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Ireland's North Coast. A World Heritage landscape. | 0:00:04 | 0:00:08 | |
Five minutes away, as the crow flies, | 0:00:09 | 0:00:12 | |
another world, altogether. | 0:00:12 | 0:00:15 | |
Fuckin' shit! | 0:00:19 | 0:00:21 | |
Ballysally estate on the edge of Coleraine. | 0:00:21 | 0:00:24 | |
The toughest of places to be in the teeth of an economic storm. | 0:00:25 | 0:00:30 | |
Just at breaking point, more or less. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:33 | |
It has twice the national average of people on unemployment benefit. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:37 | |
Because it wouldn't pay you to go out and work. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:42 | |
Some who want to work, can't find a job. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:45 | |
Because there's so much unemployment, | 0:00:45 | 0:00:47 | |
there's many people in for every job. | 0:00:47 | 0:00:50 | |
It's not just our housing estate. All housing estates is the same. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:55 | |
Those who do work, can still feel blocked at every turn. | 0:00:55 | 0:00:59 | |
It all adds up. You just can't live | 0:01:00 | 0:01:03 | |
on what they're saying you should be able to live on. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:06 | |
But despite the poverty, the hardship, and the Ballyscally nickname, | 0:01:06 | 0:01:11 | |
this estate is far from broken. | 0:01:11 | 0:01:13 | |
-Try and see me cock, too! -No, no, we don't want to see it. | 0:01:15 | 0:01:18 | |
We've followed the ups... | 0:01:19 | 0:01:22 | |
# For the times they are a changin'. # | 0:01:22 | 0:01:26 | |
Pleased to inform you that you've been shortlisted... | 0:01:26 | 0:01:29 | |
-Oh my God! -..for an interview. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:32 | |
..the downs... | 0:01:32 | 0:01:33 | |
Them people would be stupid if they let you go. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:37 | |
..and the ups... | 0:01:37 | 0:01:38 | |
This is my play area. | 0:01:38 | 0:01:41 | |
..of people in what could be the hardest year of their lives. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:45 | |
This is the story | 0:01:45 | 0:01:48 | |
of a year on the estate. | 0:01:48 | 0:01:50 | |
DOGS BARKING | 0:01:59 | 0:02:01 | |
CHILDREN'S VOICES CLAMOUR | 0:02:02 | 0:02:04 | |
I'll get you a cup of coffee, anyway. | 0:02:07 | 0:02:10 | |
Single mum, Louise, is Ballysally, born and bred. | 0:02:10 | 0:02:13 | |
Only has about two, I only let him have about two. | 0:02:13 | 0:02:20 | |
Don't you? | 0:02:20 | 0:02:22 | |
What are you putting in, now? Milk! | 0:02:24 | 0:02:28 | |
-Milk. -Milk. | 0:02:28 | 0:02:29 | |
Three-year-old Ryan is the youngest of her five kids. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:33 | |
They just get up, and if they're up, fair enough, | 0:02:33 | 0:02:36 | |
if not, I get them up. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:38 | |
Get them their breakfast, dressed, and all | 0:02:38 | 0:02:42 | |
they go on up to school theirself. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:44 | |
Everyone except Jordan is at school. | 0:02:44 | 0:02:48 | |
This is my play area. | 0:02:48 | 0:02:51 | |
This is where I play, up here, because I don't really like people | 0:02:51 | 0:02:55 | |
touching my stuff, you know. | 0:02:55 | 0:02:58 | |
Whoa! | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
It is his 11th birthday today and he didn't fancy it. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:06 | |
Jordan, he had hid | 0:03:06 | 0:03:09 | |
below his pillows, in his bedroom. | 0:03:09 | 0:03:13 | |
And wouldn't go, wouldn't get ready for school, he wouldn't go. | 0:03:13 | 0:03:17 | |
But because of this birthday and that, I give in to him today. | 0:03:17 | 0:03:20 | |
That right? | 0:03:20 | 0:03:22 | |
I tell him, "You have to go to school to get your education | 0:03:25 | 0:03:28 | |
"and to get a good job and earn money." | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
On the dole, you don't get nothing, it's hard enough, look at me, | 0:03:31 | 0:03:34 | |
trying to struggle on the dole with five of them, keeping them, | 0:03:34 | 0:03:38 | |
feeding them, clothing them and whatever. It is hard. | 0:03:38 | 0:03:41 | |
No, son, it'd be harder. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:48 | |
You need a good education to get a job, son. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:51 | |
You can't stay on the dole. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:56 | |
Then again there is no jobs out there for anybody, really. | 0:03:56 | 0:04:01 | |
Drink's a bastard, Philip. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
Martin's a chronic alcoholic. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:22 | |
He drinks up to six litres of cider a day, every day. | 0:04:22 | 0:04:27 | |
Sometimes I think about going away on a wee holiday, | 0:04:27 | 0:04:31 | |
you know, just for a couple of days. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:33 | |
No, I mean, fuckin' Rathlin Island, Blackpool or Portrush | 0:04:35 | 0:04:40 | |
or anything, just anything, to get away for a couple of days. A bit of space. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:45 | |
You don't really see people out drinking in their gardens, or, | 0:04:45 | 0:04:49 | |
they keep to themselves a wee bit more. | 0:04:49 | 0:04:51 | |
I think it's a lot to do with probably pride and that, | 0:04:51 | 0:04:54 | |
and maybe they don't want to come out and just be known, | 0:04:54 | 0:04:57 | |
like in any estate, I suppose. | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
Emma is an alcohol support worker | 0:05:00 | 0:05:03 | |
and she's on her way to see Martin. | 0:05:03 | 0:05:06 | |
I am not just specifically looking to reduce their alcohol. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:10 | |
Yes, if reduce their alcohol, that's good. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:12 | |
Yes, if we help with their living conditions, that's good. | 0:05:12 | 0:05:15 | |
You've so many options you can cover, you know, | 0:05:15 | 0:05:18 | |
and it's about supporting people that haven't had that support before. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:22 | |
That's a great thing and that's why it works, | 0:05:22 | 0:05:24 | |
because they don't feel they're doing everything on their own. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:27 | |
He's got a friend up here that he thinks, maybe, | 0:05:27 | 0:05:30 | |
could do with some help, so that'll, potentially, be a new client. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:34 | |
Hello! I'm Emma. Nice to meet you, Philip. | 0:05:41 | 0:05:45 | |
-Emma, I'm getting a mountain bike. -Where you getting that from? | 0:05:46 | 0:05:49 | |
-Have a look at it, first. -I says, "Is it hot?" -Uh-huh. | 0:05:55 | 0:05:58 | |
DOORBELL RINGS | 0:06:00 | 0:06:01 | |
-Who's that? The boy about the bike. I met him up the street. -OK. | 0:06:01 | 0:06:05 | |
Martin's alcoholism makes him unfit for work. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:16 | |
He gets nearly £200 a week benefits. | 0:06:16 | 0:06:20 | |
That includes his rent, | 0:06:20 | 0:06:22 | |
and a disability living allowance to help with his alcoholism. | 0:06:22 | 0:06:26 | |
I love it. That'll keep me fit. | 0:06:33 | 0:06:37 | |
Oh! | 0:06:38 | 0:06:40 | |
It's suits. It's your colours. | 0:06:44 | 0:06:46 | |
-Jeepers, it is brand-new looking. -It does look new, hey. | 0:06:46 | 0:06:49 | |
Job done. | 0:06:49 | 0:06:51 | |
Just stay sober, that's what I tell you. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:55 | |
Need to make sure he isn't done for being drunk in charge of a bicycle. | 0:06:56 | 0:07:00 | |
Hopefully that bike that he got'll help him, to kind of, | 0:07:11 | 0:07:15 | |
take his mind off, because if he's going about on it | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
he'll not be wanting to drink as much, it'll clear his head. | 0:07:18 | 0:07:21 | |
He can get on the bike and go away, instead of going down and getting, you know, a drink. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:26 | |
I'm going to get a padlock. I'm not stupid. | 0:07:26 | 0:07:29 | |
Would you give my head peace? You've been on my case all fuckin' morning. | 0:07:31 | 0:07:35 | |
You see, you're dotin'. You're not any smarter than me. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:38 | |
You're 20 years older than me and you're dotin'. | 0:07:38 | 0:07:41 | |
Look at you. You're not even organised. | 0:07:41 | 0:07:44 | |
I have only been here under a year | 0:07:44 | 0:07:46 | |
and I came in here with just a candle in the middle of that floor. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:50 | |
Ach, shut up! | 0:07:53 | 0:07:55 | |
Nearly 3,000 people live on the estate, | 0:08:02 | 0:08:06 | |
but the amenities are poor. | 0:08:06 | 0:08:09 | |
To go with two community centres there's just one shop and a cafe. | 0:08:15 | 0:08:19 | |
Upstairs from the cafe, Louise is learning how to decorate. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:30 | |
-It's a rare break from the kids. -Open up till we get you filled! | 0:08:30 | 0:08:34 | |
You bitch! | 0:08:38 | 0:08:40 | |
It's the only laugh I get, coming here, meeting Anna and all. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:46 | |
Having a laugh, just. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:48 | |
Louise has never had a job. She had the first of her five kids when she was 17, | 0:08:49 | 0:08:54 | |
and has lived on benefits ever since. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:57 | |
You just get Income Support for yourself and you get | 0:08:58 | 0:09:01 | |
Child Tax Credit for the wains and Child Benefit for the kids. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:05 | |
So it's about 300 a week, | 0:09:05 | 0:09:08 | |
but by the time you get your groceries it's over £100 | 0:09:08 | 0:09:11 | |
and then trying to clothe them, you just... | 0:09:11 | 0:09:17 | |
struggle. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:18 | |
Louise feels she's stuck in the benefits trap. | 0:09:18 | 0:09:22 | |
It wouldn't pay me to work. | 0:09:22 | 0:09:25 | |
By the time you pay out for daycare, | 0:09:25 | 0:09:27 | |
ones to keep your wains and all for you, | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
it wouldn't be worth it. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:33 | |
RADIO PLAYS | 0:09:33 | 0:09:37 | |
Stand up. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:39 | |
Back home, Louise's 17-year-old daughter Sarah is holding the fort. | 0:09:39 | 0:09:43 | |
-Ryan, who's your mummy? -Louise. -Louise? | 0:09:43 | 0:09:46 | |
-And who am I? -Sarah. -Sarah. | 0:09:48 | 0:09:51 | |
Am I your brother or your sister? | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
-Brother. -Eh? -Brother. -I'm not your brother. | 0:09:53 | 0:09:57 | |
15-year-old sister, Kellie-Ann, is showing off her first tattoo. | 0:09:57 | 0:10:01 | |
I've wanted one for ages and then thought I'll just go get it. | 0:10:01 | 0:10:04 | |
I was going to get it on my face but that means that | 0:10:04 | 0:10:08 | |
if you get it on your face you have to wait two weeks | 0:10:08 | 0:10:13 | |
before it heals so you can wear make-up again, | 0:10:13 | 0:10:17 | |
so I don't think I'm going to get a tattoo on my face. | 0:10:17 | 0:10:21 | |
In the mornings, it's just having to get up | 0:10:39 | 0:10:45 | |
and I just don't like it. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:47 | |
It's all right whenever I'm there | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
but it's just getting up in the mornings. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:53 | |
By the time I get ready and stuff, it's too late. So it is. | 0:10:53 | 0:10:58 | |
Kelly-Anne's constant refusal to go to school has brought | 0:11:00 | 0:11:04 | |
an ultimatum from the education authorities. | 0:11:04 | 0:11:08 | |
If she doesn't go, her mum could go to jail. | 0:11:08 | 0:11:11 | |
Just at breaking point, more or less. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:17 | |
Ready for the mad house. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:21 | |
God knows where I'll end up. | 0:11:23 | 0:11:25 | |
Six feet under | 0:11:25 | 0:11:29 | |
or in fucking jail. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:32 | |
Or I'll hit her. | 0:11:32 | 0:11:34 | |
This is the start. I started at half eight this morning. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:11:54 | 0:11:56 | |
I'm not answering it. | 0:11:56 | 0:11:58 | |
I'm never going to get out of Ballysally! | 0:11:58 | 0:12:01 | |
Emma's on her way to meet Martin to help him sort out his benefits. | 0:12:02 | 0:12:06 | |
I'm the only professional worker they're involved with, | 0:12:06 | 0:12:10 | |
you have to kinda deal with all those other social issues | 0:12:10 | 0:12:13 | |
before you can even get to the alcohol. | 0:12:13 | 0:12:15 | |
It's a bit like peeling back an onion, you know, | 0:12:15 | 0:12:18 | |
their alcohol issues are in the centre of that, it's an addiction, | 0:12:18 | 0:12:22 | |
but there are so many other issues surrounding it that are affecting that main issue. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:27 | |
Martin's just had a back payment of £260, | 0:12:28 | 0:12:33 | |
and isn't sure how to manage it. | 0:12:33 | 0:12:35 | |
Right. OK, shh. | 0:12:35 | 0:12:37 | |
He received a payment today, just to double-check | 0:12:37 | 0:12:41 | |
when he'll next be getting paid? | 0:12:41 | 0:12:43 | |
I can pay my fine off easy. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:46 | |
Right, so it'll go in his bank account the 25th, that's great. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:50 | |
Is yer man on the ball? | 0:12:50 | 0:12:51 | |
OK, that's grand, thanks very much. Bye. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:55 | |
How much have you got at the minute, till we work this out? | 0:12:55 | 0:12:58 | |
£260. | 0:12:58 | 0:13:00 | |
What about £60 on the fine? | 0:13:00 | 0:13:03 | |
That leaves you with £200? Right? | 0:13:03 | 0:13:06 | |
Take £40 out and that leaves £160. Right, so we pay £60 for the fine. | 0:13:06 | 0:13:11 | |
But I still need groceries. That's 20 quid. | 0:13:11 | 0:13:16 | |
There's the 60, that's for the fine. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:18 | |
-I'll get a wee envelope for you. -What about the dog? | 0:13:18 | 0:13:22 | |
Do you want to pay a fiver for the dog, too? Or a tenner, or something? | 0:13:22 | 0:13:25 | |
I'll tell you what I want to do. I want to give you £20. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:28 | |
That's very, very thoughtful | 0:13:28 | 0:13:31 | |
-but I can't take that off you. -No, no! Oh, you can! | 0:13:31 | 0:13:34 | |
-And this here thing... -You can go and buy girly stuff. | 0:13:34 | 0:13:38 | |
That will get you most things paid off. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:42 | |
Have a good weekend and I'll see you Monday then. OK? | 0:13:42 | 0:13:45 | |
'Patience, that's one thing you need in this job.' | 0:13:45 | 0:13:49 | |
A lot of patience. | 0:13:49 | 0:13:51 | |
You really do, it can be quite taxing at times. | 0:13:51 | 0:13:55 | |
I'll always give somebody a chance and not... | 0:13:55 | 0:13:59 | |
Cos you never know, if you're not in a situation you can never say, | 0:13:59 | 0:14:04 | |
"Oh, well, I would do it like this or I wouldn't do that," | 0:14:04 | 0:14:07 | |
because you really don't. Until you are in a situation you can never | 0:14:07 | 0:14:12 | |
condemn somebody or talk about the way somebody else is dealing | 0:14:12 | 0:14:16 | |
with something because you don't know what you would do. | 0:14:16 | 0:14:19 | |
You know? So... | 0:14:27 | 0:14:30 | |
One final attempt. | 0:14:30 | 0:14:31 | |
The estate is mostly made up of council houses. | 0:14:46 | 0:14:49 | |
Jimmy and Denise are among the minority who own their own home. | 0:14:51 | 0:14:56 | |
Sometimes he'll say to me, if he's in a hurry, | 0:14:56 | 0:15:00 | |
any chance of the good fairy coming to make us lunch? | 0:15:00 | 0:15:04 | |
and sometimes I make it, | 0:15:04 | 0:15:06 | |
but most times he makes it himself. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:08 | |
Mummy, where are these going to go? | 0:15:08 | 0:15:11 | |
I've learned to do it myself. | 0:15:11 | 0:15:15 | |
Before, Mammy always used to do it for me. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:18 | |
They both work full-time. Denise is a classroom assistant, | 0:15:18 | 0:15:22 | |
Jimmy works nights in a warehouse so they don't see much of each other. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:27 | |
I'd rather he worked through the day and stayed home at night | 0:15:27 | 0:15:32 | |
-because I've nobody to talk to. -Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. | 0:15:32 | 0:15:36 | |
-I'm lonely! -You must put one... | 0:15:36 | 0:15:39 | |
-So I'd rather he had a day job. -Mummy, mummy, mummy. | 0:15:39 | 0:15:42 | |
It's work, isn't it? | 0:15:42 | 0:15:44 | |
He's always went to work at night. | 0:15:44 | 0:15:47 | |
He's always went to work at night. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:49 | |
At 6:00pm. | 0:15:49 | 0:15:52 | |
At the end of the day, it gets me money to pay the mortgage, | 0:15:52 | 0:15:55 | |
hot food in the house, and buy the wains treats. | 0:15:55 | 0:16:00 | |
A day job would mean Jimmy could spend more time with his family. | 0:16:00 | 0:16:04 | |
I suppose there are times we'd like to have some quality time | 0:16:04 | 0:16:10 | |
on our own but... | 0:16:10 | 0:16:13 | |
You just bounce back at the end of the day. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:18 | |
-She's OK, Lauren is. -Yeah. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:22 | |
Their nine-year-old daughter, Lauren, has Spina Bifida, | 0:16:22 | 0:16:26 | |
so family life revolves around her needs. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:29 | |
Both Lauren and younger brother, Dylan, miss their dad | 0:16:29 | 0:16:32 | |
-when he's out at night. -Bye, Dad. -When will you be finished? | 0:16:32 | 0:16:37 | |
I don't know. Hopefully half one or so. Hopefully anyway. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:43 | |
-All right. -Give me big hug. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
-What about a kiss? -No! -What do boys do? -Shake hands. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:50 | |
Are you getting too big for kisses? | 0:16:50 | 0:16:55 | |
-Me! -Ah! | 0:16:55 | 0:16:57 | |
-High five! -OK? | 0:16:59 | 0:17:01 | |
I'll see you later, then. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:04 | |
Mummy, I think we're missing one. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:12 | |
-OK? -All right? | 0:17:14 | 0:17:17 | |
Martin slept rough on the streets for nine years | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
and became an alcoholic in the process. | 0:18:12 | 0:18:15 | |
This flat is a fresh start for him. | 0:18:15 | 0:18:19 | |
This is our wee house, now. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:22 | |
Get up there, son, get up. | 0:18:22 | 0:18:25 | |
That's your seat. That's your seat. | 0:18:25 | 0:18:29 | |
I worked hard to get the house | 0:18:29 | 0:18:32 | |
because I was getting sick of getting sick. | 0:18:32 | 0:18:35 | |
On the street. I'm trying to set up a better environment. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:40 | |
Everything's good, it's all great because I'm on DLA now. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:45 | |
The money doesn't matter, it's just the principle of the thing. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:48 | |
That Disability Living Allowance and a roof over his head | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
have made Martin determined to give up the drink. | 0:18:55 | 0:18:59 | |
I'm going to get rid of the poison. | 0:18:59 | 0:19:02 | |
If I kept drinking the way I'm drinking, it'd be very hard to pay to live. | 0:19:02 | 0:19:06 | |
That's why I'm getting ready, I'm getting everything | 0:19:06 | 0:19:09 | |
I need to keep myself busy before I do it. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:12 | |
You need something to take your mind off it. | 0:19:12 | 0:19:14 | |
Just going to be like everybody else, be a person. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:19 | |
I hope I've got plenty of time in my life to sort out everything. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:23 | |
Louise is back home. | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
You wee bastard! | 0:19:47 | 0:19:48 | |
And her boys are in fighting form. | 0:19:48 | 0:19:52 | |
It really does my head in! | 0:19:52 | 0:19:54 | |
You think they're going to come through the fucking ceiling! | 0:19:54 | 0:19:57 | |
I do go up and shout and roar at them but it doesn't work! | 0:20:02 | 0:20:06 | |
They don't listen to her but they listen to me, don't they? | 0:20:06 | 0:20:08 | |
Aye, they do. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:11 | |
Get the fuck off the bed! | 0:20:11 | 0:20:13 | |
Oh! | 0:20:13 | 0:20:15 | |
Kelly-Ann is still refusing to go to school. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:19 | |
This is just what I do all day long, I just sit and text. | 0:20:19 | 0:20:24 | |
There's nothing else to do. | 0:20:24 | 0:20:26 | |
Apart from go to school, but that's not my thing. So it's not. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:30 | |
She knows her truancy could land her mum in jail | 0:20:32 | 0:20:36 | |
but it's not enough to make her go. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:38 | |
Right. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
That's him eating away there. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:13 | |
Ah, if I didn't have him I don't know. | 0:21:17 | 0:21:20 | |
He was the best thing. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:23 | |
You know, he's good company. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
And he doesn't talk back! | 0:21:26 | 0:21:30 | |
After some time bracing himself, Martin has given up the drink. | 0:21:30 | 0:21:36 | |
Bobby, look, look! Bobby. | 0:21:36 | 0:21:39 | |
Sit! Sit. | 0:21:39 | 0:21:42 | |
Look. | 0:21:42 | 0:21:43 | |
Look, Bob. | 0:21:46 | 0:21:47 | |
I'm very observant. I just like meditating. | 0:21:55 | 0:22:00 | |
I just sit and meditate. | 0:22:00 | 0:22:02 | |
Seen that boy up there washing the car yesterday | 0:22:04 | 0:22:07 | |
and he was washing it for about an hour. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:10 | |
I thought he was going to take the paint off it. | 0:22:10 | 0:22:13 | |
These boys here they park their cars exactly the same place every day. | 0:22:13 | 0:22:17 | |
And them people over there, they never pull their curtains. | 0:22:17 | 0:22:20 | |
They just keep them the way they are. | 0:22:20 | 0:22:23 | |
And then their sticker's stuck to the bottom window. With nets on it. | 0:22:23 | 0:22:28 | |
I'm dead paranoid whenever I'm coming off it. | 0:22:30 | 0:22:33 | |
I would worry a lot about everything. I would even worry about | 0:22:33 | 0:22:38 | |
when was the right time to come off the drink because there's always | 0:22:38 | 0:22:42 | |
appointments and it takes about three or four days before you're OK. | 0:22:42 | 0:22:46 | |
Know what I mean? | 0:22:48 | 0:22:49 | |
Don't get me wrong but the temptation's there. | 0:22:49 | 0:22:53 | |
Mmm-hmm. | 0:22:53 | 0:22:56 | |
All right? | 0:23:20 | 0:23:22 | |
It's been cold in there all night, so it has. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:29 | |
It was better than the other night. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:32 | |
Jimmy can clock up to 12 hours a night at the frozen food factory. | 0:23:32 | 0:23:37 | |
He earns just over the minimum wage. | 0:23:37 | 0:23:40 | |
After tax I have only about £262 just for a 40 hour week, you know? | 0:23:40 | 0:23:47 | |
It's better off having a job than nothing, you know, | 0:23:47 | 0:23:50 | |
cos at the moment there's nothing out there. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:55 | |
I wasted over ten years of my life on the dole. Never any money. | 0:23:57 | 0:24:02 | |
King for a day, broke for a fortnight. It was no good. | 0:24:02 | 0:24:06 | |
My mother came up and got me a kick up the backside, told me | 0:24:06 | 0:24:09 | |
I was going to be a waster and all. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
If it wasn't for my ma, I could still be lying on the dole, | 0:24:12 | 0:24:16 | |
wasting my life doing nothing that way. | 0:24:16 | 0:24:18 | |
Come on. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:39 | |
DYLAN WHINES Don't. | 0:24:39 | 0:24:40 | |
-Mum, Mum, Mum, Mum. -Don't. Bed. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:42 | |
HE HOWLS | 0:24:42 | 0:24:45 | |
MUM LAUGHS | 0:24:45 | 0:24:48 | |
Bed now. Do you want me to tell Daddy in the morning? | 0:24:51 | 0:24:56 | |
How naughty you are. | 0:24:56 | 0:24:58 | |
You are going to be really for it. | 0:24:58 | 0:25:00 | |
Right, missus, in you go. | 0:25:00 | 0:25:02 | |
'He really does hate going out at night.' | 0:25:11 | 0:25:14 | |
He loves being home here in the evenings | 0:25:14 | 0:25:17 | |
and it's nice for them too. They love having him home in the evenings. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:24 | |
I miss him in the evenings, I really do. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:29 | |
He's been doing this night work now, must be four or five years? | 0:25:30 | 0:25:34 | |
I still don't like it. I don't like him not being here at night. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:39 | |
-Strawberry, wasn't it? -Aye. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:45 | |
'What can we do? He's got a job. He's lucky in that respect.' | 0:25:45 | 0:25:49 | |
Luckier than a lot. | 0:25:49 | 0:25:51 | |
That he has a job, that we've both got jobs. | 0:25:51 | 0:25:56 | |
Kiss. Hug. | 0:25:56 | 0:25:59 | |
Five fingers skin shake. A kiss and hug. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:02 | |
-Night, night. -Love you. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:05 | |
Love you. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:09 | |
Come into my bedroom and give a hug! | 0:26:09 | 0:26:12 | |
Here are some more, right. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:19 | |
He's a real diamond. He really is, he works hard. | 0:26:19 | 0:26:22 | |
He's so considerate, he says, "You need your sleep, you work." | 0:26:23 | 0:26:28 | |
So he lies on the sofa every night. | 0:26:28 | 0:26:30 | |
I put down a pillow and a duvet. | 0:26:30 | 0:26:33 | |
It's so wrong! It really is. | 0:26:33 | 0:26:37 | |
Thirty-four, that's everything. | 0:26:58 | 0:27:00 | |
Just have to keep doing this until something else come up. | 0:27:20 | 0:27:25 | |
Next time on the estate... | 0:27:47 | 0:27:50 | |
I want a new house today! | 0:27:50 | 0:27:53 | |
She's saying there's nothing at all. | 0:27:54 | 0:27:57 | |
Now the two wains are gone, | 0:27:59 | 0:28:01 | |
you feel like your whole life's over. | 0:28:01 | 0:28:04 | |
There's no point in me going to school and getting an education | 0:28:04 | 0:28:07 | |
if I'm going to come out and have nothing. | 0:28:07 | 0:28:10 | |
Fucking fags is over-rated, | 0:28:10 | 0:28:14 | |
at least when you get drunk, | 0:28:14 | 0:28:17 | |
you can be a bit foolish. | 0:28:17 | 0:28:21 | |
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