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# She was my woman... #

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RADIO CRACKLES

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# My, my, my Delilah... #

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You can't categorise it. You can't write a book

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and say...write about the functions of a manager and what he should do.

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You cannot delegate management. You cannot train a man to be a manager.

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It's a personal involvement, it's a thing that you feel,

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you grow up with the artist.

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You just look at the person, you hear them sing.

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And you like it, and if you like it enough, you'll go with it.

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It's like anything in life.

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INTERVIEWER: My guest tonight is Gordon Mills,

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a multi-millionaire Welshman,

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chairman of a vast public company whose interests range

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from aviation to property and music publishing to artist management.

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He's the man who's totally responsible for the worldwide

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success of Tom Jones, Engelbert Humperdinck and Gilbert O'Sullivan.

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Now, I've read that Gordon Mills is a man who pays the most minute

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attention to every detail of his artists' image.

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I met him at a 21st birthday, and he arrived at the party

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with Engelbert, who was then Gerry Dorsey.

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Soon I was engaged and, erm, we married in London.

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A very cold day like today, actually, but...yeah.

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Gordon had something about him. What can I say?

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It was just...you felt sure that he was sure about his life. Or I did.

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He was a positive man, you know? And I loved him...completely.

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GORDON: 'I always had pipe dreams as a child.

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'I always wanted to go to Africa.

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'I was interested in animals and wildlife.'

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I would look at a car and I would say, "I would like that car."

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I wasn't jealous of the man driving it.

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I would say, you know, "Why should he have that one and not me?"

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It was, I wanted that. Or a house.

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I'd see a beautiful house in the country in an illustrated magazine.

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-I'd say, "One day I'd like one of those."

-Yes.

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So, I think it's in the back of your mind all the time.

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You want your place, corner in the sun,

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and you want it to be as rosy as you can make it.

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Yeah.

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JO: The first good thing I bought him as a present was a piano.

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And he was so delighted with this piano.

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He used to enjoy plonking around on the piano.

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-# I wanna know

-I gotta know

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-# Baby, I gotta know

-I gotta know

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-# Baby, I gotta know

-I gotta know

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-# I gotta know

-I gotta know

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-# I wanna know

-I gotta know

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# I wanna know, easy now

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-# Tell me one more time

-One more time

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-# Tell me one more time

-One more time

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-# Tell me one more time

-One more time

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-# I said one more time

-One more time... #

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Back then, there was this kid, Tommy Scott,

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who was making a bit of a noise down in Pontypridd and Tonypandy.

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And Gordon heard about him,

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came down, managed to get the message to Tom.

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And they had to beg to get Gordon into the working man's club

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Tom was playing in.

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They had to beg so hard that Gordon was told to stand at the bar,

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not be a nuisance and not drink anything.

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-# Tell me what I say

-What I say

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-# Tell me what I say

-What I say... #

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'The place was heaving.'

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This boy had a great following, even then, in the clubs around Wales.

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He came on and halfway into the first number,

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it was the greatest think I've ever seen, that was Tom.

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-# I gotta know.

-I gotta know... #

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Gordon played it cool, said, "You're OK." I thought, that's fine.

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Apparently in the car on the way back to London, he told Jo,

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"That's it, I've found him,

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"I've found the guy who's going to make my fortune."

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JO: Suddenly Gordon pulled the car over. "Halt!"

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I said, "What's the matter?"

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And he said, "I've got to do something with him."

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I said, "Oh, wonderful, got to, yes."

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The rest of the journey was us excitedly making plans, you know.

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"You've got to bring him up to London."

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Got to do this, got to do that.

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It was just a wonderful, wonderful journey.

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TOM JONES: He said he saw in me something that he didn't have.

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That he would've liked to have had. He would've wanted...

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Cos he did sing with a group himself.

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But he felt that he didn't have the voice for it.

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And he saw... When he saw and heard me, he felt that I did, you know.

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GORDON: I'd no idea that I'd become a manager. I'd no intention in my mind.

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All I knew is that, I said to him,

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"I think you should have to come to London."

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Then he came up and lived with my wife and I in Bayswater.

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I used to take him around the odd bookings I'd get for him.

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And nobody could see anything, they all said...

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Plenty, millions of auditions we used to go to for clubs.

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They said he shouted, he screamed and he moved, he was old-fashioned,

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when in fact, he was ahead of his time.

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# Chills and fever

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# Chills and fever's what you give to me... #

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ROBIN: He had a broken nose,

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terrible teeth. He looked like a bricklayer.

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It was scary for girls,

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who were used to seeing rather insipid pretty boys.

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Tom was not that at all. He was something entirely different.

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# Yeah, chills and fever

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# Wow, baby, chills and fever

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# Chills and fever's what you give to me... #

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When Gordon first brought Tom to London, Tom got terribly

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depressed and Tom tried...came close to committing suicide,

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by throwing himself under a tube train at Notting Hill Gate.

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Because it wasn't happening, he was terribly hungry,

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he had no friends here. He wasn't, at that stage,

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particularly attractive to women.

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And, erm, they were tough times. And Gordon had to fight.

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He had to bang down doors.

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But Gordon wouldn't give in, he had great tenacity.

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Gordon was desperate.

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He decided he needed to write a song to keep Tom Jones,

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as he then was, going.

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It had to be this record that opened all the doors.

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And I wrote a song called...

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Actually my wife came up with the title, It's Not Unusual.

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# It's not unusual to be loved by anyone

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# It's not unusual to have fun with anyone... #

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JO: Once It's Not Unusual came out,

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life changed dramatically.

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There were reporters round the door nine in the morning, if not earlier.

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Oh, nobody could move for reporters.

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# But when I see you hanging about with anyone

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# It's not unusual to see me cry... #

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With a hit song, it hits you.

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You can never say, well, "What are the ingredients that go

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"into a hit song." You can only know when you hear it.

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And that was it. When I heard it, I thought, "My God, this sounds

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"commercial enough and good enough." It was a good song, yet commercial,

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and it had everything in it that I would want to say.

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SHE PLAYS PIANO

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'That piano is THE piano

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'where Mum and Dad wrote It's Not Unusual.

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'She was there when they first... the first draft, if you like,

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'of It's Not Unusual. But, at that time,

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it was all about... it was all about Dad, really.

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And my mum has always been like that.

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She has always been, um, very much,

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a, sort of, a person to frame my father.

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'Musically, he was just brilliant.

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He was an entrepreneur, he really was, you know.

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'I think music men appreciated his talent.

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'They understood what he was about.'

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'Gordon taught Tom about what to eat, what to wear,

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'how to look, what to say, what not to say.

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'So Gordon controlled Tom in that way.'

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Tom was happy to be controlled. They were always very close.

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He knew how to manage a singer, from the singer's point of view.

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He knew how the music should be, he knew how they should dress,

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he knew how they should appear on stage, he knew the lighting,

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he knew the orchestrations. He was the Simon Cowell of his day.

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Every artist, I believe, needs a mirror.

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If they are in the dressing room, there is a mirror there and they will

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and they will look carefully and even stand up

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and make gestures. They can see themselves.

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Not when they are on stage. If there are any mistakes,

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that is where I think the manager is very important.

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He sees these mistakes and he tells his artist.

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Gordon and Engelbert Humperdinck - well, he was Arnold George Dorsey

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when he was Gordon's friend.

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They were friends long before Tom Jones came on the scene

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and Gordon shared a flat, or a bedsit, with him in London.

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And they were good friends.

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And Gordon always promised Gerry Dorsey

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that he would make him a star one day.

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Then, along came Tom Jones and Gerry Dorsey said, "Well, you promised me."

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# Please, release me, let me go... #

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When he found the song, Release Me, he gave it to Humperdinck.

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I think that rather peeved Tom a bit, because Tom liked the song, too.

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And that record went to number one round the world.

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It stayed there for a long, long time.

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And Gordon had proved to his friend -

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because he was enormously loyal to those two men -

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he proved to his friend that he would keep his promise.

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And he did keep his promise. It made Engelbert Humperdinck a massive star.

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# Please, release me, can't you see

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# You'd be a fool to cling to me? #

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'He had mature men taking what we call

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the middle-of-the-road market and selling their records

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to housewives and people in their 30s and 40s.

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# She was my woman... #

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And suddenly, Gordon has the two biggest artists of the time.

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# Went out of mind... #

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I mean, they used to be selling 68,000 A DAY.

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# Why, why, why, Delilah? #

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'He suddenly said,

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"We could afford to move to a much bigger place than this."

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'So he got an agent'

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and he came back to me and said,

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"I have seen THE one - Little Rhondda."

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He said, "It's like a bit of Wales. Come on."

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And called it Little Rhondda, which was lovely.

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CHILDREN SHOUT EXCITEDLY

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'During a ten-year period, I would say, at Little Rhondda,'

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when we first moved there and everything had taken off

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in such a big, fast way, it was like a big family.

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And I am not just talking about MY family - my kids, my husband,

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myself and the children.

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I am talking about Tom and his wife, Linda, Engelbert...

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We WERE like a big family.

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'It was very much, you know, a busy household.

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'and lots of music always going on.'

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And lots of people visiting. Mum would always cook too much dinner,

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because there'd be an extra few to feed.

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And she welcomed everyone in.

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'To us, it was Uncle Tom and Uncle Eng.

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They weren't... We didn't see them as these famous stars.

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They were just our parent's friends.

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I was in love with my dad, like every little girl is.

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I thought he was ever so good looking and, you know,

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we all loved him, you know, as little girls.

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He was always a person that instilled in us, erm...

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..that we could do anything we wanted, you know.

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Everything is possible.

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He was a complete dreamer and he wanted us to dream.

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-Gordon, you have a slice of jungle here in your garden.

-Yes.

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Why have you got these animals?

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Well, I am trying to breed them.

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I hope to breed them.

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'Sometimes, I would just go and take my homework and sit next to the tiger cage

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and just do my homework next to Horace

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and potter back in. Or if we went swimming,

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even that wasn't normal, the setting of the pool, it was spectacular -

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Roman pillars and portholes and looking into the changing rooms.

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We would go and do moonies through the portholes!

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And then the gorilla and orang-utan cages were behind the pools,

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so I would go with my friends and, before jumping in the pool,

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we'd jump up onto the cages

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and try and kiss them through the cages. The orangs loved that.

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They'd put their lips through the cages and kiss you.

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You surround yourself with animals, you work from your office here at home, surrounded by your family.

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Now, why is that?

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Well, I get more done here.

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If I was to work in town in an office,

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there would be long lunch breaks and the office would close at six,

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then somebody would invite me to a club or invite me here or there. I'd never get anything done.

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-I like it here.

-But you have got four gorgeous children - all girls!

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Yeah! They've learnt that when I'm busy, they don't bother me.

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# I've even wrote to Marjorie Proops

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# But she can't help

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# The best that she could offer me was, "Disguise yourself"... #

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'I was going to stop after Engelbert came along,

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'because it was too much. And then, of course, Gilbert came up

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'and I just couldn't ignore him. You can't ignore a great talent, if you believe in it.'

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Gordon is my manager and he produces my records, as well.

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He's had an awful influence on me, because he was the very first person

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to say, "change that",

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and the very first person that I actually did it for.

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'When Gilbert came along, I don't know,,

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looking back, whether Tom and Engelbert really got him,

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you know, got what he was about.

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I think they used to think, "What is Gordon doing with him?", because he really was unusual.

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'I wonder how you recognise a talent, Gordon? Is it an instinct?'

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I think so, yes. Yes.

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You just look at the person, hear them sing, or their writing or whatever it may be,

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and YOU like it and if YOU like it enough, you'll go with it.

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It's like anything in life.

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Gordon had to be in control. He always had to be.

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All his life, he had to be in control,

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He couldn't bear the idea of anybody else being in control.

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So he would choose the songs, he would choose the arrangements,

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he would find people to write the songs, he would sit in

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on the recordings. From the early '70s on, he produced Tom's albums.

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I know what I want. It is clear cut.

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That's what I go after and I either get it or I don't.

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Whereas, certain other businesses have various tactics and underhand methods,

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it is straight and simple, but it is a jungle - showbiz.

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How much higher can you go? Do you want to go?

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Myself, personally, it is whatever I wish to diversify into,

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is the only way I'll get it.

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Other than that, it's keeping these artists at the top.

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And that's the toughest thing.

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It was very important for Gordon to break America,

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because that was a much bigger market.

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If he could crack it there, he would have a massive, massive

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star on his hands, and massive, massive earnings and success.

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He signed a deal for Tom to appear at the Copacabana in New York.

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That was... I think Tom had to do five shows a night.

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He had to go out five times a night and it was exhausting.

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And it reached a point where he couldn't do it any more.

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So, he persuaded them to transfer the contract from the Copacabana

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to the Flamingo Hotel in Las Vegas.

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# Your love is lifting me higher Like I've never been lifted before

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# Keep it up! Fetch my desire... #

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'Word got to Elvis Presley.'

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I phoned Colonel Parker and said, "Can Elvis come?"

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"No way," he said. "My boy doesn't go to see anybody else.

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But then I phoned "Diamond Joe" - Joe Esposito - and said, "Have a word with Elvis.

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"Why doesn't he come up?"

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Elvis came up, the story broke all around the world that this was

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Elvis's favourite new singer and, from that point on,

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Tom never played to an empty seat in Las Vegas.

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'Linda, Tom's wife, and I used to go'

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after the show - and the ovations he would get - and we'd go to the ladies' loo,

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because we were bursting by that time, and go to the ladies' loo

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and you had to queue for miles to get in there and to listen

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to the chatter of the people about the show was the greatest entertainment for Linda and I.

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We would laugh our heads off,

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or just in awe, of what we heard, because he moved people.

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They just could not get over what they had just seen in that theatre.

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Every night, there would be 120 pairs of underwear,

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in various states of chaos, used or unused, best not to ask,

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which had to be pushed off the stage with a shovel.

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He was the biggest star in the world

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and Gordon had given him the opportunity to do that.

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Gordon was powerful. Suddenly, he realised that he could

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pull a lot of rank over various people

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and as, you know... he managed to make sure

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that his artists were treated number one.

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That had a disadvantage, in that,

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when Humperdinck opened at the Riviera Hotel in Vegas and everybody came in -

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Cary Grant, Sinatra, Sammy Davis, we got them all there for the opening night.

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And Gordon disappeared. He went on the tables. He was quite at keen gambler.

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# And then I saw you out the corner of my eyes... #

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Gordon was always a gambler.

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He understood the fundamental human condition,

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that is probably why we are not still in the trees,

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that if you take a gamble, you may eat and you may live.

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Gordon always gambled.

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He played heavy poker, but what he never knew was, when to fold.

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He ran out of money that first night.

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And someone who worked for Gordon went to Dean Martin,

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who half-owned the hotel and said, "Can Gordon have..?"

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"Ah, no worries." And he gave him credit.

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And Gordon lost a lot of money that night,

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and in successive months and years he lost even more.

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If he had one weakness, it was gambling.

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But it was part of his spirit of adventure.

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Gordon would chance on an awful lot of things, he was very brave.

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Unfortunately, his bravery on the roulette tables didn't pay off.

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His game of choice was baccarat, and that is you against the dealer.

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That's the only battle going on.

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It was an absolute metaphor for Gordon's life,

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him against the house, him against God.

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'I never kept track of how much Gordon gambled.

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'I would go on a 21 table

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'and play for a few - the least amount possible.

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'And thoroughly enjoy myself!'

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So I am not about to say that I know whether he lost or won

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each time we went out, because I really don't know.

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'There were very strong rumours that he was 1 million in debt to

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'Caesar's Palace,

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'which meant that Tom had to keep going and playing there.

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'He needed the commission that he earnt from Tom Jones's appearances

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'in Las Vegas to quite often pay off the table.

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'There were occasions when he would lose not just all

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'the commission he had earned, but sometimes as much as they earned.

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'He was a dangerous gambler, Gordon.'

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'When he moved to the States - because he had to be there,

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'she was in the UK a lot of the time with the kids -

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'I think it probably didn't help

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'Gordon's relationship with Jo.

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'When there's 3,000 miles between you

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'and some seriously beautiful women on offer, that's what happens.'

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'It is lonely, and you can't trust them completely,

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'because of the situation in show business.'

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People are there for the taking.

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And so distrust comes in and it's very difficult, over the years,

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to remain...together, with a good marriage.

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It is difficult.

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'I remember times when there were newspaper clippings,

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'like front-page news, centre spreads, and my mum

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'taking us aside because of school and showing us the newspapers.'

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And saying to us, "You know, you need to see this,

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"because you may get teased at school about it."

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And those were always over women.

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'He then said, "No, we are going to move out there",

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'so he went...

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'and I can't remember the time spent,

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'but I then thought, "No, I've got to go.

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'"I've got to make the decision, yes," and so I went.

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'And it was almost like a last ditch attempt to mend our marriage.

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'But it didn't work out.'

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At one point, he asked me to think again. Anyway, I refused to...

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On those terms, no. No.

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I refused to just live a sham, I couldn't.

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You know?

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'I remember when he told me.

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'He took me into the office

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'and said, "I need to tell you something."

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'And told me they were getting divorced.

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'And he started crying.'

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And I just went and put my arms around him,

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I'd never seen him cry, you know?

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And he just said, "I'll never love another woman

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"like I loved your mum."

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He obviously became more stressed - he had a lot more responsibilities.

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He had problems in his personal life,

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and he had to accept the fact that his artists, who had become

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very hot very quickly, were cooling down at that stage.

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He'd already had this bitter falling out with Engelbert Humperdinck,

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who'd gone his own way.

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He'd already had this terrible business clash

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with Gilbert O'Sullivan,

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over the music publishing, and Gilbert had gone his own way.

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I think Tom Jones needed some fresh thinking.

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Gordon would've been very loath to hand over the reins,

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but I think he might have realised the time was coming.

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It's a Citizen Kane scenario, he's all alone, the rooms are empty.

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The money was running out, he was divorced from Jo and the kids,

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he was lonely.

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He is there confronting the end of everything he has built.

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The dark side of Gordon could be very dark.

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Gordon could be very low, he could get depressed,

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he could get worried and he wouldn't tell you what he was worried about.

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But he would get very angry and he couldn't do the kind of things

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to people that some of those Mafia people in America

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that he had to deal with could do,

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but he would get even angrier than the angriest of them.

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'He came to visit and see how things were this one time.'

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And as I went out...

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I went out onto the drive

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as they were walking down -

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they were walking down from the gate.

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And I turned and looked at Gordon and he had a look about him

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that I had never seen before.

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Never seen before. And it shocked me.

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I thought, "Good Lord, what is wrong with you?"

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And I went up and I gave him a big hug. I...

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I just hadn't seen him for...

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I don't know - we were divorced by this time.

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But I just said to him, "Gordon, are you all right?"

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He said, "Yes, fine".

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I said, "Are you sure?" "Yes, I'm fine."

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He never said, but he had a gaunt look about him.

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And it wasn't long after that that we got the shock news. Oh, gosh.

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I was in shock over that.

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It was terrible.

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'We had all flown over to the States as a family

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'because he was gravely ill.

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'And it was about two days after we got there that they realised'

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it was cancer, and my dad said to him, "Well, what are my odds?"

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And he said, "50-50". And he said, "Well, I'll take those odds."

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And I remember Tom coming to the hospital to say his goodbyes.

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It was just an awful time for us all, you know?

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He was only in hospital 10 days, I think, something like that,

0:34:200:34:24

before he died.

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And so heavily medicated that there was no way

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we could actually talk to him, you know?

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So out of it.

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'I do remember the day of the funeral.'

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'Actually going, walking round with Tom,'

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because he wanted to...

0:34:510:34:54

..find a rose, a specific rose, to put on my dad's grave.

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And we had a rose garden,

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so the two of us walked around and he chose the right colour and

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the right rose, and we travelled in the car together, Tom and me.

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'I remember actually pulling out of the little driveway,

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'and this beam of light coming through the car.

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'And we all just looked at each other - it was a weird experience,

0:35:260:35:30

'actually. It felt surreal,

0:35:300:35:32

'like a sign or something! It was weird.'

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But it was all very emotional and...

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Very sad day.

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Oh, tell us, Mum!

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I can't remember it all, excepting that this tiger wasn't in a cage.

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It was literally just in the back of the car!

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CHATTER

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It suddenly came to me, a little memory. A story that Dad told.

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It was a moment that changed his life.

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He had gone to collect eggs, and his dad had always taught him

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just to take one from the nest.

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-Never to take them all.

-No, and then that would be OK for the bird.

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"Don't be greedy, don't take more than one."

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And this day he found this fantastic nest,

0:36:370:36:39

I don't know if it was a rare bird or... I don't remember the bird.

0:36:390:36:43

But he'd been greedy and he decided to take all the eggs

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and put them in his schoolbag.

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And he put them all the way and he was walking home

0:36:490:36:53

and this bird followed him all the way home.

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Oh, I do remember that. Absolutely.

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Over his shoulder, you know, peck, peck, peck. Making such a noise.

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Followed him, I don't how long it was.

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All the way home, and he just couldn't believe it.

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I think he was broken.

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By the time you got home, it had affected him

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-so much that that would just be it.

-Did he take them back?

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-Couldn't take them back.

-I can't remember.

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But I think that sparked the interest in him about animals...

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CHATTER FADES

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'He felt sure that he was sure about his life.

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'And...

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'And I loved him.

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'Completely.'

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