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-You're engaged.

-Three weeks and counting.

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It's not yours.

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Put me out of my misery, who's the lucky man?

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It isn't a man.

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I think we should toast our undeniable sexual chemistry

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and say no more about it.

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Are you two seeing each other?

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Yeah.

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Yes, we are.

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Jasmine and I are related.

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We're sisters.

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This is just easier.

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It's better, for everyone, isn't it?

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Yeah. All's well that ends well.

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Ooh!

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SHE RETCHES

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I'm so sorry, Mr Hanssen.

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I'll get maintenance to clear that up. Thank you.

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Feel better, Ms Effanga.

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Thank you.

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Look, we really should go in.

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-No, I don't want to.

-We can pick this up tonight.

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No, I should really go home tonight.

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Really? Why?

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Because I haven't been home in ages and I need to get some clothes.

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-You can borrow my clothes.

-Pfft, no.

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What's wrong with my clothes?

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Nothing, they're just not my clothes. I like my clothes.

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Well, there's an easy solution to this.

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Move your clothes in with my clothes.

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No, that makes no sense whatsoever.

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Then, when I'm at home and I want my clothes, then...

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HE LAUGHS

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Are you suggesting...?

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Move in with me.

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Where did that come from?

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I don't know. But why not?

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You're at mine almost every night anyway.

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Yeah, but...do you not think it's a bit...?

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What?

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..soon?

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I don't care. Do you?

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No.

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HE CHUCKLES

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Great.

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-Go on, then.

-What?

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Don't you think you should tell her you're moving out?

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Now?

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Good luck. I'll see you upstairs.

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-Hey.

-Hello, stranger.

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Long time, no see.

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-When are you coming home?

-I'll be home tonight.

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Oh, good! I'm sick of rattling round that place on my own.

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You know, I've never really realised how big that flat was

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with three of us living there.

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Yeah, um...

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Do you think it's time that perhaps we thought about...moving on?

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Moving out, you mean?

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Well, yeah.

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-That's actually quite a good idea.

-Only if you think?

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Well, we're paying for three bedrooms when we don't need to be.

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It's full of ghosts.

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I don't really blame you for spending so much time at Isaac's.

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HE CHUCKLES Yeah.

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Listen, I've got to go.

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Why don't I check online tonight and find somewhere else?

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See you later.

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ED referral. Suspected chordae rupture.

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Oh, and a good morning to you too.

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-You all right?

-Yeah, I'm just a bit sick.

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Oh, yeah.

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You know, I had some nausea early on, but nothing like this

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and I wasn't sick at all with William.

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It's a bit weird, isn't it?

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Right. Yeah, great. Thanks for your help.

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Oh, no, no, Jac, Jac, Jac, please give this to Ollie -

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-I have a mountain of paperwork to get on top of.

-Join the club.

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Dr Burrows.

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TTOs for beds three, seven and nine, please, so we can discharge them.

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-Yep.

-And then you're with Ms Effanga.

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Ollie said I could scrub in...

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Then you're with Ms Effanga.

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-Ollie.

-Yes.

-What have you got on today?

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Mr Abertelli's CABG.

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-IN ITALIAN ACCENT:

-Valentine, why won't you fix me?

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I'll swap you - chordae repair.

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No, you're all right. I can't let him beat me.

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He's like my own personal Everest. Good luck!

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Oh, gosh.

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Mo? Hello, love! Long time, no see!

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How are you?

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Er, better than you by the looks of it.

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Oh, ha!

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-Yeah. You'll have me patched up in no time though, eh?

-Yeah.

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Ukraine?

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Yes, they say it'll be fully operational by the end of the year.

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This is the proposal.

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Trauma surgery is something of a speciality of theirs,

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but this unit will be the first of its kind.

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This looks incredible.

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But...

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But the trauma unit on AAU is only just up and running.

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Working like a well-oiled machine, by all accounts.

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It's...

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I'm not sure I'd want to be away that long.

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Can I think about it?

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Yes, of course.

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You know where to find me.

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It's medicinal and I blame you.

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I only suggested we go out for a quick bite after a long shift.

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At an Italian restaurant with an extensive wine list.

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You could have ordered by the glass.

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Oh, I'm sorry. Serena Campbell. Have we met?

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-Did you find out what Hanssen wanted?

-Yeah.

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Technically, it's not even my allotment, it's my brother's,

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but he's been a bit distracted, so I thought I'd get it dug

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before the whole place goes to rack and ruin.

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So you were digging?

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Yeah, and I got these shooting pains

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and my heart started going like the clappers.

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I practically keeled over in the potato bed.

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That's when Old Jim from plot four rang 999.

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OK, deep breathe in for me.

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And out.

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So, are you still taking the fosinopril?

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Yeah.

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So, have you met her?

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Of course you have. What do you think of her?

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She seems perfectly...

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How long have you been on them now?

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Two years.

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I mean, I don't really know her, obviously, but then neither does he,

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but he doesn't seem to be letting that stop him.

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No, he doesn't.

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Is it just me or is she a bit...?

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-I'm saying nothing.

-Ah.

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Del?

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Speak of the devil!

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Obviously, I'd rather you didn't go.

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Really?

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Of course.

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I doubt we'd get a locum with your experience.

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Right.

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Well, it certainly reads like your dream job. I, er...

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Obviously, I couldn't...

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Well, I wouldn't...try to stand in your way...

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..if it's what you really...really want.

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Um...

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-Serena...

-It's just I...

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Sorry.

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Are you kidding? I've been wanting to do that for weeks.

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KNOCK ON DOOR

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-Morning!

-Morning.

-Morning.

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Right, well, if you could just let me know

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-when you've given Hanssen your decision.

-Yep, yep.

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Decision? About what?

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Um...

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Oh, wow.

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Well, Serena will be gutted.

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I think she thought we had you for keeps.

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Well, it's only for a few months.

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Sorry, did you want me for something?

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Yeah. Could you have a look at this patient for me?

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It's Cathy Higgson, end stage MS, came in via the ED this morning.

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OK.

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Wow, this looks amazing.

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You won't forget to send us a postcard, will you?

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So, which Jim? Young Jim?

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No, Old Jim. Plot four.

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I'm sorry, I should have done it.

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It's OK. I mean, the weeds were up to here

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and the beans are going over.

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OK, I will sort it out.

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So, where's Inga today? Is she here?

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No, no. We've got the painters in.

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-Painters?

-Yep.

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The whole place had been freshly magnolia'd.

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Yes, but Inga wanted a splash of colour.

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Oh, right.

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-What's that supposed to mean?

-I didn't say anything.

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-Well, you don't have to, do you?

-Don't be so sensitive, Woody.

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Ah, Dr Burrows.

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This is Delwen Thompson,

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an emergency admission with a suspected chordae rupture.

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Can you do an FBC, U&Es, LFTs,

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organise a chest X-ray and book a slot in the echo lab, please?

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No problem.

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-Are you Mr Thompson?

-Yes, Derwood,

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-but I'm not her husband.

-He's my younger brother.

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-BOTH:

-By 17 minutes.

-It still counts.

-It doesn't count.

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Twins? Delwen and Derwood? Your parents had a sense of humour.

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Mr Thompson is our Consultant Obstetrician.

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Oh! Sorry.

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I like your tie.

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Oh, thank you very much.

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Yes, my fiancee bought it for me.

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Right. Well, I'd better go and see

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if I can get my afternoon clinic covered. I won't be long.

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OK. Let's take some bloods then, shall we?

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Excuse me a minute.

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Is she scared of needles or something?

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Oh, nah, it's probably morning sickness.

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Primary progressive.

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When did you get the diagnosis?

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16 years ago.

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She was 32.

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We were trying for a baby, kept losing it.

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Eventually, we went to a clinic and that's when we found out.

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And you care for her by yourself?

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We manage.

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I think the best thing, Mr Higgson...

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Pete. And Cathy.

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And she can understand you.

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Forgive me.

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Cathy, I think the best thing is to remove the catheter,

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give everything a sterile wash, and put in a fresh one in.

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We want to make sure we get on top of this infection

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as quickly as possible.

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I'll see if there's a treatment room available.

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-Could you bear with me?

-Thank you.

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-Hey!

-Hey!

-How'd it go?

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Yeah, no, she said that she will start looking

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-for somewhere else today.

-What? Just like that?

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Yeah, she was actually quite practical about it.

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Fantastic. Best get in. See you later, roomie.

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Boop! Boop!

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Can somebody call Psych for Nurse Harrison, please?

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That's my gossip radar going off. Are you two moving in together?

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Tell me everything.

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Being a twin must be cool.

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Cool?

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It's not a word that gets thrown around a lot

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when it comes to my brother, to be honest.

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-You two are close, though?

-Oh, yeah.

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I mean, I give him stick, but we tell each other everything.

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So, Mo - Ms Effanga - she's pregnant?

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Yeah.

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How far gone is she?

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Er, about five months, I think. Something like that.

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Right, that's your bloods done.

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I'm just going to go and check on your X-ray.

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Could you put her in the side room, please?

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Cathy Higgson.

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Her heart rate's still elevated and her BP's not coming up

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as much as I'd like.

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Could you put her on IV Tazocin and repeat her U&Es?

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Sure thing.

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Mo. Mo? Sorry, is Delwen all right?

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Well, we may need to take her into theatre, but we won't be able

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to make any decisions until we get her tests back, so...

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Don't worry. I will look after her, I promise.

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Thank you. Has she been giving you a hard time?

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Actually, no. She's been really nice.

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Really? What did you say to win her round?

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Beats me. HE CHUCKLES

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Thank you.

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Here she is, look. Lady of leisure. Having a lie-down.

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-Are you OK?

-Mm.

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Oh, no, you're all muddy. This is mud, right?

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Yeah. I couldn't get any manure, I tried.

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It was probably for the best, really.

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So, I'm going to go back to yours,

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get you a change of clothes, obviously, a few overnight things.

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I'll make sure I feed Sock too.

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Did you know Mo's pregnant?

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Yep, yeah.

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When were you going to tell me?

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Oh, it's not mine!

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-Whose is it?

-Don't know, anonymous sperm donor.

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Ah.

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Del, you know that Mo was considering going down that route.

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She'd begun the process a long before she and I ever...

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Are you sure? 100%?

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It's what she told me

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and I really don't think that she'd lie about something like that,

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-not to me.

-All right.

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All right.

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-So, is Sock's food still underneath the sink?

-Yeah.

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Great, in which case,

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I shall be back here in two shakes of a lamb's tail!

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KNOCK AT DOOR

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Ultrasounds in Bay 2 when you're ready.

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-Great, thanks.

-What are you doing?

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Oh, just checking. I don't feel right.

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-Here, let me do it.

-Thanks.

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I feel sick as a dog.

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That's normal, isn't it? All the hormones.

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I don't know, I'm just a bit worried it could be...

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What?

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Preeclampsia, AFL, hyperemesis gravidarum.

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I had a flatmate at med school who convinced himself

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-he had transverse myelitis and do you know what it was?

-What?

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His pants were too tight.

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That's the problem with doctors - they know too much.

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Right, there you go, see. Blood pressure's fine.

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Thanks.

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Are you all right to do Delwen's echo

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-or do you want me to find someone else?

-It's fine. I'll do it.

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-Sure?

-Yeah. Thanks, Jas.

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-In date.

-Yes.

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No fish.

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No fish.

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Cefuroxime, 750mg, in date.

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Yep.

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-Dom?

-Yeah?

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Dom, I found these. All two-bed, all walking distance from here.

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Thanks for suggesting this, it's a really good idea.

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-Wha...?

-I've got to run, I said I was seeing a patient on ITU.

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So, I hear congratulations are in order?

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Little Mini Mo.

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Oh, yeah. Thanks.

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Takes guts to raise a baby on your own.

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I couldn't do it.

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-How are you going to manage with work?

-People do.

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Yeah, but, I mean, with your job, the hours you work,

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you must be a bit daunted.

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Yeah, well, I've got loads of family support, so...

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I thought Adele moved away?

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She has, but there's my mum.

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How's her heart, by the way? I heard she had another scare.

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She's fine.

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Right.

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You see this here?

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This confirms a ruptured chordae tendinae

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causing secondary mitral regurgitation.

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I'm going to need to take you into theatre,

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remove the prolapsed portion of the valve,

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repair the posterior leaflet and insert an annuloplasty ring.

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The good news is we can do it MIMS, so it'll be minimally invasive.

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In English?

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Dr Burrows?

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One of the tendons in your heart has ruptured

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so the blood's flowing back the wrong way.

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We'll make a heart surgeon of you yet.

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-You can fix it?

-I can.

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-When?

-Today. As soon as possible.

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I'll go and check the theatre schedule and then I'll come back

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and talk you through everything. OK?

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-Dr Burrows, could you clean up, please?

-Sure.

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OK?

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I don't want you to go.

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-OK.

-That's as far as I've got.

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-Mrs Wolfe?

-Let's see if we can get him up to Keller.

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Yes, good, good plan.

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Cathy Higgson's latest bloods. She's not responding to antibiotics.

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She's tachycardic, tachypneic, hypoxic and, well,

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you can see from these...

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OK, thanks. I'll talk to them.

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I'm also obliged to tell you that there are risks of stroke,

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brain damage, renal failure and death.

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Now, I know that sounds alarming, but it's very rare.

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And about 33% of patients having this procedure

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develop something known as AF, which is an irregular heartbeat

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which can cause serious complications.

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That's one in three.

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But without the valve repair,

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there's a strong chance you would develop it anyway.

0:18:220:18:25

Right.

0:18:250:18:26

Do you have any questions?

0:18:270:18:29

Are you carrying my brother's baby?

0:18:310:18:33

Do you have any questions about the surgery, Delwen?

0:18:330:18:36

If I'm at risk from all this, it's best that we have it out

0:18:360:18:39

while I still have got the chance.

0:18:390:18:41

No, I'm not.

0:18:410:18:42

And I don't think this is an appropriate conversation

0:18:420:18:44

-for us to be having right now.

-He's so trusting,

0:18:440:18:47

he thinks you'd never lie to him about something like this.

0:18:470:18:49

I'm not so sure.

0:18:490:18:50

You can think what you like, it doesn't change anything.

0:18:500:18:53

If you're happy with everything that we've discussed,

0:18:530:18:55

I just need you to sign these.

0:18:550:18:57

Ms Thompson will need cannulating and catheterising

0:18:580:19:01

and then get her started on furosemide.

0:19:010:19:03

1mg per kilo every hour.

0:19:030:19:06

OK.

0:19:060:19:07

Do you need me to talk you through it?

0:19:070:19:09

-Oh, no, it's fine, I've got this.

-Good.

0:19:090:19:12

Look, try not to worry.

0:19:150:19:17

There are loads of things I'm not good at, but this isn't one them.

0:19:170:19:20

SHE SIGHS

0:19:290:19:30

So, you never actually said you were moving in with Isaac.

0:19:300:19:33

Well, no, but...

0:19:330:19:35

Then you're just going to have to bite the bullet and tell her.

0:19:350:19:38

Well, I can't now! You saw how happy she looked.

0:19:380:19:41

Besides she was only saying earlier that she feels like

0:19:410:19:44

she's rattling around the flat, that it's full of ghosts.

0:19:440:19:47

I can't just leave her there on her own, can I?

0:19:470:19:49

What about Isaac?

0:19:490:19:51

He'll understand.

0:19:510:19:53

Sure you're not just looking for a way out?

0:19:530:19:55

What? No.

0:19:550:19:56

Well, you know, if you don't want to move in with him...

0:19:560:19:59

Of course I do.

0:19:590:20:01

Well, then, just speak to Zosia.

0:20:010:20:02

Well, it's not that simple.

0:20:020:20:04

-It kind of is.

-You don't get it.

0:20:040:20:07

Well, maybe it's for the best.

0:20:080:20:10

A little bit of mystery in the early days doesn't hurt.

0:20:100:20:13

-Yeah?

-Yeah.

0:20:150:20:17

I still remember the first time I saw Sacha...

0:20:170:20:19

Oh, please do not finish that sentence.

0:20:190:20:22

I'm only saying, you know,

0:20:220:20:23

when you see someone you're sleeping with...

0:20:230:20:25

Oh! La-la-la-la-la!

0:20:250:20:28

SHE CHUCKLES

0:20:280:20:29

All in all, this paints a picture of multi-organ failure,

0:20:290:20:33

which means that this is likely to be your last illness.

0:20:330:20:39

I'm not suggesting we withdraw treatment,

0:20:410:20:43

I think we should continue with the antibiotics and pain relief,

0:20:430:20:47

but there is very little we can do to delay the inevitable.

0:20:470:20:52

Have you discussed an end-of-life plan?

0:20:560:20:59

Yeah.

0:21:010:21:02

Here.

0:21:120:21:14

HE WHIMPERS

0:21:180:21:20

It's all arranged.

0:21:200:21:21

So this is furosemide.

0:21:260:21:29

It'll basically make you pee a lot, so once I've given you this,

0:21:290:21:32

we will pop a catheter in.

0:21:320:21:34

Oh, something to look forward to.

0:21:340:21:36

I know, but it'll stop you bleeding so much during theatre

0:21:360:21:38

and that's got to be a good thing, right?

0:21:380:21:40

Hang on a minute.

0:21:420:21:43

Is your eBay timing out?

0:21:480:21:50

Oh, no, sorry, it's just there's some drugs you have to put in

0:21:500:21:53

really slowly and others you just whack straight in.

0:21:530:21:56

Oh, so you're googling it?

0:21:560:21:58

Doesn't fill me with confidence, love, I've got to say.

0:21:580:22:01

OK. Give me one second, I'll just find Mo.

0:22:020:22:05

Good idea.

0:22:050:22:07

SHE SIGHS

0:22:100:22:12

SHE BREATHES HEAVILY

0:22:120:22:14

We need to talk.

0:22:170:22:19

Yes, I know.

0:22:190:22:20

I'm sorry. I'm not trying to mess you about,

0:22:200:22:23

I just don't know if I can get my head around...

0:22:230:22:24

Oh, no, Serena. As much as I want to have this conversation...

0:22:240:22:28

Cathy Higgson's end-of-life plan.

0:22:300:22:33

KNOCK ON DOOR

0:22:350:22:37

-Have you seen Ms Effanga?

-No, sorry.

0:22:420:22:45

What about Ollie? Mr Valentine?

0:22:450:22:47

He's in theatre.

0:22:470:22:48

I've been feeling a bit sick the last couple of days

0:22:500:22:53

and it's sort of come out of nowhere

0:22:530:22:56

and I just wanted to call in and check...

0:22:560:22:58

20 weeks tomorrow.

0:22:590:23:02

Second pregnancy, but this didn't happen the last time.

0:23:020:23:06

Right, so just over-the-counter?

0:23:070:23:10

OK, but you don't think I should bring my appointment forward

0:23:120:23:15

or anything, you know, just to...?

0:23:150:23:17

OK. All right, thank you, bye.

0:23:190:23:23

Sorry about that.

0:23:270:23:28

Are you all right?

0:23:280:23:30

My heart's going like a drum.

0:23:310:23:32

Let's have a look at you.

0:23:320:23:34

There we go.

0:23:350:23:37

DEL PANTS

0:23:380:23:40

Right, OK, I'm just going to grab something.

0:23:420:23:44

I'll be two minutes, OK?

0:23:440:23:45

-What are you doing?

-What does it look like?

0:24:060:24:09

It looks like you don't know how to connect a 12-lead ECG.

0:24:090:24:12

What do you want? A prize?

0:24:180:24:20

Why are you messing around with it anyway?

0:24:200:24:22

Because I think my patient's going into AF and I want to confirm

0:24:220:24:25

before starting her on amioderone. Is that all right with you?

0:24:250:24:27

Fine.

0:24:270:24:29

OK, deep breath.

0:24:300:24:32

Hey, Adele. It's me.

0:24:390:24:42

Yeah, just missing you.

0:24:420:24:44

Feels like I haven't spoken to you in ages.

0:24:440:24:47

Give me a call when you've got time.

0:24:480:24:50

Love you.

0:24:520:24:53

It's all above board, I've got the same plan for myself.

0:25:020:25:05

No, I'm sure it is.

0:25:050:25:07

I'm just trying to understand how we'd go about it.

0:25:070:25:09

We just need to have her transferred to this hospice.

0:25:090:25:12

It's part of the same company.

0:25:120:25:14

Right, but this is in America.

0:25:140:25:18

It's all paid for. I've just got to book the flights.

0:25:180:25:21

No, it's not that...

0:25:210:25:23

Mr Higgson, there is no way

0:25:240:25:25

that Cathy could survive a journey like this. Not now.

0:25:250:25:28

But...I don't understand.

0:25:280:25:31

Well, we'll do our best to facilitate her wishes from here,

0:25:310:25:34

if we can.

0:25:340:25:36

I thought there'd be more time. I didn't expect...

0:25:360:25:40

OK. There's a number here we can call.

0:25:410:25:44

They'll send their people to collect her.

0:25:440:25:47

They can start the process at this end.

0:25:470:25:49

We just need to keep her heart beating

0:25:490:25:51

until they can get her to the lab.

0:25:510:25:53

Yeah, that's the part that would cause us some difficulties.

0:25:530:25:56

You see, we can't release Cathy's body to this...

0:25:560:26:00

company until after her death.

0:26:000:26:02

But after that, can't you just do CPR and then...?

0:26:020:26:07

I'm afraid it's not as simple as that.

0:26:070:26:10

If we resuscitate her, then she's not technically...

0:26:100:26:13

Forgive me, she's not technically dead,

0:26:140:26:18

so we still can't release her body.

0:26:180:26:20

Look, I don't care how we do this, but she needs to be frozen

0:26:200:26:23

at the exact moment of death.

0:26:230:26:25

Or as near as.

0:26:250:26:26

After the body's died, but before brain death -

0:26:260:26:29

that's the whole point.

0:26:290:26:31

The process of brain death begins approximately four minutes

0:26:310:26:34

after the heart stops.

0:26:340:26:36

The process that we have to go through to formally verify death

0:26:360:26:40

takes longer than four minutes.

0:26:400:26:42

But...

0:26:420:26:43

So...

0:26:430:26:44

what are you saying?

0:26:440:26:46

I'm saying there are procedural issues that we have to work through.

0:26:460:26:51

This is what she wants.

0:26:510:26:53

I promised her I would make it happen. Do you understand?

0:26:540:26:58

I promised.

0:26:580:27:00

Otherwise...

0:27:000:27:02

..this is it.

0:27:030:27:05

I do understand. I do.

0:27:050:27:08

Look, we'll talk to our legal department

0:27:090:27:13

and then we'll take it from there. OK?

0:27:130:27:16

Hi, it's Serena Campbell.

0:27:300:27:33

I need to see Mr Hanssen as soon possible, please.

0:27:330:27:35

Is he? Oh, OK, well, the minute he's free. Thanks.

0:27:370:27:39

You're not really going to try and facilitate this, are you?

0:27:410:27:44

Yeah, if it's what they want.

0:27:440:27:47

Besides, I can only imagine what they must have paid for this.

0:27:470:27:49

If we end up being sued,

0:27:490:27:50

I want to make damn sure we've been through legal.

0:27:500:27:53

Trauma patient!

0:27:540:27:56

Stab wound to the abdomen. All right, let's not mess about.

0:27:580:28:01

Straight to theatre for a trauma laparotomy, please.

0:28:010:28:04

OK, nearly there.

0:28:060:28:08

DEVICE BEEPS

0:28:080:28:09

Are you all right, Ms Thompson?

0:28:090:28:11

Ms Thompson?

0:28:130:28:15

DEVICE BLEEPS

0:28:150:28:18

ALARM BUZZES

0:28:190:28:22

Move.

0:28:230:28:25

She's booked in for a valve repair. I was...

0:28:250:28:26

Faffing around worrying about AF when she's clearly going into heart failure.

0:28:260:28:30

-Where's Mo?

-I don't know.

0:28:300:28:31

-What do you mean you don't know?

-I don't know, I can't find her.

0:28:310:28:33

You should have gone to a Consultant the moment her symptoms worsened.

0:28:330:28:36

-Ollie's in theatre.

-Then you should have come to me!

0:28:360:28:39

300mg of amiodarone, quickly, please.

0:28:390:28:41

Start carotid massage.

0:28:410:28:43

For God's sake!

0:28:460:28:48

They're snake oil salesmen,

0:28:520:28:54

peddling false hope and preying on people's...

0:28:540:28:57

Got it. Yep.

0:28:570:28:59

Oh, no, it's a haematoma. Keep going.

0:29:000:29:02

Even if we do find a cure for MS, I doubt she'll be in any fit state

0:29:020:29:06

to benefit by the time they've thawed her out.

0:29:060:29:09

I don't disagree with you, but it's their money.

0:29:090:29:11

If they want to spend it all on... Ah, here we are.

0:29:110:29:14

2-O vicryl, please.

0:29:140:29:16

Thank you.

0:29:170:29:18

Good. Heart rate's normalising.

0:29:180:29:20

-What's going on?

-Where the hell have you been?

0:29:200:29:22

-I was just...

-You need to take your patient to theatre right now.

0:29:220:29:25

-Right, come on, let's go.

-What's happening? Mo?

0:29:250:29:28

Come with us.

0:29:280:29:30

Not you. Stay out of the way.

0:29:320:29:35

Mr Khan's in recovery.

0:29:400:29:43

OK.

0:29:430:29:44

Are you moving?

0:29:440:29:45

What? Oh, no, these are Dom's.

0:29:450:29:48

What?

0:29:480:29:49

Er... Oh...

0:29:500:29:53

Sorry, excuse me a sec.

0:29:550:29:57

Mrs Saunders needs a... Yeah.

0:29:580:30:01

I can explain those.

0:30:050:30:07

It's all right.

0:30:070:30:09

You don't need to say anything, I completely understand.

0:30:090:30:11

-You do?

-Of course.

0:30:110:30:13

You don't want to move into my flat.

0:30:130:30:15

We should absolutely find a place together.

0:30:170:30:20

Somewhere that's both of ours.

0:30:200:30:22

I'll take a look through these

0:30:220:30:24

and we can make some bookings over the weekend.

0:30:240:30:26

It's just such a huge gamble.

0:30:320:30:35

Well, of course it is, but it's their gamble.

0:30:350:30:37

If they think there's even the slightest chance

0:30:370:30:39

of a happy future together,

0:30:390:30:41

then it doesn't really matter what anyone else thinks...

0:30:410:30:43

..does it?

0:30:450:30:46

I don't know. Does it?

0:30:480:30:49

You know, Jason's not back until Thursday.

0:30:550:30:57

Dinner?

0:31:000:31:01

Tonight?

0:31:010:31:02

-My place?

-OK.

0:31:020:31:04

I'd better go and find Hanssen.

0:31:080:31:12

-I can't lose her, Mo.

-You're not going to lose her.

0:31:170:31:20

It's my own stupid fault. If only I'd dug the thing myself...

0:31:200:31:22

Hey, look at me. You trust me, right?

0:31:220:31:25

Yeah, of course I do.

0:31:250:31:26

Well, I'm not going to let you down. I promise.

0:31:260:31:29

OK, people, we're doing this MIMS - no mess, no fuss.

0:31:350:31:39

DEVICE BEEPS

0:31:390:31:41

Oh, no, no, no.

0:31:410:31:42

Charge to 150.

0:31:420:31:44

Clear.

0:31:470:31:48

Shock.

0:31:480:31:50

BEEPING CONTINUES

0:31:510:31:54

BEEPING STOPS

0:31:550:31:56

She's back in sinus.

0:31:560:31:58

OK, forget everything I just said, we're switching to a sternotomy.

0:31:580:32:00

Let's get her on bypass before she arrests again.

0:32:000:32:03

Prepare the sternal saw and scalpel, please.

0:32:030:32:05

I'm really sorry, it just slipped out that they were yours.

0:32:070:32:11

It's fine.

0:32:110:32:12

I'm just going to have to live with both of them, aren't I?

0:32:120:32:15

It'll be like one of those guys who has two families

0:32:150:32:17

-and they never know about each other.

-That sounds expensive.

0:32:170:32:20

Maybe I should sell a kidney.

0:32:200:32:22

By the looks of things, Mr Saunders could do with one -

0:32:220:32:24

his has seen better days.

0:32:240:32:26

-HE SIGHS

-Just go and talk to him.

0:32:260:32:29

Go on. Tell him the truth.

0:32:290:32:31

And we're on bypass.

0:32:350:32:37

The aorta is clamped.

0:32:410:32:43

Give cardioplegia, please.

0:32:430:32:46

And the heart is stopped.

0:32:550:32:57

OK, let's move on.

0:32:590:33:00

-You said she was fine with it?

-Yeah, I thought she was.

0:33:000:33:04

She really cried?

0:33:060:33:07

Mm-hm, snot bubbles and everything.

0:33:070:33:10

God.

0:33:110:33:12

I think it's just a combination of the Arthur stuff

0:33:130:33:18

and what with Ollie...

0:33:180:33:20

Sure, I understand.

0:33:200:33:22

Really?

0:33:230:33:24

Course. It's not a good time.

0:33:240:33:26

-I'm sorry, look, if it was just me...

-I know.

0:33:260:33:30

-Maybe down the line.

-Definitely.

0:33:300:33:32

-I've got to get on.

-OK.

0:33:340:33:36

-Well?

-Well, we discussed it.

0:33:420:33:44

We spoke to legal, but the upshot is...

0:33:440:33:47

-We still have to tick the boxes.

-Exactly.

0:33:470:33:49

Well, why not speak to this company? See what they have to say?

0:33:490:33:52

I did, but they don't have any influence over NHS policy.

0:33:520:33:55

They have to liaise on a trust-by-trust basis.

0:33:550:33:58

It's Cathy Higgson.

0:33:580:34:00

'Lift going down.'

0:34:060:34:07

-Going down?

-Yeah.

0:34:090:34:11

How are you doing?

0:34:140:34:16

-Yeah, good, thanks.

-Good.

0:34:160:34:19

I just want to say, I completely understand.

0:34:190:34:22

-Hm?

-You know, about the whole moving-out thing.

0:34:220:34:25

Well, yeah, I think it's for the best.

0:34:250:34:27

Do you?

0:34:270:34:29

Yeah, I think it's what we both need.

0:34:290:34:31

Well, Dom and I are in a really good place.

0:34:340:34:36

-Yeah, he seems really happy.

-He is, we both are.

0:34:360:34:39

I'm really glad it's working out between you two.

0:34:390:34:41

And I think moving in together is the next step.

0:34:410:34:43

At some point, you'll have to let him go.

0:34:430:34:45

What?

0:34:450:34:46

'Doors opening.

0:34:460:34:48

'Lift going down.'

0:34:480:34:49

-I think we might need to talk.

-Yeah, I think we might.

0:34:490:34:52

Is it time?

0:34:590:35:01

Is she...?

0:35:010:35:02

I'm so sorry.

0:35:030:35:05

We'll make sure she's comfortable. She won't be in any pain.

0:35:050:35:08

Can we start a syringe driver of hyoscine

0:35:110:35:13

and top up her pain relief, please?

0:35:130:35:15

I need to call the lab.

0:35:150:35:18

I've spoken to them and they are aware,

0:35:180:35:21

but I'm afraid our legal department

0:35:210:35:23

are insisting that we follow standard procedure

0:35:230:35:26

from this point forward.

0:35:260:35:27

But then...

0:35:270:35:29

it won't work!

0:35:290:35:31

I'm so sorry. I did try.

0:35:310:35:34

I wish there was more I could do.

0:35:340:35:37

And I thought a messy divorce was the worst way a marriage could end.

0:35:570:36:01

How naive was I?

0:36:010:36:02

I suppose everything has to end, one way or another.

0:36:020:36:06

Yep, and someone always gets hurt.

0:36:060:36:08

Makes you wonder what the point is.

0:36:080:36:10

That's a depressing way of looking at love.

0:36:100:36:12

It's true though.

0:36:120:36:14

Leaflet repair complete.

0:36:240:36:26

Annuloplasty ring, please.

0:36:260:36:28

Yep, should be good.

0:36:310:36:33

OK, nearly done.

0:36:340:36:36

I feel like a petty bureaucrat.

0:36:450:36:48

DOOR CLOSES

0:36:480:36:49

He can still carry out her wishes.

0:36:520:36:55

In this future utopia where they can cure MS

0:36:560:37:01

and they can reverse the ageing process,

0:37:010:37:03

-what's a bit of brain death?

-You're being facetious.

0:37:030:37:06

I'm not.

0:37:060:37:07

I just don't think delaying is going to make it any less likely.

0:37:070:37:10

It's not about that though, is it?

0:37:100:37:13

It's about the promise that he made to her.

0:37:130:37:15

When he looks at her, he doesn't see a lost cause,

0:37:150:37:19

he sees the woman he married - the woman he loves.

0:37:190:37:22

I'm sorry.

0:37:320:37:33

I think my attitude to death is a bit warped by...

0:37:330:37:38

Well...

0:37:380:37:40

there aren't many end-of-life conversations in the field.

0:37:400:37:44

No, I don't imagine there are.

0:37:440:37:46

What would make you feel better?

0:37:470:37:49

No, no. No, I'm serious.

0:37:510:37:53

That's very sweet, but unless you can think of a way

0:37:530:37:56

to formally verify death and release the body in under four minutes...

0:37:560:37:59

Is that all?

0:38:010:38:02

SHE SCOFFS

0:38:020:38:03

No, I'm serious.

0:38:040:38:06

These cryo lab boys, once they've taken receipt of her body,

0:38:060:38:08

they can do...anything they like.

0:38:080:38:12

They can start CPR.

0:38:120:38:14

-How quickly can they get here?

-Um...

0:38:140:38:17

Where are you going?

0:38:180:38:20

To tell Pete we've got a plan.

0:38:200:38:21

And we're done.

0:38:250:38:27

Right, thank you, everybody.

0:38:270:38:28

Let's get her into recovery.

0:38:280:38:30

She's fine.

0:38:360:38:37

Apart from that little blip at the beginning, it was textbook.

0:38:370:38:40

Oh, Mo.

0:38:400:38:41

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

0:38:410:38:43

Oh, I shouldn't even be in here, should I? Sorry. Sorry.

0:38:500:38:53

All that time I was in Sweden,

0:38:540:38:56

that's the longest time we've ever spent apart in our whole lives,

0:38:560:38:59

and for a minute, Mo, I really thought...

0:38:590:39:01

HE SIGHS

0:39:010:39:03

Thank you so much, Mo. Get yourself...

0:39:030:39:05

You're already getting yourself cleaned up.

0:39:050:39:07

You've got a bit of blood on your trousers there.

0:39:070:39:09

-I knew something was wrong.

-What? That's your blood?

0:39:120:39:14

OK, Mo, just keep calm. Come on, let's get you checked out.

0:39:140:39:18

I know life didn't turn out the way we expected...

0:39:380:39:41

..but you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

0:39:450:39:48

I want you to know that.

0:39:480:39:49

I don't regret a single moment.

0:39:510:39:53

HE SNIFFLES

0:39:560:39:57

This isn't the end.

0:39:570:39:59

It's not goodbye.

0:39:590:40:01

DEVICE BEEPS

0:40:010:40:02

I'll see you on the other side, I know it.

0:40:020:40:06

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-Come in.

0:40:080:40:10

You wanted to see me?

0:40:110:40:13

Yes. Did you go to medical school?

0:40:130:40:16

Course.

0:40:160:40:17

So why are you completely unable to recognise

0:40:170:40:20

a critical deterioration in your patient?

0:40:200:40:22

I thought your personal life was the problem, but it's not, is it?

0:40:220:40:25

You're just not cut out for this.

0:40:250:40:27

That's not fair.

0:40:270:40:29

She went off way quicker than anyone was expecting.

0:40:290:40:31

Which is why we need to be able to respond quickly when things change.

0:40:310:40:34

I'm transferring you to Keller.

0:40:360:40:38

-What?

-It might suit you better.

0:40:390:40:43

More electives, less pressure.

0:40:430:40:45

You're just trying to get rid of me. You'll use any excuse.

0:40:460:40:49

Clear out your locker. Your new rota will be e-mailed to you.

0:40:490:40:53

Whatever.

0:40:540:40:55

Absence of right-side respiratory effort for 60 seconds.

0:40:590:41:02

Absence of left-side respiratory action for 60 seconds.

0:41:020:41:04

Absence of carotid pulse and heart sounds for 60 seconds.

0:41:040:41:06

-Right pupil fixed.

-Left pupil fixed.

0:41:060:41:08

No motor response to supraorbital pressure.

0:41:080:41:10

Time of death, 15.32.

0:41:100:41:12

OK.

0:41:120:41:13

Gents? Over to you.

0:41:150:41:17

Thank you.

0:41:300:41:32

Let's start CPR.

0:41:330:41:35

Good luck.

0:41:350:41:36

Charging.

0:41:380:41:40

Thanks.

0:41:440:41:45

I know you didn't do that because you agreed with it.

0:41:450:41:48

You were right. It was for his benefit, not hers.

0:41:480:41:51

Well, you know what they say - love makes fools of us all.

0:41:510:41:55

Makes people do...crazy things,

0:41:550:41:59

things they scarce imagined.

0:41:590:42:01

-Wow, you're talking as if...

-Well, I have fallen in love before.

0:42:020:42:08

I do recognise the symptoms.

0:42:080:42:10

There you go, look. Baby's heartbeat.

0:42:170:42:19

So, how many weeks are you?

0:42:230:42:25

I don't have your notes or anything like that.

0:42:260:42:28

I could always ask somebody to get them.

0:42:280:42:30

No, I'm...18 weeks tomorrow.

0:42:300:42:32

18 weeks?

0:42:320:42:34

Well, your placenta's lying a little bit low for my liking.

0:42:370:42:41

-Placenta praevia?

-Yeah, but it's really not that bad.

0:42:410:42:44

In some women, it lies right the way across the cervix

0:42:440:42:48

but you see that -

0:42:480:42:49

that is absolutely fine.

0:42:490:42:52

I mean, really nothing to worry about at this stage.

0:42:520:42:55

In fact, actually, you know what? It might even fix itself.

0:42:550:42:58

Is that the cause of the bleed?

0:42:580:42:59

I would have thought so, yeah.

0:42:590:43:01

A little bit of blood is really nothing to panic about

0:43:010:43:03

or anything like that. Just keep an eye on it, OK?

0:43:030:43:06

What about the sickness?

0:43:060:43:07

It's just run-of-the-mill morning sickness, I'm afraid,

0:43:070:43:11

but if it gets really bad, then I can prescribe domperidone?

0:43:110:43:14

See if that helps?

0:43:140:43:15

Yeah, thanks.

0:43:150:43:17

There's nothing to worry about, OK? Every pregnancy is different.

0:43:170:43:21

He looks fine.

0:43:210:43:22

He?

0:43:220:43:24

-Oh. Oh, Mo, I'm sorry.

-No, it's OK, I wanted to know.

0:43:240:43:28

So it's definitely a boy?

0:43:290:43:31

Yeah. Yeah, it's a little boy.

0:43:310:43:33

A little boy with a good heart, look.

0:43:340:43:36

Thank you, Derwood.

0:43:400:43:42

So, 18 weeks, eh?

0:43:480:43:50

So is that 18 weeks from the date of your IUI

0:43:530:43:56

or is it just an estimate from your first scan?

0:43:560:43:59

It's the date of the IUI.

0:43:590:44:01

Oh, OK, yeah.

0:44:010:44:03

I assume they did a pregnancy test at the clinic, right?

0:44:030:44:06

Yeah.

0:44:060:44:07

Was that a urine test or blood test?

0:44:070:44:09

It was blood.

0:44:110:44:12

It was blood.

0:44:120:44:13

It's pretty conclusive really, isn't it?

0:44:160:44:18

-Listen, Derwood...

-I'm sorry, Mo, I just had to be sure.

0:44:200:44:23

I just wish things had worked out differently.

0:44:250:44:27

I mean, I don't think I appreciated

0:44:290:44:31

how difficult it would be bringing up a baby on my own.

0:44:310:44:35

You're not on your own, are you? You've got me.

0:44:350:44:37

I haven't, not any more,

0:44:370:44:39

and I know it's my own stupid fault.

0:44:390:44:41

You've got me and you'll always have me.

0:44:410:44:44

I said some silly things when I got back about us not being friends...

0:44:440:44:48

No, I understand.

0:44:480:44:49

..but we are friends.

0:44:490:44:51

And I need you.

0:44:510:44:53

I'm getting married, Mo, I'm terrified!

0:44:530:44:56

-Are you?

-Yeah, course!

0:44:560:44:58

Have I done the right thing? Is it too soon?

0:44:580:45:00

Derwood...

0:45:030:45:04

Will you be my best man?

0:45:040:45:06

What?

0:45:060:45:07

Well, I mean, I know you're not a man, obviously,

0:45:080:45:11

but you're my best friend

0:45:110:45:14

and I really don't think I can go through with this

0:45:140:45:16

with you not at my side cheering me on, so...

0:45:160:45:19

..what do you say?

0:45:200:45:21

Yeah. Yeah, of course I'll be your best man.

0:45:240:45:26

-Yeah?

-Yeah!

0:45:260:45:28

Yeah!

0:45:280:45:30

Oh. Sorry, I don't want to disturb.

0:45:400:45:42

Oh, no, you're not disturbing me.

0:45:420:45:43

I'm just...hiding.

0:45:430:45:45

Do you mind if I hide with you?

0:45:480:45:50

Please, be my guest.

0:45:500:45:52

-What's on your mind?

-Nothing.

0:46:020:46:05

Just wondering how wonderful life could be

0:46:060:46:10

if only I were brave enough.

0:46:100:46:12

My boyfriend asked me to move in with him today and I panicked.

0:46:140:46:20

Do you love each other?

0:46:240:46:26

We haven't had that conversation yet.

0:46:270:46:29

That's not what I asked.

0:46:290:46:31

I think so. Maybe...

0:46:310:46:34

We're happy.

0:46:350:46:37

And you're worried that, if things move too fast...

0:46:370:46:40

..you'll ruin everything.

0:46:420:46:44

Pretty much.

0:46:470:46:48

Yeah.

0:46:490:46:51

I get that.

0:46:510:46:53

So you don't think I'm being completely silly, then?

0:46:540:46:57

I'm really not the person to ask for relationship advice.

0:46:580:47:02

I suppose what I think is...

0:47:070:47:09

..is what you have to gain

0:47:100:47:12

worth the inevitable pain and suffering further down the line?

0:47:120:47:17

-LAUGHING:

-Wow! You're right.

0:47:180:47:21

You really aren't the person to ask for relationship advice.

0:47:210:47:23

I told you.

0:47:230:47:25

I suppose I'd better get back to it.

0:47:270:47:29

Yes, go on. Go back to work.

0:47:310:47:34

Thank you.

0:47:370:47:38

What? She can't do that.

0:47:440:47:47

Jac! Come on. You can't throw Jasmine off the ward.

0:47:480:47:52

I'm pretty sure I can.

0:47:520:47:53

She's your sister!

0:47:530:47:54

And? CT clearly isn't suiting her.

0:47:540:47:57

All right it was my fault, I shouldn't have left her on her own.

0:47:570:47:59

-I take full responsibility.

-Mo!

0:47:590:48:01

Technically she did nothing wrong, Delwen was in AF.

0:48:010:48:03

It's not up for discussion.

0:48:030:48:05

Don't worry about it. It's fine.

0:48:090:48:11

It's not fine. You didn't do anything wrong.

0:48:110:48:13

I didn't know she had to go into theatre, like, straight away.

0:48:130:48:16

Yeah, well, that just comes with experience.

0:48:160:48:18

Seriously, I appreciate you trying, but I don't mind moving to Keller.

0:48:180:48:20

-Probably be more interesting.

-More interesting than CT?

0:48:200:48:23

Yeah, you lot think you're the dog's doo-dahs,

0:48:230:48:25

but really it's all the same up here, isn't it?

0:48:250:48:27

Heart, heart... Ooh, lung. Heart, heart.

0:48:270:48:30

Listen, for what it's worth, I was brought up by a single mum.

0:48:310:48:36

She had three jobs.

0:48:360:48:37

We managed. And now I'm a doctor.

0:48:370:48:40

Sort of.

0:48:400:48:41

You'll be all right.

0:48:410:48:43

Thanks. So will you.

0:48:430:48:45

Listen, don't let this knock you.

0:48:450:48:47

I am the greatest surgeon in the world

0:48:470:48:50

and you may all kneel before me.

0:48:500:48:52

Yeah, I think you're right,

0:48:520:48:53

CT surgeons are a little bit full of themselves.

0:48:530:48:55

-You're not kneeling.

-Is this about Abertelli?

0:48:550:48:57

Yes. And I think we actually got it this time, I really do.

0:48:570:49:01

What's going on?

0:49:030:49:05

Have I missed something?

0:49:060:49:07

I'm sorry.

0:49:180:49:20

-You could have talked to me.

-Or me.

0:49:210:49:23

I didn't want to upset either of you.

0:49:230:49:26

-You're an idiot.

-Yes.

0:49:260:49:28

I freaked out.

0:49:300:49:32

Right. I'll see you at home.

0:49:320:49:34

I've never lived with someone before.

0:49:370:49:39

Not as a...couple.

0:49:390:49:41

-Neither have I.

-Really?

-Yeah.

0:49:410:49:43

And, for the record, it scares me too.

0:49:430:49:45

Well, why me?

0:49:450:49:47

I like being with you.

0:49:470:49:50

I want to be with you all the time, as pathetic as that sounds.

0:49:510:49:54

I like being with you too.

0:49:550:49:57

So what's the problem?

0:49:570:49:59

Well, what if you don't like me as much

0:50:000:50:02

when you're around me all the time?

0:50:020:50:04

What if you don't like being with me?

0:50:040:50:05

That's not going to happen.

0:50:050:50:07

I'm messy.

0:50:090:50:10

-I've got a cleaner.

-Have you?

0:50:100:50:12

No, but if you're really messy, I can get one.

0:50:120:50:15

I can't cook either, so maybe we should get a chef?

0:50:150:50:19

Are you saying...?

0:50:190:50:21

Yes.

0:50:220:50:23

Yes?

0:50:230:50:24

Yes, I will live with you.

0:50:240:50:26

Excellent.

0:50:270:50:28

And I've also brought travel backgammon.

0:50:340:50:37

I thought we could have a little game before you went in,

0:50:370:50:40

but of course, you just couldn't wait, could you?

0:50:400:50:43

And... Oh, I had a chat with Mo about the whole baby thing.

0:50:450:50:49

And?

0:50:490:50:51

And it's not mine.

0:50:510:50:53

How do you...?

0:50:530:50:54

Trust me, Del. It's not, OK?

0:50:540:50:57

Do you know what? I'm absolutely fine about it.

0:50:570:51:00

I'm not disappointed. In fact, I'm relieved.

0:51:000:51:03

OK, because it would have ruined everything with Inga.

0:51:030:51:07

And...I'm happy, you know...

0:51:070:51:11

In fact, I'm the happiest I've ever been.

0:51:110:51:13

Where do you want these?

0:51:170:51:18

Hey!

0:51:180:51:20

Hey, Inga! Hi. What are you doing here?

0:51:200:51:24

I just bought a few bits and pieces for Delwen while she's in hospital.

0:51:240:51:28

It's just some toiletries, make-up, perfume, hairspray.

0:51:280:51:31

That's... Thank you, Inga. That's very thoughtful.

0:51:330:51:36

Aww!

0:51:360:51:38

Oh, here she is, look, the woman of the hour!

0:51:380:51:41

Ladies and gentleman... my best man!

0:51:410:51:44

Great!

0:51:460:51:48

Great. It is great. Right? Isn't it? It's perfect!

0:51:480:51:51

Right, you two, I just need a couple of minutes with my patient.

0:51:510:51:55

Oh. Absolutely.

0:51:550:51:56

There you are! Where have you been?

0:52:080:52:11

I, um... I went to see Hanssen.

0:52:130:52:16

Oh?

0:52:160:52:17

I've accepted the secondment.

0:52:180:52:21

What?

0:52:250:52:26

I think the prospect of me leaving...

0:52:280:52:32

..just put too much pressure on us to decide how we feel.

0:52:330:52:38

No.

0:52:380:52:40

No, it made me realise.

0:52:400:52:42

I told you, I don't want you to go.

0:52:420:52:44

That's what...you don't want.

0:52:440:52:49

You need time and space to decide what you do want.

0:52:490:52:54

-It's the same thing.

-No, it's not.

0:52:540:52:57

I know I don't want to hurt you

0:53:000:53:04

because I...care about you.

0:53:040:53:08

Bernie, no, please. Please don't do this.

0:53:140:53:17

-Serena...

-I could come and see you.

-No.

0:53:170:53:20

Well, we could meet halfway.

0:53:200:53:21

Stop. Please. I'm sorry.

0:53:210:53:23

Serena? Are you all right?

0:53:270:53:30

I don't want to talk about it.

0:53:300:53:32

Best man?

0:53:350:53:37

Yep.

0:53:370:53:39

What are you playing at?

0:53:390:53:41

I'm being his friend.

0:53:410:53:43

Well, you've certainly convinced him it's not his baby.

0:53:430:53:46

-Do you know what I think?

-What?

0:53:490:53:52

I think you want this to be his baby

0:53:520:53:54

because you know it'll split him and Inga up.

0:53:540:53:56

Oh! That's not true.

0:53:560:53:58

Isn't it?

0:53:580:54:00

You were nice as pie to me this morning,

0:54:010:54:03

and I couldn't work out why.

0:54:030:54:05

What had changed?

0:54:050:54:07

It's him, isn't it?

0:54:080:54:10

Look, I get it.

0:54:130:54:15

You don't want to be on your own

0:54:160:54:18

and he's always been there for you,

0:54:180:54:20

and now that Inga's come along, you're scared you've lost him.

0:54:200:54:24

Just like you were scared you were going to lose him to me.

0:54:250:54:28

He deserves to be happy, Delwen.

0:54:320:54:35

If you ever...

0:54:380:54:40

..need a baby-sitter...

0:54:410:54:43

..I'd be happy to help, if I can.

0:54:440:54:46

Thanks.

0:54:480:54:49

I might hold you to that.

0:54:500:54:52

Get some rest.

0:54:550:54:56

You stupid, stupid, coward.

0:55:040:55:09

Stupid, stupid, stupid idiot.

0:55:110:55:15

SHE SIGHS

0:55:300:55:32

SHE SIGHS

0:55:450:55:47

Oh.

0:55:470:55:48

Aw!

0:55:560:55:57

Nope.

0:56:030:56:04

-Hey.

-Hey.

0:56:100:56:11

Smells good.

0:56:110:56:12

Well, I figured we could use what's left in the freezer.

0:56:130:56:17

So we have macaroni cheese, chicken Kievs,

0:56:170:56:21

peas and something which may or may not be in a sweet and sour sauce.

0:56:210:56:26

I knew things would work out with Isaac.

0:56:290:56:31

I've already called the landlord.

0:56:310:56:34

Thank you. I'm sorry.

0:56:340:56:37

-It's fine.

-Is it?

0:56:370:56:39

No. It's a pain.

0:56:390:56:41

But I am happy for you.

0:56:430:56:45

So what are you going to do?

0:56:460:56:48

Are you going to stay here? Get new flatmates?

0:56:480:56:50

No. A fresh start is a good thing.

0:56:500:56:52

Yeah.

0:56:520:56:54

What about you?

0:56:540:56:56

Are you going to find a new place, or move in with him?

0:56:560:56:58

Have you seen his place, it's beautiful. So I'm moving there.

0:56:580:57:03

Wow. Big step.

0:57:030:57:05

Yeah.

0:57:050:57:06

It'll be all right.

0:57:070:57:09

Won't it?

0:57:100:57:12

Yeah. Course it will. Start of a new chapter.

0:57:120:57:14

Yes. Yeah.

0:57:140:57:16

Here.

0:57:190:57:20

Rise, sir.

0:57:230:57:25

For bravery.

0:57:260:57:28

Thank you.

0:57:290:57:30

SMOKE ALARM BLARES Oh, God!

0:57:320:57:34

-I guess that means dinner's ready.

-Oh, no!

0:57:360:57:39

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