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My passion in life is football.

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I love tennis.

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But I don't want to just sit and watch my sport...

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I want to be the world number one.

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And I want to be playing in the Premiership.

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We're facing our toughest season yet.

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Can I score enough goals to keep my contract?

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And can I win enough matches to keep my dream alive?

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ADAM AND MJ: This is our story of reaching for the top.

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My name is MJ.

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My number one ambition is to be the greatest tennis player in the world.

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I LOVE tennis.

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If I don't play tennis three days in a row, I feel weird.

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I just feel like I'm not a normal person.

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My ultimate dream is to play at Wimbledon, the home of tennis.

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My house is only 30 minutes down the road

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and has been totally taken over by all my tennis stuff.

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These are my tennis bags.

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These are all my trainers and these are all my medals,

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and I just... Sometimes, when I'm bored, I just listen to this sound.

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MEDALS JINGLE

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This is my trophy cabinet.

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This was my first national I won, so I was really happy about this.

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But it's not just me that loves tennis - there's also my mum.

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I love tennis so much.

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I-I think I love it more than MJ.

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-Mum...

-Yes?

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All the work my mum's gone through

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and how much she's had to do for me to get here motivates me.

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I'm Adam.

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I'm 11 years old and I play for Stoke City Under-12s.

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My team-mates call me Ports.

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I've been a Stoke fan since I was born, really,

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and it's all I ever wanted to do.

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My dream is to play for Stoke at their home stadium

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in front of thousands of people.

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My house is just round the corner.

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This is my dad, and there's my mum and sister, Molly.

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They have to put up with a lot of football.

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We have two TVs because all I do and all my dad does is watch football,

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and because me mum and me sister don't really like football.

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They're sick of watching me anyway,

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so they go in there and they watch...whatever they watch.

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If you haven't guessed it, I'm absolutely OBSESSED with football.

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-SUPPORTERS SING

-It's Saturday.

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Stoke are about to kick off against Hull and I'm on a bus with Dad

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and me grandad.

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'All of us are season ticket holders and we try never to miss a game.

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'We're a noisy bunch.'

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# ..Go marching in Oh, when the Reds go marching in

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# I want to be in that number when the Reds... #

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It's really good fun seeing the first team.

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I could be playing on that pitch one day.

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'Adam Porter on the ball.

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'He's past one, he's past two,

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'shoots, what a goal!

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'That's 1-0 Stoke City.'

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All that's a long way off.

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This year, my goal's to play well enough to get my contract renewed.

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I'm a massive tennis fan.

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Every year, I go to Wimbledon, where all the biggest tennis stars

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in the world come to compete.

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One of the charities that helps me has given us special passes

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so we can go onto Centre Court before anyone else.

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It'll be nice to see myself here one day, just looking back

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at the videos and saying, "Oh, I just won Wimbledon."

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It's amazing to be able to touch the grass on Centre Court.

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I want to pull one of them off.

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It's overwhelming, but in a strange way,

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I feel like I belong here.

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CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

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Before the matches start, I want to try and get a picture of some

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of my heroes, so my mum and I are waiting by the practice courts.

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The player I REALLY want to meet is Serena Williams.

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She's the best female tennis player in the world.

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-MJ GASPS

-Here's Serena!

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-Hi, can I have a picture?

-Sure.

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Oh, my days!

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Good luck today.

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MJ HYPERVENTILATES

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Andy, Andy!

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Oh, my days, oh, my days!

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'Wow, that's Andy Murray, Britain's best tennis player!'

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He won Wimbledon.

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-This is so amazing.

-There you are.

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I think that YOU have to calm down, Mum. All you do is scream!

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You should've seen your face when you were taking the photo.

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You were like...

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Today has been so inspiring, but I know

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if I want to play at Wimbledon someday, I have to win matches now.

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And the biggest tournament is coming up at the end of the season.

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I'm starting a new season at Stoke Football Academy.

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A football academy is a special school that takes the most

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talented kids and teaches us to become professional footballers.

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So if I want to get to the top, I've got to make sure

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I keep my place here, but it's never guaranteed.

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We have a review every six weeks just to see how you're doing,

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what you can improve on, but the big review's in April.

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And that's where you're told whether you'll be kept on at the club.

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If I want to keep my place at Stoke,

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I'm going to have to work really hard.

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This is what I do.

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I train seven days a week and even take a full day off school

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every Thursday to spend at the academy.

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Well caught. Well done.

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We come out of school to predominantly play football,

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but while we're here, we do schoolwork.

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It's education, so we know it's got to come first,

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but, really, we just want to play football.

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Back on the pitch, we have a practice match

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and then do some training drills.

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This is the bit I love the most.

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By the time I've done all my drills, I've kicked a ball over 2,000 times.

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But there's more to training than just kicking a ball.

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We study football psychology and match tactics.

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Into the gym for some strength and conditioning.

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The day's not over yet.

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We watch old matches to work out where we can improve.

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I had a good game, I think.

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If you ever get tired,

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you've got to think about what you're doing it for.

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To become a professional footballer is the main goal.

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That makes you do your best.

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If I'm going to be ready for this tournament,

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I've got to train really hard as well.

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-Are you ready?

-Yes.

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Put your trainers on.

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Every day, I get up at 5am and have my breakfast in the car.

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Everything's always such a rush.

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I go for a 15-minute run.

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Unlike Adam, I don't have a big team behind me.

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I have one person who masterminds all of my training -

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that's my mum!

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OK, sprint, sprint, sprint!

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-'It's like her full-time job.'

-Good girl!

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What's next?

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Oh, yeah, ball training.

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Then more fitness training.

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Up, up, up, up, up, up!

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Yeah, it is as painful as it looks.

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Then I play with the local tennis pro.

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This is all before school.

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And back home to get changed...

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second breakfast...

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Let's go!

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..then finally off to school.

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Oh, no, I'm late again!

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SCHOOL BELL RINGS

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After school, I always do some sort of training.

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Today, it's with some of the best junior tennis players

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in the country.

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Go! Hup, change direction. One point for you, MJ.

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I want you to exaggerate on the finish, MJ. That's it.

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Come on, exaggerate. Good.

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By the end of the day, I've hit a tennis ball over 600 times.

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I'm feeling quite tired, but my day's been very, very good.

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OK, let's go and eat now.

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'As you can see, my training is exhausting.

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'But when I DO get some time off, I like to hang out

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'with my friends from school.

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'Today, we're at Alisha's house.'

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So do you find it hard sometimes when you miss school and stuff?

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Yeah, cos I missed out a lot, didn't I? Like, trips.

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Yeah, you missed our trip to the art museum. You missed that.

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Yeah. I sacrifice my time with my family, friends...

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It was such a shame that you didn't get to come to my sleepover.

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I really wanted you to be there.

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I was in Romania for ten days and I hated it.

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On the last three days, I hated it cos I missed England so much.

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Does it sometimes just get boring, like, doing all this tennis?

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Well, if there's parties and stuff, it can really hurt.

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Although this is a crucial time for my football, I have to remember

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I still have to keep up with my schoolwork.

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Should we put something about that?

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I try to keep my football life and my school life separate.

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I don't want it to sound like I'm showing off.

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I don't particularly like talking about Stoke just in case

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I do get any people that don't really like me for it.

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Ah, yeah, cheers, mate.

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'At school, if I ever get tackled or anything or I lose the ball,'

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they just take the mick.

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I learn to let it go and I laugh with them, really.

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'But, if I'm being honest, it is a challenge

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'managing football and school.

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'So I'm meeting up with my friend Josh,

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'because he's the one person I talk to about how difficult it all is.

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'Whilst playing a football game, of course.'

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Are you coming out...?

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Erm, no, I've got training in the morning and, erm...

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..got to get some rest.

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-(Yes!)

-How are you beating me?

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-Just scored two goals with Messi.

-Oh, God.

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Cos my mates don't have the commitments that probably I do,

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they go to parties, they go to youth club,

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they can meet up more together.

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Yes, yes, yes, yes!

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Ah, he's coming straight through us.

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When I get in school in the morning, all my friends are talking about

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what happened last night

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and it's almost like you're always catching up on what's happened.

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10-9. Close.

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Do you ever wish, like, you could hang around more

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and come out a bit more?

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Yeah, I do miss it a bit.

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What a goal!

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'But there's no time to worry about that now.'

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The season is under way.

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I play matches in Manchester, Derby, Birmingham, even Spain,

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but I still haven't scored a goal.

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It's getting closer to our contract review day,

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so it's a nervous time for me and my team-mates.

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What do you think's going to happen at your review?

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Have you done anything to do with your targets?

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Yeah, I've worked on some footwork.

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Port, what do you think you've done well?

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I started checking my shoulders more, I know that.

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-Hasn't changed one bit, though, has it?

-Thanks(!)

-Jokes!

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It does become a bit more tense between the team because, obviously,

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'everybody's fighting for a contract and not everybody can stay on.'

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Best and worst part of football, if I'm honest.

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The best bit, telling a boy he's got a contract, it's fantastic.

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You see the smile on their face.

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You see the smile on the parents' faces.

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It's a great feeling for a coach. But then the flip side of that,

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to tell them there's no contract there, it's very difficult.

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It's probably the worst part of being a coach because,

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almost, you're bringing a boy's world crashing down.

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When somebody does leave, it's almost like you're losing a brother,

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because you spend so much time with everybody,

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it's just a hole that's been left.

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It always keeps you on your toes

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because you don't want to be the person that gets released.

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At the start of my season, I play in Scotland, Huddersfield and Leeds,

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then Russia, Czech Republic, Spain, Romania and France.

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But I still have my biggest tournament coming up.

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The season is going well, but my mum is really worried about money.

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It is very expensive.

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The cost is travelling for tournaments, booking hotels...

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you have to pay for one-to-one coaching.

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It's even harder for my mum because she's doing it all on her own.

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My dad died three years ago and even then I was playing tennis.

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I didn't know what I was doing because of how upset I was.

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-Do you still want to be a tennis player?

-Mm-hm.

-Yeah.

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So you've got to work very hard.

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But we do get a bit of help from the LTA, the Lawn Tennis Association.

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They're the people in charge of British tennis,

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but they only fund me if I keep doing well in tournaments.

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That's a lot of pressure.

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And it's done.

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-You know how important this year is.

-Mm-hm.

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This is a time where most girls, they just wake up and say,

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"I don't want to play."

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So it will either make you or break you, so it is very, very important.

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The LTA is going to check you out.

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-They don't even give you funding or anything.

-Really?

-No. They don't.

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With all the focus on my tennis, things are starting to

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get on top of me, and keeping up with my schoolwork is a struggle.

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I do my homework if I can, if I'm not too tired.

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I get work done slowly,

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I lose books because of my tennis.

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I may say to myself,

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"Oh, this is getting too tough, I want to stop,"

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but I know that I really want to carry on playing tennis.

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No matter how hard it gets, I just try my best.

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It's not just me that makes sacrifices, it's also my family.

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My whole family revolves around me, in a way.

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My dad gives up a lot and he has to leave work early.

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My mum works. She has to give up things.

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My whole family, really, doesn't really have a proper social life.

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Are you going to come to the match on Sunday, to watch Adam?

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-Yeah.

-Yeah? We're going to have to get up really early.

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Our lives, really,

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are based around what's happening at the academy, where he has

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got to be, the amount of sleep he's getting,

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what he's eating, when he's eating...

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So we fit in with him.

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My mum's right. I'm really lucky with my parents.

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My dad is always having to wait around in the car.

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It is a massive challenge.

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I've seen lads come in for trials

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and the coaches have gone to their parents,

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"We want your child Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, Sunday,"

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and the parents have just turned round and said, "No, I can't do it."

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So that stops that child having that opportunity to go

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and play in the academy.

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My place at the academy is never guaranteed.

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I'm constantly being assessed by the coaches to see if I deserve to stay.

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If ever a time came when he was released from the academy,

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then I think he would find it really, really hard,

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because this is what he has known since he was five years old.

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He's not used to any other kind of lifestyle,

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so I think he'd find it really, really devastating.

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You're not even...

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Ah, right, this is the nightmare of kids' football -

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the ball gets stuck under the car.

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'It's true. I can't imagine not playing for Stoke.

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'I know I've got to improve parts of my game

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'if I'm going to keep my place.

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'Final review day's in six weeks' time, and that's when

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'I find out if I get another contract.'

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I am a bit nervous.

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I still think maybe I can tackle a bit more...maybe.

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-Need to score some goals.

-Yeah, I know.

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Practice, practice, practice.

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Oh, Dad! You always say that!

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I've come to the LTA for some extra training

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because the big tournament is only weeks away.

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I'm feeling really nervous, but my mum has a surprise for me,

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to give me a boost.

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Mama, why did we come here so early?

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-You've got to meet someone.

-Who?

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It's Judy Murray.

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-You're lying to me.

-I'm not!

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-Morning. How are you?

-I'm good.

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-Well...

-'If you don't know, Judy Murray is Andy Murray's mum

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'and she's been on Strictly.

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'She's also one of Britain's top tennis coaches.'

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Last night, my mum told me,

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if you were to choose somebody, who would you choose to see?

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And I said, "The Murrays," and then it came true and I'm meeting you.

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Ah, that's nice! Well, it's great fun for me to meet you as well

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because I was hearing that you're doing very well with your tennis.

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What's your best shot?

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I'd say my forehand attacking is my ultimate best, but...

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'Judy gave me loads of advice on how to improve my game

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'and I made sure I took in every word.'

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The important thing, I think, at your age,

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is to experiment with lots of different kind of shots.

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-Thank you very much.

-You're welcome.

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-Five.

-Thank you.

-Five, Mum.

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I don't know if I'm more excited now or before.

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After meeting her or before meeting her, I just don't know.

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Meeting Judy Murray was an incredible experience,

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and now I feel really fired up for my tournament.

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Back at the academy, we're training hard.

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On the way back to the dressing room, my coach tells me

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I have the chance to meet my hero - Stoke's captain, Ryan Shawcross.

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So what do you think players like me

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should expect in the years to come, to become a professional footballer?

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The main thing, when you're a young lad like yourself,

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is to enjoy it, and then if you come into a good club like Stoke City,

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there's obviously the facilities here to turn into a top player.

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So, if you're good enough, you'll get a chance.

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You've just got to work hard in training and hopefully improve,

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and then, as long as you enjoy it, that's the main thing.

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-Good luck in your career. Hopefully...

-Thank you.

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-..I'll retire in a couple of years and you take my place.

-Thank you.

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It was a great experience getting so close to somebody like Ryan.

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He's really good.

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It was great to meet my hero, but now it's time to focus,

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cos I've got a match tomorrow.

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'I still have to earn my place at the club and I'm running

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'out of chances to impress the coaches before the final review.'

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-Here you go.

-Cheers.

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I'm sure you've got more than me!

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'Tomorrow's game is against Nottingham Forest.

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'They're a good team and this is a vital match for me

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'to impress the coaches.'

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It should be a close game tomorrow, really.

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-Last few games have been close, haven't they?

-Mm.

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-Quite a big, physical team, aren't they?

-Oh, I don't know,

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they are good on the ball as well.

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'I do have certain rituals.

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'I've just had my chicken and pasta,'

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which is my night before match meal that I have every week.

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The other thing I do is packing my bag that I would take to the game.

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My towel, shin pads and a spare pair, just in case.

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Here's my rain jacket.

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Boots... So, that's my bag ready.

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In the morning of the game, I usually have a bagel

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and then some fruit for my breakfast.

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I had it one week and I played really well,

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so I kind of stuck with it.

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And then I always watch Match Of The Day.

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It kind of gets you into that football brain for the game.

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As soon as I get into the car, I put my headphones on.

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I start to visualise the match.

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I think through everything I've learnt in my training.

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I know how important this match is.

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A good performance here could mean securing my future at the club.

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I NEED to score a goal.

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In the changing room, the whole team stays focused.

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'Just before we go out, the coach offers some final

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-'words of encouragement.'

-Work hard.

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You don't get nothing in this life if you don't work hard on it.

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TEAM: Go!

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-The whistle goes.

-WHISTLE BLOWS

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My whole family's come down to watch.

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Both teams get off to a good start.

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We go tackle for tackle, pass for pass, shot for shot,

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but no-one breaks the deadlock.

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Every moment that passes makes me more anxious to impress.

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I have to do my best.

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Finally, I get a free kick near their goal.

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I saw an opportunity, so I took it quickly.

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I waited to cross the box

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and Jordan got on the end of it to score our first goal.

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Well done, Ports, quick thinking!

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Forest fight hard to get back into the match.

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We need another goal to give us some breathing space.

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We get another free kick.

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Everyone can feel the tension.

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Well, not everyone.

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I whip in another curling right foot.

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It bounces off the keeper and Tom finishes it off.

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We score another goal!

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APPLAUSE

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It feels great because the team is doing well.

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But time is almost running out and I still haven't scored a goal.

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We may be two goals up, but I still have a point to prove.

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With five minutes to go, I get my chance.

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It felt like the entire season rested on this one opportunity.

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I smash a sweet right foot...

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Goal!

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Right in the top left-hand corner.

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It's the most incredible feeling.

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APPLAUSE

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FINAL WHISTLE BLOWS

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I've given it absolutely everything.

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Played well. So, hopefully, I've impressed.

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Well done. Played well, mate.

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'But have I done enough to get my contract renewed?'

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I'm here in Sheffield for one of the biggest junior

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tournaments of the season.

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I have to do well to keep my funding which allows me

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to carry on playing tennis.

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I've moved up an age group,

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so some of these girls are almost two years older than me.

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I just HAVE to do well.

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They are big girls and they hit hard.

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That is why you train hard nowadays and I am so proud of you.

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So I just want you, when you're on court, to relax,

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take one point at a time.

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OK? Let's go.

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I get off to a bad start and Caitlin takes the lead in the first set.

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I'm feeling the pressure.

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When I went 2-0 down, I was just like, "What am I doing?!"

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When I got to 2-all, I was like, "I have this."

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Then I went 3-2 down, I was like, "No!"

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And then I went 3-all and I was like, "Yes, I have this!"

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I went 4-3 down, I was like, "No!"

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Then I went 4-all and I said, "Yes, I have this!"

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And then I got 5-4 and I was like, "Yes, I have this!"

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And then 6-4 and I was like, "Yes, I got the set!"

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She has won the first set 6-4.

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After a shaky start, I'm on a roll.

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I comfortably win the second set and I'm through to round two.

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Well played. Oh, nice finish.

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Well done, baby. Well done. Mwah!

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It feels great to be through to the next round,

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but my mum wants to talk to me about something important.

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I am thinking about taking you out of school.

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When you finish year 6, you can't balance school and...

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-Tennis at the same time.

-..and tennis at the same time.

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I don't know what to say.

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I'm not sure what to do.

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I love tennis, but do I really want to give up school

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and all my friends?

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So before my next match, I meet up with Kylie,

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one of my friends on the tour, to talk about it.

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I know she'll understand.

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I train every morning and some evenings,

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and it's, like, kind of hard to get to school every day.

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The teachers and the headmaster kept e-mailing my mum

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-and everything, so it was like, can't keep missing this.

-Yeah.

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In my old school, I had to miss lessons, but now, at private school,

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I can get out of lessons and I don't feel like I'm missing school.

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'I win the next two matches and get through to the quarterfinals...'

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Yes!

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'..only to find out that means I'm playing Kylie.'

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Can you believe we're playing each other today?

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It doesn't feel right.

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We're friends off court and in doubles

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but I really want to win, so I probably won't hold back.

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Neither will I.

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I'll still be friends with you, no matter what.

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-OK.

-Hug.

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I can't reach!

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But now we have to put our friendship aside.

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This is an important tournament for both of us.

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Neither of us want to lose.

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The quarterfinal gets off to a bad start.

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Kylie was my toughest rival last year and has been playing at this

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level for a year longer than me, and today she's playing amazingly.

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I try everything to beat her but my frustration gets the better of me.

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And in tennis, if you lose your focus,

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it makes it so much harder to win.

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Kylie beats me in straight sets and I am heartbroken.

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Getting knocked out at this stage makes me realise

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I am not at the level I want to be.

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If I don't win tournaments, I may lose my funding.

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I have a lot of decisions to make about my future.

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Oh, baby girl!

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Today's the day that could either be the best or the worst of the year.

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Will I be able to stay in the academy and continue on the road

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to the Premier League?

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-Hi, Ports, you ready?

-Yes.

-Come on then, upstairs.

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I've been called in to the coach's office for my final review.

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I just hope I've done enough to keep my place.

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OK, so we'll just have a brief recap of the season.

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Look at your objectives here for the Burton Albion game.

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Not one of the best of games, against Burton.

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Nottingham Forest game, scored really highly.

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'My coach goes through all my matches,

0:26:100:26:13

'telling me where I can improve, but all I want to know is...

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'have I got a contract?'

0:26:160:26:18

Having said all that,

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we'd like to extend your contract for the next two years. OK?

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You've done fantastically well. You've justified it.

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The club thinks a lot of you.

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Happy with how things are progressing. Keep it up.

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Have a good preseason and come back fighting fit

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-and ready to do well again.

-Yeah.

-OK? Good lad. Well done.

-Cheers.

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'It's been a couple of weeks since I lost to Kylie, but my mum and I have

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'made a decision about my future, and I've come to tell my friends.'

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-So how are you guys finding school? Enjoying it?

-Yeah.

-Not really.

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Well, I really love mine. What about you, MJ?

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Actually, I'm not going to secondary school,

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-I'm actually getting home-schooled.

-Really?

-Really?

-Yes.

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It helps me because I can go abroad with my work

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and I can play tennis in the mornings and stuff.

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The reason why I'm doing home schooling is

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cos I want to take my tennis to the next level

0:27:040:27:06

and I want to become a better Serena Williams.

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Who teaches you? Is it your mum or...?

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Who is it that, like, is your tutor?

0:27:130:27:15

It's my mum and two other boys' mum.

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If you're being home-schooled,

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does that mean we're not going to see you?

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Actually, we can see each other a lot more.

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ALL: Whoo!

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It's been a really tough but great season for me,

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and I didn't do as well as I wanted in the tournament, so me

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and my mum have decided that home schooling's the best thing for me.

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So I hope next season's going to be even better.

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This last season's been exhausting, but it's been a great season

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and I've got a new contract,

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so now I'm going to work twice as hard next year

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and hopefully get a contract at the end of next year.

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