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It's very hard singing so early in the morning. | 0:00:07 | 0:00:09 | |
-Yeah, OK. -Really. | 0:00:09 | 0:00:11 | |
-No problem. -Yeah. | 0:00:11 | 0:00:12 | |
-No problem. -Hey! | 0:00:12 | 0:00:14 | |
Singer and actress, Marianne Faithfull, | 0:00:14 | 0:00:18 | |
has a career spanning almost five decades. | 0:00:18 | 0:00:21 | |
She's produced more than 30 albums, | 0:00:22 | 0:00:24 | |
including the global hit, Broken English. | 0:00:24 | 0:00:27 | |
# Those who were good to go to bliss unalloyed | 0:00:27 | 0:00:31 | |
# Those who were bad are rejected for ever | 0:00:31 | 0:00:38 | |
# Gnashing their teeth gnashing their teeth | 0:00:38 | 0:00:42 | |
# Gnashing their teeth in a gibbering void. # | 0:00:42 | 0:00:47 | |
When I was growing up in this little house in Reading, | 0:00:51 | 0:00:55 | |
my mother would tell me these wonderful stories | 0:00:55 | 0:00:58 | |
about castles and parties and balls. | 0:00:58 | 0:01:02 | |
She liked to call herself Baroness Erisso. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:07 | |
It was faintly ridiculous, I think. Because it seems so fantastic. | 0:01:08 | 0:01:13 | |
Marianne's also known | 0:01:15 | 0:01:16 | |
for her infamous relationship with Mick Jagger | 0:01:16 | 0:01:19 | |
and a long struggle with drug addiction, | 0:01:19 | 0:01:22 | |
which earned her a label as the ultimate '60s rock chick. | 0:01:22 | 0:01:26 | |
This is the rehearsal for Tuesday for you? | 0:01:26 | 0:01:29 | |
Yes. And I'm very grateful. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:31 | |
-Yes. -All right? | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
In terms of my mother's history, I don't really know what happened. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:38 | |
She was half Jewish, she told me. | 0:01:38 | 0:01:41 | |
She lived under the Nazis. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:43 | |
And my grandfather became a very brave resistance fighter. | 0:01:44 | 0:01:47 | |
It must have been terribly hard, | 0:01:49 | 0:01:51 | |
especially for somebody like my mother, with Jewish blood. | 0:01:51 | 0:01:54 | |
She also told me she was a young dancer in Berlin. | 0:01:56 | 0:01:59 | |
I'd love to find out more. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
I want to find out the facts about what really happened. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:07 | |
It might not be as wonderful as I think. I don't know. | 0:02:07 | 0:02:12 | |
But it might be more wonderful. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
That's the thing. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:17 | |
This film was made in 1965, | 0:02:50 | 0:02:53 | |
when convent girl, Marianne Faithfull, | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
had just become an overnight pop sensation. | 0:02:55 | 0:02:59 | |
She'd been discovered at a party | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
by the producer of the Rolling Stones. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:04 | |
I gave my mother a terribly hard time when I was young, | 0:03:06 | 0:03:08 | |
which she really didn't need. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
And why, you know, just the '60s, why couldn't I just have... | 0:03:13 | 0:03:18 | |
It wouldn't have killed me to do what she wanted, it wasn't hard. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:22 | |
But no, no, no, I had to sort of leave home, go off, be a pop singer. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:26 | |
Marianne's first hit, As Tears Go By, was one of the first songs | 0:03:28 | 0:03:33 | |
co-written by Mick Jagger and Keith Richards. | 0:03:33 | 0:03:36 | |
# It is the evening of the day | 0:03:36 | 0:03:41 | |
# I sit and watch the children play | 0:03:41 | 0:03:49 | |
# Smiling faces I can see | 0:03:49 | 0:03:53 | |
# But not for me | 0:03:53 | 0:03:57 | |
# I sit and watch as tears go by. # | 0:03:57 | 0:04:02 | |
A year later, Marianne married art dealer, John Dunbar, | 0:04:02 | 0:04:06 | |
and had a son, Nicholas. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:09 | |
But the marriage didn't last and she quickly became involved | 0:04:09 | 0:04:13 | |
in a high-profile relationship with Mick Jagger. | 0:04:13 | 0:04:16 | |
For four years, they were the golden couple of the swinging '60s. | 0:04:18 | 0:04:22 | |
But in 1970, the relationship ended when Marianne decided to walk away. | 0:04:22 | 0:04:27 | |
He loved me and I loved him. | 0:04:30 | 0:04:32 | |
And something in me just compelled me to not do that. | 0:04:33 | 0:04:39 | |
So I just walked away. | 0:04:39 | 0:04:42 | |
And I don't really know why. | 0:04:42 | 0:04:44 | |
But there was something about not being able to do that, | 0:04:45 | 0:04:49 | |
not allowed to do that, or not... | 0:04:49 | 0:04:53 | |
I had to move on. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:55 | |
And, of course, it was very painful | 0:04:55 | 0:04:58 | |
and very, very hard because I loved him. | 0:04:58 | 0:05:00 | |
And I think my mother, the way she was and this unconscious, | 0:05:03 | 0:05:07 | |
unspoken loathing of men, | 0:05:07 | 0:05:10 | |
had a huge effect on me. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
And it was a big problem for me in the '60s. | 0:05:13 | 0:05:17 | |
Especially as I had to pretend that everything was so wonderful | 0:05:17 | 0:05:21 | |
and wild and sexual and it really wasn't, actually. | 0:05:21 | 0:05:24 | |
That same year, Marianne began to spiral down into drug addiction. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:32 | |
She lost custody of five-year-old Nicholas | 0:05:32 | 0:05:35 | |
and spent the next two years as a homeless heroin addict, | 0:05:35 | 0:05:39 | |
living on the streets of London's Soho. | 0:05:39 | 0:05:42 | |
I think heroin was my reaction to all that. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:47 | |
Because it was like living in cotton wool, you know. | 0:05:47 | 0:05:51 | |
I didn't have to feel anything. | 0:05:51 | 0:05:52 | |
So for two years, I quite honestly didn't feel anything at all. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:58 | |
I didn't want to be aware of how much... | 0:06:00 | 0:06:03 | |
I had sort of not lived up to expectations. | 0:06:03 | 0:06:07 | |
It was hard for Eva, I think, for my darling mum. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:11 | |
Marianne's Austrian mother, Eva, | 0:06:15 | 0:06:17 | |
met British soldier, Robert Glynn Faithfull, | 0:06:17 | 0:06:20 | |
in Vienna at the end of the Second World War. | 0:06:20 | 0:06:23 | |
They married in 1946 | 0:06:25 | 0:06:27 | |
and Marianne was born later that year. | 0:06:27 | 0:06:29 | |
But by the time she was six, | 0:06:32 | 0:06:33 | |
her parents had gone through a bitter divorce. | 0:06:33 | 0:06:36 | |
I loved my father and I loved my mother. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:40 | |
I'd grown up at my father's house, which was beautiful or wild, anyway, | 0:06:42 | 0:06:47 | |
and I could run along the battlements | 0:06:47 | 0:06:50 | |
and, and have beautiful grounds to run about in. I loved it. | 0:06:50 | 0:06:55 | |
And then suddenly, my mother and I were put into Milman Road. | 0:06:55 | 0:06:59 | |
It was like the meanest possible house my father could find for her. | 0:06:59 | 0:07:02 | |
I'm sure he did it on purpose. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
It was very hard watching her, | 0:07:06 | 0:07:08 | |
because she had all these huge pieces of furniture and tapestries | 0:07:08 | 0:07:11 | |
and things like that which she couldn't get into this little house. | 0:07:11 | 0:07:15 | |
Gradually, she got smaller and smaller and smaller. | 0:07:16 | 0:07:19 | |
She was depressed. She drank quite a lot. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:24 | |
She would drink whiskey and she took a lot of prescription drugs. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:28 | |
She had no-one else to talk to... | 0:07:28 | 0:07:31 | |
and so she talked to me. | 0:07:31 | 0:07:33 | |
It was overwhelming, really. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:37 | |
But she told me about the Russians coming into Vienna | 0:07:38 | 0:07:41 | |
and raping everybody. | 0:07:41 | 0:07:43 | |
Because they raped her and my grandmother. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:47 | |
I have a strong feeling that my mother and my father's marriage | 0:07:47 | 0:07:51 | |
didn't work because my mother hated men. | 0:07:51 | 0:07:54 | |
I didn't understand my relationship with my mother. | 0:07:57 | 0:08:00 | |
When I grew up with Eva in that little house... | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
..I had felt like I was part of her body. | 0:08:04 | 0:08:07 | |
So I pushed her away. | 0:08:08 | 0:08:10 | |
I had no idea and no real respect for what she'd done. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:19 | |
Or of what happened to her. | 0:08:19 | 0:08:21 | |
Eva and her brother, Alexander, grew up in Vienna. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:29 | |
Their mother, Flora, was a Hungarian Jew. | 0:08:29 | 0:08:32 | |
Their Austrian father, Artur Sacher-Masoch, | 0:08:32 | 0:08:36 | |
was a minor aristocrat | 0:08:36 | 0:08:38 | |
and had served as a colonel in the First World War. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:40 | |
In the 1920s, Eva and her family relocated to Berlin. | 0:08:42 | 0:08:47 | |
Her father, Artur, worked as a novelist. | 0:08:47 | 0:08:50 | |
Her brother, Alexander, became a leftwing journalist. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:53 | |
And Eva began her career as a dancer. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:58 | |
Marianne has come here to see what she can find out | 0:09:00 | 0:09:03 | |
about her mother's life. | 0:09:03 | 0:09:05 | |
My mother did talk a bit about her life as a young dancer, you know. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:11 | |
Not enough. She was about 18. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:13 | |
She was arty and very Berlin, I think. | 0:09:14 | 0:09:18 | |
But I don't know where she played, what theatre. | 0:09:18 | 0:09:22 | |
In the 1920s, Germany was living through the Weimar Republic, | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
a fragile parliamentary democracy | 0:09:30 | 0:09:33 | |
that had replaced the imperial government | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
at the end of the First World War. | 0:09:35 | 0:09:37 | |
During this time, Berlin was enjoying | 0:09:39 | 0:09:41 | |
a period of unprecedented artistic and cultural freedom | 0:09:41 | 0:09:45 | |
that had earned it a reputation as the world's most thrilling city. | 0:09:45 | 0:09:49 | |
Marianne has come to the Renaissance Theatre, | 0:09:52 | 0:09:55 | |
one of only five Weimar-era theatres to have survived in Berlin. | 0:09:55 | 0:09:59 | |
It's incredible. Is this the '20s? | 0:10:02 | 0:10:04 | |
This theatre was built in the 1920s. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:07 | |
When everything was really cooking. | 0:10:07 | 0:10:09 | |
-Oh, a very exciting time. -Yes. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:12 | |
She's meeting dance historian, Karl Toepfer. | 0:10:12 | 0:10:16 | |
That's gorgeous! | 0:10:16 | 0:10:18 | |
The dance world of that time, er... | 0:10:19 | 0:10:25 | |
I believe was unprecedented and unsurpassed. | 0:10:25 | 0:10:29 | |
Er...it had so many exciting personalities, | 0:10:29 | 0:10:32 | |
so much creativity going on. | 0:10:32 | 0:10:34 | |
Eva was a part of that. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:36 | |
She did so many different, interesting things. | 0:10:37 | 0:10:41 | |
Eva pursued modern dance, as well as cabaret dancing. | 0:10:41 | 0:10:45 | |
She told me she danced with her friend, Hede. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:48 | |
Yes, Hede, her partner. | 0:10:48 | 0:10:50 | |
They'd do duets and they did these kind of mirror dances, | 0:10:52 | 0:10:56 | |
where they emulated each other's movements. | 0:10:56 | 0:10:59 | |
These kinds of mirror dances with the same sex | 0:11:01 | 0:11:04 | |
had a homoerotic dimension. | 0:11:04 | 0:11:06 | |
-I didn't know that. -Yeah. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:07 | |
Here we have a couple of board pictures. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:11 | |
And there, Eva and Hede have got this parody of marriage. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:17 | |
She's playing the lady and Hede's playing the man. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:22 | |
Audiences delighted in this kind of gender-bending performance. | 0:11:22 | 0:11:28 | |
I love that one. It's wonderful! | 0:11:31 | 0:11:34 | |
What a woman! I'd no idea what she was doing. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:38 | |
This is a contract... | 0:11:39 | 0:11:42 | |
for performing at the Barberina. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:45 | |
31st December, 1932 to 15th January, 1933. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:52 | |
If you look at these pictures, | 0:11:52 | 0:11:54 | |
-as you can see, it looks like a pretty opulent club. -Wow! | 0:11:54 | 0:11:59 | |
The contract with the Barberina is pretty impressive | 0:11:59 | 0:12:01 | |
since the Barberina represented | 0:12:01 | 0:12:03 | |
the epitome of the Weimar nightclub culture. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:08 | |
You know, she's just 20 years old. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:12 | |
That's brilliant. Yeah. | 0:12:12 | 0:12:14 | |
Clubs in Berlin, like the Barberina, | 0:12:16 | 0:12:19 | |
where Marianne's mother performed, | 0:12:19 | 0:12:21 | |
were infamous for their erotic | 0:12:21 | 0:12:23 | |
and artistically-adventurous performances. | 0:12:23 | 0:12:26 | |
Their wild nightlife provided the inspiration for the film, Cabaret. | 0:12:26 | 0:12:31 | |
They did things in the theatre | 0:12:32 | 0:12:34 | |
that you weren't going to see in other cities. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:37 | |
-Was it really daring? -Yeah. | 0:12:37 | 0:12:38 | |
They were places where people made connections | 0:12:38 | 0:12:41 | |
and different kinds of... | 0:12:41 | 0:12:43 | |
-Assignations. -..sexual inclinations circulated. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:46 | |
And the stage acts encouraged it. | 0:12:47 | 0:12:50 | |
They had a kind of reputation for... | 0:12:52 | 0:12:55 | |
-Risque... -Yeah. | 0:12:55 | 0:12:56 | |
-..and challenging, and... -That's right. | 0:12:56 | 0:12:59 | |
But Eva's avant-garde lifestyle was coming under threat. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:06 | |
In 1929, a global economic crash | 0:13:07 | 0:13:11 | |
pushed Germany towards the brink of collapse. | 0:13:11 | 0:13:13 | |
As mass unemployment spread through the country, | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
the Nazis, at that point, a minor political party, | 0:13:18 | 0:13:21 | |
began an aggressive campaign for power. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:24 | |
Using a potent mix of rhetoric threats and violence, | 0:13:25 | 0:13:29 | |
they began pushing the German public towards Nazism. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:32 | |
Despite this politically-menacing climate, | 0:13:35 | 0:13:38 | |
Eva continued to push artistic boundaries. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:41 | |
You know what that is? | 0:13:45 | 0:13:46 | |
Well, I don't, really, but that's my mother. | 0:13:46 | 0:13:49 | |
And I've had this photograph for a long, long time. | 0:13:49 | 0:13:53 | |
I've grown up with it. | 0:13:53 | 0:13:55 | |
-If you look at these pictures... -Mm. | 0:13:55 | 0:13:58 | |
This is, er...Hannah Rovina. | 0:13:58 | 0:14:00 | |
She played the role of Leah'le in a Jewish play called, The Dybbuk. | 0:14:02 | 0:14:06 | |
Eva's been inspired by that play. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:11 | |
That's a very powerful image of Jewish mistresses of... | 0:14:11 | 0:14:15 | |
And, of course, my mother was half Jewish. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:18 | |
The Dybbuk is a play about a young Jewish woman, Leah'le, | 0:14:21 | 0:14:25 | |
who rebels against her father's wishes | 0:14:25 | 0:14:27 | |
to marry her off to a rich suitor, | 0:14:27 | 0:14:29 | |
and instead, remains true to her dead lover. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:32 | |
Leah'le is a woman following her desires | 0:14:34 | 0:14:38 | |
independently of what this society around her wants her to do. | 0:14:38 | 0:14:42 | |
I'm fascinated! I can't believe it that she was really doing that. | 0:14:42 | 0:14:46 | |
The art scene in Berlin had been strongly influenced | 0:14:49 | 0:14:52 | |
by Jewish intellectuals and performers. | 0:14:52 | 0:14:56 | |
But by the early 1930s, as the Nazis stepped up their bid for power, | 0:14:56 | 0:15:01 | |
time for all of them was running out. | 0:15:01 | 0:15:04 | |
But Eva was determined to remain true to her art | 0:15:04 | 0:15:08 | |
and began performing in politically-radical shows, | 0:15:08 | 0:15:11 | |
despite the Nazis increasing attacks | 0:15:11 | 0:15:13 | |
on leftwing and Jewish artists. | 0:15:13 | 0:15:17 | |
That was a very, very scary time. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:20 | |
They intimidated the spectators in the theatre | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
-or they intimidated actors. -They weren't in power yet. | 0:15:23 | 0:15:26 | |
That was just a few months away. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:29 | |
-Here we have some reviews. -Reviews. | 0:15:31 | 0:15:34 | |
-In, er...October of 1932. -Yeah. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:38 | |
And here's the translation. | 0:15:38 | 0:15:40 | |
"Four Ping Pong ladies have joined the four Ping Pong gents. | 0:15:42 | 0:15:46 | |
"One of them being Dora Gerson, the famous..." | 0:15:48 | 0:15:53 | |
"The ladies' foursome is complete with two young talents, | 0:15:53 | 0:15:57 | |
"Hede Mehrmann and Eva von Sacher-Masoch." | 0:15:57 | 0:16:00 | |
Yeah. So this is very interesting. | 0:16:00 | 0:16:02 | |
-Ping Pong was a very leftwing kind of political cabaret. -Yes. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:07 | |
Composed of, um...Jewish talents from Berlin. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:10 | |
-Completely not the kind of culture the Nazis wanted. -Oh, no. | 0:16:10 | 0:16:16 | |
I'm not sure what happened to other members of the Ping Pong collective, | 0:16:16 | 0:16:21 | |
but Dora Gerson's fate was unfortunately tragic. | 0:16:21 | 0:16:25 | |
What happened? | 0:16:25 | 0:16:26 | |
Er...she died in Auschwitz in 1943. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:30 | |
-No! -Yes. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:32 | |
-Very sad. -Yes. | 0:16:33 | 0:16:35 | |
You get a very rich and complex image of Eva | 0:16:40 | 0:16:44 | |
in so far as she's, um...she's got a message | 0:16:44 | 0:16:49 | |
that she's trying to communicate in different ways. | 0:16:49 | 0:16:52 | |
At the time, a very hard thing to do. | 0:16:52 | 0:16:56 | |
Talking to Karl has made the little bits I know | 0:16:59 | 0:17:03 | |
about her working life and her inner life in Berlin | 0:17:03 | 0:17:09 | |
and what she really was doing, much, much clearer. | 0:17:09 | 0:17:13 | |
I really didn't know she had that kind of consciousness. | 0:17:13 | 0:17:17 | |
And I'd love to find out more. | 0:17:18 | 0:17:20 | |
In January 1933, Hitler came to power in Germany, | 0:17:27 | 0:17:31 | |
promising to restore the nation's prosperity and purify public life. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:36 | |
He immediately brought in laws | 0:17:38 | 0:17:40 | |
excluding Jews from the civil service, | 0:17:40 | 0:17:42 | |
the legal profession and from schools and universities. | 0:17:42 | 0:17:46 | |
Next, he began targeting Jews working in the arts, declaring, | 0:17:49 | 0:17:53 | |
"Blood and race will once more | 0:17:53 | 0:17:56 | |
"become the source of artistic intuition." | 0:17:56 | 0:17:58 | |
For half-Jewish Eva, | 0:18:01 | 0:18:03 | |
the artistic freedom she'd enjoyed during the Weimar years was gone. | 0:18:03 | 0:18:07 | |
Almost overnight, her opportunities to work began to shut down. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:13 | |
Marianne is meeting cultural historian, Andrew Webber, | 0:18:18 | 0:18:22 | |
at Berlin's Volksbuhne Theatre | 0:18:22 | 0:18:24 | |
to find out what impact this new repressive era had on her mother. | 0:18:24 | 0:18:29 | |
-It's one of the, er...the great Berlin theatres. -Wow! | 0:18:29 | 0:18:33 | |
And in the late 1920s in particular, | 0:18:33 | 0:18:36 | |
the Volksbuhne was famous. | 0:18:36 | 0:18:38 | |
It always had a left-liberal tradition, | 0:18:38 | 0:18:41 | |
but was quite revolutionary in the late '20s in particular. | 0:18:41 | 0:18:44 | |
-I'd like to show you a document here. -Oh! | 0:18:46 | 0:18:49 | |
Um...from 1933. | 0:18:49 | 0:18:51 | |
"Der Bauer als Millionar." | 0:18:53 | 0:18:55 | |
Mm-hm. The Farmer As Millionaire. | 0:18:55 | 0:18:57 | |
This is a cast list from a production. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:00 | |
"Eva von Sacher-Masoch." | 0:19:01 | 0:19:03 | |
-She was Triton, which is... -With, er...Neptune. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:06 | |
-Exactly. One of Neptune's messengers. -Oh! | 0:19:06 | 0:19:09 | |
And this was a fairytale musical drama from the early 19th century. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:13 | |
And, um...a very different kind of theatre | 0:19:13 | 0:19:17 | |
to the sort that your mother was involved in during the 1920s, | 0:19:17 | 0:19:20 | |
beginning of the '30s, | 0:19:20 | 0:19:21 | |
which, of course, was more satirical and political. | 0:19:21 | 0:19:24 | |
-This wouldn't be political. -It's work. | 0:19:24 | 0:19:27 | |
It's work. It's work, I think. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:29 | |
-It's not her dream, her ideal. -No. | 0:19:29 | 0:19:32 | |
Eva was performing at the Volksbuhne Theatre | 0:19:33 | 0:19:36 | |
in Der Bauer Als Millionar in June 1933, | 0:19:36 | 0:19:40 | |
just five months after Hitler had taken office. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:44 | |
The play was typical of the kind of conventional productions | 0:19:44 | 0:19:48 | |
the Nazis approved of. | 0:19:48 | 0:19:50 | |
What we see here is a real move away from that left-liberal tradition | 0:19:50 | 0:19:55 | |
to a much more neutral kind of theatre. | 0:19:55 | 0:19:57 | |
-A straight theatre. -Yep. Straight theatre, | 0:19:57 | 0:19:59 | |
spectacle, essentially. | 0:19:59 | 0:20:01 | |
And it would have been one of the many signs | 0:20:01 | 0:20:03 | |
of what was happening in the theatre world at that time, | 0:20:03 | 0:20:06 | |
the constraints that were being applied. | 0:20:06 | 0:20:09 | |
It will have been very clear to them at that point, to journalists, | 0:20:09 | 0:20:12 | |
to the people working in the theatre, | 0:20:12 | 0:20:14 | |
that their future was deeply uncertain. | 0:20:14 | 0:20:17 | |
The ensemble would have been made up of many people | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
who would be on the black list for the Nazis. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:22 | |
Absolutely! Look at them. | 0:20:22 | 0:20:23 | |
Jews, Communists, those on the left. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:26 | |
Genia Kurz, Ernst Karchow. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:28 | |
And indeed, the Volksbuhne Theatre itself | 0:20:28 | 0:20:30 | |
would be closed in the course of 1933, | 0:20:30 | 0:20:32 | |
as so many institutions, cultural institutions, | 0:20:32 | 0:20:36 | |
newspapers and others were. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:38 | |
But, of course, Hitler was elected earlier in 1933, | 0:20:38 | 0:20:42 | |
and in May 1933, there was a major historical event, | 0:20:42 | 0:20:46 | |
the book-burning. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:48 | |
(Oh, my God!) | 0:20:48 | 0:20:50 | |
-Which you are familiar with. -Yes. | 0:20:50 | 0:20:52 | |
Taking place just one month before | 0:20:57 | 0:20:59 | |
Eva accepted her inoffensive role in Der Bauer Als Millionar, | 0:20:59 | 0:21:03 | |
the book-burning was the Nazis' first big public display, | 0:21:03 | 0:21:07 | |
warning that non-Aryan influences would not be tolerated in the arts. | 0:21:07 | 0:21:12 | |
Under the instigation of Joseph Goebbels, Minister for Propaganda, | 0:21:14 | 0:21:19 | |
Nationalist students all over Germany organised bonfires. | 0:21:19 | 0:21:23 | |
Goebbels himself led the proceedings in Berlin. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:27 | |
25,000 books were destroyed with 40,000 onlookers. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:35 | |
There was a huge crowd. | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
It was one of the first of those big national, | 0:21:37 | 0:21:39 | |
Socialist street spectacles. | 0:21:39 | 0:21:41 | |
-The books of Einstein, Freud, Brecht, all of them. -Of course. | 0:21:41 | 0:21:45 | |
Perhaps we could look at what Goebbels had to say on that night. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:51 | |
-Oh, yes. -On 10th of May. -Tell me. | 0:21:51 | 0:21:53 | |
Um...and his speech is here. | 0:21:53 | 0:21:56 | |
Perhaps you'd like to read it. | 0:21:56 | 0:21:59 | |
"Un-German Literature on the Pyre. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
"Then Reichsminister, Dr Goebbels, spoke. | 0:22:02 | 0:22:06 | |
"The era of extreme Jewish intellectualism has come to an end | 0:22:06 | 0:22:12 | |
"and the German revolution has again opened the way | 0:22:12 | 0:22:15 | |
"for the true essence of being German." | 0:22:15 | 0:22:18 | |
-Dear me! -Hm. | 0:22:18 | 0:22:21 | |
"Your libraries were inundated with trash | 0:22:21 | 0:22:24 | |
"and filth of Jewish asphalt literate." | 0:22:24 | 0:22:28 | |
Jewish asphalt literate. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:30 | |
It's the pavement, isn't it? | 0:22:30 | 0:22:32 | |
Yes. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:34 | |
And this, of course, was all about taking control of the streets. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:37 | |
-And the mind. -Yep. | 0:22:37 | 0:22:40 | |
I can't bear it. | 0:22:40 | 0:22:41 | |
It, of course, doesn't show the full horror of what's to come. | 0:22:41 | 0:22:44 | |
It was the 19th-century German poet, Heine, | 0:22:44 | 0:22:46 | |
who famously said in one of his plays | 0:22:46 | 0:22:49 | |
that when they start burning books, | 0:22:49 | 0:22:52 | |
in the end, they'll also burn people. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:54 | |
And, of course, this was the year when so many left Berlin. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:58 | |
So many people who were Jewish and on the left. | 0:22:58 | 0:23:02 | |
And the last record we have of your mother on the stage | 0:23:02 | 0:23:06 | |
-is indeed this play we've been talking about. -And then she left. | 0:23:06 | 0:23:10 | |
-She left after that. -The dream was over. Yeah. | 0:23:10 | 0:23:14 | |
Yes, yes. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:15 | |
Marianne can find no further trace of her mother, Eva, | 0:23:18 | 0:23:22 | |
or her grandparents, Artur and Flora, in Berlin. | 0:23:22 | 0:23:25 | |
But records show that her half-Jewish uncle, Alexander, | 0:23:26 | 0:23:30 | |
decided to risk staying in the city and to keep working as a writer. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:34 | |
But in 1934, Goebbels tightened the noose again. | 0:23:36 | 0:23:41 | |
Alexander clearly would also have been terribly upset | 0:23:41 | 0:23:45 | |
-and worried, fearful. -But in danger, too. | 0:23:45 | 0:23:48 | |
Fearful, exactly. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:50 | |
Um...and at this time, | 0:23:50 | 0:23:54 | |
part of what Goebbels did | 0:23:54 | 0:23:56 | |
was to make anybody who wanted to write, to publish, | 0:23:56 | 0:24:02 | |
belong to the Nazi National Organisation of Writers. | 0:24:02 | 0:24:06 | |
Writers who had any Jewish blood | 0:24:06 | 0:24:11 | |
were not allowed to be members of this organisation. | 0:24:11 | 0:24:13 | |
This, of course, was a problem for your uncle. | 0:24:13 | 0:24:16 | |
..Included Alex. Yes, he was half Jewish. | 0:24:16 | 0:24:19 | |
So I'd like to show you a document which was to do with that. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:23 | |
And here's a translation. | 0:24:23 | 0:24:26 | |
Board of Control. | 0:24:26 | 0:24:29 | |
-They're not messing around. -No. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:31 | |
"15th May, 1935. | 0:24:31 | 0:24:33 | |
"Proof of Aryan ancestry. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:36 | |
"Dear comrade in profession! | 0:24:36 | 0:24:39 | |
"To complete your personal file, | 0:24:39 | 0:24:41 | |
"we seek for immediate presentation of documents | 0:24:41 | 0:24:45 | |
"proving your Aryan ancestry. | 0:24:45 | 0:24:48 | |
"Kindly greeting, Heil Hitler." | 0:24:48 | 0:24:51 | |
-Hm. -And there was no way he could do that. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:55 | |
I think you're right. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:57 | |
Because of his Jewish mother. | 0:24:57 | 0:24:59 | |
So they followed that up with a further letter. | 0:25:01 | 0:25:05 | |
"Dear comrade in profession! | 0:25:06 | 0:25:10 | |
"Having received your letter from the 16th of this month, | 0:25:10 | 0:25:13 | |
"we have to inform you | 0:25:13 | 0:25:15 | |
"that records concerning only your father's lineage will not suffice." | 0:25:15 | 0:25:19 | |
"We have to ask you to fill in | 0:25:19 | 0:25:22 | |
"every part of the attached genealogical table." | 0:25:22 | 0:25:25 | |
"Birth name, birthday, date of baptism, | 0:25:25 | 0:25:29 | |
"day of death, marriage, | 0:25:29 | 0:25:31 | |
"first names, place of birth, | 0:25:31 | 0:25:33 | |
"place of baptism and church, place of death." | 0:25:33 | 0:25:36 | |
And here is the next letter. | 0:25:38 | 0:25:41 | |
"Dear comrade in profession! | 0:25:41 | 0:25:43 | |
"As you haven't, as requested on the 15th of May | 0:25:43 | 0:25:46 | |
"and the 26th of July of this year, | 0:25:46 | 0:25:50 | |
"provided proof of Aryan ancestry, | 0:25:50 | 0:25:54 | |
"we have to assume that you are unable to do so. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:58 | |
"Should we not receive this by the 30th of this month, | 0:25:58 | 0:26:02 | |
"we will be forced to request your exclusion. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:05 | |
"Heil Hitler." | 0:26:05 | 0:26:07 | |
The authorities are catching up with him. | 0:26:07 | 0:26:10 | |
They know that he's lied to them. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:12 | |
Ooh! Does that mean the Gestapo knock on the door? | 0:26:13 | 0:26:17 | |
This would be a sign that that might happen. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:20 | |
And so, another document. | 0:26:20 | 0:26:23 | |
"Dear Sirs, I herewith sincerely declare | 0:26:23 | 0:26:26 | |
"that I will cancel my membership | 0:26:26 | 0:26:28 | |
"with the Reich Association of German Writers | 0:26:28 | 0:26:31 | |
"as I am about to change my place of residence | 0:26:31 | 0:26:35 | |
"and will relocate in my home country." | 0:26:35 | 0:26:39 | |
Oh, my God! That's close, isn't it? | 0:26:39 | 0:26:41 | |
-This was the beginning of a process of dispossession. -Yes. | 0:26:43 | 0:26:49 | |
-Being dispossessed of your career was one thing. -Yes. | 0:26:49 | 0:26:52 | |
But the other kinds of dispossession have yet to come. | 0:26:52 | 0:26:55 | |
This kind of inch-by-inch, | 0:26:59 | 0:27:02 | |
moment-by-moment, terrible loss. | 0:27:02 | 0:27:05 | |
To have so much. Truth, beauty, love, | 0:27:06 | 0:27:11 | |
and it was hijacked by the Nazis. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:13 | |
So to me, it's terribly sad. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:15 | |
Marianne knows that after fleeing Nazi Germany, | 0:27:21 | 0:27:24 | |
her uncle Alexander went to Yugoslavia. | 0:27:24 | 0:27:27 | |
The rest of the family returned to Austria. | 0:27:27 | 0:27:30 | |
But she doesn't know when they arrived here, | 0:27:30 | 0:27:32 | |
or what happened to them. | 0:27:32 | 0:27:34 | |
I've come to Vienna to find out about my grandparents, | 0:27:37 | 0:27:41 | |
Flora and Artur Sacher-Masoch, and my mother. | 0:27:41 | 0:27:45 | |
I don't know exactly what they did. | 0:27:45 | 0:27:48 | |
I'm longing to know what happened. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:50 | |
She's come to the National Library | 0:27:52 | 0:27:54 | |
to see if she can find any records about her family. | 0:27:54 | 0:27:57 | |
She's meeting historian, William Godsey. | 0:27:57 | 0:28:00 | |
So, William, we were in Berlin when my family went, | 0:28:02 | 0:28:08 | |
and then, in 1933, they left. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:10 | |
And I would love to know exactly what happened. | 0:28:10 | 0:28:14 | |
I think I have some documents here | 0:28:14 | 0:28:16 | |
that might help us pick up the trail of your family. | 0:28:16 | 0:28:19 | |
The first thing I'd like to show you are their registration cards. | 0:28:19 | 0:28:23 | |
-Oh, yes. -Your grandfather had to register with the authorities | 0:28:23 | 0:28:29 | |
when he moved back to Vienna in 1934. | 0:28:29 | 0:28:33 | |
Yes. 1934. | 0:28:33 | 0:28:36 | |
Your grandfather was listed here | 0:28:36 | 0:28:38 | |
as a high-ranking military officer in retirement. | 0:28:38 | 0:28:41 | |
Where does it say that? | 0:28:41 | 0:28:43 | |
Oberstleutnant. | 0:28:43 | 0:28:44 | |
Oberstleutnant. Oh, yes. | 0:28:44 | 0:28:47 | |
-He was a lieutenant colonel... -In the First World War. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
-In the First World War. -Yes. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:51 | |
And also, he's registered with his full noble title, | 0:28:53 | 0:28:56 | |
Ritter von Sacher-Masoch. | 0:28:56 | 0:28:57 | |
Ritter is rank of knight. | 0:28:59 | 0:29:01 | |
Artur was almost 60 | 0:29:04 | 0:29:06 | |
when he brought his family back to his homeland, | 0:29:06 | 0:29:08 | |
where he had contacts through his military connections | 0:29:08 | 0:29:11 | |
and his old family title. | 0:29:11 | 0:29:13 | |
I like this idea of the knight. | 0:29:16 | 0:29:18 | |
-Do you know where it comes from? -No. | 0:29:18 | 0:29:21 | |
-Here we have a family tree. -Ah! | 0:29:22 | 0:29:25 | |
Oh, this is what I've always wanted to see. | 0:29:25 | 0:29:28 | |
That's wonderful! | 0:29:31 | 0:29:33 | |
There you have the whole family, starting with yourself. | 0:29:33 | 0:29:37 | |
Here we have your parents. Your father, Robert Glynn Faithfull, | 0:29:37 | 0:29:41 | |
-and your mother, Eva Hermine von Sacher-Masoch. -Yeah. | 0:29:41 | 0:29:44 | |
And then up the top here, your great, great, great grandfather, | 0:29:44 | 0:29:48 | |
-Johann Nepomuk Stephan Ritter von Sacher. -Sacher. | 0:29:48 | 0:29:53 | |
-And he was the first member of the family to be ennobled. -Wow! | 0:29:53 | 0:29:58 | |
He was the first person in your family | 0:29:58 | 0:30:00 | |
-who bore the title, Ritter von Sacher. -Yeah. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:03 | |
So I think that's very interesting. | 0:30:03 | 0:30:06 | |
This is the original of the pattern of nobility. | 0:30:06 | 0:30:08 | |
I thought I would just, um...show you. | 0:30:08 | 0:30:11 | |
-Written in the old German script. -Yes. | 0:30:11 | 0:30:14 | |
And we have the English translation of this document. | 0:30:15 | 0:30:18 | |
-Yeah. -Of this document here. | 0:30:18 | 0:30:19 | |
"In consideration of the years of his effort and useful service, | 0:30:22 | 0:30:26 | |
"his proven loyalty and devotion to the state, | 0:30:26 | 0:30:30 | |
"we elevate Johann Nepomuk Stephan Sacher | 0:30:30 | 0:30:34 | |
"and all his legitimate descendents of both gender for all time, | 0:30:34 | 0:30:39 | |
"into knighthood in the Austrian Empire. | 0:30:39 | 0:30:42 | |
"We have granted the coat of arms | 0:30:42 | 0:30:46 | |
"shown in the middle of this document." | 0:30:46 | 0:30:48 | |
That's beautiful to see. | 0:30:50 | 0:30:52 | |
1832. | 0:30:53 | 0:30:54 | |
So it's not as old a family as I was told. | 0:30:56 | 0:30:59 | |
It's still pretty old. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:01 | |
She said it was back to Charlemagne. | 0:31:01 | 0:31:04 | |
I think we're probably all descended from Charlemagne. | 0:31:05 | 0:31:08 | |
Probably! MARIANNE LAUGHS | 0:31:08 | 0:31:10 | |
So, William, I'm fascinated by | 0:31:12 | 0:31:15 | |
my mother's use of the baroness title, Baroness Erisso. | 0:31:15 | 0:31:21 | |
I mean, this is after I've run off with Mick Jagger | 0:31:21 | 0:31:25 | |
and shamed her so terribly. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:27 | |
So she decided she didn't want to be Faithfull any more. | 0:31:28 | 0:31:32 | |
Well, in Austria, as you see, your family, as far as we know, | 0:31:33 | 0:31:36 | |
-had never received the title of baron here. -No. | 0:31:36 | 0:31:39 | |
-Which is a rank above a knight. -Hm. | 0:31:39 | 0:31:44 | |
I've got another explanation | 0:31:44 | 0:31:45 | |
-for how the title of baron might have come back. -Oh, come on, then. | 0:31:45 | 0:31:48 | |
-You know, Austrian society, it's very addicted to titles. -I know. | 0:31:48 | 0:31:51 | |
And especially with nobility. | 0:31:51 | 0:31:53 | |
Often, in daily conversation, | 0:31:55 | 0:31:58 | |
waiters might have referred to your grandmother | 0:31:58 | 0:32:01 | |
or your grandfather as Frau Baronin. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:03 | |
-Right. -Or Herr Baron. -Yeah. -This is very common. | 0:32:03 | 0:32:06 | |
-Austrians can often be very courteous. -Yeah. | 0:32:06 | 0:32:10 | |
They always give you a place slightly above | 0:32:10 | 0:32:13 | |
-the one you might be entitled to. -Ah! OK. -So this is... | 0:32:13 | 0:32:16 | |
-So, that's what she did, too? -That's what she might have done. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:20 | |
My mum did exaggerate. | 0:32:21 | 0:32:23 | |
I knew it! Because I could sense it, | 0:32:23 | 0:32:26 | |
even then, when I was little, | 0:32:26 | 0:32:28 | |
that she was making things bigger and better | 0:32:28 | 0:32:30 | |
because of what she went through. | 0:32:30 | 0:32:32 | |
In the years since Eva and her family had fled Nazi Germany, | 0:32:35 | 0:32:39 | |
the safe haven to which Artur had brought them | 0:32:39 | 0:32:42 | |
was coming under increasing threat. | 0:32:42 | 0:32:45 | |
Hitler had always dreamed of making his beloved Austria | 0:32:46 | 0:32:50 | |
part of the greater German Empire. | 0:32:50 | 0:32:53 | |
By 1937, political pressure on the Austrian government to unify | 0:32:55 | 0:33:00 | |
brought Nazi rule one step closer. | 0:33:00 | 0:33:03 | |
Artur made another move to try to protect his family. | 0:33:04 | 0:33:09 | |
-I've got another document for you. -OK. -OK? | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
-This is the second registration card. -Hm. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:16 | |
-This is from March of 1937. -Hm. | 0:33:16 | 0:33:18 | |
They moved to the Museums Casa, | 0:33:18 | 0:33:21 | |
a Hungarian Cultural Institute, | 0:33:21 | 0:33:23 | |
which, at that time, was a part of the Hungarian Embassy. | 0:33:23 | 0:33:26 | |
I think in order to have gotten an apartment in such a building | 0:33:26 | 0:33:30 | |
-in the very centre of Vienna, they must have had connections. -Hm. | 0:33:30 | 0:33:35 | |
-At that point, Austria was moving closer to Nazi Germany. -Hm. | 0:33:35 | 0:33:40 | |
Um...and the pressure of Nazi Germany | 0:33:40 | 0:33:43 | |
-was increasing on Austria. -Hm. | 0:33:43 | 0:33:46 | |
And they may have seen moving into the Hungarian Embassy | 0:33:46 | 0:33:50 | |
as a form of...of protection | 0:33:50 | 0:33:53 | |
um...against whatever might come. | 0:33:53 | 0:33:56 | |
-Maybe that was a little bit of diplomatic immunity. -Possibly. | 0:33:58 | 0:34:02 | |
In spring 1938, | 0:34:08 | 0:34:11 | |
just four years after Artur had brought his family back to Austria, | 0:34:11 | 0:34:15 | |
Hitler annexed the country | 0:34:15 | 0:34:17 | |
and made it part of Nazi Germany. | 0:34:17 | 0:34:20 | |
On 15th March, a triumphant Fuhrer marched into Vienna, | 0:34:22 | 0:34:27 | |
calling it his greatest achievement. | 0:34:27 | 0:34:29 | |
Almost immediately, violence against Jews spread across the country. | 0:34:34 | 0:34:38 | |
And anti-Semitic laws forcing them into ghettoes | 0:34:38 | 0:34:42 | |
and restricting all aspects of their lives were introduced. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:46 | |
Life for Marianne's family was about to change dramatically. | 0:34:48 | 0:34:52 | |
My mother always told me that when the Nazis marched into Vienna, | 0:34:55 | 0:35:00 | |
she lived a very dangerous life, | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
because my grandmother was Jewish. | 0:35:02 | 0:35:05 | |
You know, it was a terrible game of tension and horror. | 0:35:05 | 0:35:09 | |
It's just waiting and pressure. | 0:35:10 | 0:35:12 | |
And you don't know what's going to happen. | 0:35:12 | 0:35:15 | |
I've often thought about it. I've always wanted to know. | 0:35:15 | 0:35:18 | |
Marianne has come to meet historian, Jeremy Noakes. | 0:35:21 | 0:35:25 | |
Jeremy, it's really nice to meet you | 0:35:27 | 0:35:29 | |
and I'm very, very curious to find out | 0:35:29 | 0:35:33 | |
what my family's life was during the war. | 0:35:33 | 0:35:36 | |
Um...and I'm nervous and I'm scared. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:40 | |
-I'm not surprised. It was a very dark period, I think. -Hm. | 0:35:42 | 0:35:46 | |
-For all the people in the position your family was in. -Hm. | 0:35:46 | 0:35:51 | |
Have a look at this document. | 0:35:51 | 0:35:54 | |
You see a Nazi official document with the swastika stamp. | 0:35:55 | 0:35:59 | |
Elisabeth Flora Sara. That wasn't her name. | 0:35:59 | 0:36:02 | |
What happened was that in 1938, the Nazis introduced a rule | 0:36:03 | 0:36:07 | |
that all Jews had to take on an additional name. | 0:36:07 | 0:36:10 | |
Women had to take on the name of Sarah or Sara | 0:36:10 | 0:36:13 | |
and the men had to take on the name of Israel. | 0:36:13 | 0:36:15 | |
Oh, dear, dear. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:18 | |
Here's the translation. | 0:36:18 | 0:36:19 | |
"The Jew, Elisabeth Flora Sara Sacher-Masoch, | 0:36:21 | 0:36:25 | |
"wife of a lieutenant colonel, | 0:36:25 | 0:36:28 | |
"has accepted to carry the name Sara as of today." | 0:36:28 | 0:36:32 | |
It meant that officials would see immediately from their name, | 0:36:32 | 0:36:37 | |
-"A-ha! We've got a Jew in front of us." -(My God!) | 0:36:37 | 0:36:40 | |
Jesus! | 0:36:42 | 0:36:44 | |
And this is her identity card, | 0:36:44 | 0:36:47 | |
-made a few days later. -Hm. | 0:36:47 | 0:36:50 | |
And as you will see, there's a big J for Jude. | 0:36:50 | 0:36:56 | |
I'm shocked. Um... | 0:36:57 | 0:36:59 | |
My grandmother, my lovely granny, Nana, we called her. | 0:37:00 | 0:37:04 | |
But, er, that's, in a sense, the beginning of the story. | 0:37:05 | 0:37:09 | |
Your grandfather, her husband, was a protection, in fact. | 0:37:09 | 0:37:13 | |
The point was that the Nazis introduced a distinction | 0:37:15 | 0:37:18 | |
in Jewish and German marriages | 0:37:18 | 0:37:21 | |
between privileged and non-privileged. | 0:37:21 | 0:37:23 | |
And they were in a privileged marriage. | 0:37:23 | 0:37:26 | |
Jewish women like Flora married to an Aryan man | 0:37:28 | 0:37:32 | |
created a problem for the Nazis. | 0:37:32 | 0:37:35 | |
They couldn't deport them for fear of a public backlash, | 0:37:35 | 0:37:38 | |
so they created a category of, "Privileged Marriage," | 0:37:38 | 0:37:42 | |
which protected these women from the most extreme anti-Semitic laws. | 0:37:42 | 0:37:46 | |
Within a year of the country being annexed, | 0:37:48 | 0:37:51 | |
Austrian Jews faced the same fate as German Jews, | 0:37:51 | 0:37:56 | |
as the Nazis began transporting them to the concentration camps. | 0:37:56 | 0:38:00 | |
Those who could, fled. | 0:38:01 | 0:38:03 | |
But in 1941, the Nazis closed the borders to Jews wishing to exit. | 0:38:03 | 0:38:09 | |
Now there was no escape. | 0:38:09 | 0:38:12 | |
But because they were married, | 0:38:14 | 0:38:16 | |
Artur hoped he could keep Flora safe. | 0:38:16 | 0:38:18 | |
What would have happened if he had not been there? | 0:38:20 | 0:38:23 | |
It would have been a much, much worse situation | 0:38:23 | 0:38:26 | |
for her without Artur. There would have been no question, | 0:38:26 | 0:38:29 | |
she would have been sent to the extermination camps. | 0:38:29 | 0:38:33 | |
That's just horrendous. | 0:38:33 | 0:38:35 | |
Hm. Hm. I think there's no question about that. | 0:38:35 | 0:38:38 | |
Well, so far, we've been talking about your grandparents, | 0:38:39 | 0:38:43 | |
but, of course, your mother was affected by all this. | 0:38:43 | 0:38:46 | |
And I'd like you to have a look at this document. | 0:38:46 | 0:38:50 | |
This is simply a registration of address, | 0:38:50 | 0:38:52 | |
-basically, where they're living. -Yeah. | 0:38:52 | 0:38:55 | |
But if you look at the top of the document. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:58 | |
What does that mean? | 0:38:58 | 0:39:00 | |
"Mischling ersten Grades." | 0:39:00 | 0:39:02 | |
That means Mischling, first degree. | 0:39:02 | 0:39:04 | |
And that's what your mother was. | 0:39:04 | 0:39:06 | |
Now, the Nazis had a problem | 0:39:07 | 0:39:11 | |
-with defining who was a Jew. -Yes. | 0:39:11 | 0:39:14 | |
They wanted to get rid of Jews, but who actually was a Jew? | 0:39:14 | 0:39:17 | |
-How Jewish did you have to be to count as a Jew? -Hm. | 0:39:17 | 0:39:21 | |
In 1935, they introduced a regulation | 0:39:21 | 0:39:26 | |
with a sort of intermediate stage between Jew and non-Jew. | 0:39:26 | 0:39:32 | |
-Hm. -And that intermediate stage was called a mischling. | 0:39:32 | 0:39:36 | |
Now, mischling in German basically means mongrel. | 0:39:36 | 0:39:40 | |
-Oh! -It's a term used for dogs. | 0:39:40 | 0:39:43 | |
No! | 0:39:43 | 0:39:44 | |
In 1935, Hitler had issued the Nuremberg Laws, | 0:39:47 | 0:39:51 | |
which defined degrees of Jewishness | 0:39:51 | 0:39:55 | |
and outlined respective laws restricting a person's life, | 0:39:55 | 0:39:58 | |
depending on how Jewish they were. | 0:39:58 | 0:40:01 | |
His goal had been to eliminate | 0:40:01 | 0:40:03 | |
even the smallest degree of Jewish blood from Aryan life. | 0:40:03 | 0:40:07 | |
A mongrel first degree | 0:40:10 | 0:40:12 | |
was somebody who had one Jewish parent, like your mother. | 0:40:12 | 0:40:17 | |
So this is another extraordinary document. | 0:40:17 | 0:40:20 | |
-Have a look at that. -Yes. | 0:40:20 | 0:40:22 | |
-Heavens! -I don't know whether you've ever seen anything like that before. | 0:40:25 | 0:40:29 | |
No. What the hell is it? | 0:40:31 | 0:40:33 | |
This was published by the racial office of the Nazi Party. | 0:40:33 | 0:40:37 | |
And you'll see they were subject to restrictions | 0:40:39 | 0:40:43 | |
in marriage and sexual relations. | 0:40:43 | 0:40:46 | |
"Forbidden! Marriage between those of German blood and Jews." | 0:40:47 | 0:40:52 | |
Oh, dear! | 0:40:54 | 0:40:56 | |
"Further, one should not enter into a marriage | 0:40:58 | 0:41:02 | |
"if it is expected that the offspring | 0:41:02 | 0:41:04 | |
"will jeopardise maintaining the purity of German blood." | 0:41:04 | 0:41:09 | |
-They are insane! -They are. | 0:41:09 | 0:41:11 | |
But basically, what it meant was that your mother | 0:41:12 | 0:41:15 | |
would not have been able to marry somebody who was non-Jewish. | 0:41:15 | 0:41:20 | |
She would have been forced to marry | 0:41:20 | 0:41:22 | |
somebody who was half-Jewish or who was a Jew. | 0:41:22 | 0:41:26 | |
They couldn't have children, they couldn't contaminate... | 0:41:26 | 0:41:29 | |
-Exactly! -..the blood line. -That's right. | 0:41:29 | 0:41:31 | |
And, you, of course, would have been a mischling, second degree. | 0:41:31 | 0:41:34 | |
-Quarter Jewish. -Quarter Jewish. | 0:41:34 | 0:41:36 | |
And so, you would not have been allowed to marry Germans. | 0:41:36 | 0:41:40 | |
They would have had to get permission. | 0:41:40 | 0:41:42 | |
And the permission, basically, was a fraud. | 0:41:42 | 0:41:44 | |
You would be subjected to a physical examination. | 0:41:44 | 0:41:46 | |
Oh! But why? | 0:41:46 | 0:41:48 | |
And they would look...Know all aspects of your physique... | 0:41:48 | 0:41:52 | |
They really did that, this physiognomy thing? | 0:41:52 | 0:41:56 | |
This was, you know, serious stuff from their point of view. | 0:41:56 | 0:41:59 | |
For example, an historian interviewed | 0:41:59 | 0:42:01 | |
a large number of mischling after the war | 0:42:01 | 0:42:03 | |
and there was one woman who wanted to be a nurse. | 0:42:03 | 0:42:07 | |
And she was given a physical examination | 0:42:07 | 0:42:09 | |
and it turned out that her earlobes and breasts | 0:42:09 | 0:42:14 | |
were not considered to be racially satisfactory. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:17 | |
And so she was denied the possibility of becoming a nurse. | 0:42:17 | 0:42:21 | |
Your mother wouldn't have been able to get employment at all | 0:42:22 | 0:42:25 | |
because she was half-Jewish. | 0:42:25 | 0:42:26 | |
It's all completely insane. | 0:42:27 | 0:42:30 | |
-Yes. -Hm. -It's horrendous. | 0:42:30 | 0:42:33 | |
As the war went on, the Nazis' plans for the Mischlinge, like Eva, | 0:42:35 | 0:42:39 | |
were becoming more and more ominous. | 0:42:39 | 0:42:43 | |
The noose was tightening towards the end of the war. | 0:42:44 | 0:42:47 | |
-There was a major dispute going on at the top of the regime. -Yes. | 0:42:47 | 0:42:52 | |
Um...with the party, the Nazi Party leadership | 0:42:52 | 0:42:56 | |
and the SS leadership pushing for Mischling, first degree, | 0:42:56 | 0:43:01 | |
your mother, to be deported with the rest of the Jews. | 0:43:01 | 0:43:04 | |
My poor mother! | 0:43:04 | 0:43:06 | |
Your mother's fate was, you know, in a sense... | 0:43:07 | 0:43:10 | |
-Hanging in the balance. -That's right. | 0:43:10 | 0:43:11 | |
It must have been an extraordinarily stressful time for your grandparents | 0:43:11 | 0:43:15 | |
and for your mother, | 0:43:15 | 0:43:16 | |
living, not knowing almost from day to day, you know, what might happen. | 0:43:16 | 0:43:21 | |
And that was very real. | 0:43:21 | 0:43:22 | |
Because anything could have happened. | 0:43:22 | 0:43:25 | |
And just to show you how vulnerable and the kind of pressures, | 0:43:26 | 0:43:30 | |
if you look at this er...red line there? | 0:43:30 | 0:43:35 | |
Yes. | 0:43:35 | 0:43:36 | |
It says, "Gestapo..." | 0:43:36 | 0:43:40 | |
-Yes. -"..for A1." | 0:43:40 | 0:43:43 | |
That was the department in the Reich Security Headquarters, | 0:43:43 | 0:43:46 | |
-which was basically the Gestapo. -Yes. | 0:43:46 | 0:43:49 | |
And it says, "We should be informed of any change of address | 0:43:49 | 0:43:52 | |
"for these people." | 0:43:52 | 0:43:54 | |
In other words, the Gestapo had their eyes on them. | 0:43:54 | 0:43:57 | |
-They were marked people. -Yes. | 0:43:57 | 0:44:01 | |
This department of the Gestapo | 0:44:01 | 0:44:03 | |
specialised in dealing with opposition. | 0:44:03 | 0:44:07 | |
Um...so it may well have been that they, um... | 0:44:07 | 0:44:11 | |
believed that your family were engaged in some kind of... | 0:44:11 | 0:44:17 | |
-Resistance. Subversive... -Subversive activity. | 0:44:17 | 0:44:21 | |
Quite possibly. Something like that. | 0:44:21 | 0:44:24 | |
My mother did talk a bit about the resistance, | 0:44:24 | 0:44:28 | |
but the actual truth, I don't know. | 0:44:28 | 0:44:30 | |
The first shock was my grandmother having to call herself Sara | 0:44:37 | 0:44:42 | |
because she was Jewish. | 0:44:42 | 0:44:44 | |
I've never seen a document like that in my life. | 0:44:44 | 0:44:47 | |
It makes it very much more real, what the whole family went through. | 0:44:49 | 0:44:53 | |
How incredible! | 0:44:56 | 0:44:57 | |
If the family were involved in some form of resistance. | 0:44:57 | 0:45:01 | |
Marianne's on her way to the documentation centre | 0:45:05 | 0:45:08 | |
of the Austrian Resistance to meet Dr Winfried Garsche | 0:45:08 | 0:45:12 | |
to see if she can find any evidence confirming her mother's story | 0:45:12 | 0:45:16 | |
that her family were involved in anti-Nazi activities. | 0:45:16 | 0:45:19 | |
-We got some documents here and I'll show you something... -Yeah. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:24 | |
Maybe that would be interesting for you. | 0:45:24 | 0:45:27 | |
Do you know who that was? | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
No. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:31 | |
This is Walter Kampf. | 0:45:31 | 0:45:33 | |
He was one of the leading figures of a group of young Communists. | 0:45:33 | 0:45:38 | |
He got arrested in 1942. | 0:45:39 | 0:45:41 | |
Yeah. | 0:45:41 | 0:45:43 | |
Walter Kampf was among those few people who dared to send | 0:45:43 | 0:45:48 | |
secret messages from the Gestapo prison to the world outside. | 0:45:48 | 0:45:53 | |
And so maybe that would be interesting for you, this one here. | 0:45:54 | 0:45:59 | |
Walter Kampf learned inside the Gestapo prison, | 0:46:00 | 0:46:03 | |
these people are in danger, and he wanted to warn them. | 0:46:03 | 0:46:07 | |
"Major Hahn - used public phone to call him. | 0:46:08 | 0:46:12 | |
"Might be imprisoned already. | 0:46:12 | 0:46:14 | |
"Also Fritz and Karl, Lieutenant Colonel Sacher-Masoch knows them | 0:46:14 | 0:46:21 | |
"and shall warn them against informers." | 0:46:21 | 0:46:23 | |
So you see, your grandfather was crucial for that warning. | 0:46:25 | 0:46:28 | |
It was your grandfather... | 0:46:28 | 0:46:30 | |
Who did it. | 0:46:30 | 0:46:32 | |
I knew it, I knew they were involved | 0:46:32 | 0:46:35 | |
in some form of resistance. | 0:46:35 | 0:46:36 | |
Mm-hm. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:37 | |
It's incredible. | 0:46:37 | 0:46:38 | |
This document is one of two secret messages | 0:46:41 | 0:46:44 | |
smuggled out of the Gestapo prison by the resistance | 0:46:44 | 0:46:47 | |
that mention Marianne's grandfather, Artur Sacher-Masoch. | 0:46:47 | 0:46:52 | |
These messages are the only contemporary evidence | 0:46:52 | 0:46:55 | |
linking Artur to the network. | 0:46:55 | 0:46:58 | |
Unsurprisingly, those in the resistance were careful | 0:46:58 | 0:47:01 | |
about what they wrote down. | 0:47:01 | 0:47:04 | |
-We have very little documents... -Yeah. | 0:47:04 | 0:47:06 | |
..about how he behaved. It was oral, | 0:47:06 | 0:47:09 | |
he gave the information. | 0:47:09 | 0:47:12 | |
He warned other people, | 0:47:12 | 0:47:14 | |
but because he was connected with Jews... | 0:47:14 | 0:47:18 | |
Yeah. | 0:47:18 | 0:47:19 | |
It was too dangerous. | 0:47:19 | 0:47:20 | |
Artur had become involved with the communist Resistance | 0:47:23 | 0:47:26 | |
through his leftwing son, Alexander, who'd already fled to Yugoslavia. | 0:47:26 | 0:47:30 | |
In an interview Alexander gave to a researcher in the 1970s, | 0:47:32 | 0:47:35 | |
he explains how he introduced his father to the Communists, | 0:47:35 | 0:47:40 | |
and how close the Nazis came | 0:47:40 | 0:47:42 | |
to discovering Artur's involvement in the Resistance. | 0:47:42 | 0:47:45 | |
"This is a friend of mine. | 0:47:49 | 0:47:51 | |
"He helped me out here and he will help you too. | 0:47:51 | 0:47:55 | |
"Make sure you are there for him when he needs you. | 0:47:55 | 0:47:57 | |
"My old father had to see the Gestapo five times." | 0:47:59 | 0:48:03 | |
Oh! | 0:48:05 | 0:48:07 | |
"Once, they hanged him from his hands." | 0:48:07 | 0:48:09 | |
Jesus Christ! | 0:48:11 | 0:48:12 | |
Do you know how old your grandfather was when he was arrested | 0:48:14 | 0:48:17 | |
-and hanged by his hands? -I have no idea. | 0:48:17 | 0:48:20 | |
-Well, he was in his late sixties already. -Was he? | 0:48:21 | 0:48:24 | |
Yeah, and they tortured him in that manner. | 0:48:24 | 0:48:26 | |
SHE EXHALES | 0:48:26 | 0:48:27 | |
-He gave them no names. -No, he wouldn't. | 0:48:28 | 0:48:31 | |
I don't know what he would have done if they had brought | 0:48:33 | 0:48:35 | |
Flora and Eva to the prison and said, "We're going to kill them, | 0:48:35 | 0:48:39 | |
"we're going to send them to Auschwitz now unless you tell us." | 0:48:39 | 0:48:44 | |
You can hardly overestimate | 0:48:44 | 0:48:47 | |
the danger what it meant for a person like your grandfather. | 0:48:47 | 0:48:53 | |
Hm. | 0:48:53 | 0:48:54 | |
He had a Jewish wife. | 0:48:54 | 0:48:55 | |
-He had a half-Jewish daughter. -Yeah. | 0:48:55 | 0:48:59 | |
-He joined the Resistance. -Yeah. | 0:48:59 | 0:49:01 | |
-In that situation... It was his personal choice. -Yeah. | 0:49:01 | 0:49:05 | |
And it was very brave and it was not that easy, I think, | 0:49:05 | 0:49:11 | |
-to endanger the most beloved ones, but he did it... -Yeah. | 0:49:11 | 0:49:15 | |
Because of his principles, because of his beliefs... | 0:49:15 | 0:49:18 | |
-Yeah. -Because he loved his country. | 0:49:18 | 0:49:21 | |
My mother told me she was involved too. | 0:49:21 | 0:49:24 | |
And my grandfather treated her and taught her to behave like a soldier. | 0:49:24 | 0:49:30 | |
We don't know anything about your mother... | 0:49:30 | 0:49:34 | |
-We only know something about your grandfather. -Yes. | 0:49:34 | 0:49:38 | |
But resistance was possible only by the help of | 0:49:38 | 0:49:42 | |
all those people who were nearby. | 0:49:42 | 0:49:47 | |
So you see, the whole family was complicit | 0:49:47 | 0:49:51 | |
with the Resistance network. | 0:49:51 | 0:49:53 | |
The whole family was aware... | 0:49:53 | 0:49:56 | |
-Oh, yeah. -..of the danger. | 0:49:56 | 0:49:58 | |
Imagine what that meant for your grandmother. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:03 | |
Being Jewish. | 0:50:03 | 0:50:04 | |
Knowing that your husband endangers himself, | 0:50:04 | 0:50:09 | |
and by that the whole family... | 0:50:09 | 0:50:11 | |
and if he would have been arrested and executed, | 0:50:11 | 0:50:17 | |
she will be sent to an extermination camp. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
Jesus Christ! | 0:50:19 | 0:50:20 | |
I mean, that's the... | 0:50:20 | 0:50:22 | |
She lost it just before the end of the war | 0:50:22 | 0:50:26 | |
while it was still going on, but it was nearly over. | 0:50:26 | 0:50:30 | |
My mother came into a room in the Hungarian Institute | 0:50:30 | 0:50:33 | |
and Flora was on the windowsill, about to jump. | 0:50:33 | 0:50:36 | |
Because she felt this was all her fault because she was Jewish. | 0:50:38 | 0:50:42 | |
To give you a sense how lucky they were | 0:50:44 | 0:50:48 | |
in that nothing happened to them - 65,000 Viennese Jews had been killed | 0:50:48 | 0:50:56 | |
in the extermination camps. | 0:50:56 | 0:50:58 | |
-Hm. -65,000. 5,000 survived. -Hm. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:02 | |
And so your grandmother and your mother were among those 5,000, | 0:51:02 | 0:51:06 | |
and not the 65,000. | 0:51:06 | 0:51:08 | |
They got through. | 0:51:12 | 0:51:13 | |
-They got through. -Yeah. | 0:51:13 | 0:51:15 | |
My goodness, I am... I'm really astounded, you know. | 0:51:23 | 0:51:27 | |
I didn't know exactly what my family did in the war here. | 0:51:27 | 0:51:32 | |
I knew they were involved in resistance, | 0:51:32 | 0:51:36 | |
and to get the actual facts and the details is fantastic. | 0:51:36 | 0:51:40 | |
They were extraordinary people. | 0:51:41 | 0:51:43 | |
On 13th April 1945, almost half a million Red Army soldiers | 0:51:57 | 0:52:02 | |
marched into Vienna and liberated it. | 0:52:02 | 0:52:05 | |
Artur, Flora and Eva had survived the Nazi era. | 0:52:07 | 0:52:11 | |
But their suffering did not end there. | 0:52:12 | 0:52:15 | |
Marianne is meeting historian Barbara Stetzl-Matz. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:22 | |
This is a difficult bit for me. | 0:52:22 | 0:52:24 | |
Hm. | 0:52:24 | 0:52:25 | |
My mother told me at the very end of the war when the Russians, | 0:52:25 | 0:52:30 | |
the Red Army came, marched into Vienna, erm, | 0:52:30 | 0:52:34 | |
they raped every woman in Vienna. | 0:52:34 | 0:52:37 | |
Erm, very violently. | 0:52:38 | 0:52:40 | |
My mother was raped and my grandmother was raped. | 0:52:40 | 0:52:43 | |
I wonder what you can tell me about the context of this. | 0:52:47 | 0:52:51 | |
-It was a very, sort of, difficult situation... -Yeah. | 0:52:51 | 0:52:55 | |
..at the time. | 0:52:55 | 0:52:56 | |
In Vienna alone, approximately 100,000 women were raped | 0:52:56 | 0:53:02 | |
-which is a... -Good God! -..very, very high number, of course. | 0:53:02 | 0:53:05 | |
Yeah, and they just came and raped everybody. | 0:53:05 | 0:53:08 | |
When the Red Army soldiers entered Austrian territory, | 0:53:08 | 0:53:12 | |
there was this feeling of hatred in them. | 0:53:12 | 0:53:15 | |
There was this strong Soviet propaganda | 0:53:15 | 0:53:18 | |
that encouraged the soldiers to take revenge. | 0:53:18 | 0:53:22 | |
Good God. | 0:53:22 | 0:53:24 | |
And they did not make a difference then, in the end in 1945, | 0:53:24 | 0:53:27 | |
who was Austrian, who was German, | 0:53:27 | 0:53:29 | |
because Austria still was part of the Third Reich. | 0:53:29 | 0:53:33 | |
Yeah. | 0:53:33 | 0:53:34 | |
It was a dangerous situation, miserable situation and... | 0:53:34 | 0:53:37 | |
Awful, between the trauma and the horror and the lifelong trauma. | 0:53:37 | 0:53:43 | |
Yeah. | 0:53:43 | 0:53:44 | |
My mother, particularly, | 0:53:48 | 0:53:49 | |
and my grandmother, naturally enough, really, really hated men. | 0:53:49 | 0:53:56 | |
It twisted them both. | 0:53:59 | 0:54:01 | |
My grandmother turned away from my grandfather, who adored her. | 0:54:04 | 0:54:09 | |
And Eva never got over that and always hated men. | 0:54:09 | 0:54:13 | |
Yeah, this is something... | 0:54:14 | 0:54:15 | |
And passed it onto me, actually. | 0:54:15 | 0:54:19 | |
I think this is something that happened quite frequently, | 0:54:19 | 0:54:22 | |
that because of this trauma of having been raped | 0:54:22 | 0:54:26 | |
that some women were not able to have a good, er... | 0:54:26 | 0:54:33 | |
-Normal. -Normal affair or a normal, a relationship with men. | 0:54:33 | 0:54:36 | |
A sexual relationship, yeah. | 0:54:36 | 0:54:38 | |
This is really sad that the trauma was passed on | 0:54:40 | 0:54:43 | |
-from your mother onto you. -Onto me. | 0:54:43 | 0:54:45 | |
She wouldn't even have realised it. | 0:54:47 | 0:54:50 | |
It just happened, you know. | 0:54:50 | 0:54:52 | |
It took me years, until by the time I'm 50, I'm actually able | 0:54:54 | 0:54:58 | |
to be in a relationship and love, | 0:54:58 | 0:55:01 | |
and not have to take to drink or take drugs to have sex. | 0:55:01 | 0:55:06 | |
Yeah. | 0:55:06 | 0:55:07 | |
It's good that you were able to, to come over it, finally. | 0:55:07 | 0:55:10 | |
Finally, yeah. | 0:55:10 | 0:55:12 | |
Hm. | 0:55:12 | 0:55:13 | |
What I'd like to ask you, | 0:55:13 | 0:55:14 | |
do you know what your mother did at the end of the war? | 0:55:14 | 0:55:18 | |
I do, well, I know what she told me. | 0:55:18 | 0:55:22 | |
She told me that she started a magazine called "Frau und Mutter". | 0:55:22 | 0:55:27 | |
"Frau und Mutter" was not a new magazine, | 0:55:28 | 0:55:31 | |
but your mother restarted it after the war. | 0:55:31 | 0:55:35 | |
We have got the first issue... | 0:55:35 | 0:55:37 | |
Wow, wonderful. | 0:55:37 | 0:55:38 | |
This article was written by your mother in August 1945. | 0:55:40 | 0:55:44 | |
Yeah. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:45 | |
Only a couple of months after your mother was raped by the Red Army. | 0:55:45 | 0:55:49 | |
"Every single woman who felt the powerful fist of oppression | 0:55:51 | 0:55:56 | |
"was united with all other women in their thoughts of retribution, | 0:55:56 | 0:56:01 | |
"even those women who did not have the enemy in their country, | 0:56:01 | 0:56:04 | |
"but who nevertheless had to make tremendous sacrifices | 0:56:04 | 0:56:08 | |
"in the name of humanity and equality. | 0:56:08 | 0:56:11 | |
"And those hardships include the terrible crimes in Austria | 0:56:11 | 0:56:16 | |
"and all the other countries of the rapists who poisoned our souls. | 0:56:16 | 0:56:21 | |
"But now we are free of suppression and coercion. | 0:56:24 | 0:56:28 | |
"And so we can and want to be ourselves again, | 0:56:28 | 0:56:33 | |
"real, true women filled with an eagerness to do good, | 0:56:33 | 0:56:37 | |
"to be good mothers, full of love for all mankind." | 0:56:37 | 0:56:41 | |
And I'm sure she believed that, that's very strong. | 0:56:43 | 0:56:47 | |
-Yeah. -You know, she was not crushed. | 0:56:47 | 0:56:50 | |
She was not crushed, yeah. | 0:56:50 | 0:56:52 | |
Your mother's voice comes across here so strongly. | 0:56:52 | 0:56:55 | |
Ah! It's incredible. | 0:56:55 | 0:56:57 | |
That article is extraordinary, I've never seen that before. | 0:57:05 | 0:57:09 | |
It's always a thing to realise | 0:57:09 | 0:57:11 | |
that your mother is much more than your mother. | 0:57:11 | 0:57:15 | |
That she's a human being and a person with a real mission in life. | 0:57:15 | 0:57:19 | |
What this programme is doing for me | 0:57:19 | 0:57:23 | |
is helping me to have much more understanding | 0:57:23 | 0:57:26 | |
and compassion of Eva's, sort of, craziness when I was little. | 0:57:26 | 0:57:32 | |
This journey has given me facts about my family. | 0:57:40 | 0:57:45 | |
And truth and... | 0:57:45 | 0:57:47 | |
This is what I needed, this is what I really wanted and I understand now. | 0:57:49 | 0:57:54 | |
Erm... Much more than stories and fantasies and illusions. | 0:57:55 | 0:58:01 | |
The amount of bravery and courage | 0:58:02 | 0:58:05 | |
and integrity they had is pretty awe-inspiring. | 0:58:05 | 0:58:09 | |
'Your family is the ground you stand on. | 0:58:11 | 0:58:14 | |
'And what has happened is that the ground has been put back. | 0:58:14 | 0:58:19 | |
'I'm very lucky.' | 0:58:19 | 0:58:20 | |
Thank you. | 0:58:22 | 0:58:23 | |
Subtitles by Red Bee Media Ltd | 0:58:51 | 0:58:55 |