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-What am I doing? -I have no idea. | 0:00:29 | 0:00:32 | |
Listen to me. Listen, listen. | 0:00:38 | 0:00:40 | |
-Don't put it up. -Mick, I want to. | 0:00:40 | 0:00:43 | |
I just wish they still looked like that. | 0:00:45 | 0:00:47 | |
-Where's Johnny? -He's gone for a walk. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:52 | |
Right. Who's for another drink? | 0:00:55 | 0:00:57 | |
-I'd like a packet of nuts, please. -Make that two. | 0:00:57 | 0:01:00 | |
Oh, £1.60. | 0:01:02 | 0:01:05 | |
Touche. | 0:01:06 | 0:01:07 | |
Ain't it about time you made a little speech for the bride and groom to be? | 0:01:11 | 0:01:14 | |
I'm fine. | 0:01:16 | 0:01:17 | |
Johnny? | 0:01:23 | 0:01:24 | |
Johnny. | 0:01:27 | 0:01:28 | |
Are you OK? | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
You don't have to be embarrassed. | 0:01:35 | 0:01:37 | |
About your mum. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:39 | |
I think she's great. | 0:01:39 | 0:01:40 | |
Slow down. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:49 | |
You don't want this, do you? | 0:01:54 | 0:01:56 | |
Johnny, you know you can say if you ain't interested. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
-It's not a big deal. -It's not you... | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
-Please don't finish that sentence. -Really. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
I'm... | 0:02:08 | 0:02:09 | |
I'm...gay. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:14 | |
Oh, right. | 0:02:20 | 0:02:21 | |
So you just used me? | 0:02:24 | 0:02:25 | |
I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm doing. | 0:02:27 | 0:02:31 | |
I shouldn't have done that. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:33 | |
Whitney, please... | 0:02:33 | 0:02:35 | |
Right, ladies and gentlemen, could I have your attention, please? | 0:02:35 | 0:02:38 | |
We all know why we're here. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:39 | |
We're here to celebrate the engagement of Ian and Denise. | 0:02:39 | 0:02:44 | |
Yeah. | 0:02:45 | 0:02:47 | |
Yep. | 0:02:47 | 0:02:49 | |
Now, I've not known them very long, but I think we'd all agree | 0:02:49 | 0:02:52 | |
they make a wonderful couple, don't they? | 0:02:52 | 0:02:55 | |
Ian, get yourself up here | 0:02:55 | 0:02:56 | |
and say a few words about your lovely wife-to-be. | 0:02:56 | 0:02:59 | |
First of all, thanks to everyone for coming. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:07 | |
Ssh! | 0:03:07 | 0:03:08 | |
You're probably wondering what a beautiful, | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
funny woman like Denise is doing with a bloke like me, | 0:03:10 | 0:03:13 | |
and to be honest, I wonder that every day. | 0:03:13 | 0:03:15 | |
She really is a very special lady, and... | 0:03:15 | 0:03:19 | |
Denise, where are you? | 0:03:21 | 0:03:22 | |
-Has anyone seen her? -Bar. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:25 | |
Now. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:26 | |
Well, um... | 0:03:27 | 0:03:28 | |
As most of you know, I've been married... | 0:03:30 | 0:03:32 | |
once or twice before, but I promise you, this is the last time. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:37 | |
As long as I find her. | 0:03:37 | 0:03:38 | |
She's done a runner already, Ian! | 0:03:38 | 0:03:40 | |
Oh, it's not... | 0:03:47 | 0:03:49 | |
Oh, no, no, we're not... | 0:03:49 | 0:03:52 | |
The point is, this is the last time I'm doing this. | 0:03:52 | 0:03:56 | |
Not your colour, darling. | 0:03:56 | 0:03:58 | |
Well, anyway, we are really glad that everyone's here | 0:04:01 | 0:04:04 | |
enjoying themselves and the food. | 0:04:04 | 0:04:06 | |
And I promise you, when we do get married, I will get professional caterers in. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:10 | |
To Ian and Denise, ladies and gentlemen. | 0:04:10 | 0:04:12 | |
Here she is. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:15 | |
I love you. | 0:04:24 | 0:04:26 | |
I love you too. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:27 | |
Thank you. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:32 | |
Someone's thirsty. | 0:04:38 | 0:04:39 | |
Yeah. I'm celebrating, ain't I? Single at last. | 0:04:39 | 0:04:43 | |
Same again, please. | 0:04:43 | 0:04:45 | |
Carol didn't say she'd be late, did she? | 0:04:45 | 0:04:47 | |
Don't look so sad, Tam. | 0:04:50 | 0:04:51 | |
You can visit your Uncle AJ whenever you want. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:55 | |
It's Daadi. | 0:04:55 | 0:04:57 | |
-Mum? -Yeah, she... | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
Here you are. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:07 | |
You don't seem surprised. | 0:05:11 | 0:05:14 | |
-Well, it sort of makes sense. -Does it? | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
Well, you didn't fancy me, did you? | 0:05:17 | 0:05:19 | |
Right, come on, why are you so confused? | 0:05:23 | 0:05:28 | |
It's like my whole family's watching me, | 0:05:30 | 0:05:33 | |
expecting me to go crazy all of a sudden. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:35 | |
Something just don't feel right. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:40 | |
I couldn't even go to a gay club with my aunts. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:42 | |
-What? -What? | 0:05:42 | 0:05:45 | |
Well, I wouldn't have the guts to go anywhere with your aunts. | 0:05:45 | 0:05:48 | |
And then there's my mum, who's chuffed to bits. | 0:05:50 | 0:05:53 | |
So that's what that was about earlier? | 0:05:55 | 0:05:58 | |
-Johnny, she will come round. -I dunno. | 0:05:58 | 0:06:01 | |
She's never been like this with me before. | 0:06:01 | 0:06:04 | |
We're normally so close. Nance calls me the spoilt brat. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:08 | |
It's not just her fussing over me, | 0:06:11 | 0:06:13 | |
it's...it's like we need to be near each other. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:17 | |
That's why I didn't go into halls - I was worried she'd be too upset. | 0:06:19 | 0:06:23 | |
Why are you being nice to me? | 0:06:27 | 0:06:29 | |
I get it, I suppose. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:31 | |
Feeling like an outsider. | 0:06:32 | 0:06:33 | |
How come? | 0:06:35 | 0:06:36 | |
The usual. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:39 | |
I really wish I didn't fancy blokes. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:46 | |
Join the club. | 0:06:46 | 0:06:47 | |
-Do you fancy something a bit stronger? -Mmm. Yeah. | 0:06:49 | 0:06:52 | |
All right. | 0:06:54 | 0:06:55 | |
Oh! I thought you weren't coming? | 0:06:55 | 0:06:58 | |
Terry's gone home, darling. | 0:06:58 | 0:06:59 | |
-What do you mean? -Well, I told him you weren't interested. | 0:06:59 | 0:07:03 | |
-Why? -Darling, we've spoken about this? | 0:07:03 | 0:07:05 | |
Yeah, but I've changed my mind. | 0:07:05 | 0:07:07 | |
Come and have a drink with your old man instead. | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
-I'm going to go and see him. -Bianca... | 0:07:09 | 0:07:11 | |
-Where's your mum, by the way? -Is she not in there? | 0:07:11 | 0:07:13 | |
-No. -Well, she left ages ago. | 0:07:13 | 0:07:15 | |
-Did she? -I'll see you later. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:17 | |
Oi, what is Mum's problem? She's fine with you. | 0:07:41 | 0:07:45 | |
She never give birth to me. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:47 | |
Do you think she's like properly homophobic? | 0:07:47 | 0:07:50 | |
I think most people are a bit. | 0:07:50 | 0:07:52 | |
-I'm not. -Most people say that, an' all. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:55 | |
You're a dark horse, Linda. | 0:07:56 | 0:07:58 | |
Don't. I was young and the photographer conned me into it. | 0:07:58 | 0:08:01 | |
-That's low. -Mick made sure he'd never do it again. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:03 | |
Didn't he mind every bloke in Walford staring at your chest? | 0:08:03 | 0:08:06 | |
Secretly he loves it. | 0:08:06 | 0:08:08 | |
He's the one that gets the 3D experience, after all. | 0:08:08 | 0:08:11 | |
Nice speech. | 0:08:13 | 0:08:14 | |
Glad you're over that little blip. | 0:08:15 | 0:08:17 | |
-Aren't you? -Yeah, yeah. We're engaged now. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:21 | |
I'm happy. I am. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:23 | |
Let's face it, when you get to our age, | 0:08:25 | 0:08:26 | |
-nothing's completely perfect, is it? -Very true. | 0:08:26 | 0:08:29 | |
Hey, Pops. Hey babe, listen, I just phoned to say sorry. | 0:08:29 | 0:08:32 | |
About looking at that picture. | 0:08:32 | 0:08:34 | |
You know, it was just boys being boys. | 0:08:34 | 0:08:36 | |
But it was a mistake... | 0:08:36 | 0:08:38 | |
and, um...it won't happen again. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:42 | |
And, er... But yeah, if you get this, give me a call back, all right, babe? | 0:08:42 | 0:08:46 | |
Oh, I know what you're thinking - yes, it looks bad - | 0:08:51 | 0:08:55 | |
but it was just a moment of madness, it was five minutes. | 0:08:55 | 0:08:59 | |
Five minutes, or a moment, Denise? | 0:08:59 | 0:09:02 | |
Cos one's like this... | 0:09:02 | 0:09:04 | |
and the other's considerably longer. | 0:09:04 | 0:09:06 | |
What're you going to do? | 0:09:08 | 0:09:09 | |
Order a G&T. You got lucky, girl. | 0:09:10 | 0:09:13 | |
-Spreading gossip doesn't particularly interest me. -Good. | 0:09:13 | 0:09:18 | |
That's good because I love Ian. | 0:09:18 | 0:09:21 | |
I really do. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:23 | |
And that was just a distraction. | 0:09:23 | 0:09:25 | |
If anything, it's made me see things much more clearly. | 0:09:25 | 0:09:28 | |
Same goes for excuses. | 0:09:28 | 0:09:30 | |
You've known Ian a while, haven't you, Max? | 0:09:32 | 0:09:35 | |
What's with him and Denise? | 0:09:35 | 0:09:37 | |
Well, it just looks a bit odd from the outside. | 0:09:38 | 0:09:41 | |
I don't know. Who knows anything about anyone's marriage? | 0:09:41 | 0:09:45 | |
It's like me and Tanya, you know. | 0:09:45 | 0:09:47 | |
Everyone thought we were a happy couple. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:49 | |
I was lying, cheating. | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
-I was going behind her back with a girl nearly half her age. -Dad. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:58 | |
What you got to look for is the little clues, | 0:09:58 | 0:10:02 | |
you know, like the little tells. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:04 | |
There's always something that's going to give them away. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:07 | |
Mate, you are going to have one hell of a hangover tomorrow. | 0:10:07 | 0:10:09 | |
Yeah, exactly, he's just gone through a bad break-up and he's drunk. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:13 | |
-No, he's fine. -I'm going to take you home. | 0:10:13 | 0:10:15 | |
Dad, please. For me. | 0:10:15 | 0:10:17 | |
And he thinks we've got issues. | 0:10:33 | 0:10:35 | |
Oh, it's you. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:41 | |
I saw the light on. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:44 | |
What you doing here? | 0:10:45 | 0:10:47 | |
I just never get any peace at home. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
And, you know, I found your spare keys. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:52 | |
Bianca said you was coming over the Vic to Ian's do. | 0:10:55 | 0:10:58 | |
I had to suffer him making a speech about love. | 0:10:58 | 0:11:00 | |
-When did you see Bianca? -She came over the pub. | 0:11:00 | 0:11:03 | |
Oh, right, well, she must be sorting it out with Terry. | 0:11:03 | 0:11:06 | |
Not if she listened to me, she's not. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:09 | |
She come to me for advice, Carol. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:11 | |
Look, I don't want to talk about her. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:13 | |
I want to talk about you. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:15 | |
-Where're you going? -I'm going to try and make Bianca see sense. | 0:11:15 | 0:11:18 | |
Carol... | 0:11:20 | 0:11:21 | |
I brought it back, didn't I? | 0:11:28 | 0:11:30 | |
-I could have left it in the bin. -You cheeky mare! | 0:11:30 | 0:11:33 | |
-It's only a flippin' telly. -That's not what you said last night. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:36 | |
Can we just forget about all that? Look, I want to try again. | 0:11:36 | 0:11:40 | |
I've blown it, ain't I? | 0:11:43 | 0:11:45 | |
I've missed you. | 0:11:48 | 0:11:49 | |
I missed you too. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:51 | |
What's in these again? | 0:11:59 | 0:12:00 | |
Everything. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:01 | |
-D'you know what, who cares what my mum thinks? -Not me. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:06 | |
I'm 19 years old, I'm at uni, I've got my whole life ahead of me. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
-Yeah. -So what - I'm gay. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:11 | |
Yeah, so what! So what! | 0:12:11 | 0:12:13 | |
-And if she can't accept it, then I'll... -Move out. | 0:12:16 | 0:12:20 | |
Call her bluff. She'll crack before the night's out, anyway. | 0:12:20 | 0:12:22 | |
What if it backfires? | 0:12:22 | 0:12:24 | |
You can stay here. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:27 | |
-Till she changes her mind. -Would that be OK? | 0:12:27 | 0:12:30 | |
Yeah. Yeah, I'll check it with Bianca first, but it should be... | 0:12:30 | 0:12:33 | |
Thank you, Whit! | 0:12:33 | 0:12:34 | |
-Where's Bianca? -How should I know? | 0:12:41 | 0:12:43 | |
Has she not come home? | 0:12:44 | 0:12:45 | |
It's like Piccadilly Circus in here tonight. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:53 | |
Looks like your plan didn't work. | 0:12:57 | 0:12:59 | |
Plan? There was no plan. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
We need to get this sorted once and for all, David. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:04 | |
You need to promise me you'll stay out of Bianca's love life | 0:13:04 | 0:13:07 | |
-because you can't keep doing this. -Carol... | 0:13:07 | 0:13:09 | |
-What? -Have the hospital been in touch? | 0:13:09 | 0:13:11 | |
We're talking about our daughter. | 0:13:13 | 0:13:14 | |
Yeah, our 36-year-old daughter. | 0:13:14 | 0:13:16 | |
Who, as you keep saying, is a grown woman | 0:13:16 | 0:13:18 | |
and whose life is none of our business. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:20 | |
Yet here we are. | 0:13:20 | 0:13:21 | |
Are you going to tell me or not? | 0:13:22 | 0:13:24 | |
Have you had the results? | 0:13:24 | 0:13:26 | |
There's a direct flight going out to Karachi tonight, but it's pricey. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:33 | |
-There's my uni fund. -Oh, no, Tam, we'll put it on the credit card. | 0:13:34 | 0:13:37 | |
How long are you going to be out there? | 0:13:37 | 0:13:39 | |
-My new job starts Monday. -I'll probably come back then too. | 0:13:39 | 0:13:42 | |
I was thinking about it, bro, maybe I shouldn't go. | 0:13:42 | 0:13:45 | |
Not go to your own mum's funeral? | 0:13:45 | 0:13:48 | |
I'm just saying, you know, it's bad timing. | 0:13:48 | 0:13:51 | |
The car's already packed, I've got to prepare for a meeting. | 0:13:51 | 0:13:55 | |
There's so much stuff to do. My new flat. | 0:13:55 | 0:13:58 | |
Am I hearing this right? | 0:13:58 | 0:14:00 | |
You can't be bothered to go to Mum's funeral | 0:14:00 | 0:14:02 | |
because you've got unpacking to do? | 0:14:02 | 0:14:04 | |
She's gone. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:06 | |
Does it matter if I'm there or not? | 0:14:09 | 0:14:11 | |
Do you have any idea the sacrifices she made? Do you, AJ? | 0:14:16 | 0:14:19 | |
She was up before dawn to go and work in a factory | 0:14:19 | 0:14:23 | |
so that we had enough to eat, so we had enough for new clothes. | 0:14:23 | 0:14:26 | |
And she never once complained. | 0:14:26 | 0:14:28 | |
We'd walk though the door | 0:14:28 | 0:14:30 | |
and you'd be greeted by this warm smell of cooking | 0:14:30 | 0:14:33 | |
and it would wrap around you like a hug... | 0:14:33 | 0:14:36 | |
and we knew everything was going to be all right. | 0:14:36 | 0:14:39 | |
That's a nice picture, bruv. See you left Dad out of it. | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
Oh, so this is about him, then? | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
You might want to make out that our childhood was one cosy meal after another, | 0:14:45 | 0:14:49 | |
but, Tam, that's not what I remember. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:51 | |
And if Mum cared about us so much, why didn't she stand up to him more? | 0:14:51 | 0:14:57 | |
Like when I married Aaliyah, for example? | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
Why don't you tell him how I got this scar? | 0:15:00 | 0:15:03 | |
That doesn't mean anything. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:07 | |
The fact they're taking a while. The lab's probably backed up. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
-I know. You're the one keeps going on about it. -How are you sleeping? | 0:15:10 | 0:15:13 | |
-Have you told Mr Postie? -That's none of your business. | 0:15:14 | 0:15:17 | |
-I just want to know you're getting the right support, Carol. -I'm fine. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:21 | |
Oh, so sitting over the Portakabin in the dark is perfectly fine behaviour, is it? | 0:15:21 | 0:15:25 | |
I mean I don't need anything, all right. There is no news. | 0:15:25 | 0:15:27 | |
-I'm just waiting. -Well, we can wait together. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:30 | |
It's not the waiting that bothers me particularly. | 0:15:32 | 0:15:36 | |
-I'm here for you, Carol, whatever happens. -Really? | 0:15:36 | 0:15:39 | |
Right, so when my hair starts to fall out | 0:15:41 | 0:15:43 | |
and I can't drag myself out of bed cos I'm as sick as a dog | 0:15:43 | 0:15:47 | |
from the chemo and they have to cut my breasts off... | 0:15:47 | 0:15:50 | |
Are you going to be there for me, then? | 0:15:51 | 0:15:54 | |
Yes, Carol. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:55 | |
Why? | 0:15:57 | 0:15:58 | |
Why do you think? | 0:16:01 | 0:16:02 | |
OK, OK, Dad was wrong. | 0:16:06 | 0:16:08 | |
He's traditional, you know that, and besides, he's an old man now. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:12 | |
Who knows exactly which buttons to press. | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
I swore I wouldn't go back until I could look him in the eye | 0:16:14 | 0:16:17 | |
like the man I am now and not the boy he made me feel like. | 0:16:17 | 0:16:21 | |
I'm sorry, Mas, I'm not ready to face him yet. | 0:16:21 | 0:16:24 | |
This isn't about you, AJ. | 0:16:24 | 0:16:26 | |
This is about family. This is about paying your respects. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:29 | |
Besides, I'm going to be the one to get the flak this time, aren't I? | 0:16:34 | 0:16:38 | |
Divorcee, gay son, in love with a white woman. | 0:16:39 | 0:16:43 | |
You've got this exciting new job, you know, you've got prospects. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:48 | |
AJ, please, come on. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:49 | |
I'm asking you to do this for me, all right? | 0:16:49 | 0:16:51 | |
-I can't do this on my own. -OK. | 0:16:51 | 0:16:53 | |
I'll come over in a month or two when the dust has settled. | 0:16:55 | 0:16:58 | |
It's a good job Mum isn't here to see you now. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:03 | |
She'd be ashamed. | 0:17:04 | 0:17:06 | |
-Mas. -Get off me! | 0:17:06 | 0:17:07 | |
Get out of my sight. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
Why did you say all that stuff to Sadie? | 0:17:32 | 0:17:34 | |
It's Jake, innit. He's just sitting there all smug. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:40 | |
Does my nut in, you know, after what he done to you. | 0:17:40 | 0:17:43 | |
He just preyed on you when you were vulnerable. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:47 | |
No, it wasn't like that, Dad. | 0:17:47 | 0:17:48 | |
Just pleased you've ended it with him, that's all. | 0:17:48 | 0:17:51 | |
Couldn't have been easy. | 0:17:51 | 0:17:53 | |
I'm proud of you. | 0:17:57 | 0:17:58 | |
-Dad... -From now on, right, I'm going to keep my head down... | 0:18:02 | 0:18:06 | |
..work hard | 0:18:08 | 0:18:09 | |
and the rest is going to be family. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
You and Abi are going to have my undivided attention. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:18 | |
My mum's dead, Tam. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:33 | |
Go to her funeral. | 0:18:36 | 0:18:38 | |
Did Mas send you out here? | 0:18:41 | 0:18:43 | |
This hasn't got anything to do with Dad. | 0:18:43 | 0:18:46 | |
OK, this is about you. | 0:18:46 | 0:18:47 | |
You need to say goodbye to your mum. | 0:18:49 | 0:18:51 | |
Not because you should... | 0:18:54 | 0:18:55 | |
..but because...you need to. | 0:18:57 | 0:19:00 | |
Dad's taxi's going to be here in a minute. | 0:19:07 | 0:19:10 | |
Um...um... | 0:19:10 | 0:19:12 | |
No, I'll make my own way there. | 0:19:13 | 0:19:15 | |
Tam. Tam... | 0:19:21 | 0:19:23 | |
Here's a little present for you. | 0:19:25 | 0:19:27 | |
Thanks. | 0:19:30 | 0:19:31 | |
See you later. | 0:19:43 | 0:19:45 | |
See you later. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:48 | |
D'you think he's all right out there on his own? | 0:20:16 | 0:20:18 | |
He's 19, Linda. It's London, not Afghanistan. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:21 | |
-Why d'you say that? -Because it's the truth. | 0:20:21 | 0:20:24 | |
You blame me, don't you? For Lee being out there. | 0:20:24 | 0:20:26 | |
-Don't be so stupid. -Wouldn't have mentioned Afghanistan otherwise. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:30 | |
You think I pushed him away and now I'm pushing Johnny away an' all. | 0:20:30 | 0:20:33 | |
You're putting words in my mouth. | 0:20:33 | 0:20:34 | |
Then try putting a few of your own in there. Save me the trouble. | 0:20:34 | 0:20:38 | |
I don't get it. OK, we didn't expect it | 0:20:39 | 0:20:42 | |
and I don't want to hear about the nitty gritty, but it's his life. | 0:20:42 | 0:20:45 | |
-It doesn't change anything. -Dad? | 0:20:45 | 0:20:46 | |
-Not now, Nancy, please... -No, I need to talk to you, it's important. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:49 | |
-Stay out of it, Nance. -Johnny? What you doing? | 0:20:49 | 0:20:52 | |
-I'm moving out. -Don't be so ridiculous. | 0:20:52 | 0:20:54 | |
You obviously don't want me here. Do you? | 0:20:54 | 0:20:56 | |
Don't be silly. She's been having kittens all night. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:59 | |
Course she wants you here. Tell him. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:00 | |
Mum! | 0:21:03 | 0:21:04 | |
Well, I ain't having this. I'm not having it. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:07 | |
Any danger of a drink here, Mick? | 0:21:07 | 0:21:09 | |
Wait here, don't even think about moving. | 0:21:09 | 0:21:11 | |
Dad, let me talk to Mum. | 0:21:15 | 0:21:17 | |
I'm going to deal with it. | 0:21:17 | 0:21:18 | |
Just go and serve him for me, yeah? | 0:21:18 | 0:21:20 | |
-Mick, pint, please? -Tina will serve you. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:22 | |
D'you know what - forget it, yeah. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:30 | |
Any better at pouring shots, Tina? | 0:21:30 | 0:21:32 | |
Well, that depends if you want it in a glass or straight down the hatch? | 0:21:32 | 0:21:35 | |
Dangerous talk! | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
Right, darling, shall we call it a night then? | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
I know you don't want to go. | 0:21:45 | 0:21:47 | |
And I know you don't want him to go either. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:49 | |
So talk. Sort it out. | 0:21:49 | 0:21:52 | |
Because nobody is going to bed until you do. | 0:21:52 | 0:21:55 | |
OK? | 0:21:57 | 0:21:58 | |
Right, well, this is pointless, I'm off. | 0:22:03 | 0:22:07 | |
-He your boyfriend then? -Who? | 0:22:08 | 0:22:10 | |
-That Danny? -No! | 0:22:10 | 0:22:12 | |
-No. -Who is then? -No-one. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:16 | |
I don't even know if I want one! | 0:22:16 | 0:22:18 | |
And no, I don't mean I'm not sure - I know I'm gay - | 0:22:18 | 0:22:20 | |
it's not just like I've woken up and everything's changed. | 0:22:20 | 0:22:23 | |
Hasn't it? | 0:22:23 | 0:22:25 | |
-Cos that's what it feels like to me. -Why? | 0:22:25 | 0:22:28 | |
Because you're not who I thought you were. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:30 | |
All this time you've been lying to me. | 0:22:30 | 0:22:32 | |
Making out like you're one thing | 0:22:32 | 0:22:34 | |
-when really you're someone completely different. -But I'm not! | 0:22:34 | 0:22:37 | |
I didn't mean to lie, you know, I just didn't want the fuss. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:42 | |
I kind of hoped you'd guess. | 0:22:44 | 0:22:46 | |
I mean, didn't you already have a hunch? | 0:22:47 | 0:22:50 | |
-No. -Really? | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
I just thought you were my Johnny. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:56 | |
I still am. | 0:23:02 | 0:23:03 | |
So you're ashamed of me? | 0:23:07 | 0:23:08 | |
-Course I'm not. -Then what is it? | 0:23:08 | 0:23:11 | |
When they put you in that glass box... | 0:23:18 | 0:23:20 | |
..tubes running into your tiny little body... | 0:23:21 | 0:23:23 | |
..I sat there feeling so helpless... | 0:23:25 | 0:23:27 | |
..wanting to hold you so much that my arms were physically aching. | 0:23:28 | 0:23:33 | |
And I made you a promise - | 0:23:35 | 0:23:37 | |
that if you pulled through, | 0:23:37 | 0:23:39 | |
I'd never let anything bad happen to you ever again. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:42 | |
And you haven't. | 0:23:42 | 0:23:45 | |
But I can't stop bad things happening now, can I? | 0:23:45 | 0:23:48 | |
The world is a cruel place | 0:23:49 | 0:23:51 | |
and you...you being gay is going to make things so much worse. | 0:23:51 | 0:23:57 | |
It doesn't have to be... | 0:23:57 | 0:23:58 | |
-Overnight you've made enemies you never knew existed. -Yeah? | 0:23:58 | 0:24:02 | |
Then that's their problem. | 0:24:02 | 0:24:04 | |
Then there are the men you'll fall in love with | 0:24:04 | 0:24:06 | |
who are going to break your heart. | 0:24:06 | 0:24:08 | |
You're soft, Johnny - I've made you that way because I thought | 0:24:08 | 0:24:12 | |
you'd meet a nice girl who'd take over and look after you for me. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:16 | |
But that ain't going to happen now, is it? | 0:24:18 | 0:24:21 | |
I'm not a little boy any more, Mum. | 0:24:21 | 0:24:23 | |
I'm a man, I can deal with people not liking me. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:28 | |
I just... | 0:24:28 | 0:24:29 | |
I just can't deal with losing you. | 0:24:31 | 0:24:33 | |
Have I? | 0:24:37 | 0:24:38 | |
-Course you haven't. -Good. | 0:24:41 | 0:24:44 | |
Good, cos I've missed you. | 0:24:44 | 0:24:45 | |
And your cocoa. | 0:24:50 | 0:24:52 | |
Make you one now, shall I? | 0:24:57 | 0:24:59 | |
-You coming up? -Yeah, in a sec, I'll just lock up. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:15 | |
I'm proud of you. | 0:25:40 | 0:25:42 | |
He's my boy, ain't he? | 0:25:44 | 0:25:46 | |
Yeah, I mean, she seems OK. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:53 | |
It's early days, I guess, but... | 0:25:53 | 0:25:55 | |
Thanks though, Whit. I really appreciate it. | 0:25:57 | 0:26:00 | |
All right, bye. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:03 | |
Better go and check | 0:26:08 | 0:26:10 | |
that Tina and Nancy ain't started a rave downstairs. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:14 | |
KETTLE BOILS | 0:26:44 | 0:26:46 | |
Johnny, cocoa's ready. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:26 | |
DIALLING TONE CONTINUES | 0:27:41 | 0:27:44 | |
-MOBILE PHONE RINGS -Mum? | 0:27:55 | 0:27:58 | |
Whit? | 0:28:00 | 0:28:01 | |
Mum... me and Terry are back together. | 0:28:20 | 0:28:23 | |
Oh. | 0:28:23 | 0:28:25 |