Tue, 10 Nov 2015 Pobol y Cwm

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-I was hoping I'd wake up and find

-it was all just a nightmare.

-Erm...

-Go to the spare bedroom.

-You didn't get much sleep.

-I'm going to Llwyncelyn.

-Hywel. There's no rush, is there?

-I did put them on the spot

-about a couple of things.

-Did you? I must have missed that!

-You should have asked us

-for a quote.

-I'm writing an article about the

-protesters this week, alright?

-Don't listen to them.

-You're doing a good job.

-Says Mrs Unbiased!

-Where do you stand on this, Garry?

-As far away as possible.

-Hywel!

-Hywel!

-What's wrong with him?

-I want a word with him.

-Listen, erm...

-Meilyr has died.

-Hywel found him in the cot

-yesterday afternoon.

-Sorry. I'd better go after him.

-I've just heard something terrible.

-Meilyr has died.

-Eileen,

-the posters against the development.

-Don't say you're in favour!

-Have you...?

-Cadno.

-Hywel and Sheryl's son has died.

-What?

-It was my fault.

-I should have checked on him

-more often.

-The blankets were too warm

-for him...

-..or I did something when

-I was trying to revive him.

-No. You did everything you could.

-No. You did everything you could.

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-No.

-Or he'd still be here. I know that.

-You can't think like that, Hywel.

-You can't.

-It's true.

-I should have cared for him better.

-Sheryl's phoned.

-Did you talk to her?

-What am I supposed to tell her?

-I'm sorry, Hywel, I don't...

-I'm sorry, Hywel, I don't...

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-What? So you know.

-I told her.

-I told you not to tell anyone.

-Sorry, I thought it would better...

-Sorry, I thought it would better...

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-Oh, did you?!

-You haven't told Sheryl, have you?

-Sheryl doesn't know. The doctors

-want her to get stronger first.

-I have told a few people.

-It's my fault.

-I should have explained.

-Will you make sure

-people understand...

-..that Sheryl doesn't know?

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-I don't want to see anyone.

-Hywel, erm...

-The police are here to see you.

-What do you want? You asked me

-endless questions yesterday.

-We know it's a difficult time,

-but as in all cases like this...

-..we have to see where Meilyr died

-and collect any evidence.

-Evidence? You make it sound

-as if I did something wrong.

-I'd better go.

-You do think I did something,

-don't you?

-That's why you asked me so many

-questions. You think I hurt Meilyr.

-I would never hurt Meilyr!

-We have to establish

-exactly what happened.

-Let them do their job, Hywel.

-It's less than 24 hours

-and they're doing this to me!

-We have to see where Meilyr

-was lying.

-You can't take that!

-We have to.

-We have to.

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-Hywel, please!

-That's all I have left.

-Come and sit down.

-You shouldn't be watching this!

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-MOBILE PHONE

-Do you want me to answer it?

-Do you want me to answer it?

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-No.

-It's Sheryl again.

-I know you're only doing your job,

-but how long are you going to be?

-I can't imagine how a parent copes

-after losing a child.

-I know. It's awful.

-Shall we get out of the village

-and clear our heads a bit?

-It's not every day

-we get a day off together.

-No, you're right.

-By the way, I've had a reply from

-DJ to the letter I sent last week.

-How is he?

-How is he?

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-Alright.

-But he wants me to go

-and see him next week.

-Cool.

-I'm not sure if I can.

-Why not?

-I don't like the idea

-of going inside a prison.

-You're a good friend, aren't you?

-Now, where's the coffee?

-I feel like a zombie!

-You can carry on day after day...

-..it's still there, but not

-in the forefront of your mind.

-Then you hear about the same thing

-happening to someone else...

-..and it takes you straight back

-to the moment it happened.

-I even remember what I was wearing.

-And what he was wearing.

-I know it's selfish

-because worse things...

-..have happened to other people,

-but I can't help it.

-I didn't sleep a wink the night

-before that photo was taken.

-Every time he fell asleep,

-you woke up.

-Sorry!

-No.

-No, you were perfect.

-Although I was shattered,

-I adored you both.

-I don't have any memories of him.

-I think I'd better reopen the shop.

-There's no rush.

-People won't understand.

-People won't understand.

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-So?

-Let me make you some lunch.

-Think of yourself for once, Mam.

-Alright. Lunch would be lovely.

-Good. You sit there,

-and I'll get everything ready.

-Thanks for listening, love.

-It's fine.

-It's usually you

-who has to listen to me.

-They're so slow here.

-I have to go to work in ten minutes.

-How long does it take

-to cook egg and chips?

-Hello? Anyone home?

-There's nothing worse

-than losing a child.

-It's the worst thing

-that's ever happened to me.

-There's no point thinking about it.

-These things happen, don't they?

-Hiya. Can you do a few hours

-at Penrhewl later?

-I have to go into town.

-Alright. I'll ring you after work.

-Thanks.

-I'm free for an interview now if...

-I'm free for an interview now if...

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-Sion, give it a rest.

-It's my day off.

-Oh, the posters.

-I wish I hadn't shouted

-at Eileen this morning.

-I should have sensed

-that something was wrong.

-It wasn't your fault.

-These things happen.

-Such news can affect so many people.

-Such news can affect so many people.

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-Yes, you're right.

-I've just been to see Hywel.

-The police were there

-collecting evidence.

-Poor Hywel.

-There's something else.

-Sheryl doesn't know

-that Meilyr has died.

-I only found out a few weeks ago

-that I have BPD.

-Borderline personality disorder.

-DJ is the only other person

-who knows.

-I am alright. Promise.

-Thanks for telling me.

-The thing is, you see...

-..I do want to go and see DJ.

-But I'm frightened.

-You know how I can be. Obsessive.

-But if he knows you've got this

-borderline personality thing...

-..maybe he'll understand.

-Or maybe you need more time

-to figure things out.

-You don't have to go next week,

-do you?

-Gem, don't put too much pressure

-on yourself.

-Thanks.

-Now, can we please go out

-and get some fresh air?

-Seeing Sion's face all the time

-is stressing me out!

-Hello, you.

-Hiya.

-Are you alright?

-No. I didn't get much sleep

-last night, and I've got a cold.

-Meilyr isn't ill as well, is he?

-No. He's fast asleep.

-How are you feeling?

-Much better again today.

-What time are you coming in?

-I'm going crazy here.

-There's nothing to do.

-That's why I'm phoning.

-I don't think I should come in.

-I don't want you to catch anything.

-Oh. The lurgy must be

-going around Cwmderi.

-You're the second person

-to cancel now.

-Yes, I know. Sorry.

-Look, I'd better go.

-I love you both.

-We love you too.

-Get better soon, OK, so that

-you can come in tomorrow.

-Yes, and if not tomorrow,

-definitely Thursday.

-OK.

-She'll never forgive me.

-Do you want me to move that?

-My calves are killing me.

-I think we walked a few miles.

-I think we walked a few miles.

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-Aye, and the rest!

-I've made a decision.

-I'm going to go and see DJ.

-Maybe I was being

-a bit overdramatic.

-I want to see him...

-..and I'm in a better position

-now that I know about the BPD.

-So I'm going to go and to hell

-with the consequences.

-Que sera sera.

-What does that actually mean?

-What does that actually mean?

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-What will be, will be.

-Is it French?

-Or Italian.

-Actually...

-..Spanish?

-I was...

-I was thinking yesterday morning...

-..I'll have to teach him to play

-rugby when he's old enough.

-Teach him to pass and tackle,

-like I did with Rhys.

-It doesn't matter now, does it?

-I would have loved to have

-watched him grow up.

-He could have gone

-completely off the rails.

-He could have broken every heart

-in the valley...

-..and I wouldn't have minded.

-He would be my son.

-And I would be his father.

-Make the most of your time, lads.

-I'm glad I've caught you.

-Only just. I'm on my way out.

-Something for us to drink

-at the weekend in the Mumbles.

-I thought it would be nice

-for you to have a break.

-Yes.

-I do understand how you feel.

-I do understand how you feel.

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-How could you?

-Cadno and I lost a baby.

-In the womb.

-No opening this until the weekend!

-I know what you're like

-after a shift.

-Cheek!

-Get a move on

-or you won't have a job.

-Try and eat a little before I go.

-Don't leave me.

-I can't stay here on my own.

-Of course I'll stay.

-Try and eat a little for me,

-will you?

-Maybe later?

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