:49:16 | |
How sexy? | 0:49:18 | 0:49:20 | |
You have a very nice house. | 0:49:35 | 0:49:37 | |
(LAUGHS) | 0:49:57 | 0:50:01 | |
What? | 0:50:01 | 0:50:03 | |
You're looking at me. | 0:50:04 | 0:50:06 | |
Of course I am. | 0:50:09 | 0:50:11 | |
Of course you are. | 0:50:13 | 0:50:15 | |
(PHONE RINGS) | 0:50:23 | 0:50:27 | |
Mm! | 0:50:27 | 0:50:30 | |
(PHONE CONTINUES RINGING) | 0:50:32 | 0:50:34 | |
(WHISPERS) Hello? | 0:50:36 | 0:50:38 | |
Do you think I should sleep with him? | 0:50:38 | 0:50:40 | |
Who is this? | 0:50:40 | 0:50:41 | |
Why aren't you answering your regular phone? | 0:50:41 | 0:50:43 | |
I called your regular phone. | 0:50:43 | 0:50:46 | |
-Because I'm not. -Are you at his house? | 0:50:46 | 0:50:49 | |
Um... | 0:50:49 | 0:50:50 | |
Oh, that's fantastic! | 0:50:50 | 0:50:52 | |
That's just what you need, a great rebound affair. | 0:50:52 | 0:50:54 | |
-I think it might be more... -(CHILD CRIES) | 0:50:54 | 0:50:56 | |
God, I've gotta get outta here! | 0:50:56 | 0:50:58 | |
-Just know I'm all for it. -Talk to you later. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:00 | |
-Are you sl...? -What...happened? | 0:51:19 | 0:51:20 | |
Shh! Nothing. Nothing. | 0:51:20 | 0:51:22 | |
Why are you in here? | 0:51:22 | 0:51:24 | |
I sleep in here when I can't sleep. | 0:51:24 | 0:51:27 | |
Oh. I'm gonna go. | 0:51:27 | 0:51:29 | |
-Just lie down here with me. -No, no, no! | 0:51:29 | 0:51:31 | |
-I'm your son's teacher. -15 minutes, please, then you can go. | 0:51:31 | 0:51:35 | |
Mm! | 0:51:36 | 0:51:39 | |
-I don't suppose we could... -No! I'm leaving right now! | 0:51:45 | 0:51:48 | |
I'm kidding! I wouldn't, even if you begged me. | 0:51:48 | 0:51:51 | |
It's possible I'm falling in love with you. | 0:52:09 | 0:52:12 | |
So much for sleeping. | 0:52:19 | 0:52:21 | |
(SIGHS) | 0:52:21 | 0:52:23 | |
Too much? | 0:52:23 | 0:52:25 | |
No. | 0:52:25 | 0:52:26 | |
Maybe. | 0:52:28 | 0:52:30 | |
I don't know. | 0:52:32 | 0:52:33 | |
No. | 0:52:38 | 0:52:40 | |
Good. | 0:52:41 | 0:52:43 | |
-'Cause it scared the shit out of me. -(LAUGHS) | 0:52:44 | 0:52:48 | |
(CHILD MOANS) | 0:52:52 | 0:52:55 | |
(CHILD CRIES) | 0:52:55 | 0:52:58 | |
Ow! | 0:52:58 | 0:53:00 | |
Oh, God! | 0:53:05 | 0:53:07 | |
Alright, sweetie. | 0:53:07 | 0:53:09 | |
Alright. It's your ear. | 0:53:09 | 0:53:11 | |
Come on, sweetheart, I'm right here, I'm right here. | 0:53:11 | 0:53:14 | |
It's your ear acting up again. Jimmy Ray! | 0:53:14 | 0:53:16 | |
Jimmy Ray, I need you to wake up. | 0:53:16 | 0:53:18 | |
Jimmy Ray, Ruby's having her ear thing. | 0:53:18 | 0:53:20 | |
I need you to go to my room and get the flashlight by my bed. | 0:53:20 | 0:53:23 | |
-Can you do that? -(RUBY CRIES) Ow! | 0:53:23 | 0:53:25 | |
Alright, Daddy's here. Let's just have a look. | 0:53:25 | 0:53:27 | |
Go on, quick as you can. Let's have a look. | 0:53:27 | 0:53:29 | |
I'm not gonna touch. I'm just gonna lift your hair and have a look. | 0:53:29 | 0:53:32 | |
Miss Epner's here. | 0:53:32 | 0:53:34 | |
Hi, how are you? | 0:53:34 | 0:53:36 | |
-Ow! -Miss Epner and I had a sleepover. | 0:53:36 | 0:53:40 | |
And now we're all gonna go to the hospital, | 0:53:40 | 0:53:42 | |
so we can get something to make Ruby's ear feel better. | 0:53:42 | 0:53:45 | |
-(CRIES) -Get your socks, buddy. | 0:53:45 | 0:53:47 | |
Is there anything I can do? Do you want me to lock up after you go? | 0:53:47 | 0:53:51 | |
You're not coming? | 0:53:51 | 0:53:53 | |
Yes, I'm coming. | 0:53:55 | 0:53:57 | |
-How are you? -Better. | 0:54:28 | 0:54:30 | |
-That's a nice frog. -You can have it. | 0:54:33 | 0:54:36 | |
Seriously? | 0:54:36 | 0:54:38 | |
I have another. | 0:54:38 | 0:54:40 | |
Thank you. | 0:54:42 | 0:54:43 | |
You want to give me something? | 0:54:43 | 0:54:45 | |
I have a mint. | 0:54:47 | 0:54:49 | |
Can you excuse me just a second? | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
-Hi there. -Hello. | 0:55:33 | 0:55:35 | |
-Ciao, bella. -Ciao. | 0:55:35 | 0:55:37 | |
-Champagne? -I'll say. (LAUGHS) | 0:55:37 | 0:55:40 | |
I'll have a ginger ale, please, and some crackers, if you have any. | 0:55:40 | 0:55:42 | |
Subito. | 0:55:42 | 0:55:44 | |
Ginger ale and crackers? | 0:55:44 | 0:55:45 | |
(PRAYS IN HEBREW) | 0:55:45 | 0:55:48 | |
What? | 0:55:55 | 0:55:56 | |
Are you pregnant? | 0:55:56 | 0:55:57 | |
What? | 0:55:57 | 0:55:59 | |
No. | 0:55:59 | 0:56:00 | |
If I am, it would be a world's record. | 0:56:00 | 0:56:02 | |
I only slept with him last night. | 0:56:02 | 0:56:04 | |
Trust me, I am not pregnant. | 0:56:06 | 0:56:10 | |
I'm too old not to have a baby. | 0:56:15 | 0:56:16 | |
Obviously you're not too old to have a baby. | 0:56:16 | 0:56:18 | |
No, I'm too old not to have a baby, | 0:56:18 | 0:56:20 | |
and this baby connects me forever to a man | 0:56:20 | 0:56:23 | |
who...is that man you were talking about. | 0:56:23 | 0:56:25 | |
What man? | 0:56:25 | 0:56:26 | |
Who you know you'll do whatever they say. | 0:56:26 | 0:56:28 | |
Only he's not a man. He's a child, really. | 0:56:28 | 0:56:30 | |
A baby. Oh, Jesus! | 0:56:30 | 0:56:33 | |
-What are you doing? -This helps me. | 0:56:35 | 0:56:37 | |
-Is it helping? -Not really. | 0:56:37 | 0:56:40 | |
April... | 0:56:40 | 0:56:42 | |
Allow me. | 0:56:42 | 0:56:44 | |
Mmm! | 0:57:28 | 0:57:30 | |
Have a sip. | 0:57:30 | 0:57:31 | |
I'm pregnant! | 0:57:31 | 0:57:33 | |
It's OK to have a sip of red wine. Some doctors say it's good. | 0:57:33 | 0:57:36 | |
Mmm! | 0:57:42 | 0:57:44 | |
What, are you nuts? You're pregnant! | 0:57:44 | 0:57:47 | |
Give me that. | 0:57:47 | 0:57:48 | |
Come here. | 0:57:50 | 0:57:52 | |
Oh, that's OK. You don't have to do that. | 0:57:52 | 0:57:54 | |
I'm just sitting here. | 0:57:54 | 0:57:55 | |
(LAUGHS) | 0:58:26 | 0:58:28 | |
He lives with his mother? | 0:58:34 | 0:58:36 | |
Don't get me started. | 0:58:36 | 0:58:38 | |
-Now, remember. -What? | 0:58:38 | 0:58:42 | |
I don't know. | 0:58:42 | 0:58:43 | |
Would your other mother have said something helpful right now? | 0:58:43 | 0:58:47 | |
You're doing really well. | 0:58:47 | 0:58:50 | |
Hi, Alice. | 0:58:58 | 0:58:59 | |
Oh, hello, dear. | 0:58:59 | 0:59:01 | |
Hello. | 0:59:01 | 0:59:03 | |
Uh, so, how are you? | 0:59:05 | 0:59:07 | |
Well, you know, my back hurts. | 0:59:07 | 0:59:10 | |
That's too bad. | 0:59:10 | 0:59:11 | |
So, Alice, can Benjamin come out and play? | 0:59:14 | 0:59:16 | |
Mom, let her in! | 0:59:16 | 0:59:18 | |
Well, I don't know what you two are up to. | 0:59:18 | 0:59:21 | |
Hi. | 0:59:21 | 0:59:23 | |
-Sorry. -Could you come out here? | 0:59:23 | 0:59:24 | |
Yeah. | 0:59:24 | 0:59:26 | |
Who's that? | 0:59:33 | 0:59:34 | |
A friend. | 0:59:34 | 0:59:36 | |
I'm pregnant. | 0:59:38 | 0:59:40 | |
-Oh. -(LAUGHS) | 0:59:40 | 0:59:42 | |
Oh, my God! | 0:59:42 | 0:59:44 | |
Mm. | 0:59:44 | 0:59:45 | |
Oh, my God! Is it...is it m...? | 0:59:45 | 0:59:47 | |
Wow! | 0:59:50 | 0:59:52 | |
Sweetie, wow! | 0:59:54 | 0:59:55 | |
Wow. | 0:59:59 | 1:00:00 | |
Are you kidding me? | 1:00:05 | 1:00:07 | |
-What'd I do? -Say something. | 1:00:07 | 1:00:09 | |
What do you want me to say? | 1:00:09 | 1:00:11 | |
I don't know. | 1:00:11 | 1:00:13 | |
What does it mean to you? How do you want to handle it? | 1:00:13 | 1:00:16 | |
What do we do now? | 1:00:16 | 1:00:17 | |
-Well, I... -That sort of thing! | 1:00:17 | 1:00:19 | |
I want to try to be with you... I guess. | 1:00:19 | 1:00:22 | |
(LAUGHS) | 1:00:22 | 1:00:23 | |
Well, I'm sorry if I didn't instantly come up with | 1:00:23 | 1:00:26 | |
a perfect solution to this very complicated situation! | 1:00:26 | 1:00:29 | |
It's not complicated! I'm having this baby. | 1:00:29 | 1:00:32 | |
You may participate in the raising of this baby. | 1:00:32 | 1:00:34 | |
I can't make you do it, but I would hope that you would want to be there | 1:00:34 | 1:00:37 | |
for the growing up of this person who carries your DNA! | 1:00:37 | 1:00:41 | |
The first doctor's appointment is in two weeks. | 1:00:41 | 1:00:43 | |
I'll see you there or I won't. | 1:00:43 | 1:00:45 | |
-(KIDS SCREAM) -I'm so sorry. | 1:00:50 | 1:00:53 | |
I've never met anyone like you, ever. | 1:00:53 | 1:00:55 | |
I've never been so much myself with anyone. | 1:00:55 | 1:00:57 | |
Even these few times we've spent together have felt like... | 1:00:57 | 1:01:00 | |
What? | 1:01:00 | 1:01:01 | |
Family. I'm sorry, but it has. | 1:01:03 | 1:01:06 | |
(KIDS SCREAM) | 1:01:06 | 1:01:07 | |
And I know it's fast, but I can only tell you how I feel, | 1:01:07 | 1:01:10 | |
and how I feel is that I want to be near you all the time. | 1:01:10 | 1:01:13 | |
But I have some big decisions to make about how my life's going to work | 1:01:13 | 1:01:16 | |
and, if you'll have me, so do you. | 1:01:16 | 1:01:17 | |
-Why are you talking fast? -Jimmy Ray shouldn't know I'm here. | 1:01:17 | 1:01:19 | |
If we're going to be family, he should know | 1:01:19 | 1:01:21 | |
he didn't just dream you up half-naked in his house. | 1:01:21 | 1:01:24 | |
And besides, he knows you're here. | 1:01:24 | 1:01:25 | |
No, I was very careful to wait till he was a safe distance away. | 1:01:25 | 1:01:28 | |
-Hi, Miss Epner. -Hi, Jimmy Ray. | 1:01:28 | 1:01:31 | |
Do you want to be with him - the better or worse guy? | 1:01:33 | 1:01:35 | |
-Is that someone you want to be with? -No, it's not. | 1:01:35 | 1:01:38 | |
-But if it is... -But it's not. | 1:01:38 | 1:01:40 | |
Truthfully? I want to be with you. | 1:01:40 | 1:01:43 | |
But being with me is gonna mean | 1:01:44 | 1:01:46 | |
being with this. | 1:01:46 | 1:01:48 | |
How pregnant are you? | 1:01:49 | 1:01:51 | |
-They said six weeks. -Six weeks? | 1:01:51 | 1:01:55 | |
That's what they said, six weeks today. | 1:01:55 | 1:01:57 | |
We met six weeks ago today, actually. | 1:01:57 | 1:01:59 | |
Mm. | 1:01:59 | 1:02:00 | |
Which was the day he left. | 1:02:00 | 1:02:02 | |
You made love on the day we met? | 1:02:05 | 1:02:08 | |
Ah... | 1:02:09 | 1:02:11 | |
Yeah. | 1:02:11 | 1:02:13 | |
Sorry. | 1:02:15 | 1:02:18 | |
What happened? | 1:02:18 | 1:02:19 | |
Um, I've gotta take a walk. | 1:02:19 | 1:02:21 | |
-Really? -Yes, really. | 1:02:21 | 1:02:23 | |
I'm on the brink of asking you to be with me - really, really be with me. | 1:02:23 | 1:02:27 | |
You, who have some other guy's... | 1:02:27 | 1:02:29 | |
..your husband's baby in your stomach, | 1:02:29 | 1:02:31 | |
your very beautiful stomach. | 1:02:31 | 1:02:33 | |
-I've gotta take a walk. -What about your kids? | 1:02:34 | 1:02:37 | |
-What about them? -Who's gonna watch them? | 1:02:37 | 1:02:39 | |
You are. | 1:02:39 | 1:02:40 | |
The walk didn't work. Your mother's here. | 1:02:49 | 1:02:51 | |
No, she's not. I told her to wait in the car. | 1:02:51 | 1:02:53 | |
I'm just here if either of you need me. | 1:02:57 | 1:03:00 | |
I can't stand the thought of it. | 1:03:02 | 1:03:03 | |
Of me sleeping with my husband? | 1:03:03 | 1:03:05 | |
You slept with your wife, at least twice, you know. | 1:03:05 | 1:03:08 | |
It's not like the most appetising thing I've ever imagined. | 1:03:08 | 1:03:10 | |
No, of course it's not. | 1:03:10 | 1:03:12 | |
Hey. | 1:03:15 | 1:03:16 | |
You're pregnant. | 1:03:16 | 1:03:18 | |
Yes, I am. | 1:03:20 | 1:03:22 | |
Way to go. | 1:03:22 | 1:03:24 | |
So now what? | 1:03:28 | 1:03:30 | |
Both of them, or neither of them, will show up at the doctor's office. | 1:03:30 | 1:03:33 | |
All I know is, I'll be there. | 1:03:33 | 1:03:35 | |
(BEEPS) | 1:03:46 | 1:03:48 | |
You don't know how to work a blender! | 1:03:48 | 1:03:49 | |
-Take your hat off. -Jeez! | 1:03:49 | 1:03:52 | |
-Hello. -Hello. | 1:03:53 | 1:03:54 | |
-Hello. -Hello. | 1:03:54 | 1:03:55 | |
-How are you? -Hi. | 1:03:55 | 1:03:57 | |
-Hi. -Hello. | 1:03:57 | 1:03:58 | |
Hmm. | 1:03:58 | 1:03:59 | |
Um... | 1:03:59 | 1:04:01 | |
Sorry. | 1:04:01 | 1:04:02 | |
So... | 1:04:02 | 1:04:03 | |
Anyone else coming? | 1:04:03 | 1:04:05 | |
-No. -This is it. | 1:04:05 | 1:04:07 | |
This is it. | 1:04:07 | 1:04:08 | |
Uh, could you lower this, please? | 1:04:08 | 1:04:09 | |
-Oh, my God. -This looks really good. | 1:04:48 | 1:04:50 | |
I've seen a couple of these. | 1:04:50 | 1:04:52 | |
-Where did she go? -She'll be back. | 1:04:52 | 1:04:55 | |
Look at that. | 1:05:05 | 1:05:08 | |
-(HEARTBEAT ECHOES) -Oh, my God. | 1:05:08 | 1:05:11 | |
-FRANK: Oh, my God. -BEN: Oh, my God. | 1:05:11 | 1:05:13 | |
FRANK AND BEN: So, what exactly is... | 1:05:15 | 1:05:16 | |
-Sorry. -I'm sorry. | 1:05:16 | 1:05:17 | |
-No, go ahead. -No, no, go ahead. | 1:05:17 | 1:05:19 | |
He, or she, just looks great. | 1:05:19 | 1:05:21 | |
FRANK: Can I have a look at that before I have to run? | 1:05:26 | 1:05:29 | |
-BEN: She's beautiful. -We made a baby. | 1:05:34 | 1:05:38 | |
(BOTH LAUGH) | 1:05:38 | 1:05:40 | |
-You look pretty. -It's the hormones. | 1:05:59 | 1:06:00 | |
Whatever. | 1:06:00 | 1:06:02 | |
(APRIL MOANS) | 1:06:33 | 1:06:35 | |
Oh! | 1:06:48 | 1:06:50 | |
-In the back? -Yeah. | 1:06:50 | 1:06:53 | |
(APRIL MOANS) | 1:07:02 | 1:07:04 | |
Ohh! | 1:07:07 | 1:07:09 | |
Oh. | 1:07:09 | 1:07:11 | |
Ah! | 1:07:11 | 1:07:12 | |
Oh. | 1:07:12 | 1:07:14 | |
-Really? -Uh-huh. | 1:07:14 | 1:07:16 | |
Mm. | 1:07:16 | 1:07:18 | |
Um... | 1:07:18 | 1:07:19 | |
Oh, gosh. | 1:07:20 | 1:07:22 | |
Um... | 1:07:24 | 1:07:26 | |
(SIGHS) | 1:07:28 | 1:07:30 | |
Anything? | 1:07:42 | 1:07:44 | |
What? | 1:07:44 | 1:07:46 | |
Do you have anything to say? | 1:07:46 | 1:07:48 | |
Don't. | 1:07:48 | 1:07:49 | |
I don't know what to say. | 1:07:49 | 1:07:52 | |
Oh! | 1:07:54 | 1:07:56 | |
See ya. | 1:07:56 | 1:07:57 | |
I thought we were having dinner after the show. | 1:08:15 | 1:08:17 | |
-I'm in trouble. -Come with me. | 1:08:17 | 1:08:19 | |
-Phew! -They're ready for you. | 1:08:21 | 1:08:23 | |
-We're gonna run late today. -OK. | 1:08:23 | 1:08:25 | |
-I'm panicking. -Tell me. | 1:08:25 | 1:08:27 | |
I sort of...slept with my husband. | 1:08:27 | 1:08:30 | |
Well, almost. | 1:08:30 | 1:08:31 | |
(LAUGHS) | 1:08:31 | 1:08:34 | |
Break-up sex, but it's kind of great, right? | 1:08:34 | 1:08:37 | |
Don't. Don't be glib about this. | 1:08:37 | 1:08:39 | |
I'm with a man who sees me, really sees me, | 1:08:39 | 1:08:42 | |
and somehow still wants to be with me, and I want him | 1:08:42 | 1:08:44 | |
and I just blew it! | 1:08:44 | 1:08:46 | |
(PHONE RINGS) | 1:08:46 | 1:08:47 | |
Oh, God, it's him! | 1:08:47 | 1:08:49 | |
I don't suppose you've ever cheated before. | 1:08:49 | 1:08:51 | |
-Uh-uh. -Of course not. | 1:08:51 | 1:08:53 | |
With someone who's bad for me. | 1:08:53 | 1:08:55 | |
-What am I gonna do? -Here's what we're going to do. | 1:08:55 | 1:08:57 | |
I'm going to go in and rehearse, so everyone knows what they're doing, | 1:08:57 | 1:09:00 | |
and then I'm going to send everyone home, | 1:09:00 | 1:09:02 | |
and we're going to shoot the show tonight, | 1:09:02 | 1:09:04 | |
or in a couple of hours, or maybe never. | 1:09:04 | 1:09:06 | |
-OK? -Thank you. | 1:09:06 | 1:09:08 | |
Mm. OK. | 1:09:08 | 1:09:09 | |
Edie, I have to tell you, Sunday nights are about the... | 1:09:09 | 1:09:12 | |
A good question. | 1:09:12 | 1:09:14 | |
Should we make gay marriage a priority during this election, | 1:09:14 | 1:09:17 | |
or should we just not take the bait? | 1:09:17 | 1:09:19 | |
If Pam dies, what happens to our daughter? I have no rights. | 1:09:19 | 1:09:23 | |
-Oh, thank you. -It's very scary. Very scary. | 1:09:23 | 1:09:25 | |
At least I'm not one of those insular gay men | 1:09:25 | 1:09:28 | |
who throws himself into his work, and devotes himself to people | 1:09:28 | 1:09:31 | |
who can never love him back romantically. | 1:09:31 | 1:09:33 | |
What we want to ask you is do you think it's right...? | 1:09:33 | 1:09:37 | |
It's so hard for anyone to meet someone. | 1:09:38 | 1:09:40 | |
Have you ever seen the show she did on you? | 1:09:43 | 1:09:46 | |
WOMAN: I can't be around people who have adopted children, | 1:09:46 | 1:09:50 | |
especially girls. | 1:09:50 | 1:09:52 | |
BERNICE: Have you ever tried to find her? | 1:09:52 | 1:09:54 | |
Endlessly. On the internet. | 1:09:55 | 1:09:57 | |
Um, I put ads in the paper. | 1:09:57 | 1:10:00 | |
Do you feel... | 1:10:00 | 1:10:02 | |
haunted? | 1:10:02 | 1:10:04 | |
Yes. | 1:10:04 | 1:10:05 | |
Whenever there are kids around, | 1:10:05 | 1:10:07 | |
I am always looking for her face. | 1:10:07 | 1:10:11 | |
In shopping malls, in the parks. | 1:10:11 | 1:10:14 | |
I have something I want to say. | 1:10:14 | 1:10:15 | |
I hadn't planned on doing this, but hearing you speak, | 1:10:15 | 1:10:19 | |
it's just something I have to do. | 1:10:19 | 1:10:22 | |
I had a child that I gave up for adoption. | 1:10:26 | 1:10:30 | |
It was many, many years ago. I was very young. | 1:10:30 | 1:10:33 | |
I tried, God knows, but the year I spent with that child | 1:10:33 | 1:10:38 | |
was the scariest, most darkly miserable time of my life. | 1:10:38 | 1:10:41 | |
One minute you're cuddling in a sleeping bag | 1:10:41 | 1:10:43 | |
and the next minute you find out you've ruined the rest of your life. | 1:10:43 | 1:10:47 | |
-Can you rewind this? -WOMAN: To the beginning? | 1:10:47 | 1:10:49 | |
Um, no, just a little. | 1:10:49 | 1:10:50 | |
I tried, God knows, but the year I spent with that child | 1:10:52 | 1:10:57 | |
was the scariest... | 1:10:57 | 1:10:58 | |
Go back again, just...five seconds. | 1:10:58 | 1:11:00 | |
-WOMAN: Are you sure? -Yeah, in fact, I don't... | 1:11:00 | 1:11:03 | |
Could you go one sentence back? | 1:11:03 | 1:11:05 | |
(REWINDS) But the year I spent with that child | 1:11:06 | 1:11:08 | |
was the scariest, most darkly miserable time of my life. | 1:11:08 | 1:11:11 | |
Finally, I said uncle. | 1:11:11 | 1:11:13 | |
Do you think you just hand it over? | 1:11:19 | 1:11:22 | |
You probably put it down somewhere, | 1:11:23 | 1:11:25 | |
and the next people come along and pick it up? | 1:11:25 | 1:11:28 | |
Hey, can I find you some dry clothes? | 1:11:28 | 1:11:32 | |
-(KNOCK ON DOOR) -(CLEARS THROAT) | 1:11:32 | 1:11:35 | |
You want me to get it? | 1:11:35 | 1:11:36 | |
BERNICE: It's me! | 1:11:36 | 1:11:38 | |
Maybe you'll feel better if you talk to her. | 1:11:38 | 1:11:40 | |
I can hear you in there. Don't make me bang the door down. | 1:11:40 | 1:11:44 | |
-Hello. -Hi. | 1:11:50 | 1:11:51 | |
I've seen your picture. | 1:11:51 | 1:11:53 | |
She doesn't want to see you right now. | 1:11:53 | 1:11:54 | |
-Too bad, I'm her mother. -Maybe another day would be better. | 1:11:54 | 1:11:58 | |
Unless you say no, I'll leave you alone for a private conversation. | 1:12:00 | 1:12:04 | |
She's afraid to be left alone with me? | 1:12:04 | 1:12:06 | |
I'm not afraid to be left alone. | 1:12:06 | 1:12:08 | |
I'll be on my beeper if you need me. | 1:12:08 | 1:12:10 | |
Alan had no right... | 1:12:14 | 1:12:15 | |
Are you capable of telling the truth? | 1:12:15 | 1:12:17 | |
I was 15 years old. | 1:12:23 | 1:12:26 | |
That's a little bit older than some of the kids in your school. | 1:12:26 | 1:12:29 | |
Your father disappeared. | 1:12:29 | 1:12:32 | |
My father completely turned his back on me. | 1:12:32 | 1:12:34 | |
Was I breastfeeding? | 1:12:34 | 1:12:35 | |
My mother said I'd ruined my life. | 1:12:38 | 1:12:40 | |
They threw me out! | 1:12:40 | 1:12:42 | |
I had a bag of clothes and 48. | 1:12:42 | 1:12:45 | |
I didn't know if rent was 6 or 600! | 1:12:45 | 1:12:49 | |
I didn't know how to open a fucking can of soup! | 1:12:49 | 1:12:51 | |
You wouldn't stop crying. | 1:12:54 | 1:12:56 | |
I get it. I watched the tape. | 1:12:56 | 1:12:59 | |
So did millions of others. Well, not millions. | 1:12:59 | 1:13:01 | |
How many people watch your show anyway? | 1:13:01 | 1:13:03 | |
Did you see on the tape that I went to my father | 1:13:03 | 1:13:06 | |
with his grandchild in my belly, | 1:13:06 | 1:13:08 | |
and begged him for help, and that he turned me away? | 1:13:08 | 1:13:11 | |
Did you see that I never forgave him, | 1:13:11 | 1:13:14 | |
that I didn't even go to his funeral? | 1:13:14 | 1:13:15 | |
You just saw the parts that made me look bad. | 1:13:15 | 1:13:19 | |
I thought it was for the best! | 1:13:19 | 1:13:21 | |
Like an idiot, I thought it was for the best, and then it was too late! | 1:13:21 | 1:13:24 | |
Too late? | 1:13:24 | 1:13:26 | |
Like if you had it to do over, it would be different? | 1:13:26 | 1:13:30 | |
You'd sacrifice your fabulous life | 1:13:30 | 1:13:33 | |
to sit there with a cranky, moody kid who got sick? | 1:13:33 | 1:13:38 | |
A lot, by the way. | 1:13:38 | 1:13:39 | |
Sore throats, like on fire, 10 a year! | 1:13:39 | 1:13:41 | |
You'd sit up till 6:00 in the morning, | 1:13:41 | 1:13:43 | |
rubbing her down with alcohol, | 1:13:43 | 1:13:45 | |
because her fever's around 106, | 1:13:45 | 1:13:46 | |
and that's about the time when, if you miss the signs, | 1:13:46 | 1:13:49 | |
you got a brain-damaged kid for the rest of your life? | 1:13:49 | 1:13:51 | |
You'd get this girl grown up just to let her know | 1:13:51 | 1:13:55 | |
that you didn't love her enough? | 1:13:55 | 1:13:58 | |
Or the right way? | 1:13:58 | 1:14:00 | |
Your mother wasn't perfect. | 1:14:00 | 1:14:02 | |
She told me the truth. | 1:14:02 | 1:14:04 | |
She did her best. | 1:14:04 | 1:14:06 | |
She was there. | 1:14:06 | 1:14:08 | |
Just say you wanted a life more than you wanted me. | 1:14:15 | 1:14:19 | |
I wanted a life... more than I wanted you. | 1:14:24 | 1:14:28 | |
-BEN: Hello? -Hi, it's me. | 1:14:38 | 1:14:40 | |
Listen, that's never gonna happen again. | 1:14:40 | 1:14:42 | |
I really don't think it should. | 1:14:42 | 1:14:45 | |
Good. | 1:14:45 | 1:14:47 | |
-I want to help with all this. -OK. | 1:14:47 | 1:14:49 | |
Any thoughts on how? | 1:14:52 | 1:14:53 | |
Uh... | 1:14:53 | 1:14:55 | |
Wait. | 1:14:55 | 1:14:56 | |
Can you say that again - the part about wanting to help? | 1:14:57 | 1:15:01 | |
I really want to help with all of this. I really, really do. | 1:15:01 | 1:15:04 | |
Thank you. | 1:15:04 | 1:15:06 | |
I want that, too. | 1:15:06 | 1:15:09 | |
-Jesus, I've been scared to death. -Sorry. | 1:15:23 | 1:15:26 | |
-I imagined you dead on the roadside. -Sorry. | 1:15:26 | 1:15:28 | |
I imagined you dead in the arms of a handsome stranger. | 1:15:28 | 1:15:31 | |
French guy, for some reason, which was an even worse image. | 1:15:31 | 1:15:34 | |
-I mean... -I said I'm sorry! | 1:15:34 | 1:15:35 | |
-What? -What's going on? | 1:15:40 | 1:15:41 | |
-Nothing. -Something happen? | 1:15:41 | 1:15:43 | |
-No. -What are you not telling me? | 1:15:43 | 1:15:45 | |
What could I not be telling you? | 1:15:45 | 1:15:47 | |
Well, I don't know. | 1:15:49 | 1:15:51 | |
Perhaps you don't love me, you made a horrible mistake, | 1:15:51 | 1:15:54 | |
and you want to take the whole thing back. | 1:15:54 | 1:15:56 | |
I do love you. | 1:15:56 | 1:15:58 | |
I don't want to take the whole thing back. | 1:15:58 | 1:16:00 | |
Listen, some... | 1:16:04 | 1:16:07 | |
I think he dropped something. | 1:16:11 | 1:16:14 | |
You're taking a walk? | 1:16:21 | 1:16:23 | |
-What about the kids? -What do you care? | 1:16:23 | 1:16:26 | |
-I care. -Clearly. | 1:16:26 | 1:16:27 | |
I do. | 1:16:27 | 1:16:28 | |
Go...home! | 1:16:28 | 1:16:31 | |
Not my home - yours! | 1:16:31 | 1:16:33 | |
Go. | 1:16:33 | 1:16:35 | |
-I don't have one without you. -That's not my problem. | 1:16:38 | 1:16:40 | |
-What do you do on these walks? -You don't want to know. | 1:16:42 | 1:16:44 | |
Yes, I do. | 1:16:44 | 1:16:45 | |
I say the things I don't say to you, | 1:16:45 | 1:16:47 | |
all the things I try to spare you from. | 1:16:47 | 1:16:49 | |
-Like what? -Like, "Go to hell!" | 1:16:49 | 1:16:50 | |
Like, "Get your own children!" | 1:16:50 | 1:16:52 | |
And like, "What's the matter with you | 1:16:52 | 1:16:54 | |
"that you don't have children of your own anyway?" | 1:16:54 | 1:16:56 | |
And like, "What kind of mother are you gonna be, | 1:16:57 | 1:17:00 | |
"if you can walk out on your children without a second thought?" | 1:17:00 | 1:17:02 | |
-You know, they're... -What? | 1:17:02 | 1:17:04 | |
Not your children? | 1:17:04 | 1:17:05 | |
It's just possible some of this is what you wanted to say to your wife. | 1:17:07 | 1:17:10 | |
Oh, really?! You think so?! | 1:17:10 | 1:17:12 | |
Do you understand I can't even take a walk? | 1:17:15 | 1:17:18 | |
-It must be very hard. -Go to hell! | 1:17:18 | 1:17:20 | |
I don't have to be with you, | 1:17:20 | 1:17:22 | |
I don't have to care for you or this godforsaken baby! | 1:17:22 | 1:17:24 | |
Don't say that! | 1:17:24 | 1:17:25 | |
All I have to do, is care for my children | 1:17:25 | 1:17:28 | |
until they're old enough to do it for themselves. | 1:17:28 | 1:17:30 | |
I don't even have to like it, or them. | 1:17:30 | 1:17:33 | |
Fuck them...and fuck you! | 1:17:33 | 1:17:36 | |
So, how long have you guys been dating? | 1:17:51 | 1:17:53 | |
Oh, not long. | 1:17:53 | 1:17:54 | |
We had a date tonight and, uh, she works right down the street, | 1:17:54 | 1:17:57 | |
so we just decided to meet here. | 1:17:57 | 1:17:59 | |
Cool. | 1:17:59 | 1:18:01 | |
(PHONE RINGS) | 1:18:01 | 1:18:04 | |
So, hello, hi, great to see you. | 1:18:06 | 1:18:09 | |
-Great to see you all. -Good to see you. | 1:18:09 | 1:18:11 | |
Uh, and you are? | 1:18:11 | 1:18:13 | |
-BOTH: Freddy. -Freddy. | 1:18:13 | 1:18:14 | |
Well, great. Great. | 1:18:14 | 1:18:17 | |
Oh, God! I'm her brother! | 1:18:17 | 1:18:18 | |
-(LAUGHS) -Great. | 1:18:18 | 1:18:21 | |
So...shall we? | 1:18:21 | 1:18:23 | |
Yes. | 1:18:23 | 1:18:24 | |
-And you're at... -10 weeks? | 1:18:24 | 1:18:26 | |
10 weeks. | 1:18:26 | 1:18:28 | |
Have you seen these before? | 1:18:30 | 1:18:32 | |
-My brother's a doctor. -Yeah, I have. | 1:18:32 | 1:18:34 | |
Can you tell us what we're seeing? | 1:18:40 | 1:18:42 | |
Uh, just one moment, please. | 1:18:42 | 1:18:44 | |
Any chance we can hear that squishing sound again? | 1:18:44 | 1:18:46 | |
That's the best thing I ever heard. | 1:18:46 | 1:18:48 | |
What's happening? | 1:18:55 | 1:18:57 | |
What's happening? | 1:19:01 | 1:19:03 | |
April... | 1:19:07 | 1:19:09 | |
I'm not seeing a heartbeat. | 1:19:10 | 1:19:12 | |
(FREDDY SINGS IN HEBREW) | 1:19:25 | 1:19:28 | |
FREDDY: Amein. | 1:19:48 | 1:19:51 | |
Hello. | 1:19:51 | 1:19:52 | |
Oh, amein. | 1:19:52 | 1:19:54 | |
How often is she out there? | 1:19:57 | 1:19:59 | |
She comes on Fridays a lot, because she knows I'm home. | 1:19:59 | 1:20:03 | |
April... | 1:20:04 | 1:20:06 | |
..adopt a baby. | 1:20:06 | 1:20:08 | |
-How could you? -It's the same. | 1:20:08 | 1:20:10 | |
-How would you know? -Maybe it's better. | 1:20:10 | 1:20:11 | |
Trust me - you don't know what it's like to be adopted. | 1:20:11 | 1:20:13 | |
You don't know what it's like to not be adopted! Right? | 1:20:13 | 1:20:17 | |
What's it like? | 1:20:22 | 1:20:24 | |
It was exhausting. | 1:20:28 | 1:20:30 | |
It was embarrassing sometimes. | 1:20:31 | 1:20:35 | |
Want me to bring her out some chicken? | 1:20:46 | 1:20:48 | |
-You can. -Why don't you? | 1:20:48 | 1:20:50 | |
I would like to forgive her. I'm tired of being so mad. | 1:20:50 | 1:20:52 | |
-I've tried. I can't. -Make her buy you something. | 1:20:52 | 1:20:57 | |
-I beg your pardon? -She's loaded. | 1:20:58 | 1:21:00 | |
-Maybe it'll make you feel better. -That's ridiculous. | 1:21:00 | 1:21:02 | |
Make her buy me something. | 1:21:02 | 1:21:04 | |
A car. Yours is on its last legs. | 1:21:04 | 1:21:07 | |
A house. A very small house. | 1:21:07 | 1:21:09 | |
Make her buy you something you really want but can't afford. | 1:21:09 | 1:21:12 | |
-I'm here. -Ahh! | 1:21:24 | 1:21:26 | |
Jesus fucking Christ! | 1:21:26 | 1:21:28 | |
-Sorry. -I mean... | 1:21:28 | 1:21:30 | |
...Jesus. | 1:21:30 | 1:21:31 | |
Hmm. | 1:21:31 | 1:21:32 | |
How are you? | 1:21:32 | 1:21:34 | |
Sick... | 1:21:34 | 1:21:35 | |
..every day, over what I did to you. | 1:21:35 | 1:21:38 | |
Good. | 1:21:38 | 1:21:40 | |
I mean, I think that's probably good. | 1:21:41 | 1:21:43 | |
Yeah, I guess so. | 1:21:43 | 1:21:46 | |
I want you to make it up to me. | 1:21:46 | 1:21:49 | |
This is for me, you understand? Not for you, for me. | 1:21:49 | 1:21:52 | |
I think I will be happier in the long run if you try to make it up to me. | 1:21:52 | 1:21:57 | |
OK. | 1:21:57 | 1:21:58 | |
-I want you to buy me a baby. -Oh, well, that's easy! | 1:21:58 | 1:22:03 | |
I'm plugged into all kinds of adoption these days. | 1:22:03 | 1:22:05 | |
In China, they're throwing them... | 1:22:05 | 1:22:06 | |
No, I want you to buy me a baby that I'm going to have. | 1:22:06 | 1:22:09 | |
I'm almost 40, so I don't have much time. | 1:22:09 | 1:22:12 | |
It's very expensive. I want you to pay for it. | 1:22:12 | 1:22:15 | |
After they do it, I have to lie still for two hours. | 1:22:15 | 1:22:18 | |
I hate lying still. | 1:22:18 | 1:22:20 | |
I want you to be there, find ways to help me. | 1:22:20 | 1:22:23 | |
12 days later, I take a pregnancy test. | 1:22:23 | 1:22:25 | |
Five hours after that, I find out. | 1:22:25 | 1:22:27 | |
If you make one false move, I'll never speak to you again. | 1:22:27 | 1:22:31 | |
If you don't, then maybe we can be in each other's lives a little. | 1:22:31 | 1:22:37 | |
You understand that's all that's possible right now - a little. | 1:22:37 | 1:22:41 | |
Can I put my pants on? | 1:22:43 | 1:22:45 | |
"Hair - average." | 1:22:47 | 1:22:49 | |
-As opposed to...? -Thin, thick, or balding. | 1:22:49 | 1:22:52 | |
"Artistic ability - none." | 1:22:52 | 1:22:54 | |
-None? -None. | 1:22:54 | 1:22:56 | |
-Jesus. -Mm. | 1:22:56 | 1:22:58 | |
"How would you describe yourself?" | 1:23:00 | 1:23:01 | |
"Hard-working, intelligent, warm, caring, sexy, and contemplative." | 1:23:01 | 1:23:06 | |
I'm keeping this one for me. | 1:23:06 | 1:23:08 | |
You need to just stick it... | 1:23:13 | 1:23:16 | |
Thousands of Chinese girls... | 1:23:16 | 1:23:18 | |
I'm not adopting a Chinese baby. | 1:23:18 | 1:23:20 | |
Then bend over. | 1:23:21 | 1:23:23 | |
-BERNICE: Is there anything I can do? -APRIL: No. | 1:23:28 | 1:23:30 | |
Are you ready? | 1:23:30 | 1:23:31 | |
Mm-hm. | 1:23:31 | 1:23:33 | |
Do you want to pray? | 1:23:35 | 1:23:37 | |
She does that. | 1:23:37 | 1:23:38 | |
She prays. | 1:23:38 | 1:23:40 | |
Want to say a little prayer or something? | 1:23:40 | 1:23:42 | |
No. | 1:23:42 | 1:23:44 | |
-I'm so sorry to interrupt. -What is the matter with you? | 1:23:44 | 1:23:46 | |
Could you, uh, give us a minute? | 1:23:46 | 1:23:48 | |
-Bernice, listen to me right now! -I know. I'm sorry. Just a minute. | 1:23:48 | 1:23:51 | |
Just find us when you're ready. We'll be around. | 1:23:54 | 1:23:57 | |
-What? -Why don't you want to pray? | 1:24:02 | 1:24:06 | |
-What do you care? -I don't! | 1:24:06 | 1:24:08 | |
I don't give a shit, but you do! | 1:24:08 | 1:24:11 | |
You told me that. | 1:24:11 | 1:24:13 | |
You pray before you eat a bowl of spaghetti! | 1:24:13 | 1:24:15 | |
And now, right before you do | 1:24:15 | 1:24:16 | |
the most important thing you'll ever do in your life, | 1:24:16 | 1:24:18 | |
suddenly you're not interested? | 1:24:18 | 1:24:20 | |
This is none of your business. | 1:24:20 | 1:24:22 | |
Get out of my way. | 1:24:27 | 1:24:28 | |
Say a prayer with me and I will. | 1:24:28 | 1:24:31 | |
I don't want to pray. | 1:24:31 | 1:24:33 | |
One stupid little prayer. | 1:24:33 | 1:24:35 | |
No! | 1:24:35 | 1:24:36 | |
Move! | 1:24:38 | 1:24:40 | |
Maybe you just don't want it badly enough. | 1:24:40 | 1:24:43 | |
You have no idea how badly I want it. | 1:24:45 | 1:24:48 | |
Then why won't you pray? Why? | 1:24:48 | 1:24:49 | |
Because I'm not gonna hand this wish over to some... | 1:24:49 | 1:24:53 | |
..whatever it is, who's supposed to be loving, who... | 1:24:53 | 1:24:57 | |
..who... | 1:25:01 | 1:25:03 | |
I had faith. | 1:25:07 | 1:25:09 | |
Oh. | 1:25:14 | 1:25:16 | |
(WHISPERS) I thought... | 1:25:16 | 1:25:18 | |
..God was... | 1:25:18 | 1:25:19 | |
..good. | 1:25:19 | 1:25:21 | |
(SIGHS) Maybe God is... | 1:25:23 | 1:25:26 | |
What? | 1:25:28 | 1:25:30 | |
Difficult. | 1:25:32 | 1:25:34 | |
Awful. | 1:25:34 | 1:25:37 | |
Complicated. | 1:25:38 | 1:25:40 | |
Like me? | 1:25:40 | 1:25:42 | |
I took the one man on earth who's right for me | 1:25:42 | 1:25:45 | |
and I dropped him on his head. | 1:25:45 | 1:25:47 | |
Right. | 1:25:47 | 1:25:49 | |
You did. | 1:25:49 | 1:25:50 | |
How are we doing? | 1:25:50 | 1:25:52 | |
We're done. I'm sorry. | 1:25:52 | 1:25:54 | |
No problem. | 1:25:54 | 1:25:56 | |
Wait. | 1:26:02 | 1:26:04 | |
(SINGS IN HEBREW) | 1:26:09 | 1:26:12 | |
BERNICE: What does that mean? | 1:26:30 | 1:26:31 | |
APRIL: Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One. | 1:26:31 | 1:26:36 | |
What does THAT mean? | 1:26:36 | 1:26:39 | |
Listen, O Israel, the God of Love and the God of Fear are one. | 1:26:39 | 1:26:45 | |
Well... | 1:27:26 | 1:27:27 | |
Hello. | 1:27:27 | 1:27:29 | |
Thank you for seeing me. | 1:27:29 | 1:27:31 | |
Well, you're standing between me and my front door, | 1:27:31 | 1:27:34 | |
so, it's literally the least I could do. | 1:27:34 | 1:27:37 | |
I heard what happened. | 1:27:38 | 1:27:39 | |
I'm sorry I called the baby godforsaken. | 1:27:41 | 1:27:44 | |
It turns out she was. | 1:27:44 | 1:27:46 | |
I miss you. | 1:27:46 | 1:27:50 | |
-Do you miss me? -What do you want, April? | 1:27:50 | 1:27:53 | |
I want to look at you... for a long, long time. | 1:27:55 | 1:28:00 | |
What else? | 1:28:00 | 1:28:03 | |
There's a chance my life may change in a few hours. | 1:28:03 | 1:28:05 | |
It may not, but it may... | 1:28:05 | 1:28:07 | |
..and before it does, I want to say two things. | 1:28:08 | 1:28:10 | |
I know what I did to you. To you in particular. | 1:28:10 | 1:28:15 | |
Like a worst nightmare kind of thing, right? | 1:28:15 | 1:28:19 | |
I knew that. | 1:28:20 | 1:28:23 | |
Even at the time, I knew that. | 1:28:23 | 1:28:25 | |
-What else? -I'll do it again. | 1:28:26 | 1:28:30 | |
I will. I'll hurt you again and again. | 1:28:30 | 1:28:34 | |
Not like that. You'd have to leave me if I hurt you like that. | 1:28:34 | 1:28:38 | |
If we were together, you would leave me if I hurt you like that again. | 1:28:40 | 1:28:43 | |
-Wouldn't you? -Yes. Yes, I would. | 1:28:43 | 1:28:45 | |
Good. | 1:28:45 | 1:28:48 | |
But I'll hurt you in other ways. Little ways. | 1:28:48 | 1:28:51 | |
I won't mean to, but I will. | 1:28:51 | 1:28:52 | |
And sometimes I will mean to. | 1:28:52 | 1:28:55 | |
This is quite an offer you've worked up. | 1:28:56 | 1:28:58 | |
You'll hurt me, too, you know? | 1:28:58 | 1:28:59 | |
You'll hurt me and change on me. | 1:28:59 | 1:29:02 | |
You might leave me after you promise you won't. How about that? | 1:29:02 | 1:29:05 | |
-I wouldn't. -But you might. | 1:29:05 | 1:29:06 | |
-But I wouldn't! -But...you might. | 1:29:06 | 1:29:11 | |
Yeah, I guess I might. | 1:29:14 | 1:29:16 | |
So? | 1:29:17 | 1:29:19 | |
Oh, God! | 1:29:21 | 1:29:23 | |
I know. | 1:29:23 | 1:29:24 | |
I'm sorry. | 1:29:24 | 1:29:26 | |
So? | 1:29:30 | 1:29:32 | |
Just need to get that little wine glass. That's great. | 1:29:48 | 1:29:50 | |
Hey, where's your dad? | 1:30:10 | 1:30:12 | |
I got her. | 1:30:24 | 1:30:26 | |
I'll see you inside. | 1:30:26 | 1:30:28 | |
There is a Jewish story. | 1:30:32 | 1:30:34 | |
An ordinary Jewish joke. | 1:30:34 | 1:30:36 | |
A father was teaching his little son | 1:30:36 | 1:30:38 | |
to be less afraid, to have more courage. | 1:30:38 | 1:30:40 | |
"Jump," he said, "and I'll catch you." | 1:30:40 | 1:30:44 | |
And the little boy trusted him, and the little boy jumped. | 1:30:44 | 1:30:49 | |
And when his father caught him, he felt filled with love. | 1:30:49 | 1:30:54 | |
And when he didn't, he was filled with something else - | 1:30:54 | 1:30:56 | |
something...more. | 1:30:56 | 1:30:59 | |
Life. | 1:31:01 | 1:31:03 | |
Amein. | 1:31:03 | 1:31:05 |