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-A typical night in A&E. It's like a battlefield. -Language! | 0:00:06 | 0:00:11 | |
Full of twenty-somethings after a big night out. | 0:00:11 | 0:00:14 | |
Lots of vomit. Lots of unconscious bodies lying around. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:17 | |
But not everyone's a casualty. | 0:00:17 | 0:00:19 | |
Squeeze my fingers, please. | 0:00:19 | 0:00:22 | |
Taking care of them is an army of doctors the same age. | 0:00:22 | 0:00:26 | |
They've had five years of training. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:28 | |
Cardiac arrest in A&E. | 0:00:28 | 0:00:30 | |
And a rigorous induction into hospital life. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:33 | |
Take full advantage of being in a bloody good city in a bloody good NHS Trust. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:40 | |
-Never done this before. -Now they face the reality of life on the wards. | 0:00:41 | 0:00:47 | |
Cardiac arrest. | 0:00:47 | 0:00:49 | |
-And there's no room for error. -I guess if I really messed up I probably could kill someone. | 0:00:49 | 0:00:55 | |
-These seven are living together... -To the house. | 0:00:55 | 0:00:59 | |
..as they start out their professional lives as junior doctors. | 0:00:59 | 0:01:03 | |
First years Adam, Lucy and Katherine have been working on the wards for just a few weeks. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:10 | |
One guy was like, "You look about 15. | 0:01:10 | 0:01:12 | |
"This is like helping my teenage daughter with her homework." | 0:01:12 | 0:01:15 | |
And Suzi, Andy, | 0:01:15 | 0:01:17 | |
Keir and Jon have a year's experience under their belts. | 0:01:17 | 0:01:21 | |
We are the new breed, as it were. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:23 | |
We're the new ones, so I think some people could be quite surprised, mostly how young we are. | 0:01:23 | 0:01:28 | |
But when you're only 24, being taken seriously can be tricky. | 0:01:28 | 0:01:33 | |
You're the best freshly 16 months qualified doctor. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:37 | |
And sometimes letting your guard down is as important as keeping it up. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:43 | |
I saw a man that had a toilet brush up his bottom. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:47 | |
It's a tough transition from student to young professional. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:51 | |
Trying to impress your bosses. | 0:01:51 | 0:01:53 | |
I've found his performance has not been consistent. | 0:01:53 | 0:01:56 | |
I'm scared. I'm scared of him. | 0:01:56 | 0:01:58 | |
And your patients. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
-Has he ever done this? -Oh, yeah, he's done it before. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
He was looking at my badge as if to say, "Who are you", | 0:02:03 | 0:02:07 | |
you know. "What do you know?" | 0:02:07 | 0:02:08 | |
What does it take to fit the image of doctor? | 0:02:08 | 0:02:12 | |
I think a patient expects a doctor to be always professional. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:18 | |
And can this group of twenty-somethings live up to it? | 0:02:18 | 0:02:21 | |
We are expected to be basically boring now. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
It means that everybody's losing their personality. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:26 | |
I have a stethoscope which isn't pink. | 0:02:26 | 0:02:28 | |
Maybe that will change things. | 0:02:28 | 0:02:30 | |
How will they cope with your life in their hands? | 0:02:30 | 0:02:33 | |
# Wake up | 0:02:45 | 0:02:48 | |
# It's a beautiful morning... # | 0:02:48 | 0:02:50 | |
It's early morning at the house and some of the junior doctors | 0:02:50 | 0:02:53 | |
are getting ready for their hospital shifts. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:58 | |
Moving from student to young professional requires a whole new image. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:03 | |
Something 24-year-old Adam's especially aware of as he's only been a doctor for a few weeks. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:09 | |
I'm growing a beard because I wanted to move away from my days as a student and I have grown up. | 0:03:09 | 0:03:14 | |
Although I'm an F1, patients are so receptive to everything I do | 0:03:14 | 0:03:17 | |
and say because to them, I must look | 0:03:17 | 0:03:20 | |
like what a doctor should look like. | 0:03:20 | 0:03:22 | |
You know, tall, not super small, don't look super young. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:27 | |
You know, you can grow some facial hair, wear some decent clothes. | 0:03:27 | 0:03:31 | |
Everything I can do to look more professional is variable. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:34 | |
24-year-old Suzi is a second year and likes to personalise her look. | 0:03:34 | 0:03:41 | |
I have my shoes, which are pink. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:43 | |
And I have my stethoscope, which is pink and it's got my name on it - | 0:03:43 | 0:03:48 | |
Dr Suzi Batchelor, which is me, which is hilarious. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:53 | |
Once at work, Suzi changes into scrubs - the battle uniform for the Accident and Emergency Department. | 0:03:56 | 0:04:04 | |
She's the first point of contact for patients when they come in, so first impressions count. | 0:04:04 | 0:04:11 | |
Suzi has only been in A&E for a few weeks and she's had to learn fast. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:21 | |
Have you had a drink then this evening? | 0:04:21 | 0:04:23 | |
Anything can come through the door and doctors need to react | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
-professionally, whatever they're faced with. -Hello. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:36 | |
Tell me a bit about what's been going on then. | 0:04:36 | 0:04:38 | |
-Basically, I went to the bathroom about two-thirty, three o'clock this morning. -Yep. | 0:04:38 | 0:04:43 | |
I've just moved into the property, so I haven't got carpets throughout. | 0:04:43 | 0:04:47 | |
My bathroom floor was a bit wet. I slid off the toilet seat. | 0:04:47 | 0:04:51 | |
Right next to the toilet seat was a toilet brush and I landed literally on it. | 0:04:51 | 0:04:55 | |
The patient says he's slipped in his bathroom and landed on the toilet brush, | 0:04:55 | 0:05:00 | |
which is now stuck up his bottom. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:02 | |
Have you been able to get any of it out? | 0:05:02 | 0:05:05 | |
Has any of it broken off at all? No. | 0:05:05 | 0:05:08 | |
-Right. And you just tried kind of pulling at it and things? -I tried easing it in the shower, | 0:05:08 | 0:05:14 | |
but it just seemed it was catching and... Argh! | 0:05:14 | 0:05:17 | |
-Oh! -Sorry. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:20 | |
I'll put that back up again, all right? | 0:05:22 | 0:05:23 | |
It brings tears to your eyes, I tell you! | 0:05:23 | 0:05:25 | |
-I'm sure it does. -Argh! Oh! I'm sorry to embarrass you today, ladies. | 0:05:25 | 0:05:30 | |
-Don't be silly. It's fine. -I'm more embarrassed for myself. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:34 | |
Back in the second, all right? We'll get you some painkillers. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:37 | |
There is a danger the toilet brush has torn a hole in the patient's | 0:05:37 | 0:05:40 | |
bowel and if this is not treated he could die. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:44 | |
Really fast, James. This man, he's had some PR bleeding around it. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:50 | |
I can't see how much more of it there is. Do we get him an X-ray first or...? | 0:05:50 | 0:05:54 | |
Is it...? | 0:05:54 | 0:05:56 | |
Is it in, actually poking out at the end, or...? | 0:05:56 | 0:05:59 | |
-Can you see the...? -It's like...with the brush on the end of it. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:02 | |
Yeah. I think that needs referring to the surgeons. | 0:06:02 | 0:06:05 | |
That's fine. That's what I thought. We need to pull it out, but if it's been bleeding and stuff then... | 0:06:05 | 0:06:11 | |
-I would just refer it to them and let them take a look. -That's fine. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:14 | |
A case like this is not unusual in A&E. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:19 | |
They see lots of patients with objects stuck in unusual places. | 0:06:19 | 0:06:22 | |
For Suzi it's a first, but she's managed to keep her composure. | 0:06:22 | 0:06:25 | |
I mean, it's embarrassing for him and he feels bad that | 0:06:28 | 0:06:32 | |
it's embarrassing for us having a toilet brush in his bottom. | 0:06:32 | 0:06:36 | |
But it's the same as anything else. | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
Yes, it's a bit weird and I'm not used to seeing toilet brushes coming out of people's bottoms, but | 0:06:38 | 0:06:44 | |
I'm a professional. This is what I have to do. Just do it in the way I would deal with anything else. | 0:06:44 | 0:06:48 | |
Hello. I wondered if I could speak to you about one of our patients, please? | 0:06:48 | 0:06:52 | |
Suzi takes advice from the surgical team. They're suggesting that she pulls the toilet brush out. | 0:06:52 | 0:06:59 | |
So if we were to pull it out here and then he bled all over the place, what would we do? | 0:06:59 | 0:07:04 | |
What do we do then? Do you know what I mean? I think his concern | 0:07:04 | 0:07:09 | |
is just we don't know how much is kind of bleeding from the inside | 0:07:09 | 0:07:14 | |
because obviously things can't really get out very easily at the moment because the toilet brush is there. | 0:07:14 | 0:07:20 | |
-We need to get you an X-ray done... -Right. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:22 | |
..to make sure that there's no hole in the bowel because that can be quite serious. | 0:07:22 | 0:07:28 | |
So if I leave you to get sorted and then I'll come back | 0:07:28 | 0:07:31 | |
and then will get a porter to bring you round to X-ray, OK? | 0:07:31 | 0:07:34 | |
-Champion. -Is that all right? | 0:07:34 | 0:07:36 | |
Keeping a straight face when confronted with potentially | 0:07:36 | 0:07:39 | |
embarrassing cases is something all junior doctors must learn. | 0:07:39 | 0:07:44 | |
You have to develop that expressionless face where you just | 0:07:44 | 0:07:48 | |
listen to what they say and inside you may be thinking, "Oh, my God!" | 0:07:48 | 0:07:52 | |
but you just don't let that show cos at the end of the | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
day the patient needs to be treated and you've got to be professional. | 0:07:54 | 0:07:58 | |
It's embarrassing for the patient and you don't want to make it even worse for them. | 0:07:58 | 0:08:02 | |
It's probably taken them a lot of courage to present with whatever's gone wrong. | 0:08:02 | 0:08:06 | |
I'm trying to see if I can see the toilet brush in his bum on this X-ray, but I can't. | 0:08:07 | 0:08:10 | |
But I don't know if it's just cos it's too far down. | 0:08:10 | 0:08:12 | |
The patient's X-ray shows that his bowel is still intact. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:15 | |
But the surgeons decide that an operation under general anaesthetic would be the | 0:08:15 | 0:08:20 | |
best way to remove the brush. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:23 | |
I think in terms of the amount of pain he's in | 0:08:23 | 0:08:25 | |
it's kinder to sort of maybe drift him off. | 0:08:26 | 0:08:28 | |
I think we're going to plan to transfer him to the theatre unit | 0:08:28 | 0:08:31 | |
down at the RVI and maybe he'll go to theatre. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:34 | |
Back at home Suzi and fellow housemates Keir and Andy | 0:08:46 | 0:08:49 | |
discuss the best way to handle patients with more bizarre problems. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:54 | |
I saw a man that had burnt himself with curry yesterday. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:57 | |
I've seen some quite interesting things in A&E, actually. | 0:08:57 | 0:09:01 | |
-Interesting? What's been secreted in what orifice? -Indeed. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:05 | |
Oh, no! Not one of those. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:07 | |
OK, can you beat spoon, mobile phone, stolen goods, garden gnome? | 0:09:07 | 0:09:15 | |
I've seen a bloody bicycle chain in an X-ray. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:18 | |
Yeah, mm-hm. | 0:09:18 | 0:09:20 | |
I saw a man that had a toilet brush up his bottom. | 0:09:20 | 0:09:25 | |
-Which direction? -Brush end out. | 0:09:25 | 0:09:28 | |
Right. OK. That makes more sense. | 0:09:28 | 0:09:29 | |
-Really? -Unless he was trying to have a really good clean up there. -No. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:33 | |
He said he was in his bathroom and... | 0:09:33 | 0:09:36 | |
He fell over backwards? | 0:09:36 | 0:09:37 | |
..the floor was slippy and he just landed on the toilet brush. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:40 | |
-He had to go to surgery... -Do you believe him? -Do I believe him? | 0:09:40 | 0:09:43 | |
It's not my job to question how it got there. It's my job to help him. | 0:09:43 | 0:09:47 | |
It's your job to question how an injury happened. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:50 | |
Yes, and if he tells me something, it's not my job to pry and say well, | 0:09:50 | 0:09:54 | |
"Blah, blah, blah". At the end of the day he has a toilet brush in his bum. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:58 | |
I mean, how much of it was up there if you couldn't get it out? | 0:09:58 | 0:10:02 | |
Well apparently the surgeon said there was a hook on the end of it, so they couldn't just pull it out. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:07 | |
And he went to the surgeons and they pulled it out and | 0:10:07 | 0:10:10 | |
he bled in theatre and then they had to fix him. More beans again for me, for a change. | 0:10:10 | 0:10:15 | |
-I wondered what the smell was. -Ha-ha(!) | 0:10:15 | 0:10:18 | |
Like Suzi, Andy is also a second year junior doctor. | 0:10:23 | 0:10:28 | |
He's had very little contact with young children... | 0:10:28 | 0:10:33 | |
..but he's now treating them in the Emergency Paediatric Unit. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:39 | |
I am still very green here | 0:10:39 | 0:10:41 | |
so I will need a lot of guidance from | 0:10:41 | 0:10:44 | |
the registrars and consultants, and I'm not afraid to ask. | 0:10:44 | 0:10:48 | |
Andy's the first point of contact in the Paediatric Assessment Unit. | 0:10:51 | 0:10:55 | |
It's up to him to assess and treat children who are sent here. | 0:10:55 | 0:10:59 | |
-Eating and drinking normal? -Yeah. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:01 | |
He's also part of the crash call team. If his crash phone rings, | 0:11:01 | 0:11:05 | |
it means that a child is in need of urgent attention and he'll have to drop everything and run. | 0:11:05 | 0:11:12 | |
In a cardiac arrest situation this is one of the ones which will go off. | 0:11:14 | 0:11:20 | |
Apparently, if I lose this phone and somebody gets a cardiac arrest | 0:11:20 | 0:11:26 | |
and had no medical attention and died, I could get into a lot of trouble. | 0:11:26 | 0:11:32 | |
Hello. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:34 | |
But junior doctor Andy's finding everyday tasks can be difficult. | 0:11:34 | 0:11:38 | |
As she's only two-years-old Ruby's veins are much smaller | 0:11:40 | 0:11:42 | |
than an adult, making it trickier to take blood. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:45 | |
It's probably the best way to do it. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:47 | |
We'll get this arm around your back | 0:11:47 | 0:11:51 | |
and just cuddle her. So she and you can't see what's going on. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
-OK. -Good girl, Ruby. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:56 | |
Good girl. | 0:11:56 | 0:11:58 | |
RUBY CRIES | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
-Got it? -Yep. | 0:12:02 | 0:12:04 | |
All done. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:06 | |
All done. Good girl. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
Good girl. Say bye-bye to the man. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:12 | |
'Some doctors find it very hard to have a crying child.' | 0:12:12 | 0:12:15 | |
You're effectively hurting the child by putting a needle in her. | 0:12:15 | 0:12:19 | |
Some people find it very hard, | 0:12:19 | 0:12:21 | |
but I just see it as what I'm doing is helping the child get better. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:26 | |
Practise makes perfect. | 0:12:26 | 0:12:28 | |
Andy's on his way to see his next patient | 0:12:31 | 0:12:35 | |
when his crash phone goes off. | 0:12:35 | 0:12:36 | |
Somewhere in the hospital, a child needs immediate attention. | 0:12:38 | 0:12:42 | |
Andy must get to the child as quickly as possible. | 0:12:44 | 0:12:48 | |
Every second counts. | 0:12:48 | 0:12:49 | |
The patient is a tiny baby. He's just had an operation, | 0:12:53 | 0:12:56 | |
but there have been complications and his heart has stopped beating. | 0:12:56 | 0:13:00 | |
In the last year there have been 27 paediatric cardiac arrests at the hospital. | 0:13:02 | 0:13:07 | |
Fortunately for Andy, some of his seniors are already there. | 0:13:11 | 0:13:15 | |
A senior doctor uses gentle compressions to try and get the baby's heart going. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:23 | |
They also help him breathe. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:29 | |
The team has managed to re-start the baby's heart. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:42 | |
That was the first crash bleep I've had in paediatrics and two things went through my mind. | 0:13:42 | 0:13:48 | |
First, I hope this is only a false alarm and the child is doing well, | 0:13:48 | 0:13:51 | |
and the second thought is "What am I going to do if I'm the first one on the scene?" | 0:13:51 | 0:13:57 | |
But immediately I saw my boss and that was just a great feeling because he will know what to do | 0:13:57 | 0:14:02 | |
and I'll... help and learn at the same time. | 0:14:02 | 0:14:04 | |
The baby has been stabilised and is transferred to intensive care | 0:14:04 | 0:14:09 | |
where the medical team can keep a close eye on him. | 0:14:09 | 0:14:12 | |
On the children's wards, the nurses play a key role in caring for the young patients. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:25 | |
Going to get your bloods done? | 0:14:25 | 0:14:27 | |
If he's going to get on here, Andy must learn to communicate well with the whole team. | 0:14:27 | 0:14:34 | |
'He's quite quiet. I think he's still got' | 0:14:35 | 0:14:38 | |
a bit of fitting in to do. | 0:14:38 | 0:14:39 | |
He needs to talk a bit more and communicate. | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
We haven't really had a chance to get to know him. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:46 | |
But relationship-building isn't one of Andy's strong points. | 0:14:46 | 0:14:50 | |
I think I'm the kind of person who's difficult to know. | 0:14:53 | 0:14:57 | |
I'm Chinese. | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
Thank you. Bye-bye. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:01 | |
I came over to this country 12 years ago | 0:15:01 | 0:15:04 | |
and went to a boarding school for five years. | 0:15:04 | 0:15:07 | |
They say I have certain traits of a very traditional, 18th-century Englishman. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:14 | |
That was shit! | 0:15:19 | 0:15:21 | |
We're not having much luck. | 0:15:23 | 0:15:25 | |
We had a speedboat very close to us, probably scaring quite a lot of fish away. | 0:15:25 | 0:15:29 | |
A smile is not cheap. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:32 | |
We don't just give it out, cheaply. | 0:15:32 | 0:15:34 | |
Expression on my face takes up my brain power. | 0:15:38 | 0:15:42 | |
Even my mother's mentioned that I don't smile a lot. | 0:15:42 | 0:15:45 | |
To do well on the paediatric unit Andy will have to learn to | 0:15:48 | 0:15:51 | |
get on with the nurses as well as with the young patients. | 0:15:51 | 0:15:53 | |
Right, have a seat over there. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:56 | |
His next patient is 11-year-old Nikolas. | 0:15:56 | 0:15:59 | |
What were you doing when you hurt your leg? | 0:15:59 | 0:16:01 | |
I was running and I fell on my leg. | 0:16:01 | 0:16:03 | |
-There was a stone and I fell on the stone. -How big was the bruise? | 0:16:03 | 0:16:07 | |
It was small to start with. Then every day it got bigger and bigger. | 0:16:09 | 0:16:13 | |
Does it hurt around it now? | 0:16:13 | 0:16:17 | |
Not now. Ah! | 0:16:17 | 0:16:19 | |
I'll speak with my boss and we'll get back to you. | 0:16:21 | 0:16:25 | |
I've explained to the child and the family | 0:16:25 | 0:16:27 | |
we will have to do an X-ray to rule out infection on the bone itself. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:32 | |
It could have a really bad consequence if not treated promptly and properly. | 0:16:32 | 0:16:37 | |
Andy's decided on a course of treatment and wants to wait to talk it through with his senior - | 0:16:37 | 0:16:43 | |
but he's leaving the nurses out of the loop. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
What's your plan? | 0:16:46 | 0:16:49 | |
My current plan is to get bloods and X-ray. | 0:16:49 | 0:16:52 | |
Have you spoken to Orthopaedics? | 0:16:52 | 0:16:53 | |
Not yet. I'll ask our Reg to have a look at him first and see what he thinks. | 0:16:53 | 0:16:59 | |
Andy's style of doctoring is making the nurses feel shut out. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:07 | |
We work well on here because we work as part of a team. | 0:17:07 | 0:17:10 | |
We expect good communication. | 0:17:10 | 0:17:12 | |
If you're not prepared to communicate and work within the team | 0:17:12 | 0:17:16 | |
then you get pretty short shrift, particuarly if it's busy. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:20 | |
Only a month into their new jobs, | 0:17:29 | 0:17:32 | |
all the junior doctors are still trying to fit in. | 0:17:32 | 0:17:36 | |
Cool, thank you. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:38 | |
Suzi checks her roster for her name. Something's changed. | 0:17:38 | 0:17:43 | |
That's funny. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:51 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
Someone's changed my name on the computer to Barbie. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:57 | |
Good, isn't it? It wasn't me! | 0:17:57 | 0:17:59 | |
And you've made it pink as well! | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
It's very fancy of you. | 0:18:05 | 0:18:07 | |
You're all so funny. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:09 | |
They really think I have the brain of a Barbie doll, which is very...pleasant. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:14 | |
Do you know how to change your name to Barbie on the system? | 0:18:14 | 0:18:17 | |
-It wasn't me! -Was it you? | 0:18:17 | 0:18:18 | |
-It wasn't me! -Who was it? | 0:18:18 | 0:18:20 | |
I'll get to the bottom of it and I'll find out how to do it | 0:18:20 | 0:18:23 | |
and I'll change everyone else's name to something offensive. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:26 | |
Barbie isn't offensive. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:28 | |
Right, do you think Barbie is clever, or really stupid? | 0:18:29 | 0:18:32 | |
I heard people calling me Barbie earlier on and I can understand why. | 0:18:34 | 0:18:38 | |
I've got blonde hair, I've got a pink stethoscope, I've got a pink hair bobble, pink shoes... | 0:18:38 | 0:18:44 | |
Yeah... And it's fine and I know that it's all just banter | 0:18:44 | 0:18:48 | |
but at the end of the day I'm not just a Barbie doll. | 0:18:48 | 0:18:52 | |
I'm not some stupid blonde who just likes the colour pink. | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
I'm a doctor and I want people to take me seriously. | 0:18:55 | 0:18:58 | |
Suzi puts her concerns to one side and sees her next patient. | 0:19:00 | 0:19:05 | |
At 24, Andrew's the same age as her. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
I'm off to see a patient who's been assaulted. | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
Allegedly. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:12 | |
Tell me a bit about what's been going on? | 0:19:12 | 0:19:14 | |
I had a bit of a fight last night. | 0:19:14 | 0:19:17 | |
-OK. -A few lads jumped on me. | 0:19:17 | 0:19:20 | |
-OK. -This is what's happened. | 0:19:20 | 0:19:21 | |
-Andrew was beaten badly outside of a pub. -Just there. -On me jaw. | 0:19:21 | 0:19:26 | |
He was kicked in the head, which has caused the left side of his head and face to swell up. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:30 | |
There as well. Ah! | 0:19:30 | 0:19:32 | |
I'm sorry, but I have to have a good feel. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:34 | |
I think we're going to need to get some X-rays done. That looks... | 0:19:34 | 0:19:38 | |
-It's painful. -Quite a big swelling, isn't it? | 0:19:38 | 0:19:41 | |
-Yeah. -Yeah, that OK? | 0:19:41 | 0:19:44 | |
Andrew's X-rays are back, but as a junior doctor, | 0:19:45 | 0:19:48 | |
Suzi's not quite sure how to analyse them. | 0:19:48 | 0:19:52 | |
She asks her senior, consultant Jim Connelly, for advice. | 0:19:52 | 0:19:57 | |
He's got a trigonal fracture, I think. | 0:19:57 | 0:19:59 | |
So basically I think he's broken, it's all misshapen, there, there. | 0:19:59 | 0:20:02 | |
I bet he's broken it in three places. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:05 | |
It looks as though, yeah, it's broken maybe in more than one place there. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:10 | |
How do you feel otherwise? | 0:20:10 | 0:20:12 | |
OK. Well we might get a scan of the brain, too. Just cos obviously you blacked out a bit. All right? | 0:20:17 | 0:20:23 | |
-Cheers. -No problem. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:25 | |
Suzi refers Andrew to the facial team for further tests. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:40 | |
Thanks again for your help. Bye. | 0:20:40 | 0:20:42 | |
# Come on Barbie Let's go party | 0:20:42 | 0:20:45 | |
# I'm a Barbie girl In a Barbie world... # | 0:20:45 | 0:20:48 | |
At the end of her shift, Suzi heads back to the house. | 0:20:48 | 0:20:53 | |
I knew I was going to do that. | 0:20:53 | 0:20:55 | |
You are rubbish! | 0:20:55 | 0:20:57 | |
That's better, isn't it? | 0:20:58 | 0:21:00 | |
But the Barbie incident is still on Suzi's mind, so she talks to fellow doctor Keir. | 0:21:01 | 0:21:06 | |
I've been nicknamed Barbie at work. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:10 | |
-Which is fine... -Is that not saying that you have an almost perfect figure? | 0:21:10 | 0:21:15 | |
LAUGHS No. | 0:21:15 | 0:21:17 | |
Blonde and have a wide variety of different accessories | 0:21:17 | 0:21:21 | |
and is worth £12.99. | 0:21:21 | 0:21:23 | |
It's fine with staff. | 0:21:25 | 0:21:28 | |
I'm all up for banter, but I do wish that I looked a bit older with patients sometimes. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:33 | |
I do feel like they don't take me seriously, and they never think I'm the doctor. Ever. | 0:21:33 | 0:21:39 | |
As a matter of fact, I say "My name's Suzi, I'm one of the doctors." | 0:21:39 | 0:21:42 | |
-It's my opening line for every patient. -I wouldn't even do that. | 0:21:42 | 0:21:45 | |
I would say, "My name is Dr Bachelor." | 0:21:45 | 0:21:47 | |
That's not me, though. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:50 | |
I know, but it's a really difficult line to tread | 0:21:50 | 0:21:54 | |
because you don't want to come over as though you think you're an authority figure, | 0:21:54 | 0:21:58 | |
but you do want to inspire trust in people very early on. | 0:21:58 | 0:22:01 | |
'I just associate going by my second name as being kind of older and things,' | 0:22:01 | 0:22:08 | |
and Suzi's quite a fun name and everything, too, | 0:22:08 | 0:22:13 | |
and I guess I just don't want to kind of leave that behind too early cos I mean, I'm only going to get older. | 0:22:13 | 0:22:18 | |
Andy's also worried about how he's coming across on the paediatric ward. | 0:22:18 | 0:22:24 | |
The hard bit about switching to children's medicine | 0:22:24 | 0:22:27 | |
is understanding how things should be done. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:31 | |
Not necessarily medical knowledge related. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:34 | |
It's just understanding how the people are different in the children's department. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:39 | |
That could be quite challenging. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:41 | |
My shoes are leaking, so I've got to fix them. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:50 | |
This is the most technical procedure I've done in my entire life. | 0:22:51 | 0:22:57 | |
Every junior doctors knows that looking the part is part and parcel of the job. | 0:22:57 | 0:23:02 | |
I think it is important to maintain a good smart image when you're working. | 0:23:02 | 0:23:07 | |
If you're looking smart people at least think you're working there, | 0:23:07 | 0:23:10 | |
whether or not they know your role is another thing. | 0:23:10 | 0:23:12 | |
Margaret, where are you going with your table? | 0:23:21 | 0:23:25 | |
24-year-old Lucy is working on the Gastro ward | 0:23:25 | 0:23:28 | |
and she's having to learn the best way to communicate | 0:23:28 | 0:23:31 | |
with the older patients, many of whom have dementia. | 0:23:31 | 0:23:34 | |
78-year-old Margaret's been on the ward since Lucy first day | 0:23:36 | 0:23:40 | |
and is waiting for a bed in a residential home. | 0:23:40 | 0:23:43 | |
-She went for a home assessment visit on Friday. -Yeah. | 0:23:43 | 0:23:45 | |
If something's quite not right, it gets her really, really down. | 0:23:45 | 0:23:48 | |
Anxious and down. Yeah, I know. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:51 | |
Oh, Margaret. Come on. | 0:23:51 | 0:23:54 | |
At times Margaret's memory loss causes her some distress. | 0:23:57 | 0:24:00 | |
-You don't remember? -No. -Where's Marcus? Where's Marcus? | 0:24:00 | 0:24:04 | |
-He's at school, isn't he? -Yes. -Yes. | 0:24:04 | 0:24:07 | |
But he hasn't had anything to eat today as far as I know. | 0:24:07 | 0:24:10 | |
I'm sure his mam will have given him something to eat. Come on. | 0:24:10 | 0:24:13 | |
Margaret's chronically confused. She could probably tell you a childhood story with absolute clarity, | 0:24:13 | 0:24:19 | |
but her short-term memory, you know, she probably would struggle | 0:24:19 | 0:24:23 | |
if you asked her to remember a sentence and repeat it back to you. | 0:24:23 | 0:24:25 | |
There are a lot of patients in hospital with dementia | 0:24:25 | 0:24:28 | |
and we have our share of them on the ward. | 0:24:28 | 0:24:31 | |
Some of them are appropriately here | 0:24:31 | 0:24:33 | |
and some of them you think could be housed better in other places. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:36 | |
Lucy's learning that helping patients isn't just about medicine. | 0:24:36 | 0:24:40 | |
It's about having a relationship with them, too. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:43 | |
Aren't they wonderful pictures? | 0:24:43 | 0:24:45 | |
-Who bought these in for you? Did your daughter bring them in for you? -She brought them in. | 0:24:45 | 0:24:50 | |
-Is this you? -That's me, yes. When I was 18. | 0:24:50 | 0:24:54 | |
-Look at your hair! -Loads. -Amazing, isn't it? | 0:24:54 | 0:24:58 | |
So who's this? | 0:24:58 | 0:25:00 | |
-Thats my husband. -Your husband. How old were you when you got married? | 0:25:00 | 0:25:03 | |
-21. -21. Well, thank you for showing me these. | 0:25:03 | 0:25:06 | |
-They're gorgeous. -They're lovely, aren't they? -Yeah. | 0:25:06 | 0:25:09 | |
-See you later, OK? -Right. | 0:25:09 | 0:25:12 | |
The contrast is quite strange and when you sit and talk to someone like Margaret in that capacity | 0:25:12 | 0:25:17 | |
and she says things like, "Suddenly I'm here and all of a sudden I'm old," | 0:25:17 | 0:25:22 | |
you know, it makes you realise where you are in your life, | 0:25:22 | 0:25:27 | |
and she was once 24 and embarking on, starting a life with her husband or whatever it was, | 0:25:27 | 0:25:33 | |
and all of a sudden now she feels like life's gone by and she's here. | 0:25:33 | 0:25:37 | |
In A&E, 24-year-old Suzi is determined | 0:25:45 | 0:25:49 | |
not to let her age get in the way of being taken seriously. | 0:25:49 | 0:25:52 | |
Her next patient is a 53-year-old man who has come in with chest pain. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:59 | |
Hello. Tell me a bit about what's been going on, then. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:03 | |
The patient has inflammation of the heart. | 0:26:03 | 0:26:06 | |
It isn't a serious condition, but can be very painful. | 0:26:06 | 0:26:09 | |
I'm going to have an examination, if that's all right? | 0:26:09 | 0:26:13 | |
Suzi plans to send the patient home with painkillers, | 0:26:13 | 0:26:16 | |
and checks with her senior. | 0:26:16 | 0:26:18 | |
Can I just run this ECG by you? | 0:26:18 | 0:26:21 | |
-Yeah. -This gentleman is aged 53. | 0:26:21 | 0:26:26 | |
He's not sweaty, he's not pale. | 0:26:26 | 0:26:29 | |
He says he feels a bit sickly. The pain's worst lying down. | 0:26:29 | 0:26:32 | |
He's not short of breath or anything, but I just wanted to make sure. Thank you. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:38 | |
Suzi goes back to tell the patient he's OK to go home... | 0:26:38 | 0:26:42 | |
..but something's wrong. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:48 | |
God! | 0:26:49 | 0:26:51 | |
I just don't want to talk about it. Seriously. | 0:26:51 | 0:26:54 | |
They're not happy with the explanation Suzi's given them. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:58 | |
But I've just told them what Faith told me to go and tell them. | 0:26:58 | 0:27:02 | |
Let's start again. So they're not...? | 0:27:02 | 0:27:05 | |
They're not happy with him going home in so much pain still | 0:27:05 | 0:27:07 | |
and Suzi's gone and told him that we haven't got anything stronger here, | 0:27:07 | 0:27:11 | |
ie we haven't got tramadol, we haven't got Oramorph. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:14 | |
-They're not happy with him... -In the sense that those aren't things we're going to give out here | 0:27:14 | 0:27:19 | |
for a pain that could be going on for months and months and months, which it could be. | 0:27:19 | 0:27:23 | |
If he's really saying he can't bear the pain, we can't send him home. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:27 | |
Even if he's completely, you wouldn't even know he was in any pain at all? | 0:27:27 | 0:27:30 | |
Well, then you'd, um... | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
He's chatting and... | 0:27:33 | 0:27:35 | |
I appreciate that, but if that's what he's saying... | 0:27:35 | 0:27:37 | |
-I know. We can't say "Well, that isn't true." -We can't say that's not true. | 0:27:37 | 0:27:41 | |
Let me speak to the patient. | 0:27:41 | 0:27:42 | |
The ongoing theme of my whole life is that people don't listen to what I say. | 0:27:44 | 0:27:49 | |
They've asked for my name and they're going to make a complaint against me, because I'm so rubbish. | 0:27:49 | 0:27:54 | |
Maybe I'm just taking it personally, but it feels as if he was looking at my badge as if to say, "Who are you?" | 0:27:54 | 0:27:59 | |
"What do you know?" | 0:27:59 | 0:28:01 | |
"Well actually, I've had five years of training and I've been qualified for over a year." | 0:28:01 | 0:28:07 | |
Junior doctors can find it very difficult when patients look at them | 0:28:07 | 0:28:12 | |
and see a young 23, 24-year-old, | 0:28:12 | 0:28:14 | |
and some young female doctors have been called nurses | 0:28:14 | 0:28:19 | |
and they have been gone through five or six years of highly trained education | 0:28:19 | 0:28:23 | |
and they are very, very skilled. And I think often people don't give them enough credit for that | 0:28:23 | 0:28:27 | |
when they are put in such a foreign environment as A&E. | 0:28:27 | 0:28:30 | |
Don't you worry about it. | 0:28:30 | 0:28:32 | |
Is that all sorted, then, were they fine? | 0:28:32 | 0:28:34 | |
They'll no doubt complain. | 0:28:34 | 0:28:38 | |
Take a chill pill, count to ten. | 0:28:38 | 0:28:41 | |
It's not fair. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:49 | |
I've worked as hard as everyone else has. | 0:28:49 | 0:28:52 | |
It's just like one extra obstacle. | 0:28:52 | 0:28:56 | |
You don't need any extra obstacles here. | 0:28:56 | 0:28:58 | |
I have a stethoscope which isn't pink. | 0:28:58 | 0:29:00 | |
Maybe that would change things. | 0:29:00 | 0:29:02 | |
The complaint against Suzi is dropped but she's left feeling deflated. | 0:29:11 | 0:29:15 | |
All the junior doctors are learning that gaining the trust of their patients | 0:29:20 | 0:29:24 | |
as well as their seniors is a key part of the job. | 0:29:24 | 0:29:27 | |
You look like you've been in a war-zone. | 0:29:27 | 0:29:29 | |
For Adam, a good bedside manner comes naturally. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:34 | |
You've got your arm in a sling, you've got this sticky... Oh, God. | 0:29:34 | 0:29:38 | |
But it's been harder to convince his senior. | 0:29:38 | 0:29:40 | |
With Adam, I found his performance has not been consistent. | 0:29:40 | 0:29:45 | |
His clerking seems to be very good, | 0:29:45 | 0:29:47 | |
but I think when it comes to management, decision making, | 0:29:47 | 0:29:51 | |
it's not necessarily there. | 0:29:51 | 0:29:52 | |
Adam is a confident 24-year-old with high expectations of himself. | 0:29:54 | 0:29:58 | |
In essence... | 0:29:58 | 0:30:00 | |
I want to save the world. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:02 | |
But since becoming a doctor, he's struggled with being a junior. | 0:30:04 | 0:30:08 | |
I've been demoted from ward round to discharges. | 0:30:09 | 0:30:11 | |
60, 70% of the job is probably paperwork. | 0:30:11 | 0:30:14 | |
A few weeks on the job, he knows that the only way to get ahead is to impress his seniors. | 0:30:18 | 0:30:24 | |
Adam is based on the Emergency Admissions Unit, | 0:30:26 | 0:30:29 | |
which treats people sent by their GPs or from Accident and Emergency. | 0:30:29 | 0:30:34 | |
After A&E, it's the ward with the highest turnover of patients. | 0:30:34 | 0:30:38 | |
So what's been going on? | 0:30:41 | 0:30:44 | |
I've just been under the weather. | 0:30:44 | 0:30:46 | |
99-year-old William has been referred by his GP. | 0:30:46 | 0:30:50 | |
His daughter is with him. | 0:30:50 | 0:30:52 | |
Last Friday he started feeling poorly and they put him on antibiotics, | 0:30:52 | 0:30:56 | |
-the doctor put him on antibiotics last Friday. -OK. | 0:30:56 | 0:30:59 | |
He was on for two-and-a-half days and then he started feeling really sick. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:04 | |
Can you take a big breath in? | 0:31:04 | 0:31:05 | |
William's GP has already done some blood tests | 0:31:07 | 0:31:10 | |
which have shown some abnormalities. | 0:31:10 | 0:31:13 | |
We want your kidneys back to normal | 0:31:13 | 0:31:16 | |
and we want your potassium to come down. | 0:31:16 | 0:31:18 | |
Adam thinks that William's kidneys aren't working properly. | 0:31:18 | 0:31:22 | |
Sharp scratch. | 0:31:22 | 0:31:25 | |
We're going to give you some fluids. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:27 | |
-Whisky? -Yeah, it'll be a bottle of whisky. | 0:31:27 | 0:31:32 | |
Do you have any preference on which whisky? | 0:31:32 | 0:31:36 | |
-Glenmorangie. -OK, I'll get you some of that, then. | 0:31:36 | 0:31:40 | |
Adam makes a plan, which includes several further tests | 0:31:42 | 0:31:46 | |
and an ultrasound to confirm his diagnosis. | 0:31:46 | 0:31:49 | |
I think my plan is OK. I really want to run it | 0:31:49 | 0:31:52 | |
by a senior, though, because I think it's a little tricky. | 0:31:52 | 0:31:56 | |
-OK, let's go and see him. -OK. | 0:31:56 | 0:31:58 | |
Hello, my name's Sophie Rutt, I'm one of the registrars. | 0:32:00 | 0:32:03 | |
There you go. | 0:32:03 | 0:32:05 | |
Sophie Butt! | 0:32:05 | 0:32:07 | |
-Rutt. -B-U-T-T. -Very close! | 0:32:07 | 0:32:11 | |
-Are you all right when you're just sitting still or lying down? -Aye, lying down and sitting still. | 0:32:11 | 0:32:16 | |
So the main problem that we think you've got at the moment is that your kidney function's really not right. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:22 | |
There's something wrong there, maybe, aye? | 0:32:22 | 0:32:24 | |
Anything on examination? | 0:32:24 | 0:32:27 | |
No, no, it looked normal. He's got a trace of pitting edema in his ankles. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:32 | |
-His heart sounds all clear and his chest sounded clean. -OK. | 0:32:32 | 0:32:35 | |
Before they start Adam's proposed tests, | 0:32:35 | 0:32:38 | |
Dr Rutt asks him to double check the patient's medical history. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:42 | |
So what was his baseline? | 0:32:44 | 0:32:45 | |
Er... | 0:32:47 | 0:32:48 | |
Adam suddenly realises he's made a mistake. | 0:32:48 | 0:32:51 | |
I'm going to look pretty stupid now, but his base keratin number was 232. | 0:32:51 | 0:32:56 | |
I thought because it was looking worse that it's worse! | 0:32:59 | 0:33:02 | |
After checking the records, Adam realises that | 0:33:02 | 0:33:05 | |
the patient's condition hasn't changed for ten years. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:09 | |
-Do you still want a renal ultrasound? -No. | 0:33:10 | 0:33:13 | |
-THEY LAUGH -OK. | 0:33:13 | 0:33:15 | |
Adam has to cancel all of the tests he's ordered. | 0:33:15 | 0:33:19 | |
'I basically made a mountain out of a molehill.' | 0:33:19 | 0:33:21 | |
My ethos is I'd rather make a big deal out of nothing | 0:33:21 | 0:33:25 | |
and then somebody go, "No, you don't need to do all that," | 0:33:25 | 0:33:28 | |
than somebody come in half-dead and me going, "Oh, yeah, they're fine." | 0:33:28 | 0:33:33 | |
Over in the paediatrics unit, Andy's lack of people skills means that he's struggling to fit in. | 0:33:36 | 0:33:41 | |
I don't think I'm anywhere near as approachable as someone like Adam, | 0:33:41 | 0:33:45 | |
or Jon for that matter. | 0:33:45 | 0:33:47 | |
Andy needs to take a blood sample from seven-year-old Briege. | 0:33:52 | 0:33:56 | |
Oh, yeah, he's done it before. | 0:33:56 | 0:33:58 | |
Are you keen to know that he knows what he's doing? | 0:33:58 | 0:34:01 | |
Right, and you're sure you want to watch? | 0:34:03 | 0:34:05 | |
-We're a brave girl. -What's that? | 0:34:05 | 0:34:08 | |
Just a cleaning cloth. Do you want to smell it? It stinks. | 0:34:08 | 0:34:12 | |
Briege has already had her skin numbed so she won't be able to feel it. | 0:34:12 | 0:34:16 | |
-Smells a bit like your feet, actually! -Ew! | 0:34:16 | 0:34:19 | |
Andy tries to distract Briege with a joke. | 0:34:22 | 0:34:25 | |
Some guy was coming down the corridor and this other guy | 0:34:25 | 0:34:30 | |
greeting him in the tea room just said to him, "Hey, high five!" | 0:34:30 | 0:34:36 | |
And anybody just walking towards him by nature would respond to it, "Yeah, high five," | 0:34:36 | 0:34:42 | |
and at that moment a ginormous hand just swings across and smacks the guy off the corridor. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:50 | |
He might have five years of medical training, | 0:34:50 | 0:34:53 | |
but Andy needs to brush up on his jokes. | 0:34:53 | 0:34:56 | |
And you're sure you want to watch? | 0:34:56 | 0:34:58 | |
Why don't we look away? | 0:34:58 | 0:35:00 | |
Silly Billy. | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
You can have a cuddle with Mammy if you want. | 0:35:02 | 0:35:04 | |
You're going to be very brave, then. | 0:35:04 | 0:35:07 | |
No, I don't want you to do it. | 0:35:07 | 0:35:10 | |
We need to turn away. | 0:35:10 | 0:35:12 | |
I want to look, | 0:35:14 | 0:35:16 | |
-I want to look. -Tell you what, if you want | 0:35:16 | 0:35:19 | |
to look, that's fine, but you've got to promise me you'll sit uber still. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:23 | |
If you suddenly move then we might miss it and we'd have to do it again. | 0:35:23 | 0:35:28 | |
-I'm going to come over this side. -You've got to keep still. Is that all right? | 0:35:28 | 0:35:32 | |
I'm going to hold your hand nice and still. | 0:35:32 | 0:35:35 | |
-We don't want to make Andy jump. That's the trick. -I jump quite easy. | 0:35:35 | 0:35:39 | |
He's a bit of a scaredy cat so he sometimes jumps. | 0:35:39 | 0:35:43 | |
-Nice and still... -Good girl, you're doing brilliantly | 0:35:43 | 0:35:47 | |
so far. | 0:35:47 | 0:35:49 | |
-You can't feel it because it's been numbed. -Oh. -It's that fantastic cream. | 0:35:49 | 0:35:54 | |
-Well done. -What a brave girl. | 0:35:56 | 0:35:58 | |
Do I have to have another one? | 0:35:58 | 0:36:01 | |
No, providing you stay very still. | 0:36:01 | 0:36:03 | |
-Can't guarantee otherwise. -Don't have to put it in the other arm. | 0:36:03 | 0:36:07 | |
-Thank you. -Bye. | 0:36:07 | 0:36:11 | |
There was a joke that he did tell and bless her, the girl was just like... | 0:36:11 | 0:36:15 | |
It went straight over her head, tumbleweed, it was just really grim. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:19 | |
I think Andy's quite a formal sort of guy, and so I think | 0:36:19 | 0:36:23 | |
sometimes some of the younger kids find his manner or his humour kind of quite difficult to understand. | 0:36:23 | 0:36:29 | |
He probably | 0:36:29 | 0:36:31 | |
doesn't understand the ins and outs of the latest Disney movie or perhaps CBeebies or whatever. | 0:36:31 | 0:36:37 | |
But we're educating him slowly and hopefully once he builds his repertoire up, | 0:36:37 | 0:36:42 | |
his communication will probably get a bit better with the kids. | 0:36:42 | 0:36:46 | |
If Andy's going to work well within the team, barriers need to come down. | 0:36:46 | 0:36:51 | |
The nurses have a plan. | 0:36:51 | 0:36:52 | |
We're having a ward night out and we just wondered if you fancy joining us, Andy? | 0:36:52 | 0:36:57 | |
You made it sound a little bit more scary than it should be. | 0:36:57 | 0:37:00 | |
It's not scary! Not just me and you on a night out. | 0:37:00 | 0:37:04 | |
It's going to be an actual ward night out. There's nothing to be scared about. | 0:37:04 | 0:37:07 | |
Yes, I'd love to. | 0:37:07 | 0:37:09 | |
A really nice bonding session so we get to know you, and you can see what we're like when we're out socially. | 0:37:09 | 0:37:15 | |
The ward is very social but he's not actually been out with the ward as yet, | 0:37:15 | 0:37:18 | |
but we're going to take him round the town | 0:37:18 | 0:37:20 | |
and get him into the mood of things. | 0:37:20 | 0:37:22 | |
Unlike Andy, Adam is taking the initiative to win over his nurses | 0:37:27 | 0:37:31 | |
by inviting them to a party at the house. | 0:37:31 | 0:37:34 | |
I at least wanted all you guys to know about it so you could come if you were free. | 0:37:34 | 0:37:39 | |
You legend! | 0:37:39 | 0:37:40 | |
What time? | 0:37:40 | 0:37:41 | |
Any time after work on Friday, pretty much. | 0:37:41 | 0:37:45 | |
Generally, the standard of nurses on AEU, they're very attractive. | 0:37:48 | 0:37:52 | |
I'm quite a flirty person by nature. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:58 | |
On the ward, though, I reckon I've toned it down a lot. | 0:37:58 | 0:38:00 | |
Nurses in particular, they can get away with having a laugh with the patient, being on a level, | 0:38:00 | 0:38:06 | |
joking with them, whereas for some reason it's expected that doctors have got to kind of portray this | 0:38:06 | 0:38:11 | |
conservative image of, "I'm a doctor, blah, blah, blah." | 0:38:11 | 0:38:16 | |
# Riverside | 0:38:19 | 0:38:20 | |
# Let's go. # | 0:38:20 | 0:38:21 | |
It's Saturday night and Andy is getting ready for his night out with the nurses. | 0:38:23 | 0:38:29 | |
# Me and you | 0:38:29 | 0:38:31 | |
# Got a date tonight... # | 0:38:31 | 0:38:32 | |
I don't like doing things that everybody else likes doing. | 0:38:32 | 0:38:37 | |
People drink too much in this country, which I find is | 0:38:37 | 0:38:41 | |
a bit upsetting. I don't see the point of it. | 0:38:41 | 0:38:45 | |
# Let's go, let's go... # | 0:38:45 | 0:38:47 | |
Meanwhile, Suzi is off to start her night-shift on A&E. | 0:38:47 | 0:38:51 | |
I'm suddenly really tired. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:57 | |
I also look terrible. | 0:38:59 | 0:39:02 | |
She's got a long night ahead. | 0:39:05 | 0:39:06 | |
# Let's get this party started... # | 0:39:13 | 0:39:14 | |
I don't get drunk. | 0:39:17 | 0:39:18 | |
Out on the town, Andy's big night out is getting started. | 0:39:20 | 0:39:25 | |
I'll be in a bad state tomorrow, but yeah, what the hell. | 0:39:25 | 0:39:28 | |
In A&E, the casualties are building up. | 0:39:38 | 0:39:42 | |
Josh has just vomited all over himself. | 0:39:42 | 0:39:45 | |
He vomited everywhere yesterday. | 0:39:45 | 0:39:46 | |
I know because you went past him and said well done. | 0:39:46 | 0:39:48 | |
Someone has come in, a fresher, freshers' week, who was in yesterday, intoxicated - he's returned. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:54 | |
It's only like 12.20, intoxicated. | 0:39:54 | 0:39:57 | |
-Getting a hint of kebab in there? -Yeah, I'm getting a hint of that with a hint of vodka-Red Bull. | 0:39:57 | 0:40:04 | |
# How could it ever come to pass | 0:40:04 | 0:40:07 | |
# She'll be the first... # | 0:40:07 | 0:40:09 | |
For Andy, a couple of drinks are helping him loosen up. | 0:40:09 | 0:40:13 | |
# To describe the way I feel... # | 0:40:13 | 0:40:15 | |
I think I've been more accepted into...their family, I'd say. | 0:40:15 | 0:40:21 | |
Working on a ward is like being a family. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:24 | |
Wild, some people, really. | 0:40:26 | 0:40:29 | |
The nurses' plan has paid off. | 0:40:30 | 0:40:34 | |
Yeah, it's great having Andy out. He's a really good character. | 0:40:35 | 0:40:39 | |
He's having a great laugh and I think we're thoroughly getting to know | 0:40:39 | 0:40:40 | |
the real Andy when he's out and about. | 0:40:40 | 0:40:42 | |
# I said I bet that you look good on the dance floor... # | 0:40:42 | 0:40:46 | |
Andy's dancing is somewhat selective. | 0:40:46 | 0:40:50 | |
Andy obviously has his own style, which we appreciate, | 0:40:55 | 0:40:58 | |
and that's something we'll just have to improve on in the future. | 0:40:58 | 0:41:00 | |
The night has been amazing. | 0:41:04 | 0:41:06 | |
I never knew how much fun the people I work with are outside work. | 0:41:06 | 0:41:13 | |
I'm going to have to love you and leave you. | 0:41:13 | 0:41:16 | |
-Are you? -I have to, yes. | 0:41:16 | 0:41:18 | |
Don't be daft. You're coming, you're not going home now. | 0:41:18 | 0:41:21 | |
Come on, Andy. | 0:41:21 | 0:41:24 | |
No, you've got to let me go. | 0:41:24 | 0:41:26 | |
Come on. Come out for just five more minutes. | 0:41:26 | 0:41:28 | |
-One drink. -One drink. | 0:41:28 | 0:41:31 | |
Andy's learning that letting your guard down can be as important as keeping it up. | 0:41:31 | 0:41:37 | |
Hello. How are you? | 0:41:43 | 0:41:46 | |
-In A&E, Suzi is fighting the party revellers a challenge. -Yes. -Come one. | 0:41:46 | 0:41:53 | |
Her next patient is Nicholas, a 22-year-old student. | 0:41:53 | 0:41:55 | |
He's been beaten up. | 0:41:55 | 0:41:59 | |
When did this happen? | 0:41:59 | 0:42:02 | |
Probably like four hours ago now. I've been sat here for ages. | 0:42:02 | 0:42:04 | |
That's A&E for you, I'm afraid. | 0:42:04 | 0:42:08 | |
I've literally never had so much fun in a hospital before. | 0:42:08 | 0:42:12 | |
Well, that's good. | 0:42:12 | 0:42:14 | |
Are you a student doctor? | 0:42:14 | 0:42:15 | |
No, fully qualified. If you just look over that door handle, please, I'm going to shine this | 0:42:15 | 0:42:20 | |
into your eyes. | 0:42:20 | 0:42:23 | |
Where is it most sore, if it's sore anywhere? Nose. | 0:42:23 | 0:42:27 | |
Yeah, just nose. Is it broken? | 0:42:27 | 0:42:31 | |
-I think it probably is, yeah. -Are you going to break it back for me and put it into place? -No. | 0:42:31 | 0:42:34 | |
-Why? -What we do here is you get seen at the Freeman after the swelling and everything has gone down. | 0:42:34 | 0:42:41 | |
You give them a call and they'll do it for you. Is that all right? | 0:42:41 | 0:42:45 | |
Do you have any other questions about anything? | 0:42:45 | 0:42:47 | |
Can have your phone number? | 0:42:47 | 0:42:49 | |
You can't have my phone number, no, sorry. | 0:42:50 | 0:42:55 | |
-That's just ruined my A&E experience. -I'm sorry, I'm sorry. | 0:42:55 | 0:42:58 | |
-Is that your phone number? -No, this is the number that you call about your nose. | 0:42:58 | 0:43:03 | |
You look lovely tonight. | 0:43:06 | 0:43:07 | |
Suzi, you're the best doctor ever. You're the best trainee doctor ever. | 0:43:10 | 0:43:12 | |
You're not a trainee doctor. | 0:43:12 | 0:43:14 | |
You're the best freshly, 16-month qualified doctor ever. | 0:43:14 | 0:43:18 | |
OK, OK, that's very kind. | 0:43:18 | 0:43:21 | |
Thank you. | 0:43:21 | 0:43:22 | |
Yeah! | 0:43:24 | 0:43:27 | |
-Oh, bless you. -Thank you. | 0:43:27 | 0:43:29 | |
-Yeah! -It's unprofessional, so... | 0:43:29 | 0:43:33 | |
Although quite funny, and I'm quite flattered even though he, yeah, | 0:43:33 | 0:43:39 | |
I'm sure it was nothing to do with me. Flattered anyway. | 0:43:39 | 0:43:44 | |
-I'm freezing. -You're cold? | 0:43:50 | 0:43:52 | |
Can I open up this blanket a bit for you so it's a bit more around you? | 0:43:52 | 0:43:56 | |
On the gastro ward, Lucy is learning to communicate with the elderly patients. | 0:43:56 | 0:44:01 | |
Several suffer from dementia so communication is particularly important, | 0:44:01 | 0:44:06 | |
especially when there's an emergency. | 0:44:06 | 0:44:08 | |
Lucy's called to see her patient Margaret, who has started bleeding. | 0:44:08 | 0:44:13 | |
Where's the stinging coming from, Margaret? | 0:44:13 | 0:44:16 | |
Is it from where you wee from? | 0:44:16 | 0:44:19 | |
That's where the stinging's from? | 0:44:19 | 0:44:21 | |
Because of Margaret's dementia, it's hard to find out what's wrong with her. | 0:44:21 | 0:44:25 | |
Do you think we could get you back to your bed so Lucy can examine you? | 0:44:27 | 0:44:30 | |
That looks like clots, doesn't it? | 0:44:32 | 0:44:34 | |
I want you on your bed. I think it's safer on your bed. | 0:44:34 | 0:44:37 | |
Because Lucy's the junior member of the ward, she looks for her senior. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:45 | |
I'm just going to find our registrar because I need him to help me with Margaret. | 0:44:45 | 0:44:49 | |
BJ, have you seen Samir anywhere? | 0:44:49 | 0:44:51 | |
Is he still here? | 0:44:51 | 0:44:53 | |
Essentially, in any patient who's a post-menopausal women, a PV bleed is considered | 0:45:01 | 0:45:07 | |
malignant until proven otherwise. | 0:45:07 | 0:45:10 | |
Margaret's bleeding could be down to a number of reasons, | 0:45:10 | 0:45:14 | |
but Lucy needs to rule out the worst case scenario, cancer. | 0:45:14 | 0:45:18 | |
It's constant, rather than when she's just passing. | 0:45:18 | 0:45:21 | |
Margaret, I know you're not feeling very well, but do you mind if I take blood from you? | 0:45:21 | 0:45:27 | |
While she's waiting for the senior doctor, Lucy takes some blood samples. | 0:45:27 | 0:45:32 | |
Nearly there. OK, Margaret? I'm really sorry. | 0:45:33 | 0:45:36 | |
Once we've got them, we can send them off. | 0:45:36 | 0:45:38 | |
That's one stage of the process, isn't it? | 0:45:38 | 0:45:40 | |
The senior registrar arrives. | 0:45:41 | 0:45:43 | |
I'll just run those down then I'll come and find you. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:48 | |
Lucy drops off Margaret's blood samples. | 0:45:50 | 0:45:53 | |
They'll have to wait for the results before they know what's wrong with her. | 0:45:53 | 0:45:56 | |
There's not much we can do now until the gynae people have seen her themselves. | 0:45:56 | 0:46:01 | |
It will be a case of waiting for them and going from there. | 0:46:01 | 0:46:04 | |
-I'm just winding you up. -You're always complaining about having nothing to do on the ward. | 0:46:18 | 0:46:22 | |
Andy's back on the ward. | 0:46:22 | 0:46:24 | |
After his night out with the nurses, he's fitting in much better. | 0:46:24 | 0:46:28 | |
We'll not be complaining to you, certainly. | 0:46:28 | 0:46:31 | |
Yeah, first impressions are very wrong, if last Friday is anything to go by. | 0:46:31 | 0:46:35 | |
I thought he was very shy | 0:46:35 | 0:46:36 | |
and quite reserved, but them dance moves weren't reserved at all. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:40 | |
Nothing reserved about them dance moves! | 0:46:40 | 0:46:43 | |
-He's trying to cheer up a young patient. -I'm not very good at it. | 0:46:46 | 0:46:50 | |
Are you good at this? | 0:46:50 | 0:46:52 | |
Unsuccessfully. | 0:46:56 | 0:46:57 | |
So the nurses give him a masterclass in children's entertainment. | 0:46:59 | 0:47:04 | |
Just finding bubbles. I have to check your bubble-blowing technique. | 0:47:07 | 0:47:10 | |
-Do I fail the year? -Yeah. | 0:47:10 | 0:47:13 | |
We won't sign your competencies. | 0:47:13 | 0:47:15 | |
Andy had a lot to learn, communicationwise when he first came. | 0:47:15 | 0:47:19 | |
It's purely not having any experience with children, which he didn't have. | 0:47:19 | 0:47:24 | |
That's pretty impressive. | 0:47:24 | 0:47:26 | |
Getting better. | 0:47:26 | 0:47:28 | |
The staff here have been wonderful. | 0:47:29 | 0:47:32 | |
I know I wasn't going to dislike it but I didn't know I would like it so much. | 0:47:32 | 0:47:37 | |
Yay! | 0:47:37 | 0:47:39 | |
While Andy's won over the nurses, on EAU, Adam's on a mission to impress Dr Jafaar. | 0:47:41 | 0:47:49 | |
What I really look for in a good junior doctor, an F1, is someone who's not only | 0:47:53 | 0:47:58 | |
able to make a diagnosis, but also able to make decisions with regard | 0:47:58 | 0:48:03 | |
to treatment, and that's what's important to the patient, really. | 0:48:03 | 0:48:07 | |
Jafaar looks for you. | 0:48:07 | 0:48:10 | |
He does, doesn't he? | 0:48:10 | 0:48:12 | |
I don't know about him. I'm scared of him. | 0:48:12 | 0:48:15 | |
Adam's next patient collapsed earlier in the day. | 0:48:15 | 0:48:20 | |
-What's going on? -Last night I was watching EastEnders and I had | 0:48:20 | 0:48:27 | |
a bad stomach. I went to bed and I've never been | 0:48:27 | 0:48:30 | |
-well since. -Was it not just the drama on EastEnders getting you? | 0:48:30 | 0:48:35 | |
It's not that good! | 0:48:35 | 0:48:37 | |
Have you ever had anything like this before? | 0:48:37 | 0:48:40 | |
I've got bad kidneys. | 0:48:40 | 0:48:43 | |
When you say bad, what do you mean? | 0:48:43 | 0:48:45 | |
I've got, like, double tubes. | 0:48:45 | 0:48:48 | |
-Oh, yeah? -It's not double kidneys... | 0:48:48 | 0:48:50 | |
-Duplex kidney. -Yes, I've got that. | 0:48:50 | 0:48:52 | |
Have you got any numbness or tingling down your legs at all? | 0:48:52 | 0:48:55 | |
All the time. | 0:48:55 | 0:48:57 | |
-All the time I get that. -I just need to find her obs. | 0:48:57 | 0:49:04 | |
Adam thinks his patient has a urine infection and runs his treatment plan past Dr Jafaar. | 0:49:04 | 0:49:10 | |
How many types of renal failure do you know? | 0:49:10 | 0:49:13 | |
-Three broadly, then within each one the different causes. -Yeah. | 0:49:13 | 0:49:16 | |
So pre-renal, renal, post-renal. | 0:49:16 | 0:49:18 | |
I don't think she's got a stone. | 0:49:18 | 0:49:22 | |
Yes, she's passing urine. | 0:49:22 | 0:49:23 | |
Could that be renal? | 0:49:23 | 0:49:25 | |
I'm asking the questions. | 0:49:25 | 0:49:27 | |
-Sorry! -You're thinking renal. -I'm thinking renal. | 0:49:27 | 0:49:30 | |
Dr Jafaar examines the patient to confirm Adam's diagnosis. | 0:49:30 | 0:49:35 | |
I'm going to press on your back. | 0:49:35 | 0:49:37 | |
Tell me if that hurts. Does that hurt? | 0:49:37 | 0:49:39 | |
-Not really, no. -There? | 0:49:39 | 0:49:41 | |
-No. -OK. It looks like it's another waterworks infection. | 0:49:41 | 0:49:45 | |
-We'll carry on with the antibiotics through the vein, OK? -OK. | 0:49:45 | 0:49:48 | |
-Do you have any questions? -No. -Fine. | 0:49:48 | 0:49:51 | |
Dr Jafaar, he's a good consultant, he's a strict consultant. | 0:49:53 | 0:49:59 | |
I heard the words "I agree", and that was amazing. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:04 | |
Basically, he agreed with my diagnoses and my management plans, essentially, finer points aside. | 0:50:04 | 0:50:10 | |
So for me that's a great success. | 0:50:10 | 0:50:12 | |
And it's not just his consultant Adam's managed to impress. | 0:50:12 | 0:50:17 | |
Doctors are getting better looking! | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
Years ago it used to be all oldies, didn't it? | 0:50:19 | 0:50:22 | |
Now they're all shirted up and dress pants and that. Nice. | 0:50:22 | 0:50:27 | |
In A&E, Suzi also wants to be taken seriously. | 0:50:33 | 0:50:36 | |
She's hoping to show that this Barbie has girl power. | 0:50:36 | 0:50:40 | |
Is that meant to look like a Barbie doll? Ridiculous. | 0:50:40 | 0:50:45 | |
A tricky case has come in. | 0:50:47 | 0:50:49 | |
-I've got an interesting lady for you to have a look at. -OK. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:53 | |
35-year-old Heather has been rushed into A&E with chest pain. | 0:50:53 | 0:50:58 | |
-This is Heather. -Hello. -This is Suzi. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:00 | |
Can I ask you about why you've come into hospital today? | 0:51:00 | 0:51:03 | |
I had palpitations this morning soon after I'd woken up. | 0:51:03 | 0:51:06 | |
-OK. Anything else? Did you feel short of breath? -A bit. | 0:51:06 | 0:51:09 | |
Can I look at your hands first of all? | 0:51:09 | 0:51:13 | |
Is it sore when I press? | 0:51:13 | 0:51:15 | |
-No. -How does it feel on your chest? | 0:51:15 | 0:51:17 | |
Any pain? | 0:51:17 | 0:51:19 | |
-A little bit. -Suzi checks Heather's heart. | 0:51:19 | 0:51:23 | |
-Down the left side. -Thank you, that's great. | 0:51:23 | 0:51:27 | |
What do you think? | 0:51:29 | 0:51:30 | |
The history sounds like... | 0:51:30 | 0:51:32 | |
Palpitations, something going on with the heart. | 0:51:32 | 0:51:35 | |
Do you know any weird and wonderful rare cardiovascular problems | 0:51:35 | 0:51:40 | |
that present with a blue baby, or blue heart disease? | 0:51:40 | 0:51:46 | |
When they're hypoxic. | 0:51:46 | 0:51:47 | |
-Fallot's tetrad -Yes, that's what she's got. | 0:51:47 | 0:51:50 | |
Oh, really? Oh! | 0:51:50 | 0:51:51 | |
It's a congenital | 0:51:51 | 0:51:53 | |
anomaly, which has four problems with the heart. | 0:51:53 | 0:51:58 | |
-VSD. -Yes. | 0:51:58 | 0:52:00 | |
Pulmonary stenosis. Overriding aorta. | 0:52:00 | 0:52:03 | |
And right ventricular hypertrophy. | 0:52:03 | 0:52:05 | |
-Brilliant. -I won't forget that now because I've seen it. | 0:52:05 | 0:52:08 | |
-Absolutely. -Suzi has correctly diagnosed a rare condition. | 0:52:08 | 0:52:12 | |
Heather has a congenital heart abnormality. | 0:52:12 | 0:52:16 | |
I saw her smiling after she'd got the diagnosis right, especially with such a rare problem. | 0:52:16 | 0:52:21 | |
She got all the clinical signs correct and worked out the diagnosis. | 0:52:21 | 0:52:25 | |
That's a very satisfying point when you get there. I think she was pleased. | 0:52:25 | 0:52:29 | |
I don't think anyone thinks I'm stupid but I bet a lot of people see me and think, "She's blonde. | 0:52:29 | 0:52:34 | |
"Bet she doesn't know anything." But actually I do and it felt nice. | 0:52:34 | 0:52:38 | |
It felt good. It proves I can do it, and I know I can do it, I've just got to have more confidence. | 0:52:38 | 0:52:45 | |
On the gastro ward, Lucy's found out there's some good news for Margaret. | 0:52:50 | 0:52:54 | |
Her blood results have come back negative. | 0:52:54 | 0:52:59 | |
The other day she did become poorly. | 0:52:59 | 0:53:02 | |
It was a bit of a worry because it was out of the blue. She'd been well for ages. | 0:53:02 | 0:53:05 | |
On many levels when we looked at the blood tests and things, actually she was OK. But something was going on. | 0:53:05 | 0:53:09 | |
It was a worry. It was one of the first times | 0:53:09 | 0:53:12 | |
since I've started work, really, that I've felt I've had to doctor in some ways and actually do medicine. | 0:53:12 | 0:53:17 | |
What are you doing with that, honey? | 0:53:21 | 0:53:23 | |
After five weeks of being on the ward, Margaret is finally able to leave. | 0:53:23 | 0:53:29 | |
It looks like Margaret has got a placement at an EMI nursing home locally, which is good, | 0:53:29 | 0:53:34 | |
because it means she's going to be getting a lot more one-on-one care. | 0:53:34 | 0:53:39 | |
We'll miss you. Uh-huh. | 0:53:39 | 0:53:41 | |
I bet you look lovely. | 0:53:41 | 0:53:43 | |
-Have a lovely time. -Bye, everybody. | 0:53:43 | 0:53:46 | |
You need to look where you're going. | 0:53:46 | 0:53:49 | |
I think we're all going to find it a bit strange over the next couple of weeks | 0:53:52 | 0:53:54 | |
to get used to one of our familiar faces having gone home. | 0:53:54 | 0:53:59 | |
The first time that's really ever happened from my perspective, in terms of a patient who's | 0:53:59 | 0:54:02 | |
been long-standing going home, the change on the ward, the atmosphere. | 0:54:02 | 0:54:07 | |
That bay will be a different place. | 0:54:07 | 0:54:09 | |
People might get some sleep! | 0:54:09 | 0:54:11 | |
It's the weekend and the doctors are throwing a party. | 0:54:25 | 0:54:31 | |
We always have fancy dress at any opportunity. | 0:54:31 | 0:54:34 | |
Medics, for some reason, absolutely love fancy dress. | 0:54:34 | 0:54:37 | |
It's time off from playing the part of a professional, | 0:54:37 | 0:54:41 | |
-and a chance to be whoever they want to be. -It's Hawaii Five-O. How are you doing? | 0:54:41 | 0:54:47 | |
I like to think that I wouldn't change much. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:52 | |
I'd be pretty much the same. | 0:54:52 | 0:54:54 | |
Even look pretty much exactly the same in 20 years' time. | 0:54:54 | 0:54:58 | |
I'm Chinese, I'm going to look young for a long time. | 0:54:58 | 0:55:01 | |
-I was thinking of opening a bottle of something fizzy. -Sounds good. | 0:55:01 | 0:55:04 | |
Yeah! Awesome! That's awesome! | 0:55:07 | 0:55:10 | |
Only Keir Shiels would try to teach someone to cha cha to Lady Gaga. | 0:55:17 | 0:55:21 | |
# Just dance... # | 0:55:22 | 0:55:23 | |
We are expected to be boring now, but certainly for me, I'm defying it. | 0:55:26 | 0:55:31 | |
I'm going to | 0:55:31 | 0:55:32 | |
get as much of my personality in as possible. | 0:55:32 | 0:55:35 | |
There's no hurry to grow up and things. | 0:55:39 | 0:55:41 | |
I guess as I get older I'll be happier being called | 0:55:41 | 0:55:44 | |
Dr Bachelor, but at the moment I'm Suzi, you know. That's me. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:50 | |
Next time. Do our junior doctors still think they're up to the job? | 0:55:52 | 0:55:56 | |
-It's just relentless. -No, you've got a needle sticking out your arm. | 0:55:57 | 0:56:01 | |
Adam's thrown in at the deep end on the night shift. | 0:56:01 | 0:56:04 | |
I've never seen this many patients waiting to be seen ever. | 0:56:04 | 0:56:07 | |
And eight weeks in, can Suzi still cope under the pressure of A&E? | 0:56:07 | 0:56:12 | |
I don't want to look as though I can't do my job. | 0:56:12 | 0:56:14 | |
Do you know how that feels? It makes you feel crap. | 0:56:14 | 0:56:17 | |
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