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You can't go on like this, Shirl.

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Bottling it up, drinking yourself into oblivion.

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I've been there, remember?

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I told you, I don't want to talk about it. Not now, not ever.

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Well, maybe... maybe I'd better have this conversation with Mick.

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You wouldn't dare.

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What do you want?

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Repeat business, Ian.

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Thought you of all people would appreciate that.

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No. All right, that night was a one-off, OK?

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It's not going to happen again, do you understand?

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That's what they all say.

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Sharon!

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Sharon!

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Sharon?

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Sharon!

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Seriously, I don't know where you put that.

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Natural metabolism of youth, innit, Pops?

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Well, you do know you're going to be ponying for England tomorrow, don't you?

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Well... Oi, do you think we should wait for Johnny?

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Sharon seemed really annoyed about them bouncers.

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Just leave 'em to it.

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No. His little face. What if she sacks him again?

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Just turn it in.

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No, I've got to ring him.

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Hello, John. Have you still got your job?

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Nance, it's Sharon. She's been attacked!

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What? What you talking about?

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She's... There's been a break-in. She's bleeding.

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-Wait, wait, calm down. Are you all right?

-What's happened?

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No, come...

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Yeah, ambulance.

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It's The Albert Bar. Turpin Road, E20.

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She's not moving and she's bleeding...

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-Johnny!

-Yeah. I don't know. She's breathing but...

-You OK?

-It's not...

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-I don't know!

-Give me the phone.

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Calm down, calm down. Now what happened?

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-I dunno. I heard this crash and...

-She's not conscious.

-You sure you're not hurt?

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-Yeah. They didn't touch me.

-Yeah, she's got a big cut on her head.

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Listen, listen, lucky you was here, all right, son? Jump up, come on.

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Yeah, OK. We need to stop the bleeding.

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OK, well, then go and get a clean towel from the bar, baby.

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I was wrecked that day. I didn't know what I was saying.

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You expect me to believe that, eh?

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And why the big secret, anyway?

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-Just leave it, Phil. I mean it.

-Shirley, I'm not judging you, am I?

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After everything that's happened between us I still care about you, don't I?

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Then go tell Sharon, cos I ain't worth it.

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What are you talking about? I mean, having a kid when you're young...

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it's hardly a crime, is it?

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What about if you try to drown 'em in the bath?

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What are you talking about?

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After Mum had left, I tried...

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I tried to keep it together but I couldn't hack it.

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And then one day I just snapped.

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That's the type of person you're talking to here.

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What happened?

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Shirley, what happened?!

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Mick was about one...

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And we'd been doing some painting and it got everywhere.

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You know what kids are like.

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And I put him in the bath...

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tried to clean him up...

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I didn't know what I was doing until Dad burst in and dragged him out.

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You held him underwater? Your own son?

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I never meant to!

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I never wanted that.

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It was just...

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in that one moment...that one moment... The taps were running...

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he was screaming...

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When we got to the hospital, Dad wouldn't let me see him.

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That's when they took him into care?

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No, not at first.

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But things were never the same after that.

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They came back to the house, they saw Dad's empty bottles

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and what a mess I was in.

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And it was only a matter of time before they took Mick and Tina away.

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Shirl, that was... It's over 30 years ago.

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You can't keep torturing yourself about it.

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I have to look at him

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every single day, knowing that I can't really be his mum.

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Then maybe I deserve that.

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SIREN WAILS

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'Hi, this is Ian Beale.

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'Leave a message and I'll call you back as soon as I can.'

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I like what you've done with this place.

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Last time I was round here, this was just some old tat-shack, weren't it, eh?

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Straight down to business, then?

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Just take it and go, all right?

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Stay away from me and stay away from the Square. Do you understand?

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What, charming as ever? Ain't you even going to offer me a drink?

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How about something to eat? I'm starving.

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Are you serious?

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Don't tell me you've got that nice big kitchen back there

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just for show?

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Just so that we're clear, all right? Good Friday never happened.

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You've got to stop punishing yourself. It ain't healthy.

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How old was you back then, anyway?

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-14, going on 15.

-No wonder you couldn't cope.

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It's no excuse, is it?

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And what about the dad? Where was he in all this?

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He'd long gone.

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And your old man. I mean, he never...

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-No, nothing like that. Is that what you think?

-I don't know, do I?

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Do you remember the first time you fell in love?

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Yeah, you do, I can tell.

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Andy was his name.

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Little bit older than me.

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Good looking, nothing complicated.

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One of three blokes that really ever meant anything to me.

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And you and him...?

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First time for everything, ain't there?

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We had a laugh until I found out he got me into trouble.

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And you didn't ever think about, you know...getting rid?

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Well, 'course I did. But I was just a kid.

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I didn't know what I was doing. It was the '70s. Nobody did.

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By the time I got my head round it, Mum had cottoned on.

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And Dad, after his old man died,

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he wasn't out of the pub long enough to notice.

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But for nine months? You're telling me he never knew?

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Mum come up with a bright idea.

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This cock and bull story that they needed some time apart.

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I don't know. I never asked.

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We ended up in some grotty little caravan site in the middle of nowhere.

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With Aunt Babe and a chemical toilet.

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And I swear it rained every single miserable day.

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Until we got back.

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And Dad had the son he always wanted.

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And me and Tina had a little baby brother.

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And nobody ever asked any questions.

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No, nothing was said. We just carried on.

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Aunt Babe and Mum took over and I'd grab a bottle of that,

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go down the park and drink to forget.

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And Mick? He don't know any of this?

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No. And he's not going to.

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Why? Why keep on lying?

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Because he would never forgive me.

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All these years. Haven't you wanted to tell him?

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Of course I have.

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But the longer it went on, the harder it got.

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Once he was taken into care, that was it, I'd lost him.

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Blimey.

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Shirl, you're both adults now, you're living in the same place.

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You could set the record straight any time.

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Too late. 37 years too late.

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Well, don't you think it's time you said something?

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What, so he can see what a train wreck of a mother he's got?

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That's right, poor old Shirl, always playing the martyr, ain't you?

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Well, he's not going to thank me, is he? Would you? Would anyone?

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Shirley, you're his mum.

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So what? Look at Carly and Deano.

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Fat lot of good I did them.

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And don't even get me started on Jimbo.

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Mick, he never had the chance for me to screw up his life.

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He's come through it all clean. Good. Pure.

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Perfect.

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-Well, don't you think he deserves to know the truth?

-No.

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Cos I don't want to ruin what we've got now.

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This stays between us.

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SIREN APPROACHES

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There's got to be something in here.

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-Phil?

-Sharon? Sharon?

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-Don't move.

-Right, listen, it's going to be OK. Just try not to move, please, yeah?

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-Good girl.

-All right, thank you, the ambulance is here.

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-Right, come on, lively. Lively.

-Phil...

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I've got to go and get him.

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That's it. That's it.

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You're all right.

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-She's just down there. Round the front.

-Round here, please.

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-What's her name?

-Sharon.

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Can you hear me?

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Listen, I'm not going to say anything to Mick, of course I'm not...

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but if you need to talk, you know where I am, don't you?

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And you know that you can tell me stuff if you need to?

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Just because you're a big hard man

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doesn't mean to say you can't let people in.

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You're drunk.

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And you're bald, but I'll be sober in the morning.

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But seriously, you're a good listener when you want to be.

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Means a lot.

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Night.

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Night.

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Phil! Phil, I've been trying to find you.

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What?

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-It's Sharon.

-What?

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Do you think she'll be all right?

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Let's hope so, eh?

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Sharon!

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-Sharon!

-Phil!

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She came round. She was talking.

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-They got here lively.

-What happened?!

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-There was a break-in.

-Well, what about the bouncers?

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-She sent them home.

-She what?!

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That's all I know.

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Where was you in all this, eh?

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Listen, it weren't his fault.

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I reckon he scared 'em off, didn't you?

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She was asking for you.

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Come on, I'll run you up the hospital. Come on.

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It's all changed round here, ain't it, eh?

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My old mum still knocking about?

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Or have the fags finally finished her off?

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Can you hurry up? You're not here for a chat.

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What about Tanya?

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You all still mates?

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No. She doesn't live round here any more.

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Funny how things work out, isn't it?

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I mean, of all the kerbs in all of London, you had to crawl on to mine.

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That night... it was a mistake, OK?

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It was a moment of madness.

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I had no idea you were going to be there.

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Still couldn't resist though, could you?

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Look, you've got to stop doing this, all right?

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You can't keep calling all hours, all right?

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After tonight, I never want to see you again.

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You're breaking my heart, Ian.

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Look, you've had your money...

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Ian? Ian, are you in here?

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-It's Denise!

-I'm game if you are.

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Get in the kitchen. Go. Get in the kitchen.

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Coming, love...

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What are you doing over here in the dark?

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This is all my fault.

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-Shut up. How is it your fault?

-Sharon wouldn't have sent them...

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she wouldn't have sent them bouncers home if I hadn't messed up.

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Do me a favour. Them meat-heads had it coming all night.

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I should've stayed with her but I just...

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-Drink that.

-Nah.

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The only ones to blame here are the scumbags who actually did it.

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Just don't wake Mum and Grandad, yeah?

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All right. More chance of waking a doped-up elephant.

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I just know they'll think I'm weak and soft.

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Like I can't look out for myself.

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-Why? Why would they think that?

-You know why.

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John, you have nothing to be ashamed of tonight. You know that, don't you?

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You try telling that to Mum.

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She ain't even bothered showing her face again.

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That's her loss.

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Look, Nance, I just want to go get some sleep

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and see how Sharon's doing in the morning. Please, yeah?

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-All right.

-Thank you.

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What time do you call this?

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Does nobody in this family know how to text?

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So come on then, what's your excuse?

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Johnny, what's happened?

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It's getting on for midnight! When you didn't answer your phone, I didn't know what to think.

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I was just sat here thinking about what Peter said...

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and maybe he's right.

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Oh, come here.

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Hey, look, Peter will come around.

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And you've got nothing to feel guilty about.

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I know. I know.

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OK. Look, after the trial, it'll get better. You'll see.

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Look, I know nothing can bring Lucy back,

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but once it's all over and Jake is in prison...

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we can start to put Good Friday behind us, OK?

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Come on. Let's get you home.

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Look, I'll just clear this up first.

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-Ian...

-I'll be five minutes, promise.

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Sharon Rickman. Where is she?

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Do I have to find her myself? Or search the place...

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-Phil... Phil, you've got to calm down.

-Sharon.

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I don't need to calm down. I need to find where Sharon is!

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-Can I help?

-Sharon Rickman.

-I heard you. Are you family?

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-Yeah. Well, as good as, yeah.

-He's her other half. This is Phil Mitchell.

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-Where is she?

-She's been taken through to resus.

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She has some internal injuries which we're investigating now....

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-How bad?

-They're serious but we're working to find the best way to manage them.

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We really are doing all we can for her.

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She was talking though, right? I mean, that's a good sign, isn't it?

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Yeah. And the ambulance guys were amazing.

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And are you sure they didn't hurt you?

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-Yeah!

-Sit down, you're in shock.

-He's not in shock, Mum.

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-Look at him, he's shaking.

-I'm not in shock!

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-I'll make us all some hot chocolate.

-Mum, just leave it.

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-Mums fuss. It's what we do.

-How many times? I'm fine.

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I can't stop thinking about poor Sharon. I'm going to call your dad.

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He'd have rung if there was any news, wouldn't he?

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-What are you all still doing up?

-There was a break-in at The Albert.

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Mick had to give Phil a lift up the hospital.

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-Here you are.

-Cheers.

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Still no news, I take it?

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No. Just waiting.

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Linda called. She said they're all thinking of you and Sharon.

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She said she'd slip round, go and see Dennis,

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see if he's all right if you want.

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No, there's no sense in waking him.

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Sure?

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No.

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Jay's looking after him.

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Might as well leave 'em until we know something.

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You know some people hate the smell of hospitals, don't they?

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Disinfectant or whatever it is.

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But me, it just reminds me of when my kids were born.

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Little Nancy, coming out kicking and screaming. Proper little fighter.

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Johnny...

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we was in and out of that neo-natal for weeks,

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never knew if he was going to make it.

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-Kids, who'd have 'em, eh?

-Yeah.

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Don't get me wrong, living with Shirl

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and having everyone wrapped round me under the same roof...

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I've never been happier.

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Suppose what I'm trying to say is - that smell,

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it reminds me that this place is where people save lives.

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It's where miracles happen.

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-Mr Mitchell?

-Yeah, what's happening?

-Follow me and we can talk somewhere more private.

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I don't need somewhere private. I just need to know how Sharon is.

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She's stable for now but there's still some concern.

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-We suspect she may have ruptured her spleen.

-Can I see her?

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She's unconscious from the anaesthetic she was given in resus.

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We're preparing to take her into surgery.

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PHONE BEEPS

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Right, your taxi's here. I told it to wait on George Street.

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Cost a fortune at this hour.

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-I've only got twenties.

-Perfect.

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Make sure you're not seen.

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I'm so sorry about Lucy, by the way.

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Doesn't bear thinking about.

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Her last night on earth while you and me were...

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Yeah. Biggest mistake of my life.

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And one that I will have to live with.

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You don't have to worry.

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I won't breathe a word.

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-Thank you.

-It's not something you'd want getting out.

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Especially given the circumstances.

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No. I appreciate that.

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We'll say the same amount tomorrow then, shall we?

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What?

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Well, what would Denise think if she knew where you really were?

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-Never mind Peter.

-Now, hold on a minute.

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I can make it the end of the week, or whenever. I'm easy.

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-You can't do this.

-Just chill, man. Sounds like you're getting off cheap.

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Just the way you like it.

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I'll catch you next time, Ian.

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Well, we was on the phone to the ambulance people,

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but Dad was in there in, like, full action man mode.

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I'm so proud of you three.

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He was the one who chased 'em off. He should get all the glory.

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-That's my sausage.

-It weren't like that.

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Don't be so modest. If you hadn't been there to see them off,

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Lord knows what might've happened.

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-PHONE RINGS

-Sorry, I've still got your phone. It's unknown.

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Shall I answer it?

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Hello?

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I can't imagine what it must've been like.

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I worry about your brother halfway round the world

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-when something like this happens on your own doorstep.

-It's OK.

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-After poor Lucy Beale... makes you think, don't it?

-It's all right.

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At least you're all right. You should get danger money for riding to the rescue.

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-Look at you...

-MUM! Can you please just leave it? Please!

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That was the police. They're round The Albert now.

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Well? What did they say?

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They're going to come here and ask us some questions.

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Fine.

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-Sharon!

-You need to wait here.

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-I just want to talk to her.

-We have to get her up to theatre. It'll be at least a few hours.

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-Sharon, I'm here for you, all right? Sharon!

-Mr Mitchell, please.

-She's in good hands.

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Just let them do what they've got to do.

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Listen, I'm not being funny or anything, all right, but why don't you get off?

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-What, leave you climbing the walls?

-I'm fine, OK?

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Thanks for what you did, but I can deal with this on my own.

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-You're all right, Mick. I've got this.

-What you doing here?

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I thought you could use a mate.

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You better get back. Johnny's really shook up.

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If you need anything, Phil, you just let me know, yeah?

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Get back to your boy, Mick.

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We'd closed up for the night. I'd gone upstairs to get my coat...

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Were the front doors locked?

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-Yeah. I think so. I dunno.

-Can't this wait till the morning? You can see he's shattered.

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It's best if we can get as much detail as possible while it's fresh in your mind.

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It was kind of all over before I knew it, really.

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How many of them were there?

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It was dark.

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Take your time. Try to remember.

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I don't know. Three, maybe.

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What did they look like?

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Uh...it's all a bit of blur. I can't really think straight.

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Maybe tomorrow, eh?

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The sooner we can get a description, the better.

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I didn't see...

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-How about what they were wearing?

-I don't know!

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You must've caught a glimpse...

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I don't know, cos I was upstairs, all right?

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When Sharon was down there, getting battered half to death...

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I sat upstairs and hid.

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I think that's enough for tonight, don't you?

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We'll leave it there for now.

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But we'd better speak to your daughter too, if that's OK?

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Yeah, course. She's downstairs.

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HE SOBS

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I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry.

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-Thought you hated these places.

-I do. But I owe you.

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How you holding up?

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I'm not the one in surgery, am I?

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Still. Must be rough, though.

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Look, Phil, you and Mick, you...

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Do you know what, Sharon is fighting for her life in there,

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-so right now I couldn't give a monkey's about your little secret, OK?

-Yeah. Sorry.

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So what happened at The Albert? Couple of dodgy punters?

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How the hell would I know? I was too busy listening to your life story, weren't I?

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-Oh, so this is my fault?

-No, it's mine.

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What do you mean?

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It's all right, they've gone.

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Mum, I tried. I tried to tell you.

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You didn't have to lie to us.

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I didn't lie! Everybody just assumed.

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Mum, if I could go back...

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We'll have none of that. You did what anyone would've done.

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Yeah. Not Dad or Lee or Nancy.

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No, they would have gone down there and taken 'em all on.

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And who raised the alarm in the first place, eh? You did. That's what matters.

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Yeah, but what if... Mum, what if she dies?

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That is not going to happen, you hear me?

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I wanted to do something... you know, wanted to go down there and help her...

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I know, sausage. I know. It's OK.

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I don't want another Lee to worry about.

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I'd rather my little boy kept himself out of harm's way.

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What does that mean?

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There's no shame in staying out of trouble.

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We both know you've got more sense than to go flying in with your fists.

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-You know, I knew you'd be like this.

-What? What've I said?

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Mum, I left Sharon to die down there, do you not get that?

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She's laid up in that hospital cos of me!

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Pipe down, pipe down, you'll wake the old boy up.

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Now what's the agg?

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Well, go on, then, tell him.

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Tell him how proud we must be to have this coward in the family.

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Johnny...

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You can't blame yourself.

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You weren't to know what was happening.

0:27:400:27:43

-What if she don't make it?

-She will.

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What if she don't?

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Stop worrying about that, and worry about finding

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the low-lifes that did it and making them pay.

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-I can't do that.

-Why?

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Cos I'm the one...

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I'm the one who sent them over there in the first place.

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What?

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They was...

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They was only meant to scare her.

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