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-Oh, hello.

-Take it things got worse then?

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No, this was an accident.

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I went onto the wing after they decided

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they'd had enough, check the damage.

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Water all over the floor and I slipped.

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The nurse thinks it's broken, so here I am.

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Do you fancy a drink some time?

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Yeah, yeah, I'm up for that.

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It's a date, I'll call you.

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I finished it.

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Oh, no, I like Carol.

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She was a really nice woman and all, but it just wasn't right.

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DOOR OPENS

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Why are you still here?

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The scintillating conversation.

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-I thought you have an appointment at nine.

-I've got plenty of time.

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You've got 15 minutes.

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Go. He'll be here.

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You obviously don't know my brother.

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I don't like leaving her on her own.

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She's not on her own.

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If anything changes in her condition, we'll call you.

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I'll call you.

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What will you tell Jeff?

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I won't tell him anything.

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Won't he ask where you stayed?

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Are you having second thoughts? Cos if you are...

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I'm not, I'm not having second thoughts.

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What is it, then, Dix?

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Well, this is starting to feel serious.

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-Yes.

-And by telling Jeff...

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..it means telling him that our marriage could be over.

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I will, I will tell him, but in my own time.

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Out into the cold, then.

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An entire day listening to someone banging on about

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health and safety in prisons.

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-Drink tonight?

-Yeah. See you later.

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Seriously, where are you? You promised you'd be here.

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I don't want to hear another excuse.

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I don't care!

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I can't do all of this by myself.

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Our mother is dying.

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There you are.

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So who's the lucky girl, then?

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It wasn't like that.

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I know. It got late, you crashed on the sofa.

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Three times in the same week. It does happen, I suppose.

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I'm just saying, as your husband,

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if I can't be pleased when you get a result then no-one can,

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can they, hey?

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-That's right, isn't it, Rita?

-Hey?

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Dixie, I got us tickets for Love Notion.

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It's that new romantics' revival gig you were telling me about.

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-It's on tonight.

-Oh, mate, I'm so sorry.

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Please tell me you're joking. They cost 55 quid each.

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How much?!

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Look, I'm really not feeling great. I'll give you the cash later, OK?

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Don't worry about it.

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Jeff?

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Not really my thing, the '80s,

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you know all that hairspray and ra-ra skirts -

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and that was just the fellas.

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-Hey, you should try Big Mac. Loves all that.

-Big Mac?

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Yeah, bang into it.

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Dresses up as Adam the Ant at weekends.

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He's got the beauty spot, big boots and everything, hasn't he?

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-Forget it.

-All right.

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You can be a right idiot sometimes.

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He does. I've seen the pictures.

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-All right?

-Morning.

-It's your assessment today, isn't it?

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Yeah. Bit nervous, to be honest.

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It's Stanhope, isn't it?

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He'll be all right, he's one of those firm-but-fair fellas, you know?

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Just don't mention the war.

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Get away from me! Help me! Help me, someone!

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THEY STRUGGLE

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GLASS SHATTERS

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Hey, hey, stop. No, stop. Stop!

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You OK?

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SHE WHIMPERS

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I thought she was going to kill me!

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SIREN WAILS

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Sorry to barge in, I've a 9am with Dr Hanna. My name...

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Join the queue, please.

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Yes, the thing is, I would be massively grateful

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if you could give her a call.

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(Scary lady.)

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-You all right?

-No.

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All right, let's have a seat, I'll have a look at you.

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I just need to get this into a proper sling.

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Excuse me. Just a thought, but I think it's probably best

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she's treated by an actual doctor.

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Sorry, I should introduce myself.

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I'm Ethan Hardy, the new registrar.

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Well, why didn't you say when you came to the desk?

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I didn't really get the chance...

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which was my fault entirely.

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-Well, next time say who you are.

-I will.

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Although it won't be necessary next time, will it?

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-Zoe?

-Hang on. Lily, there you are.

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I've got a special job for you.

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There's a prolapsed haemorrhoid I want to have a look at.

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That can wait. I've got a new doctor starting.

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He's already here and he's a bit odd.

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Oh. What time is it?

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About 9.30.

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-That's him.

-Dr Hardy.

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Ethan. Dr Hanna?

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Zoe's fine. I was expecting you at nine.

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Yes, about that, I did try to...

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I was held up by a patient, an art student, apparently.

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She'd fallen from a step ladder staging some sort of happening.

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I'm not sure what it was supposed to be about. Art students.

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What are they for? I'm wittering, aren't I?

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Just relax, take a deep breath. Come in.

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Lily Chao, this is Ethan Hardy, he's our new SPR.

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He's coming back to the shop floor after a sabbatical.

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He was with HEMS in London for a year before taking

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on the research role looking at coagulopathy in trauma patients

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with his main focus being early platelet dysfunction.

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Very impressive.

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Oh, not really. I was more of a glorified copy boy.

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He's also very modest.

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So I'd like you to work with Ethan today, show him the ropes,

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do the introductions.

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-This is the special job?

-This is the special job.

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That must be her.

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Sarah? I'm Giles. David and Trudi's friend?

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It's lovely to meet you.

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Sorry.

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-Oh, I'm so sorry.

-Sorry.

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Shall we sit?

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Good idea, before I wreck the place. Please sit down.

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All right.

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Do you mind if I ask what one eats for brunch?

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Cornflakes and chips?

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Interesting choice.

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As you'll have guessed, it's been a while since I went on a date.

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(Don't worry, me too.)

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Reception is here. If you want coffee, it's over there.

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Dr Ashford, Ethan Hardy, the new registrar.

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Martin. Good to have you on board. We've been short-staffed lately.

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-Sorry. Excuse me.

-MOBILE PHONE CHIMES

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Sorry, what were...?

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Sorry. I've got a bit of a situation going on. Domestic.

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So it must have been exciting working on the HEMS team.

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-Have you ever been up in a helicopter?

-Of course.

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It's the most frightening feeling in the world, isn't it?

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The worst bit - finding out it's the most frightening feeling

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in the world and realising you've signed on for a whole year.

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-Personally, I loved it.

-Course you did.

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-Hi.

-Hi. Dr Hardy. Ethan. The new SPR.

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I'm Jamie.

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-Dr Hardy?

-Right, shall we?

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Hi, Dr Ethan Hardy, what have we got?

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Morning, this is Alice Seacroft, aged 54.

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She's been knocked around quite badly, result of a street mugging.

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Really, I'm absolutely fine. I just don't need to be here.

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I need to go to work.

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Query fractured nose,

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she's got some shards of glass in her right elbow.

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She wasn't KO'd, GCS 15, pulse 85, stats 97%, BP stable, 130 systolic.

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Hey. You want a brew?

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Yeah, cheers.

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So how did the scoop go?

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All right, I think.

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A bit scary having someone looking over your shoulder, though.

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You'll be all right.

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There's actually nothing more depressing than a Christmas tree in January, is there?

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I disagree. It's nice to keep the holiday spirit going.

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Oh, by the way, I thought you handled yourself very well

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-on that shout earlier.

-Thanks.

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Although I did think that you were a bit timid in front of the assessor.

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Timid?

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RADIO: 'Holby Control to 3006.

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'Emergency call for a woman aged approximately 40 years

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'who's been involved in a fall.

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'She's at the Quantum Conference Centre on Gardinia Road, over.'

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OK, 3006 to Control, received that, we're on our way.

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Quick as you like, eh, Jeff?

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Jean passed away two years ago this April.

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And your husband?

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Philip died 18 months ago.

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Doesn't get any easier, does it?

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Anyway, Jean tells me you're involved in a local theatre group.

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Are you all right? It looks a bit red.

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Yes, fine. Thank you.

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You should have cancelled if you were ill. We could have re-arranged.

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Don't be silly. I'm all right.

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-Would you excuse me?

-Yes, of course.

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-Inside?

-Yeah, on the right.

-Thank you.

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Sorry. I told them I didn't need an ambulance.

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What the hell's happened?

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I got a call from work asking me to get back there.

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I slipped on the steps outside,

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put my hands out to stop the fall and did this again.

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Starting to think being round you is a bit of a jinx.

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And I lost my scarf.

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It's in my office.

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Right.

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Have you got any other injuries?

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-You didn't knock your head?

-Just my arm.

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Carol.

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-What's happened to you, princess?

-Same again.

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OK. We're going to have to cut those gloves off.

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They were a Christmas present.

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I think she might need some pain relief.

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Jeff, can you go to the ambo and get a splint, please, love?

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Yeah, two ticks. Give you two time to catch up, eh?

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-I loved these gloves.

-I'll buy you another pair.

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OK, people, the show's over.

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I'm going to give you some morphine.

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I've still not found the right moment to tell him.

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Why not tell him now?

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-Just leave it, eh?

-I was joking.

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Right, faster than Usain Bolt, me.

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OK, Carol,

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nice even breaths on that for me, and that will help with the pain.

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Wish I could say it was great to see you again but...

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Would have been nicer under better circumstances.

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Exactly, yeah.

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Any neck pain?

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No.

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And you remember what happened, where you'd been, where you were going?

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I was passing through the market when someone tried to mug me.

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Luckily for you, there are no broken bones

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and all of the pieces of glass in your elbow are superficial.

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Can I go, then?

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Only we've got the Ofsted inspectors coming tomorrow

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and I really need to be there.

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You're a teacher?

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Deputy head.

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I'm afraid we can't let you go until we've removed

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the shards of glass from your elbow and cleaned these grazes.

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Also, I'd like to take a look at the bruising to your ribs,

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which might be quite painful so...

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let's check you over, shall we?

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It's a bit cold.

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Will this take long?

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Shouldn't do. Let me get your bag out of the way.

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DISTORTED SOUND

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SHE GASPS

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SHE WHIMPERS

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Right, this is Carol Walcott, she's 43.

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She's had a fall with an obvious fracture to her right wrist.

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She's got no other injuries.

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I've given her five of morphine and some entonox.

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This cubicle here. Tess, this is Carol.

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Let's get her into a gown first, then we can sort out an X-ray.

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There you go.

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Right, Jeff, I'll just be a second, all right?

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OK, I'll pop back later to see how you are doing.

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OK, thanks. Dixie? 43.

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Carol's moved on, then.

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-What do you mean?

-Think about it.

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Last time you saw her, you were giving her the old Spanish archer,

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she can't have been too chuffed with that.

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See her today and she doesn't seem too angry.

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-In fact, I'd say quite the opposite.

-You should be a copper.

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I'd be a bit miffed. You definitely would be.

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-Maybe she had other things on her mind.

-Yeah, like what?

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Just a guess, but a fractured wrist?

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Nah. She's moved on. Trust me.

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I'm sorry I was so long.

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I was beginning to get worried.

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I really think you should go home.

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-I'm so sorry. You must think I'm...

-Nonsense, you're not well.

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I'm going to put you in a taxi and send you home.

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That's an order.

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Sorry, it's the army. Never leaves you.

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It's nice.

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Right, that's it. I can't let you go home on your own like this.

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-Come on, up you come.

-I'm sorry.

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No, no, it's perfectly all right. Here we go.

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DOG BARKS SIREN BLARES

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Always worth a try.

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Sorry.

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DOOR LOCK RATTLES

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Hello! Anyone in there? It's the paramedics.

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So what are you going to do now?

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Well, that's one way of doing it.

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She's alive, just. She's got pinpoint pupils.

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She needs oxygen and naloxone.

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-What dose?

-Start her with 400mcgs?

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I recognise this one.

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She's one of Charlie's waifs and strays.

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She was in a lot last year.

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I caught her trying to nick drugs but, eh,

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Charlie took pity on her and got her into rehab.

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Well, looks like she's fallen off the wagon.

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SHE SHOUTS

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-Whoa, whoa, whoa!

-OK, just try and relax there, darling.

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My name is Iain, I'm a paramedic. Welcome back to reality.

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Lily, I asked you to stick with Dr Hardy today.

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-Yes, that's right.

-So where is he?

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Right here.

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That's great. Thank you.

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-Thanks.

-Not enough sugar for me.

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Jamie tells me you want to go into dermatology. Why?

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Well, apart from the fact that it's a fascinating area,

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if you set up in a private practice, which I intend to do,

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the financial rewards are substantial.

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Excellent.

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Then, if you don't mind, could you tell me what you think of these?

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My GP said it's eczema.

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More like hyperpigmentation caused by overactive melanocytes?

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Have they always been there?

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Yes, and every now and again, I get a new one.

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-No itching or flaking?

-No.

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Who's your GP?

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Dr Springer. Vale Road health centre.

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Although there's none on her face or her hands, which obviously

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get the most exposure to the sun. What about a hormonal imbalance?

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Not a bad theory. Better than mine.

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You don't seem to have a theory.

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Well, there you are. Go, Lily!

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I think he was trying to make you smile there

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but you should probably tell him you don't do smiles.

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I smile all the time. Inwardly.

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Did Lily Chao just make a joke?

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-What?

-Do you fancy him?

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Don't be ridiculous.

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You do, don't you? Oh, be still, my beating heart.

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Haven't you got any bedpans to empty?

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Hello, my name's Dr Ethan Hardy.

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I'm one of the registrars at Holby City Hospital.

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I wonder, is Dr Springer available to talk?

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Thank you.

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I had an Aunt Lily.

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Don't tell me, she was a monster.

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No, no, she was lovely.

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She used to buy me and my brother sweets all the time.

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Mind you, now I have a mouth full of fillings.

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She's not? OK, could I have some records faxed over, please?

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Hi, my name's Robyn. Let's take you through to triage

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and then we can check you over, OK?

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This is Karen O'Grady,

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she's 17 and we think she's roughly 36 weeks pregnant.

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She was found unconscious from the effects of heroin.

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GCS 8, resps of 8, sats 86%, IV O2 therapy and assisted ventilations.

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She's had 400 micrograms of naloxone IM with good effect.

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GCS is now 14, sats 96%, pulse 80.

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OK, cubicle straight ahead, please.

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-How you doing, Karen?

-I've messed up, Charlie.

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OK, we're ready to inject the local anaesthetic into your vein

0:19:170:19:20

so we can straighten your wrist.

0:19:200:19:23

Hi. Can I have a quick word with Carol?

0:19:230:19:26

The more, the merrier.

0:19:260:19:28

Right, that's 40ml of Prilocaine going in.

0:19:280:19:31

How bad is it?

0:19:330:19:34

Well, it looks nasty but it's a common enough fracture.

0:19:340:19:37

It'll be in plaster, though, so it's going to slow you down.

0:19:370:19:40

Do you have anyone who can help at home?

0:19:400:19:43

Not really, no. Um...

0:19:450:19:47

Maybe. Um...

0:19:470:19:49

Right...I'd better get going.

0:19:540:19:56

Jeff's going to wonder where I've got to.

0:19:560:19:58

-Thanks for popping by.

-OK.

0:19:580:20:00

Dixie, if you need a bit of time...?

0:20:030:20:07

No, no, no, no, it's fine. I was just looking.

0:20:070:20:11

Is it that obvious?

0:20:110:20:14

Can you not tell Jeff I was here? It's just... It's a bit...

0:20:140:20:17

Complicated?

0:20:170:20:19

It's just best he hears it from me.

0:20:190:20:22

Thank you.

0:20:220:20:24

Right, that should be enough time for the anaesthetic to kick in.

0:20:240:20:27

OK, Carol, try to relax.

0:20:270:20:31

-Ready, Tess?

-Mm-hm.

0:20:310:20:34

On three. One, two, three.

0:20:340:20:38

Ohhhh.

0:20:380:20:40

Alice, I spoke to your GP practice and had your medical notes sent over.

0:20:400:20:46

You've been having a tough time with your health recently.

0:20:460:20:49

I'm fine now.

0:20:490:20:51

I mean, in the last three years, you've been seen for severe fatigue

0:20:510:20:54

and weakness, low blood pressure and painful muscles and joints.

0:20:540:20:58

You were on very strong painkillers for these.

0:20:580:21:01

For a while, yes.

0:21:010:21:02

Can you explain the weight loss?

0:21:020:21:04

I thought losing weight was meant to be a good thing.

0:21:040:21:07

Yes, but three stone in 18 months is quite drastic.

0:21:070:21:11

I do a very stressful job.

0:21:110:21:13

The school's been having problems but we're turning it around.

0:21:130:21:17

Stress, yes, and that's why Dr Springer

0:21:170:21:19

put you on anti-depressants?

0:21:190:21:21

Amongst other things.

0:21:210:21:23

My marriage broke up.

0:21:250:21:26

And no, I don't want to talk about it.

0:21:260:21:28

Anyway, she took me off the anti-depressants.

0:21:280:21:30

Look, what has this got to do with me being mugged?

0:21:300:21:33

Probably nothing.

0:21:330:21:35

In that case, do you mind if I get dressed

0:21:350:21:36

because I really do have to get back to work?

0:21:360:21:39

SHE EXCLAIMS

0:21:390:21:40

I just want to go.

0:21:420:21:44

HEARTBEAT PULSES

0:21:460:21:48

Is that him?

0:21:480:21:50

That's him.

0:21:500:21:51

Thanks, Helen.

0:21:530:21:54

I thought you'd got yourself clean. What happened?

0:22:060:22:09

I did.

0:22:090:22:11

I was doing really well, actually.

0:22:110:22:14

I had a place to stay and everything

0:22:140:22:17

but then Johnny started using again

0:22:170:22:20

and he's spent all the money I'd put aside for a pram.

0:22:200:22:25

I really tried, Charlie, honestly, but it's just too hard.

0:22:280:22:34

I'm sorry, I've been here for hours and I can get the cream

0:22:360:22:38

and dressing from the pharmacy myself, so if you don't mind...

0:22:380:22:41

She's getting agitated.

0:22:410:22:43

Alice, I'm so sorry to have kept you waiting. We are just trying to

0:22:430:22:47

-work out what's been happening to you.

-It was stress.

0:22:470:22:49

What I'm trying to say is, which came first?

0:22:490:22:53

The stress, which is obviously completely real

0:22:530:22:55

and has been going on for ages,

0:22:550:22:56

or the weight loss and muscle pain and all the other things?

0:22:560:22:59

-I can't remember.

-How long have you been in pain?

0:22:590:23:02

Intolerable stress can contribute to someone developing all

0:23:030:23:06

kinds of conditions and ailments. I'm sure you know this, right?

0:23:060:23:09

But equally, all kinds of conditions can cause stress.

0:23:090:23:12

What are you talking about?

0:23:120:23:14

Jamie, what am I talking about?

0:23:140:23:16

Chicken and egg.

0:23:160:23:18

Yes, exactly! Chicken and egg.

0:23:180:23:22

Can I...?

0:23:220:23:23

Can I have a look at your gums?

0:23:230:23:26

-You see the discolouration?

-Mm-hm.

0:23:280:23:30

There goes the hyperpigmentation theory.

0:23:310:23:34

I discounted that myself. I said it was a hormonal imbalance.

0:23:340:23:37

But a hormonal imbalance wouldn't cause this.

0:23:370:23:40

Alice, one more thing. I want you to stay here for a while longer.

0:23:400:23:44

Actually, one more thing as well as that.

0:23:440:23:46

I want to take some blood from you. Not much.

0:23:460:23:48

-I'm not a vampire.

-I have to go.

0:23:480:23:51

One hour. I want to work out what's been going wrong for you

0:23:510:23:54

for so long that you can't remember when it started.

0:23:540:23:57

-You do want that, don't you?

-More than anything.

0:23:570:23:59

OK, so this is your choice.

0:23:590:24:01

We sort it out or you go on your way

0:24:010:24:03

and I'm just another in the long list of doctors who has

0:24:030:24:05

prescribed the wrong meds for the wrong problem.

0:24:050:24:08

SHE SIGHS

0:24:110:24:12

You know what's wrong with her, don't you?

0:24:190:24:21

God, no, but I've got a theory.

0:24:210:24:24

-The doctor's on his way back.

-You were telling me earlier about your acting.

0:24:260:24:31

-You're an actress?

-Hardly.

0:24:310:24:33

I go to an amateur drama group,

0:24:330:24:35

although my Mistress Quickly did get a nice write-up in the paper.

0:24:350:24:39

I wouldn't have the nerve.

0:24:390:24:40

Nonsense, you should come along.

0:24:400:24:42

Would you mind if I spoke to Sarah in private?

0:24:440:24:46

No, no, of course, I'll...

0:24:460:24:48

Thanks.

0:24:500:24:51

I need to ask a few questions, is that all right?

0:24:540:24:56

Yes, of course.

0:24:560:24:58

Have you noticed any unusual vaginal discharge or bleeding?

0:24:580:25:02

Sorry, I do need to ask.

0:25:050:25:08

Yes, yes, I have.

0:25:090:25:11

Not bleeding.

0:25:110:25:12

Some time ago, I had a discharge.

0:25:130:25:16

I assumed it was...

0:25:160:25:19

Well, I don't know what I assumed it was.

0:25:190:25:21

Can I ask when you last had sex?

0:25:210:25:23

It was with my late husband.

0:25:250:25:27

Do you mind if I ask how he died?

0:25:270:25:29

It was in a car crash.

0:25:310:25:33

OK, well, do you know if he had any...?

0:25:330:25:37

Venereal diseases? No, he didn't.

0:25:370:25:41

How about urinary infections? Do you remember anything like that?

0:25:410:25:45

Yes, um...

0:25:460:25:49

..a few weeks before he died,

0:25:500:25:52

he was having trouble passing urine. He said it was stinging.

0:25:520:25:57

He went to the doctor's, got some tablets, it cleared up all right.

0:25:580:26:02

Sarah, I don't want to jump to any conclusions before your tests

0:26:030:26:05

come back, but I'm concerned that you might have gonorrhoea.

0:26:050:26:09

-Right, what's going on?

-What do you mean, what's going on?

0:26:140:26:17

Something's bugging you, so we're going to go to the ambulance station,

0:26:170:26:21

sit down and have our lunch and you can tell me all about it.

0:26:210:26:23

Right, have you seen Big Mac?

0:26:230:26:25

You're not really going to ask him out, are you?

0:26:250:26:27

Well, not like that, no, but I need to sell these tickets.

0:26:270:26:30

Nobody else is interested.

0:26:300:26:31

Listen, I wanted to apologise about that, I'm really sorry.

0:26:310:26:35

Right, OK, I'm going to put the kettle on.

0:26:350:26:37

OK. OK.

0:26:370:26:39

The thing is, I've been seeing someone

0:26:410:26:45

and I'm meant to be meeting her tonight for a drink.

0:26:450:26:47

Who is it?

0:26:470:26:49

It's Carol.

0:26:490:26:50

Carol? Carol, as in...?

0:26:500:26:53

As in the woman that I dumped four months ago, yep.

0:26:530:26:56

Her electrolytes are abnormal.

0:26:560:26:58

Sodium's low at 110, potassium's high at 7.

0:26:580:27:00

Her PH is 7.25.

0:27:000:27:01

-PHONE RINGS

-I really need to take this call, sorry.

0:27:010:27:05

Can you double-check her gas potassium with the lab potassium results, please?

0:27:050:27:09

Please tell me you've arrived.

0:27:090:27:11

OK, your temperature's really high.

0:27:160:27:18

I'm going to get a doctor down to take a look at you

0:27:180:27:20

and then hopefully we can give you something to bring it down, OK?

0:27:200:27:24

Where's Ethan?

0:27:260:27:28

He had yet another phone call. Very important, apparently.

0:27:280:27:31

OK, well, Alice is pyrexial and she's got the shakes.

0:27:310:27:34

Where is she?

0:27:410:27:42

When me and Carol were together, before, I wanted us to be,

0:27:420:27:46

you know, together, a real couple.

0:27:460:27:49

-But she didn't?

-No, she did too.

0:27:490:27:53

So you dumped her?

0:27:550:27:56

I was scared I was going to have to choose between her and Jeff.

0:27:570:28:00

Jeff wouldn't have wanted you to give up on something real because of him.

0:28:000:28:04

Me and Jeff are real.

0:28:040:28:05

Not physically, but what we've got matters, you know, it really matters.

0:28:050:28:09

Of course.

0:28:090:28:10

Well, I missed her, she missed me too,

0:28:100:28:12

one thing lead to another...

0:28:120:28:14

-And she ended up here today?

-Yeah.

0:28:140:28:17

It looks like half the ED have worked it out.

0:28:170:28:19

-All right, Jeff?

-Hey.

0:28:210:28:24

Come on, then, where is he?

0:28:240:28:26

Big Mac?

0:28:260:28:28

Oh he's over there. Listen, Rita, everything OK?

0:28:280:28:33

Yeah, it's fine.

0:28:330:28:34

Just work stuff.

0:28:350:28:38

Mac, Jeff tells me you were a new romantic.

0:28:380:28:42

Does he indeed?

0:28:430:28:45

The bones are in a really good position

0:28:500:28:52

so it's just a matter of letting it heal.

0:28:520:28:54

Once we've got your painkillers,

0:28:540:28:56

we can arrange a follow-up appointment

0:28:560:28:58

at the fracture clinic and then you can be on your way.

0:28:580:29:01

-Is everything all right?

-You haven't seen Ethan about, have you?

0:29:010:29:04

What happened?

0:29:040:29:05

It could be nothing, but one of his patients has gone walkabout.

0:29:050:29:08

-I'll keep an eye out.

-Cheers, Tess.

0:29:080:29:10

Carol? Carol?

0:29:120:29:14

I'm fine.

0:29:140:29:16

OK.

0:29:200:29:21

Yeah, you can see the inflammation.

0:29:210:29:24

So that's it? I've got a problem?

0:29:240:29:26

I'm afraid so. Luckily, it's not severe.

0:29:260:29:29

You will need further scans, though.

0:29:290:29:31

It's what we call a tubal ovarian cyst.

0:29:310:29:35

What caused it?

0:29:350:29:37

Well, we got your results back from the blood and the swabs earlier.

0:29:370:29:40

He was right, wasn't he? That other doctor?

0:29:400:29:44

It is gonorrhoea, yes.

0:29:440:29:47

The cyst formation fits with the diagnosis.

0:29:470:29:50

SHE SOBS

0:29:500:29:51

What happens now?

0:29:510:29:52

Well, you'll have a course of antibiotics and then you'll

0:29:520:29:55

probably need a review at the sexual health clinic...

0:29:550:29:57

I can't go to one of those places.

0:29:570:29:59

It's not all just about STIs any more, Sarah.

0:29:590:30:02

They are the experts in women's health.

0:30:020:30:04

I would go there myself, they will really look after you.

0:30:040:30:07

Zoe, can I borrow you? It's important.

0:30:070:30:09

Yes. You'll be fine, honestly.

0:30:090:30:12

(Thank you.)

0:30:120:30:13

I know you're upset but...

0:30:140:30:18

There's only ever been Philip, my husband, in that way.

0:30:180:30:23

This was the man I grieved over.

0:30:260:30:29

The man who gave me gonorrhoea.

0:30:290:30:31

KNOCKS AT DOOR

0:30:350:30:37

Forgot your lunch.

0:30:380:30:41

Thank you.

0:30:410:30:42

Sorry about that, it looked quite tasty! I got a bit peckish.

0:30:460:30:51

Look, it's Carol, isn't it?

0:30:540:30:56

What's Carol?

0:30:580:30:59

Where you've been staying this last week?

0:30:590:31:01

No flies on you, is there?

0:31:030:31:06

You could have told me, you know?

0:31:060:31:08

I was going to tell you...

0:31:090:31:10

You've just gone back to what you know, haven't you?

0:31:100:31:13

It's like a comfy pair of shoes. We all do it, no harm in it.

0:31:130:31:17

Yeah.

0:31:170:31:19

Then you see that nice, new, shiny pair of shoes in the shop window and you want those instead.

0:31:190:31:23

Jeff, I'm sorry if I've been a bit

0:31:230:31:26

distracted these last couple of weeks.

0:31:260:31:29

But everything's back to normal now, OK?

0:31:300:31:32

Yeah, back to normal.

0:31:320:31:34

-Like me doing all the cooking and cleaning and...

-Absolutely.

0:31:340:31:37

Well, you can't have everything, I suppose.

0:31:370:31:40

When did she start vomiting?

0:31:520:31:53

-About ten minutes ago.

-Dixie...

0:31:530:31:56

Do you think she's had a reaction to the Prilocaine?

0:31:560:31:58

I don't think so.

0:31:580:31:59

Carol, do you remember if you hit your head when you fell?

0:31:590:32:02

SHE SPEAKS INCOMPREHENSIBLY

0:32:020:32:05

We need to get her for a CT scan now.

0:32:050:32:08

Right, I've talked to the clinic,

0:32:090:32:11

and they say if you turn up tomorrow morning at 9 o'clock,

0:32:110:32:14

they'll see what they can do.

0:32:140:32:16

But that still means you've got to make it through tonight.

0:32:160:32:19

Can you do that?

0:32:190:32:21

OK, and like I said, you can't stay here tonight so we'll try

0:32:230:32:28

and sort you out a place at a hostel,

0:32:280:32:30

somewhere away from Johnny anyway.

0:32:300:32:32

Right, leave it with me.

0:32:320:32:34

-Can I say something?

-Yeah.

0:32:380:32:40

-That's not very good for your baby, is it?

-No, I know.

0:32:400:32:43

But I'm going to pack it in anyway so...

0:32:430:32:46

OK.

0:32:460:32:48

-PHONE RINGS

-One sec.

0:32:480:32:50

Hello?

0:32:530:32:54

Charlie? We've lost a patient.

0:33:060:33:08

-Charlie!

->

0:33:080:33:11

-Charlie!

->

0:33:110:33:12

Miss? Miss, are you OK?

0:33:120:33:15

All right, all right, nice and easy.

0:33:150:33:18

-Let's give her some space.

-Can you hear me?

0:33:180:33:20

Can you tell me what happened?

0:33:200:33:22

Let's just get you upright, shall we?

0:33:220:33:25

-Let me take her bag.

-It's not hers.

0:33:250:33:28

Check it, if you don't believe me.

0:33:280:33:30

It's mine, she stole it from me.

0:33:300:33:32

-Pin-point pupils. Can we have a wheelchair?

-Yep.

0:33:320:33:35

How are you feeling?

0:33:370:33:38

Never better.

0:33:380:33:40

-Hello?

->

0:33:400:33:41

I bought you these. I hope you like them.

0:33:430:33:46

Sorry, are flowers allowed?

0:33:460:33:48

-I mean, I think somebody might have told me you...

-Giles,

0:33:480:33:52

I'm really not ready for another relationship.

0:33:520:33:55

In fact, it's the last thing I want right now, so you should go.

0:33:550:34:00

I'm sorry.

0:34:000:34:02

No, absolutely, I understand.

0:34:020:34:04

But shall I...?

0:34:040:34:06

I mean, can I call you some time?

0:34:060:34:09

Can you get him out of here, please?

0:34:110:34:13

Yes, sure.

0:34:130:34:14

I thought she...

0:34:190:34:20

I mean, I don't know, I thought we got on.

0:34:200:34:23

I know I'm not... I'm probably not her type.

0:34:230:34:25

I'm not arty or...

0:34:250:34:26

I thought she liked me.

0:34:280:34:30

She does. Honestly, she does. Listen, why don't you stick around?

0:34:300:34:35

She'll be probably finished soon.

0:34:350:34:37

She made her feelings clear.

0:34:390:34:42

I hope, whatever it is,

0:34:420:34:45

I hope she's all right.

0:34:450:34:46

-Airway?

-Clear.

0:34:520:34:54

OK, Alice. Give her 400mg of naloxone IV.

0:34:580:35:02

She'll need another infusion later.

0:35:020:35:05

-Where's Ethan?

-I don't know. I haven't seen him for ages.

0:35:050:35:08

Martin, if you're free, we could do with another set of hands.

0:35:080:35:12

Stand by for an RSI, we need to intubate and sedate.

0:35:120:35:15

What's happening?

0:35:150:35:16

We're waiting for the neurosurgeons.

0:35:160:35:18

The CT scan came back with a large extradural haemorrhage.

0:35:180:35:20

The neurosurgeons can't take her for at least half an hour.

0:35:200:35:23

Tess, we need somebody here right now.

0:35:230:35:25

OK, Carol, try and take it easy. Let's draw up some Manitol.

0:35:250:35:30

We're still waiting.

0:35:300:35:31

OK, Carol.

0:35:310:35:33

She's under.

0:35:330:35:35

Cric on.

0:35:370:35:38

Cricod on.

0:35:380:35:41

Thank you. They're on their way.

0:35:560:35:58

Good. Right, let's get her ventilated. Yeah, cric off.

0:35:580:36:01

-Cric off.

-Thanks, Martin. We can take it from here.

0:36:010:36:05

We should try and contact Dixie before she goes to theatre.

0:36:060:36:09

Your patient is in resus. She was found outside unconscious.

0:36:150:36:18

She'd taken morphine.

0:36:180:36:19

Sorry, I wasn't here.

0:36:250:36:26

We'll discuss that later. Just deal with your patient.

0:36:260:36:29

Yes, of course. Sorry.

0:36:290:36:31

Thank you.

0:36:310:36:32

You think she's a morphine addict?

0:36:430:36:46

Definitely not, no.

0:36:460:36:48

She's only had one, an addict would want more.

0:36:480:36:50

Then what do you think is going on with your patient, Dr Hardy?

0:36:500:36:53

She has Addison's disease.

0:36:530:36:55

The morphine sparked an Addisonian crisis.

0:36:550:36:58

That's your theory?

0:36:580:36:59

Before the blood tests,

0:37:000:37:01

the Addison's was just an educated guess.

0:37:010:37:03

They more or less confirmed it.

0:37:030:37:05

OK, good work. Are you able to proceed?

0:37:050:37:08

-Yes.

-Good.

0:37:080:37:10

You didn't think to tell us?

0:37:140:37:16

Something came up. I'm really sorry.

0:37:170:37:20

Karen? All right, darling. Ash!

0:37:260:37:29

All right, let's get you sorted.

0:37:290:37:31

She's gone again.

0:37:310:37:32

We need more naloxone.

0:37:320:37:34

OK, I'll stay with her.

0:37:340:37:36

All right, Karen.

0:37:360:37:37

Thank you.

0:37:370:37:39

She barely made it to theatre.

0:37:420:37:44

It was no problem.

0:37:440:37:45

Hey, Zoe.

0:37:450:37:47

How's Carol doing?

0:37:470:37:49

What? What's wrong?

0:37:530:37:54

I'm so sorry.

0:37:570:37:59

It was an extradural haemorrhage.

0:38:010:38:03

We got her to theatre but they couldn't stop the bleed.

0:38:030:38:06

No.

0:38:060:38:08

No, no, no, it was just her wrist.

0:38:080:38:11

She was talking.

0:38:140:38:16

If she'd hurt her head, she would have told you.

0:38:180:38:21

She'd have told me.

0:38:210:38:22

She didn't know.

0:38:220:38:24

By the time we realised what was happening, it was too late.

0:38:240:38:28

Dixie!

0:38:280:38:29

Did we miss something?

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No, we didn't miss anything.

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That should do it.

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All right, darling. All right, nice and easy.

0:38:420:38:44

-Let's make you more comfortable.

-Good girl.

0:38:440:38:46

What's happening?

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-That means he's coming.

-Who?

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Your baby's coming. You're about to become a mum.

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Dix?

0:38:570:38:58

Dixie!

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The human body uses hormones to regulate various functions.

0:39:030:39:07

These hormones are essential for a healthy life.

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When you're not making enough of them, Addison's is the result.

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Now, unless you know what you're looking for, it is incredibly

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easy to misdiagnose.

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It messes with the body's ability to absorb drugs, like morphine.

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And you're sure this is what's wrong with me?

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We did blood gas tests that confirmed Dr Hardy's initial diagnosis.

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What happens now?

0:39:340:39:35

Well, Addison's can't be cured,

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but it is manageable with cortisone supplements.

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You can lead a relatively normal life.

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Karen?

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OK, get her through.

0:39:520:39:54

She's having her baby.

0:39:540:39:56

OK, the midwife and obstetrician are on their way.

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It's too late, the baby's coming.

0:40:010:40:03

OK, Karen, when I say I want you to, push, OK?

0:40:030:40:08

All right?

0:40:080:40:11

OK, and push.

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And push.

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SHE WHIMPERS

0:40:140:40:16

That's good, keep coming.

0:40:160:40:18

Push.

0:40:180:40:19

That's it, push.

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And stop.

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OK, the head's delivered.

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Well done, well done.

0:40:270:40:29

Charlie, I'm really going to sort myself out.

0:40:290:40:31

It's all right, don't you worry about that right now.

0:40:310:40:34

-But I am, I promise.

-OK, OK.

0:40:340:40:36

Push again.

0:40:360:40:38

OK, and push.

0:40:380:40:40

Push.

0:40:400:40:42

That's it.

0:40:420:40:43

Keep going.

0:40:430:40:45

Push.

0:40:450:40:47

That's it, well done.

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You've done it, you've done it, all right? All right! Well done.

0:40:490:40:53

He's going to need a lot of additional support.

0:40:530:40:57

Charlie, why isn't he crying?

0:40:580:41:02

That because the heroin has crossed the placental barrier

0:41:020:41:06

but we'll sort him out, don't worry.

0:41:060:41:08

We'll sort your baby out, all right?

0:41:080:41:11

You did well today. Everything was spot on.

0:41:110:41:14

That's great, cheers.

0:41:140:41:16

But I have to give you a referral.

0:41:160:41:19

You'll pass next time, I'm sure.

0:41:190:41:22

-What was it? Kicking the door in?

-It's your management style.

0:41:220:41:25

You have to be led by your professionalism,

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not have anyone whispering in your ear.

0:41:280:41:31

It's all about confidence, Iain.

0:41:310:41:34

I'll see you again.

0:41:340:41:36

-Hey! Congratulations, Iain...

-Mac...

0:41:400:41:42

I always knew you'd do it, boy.

0:41:420:41:44

Mac, I failed.

0:41:440:41:46

Oh.

0:41:460:41:48

Right, the door, was it?

0:41:480:41:51

Yeah, it was the door.

0:41:520:41:54

Well, I would take you for a pint but I'm a bit busy tonight.

0:41:560:41:59

Date night, is it?

0:41:590:42:01

Wouldn't exactly call it a date.

0:42:010:42:03

You enjoy yourself, you deserve it.

0:42:030:42:05

Cheers.

0:42:050:42:07

Hey, you'll pass next time.

0:42:070:42:10

-That's what he said.

-Ah, well, see...

0:42:100:42:13

You all right, Dix?

0:42:160:42:18

The holiday's over.

0:42:210:42:22

Recently, the pain in my joints has been so bad,

0:42:250:42:27

I started buying tramadol off the internet.

0:42:270:42:31

But these last few days, even they've stopped working.

0:42:310:42:34

I knew Karen had some boxes of morphine.

0:42:340:42:37

I'd seen her trying to sell them outside the sixth form...

0:42:370:42:42

so when I ran into her on my way to work...

0:42:420:42:45

You stole them from her?

0:42:450:42:47

She wanted £500 for them.

0:42:470:42:48

I said I didn't have that kind of money on me

0:42:480:42:51

but she wouldn't take any less - said she needed it for the baby.

0:42:510:42:56

I just need to get through this week,

0:42:560:42:59

get this Ofsted inspection out of the way.

0:42:590:43:02

That's all I was thinking.

0:43:020:43:05

This is a support group for people with Addison's.

0:43:050:43:08

And Karen's baby has been delivered.

0:43:100:43:12

-I thought you'd like to know.

-Are they OK?

0:43:120:43:15

That's all I know.

0:43:150:43:16

PHONE RINGS

0:43:300:43:33

Dix?

0:43:500:43:51

You haven't seen Dixie anywhere, have you?

0:44:140:44:16

No, sorry.

0:44:160:44:17

-If you do, can you tell her I'm looking for her?

-Of course I can.

0:44:170:44:20

Thank you.

0:44:200:44:21

Look at him.

0:44:220:44:24

He looks like...a little sad puppy,

0:44:240:44:27

all eager for someone to scratch his tummy.

0:44:270:44:30

After you finish your antibiotics, of course.

0:44:300:44:32

Look, you like him, don't you?

0:44:340:44:36

Go on, then.

0:44:360:44:38

INAUDIBLE

0:44:410:44:43

Nurse?

0:44:470:44:48

We'd both like you to have them.

0:44:500:44:52

Thank you.

0:44:540:44:55

Have you two not got any work to do?

0:45:000:45:02

Actually, we're discussing why Ethan's gone.

0:45:020:45:05

You were discussing it, you mean.

0:45:050:45:07

And what did you conclude?

0:45:070:45:08

I said you'd sent him home because of his mistake in not

0:45:080:45:11

telling us about his patient's diagnosis.

0:45:110:45:13

And also, he's not a team player.

0:45:130:45:16

Well, I think he's a team player.

0:45:160:45:17

He answers every single question with a stupid joke

0:45:170:45:19

that weren't even funny.

0:45:190:45:20

It's not my fault if you haven't got a sense of humour.

0:45:200:45:23

OK, you two.

0:45:230:45:24

Ethan and Dr Ashford both came to see me to tell me

0:45:240:45:26

what happened and, yes, I gave him a rollicking.

0:45:260:45:28

He's been distracted because his mother's in a hospice.

0:45:280:45:31

You can't bring your personal problems to work.

0:45:310:45:33

-It's unprofessional...

-..and she died this afternoon.

0:45:330:45:36

I didn't know.

0:45:360:45:37

That's because he didn't want to bring his personal problems to work.

0:45:370:45:40

And that's what the call was about when he went missing

0:45:400:45:43

and that is why I let him go before the end of his shift today.

0:45:430:45:45

Go, Lily.

0:45:480:45:49

We've been looking all over for you.

0:45:560:45:59

Jeff's really worried.

0:45:590:46:00

Tess told him what had happened.

0:46:000:46:02

I can't believe I've lost her.

0:46:040:46:05

She's dead, Rita.

0:46:080:46:10

And she didn't know what I thought about her, not...

0:46:120:46:15

not properly.

0:46:150:46:16

I know what it's like to lose someone.

0:46:160:46:20

The worst thing you can do is go over the what-ifs.

0:46:200:46:22

It doesn't solve anything, just ties you up in knots.

0:46:220:46:26

But the closest I came was telling her it was starting to get serious.

0:46:260:46:30

Get serious?!

0:46:300:46:32

It's a big commitment.

0:46:320:46:34

The worst part is, I was going to end it all over again.

0:46:360:46:40

Really?

0:46:400:46:41

I don't know...

0:46:410:46:43

I'd thought about it, though.

0:46:450:46:47

Oh, come here.

0:46:470:46:49

SHE SOBS

0:46:490:46:51

Life is complicated.

0:46:520:46:55

DIXIE WHIMPERS

0:46:550:46:57

You OK?

0:47:000:47:02

Yeah...I'll be fine.

0:47:150:47:19

Honestly.

0:47:200:47:22

Well, I don't know about you two, but I need a drink.

0:47:230:47:26

Yeah, absolutely.

0:47:260:47:28

I'll see you out front? Thank you.

0:47:280:47:33

Good-looking boy, eh?

0:47:360:47:37

Guess what I'm going to call him?

0:47:370:47:39

Not Charlie, please.

0:47:390:47:42

No.

0:47:420:47:43

I'm going to call him Stanley, after my grandad.

0:47:430:47:46

Good choice.

0:47:460:47:48

PHONE VIBRATES

0:47:480:47:50

It was very peaceful.

0:48:010:48:03

She never regained consciousness.

0:48:040:48:06

There was no pain.

0:48:080:48:09

I should have been here, shouldn't I?

0:48:110:48:13

You've been here every day for months.

0:48:130:48:16

And then on the day that matters...

0:48:160:48:18

Your brother was with her.

0:48:180:48:20

He's with her now.

0:48:200:48:21

Ready?

0:48:250:48:26

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