Thu, 04 Jan 2018 Pobol y Cwm

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-Sorry, I didn't realize it was

-so late. You should have woken me.

-No. You were fast asleep.

-I've been sleeping in

-every morning.

-You obviously need the sleep.

-You're obviously very busy.

-I'm looking at this website...

-..about therapists

-specializing in PTSD.

-There's no need.

-There are a lot of them.

-Look.

-Let me wake up properly.

-I need a cuppa.

-Do you want one?

-Do you want one?

-

-No, I'm fine, thanks.

-Is everything alright?

-I haven't seen you for days.

-Yes, I've just been helping

-Auntie Anita to pack and stuff.

-And keeping a low profile, maybe.

-And keeping a low profile, maybe.

-

-Is everyone gossiping about me?

-Not at all.

-Tyler.

-Why did I do it? Why did

-I throw myself at Ed like that?

-I'm so embarrassed.

-I throw myself at everyone

-every Christmas.

-Forget it and come out

-with Iol and me tonight.

-Alright, but I'm not drinking.

-Alright, but I'm not drinking.

-

-You're not doing dry January too.

-Get off! A week, maybe.

-Here she is, the jetsetter.

-Are you all packed?

-I hope so.

-Yes, Sheryl,

-I've packed everything for Wil.

-Yes, I've checked.

-Alright. Thanks.

-I'll phone you when I get there.

-OK, love. Ta-ra.

-Have you checked and double checked

-everything loads of times?

-Yes.

-I think I'll put

-one more jumper in.

-Have you told her then? That you

-won't be here when she gets back.

-I haven't been accepted

-to do voluntary work yet.

-You might be on the other side

-of the world when she gets back.

-I don't want her

-to stop me going, OK.

-I have to put some distance

-between Ed and me.

-Are you sure about that?

-Are you sure about that?

-

-Yes.

-Try and smile, Macs.

-Try and smile, Macs.

-

-Try and get a move on.

-Come on. Huw won't want to see

-photos of your miserable face!

-That's better.

-I still haven't heard anything

-from your solicitor?

-About what?

-Macs wants to fight for the right

-to see Arwen more often.

-I haven't heard anything.

-I'm sure Ffion will object

-whatever the solicitor says.

-If she would be reasonable,

-I wouldn't have to go to court.

-I really thought she'd warm to me,

-especially after I saved Ifan.

-So that's why you went into

-the fire. To impress Ffion?

-You were very brave, Macs.

-Maybe one day,

-Ffion will realize you've changed.

-You've got more faith than me.

-Hey, come on. There's no point

-feeling sorry for yourself.

-What's wrong?

-Um... I can't find my passport.

-Where are you going?

-I'll follow my nose. I haven't

-been out of the house for days.

-I feel like the walls

-are closing in.

-I'm sorry I'm so boring.

-You're not.

-You've done so well

-over the last few weeks...

-..and I shouldn't put pressure

-on you to talk.

-You should be able to talk

-in your own time when you're ready.

-Is that what it says

-on your computer?

-One of the points, yes.

-I'm trying my best to understand

-what you're going through.

-You'll never understand.

-You'll never understand.

-

-But I want to understand.

-I don't want you to fall at

-the last hurdle after doing so well.

-But unfortunately, I don't

-have the skills to help you.

-Wait.

-Wait. I'll come with you.

-You don't have to come.

-You don't have to come.

-

-Please. Don't go without me.

-Stewing in the house

-won't do me any good.

-Are you going to change first?

-Where did you see it last?

-I thought it was with the ticket.

-Maybe it's in one of those

-recycling bags.

-You can say goodbye to your trip

-if it is.

-The bin lorry

-has just collected the bags.

-Did you have to clear away

-the Christmas things today?

-I'll have to cancel now.

-It's bound to be here somewhere.

-It's bound to be here somewhere.

-

-I've looked everywhere.

-It's on its way

-to the rubbish tip now!

-Your carriage awaits.

-Don't get upset

-or I'll start crying.

-Upset? I can't wait

-to get rid of you!

-I'm going to have wild parties

-here every night!

-Ha-ha!

-You can always ask Ed

-to come over...

-..whenever you want

-while I'm away.

-Thanks for the offer, but no ta.

-Well, you know, it might

-be easier with me not here.

-He wouldn't accept

-the invitation anyway.

-You won't know until you ask.

-I'm not breaking

-my new year's resolution.

-Oh?

-Don't look back. Move forward.

-CAR HORN

-Come on.

-Hiya. Thanks.

-Anita, you'll never believe this

-but my passport's missing.

-I won't be able to meet you

-in Canada after all.

-I was looking forward

-to travelling together so much.

-Me too.

-Go home and look for it.

-It must be somewhere.

-I've looked everywhere.

-You're going to miss your flight

-if you don't shift.

-Right, love. OK.

-Congratulations on your engagement.

-Just so you know,

-I've talked to my solicitor...

-..and you have no chance

-of getting access to Arwen.

-And you'd have to pay

-a fortune in costs.

-Why are you being like this?

-I just want us all to be friends

-and to see her occasionally.

-Forget it.

-Forget it.

-

-I'm worried about her.

-The only person you care about

-is yourself.

-Why don't you go to America

-with your father...

-..and find someone there

-to start a family with?

-Just leave me alone. Understand?

-Look after yourself.

-I'll miss you.

-I'll miss you.

-

-I'll be back before you notice.

-Ta-ra, love.

-Ta-ra.

-He looks more lonely than you, Kel.

-Do you think so?

-Go after him.

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-Well, you were right again.

-Fresh air does make

-the world of difference.

-It's true what they say

-about doctors.

-They make terrible patients!

-"Physician, heal thyself."

-It's easier said than done,

-isn't it?

-But you are getting better,

-aren't you?

-You've stopped drinking and you're

-definitely sleeping better.

-I'm still having nightmares.

-I still see those little children.

-The fear in their eyes

-before that mortar struck.

-But according to what

-I heard you tell Liam...

-..it was an impossible choice.

-I made the wrong choice.

-Because...

-..Tim was going to die anyway.

-But you didn't know that

-at the time.

-Elgan, you have to stop

-punishing yourself.

-And think of all the children

-and people you've saved...

-..as a doctor.

-You've saved the lives

-of lots of them.

-That doesn't justify letting three

-innocent little children die.

-I wonder what would have become

-of them if they hadn't...

-We'd better carry on

-or it will get dark.

-Go to the recycling centre.

-Ask if you can go through the bags.

-It would be easier

-to find a needle in a haystack.

-Dani won't let me take

-the trimmings down.

-She thinks it's unlucky

-to do it before Twelfth Night.

-I wish I'd waited.

-She won't notice

-if I just take the cards down.

-Hiya.

-Hiya, Kel.

-Happy new year.

-You, too.

-You're not having a dry January

-like Dai then.

-No. Do you want one?

-Yes, go on then. Twist my arm.

-I'll have a pint of lager shandy,

-just in case I go OTT again.

-I'll be with you now.

-Did you do anything exciting

-on new year's eve?

-I watched TV with Auntie Anita.

-You?

-Noson Lawen with Sion.

-Noson Lawen with Sion.

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-Really exciting!

-Does anyone recycle cards?

-Yes. Auntie Anita's asked me

-to take hers to the Maenan Appeal.

-I didn't think of that.

-I have to go.

-Charming!

-Thanks for letting me know.

-Your solicitor?

-Ffion was right. There's not much

-hope and it will cost a fortune.

-I could go and see her in school

-next week. If she's back.

-I don't think

-they'll let you through the gates.

-It's not fair.

-Did you take the Christmas cards

-to the Maenan Appeal?

-Not yet.

-Where are they?

-Where are they?

-

-On the dresser over there.

-Why? Do you think maybe

-the passport...

-Hallelujah!

-Well done, Ed.

-Well done, Ed.

-

-I'm sorry for blaming you.

-I collected those cards.

-I collected those cards.

-

-I'm just glad we've found it.

-Hey, check to see if they've got

-a seat left on the flight.

-Here are the details.

-Run away, like Ffion suggested?

-No thanks.

-Just a holiday, that's all.

-There's nothing here for me,

-is there?

-You'll always be welcome here.

-It would be company for me

-and Huw would love to see you.

-Right, what do you fancy doing?

-Shall we take the long way back

-this way...

-..or the shortcut?

-Well, I don't think

-I can walk much further.

-Not today, anyway.

-I'd like to get back to catch

-the surgery before it closes.

-I'm going to ask for more time off.

-It's not fair to expect you

-to shoulder the burden.

-I need professional help, don't I?

-That's the only way

-I'm going to recover properly.

-Who will you go to?

-Well...

-..I'll look at the research

-you did this morning.

-I've found a website.

-Veterans Gateway.

-They can refer you

-to the right people.

-Ideal.

-It's a start, isn't it?

-Yes. It is.

-I was wondering if you wanted

-to go out for a walk?

-Sion's come over to say goodbye.

-The passport turned up.

-There was a spare seat on the plane

-so Macs is coming with me.

-Anita's just reached the airport.

-Anita's just reached the airport.

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-Miss you, Auntie Anita!

-Are you sure it's wise, going away

-with the old man for a month?

-Dad's right.

-I'll do something stupid

-if I stay here.

-When you see Ffion, tell her...

-..I'm not going to court.

-And that I'm no threat to her.

-Yes, of course.

-And let me know

-how Arwen's getting on.

-You're so lucky,

-having your own family.

-Right, I think we should all have

-a selfie...

-..before Macs and Sion disappear.

-Right, everyone in.

-You weren't looking!

-You weren't looking, were you?

-Well?

-I've got extended leave.

-Did you explain why

-you wanted time off?

-Yes.

-You go on to the Deri.

-I'll follow you in two minutes.

-Alright.

-Congratulations.

-Thanks. I've just booked a table.

-Arwen wants a celebratory dinner.

-She's still getting better, is she?

-She's still getting better, is she?

-

-Yes.

-She wants to go back

-to school next week.

-So you're free to come back too.

-I'm going back on Monday.

-We can support each other.

-Yes. It'll be nice to have

-a routine again.

-I have to go.

-I have to pick Arwen up. Hiya.

-How are you?

-Coffee?

-Two coffees, please, Garry.

-Two coffees, please, Garry.

-

-I haven't seen you two for a while.

-Have you been away?

-No. I haven't been very well

-over Christmas.

-As you know, it's been a difficult

-year for me with everything.

-I understand.

-But I've been looking at places

-where I'd get help.

-Oh, right.

-Are you going to see someone?

-I'm considering the options.

-Thanks to Gaynor, the new year

-is looking better already.

-Coffees.

-Are you alright?

-I didn't see you leave earlier.

-Yes, well.

-Thanks for letting me know.

-I'll email you a CV

-and I look forward to meeting you.

-Thank you.

-Ta-ra.

-They want to see me.

-They want to see me.

-

-Fantastic.

-It's only an interview

-but they sound really keen.

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-Hiya, Kel. Listen, sorry

-for leaving you in the Deri earlier.

-In the lurch you mean.

-In the lurch you mean.

-

-Hiya, Ty.

-Do you fancy going out? I promise

-to buy you a drink this time.

-I'm good enough for you now,

-now that Sion's gone.

-I had to rush off.

-Sion's passport was...

-Sorry, Ed. I've got things to do.

-Oh, OK. Some other time then?

-Why did you do that?

-He wanted to take you out.

-There's no point.

-I shouldn't have listened

-to you earlier.

-And I have to email

-a more detailed CV to the charity.

-Are you sure you want to go abroad?

-It's a big step, Kel.

-I need a fresh start,

-not more false starts.

-So, please don't try

-and put me off.

-Upgrade? Jammy!

-That never happens to me.

-Large gin and tonics

-all the way then!

-Auntie Anita, you'd better

-put it on airplane mode now.

-Have a safe journey.

-Yes, I'll be waiting for you.

-OK. Ta-ra.

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