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The Looking Glass

Hospital drama. Amy and Raf's conflicting feelings about the unborn child collide when they discover the sex of the baby.


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I know that we haven't had the most...conventional of starts

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-but there is something there.

-I'm not saying there isn't...

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What's the harm in seeing where it goes?

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'This seriously cool Austin Healey.'

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-71.

-75.

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Have you lost your mind?

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I wish this could have happened differently.

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You knew what the Herzig meant to me.

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It shouldn't have been you who took this from me.

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Hee-hee! See?

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I told you it was worth it.

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She's an absolute beaut.

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Not unlike yourself.

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RADIO ON: "You And Me Song" by The Wannadies

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Hey! That's our song!

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See? It's fate.

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75 grand's worth of fate.

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Come on. You love it really.

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Don't you? Hmm?

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# You and me always... #

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Raf...

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-# And for ever, you... #

-Raf! Look out!

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TYRES SQUEAL

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Damn it!

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RADIO OFF

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TRIES IGNITION

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-Good morning.

-Yes. Morning.

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CHAIR SQUEAKS

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I took the liberty of getting new chairs.

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Better posture, better performance.

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I thought it might take the strain off your back.

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SQUEAKING

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I see.

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Got my back have you, Jac?

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I had my old chair for years...

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I was perfectly happy with it.

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Change is the prelude to progress, Elliot. Get used to it.

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Wh...What...?

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Professor Elliot Hope?

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Wha...

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All right, OK...

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I presume the other night was the practice run...

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Sorry?

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With lover boy. In training for me.

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Two words, Harry. Pole. Barge.

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Had we but world enough, and time...

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You what?

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You. Playing coy...

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But, seriously. Wasn't it weird going back there

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with Fletch after all these years?

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You can't remember what happened, can you?

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Yes.

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-Got yourself a bit of prime parking there, mate.

-Yeah, yeah. Move along.

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Nothing to see here.

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That is the result of somebody like that being

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put behind the wheel of something so exquisite.

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Like some kind of sick social experiment...

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Democracy, eh?

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You all right?

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Amy?

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What's up?

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Just being silly. It's the shock, that's all.

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And obviously...

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C'mon. Let's get you checked out.

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Little secret for you.

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I failed my driving test five times. Ha!

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So...all present and correct.

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You've got a perfectly healthy baby.

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Thank God!

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Blood pressure is slightly raised

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but there's really nothing for you to worry about. Just try and keep those stress levels down.

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No more rally driving, you hear?

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Oh, God, I'm so relieved...

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I know we're not quite at 20 weeks, but...

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as it's you two. If you'd like to know the baby's sex...

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-Yes!

-Oh, no, no...

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-Well, we don't have to...

-We can if you want...

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Well, if you haven't discussed it...

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-No, no - we did.

-Did we?

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Sorry, just getting carried away.

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Oh, it's all right.

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Most people want a surprise, but when it comes down to it,

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can't actually help themselves.

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Raf. I commend you. You're a man of great self-discipline...

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-No, let's do it.

-No, Raf, honestly...

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No, no, no. Let's find out.

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-You sure?

-Yeah.

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OK. You two are going to be the proud parents of...

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-..a baby boy.

-A boy!

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Raf, you always wanted a boy!

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I would've been happy with whatever I got, but...

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A boy?

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A son...

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Frothing at the mouth is not a symptom I've ever seen.

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In reality though, when you think about it,

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we don't even have an explanation for the biggest mystery there is -

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existence. I mean, sure,

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the Big Bang Theory, the theory of everything...

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Eh?

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But at the end of the day, it's all just speculation...

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The frothing at the mouth, Mr Koenig?

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-Louis, please.

-The frothing at the mouth.

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Before I have you evicted from this hospital for trespassing and time wasting!

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Toothpaste.

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Why?

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I just needed to see you, Professor.

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You're my last hope.

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Louis?

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Pectus excavatum...

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I've done my research.

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I know you used to perform the Nuss procedure.

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I want it.

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It's a breathtaking operation.

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Fashion a metal arch, insert it in the chest,

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flip it over and watch as the chest rises.

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-Wow...

-Proper metalwork, that.

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Mr Koenig?

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Nice shoes.

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Buzz Lightyear. Back again?

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Kate and Wills, just the pair I need...

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Ah. The couple that throw themselves in front of sports cars. What've we got?

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Kitty Flyte. Alistair Rockwell.

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Lacerations and suspected fractured ribs for her.

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Suspected fractured knee for him. And you're going to love how they did it.

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-Falling off a bed?!

-That's how we roll...

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Joker. He fell, dragged me with him.

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-As per usual.

-OK, lovebirds.

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Well, if you can bear to be separate for just a second,

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can we get them on separate trolleys, please?

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And this idiot's lost the key!

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OK, well, let's get those off...

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Look, Serena's going to be off sick again.

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It's going to be a busy one...

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Why don't you just go home, rest up?

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I'm fine now! We should be together today.

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Celebrating.

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OK. Your choice.

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Louis has come to see me several times

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and every time, I've said no. We won't get CCG funding.

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Jac, we can do the procedure without that.

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I'm not running a charity, Elliot.

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It's an expensive, essentially cosmetic surgery...

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Um, self-image can be as important as medical health.

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Sage input as always from Holby's Next Top Model...

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The last time I looked, we weren't on Harley Street.

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Unless there is a medical need, it's a no from me.

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You know, historically speaking, dictatorships don't tend to go down too well...

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And you can rely on the underclasses for objectivity on that point.

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Ms Naylor. Maggie O'Dowd...

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Maggie?! She's an old patient of mine.

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Yeah, she's here for the Herzig. I thought you might like to scrub in.

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Hell, yeah!

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Jac, do you really think the Herzig is suitable?

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Her atrial wall is very weak. She'll likely bleed out.

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I can handle it, Elliot.

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In the meantime, discharge Hubble junior over there

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before I break it to him not so gently.

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She's obviously having trouble filling the boss's shoes.

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Never imagined I'd be an unwanted guest in my own home.

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I could have a word with her if you like, Elliot...

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No. No need to compound this humiliation.

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Right. Let's go and talk to the little man.

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Er, she did say unless there's a MEDICAL need...

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Really?

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I quite like that.

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-Um...Fletch.

-Yes?

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Can I just have a quick word?

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Well, it's going to have to wait.

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I've got some conscious uncoupling to do.

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Whereas I always think the opposite's more fun.

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Yeah, that's unconscious coupling, FYI...

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Yeah, that's not looking too bad.

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You were meant to cuff me to the bed, not to you, dummy! Not the game...

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Can't let you loose, can I? So much for a special weekend...

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For the pain. So... Was this a honeymoon, or...?

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We're not married!

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Practically. Been together since we were 15.

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Childhood sweethearts, eh!

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Well, you're with the original Romeo and Juliet with these two.

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You guys? How long?

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Since we were 18.

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Wow...

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And...it's your first?

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Do you mind if I...? If we...?

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Boy or girl?

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Actually, we just found out today we're having a little boy.

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-Oh, congratulations!

-You got a name?

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No, we haven't thought about it yet.

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There you go, you are free...

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Finally.

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Let's get you both X-rayed.

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In their own little cocoon.

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It's chaos in here today.

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-Could you do me a favour and take them to X-ray?

-Sure.

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All done. Fully hydrated.

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Now...

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Don't say I don't look after you, wild child.

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Your wild child now.

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You'd think I'd have learnt to drink responsibly by now.

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What, you mean now that you're 40, and all?

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How do you know..?

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Drunken call at one in the morning ring any bells?

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I drunk dialled you?!

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Oh, I haven't done that since I was a teenager! What did I say?

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You were very...sweet.

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So come on, why didn't you tell me it was your birthday?

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Had enough of an existential crisis this year,

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without harping on about being 40.

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Well, at least now...

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you can wake me up in person.

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No!

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How did Mama Levy take it?

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Well, she looked like I was leaving her for deepest darkest Africa,

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you know, not a semi down the road.

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To new beginnings.

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I'm sorry. Just... I wonder if you can help me.

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I've lost my bag you see, and...

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Oop, OK. There we go.

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You OK?

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Oh, well. I'm shrinking again.

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If his X-ray's OK, are we going to be discharged quickly?

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Hopefully...

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I'm meant to be catching a flight in like, four hours...

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You guys are going on holiday?

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I'm going to California for a bit. To study.

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Philosophy PhD.

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And, Alistair's coming along for the ride?

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Uh, no.

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It's just for three months initially, so...

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Obviously Ali's making out like it's for ever.

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Well, three months is quite a long time...

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He can't hack long-haul flights anyway, so...

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I worked all over the world with Raf, so we could be together.

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Wow. I dunno, I just...

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don't want to sacrifice things that are important to me.

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Relationships are about sacrifice, surely.

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Well... Clearly, it worked out for you guys...

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How...much...longer?

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I'm Jewish. Sport's not really my thing.

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You're into swimming, though.

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Swimming's the worst.

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-I thought...

-Everyone in my year was going to the pool in the park,

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to sunbathe and stuff. And...

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Was there a girl there?

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Totally futile anyway. She'll never fancy me with a chest like this.

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Only dates rugby boys these days.

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Hey, well then, she's not good enough for you...

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I don't care if she's not good enough! I can't spend my whole life pre-first base.

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Have you never been kissed?

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Right...

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It's OK to still be wearing your V plates. Isn't it, Elliot?

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I think that's probably enough time...

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Louis?!

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Shalom, Dad.

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Sorry!

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I suddenly go all tiny...

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Like Alice in Wonderland.

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Alice Munro.

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Referred from the ED with severe abdominal pain and nausea.

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Do you mind if I...?

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It's fine. It always happens.

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Just... I never used to get this sick...

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-Is there anyone we can call for you?

-Nope.

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Anyway. My work's better, when I'm...

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in Wonderland...

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I see all sorts of things...

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What about my bag?

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The green giant had it downstairs.

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It's got my magic powder in, you see.

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Um, we'll be right back.

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OK, the usual tests.

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A CT scan of the abdomen, MRI and EEG to rule out brain tumour.

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And a...tox screen.

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Obviously.

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What do you reckon - LSD? MDMA?

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Oh, I don't know. You tell me, you crazy wild child, you.

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-Ooh!

-For our information, are you two...?

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Yes, Dr March. Yes. We are in fact, um, back on...

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J'adore that.

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-Now look, it's Essie's birthday...

-How old?

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40.

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And I want to organise a surprise party...

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I'm your man...

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Excellent. Thank you very much.

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Sycophant...

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How could you forget you put it in your sock?!

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Other than a rogue key,

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there is nothing in the X-ray that concerns us.

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-So we can go?

-Are you sure?

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Still not feeling pretty.

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Any pain should be muscle or ligament trauma,

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essentially a bad sprain. We'll bandage you up and...

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The anti-inflammatory should be kicking in.

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-What're you doing, Kit?

-Checking the plane tickets...

-Can you just... Give me that...

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-I can still make it...

-Kit!

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Fine.

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Not QUITE how I planned on doing this, but...

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Don't go.

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I don't want you to go.

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Marry me.

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That is so romantic.

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You are unbelievable.

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Ali?!

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It's OK. It's just a faint. It's probably the pain. Come on.

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Deep breaths. Pulse is high.

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Let's get him into bed.

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Can you push fluids, order gases, clotting,

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and chase those blood result for me?

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Did you give him enough pain relief?

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I can do my job, Raf.

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Look, let's just try and focus, OK?

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Get to the bottom of this.

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But why would you go in the pool? You can't swim!

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-Louis?

-I fell in, OK? Chillax, old man.

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What's the deal here? Has he swallowed a lot of water?

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Mr Koenig. Louis isn't here because he fell in the pool...

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Oh, no. No - no, no, no.

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We've been over this before.

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Here we go...

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They could shunt that metal thing

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straight through your heart, Louis, straight through!

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For THIS? It's immaterial.

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It's familial?

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Has it affected me?

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Look at what I've achieved.

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You'll understand this, Professor. Theoretical physicist.

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Published numerous papers on cosmos theory.

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That is very impressive, Mr Koenig, but...

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You're looking at the next Hawking here, right in front of you...

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See what I'm dealing with?

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You have a brilliant mind, Louis.

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Uh, Yiddish Kop.

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The brains!

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Right, where's that woman we saw before? Ginger?

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Mr Koenig. Charmed, I'm sure.

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Let me put you all out of your misery.

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Louis, as previously discerned, there is no medical need

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for you to have this surgery, therefore you won't be having it.

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Right, then.

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I'll go pull the car around and maybe

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we could catch that lecture on Minkowski and spacetime.

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Louis, I'm so sorry...

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May as well be celibate.

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-Jac. Surely there's some way...

-You went behind my back.

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Well, there may have been a medical reason.

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But there isn't. I can't justify the cost.

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I'm sorry, Elliot.

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Yes, well...

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-Do you think they have sex?

-Oh! I don't want to think about that.

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I think it's quite sweet, actually.

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What? Oh, c'mon, guys.

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Levy gets laid, we all get an easy life.

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There you go.

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I can't have those!

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It'll help with your nausea.

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But I can't swallow them. They won't fit in my tiny mouth.

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They're huge!

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Alice, your MRI and EEG have come back clear,

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which is fantastic news.

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But, nevertheless,

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we do need to find out why you're having these hallucinations.

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If you can just tell us what you've taken...

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I haven't TAKEN anything...

0:18:140:18:16

The green giant!

0:18:160:18:18

MOBILE RINGS

0:18:190:18:21

+49?

0:18:250:18:26

Oh, yeah - must be some outsourced cold-calling place.

0:18:260:18:30

-Alice's bag.

-Very good.

0:18:320:18:34

And, er...

0:18:340:18:36

Yeah. Going to take that, I think.

0:18:360:18:38

We just need to get this tested.

0:18:380:18:40

Everything...OK?

0:18:480:18:50

Yeah. Yeah. Fine.

0:18:500:18:52

-I'm going to take this to the lab.

-OK.

0:18:530:18:56

How long have you been there?

0:19:020:19:04

I just... You looked sad, and...

0:19:040:19:06

Come on, let's get you back in bed.

0:19:060:19:09

What, ho! Apothecary!

0:19:100:19:12

Shakespeare for you, there.

0:19:140:19:15

Seems a bit tense in there.

0:19:170:19:19

Patient faints, assumed cause is pain,

0:19:210:19:23

but I'm certain he's had adequate pain relief.

0:19:230:19:26

Anyway...

0:19:260:19:27

Oh, uh, yes. Sorry.

0:19:290:19:30

They're out upstairs.

0:19:300:19:32

I'm really glad you came to see me today.

0:19:370:19:39

And I'm sorry if I put my foot in it with Raf...

0:19:390:19:41

Not at all. He's had a lot on his mind lately.

0:19:410:19:44

-Miss Campbell's been off...

-Mm. Poor guy. Seems pretty...

0:19:440:19:47

shell-shocked by the whole thing.

0:19:470:19:49

Last thing he needs is me bleating on about the baby.

0:19:490:19:52

Even so, I thought you seemed... withdrawn.

0:19:520:19:55

It's important, you know, keeping that blood pressure down and...

0:19:570:20:00

I understand it's a tricky situation, isn't it?

0:20:000:20:02

But if you ever want to talk, then...

0:20:020:20:04

Here you go.

0:20:040:20:05

Tell your ward sister to stock up next time.

0:20:060:20:09

Save you the trip all the way down here.

0:20:090:20:11

Right, well, er... I'll leave you to it, then.

0:20:130:20:15

If you can put up with the rabble, we'd love to have you.

0:20:170:20:20

-Thank you!

-Oh, my gosh - it's all kicking off out there!

0:20:200:20:24

-Buzz Lightyear senior has lost Lightyear junior.

-Louis?

0:20:240:20:27

Thing is, I didn't want to say anything,

0:20:270:20:29

but I've just had a quick break with Janelle from Paeds and she's always

0:20:290:20:32

banging on about wanting to meet a guy with intellect and

0:20:320:20:35

broadening her horizons, yada, yada, yada.

0:20:350:20:38

-Where is...

-Well, our Janelle is a lady with a lot of experience

0:20:380:20:41

under her belt, if you know what I'm saying.

0:20:410:20:43

-Massive FOMO.

-FO... I'm sorry?

0:20:430:20:45

A Fear Of Missing Out, I believe.

0:20:450:20:47

Yeah. She likes to try everything.

0:20:470:20:50

-Adele...

-I thought... Match made, isn't it?

-Where is Louis?

0:20:500:20:53

Yeah, no, that's cool. Um, so, Janelle.

0:20:560:20:58

Are you more of a Styles or a Zayn girl?

0:20:580:21:01

Styles.

0:21:030:21:04

Louis! What are you doing here? I've been looking for you everywhere.

0:21:050:21:10

Had to get away from Darth Bloody Vader.

0:21:100:21:13

He's worried about you.

0:21:130:21:14

I know he thinks it's all so trivial - looks, and girls, but...

0:21:140:21:18

Ed White. The astronaut that did the first American spacewalk.

0:21:200:21:24

He said when he had to come back in to Earth,

0:21:240:21:27

it was the saddest moment of his life...

0:21:270:21:29

That's how I feel, every day.

0:21:300:21:32

When I wake up and look in the mirror.

0:21:320:21:35

Louis, I'm truly sorry I can't help you.

0:21:360:21:38

I'm just so fed up of being pushed around

0:21:380:21:41

and overlooked my entire life.

0:21:410:21:43

My chair! That's my chair.

0:21:450:21:48

They've chucked...

0:21:480:21:50

Follow me.

0:21:500:21:51

I gave Alistair Rockwell adequate pain relief, Raf.

0:21:530:21:55

That's not why his blood pressure dropped.

0:21:550:21:57

-I chased his bloods...

-Thank you, Doctor...

0:21:570:22:00

And ordered an INR.

0:22:000:22:01

Kitty said he can't do long flights.

0:22:010:22:03

He's on Warfarin for recurring DVT.

0:22:030:22:06

Well, I need that CT scan, urgently.

0:22:070:22:09

I did tell you I wasn't on drugs.

0:22:090:22:12

No-one ever believes me... That's why I stopped coming to doctors.

0:22:120:22:15

So why did you grind up paracetamol?

0:22:170:22:18

Because I can't fit them in my mouth.

0:22:180:22:21

And the paracetamol makes me normal again...

0:22:210:22:24

It takes away the hallucinations?

0:22:240:22:27

But you haven't got a headache?

0:22:270:22:30

Any eyesight problems?

0:22:300:22:32

No history of epilepsy or...?

0:22:330:22:36

Just thinking chromosomal disorders can cause delusions.

0:22:360:22:39

-History of Huntington's chorea?

-Nope. I told you,

0:22:400:22:43

I've had this since I was a child.

0:22:430:22:45

No-one can work it out.

0:22:450:22:47

Maybe I just am different, like Alice...

0:22:470:22:50

I drew something for you...

0:22:500:22:52

Well... That's very sweet, but it's not fair.

0:23:080:23:11

I mean, you know, if you're going to expose me, what about this one here?

0:23:110:23:16

-Ah! Come on. I want to see that.

-Please!

0:23:160:23:18

I...saw you before.

0:23:230:23:25

You're lost. It's making you sad.

0:23:270:23:29

Well, Alice. Don't worry.

0:23:320:23:33

We're going to get to the bottom of this. OK?

0:23:330:23:36

Well, whatever's going on in her head,

0:23:410:23:44

she still has some semblance of reality.

0:23:440:23:46

She got YOU wrong, though...

0:23:460:23:48

+49 on your phone have something to do with it?

0:23:510:23:54

Internal bleeding? I fell out of a bed!

0:23:540:23:56

The Warfarin prevents your blood from clotting,

0:23:560:23:58

so even the smallest knock can be a problem.

0:23:580:24:01

We'll give you a drug called Sanplex to try and get you clotting again.

0:24:010:24:05

Otherwise, I'm afraid, we may need to operate.

0:24:050:24:07

Surgery?

0:24:070:24:08

And it's nil by mouth from now.

0:24:080:24:10

Please don't tell her.

0:24:100:24:12

You'll want someone with you...

0:24:120:24:13

Hey, fainty man. You're awake.

0:24:150:24:17

I stirred in the chocolate.

0:24:200:24:21

So, once his knee's strapped up, is he going to be discharged?

0:24:230:24:26

Well, we'll see...

0:24:260:24:28

I mean, I can stay...

0:24:280:24:30

For how long, Kits? Another hour?

0:24:300:24:32

Another day?

0:24:320:24:33

Ten years. I just don't understand

0:24:330:24:36

why you'd move to the other side of the world...

0:24:360:24:38

It's three months!

0:24:380:24:40

What are you still searching for?

0:24:400:24:41

You see, for me, it's easy. I want to be with you.

0:24:410:24:44

I've always known that.

0:24:440:24:45

Yet you chose now? To ask me.

0:24:450:24:48

In a hospital, when I'm about to go away.

0:24:480:24:50

I don't want to lose you...

0:24:500:24:52

Really(?)

0:24:520:24:54

Actually. Actually, go...

0:24:540:24:57

If that's what you want, let's just call it a day.

0:24:570:25:01

What?!

0:25:010:25:02

I am, I am fed up of the chaos of you.

0:25:020:25:04

The constant free fall...

0:25:040:25:06

Trying to lock you down...

0:25:060:25:08

Kitty, wait...

0:25:150:25:16

Amy...

0:25:160:25:18

-She doesn't know what's going on...

-Patient confidentiality!

0:25:180:25:21

What does that mean? After all that time, together.

0:25:210:25:24

You don't just run away, Raf.

0:25:240:25:26

Kitty!

0:25:280:25:30

Jac.

0:25:360:25:37

So yesterday, your daughter said her first words.

0:25:370:25:40

Can you show me Mrs O'Dowd's scans as soon as they're back?

0:25:400:25:43

-Which, incidentally, you might have heard if you just...

-Jonny, I'm busy.

0:25:430:25:47

I e-mailed you the video, so...

0:25:470:25:49

Louis!

0:25:540:25:56

Have you been smoking?!

0:25:560:25:57

Let's go.

0:26:000:26:02

Actually, Mr Koenig, there's been a slight change of plan.

0:26:020:26:05

So what's going on? You can talk to me, you know.

0:26:070:26:12

Er, two cappuccinos. Thank you.

0:26:120:26:14

+49 is the country code for Germany.

0:26:150:26:18

I have a great uncle in Munich.

0:26:210:26:23

So, Josef had a brother, did he?

0:26:250:26:27

Yeah. Found out when they matched his DNA.

0:26:270:26:31

To check if he really was... Well, Josef Dalke.

0:26:310:26:34

Did his brother know about..?

0:26:340:26:36

No.

0:26:360:26:37

Franz is much younger and they only found out what Josef did

0:26:370:26:40

after the war and, even then, they thought he'd died...

0:26:400:26:43

Until a couple of months ago...

0:26:430:26:45

He's been e-mailing me every week.

0:26:450:26:47

I've ignored it.

0:26:470:26:48

But, um...

0:26:480:26:50

..it seems you weren't the only one I drunk-dialled last night.

0:26:510:26:55

I'm so sorry...

0:26:570:26:58

The family want to meet me.

0:27:000:27:01

For me to go and stay with them for a bit.

0:27:030:27:05

Wow.

0:27:070:27:09

How do you feel about that?

0:27:110:27:14

I don't know. I'm 40.

0:27:150:27:18

I'm tired of playing Who Do You Think You Are...

0:27:190:27:22

And crazy is wrong.

0:27:240:27:26

And I'm not sad any more.

0:27:260:27:28

I'm the happiest I've been for a very long time.

0:27:280:27:32

Good.

0:27:330:27:35

Kitty!

0:27:380:27:40

You're still here.

0:27:410:27:43

Alistair would want you to stay.

0:27:440:27:45

Taxi's on its way, so...

0:27:450:27:48

It's not that I don't love him. It's just...

0:27:510:27:53

Marriage is for ever, and we've only ever been with each other.

0:27:550:27:58

How are you meant to know?

0:27:580:28:00

I think you'd know...

0:28:000:28:02

I was taught that if something's right, you fight for it. Together.

0:28:020:28:07

And I suppose your relationship's perfect as a result?

0:28:070:28:10

Raf hasn't even thought about baby names...

0:28:100:28:13

Nothing is perfect, Kitty...

0:28:140:28:16

Ali cheated on me.

0:28:230:28:25

We had an argument.

0:28:270:28:29

Kitty...

0:28:360:28:38

Someone cheating.

0:28:380:28:40

Can you really get past that?

0:28:400:28:41

We need to consider Louis' emotional need, Mr Koenig...

0:28:520:28:55

Emotional need? Emotional need?!

0:28:550:28:57

I'm his FATHER!

0:28:570:28:59

Look, Louis - listen to me.

0:28:590:29:01

If you just get to university, full of like-minded astrophysicists, hm?

0:29:020:29:06

It was the making of me...

0:29:060:29:09

I'm not you. I actually want to get laid.

0:29:100:29:13

Laid? Laid?! What is laid?

0:29:130:29:16

Having sex.

0:29:160:29:17

Yes. Thank you, Adele.

0:29:170:29:19

Girls are a distraction.

0:29:210:29:23

You think Luke Skywalker would've faced the Emperor

0:29:230:29:25

if there was still a girl in the frame?

0:29:250:29:27

-You think Einstein...

-Can you quit it with all the cosmos rubbish?

0:29:270:29:30

-Louis!

-Please! None of it's real...

-Louis!

0:29:300:29:32

It's a crucially important framework to explain...

0:29:320:29:35

Explain what?!

0:29:350:29:37

Louis...

0:29:370:29:38

Explain why we're freaks.

0:29:380:29:40

Explain why Mum went off with the body builder next door?

0:29:400:29:43

Why she just...left us.

0:29:440:29:46

You're a loser. That's why.

0:29:490:29:52

Are you the head of this Mickey Mouse department?

0:29:580:30:01

Mr Koenig...

0:30:010:30:02

Are you?

0:30:020:30:03

No, I'm not.

0:30:030:30:05

I had a clear-out recently, after...everything.

0:30:090:30:12

Anyway, I was going to take all of this to the creche.

0:30:120:30:15

Aha!

0:30:160:30:17

This was my favourite book when I was a kid.

0:30:190:30:22

Right, OK, let's get through it.

0:30:230:30:26

What happens in the story?

0:30:260:30:28

Er, she falls down the rabbit hole...

0:30:280:30:30

She shrinks, she grows...

0:30:300:30:33

Great. Well, they're the symptoms...

0:30:330:30:35

Where does it all start?

0:30:350:30:37

It's all a dream. It's all in her head...

0:30:370:30:39

So headaches can cause delusions.

0:30:390:30:42

The paracetamol helps our Alice...

0:30:420:30:44

No. She said she didn't have headaches.

0:30:440:30:46

She just gets sick...

0:30:460:30:48

It's abdominal migraine!

0:30:480:30:50

When a migraine is so severe, the pain is sublimated.

0:30:520:30:55

You don't feel it in the head, but in the abdomen...

0:30:550:30:57

Abdomen...

0:30:570:30:59

You're a genius.

0:30:590:31:00

You are.

0:31:000:31:02

No you're...you're the genius.

0:31:020:31:04

Ah! Damn it!

0:31:060:31:08

Figured you'd be with your baby.

0:31:130:31:14

No point leaving it to someone else, to mess things up.

0:31:140:31:18

Your brother gave us this.

0:31:180:31:20

That was nice of him.

0:31:220:31:23

I've been looking through it every day. Underlining names.

0:31:230:31:27

For girls, anyway.

0:31:280:31:30

Why won't this...

0:31:300:31:32

I thought... If it's a boy, you'd know.

0:31:320:31:34

We always said Callum, remember?

0:31:360:31:38

Amy! Sorry... Just, this is really tricky.

0:31:380:31:42

Jac.

0:31:480:31:49

Maggie O'Dowd's scans.

0:31:490:31:51

You don't think Elliot's got a point, do you?

0:31:510:31:54

If I needed someone to second-guess me... Oh, wait! I don't.

0:31:540:31:57

It's just her atrial cuff is so calcified.

0:31:570:31:59

-It might be a bit complicated...

-Looks pretty simple to me.

0:31:590:32:03

There's two kinds of people in this world, Mo - winners and losers.

0:32:030:32:05

-All I'm saying...

-If you want to be a surgeon or not, it's up to you...

0:32:050:32:09

You know...

0:32:120:32:13

Mr Koenig. You're still here.

0:32:130:32:16

Your hair tone, in fact...

0:32:160:32:19

-Are you all right?

-I'm bleeding.

0:32:300:32:33

-How much?

-Enough.

0:32:350:32:38

PAGER BEEPS

0:32:380:32:40

Raf...

0:32:410:32:42

I don't know...

0:32:420:32:44

Do you think we should try and see Mr Thompson?

0:32:440:32:47

Yeah. Yes. Yeah, we should...

0:32:470:32:49

Have you seen Raf? Mr Di Lucca, have you seen him anywhere?

0:32:490:32:53

Has anyone seen Raf anywhere?!

0:32:530:32:55

What?!

0:32:580:32:59

It's Alistair Rockwell. He's crashing.

0:32:590:33:01

You go and see Mr Thompson and I'll be right with you.

0:33:010:33:05

-Raf...

-I'll be right there.

0:33:050:33:07

What are you doing? Can't you see that clashes?!

0:33:090:33:13

Tasteless little mole.

0:33:130:33:14

Aren't you taking this all a bit too seriously?

0:33:170:33:20

Organising a great party is a very serious affair, OK?

0:33:200:33:22

We can hardly leave it to Abigail over there.

0:33:220:33:25

More cheese and pineapple, Sue?

0:33:250:33:27

What would you say if I told you we've found out what you've

0:33:270:33:30

been suffering with, all these years?

0:33:300:33:32

I wouldn't believe you.

0:33:320:33:33

Well. The TMS test... CRASH

0:33:330:33:35

..we ran on your head shows areas of excitability in your brain.

0:33:360:33:40

You have in fact been suffering from migraines, which is

0:33:400:33:44

why the paracetamol helped you so much.

0:33:440:33:47

They're just so severe that the pain manifests in your stomach,

0:33:470:33:50

as abdominal migraine. And when the pain is that bad,

0:33:500:33:53

it can cause neurological side effects.

0:33:530:33:56

Alice, you have been suffering from a very rare syndrome called

0:33:560:34:00

-Todd's Syndrome.

-Todd's Syndrome?

0:34:000:34:02

Yes. Sufferers experience hallucinations.

0:34:020:34:05

You know, a distorted perception of themselves and the world.

0:34:050:34:08

Lilliputianism, macropsia...

0:34:080:34:11

Er, when people and objects appear too big or too small.

0:34:110:34:14

Oh, my God - I have all of those.

0:34:140:34:16

The funny thing is, Todd's Syndrome is also known as...

0:34:160:34:20

Alice in Wonderland Syndrome.

0:34:200:34:23

So, you sort of have been Alice all this time.

0:34:230:34:27

Luckily, your Alice symptoms can be cured with an anti-epileptic drug

0:34:290:34:32

called Lamotrigine.

0:34:320:34:34

No more shrinking. You'll go back to normal.

0:34:340:34:38

Normal...

0:34:380:34:40

Whoa! You're on Team Gingersnap. You can't just cross into rebel camp.

0:34:420:34:46

Give it a rest, Jonny Mac.

0:34:460:34:47

Been playing slap-me-down with Stalin all day.

0:34:470:34:50

Hey, how about you treat yourself to a nice coffee from Pulse's?

0:34:500:34:53

Because I can get one for free here.

0:34:530:34:55

Or... what about one of those long biscuit thingies...

0:34:550:34:57

-Ooh! Biscotti. Mm.

-Yeah, mmm.

0:34:570:35:00

Does anybody actually eat those?

0:35:000:35:02

-I would eat...I would eat a Biscotti.

-Sometimes.

0:35:020:35:05

You haven't said, "I told you so" re Sun Tzu out there

0:35:050:35:08

and the last time you were this nice to me, you wanted two grand.

0:35:080:35:11

Wagwan?

0:35:110:35:13

-Hi.

-No, no, no.

-Spoons.

0:35:150:35:17

-Right.

-The Nuss procedure! You're going ahead with it?

0:35:190:35:23

I am.

0:35:230:35:24

And does her highness know?

0:35:240:35:26

Um...

0:35:260:35:27

I see.

0:35:290:35:31

So, how's it work?

0:35:310:35:32

Col, do you feel like getting a drink later?

0:35:320:35:35

Er...actually, about the other night.

0:35:350:35:39

That was good, weren't it?

0:35:390:35:41

Fletch... Did we...?

0:35:420:35:44

Your mattress, is that memory foam?

0:35:460:35:49

Uh...

0:35:490:35:51

It's just that it got me thinking. You know.

0:35:510:35:54

Maybe I should get one of them for myself.

0:35:540:35:56

Right, so you slept on it. Did you?

0:35:560:35:58

Did you sleep well on it?

0:35:580:36:00

Never better. But, er...

0:36:020:36:05

maybe next time.

0:36:050:36:06

Um, Facilities called again. They really need you to move your car.

0:36:080:36:11

I'm a massive idiot.

0:36:140:36:16

-Kitty...

-What? What's happened?

0:36:160:36:19

-Now isn't a good time.

-Where is he? Please?

0:36:210:36:24

Wait there.

0:36:270:36:29

I can't see a thing - more suction, please.

0:36:290:36:33

It's no good, he's bleeding out.

0:36:330:36:36

Right. We're going to have to shock him.

0:36:360:36:39

Charging.

0:36:410:36:42

Raf? Kitty, you can't go in there!

0:36:430:36:46

What's happening?!

0:36:460:36:47

-What the hell is she...?! Someone get her out of here!

-Kitty...

0:36:470:36:51

He was fine!

0:36:510:36:52

Amy, can you get her out of here? Now!

0:36:520:36:54

-Kitty, come on.

-Please! Do something...

0:36:540:36:57

Colette!

0:36:570:36:59

Are you OK?

0:37:000:37:01

You could get arrested for that!

0:37:030:37:05

I just left...

0:37:050:37:07

He's not going to die, is he?

0:37:070:37:09

Come on - let's get you up. Come on.

0:37:090:37:12

It's always been the two of us.

0:37:120:37:14

I-I can't lose him.

0:37:140:37:16

Can you tell Raf...I've gone.

0:37:180:37:19

Alice!

0:37:270:37:29

No, it's Emelia. My real name's Emelia, not Alice.

0:37:290:37:31

I changed it when my...

0:37:310:37:33

Calm down. Calm down.

0:37:330:37:34

Calm down.

0:37:360:37:37

It was when my mum died.

0:37:370:37:38

I used to wake up really early

0:37:400:37:43

and I'd look through my window, and see all these animals in our garden.

0:37:430:37:48

But they weren't like, normal - they were so close to me,

0:37:480:37:52

and vivid.

0:37:520:37:54

And they used to talk to me, when I was sad.

0:37:550:37:58

Sometimes, when someone close to us dies

0:38:000:38:04

it's easy to lose sense of yourself.

0:38:040:38:08

Of reality.

0:38:080:38:10

You're rootless, too.

0:38:100:38:11

Well, at least you've now been diagnosed

0:38:120:38:16

and you can stop letting this condition determine who you are.

0:38:160:38:19

It IS who I am.

0:38:190:38:20

It's how I see things.

0:38:200:38:22

If I can't be Alice,

0:38:220:38:24

who in the world am I?

0:38:240:38:26

She's had ondanestron. She shouldn't be sick.

0:38:310:38:34

Let's chase up those outstanding tests.

0:38:340:38:36

You're going to be proper hot stuff.

0:38:380:38:41

What part of "no" do you not understand?

0:38:460:38:48

Louis, please...

0:38:480:38:50

There is a strong psychological argument, Miss Naylor...

0:38:500:38:53

-It could kill you!

-You kill me.

0:38:530:38:55

It's a cosmetic procedure, Elliot.

0:38:550:38:57

I had hoped I'd taught you better than to be so black and white.

0:38:570:39:01

Taught me? So that's what this little rebellion is all about?

0:39:010:39:04

I'm begging you. You're all I've got.

0:39:040:39:06

Dad, listen to me!

0:39:060:39:08

-Oh, Louis, please!

-LISTEN to me.

0:39:080:39:10

You know how when you're in space, you're weightless...

0:39:100:39:13

-Yeah, zero-G.

-Right.

0:39:130:39:14

Well, when I was under the water, earlier,

0:39:140:39:17

that's how I felt, and I just thought...

0:39:170:39:20

If I could just stay down here, never come back up,

0:39:200:39:22

never have to face anyone again...

0:39:220:39:24

-What?

-I didn't fall into the pool, Dad.

0:39:240:39:27

I jumped.

0:39:280:39:29

I really need this operation.

0:39:310:39:33

Code ginger, code ginger. Naylor's on the war path! Oh...

0:39:330:39:36

Ms Effanga. We'll be operating on the Herzig patient shortly.

0:39:370:39:41

Can you scrub up, please?

0:39:410:39:42

Mr Self is aware of what's going on.

0:39:420:39:44

After all these years together, Jac, has it really come to this?

0:39:490:39:53

The operation can't go ahead.

0:39:530:39:54

So be it.

0:40:000:40:02

Excuse me, mind your feet.

0:40:050:40:06

Elliot...

0:40:060:40:08

This is a dangerous game.

0:40:080:40:10

There will be serious ramifications for everyone involved.

0:40:110:40:14

Is this the first time that you've bled?

0:40:160:40:18

It might be nothing.

0:40:210:40:22

I just need to establish the facts, that's all.

0:40:220:40:24

Yes. It's the first time.

0:40:240:40:26

That bloody car!

0:40:300:40:32

I can't...

0:40:410:40:42

I couldn't...

0:40:460:40:47

If I've lost my baby boy...

0:40:500:40:53

You shouldn't be alone for this, Amy.

0:40:560:40:58

Where is Raf?

0:41:010:41:02

So, um.

0:41:250:41:28

I just wanted to say that, um, I really,

0:41:280:41:31

I mean REALLY enjoyed the other night.

0:41:310:41:35

I mean, you've still got all the old moves, Col...

0:41:380:41:40

Really? Do I?

0:41:400:41:43

Yeah...

0:41:430:41:44

Do you know what, you've picked up a couple of really good new ones...

0:41:440:41:47

-Hee-hee!

-Ha-ha!

0:41:490:41:51

What the...?

0:41:510:41:53

Is that a memory foam?!

0:41:530:41:54

Nice one, mate!

0:41:540:41:56

Oh, ha-ha. That is really funny, you pair of numpties.

0:41:560:41:59

So, we didn't...?

0:42:020:42:05

No. We didn't.

0:42:080:42:10

You did your usual "drink too much, fall asleep on me in the cab and dribble over my suit".

0:42:100:42:15

That was the closest I got to any action.

0:42:150:42:18

Good. Because you know it would have been a massive mistake.

0:42:180:42:22

I love you, Col.

0:42:220:42:24

But the thought of you romantically terrifies me.

0:42:240:42:27

Even 20 years ago, you were a total ball-breaker.

0:42:270:42:30

But, um, but you can keep the flowers.

0:42:300:42:33

Because I confiscated those just for you.

0:42:330:42:36

Just so you know, though -

0:42:400:42:42

unlike Fletch, I can handle a strong woman.

0:42:420:42:46

Bit of a tussle.

0:42:460:42:48

Just FYI.

0:42:490:42:51

God help whoever falls for that.

0:42:510:42:53

Amy!

0:42:580:43:00

How did you get on?

0:43:000:43:01

I am so sorry.

0:43:110:43:13

You're OK?

0:43:240:43:26

We haven't lost it?

0:43:270:43:29

It?

0:43:290:43:31

This is your son, Raf!

0:43:310:43:33

He's your son.

0:43:330:43:36

Yeah.

0:43:360:43:37

All right.

0:43:410:43:43

Ready?

0:43:430:43:44

Mm-hm.

0:43:440:43:46

Elliot?

0:44:000:44:02

Right.

0:44:030:44:04

One, two...

0:44:040:44:07

three.

0:44:070:44:08

I'm afraid he's lost a lot of blood.

0:44:270:44:29

-I need to prepare you for the worst...

-No.

0:44:290:44:32

You don't know him.

0:44:320:44:33

-Look, we can give it some time, but...

-He loves life.

0:44:350:44:38

He'll wake up.

0:44:380:44:39

Maybe Kitty should step outside for a minute?

0:44:410:44:44

Come on, Kitty. Let's go get a cup of coffee, yeah?

0:44:470:44:51

I'm sorry. About what I said, earlier, to you...

0:44:550:45:00

You were right. You fight for it, don't you?

0:45:000:45:03

Grr!

0:45:060:45:08

Amy? What are you doing? It's raining.

0:45:090:45:12

You always fight for everything that's important to YOU.

0:45:120:45:15

Your blood pressure. You need to calm down.

0:45:150:45:18

Your patients. Your career.

0:45:180:45:20

I've tried to fix it already.

0:45:200:45:22

-This bloody car!

-It's too damaged.

0:45:220:45:24

WE'RE too damaged, Raf.

0:45:240:45:26

What?

0:45:260:45:28

All I ever wanted was a baby.

0:45:300:45:32

Yeah, I know.

0:45:340:45:35

Today, I nearly lost him. And you weren't there.

0:45:350:45:38

-Alistair went into crisis.

-I know.

0:45:390:45:41

It's easier to deal with someone else's crisis.

0:45:410:45:44

You said you could bring up this child, even if...

0:45:460:45:49

That you can move past what I did...

0:45:520:45:54

I don't want to drag all this up...

0:45:540:45:56

But we have to!

0:45:560:45:58

It's like there's a glass screen between us.

0:45:580:46:03

I can see you, but I can't feel you or touch you.

0:46:030:46:07

Or talk to you even, any more.

0:46:080:46:11

And he's real, Raf...

0:46:130:46:15

Callum is real.

0:46:150:46:18

You were so quick to assume that I'd lost him...

0:46:210:46:24

..because a little part of you

0:46:260:46:30

was relieved.

0:46:300:46:31

Amy...

0:46:310:46:33

Please. Just admit it.

0:46:340:46:36

It's actually a very positive outcome.

0:46:430:46:45

Pregnant?

0:46:450:46:47

That's why you were still being sick.

0:46:470:46:49

Er, we're going to have to manage your Lamotrigine intake,

0:46:490:46:52

-but folic acid will reduce any risk.

-Pregnant?

0:46:520:46:55

Are you sure?

0:46:550:46:56

OK, excuse me.

0:47:010:47:04

Um, if it's unexpected,

0:47:090:47:11

you know, there are people you can talk to about your options...

0:47:110:47:14

A baby. Of my own.

0:47:140:47:16

I figured you'd want these back. For the little one.

0:47:220:47:25

Thank you.

0:47:270:47:28

LIFT PINGS

0:47:280:47:30

'Doors opening, lift going down.'

0:47:300:47:34

This is for you.

0:47:360:47:37

It was mine when I was a little girl, but...

0:47:390:47:41

every little girl should visit Wonderland.

0:47:410:47:45

-Time to go through the looking glass.

-Yeah.

0:47:520:47:56

What's the ETA on it?

0:47:580:48:00

Tell them to make sure it is, or I'll come and find them.

0:48:000:48:03

OK?

0:48:030:48:04

MACHINE ALERT BEEPS

0:48:090:48:11

What's happening..?

0:48:110:48:13

Ah...

0:48:130:48:15

Oh, my God.

0:48:150:48:16

Hey, you. Hi.

0:48:160:48:19

Where did you go, hey?

0:48:220:48:24

Let's get him extubated.

0:48:240:48:25

Sh. Sh.

0:48:260:48:29

It's all right.

0:48:290:48:31

I'm not going anywhere!

0:48:330:48:35

We've got all the time in the world.

0:48:360:48:39

Just trust me.

0:48:470:48:49

Yeah, I've heard that one before...

0:48:490:48:53

OK.

0:48:530:48:55

Tah-dah!

0:48:550:48:56

Emelia and the gang helped.

0:48:580:49:00

Happy birthday.

0:49:030:49:04

Hi. How's it gone?

0:49:090:49:11

Fine, thanks.

0:49:110:49:12

Ah, you've fitted the bovine pericardium. Did she bleed out?

0:49:140:49:17

Her atrial wall was weak, as you said.

0:49:170:49:20

Well. You've dealt with it...

0:49:200:49:22

-Elliot...

-I have a patient I need to check on, Ms Naylor.

0:49:240:49:27

-Oh. And it's healthy discontent.

-I'm sorry?

0:49:280:49:31

Earlier, you said, "Change is a prelude to progress".

0:49:310:49:34

Ghandi's actual words were,

0:49:340:49:37

"Healthy discontent is the prelude to progress".

0:49:370:49:40

I wish you understood why...

0:49:410:49:43

I have spent years understanding your choices, Jac.

0:49:430:49:47

Trying to rationalise away your wrongdoings to the world

0:49:480:49:51

because you are a brilliant surgeon.

0:49:510:49:53

You were like a daughter to me.

0:49:530:49:55

But perhaps I expected too much.

0:49:570:49:59

No. You've always been. You are...

0:49:590:50:02

..a huge inspiration.

0:50:040:50:05

Well, you're all grown up now. No more of that, eh?

0:50:070:50:11

How long have you had all this?

0:50:200:50:22

Been ordering it slowly. Preparing...

0:50:220:50:24

Not quite sure how THAT'S going to fit in the new car...

0:50:260:50:29

I didn't think.

0:50:320:50:34

I look at Kitty and Alistair.

0:50:370:50:40

The beginning of things.

0:50:430:50:44

Remember when you used to sing in my ear?

0:50:490:50:53

Every night.

0:50:530:50:54

Just as I was falling asleep.

0:50:540:50:56

Just to annoy me!

0:50:560:50:57

Ra-af!

0:50:580:51:00

You used to get so mad at me!

0:51:000:51:02

I'd do anything to have that back.

0:51:090:51:11

I thought we could get over what happened.

0:51:150:51:18

But we can, can't we?

0:51:220:51:24

It's killing you.

0:51:270:51:29

It's sending my blood pressure rocketing...

0:51:300:51:34

If we carry on falling into this chasm...

0:51:340:51:37

..it will destroy us, Raf.

0:51:390:51:43

It will destroy him.

0:51:430:51:45

I can't let that happen.

0:51:470:51:48

I can't... I don't know how to live without you.

0:51:520:51:55

You're my best friend.

0:52:000:52:02

You will always be my best friend.

0:52:100:52:12

I don't really blame you... about Mum.

0:52:210:52:23

-I blame myself.

-I mean, maybe if you talked about Star Wars less...

0:52:250:52:29

It's true, it's true...

0:52:290:52:31

Chillax. Kidding!

0:52:310:52:33

Who needs Mum, anyway?

0:52:330:52:34

You're a Mensch.

0:52:360:52:37

I just, I don't want to fail you.

0:52:390:52:42

You tried to drown yourself.

0:52:440:52:46

Oh, Louis!

0:52:500:52:51

Well, that all went very well.

0:52:540:52:56

In a few days, you'll be discharged.

0:52:560:52:58

Thank you so much, Professor Hope.

0:52:580:53:00

You've revolutionised my life.

0:53:000:53:03

Hey, come here.

0:53:030:53:05

Elliot.

0:53:080:53:10

Wasn't exactly standard procedure back there.

0:53:120:53:15

Mr Self. I can explain.

0:53:150:53:17

I'm afraid I won't apologise.

0:53:170:53:19

You know, all these NHS titles...

0:53:190:53:22

Head of Governance, Head of Clinical this, that.

0:53:220:53:25

Director of Cardiothoracic Surgery.

0:53:250:53:26

Gets in the way of...good stuff.

0:53:260:53:30

The real stuff.

0:53:300:53:32

We're, uh, going to Albie's for some team drinks...

0:53:390:53:41

-You should come!

-No, no, no.

0:53:410:53:43

You young things will want to kick up a riot.

0:53:430:53:46

Every rebellion needs a leader!

0:53:460:53:48

All right. Yes. Thank you!

0:53:480:53:51

Grand. Do you want a wee hand with this?

0:53:510:53:54

Put it back in the Death Star? Or...

0:53:540:53:56

On second thoughts, I might put it in the staff room.

0:53:560:53:59

-Rebel camp?

-Quite like it in there.

0:53:590:54:02

Daaa.

0:54:300:54:31

Daaa, daaada, dadda, daddy. Daddy. Daddy.

0:54:310:54:36

Daddy.

0:54:360:54:38

SIREN WAILS

0:54:380:54:39

Hey, there, Galileo.

0:54:460:54:49

Some kid gave it to Adele. Thought, I dunno...

0:54:510:54:54

One day Callum might be into his sciences, too.

0:54:540:54:57

Maybe?

0:54:570:54:58

Didn't know you could see the stars when it's still light.

0:55:010:55:04

You can't usually. But binary stars are different.

0:55:040:55:07

That's when two stars are gravitationally bound

0:55:070:55:09

to each other, they share a mutual evolution.

0:55:090:55:12

Sometimes over thousands of years.

0:55:120:55:14

And they often shine the brightest.

0:55:140:55:16

Because they're together.

0:55:160:55:19

# It was always you and me, always... #

0:55:210:55:25

Raf...

0:55:250:55:26

# And for ever Baaaa, ba baaaa, ba baaa

0:55:260:55:31

# It was always you and me always... #

0:55:310:55:37

I'm going to stay with my brother.

0:55:430:55:45

Does Mama Teo know?

0:55:470:55:48

Bet that went down well.

0:55:500:55:52

You can imagine.

0:55:520:55:54

How long will you be gone for?

0:55:540:55:56

But, it might not be for ever?

0:56:010:56:04

It might not be for ever.

0:56:070:56:09

Last night, when you rang...

0:56:350:56:39

Oh, God - do we have to?

0:56:400:56:41

No, listen - please. Just listen.

0:56:410:56:43

You said that I explain you...

0:56:460:56:49

Because you can't explain yourself any more.

0:56:530:56:55

You've got to go.

0:57:020:57:03

To meet your family.

0:57:060:57:07

I know it's just the worst timing...

0:57:160:57:18

Listen.

0:57:210:57:23

You have made me feel...alive.

0:57:250:57:28

In so many ways.

0:57:300:57:31

I mean, you know, if it wasn't for you,

0:57:330:57:35

I'd still be living with my mum!

0:57:350:57:38

I'll still be here when you get back.

0:57:490:57:52

Who are you?

0:57:580:57:59

How did I come to find you?

0:58:000:58:02

I can't help but feel that there's some bigger redemption at play here.

0:58:050:58:11

The history of it all...

0:58:110:58:13

You mean fate, Mr Levy?

0:58:160:58:18

Well... Maybe it is.

0:58:190:58:21

Amy and Raf's conflicting feelings about the unborn child collide when they discover the sex of the baby. Still smarting from Jac's betrayal, Elliot takes on a patient's case against Jac's explicit instructions. Sacha's determination to make Essie happy forces her to make a brave decision.


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