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Inside Out. In the next half an hour, we're carrying out a check-up

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on the local health service. When disaster strikes, how will YOUR

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emergency unit cope? We've been taking the temperature of one

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department on Teesside. We had all of our resuscitation rooms filled.

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At that point, we would have struggled to have dealt with

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another seriously ill patient. Confused by the Government's health

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changes? We've brought in a doctor for a closer inspection. All the

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sample bottles you could ever need, and I'll throw in a crutch. The

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Government's bringing in the market place model, putting local GPs in

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charge. But will it work? What happens when you get the

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diagnosis we all dread? One Tyneside reporter tells his own

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story. With fate, you don't know who's going to get hit by what and

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when. I never knew it would be me. Stories from the heart of the North

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East and Cumbria, this is Inside This winter, more people than ever

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have been pitching up at A&E, some seriously ill, others just

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seriously worried. But dealing with so many patients has put emergency

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staff in our region under intense pressure. And I want to know: Can

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A&E cope or is radical surgery the One of the biggest A&E units in the

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North in its busiest month. Nearly 200 people turn up at North Tees in

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Stockton every day in January. Dr Moy has just started night shift.

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If you're worried at all, please just bring him back and I think

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he'll be grand, OK? Thank you very much. Not at all. Good night.

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Before I had even got changed, I had to run into the resuscitation

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room and resuscitate a gentleman who had suffered a cardiac arrest,

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get his heart re-started and then arrange to have him transferred.

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That was the start of my evening! Every A&E department is in the same

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boat: Too many patients, too few beds. The number of people using

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A&E in the North East has risen 20% in four years. Last year, nearly

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one million people turned up at their emergency departments. And

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the knock-on effect? Ambulances queuing outside some A&Es, leaving

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patients stranded. I do think patients' lives are put at risk,

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yes. It's shocking, to be quite honest. Teesside paramedic and

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Unison rep Alan Short retired in 2011. As a rapid response driver

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working alone, he was first on the scene. We had a little lady who'd

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slipped in the snow and broke the neck of her femur. Obviously, we

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couldn't move her. We called for a vehicle, no vehicle available. So

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relatives and neighbours were going round and they were bringing out

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phone directories as I was trying to lift her up, which was painful

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for her because to slide the directories and blankets underneath

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her to try and keep her off the snow. That lady in the snow waited

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for two hours. What can be a big problem is when we have ambulances

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arriving at a rate faster than we can move the patients on and the

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ambulances have to queue to unload their patients. Unfortuantely, they

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often have to wait in a corridor. Although the paramedics stay with

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them, it's not the safest of What's coming, Ange? Frontline

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staff are all feeling the pressure. There's an elderly lady coming in

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who sounds pretty sick. So we'll need to sort that out. You're

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constantly aware that there are more patients arriving than you can

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safely manage, and you're constantly worrying about not what

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you have to deal with but what you know is coming in. How are you?

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just my leg's got loads of spots. It HAS got loads of spots!

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what's the solution to overstretched A&Es? Surely it's to

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open more emergency departments. But apparently not. Current

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thinking is to have fewer specialised centres. And that means

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closing some A&E units down, and it's happening already. Bishop

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Auckland shut in 2009 and Hartlepool closed in 2011. There

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are now 16 A&E departments in our region. Soon, there will be fewer.

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Both Hartlepool and North Tees Hospitals will close altogether

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when a new hospital opens in Wynyard. That's proposed for 2017.

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Further north, a "super" emergency care hospital in East Cramlington

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is due to open in 2015. It'll serve a huge patch from Haltwhistle, an

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hour by car - to Berwick, an hour and 25 minutes, but the argument is

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you'll get the best acute care 24/7, even if you have to travel further.

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When it opens, Wansbeck, North Tyneside and Hexham hospitals will

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have an A&E walk-in in effect, a minor injuries service, not an

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emergency department. If I have a heart attack tomorrow, I want to be

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able to have 21st century care! Now, if that means I've got to travel a

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bit further to get it, that's what I want. One of the consequences of

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modern medicine is you need super- specialised people to deliver those

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new kinds of care. And where we used to be able to have, perhaps,

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just a junior doctor looking on over emergencies in every hospital,

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now that super-specialist care is tending to be centralised in fewer

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But closing A&E departments is hugely contentious. If in doubt,

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come to Hartlepool. We have a hospital. We should have an

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accident & emergency. I think it's terrible. I think it's really

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scandalous. I take it you're not happy. No, it's rubbish. The thing

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is, I have not found one person today who doesn't think that.

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nearest A&E is here in Stockton, 13 miles away. But clinicians say the

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changes, which happened 18 months ago, are for the best. The old A&E

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in Hartlepool was chronically understaffed. In my view, we

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couldn't have kept it open, not safely, not to the level that I

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would have been happy with. When someone came in who was seriously

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ill, they were going to get treated as well as I would want to be

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treated, or any of my family would want to be treated. And I think one

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of the things to make clear is I live in Harlepool, so I knew what I

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was talking about. Couldn't you have got more staff in, then?

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have loved to have got more staff in. It wasn't through lack of

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trying, it wasn't through lack of getting the finance. We've actually

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been out to India to recruit doctors. But there is really a

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national shortage of doctors for emergency departments.

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Hartlepool, they've split the service emergencies go to A&E in

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Stockton. But if you're an urgent case but not a medical emergency -

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you'll come here. Supporters say it's the best way to lance that

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boil of overcrowded A&E units. It sounds great on paper, but how does

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it work in practice? It's called the One Life centre, in the middle

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of Hartlepool. I've got that stuck on my finger. So about what time

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did it happen? About 30 minutes ago. Doesn't hurt. It's only a finger,

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isn't it? I've got another nine! LAUGHS That's what we need to be

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careful of, to make sure it's not in the bone. So I'll send you for

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the X-ray, and we'll know more when you've had the X-ray. We'll be back

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to see how Michael gets on, but meanwhile, in Stockton, A&E is full.

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A baby with suspected meningitis arrives by ambulance from

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Hartlepool. I phoned the NHS Direct and they sent me to the One Life.

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They made an appointment in the walk-in centre, and they said it

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was an urgent reaction. And then, when I took him home, he started

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going purple. So I phoned the NHS again and they sent an ambulance

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out for him, brought us here. It's been the worst day of my life.

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Konor is is fine, but he's been bounced around the new system,

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finally ending up in A&E. A familiar story to readers of the

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Hartlepool Mail, who complained in their droves about the One Life

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centre. Back in the market, people tell me worryingly - how even the

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experts are confused. My daughter's epileptic and she had quite a bad

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fit one day. We called the ambulance because her head was cut

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open. And they couldn't decide where she had to go. THEY didn't

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know? No. They phoned the One Life centre, they couldn't decide,

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because head was cut open, where she should go. And I was sat there,

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watching her bleed heavily for 20 minutes. It's not working, is it,

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really? Yes, it is. I feel it's working. Some patients will be sent

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from the One Life centre to other places. They'll be sent from our

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minor injuries unit to other places. But having said that, when you had

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accident & emergency working in Hartlepool, people were sent to

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other places. Everything, hopefully, will settle down. I think things

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are getting better than they were in the first few months, but there

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will always be times when people make mistakes. But Dr Clive Peedell,

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a consultant oncologist in Middlesbrough, thinks closing

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emergency units is all about saving money. He's campaigning against

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health reform, including A&E closure. We've called for a

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moratorium on A&E closures up and down the country. Most of it's

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actually financially-based. We've been told that it's going to be

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clinically-based. And until things are clinically proven, we think

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that's unacceptable. Right, Michael. We've got you in the fracture unit,

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coming in at five past two today. That's over at Hartlepool Hospital

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in the outpatient department. Do you know where that is? The nail's

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gone into the bone. Michael has to go to the hospital to have it

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removed. You're not one of the big bosses, so you're on the ground

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here. Do you think it's better for patients? I think it's better for

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minor injuries because, obviously, the service is dedicated to them.

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And they're not... I mean, they're not waiting with all the other

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patients that are in the department as well, so it's a lot quicker.

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think the service is very good, the care's very good. They've done

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everything they could to help me with me problem. The North East

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Ambulance Service says it works closely with all hospitals to

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ensure patients arrive and are admitted as quickly as possible.

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Cure or kill - opinion's divided on whether having fewer, specialised

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emergency departments will save A&E. But for now, back on night shift.

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It's been busy. We had all of our resuscitation rooms filled. At that

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point, we would have struggled to have dealt with another seriously

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ill patient. Potentially, there could have been a brief period in

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which a patient would have been left waiting without a

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resuscitation facility. If it becomes as bad as it has been over

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the last ten years, then I wouldn't think the ambulance service or the

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hospital would be able to cope. For 65 years, the National Health

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Service has been there to look after us when we're ill. But in

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just ten weeks' time, the NHS will undergo the biggest shake-up in its

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history. So what DOES that mean for us, the patients? We asked TV

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doctor and comedian Phil Hammond to This is lovely, madam, because this

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inhaler would actually go with your coat. And a free examination. Do

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you want to come here and cough, sir? I can give you those half

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price. Plus something for your water retention. What do you

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reckon? I'm a GP. And today, I'm taking healthcare into the

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community, where it's needed. All the sample bottles you could ever

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need and I'll throw in a crutch. It's all free. It's all paid for.

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This is what the biggest shake-up in the history of the NHS is all

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about giving local doctors, nurses and patients the chance to call the

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shots and shop around for the best care. At least that's the

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Government's plan. But many doctors think the reforms are untested,

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expensive and over-complicated, a view I shared with the former

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Health Secretary, Andrew Lansley. The difficulty with this is that

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it's 353 pages of wonk. It's absolutely impossible to understand

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it. I choose my words carefully. It is unreadable. What did you

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actually say?! It's wonk. But I've been wading through the jargon, and

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it's clear the reforms will affect us all. So it's vital we put

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politics aside and try to understand exactly what they'll

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mean for patients. Until now, the NHS has been like a big supermarket

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chain that only sells its own brands. It's a one-stop shop where

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all the tricky decisions are made for you. In theory, you should get

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the same high quality care, whether you live in Scunthorpe or Southend.

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But like any monopoly, it's far So the Government's bringing in the

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market place model instead, introducing more choice and

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competition, and putting local GPs in charge instead of civil servants.

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But will it work? So if I just check your eyes there. I can

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confirm you have two eyes. We're doing two X-rays for the price of

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one. And I can throw in a free brain scan if you like. One change

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we're told patients should notice is care much closer to home.

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Hospitals and GPs will have more freedom to bring in innovative

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ideas. Technology might monitor your health at home, and routine

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surgery could be done at high street clinics. Hospitals in

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Gloucestershire have already teamed up with a charity to send this

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mobile chemotherapy unit into rural communities. For cancer patients

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like Graham Freeman, it's a lifeline. The concept is great:

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Moving the treatment closer to the person because there is a bit of a

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trauma you suffer from a trauma from the chemotherapy and the

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travelling. Bringing the treatment closer to the person is a lot

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better. You do feel a little bit better. But could this shift

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towards more localised care mean hospitals will have to close? To

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find out, I've come to London, to one of the world's most respected

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independent think tanks on health policy: The King's Fund. I don't

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think we'll see many hospitals closing as a result of care coming

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closer to home. It will mean hospitals changing their roles

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perhaps fewer A&E departments, fewer maternity services provided

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in existing hospitals. But that could be to the benefit of patients,

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if we're able to plan that in the appropriate way and get better

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outcomes by concentrating those services in fewer hospitals.

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might not be keen, though, if it's your A&E that's closing. The second

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thing patients should notice is more choice. Three tomatoes for �1!

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Anybody? Three inhalers for the price of two. Come and get them!

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�1.50 over there! We've got a separate queue here for six

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symptoms or less. Competition in the NHS isn't new, but the reforms

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step it up a notch. The NHS will become a marketplace, with private

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companies competing with the NHS for business. So when your GP says

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you need a scan, your options may look less like this, and more like

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this. But it should be quality not price that will decide which are

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allowed to offer care. It's already happening here on the high street,

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where Specsavers are treating NHS patients in 218 of its hearing

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centres. When I came to Specsave, they do private and NHS, which I

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find is better than going to the hospital. You know, you go to the

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hospital, there's a lot of travelling, and I don't think you

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get such a personal attention. So this is much, much better. When you

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press the button in, you'll hear... The plan is for patients like

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Doreen to choose their provider by looking at new performance league

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tables. But companies must play by the rules, and can't encourage NHS

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patients to go private. Ultimately, Specsavers want to protect the NHS

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work that we've managed to gain here, and we don't want to do

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anything to try and jeopardise that. So we're not going to try and sell

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a hearing aid, upsell a patient, you know, at all during that time.

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Market competition could drive up standards and lower costs. But if

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profits slip, companies could pull out or even go under, leaving

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patients in the lurch. Remember the collapse of Northern Rock? Imagine

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if customers had been queuing not for their life savings but for

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life-saving surgery. If there's going to be a bigger role for

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private companies in delivering care to patients, then there's

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always a possibility, however remote, that that company will not

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be successful, that we will see something like Northern Rock in

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healthcare. The Government's anticipating that. It's putting in

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place what's called a "failure regime" so that the regulator can

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intervene and ensure continuity of services, even if the organisations

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are not providing care to the right standard. The third thing patients

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may notice is a shift in their relationship with their GP. So if I

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said, "Trust me, I know the best place for you to go to get your

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heart surgery," would you say, "Yeah, you're the doctor. Dr Phil,

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you look like a ginger George Clooney. I love you, I trust you"?

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Have you chosen YOUR family doctor? Since the birth of the NHS, doctors

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have taken the trust of patients for granted. But as GPs offer more

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and more treatments, they could find themselves referring patients

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to their own services. Add private companies into the mix, and there's

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real scope for a conflict of interest. So just open really wide.

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But should we really be worried? Say, "Ahhh!" That's great, thank

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you. In Bath, Jasmine Bishop is seeing a GP on the NHS. But believe

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it or not, he actually works for Virgin. Yup they of planes, trains

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and superfast broadband fame also run this walk-in centre, along with

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170 other NHS services. Although you wouldn't know it from the

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branding. As Virgin take over more NHS services, what's to stop you

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referring patients on to another Virgin service to make money for

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the company rather than in the best interests of the patient? Well, all

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of our GPs like any GPs in the country have to offer patients a

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choice when they're being referred for another service. And so in the

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end, it's down to the patient to choose where they go. And, of

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course, GPs and other clinical staff have a professional

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responsibility, too, to make sure that they're finding the best care

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for their patients. That doesn't differ because those GPs are

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employed by us. And you have to ask if patients really mind who

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provides their care. Did you know that this health centre was run by

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Virgin? No. Would it make any difference to you, as a patient,

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whether it's run by an ordinary NHS GP or a private company? Nope.

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all that matters to you is what? What do you care about in your

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treatment? That I get the best treatment I possibly get, really.

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Which of these sample bottles would you like, madam? We've got three on

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choice today. The bottom line is that if you have a good idea to

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improve your care, tell your GP. If he or she can make it happen, we

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know the reforms are working. It's been a huge upheaval just to get

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the NHS to listen to patients. And I hope, for all our sakes, it works.

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I can't lug all this back again. Come on, it's got to go today. Last

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We all tend to take our health for granted, and no matter how

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successful we are, the lottery of life can take that all away. So how

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do you cope when illness strikes out of nowhere and threatens to rob

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you of everything that you hold dear? Well, a colleague of mine has

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had the courage to reveal, in his The pub quiz can tax the brain, but

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the bigger questions in life have no easy answers. With fate, you

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don't know who's going to get hit by what and when. I never knew it

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would be me. For exactly a year, I've been living with a devastating

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diagnosis - I have MS. Multiple Sclerosis is taking away things

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which have made my life so special, including a career I loved. Now, on

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BBC Radio 4, Farming Today with Mark Holdstock. Good morning. Trade

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unions want Portugese workers laid off by Bernard Matthews to be

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compensated... Yup, that's me. I thought I had it all a great job

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that took me all over the country, a great home and a car even Jeremy

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Clarkson might envy. For a quarter of a century, I'd worked my way up,

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from local radio in Newcastle to the ultimate: A regular voice on

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Britain's national networks. A farm near Guildford in Surrey will have

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to take down 100 acres of terminals, and we can hear more about it now

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from Mark Holdstock, presenter of the BBC Radio programme, Farming

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Today. Yes, Jeremy. This is a case which has been dragging on for a

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couple of years now... Well, I had a very happy time presenting

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Farming Today, and one of the early-stage symptoms of what I had

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was that my speech was affected, and I wasn't able to talk as

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clearly as I had in the past. And eventually, I was dropped. Now,

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they grow strawberries for Waitrose, amongst others, and what they did

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was they bought this farm - it's an old, arable farm... It's almost

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like listening to a different person. I now realise that wasn't

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because I wasn't any good at what I was doing. It was because I had a

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medical condition that I didn't It's time for me to find out what's

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going on in MY 50 shades of grey matter. You OK there, Mike? Yup.

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are starting off straightaway, lot son not of noise coming up. Your

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immune system attacks perfectly healthy brain. It goes in, a tax

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and area and leaves a scarf. As those scars accumulate, we can see

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people become more disabled. The white areas are the abnormal scars.

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None of this white stuff should be here. I've spent my life asking

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direct questions. Now's no different. Is that there any cure,

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treatment, that will actually make a difference? No, no drugs which

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altered the course of the disease. We have treatments for the symptoms

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Other forms of MS can be treated to slow down the deterioration. Sadly,

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I have a specific type that is aggressive and unstoppable. As I

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would find out later, my scan would prove anything but routine. Wembley

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going places, we can appear a bit drunk. And the tendency to slow

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your words. The one person who's been beside me throughout is my

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wife Jane. Like me, with a career spent in radio, she's not

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comfortable appearing on camera. I am going to be bed-bound and unable

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to walk. I did not know much about ms, and I kind of presumed it was a

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terminal illness. It is not - it won't kill you. And you could have

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that for 20 years or more. It will get to a point where I can no

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longer dress myself, feed myself. I can probably barely speak. I felt

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troubled by the idea of having to let somebody else look after you.

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Ultimately, you must have to do that. I do worry about becoming a

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burden, and not just to my wife. One of the most important things

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for me is having my friends, as well as Jane. It is something which

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has kept me going. And I do worry about the possibility that some

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people feel... Have a fear of illness. I needn't worry too much

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with this lot. Back at the quiz, we've just won a round of free

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beer! His team often when. And it is often down to mark. So, I would

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not be too worried about the brain at the moment! He says he may end

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up in a wheelchair. It is very bad news. And he knows that and is

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being realistic about it, but he is also being pragmatic and saying, OK,

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while I can, I will enjoy myself as much as possible. When I can no

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longer come along here and see this, when I am no longer able to get to

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places, it will be such a feeling of loss, of bereavement. And at

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almost this so much. I am still working not radio, but writing for

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the Northern Farmer. Today, it's farm diversification in Cumbria,

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where visitors can see cows being milked over afternoon tea. The

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beauty of working from home is taking advantage of the

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inspirational views from the window of my flat. I've also decided to

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tell my story in an online blog I've called "The Trainee Cripple".

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Maybe uncomfortable to some as a title, but it's a no-holds-barred

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account of life when the body fails. The next big reality check is the

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fact the home I adore can only be reached up a set of very awkward

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steps. I will have to sell this. There is practically no way that I

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cannot use this flat when I go, as I will, in a wheelchair. That said.

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My earlier scan showed I am suitable for a new drugs trial,

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three years long. It may not help me, but it could help others. But

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what MS has really taught me is the importance of defying my body, to

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keep going with the life I love, in the place I love, around the people

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Mark has a lot more to say on his blog. You'll find a link on my blog.

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Just head to the usual place: bbc.co.uk/chrisjackson. But that's

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