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This programme contains strong language.

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In the last five years,

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the number of homeless people across the country has doubled.

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The rising cost of housing means eight million of us

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have only enough money saved to cover one month's rent or mortgage.

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I've built so much up in my life -

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my house, my daughter, my girlfriend -

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and, all of a sudden, a run of luck just took it all away from me

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and then I'm on the streets.

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With support services having their budgets cut,

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life's getting tougher for those living on the street.

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Any spare change at all?

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In aid of Sport Relief,

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four volunteers have abandoned their fame and fortune...

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SHE GROANS

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..to face the frightening reality of life on the streets.

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DOG BARKS

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INDISTINCT

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They've found out what it's like to go from having everything...

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SIREN WAILS ..to absolutely nothing.

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What a terrible life.

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Ex-snooker pro Willie Thorne...

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Homelessness nearly broke me.

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Well, it did break me.

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..presenter Julia Bradbury...

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My family are definitely worried about me.

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They didn't want me to do this at all.

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..comedian Nick Hancock...

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My first instinct is to get through tonight.

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Where's the milk of human kindness in that?

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..and TV personality Kim Woodburn.

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I would rather be dead than homeless.

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SIRENS WAIL

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They've tasted what it's like to lose your home, your family,

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your identity...

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-You only know this because you're a scag head!

-James...

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..to not know who to trust.

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You're a disgrace,

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cos you're a little horror.

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She's a con artist.

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I can't let anybody do that to me.

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This time, can they discover the truth

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about why so many people in the UK end up homeless?

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This is a man that does not deserve to be living like this.

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And what will it mean for their own lives?

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-Do not complain.

-No, I've finished.

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He's trying to escape from the reality of it all.

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You see, we are what we've lived.

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SIREN WAILS

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I was swelling up all over my legs and arms,

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I was getting a headache.

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My body had given up.

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I just couldn't go on any more.

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I just needed a night off.

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The four Sport Relief volunteers

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are only halfway through their time on the streets.

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It is hell on this earth.

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You don't feel like a female.

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You feel dirty, filthy and judged.

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They're meeting up again with John Bird -

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a former rough sleeper and founder of the Big Issue magazine.

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Cheers, mate.

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He's running this experience...

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Hello, Nick.

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-..and is about to put them back on the streets.

-Hi.

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But this time, they won't be alone.

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Hello, Willie.

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Arriving for duty, sir.

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How are you doing? Have they slaved you as well?

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-Good morning.

-Morning.

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Three days ago, four of you went out onto the streets

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to sleep rough

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and to experience homelessness.

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Unfortunately, one of you slept in a hotel last night.

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Tell us about that.

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Well, I'd just got to the end of my tether, really.

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I was really struggling and I said,

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"Look, I'm happy to continue this

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"but I just need to have a night off."

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I didn't want to quit,

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-but I came very close to quitting.

-Yep.

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Can I just ask about Kim's experience?

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Because you've, kind of, come up with this idea

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that there are two kinds of homeless people.

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Most definitely.

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I found lazy bums...

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..and I found wonderful people.

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What about the lazy bums? I'm interested.

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Yeah, I'm interested because,

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when I was on the street,

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I was one of those bums.

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I came across a girl, 18.

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I said, "You're a lazy little bum

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"and you're a disgrace!"

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Sorry, I don't mince words.

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I'm sorry, I disagree with you

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and I don't mince words either.

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That may be your opinion, and that's fine.

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It doesn't make it a fact,

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-it doesn't make it the end of the argument.

-Oh, yes, it does.

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It may be in your head, but, you know...

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then everybody else should be allowed to say what they think.

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-All right.

-I haven't got a second in my life to bullshit.

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I'll tell you what I definitely found. She's a bum!

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Kim, I'm going to cut you dead there.

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-Well, I'm sorry. I'll say it, but I believe it.

-I can tell you,

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I believe that everybody is redeemable.

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-You've got to give everybody...

-The same chance.

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..the chance of redemption.

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You don't know what's going on at home.

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-You don't know what her mum is.

-Can we...?

-Well...

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Can we now crack on here?

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So, now we're moving on to a new stage.

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What we're going to do is

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put you with a homeless buddy.

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I'll describe them to you.

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Two of them are addicts,

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one of them has been a drunk,

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one is a 65-year-old lady

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who has been homeless for the last three years

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and the other one has been in and out the nick.

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You're going to get close to these people,

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you're going to be kipping down with them,

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but I'm not giving you social workers,

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I'm giving you people who are real,

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have got real problems,

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so spend a bit of time finding out why they're homeless.

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Anyway, good luck and thank you very much.

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ALL: Thank you very much.

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The next three days are going to be a lot more difficult for them

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because they're going to get really close

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to people who are living a disaster

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and a personal tragedy.

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They are very, very troubled people.

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John's sending Nick to live alongside two homeless friends

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in South East London.

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SCREAMING

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It's just such an incredible contrast to...

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both the West End and the city.

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Until a few years ago, the men had good jobs, homes and families.

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Now they're living on the streets.

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Hello.

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-Oh, They Think It's All Over.

-THEY LAUGH

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-How are you, boys?

-Not too bad, yourself?

-Good to see you.

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-How you doing? What's your name?

-Rodney.

-Rodney. I'm Nick.

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-Nick. I know who you are, Nick.

-Oh.

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I didn't think I knew you. I'm James.

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James, I'm Nick.

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I'm going to be spending a couple of days with you,

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-if that's all right with you.

-Yeah.

-Yeah.

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But what you don't understand is,

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we've been chucked out of our place where we were staying.

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It was basically a place we lived for four months.

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It was, like, at the top of a car park, but we made it into our house.

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It was somewhere that we called home.

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This is the car park James and Rodney used to squat,

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along with other local homeless people.

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The top window.

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That's the penthouse suite.

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James became homeless nine months ago.

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I lost my nan,

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then I lost my grandad,

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my mum had a double brain haemorrhage,

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I started drinking, I started not thinking about work any more

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and then, just one thing after another

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and I ended up on the street.

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You know, at one point, I had a beautiful girlfriend,

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a beautiful daughter...

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She's such a beautiful girl.

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It ruins me to think that I've made such mistakes with her

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and I hope she can see that she is in my life every day.

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Two days ago, they were issued with a dispersal order by the police

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and had to leave within the hour.

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So, where are you stopping now?

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-Well...

-We haven't got a clue.

-No.

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-Right, so, we're going to find somewhere between us, are we?

-Yes.

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OK.

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And you can feel the biting cold, can't you?

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Yeah, we want...

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The bus over there has got to turn around and come back.

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Kim's spending the next three days in Croydon

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with 65-year-old Patricia,

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whose five bedroom home was destroyed in a house fire.

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-SMOKE ALARM BLARES

-Yeah, this is what happened.

-Yep.

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Because it's so small,

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this is what happens all the time

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and I'm not burning anything.

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Since the fire,

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she's been locked in a dispute with her insurance company

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and is now officially homeless,

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living in emergency accommodation.

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A six-by-ten-foot bedsit.

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You still want to retain pride,

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but be very label "homeless"

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takes pride away from you.

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And to keep hold of it

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means you've got to be a fighter.

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A far cry from my five-bedroom house and handmade kitchen.

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Come on, we've got to go.

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I haven't used a bus in years.

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-Snobby woman.

-I'm not snobby...

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-I'm not snobby.

-I'm joking.

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Honestly. But I just... You know.

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But isn't it warm? Ooh.

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-It's nice.

-I might do this more often. Not.

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Patricia's just moved into an even smaller room.

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What do I do? I don't know what I do with this. What do I do?

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-We're getting off.

-Oh, God. We're getting off?

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Kim's about to see the reality

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for over 100,000 homeless people in the UK.

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Officially deemed most vulnerable,

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yet who can't get a council flat due to housing shortages.

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Poor bugger.

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This includes those affected by fires and floods,

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people with disabilities and children.

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When you, a lady of 65,

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have to walk into this room,

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what do you think?

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You get a big sinking feeling in your heart and you think,

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"For Christ's sake, what did I do to deserve this?"

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Well, you didn't actually, you were a victim...

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I'm going to get teary now.

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That's all right. That's all right.

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So, you sit in here...

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I wake up in the morning and the first thought is,

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"For Christ's sake, let me get out of here."

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I know, darling, I know.

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Sometimes you can...

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Come on.

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-Come on.

-I can't bear it.

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-Come on, darling.

-I hate crying.

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It will finish one day but it is a hell.

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It's a hell for you, isn't it?

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I really don't want to be here. I know I've got a roof over my head.

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I'm aware of that. But you don't feel like you're living.

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You barely feel like you're existing.

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I concur with that because it's dreadful.

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It's minuscule. It's Victorian is what it is.

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It's Oliver with different clothes.

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-How are you doing?

-Hello.

-What's your name?

-It's Per.

-Peter?

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-Per.

-Per.

-Yes.

-Nice to see you. Where are you from?

-I'm from Denmark.

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-You're kidding.

-But been here for 20 years.

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And how long have you been on the street?

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-Six, seven years now, so it's a long time.

-You look immaculate.

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Thank you.

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At least.

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Willie will be experiencing life with Per, a former company

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director who is now homeless.

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Seven years ago when Per couldn't afford to pay

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the rent on his flat he came up with an unusual solution.

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This is my home.

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Sometimes you feel like a second-class citizen.

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You do look at people's houses, people's cars,

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and thinking, "Why is that not me?"

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You feel like you are scum.

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Some of my business ventures went sadly wrong. I lost a lot of money.

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My mother died of cancer. I lost a child in the hospital, dead born.

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A lot of trauma.

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It's a bit like a domino effect.

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One thing go wrong, then it goes second thing wrong,

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and you end up in a situation like this.

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Per's traumatic life events have also resulted in a battle with addiction.

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I used to be alcoholic but I don't drink any more. I stopped.

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-How long ago was that?

-A couple of months ago.

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I've been a gambler myself and it's ruined my life over the years.

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It cost me my first marriage. I am actually bankrupt at the moment.

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-I went bankrupt six, seven weeks ago.

-Yeah.

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It's amazing how you've got into just sleeping rough.

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I never thought that myself.

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I used to have Mercedes and five bedroom house

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-and everything over here...

-Really?

-..but things fall apart.

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Julia is in west London and about to walk in the shoes of Jatinder.

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Hey, how are you doing? I'm Julia. Hi, how are you.

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-Nice to meet you.

-Yeah, nice to meet you as well.

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Jatinder once had a promising career working for the Ministry Of Defence.

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He is now homeless.

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-I've been in prison and...

-What were you in prison for? Can I ask?

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-I'd rather not say.

-I'm going to be spending a couple of days with you.

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I'd feel more comfortable if I knew.

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-I was up for possession with intent to supply.

-OK.

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What was the drug if you don't mind me asking?

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I'd rather not talk about it. That's not what we're here to talk about.

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No, no, no, but I'm interested. OK. So, from my point of view, OK,

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back again to, I'm going to spend time you. Any other time inside?

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-Anything that if you were me you'd want to know?

-No. You don't need to be concerned about anything.

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-You're all right.

-OK. All right.

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Jatinder's life unravelled after a relationship

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broke down and he slipped into drug addiction and crime.

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He now sleeps alone in the stairwell of this tower block.

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Sometimes I can just stand here and look out into the distance and think

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to myself of certain things that I need to do and where my life's going.

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I've done a few wrongs and I had to pay the price for that

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but there's so much potential out there where... Meaning

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I could go out there and make something of my life.

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And instead I'm sleeping on a stairwell.

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My life should be better than this.

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Jatinder has served 14 months in Wormwood Scrubs prison.

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Getting back to work with a criminal record

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and no fixed address is a challenge.

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I've had people come up to me and say, "Go get yourself a job.

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"Why are you sat there on the street?"

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But it's difficult. Let's just say if I did get a job.

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Am I going to run and use McDonald's toilets every day to sort myself out?

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I know, I know.

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-Have you ever took drugs?

-I've had experience of drugs.

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I've got friends who've got in trouble with drugs.

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In South-east London Nick's beginning to realise that homelessness

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isn't James and Rodney's only problem.

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I'll leave you guys to it.

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-Off you go. I'll see you a bit later.

-I'll be two seconds.

-All right.

-All right.

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-All right, I'll be back in a minute.

-All right.

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-He's going to get sick in a minute.

-Is he?

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-Is he getting on a down, down?

-He's a heroin addict.

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Now he's about to puke and shit himself.

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Erm... Let's leave him to do what he has to do.

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-He doesn't get buzzing. It doesn't get nothing of it...

-It just gets him through.

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..but he stops feeling sick.

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And what you used to do to make you feel special now you have to do to make you feel normal.

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And that happens with a lot of addictions.

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-This is a fire escape.

-Come on, mate.

-It's a fire escape.

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-Right, so is it so important that you have to push us away?

-Yes.

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It's a fire escape. I could call the fire brigade here and ask them...

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-Call

-them, then. This is a fire escape.

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I don't give a fuck about your fire escape, mate.

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Well, then fuck off if you don't give a fuck about our fire escape.

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-You fuck off then.

-Go away. Go and find a home somewhere.

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-Come on.

-Horrible old bastard.

-Leave him to it.

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-Excuse me. Celebrity coming through.

-Celebrity! High five!

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Most nights James and Rodney head to the High Street on a mission

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to beg for money.

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-Can you spare any change for the homeless?

-Maybe?

-Only a couple of quid.

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Don't worry, darling. You have a good day.

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-The worst one for me is being ignored.

-Yeah, yeah.

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-Being ignored. It makes you feel like that.

-Yeah, yeah.

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You already spend a lot of the time looking up

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-and let alone being ignored as well.

-Yeah. Yeah.

-Yeah?

-Yeah.

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That's what I was saying the other day,

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we really do feel like we're bottom of the ladder.

0:16:420:16:45

All right, can I ask everyone,

0:16:450:16:47

when I ask for money in the street, do you think that I'm a beggar,

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just had nothing in my life, or do you realise that I've had a

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past and that I'm asking for help?

0:16:530:16:56

-Everybody's got a past.

-Is there anyone that understands that I haven't always lived this way?

0:16:560:17:01

And I've got no money. You haven't got any money you could give me to get a drink?

0:17:030:17:06

I literally haven't got a penny. I'm staying on the streets for a week with my mates here.

0:17:060:17:10

-Come on, we'll buy you some fish and chips, mate. Are you hungry?

-Yeah...

-We need money.

0:17:100:17:13

This is the rule. Never give money.

0:17:130:17:15

-Is that

-what you think? If you've got a bad habit, I'm against that.

0:17:150:17:18

I don't want you... I don't want to give you money

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and you go and buy alcohol.

0:17:200:17:21

I used to have 20 people working for me.

0:17:210:17:23

I turned over about £390,000 in one year.

0:17:230:17:25

And it's like everyone will look at me now

0:17:250:17:27

and just think that I'm nothing and I've never done nothing.

0:17:270:17:31

But I've done something and things went wrong.

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But people have to do what they want to do.

0:17:330:17:36

I've got to say that I'll come and have some fish

0:17:360:17:38

-and chips with you later if you're offering.

-No worries. No worries.

-Thank you.

0:17:380:17:41

-No worries we'll get you something to eat.

-Thank you very much.

-Take care.

0:17:410:17:44

-This gentleman says he'll pay for my order.

-Yes.

-Is that OK?

-Yes.

0:17:460:17:51

There's a raw honesty from the reactions you get here from other people.

0:17:510:17:55

There's not so much, "This is what I ought to be saying and this is what I ought to be doing."

0:17:550:18:00

'And there's something refreshing in that.'

0:18:000:18:02

-Thank you very much.

-Thank you very much.

0:18:020:18:05

-No fish bites but fish and chips. Salt and vinegar?

-Yes.

-Done.

0:18:050:18:08

Just one tea and one coffee. Thank you very much.

0:18:090:18:12

If I said I'd take you out for a meal

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-and it could be anything you wanted what would it be?

-Chinese.

-Chinese.

0:18:230:18:26

-You like Chinese?

-Yeah. Sweet and sour chicken balls...

0:18:260:18:28

-Yeah. Egg fried rice or normal rice?

-Oh, my God.

0:18:280:18:31

-You sure you don't want any salad on your...?

-I haven't got this fat eating salad.

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For seven years Per has survived in the woods.

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But three months ago his alcoholism became

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so debilitating he was hospitalised.

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Going through cold turkey.

0:18:530:18:56

It all starts with pure pain in your whole body.

0:18:560:18:59

And this time I was throwing blood out of my mouth...

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And in the moment it came out of my mouth, it came here too.

0:19:030:19:08

-So I have to when I was puking up lots out of my mouth...

-Also...

0:19:080:19:12

..I had to pull down my trousers and then they came at the same time.

0:19:120:19:15

-That's the most awful thing.

-You must have lost an awful lot of blood.

-Yes.

0:19:150:19:19

-Did the doctors say if you carry on drinking you're going to kill yourself?

-Yes.

0:19:190:19:22

-Or did they say you're lucky this time?

-Yes.

0:19:220:19:24

Yes, you will do. You will kill yourself.

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Obviously.

0:19:260:19:28

Having met 20 or 30 people during this last three days

0:19:310:19:33

this gentleman I'm more in awe of. He was a very wealthy man.

0:19:330:19:38

He's fell on hard times. And went to drink because of it.

0:19:380:19:43

And now he's seen the light at the end of the tunnel

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and hopefully he doesn't go back down that route.

0:19:460:19:50

Tonight all four volunteers will bed down with their buddies

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and experience the dangers thousands of homeless people face every night.

0:20:010:20:06

We must be getting near somewhere to lie down cos my trousers are falling down again.

0:20:070:20:11

Finding security and shelter away from the elements isn't easy.

0:20:110:20:15

Listen, right.

0:20:150:20:17

They chuck us out of here all the time, so I know they're going to say,

0:20:170:20:20

"We're going to phone the police. "We're going to chuck you out." We'll see.

0:20:200:20:24

James and Rodney are planning to squat in a stairwell.

0:20:250:20:28

(Follow me.)

0:20:280:20:29

INDISTINCT

0:20:340:20:37

(That was a strong smell.)

0:20:370:20:39

-Yeah, I might have to...

-Open that door.

0:20:390:20:41

(That's a very strong smell.)

0:20:430:20:45

HE RETCHES

0:20:510:20:55

(That smell in there is incredible.)

0:20:590:21:02

HE COUGHS

0:21:020:21:04

(I'll be fine. Don't worry. Don't worry about me.)

0:21:040:21:08

(I'll be fine.)

0:21:090:21:11

I think it's pretty intimidating.

0:21:110:21:13

I don't know where he's stayed the last few days

0:21:130:21:16

but I don't think he likes it at all.

0:21:160:21:18

It's like, you know... Sometimes you don't get a choice where you stay.

0:21:180:21:23

'And as nice as he is and as much as he wants to sit on the street'

0:21:250:21:30

and ask for money I don't think he understands just how tough this is.

0:21:300:21:34

-You're going to go first?

-Yeah, well, unless you want to try and work your magic.

0:21:400:21:44

No, I think you're good with it.

0:21:440:21:46

HE LAUGHS

0:21:460:21:47

In west London Jatinder and Julia are also attempting to get into a private block.

0:21:470:21:52

What's going on? Ain't Mikey come down yet?

0:21:540:21:56

All right. No biggie, no biggie.

0:21:590:22:01

The guy is having problems getting in himself

0:22:030:22:06

-so I'm not going to stand behind him...

-No.

0:22:060:22:08

..when he's trying to get into his own place

0:22:080:22:10

and he's looking at me like, "Are you all right?"

0:22:100:22:12

Yeah.

0:22:120:22:14

That guy's watching us now.

0:22:150:22:16

-So what's the plan?

-I just have to hightail

0:22:190:22:22

-someone on their way in...

-Yeah.

-..pretend that I'm on my mobile phone

0:22:220:22:25

and I'm talking to someone in the block.

0:22:250:22:27

'One of the toughest parts of sleeping rough is the constant

0:22:290:22:32

'exposure to the outdoor elements.

0:22:320:22:34

'So I think to be able to sleep in a sheltered environment would

0:22:340:22:38

'make a real difference.

0:22:380:22:39

'But obviously it's hard to get into somewhere like this.'

0:22:390:22:42

What floor? What's your door number?

0:22:420:22:45

Oh, look. Someone's letting me in any way so listen, so what floor shall I get off on?

0:22:450:22:50

He's in. Shit.

0:22:500:22:52

HE WHISTLES

0:22:540:22:55

OK.

0:22:550:22:56

-Home sweet home.

-Home sweet home.

0:23:060:23:08

HE LAUGHS

0:23:080:23:10

So this is how naive I am.

0:23:110:23:14

The reason the lights are blue apparently is

0:23:140:23:16

if you're a heroin addict and you look for your veins you can't

0:23:160:23:22

see it which means people can't shoot up.

0:23:220:23:24

You live and learn.

0:23:260:23:27

Per also has an extreme solution to securing shelter, something

0:23:320:23:36

Willie will live and breathe for the next two nights.

0:23:360:23:39

-If my mum could see me now walking the streets...

-She wouldn't believe it.

0:23:390:23:43

-It's two o'clock in the morning.

-Yeah.

0:23:430:23:45

Think I was on drugs.

0:23:450:23:46

PER LAUGHS

0:23:460:23:48

They're heading to Per's secret camp in the woods.

0:23:480:23:52

From this stage I'm always quite awake to see if anyone is following me.

0:23:540:23:58

-Just as a precaution really.

-Of course.

-So...

0:23:580:24:02

Per's been physically attacked and robbed in these woods so

0:24:060:24:10

he's got strict rules about getting in and out without being spotted.

0:24:100:24:14

-Don't talk too much because I won't know if anyone is around.

-Sure.

0:24:140:24:17

-Take care of this one, it's very slippery.

-Oops! Hang on. Agh!

0:24:190:24:25

Oh, God. Fuck. Where are we going now?

0:24:250:24:28

-This way.

-Let me take that.

0:24:280:24:32

Just about there. Do you see there?

0:24:340:24:36

-So this is where you'd sleep every night?

-Yes.

-Goodness me.

0:24:390:24:43

As a routine I'll take my torch check to see

0:24:450:24:48

-if any rats or mouse has been through.

-OK.

0:24:480:24:50

Hm.

0:24:510:24:53

I'm not sure I'll be here tomorrow night to be honest.

0:24:550:24:58

I will do it for one night.

0:24:580:25:00

-I thought I'd lost money.

-You're all right. I've got it.

0:25:020:25:04

-No, no, no.

-Watch the steps.

-Give me that.

-Hold on that rail.

0:25:040:25:07

Patricia slept rough for many months before she got her bedsit and

0:25:070:25:11

has her own methods of protecting herself against the British weather.

0:25:110:25:14

-Show me...

-We're going under the subway.

-Aren't we lucky(?)

0:25:140:25:19

BOTH: # Underneath the arches... #

0:25:190:25:21

What's the words?

0:25:210:25:23

# I dream a dream of you. #

0:25:230:25:25

-Something like that.

-Bud Flanagan and Allen?

-Yeah.

0:25:250:25:28

-Go on, what's the rest of the words?

-I don't know. I'm not that old.

0:25:280:25:31

You ain't no spring chicken, girl.

0:25:310:25:33

Patricia's temporary accommodation doesn't allow overnight visitors.

0:25:340:25:38

That's where I was...

0:25:380:25:40

So she's forced to leave Kim in the safest sleeping spot she knows.

0:25:400:25:44

-You could do with a little transistor.

-No, I can't bear noise.

0:25:440:25:49

-Oh.

-I'm a peaceful soul.

-It is a good job I'm quiet and refined, yeah?

0:25:490:25:54

Let's not push your luck! I'll see you tomorrow.

0:25:540:25:57

-Thanks ever so much.

-You're welcome.

0:25:570:25:59

-You have a good night's sleep, darling.

-You too, love.

0:25:590:26:01

-If you have any problems, shout.

-Thanks.

-All right.

-Sleep well, babe.

-You too.

-Thank you.

0:26:010:26:05

This is just such a hard way to live.

0:26:060:26:09

And I just can't help feeling in my heart that this is a man

0:26:090:26:12

that does not deserve to be living like this.

0:26:120:26:15

Oh, God.

0:26:190:26:21

There we go.

0:26:220:26:24

OK?

0:26:300:26:32

I just do what I have to do to survive in that situation I'm in.

0:26:330:26:38

Yeah.

0:26:390:26:41

That's basically it.

0:26:410:26:43

-Goodnight, sleep well.

-See you in the morning.

0:26:430:26:46

Hey, Willie? Willie? Hello?

0:26:570:27:01

Per has woken to find that Willie has gone missing.

0:27:020:27:05

Willie? Where are you?

0:27:070:27:09

Nowhere to be seen.

0:27:110:27:12

Don't know where he is.

0:27:140:27:16

Ten minutes ago Willie just disappeared out of the tent

0:27:160:27:20

and I don't know where he is.

0:27:200:27:21

I've been looking through the bush to make sure he has not fallen over or anything like that.

0:27:210:27:25

Just crossing our fingers there's nothing happened to him.

0:27:270:27:29

Hello. I can't see you. Willie?

0:27:310:27:34

DOG BARKS

0:27:370:27:38

I don't give a fuck...

0:27:390:27:40

INDISTINCT

0:27:400:27:42

You're sleeping on my fucking stairs.

0:27:420:27:44

I've paid good money for this. For this. What, this shit?

0:27:440:27:47

You're having a laugh, aren't you?

0:27:470:27:49

-You're jacking up on my fucking stairs.

-I'm not jacking...

0:27:490:27:52

Now get your fucking shit. Get out.

0:27:520:27:55

Come on, out. Sorry, Nick.

0:27:590:28:02

My fucking kids have to walk down these stairs.

0:28:030:28:06

First time I've been here.

0:28:060:28:07

-First time, yeah? And the last, yeah?

-Yeah.

-And tell your mates, yeah?

0:28:070:28:12

Whoever comes back next time it will be their last as well.

0:28:120:28:15

You wouldn't like it if your kids was walking down the stairs watching all this shit.

0:28:150:28:20

I can understand how you'd be emotional about that. I've got kids.

0:28:200:28:23

-We've all got kids as it happens.

-Yeah.

0:28:230:28:27

But... And you're not cross personally with these guys...

0:28:270:28:31

-No, I'm not. It ain't them at all.

-Exactly.

-The problem is the system.

0:28:310:28:35

-The system is the problem.

-Exactly.

0:28:350:28:37

-Go on. On your way.

-All right. Cheers.

0:28:370:28:40

I thought we got quite a good night out of it to tell you

0:28:450:28:47

the honest truth. What time is it? He's on his way to work though, is he?

0:28:470:28:50

-Is that what's happened?

-I don't know. I've never seen him before.

-No.

0:28:500:28:54

I can understand why he's pissed off.

0:28:540:28:56

Oh, yeah, I can understand, but it's a bloody difficult one, isn't it?

0:28:560:28:59

Hm.

0:29:030:29:04

-So...

-I'm fine, man. Have a sit down. I just needed...

0:29:040:29:07

Per's found Willie at a nearby bus stop.

0:29:070:29:11

Come and sit down. I just needed some air. I felt little bit confined.

0:29:110:29:14

-I've never slept in a tent before.

-It is confined.

0:29:140:29:17

Exactly. It was just a little bit claustrophobic.

0:29:170:29:20

-Just give me that little clue what you're going to do.

-Yeah.

-So I'm not concerned.

0:29:200:29:23

-OK. Listen...

-That's the only responsibility I'll give you.

0:29:230:29:26

I didn't... I'm very, very sorry

0:29:260:29:28

if I've upset anybody but it wasn't the fact that

0:29:280:29:31

I was leaving it's just the fact that I can't do a tent.

0:29:310:29:34

You know. That was all.

0:29:340:29:35

-Yeah?

-Yeah.

0:29:350:29:37

'I like him very much.'

0:29:370:29:39

But I feel he is like a big baby.

0:29:390:29:41

You have to look after him 24 hours a day. And you can't leave him alone.

0:29:410:29:47

192. I wonder where that goes.

0:29:500:29:51

HE CHUCKLES

0:29:510:29:53

He is very vulnerable. He has a big weakness somehow.

0:29:530:29:57

HE SIGHS

0:30:070:30:09

SHE SIGHS

0:30:090:30:11

SHE GROANS

0:30:110:30:13

Almost human.

0:30:130:30:15

James was born and brought up in southeast London

0:30:270:30:29

and still has close family ties here.

0:30:290:30:32

-And this is where his house was?

-Yeah.

0:30:320:30:34

-I just wondered...

-That's why he's walking ahead.

0:30:340:30:36

And that's exactly what I thought, I thought...

0:30:360:30:39

It was a bad place to stop.

0:30:390:30:41

-Keen to get through.

-Keen to get through, yeah, yeah.

0:30:410:30:44

Well, let's do that, then.

0:30:440:30:46

You know, a lot of emotional distress that I've got,

0:30:510:30:54

mainly, is about me messing up with my daughter.

0:30:540:30:57

I haven't been a proper dad to her since she was about seven or eight.

0:30:570:31:00

-Yeah.

-And you know, I can never make that up,

0:31:000:31:03

-she's 15 now.

-Yeah.

-Can never make it up, so...

0:31:030:31:07

You know, my dad was an alcoholic and I never wanted to be like him.

0:31:070:31:10

You know, he's a terrible dad

0:31:100:31:12

and I've turned into a bad dad to my daughter

0:31:120:31:14

and that destroys me. As soon as I start thinking about it I just

0:31:140:31:18

-instantly pick up a drink and just cut it out, you know.

-Yeah.

0:31:180:31:21

'I think he's feeling bereft.'

0:31:240:31:26

If it was me - if there would be one, real strong sense of failure

0:31:270:31:31

I'd feel, it would be the failure to see through my

0:31:310:31:34

commitment as a parent. Maybe his emotion, his anger

0:31:340:31:39

or his defiance are all symptoms of, you know, that separation.

0:31:390:31:43

-Now, I need to use the loo. There?

-If you'd like,

0:31:520:31:55

we're going to go in the church and use the facilities.

0:31:550:31:58

Jatinder relies on this homeless charity for food, showers

0:31:580:32:01

and a break from the cold.

0:32:010:32:04

-Morning, I'm Julia.

-Hi.

-Hi, I'm with J.

0:32:040:32:07

-Hi, Amanda.

-He's showing me around today.

0:32:070:32:10

-OK, so we'll just let you guys get on with it.

-Yeah.

0:32:100:32:12

It was set up by a volunteer, Amanda Cadogan, in a church,

0:32:120:32:16

to serve her local homeless community.

0:32:160:32:18

What we offer is a safe environment for the community.

0:32:180:32:21

And we see these guys all the time, but they have to do their part.

0:32:210:32:24

And take some responsibility for themselves,

0:32:240:32:26

because if people don't want the help...

0:32:260:32:29

-A lot of them don't.

-No. And you'd actually be surprised how many

0:32:290:32:31

people are quite comfortable living... It's a way of life,

0:32:310:32:34

it's familiar. It can take many years to address someone

0:32:340:32:38

and to bring someone into... What we would call a healthy community.

0:32:380:32:42

You know, they have been traumatised, they have been

0:32:420:32:44

desensitised and unless members of the community are willing

0:32:440:32:47

to get in there, it's just going to be a cycle that keeps going.

0:32:470:32:51

-What's your surname?

-Budwal. B-U-D-W-A-L.

0:32:510:32:55

What do you make of J? Do you think he can help himself?

0:32:560:33:00

I think he's in a cycle that's taken him some time to get there

0:33:000:33:03

and I think they also need lots of patience and time to get

0:33:030:33:06

out of it, I don't think there's a quick fix with homelessness.

0:33:060:33:09

You have to keep giving chances, if it takes five years,

0:33:090:33:12

ten years, 20 years for them to decide to break the cycle,

0:33:120:33:15

-you have to just be there.

-There we go.

-Thank you very much.

0:33:150:33:18

-I wish you all the best.

-Yeah, you too, have a merry Christmas.

0:33:180:33:20

Make the right choices now, mate, and see you soon, yeah.

0:33:200:33:23

-I'll do my best.

-All right, take care.

-Thank you, I'll see you later.

0:33:230:33:26

-Bye.

-See you, Amanda, thank you, bye-bye.

0:33:260:33:28

I'm disheartened and saddened because

0:33:300:33:33

I have realised that there is no easy fix

0:33:330:33:37

and you can be as kind and as well-meaning as you want...

0:33:370:33:41

And giving somebody a hot drink or money undoubtedly is

0:33:410:33:46

a caring and compassionate thing to do

0:33:460:33:48

but that's not going to fix the issue of homelessness.

0:33:480:33:51

And I'm... My mind is just...

0:33:520:33:55

..curdling with this massive problem and what, what we can do about it.

0:33:560:34:03

THEY CHATTER

0:34:130:34:17

In southeast London, James, Rodney and Nick again have got

0:34:170:34:20

nowhere to sleep.

0:34:200:34:22

Oi!

0:34:220:34:24

A situation one local resident has little sympathy for.

0:34:240:34:27

You're only fucking homeless cos you're a scag head...

0:34:310:34:33

You know what, you fucking...

0:34:330:34:36

And you have the cheek to say, "I don't get no help, I'm homeless."

0:34:360:34:41

I was street homeless for ten years, 20 years.

0:34:410:34:45

You're scagging, course you're going to be homeless, you mug.

0:34:450:34:49

-Boys...

-Get a life, get a life.

0:34:490:34:53

I've got a life...

0:34:530:34:55

-James, he's going, let him go.

-Let him go.

0:34:550:34:58

MAN CONTINUES SHOUTING

0:34:580:35:00

-Next time you see your dick, tell me.

-Someone you know, James?

0:35:000:35:04

Erm...

0:35:040:35:07

We're just going to wander across the road.

0:35:070:35:10

Like you see, right, everyone in Woolwich will tell ya

0:35:100:35:13

that I'm a street person. I stand my ground. If I lose, I lose,

0:35:130:35:16

-if I win, I win.

-You're not going to be bowed.

0:35:160:35:19

No, I'm not going to. No, never... Never.

0:35:190:35:21

-I've fought my ground all my life.

-All right, mate.

-Sorry...

0:35:220:35:25

No, no, no, don't be sorry.

0:35:250:35:27

In Croydon, Patricia is about to spend another night

0:35:350:35:38

in her tiny bedsit.

0:35:380:35:40

-I want my house back.

-Now, listen to me. Now, it's my turn now...

0:35:410:35:44

PATRICIA CHUCKLES

0:35:440:35:46

-You haven't got the house, my love.

-I know.

0:35:460:35:49

-But you've got to go on, don't let people grind you down.

-Yeah, but...

0:35:490:35:52

-Oh, stop...

-No, I realise what you're saying

0:35:520:35:55

but if somebody doesn't... These loss adjusters are

0:35:550:35:57

-companies that are set up...

-They haven't got a conscience.

0:35:570:36:00

But they're set up to profit at vulnerable people's expense.

0:36:000:36:04

-Yes...

-So, bugger 'em, I'm not going to let them.

0:36:040:36:07

-But you are.

-I don't care if I'm the only one in the world who has

0:36:070:36:10

to do it, I will do it. I cannot, I will do or die.

0:36:100:36:15

'She's totally stubborn.'

0:36:160:36:19

I said, "But you're onto a hiding to nothing, my love."

0:36:190:36:22

So, we've got two stubborn, independent women together?

0:36:230:36:27

But... Look here...

0:36:270:36:28

Well, I don't think you have, I don't think I am like...

0:36:290:36:32

And I think you've got a bloody cheek.

0:36:320:36:35

I bet you're going to get in tomorrow, Nick,

0:36:440:36:46

and just cuddle your family and say, "Thank fuck I'm home."

0:36:460:36:49

-Nah.

-"Thank fuck it's over, it is now!"

0:36:490:36:52

ALL CHEER

0:36:520:36:53

Still stuck for somewhere to bed down, James and Rodney return to the

0:36:550:36:59

car park that was home before they were kicked out.

0:36:590:37:03

-This was our bedroom.

-And this was my bed up here.

0:37:030:37:06

My bed used to be here, and James's was here.

0:37:060:37:09

We had the crates stacked up here with all of our food and

0:37:110:37:15

-everything else...

-And, and a view.

-Look at this as a penthouse view,

0:37:150:37:19

look at this, eh?

0:37:190:37:21

Sometimes when you've got a lot on your mind and you come out here,

0:37:210:37:24

-it's...

-Yeah.

-It's not that bad, is it?

0:37:240:37:27

You get a really nice view over this side, you can see The Shard.

0:37:270:37:31

In our situation, this is as close as you can get to normality,

0:37:330:37:37

but, like, they just ripped it all away from us in an hour,

0:37:370:37:40

they just took it all away, you know.

0:37:400:37:43

That's upsetting but it really makes you realise

0:37:430:37:46

you don't miss what you ain't got until it's gone.

0:37:460:37:48

It really is true. I used to have a house and I miss that

0:37:480:37:52

and, you know, now I'm missing the top of a car park.

0:37:520:37:55

I never thought I'd miss this, but I do, I do.

0:37:550:37:58

-John Bird's come to visit.

-John, this is Rodney.

0:38:010:38:05

Hello, Rodney, nice to meet you.

0:38:050:38:07

-Nice to meet you.

-This is John and this is James.

-Hello, James...

0:38:070:38:10

He's learned that James has been offered accommodation by the council

0:38:100:38:13

but hasn't yet taken it up.

0:38:130:38:16

Did you find that when you'd done a certain period of homelessness

0:38:160:38:19

-that it was almost harder to get off the street?

-Oh, yeah.

0:38:190:38:21

Because you get so use to it, it is part of your life.

0:38:210:38:24

And to put yourself back in a box...

0:38:240:38:27

Like, what I call a flat or a house or a room, it's like...

0:38:270:38:30

Did you find that?

0:38:300:38:32

I found it very difficult. In fact, I found it difficult

0:38:320:38:34

-to sleep indoors.

-Yeah.

-I really did.

0:38:340:38:37

-Do you see a way off the streets?

-Do you want to know the truth?

-Yeah.

0:38:370:38:40

Just to get a job where I go to work, I come home,

0:38:400:38:43

I respect myself and, more than anything, my daughter respects me,

0:38:430:38:47

that's the most important thing in my life at the moment

0:38:470:38:50

but when you're suffering with depression -

0:38:500:38:52

it's hard to have that drive to want to do that.

0:38:520:38:54

Give me that drive, please give me that drive.

0:38:540:38:57

I would think that the first thing you need to do

0:38:570:39:00

is to get some doctor behind you...

0:39:000:39:02

Because you can't sort out depression on the streets,

0:39:040:39:07

-it's just impossible.

-No.

-It's absolutely impossible.

0:39:070:39:09

Do you know what? I genuinely, for the sake of me becoming a

0:39:090:39:12

better dad to my daughter, I just want to be someone that she

0:39:120:39:15

can look up to and say, "That's my dad." And not,

0:39:150:39:18

-"That's not my dad."

-But you can get there, can't you?

0:39:180:39:21

Absolutely.

0:39:210:39:22

He comes across like a half-decent geezer.

0:39:220:39:25

He's been there, he's done it - why can't we?

0:39:250:39:28

I've accepted it too long, I don't want to do it any more,

0:39:280:39:31

I'm fed up with it. And yeah, I do, you know,

0:39:310:39:34

-fuck this.

-Cheers, bye-bye.

0:39:340:39:37

So you meet people like James and they tell you

0:39:370:39:40

that the reason they're homeless is because of a breakdown

0:39:400:39:43

in a relationship or a loss of job or something like that

0:39:430:39:47

and that may well be true.

0:39:470:39:49

But so many people I meet - have a problem which is deeper than that

0:39:490:39:54

and that's often to do with what's happened in their childhood.

0:39:540:39:58

And until we can find a way of dismantling the reasons

0:39:580:40:03

why people become homeless, we really are

0:40:030:40:06

limiting our ability as a society to respond to the

0:40:060:40:10

problems of people going off the rails

0:40:100:40:13

and becoming homeless and falling into our streets.

0:40:130:40:16

-Can't even go in together, look.

-Get in, get in, get in!

0:40:230:40:25

PATRICIA CHUCKLES

0:40:250:40:27

Christ...

0:40:270:40:29

In Croydon, Kim's trying to understand Patricia's

0:40:290:40:32

background and why life has become so difficult.

0:40:320:40:35

My mum died about six years ago, maybe, but she died on my birthday

0:40:370:40:40

and I swear blind she did that on purpose!

0:40:400:40:42

-You hadn't spoken to your mum?

-I hadn't spoken to my mum since 1992.

0:40:420:40:46

-Was she a good mum?

-No, she used to hit me with frying pans

0:40:460:40:50

and knock me down the stairs. You're joking, good mum?

0:40:500:40:53

It was a fault in your mother, she did things that weren't too good,

0:40:530:40:57

a fault. But you're talking years and years and years ago, aren't you?

0:40:570:41:01

Yeah, I know, but I don't let go...

0:41:010:41:02

SHE CHUCKLES

0:41:020:41:04

-Yeah, but this is what's wrong, isn't it?

-Yeah.

0:41:040:41:06

-Can't you put it in the grave and behave?

-Put her in the grave...

0:41:060:41:09

You're raking up things that have hurt you -

0:41:090:41:12

you've got to leave it behind, you're 60-bloody-5!

0:41:120:41:17

You're like Whatever Happened To Baby Jane?

0:41:170:41:19

Concentrate on your life, stop living in the past.

0:41:190:41:22

Do you know? You're a hell of a nice lady,

0:41:250:41:27

you are worth so much more, my love.

0:41:270:41:29

'I loathed my mother. She beat the crap out of me.

0:41:300:41:34

'Because she loved my father. And he left her.'

0:41:340:41:38

And she punished me every day of my life.

0:41:380:41:42

"I look at you, I see your father, you fucking little cow!"

0:41:420:41:45

Here we go.

0:41:470:41:49

-I will see you in the morning.

-You will.

-Bye!

-Bye.

0:41:490:41:52

And when she died, although I loathed her, it broke me up.

0:41:530:41:57

Cos I thought...

0:41:570:41:58

SHE SNIFFLES

0:42:070:42:09

SHE SOBS

0:42:100:42:12

You know, I just thought...

0:42:200:42:22

"You're a little child being hurt all the time..."

0:42:230:42:27

And you never get over it.

0:42:270:42:30

It's... In all your adult years... I regret...

0:42:300:42:33

The most thing I regret in my life...is never having had a

0:42:330:42:37

mum and dad that loved me. Because without that backbone

0:42:370:42:41

it's a damn struggle.

0:42:410:42:42

So, you see, we are what we've lived.

0:42:470:42:49

Yes, we are, we really are.

0:42:500:42:51

Yeah, we are. Yeah, that's right.

0:42:520:42:55

We'll go and sit here, bud.

0:43:090:43:10

HE SIGHS

0:43:110:43:13

Willie and Per have spent eight hours walking the streets.

0:43:130:43:17

Willie's struggling as he faces his final night sleeping rough.

0:43:170:43:21

My wife, Jill's stood by me through...

0:43:210:43:24

I keep saying she's stood by me through thin and thin,

0:43:240:43:26

cos there hasn't been much thick in the last few years.

0:43:260:43:29

THEY CHUCKLE

0:43:290:43:30

She's a lovely lady, I'm a very, very lucky man.

0:43:300:43:32

And she's my rock, she's my rock.

0:43:320:43:33

So, do you think your wife actually stopped you gambling?

0:43:330:43:36

Yeah, I think so.

0:43:360:43:38

Because mentally I was very weak. I got so depressed

0:43:380:43:41

-I wanted to commit suicide.

-Oh...

-I was really as low

0:43:410:43:43

as you could possibly be low. It's definitely destroyed my life

0:43:430:43:48

-as has drink destroyed yours.

-Yeah.

-OK, your drinking was

0:43:480:43:51

-brought on by misfortune in business...

-Yes.

0:43:510:43:54

-Where my misfortune in life has been brought on by myself.

-Yeah.

0:43:540:43:57

-Through gambling.

-Yeah.

-You know, I've got no excuse

0:43:570:44:00

for what's happened to me. I was always on the phone,

0:44:000:44:02

because I didn't want people to know that I was having the

0:44:020:44:05

-amount of money I was having on horses.

-There's no end, is there?

0:44:050:44:07

When you have credit, you end up saying,

0:44:070:44:09

"I'll have another £500-worth of chips, please.

0:44:090:44:11

-"I'll have another £500-worth of chips."

-Yeah.

0:44:110:44:13

And, "I've got to get that back because my wife won't know

0:44:130:44:16

-"I've done that." And that's how gambling is.

-Yeah.

0:44:160:44:18

-You know...

-You can relate it to alcohol as well...

-Absolutely.

0:44:180:44:21

A little bit... Yeah.

0:44:210:44:23

Same exchange.

0:44:230:44:25

-HE CHUCKLES

-It's amazing.

0:44:250:44:26

It's the final night on the streets of London for our four volunteers.

0:44:350:44:40

Oof!

0:44:400:44:41

You're going to be a path tomorrow.

0:44:450:44:47

The answer isn't just housing, it isn't just money,

0:44:500:44:52

it isn't just counselling.

0:44:520:44:54

People need support and they need...

0:44:550:44:58

They need respect.

0:44:580:45:00

Night, all.

0:45:020:45:03

While the others sleep...

0:45:090:45:11

SIRENS WAIL

0:45:110:45:13

..Willie's final night has run into trouble.

0:45:130:45:16

Hello, madam, all right?

0:45:160:45:18

I am. My foot has all swollen up and I just want to make sure it's OK...

0:45:180:45:22

He's about to have an X-ray on a swollen ankle.

0:45:220:45:25

Homelessness has been the hardest thing I think

0:45:250:45:29

I could ever imagine to do and it nearly broke me.

0:45:290:45:32

Well, it did break me. It's made me realise that these

0:45:320:45:36

homeless people... Erm, you know, I...

0:45:360:45:39

Goodness me, I find it amazing how they survive.

0:45:390:45:43

-Oh...

-Is it sore?

-Yeah.

-Yeah?

0:45:450:45:48

Says there's nothing broken, nothing that...

0:45:480:45:51

You know, a good night's rest won't help.

0:45:510:45:54

HE SIGHS

0:45:540:45:56

I don't know. I didn't want to quit, I wanted to see it out

0:45:560:45:58

and, erm... You know, that's the thing.

0:45:580:46:00

Wow.

0:46:040:46:06

It's very nice.

0:46:060:46:07

Willie is going to stay in a hotel for the second time

0:46:070:46:10

during this experience and has insisted Per gets a

0:46:100:46:14

-bed for the night, too.

-Very smart.

-Entre le maison.

0:46:140:46:19

-After you, my friend.

-Oh, wow.

-First hotel room for ten years, huh?

-Oh.

0:46:190:46:24

-WILLIE LAUGHS

-Oh, we've got loads of beds.

0:46:250:46:28

-Oh, wow.

-Soft enough for you?

0:46:290:46:32

WILLIE LAUGHS

0:46:320:46:33

-Very nice.

-I feel like a wimp - for the second time this week

0:46:330:46:37

I've ended up in a hotel room. The first time was just literally -

0:46:370:46:40

I couldn't cope with the situation. But then the next morning

0:46:400:46:44

I've decided to brush myself down and go for it.

0:46:440:46:46

And a couple of nights later - the foot...

0:46:460:46:50

-Oh!

-Gee whiz. Eh?

-Now I can see what you mean.

0:46:500:46:52

-Gee whiz.

-It is really, really swollen.

0:46:520:46:55

I mean, I can't believe it's not broken, can you?

0:46:550:46:57

-No, it's not broken.

-Yeah.

-But it could look like it's broken...

0:46:570:47:00

-Yeah.

-..but it's not.

-The nurse said, you know, put it up in the air and

0:47:000:47:04

obviously it would have been difficult in your tent

0:47:040:47:06

-to kind of put it this high, wouldn't it?

-Yeah, yeah, it would be.

0:47:060:47:10

-Maybe...

-Yeah, that would be good.

-A bit underneath.

0:47:100:47:13

I'll put it underneath and then I can rest my foot on that.

0:47:130:47:17

I'm actually half glad I've got the bad foot now

0:47:170:47:20

cos it meant Per could have a night's sleep in a hotel.

0:47:200:47:23

WILLIE CHUCKLES

0:47:230:47:25

-I feel like a human being again.

-Good man.

-Thank you very much.

-Good man.

0:47:250:47:29

How Per's done this for seven years in a tent,

0:47:290:47:32

just amazes me.

0:47:320:47:34

Oh...Jesus Christ!

0:47:340:47:36

LAUGHTER

0:47:360:47:37

OK, wake me up...in the morning, yeah.

0:47:370:47:40

-Do your things.

-Oh, bless you.

-Oh, it's really nice.

0:47:400:47:44

It's a real feeling, really. A bit like floating

0:47:450:47:48

in the water or something like that.

0:47:480:47:51

It's fantastic just the feeling that everything is clean and soft

0:47:510:47:56

and even the smell, it does something to you

0:47:560:48:00

and it's going to motivate me even more

0:48:000:48:03

to get away from the situation I'm in.

0:48:030:48:06

-Let's spend some time watching telly.

-Yeah, that's a good idea.

0:48:060:48:10

I'm going home.

0:48:310:48:32

SHE LAUGHS

0:48:320:48:34

Oh, God...

0:48:340:48:36

Full of aches and pains...

0:48:360:48:39

but I'm happy...

0:48:390:48:40

SHE EXHALES

0:48:410:48:43

SHE LAUGHS

0:48:430:48:44

-Hello, young man.

-You all right?

-Yeah, very good.

0:48:440:48:47

-Very good.

-Rodney's made you the bed.

-Yeah.

-Great bed.

-Yeah.

0:48:470:48:52

You met John Bird.

0:48:520:48:53

That conversation with him

0:48:530:48:55

seemed to change something within you a little bit.

0:48:550:48:58

I do suffer with depression but I know

0:48:580:49:00

that my depression is not anywhere near as bad as it was

0:49:000:49:03

and so now I feel like I can move on, you know.

0:49:030:49:07

I've got to do it in order to be a better person for my daughter

0:49:070:49:11

and that's what's egging me on more because you know,

0:49:110:49:13

-I have messed up as a father...

-Yeah.

-Not all her life

0:49:130:49:17

but definitely in the recent years but, you know...

0:49:170:49:20

-You want to put that right.

-I do want to put that right, yeah, definitely.

0:49:200:49:23

-Definitely, definitely.

-I know you can.

0:49:230:49:25

-My father loved his drink and the problem with my father...

-Uh-huh...

0:49:390:49:43

-is he became violent when he'd had a drink.

-Oh...

0:49:430:49:47

And that is something that I found very hard...

0:49:470:49:50

My dad was, like I say, a very big drinker and so much so...

0:49:500:49:53

He even brought a lady into the house...

0:49:530:49:56

-Locked my mother in the cellar...

-Whoa...

0:49:560:49:59

..so he could have the lady in the room. This is just when he's drunk.

0:49:590:50:02

-Oh...

-And that left a mental scar.

0:50:020:50:05

When he had his first stroke - he lost his voice

0:50:050:50:07

and he would cry. Now, whether he was crying because

0:50:070:50:10

the stroke had made him do that or he'd realised over the years

0:50:100:50:13

-what he'd done to the family...

-And what did that do to you? I can see

0:50:130:50:17

you get emotional...

0:50:170:50:19

WILLIE STAMMERS

0:50:190:50:20

Easy...

0:50:200:50:22

Easy...

0:50:230:50:25

Breathe. Breathe.

0:50:250:50:26

You are in the right place to breathe.

0:50:260:50:28

That was a big thing...

0:50:300:50:31

I haven't been emotional till this last five days, you know...

0:50:310:50:35

-OK.

-I go around tickety-boo, everybody thinks...

0:50:350:50:39

-everything's fine, it's not.

-Yeah.

0:50:390:50:42

I understand that.

0:50:420:50:43

-So, are you nearly there?

-Yeah, here we go, I can see Jamal.

0:50:580:51:01

Oh, God....

0:51:010:51:03

I am indeed...

0:51:030:51:05

-Omar, is it?

-Jamal.

-Jamal, sorry, nice to meet you, yeah.

0:51:050:51:07

Nice to meet you, Jamal, pleasure.

0:51:070:51:09

Jatinder has come to meet with Jamal, the boss

0:51:090:51:11

of a coffee business operating in partnership

0:51:110:51:14

with The Big Issue, which offers work to homeless job-seekers.

0:51:140:51:18

Homelessness can happen to anybody at any time in their life.

0:51:180:51:22

For us, what's happened in the past doesn't really matter,

0:51:220:51:25

it's all about who that person is now.

0:51:250:51:27

We try and understand that person's individual capabilities

0:51:270:51:31

and then give them the opportunity to work as a barista

0:51:310:51:34

and take the next step forward.

0:51:340:51:36

-LAUGHTER

-I think the milk needed a bit more bubbles.

-Yeah!

0:51:360:51:40

I'm going to need some practice.

0:51:400:51:42

Obviously, we need to have a bit of a trial and

0:51:420:51:44

just make sure he's the right person but I think Jatinder really is...

0:51:440:51:47

-He seems to be in the right place.

-Seems to be in the right place

0:51:470:51:50

and you get a good feeling and that's what you're looking for.

0:51:500:51:52

-Yeah.

-Jatinder will undergo training and a week's trial.

0:51:520:51:56

If he's successful, he'll manage his own coffee cart

0:51:560:52:00

-and be paid the living wage.

-Cheers for this opportunity, Jamal, seriously.

0:52:000:52:03

It's down to you, it's not anything else.

0:52:030:52:06

I won't be letting you down, I ain't going to let myself down,

0:52:060:52:09

so I won't be letting you down.

0:52:090:52:11

Erm, so... This is where I say goodbye to you.

0:52:110:52:14

Oh, you going, are you?! Well...

0:52:140:52:16

Cheers for being my guest.

0:52:170:52:19

HE CHUCKLES

0:52:190:52:21

Thank you. It has been an experience. I'll see you later,

0:52:210:52:25

-thank you.

-Bye, J.

-See ya.

0:52:250:52:27

He's got the confidence, he's got the personality,

0:52:390:52:41

he's got it all going down. He'll do well, I know he will.

0:52:410:52:44

-Don't ever lose contact.

-I won't.

-I'm dying for you to get a place.

0:52:470:52:51

I know, thank you...

0:52:510:52:53

It's been smashing...

0:52:530:52:54

Take care of yourself...

0:52:550:52:57

You look after yourself, as well, yeah.

0:53:000:53:02

Don't be upset. It's life. We have to...make the most of what

0:53:020:53:05

you've got and get on with it, you know, it's all you can do.

0:53:050:53:08

It's that or give up.

0:53:080:53:10

-Well, this is St Pancras, my friend.

-Yeah, the big station.

0:53:110:53:15

-And you've got to go back to...

-The big end.

-The big end.

0:53:150:53:18

It's been an absolute pleasure. Absolute pleasure.

0:53:180:53:20

I think, without my wife, Jill...I would have probably given

0:53:200:53:24

up on more than one occasion but, you know, Per's made

0:53:240:53:27

me realise that you've got to be strong.

0:53:270:53:30

He's finished drinking. Am I going to have a bet any more?

0:53:300:53:33

I hope not.

0:53:330:53:35

-You know, I really wish you luck, yeah?

-Thanks.

0:53:350:53:38

-And I will never, ever forget you.

-Thanks.

-All right, mate.

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-Cheers, mate, thanks.

-All right...

0:53:410:53:43

If I was to hope for one thing for James -

0:53:430:53:45

it would be that he's reconciled with his daughter.

0:53:450:53:48

If he's in a position where he can see his daughter

0:53:480:53:50

and the people around his daughter are happy for him to see her,

0:53:500:53:54

that would be brilliant. Hopefully for her, definitely for him

0:53:540:53:58

and it will also mean that he's got to a place that

0:53:580:54:02

is giving him half a chance.

0:54:020:54:04

Hiya!

0:54:040:54:06

-Hi!

-Hello!

0:54:080:54:11

-I missed you!

-Did you?!

0:54:130:54:16

Why shouldn't you cry?

0:54:180:54:20

-You need a shave.

-I need a shower.

0:54:220:54:26

-How are you, mate, are you all right?

-Oh, hello.

-Hello.

0:54:260:54:30

Oh...

0:54:310:54:34

Oh, dear...

0:54:340:54:36

It's really good to see you, lovely.

0:54:360:54:39

Well done, we're really proud of you. Really proud of you.

0:54:390:54:43

It was an important experience to have for me

0:54:450:54:48

and for them because there's stuff to tell them and teach them and...

0:54:480:54:51

BABY GURGLES

0:54:510:54:53

..yeah. Yeah. And I'm lucky cos they were here waiting for me.

0:54:530:54:57

I had something to come back to.

0:54:570:54:59

One of the most humbling things that I've learnt out there is that

0:55:010:55:04

how close I was to being in that situation.

0:55:040:55:07

You really need to appreciate how much your family love you

0:55:070:55:10

and we are around for you...

0:55:100:55:12

It's so easy to take all that for granted

0:55:120:55:15

-and disregard it because we're always here and...

-Yeah.

0:55:150:55:19

You know, you can't just keep carrying on what you were doing.

0:55:190:55:23

-Have you got any answers to it?

-I wish I had some answers,

0:55:240:55:27

I was... There aren't any simple answers.

0:55:270:55:30

It's going to be down to human kindness, volunteers,

0:55:300:55:33

commerce - who want to get involved who can really help

0:55:330:55:37

on an individual basis.

0:55:370:55:39

-One cappuccino, sir?

-Yes, please.

0:56:100:56:13

-Ready to rock and roll.

-Nice.

0:56:130:56:15

So far, things are going really, really good.

0:56:150:56:17

This one opportunity has opened so many doors for me.

0:56:170:56:21

Get your cappuccinos...

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I'm a lot more independent, you know, it is an amazing project.

0:56:230:56:27

You know what I mean, I'm proud to be part of it.

0:56:270:56:30

Sport Relief money is at work tonight all across the UK.

0:56:330:56:37

It's supporting the homeless, not just to survive

0:56:370:56:40

but to get off the streets. Giving people like these

0:56:400:56:43

a chance to rebuild their lives.

0:56:430:56:45

You can make a real difference to people who have lost their homes.

0:56:450:56:49

To make a donation...

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