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Why did you leave me?

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I made the single most stupid mistake of my life.

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Jess? It's Dad.

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"Hello, darling Zosia. How was the end of term?

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"Oh, by the way, your mother just died of terminal cancer

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"she didn't want to be treated for."

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Maybe I was relived. Maybe I just can't do this.

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Well, that makes two of us, then. Welcome to parenthood.

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-She signed a DNR?

-Darling, I didn't want to...

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# Happy birthday to me

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# Happy birthday to me

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# Happy birthday

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# Happy birthday to me

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# Happy birthday... #

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SHE GASPS

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You can do Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays,

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and I'll do Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays,

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when I'm not on call.

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You're always on call.

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And you're not? Especially now you're Clinical Nurse Manager...

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Precisely - we can't both be on-call

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and looking after Emma at the same time.

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-Why not?

-Well, because we live separately?

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So as far as I'm aware,

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Emma can't be in more than one place at one time.

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Well, neither can the nanny -

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a full-time, medically trained, childcare expert -

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who needs to be with Emma whenever we are not.

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Not necessarily.

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Bonnie could help.

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Oh, it was going so well...

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Bonnie is calm.

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She is professional to a fault. She is cool in a crisis.

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She's compassionate, caring, honest.

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-You make her sound like Superwoman.

-No, no, no.

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No, no-one is Superwoman, Jac. Not even you.

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Emma's been home six days, and you are exhausted.

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-I mean, look at you.

-Charming.

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That is not what I meant.

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Listen, we are going to need every bit of extra help we can get.

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What?

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I mean it, Jac - you don't have to do everything by yourself.

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Bonnie.

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Hi. I...er, wanted to talk to Jac, but it can wait.

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Good. Because the patients can't.

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How is she?

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The same.

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All we can do is wait.

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For her to wake up? Or for her to die?

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-Zosia...

-It just feels like we've given up.

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We're not giving up. We're doing everything we can.

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We're doing nothing.

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Look, sometimes the best course of action is to take no action.

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BEEPING AND VIBRATING

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This better be important, Digby.

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What?

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Argh...!

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Well, we are four weeks into a brave new world.

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With the first tranche of funding from the Tressler Foundation,

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we have started a hi tech, self-sufficient neurosurgical unit.

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Now, this is no small achievement,

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but it is as nothing compared to where we are headed.

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There have been set-backs.

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Beth Forbes remains intubated and ventilated.

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But we do not give up on her, nor do we give up hope.

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If nothing else,

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Beth shows just how important what we're trying to achieve here is.

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As I speak, a second tranche of money is being made available,

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and with it will come state-of-the-art equipment

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to go with the state-of-the-art talent assembled here in this room.

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DOOR RATTLES

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Sorry, sorry. Sorry - car trouble.

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-You don't drive.

-I didn't say it was my car.

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Sorry, what did I miss?

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Mr Self was just describing

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the dazzling array of talent at his disposal.

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Sorry, Mr Self.

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That's OK, Dr Copeland.

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I was just saying how Mr Tressler has chosen Holby City

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to give his endowment to, and it's up to us - all of us -

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to give that gift meaning.

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Thank you very much.

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Mr Levy?

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Yes.

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Perhaps a word about basic standards of professionalism and discipline?

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Absolutely.

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Come on.

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So, good night, was it?

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Irene Sandler.

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Chronic breathlessness, persistent chest pain

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and some unexplained weight loss.

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I'm less worried about the last one. In fact, if you could encourage it...

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I wouldn't be too eager.

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Unexplained weight loss can be very serious.

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That's easy for you to say.

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You're stick thin, weeks after giving birth.

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How did you know...?

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I have the gift of "sight".

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I love tarot.

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"Irina Irinova, tarot reader."

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Plain old "Irene" not good enough?

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Mysticism, innit?

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I could do you a reading if you like, gratis.

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Aw, maybe another time.

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-How long have you been a smoker?

-Who says I smoke?

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I do. At least 30 a day. I too have "the sight".

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White blood count, urine test, chest X-ray.

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What about you? A glimpse into your future.

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If you had any talent, you'd have seen

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you were heading to hospital

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and done something about it, wouldn't you?

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Come on, then, maybe I will have that reading.

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What happened to you?

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You knew I was out last night, why didn't you wake me?

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You weren't at home when I left.

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OK, well, I got in at eight, but still, where were you?

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Here, reading to Beth.

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Again? You do realise she can't hear you?

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You don't know that. There have been studies.

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I do know that. She's got a GCS of three.

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Anyone with half a brain knows that, which is twice as much as she has.

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-Dominic!

-OK, look, sorry. Your patient, your call, whatever.

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Anyway, listen, does your dad hold a grudge?

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Why don't you ask him yourself?

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You seem to be making enemies all over the place.

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-He's on probation, right?

-Mm-hm.

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Well, I've always believed in second chances.

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-Thank you, sir.

-Third chances, not so much.

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You're on very thin ice, OK? Don't screw up.

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Thank you. Right.

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This is Christopher Bing.

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-Afternoon.

-Afternoon.

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He has suspected gallstones.

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Now, I want you to take a full patient history.

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And if you get that right,

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then you can practise your venepuncture by taking bloods.

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Right...history and cannulation?

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Every interaction is a chance for clinical assessment.

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And Mr Self wants you assessed.

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So...better get cracking.

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Right.

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Full medical history, so...

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When was the last time that you...?

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HE SNEEZES

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-I'm so sorry.

-Great. No, no.

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I knew that hospitals were disease-ridden cesspits -

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I didn't know the doctors were too.

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-The Lovers.

-Sounds promising.

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It can be.

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You have a choice ahead of you.

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A triangle of some sort.

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As long as you're aware of your priorities

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and clear about the quality of your feelings.

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Not a problem I've ever had before.

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Hey, you don't do horoscopes as well, do you?

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It's my birthday.

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I've never felt much affinity with the stars, I'm afraid.

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Oh, never mind. I've already made my plans anyway.

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I'm taking my boyfriend on a mystery trip.

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Five of cups.

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Disappointment.

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Should have gone for Skegness, then.

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It's not about venues. It's about the future - your future.

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It's subject to interpretation, so there are grey areas,

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but as long as you understand what it is that you're asking of it,

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you can salvage something from your disappointment.

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What's disappointing is that it appears Mystic Meg's tests

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haven't been done yet.

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What do you call that?

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Patient communication? A bit of fun? That thing nurses do?

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As opposed to their jobs?

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The tests have been done, and the chest X-ray is on its way.

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-Don't get your knickers in a twist.

-Right, fine. Good.

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What did you want, anyway?

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You said you wanted to speak to me but it could wait.

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Oh, right - that.

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Erm...you see...thing is...

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I need to take some time off this Friday.

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I've got a long weekend planned.

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Bully for you. Why tell me? I'm not your line manager.

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-You don't need my permission.

-No, but Jonny does.

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I haven't told him yet, it's a surprise.

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-Got something special planned?

-Yeah.

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Fine. I'll see what I can do.

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-You will?

-Sure. Why not?

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Thanks.

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OK, um...so when did this excessive sweating start?

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I dunno. When did your excessively runny nose begin?

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-It's recent.

-It's revolting.

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Well, I'm sorry you feel that way. But...

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Five days. Same time as the nausea.

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Right. And the nausea, on a scale of one to ten?

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Ah, well, seven before I was admitted.

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Ten since I've met you.

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Right, OK, I'm just trying to do my job,

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so I don't know why you're being such a...

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No, I don't either.

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I'm not feeling myself.

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Have you ever heard of gallstones...changing someone?

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-How they act?

-No.

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I've heard of gallstones causing cholecystitis

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which can be verified by a simple Murphy's sign test.

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So if you wouldn't mind, I can just...

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Mr Bing, what are you doing under there?

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-What is that?

-It's Mr Tibbs, my pet kitten.

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-What's he doing here?

-I can't leave him. He needs me.

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Hey, wait! No, no, no!

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Might be a silly question, but...

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Smuggled in by the fruit loop that Levy's dumped on me.

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I'm just trying to find a place to leave the little wretch.

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Oh, no, you're not a little wretch, are you? OK...

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-You don't like cats?

-I'm allergic.

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And I don't see the point.

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-Of cats?

-Of pets.

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It's companionship.

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You understand that, don't you? Companionship?

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Oh, whatever.

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I'm just glad I found it before Selfy did,

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then blamed me for it being in the hospital.

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SASHA: I need to get you back into bed...Mr Bing?

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Listen, listen, no. What we're going to talk about is,

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what we're going to talk about is me getting my friend back,

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because he's been taken. Here he is!

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Uh, Dr Copeland...?

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-It's true? You stole his kitten?

-I confiscated it.

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It's a kitten, not a kilogram of Colombian...

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What on earth is that?

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OK, Mr Self, I was just removing it from the premises and...

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Ah...it's a ginger long-hair, unless I'm very much mistaken.

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Dash of Persian thrown in there through the generations...

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Yes, well, that may well be,

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but it really shouldn't be on the ward, should it?

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He stole my friend.

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Erm, I'm sure Dr Copeland was placing it with the Cat Protection League

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for the duration of your stay.

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After all, it is a kitten, not a kilo of Colombian.

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-Uh, Mr Self...?

-Oh Col, Col, look - a ginger long-haired.

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Guy!

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Nice to see you slumming it on the ward with the hoi polloi.

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Billy, what an unexpected surprise.

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Apparently, Mr Tressler was in the area. Hands...

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I just thought I'd pop in to see how the investment was coming along.

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Yeah, OK, let me give you a tour.

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OK?

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-Hey!

-Hiya.

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So...I was thinking about this weekend,

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special occasion and all, doing something a little different.

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You, me, road trip.

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But, eh...why is this weekend a special occasion?

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-Is it Valentine's Day?

-Valentine's Day was three weeks ago.

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Oh, good, good...

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You haven't booked anything, have you?

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-For Valentine's?

-No, for this weekend.

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What with the new rota that me and Jac have worked out for Emma,

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I can't just up and leave, you know?

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But, look, we can do something another time, yeah?

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Oh, speaking of Jac, here is Irene Sandler's chest X-ray.

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Mr Di Lucca, I trust that you've resolved your issues

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with Dr Tressler?

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Hm.

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Think of AAU as a family.

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He is the gifted but flawed ingenue.

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And you are the stern uncle tasked with setting him straight.

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-Get off me...!

-I need security here!

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-Get off me...!

-What are you doing?

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It's all right, Mr G,

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I caught this woman trying to break into your office.

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-I was not breaking in.

-Jess.

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Hi..."Mr G."

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Oh, you know each other?

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He's my father. Who the hell are you?

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Adele's the wicked step-sister, right?

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The unit desperately needs an intraoperative MRI.

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So with the second phase of funding, hopefully...

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But will it help her now?

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Beth?

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No.

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I'm not sure I understand what you're getting at.

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Well, in my world, this would be seen

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as "throwing good money after bad".

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So, what's going to happen now?

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How do we get her off the ward?

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Off the ward? She's a patient.

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She doesn't need to be here, right?

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It's not a good look, is it?

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I mean, she can't be helped...

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She can be helped. She is being helped.

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-Is that your clinical opinion?

-It's the only opinion.

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Well, then, I guess I'm done here.

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I've got some funding outlines I could run by you.

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No need. I've seen enough to know my investment's in safe hands.

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Endowment.

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Words matter.

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Investment implies you expect a return.

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An endowment is a gift - no strings attached.

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Nothing in life comes with no strings attached, Guy.

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Words are worthless. Actions matter.

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Outcomes.

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-Oh, that's a really big needle.

-Yes, yes, I'm afraid it is.

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Right, what do we do when using a large cannula, Dr Copeland?

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We use an anaesthetic gel

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on the area we wish to insert the cannula.

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Very good.

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I'll just get some...

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Should he really be in charge of handling sharp objects?

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-This guy is a complete pain...

-That's enough!

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-Problem, Mr Levy?

-Er, no.

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-Where's Beth Forbes' scan?

-They're on their way.

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Now pull yourself together, OK?

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Take his bloods so we can diagnose him.

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Or do I need to find you a nurse to teach you basic needle skills?

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Sorry about that.

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-Adele can be quite...excitable.

-Yes.

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-She didn't hurt you, did she?

-No. It's my own fault.

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I should have called ahead. Made an appointment.

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It's been a while.

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Well, I did call.

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I wanted to see you. And David.

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The family.

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But you didn't seem that keen.

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It wasn't the right time.

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When is the right time to be with family?

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You tell me.

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Want to see your grandson?

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-Jacob's here?

-Yeah.

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Oh. Um...Ms Naylor?

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Been called away, I'm afraid. Can I help?

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Irene Sandler's chest X-ray.

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Oh, yes, the tarot reader.

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Jac did mention something about "arrant nonsense".

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Spookily accurate nonsense, as it turns out.

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-You had a reading?

-Lovers and cups.

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What was your "disappointment"?

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My aunt used to dabble. I picked up a thing or two.

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Uh...it's my birthday.

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The big three-zero.

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-Oh, really? I didn't know.

-No. Apparently, neither does Jonny.

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So, three weeks ago, I booked a cabin in the Lake District for us

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to take some time off from...well, everything.

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Worries about work, Emma...about Jac.

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And I mean, you know that's fine.

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I bought into that when we started out,

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but I guess I did kind of hope that this one weekend

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would be about him and me.

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So, yeah, I found that a little disappointing.

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-Sorry, I don't know where that came from...

-No, it's fine.

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-Um...

-Oh, thank you.

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Why don't you just talk to him?

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Oh, no, he's got so much on his mind, serious stuff.

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I don't want to make it worse. That'd be selfish.

0:18:360:18:38

It's OK to be selfish once in a while.

0:18:380:18:41

There are three of you in the relationship now -

0:18:420:18:44

you have to fight for your space.

0:18:440:18:46

I don't have to fight Jac for anything.

0:18:460:18:48

I was talking about baby Emma.

0:18:480:18:50

Can we arrange an urgent CT scan for Ms Sandler?

0:18:520:18:55

Shadow on the lung.

0:18:550:18:56

You might not be the only one receiving bad news today.

0:18:580:19:01

Whoa! What was that?

0:19:080:19:10

Mr Bing?

0:19:100:19:11

Mr Bing? You don't want to be doing that, OK?

0:19:120:19:15

Big needle. No sudden movements.

0:19:150:19:17

-No.

-No, what?

0:19:170:19:19

I don't trust you.

0:19:210:19:22

-You're cruel.

-OK, don't be ridiculous.

0:19:230:19:25

Now, let me just get on with this.

0:19:250:19:28

Whoa!

0:19:280:19:29

What is wrong with you?

0:19:290:19:31

Zosia, can you give me a hand please?

0:19:310:19:32

He's being impossible.

0:19:320:19:34

-Ms Sandler?

-Five of pentacles.

0:19:340:19:36

The X-ray has shown a shadow on your lung.

0:19:360:19:39

Cancer.

0:19:390:19:40

Is a possibility but by no means a certainty.

0:19:400:19:44

The CT scan will tell us more what's going on.

0:19:440:19:47

We all know what's going on.

0:19:470:19:49

The question is, what can be done about it.

0:19:490:19:51

Four of swords.

0:19:550:19:56

Let's see what the CT scan has to say.

0:19:560:19:58

Let's see what the tarot has to say.

0:19:580:20:00

Death.

0:20:030:20:04

Oh.

0:20:040:20:06

Death in the tarot

0:20:060:20:08

doesn't necessarily represent death, as such.

0:20:080:20:11

-Is that true?

-It generally represents transition.

0:20:110:20:15

Facing an inexorable change.

0:20:150:20:18

So what does it mean

0:20:180:20:19

when it comes with five of pentacles and four of swords?

0:20:190:20:21

Death.

0:20:230:20:25

Bummer.

0:20:260:20:28

How old is he?

0:20:280:20:29

Three months. He almost didn't survive the first week.

0:20:290:20:32

His mother, Tabitha, rejected him.

0:20:320:20:34

Why?

0:20:340:20:35

I don't know for sure.

0:20:370:20:39

Maybe Tabitha knows something we don't.

0:20:390:20:41

What?

0:20:430:20:44

What is wrong with you?

0:20:440:20:46

He's cruel.

0:20:460:20:47

Oh, don't be ridiculous. It's nature.

0:20:470:20:49

Just put the cannula in.

0:20:490:20:50

Already in and stuck down, thanks.

0:20:500:20:52

See what can happen when you don't fight me?

0:20:550:20:58

Zosia?

0:20:580:21:00

OK, well, that's me and you done for now.

0:21:000:21:02

You're going to have to say goodbye to Mr Tibbs for a bit.

0:21:020:21:04

Ow!

0:21:040:21:06

-Why would he do that?

-Maybe he knows something we don't?

0:21:070:21:10

He's got so big. When did that happen?

0:21:130:21:17

Since you last visited.

0:21:170:21:18

-How's David?

-Fine. Busy.

0:21:210:21:24

You know consultants.

0:21:240:21:27

-And how are you? You working?

-No.

0:21:270:21:30

Two cappuccinos, please.

0:21:300:21:31

Decided it was best for Jacob

0:21:310:21:33

to have at least one full-time parent.

0:21:330:21:35

Of course.

0:21:350:21:36

I don't suppose you miss it much.

0:21:360:21:38

I do. Always have.

0:21:380:21:41

Although training HCAs in martial arts

0:21:410:21:44

does seems a bit like patient-staff interface gone mad.

0:21:440:21:47

SHE LAUGHS

0:21:470:21:48

SHE COUGHS

0:21:480:21:50

-You OK?

-Just some acid.

0:21:500:21:52

-You sure?

-Yeah, I'm fine, really.

0:21:520:21:55

Thank you.

0:21:550:21:57

-This place has changed.

-Yeah, some things have.

0:21:570:22:01

Some people haven't.

0:22:010:22:03

I wouldn't be too sure about that.

0:22:030:22:06

So...why did you call me, Dad? What's happened?

0:22:060:22:12

I...took a trip down memory lane.

0:22:140:22:18

I realised I had to re-evaluate things.

0:22:190:22:22

Get my priorities right.

0:22:220:22:24

Realised that I just need to listen.

0:22:240:22:28

PAGER BLEEPS

0:22:300:22:31

-I need to borrow some money.

-Yes, of course.

0:22:330:22:35

How much do you need?

0:22:350:22:37

20? 40...?

0:22:370:22:39

-About two grand.

-What?

0:22:390:22:41

First month's rent.

0:22:450:22:47

Rent? What for? What about David?

0:22:470:22:51

Have you left him?

0:22:510:22:53

Just a trial separation. A break.

0:22:530:22:55

Why?

0:22:560:22:57

Does it matter?

0:22:590:23:00

-Did he cheat on you?

-No.

0:23:000:23:02

-Did you cheat on him?

-No!

0:23:020:23:05

PAGER BLEEPS

0:23:050:23:07

I really need to take this. You stay here.

0:23:070:23:11

Sure. Of course. Go.

0:23:110:23:14

I'll wait, we'll talk.

0:23:140:23:15

You'll listen.

0:23:200:23:21

I know how much you want this, but it won't bring Beth Forbes back.

0:23:210:23:24

What's Beth got to do with it? We need an intraoperative MRI.

0:23:240:23:27

And the foundation is financing it.

0:23:270:23:30

-No. They're not.

-What?

0:23:300:23:33

The second tranche of funding has been frozen.

0:23:330:23:35

-By who?

-Who do you think?

0:23:350:23:37

I guess Billy wasn't happy with our "outcomes".

0:23:370:23:40

-Yes?

-Beth Forbes' CT scan.

0:23:400:23:42

Right...

0:23:460:23:48

Get Mr Tressler here now.

0:23:480:23:50

-Whatever it is, he can explain in person.

-OK.

0:23:510:23:54

The liver function tests confirmed what we already expected,

0:23:560:23:59

which is that the gallstones have moved into the bile duct

0:23:590:24:02

and caused a blockage, so...

0:24:020:24:03

He'll need an ERCP, I think.

0:24:030:24:05

OK, well, theatre's booked for this afternoon.

0:24:050:24:08

Ms Spinks needs her leg sutured.

0:24:080:24:10

We've got a backlog of scans need sorting. I don't know.

0:24:100:24:13

Right, Mr Bing...

0:24:140:24:15

Whoa!

0:24:150:24:16

It fell out.

0:24:260:24:27

-What did you see on the CT scan?

-It's what I didn't see.

0:24:300:24:33

There's no sign of ischaemia or hypodensity.

0:24:330:24:35

She hasn't suffered a stroke yet, which bodes well.

0:24:350:24:37

There's little or no neurological damage.

0:24:370:24:39

And as the swelling subsides and the vasospasm improves...

0:24:390:24:42

-What, so she could recover?

-Yeah.

0:24:420:24:44

What's brought all this on?

0:24:440:24:46

-The scan.

-Yes, and what brought that on?

0:24:460:24:48

It's Tressler, isn't it?

0:24:500:24:51

This morning you were all "do no harm",

0:24:510:24:53

but as soon as your dream got threatened...

0:24:530:24:55

Dammit, Zosia.

0:24:550:24:56

Can there not be one day - just one day -

0:24:560:24:58

when you don't think the worst of me?

0:24:580:25:00

I am not a monster.

0:25:000:25:02

20mgs morphine and hourly obs, please.

0:25:090:25:12

Sure thing, Big Daddy.

0:25:120:25:14

I see that Mr Di Lucca has been sharing my thoughts on staff morale.

0:25:140:25:19

You mean Uncy Raf?

0:25:190:25:21

All right, Mr G?

0:25:210:25:22

Before you say another word, I should make it clear

0:25:230:25:25

that the next person who addresses me

0:25:250:25:28

without due regard for hospital hierarchy and etiquette

0:25:280:25:31

will be out on their ear.

0:25:310:25:33

I just wanted to say I'm sorry about your daughter.

0:25:330:25:36

I thought she was a patient.

0:25:360:25:38

Oh, you assaulted someone that you thought was a patient?

0:25:380:25:43

That was before I noticed her body language.

0:25:430:25:45

All...furtive like.

0:25:450:25:47

And when did you become an expert on body language?

0:25:470:25:50

Well, I worked a cruise ship once. You know - floating casino.

0:25:500:25:55

Sad gambling addicts, you know the type.

0:25:550:25:57

She reminded me of some of the characters there.

0:25:570:26:00

And what is my body language saying? Right now?

0:26:010:26:04

That maybe I shouldn't be comparing your daughter

0:26:040:26:07

to a bunch of sad slot jockeys?

0:26:070:26:11

The cannula was in. Line hooked up. Everything was fine when I left him.

0:26:140:26:18

-Then what happened?

-I don't know. Maybe he pulled it out?

0:26:180:26:21

Now, why would he want to do that?

0:26:210:26:23

Who knows why he wants to do anything today?

0:26:230:26:25

Maybe it's because he's a nutter.

0:26:250:26:27

OK. Not professional terminology. But still, it's accurate.

0:26:270:26:30

Look, he was jerking his arm all over the place

0:26:300:26:32

when I was trying to earlier.

0:26:320:26:34

In the end, I had to stop and ask Zosia to help.

0:26:340:26:36

-Look, Zosia, tell him...

-Mr Bing's cannula came out.

0:26:360:26:40

Mr Bing claims it wasn't attached properly.

0:26:400:26:42

Dr Copeland says otherwise. Now, did you see it?

0:26:420:26:45

-Not exactly.

-What do you mean, "not exactly"?

0:26:450:26:48

Well, you said the cannula was in and strapped down.

0:26:480:26:50

I didn't technically see it.

0:26:500:26:53

It looked in, if that helps.

0:26:530:26:54

Did Mr Bing seem agitated to you at all?

0:26:540:26:57

No, he seemed fine,

0:26:570:26:58

although I know Dr Copeland complained about his behaviour.

0:26:580:27:01

-That's why I was there.

-Right, postpone the operation.

0:27:010:27:03

We need to push it back until we can flush through some antibiotics.

0:27:030:27:06

You want me to go back to him?

0:27:060:27:08

Dominic, he's a difficult patient, OK?

0:27:080:27:10

Talk to him. Find out why he's acting this way and sort it.

0:27:100:27:13

-Argh!

-Oh!

0:27:220:27:24

THEY LAUGH

0:27:240:27:25

-What's this?

-Forgot. I'm sorry.

0:27:250:27:27

-Mm. Yes, you did.

-Well, I'm an idiot.

0:27:270:27:31

You had a lot on your mind.

0:27:310:27:33

Well, I'm going to make it up to you.

0:27:330:27:34

Happy Valentine's Day for three weeks ago.

0:27:370:27:40

-I'll get a vase.

-Is there something wrong?

0:27:410:27:44

Jonny, has Ms Naylor returned from theatre?

0:27:440:27:46

She should be finishing up now.

0:27:460:27:48

-Going to need her to assist.

-Bad news?

0:27:480:27:50

Ms Sandler. Need her prepped for theatre.

0:27:500:27:53

I'll get on it.

0:27:530:27:54

I think she may be outside having a "puff of fresh air".

0:27:540:27:57

Excuse me...

0:28:030:28:04

-That's Anya's, isn't it?

-Yeah.

0:28:050:28:09

I was summoned?

0:28:090:28:11

I'm sure Ms Campbell put it more delicately than that.

0:28:110:28:15

She did.

0:28:150:28:16

-But I can read between lines, Guy.

-And I can't.

0:28:160:28:19

Which is why I don't understand why you've frozen our funding.

0:28:190:28:22

It hasn't been frozen.

0:28:220:28:24

It's just undergoing a performance review.

0:28:240:28:26

So this performance review, how does it actually work?

0:28:260:28:31

-Call it due diligence.

-Into what?

0:28:310:28:33

You.

0:28:330:28:35

Specifically, your recent surgical history.

0:28:350:28:37

I wasn't aware that you'd been out of the game for a year.

0:28:370:28:40

-Hang on a minute. That's not fair.

-No, no, Colette.

0:28:400:28:43

Mr Tressler makes a valid point. He has reasonable concerns.

0:28:430:28:48

And it's up to us to allay his fears.

0:28:480:28:50

-Would you like to come with me?

-Lead on.

0:28:510:28:54

You're going to have to stop, Irene.

0:29:040:29:08

Why?

0:29:080:29:11

Horse has bolted, right?

0:29:110:29:14

It's cancer, right?

0:29:140:29:16

Bronchogenic carcinoma.

0:29:160:29:18

Terminal?

0:29:200:29:22

If untreated.

0:29:220:29:24

Chemo? No, thanks!

0:29:240:29:26

I've seen the movie, I know how it ends.

0:29:260:29:29

Look, Professor Hope wants to operate.

0:29:290:29:31

Today. So, you need to put that out.

0:29:310:29:35

Is there someone we can call?

0:29:440:29:46

You shouldn't be alone for this.

0:29:460:29:49

No, there's no-one. Most of my family are dead.

0:29:490:29:52

And it may come as a surprise,

0:29:520:29:54

but the dating scene amongst the arcane is pretty dismal.

0:29:540:29:57

Anyway, they can't save me.

0:29:590:30:01

Told you. I've seen how it ends.

0:30:010:30:05

-Enough with the predictions.

-They're all I have.

0:30:050:30:11

Suffer any disappointments today?

0:30:110:30:15

I thought interpretation was a grey area?

0:30:150:30:18

Some things can't be salvaged.

0:30:210:30:23

David? It's Ric. Ric Griffin.

0:30:570:31:00

I need to talk to you about Jess.

0:31:000:31:03

Can you give me a call, please?

0:31:030:31:06

Her scans are encouraging, so we're continuing the Triple-H therapy.

0:31:070:31:11

Sounds a lot like you're clutching at straws.

0:31:110:31:13

You're projecting. Which is understandable.

0:31:130:31:16

Then again, maybe I'm not the only one projecting.

0:31:160:31:18

-I don't follow you.

-I know why you went AWOL, Guy.

0:31:180:31:21

Mr Tressler, that's enough.

0:31:210:31:22

How long was the bender? Weeks? Months?

0:31:220:31:24

On what planet do you think that's in any way appropriate?

0:31:240:31:27

No, Col. It's OK.

0:31:270:31:30

It was long enough.

0:31:300:31:31

And isn't it possible that all this. This unit.

0:31:310:31:33

This girl here...

0:31:330:31:35

all this hope is just a way for you to pretend it didn't happen?

0:31:350:31:38

There are signs the swelling is reducing.

0:31:380:31:41

Good signs that there's negligible neurological deficit.

0:31:410:31:44

You put your faith in me for a reason, Billy.

0:31:440:31:46

Go with that instinct.

0:31:460:31:48

-Argh!

-What is wrong with you?

0:31:480:31:50

It wasn't me!

0:31:500:31:52

Listen. I've had it.

0:31:520:31:54

Understand? Enough.

0:31:540:31:56

Now, if you want to go home, to your cats and to your smells

0:31:560:32:00

and to your fur balls, you need to lay there and put up with it.

0:32:000:32:04

You will NOT humiliate me again.

0:32:040:32:07

Look at you.

0:32:070:32:09

So worried about how you look.

0:32:090:32:12

You're the runt of this litter, aren't you, eh?

0:32:120:32:15

That's what Mr Tibbs could sense. You SCRABBLING for attention!

0:32:150:32:21

-Be quiet.

-Always trying. But never quite able to measure up.

0:32:210:32:24

-And DESPERATE to be liked.

-I said...

0:32:240:32:28

For someone, just one person, to understand?

0:32:280:32:33

Who is it that you're so terrified of being rejected by?

0:32:330:32:36

Shut up.

0:32:360:32:37

What, the nice doctor? The jolly one? No, he's no alpha.

0:32:370:32:40

Oh! It's the pretty one! The girl...

0:32:400:32:43

I said. Shut up.

0:32:430:32:45

When will you know... if she's going to make it?

0:32:450:32:48

Well, we work in days, not in minutes...

0:32:480:32:51

Ow! What are you doing?!

0:32:510:32:54

-Stay back. He's hysterical.

-What happened?

0:32:540:32:56

He stabbed me! With the needle. HE stabbed me!

0:32:560:32:59

He stabbed himself. Can somebody please call security?

0:32:590:33:02

And also order an immediate psych evaluation for him.

0:33:020:33:05

He's a danger to himself and others.

0:33:050:33:07

Kate, will you please escort Dr Copeland to the consultants' office?

0:33:070:33:10

Colette, page Mr Levy.

0:33:100:33:12

Dr March, remain with the patient until we get a psych evaluation.

0:33:120:33:16

Really sorry, Mr Tressler, you're going to have to excuse me.

0:33:160:33:19

Yeah, I guess I will.

0:33:190:33:21

Ah. Consent forms for you to sign, Ms Sandler?

0:33:240:33:29

She gave herself a reading. It didn't go well.

0:33:290:33:32

Oh, so you're the tarot reader?

0:33:320:33:34

I suggested to Jac that we get a reading done for Emma?

0:33:340:33:37

That's not going to happen.

0:33:370:33:39

-Emma?

-Sorry, our daughter.

0:33:390:33:41

-You're Ms Naylor's boyfriend?

-No. Not exactly.

0:33:410:33:45

He's my boyfriend.

0:33:450:33:47

I thought you just said...?

0:33:470:33:49

Yes, I share a beautiful daughter with Ms Naylor.

0:33:490:33:52

I share my life with Bonnie.

0:33:520:33:54

What, was that not poetic?

0:33:540:33:56

So, is Ms Naylor a lesbian?

0:33:560:34:00

No, no, no...

0:34:000:34:02

It's complicated.

0:34:020:34:05

Well, the tarot never saw THAT coming...

0:34:050:34:07

So, you're Bonnie's boyfriend, eh?

0:34:090:34:12

You looking forward to the trip?

0:34:120:34:14

-Trip?

-Yeah. The trip this weekend for Bonnie's birthday.

0:34:140:34:18

It's your birthday?

0:34:210:34:23

Whoops...

0:34:230:34:25

Sorry about that.

0:34:330:34:35

-Patients.

-I remember how it works, Dad.

0:34:350:34:38

So...what's going on with you?

0:34:400:34:43

What's to say?

0:34:430:34:44

Things haven't been working out so well for some time.

0:34:440:34:48

And I'm really sorry to ask for money,

0:34:480:34:50

-but I just haven't got anywhere else so go.

-Yes, you have.

0:34:500:34:53

My place is big enough. I want you and Jake to come and stay with me.

0:34:530:34:57

-I can take care of myself.

-And Jacob?

0:34:570:35:00

Of course. What is this? I've asked you for a favour!

0:35:000:35:02

Just one simple favour!

0:35:020:35:04

Jess, it doesn't make any sense for you to rent somewhere.

0:35:040:35:07

You said it's a break.

0:35:070:35:08

You don't want to get yourself tied into anything.

0:35:080:35:11

Not when you don't have to. And I can help look after Jacob.

0:35:110:35:13

Give you and David time to talk.

0:35:130:35:15

You're not listening! I can't...

0:35:150:35:17

I can't talk to David just now.

0:35:170:35:19

He...hurt me.

0:35:190:35:22

These things are always painful. Believe me, I've been through it.

0:35:220:35:26

No, you haven't. I don't have time for this.

0:35:260:35:29

Jess, I know you're sick. I know you can't sleep.

0:35:290:35:34

-I know you're in pain.

-You went through my stuff?

0:35:340:35:36

I'm not judging you. I'm just trying to help.

0:35:360:35:39

And that's some heavy-duty stuff. What's wrong?

0:35:390:35:42

Are you even seeing a GP? Jess, don't run away from this.

0:35:420:35:46

-Don't make the same mistake I did.

-The same mistakes as you?

0:35:460:35:50

Your life is littered with failed marriages.

0:35:500:35:52

And do you know why?

0:35:520:35:54

Let me tell you why. Because you listen. You always listen.

0:35:540:35:57

But you never hear!

0:35:570:36:00

-I'm sorry.

-You always are!

0:36:000:36:03

-Jess?

-Ah!

-Jess?

-Ah! Just let me go!

0:36:030:36:07

No, no, no. You're not going anywhere.

0:36:070:36:10

-Can we get some help here, please?

-Ah!

-Come on.

0:36:100:36:15

I met the father of your baby. Jonny?

0:36:150:36:18

-Nice man.

-He certainly thinks so.

0:36:180:36:21

So does Nurse Wallis.

0:36:210:36:24

Professor Hope's on his way.

0:36:240:36:26

Good luck. Don't run towards any lights.

0:36:260:36:29

-I hope I didn't drop you in it...

-Oh, far from it.

0:36:290:36:32

In fact, I think you may have just salvaged the situation for me.

0:36:320:36:35

Well, us. Jac, is Friday sorted?

0:36:350:36:38

I said I'd look into it.

0:36:380:36:41

There you go.

0:36:410:36:43

I must have interpreted the tarot wrong. I'm saved.

0:36:430:36:46

What do you mean?

0:36:460:36:48

Lovers crossed with five of cups.

0:36:480:36:51

"Disappointment" - at least, that's how I read it.

0:36:510:36:53

Course it all depends on the question being asked.

0:36:530:36:55

And what did Bonnie ask of the tarot?

0:36:550:36:57

SHE CHUCKLES

0:36:570:36:58

I couldn't possibly say, but I can tell you what 90% of women ask.

0:36:580:37:03

And what's that?

0:37:030:37:04

Love and marriage.

0:37:040:37:06

They say the Lake District's a very romantic place.

0:37:080:37:12

He lashed out. Tried to brush me away.

0:37:150:37:18

He'd done it before - several times, actually.

0:37:180:37:20

But I'd always been able move the needle.

0:37:200:37:23

But this time...

0:37:230:37:24

-So, he'd done this during previous attempts at cannulation?

-Yes.

0:37:240:37:27

-Did you report it?

-Yes. To Mr Levy.

0:37:270:37:30

But Mr Levy rightly pointed out

0:37:300:37:32

that the patient was just being difficult.

0:37:320:37:34

It didn't even occur to me that he may have a phobia of the needle.

0:37:350:37:39

I should have thought...

0:37:390:37:41

Mr Bing has made a formal complaint. Process now takes over.

0:37:410:37:44

You're suspended until that complaint has been evaluated.

0:37:440:37:47

How long have you had the acid reflux?

0:37:530:37:56

Two, three months.

0:37:560:37:58

-And you didn't get it checked out?

-I didn't think it was serious.

0:37:580:38:02

Serious enough for hospital-grade painkillers?

0:38:020:38:04

Like men don't self-medicate!

0:38:040:38:06

Yes, thank you, Adele!

0:38:060:38:08

Mary-Claire, could I have bloods, please, Us&E's,

0:38:080:38:13

FBC, a CT scan and a chest X-ray?

0:38:130:38:15

Right you are, Pops.

0:38:150:38:17

Is it just me, or has discipline slipped a bit in here?

0:38:170:38:20

-Don't.

-Oh, it's his fault! He talks like we're a family

0:38:200:38:23

but forgets that means dysfunctional and informal.

0:38:230:38:26

Sounds about right.

0:38:280:38:29

Stapling the bronchus.

0:38:330:38:36

-How's she doing?

-Oh, just dandy so far...

0:38:360:38:39

Listen, I want to talk about the rota.

0:38:390:38:43

-Yeah, me too.

-Really?

0:38:430:38:46

You're right. If Bonnie wants to help. I should let her.

0:38:460:38:48

I've been irrational. Releasing the inferior ligament.

0:38:480:38:51

No, you've been a mother.

0:38:510:38:53

Well, maybe I should try to let go a bit. Water, please.

0:38:530:38:56

-Test for any air leak.

-Thank you.

0:38:560:38:59

In fact, why don't you come over this weekend?

0:38:590:39:02

Both of you, if you want?

0:39:020:39:05

-THIS weekend?

-Well, Sofia has to go and see her mum,

0:39:050:39:08

and I'd appreciate knowing you were around.

0:39:080:39:11

-That's not a problem, is it?

-No. No, no, of course not.

0:39:110:39:13

I just need to...run it by Bonnie.

0:39:130:39:18

You do that.

0:39:180:39:20

-A hernia. That's it?

-An epigastric hernia.

0:39:230:39:27

Explains the acid...

0:39:270:39:29

Well, what it doesn't explain is why you didn't do anything about it,

0:39:290:39:32

-the pain!

-I had other things to worry about.

0:39:320:39:35

And morphine-based painkillers?

0:39:350:39:37

-You're coming off those. Now!

-Done.

0:39:370:39:40

Stop fussing, Dad. Everything's going to be OK.

0:39:400:39:43

Now, can I go see Jake?

0:39:430:39:45

You're not going anywhere until we get some other medication in you.

0:39:450:39:48

I can have Jake brought... Oh, it's David.

0:39:480:39:51

Don't answer it.

0:39:510:39:53

Well, I probably should. He's returning my call.

0:39:530:39:55

You called him? You told him I was here?

0:39:550:39:58

I left a message. Said you were here.

0:39:580:40:00

That you were safe.

0:40:000:40:01

Look, I know that you're having difficulties.

0:40:010:40:03

But he's still your husband. He deserves that much.

0:40:030:40:06

Yeah, you're right. I just...

0:40:060:40:08

Don't want to talk to him right now. I'll call him later.

0:40:080:40:11

-From yours, tonight.

-You're coming.

0:40:110:40:13

Yeah, of course. Where else would I go?

0:40:130:40:16

Is bringing her out of sedation going to work?

0:40:190:40:21

Shock the brain into fighting back.

0:40:210:40:23

It's the only way to test motor response.

0:40:230:40:26

Using pain? Isn't that rather sink or swim?

0:40:260:40:30

It's totally sink or swim. But Beth's held on for this long.

0:40:300:40:33

There's something in there fighting. Let's draw it out.

0:40:330:40:35

-Any questions?

-No.

0:40:350:40:40

Is this what she wants?

0:40:400:40:42

She wanted to be let go. We know that.

0:40:420:40:44

She's in a coma. She doesn't know what she wants.

0:40:440:40:46

Then should we be doing this at all?

0:40:460:40:49

I just don't know if we're doing it for her, or for us.

0:40:490:40:52

We're doing it because it's in her best interests.

0:40:520:40:55

Ready?

0:40:560:40:57

Yep. She's been off sedation for several hours.

0:40:570:41:00

OK...

0:41:000:41:03

Beginning motor response test.

0:41:040:41:08

Come on, Beth...

0:41:130:41:15

MACHINE BEEPS

0:41:170:41:19

-Beth?

-Guy, she's in VF.

0:41:190:41:22

ALARM SOUNDS

0:41:220:41:24

-She's crashing!

-Crash team!

0:41:250:41:29

-How did it go?

-Good, I think.

0:41:330:41:34

We'll see how she goes in recovery.

0:41:340:41:36

Maybe we could celebrate? Have a drink this weekend.

0:41:360:41:39

-For my birthday?

-Jonny told you, then?

-Uh-huh.

0:41:390:41:42

Fine, I'll get something in for the three of us.

0:41:420:41:44

Four.

0:41:440:41:46

You, Jonny, Emma and me.

0:41:460:41:48

-Of course. Four.

-Nice and cosy...

0:41:480:41:51

If you've got something to say, Bonnie, spit it out.

0:41:510:41:54

-Why this weekend?

-You know why. Sofia's away... Emma...

0:41:540:41:57

Yeah, that all sounds really plausible.

0:41:570:41:59

But I can't help thinking, you KNEW what I was planning.

0:41:590:42:01

You knew I'd already given it up,

0:42:010:42:03

because Jonny felt like he couldn't not be there for Emma.

0:42:030:42:05

And then you come up with this thing that's so...

0:42:050:42:09

un-Jac-like, so NICE.

0:42:090:42:11

Compromise. Yet I still don't get to be with Jonny.

0:42:110:42:14

No. I guess you don't. Deal with it. Because you know what?

0:42:140:42:18

I don't need to play these games. If I wanted Jonny, I...

0:42:180:42:21

That's it. You think you can just take him back

0:42:210:42:23

-whenever you wish, don't you?

-I didn't say that.

0:42:230:42:25

You were about to. What is it with you?

0:42:250:42:27

He's given you everything, and you still do what you can to hurt him.

0:42:270:42:30

-I pity you.

-Well, don't!

0:42:300:42:32

You're the one getting in the way of Jonny and his child.

0:42:320:42:35

Just remember that...

0:42:350:42:37

Adele, have you seen Jess anywhere?

0:42:430:42:46

No, I thought she was with you.

0:42:460:42:48

-Can you call the creche, please? Find out if she's there?

-Yeah.

0:42:480:42:51

Mr Griffin, I was given these X-rays. Think they belong to you.

0:42:510:42:55

Is your patient a kick-boxer? She's taken a hell of pounding...

0:42:550:42:58

I counted 10, 11 scarred-over fractures?

0:42:580:43:01

Maybe three still healing.

0:43:010:43:03

Mr Griffin? They said she picked him up 15 minutes ago...

0:43:030:43:06

You shouldn't be in here. I've got a different doctor now.

0:43:210:43:23

It's OK, Mr Bing. I just want to talk to you.

0:43:230:43:25

-About what happened.

-What, when you stabbed me?

0:43:250:43:28

-That didn't happen, Mr Bing.

-Look! Look!

0:43:280:43:31

That was an accident. You lashed out at ME!

0:43:310:43:34

You must know that?

0:43:340:43:36

Look, OK, I know we haven't seen eye to eye today...

0:43:360:43:40

But think about it.

0:43:420:43:44

Why would I stab you? I'm a doctor.

0:43:440:43:48

I spend all day helping patients.

0:43:480:43:53

It doesn't make any sense!

0:43:530:43:56

Now, you need to understand.

0:43:560:43:58

This is my career on the line here, OK?

0:43:580:44:00

Why would I sabotage that? I wouldn't!

0:44:000:44:04

I mean, do you even REMEMBER this?

0:44:060:44:10

I've been having trouble recently, remembering things.

0:44:100:44:14

Feel a bit strange. Up here.

0:44:140:44:16

That's because you're ill. You need professional help.

0:44:160:44:19

But how can I help you, if I end up getting suspended?

0:44:190:44:23

Now, look. You said yourself that you've been feeling quite strange.

0:44:230:44:26

Do you not think it's possible that you lashed out

0:44:260:44:30

-and you simply don't remember it?

-Why would I do that?

0:44:300:44:33

I don't know!

0:44:330:44:36

But I can help you try and find out.

0:44:360:44:41

But first, you need to tell someone that you were wrong.

0:44:410:44:45

-What was I wrong about?

-Everything.

0:44:470:44:50

Thing is, if I was ill,

0:44:540:44:57

somebody here would have spotted it.

0:44:570:44:59

I mean, I'm surrounded by doctors. None of them think I'm mad.

0:44:590:45:02

-No, wait...

-Just you. No. Go away. Go away.

0:45:020:45:06

I think I'll have the police now.

0:45:060:45:08

They can take care of it.

0:45:080:45:11

-Five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

-Clear. Shocking.

0:45:110:45:15

-One, two, three, four, five...

-Charging to 360...

0:45:190:45:22

-..six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

-Stop...

-Not again.

0:45:220:45:25

Dad? Does she want this?

0:45:250:45:26

Clear!

0:45:260:45:29

Shocking.

0:45:290:45:31

Rhythm.

0:45:310:45:33

OK.

0:45:330:45:35

Re-sedate. Continue Triple-H.

0:45:350:45:38

When she's stable, CT scan.

0:45:380:45:41

-How long's the wait?

-Jess?

-OK.

0:45:510:45:53

Jess. I know.

0:45:540:45:58

I KNOW.

0:45:580:46:00

"He hurt me" - I know what that means now.

0:46:000:46:03

I've heard...

0:46:030:46:04

Please, just leave us alone. This doesn't concern you.

0:46:040:46:09

I've seen the X-rays.

0:46:090:46:11

Why didn't you tell me? I could have done something.

0:46:130:46:17

How long?

0:46:170:46:18

Long enough.

0:46:210:46:22

You should have come to me. Got away.

0:46:250:46:29

-I couldn't.

-Why?

0:46:290:46:31

I'm so sorry.

0:46:380:46:39

But I'm here now.

0:46:430:46:45

Alive?

0:47:000:47:03

I must have got the wrong interpretation.

0:47:030:47:06

It wasn't the cards that made you so sure, was it?

0:47:060:47:09

I read your family history.

0:47:090:47:11

Dad. Dead at 45. Lung cancer.

0:47:110:47:14

Grandfather, dead at 55. Lung Cancer.

0:47:140:47:17

Uncle. Ditto.

0:47:170:47:19

Do you know the funny part?

0:47:190:47:22

None of them smoked.

0:47:220:47:24

Well, neither do you now, yeah?

0:47:240:47:27

You do this right, you've got another 30 years.

0:47:270:47:31

30 years of what?

0:47:310:47:33

Do you know what my first feeling was when I drew that death card?

0:47:350:47:40

Relief. At last, some...

0:47:400:47:42

change. Something different.

0:47:420:47:47

30 bloody years those cards have told me I'd meet someone.

0:47:470:47:53

Have...something.

0:47:530:47:56

Well, don't give up. Except the fags.

0:47:560:48:00

Like you said, salvage something.

0:48:000:48:03

Hey, hey, I've been looking for you.

0:48:080:48:11

What, did you come to say goodbye?

0:48:110:48:13

Let's face it, there's no coming back from this.

0:48:130:48:16

Right, if you look deep enough, you usually find a solution.

0:48:160:48:18

I've been reading your notes from today.

0:48:180:48:20

This is one comprehensive history.

0:48:200:48:22

I mean, it's all here. Documented. Every strange act.

0:48:220:48:24

Every run-in.

0:48:240:48:26

It doesn't explain why he turned on me.

0:48:260:48:28

It doesn't explain why he's ruined my career.

0:48:280:48:30

It doesn't explain why I'm wearing this stupid plaster

0:48:300:48:32

from some flea-bitten kitten, who...

0:48:320:48:37

Oh, I'm an idiot.

0:48:370:48:39

What?

0:48:390:48:40

Oh, my God, it's been staring me in the face all day!

0:48:400:48:42

What has?

0:48:420:48:44

I mean, it's not like we're half a neuro ward, is it?!

0:48:440:48:46

Dominic, what...?

0:48:460:48:50

Toxoplasmosis.

0:48:500:48:51

What?

0:48:510:48:52

It's a parasitic disease. Carried by cats.

0:48:520:48:54

It's actually quite common.

0:48:540:48:56

What happened to me is quite common? Becoming different people.

0:48:560:48:59

A different person? A nasty person?

0:48:590:49:02

Well, that's not as common.

0:49:020:49:03

It's not the parasite itself that led to those symptoms.

0:49:030:49:06

The condition will have formed calcified cysts on your brain.

0:49:060:49:08

-Not now, Digby.

-It's just quite interesting...

0:49:080:49:11

It's a disease. Caused by my cats?

0:49:110:49:13

You can't blame them.

0:49:130:49:14

I'm not blaming them. No, you misunderstand, quite the opposite.

0:49:140:49:17

I'm glad of the explanation as to why I am the way I am.

0:49:170:49:20

Why I've been acting the way I have.

0:49:200:49:22

Yeah, you're not mad, you're just full of parasites!

0:49:220:49:24

-Can you fix it...?

-Well, now we know what it is, yes, we can.

0:49:240:49:27

Excuse me, just a minute...

0:49:270:49:30

That was a good get.

0:49:320:49:35

Could have twigged a little sooner.

0:49:350:49:36

Would have saved a lot of nastiness, but...

0:49:360:49:38

An interesting decision, you coming back to this hospital

0:49:380:49:41

after what you'd been through. Gutsy, some would say.

0:49:410:49:43

And what would others say?

0:49:430:49:45

Good question.

0:49:450:49:47

Yeah, you're an interesting one. I'm going to keep my eye on you.

0:49:470:49:50

Beth's?

0:49:540:49:55

Better go be with her.

0:49:590:50:01

-Thought you'd gone.

-Well, Bonnie has had a really good idea...

0:50:130:50:18

-Oh, is that so?

-Well, Jonny was telling me

0:50:180:50:21

-about how you said you'd trust Emma with me. And with Jonny.

-Yes.

0:50:210:50:26

So, we were thinking we could kill two birds with one stone -

0:50:260:50:31

we could take Emma to the Lake District this weekend.

0:50:310:50:34

I mean, two nurses, one child, it can't go wrong.

0:50:340:50:39

I guess we all have to accept that there are three of us

0:50:390:50:41

in this relationship now.

0:50:410:50:43

Me, Jonny and Emma.

0:50:430:50:46

And we need to pull our weight.

0:50:460:50:48

And this way it means you get the whole weekend to yourself.

0:50:480:50:51

You can go bowling or bingo or whatever.

0:50:510:50:54

I mean, you did say that, right?

0:50:540:50:58

I think that sounds like a great idea.

0:50:580:51:01

Jac!

0:51:010:51:04

You're a wee star! Come on.

0:51:040:51:07

You've heard. About Beth.

0:51:250:51:29

You win some, you lose some.

0:51:290:51:31

No hard feelings, eh, Guy?

0:51:350:51:39

Hard feelings?

0:51:390:51:41

It was purely a commercial decision.

0:51:450:51:48

As I said,

0:51:480:51:50

legacies stain easily.

0:51:500:51:53

And I'm very good at picking which way the wind's blowing...

0:51:550:51:59

A young girl is dying.

0:51:590:52:02

Who's fault's that? Mine?

0:52:040:52:07

Not hers. Not Beth's.

0:52:080:52:10

But there are other people whose lives you could have saved.

0:52:100:52:13

You can't save them all, Guy.

0:52:130:52:15

You're going to come in there,

0:52:150:52:17

you're going to sit there and watch her die!

0:52:170:52:19

She died a year ago!

0:52:190:52:23

Anya? Right?

0:52:230:52:25

You can't bring her back.

0:52:270:52:30

And I'm not going to build you a neuro unit

0:52:300:52:33

just to salve your conscience.

0:52:330:52:36

-Finished?

-No. But this conversation has.

0:52:360:52:39

Think it's time you left.

0:52:390:52:41

And that temper showed up on the due diligence.

0:52:410:52:45

I'm truly sorry, Guy.

0:52:450:52:47

I thought this could work, but you're a loose cannon.

0:52:470:52:51

You understood the scan?

0:52:590:53:01

Widespread ischemic deficit.

0:53:040:53:09

A devastating stroke.

0:53:090:53:11

She's not going to survive this.

0:53:110:53:13

Could go into cardiac arrest at any moment.

0:53:130:53:17

You don't have to be here for this.

0:53:170:53:19

Yes, I do.

0:53:200:53:22

You're not a monster.

0:53:280:53:31

I want you to know, I don't think that.

0:53:310:53:34

Just a harmless ogre?

0:53:370:53:39

Yeah...

0:53:400:53:42

Zoshie,

0:53:440:53:47

you should have this.

0:53:470:53:49

-I don't think I deserve it.

-Yes, you do.

0:53:510:53:54

You know,

0:54:050:54:07

doing stuff is easy.

0:54:070:54:10

Surgery. Getting your hands dirty.

0:54:100:54:14

You try, you succeed. Or you don't.

0:54:140:54:19

Not doing anything.

0:54:190:54:22

Watching...

0:54:220:54:25

That's hard.

0:54:250:54:27

MACHINE BEEPS AND FLATLINES

0:54:300:54:33

Er, you don't have a spare cigarette, do you?

0:54:590:55:03

It'll kill you.

0:55:030:55:05

After the day I've had, I might just take that.

0:55:050:55:08

Couldn't possibly be weirder than mine.

0:55:090:55:13

What did you DO to it?

0:55:130:55:14

Only a little accident! Or three.

0:55:140:55:17

Hey, the insurance'll pay for it.

0:55:170:55:19

Of course, you do know this could mean war?

0:55:190:55:23

Bring it on!

0:55:230:55:25

Oh!

0:55:250:55:28

I've never liked cats.

0:55:380:55:40

Although I do respect their instinct to survive.

0:55:400:55:43

Did you really never have pets? Not even as a kid?

0:55:460:55:51

My mum bought me and my brother, Chris, hamsters once.

0:55:510:55:55

OK.

0:55:550:55:58

Well, I don't exactly know why, but I had two hamsters.

0:55:580:56:02

A male and a female.

0:56:020:56:04

And Chris had just one hamster, a female.

0:56:040:56:07

Anyway, my hamsters did what hamsters do,

0:56:070:56:09

and, pretty soon, we had six baby hamsters.

0:56:090:56:12

Our own little family.

0:56:120:56:14

Anyway, one day, Chris and I decided it would be fun

0:56:140:56:18

to let his lady hamster play Mummy.

0:56:180:56:22

Anyway, we took my hamster out.

0:56:220:56:24

Put his hamster in.

0:56:240:56:28

And she bit all their heads off.

0:56:280:56:30

What? Well, what did you do?

0:56:300:56:33

-Nothing.

-You didn't try to stop her?

0:56:330:56:37

Well, they weren't HER babies, were they?

0:56:370:56:40

They were a threat to her. So, she dealt with it.

0:56:400:56:44

She felt threatened, so she reacted.

0:56:440:56:47

Lashed out. With violence.

0:56:480:56:51

Because that's now nature works.

0:56:510:56:54

When threatened, react violently,

0:56:540:56:58

end threat.

0:56:580:57:01

David, hi. It's Ric.

0:57:110:57:13

No, I'm fine, fine, thanks. How are you?

0:57:130:57:17

Good. Good.

0:57:170:57:18

Listen, Jess left tonight to go and visit her mum.

0:57:180:57:25

Yeah. Oh, no, no, no, she's fine. She's fine.

0:57:250:57:30

Well, at least as far as I know.

0:57:300:57:33

You can never tell with Jess.

0:57:330:57:36

Never one to "share".

0:57:360:57:38

At least, not with me!

0:57:380:57:40

RIC CHUCKLES

0:57:400:57:42

Anyway, I just thought that I'd better let you know.

0:57:420:57:46

Yeah, yeah.

0:57:480:57:52

You too, mate.

0:57:520:57:54

Take care.

0:57:540:57:56

He'll come looking for me.

0:57:590:58:04

When he realises...

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he'll come.

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I'll be here. I promise.

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And if he comes anywhere near you...

0:58:150:58:17

..I'll kill him.

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