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We expose the deadly chemicals being sold legally on our streets. | :00:22. | :00:25. | |
Germaine Greer on the woman from Canterbury who set the trend for | :00:25. | :00:33. | |
female writers. I love her because of her ridiculous courage. | :00:33. | :00:36. | |
The Surrey man who returns to Bosnia to commemorate a lost love | :00:36. | :00:45. | |
in a time of war. No reason to think anything might happen that | :00:45. | :00:52. | |
day. It is war, you can never tell. I'm Natalie Graham with untold | :00:52. | :00:55. | |
stories closer to home. From all round London and the South East, | :00:55. | :01:05. | |
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Hello, I'm in Canterbury. I'm back later, but first up tonight: Drug | :01:25. | :01:28. | |
abuse is a serious problem, but it's made worse by the fact that | :01:28. | :01:31. | |
new drugs are being invented faster than they can be banned. So-called | :01:31. | :01:34. | |
legal highs are freely available in the South East, and of course much | :01:34. | :01:37. | |
of the supply is routed through London. Mark Jordan now reports | :01:37. | :01:47. | |
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from the capital on the chemicals which are one step ahead of the law. | :01:56. | :01:59. | |
Imagine a capital city where, in a single night, thousands are exposed | :01:59. | :02:02. | |
to drugs untested on rats, let alone humans. It happens in London | :02:02. | :02:05. | |
every weekend. The deadly lows of legal highs. The worst I've seen is | :02:05. | :02:08. | |
someone's kidneys stop function. was possessed. I went into Tesco | :02:08. | :02:11. | |
naked and assaulted a police officer. Shouting screaming, | :02:11. | :02:16. | |
hallucinating. We needed four or five people to sedate them. Hester | :02:16. | :02:26. | |
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never made it to hospital she just died. Created in labs, new legal | :02:27. | :02:32. | |
highs are emerging every single week. Some are even stronger than | :02:33. | :02:35. | |
the illegal ecstasy, cannabis and cocaine they mimic. But the | :02:35. | :02:40. | |
chemistry keeps these users the right side of the law. Black Mamba, | :02:40. | :02:43. | |
Bliss Bomb, Go E, this has become a highly profitable industry. It is a | :02:43. | :02:47. | |
cat and mouse game as chemists cook up the latest legal high and the | :02:47. | :02:50. | |
law tries to catch up Users buy them and review online and friends | :02:50. | :03:00. | |
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The doctors and toxicologists left to identify what's in them are | :03:08. | :03:15. | |
getting scared. We put a urinal in Wardour Street, Soho, and found 60 | :03:15. | :03:23. | |
different drugs in that. 60? Yes. With 43 deaths linked to legal | :03:23. | :03:26. | |
highs in just a year, toxicologist Dr Ramsey fears it's just the | :03:26. | :03:31. | |
beginning. These people are the first to take these compounds and | :03:31. | :03:36. | |
they have never been evaluated anywhere in the world before. | :03:36. | :03:42. | |
they lab rats? Yes, they are! They can't possibly know the risks of | :03:42. | :03:46. | |
the compounds they are taking. Nobody does! A weekend's legal | :03:46. | :03:53. | |
highs have just arrived from a single A&E. These are the samples | :03:53. | :03:56. | |
brought by the police, taken from an A&E department. Great big | :03:56. | :03:59. | |
sticker - not for human consumption. It's the only way they can legally | :03:59. | :04:02. | |
be sold. It seems suprising to me that somebody would spend quite a | :04:02. | :04:06. | |
lot of money on that and read not for human consumption and then | :04:06. | :04:13. | |
consume it! Those chemicals are legally sold at Head shops. Have | :04:13. | :04:16. | |
you got Benzo Fury? And there are hundreds of online retailers So, | :04:16. | :04:21. | |
there you are, one pack of Benzo Fury. This is one of the most | :04:21. | :04:25. | |
popular legal highs. Scientists have manipulated the chemistry for | :04:25. | :04:31. | |
the effects of illegal ecstasy. So, what do you get for �10 of legal | :04:31. | :04:38. | |
high? 19-year-old Katie Wilson got more than she ever bargained for. | :04:38. | :04:46. | |
thought I'd try it to have a giggle. I remember happiness, euphoria. I | :04:47. | :04:53. | |
presumed like ecstasy. But then came the psychosis. After the Benzo | :04:53. | :04:57. | |
wore off, in my head I thought I was going to die. I told them to | :04:57. | :05:01. | |
tell my mum I loved her. I smashed the phone, wrecked their flat and | :05:01. | :05:04. | |
just left. I was possessed. It wasn't me in my head. All cars just | :05:04. | :05:14. | |
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stopped, like a movie. I saw Tesco. Do you remember walking naked | :05:14. | :05:18. | |
though Tesco? No. To a lot of people its funny that I went in | :05:18. | :05:21. | |
Tesco naked and assaulted a police officer. Because I was kicking and | :05:21. | :05:27. | |
punching they held me on the floor and I'm going proper mental. They | :05:27. | :05:34. | |
asked, are you on heroin, crack or crystal meth? Back at that wrecked | :05:34. | :05:39. | |
home, things were even worse for her friend. He only took a few more | :05:39. | :05:43. | |
than me and had a paramedic come to the house as his lungs were going | :05:43. | :05:51. | |
crazy. He was in a coma. Two weeks later he came round and can only | :05:51. | :06:01. | |
open his eyes. He's brain damaged. In the basement at Chelsea and | :06:01. | :06:04. | |
Westminster Hospital, the Club Drug clinic picks up the pieces and the | :06:04. | :06:11. | |
long-term damage is now emerging. It can be extremely life-changing. | :06:11. | :06:14. | |
We have people who have had to have their bladder removed because of | :06:14. | :06:23. | |
ketamine, psychosis from methadrone and many calls from parents. What's | :06:23. | :06:29. | |
the problem? Ketamine with bladder problems. 300 patients are now in | :06:29. | :06:35. | |
treatment here. The concern I have is that what we will see is, in two | :06:35. | :06:38. | |
to three years, we'll begin to see the consequences of the harm that | :06:38. | :06:43. | |
is going on now. Its actually too early to see it at the moment and | :06:43. | :06:50. | |
so we may just be seeing the tip of the iceburg. | :06:50. | :06:53. | |
Back at St Georges, Dr Ramsey is haunted by an American student's | :06:53. | :07:01. | |
disastrous creation of a legal high for synthetic morphine. This | :07:01. | :07:04. | |
compound was only taken by 20 people, but all developed | :07:04. | :07:07. | |
Parkinson's disease. If it was produced now and widely distributed, | :07:07. | :07:14. | |
we could have a catastrophe. Nobody looking at the structure of that | :07:14. | :07:18. | |
compound could have predicted it would cause those problems. There | :07:18. | :07:22. | |
is a risk we might find something similar. Thalidomide is another | :07:23. | :07:25. | |
good example. We might find something that causes birth | :07:25. | :07:35. | |
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defects.These things are made in China, shipped over here. John told | :07:36. | :07:39. | |
me of a disused toxic chemical created in the 1940s. The recipe | :07:39. | :07:42. | |
has been dusted off and now sells for highs and sexual arousal. | :07:42. | :07:47. | |
Unknown risks. Guaranteed profit! You can legally order a kilo for | :07:47. | :07:54. | |
�640 from China. This is how it comes. We've covered the name up to | :07:54. | :07:58. | |
stop copycats. It says causes respiratory problems, harmful if | :07:58. | :08:06. | |
swallowed, may damage unborn child - avoid breathing dust. If exposed | :08:06. | :08:09. | |
call a poison centre, and in clubs across London people are snorting | :08:09. | :08:15. | |
this. Divide it into one gram bags, add a warning sticker and sell for | :08:15. | :08:24. | |
�15. So, �640 for the kilo divided up, put in bags and sold on the | :08:24. | :08:29. | |
internet will bring you �15,000! Legal highs bring a guaranteed | :08:29. | :08:37. | |
smile for dealers. Entirely within the law, Max Mulley | :08:37. | :08:43. | |
owns 10 shops and sells legal highs. They have clear labelling to say | :08:43. | :08:48. | |
what they are not for and people go off and do things. That's basically | :08:48. | :08:52. | |
up to them, I can't control that. What alcohol does to people is far | :08:52. | :08:58. | |
worse than anything we are doing. Current regulation is not fit for | :08:58. | :09:02. | |
purpose. Those picking up the pieces gather here at the Maudsley. | :09:02. | :09:05. | |
The Governemnet has already created powers to outlaw specific highs | :09:05. | :09:08. | |
like Methadrone and ketamine, but even police chiefs wonder how to | :09:08. | :09:14. | |
keep up. The kids are sending round party invites with a link on where | :09:14. | :09:18. | |
to buy your drugs. The Home Office, I'll be very candid, and police | :09:18. | :09:24. | |
find this very hard to get our heads around and we are flat footed. | :09:24. | :09:27. | |
The Metropolitan Police declined to take part in this film. The UK | :09:27. | :09:34. | |
Border Agency also refused. UKBA have great hangers full of little | :09:34. | :09:39. | |
packets of powder, but don't have the technology or recourses. They | :09:39. | :09:47. | |
don't know what's in them! There are kids dying every week. The | :09:48. | :09:54. | |
youngest was 14. Maryon lost 21- year-old Hester to GBL, now a | :09:54. | :10:01. | |
banned substance. She was an absolute delight. Because she was | :10:01. | :10:05. | |
going to be a doctor and wanted to save lives as part of her career, I | :10:05. | :10:07. | |
felt setting up the Angelus Foundation was something I could do | :10:08. | :10:11. | |
to keep her footprint alive. Maryon's foundation teaches the | :10:11. | :10:16. | |
dangers. No easy task when you meet young users. You were 13 and an | :10:17. | :10:23. | |
addict? Yes. Did you ever think this is a chemical never tested? | :10:23. | :10:27. | |
didn't care because the high was so massive and it outweighed all the | :10:27. | :10:33. | |
badness. Then everything started to kick-off. Me getting kicked out of | :10:33. | :10:36. | |
school and my friend trying to kill herself, to throw herself in front | :10:36. | :10:41. | |
of a lorry. Only then did he kick the habit. So, what now? Tell every | :10:41. | :10:44. | |
user they'll die and they'll laugh. Ban every substance and the next | :10:44. | :10:47. | |
chemical could be even more deadly Controlling substances, all it does | :10:47. | :10:53. | |
is spawn the production of the one that isn't controlled. We are | :10:53. | :11:03. | |
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damned if you do, damned if you Coming up. Returning to the scene | :11:09. | :11:19. | |
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of lost love. It has taken so long Now, books written by women for | :11:19. | :11:22. | |
women are selling by the millions these days but the roots of these | :11:22. | :11:28. | |
kinds of novels go back a lot further than you might think. And | :11:28. | :11:38. | |
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Books by female writers take up shelf after shelf in any modern | :11:39. | :11:43. | |
bookshop. From children's stories to controversial adult only fiction. | :11:43. | :11:46. | |
Many of the authors are British and household names, from Jane Austin | :11:46. | :11:54. | |
to JK Rowling. But once upon a time, the world of literature was very | :11:54. | :11:58. | |
much a man's world. In fact, it was unheard of for a woman to be a | :11:58. | :12:01. | |
professional writer. Back in dirty, smelly, poverty-stricken England in | :12:01. | :12:03. | |
the 17th century, even men struggled to make any kind of | :12:03. | :12:10. | |
living from writing and women simply wrote to amuse themselves. | :12:10. | :12:14. | |
Until a debt ridden woman from Kent decided she was going to do devote | :12:14. | :12:20. | |
her life to writing and pleasure. Her name was Aphra Benn and she | :12:20. | :12:24. | |
still has fans today. I love her. I love her because of her ridiculous | :12:24. | :12:29. | |
courage. She is a fascinating woman. She crosses so many boundaries that | :12:29. | :12:33. | |
we do not imagine a woman of the time being able to cross. | :12:33. | :12:35. | |
definitely had lovers, possibly of both sexes. She is a one-off, | :12:35. | :12:43. | |
unique. Aphra Benn wrote plays, poems and one of the very first | :12:43. | :12:47. | |
novels ever written. The story of her life reads just | :12:47. | :12:52. | |
like something straight out of a best seller. The story goes that | :12:52. | :12:55. | |
she was born near Canterbury in 1640 and started writing for a | :12:55. | :12:59. | |
living when she was 30, by which time she had become a widow, served | :12:59. | :13:07. | |
time in prison and been employed by King Charles II to spy on the Dutch. | :13:08. | :13:10. | |
To find out more about her undercover work, I have come to | :13:11. | :13:12. | |
interrogate Professor Jackie Eales of Canterbury Christchurch | :13:12. | :13:18. | |
University. The English were involved with | :13:18. | :13:22. | |
trade wars with the Dutch so there is trade rivalry, naval rivalry. | :13:23. | :13:28. | |
Both countries build up huge navies. Any information you could bring | :13:28. | :13:31. | |
back about the navy and trade, about the movement of ships would | :13:31. | :13:37. | |
be very useful. How common was it for a woman to be spying? It is | :13:37. | :13:40. | |
less usual than men doing it, but during the English Civil Wars, | :13:40. | :13:45. | |
women had got much more involved in spying on both sides. There was a | :13:45. | :13:47. | |
belief that women were actually better at passing themselves off, | :13:47. | :13:52. | |
as been very innocent and not being involved in anything underhand. I | :13:52. | :13:57. | |
think a number of women were used and were continuing to be used. | :13:57. | :14:00. | |
Charles II's reign marked the restoration of the monarchy | :14:00. | :14:02. | |
following a turbulent time of civil war and Oliver Cromwell's short- | :14:02. | :14:09. | |
lived rule as Lord Protector of the Commonwealth of England. It was an | :14:09. | :14:11. | |
extraordinary period of our history, a period that fascinates Germaine | :14:12. | :14:19. | |
Greer. It is a strange time in English history because it is being | :14:19. | :14:28. | |
run by some stunningly beautiful and quite immoral woman. They were | :14:28. | :14:38. | |
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running the King. They can run the King because they can still | :14:43. | :14:46. | |
interest and excite him. He had been rather bored by the whole | :14:46. | :14:49. | |
business as long as he could remember. The problem for Benn was | :14:49. | :14:53. | |
King Charles II was not very good at paying people. With no one to | :14:53. | :14:56. | |
cover her expenses, she returned to Britain penniless and ended up in | :14:56. | :14:59. | |
debtor's prison. In 1669, she was released from prison. One theory is | :14:59. | :15:02. | |
that she had her debt paid off by an anonymous benefactor. That was | :15:02. | :15:05. | |
when she started writing for a living, presumably she wanted to | :15:05. | :15:09. | |
make enough money to make sure she never had to return to a place like | :15:09. | :15:12. | |
this. And she was remarkably prolific. As well as writing | :15:12. | :15:14. | |
political documents and translating scientific texts, she wrote | :15:14. | :15:20. | |
romantic novels, love poems and bawdy comic plays. The settings for | :15:20. | :15:23. | |
many of her stories and her ability to speak several languages appears | :15:23. | :15:33. | |
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to indicate she was very well travelled. Her most celebrated book, | :15:39. | :15:42. | |
Oroonoko, tells the story of an African slave in the South American | :15:42. | :15:45. | |
colony of Suriname, a place she appeared to know well. | :15:45. | :15:48. | |
wonderful thing about it is you have the African prince, you have | :15:48. | :15:51. | |
also got the Caribbean Indians who are hunter-gatherer people. It is | :15:51. | :16:00. | |
an amazing confrontation between the two. It is not about slavery. | :16:00. | :16:02. | |
It is actually about the relationship between the different | :16:02. | :16:05. | |
groups in a colonial society. No way she could have written it | :16:05. | :16:08. | |
without having experienced it. Otherwise, it would not be so | :16:08. | :16:11. | |
numinous. Every time you look at it, you see another thing that you have | :16:11. | :16:21. | |
just learnt about societies with a history of slave ownership. | :16:21. | :16:23. | |
Benn was a pioneer of something called amatory fiction, stories | :16:23. | :16:29. | |
about love, romance and sexual attraction. Kim Simpson, a PhD | :16:29. | :16:32. | |
student at the University of Kent, says her 17th century stories are | :16:32. | :16:38. | |
really where the romantic novel begin. Benn was really the first | :16:38. | :16:43. | |
amatory writer, others include Delarivia Manley, Eliza Haywood. It | :16:43. | :16:48. | |
was writing by women for women. It addresses issues like sex, desire, | :16:48. | :16:54. | |
gender, fantasy. Those sort of things. But it also still engages | :16:54. | :17:01. | |
with the question about power, relationships between men and women. | :17:01. | :17:06. | |
And it is very dramatic stuff. You have got incest, bigamy and all | :17:06. | :17:09. | |
sorts of kind of crazy plot developments and things like that. | :17:09. | :17:12. | |
I think it would make for some quite good TV maybe. | :17:12. | :17:17. | |
Benn also wrote popular comedies for the stage. Kent based | :17:17. | :17:20. | |
playwright Samantha Hall says that while the paying audiences loved | :17:20. | :17:23. | |
them, the critics were often less than kind because they did not | :17:23. | :17:28. | |
think a woman should write such bawdy and outrageous material. | :17:28. | :17:30. | |
There was a horrible double standard which was introduced | :17:30. | :17:33. | |
because restoration comedy is bawdy anyway, but coming from a man that | :17:33. | :17:42. | |
was accepted. But written by a woman, it was seen as an outrage. | :17:42. | :17:45. | |
So you get a lot of poets at the time, her fellow writers, all | :17:46. | :17:48. | |
actually writing poems against her and some of the kind of vindictigve | :17:49. | :17:58. | |
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poems are actually really sad to Racy novels and bawdy plays are not | :18:04. | :18:07. | |
the kind of things you would expect to find in the library of | :18:07. | :18:10. | |
Canterbury Cathedral. But this is where some of the oldest surviving | :18:10. | :18:15. | |
examples of her work are stored today. Here you get a sense of | :18:15. | :18:21. | |
Benn's range as a writer. This is a collection of her plays. Over here | :18:22. | :18:25. | |
in the middle, we have a book that would have been her bread and | :18:25. | :18:28. | |
butter, a translation about trees which has her name on the page. And | :18:28. | :18:31. | |
here, this would have been a huge compliment to Benn, one of her | :18:32. | :18:35. | |
novels has been adapted into a play and performed in the Theatre Royal. | :18:35. | :18:39. | |
On paper, Benn looks like she made a successful career as a writer. | :18:39. | :18:46. | |
But she struggled for money all her life, yet she never gave up. | :18:46. | :18:49. | |
Despite great hardship and pain, she kept writing until her death at | :18:49. | :18:54. | |
the age of 48. Before she died, she explained that she had such gout in | :18:54. | :19:03. | |
her hand that she could not hold a pen. So she is probably dictating. | :19:03. | :19:07. | |
She is supposed to have died of want of care in her physician. What | :19:07. | :19:17. | |
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that means is that she died of an overdose. Laudanum probably. Or | :19:18. | :19:21. | |
what ever version of opium there were selling in those days which | :19:21. | :19:24. | |
was probably given to her in brandy. But I think she was mercy killed | :19:24. | :19:26. | |
because she could not go on any more. | :19:26. | :19:30. | |
She was buried at Westminster Abbey. But in the centuries after her | :19:30. | :19:33. | |
death, her work was largely forgotten. The Victorians saw her | :19:33. | :19:43. | |
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as immoral, the bad woman who wrote bad books. If Benn were alive today, | :20:01. | :20:04. | |
I think she would probably enjoy a very successful career, writing | :20:04. | :20:06. | |
novels and screenplays about relationships and sexuality. But | :20:06. | :20:09. | |
according to Germaine, even Aphra would draw the line somewhere. | :20:09. | :20:12. | |
tell you what she would not write, she would not write 50 Shades of | :20:12. | :20:22. | |
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Grey. 20 years ago this year, the war in | :20:25. | :20:28. | |
the former Yugoslavia was making headlines around the world. And one | :20:28. | :20:31. | |
young fireman from Lingfield in Surrey saw the conflict as an | :20:31. | :20:33. | |
opportunity to fulfil his ambition to become a photojournalist. Sean | :20:33. | :20:37. | |
Vatcher went to Bosnia and while he was there he fell in love with an | :20:37. | :20:39. | |
American aid worker. But a passionate love affair went | :20:39. | :20:42. | |
horribly wrong. Two decades later and Sean has gone back and our | :20:42. | :20:51. | |
reporter Mark Norman went with him. Sean Vatcher and Collette became | :20:51. | :20:56. | |
lovers in the middle of a war zone. This was Bosnia in 1993, a country | :20:56. | :21:03. | |
at war in the heart of Europe. But there is no happy ending to this | :21:03. | :21:10. | |
love story and it has taken Sean 20 years to be able to talk about it. | :21:10. | :21:13. | |
She was the first person I can, hand on heart, say that I have been | :21:13. | :21:18. | |
in love with. This was the worst conflict in | :21:18. | :21:22. | |
Europe since World War Two. It brought Sean and Collette together, | :21:23. | :21:26. | |
it also ripped them apart. No reason to think anything might | :21:26. | :21:36. | |
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I had first heard about Sean and Collette when I was in Bosnia in | :21:49. | :21:54. | |
the 1990s. Now I am back in the Bosnian city of Mostar to hear him | :21:54. | :22:00. | |
tell a story of one particular day they spent here. We have probably | :22:00. | :22:03. | |
been here a few hours, but Sean remembers this part of the city and | :22:03. | :22:13. | |
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Do you think it's safe? I don't care, I am going. | :22:18. | :22:21. | |
It is abandoned and derelict because there is still a risk of | :22:21. | :22:24. | |
mines and booby-traps. But Sean and Collette were on this front line. | :22:24. | :22:29. | |
They picked their way through the trenches and bunkers. | :22:29. | :22:32. | |
This is where we would have crossed into our position on the day and | :22:32. | :22:42. | |
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joined up with the other guys. decades ago, Bosnia was all over | :22:56. | :22:59. | |
our TV screens in the same way Afghanistan is today. Sean was a | :22:59. | :23:02. | |
part-time firefighter in Surrey but had ambitions to become a photo | :23:02. | :23:05. | |
journalist. He thought taking pictures in Bosnia would help his | :23:05. | :23:07. | |
career. 4000 miles away in America, Collette Webster made the same | :23:07. | :23:10. | |
decision for different reasons. She had watched the TV news and became | :23:10. | :23:14. | |
convinced she had to go to Bosnia to help refugees as an aid worker. | :23:14. | :23:19. | |
Hello, it is 13th January or 14th. Once Collette arrived in Bosnia, | :23:19. | :23:28. | |
she started recording her thoughts on to tape. What just happened, | :23:28. | :23:35. | |
very confusing. These people in some ways have such a hard life. | :23:35. | :23:39. | |
But you get used to things so quick. Just little things. You get used to | :23:39. | :23:42. | |
being dirty all the time, to not having food or clean water or | :23:42. | :23:52. | |
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toilets. Sean and Collette met and quickly became inseparable. It was | :23:55. | :24:00. | |
an immense love. She was that special person to me. I put her on | :24:00. | :24:02. | |
a very high pedestal and still have her there. | :24:02. | :24:05. | |
But within weeks, they were being drawn further into the conflict. | :24:05. | :24:07. | |
Collette increasingly wanted to help where the need was greatest, | :24:07. | :24:15. | |
which meant closer to the fighting. Sean wanted to take photographs as | :24:15. | :24:18. | |
close to the action as possible. They accepted an invitation from a | :24:18. | :24:26. | |
Croatian army soldier to see it first hand. They were taken to the | :24:27. | :24:29. | |
top floor of an abandoned apartment block directly on the front line. | :24:30. | :24:38. | |
It is the building on the left of your picture. It is awful. | :24:38. | :24:42. | |
There are still shells falling. Just awful. | :24:42. | :24:45. | |
Collette and Sean carried on to the apartment block from the front line. | :24:45. | :24:52. | |
It is the same building he is bringing me to today. | :24:52. | :25:00. | |
Exactly as it was. Without the debris. | :25:00. | :25:09. | |
We were not in any major hurry to get up there. A slow amble. Made | :25:09. | :25:13. | |
our way to where the Croatian guy led us to. | :25:13. | :25:17. | |
Collette followed Sean up the 10 flights of stairs to the top floor. | :25:17. | :25:20. | |
The thoughts she recorded on tape tell us she was beginning to | :25:20. | :25:23. | |
realise that local people had no choice but to live through the | :25:23. | :25:32. | |
horror. We can go home any time. These | :25:32. | :25:36. | |
people have to stay here and have to live in this. You do your best. | :25:36. | :25:41. | |
You do your best with what you've got. | :25:41. | :25:46. | |
This is the room we ended up in that day. Saw the muzzle flash come | :25:46. | :25:53. | |
from the boulevard below. A rocket came through between the two of us | :25:53. | :26:03. | |
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and exploded on the wall above us here. | :26:05. | :26:11. | |
Collette was seriously injured. Sean tried to get her to a | :26:11. | :26:15. | |
makeshift hospital. But it was too late. She died within a few hours. | :26:15. | :26:19. | |
This is the first time you have been back? The first time in 18 | :26:19. | :26:23. | |
years in this room. It doesn't feel good. Does it feel like a bad | :26:23. | :26:33. | |
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We tracked down the record of deaths in west Mostar that year. | :26:42. | :26:45. | |
Collette was the 348th victim, but the first American to die in the | :26:45. | :26:55. | |
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It's taken so long to get back, I do not know when it is going to | :27:15. | :27:18. | |
happen again. If I put it aside, who else is there really? Outside | :27:19. | :27:21. | |
the apartment building where Collette was killed, there is a run | :27:21. | :27:24. | |
down children's playground. Sean now wants to restore it in her | :27:24. | :27:27. | |
memory. That way he can leave the city a more permanent reminder of | :27:27. | :27:30. | |
the woman he loved. Anyway, I'll see you later. I'll | :27:30. | :27:34. | |
talk to you more. I love you all. I really do. I love you so much. And | :27:34. | :27:44. | |
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I miss you. I love you. I'll talk If you want any more information | :27:52. | :28:02. | |
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our website. You can watch the show Coming up next week. The biggest | :28:08. | :28:10. | |
reorganisation of the National Health Service. What will it mean | :28:10. | :28:20. | |
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for us? You might shop around for care. You would make choices. | :28:21. | :28:26. | |
Will monitoring ourselves at home unlock the beds in hospital? | :28:26. | :28:33. | |
know that it has fantastic potential benefits. It marriages it | :28:33. | :28:37. | |
to reduce premature death as well. And we are living longer which is | :28:37. | :28:47. |