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Hello, it's Thursday, it's 9am,

I'm Victoria Derbyshire.

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This morning, we're

at St Paul's Cathedral where members

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of the royal family and the Prime

Minister will join families

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of victims of the Grenfell Tower

fire for a memorial service,

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six months after the devastating

fire which killed 71 people.

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Throughout the programme,

we'll be joined by those

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who survived the fire and will be

attending today's memorial

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as they prepare for their first

Christmas since the disaster.

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It's not going to be a happy time.

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Christmas is meant for

a family to be together.

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We will hear tributes to some of the

loved ones who died that night on

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the 14th of June.

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I, Betty, cry every night

for you, Mary and Khadija.

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All the advice you gave me

and my children will stay with us

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for the rest of our lives.

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Good morning. A frosty morning in

central London, outside St Paul's

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Cathedral. Over the next couple of

hours, 1500 invited guests will make

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their way inside for the national

memorial service and we will be

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talking to some of them over the

next couple of hours. Let us bring

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you the BBC News so far today.

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A memorial service is being held

at St Paul's Cathedral this morning

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for the victims and survivors

of the Grenfell Tower

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fire in West London.

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71 people

were killed when the fire tore

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through the tower block,

six months ago today.

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Prince Charles, Prince William

and Theresa May will be

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among the 2,000 people

who are expected to attend.

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My thoughts and the thoughts of

everyone in the Met with people who

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lost their lives and their loved

ones. Also those people who lived in

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Grenfell Tower and those who

escaped, those who have lost their

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homes and the local community. It is

the most appalling tragedy. Our

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thoughts are with them.

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Theresa May is due at

a summit in Brussels,

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hours after Conservative rebels

in the Commons defeated

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the Government in a key Brexit vote.

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MPs backed an amendment giving

them a legal guarantee of a vote

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on the final Brexit deal

struck with Brussels.

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One rebel, Stephen Hammond,

was sacked by the Prime Minister

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as a party vice chairman

in the aftermath of the vote.

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A third person has been charged with

the murder of four children who died

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in a house fire in Salford on

Monday. A 25-year-old man from the

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area has also been charged with

attempted murder and arson.

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The medical charity, MSF,

says it believes more than six

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and a half thousand Rohingya Muslims

were killed in the violence that

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began in Myanmar in late August.

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The estimate is based on interviews

with some of the six hundred

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thousand Rohingyas who've fled

to neighbouring Bangladesh.

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The Burmese armed forces have stated

that about four hundred people died,

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describing most of them as Muslim

terrorists.

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The Hollywood actor Salma Hayek

has become the latest

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celebrity to accuse

Harvey Weinstein of harassment.

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In an article for the New York

Times, she wrote that the film

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producer threatened to kill her

and described him as

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a "rage fuelled monster".

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A spokesperson for Mr Weinstein

disputed the actor's account.

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British doctors said they had made a

significant breakthrough in the

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treatment of haemophilia A. Around

6000 people in the UK have the

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defect meaning their blood cannot

clot properly. The research team

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used gene therapy to correct the

defect in a small safety trial. All

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the 13 patients who took part no

longer need treatment. Health

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Secretary Jeremy Hunt says the NHS

in England will become the first

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health care system in the world to

publish the numbers of death of

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patients caused in their care. The

data will be published on avoidable

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deaths by the end of the year the

data to follow soon afterwards. Up

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to 9000 people die each because of

problems and failures in NHS care.

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That is a summary of the latest BBC

News. More a bit later. Time for the

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sport now.

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The crucial third Ashes Test has

begun at the WACA in Perth

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with England needing to avoid defeat

to keep their hopes

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of retaining the urn alive.

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Having won the toss and chosing

to bat, it's been a steady

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start so far for England,

but they lost Alastair

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Cook for just seven.

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Marc Stoneman showed

there was some fight with a 58

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before he was

controversially dismissed.

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James Vince and Joe

Root reached the 20s,

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but Dawid Malan helped England past

the 200 mark with his half century.

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England are now 253-4 in their first

innings.

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The four-time Tour de France

champion Chris Froome has told

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the BBC he understands

people will be cynical

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but insists his legacy won't be

tainted, after it emerged he had

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double the allowed level of a legal

asthma drug in his urine

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following a test during the Vuelta

de Espana, which he

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won, in September.

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Cycling's world governing body,

the UCI, wants more details

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from the team but Froome

has not been suspended.

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Manchester City have

extended their winning

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Premier League run to a record

breaking 15 games by hammering

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struggling Swansea 4-0.

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All the football stories on the BBC

Sport website and app.

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Good morning.

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This morning, we're

broadcasting live

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from St Paul's Cathedral ahead

of a national memorial services

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for the victims and survivors

of the Grenfell Tower fire.

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It was exactly six months ago today

that a small blaze spread rapidly

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from the kitchen in a flat

on the fourth floor of the block

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to, within hours,

the top of the tower,

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the 24th floor.

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Inside, mums, dads,

children, grandmas,

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uncles, aunties, brothers,

sisters, wives, husbands.

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They'd come to live in a high-rise

building on the Lancaster West

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estate in North Kensington,

one of the richest boroughs

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in the country, from all over

the UK, and from all over the world

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- Ethiopia, Italy, Sierra Leone,

the Philipines, Gambia.

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As a result of the fire on June

14th, and no one knew this

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then as we broadcast

from North Kensington that

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morning, 71 people died.

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The service today will be attended

by the Prince of Wales,

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the Duchess of Cornwall,

the Duke and Duchess

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of Cambridge, and Prince Harry.

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St Paul's have consulted

with the Bishop of Kensington,

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the Al Manaar Mosque,

local clergy of different faiths,

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survivors, the bereaved

and the wider community,

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on the arrangements

for this morning.

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The leader of the local council,

Conservative-run Kensington

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and Chelsea, has been asked

by families to stay away.

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Today on the programme,

we're going to remember

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some of those who died.

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And we're going to talk

to survivors, which we've done

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regularly on our programme

since June 14th.

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Let me introduce you to Paul, who

lived on the sixth floor of Grenfell

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Tower he has chosen to give his

first interview to us will stop and

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to Bishop Graham Tomlin. Good

morning to both of you. Thank you

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for talking to us. Paul, tell us

what the day means to you.

The day,

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it is more for the bereaved than

anyone else. The people who lost

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their lives in the fire, it is

remembering that their lives were

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not obviously, they did not die for

anything. It is about remembering

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the people, my neighbours got my

family, people I used to help.

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Things like helping to put shopping

in the lifts. It is about

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remembering bringing the people who

survived, coming out of the tower,

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actually getting a chance to see my

neighbours for the first time in

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quite awhile. Since the fire we have

been scattered different hotels,

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different accommodation is at stuff

like that. It is more like as a

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family and the group, bringing

everyone together and have a chance

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to remember the people who

tragically lost their lives that

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day.

And the theme of unity is one

of the important messages you would

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like to bring forward today, isn't

it?

That is right. We wanted this

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service to bring together the

different aspects of the community.

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Remember those who died and offer

support to the families who survived

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from the tower, those who have been

bereaved but offer an element of

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hope for the future. That is

something for the whole community.

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We hope that will happen today.

Paul, how would you say you are six

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months on?

To be pretty honest, I

don't think that today, six months

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on, it has not hit home what

happens. I do still feel this is

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just a big, long dream and I will

eventually wake up back in my flat

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inside the tower, back inside my

bed. For me, it is still not good.

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The simple fact that six months on,

about 40 households have been

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rehoused by the rest of us are still

in hotels or temporary accommodation

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is quite sickening, to be brutally

honest. I think the most important

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thing is to try to move on

gradually. If we cannot be doing

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that if we are in temporary

accommodation. What people need a

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structure in their lives, trying to

get back to normality. We cannot do

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that, especially with young children

being in hotel rooms. The only thing

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right now for kids who survived, the

only structure they have is going to

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school and coming back. That is the

only bit of structure they have.

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Going home from

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hotel room which is meant to be the

sitting rooms, their bedrooms. I

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think it is still not going to be

good enough until people can move

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on. We need to look at the housing

situation and everyone to be

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rehoused, either temporary or

permanent.

How would you say your

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mental health is?

It is not the best

at the moment. Six months on, like I

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said it does not feel real. I am on

a lot of medication to try to help

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me come to terms with what I saw

that night, trying to help me move

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on. I am not in a good place at the

moment.

When you hear Paul described

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the way he is feeling today, you are

hoping to deliver a message of hope

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later. That is hard to do when

people are still clearly traumatised

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and clearly struggling.

Exactly.

This service has to be something to

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reflect the emotions and grief that

is going on within the local

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community that Paul has expressed so

well. There are so many unresolved

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issues around in the community,

around housing, the inquiry and what

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will come out of that. About the

tower itself and its future. It is

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difficult to live with that

uncertainty. At the same time we do

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want to say it is possible for lives

to be rebuilt. The significance of

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coming here to St Paul's, it is a

religious place. There was a strong

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desire in the local community to

have the servers here because they'd

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is important to many people in the

local area. -- the service. That can

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bring strength to people. We hope we

can express a vision of a way of

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living together which is better than

we have done in the past to give

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people a feeling that when one

chapter comes to an end another

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begins. It does not resolve the

issues but it helps people to move

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on and find comfort and even from

the fact the nation is coming around

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to remember them and support them

today.

It is clearly going to be a

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very emotional day. Do you feel

comforted in any way that the

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country is behind you that this is a

national memorial service and the

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significance of it being held at St

Paul's?

It plays a big part. I don't

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want people in the broader

community, people as far as

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Manchester, to forget everything

that has happened down here. From

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statistics wise, from what people

tried to make out, is that people

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are being rehoused and people are

being offered money, people have

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been given money, charity money, six

months on. I don't know why people

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are still in the way in which they

are right now. The simple fact is it

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is not like that. Right now, people

see it from the outside point of

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view with what is happening. We're

actually doing... They are doing a

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good thing. Stuff like this

remembering will help us. People not

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forgetting that night. I want the

broader community to realise that

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and remember it going further

forward. There was a lot of

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working-class people. From the

outside point of view, people look

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to the tower and thought a lot of

people were probably on benefits who

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lived in the tower, they probably

have income support and jobseeker's

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allowance. That is not the case.

There were 14 leaseholders in the

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building that that is such a

working-class family building. So

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many different cultures of life, so

many religions and ethnic groups,

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all in one block. It was such an

amazing block in such a privilege to

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be part of it.

What do you think

about the invited guests today? The

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Royals will be well represented and

will want to pay their respects.

It

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is welcomed. I believe that it is

the right thing to do in terms of

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moving forward, showing them. I know

that Prince Harry and Prince

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Charles, Prince William, they have

come to the error to show their

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support for mental health. I really

do appreciate that and envy that as

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well to show their support. For the

Queen to come down the first couple

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of days after the fire actually

happened, at her age as well, and

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stand up as long as she stood up.

People who survived the fire, I envy

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her full coming down and showing her

support.

The Prime Minister will be

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here today, and the leaders of the

main political parties.

I do not

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want to make it political. I am not

a big fan of Theresa May for the way

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in which she dealt with coming to

the area the first couple of days

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after, I have a lot of anger and

rage towards the with how she dealt

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with coming to the area, meeting the

Fire Services and driving off. For

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me, it is good chief has come down

now, but she is really hated in the

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community. -- it is good she has.

You will make a fairly short

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address, Bishop Graham Tomlin, what

else will be featured in the

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memorial service this morning?

Lots

of different aspects of the service,

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songs, hymns, prayers, performances,

poems, a montage of voices from the

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local community, trying to express

some of the emotions. It will be a

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very emotional time, hopefully it is

something that will reflect the

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variety of the local community and

something everyone can feel part of

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and feel it is their service. Some

polls have worked very closely with

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local community groups and faith

groups to make sure this is

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something that does reflect the

local community -- St Paul's.

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Hopefully it will bring comfort and

support and strength to the local

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community cover people who are here,

and it will be significant, bring

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people together. Many people have

been scattered, people who live

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together, knew each other very well

and hopefully this service will

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bring them together in a very

significant way.

Thank you very

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much. Thank you for your time, Paul,

we appreciate it. Over the last six

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months, there has been shock, anger,

that quiet anger you heard from Paul

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there and the community has rallied

together to support each other.

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I opened the front door

and there was thick smoke

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among the whole landing.

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There was a lot of young kids

and a lot of old people

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living in the block.

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We could see this was

a bad one immediately.

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The sky was glowing.

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The fire brigade,

the ambulance and the police,

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they couldn't do nothing.

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They couldn't get in.

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They were just telling them to just

stay there, where they are,

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we will come and get you.

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People have lost their homes.

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Children have seen things.

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People were jumping

out of the window.

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We just need to rebuild

as a community now.

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Wow.

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We saw a lot, we saw a lot.

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Man, we saw, we saw

a lot with our own eyes.

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We saw, we saw friends, families.

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Our whole life...

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Honestly, it's all right,

you don't have to say any more.

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Then I went outside, I called him,

I said, "Where are you?"

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He said, "I'm in the flat."

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I said, "Why you didn't come?

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They brought us outside.

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I thought you were with us".

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He said, "No one

brought me outside".

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He said, "Why have you left me?"

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He said, "Why?"

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I didn't leave him.

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Today, we back here in

North Kensington to catch up

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with some of those we first met

on that Wednesday.

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We still have missing people.

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We still have no answers.

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It's constantly, we are

expected to chase things.

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Go here, phone this.

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Why is it OK that there

are thousands of empty homes?

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Why, in this area,

are these people homeless?

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I don't want money.

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We are not looking for money.

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Olu does not want

temporary accommodation.

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He wants permanent accommodation.

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He wants good,

permanent accommodation.

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That is not too much to ask.

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Can you promise him that?

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Victoria, what we have said...

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Just say yes or no.

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Exactly.

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I was happy in my house.

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I work hard, you know, I work hard.

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I had a good house.

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What about those people that

lost their children?

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Where are they hiding?

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They can't even go in their heads.

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They can't even go

and sleep at night.

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What about those people?

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What about them?

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Shame on you!

Shame on you!

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BOOING.

Shame on you!

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I have therefore decided to step

down as leader of the council

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as soon as a successor is in place.

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We want justice!

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We want justice!

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The community is strong.

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The chasm isn't between

the community, whether they are rich

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or poor, it is between them

and the state.

0:20:240:20:28

We lost lives.

0:20:280:20:31

Some people, all their family.

0:20:310:20:33

More of us have got

to spend time there.

0:20:330:20:36

More of us have got to walk

in the shoes of some

0:20:360:20:38

of those who are residents.

0:20:390:20:40

What I want to ensure

is that the Grenfell United

0:20:400:20:42

residents and others locally

are given the support that they need

0:20:420:20:46

following this terrible tragedy.

0:20:460:20:51

The communities are the ones

who are going to make sure that

0:21:000:21:04

everybody has somewhere to go

on Christmas Day.

0:21:040:21:06

I want to spend my Christmas Day

with my community because I think

0:21:060:21:09

after this year, after what we have

been through this year,

0:21:090:21:12

I think that is the only way we can

heal is with each other.

0:21:120:21:22

Exactly.

0:21:220:21:23

Six months on from the fire

and understandably, emotions

0:21:230:21:25

are incredibly raw.

0:21:250:21:26

The anger and betrayal at the local

council's response to the fire

0:21:260:21:29

is as strong as ever.

0:21:290:21:30

Many families made homeless

are going to be spending

0:21:300:21:33

Christmas in a hotel room.

0:21:330:21:38

Rukshama Mamudu and 12-year-old

old grandson, Tyrshondre, are here.

0:21:380:21:40

They escaped from the first floor.

0:21:400:21:42

We have followed their

story on our programme.

0:21:420:21:47

Hamid Wahbi was the

only one in his flat

0:21:470:21:49

on the 16th floor during the fire.

0:21:490:21:53

We will speak to him in a moment.

0:21:530:21:54

We will speak to him in a moment.

0:21:540:21:56

He helped his neighbours escape.

0:21:560:21:59

Good morning. How are you? Thank you

for talking to us. Tell me how you

0:21:590:22:04

are feeling about today.

I feel

happy for being alive and I feel

0:22:040:22:10

happy for being able to bear what is

happening around me and my son.

When

0:22:100:22:23

you are inside in the memorial

service, what will you be thinking

0:22:230:22:26

about?

I will be praising God and

praying for those who died in the

0:22:260:22:33

tower and praying for us to be able

to be settled quickly and happy

0:22:330:22:41

because.

0:22:410:22:43

to be settled quickly and happy

What will you be thinking about

0:22:430:22:54

today today?

Still thinking about

Grenfell Tower.

What does the

0:22:540:22:56

National Service mean to you this

morning?

Six months on, I am not

0:22:560:23:03

sure.

Still hard, isn't it?

Yeah.

How would you say you are, six

0:23:030:23:15

months on?

I am OK. We have to go

through these things, if it is God's

0:23:150:23:23

wish and God will see us through it.

I am happy to come and say thanks to

0:23:230:23:29

God, very happy to come and say

thanks to God for sparing our lives.

0:23:290:23:35

We have followed both of you since

that day. You are still in a hotel.

0:23:350:23:43

You now have two rooms, understand,

as opposed to one room. How are you

0:23:430:23:47

feeling about that?

I feel bad about

it but on the contrary, I have to

0:23:470:24:01

look at my other survivors and to

give them encouragement by making

0:24:010:24:06

them feel, it is not the end of our

lives, we will get over it. And by

0:24:060:24:14

the grace of God, we will all be all

right.

I spoke to a gentleman called

0:24:140:24:20

Paul earlier who also escape from

the tower and he said today was

0:24:200:24:24

important for him in that it was

bringing you all together and you

0:24:240:24:28

are now scattered in various places,

living in different parts of the

0:24:280:24:32

borough and elsewhere, would you

agree with that, it is important to

0:24:320:24:36

get together?

It is very, very

important. All went through the same

0:24:360:24:42

hell of fire and when we were all

coming out, some of us were in the

0:24:420:24:47

hospital, we still visited one

another because to me, that tower

0:24:470:24:52

was, like, a multicultural gathering

of people and we were very friendly

0:24:520:25:02

and very close. Very close.

And what

are you thinking as you approach

0:25:020:25:08

Christmas with your 12-year-old

grandson and the fact you will be

0:25:080:25:12

still in the hotel?

We make do with

what we have. That is what we have.

0:25:120:25:20

We cannot go to the town hall and

forced them to give us what they

0:25:200:25:25

don't have. According to them, they

are doing their best. The only thing

0:25:250:25:28

I do not like its promises upon

promises. You know you cannot do it,

0:25:280:25:34

why promise? Lifting our hopes and

letting us down. Very wrong. At the

0:25:340:25:39

end of the day, they finish work and

they go home to their comfortable

0:25:390:25:46

homes. I am not saying they are not

thinking about us, maybe there are

0:25:460:25:50

some handicaps, there should be a

better way of handling the

0:25:500:25:55

situation.

I am going to bring in

Hamid. I will in a moment, I beg

0:25:550:26:03

your pardon. You told us the last

time we spoke that you continued to

0:26:030:26:09

wake up in the middle of the night

thinking about what happened on the

0:26:090:26:16

14th of June. Does that still

happen?

Four days ago, I tripped

0:26:160:26:23

over... It is something that will be

there for a while, until we have a

0:26:230:26:29

roof over our heads, all of us,

there will not be any closure. Even

0:26:290:26:34

if we go for this therapy, if there

is no roof for us to call, this is

0:26:340:26:41

my home, there will not be any

closure.

When do you think that will

0:26:410:26:49

be?

It depends on the authority. But

at this stage, I think the Prime

0:26:490:26:56

Minister should try to step in

because we are really being abused,

0:26:560:27:03

is the word.

Why do you say that?

We

do not have our self-respect

0:27:030:27:07

anymore. No dignity. No pride.

Nothing. No privacy. We have lost it

0:27:070:27:13

all. Six months, this is supposed to

be Great Britain, not Africa. Even

0:27:130:27:21

in Africa, this would not happen

anymore.

Thank you very much for

0:27:210:27:26

talking to us. Thank you very much

for coming on our programme again.

0:27:260:27:35

That night, as the flames spread

across Grenfell Tower, people in

0:27:350:27:39

nearby pubs, churches and community

centres opened their

0:27:390:27:42

doors to help look after some of the

survivors who had escaped. In the

0:27:420:27:47

days that followed, those places

turned into volunteering centres,

0:27:470:27:51

the nearby Tabernacle Christian

centre was one of those places. Six

0:27:510:27:55

months on, our reporter went to

catch up on the work still being

0:27:550:27:59

done.

0:27:590:28:09

We still serving the survivors

because are still coming. We have

0:28:090:28:15

the clothes here and also other

donations given to us.

What is going

0:28:150:28:19

on over there?

The Salvation Army is

in partnership with us and they have

0:28:190:28:25

given out vouchers for winter

clothing. We have been in touch over

0:28:250:28:30

the weekend with the survivors,

booking appointments. For vouchers.

0:28:300:28:38

Quite a few have been asking for

winter clothes, codes, scarves,

0:28:380:28:42

gloves. Here we have clothes, most

of these was summer clothes, but we

0:28:420:28:47

have winter clothes among them. We

have toiletries, nappies. This site,

0:28:470:28:56

we have clothing for males, trousers

and other items the survivors will

0:28:560:29:03

go through.

What is in this gazebo?

This is where we store the food that

0:29:030:29:12

has been donated from supermarkets

and now some of the nonperishable

0:29:120:29:21

foods which have been donated by

stores like Waitrose and Sainsbury's

0:29:210:29:29

and Tesco so graciously.

Did you

think six months on since the fire,

0:29:290:29:35

in the lead up to Christmas, that

you would still be here with your

0:29:350:29:39

church being the donation centre for

survivors?

Absolutely not. We

0:29:390:29:43

thought all the survivors by then

would have been housed. The majority

0:29:430:29:48

of survivors are still in hotels. We

are here for the long run, as long

0:29:480:29:53

as the survivors need us. They are

still coming. They come for support,

0:29:530:29:58

comfort, prior. People just want to

come and talk. -- prayers.

0:29:580:30:04

Especially when you adjust up in a

hotel. Some are very depressed.

0:30:040:30:08

Coming here, they find solitude and

comfort.

-- especially when you are

0:30:080:30:16

still in a hotel. Let us talk to

pasta Derek. We broadcast from your

0:30:160:30:21

church, you kindly invited us in

five weeks after the fire -- Pastor

0:30:210:30:29

Derek. How would you assess how the

community is?

There is still a lot

0:30:290:30:34

of grieving, a lot of anger among

the survivors. One of the main

0:30:340:30:40

problem is the accommodation.

Apartments that have been bought and

0:30:400:30:43

yet there are only I think 42 that

are in temporary accommodation but

0:30:430:30:49

yet apartments have been bought, so

I am wondering why they are not

0:30:490:30:53

being housed.

0:30:530:31:03

We spoke to the leader of the

council earlier on and she said it

0:31:030:31:06

takes time to re-carpet and repaint.

Sometimes families were changing

0:31:060:31:13

their minds about moving and wanting

to stay where they work, which is

0:31:130:31:19

understandable.

You cannot rebuild

your life in temporary

0:31:190:31:23

accommodation. I understand the

logistics. 300 apartments are

0:31:230:31:34

bought. We have 210 families. We

know there are enough accommodation

0:31:340:31:40

for each and every one of them.

You

are bewildered by the fact that

0:31:400:31:45

people are not in permanent

accommodation yet.

Six months in a

0:31:450:31:51

hotel with children, some of them

are disabled. Depression has set in.

0:31:510:32:00

Did you say depression?

Absolute

depression. These survivors of

0:32:000:32:06

traumatised. Some are not receiving

the counselling they should be

0:32:060:32:09

receiving. We have over 100 families

coming in through our doors, wanting

0:32:090:32:15

items under nations, as well as

support and comfort. We are doing

0:32:150:32:19

our bit as the church to serve these

people.

Do you think the impact of

0:32:190:32:27

what happened that night in the

allows of the morning will be felt

0:32:270:32:30

for generations to come in the

community?

This has changed the face

0:32:300:32:39

of North Kensington. We were told

some time ago, I think it was 11,000

0:32:390:32:44

people who had been affected because

of Grenfell Tower. It is a colossal

0:32:440:32:49

amount of people. How do you go

about trying to counsel and support

0:32:490:32:55

the community that is traumatised?

Again, we must just tried to work

0:32:550:33:01

with the council to make things a

lot easier for the survivors to move

0:33:010:33:09

on in their lives.

Thank you for

talking to us again. Thank you very

0:33:090:33:15

much, Pastor Derek. We're going to

talk to many more people in the next

0:33:150:33:18

hour and a half of we head towards

the memorial service which begins at

0:33:180:33:23

11 o'clock. Coverage of that on BBC

One.

0:33:230:33:26

Time for the latest news.

0:33:260:33:27

Here's Julian.

0:33:270:33:29

A memorial service is being held

at St Paul's Cathedral this morning

0:33:290:33:31

for the victims and survivors

of the Grenfell Tower

0:33:310:33:34

fire in West London.

0:33:340:33:35

71 people

were killed when the fire tore

0:33:350:33:37

through the tower block,

six months ago today.

0:33:370:33:38

Members of the royal family,

including Prince Charles

0:33:380:33:42

and the Duke and Duchess

of Cambridge will be among the 1,500

0:33:420:33:45

people who are expected to attend.

0:33:450:33:48

Theresa May is due at

a summit in Brussels,

0:33:480:33:51

hours after Conservative rebels

in the Commons defeated

0:33:510:33:53

the Government in a key Brexit vote.

0:33:530:33:56

MPs backed an amendment giving

them a legal guarantee of a vote

0:33:560:33:59

on the final Brexit deal

struck with Brussels.

0:33:590:34:09

A third person has been charged

with the murder of four children

0:34:090:34:12

who died in a fire at a house

in Salford, in Greater

0:34:120:34:15

Manchester, on Monday.

0:34:150:34:16

The 25-year-old man who's

from the area has also been charged

0:34:160:34:18

with attempted murder and arson.

0:34:180:34:20

The medical charity, MSF,

says it believes more than six

0:34:200:34:22

and a half thousand Rohingya Muslims

were killed in the violence that

0:34:220:34:25

began in Myanmar in late August.

0:34:250:34:32

The estimate is based on interviews

with some of the 600,000

0:34:320:34:35

Rohingyas who've fled

to neighbouring Bangladesh.

0:34:350:34:41

That's a summary of

the latest BBC News.

0:34:410:34:43

Let's get some sport

with Hugh Woozencroft.

0:34:430:34:45

England's batsmen have made

a positive start to the third

0:34:450:34:47

Ashes Test at the WACA.

0:34:480:34:49

Dawid Malan is closing

in on a century,

0:34:490:34:51

with Jonny Bairstow also

at the crease past

0:34:510:34:54

his half century.

0:34:540:35:00

England now 276 for 4.

0:35:000:35:01

Midfielder David Silva inspired

Manchester City to a record 15th

0:35:010:35:03

straight Premier League win -

4-nil at Swansea.

0:35:030:35:05

Manchester United won in second

but Arsenal were held at West Ham.

0:35:050:35:12

Four-time Tour De France Champion

Chris Froome insists his legacy

0:35:120:35:14

will not be tainted,

after he was found to have twice

0:35:140:35:17

the allowed level of a legal

asthma drug in his urine.

0:35:170:35:21

They now want more details from Team

Sky. Katie Taylor from Ireland had

0:35:210:35:27

to be at her very best as she

defended her lightweight title with

0:35:270:35:33

a unanimous points decision over the

American. That is all the sport for

0:35:330:35:38

now. We will be back with more after

ten o'clock.

0:35:380:35:42

Good morning.

0:35:420:35:43

This morning, we are live

from St Paul's Cathedral

0:35:430:35:47

ahead of a memorial service

for the victims of the

0:35:470:35:49

Grenfell Tower fire.

0:35:490:35:54

The chair of one of the residents'

association's said, "The memorial

0:35:540:35:57

is a chance for us all to come

together and remember what happened.

0:35:570:36:00

The people in Grenfell Tower

were forgotten about and ignored

0:36:000:36:02

before the fire and this is a chance

for people across the country

0:36:020:36:05

to unite and stand with us."

0:36:050:36:11

Let's talk now to Antonio Roncolato

escaped with his 26-year-old son,

0:36:110:36:15

Christopher, from the 10th floor.

0:36:150:36:19

Hamid Wahbi was the only one

in his flat on the 16th

0:36:190:36:22

floor during the fire.

0:36:220:36:23

He helped his neighbours escape.

0:36:230:36:26

They're telling their stories

to you today for the first time.

0:36:260:36:32

Also with us, Clarrie Mendy,

who lost her cousin Mary and Mary's

0:36:320:36:35

24-year-old daughter,

artist Khadije Saye.

0:36:350:36:41

Thank you so much for talking to us

on this day. The idea for this

0:36:410:36:48

National Service, and I can see you

are upset already, and I'm really

0:36:480:36:52

sorry for your loss. This idea came

to you in the summer, didn't it?

0:36:520:36:58

Yes, it came to me a few days

after... After the fire. I went to

0:36:580:37:07

mess -- Westminster to see Joan

Sinclair and ask that we have a

0:37:070:37:11

National Service as soon as

possible. I think this is what the

0:37:110:37:18

community need, the survivors need,

the bereaved families need. We just

0:37:180:37:22

want to know we are not alone and

there is support for us. Today, as

0:37:220:37:27

we will see, it is a day of people

coming and consolidating with us in

0:37:270:37:32

solidarity. It is a very emotional

day. I was here yesterday. The

0:37:320:37:38

rehearsals were beautiful. There is

something for everybody. We are a

0:37:380:37:45

big family. Not many of us are here

to represent, due to the restriction

0:37:450:37:50

of the tickets, which is a shame.

Here we are. I just hope everybody

0:37:500:37:58

will get something from it. As I

said, healing. I know the words that

0:37:580:38:05

Bishop and the Canon have gone out

of their way. I wanted to show that

0:38:050:38:13

adversity of multicultural

21st-century Britain and represent

0:38:130:38:15

all the different religious groups

of the tower taking it into

0:38:150:38:23

perspective with our cultures as

well. There is a wonderful mix to

0:38:230:38:28

this. A lot of people will get some

healing today for them as I said,

0:38:280:38:32

you can see I am crying already.

People have had all of this for so

0:38:320:38:38

long not knowing where we stand. We

have had meetings with the council.

0:38:380:38:46

It has been excused after excuse. We

need people to come clean. We don't

0:38:460:38:51

want a hill spread 25 years justice.

Everyone what happened. --

0:38:510:39:02

Hillsborough. People need to get on

with their lives. People here are

0:39:020:39:08

morning. They are morning but there

is still a fight. In normal

0:39:080:39:16

circumstances you can mourn. You

have to get up and fight for your

0:39:160:39:23

survival. The situation with

survivors in the hotel is not right.

0:39:230:39:26

I would not like to be in a hotel

with my children at Christmas. You

0:39:260:39:31

can even cook Christmas dinner. The

whole thing is wrong. The quicker

0:39:310:39:34

everything is just did -- adjusted

it will be for the better. Theresa

0:39:340:39:42

May is in a wonderful position

today. We do not have to beg for

0:39:420:39:47

everything. That is what it is seen

to be. The local community is still

0:39:470:39:51

suffering. Nothing has been

mentioned about them with the toxins

0:39:510:39:55

that are in the air. There is a

whole neighbourhood will stop it

0:39:550:40:02

seems nobody cares. Today I hope it

will not just be a case of words.

0:40:020:40:08

There need to be strong meanings

behind the words.

It needs to be

0:40:080:40:13

meaningful with no platitudes.

Not

just pretty words, we want

0:40:130:40:20

affirmation. Do you understand?

Knowing where we stand for the we're

0:40:200:40:25

not revolutionaries, it is just

standing up for our rights, basic

0:40:250:40:28

rights, especially in the wake of a

human public tragedy. There should

0:40:280:40:33

be more sympathy and empathy. We

would like to recent me as the

0:40:330:40:39

Government to adopt this charter

that is recommended by Bishop James

0:40:390:40:45

John after the Hillsborough disaster

to save bereaved families this pain

0:40:450:40:49

and anguish.

Let me bring in Antonio

and how meet -- Hameed. People will

0:40:490:41:04

have experience grief but the way it

is described, you are not only

0:41:040:41:09

grieving, you are having to fight

for survival. For respect, daily

0:41:090:41:13

existence. What would you say about

that?

It is the big day today. Today

0:41:130:41:21

we have to concentrate on thinking

about the people who are no longer

0:41:210:41:27

with us and support the people who

have lost their beloved ones. I

0:41:270:41:31

would say, for one day, we leave all

the politics and stuff like this on

0:41:310:41:35

the side and we get close. A group

of people as a community and be

0:41:350:41:42

together and show to the public that

we are here to help each other. We

0:41:420:41:48

want to raise awareness for the

public that this cannot happen again

0:41:480:41:52

in the future.

Never, ever. Are you

able to put politics to one side?

I

0:41:520:41:58

am here today to share all my

feelings with everybody. We are very

0:41:580:42:07

lucky to be here today. We never

thought we were going to make it but

0:42:070:42:14

we are here. I was living with my

mum, who is 90. She is still at the

0:42:140:42:22

hotel. She is not well. I did knock

at the door this morning at six

0:42:220:42:28

o'clock and she said she cannot make

it. I was expecting her to come with

0:42:280:42:34

me. We are going to go and share our

feelings with everybody inside will

0:42:340:42:39

stop what will be at the forefront

of your mind as the service is going

0:42:390:42:47

on, Hamid? We are going to go there

to let everyone know that we are

0:42:470:42:51

here. Our past has been taken from

us and we need our future. We want

0:42:510:43:00

to get on with our lives but it is

still on hold. Everything is still

0:43:000:43:05

on hold. To find the real trees, you

have to come to the survivors and

0:43:050:43:12

the bereaved people. That is the

only way you're going to find the

0:43:120:43:17

real things with what is going on.

Are things on hold with you?

0:43:170:43:26

Personally, things have moved a bit.

I have been lucky with my key

0:43:260:43:31

workers and the housing offices. My

case, my son, has moved into

0:43:310:43:35

temporary accommodation. He has been

edgy lately. Something good came

0:43:350:43:40

out. He has a flat. He has moved on.

Hopefully, all the residents, or the

0:43:400:43:50

other residents and people who have

more needs and different

0:43:500:43:54

requirements than myself. I really

feel that this should be moved as

0:43:540:44:01

quickly as possible before Christmas

so they can move on with their

0:44:010:44:03

lives.

We need things to be sorted

out as soon as possible. People are

0:44:030:44:13

getting very sick. As I said, not

from me, but everything is on hold.

0:44:130:44:22

We want to get on with our lives. I

have been working for all my life I

0:44:220:44:29

have been working. It is a matter of

sick and here we go. I have seen

0:44:290:44:38

nothing up to there.

Can I ask you,

Hamid, you helped people escape that

0:44:380:44:47

night...

Of course.

That is my duty.

When you think of that now, what

0:44:470:44:56

comes into your head?

Last Monday or

Tuesday, we went to the inquiry on

0:44:560:45:01

Monday or Tuesday. One guy on my

floor, that is the guy I'd told him,

0:45:010:45:06

where is your dad? He told me my dad

is frozen and he cannot walk. I

0:45:060:45:11

tried to help his dad and because of

the smoke I could not do it when I

0:45:110:45:15

turned my back I found the guy has

gone. He tore me last week I am

0:45:150:45:20

sorry. I remember when you are

trying to get out my dad from the

0:45:200:45:25

house will stop it is a kind of...

Our neighbour. We tried to help as

0:45:250:45:30

much as we can but what can we?

0:45:300:45:37

What did you say?

We do not want to

seem like beggars. This is the

0:45:370:45:45

21st-century. There is more that can

be done, really. Another country, we

0:45:450:45:54

would be put to shame. Britain,

21st-century Britain, multicultural

0:45:540:45:59

Britain, come on, we need to pull up

our socks.

Step up.

We are not

0:45:590:46:06

champions of the world in this

cause, really. I think the

0:46:060:46:10

Government needs to step up ASAP.

We're not going to turn

0:46:100:46:17

revolutionaries overnight, but we do

not want our hearts to be turned to

0:46:170:46:20

stone. I want to see joy. My pain is

your pain. My pain is even the

0:46:200:46:26

people looking at that tower every

day still breathing, what about the

0:46:260:46:30

Grenfell cough and the droopy eyes?

This needs to be addressed. Help us,

0:46:300:46:40

SOS.

People think very differently

about us, people from Grenfell

0:46:400:46:47

Tower.

We are not benefit street.

Self-employed.

I have people working

0:46:470:46:56

for me, now they are not working, I

am not working, I am not signing on,

0:46:560:47:01

I am working my life. People have to

understand. We have plenty of

0:47:010:47:07

educated people there and we are not

begging or asking for a favour, this

0:47:070:47:14

is not a favour, this is a very

serious situation and it needs to be

0:47:140:47:18

sorted out as soon as possible.

Fast

tracked.

After six months...

0:47:180:47:28

Disgusting.

Inside, there will be

1500 people, royals, political

0:47:280:47:34

leaders, yourselves, members of the

community, members of the emergency

0:47:340:47:38

servitors, representatives. What do

you say to them?

-- emergency

0:47:380:47:44

services. Thank you for supporting

us. They have compassion for us. Do

0:47:440:47:49

not just come... Make sure when you

leave here, your moral conscience

0:47:490:47:54

will maybe be further moving you to

do something ASAP. There is a lot

0:47:540:48:02

that could have been done. We did

not have to go to six months. What

0:48:020:48:07

has moved? Maybe a few people have

been... I would not so lucky.

0:48:070:48:14

Fortunate. People have suffered

worse than our sun they deserve to

0:48:140:48:18

be sorted out. -- worse than us.

Some are sick and traumatised. They

0:48:180:48:28

are out of work. We were inside the

fire. What about the people watching

0:48:280:48:32

from outside and the fire brigade

who came inside to help us? I met

0:48:320:48:38

with them on the 16th floor, they

are suffering.

Post-traumatic

0:48:380:48:45

stress, if we do not address this,

there will be psychosis soon.

Let us

0:48:450:48:51

help each other. Come on. It is a

matter of that we want to go and

0:48:510:48:58

have our life. We will start from

zero, move on, we do not want to get

0:48:580:49:03

stuck. Looks like we were just

putting us on hold. Life keeps going

0:49:030:49:07

on.

Thank you.

Solidarity...

I can

see that, I can feel that.

She has

0:49:070:49:23

been amazing.

Thank you so much.

Thank you.

He was going to come

0:49:230:49:38

here...

Wahid. It will be a lovely

service. Let us hope we can have a

0:49:380:49:47

Merry Christmas and a beautiful home

for you and your mother and your

0:49:470:49:52

children, that is what I wish him

and his 90-year-old mother. If there

0:49:520:49:56

is such a thing as Father Christmas,

bring him on.

I did well, sending

0:49:560:50:01

the normal way. -- sending my mum

away. The last ten days of Ramadan,

0:50:010:50:08

I was just going to travel to Saudi

Arabia, the following day, after the

0:50:080:50:15

fire, but I am still here.

We are

running out of time. Thank you so

0:50:150:50:22

much. You can clearly see the love,

the solidarity, the strength they

0:50:220:50:27

get from each other, if not from

people in authority. As you know, 71

0:50:270:50:34

people died in the fire.

0:50:340:50:36

For each victim, there are several

relatives and friends

0:50:360:50:39

trying to adjust to life

without their loved

0:50:390:50:40

one, six months on.

0:50:410:50:44

We've invited some of them to pay

tribute using their own words.

0:50:440:50:49

Here are the letters written

by three loved ones to victims

0:50:490:50:51

of the Grenfell Fire.

0:50:510:51:01

Um, my name is Clarrie Mendy.

0:51:030:51:07

I'm a cousin to the late Mary Ajaoi

Mendy and Khadija Ellen Saye.

0:51:070:51:15

So, I'm Kenita and this

is my uncle, Gary Maunders.

0:51:150:51:18

My name is Ben Gabbitas

and my relationship to Sheila

0:51:180:51:21

is friend, soul partner,

and she was my mother in spirit,

0:51:210:51:27

is the way I like to describe it.

0:51:270:51:35

When people remember Mary Ajaoi

Mendy and Khadija Ellen Saye,

0:51:470:51:55

they may remember Grenfell Towers

and how they died.

0:51:550:52:05

When we think of them, we think

of the amazing flow of love.

0:52:050:52:08

Gary, you are our uncle, a kind,

caring, loving person.

0:52:080:52:11

We loved you like an older brother.

0:52:110:52:13

We had a bond because we was raised

in the same household as each other.

0:52:130:52:16

You were very charming and had

an old-fashioned nature about you.

0:52:160:52:22

Well, Sheila, that was quite a dash.

0:52:220:52:25

You always said it was

about the journey and not

0:52:250:52:32

the destination but no one,

but no one, foresaw this

0:52:320:52:34

as the destination.

0:52:340:52:35

Mary was an amazing

woman, full of life.

0:52:350:52:37

She was kind to everybody.

0:52:370:52:40

And everybody was

welcome at her home.

0:52:400:52:45

You always went out of your way

to help those that needed it,

0:52:450:52:48

especially the older generation.

0:52:480:52:50

You would say, "Good morning,

darling", and would help

0:52:500:52:52

them with their shopping

bags or trolleys.

0:52:520:52:56

Most of us all loved Mary.

0:52:560:52:57

And most of all, she loved us all.

0:52:570:53:03

You often said of stabbed teenagers

and young people killed,

0:53:030:53:07

"Have you ever noticed,

Ben, they always seem

0:53:070:53:09

to take the good ones,

the ones with so much light?"

0:53:090:53:14

So here it was, you, too,

and 70 lights taken that day.

0:53:140:53:18

You couldn't find another like you.

0:53:180:53:21

A rare, unique

within your own right.

0:53:210:53:23

To call you a chatterbox

would be an understatement.

0:53:230:53:26

You would talk our ears off

for hours but you were extremely

0:53:260:53:29

funny, wise and knowledgeable, too.

0:53:290:53:33

When we think of Khadija,

we remember her smile,

0:53:330:53:38

which lit up a room.

0:53:380:53:40

We remember her soft voice.

0:53:400:53:43

We remember her telling

us to take it easy.

0:53:430:53:47

We remember a niece, our cousin,

our sister and a friend.

0:53:470:53:54

One of your great lessons

you taught me was to see the good

0:53:540:53:57

that can come out of bad.

0:53:570:54:00

This, then, will be

a challenge like no other.

0:54:000:54:05

Words cannot describe

the pain in our hearts.

0:54:050:54:10

We don't even know how

to mend a heart that is

0:54:100:54:12

broken beyond repair.

0:54:120:54:15

You loved your mother

and your children dearly.

0:54:150:54:17

You would always check on them daily

to see if they were all right,

0:54:170:54:21

and to say that you love them.

0:54:210:54:24

Nanny wants you to know that

you were a lovely son.

0:54:240:54:26

Sorry, I need to stop.

0:54:270:54:31

Our hearts bleed with

sadness at your passing.

0:54:310:54:35

God took you because he saw

your heart and he knew

0:54:350:54:38

how special you were.

0:54:380:54:42

Khadija, you were truly

more than a billion.

0:54:420:54:44

Auntie Mary, for the first time

in my life, you are not there.

0:54:440:54:47

You're not a phone call away

or a train journey away.

0:54:470:54:55

Passing in your sleep,

we do not know for sure, but I hope

0:54:550:55:01

to God your guides and angels kept

you from the roar.

0:55:010:55:10

You wanted the best for everyone

and always told the younger children

0:55:100:55:13

of the family to behave and do

well in school.

0:55:130:55:16

Nanny wants you to know that

you were a lovely son

0:55:160:55:18

and you had a heart of gold.

0:55:180:55:20

We truly miss you.

0:55:200:55:23

It was a massive chunk of our hearts

that have been ripped out of us.

0:55:230:55:30

We don't know how we can

continue as a family.

0:55:300:55:33

Or how, as a family,

we can ever heal from this.

0:55:330:55:35

Our hearts will continue

to bleed for you both.

0:55:350:55:38

To say thank you for all you did

seems like some huge understatement.

0:55:380:55:44

Sometimes, there is no words

to describe such feelings.

0:55:440:55:46

You will always be remembered

and cared for in your memory.

0:55:460:55:56

I will miss our long

telephone conversations,

0:55:580:56:06

our trips to Limburg

and Meera, Cornwall and

0:56:060:56:08

around the country.

0:56:080:56:10

I, Betty, cry every night

for you, Mary and Khadija.

0:56:100:56:12

All the advice you gave me

and my children will stay with us

0:56:120:56:15

for the rest of our lives.

0:56:160:56:21

So now it has to be a project

in your name that I must

0:56:210:56:24

see through, friend,

soul partner, and mother

0:56:240:56:26

in spirit, too.

0:56:260:56:27

We hope you are at peace

and continue up in heaven

0:56:270:56:29

doing what you do best.

0:56:290:56:31

Forever loved.

0:56:310:56:35

We will carry on and we will carry

you wherever we go.

0:56:350:56:37

Your spirit will live through us.

0:56:380:56:40

We will always love you.

0:56:400:56:43

You were special and a special place

will always remain in our hearts.

0:56:430:56:53

Letters to loved ones

from Clarrie Mendy,

0:57:100:57:14

Kenita Spence and Ben Gabbitas.

0:57:140:57:21

Extraordinarily powerful, very, very

moving. In an hour's time at St

0:57:210:57:27

Paul's, the national memorial

service will begin for the victims

0:57:270:57:30

of their Grenfell Tower fire, many

residents are arriving already,

0:57:300:57:35

wandering up the front steps of St

Paul's, members of the emergency

0:57:350:57:40

services arriving too to take their

places inside the grand building of

0:57:400:57:45

St Paul's. This man lived with his

wife, daughter and steps in on the

0:57:450:57:54

15th floor of the power and we are

grateful you are talking to us

0:57:540:57:58

before you go inside -- and stepson

on the 15th floor of the tower. Who

0:57:580:58:04

will you be paying tribute to today?

Everyone, all my neighbours, all my

0:58:040:58:09

beloved neighbours who we lost that

night. I want just to say to them, I

0:58:090:58:18

am sorry. We didn't save you. I am

sorry we didn't know what was

0:58:180:58:24

happening around us. I am sorry we

were inside and we didn't know what

0:58:240:58:28

was going on really.

Do you feel

guilt about that?

Yeah. We didn't

0:58:280:58:37

know. We were inside, we didn't

know. We didn't know what was going

0:58:370:58:42

on around the building. But what I

believe, they are in the hand of

0:58:420:58:55

God. I believe what happened we will

never forget and I from this -- and

0:58:550:59:03

I promise all my life I will do the

best of me to get things better and

0:59:030:59:09

better in the right way. I will

never change my thoughts, I will

0:59:090:59:17

never forget, and it is just... How

I feel, it shouldn't happen, but

0:59:170:59:30

what I am feeling right now is...

How come we didn't know? How come

0:59:300:59:40

when I came out that night from the

building, I looked up at the

0:59:400:59:45

building, I realised, there are

people inside. That moment, it

0:59:450:59:51

was... It is not just pain, I can't

even speak. No, tremendous hurt,

0:59:511:00:00

tremendous grief. I want to say

sorry to them. I believe they are

1:00:001:00:07

standing now by the side of God and

I believe... I believe he will help

1:00:071:00:14

us to get justice done and I believe

we will make them proud and I

1:00:141:00:19

believe we will make them happy,

they are looking at us and seeing us

1:00:191:00:24

and they feel us and I believe

standing altogether to get things

1:00:241:00:29

right, to make it right, and to

secure everything in the right way

1:00:291:00:36

and this is what I believe.

That is

your promise.

This is my promise.

1:00:361:00:42

You know, on that day, I loved

someone behind me, I left Steve

1:00:421:00:49

behind me, I did not know he was on

the flat, he passed away that night.

1:00:491:00:53

The same floor. Until now, I feel

very bad. On the same floor. Until

1:00:531:01:02

now, I feel very bad for the

neighbours. They used to open the

1:01:021:01:05

door to me, say hello to me, the

children... It is massive. Something

1:01:051:01:11

we cannot forget. We witnessed.

1:01:111:01:19

I wish for the family, my neighbour,

their family, to keep going, to keep

1:01:191:01:28

the faith, to keep themselves

strong. We will support them. We

1:01:281:01:34

will be together on this until we

get that done properly.

Thank you

1:01:341:01:42

very much. I know you have to go

inside. We appreciate your time this

1:01:421:01:47

morning thank you for talking to us.

It is ten o'clock

1:01:471:01:56

morning thank you for talking to us.

It is ten o'clock.

1:01:561:01:58

Hello.

1:01:581:02:01

This morning, we're at

St Paul's Cathedral where members

1:02:011:02:03

of the royal family and the Prime

Minister will join families

1:02:031:02:06

of victims of the Grenfell Tower

fire for a memorial service, six

1:02:061:02:09

months after the devastating fire

which killed 71 people.

1:02:091:02:14

This morning survivors of the fire

have been telling us why the service

1:02:141:02:17

is so important to them.

1:02:171:02:20

It's about remembering the people,

my neighbours, my family.

1:02:201:02:23

it's about remembering

the people I used to help

1:02:231:02:25

get their shopping in the lifts.

1:02:251:02:30

It's also about bringing the people

who survived together.

1:02:301:02:40

It is about getting the chance to

see my neighbours for the first time

1:02:401:02:44

in some while.

1:02:441:02:49

Six months on and the pain of those

suffering is plain to see.

We do not

1:02:491:02:56

have self-respect anymore. No

dignity. No pride. No prissy. We

1:02:561:03:00

have lost it all. Six months. --

previously. This is supposed to be

1:03:001:03:08

Great Britain.

The service will give

thanks to everybody who assisted on

1:03:081:03:13

the ground at the time and since.

Including emergency services, the

1:03:131:03:19

community, public support workers

and volunteers.

It has changed the

1:03:191:03:24

face of North Kensington. We were

told some time ago in 11,000 people

1:03:241:03:28

have been affected because of the

Grenfell Tower incident. It is a

1:03:281:03:35

colossal amount of people. How do

you go about trying to counsel and

1:03:351:03:40

support a community that is

traumatised?

1:03:401:03:45

Here's Julian Worricker

with a summary of today's news.

1:03:551:04:02

A memorial service is being held for

the victims of the Grenfell Tower

1:04:021:04:06

fire.

Members of the Royal family,

including Prince Charles and the

1:04:061:04:13

Duke and Duchess of Cambridge wobbly

among the 1500 people who are

1:04:131:04:18

expected to attend. -- will be

among. The Metropolitan Police

1:04:181:04:23

Commissioner said her forceful do

whatever it takes to bring to

1:04:231:04:27

justice anyone committing criminal

offences in the fire.

1:04:271:04:40

My officers are doing everything

in their power to do a professional

1:04:401:04:43

and thorough investigation.

1:04:431:04:44

They want to do this

as well as we possibly can,

1:04:441:04:46

to give people the answers

to the questions that they have.

1:04:461:04:49

Theresa May is due at

a summit in Brussels,

1:04:491:04:51

hours after Conservative rebels

in the Commons defeated

1:04:511:04:53

the Government in a key Brexit vote.

1:04:531:04:55

MPs backed an amendment giving

them a legal guarantee of a vote

1:04:551:04:58

on the final Brexit deal

struck with Brussels.

1:04:581:05:00

One rebel, Stephen Hammond,

was sacked by the Prime Minister

1:05:001:05:02

as a party vice chairman

in the aftermath of the vote.

1:05:021:05:06

A third person has been charged

with the murder of four children

1:05:061:05:09

who died in a fire at a house

in Salford, in Greater

1:05:091:05:12

Manchester, on Monday.

1:05:121:05:14

The 25-year-old man who's

from the area has also been charged

1:05:141:05:16

with attempted murder and arson.

1:05:161:05:22

The medical charity, MSF,

says it believes more than 6,500

1:05:221:05:24

Rohingya Muslims were killed

in the violence that

1:05:241:05:26

began in Myanmar in late August.

1:05:261:05:30

The estimate is based on interviews

with some of the 600,000

1:05:301:05:33

Rohingyas who've fled

to neighbouring Bangladesh.

1:05:331:05:37

The Burmese armed forces have stated

that about four hundred people died,

1:05:371:05:40

describing most of them as Muslim

terrorists.

1:05:401:05:49

That's a summary of

the latest BBC News.

1:05:491:05:52

Sport now with Hugh Woozencroft.

1:05:521:06:00

The crucial third Ashes Test has

begun at the Waca in Perth

1:06:001:06:03

with England needing to avoid defeat

to keep their hopes

1:06:031:06:05

of retaining the urn alive.

1:06:051:06:13

Having won the toss, England lost

key men. Jonny Bairstow pass the 75

1:06:131:06:21

mark. England ending the day on

305-4.

1:06:211:06:27

The four-time Tour de France

champion Chris Froome has told

1:06:271:06:29

the BBC he understands

people will be cynical

1:06:291:06:31

but insists his legacy won't be

tainted, after it emerged he had

1:06:311:06:34

double the allowed level of a legal

asthma drug in his urine

1:06:341:06:37

following a test during the Vuelta

de Espana, which he

1:06:371:06:39

won, in September.

1:06:391:06:40

Cycling's world governing body,

the UCI, wants more details

1:06:401:06:42

from the team but Froome

has not been suspended.

1:06:421:06:47

Manchester City have

extended their winning

1:06:471:06:54

Premier League run to

a record breaking 15 games.

1:06:541:06:59

All the football stories on the BBC

Sport website and app.

1:06:591:07:05

Good morning from St Paul's,

where the Grenfell community,

1:07:051:07:07

along with Prince Charles

and Camilla, Prince William

1:07:071:07:09

and Kate and Prince Harry,

are all coming together to remember

1:07:091:07:11

those loved ones who died

in the fire at Grenfell,

1:07:111:07:14

exactly six months today.

1:07:141:07:16

It is going to be

incredibly poignant.

1:07:161:07:26

Be music from different communities,

a steel band. The seats are filling

1:07:261:07:32

up inside. By 11 o'clock there will

be 1500 people inside. The Royals

1:07:321:07:37

are due to arrive just before 11am

for the will tell -- before 11am.

1:07:371:07:48

And we'll

bring it to you live at 11.

1:07:481:07:50

We can speak now to David Lammy,

the Labour MP for Tottenham.

1:07:501:07:53

He's campaigned on behalf

of residents in North Kensington.

1:07:531:07:55

One of his friends, the artist,

Khadije Saye, died in the fire.

1:07:551:07:58

Good morning. What does today mean

to you?

I think it is an appropriate

1:07:581:08:03

moment for the country, the

Londoners, to come together to

1:08:031:08:09

support these families, to remember

those lives and commemorate them and

1:08:091:08:13

to commit to continuing to ask the

important questions on behalf of the

1:08:131:08:19

victims over the coming months. Just

a really important moment for the

1:08:191:08:26

families and survivors.

When you

think of your friend, Khadije, how

1:08:261:08:36

do you think of her?

I think the

young woman who had same as to offer

1:08:361:08:42

her country and the world and her

life was cut off. I speak to her

1:08:421:08:46

father and her family. They are

really focused on those last moments

1:08:461:08:52

of her life. This is a very poignant

moment. In politics I am meant to be

1:08:521:08:59

a bit sort of objective. I guess in

relation to Grenfell Tower, because

1:08:591:09:04

I knew someone who died, I am pretty

engaged and pretty involved. I don't

1:09:041:09:09

know if I am pretty objective, I am

subjective about the manner of her

1:09:091:09:15

death.

Where do you think the

community is six months on?

You will

1:09:151:09:23

have viewers who have experienced

grief. They know the aftermath of

1:09:231:09:28

Greece comes in stages. There is

shock and bewilderment. -- grief.

1:09:281:09:34

Then you get a lot of anger and then

you get despairing depression. That

1:09:341:09:39

has really crept in for many, many

of the victims and families,

1:09:391:09:45

struggling to come to terms with

broken families, some that survived

1:09:451:09:50

and some that did not. In this

situation, a lot of repeat trauma

1:09:501:09:56

really. The building still stands.

It is a monument of death and, of

1:09:561:10:03

course, the aftermath of Grenfell

Tower, the housing situation, the

1:10:031:10:06

way people felt dealt with by the

state has been far from the best of

1:10:061:10:14

this country. It is a tough moment

for families of those victims, many

1:10:141:10:18

of whom I met this week.

We will

talk about mental health in more

1:10:181:10:24

detail. It has been such a huge

issue and so many people have been

1:10:241:10:29

affected. Let me ask you about the

preliminary hearings of the inquiry

1:10:291:10:33

which began on Monday. We heard

powerful appeals from lawyers

1:10:331:10:41

representing the families of

victims. For there to be a more

1:10:411:10:44

representative panel of judges.

Do

you agree with that? Yes, I do think

1:10:441:10:50

that is important. In the end we

hold these inquiries on behalf of

1:10:501:10:55

the general public, on behalf of the

Government and parliament, to get to

1:10:551:11:00

the important questions and what

happened. Most importantly on behalf

1:11:001:11:04

of the families and victims. The

families and the victims question

1:11:041:11:09

that representation. They want to

see a panel member that is

1:11:091:11:13

reflective of the community. They

want to be more deeply engaged.

1:11:131:11:19

Those who represent them, their

lawyers, they feel shutout. There

1:11:191:11:23

are some real issues on the

structure and the process that has

1:11:231:11:27

been setup.

Do you have any more

faith the inquiry?

You have to have

1:11:271:11:33

faith. It has only just begun.

Empathy, compassion and humanity

1:11:331:11:38

mean you have to have faith that it

will reach the right answers. It is

1:11:381:11:43

not an underestimation to say it has

not got off to the best of stops.

1:11:431:11:48

Thank you for talking to us this

morning. We appreciate it. I am

1:11:481:11:55

going to ask you to move back so I

can introduce our next guest. Ross

1:11:551:12:01

O'Brien is from the mental health

and well-being service. Mark Harris

1:12:011:12:06

is from the Samaritans. Clearly,

mental health is a huge issue.

1:12:061:12:13

Actually we can just see emergency

services arriving. Representatives

1:12:131:12:19

from the emergency services arriving

to walk up the steps of St Paul's

1:12:191:12:21

Cathedral to go inside. Before the

service begins at 11 o'clock. Life

1:12:211:12:29

in the shadow of that blackened

tower is a constant struggle, isn't

1:12:291:12:36

it?

It is a constant struggle. Every

time you go to the area it is

1:12:361:12:43

shocking that this reminder is

always there. It towers over you.

1:12:431:12:49

You can literally seeing and you are

reminded all of the time. -- see in.

1:12:491:12:55

With events like today, an

anniversary always brings everything

1:12:551:13:00

that happened into even sharper

focus than it is anyway. You are

1:13:001:13:06

talking about mental health issues

on a massive scale, loss on a

1:13:061:13:10

massive scale, trauma on a massive

scale.

The estimate is something

1:13:101:13:15

like 11,000 people were affected by

what happened that night was how

1:13:151:13:19

many referrals have you had?

So far,

since the day of the fire we have

1:13:191:13:24

seen over a thousand adults referred

200 children referred. And we are

1:13:241:13:31

reaching out to more every day. We

are knocking on doors, turning up at

1:13:311:13:37

various community centres and faith

centres and trying to engage and

1:13:371:13:41

support the community and be there

for them.

It is not only people who

1:13:411:13:46

escaped from the tower, it is people

who lived in the surrounding area,

1:13:461:13:50

people who lived further away than

that and saw what happened that

1:13:501:13:55

night by standing on the ground and

feeling helpless.

We are starting to

1:13:551:14:01

see a second wave. The people who

supported those people as well were

1:14:011:14:06

supporting the teachers and

supporting others, supporting as

1:14:061:14:13

many people who were also supporting

the people who were initially

1:14:131:14:16

affected as well.

The number of

people have talked to me about their

1:14:161:14:21

depression. They feel they are in a

depression for all sorts of reasons,

1:14:211:14:26

including the fact they are grieving

but also that they are not in a home

1:14:261:14:29

yet they feel they cannot again to

start to rebuild until that happens.

1:14:291:14:35

How can you help those people?

We

have seen lots of people who are

1:14:351:14:41

really keen to engage in therapy.

For them, at the moment, it is not

1:14:411:14:46

quite the right time. You have to

get the basic, fundamental needs

1:14:461:14:50

met. They need a home and finances

sorted.

That needs to be sorted

1:14:501:14:56

before they can deal with their

mental health?

That is one of the

1:14:561:15:01

things that people keep presenting

to us that they are seeking help is

1:15:011:15:04

that it might not be the right time

now. For us it is about being

1:15:041:15:08

constantly engaged with the

community. It has been an honour to

1:15:081:15:12

do that. The community has come

together really well. They are

1:15:121:15:15

looking out for each other and

supporting each other. They are

1:15:151:15:20

talking to us about what they want

as a service and we are able to

1:15:201:15:24

respond to that it is really

helpful.

1:15:241:15:30

What kind of help have you been able

to give?

For the most part,

1:15:301:15:36

listening, that is the Samaritans

service, at the time, it moved from

1:15:361:15:43

shell shock initially to the sense

of loss and starting to process

1:15:431:15:48

emotions. Then we were in some of

the hotels. Where people were

1:15:481:15:52

staying.

Where you are in the

reception, waiting for people? Were

1:15:521:15:59

you able to knock on doors?

We were

in the reception. We worked with the

1:15:591:16:05

hotel staff, they advertised the

service, they knocked on the doors,

1:16:051:16:09

people came down to us in reception.

More recently, we have been doing

1:16:091:16:13

training for Westminster council

staff and others, Citizens Advice,

1:16:131:16:19

to say, how do you actively listen

to someone and deal with someone who

1:16:191:16:23

is angry?

How do you deal with

someone who is angry, help someone?

1:16:231:16:30

You are massively respectful to them

and you hear what they are saying

1:16:301:16:34

and you give them time and space and

you completely validate everything

1:16:341:16:38

they are saying and the issue is,

for the council staff, they cannot

1:16:381:16:44

fix things immediately, so it is

trying to communicate to someone,

1:16:441:16:46

this is what we are doing, where we

are at currently. It is difficult.

1:16:461:16:51

What we can do as listening

volunteers is hold someone in that

1:16:511:16:56

space

space. As council staff can

you have a job to do.

Do you think

1:16:561:17:06

this is, as a resident said earlier,

the impact of what has happened will

1:17:061:17:10

be felt for generations, actually?

Absolutely. If you look at other

1:17:101:17:16

disasters, there has not really been

a similar disaster in the UK on this

1:17:161:17:21

scale, but if you look at other

disasters, the impact is there for

1:17:211:17:26

generations, looking back to Aberfan

com you still feel it felt among the

1:17:261:17:37

adult population, a traumatic event

for children that long ago. We

1:17:371:17:41

expect there will be an initial

massive piece of work in terms of

1:17:411:17:44

reaching those people, but the

community will be affected for such

1:17:441:17:49

a long time, we will have to be

there for them for that period of

1:17:491:17:53

time.

The same for your organisation

presumably as well?

Yeah,

1:17:531:17:59

completely. You have the physical

space, that has to be turned into

1:17:591:18:03

something, it can only be a memorial

garden, that has to be there, people

1:18:031:18:07

have to be able to go there, and the

service for us is listening, 24

1:18:071:18:14

hours a day. When they need to call,

it is free, always open. And

1:18:141:18:19

off-loading as and when you need to,

does not matter if it is 3am, we

1:18:191:18:24

know sleep patterns are not normal,

people are traits in the streets in

1:18:241:18:28

the dead of night, phone us up and

off-load -- people are traipsing the

1:18:281:18:34

streets.

Thank you very much, both

of you. The grim for health and

1:18:341:18:41

well-being service and the

Samaritans, thank you -- the

1:18:411:18:46

Grenfell health and well-being

service.

1:18:461:18:49

The many heroes of Grenfell Tower

fire will be celebrated today -

1:18:491:18:52

the emergency services,

the firefighters and the community

1:18:521:18:55

who rallied around together

to offer immediate help,

1:18:551:18:57

support and shelter, and who are

still doing so six months

1:18:571:19:00

on, as Noel Phillips reports.

1:19:001:19:09

As people frantically searched

for their missing loved ones,

1:19:131:19:18

the immediate help they received

in the aftermath of the fire

1:19:181:19:21

was from their community.

1:19:211:19:22

Please stop, just stop.

1:19:221:19:24

Clothes are going here.

1:19:241:19:27

Food only is going here.

1:19:271:19:29

The atmosphere of solidarity

saw thousands unite

1:19:291:19:31

to mourn with people here.

1:19:311:19:35

Volunteers from across the country

and as far as New York came to help

1:19:351:19:39

in whatever way they could.

1:19:391:19:40

I lived in New York when the towers

came down and it was very...

1:19:401:19:43

Reminiscent of that.

1:19:431:19:46

Just generally, you want to help.

1:19:461:19:48

You want to do whatever you can.

1:19:481:19:51

I've got a week off and I will just

give my time to do what needs doing.

1:19:511:19:55

Thanks to the community,

we are managing.

1:19:551:19:57

Millions of pounds were also raised

to support survivors.

1:19:571:20:02

Clothing, bedding and food poured

into local warehouses, churches,

1:20:021:20:04

mosques and community centres.

1:20:041:20:08

There were Muslim people

donating to churches.

1:20:081:20:10

I was one of them.

1:20:101:20:13

There were Christian people donating

to, you know, mosques,

1:20:131:20:17

knowing whatever is easy and closer.

1:20:171:20:18

The lights went off

in the staircase as well.

1:20:181:20:21

As local residents tried

to piece their lives back together,

1:20:211:20:26

a royal visit and thank

you from the Queen and Prince

1:20:261:20:29

William to volunteers.

1:20:291:20:34

# I don't know where to begin

so I'll start by saying

1:20:341:20:36

# I refuse to forget you...#.

1:20:361:20:38

As well as their generosity,

celebrities also offered to help.

1:20:381:20:42

# For every last soul

in Grenfell, even though

1:20:421:20:44

# I never even met you...#.

1:20:441:20:47

A charity single was released

to raise money for those affected.

1:20:471:20:52

This is Gemma.

1:20:531:20:56

She's the mother of the actor

and director Noel Clarke,

1:20:561:20:58

who was born just 100 yards

from Grenfell Tower.

1:20:581:21:01

He returned to his local community

to help search for the missing.

1:21:011:21:04

That night, Gemma watched from her

kitchen as the building was on fire.

1:21:041:21:10

This is the side I've seen.

1:21:101:21:12

I haven't seen nothing else.

1:21:121:21:13

I've only seen this side .

1:21:131:21:14

The blaze going up and down.

1:21:141:21:18

And it burned that way, like a V.

1:21:181:21:20

That's how it burned.

1:21:201:21:21

It did not go across.

1:21:211:21:23

And I watched that.

1:21:231:21:25

What was that like?

1:21:251:21:28

Sad.

1:21:281:21:30

And I saw someone was crying,

was waving out the window.

1:21:301:21:34

But I heard he got out

and he was partially

1:21:341:21:37

blind or something.

1:21:371:21:39

It was sad.

1:21:391:21:41

It was hard work and I cried.

1:21:411:21:44

I couldn't do anything,

but I just watched.

1:21:441:21:46

I have never seen something

in my life like that.

1:21:461:21:49

I wouldn't like to see

something again like that.

1:21:491:21:53

For Gemma, who has lived

here since 1987, the memories

1:21:531:21:57

of what she witnessed remains

an open wound.

1:21:571:22:00

Until this day, she refuses to talk

about what she saw with anyone,

1:22:001:22:03

including her own son.

1:22:031:22:06

At the beginning, we talked

about it, but not now.

1:22:061:22:08

No.

1:22:081:22:12

I don't talk about it again.

1:22:121:22:16

Every time he comes to see me,

we look at it and we think of it

1:22:161:22:19

but I don't talk about it.

1:22:201:22:21

I don't talk about it

with anyone, to be honest.

1:22:211:22:25

This community still bears

the scars of what happened

1:22:251:22:27

here on the 14th of June.

1:22:271:22:34

Like many people, I was here

in the aftermath of the fire

1:22:341:22:37

and saw just how desperate people

were, searching for their missing

1:22:371:22:40

loved ones and sticking photos

and posters on the walls.

1:22:401:22:45

But now people want

their lives back.

1:22:451:22:47

They want normality.

1:22:471:22:49

Most of all, they want justice.

1:22:491:22:53

Niles is one of the many people

in the community providing

1:22:531:22:59

psychological support to survivors.

1:22:591:23:04

He runs this centre with volunteers.

1:23:041:23:07

Despite their grief,

Niles says he is starting to see

1:23:071:23:09

some small signs of progress

for many of these vulnerable

1:23:091:23:11

people he sees daily.

1:23:111:23:13

As a community, we're moving on.

1:23:131:23:19

In the initial stages,

it was people like ourselves

1:23:191:23:21

in the community who was doing those

services when nobody

1:23:211:23:23

else was around.

1:23:231:23:24

It is now nearly six

months afterwards.

1:23:241:23:27

And there are still people we see

every day who are going

1:23:271:23:30

through the same problems

they was going through five

1:23:301:23:32

months ago, six months

ago, four months ago.

1:23:321:23:36

It is not changing.

1:23:361:23:40

Since escaping the 20th floor

with her partner, Luke,

1:23:401:23:42

Emma says she is now haunted

by nightmares and flashbacks.

1:23:421:23:47

When you can't sleep,

then when you do sleep,

1:23:471:23:53

you have the nightmare,

even worse, and you're even worse

1:23:531:23:55

than when you started.

1:23:551:23:57

They are such horrible

things to go back to.

1:23:571:24:01

Are people united,

despite what has happened?

1:24:011:24:05

They seem to be very

united around the area.

1:24:051:24:11

We have still got loads of messages

on the walls and fences,

1:24:111:24:13

which I think is really great.

1:24:141:24:17

From different faiths as well,

it's been amazing to view.

1:24:171:24:26

Seven British nationals

from the Ethiopian community

1:24:261:24:28

lost their lives in Grenfell Tower.

1:24:281:24:31

Hashim, his wife, daughter and two

sons never made it out.

1:24:311:24:40

I spoke to him until the 46 one,

that is the last word,

1:24:401:24:43

the last one, he said,

"My daughter, she is on fire",

1:24:431:24:46

and dropped the phone, and just ran.

1:24:461:24:47

He grabs.

1:24:471:24:48

I don't know the end.

1:24:481:24:50

The phone went dead.

1:24:501:24:51

That is what got stuck in your head?

1:24:511:24:53

Yes, it's there.

1:24:531:24:54

When Johnny moved to the UK

from Ethiopia 17 years ago,

1:24:541:24:56

he met Hashim in this area

and they became best friends.

1:24:561:24:59

He is a guy to have a laugh.

1:24:591:25:01

Here's a guy that you smile.

1:25:011:25:04

And just a kind of, I don't know...

1:25:041:25:06

I can't express it.

1:25:061:25:08

He is a guy, he just, he is one

of the nicest guys to meet.

1:25:081:25:13

If you meet him, you would

understand, it is hard to express

1:25:131:25:15

what kind of person he is.

1:25:151:25:18

Even the kids and his wife as well,

just such amazing people there.

1:25:181:25:22

In the shadow of what remains

of Grenfell on Bramley Road,

1:25:221:25:27

I meet Theresa, who has lived

opposite the tower

1:25:271:25:29

for over 30 years.

1:25:291:25:30

She comes here every day to ensure

memorials are looked after.

1:25:301:25:37

I don't want them to be

forgotten and it looks

1:25:371:25:40

like it is being forgotten.

1:25:401:25:50

It's yesterday's news,

and 71 people more died that night.

1:25:501:25:53

71 people, the highest concentration

in peacetime Britain.

1:25:531:25:55

And no more, nothing

has been heard of it.

1:25:551:25:58

Six months down the line,

everything is, you know...

1:25:581:26:00

And I don't want that to happen.

1:26:001:26:02

I don't want them to be forgotten.

1:26:021:26:05

They were our community,

they were our hope for the future.

1:26:051:26:08

There were some very bright

sparks in that fire,

1:26:081:26:12

such clever, clever people,

young girls and boys played a big

1:26:121:26:14

part in the community.

1:26:151:26:18

Out of the smoke and sadness of this

tragedy was the response

1:26:181:26:21

of volunteers, which could not have

been more different

1:26:211:26:25

to that of politicians.

1:26:251:26:31

As they struggled to respond to this

disaster, people in this west London

1:26:311:26:34

community rallied together

to help their friends

1:26:341:26:36

and neighbours who were

desperately in need of help.

1:26:361:26:46

Noel Phillips reporting on how the

Grenfell community have played such

1:26:471:26:51

an important role in the relief

effort, a remarkable role, actually.

1:26:511:26:58

This morning, we're broadcasting

live from St Paul's Cathedral ahead

1:26:581:27:01

of the national memorial service

to Grenfell which begins at 11am.

1:27:011:27:06

Political leaders will be arriving,

including the Prime Minister. The

1:27:061:27:10

service is being held today

following a request from survivors

1:27:101:27:14

and families who wanted a national

moment, a time to bring the nation

1:27:141:27:19

together to remember those who lost

their lives. To show solidarity with

1:27:191:27:25

the breathed the survivors and also

to give thanks to everyone who

1:27:251:27:29

helped on the ground at the time of

the tragedy and since, including

1:27:291:27:33

emergency services, the recovery

team, the community response, public

1:27:331:27:38

support, and all the hundreds of

volunteers. Remember, they came from

1:27:381:27:42

all over the country. They helped in

the days after the fire. The Prince

1:27:421:27:47

of Wales will be here in half an

hour. The Duke and Duchess of

1:27:471:27:52

Cambridge and Prince Harry are going

to arrive just before 11am. The

1:27:521:27:57

Prime Minister is due in the next

half an hour as well. The chair of

1:27:571:28:04

Grenfell United described the

service like this, December the 14th

1:28:041:28:07

will be a special day for the

community, we are coming together to

1:28:071:28:10

remember their loved ones we lost in

the fire, to unite as a community

1:28:101:28:14

and to start to build hope for the

future. We hope we can come together

1:28:141:28:19

as a nation and show our support to

the bereaved families, the survivors

1:28:191:28:23

of the tower and the community. The

service will be multi-faith, there

1:28:231:28:31

will also be a sound montage of

anonymous real voices from the

1:28:311:28:34

community.

1:28:341:28:35

Right now, viewers on BBC Two

1:28:351:28:37

are leaving us and we're

continuing our coverage

1:28:371:28:39

on the BBC News Channel.

1:28:391:28:43

The service will involve music from

a steel band, from the Salvation

1:28:501:28:55

Army and an Islamic girls choir and

the St Paul's Cathedral choir. It

1:28:551:28:59

promises to be very moving and also

very powerful. After a brief address

1:28:591:29:05

from the Bishop of Kensington, breed

families and survivors will leave

1:29:051:29:09

the cathedral together through the

Great West Door. -- bereaved. In

1:29:091:29:16

silence and holding white roses.

1:29:161:29:19

Time for the latest news.

1:29:201:29:21

Here's Julian.

1:29:211:29:22

A memorial service is being held

at St Paul's Cathedral this morning

1:29:221:29:25

for the victims and survivors

of the Grenfell Tower

1:29:251:29:27

fire in West London.

1:29:271:29:31

People have begun arriving for the

ceremony which will commemorate the

1:29:311:29:35

71 people who were killed when the

fire tore

1:29:351:29:38

through the tower block,

six months ago today.

1:29:381:29:40

Members of the royal family,

including Prince Charles

1:29:401:29:42

and the Duke and Duchess of

Cambridge, will be among the 1,500

1:29:421:29:45

people who are expected to attend.

1:29:451:29:47

Theresa May is due at

a summit in Brussels,

1:29:471:29:49

hours after Conservative rebels

in the Commons defeated

1:29:491:29:51

the Government in a key Brexit vote.

1:29:511:29:53

MPs backed an amendment giving

them a legal guarantee of a vote

1:29:531:29:56

on the final Brexit deal

struck with Brussels.

1:29:561:29:59

One rebel, Stephen Hammond,

was sacked by the Prime Minister

1:29:591:30:03

as a party vice chairman

in the aftermath of the vote.

1:30:031:30:09

A third person has been charged

with the murder of four children

1:30:091:30:11

who died in a fire at a house

in Salford, in Greater

1:30:111:30:14

Manchester, on Monday.

1:30:141:30:16

The 25-year-old man who's

from the area has also been charged

1:30:161:30:18

with attempted murder and arson.

1:30:181:30:23

The medical charity, MSF,

says it believes more than 6,500

1:30:231:30:26

Rohingya Muslims were killed

in the violence that

1:30:261:30:28

began in Myanmar in late August.

1:30:281:30:31

The estimate is based on interviews

with some of the 600,000

1:30:311:30:34

Rohingyas who've fled

to neighbouring Bangladesh.

1:30:341:30:42

The Hollywood actor Salma Hayek

has become the latest

1:30:421:30:44

celebrity to accuse

Harvey Weinstein of harassment.

1:30:441:30:46

In an article for the New York

Times, she wrote that the film

1:30:461:30:49

producer threatened to kill her

and described him as

1:30:491:30:51

a "rage fuelled monster".

1:30:511:30:53

A spokesperson for Mr Weinstein

disputed the actor's account.

1:30:531:30:58

British doctors say they've made

a significant break-through

1:30:581:31:00

in the treatment of haemophilia A.

1:31:001:31:02

Around 2,000 people in the UK

have the genetic defect

1:31:021:31:05

which means their blood

cannot clot properly.

1:31:051:31:08

The research team at Barts Health

NHS Trust and Queen Mary University

1:31:081:31:12

of London used gene therapy

to correct the defect

1:31:121:31:15

in a small safety trial.

1:31:151:31:17

All of the 13 patients who took part

no longer need treatment.

1:31:171:31:24

The Health Secretary, Jeremy Hunt,

says the NHS in England will become

1:31:241:31:27

the first healthcare system

in the world to publish the numbers

1:31:271:31:31

of deaths of patients caused

by problems with their care.

1:31:311:31:34

Most NHS

trusts in England will publish

1:31:341:31:37

the data on avoidable deaths

by the end of this year,

1:31:371:31:41

with the rest to follow soon after.

1:31:411:31:43

It's estimated up to 9,000 people

die each year because of problems

1:31:431:31:46

or failings in NHS care.

1:31:461:31:52

That's a summary of

the latest BBC News.

1:31:521:32:02

you can hear the bells of St Paul's.

It is half now before the National

1:32:021:32:11

memorial service begins. Members of

the medical emergency services

1:32:111:32:15

heading into the cathedral now.

Around 1500 people will be filling

1:32:151:32:19

the cathedral. They are obviously

survivors, relatives of those who

1:32:191:32:24

died. Many, many members of the

Grenfell Tower community in

1:32:241:32:28

Kensington. Leaders and

representatives of different faiths

1:32:281:32:32

and the emergency services. Let's

bring you the latest sport now.

1:32:321:32:42

A century from Dawid Malan has

helped England as they ended day one

1:32:421:32:53

on 305-4. David Silva inspired

Manchester City to 15th straight

1:32:531:33:03

Premier League win. Arsenal were

held by West Ham. Chris Froome has

1:33:031:33:12

said his legacy will not be tainted

afterwards found he had more than

1:33:121:33:18

the legal amount of asthma drug in

his you're in. Katie Taylor said she

1:33:181:33:22

had to be a best as she defended her

lightweight title with a unanimous

1:33:221:33:27

points victory over the Americans

with Jessica McAskill. That is all

1:33:271:33:31

the sport you can get the best of

the details on the website and the

1:33:311:33:36

app. Thank you.

1:33:361:33:39

The national memorial service for

Grenfell Tower here at St Paul's it

1:33:391:33:45

begins at 11 o'clock. At about five

to 11 will be crossing to Michelle

1:33:451:33:51

Hussain, who will guide you through

the service will stop many more

1:33:511:33:57

arrivals going onto the steps of St

Paul's. What you probably cannot see

1:33:571:34:02

is the number of armed police

officers and sniffer dogs. There is,

1:34:021:34:07

as you would expect, a decent police

presence in order to make people

1:34:071:34:10

feel secure. There is the Bishop of

Kensington, Graham Tomlin, greeting

1:34:101:34:17

guests as they arrive on the steps.

He was telling us earlier it was

1:34:171:34:22

really important for him that he

will give a short address during the

1:34:221:34:25

service. It was really important for

him to bring people together and

1:34:251:34:30

talk not only about those who died,

to remember those who died, and also

1:34:301:34:35

talk about hope for the future,

which he acknowledged was

1:34:351:34:38

challenging when you consider the

circumstances those who survived

1:34:381:34:41

still find themselves in. It is an

illustration again today, talking to

1:34:411:34:50

people from Grenfell Tower, showing

you the dramatic effects that are

1:34:501:34:56

continuing on the close-knit

community and the wider community

1:34:561:34:58

around the tower as welcome at those

who lost relatives in June, the long

1:34:581:35:03

journey to rebuild and recover is

only just beginning for Salmond has

1:35:031:35:07

not started for others.

1:35:071:35:11

With me here is Fatima Mohamed,

a mum of four who lived at the base

1:35:111:35:15

of the tower and lost a close friend

in the fire.

1:35:151:35:17

And Linda Magistris who runs

a bereavement charity

1:35:171:35:19

The Good Grief Trust.

1:35:191:35:26

Thanks to both of you for talking to

us today. Fatima, you lived in a

1:35:261:35:30

walkway near the tower. And you have

sought help from the charity. How

1:35:301:35:37

has she been able to help?

Linda is

a really amazing person. She does a

1:35:371:35:45

lot of work. She is so amazing. I

had a pampering day, my nails done

1:35:451:35:52

and make up. It was so nice of her.

I am more calm as it helped me to

1:35:521:35:58

relax.

What effect do you think

seeing the fire that night has had

1:35:581:36:05

on you and your children?

I just

felt so stressed. It was so hard. I

1:36:051:36:13

didn't know if I could have myself

or my children. I was so lost. And I

1:36:131:36:19

met somebody like Linda and I

attended some activities. It was

1:36:191:36:23

just so nice. It was something... I

cannot describe how good I felt

1:36:231:36:29

afterwards.

Linda, semi-people have

been affected. Tell us about some of

1:36:291:36:35

the work you have been doing on the

ground.

I lost my partner three

1:36:351:36:40

years ago to cancer. I had a really

difficult time trying to find

1:36:401:36:45

support. We have launched a trust

bringing all the Baru and services

1:36:451:36:49

together under a new website. We

have over 530 organisations. People

1:36:491:36:56

in the cathedral here who have lost

somebody can find local support that

1:36:561:37:00

is targeted at them but we are all

different. We all need something

1:37:001:37:04

different when we are grieving. That

is why our trust is able to help

1:37:041:37:09

people across our country. We are

hoping that what we can do is launch

1:37:091:37:16

a new initiative so that anybody who

leaves hospital or hospice or goes

1:37:161:37:22

through traumatic grief Fatima's

family can find support very

1:37:221:37:30

quickly. The support at the time of

death is key to moving forward.

Tell

1:37:301:37:35

us what today means to you.

It is a

sad day. I am remembering

1:37:351:37:42

everything, remembering my friend

who died in the fire. Yesterday, I

1:37:421:37:49

took my son to a clinic to see one

of the mental health team doctors.

1:37:491:37:53

We were so sad to know my son was

not able to talk about it to me that

1:37:531:37:58

he could to the doctor. I felt

really sad, to be honest.

Thank you

1:37:581:38:04

both for coming onto the programme.

1:38:041:38:11

Clearly, for the surviving

residents of Grenfell,

1:38:111:38:12

their lives changed forever

six months ago.

1:38:121:38:14

Everything they knew was turned

upside in those few horrific hours.

1:38:141:38:17

Our reporter Ashley John Baptiste

has been talking to some of those

1:38:171:38:20

affected to hear how

what their life was like before.

1:38:201:38:25

So, hiya.

1:38:251:38:26

My name is Paul Menacer.

1:38:261:38:28

I lived in flat 33 Grenfell Tower,

on the sixth floor, and I was living

1:38:281:38:31

and caring for my sick uncle.

1:38:321:38:37

I'm Mrs Mamudu.

1:38:371:38:39

I lived in Grenfell Tower with

Tyrshondre Petralias, my grandson.

1:38:391:38:45

I'd definitely say life wasn't

amazing, but I'd say life was OK.

1:38:451:38:51

I never felt I lacked

anything in that tower.

1:38:511:38:53

I was happy.

1:38:531:38:57

I was working, playing football,

being very social with my friends,

1:38:571:39:02

going out, doing things that

any other 22 year old

1:39:021:39:04

would do at the time.

1:39:041:39:06

Around this time last year,

we moved into Grenfell Tower

1:39:061:39:09

from Wandsworth, with Tyrshondre.

1:39:091:39:15

And we were just busy settling down,

settling down in Grenfell Tower.

1:39:151:39:24

It was always, I mean,

a good sort of vibe to be around.

1:39:241:39:27

Lovely community,

lovely environment.

1:39:271:39:31

Everybody in the tower

was so friendly and welcoming.

1:39:311:39:36

It was a very good place to actually

be in, actually grow up around.

1:39:361:39:40

I felt like it was home.

1:39:401:39:43

In 2010, I lost my mum and my dad

in the space of three months.

1:39:431:39:53

My mum had a brain tumour.

1:39:531:39:57

And my dad had a heart

attack, and I came home

1:39:571:40:02

and I found him dead.

1:40:021:40:05

I feel like, in a sense,

cursed by all this.

1:40:051:40:09

That out of every tower

block in this country,

1:40:091:40:12

it had to be that one that goes

up in fire.

1:40:121:40:15

Six months on since

the Grenfell Tower fire,

1:40:151:40:19

Paul and I have come to revisit

what remains of the block.

1:40:191:40:25

What's it like just

walking back to the tower?

1:40:251:40:27

It brings back memories...

1:40:271:40:30

It brings back memories of, er,

every day, I used to, like,

1:40:301:40:33

do things on a day-to-day basis

like going to football,

1:40:331:40:35

going to work and stuff like that.

1:40:351:40:37

But it just looks so much more quiet

than how it used to be around here.

1:40:371:40:41

It's like a ghost town sort of thing

when you look at it.

1:40:411:40:44

I was fast asleep and I woke up to

the sounds of screaming from people.

1:40:441:40:48

And obviously, knowing

the procedure for the building

1:40:481:40:50

was stay in your flat,

I didn't take too much notice of it.

1:40:501:40:53

So I started coughing quite a lot.

1:40:531:40:54

So I said to myself,

I have to go downstairs.

1:40:541:40:57

So then I literally went

down the stairwell.

1:40:571:40:59

I get down to the bottom

and as soon as I go out

1:40:591:41:02

of the building, I looked up.

1:41:021:41:04

And then from the third floor

all the way up to the 24th floor,

1:41:041:41:07

on one side, it was covered

in black smoke.

1:41:071:41:09

Covered in flames.

1:41:091:41:11

I could seep dead bodies that,

obviously, I could tell had probably

1:41:111:41:15

jumped off the building to try

and escape the fire.

1:41:151:41:19

Seeing the fire rise

and going into people's flats

1:41:191:41:23

and the screaming that I heard that

night in particular,

1:41:231:41:26

it's just so traumatic.

1:41:261:41:29

But, yeah, I think the best word

to describe it would be lifeless.

1:41:291:41:32

Lifeless?

1:41:321:41:33

Yeah.

1:41:331:41:37

This Grenfell Tower fire is worse

than losing my mum and my dad.

1:41:371:41:40

People that you meet

on a day-to-day basis,

1:41:401:41:42

people you make friends

with in the lift, you don't know

1:41:421:41:45

if they passed away or not.

1:41:451:41:47

I mean, memories that I've

had in that flat, gone.

1:41:471:41:50

It was those memories that led him

to go back to the tower last month

1:41:501:41:54

with police supervision to collect

items from his flat

1:41:541:41:56

that survived the fire.

1:41:561:41:59

I had to literally force myself

to go back in there.

1:41:591:42:02

And the only reason why

I went back in there

1:42:021:42:05

was because of this jewellery box.

1:42:051:42:06

And that's the only thing

left I've got of my mum,

1:42:061:42:09

and her pictures that were actually

inside of it.

1:42:091:42:12

Can we see what's inside?

1:42:121:42:14

Of course you can.

1:42:141:42:16

So that's one of the ones that

were actually completely damaged,

1:42:161:42:20

but I still took it.

1:42:201:42:22

From the water damage of the flat.

1:42:221:42:23

It's my mum's grave.

1:42:231:42:26

So that's like me and my mum there.

1:42:261:42:29

When she was pretty.

1:42:291:42:37

-- pretty ill.

1:42:371:42:39

This is a picture that means a lot

to me and I'm really glad that I got

1:42:391:42:43

the chance to go back

in there and have, keep

1:42:431:42:45

this picture of her.

1:42:451:42:46

See, more pictures like that.

1:42:461:42:47

Me and my mum.

1:42:471:42:48

Aw!

1:42:481:42:49

And these pictures,

you know, they're priceless.

1:42:491:42:51

This meant the world to me.

1:42:511:42:52

This would be like losing

another life to me.

1:42:521:42:55

Because these pictures are the only

things I've got left of my mum.

1:42:551:42:58

Especially her jewellery box.

1:42:581:42:59

So to lose all that would be

losing her all over again.

1:42:591:43:02

This time last year,

I was very excited about Christmas.

1:43:021:43:06

This time of year, it's

all about being close,

1:43:061:43:08

going out with friends.

1:43:081:43:10

A year on, I mean, how things have

changed in such a quick time.

1:43:101:43:14

Normally, we get to Christmas

with the little boy,

1:43:141:43:17

which we'd go shopping for together.

1:43:171:43:20

Well, this Christmas,

I don't feel like I'll be...

1:43:201:43:23

Could be myself.

1:43:231:43:27

I've never spent Christmas

in a hotel, without

1:43:271:43:29

cooking for my family.

1:43:291:43:30

It's not...

1:43:301:43:32

It's not a good situation to be in,

especially over Christmas.

1:43:321:43:34

It's not going to be a happy time.

1:43:341:43:36

Christmas is meant for

family to be together.

1:43:361:43:46

Right now, I don't feel no

optimism whatsoever.

1:43:561:43:59

I don't feel excited

in any way, shape or form.

1:43:591:44:03

I just feel...lonely.

1:44:031:44:13

Like Paul, Mrs Mamudu has also faced

loneliness since the fire.

1:44:161:44:20

Living in a hotel room

with her grandson, she lacks

1:44:201:44:23

community and hasn't been able

to cook for six months.

1:44:231:44:25

Today, she's cooking

for the first time since the fire

1:44:251:44:29

with her daughter, Khadija,

and other survivors

1:44:291:44:31

at a local community centre.

1:44:311:44:34

Ashley, I need help.

1:44:341:44:35

Yep, I'm coming.

1:44:351:44:37

How can I help?

1:44:371:44:40

I need to stick some of this...

1:44:401:44:41

Put in here.

1:44:411:44:42

What is that?

1:44:421:44:43

Coconut oil.

1:44:431:44:44

Cool!

1:44:441:44:46

Got it, got it.

1:44:461:44:47

Khadija...

1:44:471:44:48

Mrs Mamudu, how much

of this do you want?

1:44:481:44:50

More.

1:44:501:44:51

More.

1:44:511:44:52

More.

1:44:521:44:53

She wants more.

1:44:531:44:54

It's a real privilege to be here.

1:44:541:44:56

This is the first time that

Mrs Mamudu has been able

1:44:561:44:59

to cook since the fire.

1:44:591:45:01

She's still, six months on,

living in a hotel, and this

1:45:011:45:04

is a big deal for her.

1:45:041:45:10

She's cooking some Nigerian cuisine

with some of her family and some

1:45:101:45:13

of the local residents,

and there's a real sense

1:45:131:45:15

of community and home

in the lead-up to Christmas.

1:45:151:45:17

It's a really nice

environment for her.

1:45:171:45:21

How's that been for you?

1:45:211:45:22

Uplifting.

1:45:221:45:24

Uplifting.

1:45:241:45:25

How so?

1:45:251:45:26

It makes me just feel...

1:45:261:45:28

For a moment.

1:45:281:45:30

For a moment, for the people,

we've survived together,

1:45:301:45:33

to all get together and be happy.

1:45:331:45:39

We're entering a new year.

1:45:391:45:40

What hopes do you have for 2018?

1:45:401:45:42

Nothing.

1:45:421:45:43

Blank.

1:45:431:45:44

Because I don't know where I'll be.

1:45:441:45:47

Right now, things are bleak.

1:45:471:45:51

If we're being honest, you have been

offered four properties.

1:45:511:45:53

Yes.

1:45:531:45:54

Why...

1:45:541:45:55

Why have you turned them all down?

1:45:551:45:59

They said Grenfell would be

lost, they would give us

1:45:591:46:02

the properties like what we lost.

1:46:021:46:07

They came and they took

down our requirements

1:46:071:46:10

more than eight times.

1:46:101:46:12

Eight times.

1:46:121:46:13

Still, yes, they got it wrong.

1:46:131:46:15

Still.

1:46:151:46:19

So they still take us to a property,

I cannot go in with my wheelchair.

1:46:191:46:22

Do you think survivors

have been too picky?

1:46:221:46:24

That's the wrong word to use.

1:46:241:46:28

They are not being given the right

thing that has been assessed.

1:46:281:46:31

I'm now mostly in pain.

1:46:311:46:34

All we eat now is restaurant.

1:46:341:46:35

We cannot cook.

1:46:351:46:37

Six months.

1:46:371:46:44

Six months on, I don't think things

have changed dramatically.

1:46:441:46:50

I mean, you still have a lot

of people that are,

1:46:501:46:52

I would say, in temporary flats

or temporary accommodation.

1:46:521:46:57

There are still people in hotels.

1:46:571:47:01

Even me, at my age -

I'm 69 - I have changed.

1:47:011:47:06

Tyrshondre has totally changed.

1:47:061:47:09

He was a happy little

go-lucky child, but now

1:47:091:47:13

he's like...the reverse.

1:47:131:47:16

I always feel sad.

1:47:161:47:18

I don't really ever want

to leave my hotel room.

1:47:181:47:21

We have no dignity, no respect,

nobody even remembers we are there.

1:47:211:47:24

People don't deserve this.

1:47:241:47:25

They don't.

1:47:251:47:26

They didn't put themselves

in this predicament.

1:47:261:47:31

This time last year,

football played a significant

1:47:311:47:33

role in Paul's life.

1:47:331:47:34

Since the fire, however,

he hasn't played.

1:47:341:47:38

Wanting to move forward

with his life, this is the first

1:47:381:47:40

time that Paul's come back

to his training ground.

1:47:401:47:44

Do you think you're going to be able

to forget about Grenfell

1:47:441:47:47

and everything, just for half

an hour to an hour, just

1:47:471:47:50

to catch up with your mates

and play some football?

1:47:501:47:53

It's going to, for me,

it's going to be difficult.

1:47:531:47:55

It's going to be difficult.

1:47:551:47:56

But I think I've got to try.

1:47:561:47:58

I'm probably a little bit rusty,

to be perfectly honest with you,

1:47:581:48:01

but I'll let the football

do the talking.

1:48:011:48:03

Oh, OK, bro!

1:48:031:48:04

Let's do it!

1:48:041:48:06

How're you doing, mate?

1:48:061:48:07

Yeah, not bad.

1:48:071:48:08

Nice to see you.

1:48:081:48:09

You all right, yeah?

1:48:091:48:10

Give me a hug.

1:48:101:48:12

It's not every day you get

a hug off this guy!

1:48:121:48:14

No.

1:48:141:48:15

It's not every day...

1:48:151:48:17

I wasn't going to hug

you, but I will!

1:48:171:48:19

The boys are waiting for you, look.

1:48:191:48:20

How's it going?

1:48:201:48:21

Are you all right, mate, yeah?

1:48:211:48:23

Football coach Rico has

been a massive source

1:48:231:48:25

of support for Paul,

both before and after the fire,

1:48:251:48:27

having even raised funds to help

Paul get back on his feet.

1:48:271:48:30

I want you to get everything

out of your head.

1:48:301:48:32

Forget it for one hour.

1:48:321:48:34

You're going to get away

from whatever's happened

1:48:341:48:36

and we're going to get

on with the football, yeah?

1:48:361:48:38

Football is the answer, mate.

1:48:381:48:39

All right?

1:48:391:48:40

Come on.

1:48:401:48:41

Let's go, big game's on Sunday!

1:48:411:48:44

Great corner, Menacer!

1:49:021:49:08

It took my mind off it, being back

here, having you shouting at me.

1:49:081:49:11

That's what took my mind

off it a little bit.

1:49:111:49:13

But at the same time, I know I need

to get back into shape,

1:49:131:49:17

start coming to football more,

start coming back.

1:49:171:49:19

Good.

1:49:191:49:20

Do you think you're going to keep

coming back every week now, yeah?

1:49:201:49:23

Yeah, 100%.

1:49:231:49:24

Promise me that, yeah?

1:49:241:49:25

Promise you.

1:49:251:49:26

OK, good.

1:49:261:49:27

I'm going to...

1:49:271:49:28

I'm going to take

you up on that, yeah?

1:49:281:49:30

Right, your team-mates

are waiting for you,

1:49:301:49:31

Yes, Menacer!

1:49:321:49:33

Keep going, son, keep going!

1:49:331:49:35

Keep going.

1:49:351:49:38

As survivors of the Grenfell Tower

fire take the necessary steps

1:49:381:49:41

to rebuild their lives,

scores still remain homeless,

1:49:411:49:46

dispersed across West London hotels

and service apartments.

1:49:461:49:48

And as Christmas looms,

it's the small acts of community

1:49:481:49:50

and recreation that will provide

survivors with any sense

1:49:501:49:54

of normality and hope

for the year ahead.

1:49:541:50:00

Our reporter, Ashley John Baptiste,

talking to Paul Menacer and Raksumu

1:50:031:50:06

Mamudu about their lives this time

last year compared to now.

1:50:061:50:11

The royals have arrived, as you can

see.

1:50:111:50:14

The royals have arrived, as you can

see. Princes William and Harry and

1:50:141:50:21

Kate is there as well. Going up the

steps. A little earlier, the Prime

1:50:211:50:28

Minister was driven in to the side

of the Cathedral. We saw the Labour

1:50:281:50:32

leader Jeremy Corbyn is what. They

are taking their seats. -- Jeremy

1:50:321:50:37

Corbyn as well. The memorial service

begins at 11am. Before that, we will

1:50:371:50:44

hand over to Mishal Husain. John

says, you're Grenfell survivor

1:50:441:50:51

guests are speaking with so much

grace, dignity and courage, the best

1:50:511:50:55

of us, or you must all help they can

move on with their lives at some

1:50:551:50:58

point. Jackie says, sold solidarity

with Grenfell today. You are a

1:50:581:51:08

family and I feel you are a lot of

people's family now, look after

1:51:081:51:12

yourselves, I wish you well. Tom

says, so moved hearing the Grenfell

1:51:121:51:17

survivor speak, my thoughts and

prayers are with you. Princes

1:51:171:51:22

William and his wife and Prince

Harry are about to go inside St

1:51:221:51:31

Paul's Cathedral, as everybody

settles down ahead of 11am.

1:51:311:51:40

We will be crossing live to the

beginning of the service, as you

1:51:451:51:51

would expect, on BBC News and on BBC

One. We will talk now to one man who

1:51:511:51:57

has been helping survivors.

1:51:571:52:03

Imrad Madden is from

the Islamic Relief Fund.

1:52:031:52:08

Six months ago, the very dreadful

morning, we woke up to those seems

1:52:081:52:12

that everyone saw of the fire. I

represent Islamic relief, and

1:52:121:52:20

international humanitarian aid

organisation. We have got emergency

1:52:201:52:23

operations around the world, so

instinctively, we felt there was

1:52:231:52:28

perhaps a need for us to respond.

Initially, we thought that might be

1:52:281:52:33

24 hours, 48 hours. We sent

volunteers. We provided things like

1:52:331:52:39

water and food. Because of the

humanitarian instincts, we quickly

1:52:391:52:42

realised there was going to be

significant unmet needs. In time.

1:52:421:52:47

Whilst we were quite happy to

provide that initial support, we

1:52:471:52:50

came together as a group of

charities forming the Grenfell

1:52:501:52:58

Muslim response unit to pool

resources, talk to the community

1:52:581:53:02

with one voice and underpin

something very important to us which

1:53:021:53:05

is dignity and that is something we

can bring from international aid,

1:53:051:53:09

whenever you are dealing with the

community very badly affected,

1:53:091:53:13

traumatised in many ways, you have

to have a certain approach and we

1:53:131:53:16

have been able to bring that

experience from the field. What

1:53:161:53:19

started with initial response of

food and water, it converted into

1:53:191:53:25

cash grants for people who needed

help in the early days...

Prince

1:53:251:53:30

Charles and his wife arriving just

behind us, you probably saw the car

1:53:301:53:35

sweeping by, they are the final

royals to arrive before the service

1:53:351:53:41

begins.

I apologise, sorry. We then

committed to a longer term programme

1:53:411:53:47

providing grants for people, helping

with accommodation, and also things

1:53:471:53:53

like burials. People needed to bury

the dead, very difficult time, we

1:53:531:53:57

provided financial assistance. And

help them through the process as

1:53:571:54:02

well. Thank you, Imrad.

Since

Charles and Camilla -- Prince

1:54:021:54:11

Charles and Camilla, the Duchess of

Cornwall, arriving at the front of

1:54:111:54:14

St Paul's, being escorted in through

the front door, the final guests of

1:54:141:54:19

honour to arrive before the national

memorial service begins at 11am.

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