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This programme contains strong language. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:07 | |
In the last five years, | 0:00:07 | 0:00:09 | |
the number of homeless people across the country has doubled. | 0:00:09 | 0:00:12 | |
The rising cost of housing means eight million of us | 0:00:12 | 0:00:15 | |
have only enough money saved to cover one month's rent or mortgage. | 0:00:15 | 0:00:19 | |
I've built so much up in my life - | 0:00:19 | 0:00:21 | |
my house, my daughter, my girlfriend - | 0:00:21 | 0:00:23 | |
and, all of a sudden, a run of luck just took it all away from me | 0:00:23 | 0:00:26 | |
and then I'm on the streets. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:27 | |
With support services having their budgets cut, | 0:00:27 | 0:00:30 | |
life's getting tougher for those living on the street. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:33 | |
Any spare change at all? | 0:00:33 | 0:00:36 | |
In aid of Sport Relief, | 0:00:36 | 0:00:37 | |
four volunteers have abandoned their fame and fortune... | 0:00:37 | 0:00:40 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:00:40 | 0:00:42 | |
..to face the frightening reality of life on the streets. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:44 | |
DOG BARKS | 0:00:44 | 0:00:45 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:00:45 | 0:00:47 | |
They've found out what it's like to go from having everything... | 0:00:48 | 0:00:53 | |
SIREN WAILS ..to absolutely nothing. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:56 | |
What a terrible life. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:58 | |
Ex-snooker pro Willie Thorne... | 0:00:58 | 0:01:00 | |
Homelessness nearly broke me. | 0:01:00 | 0:01:02 | |
Well, it did break me. | 0:01:02 | 0:01:03 | |
..presenter Julia Bradbury... | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
My family are definitely worried about me. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:09 | |
They didn't want me to do this at all. | 0:01:09 | 0:01:12 | |
..comedian Nick Hancock... | 0:01:12 | 0:01:13 | |
My first instinct is to get through tonight. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:18 | |
Where's the milk of human kindness in that? | 0:01:18 | 0:01:21 | |
..and TV personality Kim Woodburn. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:23 | |
I would rather be dead than homeless. | 0:01:23 | 0:01:26 | |
SIRENS WAIL | 0:01:27 | 0:01:28 | |
They've tasted what it's like to lose your home, your family, | 0:01:28 | 0:01:31 | |
your identity... | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
-You only know this because you're a scag head! -James... | 0:01:33 | 0:01:35 | |
..to not know who to trust. | 0:01:35 | 0:01:38 | |
You're a disgrace, | 0:01:38 | 0:01:39 | |
cos you're a little horror. | 0:01:39 | 0:01:41 | |
She's a con artist. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:43 | |
I can't let anybody do that to me. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:45 | |
This time, can they discover the truth | 0:01:45 | 0:01:48 | |
about why so many people in the UK end up homeless? | 0:01:48 | 0:01:52 | |
This is a man that does not deserve to be living like this. | 0:01:52 | 0:01:55 | |
And what will it mean for their own lives? | 0:01:55 | 0:01:58 | |
-Do not complain. -No, I've finished. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
He's trying to escape from the reality of it all. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:04 | |
You see, we are what we've lived. | 0:02:04 | 0:02:06 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:02:17 | 0:02:19 | |
I was swelling up all over my legs and arms, | 0:02:19 | 0:02:21 | |
I was getting a headache. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
My body had given up. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:24 | |
I just couldn't go on any more. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
I just needed a night off. | 0:02:26 | 0:02:28 | |
The four Sport Relief volunteers | 0:02:28 | 0:02:30 | |
are only halfway through their time on the streets. | 0:02:30 | 0:02:34 | |
It is hell on this earth. | 0:02:34 | 0:02:37 | |
You don't feel like a female. | 0:02:37 | 0:02:38 | |
You feel dirty, filthy and judged. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:41 | |
They're meeting up again with John Bird - | 0:02:43 | 0:02:45 | |
a former rough sleeper and founder of the Big Issue magazine. | 0:02:45 | 0:02:49 | |
Cheers, mate. | 0:02:49 | 0:02:51 | |
He's running this experience... | 0:02:51 | 0:02:53 | |
Hello, Nick. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:54 | |
-..and is about to put them back on the streets. -Hi. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:58 | |
But this time, they won't be alone. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:00 | |
Hello, Willie. | 0:03:00 | 0:03:01 | |
Arriving for duty, sir. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:03 | |
How are you doing? Have they slaved you as well? | 0:03:04 | 0:03:08 | |
-Good morning. -Morning. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:09 | |
Three days ago, four of you went out onto the streets | 0:03:09 | 0:03:14 | |
to sleep rough | 0:03:14 | 0:03:16 | |
and to experience homelessness. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:18 | |
Unfortunately, one of you slept in a hotel last night. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:21 | |
Tell us about that. | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
Well, I'd just got to the end of my tether, really. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:25 | |
I was really struggling and I said, | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
"Look, I'm happy to continue this | 0:03:27 | 0:03:28 | |
"but I just need to have a night off." | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
I didn't want to quit, | 0:03:31 | 0:03:32 | |
-but I came very close to quitting. -Yep. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:34 | |
Can I just ask about Kim's experience? | 0:03:34 | 0:03:37 | |
Because you've, kind of, come up with this idea | 0:03:37 | 0:03:41 | |
that there are two kinds of homeless people. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:43 | |
Most definitely. | 0:03:43 | 0:03:44 | |
I found lazy bums... | 0:03:44 | 0:03:46 | |
..and I found wonderful people. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:48 | |
What about the lazy bums? I'm interested. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:50 | |
Yeah, I'm interested because, | 0:03:50 | 0:03:52 | |
when I was on the street, | 0:03:52 | 0:03:53 | |
I was one of those bums. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:54 | |
I came across a girl, 18. | 0:03:54 | 0:03:57 | |
I said, "You're a lazy little bum | 0:03:57 | 0:04:00 | |
"and you're a disgrace!" | 0:04:00 | 0:04:01 | |
Sorry, I don't mince words. | 0:04:01 | 0:04:04 | |
I'm sorry, I disagree with you | 0:04:04 | 0:04:06 | |
and I don't mince words either. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:07 | |
That may be your opinion, and that's fine. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:09 | |
It doesn't make it a fact, | 0:04:09 | 0:04:11 | |
-it doesn't make it the end of the argument. -Oh, yes, it does. | 0:04:11 | 0:04:14 | |
It may be in your head, but, you know... | 0:04:14 | 0:04:16 | |
then everybody else should be allowed to say what they think. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
-All right. -I haven't got a second in my life to bullshit. | 0:04:18 | 0:04:21 | |
I'll tell you what I definitely found. She's a bum! | 0:04:21 | 0:04:24 | |
Kim, I'm going to cut you dead there. | 0:04:24 | 0:04:25 | |
-Well, I'm sorry. I'll say it, but I believe it. -I can tell you, | 0:04:25 | 0:04:28 | |
I believe that everybody is redeemable. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:30 | |
-You've got to give everybody... -The same chance. | 0:04:30 | 0:04:32 | |
..the chance of redemption. | 0:04:32 | 0:04:34 | |
You don't know what's going on at home. | 0:04:34 | 0:04:36 | |
-You don't know what her mum is. -Can we...? -Well... | 0:04:36 | 0:04:38 | |
Can we now crack on here? | 0:04:38 | 0:04:40 | |
So, now we're moving on to a new stage. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:43 | |
What we're going to do is | 0:04:43 | 0:04:46 | |
put you with a homeless buddy. | 0:04:46 | 0:04:48 | |
I'll describe them to you. | 0:04:48 | 0:04:50 | |
Two of them are addicts, | 0:04:50 | 0:04:52 | |
one of them has been a drunk, | 0:04:52 | 0:04:54 | |
one is a 65-year-old lady | 0:04:54 | 0:04:56 | |
who has been homeless for the last three years | 0:04:56 | 0:05:00 | |
and the other one has been in and out the nick. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:03 | |
You're going to get close to these people, | 0:05:03 | 0:05:05 | |
you're going to be kipping down with them, | 0:05:05 | 0:05:07 | |
but I'm not giving you social workers, | 0:05:07 | 0:05:10 | |
I'm giving you people who are real, | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
have got real problems, | 0:05:13 | 0:05:14 | |
so spend a bit of time finding out why they're homeless. | 0:05:14 | 0:05:18 | |
Anyway, good luck and thank you very much. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:21 | |
ALL: Thank you very much. | 0:05:21 | 0:05:24 | |
The next three days are going to be a lot more difficult for them | 0:05:24 | 0:05:29 | |
because they're going to get really close | 0:05:29 | 0:05:31 | |
to people who are living a disaster | 0:05:31 | 0:05:34 | |
and a personal tragedy. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:36 | |
They are very, very troubled people. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:39 | |
John's sending Nick to live alongside two homeless friends | 0:05:44 | 0:05:48 | |
in South East London. | 0:05:48 | 0:05:49 | |
SCREAMING | 0:05:49 | 0:05:51 | |
It's just such an incredible contrast to... | 0:05:51 | 0:05:53 | |
both the West End and the city. | 0:05:53 | 0:05:55 | |
Until a few years ago, the men had good jobs, homes and families. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:03 | |
Now they're living on the streets. | 0:06:03 | 0:06:06 | |
Hello. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:07 | |
-Oh, They Think It's All Over. -THEY LAUGH | 0:06:08 | 0:06:11 | |
-How are you, boys? -Not too bad, yourself? -Good to see you. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:14 | |
-How you doing? What's your name? -Rodney. -Rodney. I'm Nick. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:16 | |
-Nick. I know who you are, Nick. -Oh. | 0:06:16 | 0:06:18 | |
I didn't think I knew you. I'm James. | 0:06:18 | 0:06:20 | |
James, I'm Nick. | 0:06:20 | 0:06:22 | |
I'm going to be spending a couple of days with you, | 0:06:22 | 0:06:24 | |
-if that's all right with you. -Yeah. -Yeah. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
But what you don't understand is, | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
we've been chucked out of our place where we were staying. | 0:06:28 | 0:06:30 | |
It was basically a place we lived for four months. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:33 | |
It was, like, at the top of a car park, but we made it into our house. | 0:06:33 | 0:06:36 | |
It was somewhere that we called home. | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
This is the car park James and Rodney used to squat, | 0:06:40 | 0:06:43 | |
along with other local homeless people. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:45 | |
The top window. | 0:06:45 | 0:06:47 | |
That's the penthouse suite. | 0:06:47 | 0:06:49 | |
James became homeless nine months ago. | 0:06:50 | 0:06:54 | |
I lost my nan, | 0:06:54 | 0:06:55 | |
then I lost my grandad, | 0:06:55 | 0:06:57 | |
my mum had a double brain haemorrhage, | 0:06:57 | 0:06:59 | |
I started drinking, I started not thinking about work any more | 0:06:59 | 0:07:02 | |
and then, just one thing after another | 0:07:02 | 0:07:05 | |
and I ended up on the street. | 0:07:05 | 0:07:07 | |
You know, at one point, I had a beautiful girlfriend, | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
a beautiful daughter... | 0:07:09 | 0:07:11 | |
She's such a beautiful girl. | 0:07:11 | 0:07:12 | |
It ruins me to think that I've made such mistakes with her | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
and I hope she can see that she is in my life every day. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
Two days ago, they were issued with a dispersal order by the police | 0:07:21 | 0:07:25 | |
and had to leave within the hour. | 0:07:25 | 0:07:27 | |
So, where are you stopping now? | 0:07:27 | 0:07:29 | |
-Well... -We haven't got a clue. -No. | 0:07:29 | 0:07:31 | |
-Right, so, we're going to find somewhere between us, are we? -Yes. | 0:07:31 | 0:07:34 | |
OK. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:36 | |
And you can feel the biting cold, can't you? | 0:07:45 | 0:07:48 | |
Yeah, we want... | 0:07:48 | 0:07:49 | |
The bus over there has got to turn around and come back. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:53 | |
Kim's spending the next three days in Croydon | 0:07:53 | 0:07:55 | |
with 65-year-old Patricia, | 0:07:55 | 0:07:57 | |
whose five bedroom home was destroyed in a house fire. | 0:07:57 | 0:08:01 | |
-SMOKE ALARM BLARES -Yeah, this is what happened. -Yep. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:05 | |
Because it's so small, | 0:08:05 | 0:08:07 | |
this is what happens all the time | 0:08:07 | 0:08:08 | |
and I'm not burning anything. | 0:08:08 | 0:08:10 | |
Since the fire, | 0:08:10 | 0:08:11 | |
she's been locked in a dispute with her insurance company | 0:08:11 | 0:08:14 | |
and is now officially homeless, | 0:08:14 | 0:08:15 | |
living in emergency accommodation. | 0:08:15 | 0:08:17 | |
A six-by-ten-foot bedsit. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:19 | |
You still want to retain pride, | 0:08:19 | 0:08:23 | |
but be very label "homeless" | 0:08:23 | 0:08:25 | |
takes pride away from you. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:27 | |
And to keep hold of it | 0:08:27 | 0:08:29 | |
means you've got to be a fighter. | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
A far cry from my five-bedroom house and handmade kitchen. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:35 | |
Come on, we've got to go. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:40 | |
I haven't used a bus in years. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:46 | |
-Snobby woman. -I'm not snobby... | 0:08:46 | 0:08:48 | |
-I'm not snobby. -I'm joking. | 0:08:48 | 0:08:50 | |
Honestly. But I just... You know. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:52 | |
But isn't it warm? Ooh. | 0:08:52 | 0:08:55 | |
-It's nice. -I might do this more often. Not. | 0:08:56 | 0:08:59 | |
Patricia's just moved into an even smaller room. | 0:08:59 | 0:09:02 | |
What do I do? I don't know what I do with this. What do I do? | 0:09:02 | 0:09:04 | |
-We're getting off. -Oh, God. We're getting off? | 0:09:04 | 0:09:06 | |
Kim's about to see the reality | 0:09:06 | 0:09:08 | |
for over 100,000 homeless people in the UK. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:11 | |
Officially deemed most vulnerable, | 0:09:11 | 0:09:13 | |
yet who can't get a council flat due to housing shortages. | 0:09:13 | 0:09:16 | |
Poor bugger. | 0:09:16 | 0:09:18 | |
This includes those affected by fires and floods, | 0:09:18 | 0:09:21 | |
people with disabilities and children. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:25 | |
When you, a lady of 65, | 0:09:25 | 0:09:27 | |
have to walk into this room, | 0:09:27 | 0:09:29 | |
what do you think? | 0:09:29 | 0:09:30 | |
You get a big sinking feeling in your heart and you think, | 0:09:30 | 0:09:32 | |
"For Christ's sake, what did I do to deserve this?" | 0:09:32 | 0:09:36 | |
Well, you didn't actually, you were a victim... | 0:09:36 | 0:09:38 | |
I'm going to get teary now. | 0:09:38 | 0:09:39 | |
That's all right. That's all right. | 0:09:39 | 0:09:41 | |
So, you sit in here... | 0:09:41 | 0:09:43 | |
I wake up in the morning and the first thought is, | 0:09:43 | 0:09:45 | |
"For Christ's sake, let me get out of here." | 0:09:45 | 0:09:48 | |
I know, darling, I know. | 0:09:48 | 0:09:51 | |
Sometimes you can... | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
Come on. | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
-Come on. -I can't bear it. | 0:09:55 | 0:09:57 | |
-Come on, darling. -I hate crying. | 0:09:57 | 0:09:59 | |
It will finish one day but it is a hell. | 0:09:59 | 0:10:01 | |
It's a hell for you, isn't it? | 0:10:01 | 0:10:03 | |
I really don't want to be here. I know I've got a roof over my head. | 0:10:03 | 0:10:06 | |
I'm aware of that. But you don't feel like you're living. | 0:10:06 | 0:10:09 | |
You barely feel like you're existing. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:11 | |
I concur with that because it's dreadful. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:14 | |
It's minuscule. It's Victorian is what it is. | 0:10:14 | 0:10:19 | |
It's Oliver with different clothes. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:22 | |
-How are you doing? -Hello. -What's your name? -It's Per. -Peter? | 0:10:29 | 0:10:34 | |
-Per. -Per. -Yes. -Nice to see you. Where are you from? -I'm from Denmark. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:38 | |
-You're kidding. -But been here for 20 years. | 0:10:38 | 0:10:41 | |
And how long have you been on the street? | 0:10:41 | 0:10:43 | |
-Six, seven years now, so it's a long time. -You look immaculate. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:47 | |
Thank you. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
At least. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:50 | |
Willie will be experiencing life with Per, a former company | 0:10:50 | 0:10:54 | |
director who is now homeless. | 0:10:54 | 0:10:56 | |
Seven years ago when Per couldn't afford to pay | 0:11:01 | 0:11:04 | |
the rent on his flat he came up with an unusual solution. | 0:11:04 | 0:11:08 | |
This is my home. | 0:11:10 | 0:11:11 | |
Sometimes you feel like a second-class citizen. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:16 | |
You do look at people's houses, people's cars, | 0:11:16 | 0:11:19 | |
and thinking, "Why is that not me?" | 0:11:19 | 0:11:21 | |
You feel like you are scum. | 0:11:21 | 0:11:23 | |
Some of my business ventures went sadly wrong. I lost a lot of money. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:30 | |
My mother died of cancer. I lost a child in the hospital, dead born. | 0:11:30 | 0:11:36 | |
A lot of trauma. | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
It's a bit like a domino effect. | 0:11:40 | 0:11:42 | |
One thing go wrong, then it goes second thing wrong, | 0:11:42 | 0:11:45 | |
and you end up in a situation like this. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:47 | |
Per's traumatic life events have also resulted in a battle with addiction. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:56 | |
I used to be alcoholic but I don't drink any more. I stopped. | 0:11:56 | 0:12:00 | |
-How long ago was that? -A couple of months ago. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:03 | |
I've been a gambler myself and it's ruined my life over the years. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:07 | |
It cost me my first marriage. I am actually bankrupt at the moment. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:10 | |
-I went bankrupt six, seven weeks ago. -Yeah. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:13 | |
It's amazing how you've got into just sleeping rough. | 0:12:13 | 0:12:17 | |
I never thought that myself. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:18 | |
I used to have Mercedes and five bedroom house | 0:12:18 | 0:12:21 | |
-and everything over here... -Really? -..but things fall apart. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:25 | |
Julia is in west London and about to walk in the shoes of Jatinder. | 0:12:37 | 0:12:40 | |
Hey, how are you doing? I'm Julia. Hi, how are you. | 0:12:40 | 0:12:45 | |
-Nice to meet you. -Yeah, nice to meet you as well. | 0:12:45 | 0:12:47 | |
Jatinder once had a promising career working for the Ministry Of Defence. | 0:12:47 | 0:12:51 | |
He is now homeless. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:52 | |
-I've been in prison and... -What were you in prison for? Can I ask? | 0:12:52 | 0:12:56 | |
-I'd rather not say. -I'm going to be spending a couple of days with you. | 0:12:56 | 0:12:59 | |
I'd feel more comfortable if I knew. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
-I was up for possession with intent to supply. -OK. | 0:13:02 | 0:13:05 | |
What was the drug if you don't mind me asking? | 0:13:05 | 0:13:07 | |
I'd rather not talk about it. That's not what we're here to talk about. | 0:13:07 | 0:13:10 | |
No, no, no, but I'm interested. OK. So, from my point of view, OK, | 0:13:10 | 0:13:13 | |
back again to, I'm going to spend time you. Any other time inside? | 0:13:13 | 0:13:15 | |
-Anything that if you were me you'd want to know? -No. You don't need to be concerned about anything. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:20 | |
-You're all right. -OK. All right. | 0:13:20 | 0:13:23 | |
Jatinder's life unravelled after a relationship | 0:13:24 | 0:13:27 | |
broke down and he slipped into drug addiction and crime. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:30 | |
He now sleeps alone in the stairwell of this tower block. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:35 | |
Sometimes I can just stand here and look out into the distance and think | 0:13:38 | 0:13:43 | |
to myself of certain things that I need to do and where my life's going. | 0:13:43 | 0:13:47 | |
I've done a few wrongs and I had to pay the price for that | 0:13:47 | 0:13:51 | |
but there's so much potential out there where... Meaning | 0:13:51 | 0:13:54 | |
I could go out there and make something of my life. | 0:13:54 | 0:13:58 | |
And instead I'm sleeping on a stairwell. | 0:13:58 | 0:14:00 | |
My life should be better than this. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:03 | |
Jatinder has served 14 months in Wormwood Scrubs prison. | 0:14:08 | 0:14:11 | |
Getting back to work with a criminal record | 0:14:11 | 0:14:14 | |
and no fixed address is a challenge. | 0:14:14 | 0:14:16 | |
I've had people come up to me and say, "Go get yourself a job. | 0:14:18 | 0:14:21 | |
"Why are you sat there on the street?" | 0:14:21 | 0:14:23 | |
But it's difficult. Let's just say if I did get a job. | 0:14:23 | 0:14:26 | |
Am I going to run and use McDonald's toilets every day to sort myself out? | 0:14:26 | 0:14:30 | |
I know, I know. | 0:14:30 | 0:14:31 | |
-Have you ever took drugs? -I've had experience of drugs. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:41 | |
I've got friends who've got in trouble with drugs. | 0:14:41 | 0:14:44 | |
In South-east London Nick's beginning to realise that homelessness | 0:14:44 | 0:14:47 | |
isn't James and Rodney's only problem. | 0:14:47 | 0:14:50 | |
I'll leave you guys to it. | 0:14:50 | 0:14:51 | |
-Off you go. I'll see you a bit later. -I'll be two seconds. -All right. -All right. | 0:14:51 | 0:14:54 | |
-All right, I'll be back in a minute. -All right. | 0:14:54 | 0:14:57 | |
-He's going to get sick in a minute. -Is he? | 0:14:59 | 0:15:01 | |
-Is he getting on a down, down? -He's a heroin addict. | 0:15:01 | 0:15:04 | |
Now he's about to puke and shit himself. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
Erm... Let's leave him to do what he has to do. | 0:15:10 | 0:15:15 | |
-He doesn't get buzzing. It doesn't get nothing of it... -It just gets him through. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:18 | |
..but he stops feeling sick. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:20 | |
And what you used to do to make you feel special now you have to do to make you feel normal. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:24 | |
And that happens with a lot of addictions. | 0:15:24 | 0:15:27 | |
-This is a fire escape. -Come on, mate. -It's a fire escape. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:33 | |
-Right, so is it so important that you have to push us away? -Yes. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:38 | |
It's a fire escape. I could call the fire brigade here and ask them... | 0:15:38 | 0:15:42 | |
-Call -them, then. This is a fire escape. | 0:15:42 | 0:15:45 | |
I don't give a fuck about your fire escape, mate. | 0:15:45 | 0:15:47 | |
Well, then fuck off if you don't give a fuck about our fire escape. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:49 | |
-You fuck off then. -Go away. Go and find a home somewhere. | 0:15:49 | 0:15:53 | |
-Come on. -Horrible old bastard. -Leave him to it. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:58 | |
-Excuse me. Celebrity coming through. -Celebrity! High five! | 0:16:09 | 0:16:12 | |
Most nights James and Rodney head to the High Street on a mission | 0:16:17 | 0:16:20 | |
to beg for money. | 0:16:20 | 0:16:22 | |
-Can you spare any change for the homeless? -Maybe? -Only a couple of quid. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:27 | |
Don't worry, darling. You have a good day. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:29 | |
-The worst one for me is being ignored. -Yeah, yeah. | 0:16:29 | 0:16:32 | |
-Being ignored. It makes you feel like that. -Yeah, yeah. | 0:16:32 | 0:16:34 | |
You already spend a lot of the time looking up | 0:16:34 | 0:16:37 | |
-and let alone being ignored as well. -Yeah. Yeah. -Yeah? -Yeah. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:40 | |
That's what I was saying the other day, | 0:16:40 | 0:16:42 | |
we really do feel like we're bottom of the ladder. | 0:16:42 | 0:16:45 | |
All right, can I ask everyone, | 0:16:45 | 0:16:47 | |
when I ask for money in the street, do you think that I'm a beggar, | 0:16:47 | 0:16:50 | |
just had nothing in my life, or do you realise that I've had a | 0:16:50 | 0:16:53 | |
past and that I'm asking for help? | 0:16:53 | 0:16:56 | |
-Everybody's got a past. -Is there anyone that understands that I haven't always lived this way? | 0:16:56 | 0:17:01 | |
And I've got no money. You haven't got any money you could give me to get a drink? | 0:17:03 | 0:17:06 | |
I literally haven't got a penny. I'm staying on the streets for a week with my mates here. | 0:17:06 | 0:17:10 | |
-Come on, we'll buy you some fish and chips, mate. Are you hungry? -Yeah... -We need money. | 0:17:10 | 0:17:13 | |
This is the rule. Never give money. | 0:17:13 | 0:17:15 | |
-Is that -what you think? If you've got a bad habit, I'm against that. | 0:17:15 | 0:17:18 | |
I don't want you... I don't want to give you money | 0:17:18 | 0:17:20 | |
and you go and buy alcohol. | 0:17:20 | 0:17:21 | |
I used to have 20 people working for me. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:23 | |
I turned over about £390,000 in one year. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:25 | |
And it's like everyone will look at me now | 0:17:25 | 0:17:27 | |
and just think that I'm nothing and I've never done nothing. | 0:17:27 | 0:17:31 | |
But I've done something and things went wrong. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:33 | |
But people have to do what they want to do. | 0:17:33 | 0:17:36 | |
I've got to say that I'll come and have some fish | 0:17:36 | 0:17:38 | |
-and chips with you later if you're offering. -No worries. No worries. -Thank you. | 0:17:38 | 0:17:41 | |
-No worries we'll get you something to eat. -Thank you very much. -Take care. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:44 | |
-This gentleman says he'll pay for my order. -Yes. -Is that OK? -Yes. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:51 | |
There's a raw honesty from the reactions you get here from other people. | 0:17:51 | 0:17:55 | |
There's not so much, "This is what I ought to be saying and this is what I ought to be doing." | 0:17:55 | 0:18:00 | |
'And there's something refreshing in that.' | 0:18:00 | 0:18:02 | |
-Thank you very much. -Thank you very much. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:05 | |
-No fish bites but fish and chips. Salt and vinegar? -Yes. -Done. | 0:18:05 | 0:18:08 | |
Just one tea and one coffee. Thank you very much. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
If I said I'd take you out for a meal | 0:18:21 | 0:18:23 | |
-and it could be anything you wanted what would it be? -Chinese. -Chinese. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:26 | |
-You like Chinese? -Yeah. Sweet and sour chicken balls... | 0:18:26 | 0:18:28 | |
-Yeah. Egg fried rice or normal rice? -Oh, my God. | 0:18:28 | 0:18:31 | |
-You sure you don't want any salad on your...? -I haven't got this fat eating salad. | 0:18:33 | 0:18:37 | |
For seven years Per has survived in the woods. | 0:18:44 | 0:18:47 | |
But three months ago his alcoholism became | 0:18:47 | 0:18:50 | |
so debilitating he was hospitalised. | 0:18:50 | 0:18:53 | |
Going through cold turkey. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:56 | |
It all starts with pure pain in your whole body. | 0:18:56 | 0:18:59 | |
And this time I was throwing blood out of my mouth... | 0:18:59 | 0:19:03 | |
And in the moment it came out of my mouth, it came here too. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:08 | |
-So I have to when I was puking up lots out of my mouth... -Also... | 0:19:08 | 0:19:12 | |
..I had to pull down my trousers and then they came at the same time. | 0:19:12 | 0:19:15 | |
-That's the most awful thing. -You must have lost an awful lot of blood. -Yes. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:19 | |
-Did the doctors say if you carry on drinking you're going to kill yourself? -Yes. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:22 | |
-Or did they say you're lucky this time? -Yes. | 0:19:22 | 0:19:24 | |
Yes, you will do. You will kill yourself. | 0:19:24 | 0:19:26 | |
Obviously. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
Having met 20 or 30 people during this last three days | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
this gentleman I'm more in awe of. He was a very wealthy man. | 0:19:33 | 0:19:38 | |
He's fell on hard times. And went to drink because of it. | 0:19:38 | 0:19:43 | |
And now he's seen the light at the end of the tunnel | 0:19:43 | 0:19:46 | |
and hopefully he doesn't go back down that route. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:50 | |
Tonight all four volunteers will bed down with their buddies | 0:19:57 | 0:20:01 | |
and experience the dangers thousands of homeless people face every night. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:06 | |
We must be getting near somewhere to lie down cos my trousers are falling down again. | 0:20:07 | 0:20:11 | |
Finding security and shelter away from the elements isn't easy. | 0:20:11 | 0:20:15 | |
Listen, right. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:17 | |
They chuck us out of here all the time, so I know they're going to say, | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
"We're going to phone the police. "We're going to chuck you out." We'll see. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:24 | |
James and Rodney are planning to squat in a stairwell. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:28 | |
(Follow me.) | 0:20:28 | 0:20:29 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:20:34 | 0:20:37 | |
(That was a strong smell.) | 0:20:37 | 0:20:39 | |
-Yeah, I might have to... -Open that door. | 0:20:39 | 0:20:41 | |
(That's a very strong smell.) | 0:20:43 | 0:20:45 | |
HE RETCHES | 0:20:51 | 0:20:55 | |
(That smell in there is incredible.) | 0:20:59 | 0:21:02 | |
HE COUGHS | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
(I'll be fine. Don't worry. Don't worry about me.) | 0:21:04 | 0:21:08 | |
(I'll be fine.) | 0:21:09 | 0:21:11 | |
I think it's pretty intimidating. | 0:21:11 | 0:21:13 | |
I don't know where he's stayed the last few days | 0:21:13 | 0:21:16 | |
but I don't think he likes it at all. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:18 | |
It's like, you know... Sometimes you don't get a choice where you stay. | 0:21:18 | 0:21:23 | |
'And as nice as he is and as much as he wants to sit on the street' | 0:21:25 | 0:21:30 | |
and ask for money I don't think he understands just how tough this is. | 0:21:30 | 0:21:34 | |
-You're going to go first? -Yeah, well, unless you want to try and work your magic. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:44 | |
No, I think you're good with it. | 0:21:44 | 0:21:46 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:21:46 | 0:21:47 | |
In west London Jatinder and Julia are also attempting to get into a private block. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:52 | |
What's going on? Ain't Mikey come down yet? | 0:21:54 | 0:21:56 | |
All right. No biggie, no biggie. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:01 | |
The guy is having problems getting in himself | 0:22:03 | 0:22:06 | |
-so I'm not going to stand behind him... -No. | 0:22:06 | 0:22:08 | |
..when he's trying to get into his own place | 0:22:08 | 0:22:10 | |
and he's looking at me like, "Are you all right?" | 0:22:10 | 0:22:12 | |
Yeah. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:14 | |
That guy's watching us now. | 0:22:15 | 0:22:16 | |
-So what's the plan? -I just have to hightail | 0:22:19 | 0:22:22 | |
-someone on their way in... -Yeah. -..pretend that I'm on my mobile phone | 0:22:22 | 0:22:25 | |
and I'm talking to someone in the block. | 0:22:25 | 0:22:27 | |
'One of the toughest parts of sleeping rough is the constant | 0:22:29 | 0:22:32 | |
'exposure to the outdoor elements. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:34 | |
'So I think to be able to sleep in a sheltered environment would | 0:22:34 | 0:22:38 | |
'make a real difference. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:39 | |
'But obviously it's hard to get into somewhere like this.' | 0:22:39 | 0:22:42 | |
What floor? What's your door number? | 0:22:42 | 0:22:45 | |
Oh, look. Someone's letting me in any way so listen, so what floor shall I get off on? | 0:22:45 | 0:22:50 | |
He's in. Shit. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
HE WHISTLES | 0:22:54 | 0:22:55 | |
OK. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:56 | |
-Home sweet home. -Home sweet home. | 0:23:06 | 0:23:08 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:23:08 | 0:23:10 | |
So this is how naive I am. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:14 | |
The reason the lights are blue apparently is | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
if you're a heroin addict and you look for your veins you can't | 0:23:16 | 0:23:22 | |
see it which means people can't shoot up. | 0:23:22 | 0:23:24 | |
You live and learn. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:27 | |
Per also has an extreme solution to securing shelter, something | 0:23:32 | 0:23:36 | |
Willie will live and breathe for the next two nights. | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
-If my mum could see me now walking the streets... -She wouldn't believe it. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:43 | |
-It's two o'clock in the morning. -Yeah. | 0:23:43 | 0:23:45 | |
Think I was on drugs. | 0:23:45 | 0:23:46 | |
PER LAUGHS | 0:23:46 | 0:23:48 | |
They're heading to Per's secret camp in the woods. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:52 | |
From this stage I'm always quite awake to see if anyone is following me. | 0:23:54 | 0:23:58 | |
-Just as a precaution really. -Of course. -So... | 0:23:58 | 0:24:02 | |
Per's been physically attacked and robbed in these woods so | 0:24:06 | 0:24:10 | |
he's got strict rules about getting in and out without being spotted. | 0:24:10 | 0:24:14 | |
-Don't talk too much because I won't know if anyone is around. -Sure. | 0:24:14 | 0:24:17 | |
-Take care of this one, it's very slippery. -Oops! Hang on. Agh! | 0:24:19 | 0:24:25 | |
Oh, God. Fuck. Where are we going now? | 0:24:25 | 0:24:28 | |
-This way. -Let me take that. | 0:24:28 | 0:24:32 | |
Just about there. Do you see there? | 0:24:34 | 0:24:36 | |
-So this is where you'd sleep every night? -Yes. -Goodness me. | 0:24:39 | 0:24:43 | |
As a routine I'll take my torch check to see | 0:24:45 | 0:24:48 | |
-if any rats or mouse has been through. -OK. | 0:24:48 | 0:24:50 | |
Hm. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:53 | |
I'm not sure I'll be here tomorrow night to be honest. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:58 | |
I will do it for one night. | 0:24:58 | 0:25:00 | |
-I thought I'd lost money. -You're all right. I've got it. | 0:25:02 | 0:25:04 | |
-No, no, no. -Watch the steps. -Give me that. -Hold on that rail. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:07 | |
Patricia slept rough for many months before she got her bedsit and | 0:25:07 | 0:25:11 | |
has her own methods of protecting herself against the British weather. | 0:25:11 | 0:25:14 | |
-Show me... -We're going under the subway. -Aren't we lucky(?) | 0:25:14 | 0:25:19 | |
BOTH: # Underneath the arches... # | 0:25:19 | 0:25:21 | |
What's the words? | 0:25:21 | 0:25:23 | |
# I dream a dream of you. # | 0:25:23 | 0:25:25 | |
-Something like that. -Bud Flanagan and Allen? -Yeah. | 0:25:25 | 0:25:28 | |
-Go on, what's the rest of the words? -I don't know. I'm not that old. | 0:25:28 | 0:25:31 | |
You ain't no spring chicken, girl. | 0:25:31 | 0:25:33 | |
Patricia's temporary accommodation doesn't allow overnight visitors. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:38 | |
That's where I was... | 0:25:38 | 0:25:40 | |
So she's forced to leave Kim in the safest sleeping spot she knows. | 0:25:40 | 0:25:44 | |
-You could do with a little transistor. -No, I can't bear noise. | 0:25:44 | 0:25:49 | |
-Oh. -I'm a peaceful soul. -It is a good job I'm quiet and refined, yeah? | 0:25:49 | 0:25:54 | |
Let's not push your luck! I'll see you tomorrow. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:57 | |
-Thanks ever so much. -You're welcome. | 0:25:57 | 0:25:59 | |
-You have a good night's sleep, darling. -You too, love. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:01 | |
-If you have any problems, shout. -Thanks. -All right. -Sleep well, babe. -You too. -Thank you. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:05 | |
This is just such a hard way to live. | 0:26:06 | 0:26:09 | |
And I just can't help feeling in my heart that this is a man | 0:26:09 | 0:26:12 | |
that does not deserve to be living like this. | 0:26:12 | 0:26:15 | |
Oh, God. | 0:26:19 | 0:26:21 | |
There we go. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:24 | |
OK? | 0:26:30 | 0:26:32 | |
I just do what I have to do to survive in that situation I'm in. | 0:26:33 | 0:26:38 | |
Yeah. | 0:26:39 | 0:26:41 | |
That's basically it. | 0:26:41 | 0:26:43 | |
-Goodnight, sleep well. -See you in the morning. | 0:26:43 | 0:26:46 | |
Hey, Willie? Willie? Hello? | 0:26:57 | 0:27:01 | |
Per has woken to find that Willie has gone missing. | 0:27:02 | 0:27:05 | |
Willie? Where are you? | 0:27:07 | 0:27:09 | |
Nowhere to be seen. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:12 | |
Don't know where he is. | 0:27:14 | 0:27:16 | |
Ten minutes ago Willie just disappeared out of the tent | 0:27:16 | 0:27:20 | |
and I don't know where he is. | 0:27:20 | 0:27:21 | |
I've been looking through the bush to make sure he has not fallen over or anything like that. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:25 | |
Just crossing our fingers there's nothing happened to him. | 0:27:27 | 0:27:29 | |
Hello. I can't see you. Willie? | 0:27:31 | 0:27:34 | |
DOG BARKS | 0:27:37 | 0:27:38 | |
I don't give a fuck... | 0:27:39 | 0:27:40 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:27:40 | 0:27:42 | |
You're sleeping on my fucking stairs. | 0:27:42 | 0:27:44 | |
I've paid good money for this. For this. What, this shit? | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
You're having a laugh, aren't you? | 0:27:47 | 0:27:49 | |
-You're jacking up on my fucking stairs. -I'm not jacking... | 0:27:49 | 0:27:52 | |
Now get your fucking shit. Get out. | 0:27:52 | 0:27:55 | |
Come on, out. Sorry, Nick. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:02 | |
My fucking kids have to walk down these stairs. | 0:28:03 | 0:28:06 | |
First time I've been here. | 0:28:06 | 0:28:07 | |
-First time, yeah? And the last, yeah? -Yeah. -And tell your mates, yeah? | 0:28:07 | 0:28:12 | |
Whoever comes back next time it will be their last as well. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
You wouldn't like it if your kids was walking down the stairs watching all this shit. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:20 | |
I can understand how you'd be emotional about that. I've got kids. | 0:28:20 | 0:28:23 | |
-We've all got kids as it happens. -Yeah. | 0:28:23 | 0:28:27 | |
But... And you're not cross personally with these guys... | 0:28:27 | 0:28:31 | |
-No, I'm not. It ain't them at all. -Exactly. -The problem is the system. | 0:28:31 | 0:28:35 | |
-The system is the problem. -Exactly. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:37 | |
-Go on. On your way. -All right. Cheers. | 0:28:37 | 0:28:40 | |
I thought we got quite a good night out of it to tell you | 0:28:45 | 0:28:47 | |
the honest truth. What time is it? He's on his way to work though, is he? | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
-Is that what's happened? -I don't know. I've never seen him before. -No. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:54 | |
I can understand why he's pissed off. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:56 | |
Oh, yeah, I can understand, but it's a bloody difficult one, isn't it? | 0:28:56 | 0:28:59 | |
Hm. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:04 | |
-So... -I'm fine, man. Have a sit down. I just needed... | 0:29:04 | 0:29:07 | |
Per's found Willie at a nearby bus stop. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:11 | |
Come and sit down. I just needed some air. I felt little bit confined. | 0:29:11 | 0:29:14 | |
-I've never slept in a tent before. -It is confined. | 0:29:14 | 0:29:17 | |
Exactly. It was just a little bit claustrophobic. | 0:29:17 | 0:29:20 | |
-Just give me that little clue what you're going to do. -Yeah. -So I'm not concerned. | 0:29:20 | 0:29:23 | |
-OK. Listen... -That's the only responsibility I'll give you. | 0:29:23 | 0:29:26 | |
I didn't... I'm very, very sorry | 0:29:26 | 0:29:28 | |
if I've upset anybody but it wasn't the fact that | 0:29:28 | 0:29:31 | |
I was leaving it's just the fact that I can't do a tent. | 0:29:31 | 0:29:34 | |
You know. That was all. | 0:29:34 | 0:29:35 | |
-Yeah? -Yeah. | 0:29:35 | 0:29:37 | |
'I like him very much.' | 0:29:37 | 0:29:39 | |
But I feel he is like a big baby. | 0:29:39 | 0:29:41 | |
You have to look after him 24 hours a day. And you can't leave him alone. | 0:29:41 | 0:29:47 | |
192. I wonder where that goes. | 0:29:50 | 0:29:51 | |
HE CHUCKLES | 0:29:51 | 0:29:53 | |
He is very vulnerable. He has a big weakness somehow. | 0:29:53 | 0:29:57 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:30:07 | 0:30:09 | |
SHE SIGHS | 0:30:09 | 0:30:11 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:30:11 | 0:30:13 | |
Almost human. | 0:30:13 | 0:30:15 | |
James was born and brought up in southeast London | 0:30:27 | 0:30:29 | |
and still has close family ties here. | 0:30:29 | 0:30:32 | |
-And this is where his house was? -Yeah. | 0:30:32 | 0:30:34 | |
-I just wondered... -That's why he's walking ahead. | 0:30:34 | 0:30:36 | |
And that's exactly what I thought, I thought... | 0:30:36 | 0:30:39 | |
It was a bad place to stop. | 0:30:39 | 0:30:41 | |
-Keen to get through. -Keen to get through, yeah, yeah. | 0:30:41 | 0:30:44 | |
Well, let's do that, then. | 0:30:44 | 0:30:46 | |
You know, a lot of emotional distress that I've got, | 0:30:51 | 0:30:54 | |
mainly, is about me messing up with my daughter. | 0:30:54 | 0:30:57 | |
I haven't been a proper dad to her since she was about seven or eight. | 0:30:57 | 0:31:00 | |
-Yeah. -And you know, I can never make that up, | 0:31:00 | 0:31:03 | |
-she's 15 now. -Yeah. -Can never make it up, so... | 0:31:03 | 0:31:07 | |
You know, my dad was an alcoholic and I never wanted to be like him. | 0:31:07 | 0:31:10 | |
You know, he's a terrible dad | 0:31:10 | 0:31:12 | |
and I've turned into a bad dad to my daughter | 0:31:12 | 0:31:14 | |
and that destroys me. As soon as I start thinking about it I just | 0:31:14 | 0:31:18 | |
-instantly pick up a drink and just cut it out, you know. -Yeah. | 0:31:18 | 0:31:21 | |
'I think he's feeling bereft.' | 0:31:24 | 0:31:26 | |
If it was me - if there would be one, real strong sense of failure | 0:31:27 | 0:31:31 | |
I'd feel, it would be the failure to see through my | 0:31:31 | 0:31:34 | |
commitment as a parent. Maybe his emotion, his anger | 0:31:34 | 0:31:39 | |
or his defiance are all symptoms of, you know, that separation. | 0:31:39 | 0:31:43 | |
-Now, I need to use the loo. There? -If you'd like, | 0:31:52 | 0:31:55 | |
we're going to go in the church and use the facilities. | 0:31:55 | 0:31:58 | |
Jatinder relies on this homeless charity for food, showers | 0:31:58 | 0:32:01 | |
and a break from the cold. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:04 | |
-Morning, I'm Julia. -Hi. -Hi, I'm with J. | 0:32:04 | 0:32:07 | |
-Hi, Amanda. -He's showing me around today. | 0:32:07 | 0:32:10 | |
-OK, so we'll just let you guys get on with it. -Yeah. | 0:32:10 | 0:32:12 | |
It was set up by a volunteer, Amanda Cadogan, in a church, | 0:32:12 | 0:32:16 | |
to serve her local homeless community. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:18 | |
What we offer is a safe environment for the community. | 0:32:18 | 0:32:21 | |
And we see these guys all the time, but they have to do their part. | 0:32:21 | 0:32:24 | |
And take some responsibility for themselves, | 0:32:24 | 0:32:26 | |
because if people don't want the help... | 0:32:26 | 0:32:29 | |
-A lot of them don't. -No. And you'd actually be surprised how many | 0:32:29 | 0:32:31 | |
people are quite comfortable living... It's a way of life, | 0:32:31 | 0:32:34 | |
it's familiar. It can take many years to address someone | 0:32:34 | 0:32:38 | |
and to bring someone into... What we would call a healthy community. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:42 | |
You know, they have been traumatised, they have been | 0:32:42 | 0:32:44 | |
desensitised and unless members of the community are willing | 0:32:44 | 0:32:47 | |
to get in there, it's just going to be a cycle that keeps going. | 0:32:47 | 0:32:51 | |
-What's your surname? -Budwal. B-U-D-W-A-L. | 0:32:51 | 0:32:55 | |
What do you make of J? Do you think he can help himself? | 0:32:56 | 0:33:00 | |
I think he's in a cycle that's taken him some time to get there | 0:33:00 | 0:33:03 | |
and I think they also need lots of patience and time to get | 0:33:03 | 0:33:06 | |
out of it, I don't think there's a quick fix with homelessness. | 0:33:06 | 0:33:09 | |
You have to keep giving chances, if it takes five years, | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
ten years, 20 years for them to decide to break the cycle, | 0:33:12 | 0:33:15 | |
-you have to just be there. -There we go. -Thank you very much. | 0:33:15 | 0:33:18 | |
-I wish you all the best. -Yeah, you too, have a merry Christmas. | 0:33:18 | 0:33:20 | |
Make the right choices now, mate, and see you soon, yeah. | 0:33:20 | 0:33:23 | |
-I'll do my best. -All right, take care. -Thank you, I'll see you later. | 0:33:23 | 0:33:26 | |
-Bye. -See you, Amanda, thank you, bye-bye. | 0:33:26 | 0:33:28 | |
I'm disheartened and saddened because | 0:33:30 | 0:33:33 | |
I have realised that there is no easy fix | 0:33:33 | 0:33:37 | |
and you can be as kind and as well-meaning as you want... | 0:33:37 | 0:33:41 | |
And giving somebody a hot drink or money undoubtedly is | 0:33:41 | 0:33:46 | |
a caring and compassionate thing to do | 0:33:46 | 0:33:48 | |
but that's not going to fix the issue of homelessness. | 0:33:48 | 0:33:51 | |
And I'm... My mind is just... | 0:33:52 | 0:33:55 | |
..curdling with this massive problem and what, what we can do about it. | 0:33:56 | 0:34:03 | |
THEY CHATTER | 0:34:13 | 0:34:17 | |
In southeast London, James, Rodney and Nick again have got | 0:34:17 | 0:34:20 | |
nowhere to sleep. | 0:34:20 | 0:34:22 | |
Oi! | 0:34:22 | 0:34:24 | |
A situation one local resident has little sympathy for. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:27 | |
You're only fucking homeless cos you're a scag head... | 0:34:31 | 0:34:33 | |
You know what, you fucking... | 0:34:33 | 0:34:36 | |
And you have the cheek to say, "I don't get no help, I'm homeless." | 0:34:36 | 0:34:41 | |
I was street homeless for ten years, 20 years. | 0:34:41 | 0:34:45 | |
You're scagging, course you're going to be homeless, you mug. | 0:34:45 | 0:34:49 | |
-Boys... -Get a life, get a life. | 0:34:49 | 0:34:53 | |
I've got a life... | 0:34:53 | 0:34:55 | |
-James, he's going, let him go. -Let him go. | 0:34:55 | 0:34:58 | |
MAN CONTINUES SHOUTING | 0:34:58 | 0:35:00 | |
-Next time you see your dick, tell me. -Someone you know, James? | 0:35:00 | 0:35:04 | |
Erm... | 0:35:04 | 0:35:07 | |
We're just going to wander across the road. | 0:35:07 | 0:35:10 | |
Like you see, right, everyone in Woolwich will tell ya | 0:35:10 | 0:35:13 | |
that I'm a street person. I stand my ground. If I lose, I lose, | 0:35:13 | 0:35:16 | |
-if I win, I win. -You're not going to be bowed. | 0:35:16 | 0:35:19 | |
No, I'm not going to. No, never... Never. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:21 | |
-I've fought my ground all my life. -All right, mate. -Sorry... | 0:35:22 | 0:35:25 | |
No, no, no, don't be sorry. | 0:35:25 | 0:35:27 | |
In Croydon, Patricia is about to spend another night | 0:35:35 | 0:35:38 | |
in her tiny bedsit. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:40 | |
-I want my house back. -Now, listen to me. Now, it's my turn now... | 0:35:41 | 0:35:44 | |
PATRICIA CHUCKLES | 0:35:44 | 0:35:46 | |
-You haven't got the house, my love. -I know. | 0:35:46 | 0:35:49 | |
-But you've got to go on, don't let people grind you down. -Yeah, but... | 0:35:49 | 0:35:52 | |
-Oh, stop... -No, I realise what you're saying | 0:35:52 | 0:35:55 | |
but if somebody doesn't... These loss adjusters are | 0:35:55 | 0:35:57 | |
-companies that are set up... -They haven't got a conscience. | 0:35:57 | 0:36:00 | |
But they're set up to profit at vulnerable people's expense. | 0:36:00 | 0:36:04 | |
-Yes... -So, bugger 'em, I'm not going to let them. | 0:36:04 | 0:36:07 | |
-But you are. -I don't care if I'm the only one in the world who has | 0:36:07 | 0:36:10 | |
to do it, I will do it. I cannot, I will do or die. | 0:36:10 | 0:36:15 | |
'She's totally stubborn.' | 0:36:16 | 0:36:19 | |
I said, "But you're onto a hiding to nothing, my love." | 0:36:19 | 0:36:22 | |
So, we've got two stubborn, independent women together? | 0:36:23 | 0:36:27 | |
But... Look here... | 0:36:27 | 0:36:28 | |
Well, I don't think you have, I don't think I am like... | 0:36:29 | 0:36:32 | |
And I think you've got a bloody cheek. | 0:36:32 | 0:36:35 | |
I bet you're going to get in tomorrow, Nick, | 0:36:44 | 0:36:46 | |
and just cuddle your family and say, "Thank fuck I'm home." | 0:36:46 | 0:36:49 | |
-Nah. -"Thank fuck it's over, it is now!" | 0:36:49 | 0:36:52 | |
ALL CHEER | 0:36:52 | 0:36:53 | |
Still stuck for somewhere to bed down, James and Rodney return to the | 0:36:55 | 0:36:59 | |
car park that was home before they were kicked out. | 0:36:59 | 0:37:03 | |
-This was our bedroom. -And this was my bed up here. | 0:37:03 | 0:37:06 | |
My bed used to be here, and James's was here. | 0:37:06 | 0:37:09 | |
We had the crates stacked up here with all of our food and | 0:37:11 | 0:37:15 | |
-everything else... -And, and a view. -Look at this as a penthouse view, | 0:37:15 | 0:37:19 | |
look at this, eh? | 0:37:19 | 0:37:21 | |
Sometimes when you've got a lot on your mind and you come out here, | 0:37:21 | 0:37:24 | |
-it's... -Yeah. -It's not that bad, is it? | 0:37:24 | 0:37:27 | |
You get a really nice view over this side, you can see The Shard. | 0:37:27 | 0:37:31 | |
In our situation, this is as close as you can get to normality, | 0:37:33 | 0:37:37 | |
but, like, they just ripped it all away from us in an hour, | 0:37:37 | 0:37:40 | |
they just took it all away, you know. | 0:37:40 | 0:37:43 | |
That's upsetting but it really makes you realise | 0:37:43 | 0:37:46 | |
you don't miss what you ain't got until it's gone. | 0:37:46 | 0:37:48 | |
It really is true. I used to have a house and I miss that | 0:37:48 | 0:37:52 | |
and, you know, now I'm missing the top of a car park. | 0:37:52 | 0:37:55 | |
I never thought I'd miss this, but I do, I do. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:58 | |
-John Bird's come to visit. -John, this is Rodney. | 0:38:01 | 0:38:05 | |
Hello, Rodney, nice to meet you. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:07 | |
-Nice to meet you. -This is John and this is James. -Hello, James... | 0:38:07 | 0:38:10 | |
He's learned that James has been offered accommodation by the council | 0:38:10 | 0:38:13 | |
but hasn't yet taken it up. | 0:38:13 | 0:38:16 | |
Did you find that when you'd done a certain period of homelessness | 0:38:16 | 0:38:19 | |
-that it was almost harder to get off the street? -Oh, yeah. | 0:38:19 | 0:38:21 | |
Because you get so use to it, it is part of your life. | 0:38:21 | 0:38:24 | |
And to put yourself back in a box... | 0:38:24 | 0:38:27 | |
Like, what I call a flat or a house or a room, it's like... | 0:38:27 | 0:38:30 | |
Did you find that? | 0:38:30 | 0:38:32 | |
I found it very difficult. In fact, I found it difficult | 0:38:32 | 0:38:34 | |
-to sleep indoors. -Yeah. -I really did. | 0:38:34 | 0:38:37 | |
-Do you see a way off the streets? -Do you want to know the truth? -Yeah. | 0:38:37 | 0:38:40 | |
Just to get a job where I go to work, I come home, | 0:38:40 | 0:38:43 | |
I respect myself and, more than anything, my daughter respects me, | 0:38:43 | 0:38:47 | |
that's the most important thing in my life at the moment | 0:38:47 | 0:38:50 | |
but when you're suffering with depression - | 0:38:50 | 0:38:52 | |
it's hard to have that drive to want to do that. | 0:38:52 | 0:38:54 | |
Give me that drive, please give me that drive. | 0:38:54 | 0:38:57 | |
I would think that the first thing you need to do | 0:38:57 | 0:39:00 | |
is to get some doctor behind you... | 0:39:00 | 0:39:02 | |
Because you can't sort out depression on the streets, | 0:39:04 | 0:39:07 | |
-it's just impossible. -No. -It's absolutely impossible. | 0:39:07 | 0:39:09 | |
Do you know what? I genuinely, for the sake of me becoming a | 0:39:09 | 0:39:12 | |
better dad to my daughter, I just want to be someone that she | 0:39:12 | 0:39:15 | |
can look up to and say, "That's my dad." And not, | 0:39:15 | 0:39:18 | |
-"That's not my dad." -But you can get there, can't you? | 0:39:18 | 0:39:21 | |
Absolutely. | 0:39:21 | 0:39:22 | |
He comes across like a half-decent geezer. | 0:39:22 | 0:39:25 | |
He's been there, he's done it - why can't we? | 0:39:25 | 0:39:28 | |
I've accepted it too long, I don't want to do it any more, | 0:39:28 | 0:39:31 | |
I'm fed up with it. And yeah, I do, you know, | 0:39:31 | 0:39:34 | |
-fuck this. -Cheers, bye-bye. | 0:39:34 | 0:39:37 | |
So you meet people like James and they tell you | 0:39:37 | 0:39:40 | |
that the reason they're homeless is because of a breakdown | 0:39:40 | 0:39:43 | |
in a relationship or a loss of job or something like that | 0:39:43 | 0:39:47 | |
and that may well be true. | 0:39:47 | 0:39:49 | |
But so many people I meet - have a problem which is deeper than that | 0:39:49 | 0:39:54 | |
and that's often to do with what's happened in their childhood. | 0:39:54 | 0:39:58 | |
And until we can find a way of dismantling the reasons | 0:39:58 | 0:40:03 | |
why people become homeless, we really are | 0:40:03 | 0:40:06 | |
limiting our ability as a society to respond to the | 0:40:06 | 0:40:10 | |
problems of people going off the rails | 0:40:10 | 0:40:13 | |
and becoming homeless and falling into our streets. | 0:40:13 | 0:40:16 | |
-Can't even go in together, look. -Get in, get in, get in! | 0:40:23 | 0:40:25 | |
PATRICIA CHUCKLES | 0:40:25 | 0:40:27 | |
Christ... | 0:40:27 | 0:40:29 | |
In Croydon, Kim's trying to understand Patricia's | 0:40:29 | 0:40:32 | |
background and why life has become so difficult. | 0:40:32 | 0:40:35 | |
My mum died about six years ago, maybe, but she died on my birthday | 0:40:37 | 0:40:40 | |
and I swear blind she did that on purpose! | 0:40:40 | 0:40:42 | |
-You hadn't spoken to your mum? -I hadn't spoken to my mum since 1992. | 0:40:42 | 0:40:46 | |
-Was she a good mum? -No, she used to hit me with frying pans | 0:40:46 | 0:40:50 | |
and knock me down the stairs. You're joking, good mum? | 0:40:50 | 0:40:53 | |
It was a fault in your mother, she did things that weren't too good, | 0:40:53 | 0:40:57 | |
a fault. But you're talking years and years and years ago, aren't you? | 0:40:57 | 0:41:01 | |
Yeah, I know, but I don't let go... | 0:41:01 | 0:41:02 | |
SHE CHUCKLES | 0:41:02 | 0:41:04 | |
-Yeah, but this is what's wrong, isn't it? -Yeah. | 0:41:04 | 0:41:06 | |
-Can't you put it in the grave and behave? -Put her in the grave... | 0:41:06 | 0:41:09 | |
You're raking up things that have hurt you - | 0:41:09 | 0:41:12 | |
you've got to leave it behind, you're 60-bloody-5! | 0:41:12 | 0:41:17 | |
You're like Whatever Happened To Baby Jane? | 0:41:17 | 0:41:19 | |
Concentrate on your life, stop living in the past. | 0:41:19 | 0:41:22 | |
Do you know? You're a hell of a nice lady, | 0:41:25 | 0:41:27 | |
you are worth so much more, my love. | 0:41:27 | 0:41:29 | |
'I loathed my mother. She beat the crap out of me. | 0:41:30 | 0:41:34 | |
'Because she loved my father. And he left her.' | 0:41:34 | 0:41:38 | |
And she punished me every day of my life. | 0:41:38 | 0:41:42 | |
"I look at you, I see your father, you fucking little cow!" | 0:41:42 | 0:41:45 | |
Here we go. | 0:41:47 | 0:41:49 | |
-I will see you in the morning. -You will. -Bye! -Bye. | 0:41:49 | 0:41:52 | |
And when she died, although I loathed her, it broke me up. | 0:41:53 | 0:41:57 | |
Cos I thought... | 0:41:57 | 0:41:58 | |
SHE SNIFFLES | 0:42:07 | 0:42:09 | |
SHE SOBS | 0:42:10 | 0:42:12 | |
You know, I just thought... | 0:42:20 | 0:42:22 | |
"You're a little child being hurt all the time..." | 0:42:23 | 0:42:27 | |
And you never get over it. | 0:42:27 | 0:42:30 | |
It's... In all your adult years... I regret... | 0:42:30 | 0:42:33 | |
The most thing I regret in my life...is never having had a | 0:42:33 | 0:42:37 | |
mum and dad that loved me. Because without that backbone | 0:42:37 | 0:42:41 | |
it's a damn struggle. | 0:42:41 | 0:42:42 | |
So, you see, we are what we've lived. | 0:42:47 | 0:42:49 | |
Yes, we are, we really are. | 0:42:50 | 0:42:51 | |
Yeah, we are. Yeah, that's right. | 0:42:52 | 0:42:55 | |
We'll go and sit here, bud. | 0:43:09 | 0:43:10 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:43:11 | 0:43:13 | |
Willie and Per have spent eight hours walking the streets. | 0:43:13 | 0:43:17 | |
Willie's struggling as he faces his final night sleeping rough. | 0:43:17 | 0:43:21 | |
My wife, Jill's stood by me through... | 0:43:21 | 0:43:24 | |
I keep saying she's stood by me through thin and thin, | 0:43:24 | 0:43:26 | |
cos there hasn't been much thick in the last few years. | 0:43:26 | 0:43:29 | |
THEY CHUCKLE | 0:43:29 | 0:43:30 | |
She's a lovely lady, I'm a very, very lucky man. | 0:43:30 | 0:43:32 | |
And she's my rock, she's my rock. | 0:43:32 | 0:43:33 | |
So, do you think your wife actually stopped you gambling? | 0:43:33 | 0:43:36 | |
Yeah, I think so. | 0:43:36 | 0:43:38 | |
Because mentally I was very weak. I got so depressed | 0:43:38 | 0:43:41 | |
-I wanted to commit suicide. -Oh... -I was really as low | 0:43:41 | 0:43:43 | |
as you could possibly be low. It's definitely destroyed my life | 0:43:43 | 0:43:48 | |
-as has drink destroyed yours. -Yeah. -OK, your drinking was | 0:43:48 | 0:43:51 | |
-brought on by misfortune in business... -Yes. | 0:43:51 | 0:43:54 | |
-Where my misfortune in life has been brought on by myself. -Yeah. | 0:43:54 | 0:43:57 | |
-Through gambling. -Yeah. -You know, I've got no excuse | 0:43:57 | 0:44:00 | |
for what's happened to me. I was always on the phone, | 0:44:00 | 0:44:02 | |
because I didn't want people to know that I was having the | 0:44:02 | 0:44:05 | |
-amount of money I was having on horses. -There's no end, is there? | 0:44:05 | 0:44:07 | |
When you have credit, you end up saying, | 0:44:07 | 0:44:09 | |
"I'll have another £500-worth of chips, please. | 0:44:09 | 0:44:11 | |
-"I'll have another £500-worth of chips." -Yeah. | 0:44:11 | 0:44:13 | |
And, "I've got to get that back because my wife won't know | 0:44:13 | 0:44:16 | |
-"I've done that." And that's how gambling is. -Yeah. | 0:44:16 | 0:44:18 | |
-You know... -You can relate it to alcohol as well... -Absolutely. | 0:44:18 | 0:44:21 | |
A little bit... Yeah. | 0:44:21 | 0:44:23 | |
Same exchange. | 0:44:23 | 0:44:25 | |
-HE CHUCKLES -It's amazing. | 0:44:25 | 0:44:26 | |
It's the final night on the streets of London for our four volunteers. | 0:44:35 | 0:44:40 | |
Oof! | 0:44:40 | 0:44:41 | |
You're going to be a path tomorrow. | 0:44:45 | 0:44:47 | |
The answer isn't just housing, it isn't just money, | 0:44:50 | 0:44:52 | |
it isn't just counselling. | 0:44:52 | 0:44:54 | |
People need support and they need... | 0:44:55 | 0:44:58 | |
They need respect. | 0:44:58 | 0:45:00 | |
Night, all. | 0:45:02 | 0:45:03 | |
While the others sleep... | 0:45:09 | 0:45:11 | |
SIRENS WAIL | 0:45:11 | 0:45:13 | |
..Willie's final night has run into trouble. | 0:45:13 | 0:45:16 | |
Hello, madam, all right? | 0:45:16 | 0:45:18 | |
I am. My foot has all swollen up and I just want to make sure it's OK... | 0:45:18 | 0:45:22 | |
He's about to have an X-ray on a swollen ankle. | 0:45:22 | 0:45:25 | |
Homelessness has been the hardest thing I think | 0:45:25 | 0:45:29 | |
I could ever imagine to do and it nearly broke me. | 0:45:29 | 0:45:32 | |
Well, it did break me. It's made me realise that these | 0:45:32 | 0:45:36 | |
homeless people... Erm, you know, I... | 0:45:36 | 0:45:39 | |
Goodness me, I find it amazing how they survive. | 0:45:39 | 0:45:43 | |
-Oh... -Is it sore? -Yeah. -Yeah? | 0:45:45 | 0:45:48 | |
Says there's nothing broken, nothing that... | 0:45:48 | 0:45:51 | |
You know, a good night's rest won't help. | 0:45:51 | 0:45:54 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:45:54 | 0:45:56 | |
I don't know. I didn't want to quit, I wanted to see it out | 0:45:56 | 0:45:58 | |
and, erm... You know, that's the thing. | 0:45:58 | 0:46:00 | |
Wow. | 0:46:04 | 0:46:06 | |
It's very nice. | 0:46:06 | 0:46:07 | |
Willie is going to stay in a hotel for the second time | 0:46:07 | 0:46:10 | |
during this experience and has insisted Per gets a | 0:46:10 | 0:46:14 | |
-bed for the night, too. -Very smart. -Entre le maison. | 0:46:14 | 0:46:19 | |
-After you, my friend. -Oh, wow. -First hotel room for ten years, huh? -Oh. | 0:46:19 | 0:46:24 | |
-WILLIE LAUGHS -Oh, we've got loads of beds. | 0:46:25 | 0:46:28 | |
-Oh, wow. -Soft enough for you? | 0:46:29 | 0:46:32 | |
WILLIE LAUGHS | 0:46:32 | 0:46:33 | |
-Very nice. -I feel like a wimp - for the second time this week | 0:46:33 | 0:46:37 | |
I've ended up in a hotel room. The first time was just literally - | 0:46:37 | 0:46:40 | |
I couldn't cope with the situation. But then the next morning | 0:46:40 | 0:46:44 | |
I've decided to brush myself down and go for it. | 0:46:44 | 0:46:46 | |
And a couple of nights later - the foot... | 0:46:46 | 0:46:50 | |
-Oh! -Gee whiz. Eh? -Now I can see what you mean. | 0:46:50 | 0:46:52 | |
-Gee whiz. -It is really, really swollen. | 0:46:52 | 0:46:55 | |
I mean, I can't believe it's not broken, can you? | 0:46:55 | 0:46:57 | |
-No, it's not broken. -Yeah. -But it could look like it's broken... | 0:46:57 | 0:47:00 | |
-Yeah. -..but it's not. -The nurse said, you know, put it up in the air and | 0:47:00 | 0:47:04 | |
obviously it would have been difficult in your tent | 0:47:04 | 0:47:06 | |
-to kind of put it this high, wouldn't it? -Yeah, yeah, it would be. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:10 | |
-Maybe... -Yeah, that would be good. -A bit underneath. | 0:47:10 | 0:47:13 | |
I'll put it underneath and then I can rest my foot on that. | 0:47:13 | 0:47:17 | |
I'm actually half glad I've got the bad foot now | 0:47:17 | 0:47:20 | |
cos it meant Per could have a night's sleep in a hotel. | 0:47:20 | 0:47:23 | |
WILLIE CHUCKLES | 0:47:23 | 0:47:25 | |
-I feel like a human being again. -Good man. -Thank you very much. -Good man. | 0:47:25 | 0:47:29 | |
How Per's done this for seven years in a tent, | 0:47:29 | 0:47:32 | |
just amazes me. | 0:47:32 | 0:47:34 | |
Oh...Jesus Christ! | 0:47:34 | 0:47:36 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:47:36 | 0:47:37 | |
OK, wake me up...in the morning, yeah. | 0:47:37 | 0:47:40 | |
-Do your things. -Oh, bless you. -Oh, it's really nice. | 0:47:40 | 0:47:44 | |
It's a real feeling, really. A bit like floating | 0:47:45 | 0:47:48 | |
in the water or something like that. | 0:47:48 | 0:47:51 | |
It's fantastic just the feeling that everything is clean and soft | 0:47:51 | 0:47:56 | |
and even the smell, it does something to you | 0:47:56 | 0:48:00 | |
and it's going to motivate me even more | 0:48:00 | 0:48:03 | |
to get away from the situation I'm in. | 0:48:03 | 0:48:06 | |
-Let's spend some time watching telly. -Yeah, that's a good idea. | 0:48:06 | 0:48:10 | |
I'm going home. | 0:48:31 | 0:48:32 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:48:32 | 0:48:34 | |
Oh, God... | 0:48:34 | 0:48:36 | |
Full of aches and pains... | 0:48:36 | 0:48:39 | |
but I'm happy... | 0:48:39 | 0:48:40 | |
SHE EXHALES | 0:48:41 | 0:48:43 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:48:43 | 0:48:44 | |
-Hello, young man. -You all right? -Yeah, very good. | 0:48:44 | 0:48:47 | |
-Very good. -Rodney's made you the bed. -Yeah. -Great bed. -Yeah. | 0:48:47 | 0:48:52 | |
You met John Bird. | 0:48:52 | 0:48:53 | |
That conversation with him | 0:48:53 | 0:48:55 | |
seemed to change something within you a little bit. | 0:48:55 | 0:48:58 | |
I do suffer with depression but I know | 0:48:58 | 0:49:00 | |
that my depression is not anywhere near as bad as it was | 0:49:00 | 0:49:03 | |
and so now I feel like I can move on, you know. | 0:49:03 | 0:49:07 | |
I've got to do it in order to be a better person for my daughter | 0:49:07 | 0:49:11 | |
and that's what's egging me on more because you know, | 0:49:11 | 0:49:13 | |
-I have messed up as a father... -Yeah. -Not all her life | 0:49:13 | 0:49:17 | |
but definitely in the recent years but, you know... | 0:49:17 | 0:49:20 | |
-You want to put that right. -I do want to put that right, yeah, definitely. | 0:49:20 | 0:49:23 | |
-Definitely, definitely. -I know you can. | 0:49:23 | 0:49:25 | |
-My father loved his drink and the problem with my father... -Uh-huh... | 0:49:39 | 0:49:43 | |
-is he became violent when he'd had a drink. -Oh... | 0:49:43 | 0:49:47 | |
And that is something that I found very hard... | 0:49:47 | 0:49:50 | |
My dad was, like I say, a very big drinker and so much so... | 0:49:50 | 0:49:53 | |
He even brought a lady into the house... | 0:49:53 | 0:49:56 | |
-Locked my mother in the cellar... -Whoa... | 0:49:56 | 0:49:59 | |
..so he could have the lady in the room. This is just when he's drunk. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:02 | |
-Oh... -And that left a mental scar. | 0:50:02 | 0:50:05 | |
When he had his first stroke - he lost his voice | 0:50:05 | 0:50:07 | |
and he would cry. Now, whether he was crying because | 0:50:07 | 0:50:10 | |
the stroke had made him do that or he'd realised over the years | 0:50:10 | 0:50:13 | |
-what he'd done to the family... -And what did that do to you? I can see | 0:50:13 | 0:50:17 | |
you get emotional... | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
WILLIE STAMMERS | 0:50:19 | 0:50:20 | |
Easy... | 0:50:20 | 0:50:22 | |
Easy... | 0:50:23 | 0:50:25 | |
Breathe. Breathe. | 0:50:25 | 0:50:26 | |
You are in the right place to breathe. | 0:50:26 | 0:50:28 | |
That was a big thing... | 0:50:30 | 0:50:31 | |
I haven't been emotional till this last five days, you know... | 0:50:31 | 0:50:35 | |
-OK. -I go around tickety-boo, everybody thinks... | 0:50:35 | 0:50:39 | |
-everything's fine, it's not. -Yeah. | 0:50:39 | 0:50:42 | |
I understand that. | 0:50:42 | 0:50:43 | |
-So, are you nearly there? -Yeah, here we go, I can see Jamal. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:01 | |
Oh, God.... | 0:51:01 | 0:51:03 | |
I am indeed... | 0:51:03 | 0:51:05 | |
-Omar, is it? -Jamal. -Jamal, sorry, nice to meet you, yeah. | 0:51:05 | 0:51:07 | |
Nice to meet you, Jamal, pleasure. | 0:51:07 | 0:51:09 | |
Jatinder has come to meet with Jamal, the boss | 0:51:09 | 0:51:11 | |
of a coffee business operating in partnership | 0:51:11 | 0:51:14 | |
with The Big Issue, which offers work to homeless job-seekers. | 0:51:14 | 0:51:18 | |
Homelessness can happen to anybody at any time in their life. | 0:51:18 | 0:51:22 | |
For us, what's happened in the past doesn't really matter, | 0:51:22 | 0:51:25 | |
it's all about who that person is now. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:27 | |
We try and understand that person's individual capabilities | 0:51:27 | 0:51:31 | |
and then give them the opportunity to work as a barista | 0:51:31 | 0:51:34 | |
and take the next step forward. | 0:51:34 | 0:51:36 | |
-LAUGHTER -I think the milk needed a bit more bubbles. -Yeah! | 0:51:36 | 0:51:40 | |
I'm going to need some practice. | 0:51:40 | 0:51:42 | |
Obviously, we need to have a bit of a trial and | 0:51:42 | 0:51:44 | |
just make sure he's the right person but I think Jatinder really is... | 0:51:44 | 0:51:47 | |
-He seems to be in the right place. -Seems to be in the right place | 0:51:47 | 0:51:50 | |
and you get a good feeling and that's what you're looking for. | 0:51:50 | 0:51:52 | |
-Yeah. -Jatinder will undergo training and a week's trial. | 0:51:52 | 0:51:56 | |
If he's successful, he'll manage his own coffee cart | 0:51:56 | 0:52:00 | |
-and be paid the living wage. -Cheers for this opportunity, Jamal, seriously. | 0:52:00 | 0:52:03 | |
It's down to you, it's not anything else. | 0:52:03 | 0:52:06 | |
I won't be letting you down, I ain't going to let myself down, | 0:52:06 | 0:52:09 | |
so I won't be letting you down. | 0:52:09 | 0:52:11 | |
Erm, so... This is where I say goodbye to you. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:14 | |
Oh, you going, are you?! Well... | 0:52:14 | 0:52:16 | |
Cheers for being my guest. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:19 | |
HE CHUCKLES | 0:52:19 | 0:52:21 | |
Thank you. It has been an experience. I'll see you later, | 0:52:21 | 0:52:25 | |
-thank you. -Bye, J. -See ya. | 0:52:25 | 0:52:27 | |
He's got the confidence, he's got the personality, | 0:52:39 | 0:52:41 | |
he's got it all going down. He'll do well, I know he will. | 0:52:41 | 0:52:44 | |
-Don't ever lose contact. -I won't. -I'm dying for you to get a place. | 0:52:47 | 0:52:51 | |
I know, thank you... | 0:52:51 | 0:52:53 | |
It's been smashing... | 0:52:53 | 0:52:54 | |
Take care of yourself... | 0:52:55 | 0:52:57 | |
You look after yourself, as well, yeah. | 0:53:00 | 0:53:02 | |
Don't be upset. It's life. We have to...make the most of what | 0:53:02 | 0:53:05 | |
you've got and get on with it, you know, it's all you can do. | 0:53:05 | 0:53:08 | |
It's that or give up. | 0:53:08 | 0:53:10 | |
-Well, this is St Pancras, my friend. -Yeah, the big station. | 0:53:11 | 0:53:15 | |
-And you've got to go back to... -The big end. -The big end. | 0:53:15 | 0:53:18 | |
It's been an absolute pleasure. Absolute pleasure. | 0:53:18 | 0:53:20 | |
I think, without my wife, Jill...I would have probably given | 0:53:20 | 0:53:24 | |
up on more than one occasion but, you know, Per's made | 0:53:24 | 0:53:27 | |
me realise that you've got to be strong. | 0:53:27 | 0:53:30 | |
He's finished drinking. Am I going to have a bet any more? | 0:53:30 | 0:53:33 | |
I hope not. | 0:53:33 | 0:53:35 | |
-You know, I really wish you luck, yeah? -Thanks. | 0:53:35 | 0:53:38 | |
-And I will never, ever forget you. -Thanks. -All right, mate. | 0:53:38 | 0:53:41 | |
-Cheers, mate, thanks. -All right... | 0:53:41 | 0:53:43 | |
If I was to hope for one thing for James - | 0:53:43 | 0:53:45 | |
it would be that he's reconciled with his daughter. | 0:53:45 | 0:53:48 | |
If he's in a position where he can see his daughter | 0:53:48 | 0:53:50 | |
and the people around his daughter are happy for him to see her, | 0:53:50 | 0:53:54 | |
that would be brilliant. Hopefully for her, definitely for him | 0:53:54 | 0:53:58 | |
and it will also mean that he's got to a place that | 0:53:58 | 0:54:02 | |
is giving him half a chance. | 0:54:02 | 0:54:04 | |
Hiya! | 0:54:04 | 0:54:06 | |
-Hi! -Hello! | 0:54:08 | 0:54:11 | |
-I missed you! -Did you?! | 0:54:13 | 0:54:16 | |
Why shouldn't you cry? | 0:54:18 | 0:54:20 | |
-You need a shave. -I need a shower. | 0:54:22 | 0:54:26 | |
-How are you, mate, are you all right? -Oh, hello. -Hello. | 0:54:26 | 0:54:30 | |
Oh... | 0:54:31 | 0:54:34 | |
Oh, dear... | 0:54:34 | 0:54:36 | |
It's really good to see you, lovely. | 0:54:36 | 0:54:39 | |
Well done, we're really proud of you. Really proud of you. | 0:54:39 | 0:54:43 | |
It was an important experience to have for me | 0:54:45 | 0:54:48 | |
and for them because there's stuff to tell them and teach them and... | 0:54:48 | 0:54:51 | |
BABY GURGLES | 0:54:51 | 0:54:53 | |
..yeah. Yeah. And I'm lucky cos they were here waiting for me. | 0:54:53 | 0:54:57 | |
I had something to come back to. | 0:54:57 | 0:54:59 | |
One of the most humbling things that I've learnt out there is that | 0:55:01 | 0:55:04 | |
how close I was to being in that situation. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
You really need to appreciate how much your family love you | 0:55:07 | 0:55:10 | |
and we are around for you... | 0:55:10 | 0:55:12 | |
It's so easy to take all that for granted | 0:55:12 | 0:55:15 | |
-and disregard it because we're always here and... -Yeah. | 0:55:15 | 0:55:19 | |
You know, you can't just keep carrying on what you were doing. | 0:55:19 | 0:55:23 | |
-Have you got any answers to it? -I wish I had some answers, | 0:55:24 | 0:55:27 | |
I was... There aren't any simple answers. | 0:55:27 | 0:55:30 | |
It's going to be down to human kindness, volunteers, | 0:55:30 | 0:55:33 | |
commerce - who want to get involved who can really help | 0:55:33 | 0:55:37 | |
on an individual basis. | 0:55:37 | 0:55:39 | |
-One cappuccino, sir? -Yes, please. | 0:56:10 | 0:56:13 | |
-Ready to rock and roll. -Nice. | 0:56:13 | 0:56:15 | |
So far, things are going really, really good. | 0:56:15 | 0:56:17 | |
This one opportunity has opened so many doors for me. | 0:56:17 | 0:56:21 | |
Get your cappuccinos... | 0:56:21 | 0:56:23 | |
I'm a lot more independent, you know, it is an amazing project. | 0:56:23 | 0:56:27 | |
You know what I mean, I'm proud to be part of it. | 0:56:27 | 0:56:30 | |
Sport Relief money is at work tonight all across the UK. | 0:56:33 | 0:56:37 | |
It's supporting the homeless, not just to survive | 0:56:37 | 0:56:40 | |
but to get off the streets. Giving people like these | 0:56:40 | 0:56:43 | |
a chance to rebuild their lives. | 0:56:43 | 0:56:45 | |
You can make a real difference to people who have lost their homes. | 0:56:45 | 0:56:49 | |
To make a donation... | 0:56:49 | 0:56:52 |