Fri, 27 Jan 2017 Pobol y Cwm

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-This porridge is lumpy.

-Don't look at me, I'm not a cook.

-Where's the bread?

-There's none left.

-Why do you think I'm making this?

-Kath, you're good

-at making porridge, aren't you?

-Hey, somebody

-broke into the surgery last night.

-What? Why?

-What? Why?

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-Probably looking for drugs.

-There's a heck of a mess.

-Glass and police everywhere.

-Glass and police everywhere.

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-You?

-Oh! It's stuck to the pan now!

-Oh! It's stuck to the pan now!

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-Be quiet, will you.

-I can't hear myself think.

-I can't hear myself think.

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-Stop thinking then.

-I've had enough of her cheek, Mark.

-Mark's been talking about you

-like you're some legend.

-But you're nothing more

-than a bitter old witch.

-What did you say?

-Sorry.

-What's happened?

-She burnt me.

-It was an accident.

-I wouldn't do it on purpose.

-Right, enough.

-You can't carry on like this.

-We all need to calm down.

-This is all getting out of control.

-I can't deal with this

-on my own any more.

-Deal with what?

-Deal with what?

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-Nothing.

-I'm sorry, Kath.

-Kath's not well.

-She's a drug addict.

-No, I'm not.

-Mam?

-Mam?

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-She's lying.

-Why would I? Don't be a fool, Mark.

-You're not going to believe her

-over your mother?

-If it's not true,

-why are you shaking?

-I'm not.

-I'm not.

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-I recognize the signs, Mam.

-I'm in pain.

-I'm in pain.

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-We should see a doctor now.

-You won't get away with this.

-Where are you going?

-Where are you going?

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-It's for your own good.

-What's going on, Mam?

-What's happened to you?

-Before you start,

-I'm not going to school today.

-Is there a reason?

-I can't be bothered.

-I can't be bothered.

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-That's not a reason.

-You can't force me.

-What's wrong, Rick?

-You've been quiet for days.

-I'm fine.

-What were you hiding just now?

-What were you hiding just now?

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-Nothing.

-I'll sit here until you leave

-and you won't be able to hide it.

-Fine.

-Why haven't you opened it?

-It's a St Dwynwen's Day card.

-What's wrong with that?

-What's wrong with that?

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-It's not going to be from Courtney.

-I'm scared, Mam.

-What are you doing?

-I was trying to cheer you up.

-Sorry.

-I should have guessed.

-You send one every year.

-I still post one to Liam too.

-I miss her, Mam.

-I know, love.

-I want to go the cemetery, but...

-Do you want me to come with you?

-Do you want me to come with you?

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-Only if you've got time.

-I'm not scared of going on my own.

-I'm not scared of going on my own.

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-I know that.

-I'd like to,

-if that's OK with you.

-You have to talk to me eventually

-because I'm not going anywhere.

-I just want to know

-what's going on.

-What have you been taking?

-Tablets? Cocaine? What?

-Prescription pills.

-Not mine.

-And you've been taking them

-for a while.

-Why couldn't I see

-what was happening under my nose?

-It's not your fault.

-I've made a mess of things again.

-I've been so lonely.

-Drugs were the only thing

-keeping me going.

-I'm here for you, Mam, always.

-The Jones family against the world.

-The Jones family against the world.

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-But are we?

-I haven't felt like that for years.

-You've got your own family

-and I'm happy for you...

-..but I don't know

-where that leaves me.

-I'm on my own and I'm afraid.

-I'm nervous. Is that odd?

-No, love.

-Debs.

-What's happened to you?

-What's happened to you?

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-A little accident with the porridge.

-Kath pushed me and, no offence,

-Ricky, I know she's your gran...

-..but she's horrible.

-She's having a few problems

-with drugs.

-Only prescription ones.

-There's no only about it.

-I tried helping her...

-..but when it got out of hand,

-I had to tell Mark.

-Where are they now?

-The house. She seems a bit upset.

-Perhaps you should go round.

-You go. I'll be alright.

-Ricky...

-They can wait. I've got something

-more important to do.

-I'm fine, thanks.

-We need something strong. Cafe?

-Anything to numb the pain,

-I suppose.

-Deri.

-I don't think they're open.

-I don't think they're open.

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-Leave it to Gu.

-Alright, love?

-Pint of lager, please.

-Sorry, we only serve coffee

-at this time of day.

-OK then. Coffee.

-"I'll phone you

-to arrange our next date."

-Remember when

-we got kicked off the train...

-..after Dad said Stacey and I were

-under ten to get cheap tickets?

-It worked a treat

-until you opened your mouth.

-We were stuck in Pontypool

-for hours.

-Dyff found a way home though.

-I think a lot about those days.

-I think that was...

-..the last time I was truly happy.

-What about Johnny?

-You were happy with him.

-Yes, I laughed a lot with Johnny

-and had a good time...

-..but us Joneses were a team.

-I knew who I was

-and I liked who I was.

-And now?

-Since losing lost Dyff, I feel...

-..that I've slowly lost myself.

-I try my best.

-I move from place to place,

-just hoping...

-..something...

-..or somebody will come...

-..to fill the gap he left behind.

-But nothing fits.

-Mam...

-..there'll always be

-a place for you here.

-This is your house, remember.

-I wish things were that simple.

-All I can see now

-is an old woman.

-A pathetic addict.

-All I can see is my mother.

-Kath Jones,

-the woman nobody crosses.

-I'm afraid that woman

-disappeared years ago.

-What is it with you and Kath?

-You always stick up for her.

-The Gu I know would have told us

-about Kath's little drugs problem.

-Don't be naive, Vicks.

-Drugs is never a little problem.

-You come back to Ponty with me,

-girl, then you'll realize.

-I've seen good people die

-of their addictions.

-That's why you hid her problem?

-I didn't hide it.

-I was just determined

-to save Kath...

-..because I failed Kirsty.

-Kirsty, your best friend?

-What happened?

-She died.

-I wouldn't be able

-to live with myself...

-..if I let the same thing

-happen again.

-Mam, when I got

-that St Dwynwen's card...

-..I was afraid to open it...

-..in case I was happy

-with whoever sent it.

-I'm not supposed

-to think like that.

-Of course you are. It'll never

-change what you and Courtney had.

-But if I move on,

-aren't I letting her down?

-What? Of course you're not.

-I don't want to do that

-or let Jim down either.

-He needs me.

-You're not letting anybody down,

-do you hear?

-We're all so proud of you.

-Come here.

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-I should never have come back here.

-Life was a lot easier

-out of your way.

-I could at least take the tablets

-without having to feel anything.

-What is there for me here?

-Me?

-Ricky? A roof over your head?

-Why isn't that enough for you, Mam?

-I miss Dad too. You're not

-the only one who's suffered.

-Nobody's suffered as much as I have

-over the years.

-You're not welcome here.

-If life here is so hard,

-just go, get out of my sight.

-No, Mark, no.

-We deserve better.

-We deserve better.

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-Of course you do.

-Of course you do,

-and I promise I will get better.

-Mark, please, I'm begging you.

-Please don't turn your back on me,

-I can't go back to that life.

-You have to make a choice.

-Drugs or us.

-I choose you.

-I choose you.

-Please, Mark, help me.

-Please, I'm begging you.

-I'm doing better already,

-Dol's been helping me.

-Dol knew about this before today?

-Yes.

-She's helped me.

-I used to take loads every day.

-And now Dol's helped me

-get it down to one a day.

-And now she thinks

-I can stop taking them completely.

-Is she blackmailing you?

-Dol doesn't do anything unless

-there's something in it for her.

-She knows she can control you.

-Making sure you won't throw her out.

-I know Dol better than you, Mam.

-Let me deal with this.

-The day I left last time

-was the day Kirsty died.

-And now...

-..I'm scared to go back

-and face things.

-Reality is scarier

-than the bailiffs.

-Why didn't you say anything?

-I didn't want to believe it.

-I knew she was an addict.

-I tried to talk to her

-to make her see sense.

-But she wouldn't listen.

-You tried your best.

-But it wasn't good enough.

-I should have locked her

-in the house and kept her safe.

-Saving Kath...

-..was my chance

-to make up for failing Kirsty.

-I hope she realizes telling Mark

-was for her own good.

-Don't be so hard on yourself.

-You tried your best.

-Mark will be really grateful.

-I hope so.

-I hope so.

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-Of course he will.

-You're amazing, Gu.

-You know that, don't you?

-I think a lot of people

-would disagree with you.

-Your mother included.

-Maybe you haven't been

-the perfect mother, but who is?

-Mam wasn't.

-You can't do this.

-You've misunderstood.

-You said she gave you

-an extra tablet the other day.

-She doesn't know what she's doing.

-She doesn't know what she's doing.

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-She's trying to help.

-Let her explain.

-No. You won't get better

-while she's here.

-What if you persuade her to give you

-more tablets? It won't work.

-Is it alright for us to come in?

-Yes, but just to get your stuff.

-I want you out of here.

-What?

-You should have told me

-about Mam weeks ago.

-You could have killed her.

-I was doing my best

-to get her off them.

-You're not a doctor.

-She's the junkie and she should go.

-She's the junkie and she should go.

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-Mam stays. She comes first.

-I'm going to phone Mam.

-She won't let you do this.

-No, Vicky. It's OK.

-I understand.

-If leaving

-will make you better...

-..I'll go.

-I hope you're happy.

-I've tried to tell him.

-I've tried to tell him.

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-Not hard enough.

-Thanks to you

-and the mess you've created...

-..I'm going to lose my grandmother.

-I'm so proud of you.

-How did I of all people

-have such a mature son?

-I just do the opposite

-of everything you tell me to do!

-Oi!

-No. You're a better mother

-than a lot of people think.

-I'll take that as a compliment.

-Is it OK

-if I have a minute on my own?

-Of course.

-I'll be over there.

-Mam?

-Thanks.

-I know you think only sad and soppy

-people celebrate St Dwynwen's Day...

-..but I've brought you a card.

-I know you'd be angry if I didn't.

-I just want you to know

-that I'm still thinking of you.

-Jim hasn't been dealing

-with things very well...

-..but I'm trying to stay strong

-for both of us.

-I'll look after him.

-He'll be alright, I promise.

-Maybe I won't be back here

-for a while now.

-This place is a bit creepy.

-But anyway, I don't need to...

-I don't need to see your grave

-to remember you or think about you.

-Whether I move on or not...

-..I'll never forget you.

-I didn't mean no harm.

-I thought I was helping.

-I'm sorry about this.

-I just want her to get better.

-It's OK.

-Where will you go?

-Ponty, of course.

-They'll look after me,

-and it's time.

-I'd like to come up...

-..and see everyone some time.

-Go upstairs now. I hate ta-ras.

-What about Mam?

-I'll pop into the cafe

-on my way to the bus.

-I'm going to miss you, Gu.

-I'm not going forever, love.

-And anyway, you've got a new Gu

-to look after now.

-I'm not related to her.

-She'll come round.

-And if you can't get better

-for yourself, do it for your family.

-Have you got enough money?

-I've survived on less.

-No, no, don't steal.

-I'll pay it all back.

-Good luck.

-And the next time I'm here, I want

-to see that feisty Kath I know.

-Of course.

-Thanks for everything, Dol.

-Remember to keep in touch, alright?

-Come here.

-Come here. There you go.

-I'm going to do this.

-I promise.

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