04/12/2017 Victoria Derbyshire


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Hello, it's Monday, it's 9 o'clock,

I'm Victoria Derbyshire.

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Welcome to the programme.

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Our top story today -

Britain and the European Union

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appear close to reaching a deal that

will clear the way for the second

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phase of Brexit talks.

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We'll look at whether it's possible

to avoid a hard border

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between N Ireland and Ireland

and why it's so important.

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Also on the programme -

life with obsessive

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compulsive disorder.

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Domestic demand so household

spending and business investment.

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I'm nearly 24 so I say nearly 24

because I am 23, but I don't like

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odd numbers because they bring me

bad luck so I have bipolar as well,

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and borderline personality disorder.

It is a long list of what I have

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been diagnosed with. We will stick,

it is three actually because I have

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OCD.

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OCD.

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In about 15 minutes time we'll bring

you a revealing documentary

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which looks at life for people

living with mental

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health conditions.

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And - it's feared the Croydon cat

killer could be responsible for up

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to 400 cat deaths since 2015.

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We'll look at what's being done

to find the culprit.

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Hello.

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Welcome to the programme,

we're live until 11 this morning.

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Do get in touch on all the stories

we're talking about this morning -

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use the hashtag Victoria Live,

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at the standard network rate.

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We will hear from the Australian MP

who proposed to PSNI partner during

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a debate on same-sex marriage.

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Britain and the European Union

appear close to reaching a deal that

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will clear the way for the second

phase of Brexit talks.

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EU sources said the two sides

were "nearing solutions",

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ahead of Theresa May's meeting

with the European Commission

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President, Jean-Claude Juncker,

in Brussels this afternoon.

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Diplomats held negotiations

through the night on the last

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remaining sticking point -

the Irish border.

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Our Europe correspondent,

Adam Fleming reports.

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Three trips in three months.

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Now, the Prime Minister is making

a fourth visit to Brussels to get

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the Brexit talks going.

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She will meet EU Commission

President, Jean-Claude Junker,

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and others, to apply the finishing

political touches to a package

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of commitments that has been

sweated over by officials.

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It sounds like there has been

progress in talks about the rights

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of EU citizens who will stay

in the UK after Brexit,

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and British people living abroad.

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Discussions about how much money

is owed by the UK appear to have

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been unblocked by a more detailed

offer from Britain.

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But the big sticking point

is what to do about the border

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between Northern Ireland

and the Republic of Ireland.

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The Irish Government

does not want to wait

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for a possible trade deal.

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They want certainty

on what is going to happen, now.

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Downing Street has called today

an important staging post on the way

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to a European summit in ten days'

time, because that is when EU

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leaders will decide whether there

has been enough talk

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about the divorce to start

working out the future.

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Adam Fleming, BBC News, Brussels.

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So let's get the detail on what

might and might not be said -

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our political guru Norman Smith

is at Westminster for us.

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Progress is being made. Slowly.

Britain is almost through to the

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next round.

Almost. We seem to have

an agreement on the amount of cash

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we have to pay out, thought to be in

the region of 40-50 billion euros so

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a lot more than Brexiteers were

saying at the start. We seem to have

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kind of grasped our way to some sort

of arrangement on the future of EU

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citizen, Ireland remains the big

stumbling block and here at

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Westminster too there are signs that

some Brexit supporting Tory MPs are

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beginning to cut up rough, wanting

clear assurances from Mrs May when

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believe in March 2019 we leave. We

are not half in, half out, still

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talking rules from the European

Court of Justice, still taking

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decisions by the European Council,

still having freedom of movement.

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They want a clean break, when

believe we leave. But significantly

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they are not threatening to topple

or undermind Mrs May, because they

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know were they to do so a number of

things could happen, could get

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another Tory leader who might be

more queasy about Brexit, you would

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end up with an election, a Jeremy

Corbyn Government or you create a

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load of uncertainty which delays

Brexit, although we have Brexit

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supporting Tory MPs saying you have

to be tougher, cometh the hour they

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are not going to topple Mrs May.

On

the question of the Irish border,

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everybody wants the status quo, an

invisible open board e what is the

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steer on what Britain has come up

with in terms of a solution?

Well,

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we don't know, because we are not

going to be given a solution, now is

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not about an answer to the border

issue, what it is about with warm

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words, it is a about language,

trying to reassure Dublin and also,

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to reassure people in Northern

Ireland, but it is a bit of a

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puzzle, it is like the Brexit

version of a Rubik cube, David Davis

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has to ensure that the border

dreedgetly exist, that things are as

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seamless as possible between north

and southern Ireland, while at the

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same time not giving any indication

at all that somehow Northern Ireland

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is being pulled away from the rest

of the UK, so it is an intellectual

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conundrum. It is about coming

forward with words that both sides

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can say that looks kind of enough,

we will move on to the Nketiah stage

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of talks.

Thank you Norman.

More to come through the morning of

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course.

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Ben is in the BBC Newsroom

with a summary of the rest

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of the days news.

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700,000 children and pensioners

in the UK have fallen into relative

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poverty over the past four years,

according to a new report.

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The Joseph Rowntree Foundation says

it's the first sustained rise

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affecting these age groups

for 20 years.

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The left-leaning thinktank

warns decades of progress

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are in danger of unravelling,

and has called on the

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government to take action.

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Our social affaris correspondent,

Michael Buchanan has more.

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For Flo Singleton, this drop-in

centre has many benefits.

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She can use its computers

to keep up with her family.

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She can meet friends.

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And, by being here, the 84-year-old

does not have to spend money

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heating her own home.

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If you go out, you don't have

to have your heating on, do you?

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Trouble is, once it's dark,

in the evenings now, and cold,

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you need to put the heating

on, don't you?

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The Joseph Rowntree Foundation says,

since 2013, an extra 300,000

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pensioners and an additional 400,000

children are now living in poverty.

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In total, 14 million people

in the UK are in poverty.

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What our report is now

showing is that we're

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at a significant turning point.

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14 million people in the UK are in

poverty.

What our report is showing

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we are at a significant turning

point. Two years in the increases is

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a real red flag to Government, that

they really have to do something

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now.

Researches say the Government

should end the freeze on benefit,

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describing it as the biggest change

that would reduce poverty but

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ministers say they are spending tens

of billions of pounds helping those

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in need and the national minimum

wage has given low earning

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households a significant pay rise.

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Government funding for a flagship

British aid project to support

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civilian police in Syria

has been suspended.

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It's after whistle-blowers told

the BBC's Panorama programme that

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some of the money was ending up

in the hands of extremists.

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The Foreign Office says it's

investigating the allegations,

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as Panorama's Jane Corbin explains.

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South Korea and the United States

have launched large scale

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joint aerial drills,

a week after North Korea said it had

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tested its most advanced missile.

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The annual US-South Korean drill,

called Vigilant Ace,

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will run until Friday,

with six F-22 Raptor stealth

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fighters to be deployed

among the more than 230

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aircraft taking part.

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The exercises have been

condemned as a provocation

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by the isolated North.

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Spoke to the BBC about the

pornography they say was found on a

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computer in Damian a green's office

were wrong, and she condemns what

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they did. She has said on the

Vanessa felts show all police

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officers have a duty of

confidentiality to protect personal

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information and that inDewars after

they leave.

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She said it is my view that what

they have done is wrong, and I

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condemn it. We are reviewing whether

any offences have been committed.

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Facebook says it's creating

800 new jobs in the UK,

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as it opens a new office in central

London.

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It'll become the firm's biggest

engineering hub outside

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of the United States.

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An estimated

two-thousand-three-hundred people

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will be employed by the social media

company in the UK by

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the end of next year.

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A co-operative group

is to start selling food

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beyond its 'best before' date.

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125 shops in East Anglia

will sell tinned goods

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and dried food such as pasta,

crisps and rice for a flat

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rate of ten pence.

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It's part of a drive to reduce

the seven-million tonnes of food

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thrown away in the UK each year.

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The number of schoolchildren

with a part-time job has fallen

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by a fifth in the past five years.

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The findings come from a Freedom

of Information request to all local

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authorities across the UK

responsible for issuing

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child employment permits.

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It's thought changing consumer

patterns and pressure to do well

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at school are responsible

for the change.

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As new driving tests come into force

to better reflect modern roads,

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examiners have begun

a 48-hour strike.

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The new tests will see an end

to manoeuvres such as the three

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point turn and reversing

round a corner, but learners

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will now have to parallel park

and follow directions

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from a sat nav.

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Members of the Public

and Commercial Services Union

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are protesting against the changes,

as well as pay and working hours.

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Sky-gazers had a treat last night -

there was a supermoon -

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that means the moon appeared much

bigger and brighter than usual.

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It only happens when it

reaches its closest point to Earth.

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These are some of the spectacular

images from right across

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the country, through the night.

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It was the last opportunity to see

a supermoon this year -

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but Nasa says this will be

a "supermoon trilogy"

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with others to come in swift

succession on new Year's Day

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and January 31st.

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Boy band Rak-Su have been named

the winners of the X Factor 2017.

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The Watford-based group beat

Grace Davies in the final of the ITV

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singing competition -

the first male group to win the show

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since it started in 2004.

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During the final they thanked

viewers for voting for them.

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Figures released by ITV suggested

they got 51.7% of the vote

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in last night's final.

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That's a summary of the latest BBC

News - more at 9.30.

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Endures after they leave.

She said it is my view that what

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they have done is wrong, and I

condemn it. We are reviewing whether

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any offences have been committed.

We have an insightful documentary

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coming up on mental health and

people living with severe mental

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health conditions. Your message says

Kelly say I have had six months of

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hell trying to get a plan in place,

I will be watch this morning. Edwin

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says my friend suffers from OCD and

people tell him to just get over it.

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It is sad that people don't take

mental health issues as seriously as

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they should. Chantelle says people

should see and know what it is like

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to talk about problem, and Rob says

it can be debilitating, an example

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would be two people with different

viewpoints seeing the same thing,

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one laughs wile the other get upset.

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Do get in touch with us

throughout the morning -

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use the hashtag Victoria live

and If you text, you will be charged

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at the standard network rate.

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Here's some sport now.

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I can't believe we are suggesting

that England's chances of winning

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the Ashes are slipping away. It is

depressing if you are an England

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supporter. It is. Looking, things go

from bad to worse for England. To

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remind you that Australia posted

that mammoth total 442-8. England

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have had a disastrous first innings.

Alastair Cook got 37. This is Joe

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Root falling very companily, just

nine for Joe Root. The Captain not a

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good series for him. Australia's

bowlers doing the job

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single-handedly. That is Nathan Lyon

catching Moeen Ali. Look at the

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reaction from Mitchell Starc. He had

half a second to react to that ball

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coming to dismiss Jonny Bairstowy

Bairstow, that is James Anderson

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going the last ball of England's in,

but they have take an quick wicket.

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There is James Anderson bouncing

back after falling for England to

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dismiss Bancroft there for 5-1. So

Australia back in bat, looking to

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build on that mammoth lead they

have. England all out for 227, 215

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behind and of course if England slip

to a 2-0 loss in the series so far,

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that puts the ashes within touching

distance for Australia, the next

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test is in Perth, England haven't

won at the Waka since 1978. That is

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almost 40 years so eight days into

the Ashes Series and it looks like

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the urn may already be lost. Stop.

Stop. Stop! OK. Ronnie O'Sullivan,

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he is a star, does he want to take

part any I'm a celebrity?

He is full

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of surprises.

You will know he is.

An unconventional approach to his

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sport. He has a love hate

relationship, deciding one minute he

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loves snooker, the next he hates it.

His current approach he doesn't want

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to become too emotionally involved

and he wants to play for the enjoy

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it of it. He has won the current

tournament he is playing in the UK

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Championship, five times he has won

five World Championships as well, so

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which ever approach he takes seems

to be working but at the moment he

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is relaxed, and therefore happy to

talk about the fact he would quite

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keen to take part in I'm a celebrity

get me out of here. He has been

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watching it and he was watching it

the other night and thought wow I

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need to have a go. You get a chance

to go Australia. Get the family out

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there for a nice holiday, he said I

am coming round to the idea if the

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price is right. He is a big fan of

one of the contestants Amir Khan who

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is taking part for a fee of around

250,00 pounds, and Ronnie said he

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would be keen if the price was

right. He said I get approached all

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the time do these show, I have been

too busy playing snooker, I have

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turned down opportunities in the

past, I would do it now. So maybe

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next series we will be covered in

snakes or eating spiders. Spiders.-

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Next this morning -

I really urge you to set aside some

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time and watch this fascinating

and moving film which follows three

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people with different

mental health experiences.

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Bex, who has Obsessive

Compulsive Disorder,

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Laura who is recovering

from anorexia and Matt

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who experiences anxiety

and depression.

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They invited Radio 1

Newsbeat to spend much of 2017

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following them and their stories

so they could help raise awareness

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of mental health issues.

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It's pretty intimate and raw

and as you might imagine

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their stories encompass highs

and lows, and as such you might find

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some of the things they share

with us distressing.

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I'm nearly 24.

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So I say nearly 24 because I'm

actually 23 but I don't like odd

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numbers because they bring

bad luck, so...

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So I'm nearly 24.

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Er, I love cats, so, I love cats.

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I've got bipolar as well,

and borderline personality disorder.

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I forgot about that,

I forgot about that then.

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It's quite a long list, actually,

what I've been diagnosed with,

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but we'll just stick to the two...

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Well, it's three, actually,

because I've got OCD as well.

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That's an odd number, hang on.

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I started off, I was overweight

from being a young child.

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When I got to about 16,

when I was going to college,

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I decided just to lose some weight.

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It just sort of snuck up on you,

it's not like one day

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I woke up and thought,

"I'm an anorexic."

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Erm, but I suppose I started getting

the thought that it was out

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of control when I realised that

I couldn't eat without feeling

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guilty, I couldn't eat

without the compulsive

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need to exercise.

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It does affect my

photography quite a lot.

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It's a very active job,

I'm on my feet all the time.

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I have to have the energy,

whereas most the time I'm

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continuously weak and not

feeling strong enough.

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Aren't you beautiful?

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I hit rock bottom on 20th November

2016, and I will remember that date

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because it was the day I went

to sleep and it was the first

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time that I felt that

I never wanted to wake up.

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On the 20th of every month now

I want to set myself little

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goals that help me keep

on the road to recovery.

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So they include things like starting

a tai chi class or doing some yoga.

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I want to do a skydive for BEAT,

the eating disorder charity.

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And one day it'll be

several years of recovery,

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rather than just months.

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I've always been an anxious lad,

really, but it wasn't until I joined

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the Navy that I realised

there was an issue there.

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I remember once I was walking

through the dockyard and I had

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a massive panic attack,

I didn't know what it was.

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It wasn't until I was told, really,

that I knew it was an issue.

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That's when I realised that

I was ill and it's not something

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that's just going to go away.

0:19:340:19:35

When it's at its worst,

it's completely debilitating.

0:19:350:19:37

I couldn't be here now

playing golf, it'd be...

0:19:370:19:39

I wouldn't shower for days,

I'd just sleep, or wouldn't sleep,

0:19:390:19:42

I'd drink really heavy.

0:19:420:19:43

The panic attacks,

the suicidal thoughts,

0:19:430:19:45

everything that comes with it,

comes all at once and there's not

0:19:450:19:48

much you can do about it, really.

0:19:480:19:52

There's so many different symptoms

that come with a panic attack.

0:19:520:19:55

You've got the racing heart,

you can't breathe, you're

0:19:550:19:57

shaking, you're crying,

you're sweating, hallucinations.

0:19:570:20:00

You feel like you're going to die.

0:20:000:20:03

I really want to go out for my 30th.

0:20:030:20:06

We're on about going away

somewhere, but it scares me

0:20:060:20:09

because when I get too drunk,

that's when I have my panic attacks.

0:20:090:20:14

Yes!

0:20:150:20:18

MP3 player, phone.

0:20:180:20:20

I've been diagnosed with depression,

social anxiety disorder,

0:20:200:20:25

obsessive-compulsive disorder,

bipolar, borderline personality

0:20:250:20:28

disorder, and also insomnia.

0:20:280:20:29

And that window's locked.

0:20:290:20:32

I call my anxiety disorder

the anxious hug monster,

0:20:320:20:35

because that's how it feels,

my chest is compressed,

0:20:350:20:38

it feels like your heart's pounding

and your hands are shaking.

0:20:380:20:41

That's locked.

0:20:410:20:43

When I've been leaving the flat,

it takes me longer with my OCD

0:20:430:20:46

as well, and my anxiety.

0:20:460:20:49

I need to do my checks,

right, so we need to go...

0:20:490:20:53

That's turned off, that's turned

off, that's turned off.

0:20:530:20:56

Hang on, that's turned on,

and then that's turned off.

0:20:560:20:59

That's turned off.

0:20:590:21:01

The window is locked.

0:21:010:21:05

That's locked.

0:21:050:21:08

One, two, three, four, five, six...

0:21:080:21:09

That's locked.

0:21:090:21:10

And then to my bedroom.

0:21:100:21:12

The lamp is unplugged.

0:21:120:21:14

The laptop needs to be unplugged.

0:21:140:21:16

Don't trust that being on.

0:21:160:21:17

Straighteners are unplugged.

0:21:170:21:20

Everything's turned off in here,

the window's locked.

0:21:200:21:22

Right, living room.

0:21:220:21:24

This window, that's

locked, that's fine.

0:21:240:21:28

I'll just check the back door

again, then we can go.

0:21:280:21:31

Right, that's definitely locked.

0:21:310:21:32

OK, right, we can go, we can go,

I know the straighteners

0:21:320:21:34

are unplugged, we can go now.

0:21:340:21:37

Just check that window again.

0:21:370:21:38

That's fine, that window's fine.

0:21:380:21:39

OK, everything's turned off.

0:21:390:21:43

I know the straighteners

are unplugged, for God's sake,

0:21:430:21:46

and the back door's locked.

0:21:460:21:47

OK.

0:21:470:21:53

OK, we, OK, we can go.

0:21:590:22:05

I'll just count to ten, one, two...

0:22:050:22:07

..Six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

0:22:070:22:08

OK, we can go.

0:22:080:22:11

So I go to knitting club every week,

and today's knitting club day,

0:22:110:22:14

so I'm going to do my yarn-bombing

and sew all my patches

0:22:140:22:21

so I'm going to do my yarn-bobbing

and sew all my patches

0:22:210:22:24

onto the bench.

0:22:240:22:25

During the week we make things,

and then on the actual knitting club

0:22:250:22:28

day we just sew them on.

0:22:280:22:30

When I was ill, like with my

anxiety, which hasn't got better,

0:22:300:22:33

but when I was, well,

not ill, but a bit unwell

0:22:330:22:35

with my anxiety, I didn't go

to the knitting club for about four

0:22:350:22:39

weeks, so I missed a month,

but I came back and everyone

0:22:390:22:41

was dead welcoming and,

"Oh, glad you're feeling better,"

0:22:410:22:44

and now I just like the knitting.

0:22:440:22:45

One minute.

0:22:450:22:46

SIREN WAILS.

0:22:460:22:54

Sorry about that.

0:22:540:22:57

I don't like sirens,

I'm really sensitive to sound.

0:22:570:23:02

I try and have a good routine,

take my medication at a specific

0:23:020:23:05

time, at night-time,

then have a good meal.

0:23:050:23:11

Even if it's just a few rows

or if it's just something, like,

0:23:110:23:15

I've got a chalkboard in the kitchen

and it will always tell me to water

0:23:150:23:19

the plants and knit,

so I've got to do at least those two

0:23:190:23:23

things everyday, and then I know

I've done something with the day.

0:23:230:23:26

And even though it's not a lot,

it's a lot for someone that has,

0:23:260:23:31

like, a mental illness,

so even though I'm out now,

0:23:310:23:36

I can't stop thinking

if the straighteners are turned on.

0:23:360:23:39

But I know I've unplugged them.

0:23:390:23:40

I know I've unplugged them.

0:23:400:23:44

Before, I would never have

ordinarily eaten anything for lunch,

0:23:520:23:56

but something quite generic,

like beans on toast,

0:23:560:24:00

is almost a safe food for me,

but it's getting it in.

0:24:000:24:04

Before, I would never have

eaten bread or potatoes,

0:24:040:24:08

or even beans would have been too

much sugar in that, so to go

0:24:080:24:12

from eating nothing to eating

something like this is quite a big

0:24:120:24:15

deal for me.

0:24:150:24:18

But when I am making food,

I just sort of try and distract

0:24:180:24:21

myself as much as possible.

0:24:210:24:24

If I stand here in silence and think

about it, I will just let my mind

0:24:240:24:28

wander to calories more often

than not, and I'll start thinking

0:24:280:24:31

about what else am I going to be

eating later and how many calories

0:24:310:24:34

are in this, and if I pull myself

back and actually think,

0:24:340:24:37

why am I doing this,

I can't really give a reason for it.

0:24:370:24:43

One of the worst things for me

to overcome was the guilt.

0:24:430:24:48

You know, when I was just

about to hit rock bottom,

0:24:480:24:50

I never thought I would be able

to eat like a normal person again.

0:24:500:24:53

I'm not ashamed to say that I've

used alcohol substantially

0:25:040:25:06

throughout the years to aid me.

0:25:060:25:11

I wouldn't say necessarily

that I have an issue,

0:25:110:25:14

however I know it's a trigger.

0:25:140:25:15

Guinness, please, pal.

0:25:150:25:17

It's got bad over the last couple

of weeks because I felt bad.

0:25:170:25:20

I know I've been drinking too much

because I'm not doing anything.

0:25:200:25:23

The gym's started

to slip a little bit.

0:25:230:25:24

Golf's just gone out the window.

0:25:240:25:26

It's very much waking up feeling

like crap on a weekend

0:25:260:25:30

and doing it all again.

0:25:300:25:32

It's a downward spiral.

0:25:320:25:34

As soon as you start to counteract

the depression with the beer,

0:25:340:25:37

it's just not worth it.

0:25:370:25:38

And then you go back

to where you were.

0:25:380:25:40

But it's telling yourself not to do

that, because that's all I've done,

0:25:400:25:44

that's all I've learned

through the Navy, etc,

0:25:440:25:45

when I've been trying to battle it,

like alcohol's the way out,

0:25:450:25:48

when essentially it isn't.

0:25:480:25:49

It just makes things 20 times worse.

0:25:490:25:52

So I have to collect medication

today, it's the sort

0:25:530:25:58

of thing that I dread,

but we'll see how I get on.

0:25:580:26:04

OK, so we're here.

And it's definitely busy.

0:26:040:26:08

There's people everywhere,

people get too close to me,

0:26:080:26:12

and then people having

conversations, but loads and loads

0:26:120:26:14

and loads of conversations,

and then there's staff talking,

0:26:140:26:16

and it's just really loud.

0:26:160:26:19

It really affects my anxiety.

0:26:190:26:24

So I've got my medication - hooray -

and it's time to go home.

0:26:240:26:28

Hooray.

0:26:280:26:35

So I wasn't in there for very

long, and I'm home now,

0:26:350:26:40

and I still don't feel that calm.

0:26:400:26:45

There's three little boxes in there,

so that'll last me...

0:26:450:26:49

That'll last me four days

and in four days' time I'll

0:26:490:26:52

have to get some more.

0:26:520:26:57

So...

0:26:570:26:59

It's just a case of me trying

to find something to calm me down.

0:26:590:27:05

I want to show you a

little bit of my bloat.

0:27:070:27:09

This is just from eating

a perfectly normal tea,

0:27:090:27:13

let's have a look at

the time, three hours ago.

0:27:130:27:15

And I look like I'm carrying a baby.

0:27:150:27:20

Now, I know it's not that bad,

considering, but as somebody who has

0:27:200:27:26

bones jutting out most of the time,

my belly button

0:27:260:27:28

is even sticking out.

0:27:280:27:34

It isn't painful, but it is

extremely uncomfortable.

0:27:340:27:38

It feels like the worst gas,

the worst pressure, you can't

0:27:380:27:41

get the air in, and...

0:27:410:27:47

These are my ankles, and today

they are terrible with something

0:27:470:27:52

called peripheral neuropathy.

0:27:520:27:56

That is a nerve damage,

and the best way to describe it,

0:27:560:28:00

it's like a creeping sensation,

like lots of little bugs

0:28:000:28:03

are crawling up my legs.

0:28:030:28:06

Anybody who thinks eating disorders

are a vanity thing, you know,

0:28:060:28:08

I looked haggard and half-dead

in my worst throes of anorexia,

0:28:080:28:14

and I knew that was ugly.

0:28:140:28:17

I didn't want to look like that.

0:28:170:28:21

That's a prime example of the fact

that it's all in your head,

0:28:210:28:24

nothing to do with being

narcissistic, or vanity.

0:28:240:28:26

Exhale, release down.

0:28:260:28:31

On the plus side, I've just

completed this month's challenge.

0:28:310:28:33

Extend the arms forward.

0:28:330:28:36

Yoga went really, really well.

0:28:360:28:40

Actually did help my circulation

as well, which was a nice thing.

0:28:400:28:43

And I just thought it was a really

nice way to spend some time

0:28:430:28:46

with myself and to be with other

people at the same time as well.

0:28:460:28:52

SHE SIGHS.

0:28:520:28:59

I've just got all these thoughts

in my head all the time.

0:28:590:29:08

It's like the world is just

really loud and my chest

0:29:080:29:12

always feels really tight,

and I've got all these thoughts

0:29:120:29:15

going in my head all the time,

there's just not an off switch.

0:29:150:29:20

I just want to feel OK,

and I don't even know

0:29:240:29:27

what that feels like.

0:29:270:29:31

Normal day, woke up 5am,

ready for the 6am-3pm early shift.

0:29:330:29:39

Nothing stands out during work that

would influence what happened,

0:29:390:29:42

it was just a standard day.

0:29:420:29:48

At the time, I was going through

the motions of giving my car back.

0:29:480:29:53

I came home, just had a quick beer,

playing Fifa, and I get a phone call

0:29:530:29:57

from an unknown number,

which I wouldn't normally pick up,

0:29:570:29:59

but for some reason I just did.

0:29:590:30:01

HE EXHALES.

0:30:010:30:06

RAPID BREATHING.

0:30:060:30:11

RAPID BREATHING.

0:30:160:30:17

HE EXHALES SLOWLY.

0:30:170:30:21

HE SOBS.

0:30:210:30:29

HE EXHALES SLOWLY.

0:30:290:30:39

HE SOBS.

0:30:540:31:04

Come on.

0:31:080:31:09

Basically an insurance company had

contacted my old address saying

0:31:090:31:12

they're going to auto-renew my car

insurance for £3000, which...

0:31:120:31:14

Just literally knocked me for six.

0:31:140:31:17

It was like...

0:31:170:31:19

The only way I can describe it,

it's like you're grieving,

0:31:190:31:22

that grieving feeling when you lose

something, that's all I can describe

0:31:220:31:25

it, that's all I can remember of it.

0:31:250:31:27

People say, "Just calm down."

0:31:270:31:32

It doesn't work.

0:31:320:31:39

It just makes it worse.

0:31:390:31:40

So whoever's watching this...

0:31:400:31:46

Don't say that.

0:31:460:31:47

Because it makes it

BLEEP

20 times worse.

0:31:470:31:56

BLEEP

this.

0:31:560:31:57

BLEEP

this.

0:31:570:32:07

WHISPERING:

I've got to go to sleep.

0:32:070:32:09

All the time, all I hear is,

"Don't eat, don't eat,

0:32:090:32:13

you can't eat, you're a failure,

it's a weakness, do you know how

0:32:130:32:17

many calories you eat?"

0:32:170:32:20

I feel sick, I feel

tired, I feel dizzy.

0:32:200:32:22

I'm so cold.

0:32:220:32:23

I don't know what to

do for the best.

0:32:230:32:25

I just want to curl up in a ball.

0:32:250:32:35

We'll be showing you the second half

of that film with Laura,

0:32:480:32:51

Bex and Matt in the next hour,

or you can watch the whole thing

0:32:510:32:55

online by heading to BBC iPlayer.

0:32:550:32:56

It's called My Mind and Me.

0:32:560:32:58

There are also details

of organisations that offer

0:32:580:33:00

advice and support for any

of the conditions you've

0:33:000:33:02

just seen online, just

search for BBC Actionline.

0:33:020:33:09

Some messages from people watching

the film. Daniel says, I didn't

0:33:090:33:14

expect to see our wedding

photographer Laura on Victoria Live

0:33:140:33:19

talking about eating disorder, he is

such a lovely person and our wedding

0:33:190:33:22

pictures are brilliant. A lot of

comments from people talking about

0:33:220:33:26

how difficult it is to access help

from the medical professionals,

0:33:260:33:33

ahave a says NHS mental Health

Services are in crisis, it is

0:33:330:33:36

impossible to get the treatment you

need, making one's mental health

0:33:360:33:39

worse. Once you inevitably reach a

crisis point there are no beds so

0:33:390:33:47

they put us in private wards which

must cost a fortune. Chris says

0:33:470:33:50

this, I have been trying to see a

psychiatrist as advised by medical

0:33:500:33:56

professional, three years later I

haven't seen one or have a care plan

0:33:560:33:59

in place, I am a male single parent,

I have lost my job and home due to

0:33:590:34:04

mental health problems but at least

I have an apology letter from the

0:34:040:34:09

team responsible. Jill says my son

has suffered poor mental health for

0:34:090:34:14

30 years and was told by the GP we

don't have the funding to help you.

0:34:140:34:17

It is very very sad.

Keep those coming in with your

0:34:170:34:23

unexperienced. -- own experiences,

part two coming up.

0:34:230:34:29

Time for the latest

news, here's Ben.

0:34:290:34:31

Britain and the European Union

appear close to reaching a deal that

0:34:310:34:36

will clear the way for the second

phase of Brexit talks.

0:34:360:34:38

EU sources said the two sides

were "nearing solutions",

0:34:380:34:41

ahead of Theresa May's meeting

with the European Commission

0:34:410:34:47

President, Jean-Claude Juncker,

in Brussels this afternoon.

0:34:470:34:48

Diplomats held negotiations

through the night on the last

0:34:480:34:51

remaining sticking point -

the Irish border.

0:34:510:34:52

Our Europe correspondent,

Adam Fleming reports.

0:34:520:35:02

Speaking on the Vanessa Feltzes show

on BBC Radio London the scarred boss

0:35:140:35:19

Coll denned what they had done. She

said all splis a duty of

0:35:190:35:24

confidentiality and it endures after

they leave the force. And she said,

0:35:240:35:28

there would be a review of whether

any offences had been committed.

0:35:280:35:31

any offences had been committed.

0:35:310:35:32

700,000 children and pensioners

in the UK have fallen into relative

0:35:320:35:35

poverty over the past four years,

according to a new report.

0:35:350:35:38

The Joseph Rowntree Foundation says

it's the first sustained rise

0:35:380:35:40

affecting these age groups

for 20 years.

0:35:400:35:41

The left-leaning thinktank

warns decades of progress

0:35:410:35:43

are in danger of unravelling,

and has called on the

0:35:430:35:46

government to take action.

0:35:460:35:56

It's reported from Madrid that six

former ministers of Catalonia -

0:35:560:35:58

who were detained for their role

in the region's illegal

0:35:580:36:01

declaration of independence -

have been freed on bail.

0:36:010:36:03

Meanwhile Catalonia's former

President Carles Puigdemont is due

0:36:030:36:05

to appear at an extradition

hearing in Brussels.

0:36:050:36:15

Let's get the latest

from Madrid with Gavin Lee.

0:36:150:36:18

A legal tussle but with political

implications?

Yes, I mean if look at

0:36:180:36:25

it, you have the whole separatist

Government in court, either here in

0:36:250:36:30

Madrid, or in Brussels, and bear in

mind these were all the men and

0:36:300:36:35

women who voted illegally to break

the region away from Spain what has

0:36:350:36:39

happened in the last few minutes,

you have the hearing about eight of

0:36:390:36:43

those ministers who have spent more

than a month in prison now, they,

0:36:430:36:48

where they are facing allegations of

sedition and rebellion, which

0:36:480:36:52

carries 30 years in prison. They

were remanded in custody because one

0:36:520:36:57

of the risk they would flee like the

former President who is wanted, he

0:36:570:37:02

is in court as part of an

extradition request by Spain to face

0:37:020:37:06

the same allegation, that will take

we think about a week to decide, a

0:37:060:37:10

ruling on that case, here in the

past few minutes six of those

0:37:100:37:14

ministers have been Leesed providing

they pay 100,000 euro row, just

0:37:140:37:20

under £100,000 bail. That is likely

to happen. They are in three

0:37:200:37:25

different prisons. It is campaign

launched for the elections in three

0:37:250:37:28

weeks' time, we are hearing from

some of the lawyers they will try to

0:37:280:37:33

get ministers out of prison to

Compiegne in that, two of the

0:37:330:37:37

minister, including the Vice

President will remain in custody, it

0:37:370:37:40

is interesting because he on Friday,

the hearing here at the Supreme

0:37:400:37:44

Court in Madrid refused to take

questions from anyone other than

0:37:440:37:49

these own lawyer, effectively saying

they don't recognise the Spanish

0:37:490:37:52

state and the emergency powers they

have taken over in Catalonia since

0:37:520:37:56

they dissolved the Parliament and

called election, we know those two,

0:37:560:38:03

a former Interior Minister and two

independent activists as well. We

0:38:030:38:09

expect the rest to be released

today.

0:38:090:38:11

We expect the rest

to be released today.

0:38:110:38:13

That's a summary of

the latest BBC News.

0:38:130:38:15

Now the sport.

0:38:150:38:16

Good morning.

0:38:160:38:18

The Ashes are slipping away

from England's grasp.

0:38:180:38:21

They were bowled out for 227-215

behind Australia at the end

0:38:210:38:24

of their first innings.

0:38:240:38:31

Australia have lost Cameron Bancroft

early on and are 15-1.

0:38:310:38:34

David Silva gives Manchester City

a record-equalling 13th

0:38:340:38:36

Premier League win in a row,

with a late goal against West Ham.

0:38:360:38:42

Alfie Hewett is the wheelchair

Masters singles champion.

0:38:420:38:44

He beat his compatriot Gordon Reid

in Loughborough to become the first

0:38:440:38:47

British winner in 23 years

of the event.

0:38:470:38:50

And the tournament favourite

Ronnie O'Sullivan marches

0:38:500:38:52

on at the UK Snooker Championship

in York, he's comfortably

0:38:520:38:54

through to the third round.

0:38:540:39:04

Good morning.

0:39:060:39:07

Good morning.

0:39:070:39:08

The Metropolitan Police

Commissioner, Cressida Dick,

0:39:080:39:09

has condemned two former senior

officers for revealing

0:39:090:39:11

confidential detailsabout a raid

on the office of Theresa May's

0:39:110:39:14

number two, Conservative

MP Damian Green.

0:39:140:39:15

Bob Quick and Neil Lewis alleged

that pornography was found

0:39:150:39:17

on a computer in the MP's

Parliamentary office in 2008.

0:39:170:39:20

This morning, Cressida Dick says

she believes the officers

0:39:200:39:22

breached their code of conduct.

0:39:220:39:32

This is case from nine years ago,

all police officers know very well

0:39:350:39:41

they have a duty of confidentiality,

a duty to protect personal

0:39:410:39:45

information, that duty in my view

clearly endures after you leave the

0:39:450:39:52

service, and so it is my view that

what they have done, based on my

0:39:520:39:56

understanding of what that they are

saying, what they have done, is

0:39:560:40:00

wrong. And I condemn it. We are

reviewing what they appear to have

0:40:000:40:07

done in my professional standards

department to see whether any

0:40:070:40:10

offences have been committed. Police

officers come across personal

0:40:100:40:13

information, sensitive information

every day, most of them several

0:40:130:40:16

times a day, they know full well it

is their duty to protect that

0:40:160:40:21

information, and it is for me,

extremely important that the public

0:40:210:40:25

know that the vast majority of

officers protect private

0:40:250:40:30

information, properly, and all the

time.

0:40:300:40:32

information, properly,

and all the time.

0:40:320:40:34

Mr Green strenuously

denies the allegations.

0:40:340:40:36

His colleagues have leapt

to his defence, saying he's

0:40:360:40:38

been unfairly treated,

even hounded by the police.

0:40:380:40:40

But retired Scotland Yard detective

Neil Lewis says he has no doubt

0:40:400:40:43

the pornography had been accessed

by Damian Green.

0:40:430:40:51

The computer was in Mr Green's

office, on his desk,

0:40:510:40:58

logged in, you know,

it's his account, his name, erm...

0:40:580:41:02

In between browsing pornography,

he was sending e-mails

0:41:020:41:10

from his account, his

personal account, erm...

0:41:100:41:12

reading documents,

writing documents, erm...

0:41:120:41:13

and it was just impossible, it was

sort of exclusive and extensive,

0:41:130:41:23

that it was ridiculous to suggest

that anybody else

0:41:250:41:27

could have done it.

0:41:270:41:30

Mr Green is also accused

of behaving inappropriately

0:41:300:41:32

with a Conservative activist.

0:41:320:41:35

The investigation into both those

matters is expected to conclude

0:41:350:41:37

early this week.

0:41:370:41:38

Let's talk to Chris

Phillips, the former head

0:41:380:41:40

of counter-terrorism

for the Metropolitan Police.

0:41:400:41:41

Alex Chalk is the Conservative

MP for Cheltenham.

0:41:410:41:49

Welcome both of you. Chris Philp,

Cressida Dick could not have been

0:41:490:41:55

clearer what these two retired off

verse done is wrong and she condemns

0:41:550:41:58

it

Absolutely.

Would you agree?

I

certainly agree that we shouldn't

0:41:580:42:05

retired police officers shouldn't be

sharing information such as that.

0:42:050:42:08

However, there is the difficulty of

when you personally know or believe

0:42:080:42:13

that something is not being said

that is true. Don't forget this has

0:42:130:42:17

come from an allegation of

inappropriate...

There is no

0:42:170:42:19

difficulty. You have a duty, you had

a Code of Conduct and you a duty to

0:42:190:42:25

follow that code of counting and

according to Britain's Top Cop those

0:42:250:42:29

officers have potentially breached

it

She has been very career on that,

0:42:290:42:33

those are retired police.

Why does

it make a difference? Why? They are

0:42:330:42:39

releasing confidential information,

into the public domain

We have a

0:42:390:42:43

whistle-blower system where you

should put information, if you think

0:42:430:42:46

a wrong is being done and being

covered up. Now, I am not making

0:42:460:42:51

excuses for the officer, what I am

saying is they believed that what

0:42:510:42:55

they needed to put into the public

domain was important and they have

0:42:550:42:58

done that.

Is that fair enough?

No,

absolutely not. We have heard now

0:42:580:43:03

from the top police officer also Sir

Peter pay hi, Sir Tom Winsor, these

0:43:030:43:10

is a barn door breach of the code of

conduct.

Should they be prosecuted

0:43:100:43:15

That is a matter for the police and

the CPS. But at first ambulance it

0:43:150:43:20

looks like a serious breach has

taken place, it is an important

0:43:200:43:23

matter. We give police officers

power and with pours come

0:43:230:43:28

responsibility, to breach those

corrodes trust in the police which

0:43:280:43:32

we have a fantastic police force but

this does nothing for the

0:43:320:43:35

reputation.

Mr Green has given

evidence to the inquiry into him

0:43:350:43:40

that pornography has the been found

on other Parliamentary computers

0:43:400:43:45

without being downloaded or watched

by staff. Could that help him?

The

0:43:450:43:50

real point here is he is saying nine

years after the event. This was

0:43:500:43:55

something nothing to do with me.

One

of the things that is so wrong is if

0:43:550:44:00

that had been announced, declared

nine years aing a it might have been

0:44:000:44:03

possible for him to say I couldn't

have been at the computer because I

0:44:030:44:07

was at this meet, so to leak this

out, in the media nine years later

0:44:070:44:11

deprives that person of a defence,

that making it doubly wrong.

It is

0:44:110:44:19

time that he resigns?

Absolutely

not. I think it would be wrong if

0:44:190:44:23

something which turns out to be have

been a complete breach of the Code

0:44:230:44:28

of Conduct of police officers were

to contribute in that way.

What if

0:44:280:44:31

it is true?

The point I was

goings...

What if it is true?

Those

0:44:310:44:37

are being considered by the Cabinet

Office, that I will need to consider

0:44:370:44:40

them in the round. The simple point

is if they should have been declared

0:44:400:44:45

why not speak to the Cabinet Office

about it? Why go on national TV and

0:44:450:44:50

speak about nit that way?

What we

are talking about it seems to have

0:44:500:44:54

gone surreal. We are talking about

people in the seat of Government

0:44:540:44:59

looking at porn.

Not according to

Damian green.

Someone is looking at

0:44:590:45:04

it. Many other people are doing

something similar, these thing, porn

0:45:040:45:10

is rife with...

It was legal

pornography, you saying it is right

0:45:100:45:14

for them to make a moral judgment?

There are police officers who have

0:45:140:45:19

been sacked for watching porn,

rightly.

So they expect the same to

0:45:190:45:23

be done for somebody else, even

though they have downloaded or watch

0:45:230:45:28

it it?

Someone has. These officers

are clear they believe Damian Green

0:45:280:45:35

has, the point is, this is going on

and don't let us forget there is a

0:45:350:45:39

security issue here as well, because

this stuff is full of malware and

0:45:390:45:44

all sorts of stuff. This is in our

seat of Government. This should not

0:45:440:45:48

be happening.

That is defended on a

spurious pretext. No crime had been

0:45:480:45:55

committed and the officers took a

moral judgment to embarrass him.

0:45:550:45:58

That is very wrong.

0:45:580:46:03

Thank you very much. Damian Green

denies the allegations.

0:46:030:46:09

Coming up, we'll hear

from the Australian MP who used

0:46:090:46:12

a debate on same-sex marriage

to propose to his

0:46:120:46:14

boyfriend in Parliament.

0:46:140:46:18

Ryan Patrick Polger,

will you marry me?

0:46:180:46:26

How delicious is that?

0:46:320:46:35

How do you take the UK

out of the EU, but keep

0:46:360:46:39

the border between Ireland

and Northern Ireland open?

0:46:390:46:43

That is the question that has been

taxing politicians here,

0:46:430:46:46

there and in Europe,

who are desperate to move

0:46:460:46:48

onto the next round of

Brexit negotiations.

0:46:480:46:50

With Northern Ireland leaving

the EU, and Ireland remaining,

0:46:500:46:54

it's unlikely that the 500km border

can remain as it is, but all sides

0:46:540:46:58

are desperate to avoid a hard border

with strict customs checks,

0:46:580:47:02

which may also destabilise

peace in the area.

0:47:020:47:06

The EU has told the Irish Government

that it's up to them to decide

0:47:060:47:11

whether they're happy with the deal

Theresa May puts on the table.

0:47:110:47:14

Their Cabinet is meeting now

to make that decision.

0:47:140:47:17

We can speak to Neil Richmond

who is a senator for Fine Gael,

0:47:170:47:20

Ireland's governing party.

0:47:200:47:21

Dr Sylvia De Mars is from

Newcastle University.

0:47:210:47:24

She has been looking at the impact

a hard border would have

0:47:240:47:27

on Northern Ireland.

0:47:270:47:28

Kevin Doyle is the political editor

for the Irish Independent.

0:47:280:47:32

Thank you very much for talking to

us. Mr Richmond first of all. Can

0:47:320:47:38

you explain to our audience some of

whom voted for Brexit for

0:47:380:47:43

immigration or economic reasons, but

not because of anything to do with

0:47:430:47:46

the Irish border why it is so

important for Northern Ireland and

0:47:460:47:48

the island of Ireland to continue

with an invisible border?

Well, for

0:47:480:47:54

the past 20 years begins the Good

Friday Agreement came into place,

0:47:540:47:57

life on the island of Ireland has

taken up a whole new normal way of

0:47:570:48:02

being economically and socially and

ever since Brexit occurred the

0:48:020:48:05

referendum took place, the Irish

Government has been firm that

0:48:050:48:08

whatever happens when the UK leaves

the EU that the integrity of the

0:48:080:48:12

island of Ireland must be maintained

as close as it is possible to as it

0:48:120:48:16

is now.

Because of what? What would happen

0:48:160:48:21

if there was a hard border?

Well,

there is so much, but the most

0:48:210:48:25

striking thing apart from the huge

economic impact, the amount of

0:48:250:48:28

cross-border trade that we have and

the sheer ease of movement of people

0:48:280:48:34

over 30,000 people cross the border

every day, for business and for

0:48:340:48:37

education purposes and health

purposes, but crucially if physical

0:48:370:48:41

border controls and custom

protections were put in, it has been

0:48:410:48:44

said by both police forces on the

island and sir Hugh Orde there could

0:48:440:48:51

be a viable return to violence

within just one week.

Ireland's

0:48:510:48:55

Deputy Prime Minister has said this

morning there is no agreement yet on

0:48:550:48:59

this issue of the border. There is

progress, but no agreement yet. What

0:48:590:49:03

does the British Government have to

do today to satisfy you?

Well, I

0:49:030:49:09

think there has been a lot of

discussion over the weekend and what

0:49:090:49:12

the Irish Government has been very

firm on for at least 18 months is

0:49:120:49:15

that we want to see detailed

proposals from the British

0:49:150:49:19

Government. I do believe the Cabinet

has received some draft

0:49:190:49:23

recommendations following the

weekend's negotiation which are

0:49:230:49:25

being poured over at the moment.

These aren't final texts. These

0:49:250:49:29

won't be the end of the story, but

we're hoping what has been received

0:49:290:49:33

so far and discussed over the

weekend will allow significant

0:49:330:49:36

progress in order for us to go on to

phase two of the negotiations.

Let

0:49:360:49:41

me bring in Sylvia, if everyone

wants to keep the border open and

0:49:410:49:47

invisible which they do, what's the

issue?

Problemically there are a

0:49:470:49:52

number of red lines which are in

conflict of each other amongst the

0:49:520:50:00

negotiating parties. So, say you

don't want to be in either of those

0:50:000:50:08

arrangements implies you're going to

have different rules and regulations

0:50:080:50:13

than the EU and Ireland at some

point in time and you're going to

0:50:130:50:17

run into borders being created. A

secondary problem is that one of the

0:50:170:50:22

offers that the EU has made is to

say can we not look at creating a

0:50:220:50:27

special deal fortunately Northern

Ireland alone given these

0:50:270:50:30

circumstances? But that runs

contrary to what the DUP desires out

0:50:300:50:36

of these negotiations and doesn't

want Northern Ireland to be treated

0:50:360:50:39

differently from the rest of the

United Kingdom. So...

So is there a

0:50:390:50:43

way...

The ways it achieve not

having a hard border have been made

0:50:430:50:48

difficult by the red lines set out.

Do you think there is a way

0:50:480:50:52

realistically of designing something

that perhaps looks like the customs

0:50:520:50:56

union. You call it something else,

allowing the invisible border to

0:50:560:51:01

continue and allowing Britain the

freedom to negotiate its own free

0:51:010:51:04

trade deals around the world?

I

think that at this point, we're

0:51:040:51:08

running into issues of wording more

than of principle. I think in

0:51:080:51:12

principle, everyone is on the same

page, but what needs to happen is

0:51:120:51:15

that the future of the border in

Ireland needs to be set out in a

0:51:150:51:18

number of words that will make

everyone happy. So we're going to

0:51:180:51:21

have to agree to having basically

similar rules and regulations in

0:51:210:51:25

Northern Ireland and in Ireland in

such a way that this does not make

0:51:250:51:29

Northern Ireland feel like it's not

part of the United Kingdom. I think

0:51:290:51:31

everything we have been hearing this

morning is that progress is being

0:51:310:51:35

made on finding that wording, but

we're not quite there yet.

Let me

0:51:350:51:40

bring in Kevin Doyle. Hi, Kevin,

what steer are you getting? Is it

0:51:400:51:45

going to be a fudged form of words?

So far the Irish Government and the

0:51:450:51:50

Cabinet that are meeting now, what

will come out of the meeting is they

0:51:500:51:53

won't take a fudge. The Taoiseach,

has been taking a hard-line on this

0:51:530:52:01

and the Brexit minister is saying

again if a deal can't be reached

0:52:010:52:04

today that doesn't matter, the Irish

position won't change and the visit

0:52:040:52:14

by Donald Tusk to Dublin last Friday

gave the Government a renewed

0:52:140:52:17

strength on this issue. There was

some fear if Britain and it was seen

0:52:170:52:20

as perhaps part of the British

strategy was if they could get over

0:52:200:52:24

the divorce bill they could make

good progress on the rights of

0:52:240:52:28

European citizens. That maybe

Ireland would be pushed by the other

0:52:280:52:31

members of the EU to move on to the

next stage to deal with this as part

0:52:310:52:36

of the trade talks, but the fact

that Donald Tusk said to the

0:52:360:52:41

Taoiseach, it is up to you, you

decide what happens next and I

0:52:410:52:44

gather that after the Theresa May,

Jean-Claude Juncker meeting, the

0:52:440:52:49

Taoiseach will be in contact and he

will be asked if he thinks it can

0:52:490:52:53

move on and at this stage all the

signs are that Ireland is going to

0:52:530:52:57

say no today at least.

Say no?

That

it is not ready. The formula of

0:52:570:53:03

words that is on the table from the

British Government at the minute

0:53:030:53:07

doesn't look like it's going to be

enough for Ireland to allow things

0:53:070:53:10

to move on today at least.

OK.

We

will be going later into the week at

0:53:100:53:17

the earliest.

Is that what you're

hearing Neil Richmond?

One deadline

0:53:170:53:24

has already been missed by the

British Government back in October

0:53:240:53:28

and we're not working to a deadline

of this afternoon when Prime

0:53:280:53:33

Minister May will meet President

Juncker, but to the European Council

0:53:330:53:39

meeting on 14th December. As the

minister said this morning, we want

0:53:390:53:43

to get this resolved as soon as

possible. It's in our interests to

0:53:430:53:47

move to phase two, but this is very,

very important and we're not going

0:53:470:53:51

to rush when we know we have to meet

again in February, but we would like

0:53:510:53:54

to get it resolved, if not today, in

the next week or so.

That's worth

0:53:540:53:59

bearing in mind then. The

expectations in the UK are that this

0:53:590:54:04

somehow has to be sorted this

afternoon, this form of words, but

0:54:040:54:08

you're saying calm down?

Well, to be

honest, it's enlightening to us to

0:54:080:54:14

see this added interest from the

British negotiating team in the last

0:54:140:54:17

fortnight. These are issues we have

been talking about from the Irish

0:54:170:54:21

and European side for the past 12

months. Nothing has changed from us,

0:54:210:54:24

but we are starting to see the

British side engage on the top three

0:54:240:54:29

issues and the panic and last minute

decision by many ministers to say we

0:54:290:54:32

need to rush on to phase two now, it

was disappointing when ultimately,

0:54:320:54:36

both the British and European sides

agreed a long time ago that we

0:54:360:54:39

needed to get significant progress

on the first three negotiating

0:54:390:54:43

issues. This is what we have been

talking about for months and months

0:54:430:54:47

and months now. It hasn't just come

it a head in the last week or so.

0:54:470:54:51

And that's fair enough, isn't it?

Yes. I think it is. I think that the

0:54:510:54:56

number one problem that we've been

seeing so far in the negotiations is

0:54:560:55:01

that there have been a lot of

inference that technology will

0:55:010:55:05

resolve the border issue and I think

what we're finally seeing this week

0:55:050:55:09

is realism on the side of the UK

saying it's not just about

0:55:090:55:12

technology, we need to agree it's

something bigger that ensures that

0:55:120:55:16

Northern Ireland and Ireland will

continue to have a level playing

0:55:160:55:19

field in the future. Technology

alone is not going to accomplish

0:55:190:55:22

that. That is where the UK or where

Ireland was hoping the UK would get

0:55:220:55:27

to. It has just taken a while.

Kevin, I'm interested in your, I'm

0:55:270:55:33

not asking for our sources, but I'm

interested in your steer that the

0:55:330:55:36

Irish Government is going to say

this form of words is not enough for

0:55:360:55:39

us. Are you hearing that from more

than one person? Two people? More

0:55:390:55:43

than that?

Yes, I'm hearing that

from very senior people in

0:55:430:55:47

government. The way one person who

would be at the centre -- who would

0:55:470:55:51

be at the centre of the talks

phrased it was, "We are not viewing

0:55:510:55:55

today as a drop dead deadline." And

that is as much as saying we're not

0:55:550:55:59

going to meet the deadline today. I

don't know if I would put my house

0:55:590:56:03

on it, but at this stage, all the

signs are is there isn't going to be

0:56:030:56:09

a piece of paper signed today, but

having said that, the language is

0:56:090:56:13

more positive than what we have been

hearing in the last few days. There

0:56:130:56:16

was a moment, I think in the last

fortnight where the rhetoric perhaps

0:56:160:56:22

from Dublin became somewhat

offensive maybe in UK circles, but

0:56:220:56:25

that was the Irish Government trying

to get the UK to wake up to this

0:56:250:56:29

problem. It's interesting, it's only

in the last few days that I have

0:56:290:56:32

seen the BBC vans and the other News

Channels from the UK all lining up

0:56:320:56:36

on the streets in Dublin. It's the

first time I have seen since the

0:56:360:56:41

economic crash and the bank bail

out.

We love a deadline as much as

0:56:410:56:45

anyone else.

It is reflective of the

fact while Irish ministers went over

0:56:450:56:52

and broke can diplomatic protocol

they got no coverage and no notice

0:56:520:56:57

and this has been the issue that's

been talked about here all along.

0:56:570:57:01

All the way through, people have

been talking about the border here,

0:57:010:57:05

but it isn't a thing that the

British Government have copped on to

0:57:050:57:08

at all.

Thank you very much. All of

you. I really appreciate it. Kevin

0:57:080:57:16

Doyle, political editor the Irish

Independent. The quote for me, "We

0:57:160:57:20

are not viewing today as a drop dead

deadline." So, stay tuned to BBC

0:57:200:57:33

News for every twist and turn as the

day progresses. I have got some

0:57:330:57:38

messages from people watching the

documentary, the mini documentary

0:57:380:57:41

from Radio 1 Newsbeat. We played the

first part in the first-half hour of

0:57:410:57:46

our programme and what an insight it

was into the lives of three young

0:57:460:57:51

people with some pretty severe

mental health issues. One viewer

0:57:510:57:55

e-mailed to say, "I cried while

watching that documentary. I was

0:57:550:58:01

diagnosed with bipolar last October

so I can relate to Bex. Once I

0:58:010:58:07

entered the mental health system, I

have been amazed at their service

0:58:070:58:12

and I still am." That's so good to

hear. You don't often hear that. So

0:58:120:58:16

thank you. Another, no, "Much love

it all three brave people. You will

0:58:160:58:22

get there." A tweet from Helen,

"Heart piercing videos from three

0:58:220:58:30

very bave people. Should be required

viewing." Julie says, "What a brave

0:58:300:58:36

video on mental health." Simon

tweets, "As someone with OCD, I can

0:58:360:58:41

emphasise with every moment of that

film. I hid my conditions for so

0:58:410:58:46

long, but things can get better with

help. Those three people are so

0:58:460:58:51

brave. Today you will inspire people

to seek help." Thank you for those.

0:58:510:58:56

We have got the second part of the

documentary coming up in the next

0:58:560:59:00

hour of the programme.

News and sport are on the way.

0:59:000:59:04

Before that, the weather. Matt is

here. Apparently we will get the big

0:59:040:59:08

chill this week, is that right?

Yes,

winter is back. Did you watch the

0:59:080:59:12

skies last night?

I go to bed very

early because I get up very early! I

0:59:120:59:18

didn't, but I have seen amazing

footage.

It is Supermoon time.

0:59:180:59:24

Supermoons occur, the moon moves

around the Earth in orbit and it

0:59:240:59:30

coincides with the Earth. That's

when it is called a Supermoon. It is

0:59:300:59:34

then we get the moon appearing

brighter and that little bit bigger

0:59:340:59:38

as well. Always best viewed at the

start of the day and at the end of

0:59:380:59:43

the day. We have got a few cracking

moon shots.

0:59:430:59:47

That's amazing. The only Supermoon

of 2017, but not long until the next

0:59:490:59:56

one. The start of January and end of

January.

I will go to bed later.

0:59:561:00:02

Good morning. It was a night of the

Supermoon and it meant clear skies

1:00:021:00:09

for some of you this morning. After

that fine start to the week, it is a

1:00:091:00:13

week of change and wet and windy

weather to come midweek and by the

1:00:131:00:17

end of the week as Victoria hinted

at there is something more wintry

1:00:171:00:24

heading our way. Dry and sunny

across many eastern parts today, but

1:00:241:00:29

in the west, more cloud around and

that will threaten the odd shower

1:00:291:00:32

here and there. Very few in number.

Greatest chance of a few showers

1:00:321:00:36

further north of Scotland where

there is a keen breeze, but for

1:00:361:00:40

most, it stays dry. Sunny spells.

And temperatures above where they

1:00:401:00:44

should be for the time of year.

Seven to 11 Celsius. Which leaves us

1:00:441:00:48

into a fine evening rush hour and

through tonight, still the thickest

1:00:481:00:51

of the cloud in the west with the

odd passing shower. Turns wetter for

1:00:511:00:57

the Hebrides later on. Most will be

dry and cloud amounts will vary

1:00:571:01:00

through the night. Like last night

any lengthier cloud breaks,

1:01:001:01:06

temperatures will drop below what

you see on the chart. We continue

1:01:061:01:10

with the milder theme compared with

last week. Tomorrow the big

1:01:101:01:13

difference will be thicker cloud

across western and southern areas

1:01:131:01:17

which will break to allow sunshine.

Still the odd shower. Most places

1:01:171:01:21

dry, but turning wetter later in the

day. Again the Highlands and islands

1:01:211:01:26

heavy and persistent rain here.

Temperatures up a notch on what we

1:01:261:01:30

will see through this afternoon. As

we go further into wince, there is a

1:01:301:01:33

price to pay. Strong and gale force

winds. Many eastern areas will stay

1:01:331:01:39

dry. Temperatures widely into double

figures, but the wet and windy

1:01:391:01:43

weather will spread eastwards.

Widespread gales, if not severe

1:01:431:01:47

gales. As that weather system pushes

its way towards the east, we will

1:01:471:01:51

start to see a drop in temperature.

It looks like the colder air will be

1:01:511:01:56

back particularly as we start to hit

Friday.

1:01:561:01:58

That's how it's looking.

1:01:581:02:02

Hello it's Monday, it's 10 o'clock,

I'm Victoria Derbyshire.

1:02:021:02:05

Crunch talks in Brussels today

between Theresa May and the European

1:02:051:02:07

Commission President -

it's thought there's been

1:02:071:02:09

progress on the divorce bill

and citizen's rights ,

1:02:091:02:11

but not on the Irish border.

1:02:111:02:13

Malware and all sorts of stuff. This

is in our seat of Government. This

1:02:131:02:15

should not be happening.

That is

defended

1:02:151:02:17

We want to get this resolved. We

are, this is a very important, and

1:02:181:02:22

we are not going to rush when we

know we have to meet again in

1:02:221:02:27

February, but ideally we would like

to get it resolved in the next week

1:02:271:02:30

or so.

1:02:301:02:34

We've been following

the lives of six people

1:02:341:02:36

on their mental health journeys -

they recorded their most

1:02:361:02:39

personal moments to reveal

what their lives are really like.

1:02:391:02:45

I have these thoughts in my head all

the time. It just hurts, like the

1:02:451:02:53

world is really loud and my chest

feels really tight. I have all these

1:02:531:02:57

thoughts going in my head all the

time. There is just not an off

1:02:571:03:01

switch.

1:03:011:03:01

There is just not an off switch.

1:03:011:03:03

You can hear that report in full

in around five minutes time.

1:03:031:03:07

Many are you saying it should be

compulsory viewing.

1:03:071:03:10

Many are you saying it should

be compulsory viewing.

1:03:101:03:12

Five cats found dead in Northampton

have been linked to the so-called

1:03:121:03:15

Croydon cat killer thought to be

responsible for the deaths of more

1:03:151:03:18

than 400 animals across England.

1:03:181:03:19

We'll be hearing from two

families who have lost

1:03:191:03:22

their pets in this way.

1:03:221:03:23

Good morning.

1:03:281:03:32

Here's Ben in the BBC Newsroom

with a summary of today's news.

1:03:321:03:35

Britain and the European Union

appear close to reaching a deal that

1:03:351:03:38

will clear the way for the second

phase of Brexit talks.

1:03:381:03:41

EU sources said the two sides

were "nearing solutions",

1:03:411:03:43

ahead of Theresa May's meeting

with the European Commission

1:03:431:03:45

President, Jean-Claude Juncker,

in Brussels this afternoon.

1:03:451:03:47

Diplomats held negotiations

through the night on the last

1:03:471:03:49

remaining sticking point -

the Irish border.

1:03:491:03:59

A spokesman said there has been

significant progress we we are not

1:04:021:04:05

there yet.

1:04:051:04:10

A judge in Madrid has released

on bail six former ministers

1:04:101:04:12

of Catalonia who were detained

for their role in the region's

1:04:121:04:15

illegal declaration of independence.

1:04:151:04:16

Two other ex-ministers -

including the region's

1:04:161:04:18

former Vice President -

remain in custody.

1:04:181:04:20

Meanwhile in Belgium,

Catalonia's former President Carles

1:04:201:04:22

Puigdemont is due to appear

at an extradition hearing.

1:04:221:04:32

The Metropolitan Police Commissioner

Cressida Dick has said that former

1:04:321:04:34

officers 'were wrong' to speak

to the BBC about pornography

1:04:341:04:37

they say was found on a computer

in Damian Green's parliamentary

1:04:371:04:39

office.

1:04:391:04:40

Speaking on the Vanessa Feltz show

on BBC Radio London,

1:04:401:04:43

the Scotland Yard boss condemned

what they had done.

1:04:431:04:45

She said all police have a duty

of confidentiality and to protect

1:04:451:04:48

personal information,

and that it clearly endures

1:04:481:04:50

after they leave the force.

1:04:501:04:53

And she said there would be a review

of whether any offences

1:04:531:04:56

had been committed.

1:04:561:05:01

700,000 children and pensioners

in the UK have fallen into relative

1:05:011:05:03

poverty over the past four years,

according to a new report.

1:05:031:05:06

The Joseph Rowntree Foundation says

it's the first sustained rise

1:05:061:05:08

affecting these age groups

for 20 years.

1:05:081:05:10

The left-leaning thinktank

warns decades of progress

1:05:101:05:12

are in danger of unravelling,

and has called on the

1:05:121:05:14

government to take action.

1:05:141:05:15

Our social affairs correspondent,

Michael Buchanan has more.

1:05:151:05:25

Police operations were under way in

the town, the woman was killed close

1:05:371:05:43

to her home on the 16th of October

in an attack that shocked the

1:05:431:05:46

country. The 53-year-old was known

for her blog accusing top

1:05:461:05:52

politicians of corruption.

1:05:521:05:53

politicians of corruption.

1:05:531:06:02

Do get in touch with us

throughout the morning -

1:06:021:06:04

use the hashtag Victoria live

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at the standard network rate.

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The second Ashes Test slipping away

from England now, they lost a

1:06:141:06:18

succession of quick wickets as they

struggled to settle. Joe Root second

1:06:181:06:22

to fall. There were moments of

brilliance from Australia. Moeen Ali

1:06:221:06:28

caught and bowled by Nathan Lyon and

Mitchell Starc removed Bairstow in

1:06:281:06:33

the same way. Incredible speed.

Overton offered resistance. England

1:06:331:06:41

all out for 227, over 200 runs

behind, Australia wanted to top up

1:06:411:06:45

that lead but James Anderson gave

England and early breakthrough,

1:06:451:06:53

Croft out, Australia 35-1.

Manchester City are eight points

1:06:531:06:57

clear at the top of the Premier

League after a 13th win in a row.

1:06:571:07:02

West Ham put up a fight. After City

levelled David Silva put away the

1:07:021:07:09

winner seven minutes from time.

It was similar, it was I thought

1:07:091:07:19

when we were in the second half weer

going to score, win the game. Today

1:07:191:07:26

was a bit different so it was

massive.

1:07:261:07:28

It shows they are going to do it.

They can do it. I have been pleased

1:07:281:07:33

in training they have been very

good. I can't have complaints, the

1:07:331:07:37

games I want us to play better but I

think what you said today, we ran

1:07:371:07:42

them close, not enough but hopefully

we can take positives from that. It

1:07:421:07:46

was controversy on the south coast

with Bournemouth defender Adam Smith

1:07:461:07:50

claimed the referee told him after

the match he was wrong to book him

1:07:501:07:55

for diving, instead of awarding a

penalty against Southampton, the

1:07:551:07:58

match ended in a one all draw. Smith

will miss the next game for his

1:07:581:08:02

fifth yellow card of the season.

Rangers moved into second place

1:08:021:08:09

above Aberdeen on goal difference,

Windass with the winning goal there

1:08:091:08:13

and non-league Woking will be in the

hat for this FA Cup third round

1:08:131:08:18

draw, late equaliser from Joe ward

earned them a replay last night.

1:08:181:08:26

Double Olympic champion Jade Jones

said it felt amazing to finish on a

1:08:261:08:34

high. High. She will end the year as

world number one. It is an

1:08:341:08:42

impressive return to form for Jones.

Ronnie O'Sullivan said his game

1:08:421:08:50

started to feel good again after

breezing into the third round of the

1:08:501:08:53

UK Championship in York, he is

looking to equal Steve Davis's

1:08:531:08:58

record of six titles and he had no

trouble winning 6-1.

1:08:581:09:03

Who know, as we were chatting about

it we might see him in the celebrity

1:09:031:09:07

jungle at some point in the future.

We will see. Thank you.

1:09:071:09:10

Thank you.

1:09:101:09:11

This morning we've been bringing

you an intimate glimpse

1:09:111:09:13

into the lives of three young people

as they share the reality

1:09:131:09:16

of living with mental health

conditions including anxiety,

1:09:161:09:18

anorexia and OCD.

1:09:181:09:24

Radio 1 Newsbeat have spent most of

2017 following Bex, Mat and Laura -

1:09:241:09:27

during the film we see 24 year-old

Bex demonstrate why it takes

1:09:271:09:30

such a long time just

for her to leave the house,

1:09:301:09:36

Mat comes to terms with the impact

alcohol has on his anxiety and panic

1:09:361:09:39

attacks and Laura sets herself

monthly goals to help manage

1:09:391:09:42

anorexia - including taking the big

step of having a massage.

1:09:421:09:45

We played you part one in the last

hour - here's part 2 -

1:09:451:09:48

and just a reminder that you might

find some of the things shared

1:09:481:09:51

in this film distressing?

1:09:511:10:01

It is scary, I don't know what they

are going to say or do. It is like I

1:10:211:10:26

am going into the unknown.

In the middle of a, I am tired. I

1:10:261:10:40

have anxiety shocks down my body.

File exhausted so I had to go That's

1:10:401:10:45

it.

I went in and then I was already

1:10:451:10:52

upset before I even got in the room,

and then, they just said, so what's

1:10:521:10:56

brought you here today? I said it is

my anxiety is playing that rock

1:10:561:11:02

really. They want me to explore and

talk about the event that caused the

1:11:021:11:11

PTSD. I have only ever spoken to

one, two, four people about it. My

1:11:111:11:19

mum doesn't etch know what's

happened. She knows I have the

1:11:191:11:23

diagnosis, she might be too afraid

to ask what happened, so, she, my

1:11:231:11:27

mum doesn't even know what happened.

She just knows I am anxious, she

1:11:271:11:32

doesn't know what happened. So, I

don't really want to explore it, but

1:11:321:11:37

I think in order to get better and

to tackle my anxiety, I think that's

1:11:371:11:43

the only option really. So I am just

glad it is over now. It just makes

1:11:431:11:50

me feel sad and lonely.

1:11:501:11:57

I am looking forward to this one.

Supporting the charity like this, is

1:12:021:12:08

incredible for me, it is going to be

big masquerade event in aid of the

1:12:081:12:12

Mind charity. I have got a sit down

meal, like I often do as weddings,

1:12:121:12:17

it is a strange experience for me, I

don't sort of tend to enjoy it very

1:12:171:12:23

much. Because I am so busy and on my

feet continuously I grant myself

1:12:231:12:30

permission to be able to eat, which

sounds awful, you shouldn't have to

1:12:301:12:33

have permission to eat.

It is usually difficult for me do

1:12:331:12:39

these event, and I am very aware of

people eating. I panic about the

1:12:391:12:44

times of food, you know when things

get delayed I will have maybe not

1:12:441:12:48

eaten as much, so the, I can eat a

meal and not feel too guilty about

1:12:481:12:54

eating, go, a three course meal, I

will have eaten less in the day, so

1:12:541:12:59

I get panicky, I am wear I need the

food to fuel the fact I am so busy

1:12:591:13:05

and activen and on my feet. The meal

was lovely. Very nice. As usual I

1:13:051:13:13

pick round the plate and find way of

work thing, and it was nice, it was

1:13:131:13:18

nice to chat to everybody.

I looked in the mirror and thought,

1:13:181:13:28

I am not me any more, I am a

different person but you learn and

1:13:281:13:32

you are on a journey, so, I want to

thank you all for coming. Make sure

1:13:321:13:40

you take a mental health and you

think about how you are feeling and

1:13:401:13:44

your friends are feeling.

Your

speech was great. You had me welling

1:13:441:13:49

up there.

1:13:491:13:51

It is very difficult for me at times

like this because I tend to get

1:13:551:14:00

weaker a lot quicker than most

people. I don't have any reserves on

1:14:001:14:04

me, so, you know it takes a lot of

energy any way but when I am always

1:14:041:14:09

cold and tired any way, so

preoccupied with everything else

1:14:091:14:13

that is going on in my life to

detach from that and come back to

1:14:131:14:18

work, it is difficult sometimes.

1:14:181:14:26

It is the end of the night now, I am

exhausted. So now it is sort of

1:14:311:14:36

trying to drift off, and you know,

sort of slowly make my way out

1:14:361:14:43

without seeming rude. Am tired and

ready to get to bed now.

1:14:431:14:49

So today, I have received a letter

from my psychiatrist, who I saw a

1:14:491:14:56

few weeks ago for the assessment. So

my new diagnosis is the freshly

1:14:561:15:05

newly assessed diagnosis is,

emotionally unstable personality

1:15:051:15:11

disorder with strong skits owe type

feature, that include severe anxiety

1:15:111:15:18

in social settings which is me down

to a T. Also includes paranoia,

1:15:181:15:26

episodes of paranoia, at the minute

it is causing a bit of a problem,

1:15:261:15:30

and the third part is unusual

thinking, which is also causing a

1:15:301:15:35

problem, for me. I didn't think my

thinking was unusual but now it has

1:15:351:15:39

been pointed out I think it is

unusual, and I have this freshly

1:15:391:15:44

assessed dying I know circumstances

I am trying to get my head round it,

1:15:441:15:47

understand it a bit better, and,

yes, that is kind of it really.

1:15:471:15:59

When you drink most days, you get

used to, but when you stop drinking

1:15:591:16:04

and have a binge at the weekend. It

is horrific. I mean, it's Tuesday

1:16:041:16:08

now and I'm just recovering from

Friday.

1:16:081:16:15

We, every now and again, get drunk.

I maybe that guy that wants to kill

1:16:171:16:31

himself every now and again, but

still I love my friends. I love

1:16:311:16:36

going out and this is why.

I don't know why I do it what I do

1:16:361:16:47

because it makes me, it's the

placebo effect it makes you feel

1:16:471:16:50

better in the long run, but it

doesn't actually make a blind bit of

1:16:501:16:55

difference to how you feel. It makes

you feel 20 times worse.

My anxiety

1:16:551:17:01

has got a point where leaving the

flat, or leaving my home has

1:17:011:17:09

become... It has become quite

impossible really, but when I do go

1:17:091:17:18

out, these residual images become

much more intense and much more real

1:17:181:17:22

and very, very frightening and I

personally don't feel comfortable or

1:17:221:17:30

safe with these visual images that

are in my head because it gets to a

1:17:301:17:35

point where I want the images to go

away and the only way I feel that

1:17:351:17:41

the images can ever go away is to,

is to, kind of do what the images

1:17:411:17:51

are showing me and these images

aren't very nice and it's in my head

1:17:511:17:56

and basically, if I just close my

eyes, then it's very real. I don't

1:17:561:18:03

know how to describe it. It's a

challenge to describe it, but I'll

1:18:031:18:09

leave it at that.

I have changed my goals slightly. I

1:18:091:18:16

was starting to realise that they

were become very, very intense my

1:18:161:18:19

goals. I wanted to did a skydive for

Beat which I do hope to do

1:18:191:18:25

definitely one day, but I realised

how physically and mentally

1:18:251:18:29

demanding that would be and I needed

to reign it in a little bit. I'm

1:18:291:18:36

feeling really excited, but very

nervous as well. A lot more nervous

1:18:361:18:40

than I actually thought I would be.

I'm looking forward to it, but I

1:18:401:18:47

never really had a proper massage

even if I've ever been comfortable

1:18:471:18:51

in my body, this is the time that I

would now be making an excuse and

1:18:511:18:55

saying why would I waste time on

myself when there are other things

1:18:551:18:58

that I should be doing?

I'm sat here thinking about the work

1:18:581:19:05

that I've got to do and the fact

that I don't want to sort of get

1:19:051:19:10

disrobed and be cold, but I'm really

excited for it as well. I feel proud

1:19:101:19:16

that I've got here again and I'm

sort of climbing upwards and feeling

1:19:161:19:25

better than I was. It feels very

strange to have her bones touching

1:19:251:19:28

my bones and I can almost feel every

movement like the skin over my

1:19:281:19:33

bones. There is no covering. It

feels like a still owe phone as she

1:19:331:19:40

goes up my ribs and I'm aware of her

touching all of this and there being

1:19:401:19:51

she is worried that she is hurting

me.

How is that Laura?

Lovely.

I

1:19:511:19:56

will give you a couple of minutes.

If you just open the door when

1:19:561:20:01

you're ready?

OK, thank you. If

anything it has given me a reality

1:20:011:20:05

check of how far I still need to

come. I am in almost denial, I

1:20:051:20:10

think, that I'm OK and I'm a lot

better and because mentally I feel a

1:20:101:20:15

lot better and a lot of the time I'm

wrapped up and I don't really

1:20:151:20:20

analyse the way I look naked or how

I feel. It has been good in a

1:20:201:20:24

different way. It has been good in a

realisation and a wake up call thave

1:20:241:20:31

a long, long way to go yet to feel

properly better.

1:20:311:20:43

It is my birthday today. You dread

people not coming. A few lads are

1:20:441:20:49

here. It has been really, really

good. It couldn't be any better to

1:20:491:20:56

be fair. I was worried that people

would cancel because that's what I

1:20:561:21:00

do. To get out of a situation, I

would cancel, but I was afraid

1:21:001:21:07

people would do it and I was coming

on my own. But it worked out well.

1:21:071:21:13

I'm dreading tomorrow. I I've bought

crisps to get through tomorrow. It

1:21:131:21:23

is going to be horrendous. I've

prepared for it, so I should be OK.

1:21:231:21:28

How many pints am I on now? About

nine or ten? I don't really know.

1:21:281:21:34

And a few shots. Ow, that hurt. That

hurt. That really hurt. I'm ready to

1:21:341:21:44

have a day off tomorrow. I can't

wait. He's well kissed.

1:21:441:22:02

Yeah. I feel absolutely awful. So

drunk. Eating lots of food.

So very

1:22:041:22:18

recently my mental health has

declined quite rapidly. I'm trying

1:22:181:22:26

to do things that will at least try

and make me feel a little bit

1:22:261:22:31

better, even if I feel better for

like five minutes. So I've been

1:22:311:22:36

doing my sewing and just sewing in a

hoop. So these eyes, they represent

1:22:361:22:43

when I feel paranoid or suspicious

of other people. Also, we have under

1:22:431:22:48

here, there is a figure under there

and then it has all been strapped

1:22:481:22:52

down in grey and in red. That's to

represent the anxious hug monster,

1:22:521:22:57

when it feels like it attacks my

body. This big block here, that

1:22:571:23:02

represents the brain, or represents

my brain and also as well, there is

1:23:021:23:06

a question mark just there. That

question mark is to represent my new

1:23:061:23:13

diagnosis and how confusing it is

and how confused I still am about

1:23:131:23:16

it.

# I breathe for a minute and I think

1:23:161:23:28

too much when I'm alone. #

Stopping drinking is something I

1:23:281:23:32

considered for yerts. To be honest

with you, I don't think I could,

1:23:321:23:36

because I think I'm mentally

dependant on alcohol to help me get

1:23:361:23:38

through things.

# So I will pick up the phone. #

1:23:381:23:49

It doesn't make any sense and that's

probably the most frustrating part.

1:23:491:23:55

Like, I've got this diagnosis for

life really. I'm not going to get

1:23:551:23:59

undiagnosed. I don't think I'll

recover from it, but I'll learn

1:23:591:24:04

better ways to manage it.

That image

of a recovered life, it's so scary.

1:24:041:24:10

Who am I if I'm not struggling from

an eating disorder?

I don't know if

1:24:101:24:16

I want to feel like it's cured,

because I'm scared of what that

1:24:161:24:21

feels like.

I started the new

medication now andits just a waiting

1:24:211:24:27

game, but the waiting game is a

tough, tough, tough challenge at the

1:24:271:24:30

moment.

# I don't know what you're going

1:24:301:24:34

through.

# But there is so much life ahead of

1:24:341:24:40

you.

# It won't slow down, no matter what

1:24:401:24:44

you do.

Shosh you just got to hold on, yeah.

1:24:441:24:50

# Yeah, you've just got to hold on.

# Just hold on for me. #

1:24:501:25:06

Thanks again to Bex, Matt and Laura

for opening their lives to us.

1:25:061:25:09

For details of organisations

which offer advice and support

1:25:091:25:11

for any of the conditions shown

in that film go online

1:25:111:25:14

to the BBC Actionline website,

and you can watch the full film

1:25:141:25:17

online by searching for Newsbeat

Documentaries on BBC iPlayer.

1:25:171:25:19

It's called My Mind and Me.

1:25:191:25:22

Thank you for your comments.

Elizabeth says, "I too have bipolar

1:25:221:25:28

disorder and would like to thank you

for your coverage, but most

1:25:281:25:31

especially the three people

involved." Georgia tweets, "So

1:25:311:25:34

thrilled that mental health is

becoming a common theme to talk

1:25:341:25:37

about. I had depression and anxiety

since I was 19 and fou going to do

1:25:371:25:41

my mental health nursing. Talking is

the best therapy." This e-mail from

1:25:411:25:46

someone who doesn't wish to leave

their name and that's fine, you can

1:25:461:25:49

get in touch with us anonymously.

"After a nervous breakdown and

1:25:491:25:55

struggles with panic attacks I

waited ten months for a therapist on

1:25:551:25:58

the NHS. I'm furious about the state

of the mental health service at the

1:25:581:26:01

moment. It seems that you have to

present as serious danger to

1:26:011:26:06

yourself or others before you are

taken seriously." Thank you for

1:26:061:26:09

those. Keep them coming in.

1:26:091:26:18

Toys are us put forward plans to

close 26 stores. We were warned at

1:26:181:26:23

the UK they were preparing to close

a quarter of their stores, but we

1:26:231:26:26

can tell you, they have put forward

plans to close at least 26 UK

1:26:261:26:30

stores.

1:26:301:26:34

An Australian MP has

proposed to his partner

1:26:341:26:37

during a parliamentary debate

on legalising same-sex marriage.

1:26:371:26:46

This debate has been the soundtrack

to our relationship. We both know

1:26:491:26:52

this issue isn't the reason we got

involved in politics. Give us tax

1:26:521:26:56

reform any day. But in my first

speech I defined our bond by the

1:26:561:27:02

ring that sits on both our left

hands and they are the answers to

1:27:021:27:08

the questions that we cannot ask. So

there is only one thing left to do.

1:27:081:27:14

Ryan Patrick Polger,

will you marry me?

1:27:141:27:25

APPLAUSE

We'll chuck that in the memoirs in

1:27:281:27:33

Hansard!

1:27:331:27:34

Tim Wilson is believed to be

the first MP to propose

1:27:341:27:37

on the floor of the house.

1:27:371:27:38

We can talk to him now.

1:27:381:27:41

Congratulations.

Thank you very

much. That's very kind. It was quite

1:27:411:27:45

an extraordinary day for me.

Well,

it was for everybody watching and

1:27:451:27:48

indeed for Ryan. Thank god he said

yes!

That's right. I mean, I was

1:27:481:27:55

pretty optimistic that Ryan would

say yes. It was an extraordinary day

1:27:551:27:58

for him as well, but it was one of

those things, I didn't realise we

1:27:581:28:02

were going to be the first couple to

do this, but we have been debating

1:28:021:28:05

this issue for a long time. And our

relationship has been at the centre

1:28:051:28:10

of it like a few other relationships

and it was the only way ultimately I

1:28:101:28:16

felt I could pay proper thanks for

him standing beside me through a

1:28:161:28:20

very difficult time for a lot of

couples and now we are going to

1:28:201:28:23

deliver a change in the law and it

is time for us to step up and make

1:28:231:28:26

the expectation that we have set for

ourselves.

Explain to our British

1:28:261:28:30

audience why the issue of same-sex

marriage has been so decisive for

1:28:301:28:35

some politicians?

Obviously, there

have always been people who

1:28:351:28:39

disagreed and we full rid respect

the fact that people disagree with

1:28:391:28:42

the change, but the public sentiment

around this issue changed a decade

1:28:421:28:46

ago. Over a decade ago, the majority

of Australians started to support a

1:28:461:28:51

change in the law, but we have what

we have is different political

1:28:511:28:54

parties and different governments

that haven't wanted to confront it

1:28:541:28:59

because there are constituencies who

are noisy and opposed and what we

1:28:591:29:05

promised in this Parliament we would

have a public vote before changing

1:29:051:29:08

the law. I wasn't a big fan of that

and that's not a secret even though

1:29:081:29:13

I was a member of the Government I

had to vote for it, about we had a

1:29:131:29:18

postal vote where the nearly 80% of

Australians participated, a huge

1:29:181:29:24

turn-out and 60% said yes to a

change in the law and in my

1:29:241:29:28

constituency, it was 76.3%. So, this

was an opportunity and it's one we

1:29:281:29:32

need to take for the nation.

So is it fair to say some

1:29:321:29:39

politicians in Australia have been

way behind the attitudes amongst the

1:29:391:29:42

majority of Australian citizens?

Well, there are members of

1:29:421:29:45

Parliament who represent their

constituencies who voted no. And

1:29:451:29:48

there are some people for faith

based reasons who have a difference

1:29:481:29:53

of opinion. Some needed the postal

vote to show to them that the

1:29:531:29:58

support in their community was

strong. Some members of Parliament

1:29:581:30:01

told me they would get a community

response where it might be 50/50 and

1:30:011:30:07

they got 60/40, but until you saw

that evidence and saw that very

1:30:071:30:10

clear statement from the Australian

people, some people weren't sure

1:30:101:30:13

whether they could trust it. One of

the things was cited was your Brexit

1:30:131:30:17

vote and how people believed the

polls were wrong and as a

1:30:171:30:20

consequence you couldn't trust the

polls in Australia which showed the

1:30:201:30:24

majority of the Australians

supported a change in the law.

So

1:30:241:30:26

when is the happy day then?

1:30:261:30:35

We are going to get married and now

I have put my foot in it and said

1:30:351:30:40

yes, am going to do it, so probably

early next year, once the law

1:30:401:30:45

changes and in our own good time.

Congratulations again, thank you for

1:30:451:30:49

talking to us.

Tim Wilson who proposed to his

1:30:491:30:55

partner on the floor of the House in

Canberra.

1:30:551:31:01

Still to come.

1:31:011:31:04

And - poverty in the UK -

thousands of of people

1:31:041:31:07

are struggling to make ends

meet every day.

1:31:071:31:09

With campaigners saying

"prospects for solving" it

1:31:091:31:10

"currently look worrying".

1:31:101:31:11

We'll bring you the details.

1:31:111:31:13

And - the hunt for the so-called

Croydon cat killer, thought to be

1:31:131:31:16

responsible for the deaths of up

to 400 animals across England.

1:31:161:31:18

We're talking shortly to two pet

owners who had their pets

1:31:181:31:21

killed and mutilated.

1:31:211:31:31

"Significant progress" has been made

in Brexit negotiations

1:31:321:31:34

after a night of intense talks,

according to an Irish

1:31:341:31:37

government spokesman.

1:31:371:31:40

It means the two sides could soon

reach a deal that will clear the way

1:31:401:31:44

for the second phase

of Brexit talks.

1:31:441:31:50

EU sources have also said the two

sides are "nearing solutions",

1:31:501:31:52

ahead of Theresa May's lunchtime

meeting with the European

1:31:521:31:54

Commission President,

Jean-Claude Juncker, in Brussels.

1:31:541:31:58

We have have been told the talks are

at such a critical stage Donald Tusk

1:31:581:32:06

has cancelled an important overseas

visit.

1:32:061:32:10

The Metropolitan Police Commissioner

Cressida Dick has said that former

1:32:101:32:12

officers "were wrong" to speak

to the BBC about pornography

1:32:121:32:15

they say was found on a computer

in Damian Green's

1:32:151:32:17

parliamentary office.

1:32:171:32:18

Speaking on the Vanessa Feltz show

on BBC Radio London,

1:32:181:32:22

the Scotland Yard boss condemned

what they had done.

1:32:221:32:24

She said all police have a duty

of confidentiality and to protect

1:32:241:32:27

personal information,

and that it clearly endures

1:32:271:32:29

after they leave the force.

1:32:291:32:30

And she said there would be a review

of whether any offences

1:32:301:32:33

had been committed.

1:32:331:32:35

A judge in Madrid has released

on bail six former ministers

1:32:351:32:38

of Catalonia who were detained

for their role in the region's

1:32:381:32:41

illegal declaration of independence.

1:32:411:32:42

Two other ex-ministers -

including the region's

1:32:421:32:44

former vice president -

remain in custody.

1:32:441:32:48

Meanwhile in Belgium, Catalonia's

former President Carles Puigdemont

1:32:481:32:50

is due to appear at an extradition

hearing.

1:32:501:32:55

A think-tank says 700,000 children

and pensioners in the UK

1:32:551:32:57

have fallen into relative poverty

over the past four years.

1:32:571:33:00

The left-leaning Joseph Rowntree

Foundation says it's the first

1:33:001:33:02

sustained rise affecting these age

groups for 20 years.

1:33:021:33:04

It's called on the government

to take action.

1:33:041:33:14

Police in Malta have arrested eight

Maltese nationals in connection

1:33:141:33:17

with the car bomb murder of blogger

Daphne Caruana Galizia.

1:33:171:33:19

Daphne Caruana Galizia was killed

close to her home on 16

1:33:191:33:22

October in an attack

which shocked the country.

1:33:221:33:24

The 53-year-old was known

for her blog accusing top

1:33:241:33:26

politicians of corruption.

1:33:261:33:34

Government funding for a flagship

British aid project to support

1:33:341:33:40

civilian police in Syria

has been suspended.

1:33:401:33:42

It's after whistle-blowers told

the BBC's Panorama programme that

1:33:421:33:44

some of the money was ending up

in the hands of extremists.

1:33:441:33:47

The Foreign Office is investigating.

1:33:471:33:55

The Co-op is to start selling food

beyond its best before date.

1:33:551:33:58

125 shops in East Anglia

will sell tinned goods

1:33:581:34:02

and dried food such as pasta,

crisps and rice for a flat

1:34:021:34:05

rate of ten pence.

1:34:051:34:06

It's part of a drive to reduce

the seven million tonnes of food

1:34:061:34:09

thrown away in the UK each year.

1:34:091:34:11

That's a summary of

the latest BBC News.

1:34:111:34:18

More from you about the documentary.

Richard says Matt's story hit home.

1:34:181:34:22

I live the sail life as him and I

didn't realise this was to do with

1:34:221:34:28

my mental health. File like it an

ongoing cycle, I am prepared to talk

1:34:281:34:34

now to somebody about it. James says

I can sympathise with all three

1:34:341:34:39

people, especially Bex, I have had

anxiety since my 40, I am in my 50s,

1:34:391:34:46

I have OCD and agoraphobia. I feel

safer indoors and only go out when I

1:34:461:34:51

have to. Like all things you change

your life to make the best of your

1:34:511:34:54

conditions. Best of luck to them all

for a better future. If you wanted a

1:34:541:35:00

vice or support for anything do with

your mental health go to the action

1:35:001:35:04

line.

1:35:041:35:09

your mental health go

to the action line.

1:35:091:35:12

Here's some sport

now with Katherine.

1:35:121:35:15

A bit of good news.

1:35:151:35:16

A bit of good news.

1:35:161:35:18

England still have a long way

to go in the second Test,

1:35:181:35:20

but their bowlers

are making progress.

1:35:201:35:22

Australia have a lead

of more than 250 runs,

1:35:221:35:24

but they've lost three wickets

cheaply at the start

1:35:241:35:26

of their second innings.

1:35:261:35:27

David Warner among those to fall.

1:35:271:35:29

Austalia are 41-3.

1:35:291:35:33

David Silva gives Manchester City

a record-equalling 13th

1:35:331:35:35

Premier League win in a row

with a late goal against West Ham.

1:35:351:35:39

Alfie Hewett is the wheelchair

Masters singles champion.

1:35:391:35:45

He beat his compatriot Gordon Reid

in Loughborough to become the first

1:35:451:35:48

British winner in 23 years

of the event.

1:35:481:35:50

And the tournament favourite

Ronnie O'Sullivan marches

1:35:501:35:52

on at the UK Snooker

Championship in York.

1:35:521:35:54

He's comfortably

through to the third round.

1:35:541:36:04

Let us get the latest on the Brexit

talks.

1:36:051:36:07

Let us get the latest

on the Brexit talks.

1:36:071:36:09

The Irish Government says it has

made significant progress in talks

1:36:091:36:12

with the UK about the future

of the border with Northern Ireland,

1:36:121:36:15

but a clear agreement

still hasn't been reached.

1:36:151:36:17

Let's talk now to our Ireland

correspondent Chris Page.

1:36:171:36:19

We have been told ducks Donald Tusk

has cancelled an important overseas

1:36:191:36:21

visit.

What are you hearing Chris?

Well,

1:36:211:36:26

Victoria, the minister has been

speaking to the Irish national

1:36:261:36:29

broadcaster RTE, just ahead of a

meeting of the Irish cabinet in

1:36:291:36:33

Dublin, he said what the Cabinet

were not going to have in time for

1:36:331:36:38

the meeting was an agreed form of

words, a draft agreement they could

1:36:381:36:43

look at it. Negotiations haven't

reached that phase, they are being

1:36:431:36:47

held up over this issue of the

border between Northern Ireland and

1:36:471:36:50

the Irish Republic, the Irish

Government are pushing for a written

1:36:501:36:55

assurance come what may no matter

how the Brexit negotiations turn

1:36:551:36:59

out, there are not going to be any

new controls on that border, so

1:36:591:37:04

diplomats have been knocking around

ideas, they have been exchanging

1:37:041:37:08

words over the weekend, there has

been intense work, long hours put

1:37:081:37:13

in, there has been progress still at

no agreement on the form of words

1:37:131:37:17

that would satisfy the Government

the time is right to move on.

Are we

1:37:171:37:22

expecting that, are we expecting

that agreement today? We had the

1:37:221:37:27

political editor of the Irish

Independent on earlier who said

1:37:271:37:32

seenier sources that was Leungly, we

are not viewing it as a drop Alan

1:37:321:37:36

Dedicoat line.

-- drop dead deadline.

They are

1:37:361:37:43

aiming still for today, the Foreign

Minister said he thinks an agreement

1:37:431:37:48

is possible today but if there isn't

an agreement today that does not

1:37:481:37:52

mean the process has reached an end

game. They could keep on talking,

1:37:521:37:56

there is a meeting on Wednesday,

that could be another time where

1:37:561:37:59

they could aim for an agreement.

Ultimately the reel decision time

1:37:591:38:03

will come at the European summit in

Brussels on 14th and 15th December

1:38:031:38:07

when the EU 27 will decide whether

or not to a allow the talks to move

1:38:071:38:11

on. If there is no agreement the

Irish Government think talking will

1:38:111:38:15

continue and it doesn't mean the

process is in big trouble.

1:38:151:38:18

Thank you Chris.

1:38:181:38:19

Thank you Chris.

1:38:191:38:22

Nearly three-quarters of a million

children and pensioners in the UK

1:38:221:38:25

have fallen into relative poverty

over the past four years,

1:38:251:38:27

research suggests.

1:38:271:38:29

Relative poverty is defined

as a household having less than 60%

1:38:291:38:32

of the median income.

1:38:321:38:33

For a couple with no children that's

around £12,896 and for a couple

1:38:331:38:36

with two children that's £20,852.

1:38:361:38:37

The Joseph Rowntree Foundation

says it's the first

1:38:371:38:39

sustained rise since 1997.

1:38:391:38:49

Ministers say the number of people

living in absolute poverty has

1:38:551:38:57

fallen by more than half a million,

and pensioner poverty remains close

1:38:571:39:00

to historically low levels.

1:39:001:39:01

Absolute poverty is when a household

doesn't have sufficient income

1:39:011:39:04

to sustain even a basic acceptable

standard of living.

1:39:041:39:06

Relative poverty is when that income

is considerably lower

1:39:061:39:08

than the median level.

1:39:081:39:18

Our social affaris correspondent

spoke to pensioner Flo Singleton

1:39:251:39:27

about her struggle to

make ends meet.

1:39:271:39:31

I have worked.

1:39:311:39:34

I have not scrounged off my life.

1:39:341:39:39

I have worked, part-times jobs only,

because you had to fit it

1:39:391:39:42

in round kids, don't you.

1:39:421:39:43

And you end up, because you haven't

paid your full pension,

1:39:431:39:47

you end up with - well,

it is enough to live

1:39:471:39:49

on, put it like that,

no luxuries of course.

1:39:491:39:52

Heat or eat.

1:39:521:39:55

If you go out, you don't have

to have your heating on, do you?

1:39:551:40:00

So you go on the bus

just to keep warm.

1:40:001:40:02

If you go

1:40:021:40:03

on the buses it don't cost

you nothing, does it.

1:40:031:40:13

Some say is in contrast to Theresa

May's pledge to create a country

1:40:211:40:26

which works for everyone.

1:40:261:40:33

I want to explain what a country

that works for everyone mean, in a

1:40:331:40:37

country that works for everyone, a

vision of a country that works not

1:40:371:40:41

for the privileged few. A country

that works for Erne. And to make

1:40:411:40:45

Britain a country that works not for

the privileged few. We will make

1:40:451:40:49

Britain a country that works not for

a privileged few. Not by the

1:40:491:40:55

interested of the privileged few but

for everyone. For every one of us,

1:40:551:41:00

under my leadership this

Government's priorities are those of

1:41:001:41:03

ordinary working class people. The

Conservative Party will put itself

1:41:031:41:09

completely, absolutely and

decisively, unequivocally at the

1:41:091:41:13

service of ordinary, ordinary

working people. Working class

1:41:131:41:14

people. That puts the interest of

ordinary working class people first.

1:41:141:41:19

If you are from an ordinary working

class family, life is much harder

1:41:191:41:23

than many people in Westminster

realise. It doesn't matter where you

1:41:231:41:26

are born or how much your parents

earn, where ever you are, and where

1:41:261:41:32

ever you are from, regardless of

background or that of their parents

1:41:321:41:35

if you work hard and do the right

thing you will be able to go as far

1:41:351:41:39

as you can. We must make Britain a

country that works not for a

1:41:391:41:45

privileged few but for every one of

us.

1:41:451:41:47

privileged few but

for every one of us.

1:41:471:41:50

John Bird has been homeless,

a prisoner and in his words

1:41:501:41:52

a "loser, cheat and a fraud".

1:41:521:41:54

He's now Lord John Bird,

an independent peer.

1:41:541:41:56

Conservative MP Rob Halfon

is at Westminster.

1:41:561:42:00

Today he's making a speech on this

poverty and inequality.

1:42:001:42:02

He's also chair of the

Education Select Committee.

1:42:021:42:04

Debbie Abrahams is Labour's work

and pensions spokeswoman.

1:42:041:42:12

Thank you for talking to us. RAB,

you are a Conservative MP who is

1:42:121:42:16

seen as being in touch with normal

people, working class people, I want

1:42:161:42:21

to ask you, how proud are you under

your Government having a job is not

1:42:211:42:26

enough to escape poverty?

I think we

need to be honest, identify where

1:42:261:42:32

there is social injustice which

there is in certain pars of our

1:42:321:42:35

society. We need to be honest in

recognising the Government have done

1:42:351:42:39

some good things in terms of

introducing the national living wage

1:42:391:42:45

which means low income wagers are

thousands better off. Taking three

1:42:451:42:49

million people out of income tax all

together, you need to have a balance

1:42:491:42:52

there, what I want to do is identify

social injustice, I accept there are

1:42:521:42:57

some and I want the Prime Minister

to reboot the social justice

1:42:571:43:02

conservatism she set out at the

steps of Downing Street.

Are you

1:43:021:43:05

shocked having a job is not enough

to escape poverty?

Well, I think

1:43:051:43:11

that the job is the best Root out of

poverty.

For some people, sorry to

1:43:111:43:17

interrut. Interrut. For some people

it isn't. They are work, they are

1:43:171:43:20

doing the right thing for they are

working and they are still defined

1:43:201:43:23

as living in poverty. In Britain, in

2017, under your Government.

Yes,

1:43:231:43:29

but you have to weigh the whole

thing up, if those people get jobs

1:43:291:43:33

and get progression in jobs many of

them do, they get the increases of

1:43:331:43:36

wages, where the Government has done

the right thing, introducing the

1:43:361:43:40

national living wage for example,

meaning low income workers are

1:43:401:43:44

thousands of pounds better off...

But the Joseph Rowntree, they have

1:43:441:43:49

taken that into account

They

haven't. They have taken into

1:43:491:43:52

account some thing, they don't take

into account the fuel duty freeze an

1:43:521:43:57

cutting the income tax, but I am not

saying there isn't social injustice,

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I am focussing on that in our

education system, which is, there

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are social injustices in every part

and I want the Government to deal

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with that. I want the Prime Minister

to refocus on it.

Let me ask you

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that, about education, social

injustice, 51% of London children on

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free school meals get A to C in

maths. It is just 36% in the rest of

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England, why?

Well, this is the

social injustices that I am trying

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to identify as Select Committee

chair, what is happening is that

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standards are going up but the

Government needs to focus on social

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capital and human capital as well

and build up the, make sure people

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from disadvantaged students are...

We still have 1.8 million in good or

1:44:481:44:55

outstanding schools but nationally

and in London there is a lot of

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disadvantaged people who are not

benefitting from it. We are trying

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to look at solutions to help.

Let me

bring in Debbie Abrahams. You know

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the Government says the people in

absolute poverty and we did the

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definitions in the introduction have

fallen by 500,000. That is to be

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comed isn't it.

Of course, any moves

round absolute poverty are welcome,

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but what we need to focus on as you

are rightly doing is habit this

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means.

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The Budget we had just two weeks

ago, the Government has refused to

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put up the national Living Wage to

£9 an hour in 2020 which will mean

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people on the national Living Wage

by then will be £900 a year worse

1:45:421:45:46

off. The Government analysis of the

Budget showed again the poorest

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fifth were going to be worse off and

the richest were not. And the third

1:45:511:45:56

point Victoria is around what Rob

was saying in terms of work and the

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type of poverty. It's not. Four out

of five people in a low paid job now

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will still be in a low paid job in

ten years' time. So this is a

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nonsense and if we look at what is

happening in the top end of the

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scale, in terms of what the richest

in society have achieved, we know

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that the gap between rich and poor

has doubled and this again, from

1:46:191:46:23

international evidence, we know is

the driver for the lack of social

1:46:231:46:28

mobility. This government has done

nothing, in fact it has made it

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worse, not only in terms of social

mobility, but also in terms of

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making sure that we increase our

life expectancy, the only developed

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country in the world where this has

happened.

If you were in government,

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would you unfreeze benefits now?

Yes, we have said we are clear in

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the general election that we had.

Let me ask Rob. Is it time to

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unfreeze benefits?

Well, we need to

look at the benefit system in terms

1:46:521:46:59

of the best way of getting people in

work...

You should stop cutting

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Universal Credit.

And the Living

Wage will mean, we introduced the

1:47:031:47:09

national Living Wage, not the last

government, it was our government

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that did it.

Are you going to put it

up to £10 an hour, Rob?

Workers will

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be better off by thousands of

pounds. We have cut income tax for

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lower earners and taken three

million people out of income tax.

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Our analysis shows a fifth are worse

off.

John Bird... Hello.

Hi.

What do

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you think needs to change?

Well, I

actually think, and I think our two

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colleagues have shown is that when

you're in government, you have got

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to deliver and you've got that

amount of money, when you're not in

1:47:421:47:45

government, you don't have to

deliver, but when you do get into

1:47:451:47:50

government you realise there are

enormous constraints. I think the

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real problem is that we have a

problem with British capitalism. We

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have a problem with the market

place. We have millions of people in

1:47:571:48:01

Britain who don't, are not worth a

lot to the market place because the

1:48:011:48:07

employers can't, the owners, can't

make enough out of them.

So what

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would you change?

What we have got

to try and do and it will only be

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done through education as the MP

says. It is only through education.

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It is only through upping the

skills. I'll give you an example.

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When I was a boy, just after the

war, they gave us such a cap form of

1:48:251:48:32

education that the only form of jobs

we would get were unskilled jobs and

1:48:321:48:35

a lot of those were disappearing. We

have a really weird, we have a

1:48:351:48:43

really weird education system that

doesn't prepare children for the

1:48:431:48:50

fourth Industrial Revolution. We are

always making the same mistakes. We

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fail 37% of our children who become

the people who do the low paid jobs.

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They become 80% of our prison

population. They fill up our A&E

1:49:001:49:04

departments. So, because we fail one

in three children, when are we ever

1:49:041:49:10

going to get around to sorting out

poverty?

Rob, do you want to come

1:49:101:49:15

back?

Well, think John Bird is right

on this. I think what we need to do

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is have a huge investment in skills.

The Government are doing some of

1:49:191:49:22

that, we have had three million

apprenticeships since 2010...

You

1:49:221:49:28

have seen the recent figures...

Let

me finish. Just let me finish. What

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we need to do is to make sure that

we have continue to invest in skills

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and offer degree apprenticeships to

every single person who wants it,

1:49:391:49:42

gets it. Every person is offered an

apprenticeship and they earn while

1:49:421:49:47

they learn and they are guaranteed a

job at the end of it. The Government

1:49:471:49:51

are doing some of that. £2.5 billion

spent by 2020. John Bird is right,

1:49:511:49:57

we need to regear education towards

skills in a big way, especially to

1:49:571:50:02

help people from disadvantaged

backgrounds.

The number of

1:50:021:50:06

apprenticeships have dropped off.

In

the last quarter, but over the last

1:50:061:50:11

year, apprenticeships have gone up

and we have over 900,000, the

1:50:111:50:15

highest ever in our island's

history.

Debbie Abrahams?

I wanted

1:50:151:50:22

to pick up on what was said about

education. Absolutely right. That's

1:50:221:50:26

why we pledged a national education

service in the same way that we

1:50:261:50:30

provide our National Health Service

from cradle to grave. You don't have

1:50:301:50:34

a job for life anymore. We need to

have this on going, but we need to

1:50:341:50:38

do something about now this. Is in

the long-term. We need to make sure

1:50:381:50:42

people have a decent home and a fair

rent or a fair mortgage. That's not

1:50:421:50:45

happening. We need to make sure

people on the lowest incomes are

1:50:451:50:50

paid adequately and £10 is what we

pledge making sure people earn

1:50:501:50:56

£3,000 a year better off and we need

to have a Social Security system

1:50:561:50:59

that helps people now. The cuts that

the Government have introduced and

1:50:591:51:03

are still to introduce is really

going to be detrimental, pushing a

1:51:031:51:06

further one million children into

poverty in the next five years.

1:51:061:51:11

A final word fou, Rob?

I think we

are investing in skills. We have got

1:51:111:51:15

to do more on social justice,

something I'm passionate about. We

1:51:151:51:19

have got 1.8 million more children

in good or outstanding schools than

1:51:191:51:24

ever before.

Then do something about

it, Rob.

There is a lot being done,

1:51:241:51:29

but there is more to be done, I

acknowledge that.

1:51:291:51:32

Thank you all very much.

1:51:321:51:43

The Brexit secretary has been

speaking ahead of his trip to

1:51:491:51:52

Brussels. This is what he said a few

minutes ago.

We put several months

1:51:521:51:58

of work, both sides, into getting to

this point and we are hoping Mr

1:51:581:52:01

Juncker will give us sufficient

progress so we can move on to the

1:52:011:52:04

trade talks. The decision, of

course, won't be taken until 15th

1:52:041:52:08

December, but that's what we are

hoping for, because trade talks are

1:52:081:52:11

important to the United Kingdom and

to Europe.

Donald Tusk was clear

1:52:111:52:15

this is not a staging post, but a

firm deadline to nail down

1:52:151:52:19

sufficient progress on talks. Is

this it?

Well, I think it is an

1:52:191:52:22

important day. I mean there is

always, the council can always makes

1:52:221:52:26

up its own mind on the 15th, but it

is an important day, they will take

1:52:261:52:31

a lot of guidance from the

commission. Everybody understands

1:52:311:52:34

that the decision to move on to

trade talks. It is vital. It is

1:52:341:52:37

vital to everybody. Huge value to

the 27 members and to ourselves.

The

1:52:371:52:42

PM is once again having to to get

involved. Are you struggling to get

1:52:421:52:46

the job done?

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The first negotiator in this process

from the beginning has been the

1:52:491:52:51

Prime Minister. She laid out the

parameters in the Lancaster House

1:52:511:52:58

speech and set the negotiations at

the Florence speech and that's done

1:52:581:53:01

in conjunction together.

The Brexit secretary, David Davis,

1:53:011:53:07

looking relaxed. Stay tuned to BBC

News for all developments on the

1:53:071:53:11

Brexit negotiations through the day.

1:53:111:53:14

The so-called Croydon cat killer has

been linked to the death of five

1:53:141:53:17

more cats in Northampton.

1:53:171:53:22

The Metropolitan Police

and animal charity Snarl,

1:53:221:53:27

South Norwood Animal Rescue

and Liberty, believe the serial cat

1:53:271:53:29

killer may have slaughtered over

400 animals since 2015.

1:53:291:53:36

They say the cats were

killed in a similar way,

1:53:361:53:38

leading them to believe one

person is responsible.

1:53:381:53:40

We first reported on it

in February 2016.

1:53:401:53:46

For more than two years in parts of

South London a number of pet cats

1:53:461:53:49

are thought to not just have been

killed, but deliberately mutilated

1:53:491:53:54

in the spros. Police have so far

failed to catch the killer who

1:53:541:53:58

caused heartache to the owners.

Stacey is a cat lover who lives in

1:53:581:54:02

the area, that's not her real name.

She has asked us to keep her

1:54:021:54:06

identity secret as she is working

with others to try and catch those

1:54:061:54:09

responsible. She has co founded a

charity to help investigate the

1:54:091:54:13

killings.

We initially discovered

cats who had their heads and their

1:54:131:54:18

tails removed. Subsequent to that we

discovered cats with either heads

1:54:181:54:23

removed or tails removed. We have

discovered cats where they had been

1:54:231:54:28

slit open and mutilated.

Wayne's cat

was brutally killed. His wife found

1:54:281:54:36

their pet's dead body.

When I picked

him up, I realised the head was

1:54:361:54:40

missing and her tail.

1:54:401:54:50

Let's talk to two cat owners

who found their pets had been

1:54:501:54:52

killed and then mutilated.

1:54:521:54:54

Janyne Galloway and Elaine Smith.

1:54:541:54:56

In the studio is Tony Jenkins

from the animal rescue group, Snarl.

1:54:561:55:04

Elaine, tell us what happened to you

and to your cat.

1:55:041:55:12

Hi, Elaine, can you hear me?

I can

now, yes. Sorry.

Sorry about that.

1:55:121:55:15

Tell us what happened to your cat.

Well, my cat was seen on 3rd

1:55:151:55:22

November. We fed him in the morning

as normal. He went out and I went to

1:55:221:55:27

work. At lunch time, he didn't

appear back which was unusual for

1:55:271:55:31

him. And then, nothing. Nothing in

the evening. He didn't come back.

1:55:311:55:38

Went out looking for him. And then

on the 23rd of November he was

1:55:381:55:47

brought back on our front lawn in

the morning when I went to work.

And

1:55:471:55:51

what state was he in, if you don't

mind me asking. It wasn't very nice.

1:55:511:55:56

He was laid out on the front lawn

and he had obviously been slit down

1:55:561:56:02

the middle. His tail had been

removed.

Pieces of the tail had been

1:56:021:56:11

left around the body. When you saw

him, you knew it wasn't just a cat.

1:56:111:56:15

You knew there was something wrong.

Let me bring in Tony Jenkins. This

1:56:151:56:22

has happened in happened in east

Sussex. That's where Elaine is. I

1:56:221:56:26

mean it doesn't sound as though it's

the same MO as various other animals

1:56:261:56:33

who have been decapitated. So we

don't know if it's the same person?

1:56:331:56:38

The postmortem evidence thus far

does suggest one person. In terms of

1:56:381:56:43

the journeys, it's possible by one

person. It's not just heads and

1:56:431:56:46

tails. He does sometimes do slits

and we have had an example in the

1:56:461:56:54

postmortem and the pathologist

thought it was most likely the same

1:56:541:56:56

person.

Let me bring in Jayne. Hi,

how are you, tell us what happened?

1:56:561:57:04

Our cat went missing on 17th October

and he didn't come back in that

1:57:041:57:09

evening like the other lady said. It

was the same situation. We found him

1:57:091:57:15

on 23rd at the top of my neighbour's

garden, mutilated.

And you live in

1:57:151:57:23

Hertfordshire?

Yes, that's right.

Tony, you have to think about

1:57:231:57:30

whether there are copycats now,

don't you?

It's difficult to say to

1:57:301:57:33

be certain. What we have seen is

very similar injuries. Some of them

1:57:331:57:37

signature which would be difficult

for someone to copycat. Having said,

1:57:371:57:42

that we can't rule out the

possibility of joint venture. A

1:57:421:57:45

couple of people, two or three

people maybe...

For what reason?

1:57:451:57:49

That's a good question. I find it

hard to believe that someone would

1:57:491:57:53

read in the paper about someone

decapitating cats and think, "I

1:57:531:57:57

think I'll do that."

We don't seem

to be any closer to finding whoever

1:57:571:58:02

is responsible?

Not really, no. He

is staying away from CCTV cameras.

1:58:021:58:07

Not leaving any clues. It's very

difficult.

1:58:071:58:10

Thank you very much, Tony. Jayne,

thank you and also Elaine. Thank you

1:58:101:58:15

very much.

We're back tomorrow at 9am. Have a

1:58:151:58:19

really good day. Thank you for your

company today.

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She can't be serious.

Hello, Daddy.

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