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As a psychologist, I am fascinated by how the brain develops

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when children grow from babies into adults

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and why sometimes things don't follow the typical pattern -

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when they lack the usual social skills,

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when they struggle with learning,

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and when their anxieties mean

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they can't deal with the daily pressures of the world around them.

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Over the last 50 years, neuroscience has begun to unlock a new understanding

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of how the brain works

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and what happens when it develops differently.

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So it's like, constantly, a voice in my head saying, like,

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"You have to do it or you'll get ill."

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It's like there's someone standing there telling me to do it.

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In this film, I want to look at one of the most common teenage anxiety disorders -

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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, OCD,

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through the eyes of the families affected by it.

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It's one of the very characteristic aspects of OCD,

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that some people call it the secret problem or the hidden illness.

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To investigate what causes it, how it affects the brain

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and see how it can be treated.

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I think it did go through a depressive period cos you used to

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get suicidal thoughts, as well, with that.

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I mean, thinking, you know, it's best just to end it now, almost.

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I was so scared that he was going to do something.

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I just knew then...we, we've got to get some help.

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The world can be a dangerous place.

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There are lots of things that can cause us harm.

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Children are born with a defence mechanism

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which they use to help them learn what is safe.

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Fear is actually good for us -

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without it, we'd have no sense of danger.

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But we have to learn how to control our fears and anxieties.

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If we don't, they can take over and ruin our lives.

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Anna is 16 and she suffers from OCD, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder,

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an extreme form of anxiety.

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She is terrified that anything she touches will contaminate her

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and cause her harm.

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I went to London yesterday

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and one of my friends was ill as well, which didn't help,

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because I was sort of trying to avoid, like, being with him

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to catch what he had.

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Even if it was catchy, I don't even know.

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I had to go out for lunch, to, like, a sandwich place,

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which I don't usually do,

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because sandwiches involve someone touching bread or food or whatever it is, but I did that.

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Even though I couldn't eat it, like, out of the bag,

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I had to hold it in the bag to eat it and it was quite awkward.

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'As a child psychologist, I see families affected by OCD.

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'It's a common childhood anxiety disorder.'

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Sufferers have constant intrusive, obsessive thoughts

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that compel them to commit repetitive compulsive behaviours

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that they believe will reduce their anxiety.

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And a lot of my friends getting jobs, as well,

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which made me realise that, like, it's kind of annoying

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that they can get jobs but I can't,

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cos who is going to want to employ someone that can't touch anything?

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And also, at school, I had to get my friend to do up my shoelaces

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because I couldn't touch them.

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Then my other friends started having a go at me

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and saying I was being lazy and stuff.

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'This is Anna stroking Gabbie.'

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I have just slept for the past two hours

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because it's just so exhausting,

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trying to fight, like, the compulsions all the time.

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And if you think about Anna as a young girl,

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is there a time when you thought that something was developing in her differently?

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The only time the anxiety showed was probably a couple of years ago

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where she suddenly sort of panicked when we arrived at school

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and she didn't want to get out of the car and...so that's how it started.

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You know, she wasn't having masses amount of time off

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because I knew that actually being at home didn't really help anyway, even if I had let her stay at home.

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Well, no, cos in a way that doesn't...doesn't help you sort of confront what is the actual fear.

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No, no.

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Everyone has anxieties and phobias.

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One of mine happens to be spiders.

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I know it's irrational

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and I know that I shouldn't be afraid, but I am.

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And every time I even think of a spider,

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let alone see one, I can feel my heart rate go up.

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I start to sweat and my mouth goes dry.

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It's what we psychologists call the fight or flight response.

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So, once and for all, I want to conquer this fear.

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She might move, mightn't she, because she's alive?

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She could move, she could move at any moment, yeah?

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I am going to make her move now. I am going to make her move onto this hand.

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She'll stay there. Here she comes. If she walks up my arm, don't worry.

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Is there anybody who would like to have a try? Yeah?

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-You'll have a try.

-But make it quick.

-I will.

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'Fear and anxiety are actually good for you.'

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Are you sure she's not agitated?

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No, no way at all. She's very relaxed in my hand.

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'They are powerful and primitive human emotions

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'that have evolved to alert and protect us from danger.

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'As long as we learn how to control them.'

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That's enough, that's enough.

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'Because I now know the spider won't hurt me,

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'I should be able to curb my fear.'

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Brilliant, well done.

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Time out. Really, really good. Really good.

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We can do this.

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..people throw them at me.

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'Some people have such an extreme response to anxiety

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'that is so overwhelming that it completely takes over their minds,

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'to the extent that it can ruin their lives

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and those of the people around them.'

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I'll tell you when that happens...

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'It is as if they have a fear of fear itself.'

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You've got her. Look, well done.

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You've got her on your hand.

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Now, I am going to take her off.

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Here she comes, straight back on to me.

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I want you all to give yourselves a round of applause. It's brilliant!

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APPLAUSE

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Fantastic.

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OCD is one of the most common anxiety disorders in growing children.

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It affects just over 1% of people in the UK every year

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from any race, creed, class or gender.

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Sufferers have intrusive obsessive thoughts

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that can cause extreme anxiety

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that then compel them to repeatedly perform compulsive behaviours

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aimed at reducing that anxiety.

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These compulsions can include excessive cleaning,

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repeated checking or extreme hoarding.

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In Anna's case, she washes her hands, often dozens of times a day.

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Anna, can you, um, explain your OCD to me?

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Um... It's mainly about, like, a fear of getting ill,

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so a fear of germs and stuff, mainly.

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So I wash my hands a lot, I don't touch things.

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And do you know why you developed that fear?

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Not sure.

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-But you, you...

-It sort of happened.

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-But you worry that you might get ill?

-Yeah.

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Do you know what sort of illness?

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Just any kind of... Well, illnesses you can catch,

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but just any kind of illness.

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When it's at its worst, what's it like?

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Um... Well, I just can't touch anything,

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I just wash my hands all the time.

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My hands get quite cracked and dry...

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And...yeah.

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How's it for you, do you really understand it?

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Uh... Sort of, but there're some things I don't really understand,

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like why I'll do one thing but not something else.

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While we all worry about getting ill and avoid germs where we can,

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Anna's obsessive thoughts are irrational in the extreme.

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Have you been ill recently at all?

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-No.

-Oh.

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I'm not really sure why I'm scared of getting ill.

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Hm, but it's the, it's the thing that you fear the most.

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Yeah.

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So it's just like constantly a voice in my head saying, like,

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"You have to do it or you'll get ill."

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It's like there's someone standing there telling me to do it.

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-Come in, Laverne.

-OK.

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If you just take a seat on that stall there, that's great.

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'Dr Adam Perkins of King's College, London,

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'is an expert on the psychology of fear.

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'He has a test that can measure how well we respond to threats.'

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Cos the hypothesis is that the more intense you defend yourself,

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the more anxious you are.

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So you're the green dot and you are chased by the red dot.

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The harder you push the joystick,

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the faster the green dot goes.

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OK? So if pop your headphones on, we'll get underway.

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'The joystick runway test is designed to simulate the anxiety

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'anyone might feel by being chased.

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'The player's anxiety level should rise

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'as the dots come closer together

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'and peak if the green dot is not driven away fast enough.'

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'Anxiety has evolved as a defensive response.

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'As long as you survive to have kids,

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'that's how natural selection works.'

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To make your survival count, you have to produce kids

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and so, the...if being anxious means that when there's a blood bubble

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coming out of your baby's nose you think,

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"Oh, something's going on here,

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"I'm...I'm worried, I think I'll go to the doctor",

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then, your baby will have more of a chance of surviving.

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'Most animal species of all kinds

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'have some kind of threat withdrawal mechanism,

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'so if you tap a snail on its shell, it'll curl up into the shell.'

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So there's been a long evolutionary pressure,

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a selection pressure on animals to get away from a threat.

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The more complicated the animal, the more abstract it seems to become,

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so a snail doesn't really get anxious about the meaning of life.

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Once you get up to primates, great apes, humans,

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that's really when you start getting proper angst.

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-And you've got my results there. Can you tell me how I did?

-Yep.

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You're significantly lower in your threat responsivity than average.

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You are just not as bothered as our average female participants

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by the threat that was chasing you in the task.

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'Like most people I am able to control my anxiety.

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'But, for Anna, her obsessive fear of getting ill has taken over her life.

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'Over the last few months,

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'Anna has been keeping a detailed diary about her OCD -

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'how many times a day she washed her hands to alleviate her anxiety.'

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So if we look at one of the days, just, just take... Well, just take the first one, we come to...

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Between seven o'clock and ten o'clock and it's a week day, so probably you were at school...

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-Yeah, yeah.

-You tell me.

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Um...between 10am and 1pm,

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I washed them once, but I used hand gel twice.

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Then, between one and four I washed them once, but used hand gel three times.

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Between four and seven, I washed my hands 12

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times and used hand gel once.

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Then, between seven and ten, I washed my hands 11 times.

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Right. So, all in all, ten, 13...

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..30... About 35...

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-37 times that day.

-Yeah. 37, yeah.

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That's quite a lot, isn't it?

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Yeah, that was less than I do it now.

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-That's less than you do now?

-Yeah.

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So how often do you think you wash your hands now?

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Uh... Between about 40 and 50.

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-So it's gone up?

-Yeah.

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-Quite a lot.

-Yeah.

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Anna has her own bathroom,

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so much of her hand washing is hidden away from the rest of the family.

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We didn't sort of notice, it was harder to tell

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because she's in her room, which a lot of teenagers are.

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So we don't know what she's doing in there

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but, obviously, there were times when we'd be hammering on the doors.

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And also other times when we'd go out,

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you've still got to wait for Anna.

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-So, actually, yeah. You do lose your patience sometimes.

-Yeah.

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Anna knows that her anxiety is irrational

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but it doesn't stop her having the obsessive thoughts.

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That's one of the effects of OCD -

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that sufferers can't get these intrusive thoughts out of their heads.

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My hunch is that there...

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there's another trait to do with your capacity to be imaginative

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and visionary and you're not fully anxious

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unless you're not only sensitive to threat,

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but also you've got this kind of abstract mindset

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where you tend to think a lot about stuff that isn't happening.

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If you've got both of those, you probably will end up

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being what we would call a highly neurotic or highly anxious person.

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The kind of person who may then end up having to have psychiatric help.

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-At the back of my head I'm thinking, "You don't need to do it."

-Mm-hm.

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Like, "You're not going to get ill from touching a door handle."

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But then, there are still stronger voices in my head saying,

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"No, you will, you need to go and wash your hands."

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The latest hypothesis is that the brain systems that control defence,

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that have evolved over, you know, millions of years to keep us safe,

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these systems are just overactive.

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A combined team of scientists from the University of Oxford

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and the Institute of Psychiatry in London

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is doing some pioneering research into how the OCD brain works

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and, in particular, in teenagers.

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They are performing brain scans on children with and without OCD

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between the ages of 12 and 18

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to try and pinpoint which areas of the brain

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are affected by the condition.

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Well, the main question was, em,

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how does the brain of children with OCD develop?

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Because we know a fair amount about the brain in adults with OCD,

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eh, but very little about the children with OCD.

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What we are going to do is a very brief scan,

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just to start the planning.

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This will probably be one of the more comprehensive studies

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that...ever been done anywhere on, eh,

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the structure of the brain in young people with OCD.

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This is an MRI scan.

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It's a structural scan of the brain, giving you highly detailed pictures

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of the grey and white matter

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that composes the brain.

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Here you can see the...skull here...

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You can see the fluid-filled spaces here,

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and the grey, which is obviously the darker areas

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and the white matter tracts here.

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This is the first scan.

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And what we did find is that, actually, particular areas of the brain,

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the basal ganglia, were different.

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Some of the areas specifically were enlarged.

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And the actual connections between these two parts of the brain,

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the striatum and the fronter... frontal areas, were actually altered.

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We don't really understand the, the reasons for this.

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But we know the, eh, the brain takes several decades to mature fully,

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perhaps...in, eh, until people are 25 or so, or 30 even.

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Eh, so there's a dynamic process.

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And we're trying to understand what happens during development.

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If you want to have a look at some...

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As the scans from this research are fully analysed,

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they are producing some extraordinary three-dimensional images

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of a key area of the brain thought to be affected by OCD -

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the basal ganglia.

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The blue and green areas represent

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how much bigger it is in people with OCD.

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The basal ganglia is really

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a crucial part of the brain.

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Not to say that other parts of the brain are not crucial,

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but it is very important for a couple of reasons.

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One of them is that it really has connections

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to almost everywhere in the brain.

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And it has control over many functions in the brain.

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One of the most important functions is decision-making,

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shifting from one task to another, for example.

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-So key for OCD sufferers?

-Yes, absolutely right.

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In addition, this study has uncovered some interesting results

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concerning the connectivity of the brain

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and how it may also differ in people with OCD.

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Now, these orange-looking regions are an area that has higher connections

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in subjects with OCD with the very front of the brain.

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The suggestion is that parts of the brains

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of teenagers with OCD, like Anna,

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are not only bigger but are working overtime

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as they process all the intrusive obsessive thoughts.

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And, in terms of physical contact,

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I mean, how does it impact on ordinary cuddles and getting close?

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-Well, you probably wouldn't let us touch your hands, would you?

-No.

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-You don't really like me touching your face.

-No.

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But then if, you know,

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she wanted me to do her make-up for her prom and everything,

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she'd let me do it.

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And have you tried yourself to stop?

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Yeah, but I can't do it.

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When you've tried, what happens?

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I just get too anxious and I can't do it.

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Anna has been in an out of treatment since she was 14.

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She is also on medication to reduce her anxiety,

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but nothing has proved successful so far.

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The Maudsley Hospital, in South London,

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currently has the only national specialist clinic for young people with OCD.

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The treatment they offer has proved remarkably successful.

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With the permission of a family and the psychologists,

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they have agreed that I can observe and record

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a session of treatment for this film.

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We are going to be

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spending five days together...

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'One option offered by the Maudsley

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'involves an intensive 5-day therapy

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'for teenagers and their families in Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, CBT.'

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I think it's, um, quite surprising, really,

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how the OCD has taken control

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in such really quite a short space of time,

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because it's only just over a year

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since he started with the irrational thoughts.

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So Jon, take me through some of the entries?

0:19:370:19:39

Yeah, I mean, this one here,

0:19:390:19:42

"Going to wake up in the night and do bad to someone."

0:19:420:19:45

That was one of the really severe ones that I saw

0:19:450:19:48

that really made me worry and anxious.

0:19:480:19:50

Unlike Anna, Jon's OCD is characterised by obsessive irrational thoughts

0:19:500:19:56

in which he thinks he has harmed someone,

0:19:560:19:58

even though it is something he has never done.

0:19:580:20:02

It would come to the point where you couldn't sleep at night

0:20:020:20:04

and you'd sort of want to lock your door and, you know, make it so you couldn't do anything.

0:20:040:20:08

But even then, you would still think that wouldn't be enough,

0:20:080:20:11

cos you'd still have the thought and you'd still worry about it afterwards.

0:20:110:20:15

Jon lives with his family in a small village in Devon.

0:20:150:20:17

He is 17 and has just started sixth form.

0:20:170:20:21

Carol, what was Jon like as a, as a baby, as a little boy?

0:20:210:20:25

Just a normal, everyday little boy.

0:20:250:20:29

Looking back, when would you say,

0:20:290:20:31

"Actually I can see something was shifting,"

0:20:310:20:34

in terms of how Jon was.

0:20:340:20:37

When he was about seven, I would say,

0:20:370:20:39

because Jonathan has always wanted to be top of the class,

0:20:390:20:43

to be a perfectionist.

0:20:430:20:45

In hindsight, I think I realised cos, when Jon was about seven,

0:20:450:20:51

we went to the doctor because he couldn't stop thinking.

0:20:510:20:53

And that's what Jon had said.

0:20:530:20:55

And that's what he told me - "Mum, I can't stop thinking."

0:20:550:20:58

Well, that's an incredible statement.

0:20:580:21:00

Mm. Now, obviously, he couldn't articulate that it was OCD,

0:21:000:21:05

we wouldn't have known it was OCD.

0:21:050:21:07

And his headmaster in primary school said,

0:21:070:21:10

"He constantly needs reassurance",

0:21:100:21:13

and so I just thought, "Oh, he's just a little bit anxious.

0:21:130:21:17

"It'll pass, just leave it, forget about it."

0:21:170:21:21

And I realise now that, actually, I think,

0:21:210:21:24

that was the start of the OCD.

0:21:240:21:26

Unlike people suffering from psychosis,

0:21:260:21:29

Jon doesn't hallucinate or have delusions

0:21:290:21:31

or hear voices compelling him to do things.

0:21:310:21:35

His OCD means he suffers from extreme anxiety,

0:21:350:21:38

an obsessive fear that he has or will harm someone.

0:21:380:21:42

And he just can't get these intrusive thoughts out of his head.

0:21:420:21:47

When he was really bad, last year, we were really worried,

0:21:470:21:53

we were worried that he was going to commit a crime.

0:21:530:21:56

Cos at its very, very worst, Jon was having to ask his father

0:21:560:22:01

to take him back to locations where he thought he may have done something

0:22:010:22:06

and check that he hadn't actually committed a crime.

0:22:060:22:11

I mean, that must have then raised your anxiety

0:22:110:22:13

-to such an extent that you were in it with him.

-Exactly.

0:22:130:22:15

I was so scared that he was going to do something.

0:22:150:22:19

I just knew then we, we've got to get some help.

0:22:190:22:23

'One of the most distressing aspects of Jon's OCD

0:22:230:22:27

'is that neither he nor his family realise

0:22:270:22:29

'that his imaginary obsessive thoughts will never be acted out.'

0:22:290:22:34

We sometimes like to think of...OCD

0:22:340:22:38

as a bit of an over-sensitive car alarm,

0:22:380:22:41

because if you think of a car alarm, that's a safety device, isn't it?

0:22:410:22:45

And when it goes off, when someone's actually trying to steal the car,

0:22:450:22:49

-that's really helpful, isn't it?

-Yeah, yeah.

0:22:490:22:52

But if a car alarm goes off when someone just walks past it,

0:22:520:22:56

or a leaf falls on it, it's sort of like a really helpful safety system

0:22:560:23:00

going off at the wrong time.

0:23:000:23:02

'The treatment method used by the Maudsley is known as

0:23:020:23:05

'Exposure and Response Prevention.

0:23:050:23:07

'It involves teaching Jon that his anxiety WILL reduce

0:23:070:23:11

'after sufficient exposure to any threatening situation.

0:23:110:23:15

'A key tool for Jon to learn is how to rate his own anxiety levels.'

0:23:150:23:21

-Sometimes, it's easier to start with the extremes.

-Yeah, yeah.

0:23:210:23:25

So if we think of a zero out of ten.

0:23:250:23:27

Can you think of a situation, Jon, where you feel really chilled

0:23:270:23:30

and don't feel any anxiety at all?

0:23:300:23:32

'Start with holidays, probably.

0:23:320:23:34

-'Holidays?

-Yeah.'

0:23:340:23:36

'Jon can then use this anxiety rating system

0:23:360:23:39

'to monitor his own progress as the treatment continues.'

0:23:390:23:44

-Could be a car accident or something like that?

-Yes, yeah.

0:23:440:23:48

Great, so that's an excellent list.

0:23:480:23:50

And this just hopefully exemplifies the fact that we don't always

0:23:500:23:53

feel the same amount of anxiety.

0:23:530:23:56

'The other key element of this treatment is to teach Jon

0:23:560:23:59

'how to block his urge to compulsive behaviour,

0:23:590:24:02

'to stop him constantly checking whether he has harmed anyone.'

0:24:020:24:06

So where's the best place to break this vicious cycle, at what stage?

0:24:060:24:10

Uh... I would say just after the feelings,

0:24:100:24:14

so before you can actually do that behaviour. Yeah.

0:24:140:24:18

We all have disturbing thoughts from time to time,

0:24:180:24:21

but they are usually easily dealt with.

0:24:210:24:24

The problem for Jon is that his obsessive imaginary thoughts

0:24:240:24:28

are constant and, apparently, unavoidable.

0:24:280:24:32

It does sound as if there are moments when the thinking really takes over

0:24:320:24:35

and it must be almost as if you want to shut down thinking,

0:24:350:24:38

you know, you don't want to think at all.

0:24:380:24:40

Well, it's all, like, based around obsessive thoughts.

0:24:400:24:42

I mean, a lot of people think of OCD as, you know, hand washing,

0:24:420:24:45

cleanliness, ritualising... But it's not all about that.

0:24:450:24:49

It's, a lot of it is obsessional thoughts on their own,

0:24:490:24:52

so it's, you know, worrying about certain things,

0:24:520:24:54

whether you might cause harm to someone,

0:24:540:24:56

whether they might cause harm to, harm to you

0:24:560:24:59

or whether anything might happen.

0:24:590:25:01

So when you came in, in June,

0:25:010:25:03

you were excessively checking over your shoulder

0:25:030:25:06

to make sure you hadn't harmed somebody by pushing them

0:25:060:25:08

-or stabbing them.

-Yeah.

0:25:080:25:10

-Are you still doing that?

-Yeah, yeah.

-OK.

0:25:100:25:12

When Jon's OCD is at its worst,

0:25:120:25:15

sometimes, he can't even leave the house.

0:25:150:25:19

It's cos that I knew that would trigger the fear off, almost.

0:25:190:25:22

I remember I wouldn't look at people

0:25:220:25:24

cos you'd think that would, might trigger off a, you know, a thought.

0:25:240:25:27

-But could things be triggered in the home?

-Yeah, definitely.

0:25:270:25:30

I remember I used to have this, you know,

0:25:300:25:32

these intrusive thoughts of thinking I'd get up in the night,

0:25:320:25:35

maybe sleep walking, and do some, do, go outside the house

0:25:350:25:39

and do some things to other people, even when you knew you didn't do it.

0:25:390:25:43

I got to the point of thinking,

0:25:430:25:45

"I'd rather just strap myself into bed with a belt almost",

0:25:450:25:48

to reassure yourself you haven't done anything.

0:25:480:25:52

And, through that period, I didn't get much sleep at all.

0:25:520:25:56

'A key part of the treatment will be to teach Jon

0:25:560:26:00

'that, despite what he thinks, he does not represent a risk to anyone.'

0:26:000:26:04

Are you still avoiding being near knives at work

0:26:040:26:07

in case you stab someone?

0:26:070:26:09

Um... Not so much at home as such,

0:26:090:26:11

but you can still get the intrusive thoughts sometimes, such as in work.

0:26:110:26:16

And are you still having intrusive violent images

0:26:160:26:20

followed by a thought that if you have this image,

0:26:200:26:22

then, it must be true?

0:26:220:26:23

Um... Yeah, it's sort of like you get the images and then you think

0:26:230:26:27

cos you've had that image, it sort of thinks, you know,

0:26:270:26:29

"That must have happened." So, yeah.

0:26:290:26:31

Yeah, so that's still troubling you.

0:26:310:26:33

You could be sitting up in your bedroom and then you'd have that thought.

0:26:330:26:37

Yeah, exactly. And I could sort of call it, even today, I call it spiking,

0:26:370:26:40

-where it...it just goes straight into your mind and that's it.

-Right.

0:26:400:26:43

And a lot of the time, straight from then, the anxiety grows.

0:26:430:26:47

Day two of Jon's intensive treatment

0:26:520:26:54

and he's been sent out on the streets to test his OCD alone,

0:26:540:26:59

to help him understand that, despite what he thinks,

0:26:590:27:02

he represents no risk to others.

0:27:020:27:06

Isobel, I wonder, can you take me through your explanation of OCD?

0:27:060:27:10

Really, very honestly, the point we are at in understanding,

0:27:100:27:14

which is that we don't know the cause of OCD,

0:27:140:27:17

but we do have some clues from research.

0:27:170:27:19

One of the clues, for example, is that this is quite a biological illness.

0:27:190:27:24

So it's not, for example, caused by the way you bring up your children.

0:27:240:27:30

OCD can occur in any kind of family, any race, any background, any class.

0:27:300:27:37

So, you know, it's very biologically driven.

0:27:370:27:40

It's actually quite genetic, so doesn't explain all of it,

0:27:400:27:43

but it does tend to run in families.

0:27:430:27:46

And I guess it's only been in the last 20-30 years,

0:27:460:27:50

we've really got strong evidence for how treatable OCD is.

0:27:500:27:56

Normally, when Jon walks down a crowded street,

0:27:580:28:01

his OCD compels him to check behind him continually

0:28:010:28:04

to see whether he has harmed anyone.

0:28:040:28:07

Amita and Holly are trying

0:28:090:28:11

to get him to resist this compulsive behaviour.

0:28:110:28:15

And, thinking about Jon, you know,

0:28:170:28:19

he's come with sort of this obsessional component to his OCD

0:28:190:28:25

-where, you know, he feels flooded by the thoughts.

-Yes.

0:28:250:28:29

And how he can really, you know, manage them himself.

0:28:290:28:31

And, I think, in some ways, he's managing it on his own.

0:28:310:28:34

He's not really, but it feels as if he is.

0:28:340:28:36

How did it go?

0:28:360:28:38

Um... I, lowest I went to was a three,

0:28:380:28:41

highest it went to was a six,

0:28:410:28:43

-but that was only for a short time.

-OK.

0:28:430:28:45

We've got a very good talking treatment - Cognitive Behaviour Therapy -

0:28:450:28:49

and what that means is helping the person with OCD

0:28:490:28:53

identify the rituals that they're doing,

0:28:530:28:57

or the things that they're not doing sometimes because of their OCD,

0:28:570:29:00

and teaching them that, actually, with practice,

0:29:000:29:04

they can do those things, even though it involves getting anxious.

0:29:040:29:09

OK. So do you want to tell us a little bit about what happened?

0:29:090:29:12

-Yeah.

-It sounds like you resisted at least twice.

0:29:120:29:14

-Yeah, um... On two occasions, I did look.

-Yeah.

0:29:140:29:18

-About eight occasions when I wanted to, but resisted it.

-Fantastic!

0:29:180:29:23

What Amita and Holly are trying to do is habituate Jon to his fears,

0:29:230:29:28

get him so used to them that they are no longer fearful.

0:29:280:29:32

So it's actually a lot about learning that anxiety is a normal emotion

0:29:320:29:38

that we all have in various circumstances,

0:29:380:29:42

that it's sort of artificially heightened if you've got OCD.

0:29:420:29:46

And, although it's unpleasant,

0:29:460:29:48

the sort of fight and flight and fear reaction that they're experiencing

0:29:480:29:52

doesn't mean they have to take it seriously.

0:29:520:29:54

They don't have to do anything. They can just sit there

0:29:540:29:57

and experience the anxiety

0:29:570:29:58

and wait for it to go away on its own, which it does.

0:29:580:30:02

-It's one thing us saying, Jon, that these are just tricks of OCD...

-Yeah, yeah.

0:30:020:30:05

..but what we need to help you do is collect evidence to say,

0:30:050:30:09

"These aren't fact, these are OCD..."

0:30:090:30:12

Yeah, to control it.

0:30:120:30:14

-"..playing some nasty tricks."

-Yeah.

0:30:140:30:17

When Jon's OCD was at its worst,

0:30:210:30:23

he kept a diary in which he detailed his obsessive thoughts

0:30:230:30:27

and rated his anxiety when he had them.

0:30:270:30:31

He agreed to share it with me.

0:30:310:30:34

The date where I got it really bad - 15th of August.

0:30:340:30:36

And it's sort of dates like that, you can still remember today.

0:30:360:30:39

-I mean, I know it got bad on the 15th of August.

-So what does it say on here?

-Oh, stuff like, er...

0:30:390:30:43

"I thought I'd deleted someone's coursework at school," or "poking someone in the eye" or something.

0:30:430:30:48

I used to think, you know, "What happens if you blinded someone with a sharp object,

0:30:480:30:51

"waking up in the night," thinking, er...

0:30:510:30:53

"killed or done something to someone,

0:30:530:30:55

"buried someone in the garden" or something.

0:30:550:30:58

It was completely ridiculous stuff but, up here, it was just all real.

0:30:580:31:03

It's almost as if you were living in a parallel world where things were happening.

0:31:030:31:06

Even when you could see they weren't, but it's all up here.

0:31:060:31:09

You know, I put down chronology

0:31:090:31:11

of what happened when it was getting bad.

0:31:110:31:14

I was putting down stuff.

0:31:140:31:16

You've got little sort of flow diagrams.

0:31:160:31:18

Yeah, I was doing stuff like that.

0:31:180:31:19

This goes right up until March this year, you know,

0:31:190:31:22

dates of how bad it would get from, you know, one being...

0:31:220:31:25

And you're rating it, are you?

0:31:250:31:26

Yeah, so one would be normal, ten would be really bad,

0:31:260:31:29

and it got to points where I'd rate it at nines.

0:31:290:31:32

So what does nine feel like?

0:31:320:31:33

Nine's really bad, sort of really stressed out.

0:31:330:31:35

I mean, it would get to points where you'd come home from school

0:31:350:31:38

and you would go straight to sleep or you'd go straight to bed

0:31:380:31:41

because you felt that ill.

0:31:410:31:42

-A sort of depression.

-Yeah, I think it did go through a depressive period,

0:31:420:31:45

cos you used to get suicidal thoughts, as well, with that.

0:31:450:31:48

I mean, thinking, you know, it's best just to end it now almost.

0:31:480:31:52

That, to me, says that your mind was just exploding at some level.

0:31:520:31:55

Yeah.

0:31:550:31:56

Yeah, you did... It got to the point where you felt these...

0:31:560:31:59

You actually thought you were doing these things

0:31:590:32:01

and at times you thought, you know, "Why don't you just hand yourself in", almost.

0:32:010:32:05

-If OCD's saying you're going to do something...

-Yeah.

0:32:070:32:11

You know, you're going to hurt somebody,

0:32:110:32:13

why don't we just really go for it? If OCD thinks that's going to happen, just up the risk.

0:32:130:32:17

-Are you up for that?

-Yeah, that will be OK.

0:32:170:32:19

Fantastic.

0:32:190:32:20

Jon lives in a very rural part of Devon

0:32:230:32:26

and often needs to travel by train.

0:32:260:32:29

One of his most regular obsessive intrusive thoughts

0:32:290:32:32

occurs whenever he uses a station.

0:32:320:32:35

As he waits on the platform,

0:32:350:32:36

he thinks that he will push someone under a train.

0:32:360:32:40

So what if say, I or Holly, whoever, stood right in front of you

0:32:420:32:45

-and we stood right on the edge and we just stood there.

-Yeah.

0:32:450:32:48

-And trains are coming and going.

-Yeah.

0:32:480:32:50

What would OCD be saying to you?

0:32:500:32:52

It would be like saying, you know, "Push them", and stuff,

0:32:520:32:54

"and start harming them", and...

0:32:540:32:57

And then, what shall we do when we're at the station,

0:32:570:33:00

how far do you want to...

0:33:000:33:01

I was going to say "Push it", but you don't want to say push.

0:33:010:33:04

Um... Yeah, you could go, do as much as you want, really,

0:33:040:33:07

to see how anxious you can get in that situation.

0:33:070:33:11

-Test it out.

-Yeah.

0:33:110:33:13

To really test Jon's OCD,

0:33:190:33:22

Amita and Holly have decided to take him to a local train station,

0:33:220:33:26

to prove to him that he has no intention of harming anyone.

0:33:260:33:30

-It must be a dangerous situation, but it's just a trick.

-Yeah, yeah.

0:33:320:33:38

And I wonder, actually, if you were to do it,

0:33:380:33:40

why would I be standing in front of you

0:33:400:33:42

and letting you put your hand on my shoulder

0:33:420:33:45

-if I honestly believed that you would do something?

-Yeah, yeah.

0:33:450:33:48

So what would you rate your anxiety at now?

0:33:480:33:51

It's gone down a bit. A six, maybe.

0:33:510:33:54

Yeah! Fantastic! So that's a bit of habituation, isn't it?

0:33:540:33:59

You're kind of... Your body is getting used to it.

0:33:590:34:02

-You know, we don't stay at that high level of anxiety for long.

-Yes, yes.

0:34:020:34:05

Let's look at the time.

0:34:090:34:11

I think it's coming at 20,

0:34:110:34:14

I think it comes at 15 this one.

0:34:140:34:17

-TANNOY:

-The train now approaching platform four is the...

0:34:170:34:21

Yeah.

0:34:320:34:34

-Well done.

-Well done, Jon.

-Really well done.

0:34:360:34:39

-Well done!

-Yeah.

-Fantastic!

0:34:390:34:42

Well, I'd say the obsession got, like, a lot more...

0:34:420:34:45

And how anxious did that make you feel when the obsession got so intense?

0:34:450:34:48

What number did it go up to?

0:34:480:34:50

I'd say an eight.

0:34:500:34:51

-And I'm alive!

-Yeah.

0:34:510:34:52

-Yeah! Well done!

-Yeah.

0:34:520:34:55

'It seems to me that this is a really important moment in Jon's treatment.

0:34:550:34:59

'He's got Holly and Amita with him giving him the confidence to realise

0:34:590:35:03

'that actually, he isn't going to push anybody,

0:35:030:35:05

'that actually, he is in control.'

0:35:050:35:07

And, I think, because he's gained that confidence,

0:35:070:35:09

he'll realise that this is the first step,

0:35:090:35:12

the first quite big step forward in his recovery.

0:35:120:35:16

OK, so, for starters, I am going to set you up with the...

0:35:170:35:21

'Scientists at the Department of Experimental Psychology at Cambridge University

0:35:210:35:26

'have been studying how OCD relates to typical brain function

0:35:260:35:31

'and, in particular, how the obsessive thoughts

0:35:310:35:33

'and the compulsive behaviours, the O and the C, are related.'

0:35:330:35:38

You're going to tell us how you feel about the different stimuli...

0:35:380:35:41

'The research tested subjects suffering from OCD

0:35:410:35:44

'and those without OCD

0:35:440:35:47

'on a task which looked at their tendency to develop habit-like behaviour.

0:35:470:35:51

'Volunteers were taught how to avoid a mild electric shock

0:35:510:35:56

'by pushing a pedal with their foot.

0:35:560:35:58

'Their fear response was monitored

0:36:010:36:03

'via changes in their skin conductance their sweat.

0:36:030:36:08

'After 30 minutes, the electrodes were removed

0:36:080:36:11

'and they were asked to perform the same task,

0:36:110:36:14

'but without the danger of being shocked.'

0:36:140:36:17

When I disconnect it, you can incorporate that knowledge

0:36:170:36:20

and update your fear response accordingly.

0:36:200:36:22

Also, your skin response reflected that you managed

0:36:220:36:25

to inhibit your fear response as well

0:36:250:36:28

and you learnt that this stimulus is no longer threatening.

0:36:280:36:31

'When Claire tested the OCD subjects,

0:36:310:36:34

'their response tended to be very different to mine.'

0:36:340:36:38

They confirm with me that they can no longer be shocked,

0:36:380:36:40

but, still, when that stimulus comes on the screen,

0:36:400:36:43

you see they still, um, have an anxious fear response to it.

0:36:430:36:47

Claire's initial results appear to suggest

0:36:490:36:51

that rather than being the direct outcome of their obsessive thoughts,

0:36:510:36:55

the repetitive compulsive behaviours of teenagers like Jon are habits.

0:36:550:37:00

Maybe these obsessions, which can form an...an awful,

0:37:010:37:04

a large part of the overt symptoms of the disorder,

0:37:040:37:07

are maybe not so critical to its maintenance.

0:37:070:37:10

And that, in fact, it may be an underlying propensity

0:37:100:37:13

towards compulsive habitual behaviour that actually leads it.

0:37:130:37:18

Claire believes the reason why people with OCD develop obsessive thoughts,

0:37:200:37:25

is that it's the human brain filling in the gaps

0:37:250:37:27

to justify their compulsive behaviours.

0:37:270:37:30

You know, everybody has anxieties, don't they?

0:37:320:37:34

And everybody has these thoughts or feelings

0:37:340:37:36

about what they might need to do,

0:37:360:37:38

but actually I know, sometimes, when I have those thoughts,

0:37:380:37:41

I can calm myself down in order to, you know,

0:37:410:37:44

not have that thought any more or not act on it.

0:37:440:37:46

I think it's really critical to know

0:37:460:37:48

that these disturbing intrusive thoughts that OCD patients have

0:37:480:37:51

are no different in content from normal intrusive thoughts, as it were,

0:37:510:37:56

that most people experience at one point in their life or another.

0:37:560:38:00

And maybe the key to it is these compulsive repetitive habits

0:38:000:38:04

that keep these obsessions alive,

0:38:040:38:06

that fuel them, that force you to ruminate on them,

0:38:060:38:09

and that also, um, as we've shown, preserve your anxiety.

0:38:090:38:12

Claire's research appears to confirm

0:38:120:38:15

the potential of the treatment method used at the Maudsley

0:38:150:38:18

in that it shows if OCD sufferers like Jon stop their compulsive behaviour,

0:38:180:38:23

the feared consequences don't happen

0:38:230:38:26

and their anxiety will come down of its own accord.

0:38:260:38:29

I think it's very important that,

0:38:330:38:35

if you go through one round of exposure and response prevention that it works,

0:38:350:38:38

that you really try and apply that in every other domain.

0:38:380:38:41

So the idea is that if you, if you prevent doing the response,

0:38:410:38:44

while your anxiety gets high initially,

0:38:440:38:48

it will gradually decline,

0:38:480:38:49

and then, it will stop this vicious cycle

0:38:490:38:52

of reinforcement of these avoidance responses.

0:38:520:38:54

It's day three of Jon's intensive treatment course.

0:38:560:38:59

Holly and Amita have decided to increase the challenge to his OCD

0:38:590:39:03

'by confronting him with one of his biggest anxieties - knives.'

0:39:030:39:09

I know that OCD in the past has made you feel a bit nervous

0:39:090:39:12

about being around knives and things like that,

0:39:120:39:15

-and I know that it used to make you avoid using them.

-Yeah, yeah.

0:39:150:39:18

One of Jon's most frightening obsessive thoughts

0:39:180:39:22

is that he believes he will harm someone, stab them with a knife.

0:39:220:39:26

Even a close friend.

0:39:260:39:28

So, Jon, we've got your friends here this afternoon, Sophie and Harry.

0:39:290:39:32

I'm just wondering,

0:39:320:39:33

what do you think it must be like for Jon to have OCD?

0:39:330:39:37

I think it's very difficult, um,

0:39:370:39:39

I think he struggles a lot, um,

0:39:390:39:42

because I feel like he wants to talk about it a lot,

0:39:420:39:45

but doesn't really know how to.

0:39:450:39:47

And Jon's, you know, he said he's held back a little bit

0:39:470:39:50

in terms of how much he tells you...

0:39:500:39:52

You know, he's allowed to keep things to himself if he wants to,

0:39:520:39:55

I don't tell everybody everything.

0:39:550:39:57

He already feels different enough

0:39:570:39:58

with being diagnosed with the condition,

0:39:580:40:01

so I think it's important to stay how you've always been.

0:40:010:40:05

OK. So we've got two types of knives here, as you can see.

0:40:050:40:09

We've got a knife that you might use to eat your dinner

0:40:090:40:12

-and then we've got a bit of a sharper knife here.

-Yeah.

0:40:120:40:15

And, actually, I was just wondering, Jon, having them here,

0:40:150:40:17

has that increased your anxiety a little bit?

0:40:170:40:19

Yeah, and it's already, like, already today it's a lot higher, the anxiety,

0:40:190:40:23

than it was yesterday. So, yeah.

0:40:230:40:26

Probably at a nine.

0:40:260:40:27

And, again, just to remind you why we are doing things.

0:40:270:40:30

We are going beyond normal everyday life here, aren't we?

0:40:300:40:33

-We are really doing an extreme task to prove OCD wrong.

-Yeah.

0:40:330:40:38

'There is extensive clinical and research evidence

0:40:380:40:40

'that people with OCD do not behave violently.

0:40:400:40:44

'This is why Holly and Amita can have absolute confidence

0:40:440:40:48

'that there is no chance Jon will harm anyone.'

0:40:480:40:52

Last summer, I could really see

0:40:520:40:54

how much it had taken over his life.

0:40:540:40:57

Everything, even on Facebook talking normally and casually,

0:40:570:41:02

that it would enter the conversation

0:41:020:41:06

and he'd be worried about something

0:41:060:41:09

and you could really see how difficult it was for him

0:41:090:41:12

and how much it was taking up.

0:41:120:41:14

-So you felt something was bubbling, in a way?

-Yeah, yeah.

0:41:140:41:16

So I wonder whether we could do a really quick thing here,

0:41:160:41:19

-just in preparation.

-Yeah.

0:41:190:41:21

Just kind of...just holding it.

0:41:210:41:23

-Do you think with us here, would that...

-Yeah.

0:41:230:41:27

-Would that do anything to your anxiety?

-Not really.

0:41:270:41:31

I can tell I'm getting a bit hotter.

0:41:310:41:32

So I wouldn't say it's a great anxiety,

0:41:320:41:34

but you can tell it's just sort of changed a bit.

0:41:340:41:36

What if I came and sat nearer to you? Would that be OK?

0:41:360:41:39

That's OK. Yeah, go on, then.

0:41:390:41:40

I'm...a bit hotter again.

0:41:430:41:46

-I can see it in your cheeks, Jon, actually.

-Yeah.

0:41:460:41:48

Your cheeks have gone a little bit redder

0:41:480:41:50

-so that's a bit of a physical sign, isn't it...

-Yeah.

0:41:500:41:53

..that it's getting a bit trickier?

0:41:530:41:55

Yeah, so I wouldn't say it's a great leap,

0:41:550:41:58

but you can just tell that it keeps sort of making it a bit more intense,

0:41:580:42:01

that anxiety level. Definitely. Yeah.

0:42:010:42:04

-I'd say about a seven...

-A seven?

0:42:040:42:06

-Yeah.

-Yeah, so it's gone up.

0:42:060:42:09

-Could you direct it towards Amita?

-Yeah.

0:42:090:42:11

Hold it with a tighter grip? It could be as close as you want.

0:42:110:42:13

'Amita and Holly know from experience

0:42:130:42:15

'that Jon's intrusive obsessive thoughts,

0:42:150:42:18

'his fear that he might stab someone with a knife,

0:42:180:42:20

'are totally without foundation.

0:42:200:42:22

'They are fears created by his anxiety.

0:42:220:42:25

'So the purpose of this challenge is to prove to Jon

0:42:250:42:29

'that he has nothing to fear from holding a knife,

0:42:290:42:32

'that, in reality, he has no intention of harming anyone.'

0:42:320:42:36

OK, so let's just sit as we are now for a minute,

0:42:360:42:40

and see what happens to that anxiety.

0:42:400:42:44

But what are you learning about this situation?

0:42:510:42:53

-So you have had that knife in your hand for a few minutes now, Jon.

-Yeah.

0:42:530:42:57

I mean, it's sort of like the obsessive thought is still there,

0:42:570:43:00

so you definitely get these mental images.

0:43:000:43:03

But the anxiety isn't so great.

0:43:030:43:06

So I wonder whether once you get a bit more evidence

0:43:060:43:10

that actually it's just the worry.

0:43:100:43:13

'I remember he used to say,'

0:43:130:43:16

"Oh, I feel like such a monster."

0:43:160:43:17

And I know that now he's told people

0:43:170:43:19

and it's kind of getting itself sorted and he talks about it,

0:43:190:43:23

that he feels better.

0:43:230:43:25

'With this challenge, Amita and Holly have finally shown Jon

0:43:280:43:31

'that he is no risk to anyone,

0:43:310:43:34

'even with a knife in his hand.'

0:43:340:43:36

When the knives came out this morning,

0:43:370:43:40

-I was thinking... You know, we are really going to use knives, you know?

-Yeah.

0:43:400:43:45

'The way we do therapy is to really push it to the extremes'

0:43:450:43:48

to really prove that what OCD's saying is not going to happen.

0:43:480:43:51

Well done. Fantastic!

0:43:510:43:54

-'He's a real thinker, isn't he?

-Yeah, he is.'

0:43:540:43:57

He's in that moment of thinking,

0:43:570:43:58

"Well, what is it that's really making me have these compulsions, you know,

0:43:580:44:02

"these thoughts and these compulsions?"

0:44:020:44:05

'I think so, I think he's been very open with us.

0:44:050:44:08

'He's aware that the more he tells us,

0:44:080:44:11

'the better position we are in to fight the OCD

0:44:110:44:14

'and I think it's incredibly hard for him to do that.'

0:44:140:44:16

And yet, he really wants to get rid of this,

0:44:160:44:18

so he's sort of taking the plunge and doing that.

0:44:180:44:21

And I think this is the way to really prove OCD wrong,

0:44:210:44:24

is that, you know, without having us there...

0:44:240:44:27

-Here he is!

-Hi, Jon!

-Hiya!

0:44:270:44:29

-All right?

-Mm-mm.

0:44:290:44:31

HE CHUCKLES

0:44:310:44:32

I was wondering if part of what you were doing was

0:44:340:44:38

really trying to help him to see

0:44:380:44:40

that we are not going to give any weight to these thoughts.

0:44:400:44:43

'But I wasn't sure that he could really see that,

0:44:430:44:48

'because he is so obsessed with them.

0:44:480:44:49

'I think that's really common at this point in treatment,

0:44:490:44:52

'because they are so powerful, so persistent, so intrusive and frequent.

0:44:520:44:56

'And it's only once we keep doing these tasks

0:44:560:44:58

'that he can challenge them and the heat,'

0:44:580:45:00

kind of the heat will come out of it

0:45:000:45:02

and he might find them a bit easier to kind of think about them

0:45:020:45:05

in the way that we do.

0:45:050:45:06

-And the trick is to do nothing with those thoughts.

-Yeah.

0:45:060:45:10

So, the weekend, how was it?

0:45:240:45:26

-Not that good, to be honest.

-OK.

0:45:260:45:29

Jon has been given a break from his treatment

0:45:290:45:31

so he can practise some of the techniques he has learnt on his own.

0:45:310:45:35

But, over the weekend, he seems to have taken a step backwards.

0:45:350:45:40

It's the weekend, it's Saturday evening...

0:45:400:45:43

Um... Yeah, OCD's taking quite a big toll, to be honest,

0:45:430:45:47

with, like, the obsessive thoughts.

0:45:470:45:49

Not exactly physical anxiety but just, like, really low in general.

0:45:490:45:56

I remember talking about, the other day, about, you know,

0:45:560:45:58

the obsessive thoughts being like a mental battle, like...I don't know.

0:45:580:46:02

HE SIGHS

0:46:020:46:03

Sort of played its toll.

0:46:030:46:05

And just makes you feel generally really low and sort of...

0:46:050:46:07

I mean, you wake up and you feel pretty sad,

0:46:070:46:10

and you go to bed and you feel pretty sad.

0:46:100:46:12

It's almost like the OCD is, like, shouting at you

0:46:120:46:15

and it's the only thing and it's always at the forefront of your mind,

0:46:150:46:18

-so everything else sort of goes below it almost.

-Yeah.

0:46:180:46:22

And when you are, like, in a conversation with someone,

0:46:220:46:25

you are not really in that conversation

0:46:250:46:27

-cos you're still just thinking about these thoughts that just go around, around, around.

-Yeah.

0:46:270:46:32

Take it, then.

0:46:320:46:34

'It's one of the very characteristic aspects'

0:46:340:46:37

of OCD that it's...

0:46:370:46:39

Some people call it the secret problem or the hidden illness,

0:46:390:46:42

that it remains hidden for a long time

0:46:420:46:45

before it's detected or diagnosed,

0:46:450:46:48

and sometimes that's because the individual's very embarrassed about it.

0:46:480:46:54

And it's also because it does blur into normality

0:46:540:46:57

and so, it can just creep up at home

0:46:570:47:00

and what could be just a normal bit of childhood behaviour,

0:47:000:47:03

before people realise it, it's become daily

0:47:030:47:05

and it's become prolonged, and it's become distressing.

0:47:050:47:09

The compulsions you always felt you could deal with somehow

0:47:090:47:12

and they weren't as strong as just having the thoughts though,

0:47:120:47:15

and that's probably the worst bit.

0:47:150:47:18

'You can't do anything without something coming into your head

0:47:180:47:21

'and that causing anxiety.'

0:47:210:47:24

Can you explain, you know, the process that somebody

0:47:240:47:27

who...who's really struggling with OCD is going through?

0:47:270:47:29

One of the themes that often comes out

0:47:290:47:32

is that they're just very preoccupied and distracted all the time

0:47:320:47:38

by thoughts that keep popping in to their head.

0:47:380:47:41

And it can be the smallest trigger that can make, for example,

0:47:410:47:46

the specific fear come into their minds.

0:47:460:47:49

So, almost relentlessly, thoughts are just...

0:47:490:47:53

almost, like, we sometimes call them um, you know, mental hiccups almost.

0:47:530:47:57

Their mind is just popping out another worry, you know.

0:47:570:48:01

Have I got germs on me?

0:48:010:48:02

Is that blood on that table? Do I need to wash my hands?

0:48:020:48:06

It's sort of...the tools work with the compulsions,

0:48:060:48:09

but they don't help with, like, the thoughts themselves.

0:48:090:48:13

Jon's making great progress with stopping his compulsive behaviour,

0:48:130:48:17

but he still doesn't seem to be able to get his obsessive thoughts out of his head.

0:48:170:48:22

At one time, this would have been tackled through psychoanalysis.

0:48:220:48:28

I would actually specifically say

0:48:280:48:29

that psychoanalysis doesn't help at all.

0:48:290:48:32

And, in fact, there's even some evidence that it may make OCD worse.

0:48:320:48:36

The whole premise of psychoanalysis is looking into the past,

0:48:360:48:41

looking into past experiences and patterns

0:48:410:48:44

and trying to understand how they shape the present and the future.

0:48:440:48:49

And trying to do that with somebody with OCD

0:48:490:48:51

can actually make them EVEN more obsessive.

0:48:510:48:54

SHE CHUCKLES

0:48:540:48:56

-You just get really fed up with it.

-Yeah.

0:48:560:48:59

Cos it's like you can't really live, sort of, in the moment

0:48:590:49:04

cos you are always thinking about other things

0:49:040:49:06

It's quite distracting.

0:49:060:49:08

Yeah. You're sort of, it's never sort of... It doesn't hardly ever let up.

0:49:080:49:12

A young man of his age should be able to go out without worry,

0:49:120:49:16

should be able to see his friends.

0:49:160:49:18

His mind is in turmoil and that's why he is exhausted.

0:49:180:49:22

People of his age shouldn't worry, you know, he should be carefree,

0:49:220:49:26

but the way he is at the moment, it's all internalised.

0:49:260:49:30

And it shouldn't be. He shouldn't be worrying about contamination.

0:49:300:49:35

He shouldn't have to be worrying all the time.

0:49:350:49:37

It's not normal, is it? It's not normal behaviour.

0:49:370:49:40

The following day, Amita and Holly

0:49:470:49:49

decide that they must get Jon out on the streets again

0:49:490:49:51

to concentrate on beating his compulsive behaviour

0:49:510:49:55

and to overcome his obsessive thoughts.

0:49:550:49:59

So let's just sit here

0:49:590:50:01

and let's just kind of watch people go by.

0:50:010:50:04

And that's why exposing yourself to these fears is so important,

0:50:040:50:07

-because you get desensitised.

-Yeah.

0:50:070:50:10

The potency goes from the thoughts

0:50:100:50:12

-and you can kind of deal with them a little bit easier.

-Yeah.

0:50:120:50:16

-So let's have another go.

-Yeah.

0:50:160:50:18

-And I'll go ahead.

-Yeah.

0:50:180:50:20

And so, think of these things again.

0:50:200:50:23

And I won't be there...

0:50:230:50:25

And drop all of those rituals.

0:50:250:50:27

-Good to go?

-Yeah, go on, then.

0:50:270:50:29

-OK. I'll see you back there?

-Yeah, see you in a minute.

0:50:290:50:32

The goal of Jon's treatment

0:50:330:50:35

is to get him to focus on his obsessive thoughts,

0:50:350:50:38

to help him become de-sensitised to them on his own

0:50:380:50:42

without anyone to reassure him.

0:50:420:50:43

Jon's treatment is nearly over and he seems to be back on track,

0:50:490:50:52

but what he now needs to do is start fighting OCD on his own.

0:50:520:50:57

It's all very well here in London with Holly and Amita,

0:50:570:50:59

but how will he cope when he gets back home?

0:50:590:51:02

So what sorts of things could you have a go at practising

0:51:020:51:06

whilst you are in school?

0:51:060:51:08

Like not checking back if you get an obsessive thought.

0:51:080:51:12

Like not checking to make sure it hasn't happened.

0:51:120:51:15

-Just doing the opposite. That's the golden rule.

-Yeah, yeah.

-Do the opposite to OCD.

0:51:150:51:19

But what's the end goal?

0:51:190:51:22

By dropping these rituals, what are we trying to do?

0:51:220:51:24

-Stop the compulsion of asking others to help you.

-Yeah.

0:51:240:51:27

So what you are actually saying is

0:51:270:51:29

no matter how bad his stress level is,

0:51:290:51:32

I'm still to resist helping him.

0:51:320:51:34

Is that what you're actually telling me?

0:51:340:51:37

-It's hard, isn't it?

-Yeah.

0:51:370:51:38

-Yeah, I think so, and I think Jon agrees, don't you?

-Yeah.

0:51:380:51:41

Although you know it's not going to be easy at times,

0:51:410:51:44

that's what's going to get rid of the OCD, isn't it?

0:51:440:51:47

-We think you've done really brilliantly, Jon.

-Yeah.

0:51:490:51:52

-It's a tough few days, isn't it?

-Definitely.

0:51:520:51:55

So soon as you walk out of this door, Jon, you start fighting.

0:51:550:51:58

You start using all those tools,

0:51:580:52:00

things will come up just even walking out going to the car.

0:52:000:52:03

So final day,

0:52:050:52:06

what do you think might happen over the next few weeks?

0:52:060:52:09

I think his confidence will increase and his ability to fight OCD

0:52:090:52:13

and I think he will be able to beat it.

0:52:130:52:17

There is no reason why he can't have a life without OCD.

0:52:170:52:20

Jon, how are you feeling now?

0:52:200:52:22

Yeah. Um...tiring, but it's sort of...

0:52:220:52:24

It's quite optimistic about the future

0:52:240:52:26

and I've got these tools to cope with when times get bad with OCD.

0:52:260:52:30

And, Carol, you're the one that's sort of

0:52:300:52:32

up close and personal to it, really.

0:52:320:52:34

What are you feeling at the moment?

0:52:340:52:36

He's very determined and I know he's going to make it.

0:52:360:52:39

I just know. No, this is it.

0:52:390:52:43

Anna has been suffering from OCD since she was 14.

0:52:480:52:52

Because of her fear of contamination,

0:52:520:52:54

she can't visit the local surgery for a check-up,

0:52:540:52:58

so the doctor has to come to her.

0:52:580:53:00

Would I be able to check your blood pressure, do you think?

0:53:000:53:03

Dunno.

0:53:030:53:05

Can I do it on your upper arm, and perhaps through your clothing,

0:53:050:53:08

-as far as the blood pressure's concerned, that would be easier.

-Yeah.

0:53:080:53:11

Most people will recover with treatment from their local NHS,

0:53:110:53:15

but Anna is still trying to find the right treatment for her OCD.

0:53:150:53:19

Her mother Karen wants her to be referred to the Maudsley's specialist clinic.

0:53:190:53:25

Is that the sort of place that you can refer her to?

0:53:250:53:28

I probably can make a referral to the Maudsley, certainly.

0:53:280:53:31

You've already been seen by a local psychiatrist

0:53:310:53:34

and there's not been any improvement.

0:53:340:53:36

-Righto, so cheerio, then.

-Yeah.

0:53:360:53:39

All right, I won't shake hands.

0:53:390:53:41

HE LAUGHS

0:53:410:53:43

And to feel sort of more ordinary, as, you know, like your friends,

0:53:430:53:48

what do you think would need to happen?

0:53:480:53:50

Just to not cover my hands up, not wash my hands as much,

0:53:500:53:54

-to be able to, like, touch things.

-Mm-mm.

0:53:540:53:57

And not worry about getting ill or things like that.

0:53:570:54:00

I had a couple of spikes this evening.

0:54:070:54:10

Spikes just like the thoughts that come straight into your head

0:54:100:54:13

without you really thinking about it.

0:54:130:54:15

I mean, if I was to give it a scale out of ten on the anxiety,

0:54:150:54:18

I would say six, but it's manageable at the moment.

0:54:180:54:21

A few weeks after his intensive treatment in London,

0:54:260:54:29

one of Jon's psychologists, Amita,

0:54:290:54:31

has come to meet him at home to monitor his progress.

0:54:310:54:35

-Hi!

-Hello!

-Hello.

0:54:350:54:38

How's the last week been since...?

0:54:380:54:40

Um... It's been quite good.

0:54:400:54:42

There's been sometimes when it's been a bit, you know, the anxiety's gone up.

0:54:420:54:46

-But, most of the times, you've been able to control it...

-OK.

0:54:460:54:49

Yeah, quite well.

0:54:490:54:51

And how have you been able to control it?

0:54:510:54:54

Um... Just by not doing the compulsions that go along with it, really.

0:54:540:54:57

At the end of his treatment in London,

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Jon was asked to do homework,

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certain tasks to keep challenging his OCD.

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In particular, he was told to go to unfamiliar places on his own

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and resist any urge to do any compulsions.

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Yesterday, I said I was going to be trying to go down to a place

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that I don't, haven't been on my own because of the OCD,

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and that's down to the woods over there.

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OK, so, I mean, I have come down to this end of the village before.

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HE LAUGHS

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But never on my own.

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And I think, it's always...

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with OCD, it's always sort of been certain areas you know

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you don't want to go because you know you will trigger it.

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And this is probably one of the places

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where I would not have dared go down a year ago.

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So... I mean, at the moment, if I had to rate the anxiety out of ten,

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I would score it about four.

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So I am going to see what's going to happen, really,

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over the next 24 hours, just see whether the anxiety gets worse

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or whether you feel better for doing it.

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I did want to put it off but, now doing it,

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you know, it sort of shows you you can overcome these things

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even when OCD is telling you not to do it.

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And the army of sheep are there on the horizon again.

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HE LAUGHS

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Do you feel a bit more confident about fighting OCD

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compared to two weeks ago?

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Um... Yeah, I think there's definitely, sort of, you can...

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you're getting into a routine of doing things, I fear.

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Yeah, I really noticed a change in you.

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You probably don't notice it as much,

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but I've noticed a real change in, kind of, the tone.

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But we'll just take it as it comes.

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-If we feel you need further input, we'll definitely support that.

-Yeah.

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The key to Jon's treatment is that he has to keep

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challenging his OCD, on his own,

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using all of the techniques that he's learnt.

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He has already made some amazing progress.

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He now feels much less anxious around the home.

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And when he goes to train stations,

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he can now control his obsessive fear about pushing someone under a train.

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The treatment is beginning to transform his life.

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-The more you keep facing these situations then, eventually, OCD will give up.

-Yeah.

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But I think, on the whole,

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my sense is that you are a bit more in control

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-compared to when I saw you two weeks ago.

-Yeah.

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I think you've really used what you've learnt in sessions here

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and that really shows, so just keep going.

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-Yeah.

-Fantastic.

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With the right treatment and the commitment and determination of all those involved,

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OCD can be treated.

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According to the Maudsley Hospital's latest figures,

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84% of their patients saw significant improvement or full recovery.

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It doesn't happen overnight, but OCD can be cured.

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To find out more about OCD

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and to separate fact from fiction,

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go to...

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..and follow the links to the Open University.

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