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-Excuse me, will you buy me a burger?

-In the last five years,

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the numbers of homeless people in Britain have soared.

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People think it's easy out here. But it's not.

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And the rising cost of housing means over 8 million of us

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have only enough money saved to cover one month's rent or mortgage.

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I've built so much up in my life

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and all of a sudden a run of luck just took it all away from me.

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And with support services having their budgets cut,

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life's getting tougher for those living on the street.

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-GLASS SMASHES

-Where did that come from?

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And now for four famous volunteers...

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My family didn't want me to do this at all.

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..the prospect of homelessness

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is about to become a frightening reality.

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DOG BARKS, DOOR BANGS

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I don't think he understands just how tough this is.

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Whoever comes back next time, it'll be their last as well.

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In aid of Sport Relief, the four who have agreed to swap fame and

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fortune for a life on the streets are -

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TV presenter Julia Bradbury...

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I'm frightened because I think women are particularly

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vulnerable on the streets.

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Ex-snooker player Willie Thorne...

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When I see people on the streets, I think,

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"There but for the grace of God go I."

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I just want to help them if I can, cos obviously they're in a bad way.

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Comedian Nick Hancock...

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I'm used to my creature comforts, I'm used to family

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and people I can talk to.

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I'm a kind of a three-showers-a-day man.

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And TV personality Kim Woodburn.

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I'm going to meet people that are genuinely homeless.

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I'm going to meet people that don't want to work at all

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and will always be homeless and they just can get on with it

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cos I've got no time for it.

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Through their eyes,

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you'll witness the reality facing Britain's rough sleepers.

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-I hate the way people look at you.

-Any spare change at all?

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If they don't give you money, you're not going to eat.

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Look! A whole new mattress.

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A world most people never see.

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-So this is where you sleep every night?

-Yes.

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-I take my torch see if any rats or mouse have been through.

-Hm.

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-AGITATED SHOUTING

-I'm worried about this lady.

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-Will they possess the resilience...

-She needs help now.

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..and strength of character to survive?

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It's Victorian, is what it is.

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It's Oliver, with different clothes.

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Or will they be overwhelmed...

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If you want to be educated in this life, do not complain.

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All right. OK, I've finished.

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I'm being talked down to by everybody.

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..by the reality of being homeless...

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You're only homeless cos you're a skag head!

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You know what...?

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..in 21st century Britain?

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See you in the morning.

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This programme contains some strong language.

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Bye-bye, Mummy! Bye-bye. Can you wave, Xanthe?

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The four volunteers are leaving behind their families.

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And they're comfortable lifestyles...

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You take care of yourself.

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..to spend a week homeless on the streets of London.

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Keeping a watchful eye on the progress will be John Bird -

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a former rough sleeper and the founder of the Big Issue magazine.

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Good afternoon, my love, Big Issue today?

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There we are - "The amazing journey of Big Issue boss John Bird.

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"Last time I was in Parliament, I was washing up in the canteen

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"and now I'm the first Lord to have slept rough."

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This experiment has to show how God-awful it is to

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be on the streets.

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And how your life changes, your character changes,

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your body changes.

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And that you become obsessed with how you get through the day.

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Sometimes, how do you get through the next few minutes.

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Had a massive bowl of pasta before I left. Had a hot chocolate.

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So many emotions going through my head, I'm feeling apprehensive...

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I want to experience the truth of being on the streets.

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-Had a protein bar.

-Keen.

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You know, I am a sportsman,

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the goal is to complete whatever you're doing.

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Had a fry up this morning.

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I have had a lot of adversity in my life,

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most of it self-inflicted, and this is just another challenge.

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For John, running this experience is personal.

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He has asked the volunteers to meet him

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in one of his old haunts under Waterloo train station.

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I slept in this arch when I was 15. It was absolutely terrible.

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People would try and piss on you, people would pick on you,

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you were cold, you were wet, you were lonely.

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You were pursued.

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Now what we are going to do is we are going to take each

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one of you and put you in a different part of London.

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You are going to have to find a place to sleep,

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you are going to have to find a place to eat.

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John, can I just ask you... I am a terrible cynic.

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And I am rather doubtful what can be done when

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a bunch of people like us go out for a very short period of time.

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I, like you, I wasn't cynical, I was sceptical.

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And when I was asked to do this kind of stuff, I said,

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I am not going to get involved because it doesn't change anything.

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It has changed a lot.

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I have to say also, you only have to have a problem around drink,

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around drugs, around depression, around family breakdown

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and all these things, and there are a lot of people who will get caught out.

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I am here to be a person who can come along and

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when things get a bit sticky, I can swap a few words with you.

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But I am not here to do your thinking for you,

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do you understand that?

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-Yup.

-Yeah.

-You are totally and utterly on your own.

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-I need your phones and your wallets.

-Yeah.

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The newly homeless volunteers are not allowed to stay at a hotel

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or rely on their celebrity status to aid them.

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-This is your clobber.

-Thank you.

-Wow.

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John has also provided them with some old clothes to help them

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blend in with the rest of London's rough sleepers.

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Those are actually nicer than the things you have got on.

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-Do you think so?

-Well, I think...

-If that was an option.

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I'm just saying... I'm going to take what I've got.

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My God, look at him! What a figure of a man.

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Is it nice?!

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Let me feel it.

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-Oh, my God!

-Silk.

-That's sexy. That is sexy!

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-Here we go, am I looking presentable?

-You look quite nice.

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You don't look like you need any money.

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That's not going to help, is it?

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What makes this place special isn't just the view, it's

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this stuff under my feet.

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As a presenter of programmes like Countryfile

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and Wainwright's Walks, Julia Bradbury is used to spending

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time on her feet in the great outdoors.

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My body is emitting a hot, damp heat. I want to sit down.

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Oh, little kick, kick, kick!

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I've got children now.

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We're a really lucky family.

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I have a very cosy, comfortable life.

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And that's one of the reasons why I want to have this experience.

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It's not about feeling guilty.

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I suppose it's a bit of a wake-up call for us all.

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You can't live in a big city in this country any more

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and not encounter homelessness.

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It's on the increase and it bothers me.

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And I want to highlight it as a cause, because I actually

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think it's something we could genuinely do more about.

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So, you're all dressed up for the parts, you're looking great.

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-How are you feeling in this new uniform?

-Apprehensive.

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That's the key thing. I believe it'll be zero degrees tonight.

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Hopefully I've got enough on me to be warm enough.

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I can only wish you the best and good luck.

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-Good man.

-Thank you, John.

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The volunteers are on their way to their drop-off points.

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They are going into a very threatening world

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and they won't know who to trust, because the first thing that

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disappears when you fall out on the streets, is the truth.

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You go onto the streets

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and sometimes you're hiding from your family,

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you are hiding from the police, you're hiding from your past life.

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This is me, is it?

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Kim is being taken straight to

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Piccadilly Circus in the West End.

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Right. I want a bed whereby I'm seen by many people.

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That might be good, because you see under here, my loves, look.

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I have got cover if it rains, haven't I?

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I think this will do me. I think so.

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-NICK:

-So, where do you think you two?

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I bet it's Knightsbridge now.

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-NICK LAUGHS

-Straight outside Harrods.

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MUSIC: Snooker Loopy by Chas N' Dave

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Willie Thorne has become accustomed to life's luxuries.

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# Now old Willie Thorne, his hairs all gone

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# And his mates all take the rise

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# His opponents said "Cover up his head

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# "Cos it's shining in my eyes..." #

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I was very, very lucky to be around in the '80s

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when snooker was the number one sport.

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In a good year you could earn like a million quid.

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# It's just not fair giving off that glare

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# Perhaps I ought to chalk it... #

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But since retirement,

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Willie has lost all of the money he made during his career.

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I know that when I am walking down the street now people think,

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"Willie Thorne, he's done like five million quid gambling."

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I'm borrowing from moneylenders and things like that.

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And having problems in my life by them ringing up and saying,

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"Look, we'll come round and break your knuckles" or something if you don't kind of pay.

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And that's what really got me depressed.

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I wanted to commit suicide and came very close to doing so.

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Gambling cost him his first marriage and his house.

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And he's recently declared himself bankrupt to enable him

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to stay in his current home.

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He has lived a pampered life, really.

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He likes everything handed to him on a plate.

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He's never been in that situation or anything remotely like that

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where he's had to fend for himself.

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Willie will have to start fending for himself in Brixton,

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in south London. SIREN WAILS

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That's not a good sign, is it, seeing police cars

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race around everywhere.

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Welcome to Brixton.

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Good luck, everyone. Bye for now. Bye-bye. Bye-bye.

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Could do with a sit down, I know that.

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I like to think that a penny will drop and think,

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actually this could have happened to me.

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At the age of 61, it's about time he did actually learn, bless him.

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It doesn't take long for Willie to get a cold dose of reality.

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Say it again?

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That's what I'm trying to do myself.

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It's my first day homeless, I'm trying to get some money myself.

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That's why these people are here.

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No, no. That's what they're saying.

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All right, we need to do something.

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I need to sit down and have a think.

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Willie should be thinking of finding a place to bed down for the night.

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He's taken a seat outside the cinema.

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I am happy to sit here, you know, with the music going on.

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It's not a bad place to sit.

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But, you know, it's just a bit worrying, really.

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No.

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SIREN BLARES

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What's this, Hackney high street?

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Dalston in the East End...

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..is where Nick will start his life on the streets.

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-Good luck.

-Thank you. I'm not sure I know where Dalston is.

-No.

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Let's go this way.

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He soon attracts some unsolicited attention.

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He's not a totally happy bunny, that chap.

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He's following me, yeah. No doubt about it.

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That's why I stopped on that corner. What are you following me for?

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It could have been any number of things.

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He might even be old enough to think he'd seen me on the television!

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-APPLAUSE

-Hello and welcome to They Think It's All Over.

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'Many, many, many years ago, I used to do a sports quiz called They Think It's All Over.'

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-Gary?

-"Nick Hancock is a wanker".

-LAUGHTER

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'Looking back on and seeing the young person I was doing that,

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'with the lack of fear, is quite alien to me now.'

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'I live, you know, an incredibly comfortable life.

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'I have lovely children, a lovely wife, a comfortable home.

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'We were down in London one time, I think to watch a football match,

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'and a friend we hadn't seen for a couple of years,

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'he was outside Great Portland Street, begging.'

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That was a real wake-up call.

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Excuse me, mate, you haven't got a spare fag, have you?

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Thank you so much. I really appreciate that.

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Have a great evening.

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-Do you know where karaoke bar is?

-Oh, I don't know, mate.

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-The sing-along...?

-I don't know, mate. No.

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I have to sleep somewhere, probably down here, I'm thinking.

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-Do you think that's a good place?

-Homeless people sleep on cardboard.

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-Is that... That's the trick, is it? OK.

-Insulates the heat.

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So you're not right on the stone. OK, I'll go for that.

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-That's a great piece of advice. Cheers, Santa.

-Take care.

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Cheers, mate.

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As Nick prepares his bed for the night...

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Julia is thinking about how she can avoid sleeping rough.

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My number one priority tonight is

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if at all possible, I would like not to sleep on the streets.

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She is being dropped in Camden Town.

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An affluent area of north London that attracts many rough sleepers.

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Don't know where I'm going.

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There are lots of people sleeping rough here.

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Ladies, hi. Hiya.

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I am doing my first night sleeping rough tonight

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and I am trying to find enough money for a hostel tonight.

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I've got no money, but if you want to sleep on the sofa with me...

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I didn't know if anybody would be kind enough to spare any change.

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Begging is illegal.

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And over 800 people are prosecuted for it every year.

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I hope that will make it a bit better.

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I would argue that I am not technically begging.

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I would say that I am talking to people and I am asking them

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for money. I hate to ask and I'm...really grateful.

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Wow! But I am not actually sitting on the street with my hands opened

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wide and technically begging, that's what I would say.

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Oh, my God, thank you so much. You are really kind. Thank you.

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Oh, you are so kind. Thank you very much. Thank you very much.

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There's a hostel down there.

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I don't know if it's down here.

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-Oh! Have you been in the Army?

-Yeah, of course, my darling.

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Bloody hell. It's terrible, isn't it?

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Kim hasn't strayed more than a few yards from where she was dropped.

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And she's already started making new friends.

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How does an army man end up on the streets?

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When did you come out?

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I came out about 16 years ago. Met a girl, had kids, a normal life.

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-Then what happened?

-Well, me and her split up.

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I finally got diagnosed with PTSD and bipolar.

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I got taken into hospital, I had a problem with my kidneys and lungs.

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Cos I wasn't there to re-sign the new tenancy agreement,

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cos I was in hospital,

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he chucked all my stuff out and rented my room to someone else.

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'I am sure most of these people that are in these high positions'

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have never bothered getting down and dirty

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and said, "Why are you on the street?"

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I am sure half of them could do with doing what I'm going to do,

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go and sleep in a bag beside them.

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You can't get through to a person if they're on the floor and you're standing above them.

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This is my hubby's bathroom.

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I never use a toilet brush.

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Although I say it myself, I do excel at cleaning. I know my stuff.

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I got a top paid job on telly.

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It was a major hit, made a few bob, thank you very much.

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I put my hands straight down the toilet...

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As co-host of How Clean Is Your House?

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Kim Woodburn became one of the highest-paid

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presenters on British television.

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This is my bathroom.

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But she has not forgotten her humble origins.

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I love shells.

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I slept two nights rough when I was a young girl, it was awful.

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Because you're homeless, you're not necessarily a bum.

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You can hear the sea.

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I am not going to be a do-gooder.

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There are bums. Look, I'm sorry!

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Trotting around the street with a can of beer and mucking about.

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I have no time for those people.

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But don't stigmatise them all, some of them are all right.

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How do you put up with the cold and that, my love?

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These are hand warmers, OK. Take them out of this packet, put one in.

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Ah, bless you!

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-You will need one under you as well.

-Sleep on top of this.

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-What's that...?

-That's brand-new, that.

-You can't give me that.

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You're all right, honestly.

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Yeah, don't zip up.

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Right, and these are going on my feet later

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because I am going to freeze.

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The two lovely young men that I spoke to, gave me this.

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He said you have to have a sleeping bag on the ground

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because the cold comes through.

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Right.

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If you find steak, eggs and chips on your travels, don't forget me

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lying here, starving.

0:17:490:17:51

Willie has managed to get some money,

0:18:030:18:05

but is still looking for a place to sleep.

0:18:050:18:08

Where would I go now, cos I don't fancy sleeping on the streets?

0:18:080:18:12

Come here, Emma, listen to this man.

0:18:120:18:13

I'm going to sleep rough week, I don't know what to do,

0:18:130:18:16

I don't know where to sleep tonight.

0:18:160:18:18

Out here it's not easy.

0:18:180:18:19

-People think it's easy out here, but it's not.

-I'm telling you.

0:18:190:18:24

Imagine doing it voluntarily. Hello! Not me.

0:18:240:18:27

The best place I would say is in the church.

0:18:300:18:33

-When I came here, I was...

-GLASS SMASHES

0:18:330:18:35

Where did that come from?

0:18:380:18:40

This is the worst area you could have come to.

0:18:400:18:43

MAN SINGS

0:18:430:18:46

He lives in hospital.

0:18:460:18:49

Adam, stop being stupid!

0:18:490:18:50

-You take care, nice meeting you.

-Bye.

0:18:500:18:52

From what she's telling me, you know, it is

0:18:520:18:55

a bit dangerous around here, to sleep on the streets.

0:18:550:18:58

So I've got to be honest, I'm a bit reluctant to do so.

0:18:580:19:02

I can't believe how the temperature's dropped from what it was when we first came down.

0:19:020:19:07

So they have decided they are not going for a hostel tonight.

0:19:130:19:17

Maybe the hostels are full.

0:19:170:19:18

Or perhaps there is another reason.

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OK.

0:19:240:19:25

All right, thank you.

0:19:270:19:29

The hostel owner has suggested Julia try his friend's

0:19:290:19:32

place down the road.

0:19:320:19:33

Hi, your friend sent me from around the corner.

0:19:340:19:37

He said that you might have a bed for me for tonight?

0:19:370:19:39

If I've got money but no ID, that's fine?

0:19:390:19:42

OK, same thing, no ID. So no ID, no bed.

0:19:440:19:47

Being homeless is, even if you have the resources...

0:19:480:19:51

SIRENS WAIL

0:19:510:19:52

..if you don't have an identity, then...

0:19:520:19:54

..you, you cannot go and stay anywhere.

0:19:590:20:02

But that's what, I suppose being homeless is all about, is you're

0:20:020:20:06

stripped of every asset that you have and your identity is an asset.

0:20:060:20:11

Should have taken up the guy with the sofa.

0:20:110:20:14

Here's my shelter.

0:20:210:20:22

I think the church steps are calling.

0:20:230:20:26

My mind is whirring.

0:20:260:20:28

God knows how I am going to fit in this. Made for dwarves!

0:20:290:20:32

I can't imagine that you would ever sleep easy.

0:20:320:20:35

It's a tough way to live.

0:20:350:20:37

I think the life expectancy of homeless people is 47.

0:20:370:20:40

Less for women.

0:20:400:20:42

This is too uncomfortable.

0:20:490:20:50

Seems to be loads of police cars, ambulances, fire engines going by.

0:20:500:20:54

It is a tough place.

0:20:540:20:55

I don't know how they do it, and I've only been here ten hours or something, whatever it is.

0:20:550:21:00

Hard on this floor, I'm telling you. I haven't slept.

0:21:090:21:12

My God, what a terrible life for people.

0:21:130:21:16

And the people I have spoken to so far, very nice people.

0:21:160:21:21

Kim's not the only one who's up and about.

0:21:230:21:24

She's been approached by an 18-year-old girl

0:21:250:21:28

who's been on the streets for a year.

0:21:280:21:29

-Are you homeless, seriously?

-I swear down, I am.

0:21:310:21:34

-Got into gangs and everything.

-Oh, did ya?

0:21:340:21:36

Messed it all up and I regretted it

0:21:360:21:39

and lost both of my kids as well.

0:21:390:21:41

-Your kids?!

-Yeah.

0:21:410:21:43

I think you're telling porkies.

0:21:430:21:45

-How many kids have you got?

-Two.

0:21:470:21:49

-And how old are you?

-18.

0:21:490:21:50

Well, you did mess things up, didn't you?

0:21:500:21:53

Nothing you can't put right.

0:21:550:21:57

All right, so are you happy at 18 to live with your boyfriend on the streets?

0:21:570:22:02

I don't like being on the streets, no.

0:22:020:22:04

All right, what about mum and dad?

0:22:040:22:05

Love and hate relationship between me and my mum.

0:22:050:22:07

We do talk and that, she does want me back, but it is just me.

0:22:070:22:11

It's a little bit hard.

0:22:110:22:13

But listen, my love, there's no future, you living on a street.

0:22:130:22:18

I couldn't go back home, I had a terrible mother.

0:22:180:22:21

She hated me.

0:22:210:22:22

All I got week after week was, "You ugly little cow."

0:22:220:22:25

And she punished me for that and beat the hell out of me.

0:22:250:22:28

-And I left home. Call your mum.

-I definitely will do it.

0:22:280:22:33

I have got some coins here.

0:22:330:22:36

Kim was given some money by a passer-by earlier in the evening.

0:22:360:22:39

-Is that 60?

-Yeah. I will put that in the phone box.

-Go on.

0:22:400:22:44

What I don't understand about that girl is that she has come up

0:22:450:22:48

and said, "I've got a mum."

0:22:480:22:50

What is she doing here?!

0:22:500:22:52

SIREN WAILS

0:22:570:22:59

Oh! I've been better.

0:23:060:23:09

I don't think I slept.

0:23:110:23:12

You can feel the cold of the concrete through the cardboard.

0:23:130:23:17

I have just had a few hours at this and you can see just how done in

0:23:170:23:21

and run down you get by all of this.

0:23:210:23:23

Ooh! Can I use your bathroom?

0:23:250:23:29

Thank goodness there isn't a mirror in here!

0:23:300:23:32

-I actually am quite hungry now.

-All right, mate, what are you filming?

0:23:440:23:48

We're doing a thing about living on the street.

0:23:480:23:50

-OK, if I was to give you a fiver.

-Really?

-Yeah, go on.

-Are you sure?

0:23:500:23:53

-Go and have a cup of tea.

-Good man.

0:23:530:23:55

But a fiver doesn't go very far.

0:23:550:23:57

Bacon roll, £2.50. I don't think that's great.

0:23:590:24:02

Cheese omelette with two Ls,

0:24:020:24:04

omelette doesn't have two Ls, does it?

0:24:040:24:06

I haven't lost all my standards, I won't ever eat at somewhere that

0:24:060:24:09

spells omelette with two Ls it's just a thing I have(!)

0:24:090:24:11

This is a pain now.

0:24:150:24:17

Nick is heading into the city.

0:24:210:24:23

And now we're seeing more and more people.

0:24:240:24:27

Excuse me, mate.

0:24:270:24:28

-Do you know anywhere where I can get anything to eat?

-Eat?

-Yeah.

0:24:280:24:33

Usually a lot of people give away chicken and rice from around the corner.

0:24:330:24:36

-Down here?

-Yeah.

-And how long have you been around here?

0:24:360:24:39

I've been here now for three weeks.

0:24:390:24:42

I was at King's Cross, but they said they would give me

0:24:420:24:45

an ASBO, I can't sit round there no more.

0:24:450:24:47

Can you see any way that you won't be on the street in a year's time?

0:24:470:24:51

I don't know, really.

0:24:520:24:54

Not unless I get a substantial amount of money given to me

0:24:540:24:57

so I can put a deposit down on somewhere to rent.

0:24:570:24:59

-Is that what you would like to do?

-Yeah.

-Yeah.

0:24:590:25:03

-Thanks for talking to me, mate. Good man.

-Cheers.

-Cheers.

0:25:030:25:07

Do you know what, I am such an ignorant bugger,

0:25:070:25:09

-I've chatted to you and I never even asked you your name.

-I'm James.

0:25:090:25:12

James, I'm Nick. Good to see you, mate.

0:25:120:25:13

That's terrible of me, I'm so sorry about that.

0:25:130:25:16

-It's OK, quite a few people do it.

-I know.

0:25:160:25:18

-But it's not right, is it?

-It's all right, mate.

-Thanks, James.

0:25:180:25:21

When James says he'd like to save up enough for a deposit on a flat,

0:25:270:25:33

then my instinct is to say, that's not going to happen, James.

0:25:330:25:37

It just felt like one of those lies that people tell themselves

0:25:370:25:40

to make things bearable.

0:25:400:25:43

If he isn't thinking that something can really change,

0:25:430:25:48

what is there to think?

0:25:480:25:50

So far, all of the volunteers have managed to get

0:25:590:26:01

money from the public.

0:26:010:26:03

Birds. Ah-ah!

0:26:030:26:05

But for Kim, this only seems to deepen her sense of degradation.

0:26:050:26:11

I am a bit depressed, actually. I am a bit fed up.

0:26:110:26:13

You sit there watching the traffic go by and everybody looks at you

0:26:140:26:18

and you can see what they are thinking.

0:26:180:26:20

Don't they know anyone can be homeless?

0:26:200:26:22

Are they so confident they're always going to have a home

0:26:220:26:24

and a hubby and a wife.

0:26:240:26:26

My love, it crashes around you.

0:26:260:26:29

When they'd walk past me, I thought,

0:26:300:26:32

"Little do you know I am famous with a few bob, you fat asses," you know.

0:26:320:26:35

To eke out his money,

0:26:380:26:39

Willie has walked three miles to the Ace of Clubs,

0:26:390:26:43

a day centre for the homeless in Clapham...

0:26:430:26:45

-Veg?

-No, thank you.

-..where he can get lunch for a pound.

0:26:460:26:49

-How did this happen?

-Gambling.

-Ah!

0:26:520:26:55

It's a bit of a shock to the system, isn't it, when you first

0:26:550:26:58

go on the street, I have never been on the street before, you know.

0:26:580:27:01

After an anxious first night,

0:27:020:27:04

he is hoping to find somewhere safer to sleep.

0:27:040:27:06

At night, if you are asleep, you are a target.

0:27:080:27:10

I stay awake at night to try and get a kip during the day.

0:27:100:27:14

It's safer during the day.

0:27:140:27:16

-Are you London based? Is that where you're from?

-No.

0:27:160:27:18

-Originally from Coventry.

-Oh, Coventry, I'm next-door, Leicester.

0:27:180:27:21

They're playing Chelsea tonight, so I want to watch that game,

0:27:210:27:24

-cheer me up a little bit.

-I reckon they should beat them.

-I hope so.

0:27:240:27:28

-Don't bet.

-Oh, no. I have finished betting, thank you.

0:27:280:27:31

-No money for betting.

-I am retired.

0:27:330:27:35

I just need to catch up on a little bit of sleep. I am so tired.

0:27:380:27:41

My legs are aching, my body's aching.

0:27:410:27:43

I don't know if this is one of those recliners, is it?

0:27:430:27:45

No.

0:27:480:27:49

But, gee-whiz!

0:27:490:27:51

SIREN WAILS

0:28:030:28:04

Kim has gone to look for Ayisha to find out

0:28:070:28:10

if she made contact with her mum.

0:28:100:28:13

-What happened?

-I went to the phone box, phoned my mum,

0:28:140:28:16

-she'll put money into my account tomorrow.

-Are you really going?

0:28:160:28:20

Yeah, I am. I phoned my mum and everything.

0:28:200:28:23

She said she is putting money into my account.

0:28:230:28:25

-What did she say when you called her?

-Nothing.

0:28:250:28:28

She was happy to hear I was going home.

0:28:280:28:30

What?! Your little face.

0:28:300:28:33

-Good luck, darling, good luck.

-Thank you.

0:28:340:28:37

Do you know, I am not sure she is going to do this, you know.

0:28:390:28:42

It has all fallen into place so quickly, hasn't it?

0:28:420:28:44

I'd like to think that she was, but I don't know.

0:28:460:28:48

Willie has managed to get a couple of hours' sleep.

0:28:560:28:59

Unfortunately for him, the Ace of Clubs shuts for the night.

0:29:010:29:04

Ah!

0:29:070:29:09

But instead of finding a place to bed down,

0:29:090:29:11

Willie has something else in mind.

0:29:110:29:13

I've still got £12, I am going to sit down and have a Coke

0:29:150:29:18

and watch Leicester and Chelsea.

0:29:180:29:20

I've got the feeling that you're angling for a non-homeless

0:29:210:29:24

night as Willie Thorne.

0:29:240:29:26

I mean, obviously it would be nice just to sit in a chair for a couple

0:29:260:29:29

of hours, have a Coke and a packet of crisps and watch the match.

0:29:290:29:32

Girls? I'm really sorry to bother you.

0:29:360:29:38

-I'm afraid I don't actually have any cash on me.

-All right.

0:29:380:29:42

Well, thank you very much anyway. Thanks for listening.

0:29:420:29:46

This feels so wrong. You just feel bad asking for money.

0:29:460:29:49

It's all about your conviction and I don't have the conviction tonight.

0:29:490:29:53

Why on earth am I doing this?

0:29:530:29:55

And I'm completely knackered.

0:29:550:29:57

I'm upset to be broken so quickly.

0:29:570:29:59

I am not looking forward to lying down on a concrete floor again, I have to say.

0:29:590:30:03

KIM WHISTLES TO HERSELF

0:30:090:30:11

Whistling. # It's hard life... #

0:30:110:30:15

SHE HUMS REST OF THE MELODY

0:30:150:30:17

-# It's a hard life.

-#

0:30:170:30:18

And with a spell of rain on the way, it's about to get harder.

0:30:210:30:24

Bunk beds!

0:30:240:30:26

-# ..Small pleasures, who would deny us them?

-Not me...! #

0:30:260:30:31

Some guys over there. Competition tonight.

0:30:310:30:33

Does that smell of fish?

0:30:360:30:37

Go on, let's have one more.

0:30:390:30:41

This is soaking. Look at this, absolutely drenched.

0:30:410:30:44

It's started to come through, it's cold.

0:30:440:30:46

Go on, son. Ooh!

0:30:460:30:48

I'm sorry to bother you.

0:30:480:30:50

# It's a fine line.... #

0:30:510:30:52

There we go.

0:30:540:30:55

It's all right, I just wondered if you had any change.

0:30:570:31:00

English change?

0:31:000:31:02

I tell you what, years from now everybody will be sleeping in something like that.

0:31:040:31:08

Look. A whole new mattress.

0:31:100:31:11

Top of the league.

0:31:150:31:16

Well, this is a bit wet, isn't it? Let's go and have a look around.

0:31:200:31:25

I have become a bag lady!

0:31:250:31:28

Supper!

0:31:280:31:29

I am not in the right place, am I?

0:31:380:31:40

Well, I'm damned.

0:31:410:31:43

I don't know where I am.

0:31:430:31:45

Kim's not the only one struggling to find her bearings.

0:31:470:31:51

After spending three hours in the pub, Willie is cold,

0:31:510:31:54

wet and in need of a place to sleep.

0:31:540:31:57

I'm pretty tired now, to be perfectly honest.

0:31:570:31:59

I don't know whether to go this way or that way,

0:31:590:32:01

I don't know kind of the best way to go.

0:32:010:32:03

Maybe this way.

0:32:050:32:06

I am just going to go and have a look at this church and see if there

0:32:060:32:09

is any spaces round there I can get somewhere in the dry, you know.

0:32:090:32:13

The dry has already been taken.

0:32:140:32:17

There's five people round there and, er, there's

0:32:170:32:20

a few people with drinks and things.

0:32:200:32:23

So I am not going to feel safe staying there.

0:32:230:32:26

So we need to move on somewhere else.

0:32:260:32:29

I think there is a little church somewhere,

0:32:290:32:31

but I don't know exactly where it is.

0:32:310:32:32

Right, where are we going?

0:32:320:32:34

That's information you need to find out before you...

0:32:340:32:36

Well, I'm not in the mood to be fucked about while it's raining,

0:32:360:32:40

so...either get on a bus and we go back to where I was going, or we find it.

0:32:400:32:44

I haven't got a phone or anything and this time of night, I don't

0:32:440:32:47

want to be asking people.

0:32:470:32:49

I don't even know what the church is called.

0:32:490:32:50

This is not a fucking game, you don't take the piss.

0:32:550:32:58

Well, we're not.

0:32:580:32:59

Well, you are now.

0:32:590:33:01

Excuse me, is Brixton this way?

0:33:010:33:04

OK, thank you.

0:33:040:33:05

Willie has returned to the same noisy church steps that he

0:33:080:33:12

failed to sleep on last night.

0:33:120:33:14

Talk to me in the morning.

0:33:160:33:17

I am too old and long in the tooth to be fucked about.

0:33:170:33:19

And Nick has returned to the alleyway he slept in yesterday...

0:33:290:33:33

Excuse me?!

0:33:340:33:35

..but this time has company.

0:33:350:33:37

A little bit more lively tonight.

0:33:390:33:41

-Excuse me.

-SIREN WAILS, WOMAN SHOUTS

0:33:440:33:48

I'm worried about this lady.

0:33:490:33:50

I have met a lot of people who need help, but she needs help now.

0:33:500:33:54

-Ooh!

-My first instinct is to try

0:33:540:33:58

and get through tonight which is terrible.

0:33:580:34:00

You know, where's the milk of human kindness in that?

0:34:010:34:03

Maybe that's just a coward's way out.

0:34:060:34:10

SHE SHOUTS

0:34:110:34:12

SIRENS CONTINUE BLARING

0:34:270:34:29

I can't believe how much activity there is at night.

0:34:330:34:36

And also I had my first witness of two people smoking crack cocaine,

0:34:360:34:40

which I had never seen before.

0:34:400:34:42

You have do this to know what it's like.

0:34:450:34:48

Like I have said so many times, "how sad to be homeless."

0:34:480:34:51

But I didn't know just how sad

0:34:510:34:53

because I am just about in the biggest mess I've ever been in.

0:34:530:34:57

Last night I found this just here.

0:35:010:35:04

A little bangle with "faith" written on it.

0:35:040:35:07

I'm not sure if there's a time limit on this day care centre,

0:35:100:35:13

I don't know if you have to be there for a certain time.

0:35:130:35:15

I might be a bit late, but let's see.

0:35:150:35:17

Julia is heading to a day centre in Camden.

0:35:180:35:21

She's hoping to get a shower and some hot food.

0:35:220:35:25

Hi, there. Hello.

0:35:250:35:26

It's not a spa, but I'll take it.

0:35:320:35:34

Bye.

0:35:340:35:35

How are you doing?

0:35:410:35:42

-Cool!

-Sorry, did I interrupt?

0:35:440:35:45

No, it's all right. No, come. How are you doing.

0:35:450:35:48

-Nice to meet you. How are you doing?

-Fine.

-Sit down. What are you up to?

0:35:480:35:53

Three days?

0:35:580:36:00

So you've then sleeping rough up till then?

0:36:000:36:03

-I'm a binge drinker. I don't really drink, I get hammered every now and again.

-Right.

0:36:030:36:06

Drugs - I've done every drug there is.

0:36:060:36:08

At the moment I am addicted to Spice, a legal high.

0:36:080:36:10

Most of the homeless people are.

0:36:100:36:12

It's ruining us.

0:36:120:36:14

What is it?

0:36:140:36:15

It's synthetic cannabis.

0:36:150:36:16

You seem in control, to me, now. And it all seems pretty good.

0:36:160:36:20

Are you having a good moment in the day, or...?

0:36:200:36:23

-I've met Julia Bradbury, I'm buzzing!

-SHE LAUGHS

0:36:230:36:26

I used to have rows with my cellmate in prison.

0:36:260:36:28

He'd want to watch EastEnders. I'd say, "No." Or Coronation Street.

0:36:280:36:31

I'd say, "No, I said I'm watching Countryfile. Honestly, I'm watching Countryfile." I loved it.

0:36:310:36:35

Well, I'm pleased, I was in your cell with you, keeping you company.

0:36:350:36:39

I have something called DSPD, it's Dangerous Severe Personality Disorder.

0:36:410:36:44

-There's two of me.

-Yeah, yeah, yeah. This is the good one.

0:36:440:36:47

I'm quite happy with the good one.

0:36:470:36:49

I'm a bit frightened about the bad one.

0:36:490:36:51

Stephen has spent ten of the last 12 years in prison, for robbery and GBH.

0:36:540:36:59

He's offered to show Julia around for the afternoon.

0:36:590:37:03

Before going to his favourite begging spot in Holborn...

0:37:060:37:09

-Ah, so tools of the trade.

-..he changes into a scruffier coat.

0:37:090:37:13

This one is ripped. It's messed up.

0:37:140:37:16

-Look at you.

-I'm sorry, but you have to survive, innit?

0:37:170:37:20

You've got to survive, yeah.

0:37:200:37:21

Hello mate, got a spare cigarette, please?

0:37:260:37:29

-Oh, no, oh, no, oh, no.

-What, what, what?

0:37:320:37:34

-Hello!

-Hi, how are you doing?

0:37:340:37:37

Stephen is known to the local street wardens who regularly move him on.

0:37:370:37:42

What are you begging for now?

0:37:420:37:44

Cos you've got a bed and you've got food.

0:37:440:37:46

Since I have moved into that house,

0:37:460:37:48

I have only begged a couple of times.

0:37:480:37:50

I feel guilty cos I have got a sign that says I am homeless

0:37:500:37:52

and I am not any more.

0:37:520:37:54

But I am still not receiving benefits, so I need ...

0:37:540:37:56

-Yeah, I understand why you need...

-Cigarettes and Spice.

0:37:560:38:01

The legal high, Spice, is highly addictive

0:38:010:38:03

and has taken hold across the homeless community.

0:38:030:38:06

Any spare change?

0:38:080:38:10

Any spare change at all?

0:38:100:38:12

The frightening thing is not seeing something you don't recognise,

0:38:140:38:17

the frightening thing is seeing something you do recognise!

0:38:170:38:20

Last night there was a woman who was clearly mentally ill in Dalston

0:38:200:38:25

and I can think of nights I might have looked a bit like that.

0:38:250:38:28

If that's part of a pattern, probably too far.

0:38:280:38:31

I think, you know... I think I have issues with alcohol

0:38:360:38:39

and it's something I would like to sort out.

0:38:390:38:43

It's been...

0:38:430:38:44

I come from a generation where it's

0:38:440:38:46

so central to nearly everything that I have ever done.

0:38:460:38:51

I mean from the age of 14.

0:38:510:38:52

If I look at myself I think, you know...

0:38:520:38:54

This is, there is...too much going on, you know.

0:38:550:38:59

And, you know, and a bit bored of it.

0:38:590:39:02

That's enough exegesis!

0:39:020:39:05

After a second sleepless night,

0:39:150:39:17

Willie has returned to the Ace of Clubs in Clapham.

0:39:170:39:20

I can't tell you how much I'm struggling at the minute.

0:39:210:39:23

I know that if I have another night like this,

0:39:230:39:25

I might not last the trip. So it's a must that I get some sleep tonight.

0:39:250:39:29

Because I don't want to quit.

0:39:290:39:31

Oooh. Oh, dear.

0:39:310:39:33

His struggles have not gone unnoticed by the staff.

0:39:350:39:38

-I'm Steps.

-Nice to see you.

0:39:380:39:41

-You have been invited to sleep where I sleep tonight.

-Where is that?

0:39:410:39:44

-At the church.

-It's dry there, is it?

-It's dry.

0:39:440:39:47

Depends on the direction of the wind.

0:39:470:39:49

So let's walk.

0:39:490:39:50

Steps is 58 and has been sleeping rough for the last five months.

0:39:540:39:57

The staff at the Ace of Clubs know him well

0:39:590:40:02

and often ask him to look out for inexperienced

0:40:020:40:04

rough sleepers like Willie.

0:40:040:40:05

The church is over here.

0:40:070:40:09

He plans to go to the church that Willie felt was too risky to

0:40:090:40:12

stay at the night before.

0:40:120:40:13

We looked at that last night and there was, people who were

0:40:160:40:19

sleeping out last night who seemed to be a bit drunk.

0:40:190:40:23

Is that going to be the case tonight?

0:40:230:40:24

That's always the case, but that's what's to be expected.

0:40:240:40:27

When I get there, I want to go to sleep. Whether or not that's going to be the case or not...

0:40:270:40:31

Listen, whatever happens, Steps,

0:40:330:40:35

I'll mosey over there at nine, ten o'clock.

0:40:350:40:37

Thanks, Steps, thank you.

0:40:370:40:40

I don't know what he's planning,

0:40:400:40:41

but he's trying to escape from the reality of it all.

0:40:410:40:43

I went to that place last night.

0:40:480:40:50

And there were fucking alcoholics everywhere.

0:40:500:40:52

You know, I don't feel safe there.

0:40:520:40:54

SIRENS BLARE

0:41:000:41:02

Yeah, but Dave...

0:41:020:41:04

You know, I'm doing this because I wanted to do it.

0:41:040:41:06

But you are not helping at the minute, you know.

0:41:060:41:08

You are not helping at the minute.

0:41:080:41:10

Don't look at me done out, Dave, or else I will fuck off!

0:41:100:41:13

Leave it with me, I'll be fine. I'll be on the street, don't worry.

0:41:130:41:20

-You might have to wait in reception for five minutes.

-Yup. That's all right.

0:41:230:41:27

Stephen has invited Julia back to his room,

0:41:270:41:30

in a hostel for the homeless in Camden.

0:41:300:41:32

-This is the humble abode.

-Yeah. That's a nice size, isn't it?

0:41:340:41:38

Oh, there is a bed.

0:41:380:41:39

-Is it comfortable?

-No, it's too soft!

0:41:390:41:43

Ooh!

0:41:450:41:47

So you've been sleeping rough since May.

0:41:490:41:53

It all happened really quickly.

0:41:530:41:54

They assessed that my needs were higher than some people,

0:41:540:41:58

so they put me in here, which is good.

0:41:580:42:00

What have you agreed to do to keep the room?

0:42:000:42:04

I've agreed to sort my shit out.

0:42:040:42:06

I'm in Camden, it's Spice town.

0:42:090:42:11

The biggest obstacle facing Stephen now is his addiction to Spice.

0:42:120:42:16

Previously, his mother has helped him to go cold turkey.

0:42:190:42:22

She won't do it again though, that's the thing.

0:42:220:42:25

But you've got a really good moment now to speak to your mum,

0:42:250:42:28

because you've done this and you say, "Look, I just don't want to fuck this up.

0:42:280:42:32

"I need you to do... This is what I need to do and this is what I want to do.

0:42:320:42:35

"Please help me one last time because this is what's at stake."

0:42:350:42:38

I'll talk to her if you want.

0:42:380:42:40

Kim is looking for Ayisha again.

0:42:490:42:51

Where's our little girl?

0:42:530:42:54

Ayisha's called her mum,

0:42:560:42:57

but doesn't feel comfortable living with her at this time.

0:42:570:43:00

She's still sleeping rough on the streets.

0:43:010:43:04

I said you told pork pies.

0:43:040:43:07

Some people are a waste of my time and space

0:43:070:43:10

and will be on the streets forever, because you can't be bothered.

0:43:100:43:13

You're a disgrace, what you're doing to your mother.

0:43:130:43:16

And I hope she never forgives you because you're a little horror!

0:43:160:43:20

Bloody swines!

0:43:200:43:21

She said she loved her mum dearly. Her mum adored her.

0:43:230:43:27

And her mum would have back tomorrow.

0:43:270:43:29

What did I do, I said, "Go on, go on - do it now." Oh!

0:43:300:43:35

It's just a pack of lies.

0:43:350:43:38

-Oh, my God. Thanks, my love.

-All right.

0:43:380:43:42

Oh, you little tinker!

0:43:420:43:43

Do you see what I am saying?

0:43:430:43:45

They are in a predicament, but they are lovely.

0:43:450:43:47

Heck of a lot different to that girl.

0:43:470:43:49

All right. Who put in danger here? She did.

0:43:530:43:56

What, are you God?

0:43:570:43:59

You won't change her. She's a wild one.

0:43:590:44:02

You'll always think, "Why did you turn out like this?

0:44:020:44:05

"We love you, we love you now. You can't live with us.

0:44:050:44:08

"You're killing us."

0:44:090:44:10

And many a parent's said that.

0:44:100:44:12

It's the same as... You know what's so strange to imagine, when you get divorced.

0:44:140:44:17

You meet a person, OK. And it's a wonderful courtship.

0:44:170:44:21

And within a year, you stand in a court room...

0:44:210:44:26

and that man doesn't even look at you.

0:44:260:44:29

He doesn't look at you.

0:44:290:44:31

And his girlfriend's waiting outside who's half your age.

0:44:320:44:36

And you think of all the times you had together with him.

0:44:380:44:41

It annihilates you. I can't do that. I can't do that.

0:44:410:44:45

I can't let anybody do that to me.

0:44:450:44:47

It's the same with a child.

0:44:470:44:49

Oh, absolutely. I was a broken woman.

0:44:530:44:54

We're waiting for Willie, who is down at the McDonald's,

0:45:060:45:09

to come down so we can find out what his beef is.

0:45:090:45:13

For the past two hours,

0:45:140:45:15

Willie has been threatening to pull out and go home.

0:45:150:45:18

When you're down, when you're tired, you want to find somebody to blame.

0:45:190:45:23

Defining yourself by the failures of others

0:45:230:45:26

is quite a neat little trick.

0:45:260:45:28

The unfortunate thing is it never takes you anywhere,

0:45:280:45:31

it never gets you to look at who you are, what you're going through

0:45:310:45:35

and what you need to do.

0:45:350:45:36

I said, from the very beginning, this is going to be really,

0:45:390:45:42

really difficult and uncomfortable.

0:45:420:45:45

-I just need a little bit of time off.

-What is time off for you?

0:45:450:45:48

I don't know. I mean just somewhere I can have a kip.

0:45:480:45:51

I'm a man with no kip.

0:45:510:45:52

-This guy has been trying to help him all day. Just there.

-Where is he?

0:45:520:45:55

-Hello there.

-How are you.

-How are you, yeah.

-I'm one of the homeless.

0:45:550:45:59

Today I have encountered him.

0:45:590:46:01

I've been asked to look after him, keep them under my wing...

0:46:010:46:04

That's brilliant.

0:46:040:46:06

I have been sleeping under the church...

0:46:060:46:08

Like I said, last night it wasn't safe, tonight it is.

0:46:080:46:10

And I've had to walk three miles last night to get to Brixton...

0:46:100:46:14

One of the fundamental points that you're making

0:46:140:46:16

there are about, "I've had to walk three miles,"

0:46:160:46:18

-I have had to walk ten, 15, 20 fucking miles...

-I know what you're saying.

0:46:180:46:22

No, there's nothing to say.

0:46:230:46:25

You are incorrect in your speech.

0:46:250:46:27

-We come from a life...

-I know.

0:46:270:46:29

..at home, to try and live a life of like you are.

0:46:290:46:31

I come from a life of home.

0:46:310:46:33

-I am 58 years old.

-But you have been on the streets for a while, I've not.

0:46:330:46:36

That's irrelevant!

0:46:360:46:37

I've had money, I've had businesses, I've been married, I've got kids,

0:46:370:46:41

I've got grandchildren.

0:46:410:46:42

Let's get some substance about ourselves now.

0:46:420:46:44

-OK, I finished.

-Fundamentally you're missing the point, big-time.

0:46:440:46:48

I don't want to do it. I don't want to do it.

0:46:540:46:56

I've been talked down to by everybody.

0:46:560:46:57

The only thing in his defence, I would say, is he has been totally

0:46:570:47:01

and utterly blown away by this experience.

0:47:010:47:05

Why am I being made out to be the bad guy here?

0:47:050:47:08

Nobody's made you out to be the bad guy.

0:47:080:47:10

Let me have a night off, and I'll be fine at eight o'clock in the morning.

0:47:140:47:17

It would be much better if you did stay with him tonight.

0:47:170:47:20

I know that, Steps, and I am very sorry.

0:47:200:47:24

But you don't know what's happened. Only the last ten minutes.

0:47:240:47:27

I know what's happened in the last five months of my life,

0:47:270:47:30

and I've been sleeping on the streets.

0:47:300:47:33

Thank you very much, thank you.

0:47:330:47:35

Willie is going to get the night off that he craves.

0:47:350:47:38

Willie is a person who has always, as far as I can understand,

0:47:390:47:42

been surrounded by comfort.

0:47:420:47:44

And if you take that person and you put them

0:47:460:47:48

and you dump them on the streets, it's really difficult to bounce up.

0:47:480:47:52

I'm sure I'll be all right tomorrow because my head is hurting.

0:47:530:47:56

I am knackered. And I need a bath.

0:47:560:47:59

My feet were swelling up, that one's not quite as swollen up as much,

0:48:020:48:06

but look how that's swelled up.

0:48:060:48:08

It's only a shower not a bath, but that'll be perfect.

0:48:080:48:11

Think it's time you went.

0:48:110:48:13

It's showers too for the volunteers who remain on the streets.

0:48:160:48:20

Look, it's coming all through here.

0:48:210:48:23

I wondered why it was wet.

0:48:230:48:24

I'm down to a plastic bag and now it is raining all over me.

0:48:250:48:29

I hate it!

0:48:300:48:31

The water finds its way down and then drops in my face.

0:48:330:48:37

Look how wet that is already.

0:48:370:48:39

There's a bloke who's begging

0:48:390:48:40

and he might be able to give me a bit of advice.

0:48:400:48:43

Do you know anywhere good around here to bed down?

0:48:450:48:49

I'm fine mate, how are you?

0:48:490:48:50

Hello, lovely. You all right?

0:48:520:48:54

-Is that a good place?

-Yeah.

-Are you going to be my guide?

0:48:570:49:00

-I can show you.

-Cheers, mate.

0:49:000:49:02

-Thank you.

-Come on then.

-Good lad.

0:49:020:49:04

Thank you.

0:49:040:49:05

-It's just down over here.

-Right then.

0:49:050:49:07

-And in here, you can get some more cardboard.

-Oh, wow.

0:49:070:49:11

And it's all fresh and clean.

0:49:110:49:13

I am so glad I have met you.

0:49:130:49:15

Right, I'm following you.

0:49:170:49:19

Oh, look at that.

0:49:190:49:20

I am having a bit of a trouser malfunction.

0:49:200:49:23

I'll get moved on for indecent exposure, never mind anything else.

0:49:230:49:26

-How long have you been sleeping...?

-On and off, seven years now.

0:49:280:49:31

Wow, really? It's this that I miss.

0:49:310:49:34

Having a conversation with somebody, do you know what I mean?

0:49:340:49:37

-This is what I call home.

-Oh, right. This is great.

0:49:370:49:40

You are a wonderful, wonderful person.

0:49:420:49:44

Do you want a drink? I've got orange juice.

0:49:440:49:46

I've got some water. That's one thing I have been lucky about...

0:49:460:49:49

I'll be back in a bit, don't worry, I'll be back.

0:49:510:49:53

-Thank you.

-All right, see you soon.

0:49:530:49:54

-See you, lovely.

-Bye!

0:49:540:49:57

Oh, my word!

0:49:570:49:59

Oh!

0:49:590:50:01

Just...

0:50:010:50:02

She'd never met me before and she just... Giving, you know,

0:50:050:50:09

full of advice,

0:50:090:50:13

comfort.

0:50:130:50:15

And you know, I really want to, one, sleep and two, have a good

0:50:150:50:19

chat with them tomorrow if you know they feel able and happy to do it.

0:50:190:50:23

He's been really incredible, he's been really helpful,

0:50:440:50:47

he's been very open as well. All right, thank you.

0:50:470:50:50

Julia has convinced Stephen to call his mum again.

0:50:500:50:53

And ask if she will help them to break his Spice addiction.

0:50:530:50:57

I think we might have to book a weekend in a Holiday Inn somewhere,

0:50:580:51:02

just for three days so I can knock me on the Spice. Yeah, I promise.

0:51:020:51:06

All right. Thanks.

0:51:070:51:08

All right, love you loads.

0:51:100:51:12

All right, thank you very much.

0:51:120:51:15

All right, love you. Bye.

0:51:150:51:17

Bye-bye.

0:51:170:51:18

Right, she's going to do it as well.

0:51:180:51:21

-Of course she is.

-Jeez!

0:51:210:51:23

-Faith.

-I think maybe now is the handover time, actually.

0:51:300:51:33

-It's a bit girlie, though, isn't it?

-It's all right, it's not girlie.

0:51:330:51:37

Come on. There you go. That's it.

0:51:370:51:39

-It is wet, Julia.

-I know. Right, I'm coming down.

0:51:440:51:46

-Where did you get the carpet from?

-A skip.

-A skip?

0:51:500:51:54

The first bits are wet, so...

0:51:540:51:55

Not that bit. It's quite a good carpet.

0:51:550:51:58

Stephen has gone to find some extra cardboard.

0:52:000:52:03

It's been really amazing meeting him.

0:52:040:52:07

In one way he's been given this golden ticket

0:52:070:52:09

cos he has got a really good room in a very good hostel.

0:52:090:52:11

But I'm a mother and if he was my son, I would be distraught because

0:52:110:52:16

there is no polite way of saying this, I am sorry, he has fucked up.

0:52:160:52:20

Yeah, I think she is helping me more than she knows.

0:52:220:52:25

For one, I would not have asked my mum to help me get off the Spice again.

0:52:250:52:30

She seems very caring. She's got a mothering instinct, definitely.

0:52:300:52:33

But this is his fight, this is his battle

0:52:330:52:35

and it's his family's situation.

0:52:350:52:37

My knight in shining armour, look at that.

0:52:390:52:41

-So, has it been a good day today?

-Been a brilliant day.

0:52:440:52:47

Very constructive.

0:52:470:52:48

I smoked the least amount of Spice I've smoked for months.

0:52:480:52:50

There's a lot of thinking time when you're homeless.

0:52:520:52:54

A lot of thinking time.

0:52:540:52:56

Let me get myself dressed.

0:53:110:53:13

Before heading off, Nick wants to find out a bit more about how

0:53:170:53:20

Becky and Sam ended up on the streets.

0:53:200:53:22

I was in care, got moved around a lot.

0:53:240:53:28

I met Sam and that and then I thought, obviously

0:53:280:53:31

when you hit 18, they're meant to find you a flat

0:53:310:53:33

and they said basically they'd help me but they wouldn't help Sam.

0:53:330:53:36

When you sort of set off, what were you imagining you were going to?

0:53:360:53:41

Didn't know. We just thought any life must be better than what we had. So...

0:53:410:53:46

-Sorry...

-So you went off.

0:53:460:53:49

This has been hard where we can't be together.

0:53:490:53:51

Lots of times they keep on trying to break us up and it's just...

0:53:510:53:56

Is that because...

0:54:010:54:04

You know, there isn't...

0:54:040:54:06

It's more easy for them to look after one person on their own.

0:54:080:54:11

-If you want to be with Sam, this is your option.

-This is it.

0:54:110:54:14

We should go and find him, only because I am conscious he is

0:54:140:54:17

probably waiting for us out there and it's cold and it's wet.

0:54:170:54:20

-How are you?

-How are you doing?

0:54:200:54:24

-You really saved my bacon last night, mate.

-It's cool, mate. I am glad.

0:54:240:54:27

-Cheers, you look after yourself, OK?

-Yeah.

-See you, Hooch.

0:54:270:54:30

At least you're one of these people.

0:54:300:54:31

I've heard of people who've done a programme before,

0:54:310:54:34

and haven't had the balls and gone in a hotel. You know?

0:54:340:54:37

Oh! I'm still a little bit lame.

0:54:370:54:40

Thank you very much.

0:54:430:54:44

Great to meet you. Best of luck to you too, huh?

0:54:460:54:49

Keep that head. Think about stuff.

0:54:490:54:50

Enough. Enough tears. I'm fine.

0:54:550:54:58

-See you later. Good luck.

-Thank you.

0:54:580:55:00

-Take care, mate.

-See you, bye.

-See you. Bye-bye.

0:55:000:55:02

Becky and Sam are two people who have shown me

0:55:020:55:05

more generosity in their own way than nearly anybody I've ever met.

0:55:050:55:10

I can't think of people who have offered me

0:55:100:55:13

so much of what little they have, so readily.

0:55:130:55:18

I am not a man who wells up particularly easily,

0:55:190:55:23

there are tears in my eyes.

0:55:230:55:26

But my, my stoic-ness and Englishness is stopping them dropping out of there.

0:55:260:55:32

Sport Relief money it is at work tonight all across the UK.

0:55:350:55:38

It is supporting the homeless, not just to survive,

0:55:380:55:41

but to get off the streets.

0:55:410:55:43

Giving people like these a chance to rebuild their lives.

0:55:430:55:46

You can make a real difference to people who have lost their homes.

0:55:460:55:49

To make a donation...

0:55:500:55:51

I came across a girl, 18.

0:56:240:56:26

I said, you are a lazy little bum.

0:56:260:56:30

The volunteers are halfway through the experience...

0:56:300:56:32

Kim, I am going to cut you dead there.

0:56:320:56:34

I believe that everybody is redeemable.

0:56:340:56:37

-Piffle!

-..and John is putting each of them with a homeless buddy.

0:56:370:56:42

-I've been in prison and...

-What were you in prison for, if you don't mind me asking?

0:56:420:56:46

-I'd rather not talk about it.

-To get a deeper understanding...

0:56:460:56:49

When you have to walk into this room, what do you think?

0:56:490:56:53

You get a big sinking feeling in your heart.

0:56:530:56:56

..of the obstacles facing Britain's homeless.

0:56:560:56:58

-All right, I'll be back in a minute.

-All right.

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He's a heroin addict.

0:57:000:57:03

Now he's about to puke and shit his self.

0:57:030:57:05

The answer isn't just housing, it isn't just money,

0:57:050:57:08

it isn't just counselling.

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She's totally stubborn.

0:57:100:57:11

I don't think I am like her. I think what a bloody cheek.

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And to realise just how precarious their own lives of wealth

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-and luxury...

-I would go round tickety-boo, everybody thinks...

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everything's fine, but it's not.

0:57:220:57:24

-..really are.

-I might do this more often. Not!

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