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Hey, everyone. So, I am Katie Snooks and you can normally find me here. | 0:00:01 | 0:00:06 | |
I've suffered with acne for the last decade, | 0:00:06 | 0:00:10 | |
and honestly, it has controlled every single aspect of my life, | 0:00:10 | 0:00:14 | |
from my social life, dating, and also my self-confidence. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:19 | |
I don't feel beautiful at all. | 0:00:19 | 0:00:21 | |
My confidence is really low today. | 0:00:21 | 0:00:24 | |
I tried five different antibiotics, | 0:00:24 | 0:00:27 | |
I even tried light therapy. None of them worked. | 0:00:27 | 0:00:31 | |
Until recently, I finally had success. | 0:00:31 | 0:00:34 | |
I have spent the last eight months vlogging my journey | 0:00:34 | 0:00:37 | |
taking the sometimes controversial drug isotretinoin, | 0:00:37 | 0:00:41 | |
more commonly known as Roaccutane. | 0:00:41 | 0:00:44 | |
The success rate is high, but it's also hard to get. | 0:00:44 | 0:00:48 | |
You can't get it from your GP, | 0:00:48 | 0:00:49 | |
and it took me a couple of years to get referred to a dermatologist. | 0:00:49 | 0:00:53 | |
I recently finished my treatment, | 0:00:53 | 0:00:54 | |
and I just uploaded my last skin update on my YouTube channel. | 0:00:54 | 0:00:58 | |
And the transformation in my skin has just been amazing. | 0:00:58 | 0:01:03 | |
So I finally found a drug that cleared my skin, | 0:01:11 | 0:01:14 | |
but I want to know how other people deal with their acne. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:17 | |
Not just the treatments, but how they deal with the emotional side - | 0:01:17 | 0:01:21 | |
the self-confidence, and the way you feel about being you. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:25 | |
Time to catch a train. I'm off to Edinburgh. | 0:01:25 | 0:01:29 | |
Libby and Lauren are taking me on a night out. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:34 | |
Libby's tried Roaccutane three times without success | 0:01:34 | 0:01:37 | |
so now she's trying something different. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:40 | |
So the first time I went on it, | 0:01:40 | 0:01:41 | |
it totally cleared up and it was really good. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:44 | |
Cleared up for about a year, | 0:01:44 | 0:01:45 | |
and then it just came back, all of it, | 0:01:45 | 0:01:48 | |
and I feel like it came back even worse than the first time. | 0:01:48 | 0:01:50 | |
So you lived with perfect skin for a whole year? | 0:01:50 | 0:01:53 | |
I wouldn't say perfect, cos I still had scarring from, like... | 0:01:53 | 0:01:56 | |
obviously the spots before, | 0:01:56 | 0:01:58 | |
but I was happy with my skin, | 0:01:58 | 0:02:00 | |
and that's, like, the only time in about eight years | 0:02:00 | 0:02:03 | |
that I have actually been happy with my skin. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
You're trying a new treatment now. Can you tell me a bit about that? | 0:02:05 | 0:02:08 | |
So it's a suction and laser treatment, | 0:02:08 | 0:02:10 | |
and they just go around your skin | 0:02:10 | 0:02:12 | |
and they suck, like, the bacteria out, and then they | 0:02:12 | 0:02:14 | |
zap it with the laser to basically kill any leftover bacteria. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:17 | |
So what is the first step in your make-up regime? | 0:02:17 | 0:02:20 | |
So I always start with, like, covering the majority of the redness | 0:02:20 | 0:02:24 | |
-with just some really high coverage concealer. -OK. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:27 | |
MUSIC PLAYS | 0:02:27 | 0:02:30 | |
-That looks like an amazing product. -It's so good. I love it. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:35 | |
'This is BBC Radio 1, Saturday night. | 0:02:37 | 0:02:39 | |
'This is Danny Howard, and a big shout | 0:02:39 | 0:02:41 | |
'to the girls getting ready for a massive night out in Edinburgh.' | 0:02:41 | 0:02:45 | |
Taxi's here. | 0:02:46 | 0:02:47 | |
-Let's go. -Enjoy your night out. | 0:02:47 | 0:02:49 | |
Libby's training to be a beauty therapist, | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
and she says nights out like this | 0:02:55 | 0:02:57 | |
are some of the times she feels most self-conscious about her skin. | 0:02:57 | 0:03:00 | |
You feel like the odd one out, like you stick out like a sore thumb. | 0:03:02 | 0:03:06 | |
Also I feel like...sort of through the night, your make-up comes off, | 0:03:06 | 0:03:09 | |
like, it's not as nice as it is at the start of the night, | 0:03:09 | 0:03:12 | |
so, like... | 0:03:12 | 0:03:13 | |
Do you feel like you completely let go on a night out? | 0:03:13 | 0:03:17 | |
Regardless of how you're feeling about yourself | 0:03:17 | 0:03:19 | |
at that particular time? | 0:03:19 | 0:03:20 | |
If I drink enough! | 0:03:20 | 0:03:23 | |
If I've had enough drink, then yeah, but if I've not, then... | 0:03:23 | 0:03:26 | |
Yeah, I'd say I do let go. Like, I'm with my friends, | 0:03:26 | 0:03:29 | |
and I'm trying to enjoy myself, so... | 0:03:29 | 0:03:31 | |
When I ever have a problem about anything I can always go to them | 0:03:31 | 0:03:34 | |
-and they're so nice about it. -Yeah. | 0:03:34 | 0:03:36 | |
-I love them. -Do you feel like Libby at any point | 0:03:36 | 0:03:38 | |
gets jealous of you and the friends that don't have acne | 0:03:38 | 0:03:42 | |
and have never really suffered with it? | 0:03:42 | 0:03:44 | |
I wouldn't say so. Libby's not, like, a jealous person. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:47 | |
But I do see that she is, like, you know, not confident in herself, | 0:03:47 | 0:03:51 | |
and it is a real shame. | 0:03:51 | 0:03:53 | |
She'd never be jealous of anyone. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:55 | |
Do you think her acne has held her back | 0:03:55 | 0:03:57 | |
kind of with dating and her self-confidence? | 0:03:57 | 0:03:59 | |
As far as I've known Lauren - | 0:03:59 | 0:04:01 | |
it's been since, like, high school, since we started there - | 0:04:01 | 0:04:05 | |
she's never... I've never known her to have a boyfriend. | 0:04:05 | 0:04:08 | |
Which is a real shame, cos she's not... | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
There's so many girls that aren't as pretty as her. | 0:04:10 | 0:04:13 | |
She's had acne the whole time you've known her? | 0:04:13 | 0:04:15 | |
Never known her without, | 0:04:15 | 0:04:17 | |
and I just hope something does happen for her | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
that she can gain her confidence back. | 0:04:19 | 0:04:21 | |
She's not really dated many guys | 0:04:21 | 0:04:23 | |
since I've been friends with her, but... | 0:04:23 | 0:04:25 | |
-Do you think that could be because of that? -Yeah, definitely. | 0:04:25 | 0:04:28 | |
If Libby never looked good before she went out, she wouldn't go. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:32 | |
She'd just be like, "I'm not going out." | 0:04:32 | 0:04:35 | |
Do you think her confidence has been affected by having acne? | 0:04:35 | 0:04:38 | |
Like, sometimes we have to come in in the morning | 0:04:38 | 0:04:40 | |
without any make-up on, and... I think Libby | 0:04:40 | 0:04:43 | |
is quite self-conscious coming out into college | 0:04:43 | 0:04:46 | |
with absolutely no make-up on. | 0:04:46 | 0:04:48 | |
Like, if you are giving someone a facial that's got great skin | 0:04:48 | 0:04:51 | |
but you've not got great skin. So yeah, definitely. | 0:04:51 | 0:04:54 | |
Cheers! | 0:04:54 | 0:04:55 | |
So it has been lovely to spend the evening with you, | 0:05:02 | 0:05:05 | |
and after spending the last couple of hours with you and your friends, | 0:05:05 | 0:05:08 | |
I've been thinking... Are you kind of pinning all your hopes | 0:05:08 | 0:05:13 | |
-on this current treatment that you're on? -Yeah, I'd say I am, | 0:05:13 | 0:05:16 | |
just because of the amount of money I've paid towards it. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:19 | |
It's like my own savings and things like that. | 0:05:19 | 0:05:21 | |
But if it doesn't work, it doesn't work, and I'll try something new. | 0:05:21 | 0:05:24 | |
Hopefully not as expensive! | 0:05:24 | 0:05:26 | |
But I have noticed a difference in my skin, like, | 0:05:26 | 0:05:29 | |
and I've only had two treatments of it, so fingers crossed. | 0:05:29 | 0:05:33 | |
MUSIC PLAYS | 0:05:33 | 0:05:35 | |
It was lovely to meet Libby, | 0:05:38 | 0:05:40 | |
but after meeting her, it really dawned on me | 0:05:40 | 0:05:42 | |
how much she's spending on this acne treatment. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:44 | |
It's costing her £600, | 0:05:44 | 0:05:47 | |
and that's on top of all the make-up she's buying as well. | 0:05:47 | 0:05:50 | |
I can relate to her so much, and I really know how it feels | 0:05:50 | 0:05:54 | |
to pin all of your hopes on one acne treatment. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:57 | |
Day 1 of Roaccutane. | 0:05:57 | 0:06:00 | |
This is my skin. I've taken one pill, so it's kind of the first day, | 0:06:00 | 0:06:04 | |
but nothing's really happened yet. | 0:06:04 | 0:06:06 | |
I've woken up and my lips feel weird. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:08 | |
I'm very worried about these big ones all coming at the same time. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:12 | |
Cos that'll be very painful and very unattractive. | 0:06:12 | 0:06:16 | |
Day 18. I wasn't going to film today because, er... | 0:06:16 | 0:06:20 | |
..I didn't...feel like it, | 0:06:21 | 0:06:23 | |
but I thought I would be completely honest | 0:06:23 | 0:06:26 | |
and show you guys today's really hard. | 0:06:26 | 0:06:29 | |
My skin hasn't been this bad in a really long time. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:32 | |
I put so much hope and so much faith into every single thing I tried, | 0:06:35 | 0:06:40 | |
er, for acne, and when things didn't work, | 0:06:40 | 0:06:45 | |
it just crushed me even more. | 0:06:45 | 0:06:48 | |
I'm wondering, what are the other solutions available | 0:06:48 | 0:06:52 | |
for people like Libby? | 0:06:52 | 0:06:54 | |
So I've come to meet one of the UK's leading dermatologists. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:04 | |
-Have a seat. Nice to see you. -Lovely to meet you. | 0:07:04 | 0:07:06 | |
I met Libby a few days ago, and she's tried Roaccutane three times, | 0:07:06 | 0:07:10 | |
and it hasn't worked for her, | 0:07:10 | 0:07:12 | |
and now she's paying her own money for a new light-therapy treatment | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
that she's kind of pinning all of her last hopes on. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
I was wondering if there are any other treatments left | 0:07:18 | 0:07:21 | |
available for her or people like her. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:23 | |
I wouldn't say there's anything imminent | 0:07:23 | 0:07:25 | |
that's going to topple Roaccutane off its perch, | 0:07:25 | 0:07:28 | |
but there are...particularly light-based treatments now | 0:07:28 | 0:07:32 | |
that seem to be | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
gaining more evidence to suggest they may help. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:37 | |
For Libby, I think getting support from consultant dermatologists, | 0:07:37 | 0:07:40 | |
privately, if it's not possible because the NHS is so burdened, | 0:07:40 | 0:07:45 | |
would probably at least make her feel more empowered and enabled. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:48 | |
So I've just finished my course of Roaccutane after eight months | 0:07:48 | 0:07:51 | |
and before I started I was googling it and researching it | 0:07:51 | 0:07:54 | |
an awful lot. There are a lot of | 0:07:54 | 0:07:56 | |
kind of controversial things about Roaccutane on the internet. | 0:07:56 | 0:08:00 | |
Is it really that controversial? | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
Well, Roaccutane is an extremely strong medication for acne | 0:08:02 | 0:08:06 | |
and acne is not a life-threatening disease, | 0:08:06 | 0:08:09 | |
so it's always a matter of balancing up the pros and the cons, | 0:08:09 | 0:08:12 | |
but it doesn't come without risks, | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
and it's understanding the risks, informing the patients of the risks | 0:08:14 | 0:08:18 | |
so they can make their own decision. | 0:08:18 | 0:08:20 | |
But it can be extremely effective | 0:08:20 | 0:08:22 | |
for people who have severe and/or stubborn acne. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:25 | |
It's understanding what the risks are. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:27 | |
Someone who knows all about those risks is Jessica. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:33 | |
I'm off to third-wheel her date night with boyfriend Brendan. | 0:08:35 | 0:08:38 | |
Jess hasn't used Roaccutane cos she's been diagnosed with anxiety. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:42 | |
Dermatologists say the side effects range from dry lips | 0:08:42 | 0:08:45 | |
to, much more rarely, kidney damage and even mental health problems. | 0:08:45 | 0:08:49 | |
-So how did you two meet? -We met at my dad and my stepmum's wedding. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:53 | |
-Do you want to show us your moves? -Why not? -Your skills? | 0:08:53 | 0:08:57 | |
-Backflips? -No, I don't think so! | 0:08:57 | 0:09:01 | |
-How long have you had acne? -Round about ten years now. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:04 | |
I'm 22 now, so it kind of all started when I was about 12. | 0:09:04 | 0:09:07 | |
I'd get, like, really bad whiteheads on my face | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
and my friends were like, "Let's pop your spot!" | 0:09:10 | 0:09:12 | |
And I'm like, "No, no, that's horrible!" | 0:09:12 | 0:09:14 | |
I think you forget the physical side of it as well. | 0:09:14 | 0:09:17 | |
Kind of worse on my shoulders, but it does go down my back as well, | 0:09:17 | 0:09:20 | |
and I like to call it "backne". | 0:09:20 | 0:09:21 | |
Can we see that as well? Do you mind? | 0:09:21 | 0:09:23 | |
Let's have a look. | 0:09:23 | 0:09:25 | |
See, they don't look too inflamed at the moment. | 0:09:28 | 0:09:30 | |
They just look a little bit... It looks like scarring. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:33 | |
-Yeah, I think... -But it has been worse in the past? -Yeah, definitely. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
How about when you first met? Was that kind of awkward? | 0:09:35 | 0:09:40 | |
I think I was a bit embarrassed, | 0:09:40 | 0:09:42 | |
and especially because of my shoulders - | 0:09:42 | 0:09:45 | |
I kind of like made a joke out of it, | 0:09:45 | 0:09:46 | |
but I think it was... It's hard. | 0:09:46 | 0:09:49 | |
And do you have any ways in particular | 0:09:49 | 0:09:51 | |
to make yourself feel better whilst you're like, | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
really suffering with acne? | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
Just, like, having somebody, and having your friends and family, | 0:09:55 | 0:09:58 | |
and then just know that they're always there. | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
None of my friends and family, | 0:10:00 | 0:10:02 | |
my boyfriend, they don't care about my skin. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:04 | |
So spending time with them, | 0:10:04 | 0:10:06 | |
-and I just make sure that I use, like, a moisturiser. -Hiya. | 0:10:06 | 0:10:10 | |
-You're exhausted! -Yeah, I'm a bit tired after that. | 0:10:10 | 0:10:12 | |
-Now it's your turn. Show us your moves. -OK! | 0:10:12 | 0:10:15 | |
Brendan... I'll join you in a minute! | 0:10:15 | 0:10:18 | |
Er, so, I just wanted to talk a little bit about how kind of | 0:10:18 | 0:10:22 | |
Jessica's acne has affected your relationship at all. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:25 | |
She does have a bit of low confidence sometimes, | 0:10:25 | 0:10:27 | |
especially when wearing tops where her back's revealed, | 0:10:27 | 0:10:30 | |
because she feels quite conscious about that. | 0:10:30 | 0:10:33 | |
Has it ever, like, caused any friction in your relationship, | 0:10:33 | 0:10:36 | |
her low self-confidence because of her skin? | 0:10:36 | 0:10:39 | |
I've always been able to notice | 0:10:39 | 0:10:41 | |
when Jess is being quite down about things | 0:10:41 | 0:10:43 | |
so when she's being quite quiet or quite upset | 0:10:43 | 0:10:45 | |
I've kind of approached her and spoke to her about it. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:47 | |
You sound like a great boyfriend! | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
Shall we go back in? Let's go join Jess. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:52 | |
It was really lovely to meet Jessica last night, | 0:11:00 | 0:11:02 | |
and although she's feeling confident and happy at the moment, | 0:11:02 | 0:11:05 | |
I am concerned, because I know from experience | 0:11:05 | 0:11:08 | |
that if you have acne, it's always there in the back of your mind, | 0:11:08 | 0:11:11 | |
no matter how many kind of smiles you can put on for other people. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:16 | |
I'm supposed to be going out tonight. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
SNIFFS | 0:11:18 | 0:11:20 | |
Supposed to be going out tonight. | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
Er...and now I really don't want to. | 0:11:22 | 0:11:25 | |
Not only is it breaking out, it's also so itchy. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:28 | |
Er... | 0:11:28 | 0:11:30 | |
And it hurts, it's painful as well. | 0:11:30 | 0:11:32 | |
It becomes really infuriating and frustrating | 0:11:32 | 0:11:35 | |
when girls with clear skin on social media, | 0:11:35 | 0:11:39 | |
especially some of the ones I follow on Twitter and Snapchat, | 0:11:39 | 0:11:42 | |
they're, like, "Oh, I've got a spot! Everything's ruined!" | 0:11:42 | 0:11:46 | |
And they've got the tiniest, tiniest little spot you can't even see. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:49 | |
I've got something going on with my eyes. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:51 | |
I've got some kind of eye infection. Never really had one before. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
It makes me want to gouge my eyes out, so I'm just... | 0:11:54 | 0:11:57 | |
..really frustrated. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:01 | |
Today, I'm going to meet Sarah. She got in touch with us about her acne. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:07 | |
She suffered with it for an awful long time. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:09 | |
And we're also going to be meeting her son George. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:12 | |
He also has acne. | 0:12:12 | 0:12:13 | |
I'm unsure about how much he's going to talk to us about it, | 0:12:13 | 0:12:17 | |
but let's go and have a chat. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:19 | |
-I'm Katie. -Hiya. | 0:12:19 | 0:12:21 | |
So your mum got in touch with us about her acne. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:25 | |
-How did you feel when you found out? -Not too bad, really. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:29 | |
I think it's quite good that you're doing a documentary, | 0:12:29 | 0:12:31 | |
because then people understand what it's like. | 0:12:31 | 0:12:33 | |
Almost everyone has or suffers from acne at some point in their lives. | 0:12:33 | 0:12:37 | |
But when you're going through it, | 0:12:37 | 0:12:38 | |
-it kind of always feels like you're the only one. -Yeah. | 0:12:38 | 0:12:41 | |
I mean, I look at myself in a mirror and think, | 0:12:41 | 0:12:44 | |
yeah, this is worse than everybody else. | 0:12:44 | 0:12:46 | |
I don't really see...like, look at other people specifically. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:49 | |
I kind of just criticise myself for it. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:52 | |
You sometimes wear make-up to cover your acne. | 0:12:52 | 0:12:55 | |
Can you tell me a bit about that? | 0:12:55 | 0:12:57 | |
Of course it was a bit of a shock at first, | 0:12:57 | 0:12:58 | |
everyone's like, "Ooh, you're wearing make-up." | 0:12:58 | 0:13:01 | |
But then everyone suddenly realised, like, what's the difference? | 0:13:01 | 0:13:04 | |
Because...all the girls in my year would slather themselves in make-up | 0:13:04 | 0:13:08 | |
as soon as they got a spot, and then...at the stage I was, | 0:13:08 | 0:13:12 | |
I think that everyone could empathise with me | 0:13:12 | 0:13:14 | |
and see why I was doing this, | 0:13:14 | 0:13:16 | |
cos I was at such a bad point. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:19 | |
-And it made you feel better about yourself? -It did. | 0:13:19 | 0:13:22 | |
I mean, it covered it up. When I looked at myself in a mirror, | 0:13:22 | 0:13:25 | |
I didn't look atrocious, I just looked...normal. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:29 | |
Do you have any pictures, and do you mind me having a look? | 0:13:29 | 0:13:31 | |
You can have a look, yeah. | 0:13:31 | 0:13:33 | |
'George is 15, and it takes him real guts to show me these pictures.' | 0:13:33 | 0:13:38 | |
So these are ones back on my holiday, | 0:13:38 | 0:13:41 | |
and as you can see, I look pretty bad. | 0:13:41 | 0:13:43 | |
-It's not at my worst, though. -That's not at your worst? | 0:13:43 | 0:13:46 | |
'He's now on Roaccutane, | 0:13:46 | 0:13:48 | |
'but showing the camera photos of when he wasn't is a step too far.' | 0:13:48 | 0:13:52 | |
It looks really painful. | 0:13:52 | 0:13:53 | |
Cos it's not only kind of... your T zone, | 0:13:53 | 0:13:57 | |
-it is your entire face... -Mmm. -..that is covered with quite big... | 0:13:57 | 0:14:01 | |
Yeah. Yeah, it was quite bad. And it wasn't just on my face, | 0:14:01 | 0:14:05 | |
it was on my back and my neck | 0:14:05 | 0:14:06 | |
and getting to sleep was a struggle. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:08 | |
I mean, it was kind of as though I had to feel my face in the day | 0:14:08 | 0:14:12 | |
-and my back at night. -Mmm. -But, er...yeah. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:15 | |
Cos it... I'm sorry to say this, | 0:14:15 | 0:14:18 | |
but it also... It almost makes you look like a different person, | 0:14:18 | 0:14:21 | |
because the kind of cysts are so big | 0:14:21 | 0:14:25 | |
-they kind of distort your face... -Yeah, it did. -..and that's so... | 0:14:25 | 0:14:28 | |
I was quite swollen as well, so... | 0:14:28 | 0:14:30 | |
Thank you so much for showing me these pictures | 0:14:30 | 0:14:33 | |
and thank you for talking to me today. You're super inspiring. | 0:14:33 | 0:14:37 | |
I thought we had a unique story, me and George, | 0:14:38 | 0:14:40 | |
because we've both got acne, we're both on Roaccutane - | 0:14:40 | 0:14:43 | |
I can't imagine | 0:14:43 | 0:14:44 | |
-many people are in that situation. -OK. | 0:14:44 | 0:14:46 | |
'If showing the world his acne at its worst | 0:14:46 | 0:14:48 | |
'is too much for George, his mum has had decades to grow in confidence.' | 0:14:48 | 0:14:53 | |
-Here we go. -Oh, my gosh! | 0:14:55 | 0:14:57 | |
That was pretty much rock bottom. | 0:14:58 | 0:15:01 | |
That was horrendous. | 0:15:01 | 0:15:03 | |
How did... Like... What did... Like, when you woke up every day, | 0:15:05 | 0:15:08 | |
-what did you...? -Ugh. Literally every time I looked in the mirror, | 0:15:08 | 0:15:11 | |
it changed. | 0:15:11 | 0:15:13 | |
It was like it was moving around, it was getting worse and worse. | 0:15:13 | 0:15:15 | |
When George was kind of nearing the age that you started getting... | 0:15:15 | 0:15:20 | |
Were you kind of like worried about that? | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
I always said as soon as they got spots, they'd go to the doctors. | 0:15:23 | 0:15:26 | |
Did it make you feel guilty at all? | 0:15:26 | 0:15:27 | |
No, it just makes me feel a bit sad. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:30 | |
I can't feel guilty cos it's nothing I've done wrong, you know. | 0:15:30 | 0:15:34 | |
But it makes me a little bit sad, and I feel for George, | 0:15:34 | 0:15:38 | |
that he's had to go through this, | 0:15:38 | 0:15:39 | |
and he's dealt with it really, really well. | 0:15:39 | 0:15:42 | |
You know, he's... He's a very resilient kid. | 0:15:42 | 0:15:45 | |
Seeing acne that bad has really touched a nerve. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:51 | |
I can remember exactly how I used to feel when mine was that bad, | 0:15:51 | 0:15:54 | |
and it just isn't... It isn't fair. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:58 | |
You just want someone that you feel like you can turn to | 0:15:58 | 0:16:00 | |
and who will have answers for you, but... | 0:16:00 | 0:16:04 | |
obviously, that doesn't happen for everyone. | 0:16:04 | 0:16:07 | |
I was lucky enough to have found a dermatologist I could connect with. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:10 | |
This has also got me thinking about Jessica. | 0:16:10 | 0:16:13 | |
She hasn't really nailed any solutions yet, | 0:16:13 | 0:16:15 | |
despite putting on a brave face. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:17 | |
So I've decided to put her in contact with Dr Tamara. | 0:16:17 | 0:16:21 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:16:21 | 0:16:23 | |
-Hello, Dr Tamara! -Hi, Jess. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:29 | |
So I thought I'd just tell you a bit about myself. | 0:16:29 | 0:16:32 | |
I'm 22, I've had acne for about ten years now. | 0:16:32 | 0:16:36 | |
I did see a dermatologist, | 0:16:36 | 0:16:38 | |
er, and I was offered Roaccutane, | 0:16:38 | 0:16:41 | |
but we kind of decided it wasn't the best thing for me. | 0:16:41 | 0:16:44 | |
Er, so I was just wondering if there was any alternatives. | 0:16:44 | 0:16:47 | |
Well, I would say every patient is different, | 0:16:47 | 0:16:50 | |
and again, I'm meeting you for the first time, | 0:16:50 | 0:16:52 | |
but Roaccutane may be a treatment option | 0:16:52 | 0:16:54 | |
for someone with your skin type, but it's not just your skin, | 0:16:54 | 0:16:57 | |
it's the emotional side of things, and anxiety. | 0:16:57 | 0:17:00 | |
There are a lot of different options for the treatment of acne. | 0:17:00 | 0:17:02 | |
So I have a few questions for you. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:04 | |
Er, do you think there will ever be a cure for acne? | 0:17:04 | 0:17:07 | |
In many patients, Roaccutane, or isotretinoin, can cure the acne - | 0:17:07 | 0:17:11 | |
in other words, turn it off and it doesn't come back. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:14 | |
But it's not all patients. We always live in hope of a cure. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:17 | |
I've heard lots of things, that your diet, your skincare, | 0:17:17 | 0:17:21 | |
er, affects your acne. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:24 | |
Is there any truth behind that? | 0:17:24 | 0:17:26 | |
Well...whether or not one develops acne | 0:17:26 | 0:17:29 | |
is pretty much genetically determined, | 0:17:29 | 0:17:31 | |
but there are other outside factors. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:33 | |
Stress can trigger it. You really need effective strategies | 0:17:33 | 0:17:36 | |
to help you manage it, so you feel happy | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
that it's acceptable and that you're coping with the condition | 0:17:39 | 0:17:42 | |
rather than the condition is ruining your life. | 0:17:42 | 0:17:45 | |
-Thanks so much for talking to me. Bye! -All the best! | 0:17:45 | 0:17:48 | |
And that's really what it's all about, isn't it? | 0:17:48 | 0:17:51 | |
You finding ways to deal and cope with the acne | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
rather than letting it control every aspect of your life. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:57 | |
Somehow, you have to find a way to stay positive. | 0:17:57 | 0:18:01 | |
Everything is looking...so good! | 0:18:01 | 0:18:04 | |
I'm really, really happy with how my skin's looking. | 0:18:04 | 0:18:07 | |
What is this, though? | 0:18:07 | 0:18:08 | |
For the first time in a really long time, | 0:18:08 | 0:18:11 | |
I'm just using, like, a stick concealer foundation, | 0:18:11 | 0:18:15 | |
which I've never been able to do before | 0:18:15 | 0:18:17 | |
because my skin's always been so blemished. | 0:18:17 | 0:18:20 | |
Day 205. This is my skin. | 0:18:20 | 0:18:23 | |
Still really happy with it, apart from this, | 0:18:23 | 0:18:25 | |
but apart from that, perfect. Loving it. | 0:18:25 | 0:18:27 | |
Today is my last-ever day of Roaccutane. | 0:18:27 | 0:18:30 | |
I...am the happiest I've ever been within myself | 0:18:30 | 0:18:35 | |
for a really, really long time. Like ten years since I've had acne, | 0:18:35 | 0:18:39 | |
and I couldn't be happier. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:41 | |
Yeah. This is my skin! How good is it, guys?! | 0:18:41 | 0:18:44 | |
I've been lucky so far, but the one thing I've learned | 0:18:44 | 0:18:46 | |
is that your skin doesn't define who you are. | 0:18:46 | 0:18:49 | |
So whatever stage of your acne journey you're on, | 0:18:49 | 0:18:51 | |
you've got to find a way to feel good. | 0:18:51 | 0:18:54 | |
MUSIC PLAYS | 0:18:55 | 0:18:56 | |
MUSIC PLAYS | 0:19:05 | 0:19:07 | |
I'm a keen photographer. It's what my degree's in. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:13 | |
So I wanted to do something to make all the people I've met feel better. | 0:19:13 | 0:19:16 | |
So what were your thoughts after chatting to Dr Tamara? | 0:19:22 | 0:19:25 | |
I do feel a little bit more confident | 0:19:25 | 0:19:27 | |
about going to talk to my doctor about seeing a dermatologist. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:30 | |
She definitely put my mind at rest, | 0:19:30 | 0:19:32 | |
and I'm a bit more open now to going on Roaccutane. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:35 | |
It's good that you actually spoke to her, | 0:19:35 | 0:19:37 | |
because you haven't spoken to anyone about your acne for a while. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:40 | |
No, it's been about four years now. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:41 | |
So it was, er, nice for her to put my mind at rest. | 0:19:41 | 0:19:45 | |
-Cute! -Aww! | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
Big smile! | 0:19:52 | 0:19:54 | |
Do you guys have one thing | 0:19:55 | 0:19:56 | |
that you would say to someone suffering from acne? | 0:19:56 | 0:19:59 | |
Go to the doctors. | 0:19:59 | 0:20:01 | |
And if the doctor doesn't give you the answer you want, | 0:20:01 | 0:20:04 | |
go to another doctor, and keep asking for it. | 0:20:04 | 0:20:06 | |
And ask for a referral to a dermatologist | 0:20:06 | 0:20:08 | |
if the medication's not working. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:10 | |
Yeah, I'd just say that you're never alone. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:12 | |
There's always somebody else out there who's suffering as well. | 0:20:12 | 0:20:16 | |
Try and find someone to talk to. | 0:20:16 | 0:20:17 | |
Even if they haven't got acne, they'll always want to talk to you. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
Yeah, nice. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:21 | |
Don't pick your spots, because it leaves you with so many scars. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:32 | |
And...every time I get a new spot now, I just don't touch it. | 0:20:32 | 0:20:35 | |
Look how beautiful that is. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:37 | |
-Do you like it? -Yeah. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:39 | |
It's been absolutely amazing to meet so many inspiring people | 0:20:45 | 0:20:48 | |
along this acne journey | 0:20:48 | 0:20:50 | |
who all have great ways of dealing with their acne | 0:20:50 | 0:20:53 | |
to make themselves feel better. You can go and talk to your doctor | 0:20:53 | 0:20:56 | |
and see what treatments are readily available. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
You can also visit a dermatologist. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:00 | |
Listen to their advice and take it in, | 0:21:00 | 0:21:03 | |
because they are the experts. | 0:21:03 | 0:21:04 | |
So whatever stage of your acne journey you're on, | 0:21:04 | 0:21:06 | |
there are still ways to feel great about yourself. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:09 |