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Anything you've got to say to me, you can say it here. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:29 | |
It's just a pint, and we can give Jane a bit of peace and quiet. | 0:00:29 | 0:00:33 | |
I've got to start packing, so... | 0:00:33 | 0:00:35 | |
Mark, you've got plenty of time. Go on, go to the pub. | 0:00:35 | 0:00:38 | |
OK. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:43 | |
But if you start on me like you did Courtney, I'm not going to have it. | 0:00:43 | 0:00:47 | |
So, Dot, I've got the car outside, | 0:00:48 | 0:00:50 | |
and I would really love for you to be at my wedding. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:53 | |
I can't. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:54 | |
It ain't right. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:57 | |
Dot. Why would you say that? | 0:00:57 | 0:00:59 | |
Dot, we've got equality now. Same-sex marriage is legal. | 0:00:59 | 0:01:03 | |
I don't care if it's legal. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:05 | |
A marriage should be between a man and a woman. | 0:01:05 | 0:01:08 | |
I wish you and your... | 0:01:08 | 0:01:10 | |
What's his name? Eddie. | 0:01:10 | 0:01:12 | |
Eddie, yes, all the very best, but I can't be part of it. | 0:01:12 | 0:01:16 | |
Now, I must get this dress out the way. | 0:01:16 | 0:01:20 | |
Have you got time to hang around, just for a little while? | 0:01:20 | 0:01:24 | |
You OK? | 0:01:32 | 0:01:33 | |
Do you think I should have gone to the funeral? | 0:01:33 | 0:01:36 | |
No, you couldn't face it. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:39 | |
Ben will understand. | 0:01:39 | 0:01:41 | |
HE COUGHS | 0:01:54 | 0:01:57 | |
Sorry. | 0:01:57 | 0:01:58 | |
Are you here for the wake? They're not back yet. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
Friend of yours? | 0:02:02 | 0:02:03 | |
Sort of. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
I'm sorry. He looks very young. | 0:02:05 | 0:02:09 | |
He was 20. | 0:02:09 | 0:02:10 | |
Beaten to death for holding his boyfriend's hand. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:13 | |
Sorry, I... | 0:02:15 | 0:02:17 | |
It just gets to me. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:18 | |
I know. | 0:02:18 | 0:02:19 | |
I lived here. Years ago. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
It was a different world. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:25 | |
But I was lucky. I had someone. | 0:02:27 | 0:02:29 | |
Younger than me, mad as a bat, but we had one another. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:35 | |
And we lived through the AIDS crisis, | 0:02:37 | 0:02:40 | |
and the hatred, and everything else. | 0:02:40 | 0:02:42 | |
Of course the world is changing. Changing still. | 0:02:43 | 0:02:48 | |
But there are some people who want to hold it back. | 0:02:49 | 0:02:52 | |
People who want to hate you because they think you're different. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:57 | |
So... | 0:03:04 | 0:03:05 | |
What's this about? | 0:03:06 | 0:03:07 | |
Did your mum ever talk about me? | 0:03:08 | 0:03:11 | |
No. Why would she? | 0:03:12 | 0:03:14 | |
I told you that your mum and me, we didn't like each other. | 0:03:15 | 0:03:20 | |
Truth be told, she hated me, | 0:03:20 | 0:03:22 | |
and, well, and the feeling was mutual. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:25 | |
I'm only saying this because it's probably best | 0:03:27 | 0:03:30 | |
that you don't mention the warehouse to her. | 0:03:30 | 0:03:33 | |
I wasn't planning on telling her. | 0:03:34 | 0:03:36 | |
Is that it? | 0:03:38 | 0:03:39 | |
I'm sorry to keep going on about your mum. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:43 | |
She's probably changed a lot over the years. I know I have. | 0:03:43 | 0:03:47 | |
Your mum and your dad, are they happy? | 0:03:49 | 0:03:53 | |
Yeah, I suppose. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:55 | |
I mean, they're pretty different. | 0:03:57 | 0:03:59 | |
Dad's very calm and Mum's always flaring up. | 0:03:59 | 0:04:04 | |
And which one do you take after? | 0:04:04 | 0:04:07 | |
Mum, I guess. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:09 | |
Dad says I'm too hot-headed for my own good. | 0:04:11 | 0:04:14 | |
You lash out and then repent later? | 0:04:14 | 0:04:16 | |
He's always telling me to calm down. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
The thing is... | 0:04:21 | 0:04:23 | |
He's a really great guy. I wouldn't want any other dad. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:26 | |
Yeah. | 0:04:29 | 0:04:30 | |
Well, you should listen to him. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:33 | |
Being hot-headed... | 0:04:33 | 0:04:35 | |
..only gets you into trouble, trust me. | 0:04:36 | 0:04:39 | |
Sonia, I've made my decision. | 0:04:44 | 0:04:47 | |
You're coming across as homophobic. You do realise that, don't you? | 0:04:47 | 0:04:52 | |
Sonia, what do you believe in? | 0:04:52 | 0:04:55 | |
What do you mean? | 0:04:55 | 0:04:57 | |
Well, what do you stand for? | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
I stand for family... | 0:05:00 | 0:05:02 | |
For doing the right thing... | 0:05:04 | 0:05:05 | |
You was brought up to know what was right and wrong, was you? | 0:05:05 | 0:05:10 | |
Well, the Church says that marriage is between a man and a woman | 0:05:10 | 0:05:15 | |
for the procreation of children, | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
for better for worse, till death do us part. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:20 | |
So you're telling me, if I got married to Tina, you wouldn't come? | 0:05:20 | 0:05:24 | |
Yes. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:26 | |
I couldn't. | 0:05:26 | 0:05:28 | |
Hi, Linda. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
Hey. How was it? | 0:05:38 | 0:05:39 | |
It was awful. Ben was in bits. | 0:05:39 | 0:05:41 | |
How long have they been here? | 0:05:44 | 0:05:46 | |
A while. | 0:05:46 | 0:05:47 | |
I'd best be off. | 0:05:49 | 0:05:51 | |
Takes me ages to pack. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:54 | |
Yeah. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:55 | |
Safe flight. | 0:05:57 | 0:05:59 | |
What have you said to him? | 0:06:06 | 0:06:07 | |
You didn't tell him, did you? | 0:06:07 | 0:06:10 | |
Grant, he's got a good life with good people. | 0:06:10 | 0:06:13 | |
Don't wreck it. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:15 | |
You don't think for one second, do you, | 0:06:15 | 0:06:16 | |
that having me as his dad could be good for him? | 0:06:16 | 0:06:19 | |
What is it with you and not wanting me to have any kids? | 0:06:19 | 0:06:23 | |
Do you ever think about our one? | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
The one you got rid of? Does that ever cross your mind? | 0:06:26 | 0:06:29 | |
Well, it shows the lengths I'll go to protect a child from you. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:33 | |
Well no, I didn't tell him. | 0:06:34 | 0:06:38 | |
Why not? | 0:06:38 | 0:06:40 | |
Because you were right and Jane was wrong. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:45 | |
I would be no good for him. | 0:06:47 | 0:06:49 | |
Jane? | 0:06:49 | 0:06:50 | |
Yeah. Not everyone thinks I'm a villain. | 0:06:50 | 0:06:53 | |
Cheers. | 0:06:57 | 0:06:58 | |
You done good. | 0:07:01 | 0:07:02 | |
I went to pieces. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
It took guts, standing up there, by his coffin. | 0:07:04 | 0:07:08 | |
I'm proud of you. | 0:07:10 | 0:07:12 | |
It helped, you know, having you there. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
Sit down. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:19 | |
We're only going to have this conversation once, all right? | 0:07:22 | 0:07:25 | |
What? | 0:07:25 | 0:07:26 | |
We've got to face facts. | 0:07:28 | 0:07:30 | |
I ain't going to be around for much longer. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
Dad... There's no point us kidding ourselves | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
I'm going to get a new liver or anything. Not now. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:37 | |
Please, all right? I can't take any more today. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:40 | |
All right? | 0:07:43 | 0:07:44 | |
You're back! | 0:07:44 | 0:07:46 | |
Yeah, got back about an hour ago. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:48 | |
I wanted to get to the funeral but the police made me stay, | 0:07:48 | 0:07:50 | |
give a statement. | 0:07:50 | 0:07:51 | |
It's all right. Important thing is you're here now. | 0:07:51 | 0:07:54 | |
I kept telling them I had to get to the crem. | 0:07:54 | 0:07:57 | |
I didn't want you going through it alone. | 0:07:57 | 0:07:59 | |
He weren't alone. | 0:08:00 | 0:08:01 | |
I'm going to get some air. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:05 | |
I've only come back here to get my stuff. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
What? | 0:08:14 | 0:08:15 | |
I hate to do this to you today, mate, | 0:08:16 | 0:08:18 | |
but I can't hack it round here any more. I'm leaving. | 0:08:18 | 0:08:21 | |
I'm not asking you to agree to my marriage, | 0:08:24 | 0:08:27 | |
but it would really mean a lot to me if you were there. | 0:08:27 | 0:08:30 | |
Why? Why is it so important to you? | 0:08:30 | 0:08:33 | |
Because you were the first person who really accepted me. | 0:08:33 | 0:08:36 | |
All of my mates were gay. | 0:08:36 | 0:08:38 | |
You got to know me and you saw beyond the gay stuff. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:42 | |
We lived through it, Dot. Don't you remember? | 0:08:44 | 0:08:48 | |
When you went doolally | 0:08:49 | 0:08:50 | |
because you found out me and Barry were sharing a bed. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:53 | |
And I came over to your flat and had a hanky over my nose | 0:08:53 | 0:08:57 | |
in case I caught anything. | 0:08:57 | 0:08:59 | |
And I had to chase you around the Square, | 0:08:59 | 0:09:01 | |
trying to give you an AIDS leaflet. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:04 | |
I went into the cafe after that and I told them, | 0:09:04 | 0:09:07 | |
you can't catch AIDS off a cup. | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
And after all that, Dot, despite wrestling with your religion, | 0:09:11 | 0:09:15 | |
you became my friend. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
But, you see, my faith - it's what makes me who I am. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:22 | |
I know. | 0:09:22 | 0:09:24 | |
When I told my mum I was gay, she and my dad disowned me. | 0:09:24 | 0:09:28 | |
You cared about me when my own mum refused to. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:32 | |
I never knew - you didn't tell me. | 0:09:32 | 0:09:35 | |
You stood by me. | 0:09:35 | 0:09:36 | |
There are some things we must never forget. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:39 | |
Yes, Col. But a wedding... | 0:09:39 | 0:09:42 | |
I went over to the Vic. | 0:09:42 | 0:09:44 | |
They're mourning a young man over there, | 0:09:44 | 0:09:47 | |
who was beaten to death because he was gay. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:50 | |
I hope you're not saying that I'm like them awful creatures | 0:09:50 | 0:09:52 | |
what did that to young Paul. | 0:09:52 | 0:09:54 | |
No, no, of course not. It's completely different. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:57 | |
But what I would say is that you could make a difference, | 0:09:57 | 0:10:01 | |
in your own way, if you came. | 0:10:01 | 0:10:03 | |
Well, I've got to go. | 0:10:05 | 0:10:07 | |
I've got a wedding to go to, even if you're not going to be there. | 0:10:08 | 0:10:12 | |
If I don't see you later, Dot... | 0:10:15 | 0:10:17 | |
..thank you. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:20 | |
What for? | 0:10:20 | 0:10:21 | |
For being you. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:24 | |
But you're my friend. | 0:10:25 | 0:10:27 | |
I just went round to the house. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:45 | |
Ben said you'd popped out for some fresh air. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:48 | |
Well, you won't find any in here. | 0:10:48 | 0:10:50 | |
So, you come to tell me you're staying? | 0:10:51 | 0:10:53 | |
In your dreams. | 0:10:53 | 0:10:55 | |
But you've told him, though, yeah? | 0:10:55 | 0:10:57 | |
No. | 0:10:57 | 0:10:58 | |
I was going to, but there's no point. | 0:10:58 | 0:11:01 | |
You should hear him banging on about his dad in America. | 0:11:01 | 0:11:04 | |
I can't take that away from him. | 0:11:05 | 0:11:07 | |
Going soft in your old age? | 0:11:07 | 0:11:08 | |
Says the geezer who's just been to his gay son's boyfriend's funeral! | 0:11:08 | 0:11:11 | |
Wasn't anything I said prompted you showing up there, was there? | 0:11:11 | 0:11:15 | |
What are you going to do? | 0:11:17 | 0:11:19 | |
There's nothing for me around here, | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
especially seeing as you're giving up on yourself. | 0:11:22 | 0:11:25 | |
Sharon just had a right old go at me. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:28 | |
It's just as well you're dying. | 0:11:28 | 0:11:30 | |
If you weren't, she'd only end up nagging you into an early grave. | 0:11:30 | 0:11:33 | |
Yeah, well, she's put up with a lot, ain't she, | 0:11:33 | 0:11:37 | |
from both of us? | 0:11:37 | 0:11:40 | |
She ain't done too badly out of it. | 0:11:40 | 0:11:42 | |
This place ain't me any more. | 0:11:44 | 0:11:46 | |
Maybe it never was. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
Sharon, Tiffany... | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
No. It was only ever you and Mum that kept me here. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:56 | |
So, what are you going to do? | 0:11:56 | 0:11:58 | |
Are you going to turn your back on Courtney again? | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
Just walk away from her and Mark. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:02 | |
Courtney will be fine. She's got university. | 0:12:02 | 0:12:04 | |
Grant, it was you that made me get in this suit. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:07 | |
You made me realise my son needed me. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:09 | |
Why can't you see that your kids need you too? | 0:12:09 | 0:12:12 | |
Because I'm a useless dad! | 0:12:12 | 0:12:14 | |
So what? | 0:12:14 | 0:12:15 | |
That's all part of it, ain't it? | 0:12:15 | 0:12:17 | |
And so is seeing your kids grow into something that's better than you. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:21 | |
Since when did you become the wise man of Walford? | 0:12:21 | 0:12:23 | |
I just don't want to see you missing out, that's all. | 0:12:23 | 0:12:27 | |
I could say the same to you, couldn't I? | 0:12:27 | 0:12:30 | |
I mean, you've got everything to live for. | 0:12:30 | 0:12:32 | |
A wife that loves you, a family, a home, | 0:12:32 | 0:12:36 | |
this place... | 0:12:36 | 0:12:37 | |
I mean, what have I got? I've got nothing, it's all gone. | 0:12:37 | 0:12:40 | |
Leave off. You've got plenty stashed away. | 0:12:40 | 0:12:43 | |
Yeah, you keep thinking that. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:46 | |
I'm broke. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:47 | |
Which is all the more reason for me getting out of here | 0:12:47 | 0:12:51 | |
and building myself up again. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:53 | |
Well, you'll do it. | 0:12:55 | 0:12:57 | |
Yeah, I will. | 0:12:57 | 0:12:59 | |
And you know why? | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
Cos I'm a fighter. | 0:13:02 | 0:13:04 | |
Just like you, | 0:13:04 | 0:13:06 | |
just like our old mum. | 0:13:06 | 0:13:08 | |
Now you look at me. | 0:13:10 | 0:13:12 | |
You fight this, you hear me? | 0:13:14 | 0:13:16 | |
That's all I've got. | 0:13:28 | 0:13:30 | |
Go on, take it. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:34 | |
They weren't all bad memories, were they? | 0:13:41 | 0:13:45 | |
No. No, they weren't. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:50 | |
Please, Jay... Take care of yourself, all right? | 0:14:10 | 0:14:13 | |
Listen, wherever we are, we'll always be brothers. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:18 | |
Please stay. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:33 | |
So you just came back to see Ben, is that it? | 0:14:35 | 0:14:37 | |
I don't fit in here. I never really have. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:41 | |
I'm getting you a brandy, | 0:14:50 | 0:14:51 | |
and don't go saying you don't like it, you need one. | 0:14:51 | 0:14:54 | |
I know I do! | 0:14:54 | 0:14:56 | |
At least they knew their son Lawrie was dying. | 0:14:58 | 0:15:02 | |
They were prepared for it. | 0:15:02 | 0:15:03 | |
But this... | 0:15:03 | 0:15:05 | |
Why do bad things always happen to good people? | 0:15:05 | 0:15:07 | |
I mean, holding hands, it's the most innocent thing in the world. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
It should not be something that you get killed for. | 0:15:10 | 0:15:13 | |
She's not said a word since leaving the crem, | 0:15:13 | 0:15:16 | |
and that was only to thank the vicar. | 0:15:16 | 0:15:18 | |
She's dealing with it in her own way. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:20 | |
You should talk to her. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:22 | |
I should mingle, thank people for coming. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:24 | |
You should never have got involved. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:29 | |
He's his father! | 0:15:29 | 0:15:31 | |
If Michelle wanted him to know, she would have told him herself. | 0:15:31 | 0:15:34 | |
Mark should be able to make his own mind up. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:36 | |
He doesn't know anything about Grant! | 0:15:36 | 0:15:38 | |
Is he that evil, Sharon? Really? | 0:15:38 | 0:15:40 | |
I've seen Grant at his best, and I've seen him at his worse. | 0:15:40 | 0:15:44 | |
I really believe Mark is better off never knowing. | 0:15:44 | 0:15:46 | |
All right? | 0:15:48 | 0:15:49 | |
Hi. All right, love? | 0:15:49 | 0:15:51 | |
I lost my headphones, so I bought some in the market. | 0:15:51 | 0:15:54 | |
So, what did Grant want to talk to you about? | 0:15:54 | 0:15:57 | |
From what I could gather, he just wanted to diss my mum. | 0:15:57 | 0:15:59 | |
They must have had a great relationship. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:02 | |
Well, it's all water under the bridge now. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:05 | |
Well, you've said your goodbyes. Need to set off for the airport. | 0:16:05 | 0:16:08 | |
Roads are murder at this time of day. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:10 | |
Yeah. Well, I'll get my stuff. | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
TRAIN RUMBLES | 0:16:21 | 0:16:23 | |
Jay's gone. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:32 | |
So's Grant. | 0:16:33 | 0:16:34 | |
Let's go. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:44 | |
Excuse me? | 0:16:49 | 0:16:50 | |
Excuse me, can we have a bit of hush, please? | 0:16:50 | 0:16:53 | |
Les wants to say a few words. | 0:16:53 | 0:16:55 | |
Thank you. | 0:16:57 | 0:16:58 | |
First of all, thank you all for coming, | 0:16:59 | 0:17:02 | |
and for all the beautiful flowers. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:05 | |
Paul always liked flowers. | 0:17:07 | 0:17:09 | |
Also... | 0:17:09 | 0:17:11 | |
thank you for all the support you've given us | 0:17:11 | 0:17:15 | |
over the past few weeks. | 0:17:15 | 0:17:16 | |
It's been a dark time for Pam and myself, | 0:17:18 | 0:17:23 | |
but your friendship really has meant a lot to us. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:28 | |
Well, that's all I want to say. So, please, eat and drink. | 0:17:30 | 0:17:34 | |
To Paul. To Paul. To Paul. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:38 | |
Ben, we were wondering where you were. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:44 | |
I got caught up with something. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:46 | |
Ben. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:47 | |
What you said at the crematorium... | 0:17:49 | 0:17:51 | |
It was beautiful, really beautiful. | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
He loved you so much. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:57 | |
You made him happy. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:02 | |
Thank you. | 0:18:03 | 0:18:05 | |
Ah, Ben. You just missed my speech. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:11 | |
Oh yes, a very fitting tribute. | 0:18:11 | 0:18:14 | |
Not an ounce of emotion or feeling in it. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:19 | |
I spoke from the heart. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:20 | |
Heart?! | 0:18:20 | 0:18:21 | |
Our Paul is dead, | 0:18:23 | 0:18:25 | |
and all you've done is act like he's any other customer. | 0:18:25 | 0:18:30 | |
You haven't wiped that look off your face all day. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:35 | |
You know what they're doing at the crematorium right now, don't you? | 0:18:36 | 0:18:40 | |
We both know! | 0:18:40 | 0:18:41 | |
Lighting the fire that will burn our Paul into ashes! | 0:18:43 | 0:18:48 | |
And you? | 0:18:50 | 0:18:51 | |
You don't care! | 0:18:53 | 0:18:55 | |
Don't... | 0:18:55 | 0:18:56 | |
Don't you touch me, Mim! | 0:18:56 | 0:18:59 | |
You're just as bad as he is. Making this all about you! | 0:18:59 | 0:19:02 | |
Paul never even used to get a birthday card from you! | 0:19:02 | 0:19:07 | |
Les, comfort her. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:18 | |
SHE SOBS | 0:19:18 | 0:19:24 | |
Courtney, what are you doing here? | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
Waiting for Louise. | 0:19:33 | 0:19:34 | |
I've just been for a walk around, saying goodbye to the old place. | 0:19:34 | 0:19:38 | |
Look, I've just got to go upstairs and get something | 0:19:38 | 0:19:41 | |
and then I'm leaving. | 0:19:41 | 0:19:42 | |
Course you are. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:43 | |
Look, I shouldn't have gone at you like that in the Square. | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
I'm sorry. Whatever. | 0:19:47 | 0:19:49 | |
You know how much you mean to me. | 0:19:56 | 0:19:59 | |
I only ever see you when you want something! | 0:20:01 | 0:20:04 | |
You don't have to go on about how bad a dad I am. I already know that. | 0:20:04 | 0:20:07 | |
And you're probably going to find this hard to believe... | 0:20:07 | 0:20:10 | |
..but you are, and you always have been, my main priority. | 0:20:11 | 0:20:16 | |
You don't make this easy. I'm trying here, OK? | 0:20:18 | 0:20:22 | |
No. Not OK. | 0:20:22 | 0:20:24 | |
I don't want to hear it. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:27 | |
You're my dad. You've tried to bring me up and you've failed. | 0:20:27 | 0:20:31 | |
Just forget about me and move on, | 0:20:31 | 0:20:33 | |
like you do when everything else fails for you. | 0:20:33 | 0:20:35 | |
Because that's what you are, isn't it? A failure. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:38 | |
Yeah, that's it! Walk away! That's what you want, isn't it? | 0:20:40 | 0:20:43 | |
So you can spend the rest of your life telling everybody | 0:20:43 | 0:20:46 | |
that your dad walked out on you! | 0:20:46 | 0:20:47 | |
Wouldn't be the first time. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:49 | |
You know what? I'm sorry. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
You probably deserved a better dad, | 0:20:52 | 0:20:54 | |
but I'm the one that you were given, so live with it! | 0:20:54 | 0:20:58 | |
Do you know, for years all I wanted was a kid | 0:20:59 | 0:21:02 | |
so I could prove that I could be a better dad than the one I was given. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:08 | |
And no matter what you think of me, | 0:21:09 | 0:21:12 | |
I am! | 0:21:12 | 0:21:14 | |
Do you hear me? I am! | 0:21:14 | 0:21:16 | |
Maybe somebody could have brought you up better, | 0:21:18 | 0:21:21 | |
or maybe the mistakes that I made | 0:21:21 | 0:21:25 | |
have made you a stronger person. | 0:21:25 | 0:21:29 | |
Now, I'm going upstairs. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:33 | |
Then I'm going down the Tube station. | 0:21:34 | 0:21:37 | |
I'll be in Portugal if you need me. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:39 | |
And Courtney? | 0:21:42 | 0:21:43 | |
You do need me. | 0:21:44 | 0:21:46 | |
Mim's gone. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:11 | |
You know how easily she takes offence. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:15 | |
You rather be on your own? | 0:22:18 | 0:22:21 | |
You can't face me, can you? | 0:22:21 | 0:22:23 | |
It's not you I can't face... | 0:22:23 | 0:22:26 | |
You've thrown yourself into this funeral as a distraction. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:37 | |
I had to find a way of coping... Of not turning to her... | 0:22:37 | 0:22:42 | |
And I've not... Oh, you've no idea how much I've wanted to... | 0:22:44 | 0:22:50 | |
but I stayed strong...for you. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:53 | |
I've not needed strength, Les. | 0:22:53 | 0:22:56 | |
I've needed my husband...to hold my hand and share my pain... | 0:22:56 | 0:23:00 | |
Oh, I can't do anything right! | 0:23:00 | 0:23:01 | |
Yes, yes, you can... | 0:23:01 | 0:23:03 | |
You brought up Paul right. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:06 | |
You were a dad to him after Lawrie... | 0:23:08 | 0:23:10 | |
You were everything to him. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:14 | |
WE were everything to him. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
Les... | 0:23:18 | 0:23:19 | |
He's my dad...isn't he? | 0:23:45 | 0:23:49 | |
Of course not. | 0:23:49 | 0:23:51 | |
Then why else would Phil call me, saying my dad isn't my dad? | 0:23:51 | 0:23:55 | |
He was probably drunk, Mark... | 0:23:55 | 0:23:57 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:23:57 | 0:23:59 | |
I'm tired of being lied to. | 0:23:59 | 0:24:01 | |
I'm not a kid. | 0:24:01 | 0:24:03 | |
After everything Grant said, | 0:24:03 | 0:24:05 | |
and the fact that everyone goes quiet when I walk into a room... | 0:24:05 | 0:24:09 | |
I just want the truth. | 0:24:11 | 0:24:13 | |
Yeah... | 0:24:16 | 0:24:18 | |
He's your dad. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:19 | |
Let's go. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:30 | |
ENGINE STARTS | 0:24:32 | 0:24:33 | |
Wait. | 0:24:43 | 0:24:45 | |
Mark, don't... | 0:24:45 | 0:24:46 | |
If you let him into your life, he will destroy who you are. | 0:24:46 | 0:24:50 | |
Your mum loves you more than anything else. | 0:24:50 | 0:24:53 | |
Trust her, Mark. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:54 | |
Please. | 0:24:54 | 0:24:55 | |
I suppose you think I'm silly, you know, making such a fuss about | 0:24:58 | 0:25:02 | |
going to that wedding and then changing me mind at the last minute. | 0:25:02 | 0:25:06 | |
Here you are... | 0:25:06 | 0:25:07 | |
I'd never think you were silly. | 0:25:07 | 0:25:09 | |
Everyone's entitled to an opinion, ain't they? | 0:25:09 | 0:25:12 | |
Oh, yeah, well, it's a cause for celebration, so... | 0:25:12 | 0:25:15 | |
..cheers. Cheers. | 0:25:15 | 0:25:17 | |
DOT CHUCKLES | 0:25:17 | 0:25:19 | |
Oh, they looked ever so happy, didn't they? | 0:25:19 | 0:25:22 | |
And Colin, oh, he spoke his vows so beautifully. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:27 | |
Yeah... | 0:25:27 | 0:25:29 | |
You know, I'm ever so sorry... | 0:25:29 | 0:25:31 | |
..that I said I wouldn't go to your wedding. | 0:25:32 | 0:25:35 | |
Because...I would - | 0:25:36 | 0:25:39 | |
cos I love you. | 0:25:39 | 0:25:41 | |
Well, I don't love Tina. | 0:25:42 | 0:25:44 | |
What? | 0:25:45 | 0:25:46 | |
I've been trying to fool myself for ages, | 0:25:46 | 0:25:49 | |
but today has really brought it home to me. | 0:25:49 | 0:25:51 | |
There's nothing there, Dot - we're over. | 0:25:52 | 0:25:55 | |
We can't go on like this. | 0:26:06 | 0:26:07 | |
I want to comfort you... | 0:26:08 | 0:26:10 | |
But I can't be the man you need me to be. | 0:26:12 | 0:26:16 | |
Maybe... | 0:26:16 | 0:26:18 | |
you should be the woman I need you to be. | 0:26:18 | 0:26:20 | |
I think... | 0:26:22 | 0:26:23 | |
I think we both need Christine. | 0:26:25 | 0:26:27 | |
What are you doing here? | 0:26:37 | 0:26:40 | |
Were they just words? | 0:26:40 | 0:26:41 | |
About me being your priority? | 0:26:41 | 0:26:44 | |
No. | 0:26:44 | 0:26:46 | |
I meant every word... | 0:26:46 | 0:26:47 | |
You're my world, Courtney... | 0:26:49 | 0:26:52 | |
You mean everything to me. | 0:26:52 | 0:26:53 | |
I'm bored of uni... | 0:26:55 | 0:26:57 | |
Portugal sounds good. | 0:26:57 | 0:26:59 | |
Oh, I dunno... What about your education? | 0:26:59 | 0:27:02 | |
Plus, I'm a bit strapped for cash right now. | 0:27:02 | 0:27:04 | |
I'm not sure I can run to two tickets. | 0:27:04 | 0:27:07 | |
I can sub you... | 0:27:07 | 0:27:08 | |
I know you're good for it. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:10 | |
You're Grant Mitchell. | 0:27:10 | 0:27:12 | |
Yeah, I am, aren't I? | 0:27:12 | 0:27:14 | |
Guess we'll just have to rob a bank, won't we? | 0:27:16 | 0:27:18 | |
Thanks for today... you really got me through it. | 0:27:25 | 0:27:28 | |
Um... | 0:27:35 | 0:27:38 | |
Dad, what you...said earlier, | 0:27:38 | 0:27:43 | |
about you not being here... | 0:27:43 | 0:27:44 | |
I can't lose you, Dad... | 0:27:45 | 0:27:47 | |
All right, I'm begging you, you've got to get better. | 0:27:49 | 0:27:53 | |
It's not down to me, is it? | 0:27:53 | 0:27:54 | |
Don't... | 0:27:54 | 0:27:55 | |
You'll be OK... I don't want to be OK! | 0:27:58 | 0:28:00 | |
I want you in my life... | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
..shouting at me, winding me up... | 0:28:07 | 0:28:09 | |
So... | 0:28:11 | 0:28:12 | |
I've been thinking and... | 0:28:14 | 0:28:16 | |
..I want you to have my liver. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:23 | |
The case against you is too strong. | 0:29:01 | 0:29:03 | |
It's not a question of whether you'll be found guilty, but when. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:06 | |
I am a gentleman. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:09 | |
I am a gentleman's wife. | 0:29:09 | 0:29:10 | |
Soon to be a gentleman's widow. | 0:29:10 | 0:29:11 |