05/11/2013 EastEnders

Roxy, I'm all right. Please go back to bed.

Well, you're going to suffer in the morning.

'You know, the thing that got me the most when Dad died was that...'

everyone goes shopping, they have their tea,

they smile, they go to work... Rox, Rox...

Looks like someone else can't sleep an' all.

Rox, please just... Will you leave me alone?

Listen, go upstairs, Morgan. Get Grandad and Whitney.

And stay up there till I tell you to come down, all right?

Don't come in unless you've got something on your feet.

Carol, you're getting blood everywhere.

Go and get yourself sorted. I'll deal with Janine. Go on.

All right, Janine, I'm here. I'm here. It's David. Come on, come on.

Can you take her upstairs and see if you can get her back to sleep?

You are going to clean that first? Just do as I say, Whit, please?

So you took another? Well done(!) No wonder!

It wasn't a nightmare. She was here. She was talking to me.

That's why I had to chuck that picture just to shut her up.

because you've mixed pills and alcohol.

What was she saying, anyway, that was so upsetting?

I'll take care of that, Carol. You go back to bed.

Off you go. OK. All right. Thanks. Night, Janine.

Oh, Carol, Morgan might need a little cuddle, yeah?

Sitting around here is just driving me mad.

They won't open up any earlier just for you.

Every way I come at it, it just don't make any sense.

She ain't violent, Alice. She's never been violent.

I'm thinking, "Is she taking the rap for Janine?"

And the police would suss that out anyway.

Well, maybe... Maybe it was a crime of passion.

Not that I've ever killed anyone, though.

She said to Whitney that her whole family was cursed.

Don't know about cursed. Screwed up, definitely.

We defer to no-one in the screwed up stakes.

We are the dysfunctional champions of the universe.

..and you feel at least partly responsible for that damage, it's...

more than a bloke can bear sometimes.

Only trouble is, I keep taking David Wicks with me.

KNOCK AT DOOR ..the world would be hunky dory.

She is. It's just I've got this letter for her

and by rights I should take it back to the sorting office.

No, it's fine - give it here. Anything else?

Oh, you all right? Hey. How are you doing? Well...

We've got a bit of a situation at the moment, so...

Oh, I see. Is there anything I can do to help?

No, thanks, I'll be in touch. All right?

Did he really sleep through the whole damned thing?

Right, I'm going to have a shower. All right.

I don't want to go through another night like that. No.

Do you have any idea how long she's planning on staying?

Rox, sweetie, you don't think we're still going to have

a fireworks party after everything that's happened?

No, just... What were you thinking?

Yeah. How stupid was that then, eh?

I'm sorry! You should've come and got me.

What, do you think you're the only person who's upset?

Did it ever occur to you that I might be feeling something as well?

Whitney's taken her out for a walk. I want to see her.

It's from the solicitors by the looks of it.

non-molestation order against Michael Edward Moon.

Should've waited and saved your dosh.

Now you've got the ultimate order and it didn't even cost you a penny.

I might start thinking you really cared about him.

Yeah, well, I did. When I wasn't hating him.

Sorry. It's just not me, all right? Nothing I can do to change it.

Well, it's one way of getting yourself off the hook.

If you're cursed, it's not your fault, is it?

So much easier than taking responsibility.

You really are starting to sound like her.

Look, I know my mum was a mare, Janine,

but she didn't go round blaming other people

All right, but in the end she'd roll up her sleeves

and she'd get on with it. Is that what you think I should do?

Carol was wondering how long you were planning on staying. Oh!

Oh, I see, I see - well, that explains it. What?

You being so nice. I mean, I thought it was kind of out of character.

What, am I not even allowed to grieve?

Is that what she's saying? It's difficult, innit, Janine?

Because there's a load of people in the house! Fine. Fine.

Where are you going? I'm going to go and pull my sleeves up

because that's exactly what you want me to do, isn't it?

with his smooth talk and his charming smile.

Who can post the most amount of letters.

So what was this situation that prevented you from talking to me?

Well, Janine had a panic attack, you know, and it all kicked off.

It was chaos. The place is like a madhouse.

I just thought he was making an excuse to stop me from seeing you.

Mas... I know I'm being paranoid. PHONE RINGS

No, it was Bianca. So why didn't you answer it?

Because she'd have me gassing for hours

and right now I'm sitting here talking to you.

Do you want to check? No, it's all right.

What did I say to you a couple of weeks ago?

Right, now you need to finish your round and I need to start work.

So try and talk me through it then, yeah?

I know at one point he had his hands around her throat.

I don't even remember picking up the knife. What?

But you must have thought that he was going to kill Janine?

But they're talking about multiple stab wounds. I think...

You said yourself it was all a bit of a blur.

With Michael? Alice, because they're going to ask you that.

The police are going to ask you that. They already asked me that.

Cos if you was, Alice, if you was jealous,

And you've told the police that, yeah? Of course I have!

Then what are you doing in here then? If you was defending Janine,

and she backed you up on that, they can't do you for any

more than manslaughter and you'll be out on bail.

There must've been some horrible mix up.

You need to go to Janine and you need to tell her what's happening.

Tell her that she needs to tell the truth.

I don't want her to lie. Please, Joey.

I can't spend another night here. I'm going to go mad.

Where are you going? If I go now, Al,

then I can get you out as soon as possible, OK?

I ain't going to rest till I've got you out of here.

Do you understand? You trust me, don't you?

Alfie's on the phone out there right now trying to get them to come

You know he's only like this when he gets stressed out.

I'll talk to him for you if you want.

No, you know what? Best off just leaving him, yeah?

Roxy told me what happened with the fireworks.

You know what you're doing here, don't you? Kat, please don't start.

Doesn't mean you can blame other people.

What am I supposed to do with this lot now then, eh?

Apparently I can get back into the house this afternoon

Besides, I've got to get into work before Billy makes me bankrupt.

You know, I feel so much better already.

No? Cos I thought I caught a glimpse of the real Janine earlier.

You're running away from yourself. Oh, please!

I mean, what happened to the old David? The selfish one?

It's called growing up. You should try it sometime.

He wants me to go and see Alice in prison.

Mate, she's had a hard day. Give her a break.

She's had a hard day? You had a hard day today, Janine, have you?

How do you think my sister feels right now, eh?

I really don't want to go over this again.

Well, you're going to have to, cos my sister has to do it every minute

of the day while she's in there. I said give her a break!

Let me deal with this, David, please.

So go and visit her, Janine. Tell her exactly what happened.

Hang on. You can't do that. Janine! Janine, open the door NOW!

I ain't going nowhere till I get an answer. Janine!

Except it wasn't Joey shouting, it was Pat,

and she was banging on the window. Oi! Leave it. That's enough!

Oh, don't take any notice of dreams, Janine.

No, no, she was in here with her earrings.

They were the size of dinner plates and she was snarling.

She was saying, "I know exactly who you are, you're a little madam."

She doesn't have that hold over you any more.

What are you talking about? She is always here!

Calm down. Calm down. Look, you've had a terrible shock.

Your head's going to be all over the show.

The last thing you want to do is go down and see that girl.

Yeah, but she'd still be there, though, wouldn't she?

Whispering in my ear. Telling me that I'm just evil.

Don't you think she said the same to me?

We've all done things we ain't proud of!

But it's in the past. You've got to move on. Focus on yourself.

Focus on your little daughter. Yes, you're right.

Listen, I was feeling bad, all right?

I took it out on you. I shouldn't have done.

I'm really sorry, honestly. I was being a prat.

Look, we're all under a lot of strain, OK? Yeah.

Good thing, though - Kat's had a great idea.

Yeah, we're going to let them off in Michael's memory.

If she says she loves you, what exactly is the problem?

Maybe it's because he's in that house and I'm not.

Well, then you've got to man up, bruv, ain't you?

Show that smooth-talking git that he can't mess with the Masoods.

Go in there and punch him on the nose?

Right, fellas, I need a hand to set these up in the square, yeah?

Fellas, next drink on the house. Outside, now!

So what if Tiff or Morgan had found them? Huh? Well, they didn't.

Carol, I was going to do a proper tidy up in a minute.

No, you weren't. The place is a complete mess.

Why are you in a strop all of a sudden anyway?

Have you asked her how long she's staying for?

You've never given a monkey's about Janine.

Carol! She's just had her husband killed!

Yeah, and my niece is in jail for it!

Yeah, it's all about you, ain't it? Sorry, should've realised.

Well, you know, I can see through your Mr Nice Guy routine.

Number of times you've said to me, "You'll never change."

And then when I do, you don't like it!

What's all the police tape doing round Janine's?

'Yeah, I came especially to see you...'

and as you weren't here, I sort of stuck around.

So where are you staying? Here. What? I'll explain.

Why didn't you let me know you were coming home today?

Well, I did, I left a message. Did you not get it?

No. No, I've had a lot on. Yeah, I can see that.

What are they? They're a bit saucy for you, ain't they, Mum?

They're Janine's, actually. Janine's?! Here he is!

Joey said everything was going to get sorted out, yeah?

It's just so sad to see you like this.

first things first, have you got yourself a decent solicitor?

Janine, I know I only stabbed him once.

Is that what you think? Yeah. I know I did.

You did tell the police I was defending you, yeah?

Have you ever read any books or stuff on psychology?

What? The mind has a very clever way of defending itself.

If something really awful happens, then it just shuts down.

It pretends like it never happened. Janine. Janine, please?

This is where you need to stay strong, Alice, OK?

Did you tell the police I was defending you or not?

it's just going to make things worse.

You need to plead guilty, face up to this.

You're going to have to throw yourself to the mercy of the courts.

And you're young, all right? They're going to go easy on you.

I can't help you until you're willing to admit the truth.

And it's going to be painful, of course it will be,

but you're just not going to be able to move on until you do.

Thanks, Mum. That's OK. Where's Tiffany and Liam?

Whit said she's taking them out for dinner.

Is someone going to tell me what Janine's knickers are doing

laying about all over the place? DOOR BELL RINGS

Before that, where's all your stuff? Still outside.

Dad! Listen, before you do that, I just need to explain first...

Listen...Mum, Dad, this is... This is Terry.

Listen, I hope you don't mind, but Terry's going to be moving in.

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