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I thought it was the normal to have a couple of glasses of wine to

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unwind. In the end, it took over. Britain's middle class

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professionals are drinking more and more. I just ripped the tubes out

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of my arm and ran out of the hospital and went to find the

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nearest place to buy more alcohol. Doctors are increasingly concerned

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about an epidemic of drinking- related deaths. From the

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perspective of a clinician we are in the middle of a crisis. But how

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much is too much? Could you be an alcoholic? I think a lot of people

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who have a drink problem are very good at hiding it. I'm Alastair

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Campbell, I know from personal experience the high cost of

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excessive drinking. I used to lie in bed and wait for her to go out

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so I could throw up. Tonight I venture into the world of

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Britain's hidden alcoholics. stopped. I stopped living. I nearly

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died. I ask whether all of us, individuals as well as Government,

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need to reassess our relationship It's the run up to Christmas,

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office parties are in full swing To relieve the stress on A&E

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they've set up field hospitals to deal with some of those who've had

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too much. Out with friends apparently. She's got herself

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absolutely smashed. Unfortunately she's been vomiting. She's lying in

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her own vomit and she's defecated herself. Tackling binge drinking

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has become a national obsession. Every morning 200,000 of us go to

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work with a hangover. Hello. How are you doing? 30 years old no.

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History. Teenage excess preoccupies the media and successive

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governments. Many people being treated tonight don't fit that

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stereotype. Mat jort of them are intelligent professional people.

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Last night the 30 patients through the treatment centre, all of them

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worked in the City, all of them had highly paid professional jobs.

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need to list ton my colleague because we're trying to help you.

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We're trying to get you home safely. I'm just asking you to sit there on

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the chair. Figures from the Office for National Statistics show the

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professional classes are the most frequent drinkers, some are

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Britain's hidden alcoholics. I should know. I was one of them.

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My name's Alastair Campbell. Before working at the heart of the

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Government as Tony Blair's right- hand man, I had a serious problem

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with alcohol. Even if I wasn't getting drunk every day, I was

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certainly drinking every day. Some days I was drinking to excess. Some

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days, which might run into a succession of days, I'd be drinking

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to really serious excess. I held down a good job and a steady

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relationship. I was a functioning alcoholic. I think a lot of people

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who have a drink problem are very good at hiding it. I think I was

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good at hiding it for quite a long time. I think that becomes part of

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what you do. For years, I was in denial, both to myself and my

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partner, Fiona. I was waking up every morning feeling really bad,

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ill and I used to lie in bed to wait for her to go out so I could

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go and throw up. When it got combined with heavy stress levels

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and his behaviour became quite erratic, irrational, cruel, almost

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aggressive, at times, he didn't like being told, challenged on his

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behaviour. My drinking reached its peak while I worked in Fleet Street

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in the '80s, where the pubs were just an extension of the office.

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There were many casualties of this culture, one was a colleague of

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mine, when I started at the Daily Mirror, Anne Robinson. Your

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drinking got so bad you stopped. stopped. I stopped living. I nearly

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died. What quantities were you drinking that took you to on

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livion? Bottles and bottles? No. I think less than a bottle of spirits

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would have me completely knocked out. Do you feel at that time there

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were lots of people around who you would say, had a problem with

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alcohol? There were a lot of people around who drank a great deal. It

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was just a sea of alcohol. If you were editing the paper, people just

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came into your office to empty your drinks cabinet. I also paid a heavy

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price. My drinking coupled with depression triggered a mental

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breakdown. The word "alcoholic" didn't cross my mind at all until I

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was in hospital. I wrote down "I am an alcoholic" and I certainly

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remember that being a moment, that meeting with the psychiatrist being

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a moment when I realised, you've got a real problem and you've got

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to sort it out. It forced me to confront my drinking. I needed help

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and turned to my friends. When you did arrive you were in a pretty bad

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state. You were smoking like a chimney. You were three packs a day.

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After that spell in hospital, I sought refuge with an old colleague,

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Syd Young. At one time I had three mates all being dried out at the

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same time. I tell you, it was the worst year of my life. We had a

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news editor in Manchester once, who used to take four-hour lunches. Go

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to the pub for four hours. Somebody said, you can always say this about

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him, he never once came back with the smell of food on his breath.

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By 1986, I'd stopped drinking. The work place booze culture has now

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largely gone. As a nation, we're drinking less, but paradoxically,

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more of us are being treated for alcohol problems. 41% of

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professional men drink more than the recommended limit at least once

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a week. Professional women are also drinking much more than they used

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to. Alcohol seemed to be a sort of... Crutch? Yeah. I'd go and meet,

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if I met a friend for a drink, before I'd got there, I would buy a

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mini bottle of vot ka to give me that oomph before I got there, to

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get past the "Hi, how are you?" year-old Harriet is university

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educated and is from a middle class family. She's an interior designer.

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How much were you drinking when you were really drinking? Getting to

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the worst stages, it was half to a litre of vodka a night. Then I just

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started on the wine, Iing this -- thinking that would be less bad.

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Instead of or as well as? Instead, I'd have two or three bottles a

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night. It was ease tkwror drink indoors because you didn't have to

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pay for each drink, of course, I could also get myself as drunk as

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possible and not to -- have to worry about getting home and making

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a fool of myself. Harriet's drinking put her in hospital. She's

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now been dry for three-and-a-half years. Recent figures show nearly

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9,000 people die each year in the UK from alcohol-related diseases.

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Liver disease in general is the only major cause of death in

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Britain still increasing year on year. The risk of developing liver

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disease related to alcohol starts at round about two bottles of wine

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a week. The risk at that level is pretty small. Above four bottles of

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wine a week, the risk starts to curve up. When you're drinking the

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equivalent of eight or ten bottles of wine a week you have a

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substantially risk of developing liver disease. 100 British people

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are dying from alcoholic liver disease every week. In terms of why

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people are drinking too much, why is it the liver that's the

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important organ that you have to worry about? Because your liver

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breaks down the alcohol that you drink. Daily drinking can be

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dangerous to your liver, which is why Parliament science Select

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Committee advises us all to give our liver a break at least two days

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a week, if not, it might end up like this. This liver here was

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taken from somebody who died from oesophageal bleed. It's a cirrhotic

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liver. If I turn it over here, you can see... Spots. There's spots

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here. These nodules are fatty and scar tissue. A drink scarred liver

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can't filter blood so you die of internal bleeding. And it's not

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just liver disease that Britain's hidden alcoholics have to worry

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about. Alcohol is to blame for 13,000 new cancer cases each year.

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The link between cancer and alcohol is really very strong. Mouth and

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throat cancer, particularly strong, but also oesophagus and stomach and

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we now know other, such as breast cancer, there's a definite link to

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alcohol consumption. I remember they said, you can do anything you

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like, the only thing you can't do is drink. I thought that doesn't

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leave much. What the helm I going to do? Persistent drinkers who

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don't heed the warning signs might end up here. I was so concerned

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about my lifestyle in the end, because I'd lost everything, if it

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wasn't for this place, I would have been dead by now. Clouds House in

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Wiltshire is a leading addiction treatment centre. In almost 30

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years its counsellors have treated patients hooked on a number of

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substances. But they're treating more and more whose problem is

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alcohol. Suddenly I realised, I don't know where it comes from, the

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thought that cuts through everything, drink is the one thing

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that has caused this, the underlying factor to all my

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failures in life. With a six-week stay here costing �12,000, if you

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don't get funding, you need to be wealthy. The day I showed up I met

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Mark, who's on the board of a pharmaceutical company and Ben,

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who's an actor and Theresa, who runs her own business. I suppose it

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started off in that, you know, middle class habit of having wine

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when I came home from work and opening a bottle to cook and

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finding I'd got through that by the time I'd finished cooking and

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needing to open another bottle with my partner to drink with the meal

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and that would be daily. You had your first drink at 11? I first

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drink I really remember was at I shoot. It was plum vodka. It burnt

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the back of my throat, down the throat, into my schtum ark, and

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like a fire work, I thought it was normal to have a couple of glasses

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of wine to unwind. You sit down and you relax, that aahhh moment,

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that's when I wanted something, a treat. But it wasn't a treat in the

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end. It took over. How bad did things get for you that you ended

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up here? Really bad. Really, I was emotionally, spiritually bankrupt.

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My life was a mess. I was brought into this hospital by family

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members who found me at home and with such a low liver function, my

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health was deteriorating very, very rapidly. Tried to go it alone. I

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tried not to drink, but I couldn't get past 10am. Hi to have a drink.

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I couldn't do it. I just ripped the tubes out of my arm and ran out of

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the hospital and went to find the nearest place where I could buy

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more alcohol. It's the only thing I knew at that time. There's so much

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focus from policy makers, from media on binge drinking, but I

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think Britain's drink problem goes much, much deeper. I think you're

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talking a lot of people for whom drink does endanger work, health,

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relationships and in a very small number of circumstances, their

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lives. Traditionally it's been the working class linked to binge

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drinking. Towns don't come any more working class than this, Burnley.

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It's home to my football team. The ritual of a pre-match drink has

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been a rite of passage for the working man for decades. Step

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behind-the-scenes and you'll see the professional classes hard at it

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in the executive boxes. How many people are in today? 320, which is

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maximum for a match day. 500 for a Christmas party last night.

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much would you have made last night? With other functions around

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the club �10,000 on alcohol sales last night about 14 tons of beer

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will come into this place over the next seven days. 14 tons? Yes.

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with many businesses, alcohol is key to Burnley's financial survival.

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Catering turns over �2 million a year. Of that about 40% is alcohol

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or drink sales. All in all, it's crucial to the long-term success of

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Last year, the drinks market was worth �36bn in Britain. It also

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supports two million jobs. But a million alcohol-related hospital

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admissions last year cost the NHS It's important to remember millions

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of individuals do not drink to excess. But I think pretty sizeable

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numbers of people, many of them working in public services, in

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senior positions in the private sector, doing big jobs, they have a

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relationship with alcohol that is I just think, because it is such a

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big parts of everybody's lives, we're not really looking at it.

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The health professionals are looking at it, and they're worried.

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If you go back 20 or 30 years, and you look at the mortality for the

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whole range of different diseases, the mortality for all of those

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diseases has down by between 20, 30, maybe up to 60 or 70% for some of

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the smoking-related diseases. For liver disease, mortality has gone

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up 400% or 500% over that period of time. Year on year, admissions seem

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to rise, the number of patients with severe liver disease from

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alcohol seems to rise. So from the perspective of the clinician, we

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are in the middle of a crisis. Professor Gilmore believes that

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crisis could result in as many as 210,000 unnecessary deaths over the

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next 20 years unless the government introduces effective policies to

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The rise in wine-drinking coincided with the introduction of cheap

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travel to the Continent in the '70s. We began embracing all things

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European. The local wine goes with the meal. You drink as much as you

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like. It's all included in the price.

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The bottle of wine has become the centerpiece of the middle-class

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gathering. You're making dinner, you knock

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back a few glasses of wine. You're eating dinner, you knock back a few

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more. And it's almost like that doesn't count as alcohol

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Booze cruises became a part of our culture. I think the wine is very

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good, very good value indeed. It's much cheaper than at home, of

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course. Our thirst has been unquenchable. Since 1970, our

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consumption of wine has gone up fivefold. 80p a bottle.

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Wine-drinking, once uncommon in Britain, is now the norm. In 2010,

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we drank 1.6 billion bottles of the In the UK, we have adopted a

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Mediterranean drinking pattern, so people will frequently drink with

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meals and they'll drink throughout the week, but we haven't lost our

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feast drinking pattern, so everybody likes to go out and get

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completely canned on a Friday night if they can as well. So we've got

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the worst of both worlds at the It wasn't just wine that we

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imported from Europe. Here I must admit that the Labour government I

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worked for might have contributed to our current alcohol crisis. In

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2005, we introduced 24-hour licensing.

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I never really bought the argument that Britain would suddenly become

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a Continental-style drinking nation. I think we've always had this

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tendency to...where there's drink, to drink it and to drink it to

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Does that make it a mistake? I don't know, it's complicated.

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On the one hand, it is quite nice that there is more a sense in the

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afternoon of London and other cities being more European.

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But I think it is entirely possible to see a link between the increased

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availability of alcohol and But 24-hour licensing is not solely

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to blame. The big change has been the shift to drinking at home.

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If you look at my patients with cirrhosis, we have asked this

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question. Less than 5% do all their drinking in the pub. 95% are

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drinking at home because that's The derelict pub is a familiar

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sight around the country. Every week, 16 pubs call time for good.

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Gone with them are the subtle controls they exert over the way we

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drink. It's a paradox that the decline of the pub has come

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alongside a rise in drink problems. I think what the pub did was it

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just had its own checks and balances. Just think through the

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cliches, the burly landlord who was able to step in if things were

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getting out of hand. And there are other real obstacles to pub excess.

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A �10 bottle of supermarket wine can cost you 30 at the bar. And you

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can only buy it when the pub is open. In 1970, 90% of pints were

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poured in a public house. These days it's only 50%. The other half

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are bought much more cheaply in supermarkets and off-licences.

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I would regret the fact that pubs are closing down in this country. I

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think they do provide a social milieu, particularly in rural areas.

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And drinking is controlled to some extent, and those controls aren't

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there at home. Women, on the whole, tend to drink

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at home much more than guys. So you would go home, finish work, go home,

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drink. Yeah. On your own? Yeah, probably. As many women as men are

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now being treated for alcoholic liver disease, according to the

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doctors we've met. Despite the alcohol industry's promotion of

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responsible drinking, health campaigners believe greater

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restrictions are necessary. In France, a country which likes a

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bottle or two, there are strict controls. If you go across the

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Channel to France, there's a complete ban on broadcast

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advertising, there's a complete ban on sports sponsorship. We really do

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have a very liberal attitude, and that's fine if we are living in a

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healthy way with our favourite drug. But the evidence is overwhelmingly

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Alcohol companies in Britain spend �800m a year on advertising, and

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these days their products routinely bear Drink Aware labelling designed

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But the contents of this orange file show the marketing industry's

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approach can challenge those These are, erm...strategy documents,

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basically. What we are seeing here is the thinking that goes behind

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the ad. We see the ad out on the billboards or on the TV, this is

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the thinking that's gone into the making of those ads. These

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advertising-agency documents were examined by Professor Hastings as

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part of a parliamentary inquiry into the alcohol industry. This

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takes you through a day, so 5.30, pop to the shops on the way home

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from work, buy some shots on impulse. 6.30, get ready for night

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out, get in the mood. 7.30, drinks at home to start night off, cheaper

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than a round in the pub, neck a few shots between beers or wines.

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beer and wine? With beer and wine, so they've already had what is way

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beyond the recommended limit at this point. The documents were

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submitted to Halewood International, producers of Sidekick Shots, and

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the alcohol giant Diageo, who make Smirnoff.

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This is about this whole shots thing. I think what's interesting

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here is the clear recognition that shots are used in a very functional

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way just to intoxicate. "What are pub man's needs at this point?"

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don't think you need to go further than the graphics on this, which

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shows the development of man from an alcohol industry point of view.

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They're trying to work out how that they can position their product so

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that it will encourage the process of consumption. And you might say,

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if this was a completely harmless product, so what? This is a

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psychoactive drug that causes immense harm. Professor Hastings

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believes the industry presence on the current government's Alcohol

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Working Group is ill-advised. It is akin to putting the fox in

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charge of the hen coop. To get our drinking as a nation down to

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healthy levels would involve a massive cut in the sales of the

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alcohol industry. They are never going to co-operate with that

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objective, never, they can't. I showed the documents to an

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industry spokesman, Gavin Partington. Let's be very clear,

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these papers were suggestions made by marketing agencies who are

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pitching to brand owners for work. It's not unusual for marketing

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agencies to put forward materials that frankly, on reflection, the

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brand owners judge to be inappropriate and unacceptable, and

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they get binned. The truth of the matter is that it is not in the

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industry's long-term interests to have products marketed in a way

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which brings the industry into Halewood International told us,

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"Any suggestion that the documents examined by Professor Hastings are

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representative of Halewood International's attitude and

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behaviour at any time is groundless, having been created some years ago

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by an external marketing agency to The Government are conducting a

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major strategy review on alcohol and this month launched a campaign

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to highlight the damage excessive If we think there's a problem, then

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the best way to deal with the problem is to admit it, face up to

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it. You can't expect the government to run your lives, and nor would

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you want them to. So ultimately it is about people coming to their own

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arrangement with alcohol. The patients at Clouds have come to

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their own arrangement, total I said no myself for 13 years, but

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then I started having the odd drink again. I feel as though I'm more in

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control this time around. But I still wonder if I'm doing the right

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thing. When I've had a drink, because I

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stopped for a long time and then occasionally do have a drink, and

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for me it is that feeling about, "Can I be normal like these other

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people are, who do seem to be able to have a couple of drinks and then

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that's it?" For example, Fiona, my partner, I have never, ever seen

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her drunk. I have never seen her drink more than a couple of glasses

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of wine, and I kind of think, "Why can't I do that?" So you have two

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large glasses of wine. Is it an effort to say, "No thank you"?

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it is. After the two. It is, and then I like... I like the feeling

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of being able to say no. I think people's perceptions of what is an

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alcoholic is interesting, because actually it's not the guy with the

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brown paper bag and the strong cider or the cheap vodka or

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whatever it is. It can be two glasses of wine a night, if it's

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what you need. And you'd only know, and I'd challenge anybody I know to

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say, "Well, stop for a month, go to the same places, do the same things,

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interact with the same people and just remove the alcohol from the

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equation and see how you feel." And then ask yourself the honest

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question, "Well, maybe I do have a problem." I see a psychiatrist

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about my depression, and he thinks it is a bad idea. To drink?

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drink at all. Because it's depressive. It is interesting, see,

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because since we started to do this There's a place for rules and

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regulations, and the government has to get them right. But we need to

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look to ourselves. If you can't take at least two days off a week,

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you might just have a problem. I feel my own relationship with

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alcohol is secure. But I've probably just traded one addiction

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for another. I didn't start running till I

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It's true that when I get into something, I do tend to really get

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into it. I think I found another addiction. But it was an addiction

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