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This sounds like a system that is close to breakdown. Patients would | :00:19. | :00:27. | |
be horrified. But the bosses insist we are safe | :00:27. | :00:31. | |
on their wards. This is a good hospital, we are not | :00:31. | :00:35. | |
about to reduce the level and range of services. | :00:35. | :00:41. | |
30 years on, and can an amateur Tyneside photographer track down | :00:41. | :00:46. | |
the stars of his show? Thigh did not take names, I don't | :00:46. | :00:52. | |
know why. It is a real detective hunt. | :00:52. | :00:57. | |
Stories from the heart of the North East and Cumbria. This is Inside | :00:57. | :01:07. | |
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Out. Shortages of beds and staff, morale at rock bottom and a | :01:19. | :01:22. | |
financial crisis. That's what we've been told is the situation at | :01:22. | :01:24. | |
Cumberland Infirmary here in Carlisle and the West Cumberland | :01:24. | :01:34. | |
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Infirmary in Carlisle, together with the West Cumberland Hospital | :01:59. | :02:01. | |
in Whitehaven, make up the North Cumbria University Hospitals Trust. | :02:01. | :02:04. | |
Forced to pay back millions in Private Finance Initiative payments | :02:04. | :02:07. | |
for this new hospital, and with a savings target of 15 million this | :02:07. | :02:10. | |
year, the Trust says it provides safe, high-quality care. But we | :02:10. | :02:12. | |
have been passed information which hospital staff say is evidence | :02:12. | :02:15. | |
that's not what patients are always getting. Lets start at Cumberland | :02:15. | :02:18. | |
Infirmary. For five months up to April this year staff in A&E kept a | :02:18. | :02:21. | |
log of incidents. They wanted their own record of the problems they | :02:21. | :02:24. | |
were dealing with. It makes shocking reading. This is an entry | :02:24. | :02:26. | |
from October 2010: "Patient with suspected meningitis unmonitored in | :02:26. | :02:29. | |
"psych" cubicle". "lady with PV bleed assessed in corridor and | :02:29. | :02:32. | |
collapsed prior to being put on trolley." So, just let me explain | :02:32. | :02:36. | |
what this means. The first case appears to refer to a patient with | :02:36. | :02:39. | |
suspected meningitis, a potentially fatal infection, who is left, with | :02:39. | :02:44. | |
no supervision, in a cubicle. The second refers to a woman with a PV | :02:44. | :02:47. | |
bleed, that's a vaginal bleed, who is close to collapse, and is | :02:47. | :02:55. | |
assessed in a corridor! So what's going on? To find out I've spoken | :02:55. | :02:59. | |
to staff at most levels in the hospitals. Many fear being | :02:59. | :03:05. | |
disciplined for talking to us, so actors speak their words. | :03:05. | :03:09. | |
haven't got enough nurses on the shift to cover everywhere. We can | :03:09. | :03:12. | |
have potentially three people in resus, three people having heart | :03:12. | :03:14. | |
attacks, strokes, breathing difficulties. People are being left | :03:14. | :03:18. | |
in cubicles because we can't keep an eye on them. We're not ignoring | :03:18. | :03:23. | |
them. But the priority has to be the people in resus. That would be | :03:24. | :03:28. | |
worrying if it was a rare event, but it appears, it wasn't. The log, | :03:28. | :03:31. | |
filled in by the A&E nurses, lists page after page of shortages, | :03:31. | :03:41. | |
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delays and risks. Here's a flavour: January: dangerous nursing | :03:42. | :03:48. | |
conditions in A&E. Two patients with chest pain on back corridor. | :03:48. | :03:51. | |
February: department unsafe, none of children handed over as none | :03:51. | :03:58. | |
triaged. One quite unwell, encephalitis? Temperature of 38.8. | :03:58. | :04:01. | |
April: patient in red category waited 3 hours 40 minutes to see | :04:01. | :04:04. | |
doctor. Number of patients exceeded number of trolleys. Ambulance crews | :04:04. | :04:10. | |
waiting in corridor. At times, we've been told, A&E at Carlisle | :04:10. | :04:17. | |
resembled a hospital during a major incident. Basically, if they're | :04:17. | :04:21. | |
going to be alive for the next five minutes you're going to look at the | :04:21. | :04:24. | |
next person. Like in london when there was a bomb. It's that sort of | :04:24. | :04:27. | |
fight or flight response. You're just looking at people the bare | :04:28. | :04:32. | |
minimum and then look at something else. The nurses' union was so | :04:32. | :04:38. | |
worried it handed the log to the Trust earlier this year. We were | :04:38. | :04:41. | |
informed that they would ask the chief operating officer to conduct | :04:41. | :04:44. | |
an internal investigation to some of the situations you've described. | :04:44. | :04:48. | |
Unfortunately we've had no further feedback. When we asked them | :04:48. | :04:51. | |
they've gone very quiet. So we don't believe that that internal | :04:51. | :04:55. | |
investigation has taken place and that's very disappointing. That's | :04:55. | :04:59. | |
disturbing. From the information we have that log was kept before my | :04:59. | :05:07. | |
arrival. I will need to investigate to see what happened in terms of | :05:07. | :05:13. | |
addressing their concerns. The RCN say they were told that the chief | :05:13. | :05:16. | |
operating officer would investigate and they've heard nothing? Well, | :05:16. | :05:19. | |
the chief operating officer is no longer here. With the revised | :05:19. | :05:21. | |
online systems that we've introduced there's been an increase | :05:21. | :05:26. | |
now in reporting of concerns from staff and we think that's positive. | :05:26. | :05:30. | |
But according to the nurses they're still not being listened to - and | :05:30. | :05:37. | |
worse. Nurses are regularly telling us that they're filling in incident | :05:37. | :05:40. | |
forms in and they're not having a response to those forms. And some | :05:40. | :05:43. | |
staff genuinely feel that they're being bullied and told not to fill | :05:43. | :05:46. | |
the forms in when they've not got sufficient staff or if they've not | :05:46. | :05:51. | |
been able to give care to patients. I don't believe that whatsoever. We | :05:51. | :05:53. | |
have very open well established reporting systems and we receive | :05:53. | :06:00. | |
information all the time about potential safety and quality issues. | :06:00. | :06:03. | |
There are concerns raised with us that staff feel under pressure not | :06:03. | :06:07. | |
to report incidents and in one case felt they were even being bullied | :06:07. | :06:14. | |
into this. I don't have any evidence for that and if i did i | :06:14. | :06:20. | |
would be very unhappy if that was the case. So if this is brought to | :06:20. | :06:30. | |
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your attention in detail you will act? Absolutely. Many of the staff | :06:44. | :06:47. | |
say the real problem, and the reason for the shortage of beds and | :06:47. | :06:51. | |
staff is a programme called Closer to Home that aimed to treat more | :06:51. | :06:54. | |
people out of hospital and so reduce the need for beds. It really | :06:54. | :06:57. | |
hasn't worked in Cumbria. It's had catastrophic effects on the two | :06:57. | :07:00. | |
hospitals. Starving them of funding. The numbers have gone back up again | :07:00. | :07:03. | |
and the complexity of cases has gone up. Some numbers have fallen | :07:03. | :07:06. | |
and some have not in our experience. And we'll be discussing our results | :07:06. | :07:08. | |
of closer to home with the commissioners for the health | :07:08. | :07:12. | |
service in Cumbria. So is there a shortage of staff and beds then if | :07:12. | :07:15. | |
the numbers are greater than you expected? No. There's no issue with | :07:15. | :07:20. | |
staff numbers or beds? No. That's not what the nursing staff tell us. | :07:20. | :07:23. | |
They say they're now frightened to open wards when patients are stuck | :07:23. | :07:26. | |
in corridors and cubicles. It's a blame game. If the duty matron | :07:26. | :07:29. | |
opens beds, especially over the weekend, they're hauled over the | :07:29. | :07:32. | |
coals by the business managers on Monday morning. There is that fear | :07:32. | :07:34. | |
of managers. It's more intimidated, harangued and harassed. Why did you | :07:34. | :07:38. | |
do that? Why did you open these beds? Why didn't you staff it | :07:38. | :07:45. | |
properly? We do open and close beds as demand requires it. So I don't | :07:45. | :07:48. | |
see a problem with that. I would be disappointed if staff were told off | :07:48. | :07:53. | |
for opening beds. It's about proper use of resources to meet demands in | :07:53. | :07:59. | |
patient care. The staff tell us other departments, not just A&E in | :07:59. | :08:02. | |
Carlisle and Whitehaven, are also feeling the strain. Like | :08:02. | :08:10. | |
Outpatients. If somebody needs to be admitted more often than not | :08:10. | :08:13. | |
they'll have to wait sometimes most of the day on an examination couch | :08:13. | :08:18. | |
until the bed becomes available. We don't have the nursing staff spare. | :08:18. | :08:21. | |
If somebody needs their pain sorting out it will have to wait | :08:21. | :08:26. | |
until they're seen on the ward. Now operating theatre nurses, on- | :08:26. | :08:30. | |
call for emergencies, are helping on wards. They say they don't have | :08:30. | :08:40. | |
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the skills, and are given patients That pager goes off for an | :08:47. | :08:50. | |
emergency I can't say to a patient you stay there, unsteady on your | :08:50. | :08:53. | |
feet, fall, break your hip, I've got to go. Luckily nothing's | :08:53. | :08:55. | |
happened yet. We have had near misses. | :08:55. | :09:00. | |
Is that really an effective way of using the staff? As you present it | :09:00. | :09:03. | |
no, but I'm sure that the staff themselves and their managers will | :09:03. | :09:06. | |
be advising very strongly on safety and quality grounds about how best | :09:06. | :09:16. | |
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to organise that service. Hospital bosses have hit back | :09:19. | :09:27. | |
angrily at claims that patient care will suffer. Recently the Trust | :09:27. | :09:30. | |
announced it's in a financial crisis and must make more cuts. So | :09:30. | :09:33. | |
can senior staff guarantee there won't be serious implications? | :09:33. | :09:36. | |
not at all, particularly in the A&E departments. We're quite short on | :09:36. | :09:39. | |
numbers of consultants normally compared to other comparative units. | :09:39. | :09:42. | |
We're much more vulnerable, and patients are much more vulnerable | :09:42. | :09:44. | |
to any further cuts than say an average district general hospital. | :09:44. | :09:48. | |
And I know, again, Whitehaven A&E, they feel they really are right on | :09:48. | :09:50. | |
the edge of consultant and middle grade medical cover in particular | :09:50. | :09:56. | |
as they are now, never mind with any further cuts. This sounds like | :09:56. | :10:02. | |
a system that is close to breakdown? Yeah, I can't deny that. | :10:02. | :10:09. | |
Patients would be horrified to hear you say that. Yes. | :10:09. | :10:12. | |
What's on everyone's mind is the situation at Mid Staffs Trust, | :10:12. | :10:15. | |
where up to 1,200 people may have lost their lives because they put | :10:15. | :10:19. | |
cost-cutting and targets before patient care. The clinicians say | :10:19. | :10:27. | |
they're not there yet. We could possibly be in a situation | :10:27. | :10:30. | |
that mid staffs were in in the run- up to that where clinicians and | :10:30. | :10:32. | |
nurses were flagging up their concerns through the proper | :10:32. | :10:39. | |
channels. And great concern was being expressed and clearly Mid | :10:39. | :10:46. | |
Staffs got it wrong, they didn't listen to those responses. | :10:46. | :10:50. | |
So, It isn't Mid Staffs NOW. And the consultants believe they still | :10:50. | :10:53. | |
provide high quality care - but it's exceptional for a consultant, | :10:53. | :10:56. | |
who speaks for medical staff at Carlisle, to voice his concerns in | :10:56. | :11:03. | |
public like this. But the Trust doesn't appear to have heard. | :11:03. | :11:07. | |
They are not saying that. They did not say that to me last evening. | :11:07. | :11:11. | |
And I met with them. All of them. They didn't say that. And there was | :11:11. | :11:15. | |
no serious suggestion that what we have here are early signs of a Mid | :11:15. | :11:21. | |
Staffordshire situation. There's no evidence to say that we have safety | :11:21. | :11:25. | |
and quality concerns. We're a high performing hospital in those areas. | :11:25. | :11:28. | |
And there's a good relationship between the Trust board and the | :11:28. | :11:35. | |
consultant staff at the hospital. So how has all this affected | :11:35. | :11:39. | |
morale? Staff are on anti-depressants | :11:39. | :11:43. | |
because they are cracking up. The nursing staff will look after the | :11:43. | :11:46. | |
patients to the hilt, but it's starting to crack and you'll see | :11:46. | :11:52. | |
the cracks over the 6 to 12 months coming in our reports. The teams | :11:52. | :11:59. | |
are fragmenting and breaking up. If things really cannot be resolved, | :11:59. | :12:05. | |
yes, I will leave. To a post where i can work more effectively. It all | :12:05. | :12:11. | |
sounds like rats on a sinking ship. It is. That aspect is probably the | :12:11. | :12:17. | |
most worrying thing. We've recently lost two key consultants. | :12:17. | :12:19. | |
I think the staff survey, where presumably you got these results, | :12:19. | :12:23. | |
it's a snapshot of a moment in time. We have a process undergoing at the | :12:23. | :12:26. | |
moment where the Trust is being acquired. Some staff will feel | :12:26. | :12:28. | |
uncertain about that, some will choose to seek greater security | :12:28. | :12:36. | |
elsewhere. I think that's perfectly normal and that's their decision. | :12:36. | :12:40. | |
The Trust is in financial crisis. It's lost a chief executive and | :12:40. | :12:44. | |
other senior managers in the last few months. And it's looking for a | :12:44. | :12:48. | |
Foundation Trust to take it over. Perhaps the deluge of bad news | :12:48. | :12:53. | |
stories prompted it to try to reverse the trend. In an e-mail | :12:53. | :12:56. | |
entitled "Good News Stories" leaked to Inside Out 10 days ago it asks | :12:56. | :12:59. | |
senior nurses to list "anything new nurses are doing", "anything new" | :12:59. | :13:06. | |
in their departments. They want to issue "as many positive press | :13:06. | :13:11. | |
releases as we can" over the next two weeks. | :13:11. | :13:14. | |
It kind of smacks of desperation, of trying to take attention away | :13:14. | :13:18. | |
from the bad? Because the media is only interested in bad news. It's | :13:18. | :13:21. | |
what makes good television. It's what sells newspapers, you know. | :13:21. | :13:24. | |
There's a lot of good things going on in this Trust. | :13:24. | :13:28. | |
Staff tell us what lies at the bottom of all this is a longer term | :13:28. | :13:31. | |
problem involving money and how it's spent. It's claimed the | :13:31. | :13:34. | |
Carlisle and Whitehaven hospitals have been starved of cash by NHS | :13:34. | :13:37. | |
Cumbria, the Primary Care Trust, while it lavishes money on other | :13:37. | :13:43. | |
services. They say between 2007 and this financial year North Cumbria | :13:43. | :13:53. | |
Trust's spending fell by almost 9% to around �155 million. At the same | :13:53. | :13:55. | |
time "other secondary care", which includes elderly care and | :13:55. | :13:57. | |
specialist services at other hospitals, rocketed by almost 50% | :13:57. | :14:07. | |
to �284 million. How on earth can you justify a 50% | :14:07. | :14:10. | |
increase in spending on other secondary care over the course of | :14:10. | :14:17. | |
four years while decreasing the spending to the local hospitals. | :14:17. | :14:19. | |
While they are spending they've increasing ED spending on | :14:19. | :14:24. | |
everything they fund apart from the acute hospitals. -- why are they | :14:24. | :14:29. | |
spending increasing amounts of money on everything. They've | :14:30. | :14:33. | |
received the normal tariff which they get for doing the work they do. | :14:33. | :14:35. | |
They have had additional supplements over the last three | :14:35. | :14:38. | |
years amounting to 70 million which the other trusts in the patch | :14:38. | :14:41. | |
haven't received. The biggest increase for us in I think it's | :14:41. | :14:44. | |
non-NHS spend has been the huge rise in continuing care allocations | :14:44. | :14:46. | |
and these are predominantly nursing care payments made to very frail | :14:46. | :14:49. | |
elderly patients with multiple needs and unfortunately that's a | :14:49. | :14:54. | |
national challenge and that's going to get worse, not better. | :14:54. | :14:57. | |
We showed our evidence to the MP whose constituency includes the | :14:57. | :15:02. | |
West Cumberland Infirmary. The pressures right now seem | :15:02. | :15:04. | |
absolutely intolerable. I know that this Trust is full of people | :15:04. | :15:07. | |
absolutely commited to the ideals of the NHS, absolutely committed to | :15:07. | :15:10. | |
top quality patient care. And right now they're really suffering, and | :15:10. | :15:19. | |
patient care looks like it's starting to be affected. | :15:19. | :15:25. | |
This is a good hospital. We provide high quality care. We have done for | :15:25. | :15:31. | |
many many years. We will continue to do so. We're not about to reduce | :15:31. | :15:35. | |
the level and range of services that are provided to you. | :15:35. | :15:37. | |
Tonight we've presented a disturbing picture of life inside | :15:37. | :15:40. | |
the North Cumbria University Hospitals Trust. A picture painted | :15:40. | :15:44. | |
by its own staff. They warn the service is approaching breaking | :15:44. | :15:54. | |
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point. Today a survey listed North Cumbria as one of 19 trusts in | :15:54. | :16:03. | |
England with high mortality rates on two out of four basic measures. | :16:04. | :16:08. | |
The trust says it is reviewing this with two teams of consultants and | :16:08. | :16:18. | |
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its medical director. Thirty years ago keen photographer Chris Mearns | :16:22. | :16:25. | |
was working on a community project in Newcastle's West End when he | :16:25. | :16:28. | |
decided to set up a makeshift photo booth so local people could take | :16:28. | :16:30. | |
their own self-portraits. Over the years he couldn't help wondering | :16:30. | :16:33. | |
what had become of those youngsters. It became his life-long ambition to | :16:33. | :16:37. | |
one day track them down, but it was only this year - three decades on - | :16:37. | :16:40. | |
that he seriously tried to find them. Would he succeed? Let's find | :16:40. | :16:44. | |
out. It's 1981. And it's tough on the | :16:44. | :16:50. | |
streets of Tyneside. The Specials release their melancholy Ghost Town. | :16:50. | :17:00. | |
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It goes to number 1 in the charts. Steel works were mothballed, there | :17:02. | :17:10. | |
had been a new Conservative government, war looming. | :17:10. | :17:14. | |
But behind the stereotype of a run- down West End there was fun to be | :17:14. | :17:21. | |
had. Back then Chris Mearns was a community worker but with a passion | :17:21. | :17:26. | |
for photography, so he created a makeshift photo booth. 30 years on | :17:26. | :17:35. | |
he's back to his old haunts in Elswick Park. | :17:36. | :17:42. | |
30 years. Yes, it is this corner here. We had the subject at the far | :17:42. | :17:48. | |
end, light coming through the window, white sheets hanging. There | :17:48. | :17:56. | |
are many photographs of Newcastle depicting a kind of war-zone. I | :17:56. | :18:03. | |
would say, here is a rather old. When you squeeze it, that camera | :18:03. | :18:13. | |
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will take pictures. -- rubber old. Essentially I was after pretty much | :18:13. | :18:21. | |
the look you see on the pictures, direct, not opinionated, just kids | :18:21. | :18:28. | |
looking back at the camera and decided -- deciding what they would | :18:28. | :18:38. | |
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I said, take a picture, I am going to give you a moment, take your | :18:43. | :18:50. | |
time, and I would her -- hand them the camera angle would stand | :18:50. | :18:56. | |
outside. It is the stories which are the heart of the matter. It is | :18:56. | :19:01. | |
irresistible when you look at the pictures, and you know how old they | :19:01. | :19:07. | |
are, to wonder what people did. tracking them down three decades on | :19:07. | :19:16. | |
is a daunting task. Chris has virtually no clues. Did not take | :19:16. | :19:22. | |
names, don't know why. It is a real detective hunt. The clues are the | :19:22. | :19:29. | |
faces. I am I go on -- going around places in the same geographical | :19:29. | :19:34. | |
area, west Newcastle. I wonder if I could show you some | :19:34. | :19:44. | |
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pictures. I know his face. He is still around. I am not sure. | :19:45. | :19:55. | |
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might be a John. I don't know if it is the same person. It might not be. | :19:56. | :20:01. | |
That is interesting. I wonder if I can give you some posters and you | :20:01. | :20:09. | |
can get them around. Chris' quest even made the evening news. Perhaps | :20:10. | :20:13. | |
you are one of the people who was snapped by a Tyneside photographer | :20:13. | :20:20. | |
who wants to get back in touch and recreate the images 30 years later. | :20:20. | :20:25. | |
This his one-man on a mission which he is determined will not prove | :20:25. | :20:33. | |
impossible. -- and this is one man. If even a handful of those 100 | :20:33. | :20:37. | |
faces do get in touch, does Chris have any idea what will be | :20:37. | :20:41. | |
revealed? I just don't know. I know some very sparky people who come | :20:41. | :20:46. | |
from those places and I am sure there will be some tough stuff, | :20:46. | :20:52. | |
some who are not alive now, who have problems, but I bet there are | :20:52. | :20:59. | |
a lot to have good lives and what would look -- I just want to find | :20:59. | :21:04. | |
out. What has changed since 1981 is technology. The internet and social | :21:04. | :21:07. | |
media site means word is out and the kids, now adults 30 years wiser, | :21:07. | :21:16. | |
are starting to get in touch. This is Martin I am coming to see | :21:16. | :21:22. | |
and I have great hopes for him. He knows a lot of people and this is | :21:22. | :21:29. | |
the first person I have met from the portraits. It is odd. I am | :21:29. | :21:39. | |
nervous. I don't know how it is going to go. | :21:39. | :21:45. | |
Evening. How are you doing? lovely to see you. You are the | :21:45. | :21:55. | |
first person I have seen. Know what is really funny? I have not really | :21:55. | :22:00. | |
thought about the photos in all that time. Then the thing came on | :22:00. | :22:06. | |
the news and I thought, I would love to see those photos. How has | :22:06. | :22:14. | |
the time passed? Without a care in the world. But life doesn't just | :22:14. | :22:18. | |
bring highs - there are lows too and Marty was lucky to survive a | :22:18. | :22:26. | |
car crash. A car came down the slip road, he hit me, I hit the outside | :22:26. | :22:30. | |
lane and an articulated lorry. I fractured my skull and my shoulder | :22:30. | :22:36. | |
and I was in a coma for a while. Who knows what tales the pictures | :22:36. | :22:39. | |
may hold. Fortunately Marty can identify quite a few of them. One | :22:39. | :22:44. | |
character does stand out because everyone knew him. | :22:44. | :22:49. | |
The great Jimmy. Like Chris, Jimmy Forsythe was a keen photographer | :22:49. | :22:52. | |
who documented the West End in the 1950s and '60s. His amateur snaps | :22:52. | :22:56. | |
have become an iconic archive of this part of the city. When he | :22:56. | :22:59. | |
found out Chris was doing his 1980s take on Elswick, well, he couldn't | :22:59. | :23:03. | |
resist joining in. Chris meanwhile is close to achieving his life's | :23:03. | :23:07. | |
ambition and he's put the word out for all those he'd contacted so far | :23:07. | :23:11. | |
to come to Times Square in Newcastle. But fate had one more | :23:11. | :23:21. | |
cruel twist in store. One that no- one could have predicted. | :23:21. | :23:27. | |
My dad went cycling and had a heart attack. He was airlifted to the | :23:27. | :23:32. | |
Freeman Hospital. Unfortunately, nothing could be done. He had held | :23:32. | :23:36. | |
on to these photographs for 30 years until he could do them | :23:36. | :23:40. | |
justice. It has been a massive part of his life over the past month and | :23:40. | :23:45. | |
he was incredibly excited about what would happen with them. A week | :23:45. | :23:52. | |
to go and everybody was coming up. An absolute tragedy. But by now the | :23:52. | :24:02. | |
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project had a momentum all of its That is it, guys, fantastic. Chris' | :24:11. | :24:14. | |
family, friends, and the gang of 1981 all wanted to carry on with | :24:14. | :24:24. | |
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The Centre for Life will be the setting for the new makeshift | :24:24. | :24:27. | |
photobooth and for the original subjects the present & the past are | :24:27. | :24:30. | |
becoming a blur. I knew I must have been going somewhere special | :24:30. | :24:35. | |
because I put the two favourite things on but I like. I showed a | :24:36. | :24:45. | |
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friend these pictures, and she said, I have realised I could not be me | :24:59. | :25:05. | |
and I came out. I am gay. That is probably one of the high points of | :25:05. | :25:09. | |
my life, everybody supports me, they are not bothered, I am still | :25:09. | :25:19. | |
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me. The reason I got involved with it is because it is a social | :25:20. | :25:24. | |
history thing, not really a photography thing. It is just one | :25:24. | :25:29. | |
of those projects that needs to be carried on all the everyday things | :25:29. | :25:35. | |
that it focuses on will be lost forever. For Amanda life's gone | :25:35. | :25:39. | |
full circle - growing up in the West End spurred her on to lead | :25:39. | :25:42. | |
urban regeneration projects, like this one in Southampton. | :25:42. | :25:46. | |
background I have, living in deprived areas, I have an | :25:47. | :25:52. | |
understanding of the community and the barriers that they face and | :25:52. | :25:56. | |
trying to improve themselves and hopefully I will help in some way | :25:56. | :26:04. | |
in the regeneration. The second one is reasonable. I remember quite | :26:04. | :26:08. | |
well and I still have the photo. For swimming instructor Trish it | :26:08. | :26:13. | |
also meant moving away It's a warning sign: I looked around and I | :26:13. | :26:18. | |
was a single parent then. And I realised that my life could be | :26:18. | :26:23. | |
better if I moved to Jersey. We went with backpacks, not knowing if | :26:23. | :26:33. | |
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it would work or not, and it did work. I was nice, wasn't I? You | :26:36. | :26:43. | |
have not changed. I recognise you. You were so much younger. You look | :26:43. | :26:53. | |
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just the same boat. -- the same, though. I was a bit of a tearaway | :26:54. | :27:00. | |
when I was younger. I left school at 12 and ran away to London at 13 | :27:00. | :27:04. | |
and lived on the streets for quite a long time and became a drug | :27:05. | :27:10. | |
addict. I finally decided to sort my head out, got off the drugs and | :27:10. | :27:14. | |
decided I wanted to become an occupational therapist to help | :27:14. | :27:22. | |
people off drugs, so I went to university, got a BSc. For Chris, | :27:22. | :27:29. | |
this would have been a perfect day. They were just ordinary kids from | :27:29. | :27:34. | |
an ordinary town. I think they have ripened. It would be lovely to | :27:34. | :27:39. | |
photograph them again. But also I am very interested in their | :27:39. | :27:49. | |
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children. I think another Self I think it is a really good idea. | :27:54. | :27:59. | |
It is just it -- a shame that Chris was not around to see the | :27:59. | :28:03. | |
combination. I think it is wonderful that he has kept this all | :28:03. | :28:08. | |
of these years, this small project he had going, and ABS -- actually | :28:08. | :28:16. | |
done something about it, which is really good. The family are | :28:16. | :28:22. | |
delighted. My dad would have been amazed by the turnout. | :28:22. | :28:30. | |
Thank you! Some of the people in the original | :28:30. | :28:36. | |
1981 pictures have not been found so the work continues. To find out | :28:36. | :28:44. |