Tue, 17 Nov 2015 Pobol y Cwm

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-This programme contains scenes

-which viewers may find distressing

-We'll need another chair.

-There are plenty here.

-Sion's going to need

-a chair as well.

-Right.

-The flowers are lovely, Anita.

-Darren wanted to send a wreath

-from him and Wil.

-Rhys sent these, did he?

-Yes.

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-That's Vicky's.

-Just looking for a tissue.

-Really?

-Stealing from your granddaughter.

-Just borrowing to tide me over.

-You took the money

-from the scratch card pot.

-I don't know nothing about no tin.

-"Pot," I said, not tin.

-It's about time

-you went back to Pontypridd.

-You can't throw me out of Debbie's

-flat. It's none of your business.

-Would you prefer me

-to tell her you've been stealing?

-You're not going to tell her.

-You're not going to tell her.

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-Not if you go back to Ponty.

-Fine, I'll go.

-Hi, Gu.

-Has anyone seen Nicky's wipes?

-Yes, they're here.

-Dol's going back to Pontypridd.

-Oh, really. Why?

-I've got things to do. Taylor next

-door's had my goldfish for weeks.

-She's leaving today.

-She's leaving today.

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-Today?

-Aye. Sorry, love.

-Hey.

-It's good to see you back.

-Thanks. It's good to be back.

-But maybe not

-under these circumstances.

-Have you been to see Ffion yet?

-Have you been to see Ffion yet?

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-Yes. That's where I'm going now.

-I think a bit of time apart

-has done us the world of good.

-So she's getting better, is she?

-So she's getting better, is she?

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-She's like a different person.

-I know it's early days, but it feels

-as if she's turned a corner.

-How's Daniel? Did you have fun?

-Yes. He alters so much

-every time I see him.

-They grow up so quickly.

-They grow up so quickly.

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-Yes.

-I'm kicking myself...

-..that I didn't make more of

-an effort to see him over the years.

-I'm sure he appreciates

-your efforts now.

-It's not fair for any child

-to have to live without his parents.

-Hiya.

-Hiya.

-

-Hi.

-Are you on your way there?

-Yes.

-Can I walk with you?

-Can I walk with you?

-

-Of course.

-Excuse me, Gethin. See you around.

-Excuse me, Gethin. See you around.

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-Yes. Bye.

-I'm not looking forward to this.

-Hiya.

-What's this?

-What's this?

-

-Come and sit down.

-Fresh.

-Yes, well, we've got a chance

-to start again, haven't we?

-I haven't put the bacon in.

-Do we need bacon?

-There's plenty of food here.

-It'll only take a second.

-How do you want your eggs?

-It's impossible to fathom

-the suffering you've experienced...

-..losing Meilyr.

-No words can make sense

-of such a loss.

-But...

-..in the midst

-of all this terrible sadness...

-..I hope you, as a family,

-can feel the power of the support...

-..and love...

-..for all of you

-from the people of this community.

-Let us pray.

-Oh, Lord...

-..be there for Meilyr's family...

-..during such a dark

-and helpless time in their lives.

-Be there for Sheryl.

-Be there for Hywel.

-Give them strength

-in their darkest hour.

-And help them, Lord,

-to support each other.

-Let's do something together

-to give Gu a good send-off.

-There's no need to do that, love.

-I'll be back soon.

-A meal? All of us together.

-What do you say?

-Fine with me.

-Let's have it here.

-There's no room in the flat.

-BABY CRIES

-OK, Nicky, I'm coming.

-I'd best get back to the flat

-and pack then.

-Yes. Good idea.

-She'll never change.

-But for some reason,

-every time she does it, it hurts.

-Pathetic, isn't it?

-Thank you.

-Are you going to be alright

-to carry him?

-Yes.

-Sheryl will need five minutes.

-She isn't coming with us today.

-She's not strong enough.

-Sheryl.

-I'm truly sorry.

-I want some time with him

-before you go.

-I've already told Sion that.

-Mami loves you, Meilyr.

-And she'll love you forever.

-Yes, alright.

-No.

-Come on, love.

-You have to let him go. Come on.

-Come on.

-I want to go to the chapel.

-I want to see the grave.

-No. You're not strong enough.

-No. You're not strong enough.

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-I should be there. I'm his mother.

-I'm his mother.

-I'm his mother.

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-I know.

-I know, I know.

-I'm his mother.

-There's fruit.

-Raspberries, strawberries.

-Are you serious? I'm full.

-More coffee then?

-More coffee then?

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-No, I'm fine, thanks.

-Ffion, what is this?

-What's what?

-You - you're on pins.

-Sit down and talk to me.

-This is the thanks I get, is it?

-I appreciate it

-but you've gone to too much trouble.

-Forget it.

-What are you doing?

-I wanted this to be perfect,

-but you've just spoiled it.

-Ffion...

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-It's awful sad

-about that little boy, isn't it?

-It's awful sad

-to have to leave here.

-You made the decision to leave.

-You made the decision to leave.

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-Well, that's not quite...

-I'll be visiting regularly now

-anyway to see little Nicky.

-I'm not sure about that.

-I'm not sure about that.

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-You can't stop me visiting.

-Nicky's my grandson.

-Nicky's my grandson.

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-Great-grandson.

-Why are you doing this, Debs?

-Judging me on mistakes

-I've made in the past.

-Mistakes in the past?

-The bailiffs were here last week!

-The bailiffs were here last week!

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-It's still the past.

-Can't you give me a second chance?

-How many do you want?

-You've had enough.

-You're so angry.

-Yes, I am, Mam.

-You always ruin everything.

-I'm not saying I was perfect.

-But I tried my best.

-I did all my own cooking.

-I made you all those lovely dresses

-with my own fair hands.

-Those dresses were horrible.

-Those dresses were horrible.

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-They were bloomin' lovely.

-Cut me a bit of slack, Debs.

-For the children.

-There's no guaranteeing

-how much longer I've got left.

-Don't you dare!

-Don't you dare!

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-I'm no spring chicken.

-I'm only saying.

-Just go and pack, will you?

-What's going on?

-It's not going to work, is it?

-What?

-I'd rather you left now.

-What about this morning's breakfast

-to welcome me back?

-I'm going for a walk.

-And if you still feel the same

-when I come back...

-..I'll leave, and I won't come back.

-Were there enough flowers

-on the grave?

-Yes.

-We left a wreath.

-What did Sion say at the graveside?

-He prayed.

-What did he say?

-Sheryl, I don't remember.

-Sheryl, I don't remember.

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-You don't remember!

-Hey, try and eat a sandwich,

-Sheryl.

-You should keep your strength up.

-You should have made the effort

-to remember for me.

-Hywel's tired, Sheryl.

-Listen, he'll remember later on.

-I don't understand

-why people love me.

-I've put my nearest and dearest

-through a nightmare.

-Ffion, come and sit down.

-Watching Hywel earlier...

-Why haven't I suffered like him?

-You have suffered, Ffion,

-seriously.

-We've all suffered.

-I've done some terrible things.

-I've put Arwen at risk.

-I've treated you like dirt.

-What's the point

-of bringing all that up?

-I don't deserve you.

-I don't deserve to be happy.

-I don't deserve to be happy.

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-Of course you do!

-We've got a chance of a fresh start.

-Walk away.

-It's what I'd do in your shoes.

-I'm not going to do that, Ffion,

-because I love you.

-Don't give up on us now.

-Please.

-Right, I'll go.

-No. You know I don't want that.

-You deserve so much better than me.

-Better?

-You're the best thing

-that's ever happened to me.

-We've got every right

-to try and find happiness too...

-..just as much as anyone else.

-What do you say?

-Shall we give it a go?

-Been in my purse years, this.

-Look at those little sandals.

-I know it wasn't easy

-being my daughter.

-There's no point talking about it,

-the others will be back soon.

-It wasn't easy for me either,

-only child.

-Mam and Dad passing away.

-To be honest when Steve came along

-I was glad of the help.

-He wasn't all bad, Debs.

-And he was good to you.

-You always remember the negatives,

-you do.

-Always have.

-We had good times in the caravan.

-We had good times in the caravan.

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-That was two weeks of the year.

-I remember the real story.

-Carrying you home from the pub,

-cleaning up after the parties.

-Cigarette butts, empty cans,

-your dreadful mood swings.

-I was a single mother, Debs, I had

-no idea how to bring up a child.

-Going to hold that against me

-for ever, are you?

-I'm not asking you to forgive me...

-..or even try to understand.

-I'm asking that you accept

-the way it was and move on.

-Move on? Too much has happened!

-Too much water

-has passed under the bridge.

-Why don't you concentrate

-on the bridge rather than the water?

-I'm gutted you're going.

-Who can I blame

-when things go wrong?

-Cheeky little beggar!

-A chocolate cake.

-A chocolate cake.

-

-Hey, a feast!

-Is everything alright?

-Yes. Perfect.

-Will you put that up for me, Mam?

-He's the spitting image of you,

-Sheryl.

-Is he?

-Exactly the same nose.

-He looked so sweet in those clothes.

-Like a little angel.

-You took that photo,

-didn't you, Hywel?

-What?

-What?

-

-Never mind.

-You clearly

-don't want to talk about him.

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-Who is it?

-Who is it?

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-Gaynor.

-She says she's there if we need her.

-She says she's there if we need her.

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-Go to her if you'd rather.

-Don't be stupid, please.

-You don't want to be here.

-You don't want to be here.

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-Sheryl!

-Very nice. Thank you, Vicky.

-I put it all in the oven.

-All she did was the gravy.

-No time for pudding.

-I've got a bus to catch.

-You're not carrying that case

-to the station by yourself.

-I was thinking of calling a taxi.

-Dad will take you over,

-won't you, Dad?

-Um, yes. Go on then.

-Well...

-..thanks, everyone.

-It's been a blast.

-When will we see you next, Gu?

-I don't know, love.

-I've got a lot to do back in Ponty.

-Right, come on then, Ricky.

-Come back

-when it's all settled.

-Are you sure?

-A crap mother, a crap grandmother...

-..a cracking great-gran, you watch!

-Come on then, we'd better go.

-Don't forget to text me now, Vicks.

-Don't forget to text me now, Vicks.

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-Don't worry, I won't.

-Don't mind if I take this, do you?

-Something for the journey!

-I'm making a cuppa.

-Do you want one?

-Rhys has sent an email.

-You can read it on the tablet.

-You didn't let me hold Meilyr.

-The last time I saw him.

-I held my arms out...

-..and you refused.

-You said I'd have a chance again.

-But I won't have a chance, will I?

-Never.

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-has been affected...

-..by the storylines portrayed

-in this programme...

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-are available on S4C's website.

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