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-Trauma... -Give me another milligram. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:04 | |
-He's got a pulse. A strong pulse. -Any pain up here? | 0:00:04 | 0:00:07 | |
-Tears... -That's all right. | 0:00:07 | 0:00:10 | |
And intense pressure. | 0:00:10 | 0:00:13 | |
Changing the oxygen over. | 0:00:13 | 0:00:15 | |
Just another day on medicine's front line. | 0:00:16 | 0:00:19 | |
They're young. | 0:00:23 | 0:00:25 | |
They're untested. | 0:00:25 | 0:00:26 | |
This is my first patient ever. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:29 | |
And from their very first day, work is a matter of life and death. | 0:00:29 | 0:00:33 | |
-Don't let me die. -We're not going to let you go anywhere. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:36 | |
For a junior doctor, fresh out of medical school, | 0:00:36 | 0:00:39 | |
it's time to put theory into practice. | 0:00:39 | 0:00:42 | |
No, I haven't. | 0:00:43 | 0:00:46 | |
We're following seven junior doctors | 0:00:46 | 0:00:48 | |
over their first three months on the job. | 0:00:48 | 0:00:51 | |
-Sharp scratch. -Oooh! | 0:00:51 | 0:00:53 | |
It's all about the glamour. It's all about the bums. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:56 | |
Where there's a first time for everything. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:58 | |
I didn't really know what to do. It's having the confidence, isn't it? | 0:01:01 | 0:01:05 | |
And first impressions count. | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
I'm afraid I didn't get it first time either. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:10 | |
They will share their personal highs... | 0:01:12 | 0:01:15 | |
Every day you do make a little difference to someone and you get a kick out of that. | 0:01:15 | 0:01:18 | |
..and professional lows. | 0:01:18 | 0:01:20 | |
It's the first patient that I've had that's died. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:24 | |
They are - party animal Tom... | 0:01:24 | 0:01:26 | |
-We can pretend to be doctors. -I think I've been doing that for the last week. | 0:01:26 | 0:01:31 | |
Arty Emily. | 0:01:31 | 0:01:32 | |
I want to have a pizza and I want to cry and I want to go to bed. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:36 | |
-Competitive Jen. -I've worked for a long time for this. It needs to just happen now. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:42 | |
Young dad Tristan. | 0:01:42 | 0:01:43 | |
The balancing act between father and doctor will be a lot more difficult. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:48 | |
And second years... | 0:01:48 | 0:01:50 | |
Italian mountain medic Ed. | 0:01:50 | 0:01:52 | |
The first time I came to Liverpool and people started talking | 0:01:52 | 0:01:55 | |
to me on the bus, I thought they were foreign. I was pretty sure they weren't English. | 0:01:55 | 0:01:59 | |
Straight-talking Keira. | 0:01:59 | 0:02:01 | |
Sorry about that. I don't usually struggle with this. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:04 | |
And confident charmer Oli. | 0:02:04 | 0:02:06 | |
Keep looking straight up my nose. I saw you sneak a peek there. | 0:02:06 | 0:02:09 | |
They're working here, at the Royal Liverpool University Hospital, | 0:02:11 | 0:02:15 | |
in a city where men have the lowest life expectancy in England. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:19 | |
I get this wrong and I kill the patient. | 0:02:19 | 0:02:21 | |
And the highest number of alcohol-related illnesses. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:24 | |
Oh, dear. Feeling a bit sicky? | 0:02:26 | 0:02:28 | |
They've had five years of training. | 0:02:28 | 0:02:30 | |
But are the junior doctors really ready? | 0:02:30 | 0:02:33 | |
For this hospital, in this city. | 0:02:33 | 0:02:35 | |
It doesn't get any tougher. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:39 | |
Hey, they're here to look after you, lad. Give it a rest. | 0:02:39 | 0:02:42 | |
It's so exciting. Shall we go in? | 0:03:05 | 0:03:07 | |
Tom and Jen, friends from medical school, | 0:03:07 | 0:03:09 | |
are sharing this house with some of the other junior doctors. | 0:03:09 | 0:03:12 | |
This room will feel like home when I can no longer see the floor. | 0:03:12 | 0:03:16 | |
And thoughts of what lie ahead are never far away. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:20 | |
-Scared? -Yeah, I'm terrified, actually. | 0:03:20 | 0:03:23 | |
-I keep getting butterflies in my tummy. -Do you? -Yes, when I think about it I do. | 0:03:24 | 0:03:28 | |
The others have arrived for dinner and in less than 24 hours, | 0:03:28 | 0:03:32 | |
they're all starting new jobs at one of the most demanding hospitals in the country. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:37 | |
-This is it, guys. Good luck. -Cheers! | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
For Jen, Tom, | 0:03:45 | 0:03:46 | |
Tristan and Emily, | 0:03:46 | 0:03:49 | |
tomorrow will be their first day as qualified doctors. | 0:03:49 | 0:03:51 | |
I hope I don't just freeze in the middle of something where | 0:03:51 | 0:03:54 | |
everyone's looking at me and be like, | 0:03:54 | 0:03:56 | |
"what does this mean, Tom?" and all I can hear is, you don't know, you don't know. And I'll just be like... | 0:03:56 | 0:04:03 | |
Oli has spent a year on the wards already | 0:04:05 | 0:04:07 | |
and knows how they're feeling. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:09 | |
I think I was beeping the medical registrar. "I've got this patient with this," | 0:04:09 | 0:04:13 | |
and they're like, "Have you done this?" No. "Have you done this?" No. | 0:04:13 | 0:04:17 | |
Have you even done this? No. "Do that and come back." But then it becomes routine and it's fine. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:24 | |
Italian Ed has never worked in a UK hospital before | 0:04:24 | 0:04:28 | |
and he'll be straight in as a second year. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:30 | |
I am feeling a bit nervous. | 0:04:30 | 0:04:31 | |
Just being left alone with violent patients. That has never happened to me. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:35 | |
That's something that scares me a lot. | 0:04:35 | 0:04:37 | |
Everything that I've done before as a student has just become real, | 0:04:42 | 0:04:46 | |
because now is the time when I'm going to the doctor. | 0:04:46 | 0:04:48 | |
I'm going to be the person who is making the decisions | 0:04:48 | 0:04:51 | |
of the first-year junior doctor on the ward, which is massive. | 0:04:51 | 0:04:55 | |
It's much bigger than anything I've encountered before. | 0:04:55 | 0:04:58 | |
-I'm actually going to bed now. I'm shattered. -OK. Night night. | 0:04:58 | 0:05:01 | |
-See you in the morning. -See you in the morning. -Make me a cup of tea? | 0:05:01 | 0:05:05 | |
I will. | 0:05:05 | 0:05:06 | |
I think there's a million and one things to make sure that you get | 0:05:06 | 0:05:09 | |
right on your first day. | 0:05:09 | 0:05:10 | |
It has everything from making sure that you look good with your seniors | 0:05:10 | 0:05:14 | |
and establishing the right attitude with the patients | 0:05:14 | 0:05:19 | |
and to make sure everybody's happy that you're there rather | 0:05:19 | 0:05:22 | |
than thinking that you're a massive pain, | 0:05:22 | 0:05:24 | |
just cos you don't know what you're doing. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:26 | |
ALARM BEEPS | 0:05:34 | 0:05:36 | |
Today is the day that thousands of junior doctors | 0:05:37 | 0:05:40 | |
across the country have been preparing for. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:42 | |
In Liverpool, first-day nerves are hitting home. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:46 | |
I feel like I'm living in a little bit of a dream, to be honest with you. | 0:05:46 | 0:05:50 | |
Nobody expects us to be, you know, | 0:05:50 | 0:05:52 | |
child prodigies the day we book on to the award. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:55 | |
-Bye-bye. -Take care. | 0:05:55 | 0:05:58 | |
These are my first-year clothes. | 0:05:58 | 0:06:00 | |
I've been wearing them for the last year | 0:06:00 | 0:06:02 | |
and they can now go right in the bin. | 0:06:02 | 0:06:04 | |
Everything they've trained for begins here. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:13 | |
It's crunch time. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:16 | |
The enormity of what's about to happen has just suddenly | 0:06:18 | 0:06:22 | |
dawned on me. | 0:06:22 | 0:06:23 | |
Emily. | 0:06:23 | 0:06:24 | |
You bloody fool. You'll get us killed. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:27 | |
-I'm going to be the F2 on AMU for the next four months. -Oh, right? -Oliver. | 0:06:32 | 0:06:36 | |
I'm Emily, one of the F1s. I've just started today. | 0:06:36 | 0:06:39 | |
Welcome, everybody. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:43 | |
This will be an exciting four months for you. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:46 | |
A steep learning curve but you will learn a phenomenal amount when you're here. | 0:06:46 | 0:06:50 | |
Second-year Ed is starting in the Emergency Department | 0:06:50 | 0:06:54 | |
but the Italian junior doctor has never worked for the NHS and is | 0:06:54 | 0:06:58 | |
under extra pressure to figure out the British way of doing things. | 0:06:58 | 0:07:01 | |
What scares me at the moment is being able to actually | 0:07:01 | 0:07:03 | |
work in the system. Managing to fit in and implement the policies the hospital has. | 0:07:03 | 0:07:08 | |
It's not the only thing about his new job that's worrying him. | 0:07:08 | 0:07:12 | |
The main fear about today is that I haven't seen an X-ray in six months | 0:07:12 | 0:07:17 | |
so I really need to get up to reading these things again. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:20 | |
It's so easy to miss out obvious things when you don't practise them. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:24 | |
Ed will be starting off with a 10-hour shift | 0:07:24 | 0:07:27 | |
in one of the country's busiest emergency departments. | 0:07:27 | 0:07:31 | |
For a junior doctor with no experience of working in a British hospital, | 0:07:31 | 0:07:35 | |
there'll be nowhere to hide. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:36 | |
People see me as the guy who is always either studying or climbing. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:47 | |
Knowing the risks involved does not stop me | 0:07:49 | 0:07:52 | |
very much from taking the risks. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
Being calm is something that I try to do in any situation. | 0:07:57 | 0:08:02 | |
-My friends say that I am a bit of a perfectionist. -Perfect. | 0:08:02 | 0:08:06 | |
The job I'm doing at the moment is doctor in a little town | 0:08:06 | 0:08:10 | |
up the top of a mountain. | 0:08:10 | 0:08:12 | |
Around 2,000 people live in the area. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
I'm the only doctor around there so I deal with everything. | 0:08:14 | 0:08:17 | |
That can be from first aid to just a simple prescription. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:20 | |
Martine and I have been together for four years. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:22 | |
She's ready to take the chance and move over to the UK. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:25 | |
-To fast understanding of Liverpudlians. -To Liverpudlians. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:29 | |
I don't know so much about the NHS, that's for sure. | 0:08:32 | 0:08:35 | |
I haven't been working in the UK and I'm looking forward to seeing | 0:08:35 | 0:08:39 | |
how well I adapt to the situation because at the moment, I'm an outsider. | 0:08:39 | 0:08:43 | |
With Ed, he's going to find this quite an eye-opener. | 0:08:53 | 0:08:55 | |
It's very different to what he experienced working in the mountains | 0:08:55 | 0:08:58 | |
in a small village with very little support. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:01 | |
Left wrist has gone, fracture broken. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:04 | |
Possible dislocation of the right shoulder. | 0:09:04 | 0:09:07 | |
Whereas here he will see inner-city medicine | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
with lots of problems | 0:09:10 | 0:09:12 | |
with smoking and drinking and drug taking. | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
I'm sure he'll learn very quickly. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
Give him a loud call and when he responds, just bring him through to here. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:21 | |
It's crunch time for Ed. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:23 | |
He's got his first patient, a man who's come in with a knee injury. | 0:09:23 | 0:09:27 | |
-So do you want to tell me what happened? -I stepped off the van. | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
-My knee twisted. -Yeah. OK. No problems before that? -No. -No problems in the knee? -OK. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:37 | |
Ed must perform an immediate examination. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:41 | |
The ligament here is very tough and very thick. Does that hurt if I let press there? | 0:09:41 | 0:09:45 | |
-That's sore there. -OK? | 0:09:45 | 0:09:49 | |
But he's not sure what to do next. | 0:09:49 | 0:09:51 | |
This is my first patient ever here, so I don't know exactly what to do. | 0:09:59 | 0:10:04 | |
I don't know anything about this, this is my first day here. | 0:10:06 | 0:10:09 | |
So you'd probably be better speaking to one of these wonderful senior doctors. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:13 | |
With his patient waiting, Ed finally goes to find senior consultant | 0:10:13 | 0:10:17 | |
Doctor Demnitz, who confirms an x-ray is needed. | 0:10:17 | 0:10:20 | |
But Ed's got a confession to make. | 0:10:20 | 0:10:23 | |
I'm not very good at examination of the knee. | 0:10:23 | 0:10:26 | |
Orthopaedics in general is something I need to work up on a bit. | 0:10:26 | 0:10:29 | |
-But I did... -We can work on that. | 0:10:29 | 0:10:32 | |
The x-ray is booked in, but will Ed be able to understand the results? | 0:10:32 | 0:10:36 | |
-The request is there, they'll call you. -All right. -OK. | 0:10:36 | 0:10:39 | |
Like Ed, also starting her second year in the emergency department | 0:10:43 | 0:10:47 | |
is Keira, and her patient has undergone a terrifying ordeal. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:51 | |
-What's been going on? -Basically, I was assaulted. | 0:10:51 | 0:10:55 | |
A young man has come into hospital after being beaten up. | 0:10:55 | 0:10:58 | |
Still fearing for his safety, he has asked not to be identified. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:03 | |
Well, cos they couldn't actually do more damage to my face, | 0:11:03 | 0:11:07 | |
-they were kicking me everywhere. -So, where were you hit and/or punched? | 0:11:07 | 0:11:12 | |
On my left side and my right side and my arm. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:16 | |
And your arm? OK. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
-Any blurring or double vision? -No. | 0:11:22 | 0:11:24 | |
As the man has suffered serious head injuries, | 0:11:26 | 0:11:29 | |
Keira must perform a thorough examination. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:31 | |
How many fingers am I holding up? | 0:11:31 | 0:11:35 | |
Two. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:36 | |
And examine some of his other injuries. | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
-Any pain there? -No. -You've probably bruised some ribs | 0:11:40 | 0:11:43 | |
but they don't feel like they're broken, you've obviously had | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
a bit of a smack. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
Is your nose all right as well? | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
Is it a bit swollen? | 0:11:50 | 0:11:52 | |
-No. Oh... -HE WINCES | 0:11:52 | 0:11:53 | |
-Yeah? -Yeah. | 0:11:53 | 0:11:55 | |
So the most important thing now is to get you | 0:11:55 | 0:11:57 | |
in for your scan of your head, OK? | 0:11:57 | 0:12:00 | |
His scan is clear, but the patient must be stitched up. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:07 | |
I'm going to have to pop a bit of numbing stuff in now. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:10 | |
It won't be the most comfortable thing when I'm injecting it, | 0:12:10 | 0:12:13 | |
but the pain will soon go away. OK? | 0:12:13 | 0:12:15 | |
-How's that? -OK. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:18 | |
As bad as you thought it was going to be? | 0:12:20 | 0:12:22 | |
To be honest, I'm kind of used to pain anyway. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
PAINED MOANING FROM NEARBY BED | 0:12:25 | 0:12:28 | |
Maybe you could have a word with this gentleman across the road, eh? | 0:12:28 | 0:12:32 | |
People are often very reticent about what details | 0:12:32 | 0:12:34 | |
they give about alleged assaults and I tend not to really ask. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:38 | |
If people aren't going to tell me, then I tend not to ask. | 0:12:38 | 0:12:42 | |
-Sorry. That a bit sore? -Yeah. -HE WINCES | 0:12:42 | 0:12:45 | |
Sorry, love. | 0:12:45 | 0:12:47 | |
I'll do some plastic surgery on you, eh? | 0:12:47 | 0:12:49 | |
Sorted. | 0:12:52 | 0:12:54 | |
After three stitches, she's all done. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:57 | |
Thank you. | 0:12:57 | 0:12:58 | |
All right, love. | 0:12:58 | 0:13:00 | |
Oh, God, did you just smack your head on that? Are you OK? | 0:13:00 | 0:13:03 | |
-You didn't smack where you...? -No. It got me there. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:07 | |
It's the kind of case that Keira is expecting more of | 0:13:09 | 0:13:12 | |
while in the emergency department. | 0:13:12 | 0:13:14 | |
Certainly we are getting a fair number of shootings | 0:13:14 | 0:13:17 | |
and stabbings and stuff that come in. | 0:13:17 | 0:13:19 | |
Problems with living in a big, inner-city area. | 0:13:19 | 0:13:21 | |
Tristan is starting work on Gerontology, | 0:13:24 | 0:13:27 | |
which specialises in dealing with elderly patients. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:30 | |
Just squeeze my fingers as tight as you can. | 0:13:30 | 0:13:33 | |
But he's the first of the junior doctors to go on call, | 0:13:33 | 0:13:36 | |
so he could end up having to assist in any urgent cases | 0:13:36 | 0:13:39 | |
on any ward, at any time. | 0:13:39 | 0:13:41 | |
One of his next patients is a man who needs a rectal examination. | 0:13:41 | 0:13:45 | |
It'll be the first one Tristan has done | 0:13:45 | 0:13:47 | |
since qualifying as a doctor. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:49 | |
Starting off as a medical student, yeah, it's something | 0:13:49 | 0:13:53 | |
that you don't want to do. | 0:13:53 | 0:13:54 | |
I don't think anyone particularly likes doing them, | 0:13:54 | 0:13:57 | |
but, to me, it's just another part and parcel, comes with the job. | 0:13:57 | 0:14:02 | |
Hey. Back again. | 0:14:02 | 0:14:04 | |
I'll just pull the curtains round. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:06 | |
So, just for the time being, | 0:14:07 | 0:14:09 | |
if you could just roll over to your left-hand side and lie on your left. | 0:14:09 | 0:14:13 | |
OK. | 0:14:13 | 0:14:14 | |
I'll just explain what's going to happen. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:17 | |
So, if you lie on your left-hand side like you're doing. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:20 | |
And we'll just pull your trousers down slightly. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:23 | |
And I'll just inspect and area | 0:14:23 | 0:14:25 | |
and I'll need to insert a gloved finger to just check the area. | 0:14:25 | 0:14:30 | |
-And then it'll be over very quickly. Is that all right? -Yeah, go on. | 0:14:30 | 0:14:34 | |
You tell me if it's painful. | 0:14:34 | 0:14:35 | |
We'll just pull your things down now, is that OK? | 0:14:35 | 0:14:37 | |
Yeah, go on. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:39 | |
'We're worried that he's a had a bleed from his intestines.' | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
It's not very pleasant for the patient, but it's obviously important. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:47 | |
Right. | 0:14:47 | 0:14:49 | |
Finger going in now. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:50 | |
OK, that's all over. | 0:14:56 | 0:14:58 | |
Right, you can pull your things up. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:05 | |
'It really depends on the patient,' | 0:15:06 | 0:15:08 | |
how much they're really freaked out by having a rectal exam. | 0:15:08 | 0:15:12 | |
Some people, it's the worst thing in the world. | 0:15:12 | 0:15:14 | |
Some people, they know it's just medical and they get on with it. | 0:15:14 | 0:15:17 | |
Some people have had so many | 0:15:17 | 0:15:19 | |
because they come in with the sort of thing that they know | 0:15:19 | 0:15:22 | |
it's going to happen already before you've even broached the topic. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:26 | |
-Everything was fine on that. There was nothing abnormal. -OK-doke. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:29 | |
OK. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:30 | |
While Tristan gets to grips with his first patient, | 0:15:31 | 0:15:34 | |
Jen, Tom and Emily are settling into their new jobs. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:38 | |
Hello. My name is Emily. | 0:15:38 | 0:15:40 | |
-What's your name? -Anna. -Anna. Hiya. I'm one of the new F1s. | 0:15:40 | 0:15:44 | |
I don't know where anything is, | 0:15:44 | 0:15:45 | |
do you know where the forms are for biochemistry? | 0:15:45 | 0:15:48 | |
I have a lot to do on my first day. | 0:15:48 | 0:15:52 | |
I have a list as long as my arm. Probably longer, actually. | 0:15:52 | 0:15:56 | |
Technically supposed to leave at four o'clock | 0:15:56 | 0:15:58 | |
but I don't think I'll get out of here probably before about eight. | 0:15:58 | 0:16:01 | |
After an hour, Ed is still dealing with his first case. | 0:16:01 | 0:16:05 | |
Just being shockingly slow with this patient, | 0:16:05 | 0:16:07 | |
it was a stupid thing, he's been here an hour. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:10 | |
Could have been done in half an hour, but anyway. First patient, so. | 0:16:10 | 0:16:15 | |
The x-ray results are back in, but he isn't sure how to interpret them. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:19 | |
He has to look for senior consultant Doctor Demnitz to help him out. | 0:16:19 | 0:16:23 | |
I'm sorry to pester you, I just want to send this poor guy home. | 0:16:25 | 0:16:28 | |
But Doctor Demnitz wants to know what Ed learnt in Italy | 0:16:28 | 0:16:31 | |
and puts him to the test. | 0:16:31 | 0:16:32 | |
Can you remember what sits inside the knee joint, | 0:16:32 | 0:16:35 | |
just to the side here? | 0:16:35 | 0:16:36 | |
There are a couple of spongy pads that sit there. | 0:16:36 | 0:16:39 | |
That would be cartilage. | 0:16:39 | 0:16:42 | |
OK, what particular cartilage? | 0:16:42 | 0:16:44 | |
-Articular cartilage? -No, what particular? What do we call that? | 0:16:44 | 0:16:48 | |
It's a semi-lunar shape. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:51 | |
-Half-moon shape. -Ah, the... | 0:16:52 | 0:16:55 | |
What do you call them now in English? | 0:16:55 | 0:16:58 | |
-Begins with an M. -Yeah. Erm... | 0:16:58 | 0:17:00 | |
God, oh... | 0:17:02 | 0:17:04 | |
-Nah, no. -OK. The menisci. -Menisci, yeah. Thank you. | 0:17:04 | 0:17:08 | |
There's no sign of a fracture, which is good news for the patient | 0:17:10 | 0:17:13 | |
who is finally discharged with just a twisted knee. | 0:17:13 | 0:17:17 | |
But has the morning so far been good news for Ed? | 0:17:17 | 0:17:20 | |
Junior doctors at this level have got a lot to learn. | 0:17:20 | 0:17:23 | |
And the only way we can help them | 0:17:23 | 0:17:26 | |
along with that is to supervise them because everything they see, | 0:17:26 | 0:17:30 | |
they're not the kind of things they've come across before. | 0:17:30 | 0:17:33 | |
-All right. -Cheers. -Take care. Goodbye. | 0:17:33 | 0:17:35 | |
But Ed's not happy with how things have gone with his very first patient. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:39 | |
This is all new. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:41 | |
I just need to settle down and understand how things work here. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:45 | |
'There are definitely loads of things I've got to get better at | 0:17:45 | 0:17:48 | |
'in this environment.' | 0:17:48 | 0:17:49 | |
The first day on the wards is over | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
and the junior doctors head for home. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:56 | |
We'll have a nice relaxing evening and probably have a glass of wine | 0:17:56 | 0:17:59 | |
and a bit of a chill between us. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
Then on with it tomorrow with a little more confidence, hopefully. | 0:18:01 | 0:18:04 | |
'It was daunting to be a doctor on the ward, | 0:18:04 | 0:18:06 | |
'for people to come up to me and say,' | 0:18:06 | 0:18:08 | |
"Doctor, can you do this?" And I was there thinking, "Wow. Um... | 0:18:08 | 0:18:11 | |
"You want my opinion? I mean, I could give it to you. | 0:18:11 | 0:18:13 | |
"I certainly have an opinion because I've had the training, but you want it?" | 0:18:13 | 0:18:17 | |
People definitely gave me some compliments on my shoes, | 0:18:20 | 0:18:23 | |
which is nice, rather than my medical prowess, which was fine. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:27 | |
I am so glad to be home. It's been a long day. How was your day? | 0:18:28 | 0:18:32 | |
Fairly uneventful but that's probably a good thing, like, | 0:18:32 | 0:18:35 | |
I literally just did... Hello. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:37 | |
-Hello. How was your day? -I'm very tired. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:40 | |
Are you? Em's just telling us about hers. Go on, Em. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:42 | |
I did stuff today, but nothing exciting. | 0:18:42 | 0:18:45 | |
Like, literally just loads of paperwork. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
Have you had loads of paperwork to do as well? | 0:18:47 | 0:18:50 | |
-No, I just got all the first years to do it instead. -Oh, nice. -Yeah. | 0:18:50 | 0:18:53 | |
-I spent half my day on your ward today. -I know. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:57 | |
-It was nice seeing you. -The feeling was not mutual! | 0:18:57 | 0:19:01 | |
After a difficult first day, | 0:19:05 | 0:19:07 | |
Ed is back home with his girlfriend, Martina. | 0:19:07 | 0:19:10 | |
He's very scared to make mistakes. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:13 | |
That's the first thing. The second thing is that he really needs | 0:19:13 | 0:19:16 | |
to get used to the system. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:18 | |
The fact that there are a huge amount of things | 0:19:18 | 0:19:20 | |
I don't know about means that there are many things I've got to learn | 0:19:20 | 0:19:24 | |
and work on, and I'm going to have to fix that as soon as possible. | 0:19:24 | 0:19:28 | |
It's a new day and on Upper Gastro Intestinal, the stomach ward, | 0:19:38 | 0:19:42 | |
first year Jen is looking after a 72-year-old patient. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:46 | |
He's concerned that the medicine he's been taking | 0:19:47 | 0:19:49 | |
is upsetting his stomach. | 0:19:49 | 0:19:51 | |
-When did you start that? -Beginning of last week. | 0:19:51 | 0:19:54 | |
-And why was that? -They gave me the runs. | 0:19:54 | 0:19:56 | |
She changed them over to them and they done the opposite. | 0:19:56 | 0:20:01 | |
You stopped taking these tablets | 0:20:01 | 0:20:02 | |
-because they were causing you to get a bit blocked? -Yes. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:05 | |
But Jen's not so sure it's the tablets. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:07 | |
She goes to ask for advice from a senior and discovers that | 0:20:07 | 0:20:10 | |
the patient's recently been diagnosed with bowel cancer. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:13 | |
He put the symptoms that he was having down to the medication. | 0:20:13 | 0:20:18 | |
But we know that that's not the case. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:22 | |
And it's down to the fact that he's most likely got bowel cancer. | 0:20:24 | 0:20:29 | |
While the patient knows of his condition, he hasn't told his family | 0:20:31 | 0:20:35 | |
and is reluctant to accept the full extent of his illness. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:38 | |
More than likely that his family aren't completely aware. | 0:20:40 | 0:20:43 | |
They might have an idea but they need to be told properly | 0:20:43 | 0:20:47 | |
what's going to happen. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:48 | |
With the patient unwilling to tell them himself, | 0:20:48 | 0:20:52 | |
Jen is faced with doing what every junior doctor dreads - | 0:20:52 | 0:20:55 | |
breaking bad news to a patient's family. | 0:20:55 | 0:20:58 | |
So she's called her senior house officer, Andrea Sheel, for support. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:02 | |
She's on her way up, be about ten minutes. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
So she's asked if you guys don't mind hanging on. Is that OK? | 0:21:04 | 0:21:07 | |
-Just so you know what's going on and you get an update. -OK. | 0:21:07 | 0:21:10 | |
I do feel quite bad sitting in, like, metres away from them, | 0:21:10 | 0:21:14 | |
knowing the diagnosis and prognosis and not giving them any information, | 0:21:14 | 0:21:20 | |
so it's quite difficult. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:22 | |
But they're aware that my senior's coming and that she'll explain it | 0:21:22 | 0:21:26 | |
to them, so I think they're quite happy with that. | 0:21:26 | 0:21:28 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:21:28 | 0:21:33 | |
Luckily for Jen, it's not a situation she needs to face alone. | 0:21:33 | 0:21:37 | |
It is a hard first experience for any junior doctor. | 0:22:10 | 0:22:13 | |
That was quite a tough conversation. | 0:22:13 | 0:22:15 | |
It's the worst part of the job, isn't it? | 0:22:15 | 0:22:17 | |
-Maybe, sometimes I think I'm a bit too blunt. -No, I thought you were... | 0:22:17 | 0:22:20 | |
-Otherwise you can end up beating around the bush... -I thought you were so nice to them, | 0:22:20 | 0:22:24 | |
I honestly do, it's heartbreaking. | 0:22:24 | 0:22:26 | |
The worst sort of thing about it is the relatives. | 0:22:30 | 0:22:34 | |
I think that this is when everybody's stood around the bed | 0:22:34 | 0:22:37 | |
and all they want is good news | 0:22:37 | 0:22:39 | |
and you've not got any to give them, that's when it's quite hard. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:42 | |
You can't brush it under the carpet, can you? | 0:22:45 | 0:22:49 | |
You've just got to focus and carry on. That's all you can do. | 0:22:49 | 0:22:53 | |
It's going to be a lot for Jen to take in. | 0:22:57 | 0:23:00 | |
But I specifically wanted her to be involved in that situation, | 0:23:00 | 0:23:03 | |
because I think the sooner you get used to it, | 0:23:03 | 0:23:06 | |
dealing with situations like that, the better. | 0:23:06 | 0:23:09 | |
Obviously it's upsetting for everybody involved | 0:23:09 | 0:23:12 | |
and I think she's dealt with it really well so far. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:15 | |
Back at the house, and second year Keira has some advice for Jen | 0:23:22 | 0:23:26 | |
on handling difficult situations with patients. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:29 | |
I suppose throughout medical school, empathy's really drilled into you. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:33 | |
And so when you see families | 0:23:33 | 0:23:35 | |
and stuff coming in and you naturally empathise with them | 0:23:35 | 0:23:38 | |
and think, "What would I be like in that position | 0:23:38 | 0:23:40 | |
"if that was my family member?" | 0:23:40 | 0:23:42 | |
And it's very difficult not to become very caught up in that | 0:23:42 | 0:23:47 | |
and emotional amongst them. | 0:23:47 | 0:23:49 | |
Do I cry? Do I not cry? How would the patient's family react? | 0:23:49 | 0:23:53 | |
Would they think I was sort of taking it away from their family, | 0:23:53 | 0:23:56 | |
would they like the fact that I was emotional? | 0:23:56 | 0:23:59 | |
I don't think it's a good idea to cry, | 0:23:59 | 0:24:01 | |
it looks like you're out of control and you're the one person | 0:24:01 | 0:24:04 | |
in that situation that they need to be in control. | 0:24:04 | 0:24:06 | |
I've sat down with families of patients who I've known very well | 0:24:06 | 0:24:09 | |
and had a little cry and a little hug with them | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
and some people think that would be overstepping the mark | 0:24:12 | 0:24:15 | |
but it was entirely appropriate in the situation at the time. | 0:24:15 | 0:24:18 | |
-It's about the situation, isn't it? -Yeah. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:20 | |
While the others carry on talking, | 0:24:24 | 0:24:26 | |
Tom has to leave for his first night shift. | 0:24:26 | 0:24:29 | |
And with fewer senior staff around, it's a huge responsibility | 0:24:29 | 0:24:33 | |
for any junior doctor to take on. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:35 | |
I'm feeling quite nervous actually | 0:24:35 | 0:24:37 | |
because there's slightly less support. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:38 | |
The major teams are still all in place as they are in the daytime, | 0:24:38 | 0:24:41 | |
but I think it's a good opportunity to show what I can do, I guess. | 0:24:41 | 0:24:45 | |
'Having fun and being a bit silly is really big part of who I am.' | 0:24:48 | 0:24:52 | |
Can you please try it on? | 0:24:52 | 0:24:53 | |
'I love just being a big kid when I'm outside of hospital.' | 0:24:53 | 0:24:56 | |
-Are you ready? -Are you ready? | 0:24:56 | 0:24:58 | |
-Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? -Tom does, Tom does. | 0:25:00 | 0:25:05 | |
I'm definitely a people person. I really enjoy making new friends | 0:25:07 | 0:25:11 | |
and at times have probably been a little bit of an attention seeker. | 0:25:11 | 0:25:14 | |
Hello, how are you? Nice to see you. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:19 | |
'I'm a little bit needy.' | 0:25:19 | 0:25:21 | |
I can't be on my own for an afternoon or an evening, | 0:25:21 | 0:25:23 | |
I always have to call my friends up and drag them round for a DVD. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:26 | |
'I find my humour funny. Quite a few of my friends find it funny. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:30 | |
'I don't know if they're laughing with me or at me.' | 0:25:30 | 0:25:32 | |
As long as they're laughing, I guess it's good enough. | 0:25:32 | 0:25:35 | |
APPLAUSE | 0:25:35 | 0:25:37 | |
'The thing that daunts me about starting as a junior doctor' | 0:25:37 | 0:25:39 | |
is actually doing my first on-call night shift. | 0:25:39 | 0:25:42 | |
I will see cardiac arrests | 0:25:42 | 0:25:44 | |
and be part of the team that manage those kind of situations. | 0:25:44 | 0:25:46 | |
It's crunch time. | 0:25:46 | 0:25:48 | |
His first night shift and Tom's worst fears come true. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:59 | |
He's just received his first crash bleep to attend a patient | 0:25:59 | 0:26:03 | |
in the Acute Medical Unit. | 0:26:03 | 0:26:04 | |
He needs to get there as quickly as possible | 0:26:06 | 0:26:09 | |
because the patient's taken a suspected overdose. | 0:26:09 | 0:26:11 | |
But finding his way around the many wards of the hospital | 0:26:13 | 0:26:16 | |
for the first time is tricky. | 0:26:16 | 0:26:19 | |
Where's the AMU? Which way to AMU? | 0:26:19 | 0:26:22 | |
Sorry, I've got a crash call to AMU. Which way is it? | 0:26:23 | 0:26:27 | |
OK, thanks. | 0:26:27 | 0:26:28 | |
Thank you. | 0:26:34 | 0:26:35 | |
-Did she arrest? -She had a VT. She had a VT. She came around. | 0:26:36 | 0:26:40 | |
When he arrives, everything is under control | 0:26:40 | 0:26:43 | |
and he is sent back to the wards. | 0:26:43 | 0:26:45 | |
All right, cool. See you in a bit. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:47 | |
But 20 minutes later, he's called to the Heart Emergency Centre. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:59 | |
Oh, actually, it's that way. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:01 | |
I keep going the wrong way. | 0:27:01 | 0:27:03 | |
The patient's been moved there to be monitored. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:06 | |
Hello. | 0:27:06 | 0:27:08 | |
Tom must take a blood sample and fit a cannula. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:11 | |
There's a medication we have to give that you have to give through a really wide needle. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:15 | |
It's particularly tricky to get wider needles in - | 0:27:15 | 0:27:17 | |
you have to find the right size vein | 0:27:17 | 0:27:19 | |
And it's fallen on my shoulders cos, unfortunately, the person | 0:27:19 | 0:27:22 | |
who tried before wasn't unsuccessful, which... no pressure. | 0:27:22 | 0:27:24 | |
I understand I've got to pop something into your arm. | 0:27:24 | 0:27:27 | |
Have you been told? | 0:27:27 | 0:27:28 | |
I've got to pop a needle into your arm | 0:27:28 | 0:27:30 | |
so we can give you medication. Is that OK? All right. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
My name's Tom, I'm one of the junior doctors here. | 0:27:33 | 0:27:36 | |
Do you want to look the other way? | 0:27:36 | 0:27:38 | |
We're in anyway, we're in, we're in. | 0:27:46 | 0:27:48 | |
Oh, sorry. Oh! | 0:27:54 | 0:27:56 | |
Just give me one second. Oh, I'm sorry. | 0:27:56 | 0:27:59 | |
OK. | 0:28:01 | 0:28:02 | |
Try not to move your arm, try not to move your arm. | 0:28:04 | 0:28:07 | |
I'm really sorry, but that's not gone in. | 0:28:07 | 0:28:09 | |
I'll tell you what, I'll get one of the other people to come and do it. | 0:28:09 | 0:28:12 | |
OK? Would you be happier with that? | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:22 | |
Unfortunately, after two unsuccessful attempts, | 0:28:25 | 0:28:27 | |
I've decided that it's probably better | 0:28:27 | 0:28:29 | |
I call somebody who's got more experience in putting them in | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
than me. I don't want to keep putting it in if I'll be unsuccessful. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
It's not fair. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:37 | |
Tom reports back to the senior doctor. | 0:28:37 | 0:28:39 | |
I tried twice, none successfully. | 0:28:39 | 0:28:42 | |
If they need it done then they need it done, | 0:28:42 | 0:28:44 | |
-so you need to get over the... -OK. -Cos if they're unwell, | 0:28:44 | 0:28:47 | |
if you need to try ten times, you try ten times. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
-Would you mind trying...? -I'll do the line if you try the ABG. -OK. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:54 | |
Sure. Ideal. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:56 | |
She's told me that she's happy to try and pop this needle in, | 0:28:58 | 0:29:01 | |
but in the meantime she wants me | 0:29:01 | 0:29:02 | |
to take another sample of blood from this girl's wrist. | 0:29:02 | 0:29:05 | |
She just said, "You're going to have to get it done," | 0:29:05 | 0:29:07 | |
so I'm going to try and get on with that now. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:09 | |
It's a difficult situation for any new doctor. | 0:29:09 | 0:29:11 | |
The good news is that one of the senior doctors is going to come | 0:29:11 | 0:29:14 | |
pop that thing in your arm and she'll do it quickly. | 0:29:14 | 0:29:16 | |
The other news is that I've got to take a sample from here, all right? | 0:29:16 | 0:29:20 | |
And it's really important that we do it cos you've been really unwell. | 0:29:20 | 0:29:24 | |
It's one of the most important tests we do | 0:29:24 | 0:29:26 | |
but it doesn't feel very much. I'm sorry. | 0:29:26 | 0:29:29 | |
Is that all right? | 0:29:29 | 0:29:30 | |
And once we've got these things in, | 0:29:33 | 0:29:34 | |
you should be able to have a bit of sleep. | 0:29:34 | 0:29:37 | |
We need to get it done, that's all. | 0:29:37 | 0:29:38 | |
Keep losing your pulse. | 0:29:44 | 0:29:45 | |
I want to make sure I've got it before I go in. | 0:29:45 | 0:29:48 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:29:51 | 0:29:53 | |
Got it. That's the good news, is that I've got it. | 0:29:55 | 0:29:59 | |
That won't happen again now. OK? | 0:29:59 | 0:30:02 | |
Success. | 0:30:08 | 0:30:09 | |
I don't feel like there's anything I did wrong | 0:30:12 | 0:30:14 | |
I don't feel like I didn't contribute my fair part. | 0:30:14 | 0:30:16 | |
I just feel like at that stage of real tiredness, | 0:30:16 | 0:30:19 | |
I found it really demanding intellectually as well as physically. | 0:30:19 | 0:30:24 | |
-I'm just dreaming about my bed. -(LAUGHS) | 0:30:24 | 0:30:27 | |
While Tom gets some sleep, it's the start of a run of day shifts | 0:30:33 | 0:30:37 | |
for second year Oli on the Acute Medical Unit. | 0:30:37 | 0:30:40 | |
-Right , keep looking straight at my nose. I saw you sneak a peek there. -(SHE LAUGHS) -You can't cheat. | 0:30:47 | 0:30:51 | |
He's proving to be a natural when it comes to charming his patients. | 0:30:51 | 0:30:57 | |
Sharp scratch. | 0:30:57 | 0:30:59 | |
-Didn't feel that. -Good. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:01 | |
-I'll keep my job after all. -(SHE LAUGHS) | 0:31:01 | 0:31:04 | |
If you can get a rapport with them and crack a few jokes, | 0:31:04 | 0:31:07 | |
it's nice to be able to interact with them and put them at ease. | 0:31:07 | 0:31:10 | |
I think that's one of the most important things you can do. | 0:31:10 | 0:31:13 | |
We don't want to get ahead of ourselves and start saying | 0:31:13 | 0:31:15 | |
-it's this or that till we've got all the information. -Oh, no. | 0:31:15 | 0:31:18 | |
A very nice chap. I felt at ease with him. A nice bedside manner. (LAUGHS) | 0:31:18 | 0:31:24 | |
But it's not just the patients who have been won over. | 0:31:24 | 0:31:27 | |
I think he is quite popular with the nurses, yes. | 0:31:27 | 0:31:31 | |
CHATTER LAUGHTER | 0:31:31 | 0:31:34 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:31:34 | 0:31:36 | |
I'm probably old enough to be his mum, so it's no good for me. | 0:31:36 | 0:31:39 | |
A new day and a new patient, | 0:31:41 | 0:31:43 | |
who's about to put Oli's charm to the test. | 0:31:43 | 0:31:47 | |
She's come into hospital suffering from breathing difficulties. | 0:31:47 | 0:31:51 | |
-Julie Hancock? -Yes. | 0:31:51 | 0:31:53 | |
I've got your repeat prescriptions here somewhere. here we go. | 0:31:54 | 0:31:58 | |
-Has there been... -(SHE COUGHS) | 0:31:58 | 0:32:00 | |
Sounds nasty, doesn't it. | 0:32:00 | 0:32:03 | |
So how far could you walk now without getting short of breath? | 0:32:03 | 0:32:06 | |
-I mean, can you walk any distance? -No. | 0:32:06 | 0:32:10 | |
Have you had any chest pain at all? | 0:32:10 | 0:32:12 | |
-I have had chest pain. -OK, tell me about that. | 0:32:12 | 0:32:14 | |
It's been up here and then it's been down here. | 0:32:14 | 0:32:18 | |
-So on the left side up here and down here. -Yeah. | 0:32:18 | 0:32:20 | |
And this wheeze I can hear, that's normal for you, is it? | 0:32:21 | 0:32:23 | |
-Well, on a good day. -On a good day. OK. | 0:32:23 | 0:32:26 | |
The shortness of breath is a long-term thing with you. | 0:32:26 | 0:32:29 | |
-I've got emphysema. -You've got emphysema. | 0:32:29 | 0:32:31 | |
-How often do you use the nebulisers at home. -From time to time. | 0:32:31 | 0:32:34 | |
When was the last time you used one? | 0:32:34 | 0:32:36 | |
Last night. | 0:32:36 | 0:32:37 | |
I jumped up early this morning to get to my doctor's. | 0:32:37 | 0:32:40 | |
-Do you smoke at all? -Yes. | 0:32:40 | 0:32:42 | |
-How many d you smoke? -Between five and seven a day. | 0:32:42 | 0:32:45 | |
Have you always smoked that much? | 0:32:45 | 0:32:47 | |
-I used to smoke about 50 a day. -OK. | 0:32:47 | 0:32:49 | |
-How long did you smoke 50 a day for? -I started to smoke from the age of nine or ten. | 0:32:49 | 0:32:55 | |
-So probably about 40 years. -Yes. | 0:32:55 | 0:32:57 | |
Oli needs to examine her to see if the problem is anything other than her emphysema. | 0:33:00 | 0:33:06 | |
SHE INHALES DEEPLY | 0:33:06 | 0:33:08 | |
Is this the normal size for your tummy or is this blown up a bit? | 0:33:08 | 0:33:12 | |
Let's have a look at your ankles. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:14 | |
-Sorry. Where is the pain on your chest. -Round my kidney parts. | 0:33:14 | 0:33:19 | |
Is it painful if I press there? | 0:33:19 | 0:33:21 | |
Ow! | 0:33:21 | 0:33:22 | |
Have you ever had a blood test taken from the wrist before? | 0:33:22 | 0:33:25 | |
-It's painful. -Yeah. | 0:33:25 | 0:33:27 | |
-Is it all right if I come back and do one of those on you? -No. | 0:33:27 | 0:33:32 | |
-If I ask very nicely? -I've had one of them done and it's very painful. | 0:33:32 | 0:33:39 | |
I'll bring the stuff back ready to do it and we'll have a look and see what your pulse is. | 0:33:39 | 0:33:43 | |
If it hurts, you can punch me. | 0:33:43 | 0:33:45 | |
All right? | 0:33:45 | 0:33:47 | |
-Fantastic. Stick here, I'll everybody back in a minute. -All right. | 0:33:47 | 0:33:52 | |
Oli needs to take some blood from the artery in her wrist to measure her blood gases, | 0:33:52 | 0:33:56 | |
a test that's carried out when a patient is struggling to breathe. | 0:33:56 | 0:34:00 | |
It's an arterial sample from the wrist, | 0:34:00 | 0:34:02 | |
which it sounds like she's had before and didn't like. | 0:34:02 | 0:34:05 | |
It's often a bit more difficult from there, so... | 0:34:05 | 0:34:09 | |
we'll see how that goes. | 0:34:09 | 0:34:10 | |
It's not the first time he's performed this procedure, | 0:34:13 | 0:34:16 | |
-but he knows it's not going to be easy. -Right. | 0:34:16 | 0:34:19 | |
And so does she. | 0:34:19 | 0:34:22 | |
Ready? Sharp scratch. | 0:34:22 | 0:34:24 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:34:25 | 0:34:27 | |
Argh! | 0:34:27 | 0:34:28 | |
Ah! | 0:34:28 | 0:34:31 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:34:32 | 0:34:34 | |
-All done. Put some pressure on there for me. -SHE GROANS | 0:34:34 | 0:34:38 | |
-You toerag! -Sorry? -You toerag! -Toerag! (LAUGHS) | 0:34:38 | 0:34:42 | |
You didn't punch me, anyway. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:43 | |
-No, I'm not that type of person. -OK. Fair enough. | 0:34:43 | 0:34:46 | |
Not good at all. It really hurts. | 0:34:50 | 0:34:53 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:34:53 | 0:34:55 | |
Nice doctor. Toerag. | 0:34:57 | 0:34:58 | |
I can handle being called a toerag, I've been called a lot worse. | 0:35:00 | 0:35:04 | |
With the worst over for all involved, | 0:35:04 | 0:35:06 | |
the blood is analysed and Julie is sent home with the all clear. | 0:35:06 | 0:35:10 | |
Some people just aren't a fan of needles. | 0:35:10 | 0:35:12 | |
I think that one, because of the angle that you go in at | 0:35:12 | 0:35:15 | |
and the fact you're doing it from the wrist, people tend to like it a lot less. | 0:35:15 | 0:35:19 | |
And it's a chance for Oli to retreat to the safety of his paperwork. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:22 | |
Probably get through the whole lot in about, I don't know, | 0:35:22 | 0:35:26 | |
six or seven years, so might as well get started now. | 0:35:26 | 0:35:29 | |
While second year Oli is taking everything in his stride,... Tom is still finding his feet. | 0:35:31 | 0:35:38 | |
It's his second night shift and he's only 3 hours in when his crash bleep goes off. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:43 | |
BLEEPING | 0:35:43 | 0:35:44 | |
He's been called to the Haematology Ward where a patient is in cardiac arrest. | 0:35:48 | 0:35:54 | |
It's kind of exciting. "Oh, gosh! I've got a bleep!" | 0:35:57 | 0:36:00 | |
You get this naive excitement. | 0:36:00 | 0:36:03 | |
BLEEPING | 0:36:10 | 0:36:12 | |
You go into situations where there's a real-life patient on the bed with chest compressions going on, | 0:36:30 | 0:36:34 | |
which are immensely important to keep the heart pumping blood, | 0:36:34 | 0:36:38 | |
but at the same time to see it in real life it's quite hard hitting. | 0:36:38 | 0:36:43 | |
BLEEPING | 0:36:43 | 0:36:46 | |
It was very daunting, unlike anything I'd experienced. | 0:36:53 | 0:36:56 | |
Even though I've seen cardiac arrests in hospital before, I didn't feel responsible before. | 0:36:56 | 0:37:00 | |
And although I've had a lot of training in how to manage them | 0:37:00 | 0:37:03 | |
when you see it for the first time it's kind of scary. | 0:37:03 | 0:37:06 | |
BLEEPING | 0:37:06 | 0:37:07 | |
We went on for 20 minutes of resuscitation before it was decided | 0:37:14 | 0:37:18 | |
that the situation the patient was in wouldn't really be recoverable | 0:37:18 | 0:37:23 | |
in spite of the best efforts of the team. | 0:37:23 | 0:37:25 | |
-So it was called. -The man didn't survive. | 0:37:25 | 0:37:28 | |
Very sadly the patient's 15-year-old daughter who was on her own on the ward is being informed now. | 0:37:29 | 0:37:36 | |
It's been a hard shift for Tom. | 0:37:36 | 0:37:38 | |
Two emergency calls in total does have a toll on a person, | 0:37:38 | 0:37:43 | |
especially somebody who's new and just coming into the role. | 0:37:43 | 0:37:46 | |
He will be physically exhausted by that | 0:37:46 | 0:37:49 | |
because you're using every sort of emotion. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:54 | |
And Tom and all the other junior doctors | 0:37:54 | 0:37:56 | |
will probably have to cope with that. | 0:37:56 | 0:37:57 | |
Back home after his shift, Tom is still thinking about the patient who died. | 0:38:00 | 0:38:04 | |
He only had one relative, his 15-year-old daughter, she was on her own. | 0:38:04 | 0:38:09 | |
-Oh, my God! -So that was horrible. | 0:38:09 | 0:38:11 | |
That's really sad. | 0:38:11 | 0:38:12 | |
-And it does sit in your head. -Especially cos it's someone you wouldn't expect to just die. | 0:38:14 | 0:38:19 | |
I didn't think about while I was seeing other patients, you focus on other stuff, | 0:38:19 | 0:38:24 | |
but it's when you're not focusing that you think about it again. | 0:38:24 | 0:38:26 | |
-Yeah. -And it just kind of gets you. Even when I took five minutes later to have my sandwich, | 0:38:26 | 0:38:31 | |
-I was, like, "It's really sad." -It is sad, yeah. | 0:38:31 | 0:38:35 | |
-I don't think anyone really gets used to that. It's sad all round. -Yeah. | 0:38:35 | 0:38:40 | |
It's the following morning and Ed is starting his second shift in the Emergency Department. | 0:38:44 | 0:38:49 | |
He's feeling the pressure of being a new doctor in a new country. | 0:38:49 | 0:38:54 | |
It's proving a bit difficult. | 0:38:54 | 0:38:57 | |
I've got to get the hang of... how thorough certain things are here | 0:38:57 | 0:39:03 | |
rather than what I've been taught. | 0:39:03 | 0:39:06 | |
There's more at stake today that just the health of the patients. | 0:39:06 | 0:39:10 | |
After a shaky start on his first shift, Ed's seniors are going to be monitoring him closely. | 0:39:10 | 0:39:15 | |
Within our department, we're providing them with 24 hour senior supervision and support, | 0:39:15 | 0:39:20 | |
but they are expected to see patients from the offset on their own. | 0:39:20 | 0:39:24 | |
Now, having not worked within the UK, | 0:39:24 | 0:39:25 | |
Edward is finding that difficult because he's unaware of the systems and the treatments in place. | 0:39:25 | 0:39:30 | |
Ed's next case is a man who seems to be disorientated and confused. | 0:39:30 | 0:39:35 | |
Can you close your eyes, please. No, you. Like this. | 0:39:35 | 0:39:39 | |
Eyes closed. | 0:39:39 | 0:39:41 | |
No, no. If you can close your eyes. | 0:39:41 | 0:39:44 | |
Keep both closed. Both closed! That was good. | 0:39:44 | 0:39:47 | |
OK, keep them both closed. | 0:39:47 | 0:39:49 | |
I've got a confused patient. He's not able to tell me where he lives, what he does, why he's here. | 0:39:50 | 0:39:56 | |
He doesn't know where he is, but he is able to perform simple tasks. | 0:39:56 | 0:40:00 | |
Unsure of his next move, Ed goes to Dr Raj for help. | 0:40:00 | 0:40:04 | |
-Have you gone through each nerve. -No, I haven't. | 0:40:04 | 0:40:07 | |
Right. So do a full neurological examination. | 0:40:07 | 0:40:09 | |
-Saying he can speak and his eyes are OK doesn't mean his neurological exam is normal. -OK. | 0:40:09 | 0:40:15 | |
-Yeah? -OK. | 0:40:15 | 0:40:17 | |
I would probably ask you to follow me during the first examination is that OK? | 0:40:17 | 0:40:21 | |
-You should be able to do a neurological examination. -It's been a while. | 0:40:21 | 0:40:26 | |
-Let's go and do a neurological examination. -That would be nice. | 0:40:26 | 0:40:30 | |
Dr Raj will have to show Ed how to do the examination himself. | 0:40:30 | 0:40:34 | |
It's a blow for Ed as it is a procedure | 0:40:34 | 0:40:37 | |
that a second year junior doctor should be able to perform unsupervised. | 0:40:37 | 0:40:42 | |
-You have completed your training in medicine? -Yes. | 0:40:42 | 0:40:45 | |
Then you should be able to do a basic examination. | 0:40:45 | 0:40:49 | |
He's come in with a neurological problem. Confusion is a neurological problem. | 0:40:49 | 0:40:53 | |
So he needs a neurological examination. | 0:40:53 | 0:40:56 | |
And when you do a neurological examination, | 0:40:56 | 0:40:59 | |
you can 't test some nerves and not others in a neurological examination. | 0:40:59 | 0:41:03 | |
Yeah? | 0:41:03 | 0:41:06 | |
You all right, love? | 0:41:06 | 0:41:08 | |
It has become clear to Dr Raj and the hospital | 0:41:08 | 0:41:11 | |
that there is a big difference between what Ed has been taught in Italy | 0:41:11 | 0:41:14 | |
and what the department expects of him. | 0:41:14 | 0:41:17 | |
Speaking to colleagues it's quite obvious that it would be unfair on him and on patients in particular | 0:41:17 | 0:41:23 | |
to allow him to carry on seeing those patients | 0:41:23 | 0:41:27 | |
when we feel he would be out of his depth. | 0:41:27 | 0:41:30 | |
With the priority being patient welfare and making sure Ed gets the training and support he needs, | 0:41:30 | 0:41:36 | |
the department has come to a difficult decision. | 0:41:36 | 0:41:39 | |
It was apparent from day one that we were having to spend a lot of time with Ed | 0:41:39 | 0:41:43 | |
and we've made the decision | 0:41:43 | 0:41:46 | |
that I'm going to be taking him off the rota. | 0:41:46 | 0:41:51 | |
-Goodbye. -See you. -Goodbye. | 0:41:51 | 0:41:54 | |
It would be unsafe to allow him to carry on seeing those patients from the offset on his own | 0:41:57 | 0:42:02 | |
without providing him with some extra training. | 0:42:02 | 0:42:07 | |
Back home, and Ed's coming to terms with the news that his time in the Emergency Department is over. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:20 | |
Dr Raj seems very to the point immediately, | 0:42:20 | 0:42:23 | |
not a wasted word or anything like that. | 0:42:23 | 0:42:25 | |
He's very quick in what he does and I can see he's an outstanding doctor. | 0:42:25 | 0:42:28 | |
You can see some things about people in three days, | 0:42:28 | 0:42:32 | |
but you can't possibly evaluate six years of medical training | 0:42:32 | 0:42:37 | |
and six months of work... in two days. | 0:42:37 | 0:42:40 | |
I don't think that's possible. | 0:42:40 | 0:42:42 | |
You can have all the experience you want to but people can have good days, bad days. | 0:42:42 | 0:42:46 | |
Give them a week at least. A week is not too much. | 0:42:46 | 0:42:50 | |
The hospital have decided that Ed should be moved from front-line medicine | 0:42:50 | 0:42:54 | |
and redo his first year in a department where he can get intensive training and supervision. | 0:42:54 | 0:43:00 | |
This means Ed will have to become a first year junior doctor again. | 0:43:00 | 0:43:04 | |
I had a fleeting image of myself saying, "OK, never mind about this, | 0:43:04 | 0:43:09 | |
then I'll just go back to my job in the mountains in Italy." | 0:43:09 | 0:43:13 | |
But, of course, you are in the thick of emotion and you've just been told | 0:43:13 | 0:43:16 | |
you're going to be moved to another department and your training will last one year longer. | 0:43:16 | 0:43:21 | |
But I need to stay here. | 0:43:23 | 0:43:26 | |
I've got a job, it's fine. I'll do my best to just get on top of it. | 0:43:26 | 0:43:31 | |
It's a turn of events that Ed could never have predicted. | 0:43:31 | 0:43:37 | |
But there's more bad news to deal with. | 0:43:37 | 0:43:41 | |
Ed's father, who has been unwell for a while, has taken a turn for the worse | 0:43:41 | 0:43:46 | |
and Ed must leave the country immediately to see him. | 0:43:46 | 0:43:51 | |
Back at the hospital, it's business as usual. | 0:43:56 | 0:43:59 | |
On the colo-rectal ward, which specialises in looking after patients with bowel conditions, | 0:43:59 | 0:44:04 | |
Emily is dealing with her first case. | 0:44:04 | 0:44:07 | |
It's quite busy. Lots to do today. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:09 | |
So I'm just going to try and get some blood off this woman. | 0:44:09 | 0:44:13 | |
But it's the kind of blood sample that needs to be sent to the lab packed in ice | 0:44:15 | 0:44:20 | |
and first Emily needs to find the ice machine. | 0:44:20 | 0:44:24 | |
It's a massive faff cos they're on the fifth floor | 0:44:24 | 0:44:27 | |
and all the ice machines are broken, so I've got to go to the ninth floor to find one. | 0:44:27 | 0:44:31 | |
About half my day is spent running around looking for something. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:36 | |
-I need to find some ice. -It's down the other end. There's an ice machine - | 0:44:36 | 0:44:40 | |
Right the other end? Thank you. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:42 | |
Knowing where everything is is a problem when you're starting any new job. | 0:44:42 | 0:44:46 | |
Every ward is laid out differently, | 0:44:46 | 0:44:47 | |
so whenever you go onto a new ward you have to learn where everything is. | 0:44:47 | 0:44:50 | |
Hiya. Have you got any ice I can have, please. | 0:44:50 | 0:44:53 | |
I don't work here. I'm guessing that's the ice machine. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:56 | |
Oh, wicked. Thank you. | 0:44:56 | 0:44:58 | |
How do I work it. | 0:45:04 | 0:45:06 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
Do I have to press a button? | 0:45:08 | 0:45:11 | |
Oh! | 0:45:11 | 0:45:14 | |
Finally, she can take the sample. | 0:45:14 | 0:45:17 | |
She needs blood from the patient's wrist | 0:45:17 | 0:45:19 | |
to record the levels of oxygen and carbon dioxide in her body. | 0:45:19 | 0:45:24 | |
Sorry, that was more of a faff than I thought it would be. | 0:45:24 | 0:45:27 | |
Feeling better today? | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
-A lot better. -Are you? Good. Good. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:33 | |
Taking blood from a patient is one thing she feels confident about. | 0:45:33 | 0:45:38 | |
All through medical school I worked as a phlebotomist, which gave me loads of practice at taking blood. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:44 | |
A phlebotomist is somebody who takes blood for a living. | 0:45:44 | 0:45:46 | |
So it's made me not too scared of doing it as a doctor, which is quite helpful I think. | 0:45:46 | 0:45:51 | |
OK. Sharp scratch. | 0:45:55 | 0:45:56 | |
-Marvellous! -OK. | 0:46:02 | 0:46:04 | |
-Easy. -Easy-peasy. | 0:46:04 | 0:46:07 | |
But if the blood isn't analysed within 60 minutes of being taken, | 0:46:07 | 0:46:10 | |
the sample will be ruined and Emily must start again from scratch. | 0:46:10 | 0:46:15 | |
Hello, I'm trying to get a porter to 5B to take an ABG for me. Is that possible, please. | 0:46:15 | 0:46:20 | |
Got an hour. The clock's ticking. | 0:46:20 | 0:46:22 | |
Happy she's done a good job, Emily leaves the sample waiting for collection. | 0:46:22 | 0:46:30 | |
But with the ice slowly melting, will it make it on time? | 0:46:30 | 0:46:33 | |
Junior doctor Jen is spending her first three months on a surgical ward. | 0:46:38 | 0:46:43 | |
She's up for the challenge and wants to be the best. | 0:46:43 | 0:46:46 | |
Hold that. | 0:46:46 | 0:46:48 | |
My life motto is "work hard, play hard". | 0:46:52 | 0:46:54 | |
I've wanted to be a doctor for as long as I can remember. | 0:46:57 | 0:47:03 | |
I definitely consider myself a competitive person. | 0:47:03 | 0:47:06 | |
There's nothing I love more than a challenge | 0:47:06 | 0:47:08 | |
or the opportunity to beat somebody. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:10 | |
I love going shopping, getting new makeup, | 0:47:13 | 0:47:17 | |
I like having my hair done. So there is a side of me that's a bit of a girl as well. | 0:47:17 | 0:47:24 | |
My mates are really important to me. | 0:47:24 | 0:47:26 | |
On a night out, I like to have a few drinks. | 0:47:26 | 0:47:30 | |
ALL: Cheers! | 0:47:30 | 0:47:32 | |
I think every medic is familiar with the bars and clubs in Liverpool. | 0:47:32 | 0:47:36 | |
Medicine is very much the priority in my life. | 0:47:36 | 0:47:40 | |
My greatest fear with starting work | 0:47:40 | 0:47:44 | |
is that I'm not gonna be as good as I expect to be. | 0:47:44 | 0:47:49 | |
Jen's only been on the ward for a few days, but her assertive and confident nature is shining through. | 0:47:49 | 0:47:55 | |
Organisation's definitely the key to this job. | 0:47:55 | 0:47:58 | |
You do then list. You sort it out. You've pulled it out! | 0:48:03 | 0:48:06 | |
OK, you can go back to your bed now, you're not attached to that any more. Yeah. | 0:48:06 | 0:48:12 | |
I'm not a bossy person. Let's get a cannula in, let's put a bag of saline up. | 0:48:12 | 0:48:18 | |
If something needs doing, I want to make sure it's done. | 0:48:18 | 0:48:21 | |
Bring them in in a minute, I'm just gonna get the blood results up. | 0:48:21 | 0:48:24 | |
Her dream job is to work in surgery and she's keen to get some hands-on experience. | 0:48:24 | 0:48:29 | |
-I wanna do anaesthetics. -Do you? | 0:48:29 | 0:48:32 | |
Will I be able to get involved a bit? That'd be cool! | 0:48:35 | 0:48:38 | |
Going into surgery would be exciting cos I like to do hands-on things, | 0:48:38 | 0:48:43 | |
given the practical element of the job. | 0:48:43 | 0:48:45 | |
I'm a surgical house officer. This is the first year on and you don't often get into theatre, | 0:48:45 | 0:48:51 | |
but, yeah, excited. | 0:48:51 | 0:48:53 | |
Getting into surgery in your first week is unusual for a junior doctor, | 0:48:53 | 0:48:59 | |
but Jen's impressed her bosses enough to make it happen after only a few days. | 0:48:59 | 0:49:04 | |
Jen's fitted in really well in the team. | 0:49:04 | 0:49:06 | |
She seems to have a level of maturity above her age I'd say. | 0:49:06 | 0:49:12 | |
She's just taken it all in her stride, really. | 0:49:12 | 0:49:15 | |
Hiya. I'm going into Mr Hartley's theatre. | 0:49:15 | 0:49:18 | |
-Which theatre is she in? -Theatre 6. | 0:49:18 | 0:49:22 | |
Consultant Surgeon Mr Hartley is in charge of today's procedure. | 0:49:24 | 0:49:28 | |
Increasingly, it's almost like a privilege to be allowed | 0:49:33 | 0:49:36 | |
to come into a theatre and be exposed to what goes on up here. | 0:49:36 | 0:49:40 | |
The patient is having stomach surgery to control acid reflux | 0:49:44 | 0:49:49 | |
and his stomach needs to be repositioned to cover part of his oesophagus. | 0:49:49 | 0:49:54 | |
Jen's first task is to insert the patient's cannula. | 0:49:54 | 0:49:58 | |
This one? | 0:49:58 | 0:50:00 | |
Yeah, just there. | 0:50:00 | 0:50:02 | |
Yeah. | 0:50:02 | 0:50:05 | |
Thank you. | 0:50:05 | 0:50:07 | |
So the leaky valve, the one that doesn't work, is just here. | 0:50:12 | 0:50:17 | |
-Right. -So that's the bit we're going to repair. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:20 | |
Mr Hartley wants to see if Jen's been paying attention in medical school. | 0:50:20 | 0:50:26 | |
Suppose we thought, "Where's the needle?! We don't know where it is!" | 0:50:26 | 0:50:29 | |
What might you try to do to find a lost needle? | 0:50:29 | 0:50:31 | |
-Get an X-ray? -Yeah, just X-ray the patient. | 0:50:31 | 0:50:34 | |
Very impressed. | 0:50:34 | 0:50:36 | |
Jenny, what do you think? Have you seen one of those before? | 0:50:40 | 0:50:42 | |
-No, I haven't. -Yeah. | 0:50:42 | 0:50:45 | |
Pretty amazing. | 0:50:45 | 0:50:47 | |
-Thanks very much. Bye! -Thanks a lot. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:51 | |
Jen's on a high from her first surgical experience as a junior doctor. | 0:50:51 | 0:50:56 | |
I've really, really enjoyed surgery. | 0:50:56 | 0:50:58 | |
And I have definitely noticed... the buzz from surgery. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:02 | |
I understand why people enjoy it and want to do it as a career. | 0:51:02 | 0:51:06 | |
Back on colo-rectal and Emily has a long list of patients to see and bloods to take. | 0:51:23 | 0:51:29 | |
It's over 30 minutes since she left her ice sample on another ward | 0:51:29 | 0:51:32 | |
and she's needs to check it's been taken to the lab. | 0:51:32 | 0:51:37 | |
I'm just going down and back to B5 to check that ABG's gone off, | 0:51:37 | 0:51:41 | |
because I'm paranoid it's still sat in the side. | 0:51:41 | 0:51:44 | |
When Emily returns to the ward, her worst fears are confirmed. | 0:51:44 | 0:51:48 | |
(GASPS) | 0:51:48 | 0:51:50 | |
Why?! | 0:51:50 | 0:51:52 | |
Can I still send that? | 0:51:54 | 0:51:55 | |
-It's all right to send. -Are you sure? | 0:51:57 | 0:52:00 | |
Yeah. Send a porter. | 0:52:00 | 0:52:02 | |
This is so ridiculous! | 0:52:02 | 0:52:05 | |
It's enough for laid-back Emily to lose her cool. | 0:52:05 | 0:52:09 | |
BLEEPING | 0:52:09 | 0:52:11 | |
It's annoying that if you ask someone to do a job for you it doesn't get done. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:15 | |
Especially with something that has a time limit on it | 0:52:15 | 0:52:17 | |
like a blood test that you can't really leave hanging around. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:20 | |
Hello. I rang half an hour ago for a porter to pick an ABG up, do you know where they are? | 0:52:20 | 0:52:26 | |
I think from now on, I'm actually going to stand with the blood and not go anywhere. | 0:52:26 | 0:52:31 | |
Oh, it's melting! | 0:52:35 | 0:52:37 | |
Are you gonna take it up to them? | 0:52:37 | 0:52:40 | |
No, cos I don't have time to take it up. | 0:52:40 | 0:52:43 | |
It'd take you five minutes. | 0:52:43 | 0:52:46 | |
-Getting up there and getting it analysed, five minutes. -You think? | 0:52:46 | 0:52:50 | |
Save the patient getting stabbed again. | 0:52:50 | 0:52:53 | |
All right. If it takes me any longer, I'm blaming you. | 0:52:53 | 0:52:56 | |
All right. | 0:52:56 | 0:52:57 | |
-Oh, will you tell the porter when he comes. -All right. | 0:52:57 | 0:53:01 | |
The Junior Doctors have made it through the week and Tom's in the mood to party. | 0:53:07 | 0:53:15 | |
It's Friday! | 0:53:15 | 0:53:17 | |
-Oh, my God! -Cham-pagne! | 0:53:17 | 0:53:20 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:53:20 | 0:53:21 | |
Whoo! | 0:53:21 | 0:53:23 | |
-Cheers, everyone! -Here's to Friday and the weekend. | 0:53:23 | 0:53:28 | |
-I was the last one home... for once. -For once! | 0:53:28 | 0:53:32 | |
I'm starting to feel relieved because everything's starting to fall into place. | 0:53:32 | 0:53:37 | |
I've got two or three patients I have world-class banter with. | 0:53:37 | 0:53:41 | |
I'm happy. I feel like I'm in my niche now. | 0:53:41 | 0:53:45 | |
-ALL CHEER -While Tristan spends some well deserved time with his family, | 0:53:52 | 0:53:56 | |
over at the house, some of the other junior doctors are gearing up for a big night out. | 0:53:56 | 0:54:01 | |
After a long week, I'm actually letting my hair down. | 0:54:01 | 0:54:05 | |
I feel like I've learnt so much in the first two weeks, | 0:54:12 | 0:54:15 | |
imagine what I'll be like after I've done six months. | 0:54:15 | 0:54:18 | |
I feel like I'm progressing, | 0:54:18 | 0:54:21 | |
which is a really nice feeling, rather that like I'm floundering. | 0:54:21 | 0:54:27 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:54:27 | 0:54:29 | |
Everyone's going through stressful times and there are bad days and times when you get exhausted. | 0:54:29 | 0:54:34 | |
And everyone knows that and is in the same position, so everything pulls together. | 0:54:35 | 0:54:38 | |
Doctors are a really good support system for each other. | 0:54:38 | 0:54:41 | |
I definitely think I've earned this night out. | 0:54:41 | 0:54:43 | |
-You've worked so hard this week. -I'm beyond tired. -Hmm. | 0:54:43 | 0:54:47 | |
I think the biggest thing you learn is how to work as a team. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:53 | |
You have to work like a well-oiled machine. | 0:54:54 | 0:54:57 | |
That's a big thing I've taken away from the first couple of weeks. | 0:54:57 | 0:55:01 | |
It's been physically challenging, | 0:55:13 | 0:55:15 | |
it's been intellectually challenging and very emotionally challenging too. | 0:55:15 | 0:55:20 | |
At the end of this week I don't feel like I'm, fooling anyone when I tell them I'm a doctor. | 0:55:22 | 0:55:27 | |
Night. | 0:55:27 | 0:55:29 | |
Next week on Junior Doctors. | 0:55:29 | 0:55:32 | |
-Argh! -Unflappable Jen tackles a tricky procedure on her first nightshift. | 0:55:32 | 0:55:37 | |
I didn't really know what to do when he was panicking. | 0:55:37 | 0:55:40 | |
Tom has another stab at perfecting his needle technique. | 0:55:40 | 0:55:44 | |
Don't worry. Just crack on. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:47 | |
I'll be particularly pleased to see the back of those after the three attempts. | 0:55:47 | 0:55:51 | |
And Emily feels the pressure when she's the first doctor on the scene of a cardiac arrest. | 0:55:51 | 0:55:56 | |
The senior doctor said, "Right, does everyone agree this is futile?" | 0:55:56 | 0:55:59 | |
I hope that I get over crying, | 0:55:59 | 0:56:02 | |
but I hope that I always feel a little bit for them. | 0:56:02 | 0:56:06 | |
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