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A violent night in Chicago, nine people shot in five hours. | 0:00:04 | 0:00:08 | |
-One person died. -Gregory Robinson is the 28th Chicago public school student killed this school year. | 0:00:08 | 0:00:12 | |
A number of Americans killed in Iraq and Afghanistan. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:17 | |
It is another sign of the times. | 0:00:17 | 0:00:20 | |
Members of CeaseFire were also at today's memorial service hoping to stop any thoughts | 0:00:20 | 0:00:24 | |
of retaliation for Greg's murder. | 0:00:24 | 0:00:26 | |
12- and 13-year-olds are walking around with bullet-proof vests on | 0:00:26 | 0:00:30 | |
under their clothes. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:32 | |
All right, everybody that is in the meeting, this is serious now, OK? | 0:01:21 | 0:01:26 | |
We are in a crisis mode - | 0:01:26 | 0:01:28 | |
we need people to step up from this table and go over and beyond. | 0:01:28 | 0:01:32 | |
Guys are getting killed for just anything. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:34 | |
Have there been any conflicts mediated on the front end | 0:01:34 | 0:01:37 | |
from last week to this week? | 0:01:37 | 0:01:40 | |
Two guys was arguing. | 0:01:40 | 0:01:41 | |
One guy threatened to blow the other guy's wig back. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:44 | |
I got him to calm down, tell him that he didn't shoot you, | 0:01:44 | 0:01:47 | |
he was just talking. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:48 | |
-We stopped that one on the front end. -I had the dirty dozen at the table. | 0:01:48 | 0:01:53 | |
We've always had outreach workers, | 0:01:53 | 0:01:55 | |
but the violence was not going down at that point. | 0:01:55 | 0:01:57 | |
'So in the year 2004, | 0:01:57 | 0:01:58 | |
'we began a new concept called the Violence Interrupters. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
'Most of the Violence Interrupters come from the hierarchy in some of these gangs. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:06 | |
'You can't get anyone coming and telling a guy to put his gun down.' | 0:02:06 | 0:02:10 | |
'The Violence Interrupters have one goal in mind - to stop killings. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:18 | |
'They're not trying to dismantle gangs. | 0:02:18 | 0:02:20 | |
'What they're trying to do is save a life.' | 0:02:20 | 0:02:24 | |
After what happened the week and a half ago, | 0:02:51 | 0:02:54 | |
nobody's been changed, nobody's come through shooting. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:57 | |
-What happened? -We actually have an incident right here. | 0:02:57 | 0:03:01 | |
By the time we got out there, the fight had just ended. | 0:03:04 | 0:03:08 | |
The cops pulled up and pulled off. Y'all missed that shit. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:11 | |
The cops pulled up and they left. They're scared. | 0:03:11 | 0:03:14 | |
They're scared of the community. | 0:03:14 | 0:03:15 | |
One group of guys said that the young man threatened... | 0:03:15 | 0:03:19 | |
that he had a gun and that was going to kill him. | 0:03:19 | 0:03:23 | |
So he started fighting | 0:03:23 | 0:03:25 | |
and ended up getting his teeth knocked out. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
He needs to go to the doctor. | 0:03:27 | 0:03:28 | |
You want to go to the emergency room? | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
HE MOANS Come on. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:33 | |
'Cobe got him off medication. I asked him to take him to the hospital.' | 0:03:33 | 0:03:36 | |
You bitch-ass dicks! | 0:03:38 | 0:03:40 | |
'The block got quiet, and I'm looking down the street, | 0:03:42 | 0:03:47 | |
'and here comes the sisters of the guy that got his tooth knocked out. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:50 | |
'They came to defend their brother's honour. | 0:03:50 | 0:03:54 | |
'With a butcher's knife.' | 0:03:54 | 0:03:57 | |
SHOUTING | 0:03:57 | 0:03:58 | |
'The sister calls one of the guys a bitch-ass, punk-ass. | 0:04:01 | 0:04:05 | |
'A little four- or five year-old baby was doing the same thing.' | 0:04:05 | 0:04:09 | |
I'm going to knock your bitch-ass out. Run off then! Run off then! | 0:04:09 | 0:04:13 | |
Why you talking to my sister like this? | 0:04:13 | 0:04:15 | |
Your whole family is down here! | 0:04:15 | 0:04:18 | |
You're respecting yourself. She ain't respecting herself. | 0:04:21 | 0:04:24 | |
'The story about sticks and stones may break your bones | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
'but words can never heard you...' | 0:04:31 | 0:04:32 | |
words can get you killed. | 0:04:32 | 0:04:36 | |
'All of a sudden, the sister ran up with a piece of concrete.' | 0:04:36 | 0:04:39 | |
SHOUTING | 0:04:42 | 0:04:44 | |
'One of the girls was about to stab one of the guys.' | 0:04:48 | 0:04:51 | |
SHOUTING | 0:04:51 | 0:04:53 | |
Get the fuck out of here! | 0:04:55 | 0:04:57 | |
'Her cousin picked up the butcher's knife.' | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
She's got a fucking knife! | 0:05:04 | 0:05:06 | |
SHOUTING | 0:05:06 | 0:05:08 | |
'Dee was in the heat of the moment. That adrenaline was still going. | 0:05:11 | 0:05:14 | |
' "I'm going to get them, I'm going to get them back." ' | 0:05:14 | 0:05:18 | |
83rd and Walcott. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:19 | |
'I picked up Dee and I said, "You need to get off the block for a minute." ' | 0:05:19 | 0:05:23 | |
He was out of line, he was out of pocket, he was very disrespectful. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:27 | |
And I know how many people I got out here that's willing to take him to the dentist. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:31 | |
We're going to do all this and that. | 0:05:31 | 0:05:33 | |
'His family kept calling him. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:36 | |
' "What's taking you so long? | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
' "So we can come back over and set that block off." | 0:05:38 | 0:05:40 | |
'If his family would have come to get him,' | 0:05:40 | 0:05:43 | |
maybe there would have been a death behind it. | 0:05:43 | 0:05:45 | |
-I know you got some damn fools up there. -Yeah. -About you. | 0:05:45 | 0:05:49 | |
About you. | 0:05:49 | 0:05:51 | |
-I know you just come home. -Yeah. -You know what I'm saying? | 0:05:51 | 0:05:54 | |
You ain't got no problem in going back. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:57 | |
I saw that you was walking away to defend you and your family, | 0:05:57 | 0:06:00 | |
and I really, man, I thank you. | 0:06:00 | 0:06:04 | |
I mean, for real. That is what gangsta is about right there. | 0:06:04 | 0:06:08 | |
-I definitely don't want to go back. -You were that gangsta. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:11 | |
He can throw a jab like Joe Frazier. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:17 | |
'I took him over to his cousin's house. | 0:06:18 | 0:06:21 | |
'We were talking about how he got hit, and he tumbled over.' | 0:06:21 | 0:06:26 | |
Like a cartoon character - "Woo." | 0:06:26 | 0:06:30 | |
'So, if you get them to laugh at themselves, | 0:06:30 | 0:06:33 | |
'give them a moment to pause, to think about | 0:06:33 | 0:06:36 | |
'really how crazy and funny it was.' | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
Find that soft spot in that person - not weak, | 0:06:40 | 0:06:45 | |
but soft spot and you just ride on that. | 0:06:45 | 0:06:48 | |
'Ameena Matthews as an Interrupter, she's a golden girl. | 0:06:48 | 0:06:53 | |
'She gets in where a lot of guys can't get in. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:55 | |
'She knows that at all to these high-risk young men.' | 0:06:55 | 0:06:57 | |
A lot of guys that I know that have a lot of murder | 0:06:57 | 0:07:00 | |
in their background, they respect her. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:01 | |
'The life that I live, being in shoot-outs, | 0:07:01 | 0:07:05 | |
'looking at the Devil face to face,' | 0:07:05 | 0:07:09 | |
and I look at my sisters and brothers today, | 0:07:09 | 0:07:12 | |
you know, that was once me. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
Her father was Jeff Fort, one of the biggest gang leaders | 0:07:15 | 0:07:19 | |
in the history of Chicago, outside of Al Capone. | 0:07:19 | 0:07:22 | |
Fort is serving a life sentence for allegedly conspiring | 0:07:22 | 0:07:24 | |
with the Libyans to commit acts of terrorism here in the US. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:27 | |
We've got police in here. | 0:07:27 | 0:07:30 | |
There is not going to be any killing without killing. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
Jeff Fort stood up against the police. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
He was definitely a feared and very revered man in his community. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:37 | |
But she never lived off that name. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:40 | |
Ameena made her own name on the streets. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:42 | |
Growing up, it wasn't his influence | 0:07:42 | 0:07:46 | |
that influenced me to do anything. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:49 | |
My dad was not there. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:52 | |
When I was conceived, he was 16 years old. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:55 | |
So when I got older, I was in a mob with a bunch of guys | 0:07:55 | 0:07:59 | |
and I was the only female. | 0:07:59 | 0:08:01 | |
I was the lieutenant. I took care of the business. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:04 | |
It was drug selling, hustling, | 0:08:04 | 0:08:07 | |
you know, one crew was on the pip and tip, | 0:08:07 | 0:08:10 | |
one crew was on the stick-up tip. | 0:08:10 | 0:08:13 | |
Drugs, guns, party, fun. That was it. | 0:08:14 | 0:08:18 | |
My dad wasn't around and when he got wind | 0:08:22 | 0:08:25 | |
that I was a part of that team, | 0:08:25 | 0:08:28 | |
he was kind of hurt. | 0:08:28 | 0:08:30 | |
But he couldn't be too hurt, | 0:08:30 | 0:08:32 | |
because look at what precedent that he started. | 0:08:32 | 0:08:36 | |
-CeaseFire! -CeaseFire! -CeaseFire! -CeaseFire! | 0:08:36 | 0:08:40 | |
-Stop the shooting! -Stop the shooting! -Stop the killing! -Stop the killing! | 0:08:40 | 0:08:44 | |
-I said stop it right now. -Stop it right now. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:46 | |
Your man got shot 22 times. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:49 | |
13 years old. That is sad. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:53 | |
This is a state of emergency. This is what the war zone looks like. | 0:08:53 | 0:08:58 | |
We are sick and tired of our babies being killed. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:02 | |
This man here lost a son. | 0:09:02 | 0:09:05 | |
We can't be quiet no more. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:08 | |
My son has been killed right here. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:11 | |
We're standing right here with cameras where my son was slayed. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:13 | |
Come on now. I don't think that's right. We can do this someway else. | 0:09:13 | 0:09:17 | |
I have to sit here and try and think of something to say to you guys. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:20 | |
Who does that? | 0:09:20 | 0:09:22 | |
Is there still a code of silence in the neighbourhood, | 0:09:22 | 0:09:26 | |
that people aren't coming forward? | 0:09:26 | 0:09:27 | |
I can't walk around and go to people's houses and say, "Who killed my son?" | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
I'm not a police officer and I'm not a doctor. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:35 | |
I don't know how many times my son...they tell me 22 times - | 0:09:35 | 0:09:37 | |
I don't know many times my son has been shot. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:40 | |
Somebody in the background is saying 22. Are you a doctor, baby? | 0:09:40 | 0:09:43 | |
-I'm just IT...that's what the doctor told me. -That puts you there. | 0:09:43 | 0:09:46 | |
That's my son, you didn't make him. You is IT. | 0:09:46 | 0:09:49 | |
-We're going to move this on now. -What you mean, you don't give what? | 0:09:50 | 0:09:54 | |
..Words encouragement to the family. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:56 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:10:06 | 0:10:08 | |
We just had another homicide. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:14 | |
That's not why we're marching. | 0:10:14 | 0:10:17 | |
Another homicide. It's a war zone and an epidemic. | 0:10:17 | 0:10:20 | |
People, we must come together. | 0:10:20 | 0:10:22 | |
POLICE RADIO | 0:10:23 | 0:10:25 | |
He was sticking people up. | 0:10:25 | 0:10:27 | |
The guy's caught him in a walkway. | 0:10:27 | 0:10:30 | |
You know we've got some guys up on the next block? | 0:10:30 | 0:10:34 | |
That ain't going to be no retaliation from you. | 0:10:34 | 0:10:37 | |
HE MUMBLES It's just so crazy, man. | 0:10:37 | 0:10:41 | |
It's like every time you come outside, somebody's getting killed. | 0:10:41 | 0:10:43 | |
I don't know what this world's coming to. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:48 | |
We've got to be out here, man. Before things happen. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:53 | |
'All my life, I knew right from wrong. | 0:10:53 | 0:10:56 | |
'I knew, if I do this, I get in trouble. | 0:10:56 | 0:10:58 | |
'But, you know, at the time, I just didn't care, though.' | 0:10:58 | 0:11:01 | |
I always wanted to be like my dad. | 0:11:01 | 0:11:03 | |
He is my role model, because he used to always dress slick, | 0:11:03 | 0:11:08 | |
wear big hats and suits and all that. | 0:11:08 | 0:11:12 | |
And I just, you know, wanted to be like him. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:15 | |
I was 11 years old when my father got killed. | 0:11:15 | 0:11:19 | |
He got beaten with some baseball bats. | 0:11:19 | 0:11:21 | |
And that just messed me up. | 0:11:21 | 0:11:24 | |
I used to be out there in the streets all through the night. | 0:11:25 | 0:11:29 | |
I used to be in jails, fight, kicking out riots | 0:11:29 | 0:11:32 | |
and doing all crazy stuff. | 0:11:32 | 0:11:33 | |
Just gang banging. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:35 | |
Whatup! Man, come on, let me, man. What's up? | 0:11:35 | 0:11:39 | |
'We called on Cobe Williams. He's a younger Interrupter, which is good. | 0:11:39 | 0:11:43 | |
'Once he came on board at CeaseFire, he began to really turn the heat on.' | 0:11:43 | 0:11:47 | |
Cobe knows how to get in. He talks the language. | 0:11:47 | 0:11:49 | |
He knows what to say, when to say it. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:53 | |
-Crazy, man. -You two guys, y'all been running on a lot of bullshit. Both of y'all. | 0:11:53 | 0:11:57 | |
Robbing people. Breaking in windows. All kinds of stuff. | 0:11:57 | 0:12:01 | |
When I've gotta do what I've gotta do, I've gotta do what I've gotta do. | 0:12:01 | 0:12:03 | |
Don't get it all twisted. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:06 | |
Once upon a time, this man was out here too doing the same thing. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
'Cobe has big-time credibility with the gang members out there.' | 0:12:09 | 0:12:13 | |
-Breaking out. Look at him! -What's going on? | 0:12:13 | 0:12:17 | |
'A friend of mine called me, very concerned about her two kids.' | 0:12:18 | 0:12:21 | |
The streets is taking their toll. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:23 | |
'They stayed in the same house and they'd be at each other, | 0:12:23 | 0:12:26 | |
'because both of them were in two different cliques.' | 0:12:26 | 0:12:29 | |
Threatening to kill one another, shooting at each other, it's crazy. | 0:12:29 | 0:12:32 | |
I can't keep coming off the road, cos I work for Amtrak, | 0:12:32 | 0:12:36 | |
and not knowing if somebody is going to kick the door in because of the violence. I just packed up and left. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:43 | |
I left the apartment in my name, so they don't be homeless. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:46 | |
So this is my little honeycomb hide-out. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:49 | |
-They don't know where I live here, either. -Your kids don't? | 0:12:49 | 0:12:52 | |
No. | 0:12:52 | 0:12:54 | |
Your youngest son is still locked up, right? | 0:12:54 | 0:12:57 | |
Yeah. He don't get out till 2016 for attempt murder. | 0:12:57 | 0:13:00 | |
He was 17 when they got him. | 0:13:00 | 0:13:03 | |
-One thing, you stand have your kids. -Yes. I think God for that. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:07 | |
People say I'm crazy because I say if I lose one of my sons... | 0:13:07 | 0:13:13 | |
..I wouldn't want no funeral. I wouldn't want nobody to come, | 0:13:14 | 0:13:17 | |
you know, give me condolences. | 0:13:17 | 0:13:21 | |
Because I want to remember them... | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
..the last decent time I've seen them. | 0:13:24 | 0:13:27 | |
And they said that's mean of me, but that's how I feel. | 0:13:30 | 0:13:34 | |
So just stay strong and keep your head up. | 0:13:35 | 0:13:39 | |
I'm going to try to reach out to them myself. | 0:13:39 | 0:13:43 | |
I wish you luck in finding them. | 0:13:43 | 0:13:46 | |
-Yeah, just have to see what I could do. -Cos I know if they have a strong person, | 0:13:46 | 0:13:51 | |
that's lived their life, | 0:13:51 | 0:13:53 | |
-I think they could be saved. Cos I just can't do it any more. -Right. | 0:13:53 | 0:13:59 | |
'Violence is like the great infectious diseases of all history,' | 0:13:59 | 0:14:05 | |
and we used to look at people with plague, leprosy...TB | 0:14:05 | 0:14:10 | |
as bad and evil people, | 0:14:10 | 0:14:13 | |
and something needs to be done about them, | 0:14:13 | 0:14:14 | |
and they were put in dungeons. | 0:14:14 | 0:14:16 | |
What perpetuates violence can be as invisible today | 0:14:16 | 0:14:20 | |
as the micro-organisms of the past were. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:25 | |
I had been overseas for about ten years at World Health | 0:14:26 | 0:14:30 | |
and working on infectious diseases. | 0:14:30 | 0:14:32 | |
Coming back to the US, the violence is unavoidable. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:36 | |
POLICE RADIO | 0:14:36 | 0:14:37 | |
But I saw it as behaviour, not as bad people. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:42 | |
You can judge it, but it's not what we do in science. | 0:14:42 | 0:14:46 | |
I never had nothing against them, nothing. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:52 | |
I came, and, like I said, they shot at my car. | 0:14:52 | 0:14:54 | |
'For the young people in these neighbourhoods, | 0:14:54 | 0:14:57 | |
'they see violence as their disease.' | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
What they expect to die of is this. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:03 | |
Don't tell me you're gonna squash somebody and do something else | 0:15:03 | 0:15:06 | |
but then you don't make me look like an ass. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:08 | |
If that's what you wanna do, | 0:15:08 | 0:15:10 | |
then you put on big boy's shoes and you play big boy games. | 0:15:10 | 0:15:13 | |
'Violence is a two-step process. | 0:15:13 | 0:15:15 | |
'The first thought is, "I have a grievance." | 0:15:15 | 0:15:18 | |
' "He looked at my girl, he called me a name, he disrespected me, | 0:15:18 | 0:15:22 | |
' "he owes me money, he's a Sunni, he's a Palestinian, he's an Israeli." ' | 0:15:22 | 0:15:27 | |
The second thought is that grievance justifies violence. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:33 | |
At the end of the day, nobody gonna win, man. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:35 | |
-'Our work is about thought, too.' -Your family and shit. | 0:15:35 | 0:15:39 | |
That's why I'm saying... You was wrong. Fuck all that. | 0:15:39 | 0:15:43 | |
You know what I'm saying? Just move on, man. | 0:15:43 | 0:15:45 | |
'The Interrupter's role, like the TB disease control worker's role,' | 0:15:45 | 0:15:50 | |
is to do this initial interruption of transmission. | 0:15:50 | 0:15:53 | |
I told her you've got nothing to say, you're going to deal with it yourself. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:58 | |
'You've have got to drown yourself with the people | 0:15:58 | 0:16:01 | |
'and immerse yourself in the bullshit.' | 0:16:01 | 0:16:03 | |
You have to talk as if, "Man I understand. I've been there. | 0:16:03 | 0:16:06 | |
"I know how it is to hurt motherfucker." | 0:16:06 | 0:16:09 | |
I'm not no punk or nothing. | 0:16:09 | 0:16:11 | |
The only thing that came to my mind was retaliate. | 0:16:11 | 0:16:14 | |
They got to know they did the wrong person. | 0:16:14 | 0:16:17 | |
'I hear you, Jack, you're 100% right.' | 0:16:17 | 0:16:20 | |
I'm with you, man. If you're going to take care of business, do it, but that check this out. | 0:16:20 | 0:16:24 | |
If I know you want to shoot the motherfucker, the police know already. | 0:16:24 | 0:16:28 | |
Your friends know, somebody gonna tell on your ass. | 0:16:28 | 0:16:31 | |
Make sure you talk to the individual that did this. | 0:16:31 | 0:16:35 | |
-Let them know that you're going to keep this peace. -Yeah. I will. -You're doing this. | 0:16:35 | 0:16:40 | |
'Once you make sense out of the madness, the day you start talking about the scientific theory. | 0:16:40 | 0:16:45 | |
'You talk about the change in behaviour. Then you can give them a history lesson.' | 0:16:45 | 0:16:49 | |
You know, your daddy was violent, your granddaddy was fucked up. | 0:16:49 | 0:16:52 | |
He was violent. Now your brothers are fucked up, because you misled them. | 0:16:52 | 0:16:56 | |
It's time to save herself, brother. Save yourself. | 0:16:56 | 0:16:59 | |
I'm not preaching to you, just save yourself. | 0:16:59 | 0:17:01 | |
Does this make sense, brother? "Oh, man, you know what, you've got a point." | 0:17:01 | 0:17:06 | |
-Give me time to work it. -All right. | 0:17:06 | 0:17:08 | |
'I really understand why it's not easy for people to back down for one reason.' | 0:17:08 | 0:17:12 | |
Because you've been taught all your life, in the community I grew up in, | 0:17:12 | 0:17:16 | |
you've got to stand up, no matter what happens. Death before dishonour. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:21 | |
When I was 14 years old, this guy beat me down in the streets, | 0:17:21 | 0:17:25 | |
and my stepfather took his life right in front of me, | 0:17:25 | 0:17:27 | |
and I felt good about it, really. | 0:17:27 | 0:17:30 | |
And I was always a shaky criminal. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:36 | |
I used to sell fake hash to the sailors down on Michigan Avenue. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:41 | |
I used steal smoke detectors. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:44 | |
The smoke-detector bandits. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:46 | |
I was playing on women a lot. Women would help me. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:48 | |
I had a lot of girlfriends who would give me money. I had a big Afro back then. | 0:17:48 | 0:17:53 | |
First I worked for CeaseFire in 1999. I told Gary I had a bachelor's degree at that time. | 0:17:53 | 0:17:57 | |
And Gary said, "Where's your bachelor's degree?" | 0:17:57 | 0:18:00 | |
I said, "Look, man, I was just try to get in!" | 0:18:00 | 0:18:03 | |
I went back to school. I got my bachelor's degree, my masters degree. | 0:18:03 | 0:18:06 | |
I began to understand we'd been taught violence. Violence is learned behaviour. | 0:18:06 | 0:18:11 | |
I don't mention gang names when I do my mediations. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:17 | |
'At this transitional home for teenage parolees, the residents were in conflict. | 0:18:17 | 0:18:21 | |
'They pulled in gang members from the area. It was about to blow up in a major way.' | 0:18:21 | 0:18:26 | |
The problem that we have right now is about some money that led to fight. How much money was it? | 0:18:26 | 0:18:31 | |
It was about 5. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:34 | |
You said instead of giving him 5, give him 15. You're not going to get more than what you owe. | 0:18:34 | 0:18:40 | |
He said, "I'm not paying." Five minutes later, they came here. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:43 | |
It took me, as a woman, to stand in the middle of street with 15 guys | 0:18:43 | 0:18:47 | |
that I knew nothing of and take it from my pocket and pay 15 to keep the peace. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:52 | |
-No respect for where you live at. -Think this could turn into gun play? | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
I think so, because it's gonna escalate and keep going. | 0:18:55 | 0:18:58 | |
We've got to live here, | 0:18:58 | 0:18:59 | |
I don't want to bring these streets over here. I ain't trying to go back to that life. | 0:18:59 | 0:19:04 | |
I'm one man. I can't fight all. What do you think I'm gonna do? Heck, yeah, I'm gonna get me a double. | 0:19:04 | 0:19:09 | |
Like this brother said, any time 15 guys mob up on you, | 0:19:09 | 0:19:12 | |
the first thing that comes across your mind, "I need to strapped to deal with that." | 0:19:12 | 0:19:16 | |
If you've got to live with each other, someone has to take the higher role. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:20 | |
THEY SPEAK OVER EACH OTHER | 0:19:20 | 0:19:23 | |
The most important thing is to listen to what they saying, | 0:19:23 | 0:19:25 | |
cos at this side where you live, if you cause any trouble, 5-0 will be called. | 0:19:25 | 0:19:30 | |
I'm hearing what they're telling me in there, right? | 0:19:30 | 0:19:33 | |
To me, it's, like, starting off with a 5 bag of weed. | 0:19:33 | 0:19:37 | |
-It's beyond that. -Wait a minute. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:39 | |
No! No! | 0:19:39 | 0:19:42 | |
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:43 | |
You've got to play it like a big man. I've got to play like a big girl. | 0:19:43 | 0:19:47 | |
When I get angry, I can bring some noise, if I want to. | 0:19:47 | 0:19:52 | |
I go lay it down. I have to. | 0:19:52 | 0:19:55 | |
Don't make me feel like a punk, it make me feel like, you know what, | 0:19:55 | 0:19:59 | |
it's fighting my own ego. | 0:19:59 | 0:20:01 | |
I swear to God, I wish I had someone to holler at me like I'm hollering at you. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:05 | |
Do you understand what I'm saying? | 0:20:05 | 0:20:08 | |
What we going to do? We going to fight about another 5 bag of weed? | 0:20:08 | 0:20:12 | |
-It ain't worth it. -They feed off high energy, too. | 0:20:12 | 0:20:15 | |
What you going to do, son? Tell me. And I'm going to hold you to it. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:18 | |
Make myself better. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:21 | |
You, too. | 0:20:21 | 0:20:23 | |
-Ameena... -LAUGHTER | 0:20:23 | 0:20:26 | |
-If they want to let it go, we can let it go. -Bye. I wanna see some love. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:29 | |
I just love Englewood. But it's hard not to, man. Englewood is all good. | 0:20:53 | 0:20:59 | |
It's where I learned all my life lessons. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:04 | |
-SHE SCREAMS I locked my keys in the car! -I don't even know how to do that. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:08 | |
I've got a screwdriver. | 0:21:08 | 0:21:09 | |
-A screwdriver? Y'all gonna tear my car. -What kind of locks you got? | 0:21:09 | 0:21:14 | |
Whatever! CeaseFire back in the hood. | 0:21:14 | 0:21:17 | |
Who scratch your face? | 0:21:17 | 0:21:19 | |
You was out here thumping? | 0:21:21 | 0:21:23 | |
-I fight every day. -You fight every day? You're too handsome to be doing all of that. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:29 | |
'Most of our mediations come through the community here. They'll take us there's tension in the air. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:34 | |
'And they need us to come in and help out.' | 0:21:34 | 0:21:36 | |
Quit playing, before I bust your nose! | 0:21:36 | 0:21:40 | |
-Just pass them out to everybody? -Just pass them out to anybody. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:43 | |
I didn't want her to see your draws in the process of passing them out. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:47 | |
-Do I have to? -No. -Then why am I still seeing them?! | 0:21:47 | 0:21:51 | |
I thought you got shot in your shoulder, but it was in your leg. | 0:21:51 | 0:21:54 | |
These guys were shooting at each other out of cars. So I jumped, cos I was trying to save my cousin. | 0:21:54 | 0:21:59 | |
I had a big old hole in my leg, like this big. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
What's your grades like? | 0:22:02 | 0:22:04 | |
-As, Bs and Cs. -As, Bs and Cs?! -And one D. | 0:22:04 | 0:22:07 | |
What do you want. What's the D in? | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
I'm better not be in PE or I'm going hit you in your throat. HE LAUGHS | 0:22:09 | 0:22:11 | |
I like those, too. | 0:22:15 | 0:22:17 | |
-WOMAN INDISTINCT -I didn't. I bought these! -LAUGHTER | 0:22:17 | 0:22:21 | |
You think you're hot, don't you? | 0:22:21 | 0:22:23 | |
'When I was growing up in Englewood, we still looked out for one another. | 0:22:23 | 0:22:27 | |
'To me, it's like there's still some hope left.' | 0:22:27 | 0:22:31 | |
You think you're hot! | 0:22:31 | 0:22:32 | |
No killing! CeaseFire! | 0:22:35 | 0:22:38 | |
'I've been trying to get with Toya's two kids, man, | 0:22:38 | 0:22:41 | |
'because both are in rival cliques. It was easy to get on with Bud.' | 0:22:41 | 0:22:45 | |
Your mom asked me to try to reach out, to try to sit down and work with you and talk with you. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:51 | |
Blood is thicker than water. | 0:22:51 | 0:22:53 | |
I get to tour with him a lot. | 0:22:58 | 0:22:59 | |
-Is there any way we can meet him and talk with you at the same time? -Yeah. | 0:22:59 | 0:23:05 | |
-Maybe tomorrow. -OK, I'm with you man. Thanks a lot. -Not at all. -OK. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:11 | |
He do look like a rough rider, don't he?! | 0:23:15 | 0:23:18 | |
'It took me a minute to get up with the older brother.' | 0:23:18 | 0:23:20 | |
-What's up? How you doing, man? -Chilling out. | 0:23:20 | 0:23:23 | |
-I'll be straight. Your momma is concerned about you and Bud. -We fight every day. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:30 | |
I knocked him out, he knocked me out. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:33 | |
We often piss on each other over little shit. | 0:23:33 | 0:23:36 | |
Y'all live under the same roof. | 0:23:36 | 0:23:38 | |
That means if you're up and going on each other, if he goes to sleep, | 0:23:38 | 0:23:42 | |
you go to sleep, y'all got to sleep with one eye open. | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
Y'all can't even trust each other. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:48 | |
Last year, my best friend got killed. I could get shot tomorrow. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:52 | |
I know it's going to hurt my mom more than anybody. | 0:23:52 | 0:23:56 | |
She says she moves away, because she can't take it no more. | 0:23:56 | 0:23:59 | |
I can't get along with my mom. | 0:23:59 | 0:24:01 | |
Cos she..."You act just like your daddy," and shit. I'm gone. You know what I'm saying? | 0:24:01 | 0:24:08 | |
My father has been locked up since I was three years old. He get out a little bit at 18. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:14 | |
My life would be totally different if my father was here. | 0:24:14 | 0:24:18 | |
If he was in my life, just being involved. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:20 | |
Checking up on me every day. | 0:24:20 | 0:24:22 | |
"How you doing, son, what's going on?" "I love you, son." | 0:24:22 | 0:24:25 | |
I can count on one hand how many times I told my mom I love her. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:29 | |
So I'm on top with Bud. We can try to get together, man, sit down and talk. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:34 | |
I ain't trying to point no finger, who's wrong and all that. Let's just correct this. | 0:24:34 | 0:24:39 | |
Let's be a family and be happy. | 0:24:39 | 0:24:40 | |
-So you up with that? -I'm with it. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:43 | |
I want to thank you young brothers for coming. Stand up at the back, if you don't mind. | 0:24:47 | 0:24:51 | |
What happened last week, there was two different groups. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:54 | |
We got a chance to work with the young brothers and a sister. | 0:24:54 | 0:24:57 | |
When I met the sister she said, "I'm the sister, brother." Know what I'm saying? | 0:24:57 | 0:25:01 | |
I've been trying to call you. | 0:25:01 | 0:25:03 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:25:03 | 0:25:05 | |
When I call your phone, I expect you to answer. Like, "Yeah, Ameena." | 0:25:05 | 0:25:11 | |
I'm like, "Hello." | 0:25:11 | 0:25:12 | |
'We've been keeping in contact. | 0:25:12 | 0:25:15 | |
'Caprysha's a very loving young lady | 0:25:15 | 0:25:17 | |
'that had not had a chance to have a childhood.' | 0:25:17 | 0:25:20 | |
Substance abuse plays a huge part of the toxic-ness that she was raised around. | 0:25:20 | 0:25:26 | |
I was worried. I know you wanted to go see your mother. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:30 | |
Do you want to go? | 0:25:37 | 0:25:39 | |
-I get mad. -We'll just have to keep it moving. | 0:25:42 | 0:25:46 | |
You guys get ready, be a big girl. | 0:25:46 | 0:25:49 | |
You want go skating this weekend? | 0:25:49 | 0:25:50 | |
You do? OK. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:53 | |
I'm going to send a car for you this weekend, because it's my eight-year-old's birthday. | 0:25:53 | 0:25:58 | |
If I've got the time, I'll come and get you myself. All right, baby? | 0:26:01 | 0:26:04 | |
SOUL MUSIC PLAYS | 0:26:04 | 0:26:06 | |
Where's my husband? | 0:26:16 | 0:26:18 | |
Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on! | 0:26:20 | 0:26:23 | |
Come on, come one, come on. Yeah! | 0:26:23 | 0:26:25 | |
Yeah! Yeah! | 0:26:25 | 0:26:26 | |
'Today we're celebrating my daughter's birthday. | 0:26:38 | 0:26:41 | |
'We're really sad, because Caprysha was supposed to come skating with us.' | 0:26:41 | 0:26:46 | |
# May Allah bless you... # | 0:26:46 | 0:26:51 | |
'So then I got the full scoop. | 0:26:51 | 0:26:54 | |
'She wanted to get back in touch with her mom, and that caused her to feel...' | 0:26:54 | 0:26:57 | |
and she acted out on some old behaviour. | 0:26:57 | 0:27:01 | |
'She got high. She violated her parole. So she's in the county jail.' | 0:27:01 | 0:27:07 | |
I need you guys to say "please" and "thank you". Right, Maddie? | 0:27:07 | 0:27:12 | |
OK? Right, right, right. | 0:27:12 | 0:27:15 | |
Where you find these strangers at? | 0:27:20 | 0:27:23 | |
These are your people, man. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:25 | |
'Today, I finally reached Toya and her two kids, | 0:27:25 | 0:27:29 | |
'and we agreed to sit down together and work things out. | 0:27:29 | 0:27:33 | |
'This morning, Toya was steaming hot. She went back. | 0:27:33 | 0:27:36 | |
'The apartment she left her kids, she saw Kenneth bagging up drugs. | 0:27:36 | 0:27:41 | |
'She went back and changed the locks.' | 0:27:41 | 0:27:43 | |
-Times are hard, you got to have a job. -Yeah, man, or hustle. One or the other. | 0:27:43 | 0:27:49 | |
-Got to be in one of two places. -It really don't matter right now. | 0:27:49 | 0:27:53 | |
-If it don't matter, why speak on it? -That's the same with your life. You're not gonna make no progress. | 0:27:53 | 0:27:59 | |
You got to help yourself. You're thinking like you want a hand-out. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:02 | |
Nobody is going to give you anything. | 0:28:02 | 0:28:05 | |
-You talking to the camera or me? -I'm talking to the gentleman. | 0:28:05 | 0:28:08 | |
-If you're listening, I'm talking to you, too. -I'm not listening to the shit you're saying. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:13 | |
-I don't got time for this shit. -What's so hard? -You ain't gonna make anybody happy. | 0:28:13 | 0:28:17 | |
What the fuck is you saying? You ain't no boss of me, boy! | 0:28:17 | 0:28:20 | |
Whatever I say don't go. | 0:28:25 | 0:28:27 | |
-If I want to fuck up, there ain't nobody gonna be out there. -That's how you look at it. | 0:28:27 | 0:28:31 | |
And I'm right there. | 0:28:33 | 0:28:35 | |
Hey, hey! Bud and Kenneth! Kenneth and Bud! | 0:28:36 | 0:28:40 | |
'Did I make a mistake? You know what I'm saying? | 0:28:42 | 0:28:44 | |
''I don't want to get them fighting under my watch.' | 0:28:44 | 0:28:47 | |
I'll say one thing y'all missing, man. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
Y'all is blood brothers, man. Y'all ain't no bad kids. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:53 | |
Both of y'all finished school. | 0:28:53 | 0:28:55 | |
Both of you ain't been to no penitentiary. That's good, man. | 0:28:55 | 0:28:58 | |
I have my own people. The type of crowd he'd be around... | 0:28:58 | 0:29:02 | |
If I wasn't the parent I was, you wouldn't have made it through school! | 0:29:02 | 0:29:05 | |
-I made sure you had what you needed! -I'm gonna tell you this. | 0:29:05 | 0:29:08 | |
-She won't see shit happened to you. -He can't say what he needs. He needs a bond, and I'm not there. | 0:29:08 | 0:29:13 | |
-I always bond him out of jail for stuff I don't even believe in. -I don't need no... | 0:29:13 | 0:29:17 | |
no other motherfucker. I never served for another man, none of that shit. | 0:29:17 | 0:29:21 | |
I always been on my own! Always been my own! THEY SHOUT OVER EACH OTHER | 0:29:21 | 0:29:25 | |
-If I had got something from another... -What you want to believe... -Plain and simple. | 0:29:25 | 0:29:30 | |
-Cos I'm on my own! -Go to work! | 0:29:30 | 0:29:32 | |
HIS SPEECH IS DROWNED OUT BY SHOUTING | 0:29:32 | 0:29:36 | |
It ain't no favouritism! | 0:29:36 | 0:29:37 | |
-A parent sees the potential in each child! A parent sees when they're writing a certain way! -All right. | 0:29:37 | 0:29:43 | |
The clique you are in, I hate to put you on the spot, | 0:29:44 | 0:29:47 | |
-but if they came at your brother, would you stop them? -Yeah. | 0:29:47 | 0:29:51 | |
You would? OK. The clique you're in, if they came at your brother, would you stop them? | 0:29:51 | 0:29:56 | |
-Of course. -And I'm saying to you, when it comes down to the street gang, | 0:29:56 | 0:30:00 | |
the only choice is jails, deaths and institutions. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:03 | |
Do you feel you can be in a cell for 23 hours a day, a six by nine cell? | 0:30:03 | 0:30:07 | |
No man could be in that place for that long. | 0:30:07 | 0:30:10 | |
What happens on the streets, you run into a situation out there with your brother's associates, | 0:30:10 | 0:30:15 | |
and you're mad at your momma, you're mad at your brother. You're not thinking right. | 0:30:15 | 0:30:19 | |
Bam! Shoot some motherfucking body. | 0:30:19 | 0:30:21 | |
You're not that guy, but it happens. | 0:30:21 | 0:30:24 | |
60% of the guys in the penitentiary were not them kind of guys. | 0:30:24 | 0:30:29 | |
They were probably sitting in the same seats like you, never thought it would happen. I bet you. | 0:30:29 | 0:30:34 | |
I love my brother to death. He don't understand. It's not really a problem with him, | 0:30:34 | 0:30:39 | |
it's a problem with my mother and my grandmother. I feel like they really do take sides. | 0:30:39 | 0:30:43 | |
I ain't got no problems with my brother. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:45 | |
I love my momma to death, but she doesn't listen or just... | 0:30:45 | 0:30:49 | |
try to relate a little bit. All the shit that she done while I've growing up. | 0:30:49 | 0:30:52 | |
-You ain't always been peaches and cream in your life. -I ain't never said I was, but at the same time, | 0:30:52 | 0:30:57 | |
you don't have to go down that road and be the spoiled peach. | 0:30:57 | 0:31:00 | |
I'm really not. | 0:31:00 | 0:31:01 | |
You will have issues with your mother. Every kid got issues with their parents. | 0:31:01 | 0:31:05 | |
This ain't nothing new. | 0:31:05 | 0:31:06 | |
Which one of you brothers can cook? | 0:31:06 | 0:31:08 | |
-Neither one. -I know how to cook something, anything. | 0:31:08 | 0:31:11 | |
You cook your mother a meal one day, man. Y'all sit down with your mother. | 0:31:11 | 0:31:15 | |
I know it's tough because you haven't done it, | 0:31:15 | 0:31:17 | |
but you need to sit down with your mother, man, have a family day. | 0:31:17 | 0:31:21 | |
That's kind of odd to me. It's just not coming to me right now. | 0:31:24 | 0:31:30 | |
You know what I'd love to see, man? Id love to see you two embrace each other, man. | 0:31:30 | 0:31:35 | |
You and your brother, man. For real. | 0:31:35 | 0:31:38 | |
I'd love to see you embrace each other, man. | 0:31:38 | 0:31:40 | |
-Your brother and your mother. -Yeah, man. | 0:31:40 | 0:31:42 | |
That's what's happening right there, bro. | 0:31:42 | 0:31:45 | |
Can you handle that, little brother? Huh? | 0:31:45 | 0:31:48 | |
I ain't going to force you to do it. I won't force your brother. | 0:31:48 | 0:31:52 | |
HE MUMBLES | 0:31:52 | 0:31:54 | |
'I was sick behind that shit. | 0:31:57 | 0:31:59 | |
'It's your momma, man. I wouldn't care what. | 0:31:59 | 0:32:02 | |
'You should hug your momma, let her know you love her.' | 0:32:02 | 0:32:05 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:32:13 | 0:32:16 | |
Alfreda! | 0:32:26 | 0:32:28 | |
I've been out there. This is my baby. This is my heart. | 0:32:28 | 0:32:34 | |
'I know my momma love me. | 0:32:34 | 0:32:35 | |
'I love my momma. I know she'd do anything for me.' | 0:32:35 | 0:32:38 | |
Hello. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:40 | |
But when my daddy got killed, things really just went downhill. | 0:32:40 | 0:32:44 | |
My mother would come up, start using drugs. | 0:32:44 | 0:32:47 | |
After my father died, she couldn't deal with it. | 0:32:47 | 0:32:50 | |
'She took her toll on me.' | 0:32:50 | 0:32:53 | |
I gonna drink me a cocktail today. | 0:32:53 | 0:32:55 | |
I ain't drinking no cocktail. | 0:32:55 | 0:32:58 | |
I want you to keep drinking. | 0:32:58 | 0:33:00 | |
That's why, God is my witness, I'm 38 years old and I see it. | 0:33:01 | 0:33:06 | |
I wasn't going never use drugs. I wasn't going never drink. | 0:33:06 | 0:33:09 | |
I really started following my daddy's footsteps, though. | 0:33:09 | 0:33:13 | |
Selling drugs, hustling, going back and forth to jail. | 0:33:13 | 0:33:16 | |
INDISTINCT CHATTER | 0:33:16 | 0:33:18 | |
'Coming up, I was more close to my grandparents. | 0:33:20 | 0:33:23 | |
'And my grandmother, from day one, stayed on me.' | 0:33:23 | 0:33:27 | |
Granny! | 0:33:27 | 0:33:28 | |
# Happy birthday to me! # | 0:33:28 | 0:33:31 | |
I call him Cardy, but his name is Ricardo. | 0:33:32 | 0:33:35 | |
I love all my grandkids. | 0:33:35 | 0:33:39 | |
But Cardy was one I guess I did do more for and took under my wing. | 0:33:39 | 0:33:44 | |
'When I went to jail, my grandmother'd buy me out. | 0:33:44 | 0:33:48 | |
'I was like, "Grandma, I knew you was gonna get me out - I'm your baby." ' | 0:33:48 | 0:33:51 | |
She said, "Go back and see." | 0:33:51 | 0:33:54 | |
I went back. Grandma do none of that. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:56 | |
'I probably have broke her heart a lot of times doing things I shouldn't have been doing. | 0:34:00 | 0:34:05 | |
'But she always reminds me of the good in me.' | 0:34:05 | 0:34:08 | |
HE SINGS ALONG TO "SARA SMILE" | 0:34:10 | 0:34:12 | |
# It's you | 0:34:12 | 0:34:13 | |
# And me | 0:34:13 | 0:34:15 | |
# For ever. # | 0:34:15 | 0:34:17 | |
We saved his life. Cos Cardy had been shot at, | 0:34:20 | 0:34:24 | |
probably was shooting at people, there was something turned him around. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:29 | |
I ain't going to say through me and his granddaddy, but... | 0:34:29 | 0:34:33 | |
..we love him. | 0:34:35 | 0:34:36 | |
Hey, my granny! | 0:34:36 | 0:34:38 | |
-Love you. -Love you, too, Granny. | 0:34:38 | 0:34:40 | |
Yeah. | 0:34:43 | 0:34:44 | |
# I've seen sunny days that I thought would ever end | 0:34:51 | 0:34:56 | |
# I've seen lonely times when I couldn't find a friend # | 0:34:56 | 0:35:00 | |
Don't sing! | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
-# But I always thought that I'd... # -Don't sing or you'll make me want to leave, get up and walk away! | 0:35:02 | 0:35:08 | |
Madea has always shot from both hips. | 0:35:08 | 0:35:10 | |
I was with Madea from birth to nine. | 0:35:10 | 0:35:13 | |
And from nine to about 15, I went and I did stay with my biological mother. | 0:35:13 | 0:35:22 | |
We're talking about my family, because I'm the mother of her biological mother. | 0:35:22 | 0:35:28 | |
We need to honour and respect our children. | 0:35:28 | 0:35:31 | |
We can't just throw them out there and throw them away. | 0:35:31 | 0:35:34 | |
Because of the lifestyle that my mother lived, | 0:35:38 | 0:35:41 | |
I went through a real rough journey. | 0:35:41 | 0:35:45 | |
Being abused, physically, emotionally, | 0:35:45 | 0:35:50 | |
sexually, from the age of nine to the age of 15. | 0:35:50 | 0:35:54 | |
So I just went back to Madea. | 0:35:54 | 0:35:57 | |
'My grandmother lived in an apartment with four of us, and it was roach-infested. | 0:35:58 | 0:36:04 | |
'You know, once I started learning the game, | 0:36:04 | 0:36:06 | |
'my goal was to get Madea out of there.' | 0:36:06 | 0:36:09 | |
Madea was the type of woman that... | 0:36:09 | 0:36:12 | |
"That type of money, don't bring that shit in the house." | 0:36:12 | 0:36:15 | |
But I got caught up. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:18 | |
I got caught up in that one more thousand, one more run. | 0:36:18 | 0:36:22 | |
One more big hit. | 0:36:24 | 0:36:27 | |
HE SINGS PRAYER | 0:36:27 | 0:36:30 | |
'I was introduced to Islam through my father.' | 0:36:37 | 0:36:39 | |
THEY PRAY | 0:36:39 | 0:36:41 | |
'It was always something inside of me | 0:36:45 | 0:36:48 | |
'that was constantly saying that I have to do better.' | 0:36:48 | 0:36:52 | |
I wasn't afraid, I just knew that I had to come on with it. | 0:36:56 | 0:37:00 | |
'The Lord sent me confirmation through someone else.' | 0:37:00 | 0:37:05 | |
'She knew what she wanted - that's what led her here.' | 0:37:05 | 0:37:11 | |
And so we believe that it was a heavenly marriage. | 0:37:11 | 0:37:14 | |
..Let your blessings and your peace be upon your servants... | 0:37:14 | 0:37:17 | |
'My family keeps me very, very grounded.' | 0:37:19 | 0:37:22 | |
He took your phone? | 0:37:25 | 0:37:27 | |
Noah took your phone? | 0:37:27 | 0:37:29 | |
'At the end of the day,' | 0:37:29 | 0:37:31 | |
I have to come in, cook dinner, | 0:37:31 | 0:37:34 | |
help with homework, tear some ass out the frame if I have to. | 0:37:34 | 0:37:38 | |
Show him some love. | 0:37:38 | 0:37:40 | |
Don't do it no more. | 0:37:40 | 0:37:42 | |
'A family is really my real job.' | 0:37:46 | 0:37:48 | |
Out there in the community is a piece of cake for me. | 0:37:48 | 0:37:51 | |
'My husband worries about me more than anyone else.' | 0:37:53 | 0:37:57 | |
There are times I can't be there physically with her, | 0:37:57 | 0:38:00 | |
but I know that she is fearless | 0:38:00 | 0:38:02 | |
and she will lay it on the line and she'll go up against a lion. | 0:38:02 | 0:38:06 | |
'She will just stand up for anyone because of the experiences she's had growing up | 0:38:07 | 0:38:12 | |
'where someone didn't stand up for her.' | 0:38:12 | 0:38:15 | |
'Our mosque is holding a prayer vigil | 0:38:15 | 0:38:18 | |
'for a kid shot in front of his home, just listening to the radio. | 0:38:18 | 0:38:23 | |
'He definitely wasn't in a gang and he was loved by his block.' | 0:38:23 | 0:38:27 | |
'When rage sets, when ego sets in, when the Hennessy sets in...' | 0:38:28 | 0:38:31 | |
I'm going to walk down here. | 0:38:31 | 0:38:33 | |
You stay right here. | 0:38:33 | 0:38:35 | |
'..these young guys say, "Let's go get who we think did it." ' | 0:38:35 | 0:38:39 | |
I'm hearing 20 different things why that brother got changed. | 0:38:39 | 0:38:43 | |
And all of it is stupid. | 0:38:43 | 0:38:45 | |
All of it is stupid. Two o'clock in the afternoon | 0:38:45 | 0:38:49 | |
when they're coming home from school, y'all shoot. For real?! | 0:38:49 | 0:38:52 | |
This is unacceptable, for me to be holding this young man's obituary. | 0:38:52 | 0:38:57 | |
Schools, churches, your momma's house, your cars. Those are safe zones. | 0:38:57 | 0:39:03 | |
When I was about your age, I was making some stupid decisions | 0:39:04 | 0:39:09 | |
and some stupid calls that was causing me, my life, | 0:39:09 | 0:39:14 | |
blood on my hands, on my head. | 0:39:14 | 0:39:17 | |
Stop. | 0:39:18 | 0:39:20 | |
Who does this baby belong to? | 0:39:21 | 0:39:23 | |
Who does this little shorty belong to? He just hanging around? | 0:39:24 | 0:39:28 | |
He just hanging. This little... He just hanging around? Right? | 0:39:28 | 0:39:32 | |
So he see everything that you all do, right? So if this brother right here | 0:39:32 | 0:39:36 | |
catch a case and do 100 years, whose fault is it? | 0:39:36 | 0:39:41 | |
-It's his fault? -Uh-huh. -SHE LAUGHS | 0:39:42 | 0:39:44 | |
Teach him righteous. Y'all got it? | 0:39:48 | 0:39:51 | |
ALL: Yes. | 0:39:51 | 0:39:53 | |
-Y'all got it? -ALL: Yes. | 0:39:53 | 0:39:55 | |
-You got it? -Yes. | 0:39:55 | 0:39:58 | |
All right. | 0:39:58 | 0:39:59 | |
I'm looking to you. | 0:39:59 | 0:40:00 | |
Here's my number. | 0:40:00 | 0:40:02 | |
Give me a call, all right? | 0:40:02 | 0:40:05 | |
I'm running it! All right. | 0:40:06 | 0:40:09 | |
That's my little brother on the left side and my cus on the right side. | 0:40:31 | 0:40:36 | |
Tyrone Williams and Percy Day Jr. | 0:40:36 | 0:40:40 | |
Luis was killed trying to sign my... | 0:41:28 | 0:41:33 | |
I held him to his last breath. I didn't want to let him go. | 0:41:35 | 0:41:40 | |
I have lost at least 20 guys. There's no answer to it. | 0:42:07 | 0:42:11 | |
One of your guys is killed, fuck you, | 0:42:11 | 0:42:14 | |
I'm gonna kill that nigga and make his family suffer. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:18 | |
I want no shrine, beer bottles, drinks, nigga's crass, | 0:42:19 | 0:42:23 | |
smoking weed, pictures and shit, T-shirts. | 0:42:23 | 0:42:27 | |
I don't want none of that shit. | 0:42:27 | 0:42:29 | |
I don't wanna die looking stupid as hell. Fuck that. | 0:42:29 | 0:42:32 | |
'1075 WGCI Tony Sco and The Morning Riot. | 0:42:46 | 0:42:49 | |
'That's right, it is the first day of school | 0:42:49 | 0:42:53 | |
'for all Chicago public school students.' | 0:42:53 | 0:42:55 | |
'That's right. We want you to hit us up. Be safe out there.' | 0:42:55 | 0:42:58 | |
Youth violence in Chicago has gotten world attention. | 0:43:00 | 0:43:03 | |
16-year-old Derrion Albert | 0:43:03 | 0:43:05 | |
was attacked as he walked home from school. | 0:43:05 | 0:43:07 | |
A senseless killing, caught on video tape, | 0:43:07 | 0:43:09 | |
has put Chicago's deadly epidemic in the spotlight. | 0:43:09 | 0:43:13 | |
There is debate on a national level which started | 0:43:13 | 0:43:15 | |
with that viral video that came off of the cell phone | 0:43:15 | 0:43:17 | |
of the clash between the two gangs outside Fenger High School | 0:43:17 | 0:43:21 | |
that killed Derrion Albert right in the middle. | 0:43:21 | 0:43:25 | |
See this young man here? | 0:43:28 | 0:43:29 | |
You see him taking this board from this young man. | 0:43:29 | 0:43:33 | |
And this is the young man you actually going to | 0:43:33 | 0:43:36 | |
see hit the board on the back of the head. | 0:43:36 | 0:43:38 | |
Look for the guy in the red coat. Watch him. | 0:43:38 | 0:43:42 | |
Now see, he took it. Now watch him. | 0:43:42 | 0:43:44 | |
-They still hitting. -Oh, man. | 0:43:51 | 0:43:53 | |
-Man. -Amina is going to assist us with the family, to get them | 0:43:55 | 0:43:59 | |
to the site where they are going to do the memorial. | 0:43:59 | 0:44:02 | |
This is what the family wants, OK? | 0:44:02 | 0:44:04 | |
Which way does that go? | 0:44:04 | 0:44:06 | |
-It goes that way? -Yeah. -OK, go that way. | 0:44:06 | 0:44:08 | |
I seen the video. | 0:44:10 | 0:44:12 | |
And I said, "Oh, man, I hope his mother does not see this." | 0:44:12 | 0:44:16 | |
There's a lot of people blessing your brother. You know that, right? | 0:44:26 | 0:44:29 | |
There's a lot of people. OK? | 0:44:29 | 0:44:31 | |
Stay in that circle. We've got security on both sides. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:35 | |
Anjanette needed help getting him a funeral. | 0:44:35 | 0:44:39 | |
She needed help trying to make sense of what just happened to her son. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:46 | |
I got resources for Anjanette to put Derrion in a mausoleum next to her mother. | 0:44:46 | 0:44:53 | |
Only the family, nobody else! | 0:44:53 | 0:44:56 | |
Amina is very, very important to us. | 0:44:56 | 0:44:59 | |
Everything I went through, she was right there with me. | 0:45:00 | 0:45:03 | |
We are praying for this family. | 0:45:05 | 0:45:07 | |
We are praying that God will heal their hurt | 0:45:07 | 0:45:09 | |
and I'm praying for all of you, my brothers and my sisters. | 0:45:09 | 0:45:13 | |
This is a problem in our community, this is a problem in our city, it's a problem in our nation! | 0:45:13 | 0:45:17 | |
Once the media has gone back to wherever they came from, | 0:45:17 | 0:45:21 | |
we have to step up to the plate and make something happen over there. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:25 | |
..not doing anything about this problem. | 0:45:25 | 0:45:27 | |
I'm talking about the police department. | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
I'm talking about all of those who are doing nothing. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:33 | |
The person videotaping the goddamn beating was saying, "Zoom in - put that nigga to sleep"! | 0:45:33 | 0:45:38 | |
That is what people were saying in the background. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:41 | |
That gonna show you the mindset. Amina has spent a lot of time with the family, | 0:45:41 | 0:45:44 | |
still they are trying to fix his face so they can have an open casket. | 0:45:44 | 0:45:48 | |
I heard some interviews from the young brothers. | 0:45:48 | 0:45:50 | |
They said they don't know why they fight, they just hate each other. | 0:45:50 | 0:45:53 | |
-Somebody tell me why they're fighting? -We grow up gangbanging. | 0:45:53 | 0:45:56 | |
It don't make a difference what we fighting for. You ain't with me, you against me. | 0:45:56 | 0:46:00 | |
And that's just how it's always been. | 0:46:00 | 0:46:02 | |
The guys from Altgeld Gardens, they were sent to Carver School | 0:46:02 | 0:46:05 | |
which was turned into a military school. | 0:46:05 | 0:46:08 | |
A lot of guys didn't want to go to a military school so they transferred them to Fenger. | 0:46:08 | 0:46:12 | |
So now you got these guys coming from a whole other neighbourhood. | 0:46:12 | 0:46:15 | |
When they closed down Carver High School | 0:46:15 | 0:46:19 | |
and start letting these guys get to school any way they can, | 0:46:19 | 0:46:22 | |
riding on the bus, walking or what have you, | 0:46:22 | 0:46:24 | |
you left it to them that they had to fend for themselves. | 0:46:24 | 0:46:27 | |
And they are fighting Altgeld Gardens and doing that since the '60s, man. | 0:46:27 | 0:46:32 | |
We are up against history. | 0:46:32 | 0:46:33 | |
Yeah, we got to respect history, | 0:46:33 | 0:46:36 | |
but it shouldn't play a big factor in this table. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:40 | |
We've got over 500 years of prison time at this table. | 0:46:40 | 0:46:43 | |
That's a lot of fucking wisdom! | 0:46:43 | 0:46:45 | |
How the hell we gonna let these kids school us that we were schooling them? | 0:46:45 | 0:46:49 | |
We wanna try to work this conflict out because right now | 0:46:49 | 0:46:53 | |
they had another big fight up at Fenger while we talking. The beat goes on. | 0:46:53 | 0:46:57 | |
That's the brother up there? They're putting him in the... | 0:47:04 | 0:47:08 | |
-That's the body? -That's fucked up. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:11 | |
This young brother that we just finished doing some mediating with, | 0:47:11 | 0:47:16 | |
his close friend has got killed. | 0:47:16 | 0:47:17 | |
The possibility of retaliation at that moment was very, very likely. | 0:47:17 | 0:47:21 | |
That cop, she's looking at me all crazy too, like she's got a fucking problem. | 0:47:21 | 0:47:25 | |
-They just sat right on 30th and Kedvale again. -30th and Kedvale? | 0:47:27 | 0:47:31 | |
Right now, a couple of minutes ago. | 0:47:31 | 0:47:33 | |
The police are going to be harassing a lot of guys over here, | 0:47:33 | 0:47:36 | |
whether they are affiliated or not. | 0:47:36 | 0:47:38 | |
I think the police should enforce all of the laws | 0:47:38 | 0:47:41 | |
but it's the way they go about it. | 0:47:41 | 0:47:43 | |
There's a reason why people in the community don't | 0:47:43 | 0:47:45 | |
really like talking to the police. | 0:47:45 | 0:47:47 | |
They see other guys, they see their nephews, their brothers and sisters being harassed. | 0:47:47 | 0:47:52 | |
Just because there's a high presence of police right now, | 0:47:52 | 0:47:55 | |
that doesn't mean nothing for these guys, man! | 0:47:55 | 0:47:57 | |
Within 30 hours there was about seven shootings. | 0:47:57 | 0:48:02 | |
Eddie always presents himself as a preppy, school-going collegiate type of guy. | 0:48:02 | 0:48:06 | |
I said, "Look, man, they ain't trying..." | 0:48:06 | 0:48:09 | |
When you talk to him about his street past, "We don't wanna go there, man!" | 0:48:09 | 0:48:13 | |
But at the same time, | 0:48:13 | 0:48:15 | |
he came from the lifestyle with the Latino gangs and he wasn't no low-level member, | 0:48:15 | 0:48:19 | |
he was right there with the leader and they called him Bandit. | 0:48:19 | 0:48:22 | |
He would take something from you. | 0:48:22 | 0:48:24 | |
My nickname? Well! | 0:48:24 | 0:48:26 | |
I was pretty interested in cars. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:28 | |
Give me a screwdriver and just in a minute and I'm going with your car! | 0:48:28 | 0:48:32 | |
This is a block in Little Village that I actually grew up in. | 0:48:33 | 0:48:36 | |
I have a lot of memories here. My hand on God. | 0:48:36 | 0:48:40 | |
I had almost half of this parking lot full of stolen cars at one time. | 0:48:40 | 0:48:44 | |
One day, the city found all the stolen cars said there was | 0:48:44 | 0:48:48 | |
maybe about seven to eight tow trucks just lined up taking these cars out. | 0:48:48 | 0:48:52 | |
Also, my parents emigrated from Mexico, worked jobs, | 0:48:54 | 0:48:59 | |
we were right here in the street roaming around. | 0:48:59 | 0:49:03 | |
My dad was a hard-working person. | 0:49:03 | 0:49:05 | |
He fixed cars and I would see my dad's hands | 0:49:05 | 0:49:09 | |
and they would be full of calluses, you know and you know, cuts | 0:49:09 | 0:49:12 | |
all over his arm and burn marks from the blowtorches. | 0:49:12 | 0:49:16 | |
From day one, I told myself I am never going to be fixing cars. | 0:49:16 | 0:49:20 | |
That wasn't me. | 0:49:20 | 0:49:21 | |
I didn't feel it. | 0:49:21 | 0:49:23 | |
It lit up in me when I saw some things in the neighbourhood. | 0:49:24 | 0:49:27 | |
And I would see these guys hanging out, a lot older than I was. | 0:49:27 | 0:49:31 | |
They had the nice cars, they had the girls, flashing their colours. | 0:49:31 | 0:49:35 | |
What there was is they had a pride, in who they really were. | 0:49:35 | 0:49:39 | |
They had an identity and they were proud of that identity. | 0:49:39 | 0:49:43 | |
Half of my life I was in prison. That's why I do what I do now. | 0:49:46 | 0:49:51 | |
For me, it's a personal thing. | 0:49:51 | 0:49:53 | |
-How are you feeling? Have you been moving around more? -Yeah. Before, I couldn't even walk. | 0:49:54 | 0:49:58 | |
My dressing, this is what I've got to clean. You know, because I got done. | 0:49:58 | 0:50:02 | |
'How much impact are we making? | 0:50:02 | 0:50:05 | |
'If we stop one shooting tonight, we did good. | 0:50:05 | 0:50:08 | |
'But how do we stop maybe the same person from shooting somebody the next day?' | 0:50:08 | 0:50:12 | |
-Has anybody been here to visit? -A couple of my friends. | 0:50:12 | 0:50:16 | |
They have been cool or have they have been like, "Fuck that?" | 0:50:16 | 0:50:19 | |
Am I really helping? | 0:50:21 | 0:50:22 | |
Some people I can't, even as much as I want to, they don't want the help. | 0:50:22 | 0:50:26 | |
The needless violence that continues to | 0:50:38 | 0:50:40 | |
take our children from us is an outrage. | 0:50:40 | 0:50:43 | |
Youth violence is not a Chicago problem. | 0:50:43 | 0:50:46 | |
It is something that affects communities big and small | 0:50:46 | 0:50:49 | |
and people of all races and all colours. It is an American problem. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:54 | |
I promise to work as long as necessary | 0:50:54 | 0:50:57 | |
to rid our country of this plague. | 0:50:57 | 0:50:58 | |
I have heard you say those things many times. What's different now? | 0:50:58 | 0:51:04 | |
What is different is it takes capturing Darien Albert's death on video to wake the country. | 0:51:04 | 0:51:09 | |
We were dealing with children being shot every day, never saw a crowd like this, ever. | 0:51:09 | 0:51:14 | |
Now the professionals working in this field, | 0:51:14 | 0:51:16 | |
they knew about the hostilities coming out of the Altgeld Gardens projects | 0:51:16 | 0:51:20 | |
and the young men around Fenger, so there was no way in the world it occurred, to be real with you. | 0:51:20 | 0:51:25 | |
I talked to the mayor's office today. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:27 | |
We're gonna bring together the guys that are in conflict. | 0:51:27 | 0:51:30 | |
They have agreed to meet and we are going to process with them. We have | 0:51:30 | 0:51:34 | |
a five-hour agenda. I think we can get all the brothers we need to. | 0:51:34 | 0:51:37 | |
Are they willing to talk with us | 0:51:37 | 0:51:39 | |
and you know, people need to talk to them, | 0:51:39 | 0:51:42 | |
-see what is on their minds, the kids' minds. -Right. | 0:51:42 | 0:51:45 | |
You just got kicked out of Finger, man. You want to go back to Finger? | 0:51:52 | 0:51:55 | |
You know I do. | 0:51:55 | 0:51:57 | |
How do you feel about them people coming from Altgeld Gardens out there? | 0:51:57 | 0:52:01 | |
I usually get into it... | 0:52:01 | 0:52:03 | |
That's what it is, though, man. You're just fighting and shooting. | 0:52:03 | 0:52:06 | |
That's how you got to solve these problems, | 0:52:06 | 0:52:09 | |
cos if you don't do it, they gon' try to do it to you. | 0:52:09 | 0:52:11 | |
If you don't go hard, it's your life. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:13 | |
MUSIC: "Piece of Me" by Britney Spears | 0:52:21 | 0:52:24 | |
'Me and my wife is looking for a house. | 0:52:27 | 0:52:29 | |
'I don't want the kids to grow up to really experience the things I've experienced all my life. | 0:52:29 | 0:52:35 | |
'We way out here, man. Way out yonder, man.' | 0:52:35 | 0:52:39 | |
THEY CHANT | 0:52:41 | 0:52:43 | |
Instead of gun violence, | 0:52:43 | 0:52:44 | |
we probably have to worry about rabbits and deer. | 0:52:44 | 0:52:48 | |
And I'm OK with that. | 0:52:48 | 0:52:49 | |
Me and my wife came from the street. | 0:52:49 | 0:52:51 | |
She used to be out round rough people who lived the same lifestyle I lived. | 0:52:51 | 0:52:54 | |
I end up getting pregnant at about 16, | 0:52:54 | 0:52:58 | |
and did a 360, so... | 0:52:58 | 0:53:01 | |
'I met my wife in 2002 and she already had three kids. | 0:53:01 | 0:53:06 | |
'It wasn't love at first sight. | 0:53:06 | 0:53:08 | |
'Probably not even love at second sight.' | 0:53:08 | 0:53:10 | |
He's very nerdy. | 0:53:10 | 0:53:12 | |
Very, very nerdy person. | 0:53:12 | 0:53:14 | |
Man, my wife a mess. But like most wife... No. | 0:53:15 | 0:53:20 | |
'No, but I love my wife.' | 0:53:20 | 0:53:21 | |
Ah, that's short. | 0:53:21 | 0:53:23 | |
He at the 30. Oh! | 0:53:23 | 0:53:26 | |
-Oh, yeah! -I see Quinn! | 0:53:26 | 0:53:27 | |
'Cobe as a dad, he's really good. He's there for every football game. | 0:53:27 | 0:53:33 | |
'My kids really enjoy him, especially my daughter. That's...' | 0:53:33 | 0:53:37 | |
That's her everything, her Cobe. | 0:53:37 | 0:53:40 | |
-Cobe, man! -Dre! | 0:53:42 | 0:53:44 | |
THEY LAUGH | 0:53:45 | 0:53:47 | |
'What really made me start thinking more about doing the right thing, I started thinking about my son.' | 0:53:49 | 0:53:54 | |
I remember, I was in jail and they brought me out with handcuffs up to the judge. | 0:53:54 | 0:53:58 | |
My son... | 0:53:58 | 0:54:01 | |
He ran up to me and hugged me and kissed me and grabbed me | 0:54:01 | 0:54:04 | |
and started crying. So instantly, | 0:54:04 | 0:54:06 | |
I got so emotional... Like, I think tears was coming. | 0:54:06 | 0:54:11 | |
You know what I'm saying? | 0:54:11 | 0:54:13 | |
Like, "Dad, I love you, I love you." | 0:54:13 | 0:54:16 | |
As I'm going back to the back, my son just, like... | 0:54:16 | 0:54:18 | |
..broke down in front of everybody, just crying, | 0:54:20 | 0:54:22 | |
"I want my daddy, I want my daddy." | 0:54:22 | 0:54:24 | |
I started thinking more about him, | 0:54:24 | 0:54:27 | |
and I changed my life cos I wanted to be there for him. | 0:54:27 | 0:54:30 | |
-There was so much that they had to do. -To get you released? | 0:54:34 | 0:54:37 | |
Yeah, to get me released. | 0:54:37 | 0:54:39 | |
'Caprysha had to stay in the jail for almost a month. | 0:54:39 | 0:54:43 | |
'I was the first call on her way home, | 0:54:43 | 0:54:45 | |
'and that experience was just such an eye-opener for her. | 0:54:45 | 0:54:49 | |
'She said she didn't want to do it again.' | 0:54:49 | 0:54:51 | |
And my mom had just went to court and they were taking her last four kids. | 0:54:51 | 0:54:55 | |
'She's been in over 15 different homes. | 0:54:55 | 0:54:58 | |
'She's raised herself and her sisters and brothers,' | 0:54:58 | 0:55:02 | |
while her mom was out doing whatever her mom was doing. | 0:55:02 | 0:55:04 | |
The money that I get, I go buy my drugs. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
I started selling drugs out on the block, | 0:55:07 | 0:55:09 | |
just to make money for my sisters and brothers to have what they wanted. | 0:55:09 | 0:55:13 | |
'I blame myself for my sister being in DCFS. | 0:55:13 | 0:55:16 | |
'I blame myself for a lot of stuff that I know that... | 0:55:16 | 0:55:19 | |
'it wasn't my fault.' | 0:55:19 | 0:55:21 | |
-What's your goal? -To get my high school diploma, go to college and be a paediatrician | 0:55:21 | 0:55:26 | |
and, like, take care... | 0:55:26 | 0:55:27 | |
And then with, like, my free time, take care of my sisters. | 0:55:27 | 0:55:30 | |
'And her saying what her goals and dreams are, who am I to say, | 0:55:30 | 0:55:36 | |
'"You can't do that - look at your record"? | 0:55:36 | 0:55:38 | |
'Look at Ameena's record!' | 0:55:38 | 0:55:40 | |
Being a violence interrupter, nothing surprises me. | 0:55:41 | 0:55:45 | |
'But being a mother and seeing this 18-year-old never riding on a carousel | 0:55:45 | 0:55:50 | |
'kind of blew my mind. | 0:55:50 | 0:55:53 | |
'It's true that it's only so much that I can do, | 0:55:56 | 0:56:00 | |
and that's just one, Caprysha, but it's...' | 0:56:00 | 0:56:03 | |
Its hundreds of thousands of Capryshas out there. | 0:56:03 | 0:56:07 | |
-Pick out another colour. -I like green. -I know, but... | 0:56:10 | 0:56:13 | |
-If you like green, we have green. -She got to like that lizard green. | 0:56:13 | 0:56:18 | |
Now, this is a very expensive manicure. | 0:56:18 | 0:56:21 | |
If I see you out there biting your nails, | 0:56:21 | 0:56:23 | |
we gon' be on the ground boxing. You'd better be worried! | 0:56:23 | 0:56:27 | |
How does it feel? Nice, right? | 0:56:27 | 0:56:30 | |
Yeah. Don't slap 'em, don't hit 'em. Enjoy it. | 0:56:30 | 0:56:35 | |
-So, where are you from? -Rockford. | 0:56:35 | 0:56:37 | |
-What made you come all the way out here? -Cos I was getting in trouble. | 0:56:37 | 0:56:41 | |
I used to fight every day at school. | 0:56:41 | 0:56:44 | |
-Where does that get you? -Huh? | 0:56:46 | 0:56:48 | |
-Where does that get you? -Nowhere. | 0:56:48 | 0:56:51 | |
-Finally figured that out, huh? -Yeah. | 0:56:51 | 0:56:54 | |
-Only for one brief second, you become the winner. -Mm-hm. | 0:56:54 | 0:56:58 | |
But then, the only thing you win is your own pride, | 0:56:58 | 0:57:01 | |
but where's that going to take you anywhere in life? | 0:57:01 | 0:57:04 | |
-I would go out and start trouble with everybody. -Right. | 0:57:04 | 0:57:07 | |
And when she bring it, she bring it hard. | 0:57:07 | 0:57:09 | |
-We were doing a conflict mediation and... -Just happened to be the only girl standing outside. | 0:57:11 | 0:57:17 | |
And when we came to the house, what you thought? | 0:57:17 | 0:57:20 | |
It was...different, cos, like, | 0:57:20 | 0:57:23 | |
you actually was talking TO me. | 0:57:23 | 0:57:26 | |
You know, you deserve to be happy. | 0:57:26 | 0:57:28 | |
You're 19. You deserve, like you said, to be having girly stuff done. | 0:57:28 | 0:57:33 | |
That's a whole different hand, man. | 0:57:35 | 0:57:37 | |
-Why you feel like you want to cry, but you don't want to? -I don't know. | 0:57:42 | 0:57:46 | |
It's OK. | 0:57:46 | 0:57:47 | |
I cry. Big girls cry. | 0:57:50 | 0:57:52 | |
Angels make prayer in your tears, when you're crying... | 0:57:54 | 0:57:58 | |
When you're crying and you're grateful. | 0:57:58 | 0:58:00 | |
When you're crying and you're asking God to help you. | 0:58:00 | 0:58:04 | |
I'm really so glad I met you, man. | 0:58:07 | 0:58:10 | |
You know? | 0:58:12 | 0:58:14 | |
You guys remember where we left off last week? We're working on our what? | 0:58:21 | 0:58:25 | |
-Backgrounds. -Backgrounds, right. It's about using your brush. | 0:58:25 | 0:58:28 | |
Criss-crosses, Cs. | 0:58:28 | 0:58:31 | |
'Last year, I had a hard time going to schools. You know, | 0:58:31 | 0:58:33 | |
'I was like, "Look, I work for violence prevention," | 0:58:33 | 0:58:36 | |
'and a lot of them didn't want to acknowledge there was issues in their schools.' | 0:58:36 | 0:58:40 | |
I used a pencil to sketch it out and shaded the background. | 0:58:40 | 0:58:43 | |
'They contacted CeaseFire. | 0:58:43 | 0:58:45 | |
'They were actually focusing, at the school, about violence | 0:58:45 | 0:58:48 | |
'and how they could help the community and so forth. | 0:58:48 | 0:58:50 | |
'And I was like, "What do you think about the idea of maybe art, | 0:58:50 | 0:58:54 | |
'"for them to express themselves about violence?"' | 0:58:54 | 0:58:56 | |
This one right here, I kind of really like this one. | 0:58:56 | 0:58:59 | |
'When I was in prison, painting was my form of dealing with my issues, my problems, and discovering myself.' | 0:58:59 | 0:59:04 | |
You got this angel. He's in hell. | 0:59:04 | 0:59:07 | |
And yet behind, there's, like, some demons, taunting him. | 0:59:07 | 0:59:10 | |
'It's kind of a way to help the kids with what they're thinking about.' | 0:59:10 | 0:59:14 | |
What's the one thing in the neighbourhood that you wish people could | 0:59:14 | 0:59:18 | |
-focus on more, to help out? -Spray-painting. -Spray-painting. | 0:59:18 | 0:59:21 | |
-What about you? -The shootings in my neighbourhood. -The shootings? | 0:59:21 | 0:59:25 | |
Because my mom's scared that there's going to be a shooting going on me while I'm outside. | 0:59:25 | 0:59:32 | |
I would want them to help with the shooting, | 0:59:32 | 0:59:35 | |
because that really bothers me. | 0:59:35 | 0:59:38 | |
Why does it bother you? | 0:59:38 | 0:59:40 | |
Because there was this one time when our neighbours got into a fight, | 0:59:40 | 0:59:45 | |
and... | 0:59:45 | 0:59:46 | |
..I don't know what else happened, but somebody started shooting. | 0:59:48 | 0:59:51 | |
And... | 0:59:53 | 0:59:55 | |
-It really... -SHE CRIES | 1:00:00 | 1:00:02 | |
And what you're doing right here, being part of this programme, | 1:00:05 | 1:00:08 | |
that's a great thing. | 1:00:08 | 1:00:10 | |
Cos it shows you care and you want to do something about it. | 1:00:10 | 1:00:13 | |
'I just wish that these kids, if they ever go through that, | 1:00:17 | 1:00:20 | |
'it doesn't affect them the same way it affected me. | 1:00:20 | 1:00:23 | |
'My coping mechanism is, "Keep going, keep going, keep going. Keep working."' | 1:00:23 | 1:00:27 | |
It is to stay out of bullshit and... | 1:00:32 | 1:00:35 | |
..try to forget about some of the things that I've done. | 1:00:39 | 1:00:42 | |
When I was 18, a very close friend of mine was paralysed. | 1:00:44 | 1:00:47 | |
I'm feeling this anger, I'm feeling this rage, I'm feeling like, | 1:00:47 | 1:00:51 | |
"They shot one of our guys? We're going back." | 1:00:51 | 1:00:53 | |
When I pass through that block... it seems real different. | 1:01:02 | 1:01:06 | |
I try to rewind and...no matter how much I try to remember it, | 1:01:08 | 1:01:12 | |
it just don't come out. | 1:01:12 | 1:01:13 | |
It's hard for me to say the victim's name, and... And even the crime. | 1:01:15 | 1:01:20 | |
I guess I detach myself from that. Like, not putting a face. | 1:01:22 | 1:01:26 | |
In reality, the face is there. Face is still there. | 1:01:27 | 1:01:30 | |
ICE CREAM VAN JINGLE PLAYS | 1:01:30 | 1:01:34 | |
And I had to be careful, as well, out here, cos I knew these guys were packing. | 1:01:37 | 1:01:42 | |
And I stayed by the fire hydrant over there. | 1:01:44 | 1:01:47 | |
This dude just kind of came out the cars... | 1:01:47 | 1:01:51 | |
Shot him pretty much point-blank. | 1:01:51 | 1:01:54 | |
There was a whole bunch of his friends, too, | 1:01:57 | 1:01:59 | |
that were behind the cars and I was trying to shoot them, as well. | 1:01:59 | 1:02:03 | |
But... It was more like in a defensive side, by that time. | 1:02:03 | 1:02:07 | |
It was to make sure that they didn't shoot at me. | 1:02:07 | 1:02:09 | |
It's funny, cos this block itself has claimed a lot of lives. This one particular block right here. | 1:02:12 | 1:02:17 | |
CeaseFire. | 1:02:18 | 1:02:20 | |
RAP: This foolish shooting It must stop, it's getting cruel | 1:02:31 | 1:02:34 | |
Children going to school and gotta duck shots | 1:02:34 | 1:02:37 | |
No more bliss Ignore this, we must not | 1:02:37 | 1:02:39 | |
Like Natasha Howliet She was murdered on the bus stop | 1:02:39 | 1:02:42 | |
Two gunshots and she just dropped This daily living | 1:02:42 | 1:02:46 | |
I speak the grief of the streets | 1:02:46 | 1:02:48 | |
They may be listening and pay attention | 1:02:48 | 1:02:50 | |
Help lead us through this mess We infested with death | 1:02:50 | 1:02:53 | |
And it leaves us too depressed | 1:02:53 | 1:02:54 | |
Like when Derrion Albert was beaten to his death | 1:02:54 | 1:02:57 | |
Had his mamma too upset Crying, speaking to the press | 1:02:57 | 1:03:01 | |
It's too much We began to lose touch | 1:03:01 | 1:03:04 | |
Jesse Jackson took a reaction and rode the school bus. | 1:03:04 | 1:03:07 | |
Do you all think we can establish some type of coexistence or peace | 1:03:07 | 1:03:11 | |
in Finger High School if we all work together? | 1:03:11 | 1:03:13 | |
Finger can be a better place if... | 1:03:13 | 1:03:15 | |
< SHOUTING | 1:03:17 | 1:03:19 | |
Just hear her out. Give everybody respect. | 1:03:19 | 1:03:23 | |
I live in Altgeld Gardens. | 1:03:23 | 1:03:25 | |
I have a whole list. It's the Gardens and they're animals. It's both ways. | 1:03:25 | 1:03:28 | |
You young men and women have to place a value | 1:03:28 | 1:03:32 | |
and a vision on your life. | 1:03:32 | 1:03:34 | |
Look at yourself 15 years down the road. You will be a full adult. | 1:03:34 | 1:03:39 | |
I cannot believe that I'm looking at what has happened to the young people here. | 1:03:39 | 1:03:43 | |
You don't have to fight anybody. | 1:03:43 | 1:03:45 | |
Everybody don't think the same way. Everybody don't think the same way. | 1:03:47 | 1:03:51 | |
It's not about me being an old lady and telling somebody what they should and should not do. | 1:03:51 | 1:03:56 | |
It's about you all's life. And you all need to be heard, | 1:03:56 | 1:03:58 | |
all the way through the ends of sentences. | 1:03:58 | 1:04:01 | |
So I'ma throw some scenarios at you and I want you all to just answer honest. | 1:04:01 | 1:04:05 | |
One of your friends was just beat up at a party over the weekend. | 1:04:05 | 1:04:09 | |
You see a couple of kids that your friend identifies as the dude that stole on her. | 1:04:09 | 1:04:14 | |
What do you think would happen next? | 1:04:14 | 1:04:17 | |
I feel that we gon' fight. | 1:04:17 | 1:04:20 | |
Cos there wasn't no problem when they jumped on my friend | 1:04:20 | 1:04:24 | |
over the weekend, so if we see them walking, we gon' fight. | 1:04:24 | 1:04:27 | |
It ain't like y'all put it. It's not that easy. | 1:04:27 | 1:04:29 | |
You might walk away and somebody might pitch in your head with a bat or something. | 1:04:29 | 1:04:34 | |
Who'd like to fight? | 1:04:34 | 1:04:37 | |
I don't LIKE to fight, but I'll fight if I have to do. | 1:04:37 | 1:04:40 | |
Yeah, that's how it is, but... I'll fight anybody. | 1:04:40 | 1:04:43 | |
Everybody fights. | 1:04:43 | 1:04:45 | |
Why you so angry? Why you want to fight? | 1:04:45 | 1:04:48 | |
Cos it's just the way I was brought up. I always had to fight. | 1:04:48 | 1:04:51 | |
-You always had to fight? -Basically. | 1:04:51 | 1:04:54 | |
It's hard out there. | 1:04:56 | 1:04:58 | |
When I grew up, I used to wake up wanting to fight somebody. | 1:04:58 | 1:05:01 | |
Just fight somebody. | 1:05:01 | 1:05:03 | |
And I understand a hellraiser liking a fight, | 1:05:03 | 1:05:07 | |
but walking away from a fight ain't always meaning that you punk. | 1:05:07 | 1:05:10 | |
..not to them. When they look at it, they gon' think you're a punk | 1:05:13 | 1:05:17 | |
and a bitch and all that, but... | 1:05:17 | 1:05:20 | |
So I got all that weighed out. | 1:05:20 | 1:05:22 | |
My consequences - everybody that I was raised with that loved to fight | 1:05:22 | 1:05:26 | |
was in a penitentiary at the end. | 1:05:26 | 1:05:28 | |
Does that mean you're the punks, too? | 1:05:28 | 1:05:30 | |
'It's a myth that most of the violence is gang-related' | 1:05:30 | 1:05:33 | |
because a lot of the violence is interpersonal conflict. | 1:05:33 | 1:05:36 | |
Guys get into it for the most pettiest reasons out here. So it's all about respect and disrespect | 1:05:36 | 1:05:41 | |
not being accepted in the overall society. | 1:05:41 | 1:05:44 | |
A lot of people feel ostracised, so what they do, they try to dominate their surroundings. | 1:05:44 | 1:05:49 | |
I didn't eat this morning. | 1:05:49 | 1:05:52 | |
I'm wearing my niece's clothes. | 1:05:52 | 1:05:55 | |
I just was violated by my mom's boyfriend. | 1:05:55 | 1:06:01 | |
I go to school and here comes someone that bumps into me | 1:06:03 | 1:06:08 | |
and don't say, "Excuse me." | 1:06:08 | 1:06:11 | |
You hit zero to rage within 30 seconds and you act out. | 1:06:13 | 1:06:20 | |
Some of these kids, man, they don't care about tomorrow. "Fuck tomorrow." | 1:06:22 | 1:06:26 | |
That's what they'll to tell you. | 1:06:26 | 1:06:28 | |
"I'm trying to survive today, right now. I'm trying to live right now. | 1:06:28 | 1:06:33 | |
"I'm trying to make sure I don't get shot. | 1:06:33 | 1:06:35 | |
"I'm trying to make sure my boy next to me doesn't get shot. | 1:06:35 | 1:06:38 | |
"And if he does, guess what? I'm going to go over there and shoot them, too." | 1:06:38 | 1:06:43 | |
So, this is what violence interrupters do. | 1:07:02 | 1:07:05 | |
Focus, like a laser, on reducing shootings and killings. | 1:07:05 | 1:07:09 | |
And then the deeper part of the whole programme is changing norms. | 1:07:09 | 1:07:13 | |
In Chicago, the interrupters have interrupted about 1,400 such events. | 1:07:13 | 1:07:18 | |
We average about 40 to 45% drops in shootings and killings | 1:07:18 | 1:07:22 | |
in the areas where we put it. | 1:07:22 | 1:07:25 | |
Have you had incidents where the police feel that | 1:07:25 | 1:07:30 | |
you should have given them information and you didn't? | 1:07:30 | 1:07:33 | |
And that you were on the side of the offenders? | 1:07:33 | 1:07:38 | |
If we were to do that, we would not be effective. | 1:07:38 | 1:07:41 | |
We are trying to keep CeaseFire neutral, politically, | 1:07:41 | 1:07:45 | |
as far as the relationship with law enforcement and the community. | 1:07:45 | 1:07:48 | |
I mean, I'm confused, when you say "neutral". How are you seen as being a neutral force | 1:07:48 | 1:07:53 | |
in that area, because there's right and there's wrong? | 1:07:53 | 1:07:56 | |
It's not about right and wrong on one side. | 1:07:56 | 1:07:59 | |
We don't want law-enforcement thinking that we are covering these criminals | 1:07:59 | 1:08:03 | |
and we're hiding information so that they can continue doing negative behaviour, | 1:08:03 | 1:08:08 | |
and we don't want the community thinking we're stool pigeons | 1:08:08 | 1:08:11 | |
of important information that they give us, to law enforcement. | 1:08:11 | 1:08:14 | |
You know, the right and wrong of these conflicts | 1:08:14 | 1:08:17 | |
is all points of view. | 1:08:17 | 1:08:18 | |
Are you going to take it back one day, or five years, or 200 years? | 1:08:18 | 1:08:24 | |
Everyone has got a grievance and so, we just have to say that, | 1:08:24 | 1:08:29 | |
no matter what, the additional violence won't be helpful. | 1:08:29 | 1:08:32 | |
So, we're not in the good and bad game. | 1:08:32 | 1:08:36 | |
We're not in that drama. | 1:08:36 | 1:08:39 | |
It's just hard, | 1:08:39 | 1:08:41 | |
because these guys are still cut from the code of the streets. | 1:08:41 | 1:08:45 | |
'I've seen the faces of the Interrupters | 1:08:45 | 1:08:47 | |
'when we hear that a seven-year-old girl got shot. | 1:08:47 | 1:08:50 | |
'Something needs to be done. | 1:08:50 | 1:08:53 | |
'But it's hard for these brothers | 1:08:53 | 1:08:55 | |
'to make that quantum leap into turning somebody in.' | 1:08:55 | 1:08:58 | |
The police supports this, but when they first started down here, | 1:08:58 | 1:09:02 | |
I got criticised, from everybody, police, | 1:09:02 | 1:09:06 | |
people down here on CeaseFire stab, you're hearing these tough guys, | 1:09:06 | 1:09:10 | |
but how the hell are you going to go in and stop the violence? | 1:09:10 | 1:09:13 | |
We were in that situation where a guy, recently, was released from prison. | 1:09:13 | 1:09:18 | |
He thought that man be talking about him, | 1:09:18 | 1:09:20 | |
got out, the con punched the man, and his brother. | 1:09:20 | 1:09:22 | |
'China Joe was known as the Gladiator. | 1:09:22 | 1:09:24 | |
'All Vice Lords had to fight China Joe to become a Vice Lord. | 1:09:24 | 1:09:27 | |
'How you think that makes a young guy feel? | 1:09:27 | 1:09:29 | |
'"Man, China Joe just told me to stand down."' | 1:09:29 | 1:09:32 | |
We sitting here, hugging and looking like that. | 1:09:32 | 1:09:35 | |
How you doing, son? | 1:09:35 | 1:09:37 | |
Interrupters, though our intentions are noble and good, | 1:09:37 | 1:09:40 | |
sometimes won't always go about it the right way. | 1:09:40 | 1:09:43 | |
They're not in the streets any more. You can't take law in your own hand. You can't. | 1:09:43 | 1:09:49 | |
As an Interrupter, that has been one of our greatest challenges. | 1:09:49 | 1:09:52 | |
With violence and weapons | 1:09:52 | 1:09:54 | |
we have to use the threat of violence to mediate a conflict. | 1:09:54 | 1:09:57 | |
This is where the rubber meets the road, because, in reality, | 1:09:57 | 1:10:01 | |
you cannot mediate conflicts without confrontation. | 1:10:01 | 1:10:04 | |
He left me a voicemail. | 1:10:07 | 1:10:09 | |
I got a call from a guy I met in jail. | 1:10:12 | 1:10:14 | |
He said he's got the police in the house, he's doing the legal things. | 1:10:14 | 1:10:18 | |
Said the police kicked his door in, knocked through his brother, | 1:10:20 | 1:10:23 | |
put handcuffs on his mother. | 1:10:23 | 1:10:25 | |
And he was somebody who knew who sent the police to his house. | 1:10:25 | 1:10:29 | |
He is looking for 'em. | 1:10:29 | 1:10:31 | |
-Ain't done no good to have us around here. Look... -What's up? | 1:10:31 | 1:10:36 | |
My man Flamo make you laugh, but if you fuck with him, | 1:10:36 | 1:10:38 | |
you got to bring it on. | 1:10:38 | 1:10:40 | |
These motherfuckers came here, man, had my motherfuckin' momma handcuffed, | 1:10:40 | 1:10:44 | |
my li'l brother handcuffed, took my little brother went and got shot. | 1:10:44 | 1:10:48 | |
Fuckin' weird shit, man. Take him to jail. | 1:10:48 | 1:10:50 | |
It's weird, you got to move that shit along. | 1:10:50 | 1:10:53 | |
Ain't movin' shit along till I get these motherfuckers. | 1:10:53 | 1:10:56 | |
You already know how I get in. | 1:10:56 | 1:10:58 | |
You boys gonna make it better for me. | 1:10:58 | 1:11:01 | |
I'm sorry hear about your brother, but still... | 1:11:01 | 1:11:03 | |
-Ain't gonna make shit no better though. -Fuck makin' it better. | 1:11:03 | 1:11:06 | |
I can't do nothin'. | 1:11:10 | 1:11:11 | |
You know, you crazy, be out here like that. | 1:11:13 | 1:11:15 | |
This love, man, thang, I ain't feelin' that, none of this shit. | 1:11:15 | 1:11:19 | |
I respect y'all, what you're doin', that's cool, but fuck that. | 1:11:19 | 1:11:23 | |
I'm not with Steve's fight. | 1:11:23 | 1:11:25 | |
Why was I letting these motherfuckers kick my door in? | 1:11:25 | 1:11:29 | |
We can't erase what already happened, but the whole thing, you gotta look at it like that. | 1:11:29 | 1:11:33 | |
You can't erase what happened - you right. | 1:11:33 | 1:11:35 | |
And you can't predict what I'm thinkin' to do. | 1:11:35 | 1:11:37 | |
We just gotta work shit out. | 1:11:37 | 1:11:40 | |
Offer you solutions to the problem. | 1:11:40 | 1:11:42 | |
Fuck this shit. Fuck the problem. Fuck the solution! | 1:11:42 | 1:11:45 | |
These motherfuckers tryin' to take my shit! | 1:11:47 | 1:11:49 | |
You ain't just crossed me, you crossed my fuckin' momma. | 1:11:49 | 1:11:52 | |
Wit' my momma, I come to your crib and kill every motherfucker. | 1:11:52 | 1:11:55 | |
Your brother's gone. And you be gone, | 1:11:55 | 1:11:57 | |
that ain't gonna do nothin' but hurt your momma. | 1:11:57 | 1:12:00 | |
She'll be a'ight. | 1:12:00 | 1:12:02 | |
-How many kids you got? -I'm claiming four. | 1:12:02 | 1:12:05 | |
If you go to jail, you can't take in no kids. | 1:12:05 | 1:12:07 | |
That's the thing. God takin' care of us in there. | 1:12:07 | 1:12:09 | |
He gonna take care. | 1:12:09 | 1:12:11 | |
Feels like when I do what I'ma do, he gonna take care me, too. | 1:12:11 | 1:12:15 | |
But you was locked up before for the same shit. | 1:12:15 | 1:12:17 | |
Man, I'm 32, been locked up 15 years of my life. What that mean? | 1:12:17 | 1:12:22 | |
What the fuck that mean? That's where I grew up, here, God dammit. | 1:12:22 | 1:12:26 | |
Ain't no shame, ain't no secret. Shit! | 1:12:26 | 1:12:29 | |
I'm tired of being down on any motherfucker, | 1:12:29 | 1:12:31 | |
soft-ass niggas, out here doin', should be trinkin'! | 1:12:31 | 1:12:34 | |
All right, going to leave this here. Let's get a little corner. | 1:12:34 | 1:12:38 | |
I know these punk-assed police, they all want me. | 1:12:38 | 1:12:41 | |
-Motherfuckers out to kill me. -That shit crazy, man. | 1:12:41 | 1:12:44 | |
How can you help me? Right now, how can you help me? | 1:12:44 | 1:12:47 | |
I mean, the only thing, like I say, only thing I could do is try | 1:12:47 | 1:12:50 | |
to get to know you more, spend more time with you, try to work with you. | 1:12:50 | 1:12:54 | |
You gon' take me out to dinner, then? | 1:12:54 | 1:12:56 | |
We can go to lunch right now, and we can sit down, and we can | 1:12:56 | 1:12:59 | |
-talk about this motherfuckin' problem, that's what you telling me? -Yeah. | 1:12:59 | 1:13:02 | |
I'm used to that goddamn shit. | 1:13:02 | 1:13:05 | |
-We can go out, if that's what you want to do. -Right now? -Yeah. | 1:13:05 | 1:13:08 | |
Let me go put my pistol up. | 1:13:08 | 1:13:10 | |
We'll just see. | 1:13:12 | 1:13:15 | |
Make sure, though, man, you ain't got shit on you. | 1:13:15 | 1:13:17 | |
I'm clean, I ain't got nothing. | 1:13:17 | 1:13:20 | |
'That's a rough one. That's one of the worst ones I hear. | 1:13:21 | 1:13:25 | |
'He kept coming and going with us. | 1:13:26 | 1:13:28 | |
'One minute I'm thinking he calmed down, then he blow right back up. | 1:13:28 | 1:13:33 | |
'Any chance you got the person who will stay there | 1:13:33 | 1:13:35 | |
'and talk with you, you got a chance at working it out with them.' | 1:13:35 | 1:13:39 | |
This is the time of month we go to the conference. | 1:13:39 | 1:13:42 | |
'We don't talk to them for less than a minute. | 1:13:42 | 1:13:45 | |
'We always tell them, "Come and listen. Check it out. | 1:13:45 | 1:13:48 | |
'"If you don't like it, you can walk out right away."' | 1:13:48 | 1:13:50 | |
I'm going to shift the agenda, | 1:13:50 | 1:13:52 | |
because we got a hypothetical problem, | 1:13:52 | 1:13:54 | |
that's taking place somewhere in our town. | 1:13:54 | 1:13:56 | |
Let's say that somebody tricked on your brother. | 1:13:56 | 1:13:58 | |
And somebody called the police | 1:13:58 | 1:14:01 | |
and said that he had some guns in the house, and the police came | 1:14:01 | 1:14:04 | |
and knocked your brother up, found two guns, and they put your mother | 1:14:04 | 1:14:08 | |
in handcuffs, and you know who the guy is that told on your brothers. | 1:14:08 | 1:14:12 | |
How would we resolve a conflict like that? | 1:14:12 | 1:14:14 | |
We gonna keep it 100, that's real hard. | 1:14:14 | 1:14:16 | |
When you put momma into somebody else's business, that's super-duper hard. | 1:14:16 | 1:14:20 | |
We not gonna be effective in them ventures. | 1:14:20 | 1:14:23 | |
There gonna be some where it slip through cracks. | 1:14:23 | 1:14:27 | |
You been messed up, you add to their burden | 1:14:27 | 1:14:30 | |
so you gotta put your little personal pride aside | 1:14:30 | 1:14:34 | |
and start dealing with this thing on a realistic, responsible way | 1:14:34 | 1:14:37 | |
and start trying to figure out a way to get your brother | 1:14:37 | 1:14:39 | |
from out of that drama and ease your mother. | 1:14:39 | 1:14:42 | |
And you don't have to be tough to be a hero. | 1:14:42 | 1:14:45 | |
You want to be like the rest of our guys out there. | 1:14:45 | 1:14:47 | |
That should do it for now. We got some solid feedback. | 1:14:47 | 1:14:51 | |
..We got a situation over on Michelle Clyde Heights... | 1:14:51 | 1:14:54 | |
'When you first started meeting with him,' | 1:14:54 | 1:14:56 | |
he was on ten, and now I think he was at a level five. | 1:14:56 | 1:15:00 | |
The only problem now, Cobe, if he is to see this guy tonight, | 1:15:00 | 1:15:03 | |
there's gonna be a problem. | 1:15:03 | 1:15:05 | |
What's gonna happen now, you gotta baby-sit him. | 1:15:05 | 1:15:07 | |
-You and Hiram at the same time. -OK. | 1:15:07 | 1:15:09 | |
-You tired of waiting? Let's get out of here, man. -Yeah, about time. | 1:15:09 | 1:15:14 | |
Cobe is one of the best Interrupters, but he knows how to walk away. | 1:15:14 | 1:15:17 | |
That's very important, because if you don't know how to walk away, | 1:15:17 | 1:15:21 | |
you can end up getting hurt. | 1:15:21 | 1:15:22 | |
34, 24. We've had some close calls, several representative shot at. | 1:15:25 | 1:15:32 | |
Brother Joel, still in a lot of pain. | 1:15:32 | 1:15:34 | |
This is the first time one of our Interrupters ever got shot. | 1:15:34 | 1:15:38 | |
I came to tell you we appreciate you, | 1:15:38 | 1:15:40 | |
everything you did trying to mediate that conflict. Just glad you survived. | 1:15:40 | 1:15:46 | |
You stumbled across this coming out your father's house. | 1:15:46 | 1:15:49 | |
It was a couple of guys down the block, arguing over someone. | 1:15:49 | 1:15:54 | |
As I was approaching them, I had something telling me | 1:15:54 | 1:15:59 | |
it wasn't even the right moment to even interrupt them. | 1:15:59 | 1:16:03 | |
I'm just trying to do my job. | 1:16:03 | 1:16:05 | |
One of them said, "Who are you, you from around here?" | 1:16:05 | 1:16:07 | |
So he go to talk to his other friend, | 1:16:07 | 1:16:10 | |
and that's when he shot me up. | 1:16:10 | 1:16:11 | |
-When you turned your back? -When I turned my back. | 1:16:11 | 1:16:15 | |
You got shot in the ankle and in the back? | 1:16:15 | 1:16:17 | |
It opened my whole stomach right up. | 1:16:17 | 1:16:19 | |
That's tough at the bottom, | 1:16:21 | 1:16:23 | |
because when you got shot there were, like, 16 shootings in six hours. | 1:16:23 | 1:16:26 | |
All the guys came up here, Friday. | 1:16:26 | 1:16:29 | |
All the brothers were here. | 1:16:29 | 1:16:31 | |
We were here, you know? And, uh... | 1:16:31 | 1:16:33 | |
(It's cool.) | 1:16:40 | 1:16:41 | |
I'll just say it's tough, that's all I know. Yeah. | 1:16:44 | 1:16:48 | |
When I thought about you getting shot, and your father was there, | 1:16:51 | 1:16:55 | |
because I have sons, I've got a son of like, 24. | 1:16:55 | 1:16:57 | |
Got another son who is like, 28 years old, believe it or not, | 1:16:57 | 1:17:00 | |
so, when I thought about it... HE CLEARS HIS THROAT | 1:17:00 | 1:17:03 | |
I collect my sons. | 1:17:08 | 1:17:09 | |
I'm here with you. | 1:17:11 | 1:17:13 | |
It would make it good, I know, but we just got to keep on pushing. Thanks. | 1:17:13 | 1:17:17 | |
Thanks, bud. All right. OK, we're going to get on up out of here. | 1:17:17 | 1:17:22 | |
And I'll be back Wednesday. All right. Yeah, all right. | 1:17:23 | 1:17:27 | |
Yeah. | 1:17:27 | 1:17:29 | |
SOMBRE ORGAN MUSIC | 1:17:35 | 1:17:39 | |
I'm begging you, my brothers, I'm begging you, my sisters, | 1:17:44 | 1:17:48 | |
let God do what God needs to do. | 1:17:48 | 1:17:51 | |
Once we lay this brother down in the ground, we got work to do. | 1:17:54 | 1:17:58 | |
'Jesse Smith got shot in a retaliation. | 1:17:58 | 1:18:01 | |
'Another student that got shot. | 1:18:01 | 1:18:04 | |
'But it wasn't just he had did the shooting.' | 1:18:04 | 1:18:07 | |
-SERMON CONTINUES: -..Family has to kill, and we have work to do. | 1:18:07 | 1:18:11 | |
'I'm just seeing, in the last 10-15 years, | 1:18:11 | 1:18:14 | |
'random violence like I've never seen it before.' | 1:18:14 | 1:18:18 | |
Last year, of the 125 homicides, | 1:18:18 | 1:18:21 | |
where we service those families, | 1:18:21 | 1:18:23 | |
about 90% were young people. | 1:18:23 | 1:18:25 | |
These children don't expect to live past 30. | 1:18:25 | 1:18:30 | |
They come to these funerals and I watch them and they represent | 1:18:30 | 1:18:34 | |
and they put themselves in place of the person in the casket. | 1:18:34 | 1:18:38 | |
These young people are, in reality, | 1:18:38 | 1:18:40 | |
saying, "This is what I want to happen when I'm killed." | 1:18:40 | 1:18:45 | |
..affectionately known as Dupe... | 1:18:45 | 1:18:47 | |
'I've heard little buzzes in the air | 1:18:47 | 1:18:49 | |
'that they were coming to shoot the funeral up | 1:18:49 | 1:18:52 | |
'to get the person that they were intending to get.' | 1:18:52 | 1:18:55 | |
'I call for all hands on deck.' | 1:18:55 | 1:18:58 | |
..left behind his loving mother. | 1:18:58 | 1:19:01 | |
'The mother got in touch with CeaseFire. | 1:19:01 | 1:19:04 | |
'I've never met this mother before. | 1:19:04 | 1:19:07 | |
'She said, "I need you to be there, Ameena." | 1:19:07 | 1:19:10 | |
'I just would want somebody to do that for my son.' | 1:19:10 | 1:19:14 | |
QUIET SOBBING | 1:19:14 | 1:19:16 | |
I need everybody from the ages of 13 to 24, to stand up. | 1:19:51 | 1:19:57 | |
I'm the second oldest daughter to Jeff Fort, | 1:20:02 | 1:20:04 | |
to ones that call Malik chief, | 1:20:04 | 1:20:07 | |
and I'm fed up, | 1:20:07 | 1:20:09 | |
because each and everyone of you could be Dupe, right here. | 1:20:09 | 1:20:13 | |
I'ma be real honest with you all, because, see, | 1:20:13 | 1:20:16 | |
we real talking up here, because Dupe is real, there, in front of us. | 1:20:16 | 1:20:19 | |
And there's a reason why this party is here. | 1:20:19 | 1:20:22 | |
I see these rare cats, my brothers, | 1:20:22 | 1:20:27 | |
I know we hurtin', because we loved Dupe. | 1:20:27 | 1:20:30 | |
But we got a responsibility to bring up our community to be vibrant. | 1:20:30 | 1:20:36 | |
Whatever it is that's goin' on, cease the fire, call a truce. | 1:20:37 | 1:20:41 | |
'I was a chauffeur for Dr Martin Luther King | 1:20:48 | 1:20:51 | |
'when SCLC made their first venture into the north, by way of Chicago. | 1:20:51 | 1:20:56 | |
'The black community, we were the nobodies, | 1:20:58 | 1:21:00 | |
'and the civil rights era gave us hope that we could be somebody. | 1:21:00 | 1:21:04 | |
'How can the president of the United States be a black man?' | 1:21:06 | 1:21:10 | |
I never thought I'd see that in my lifetime. | 1:21:10 | 1:21:12 | |
But while I'm seeing the President on television, | 1:21:12 | 1:21:15 | |
the images of him leading the free world, | 1:21:15 | 1:21:18 | |
I'm still burying black kids, which just doesn't make sense to me. | 1:21:18 | 1:21:22 | |
All of this stuff in this snow. | 1:21:31 | 1:21:34 | |
Where my man at? Where you at, where Flamo? | 1:21:34 | 1:21:38 | |
How you doing, son? OK? | 1:21:39 | 1:21:42 | |
What's up, what's up, Flamo? | 1:21:43 | 1:21:46 | |
How are you feeling today, man? You all right? | 1:21:46 | 1:21:50 | |
Well, I can't see our village right now, so I got to gamble. | 1:21:50 | 1:21:54 | |
Are we talking Super Bowl? | 1:21:54 | 1:21:57 | |
Yeah, man, I'm a sore loser. | 1:21:57 | 1:22:01 | |
I'm ready to get my money back, blood. It come with the game, man. | 1:22:01 | 1:22:06 | |
I'm just so happy you calmed down, you went thinking in another way, | 1:22:06 | 1:22:10 | |
-and that's very good, man. -A'ight. | 1:22:10 | 1:22:13 | |
It's hard. I stop doing what I'm doing, but, shit, don't push me. | 1:22:13 | 1:22:18 | |
You know the good thing? | 1:22:18 | 1:22:20 | |
I stop the locomotion on the block a little while ago. | 1:22:20 | 1:22:23 | |
You stopped something today? | 1:22:23 | 1:22:25 | |
Yeah. Like I'm talking wit' y'all | 1:22:25 | 1:22:28 | |
I see they want somebody to end the thing, | 1:22:28 | 1:22:30 | |
and stop 'em, see a homie go his way, and he go his way. | 1:22:30 | 1:22:33 | |
-And you intervened and stopped that from happening? -Yeah. | 1:22:33 | 1:22:37 | |
-So, how do you feel about what you did? -Personal? | 1:22:37 | 1:22:41 | |
At the time, these motherfuckers were making noise | 1:22:41 | 1:22:45 | |
and I'm just there watching TV, trying to get high. | 1:22:45 | 1:22:49 | |
And they made a big-ass thing in front of me crib. | 1:22:49 | 1:22:51 | |
So, shit, "I tell them, move on or I'ma get on and fuck both of you." | 1:22:51 | 1:22:55 | |
Flamo, there's non-violence and non-violence. | 1:22:55 | 1:22:58 | |
I'm going to be waiting right here on the side, Riley. OK? | 1:22:59 | 1:23:03 | |
Ho, what's up, man, what's that in your hand? | 1:23:04 | 1:23:07 | |
-A blunt, man. -Flamo, man, you don't ride like that, | 1:23:07 | 1:23:10 | |
you don't ride with no blunts or shit in here, man! | 1:23:10 | 1:23:12 | |
I know, that's why I tear you, see? | 1:23:12 | 1:23:14 | |
I'm saying you should have respect for me, don't do that, though. | 1:23:14 | 1:23:17 | |
Police pull up, everybody in here go to jail. | 1:23:17 | 1:23:20 | |
Let me get rid of the evidence. | 1:23:20 | 1:23:22 | |
-Hell, man, that ain't cool at all. -I weren't thinking. | 1:23:22 | 1:23:25 | |
You weren't thinking? | 1:23:25 | 1:23:27 | |
I'm trying to get into the mode of doing what's right, man. | 1:23:27 | 1:23:31 | |
I know I got some screws missing on the attitude, what's up. | 1:23:31 | 1:23:35 | |
I used to want to get with gangbangs. I want none of that, bruv. | 1:23:35 | 1:23:40 | |
But all the stuff I have to do, and done, by doing it, | 1:23:42 | 1:23:47 | |
I ain't got nothing to show for it. | 1:23:47 | 1:23:49 | |
Nothing that I done, negative. | 1:23:49 | 1:23:51 | |
My friends in jail, my friends drug addicts, so... Whatever. | 1:23:52 | 1:23:57 | |
You're seeing, like, life repeat itself as a cycle. | 1:23:57 | 1:24:00 | |
You just move on to places that are telling the story. | 1:24:02 | 1:24:05 | |
I'm trying to be one of you all, telling the story. | 1:24:05 | 1:24:08 | |
I want to be the one that's living the lifestyle, | 1:24:08 | 1:24:11 | |
riding the streets, who knows how to keep out of harm | 1:24:11 | 1:24:14 | |
and doing wrong, and all other, man, I say. | 1:24:14 | 1:24:18 | |
A'ight, I'll let you go, I'll see you, brother. | 1:24:25 | 1:24:29 | |
Today, I brought this young man home from prison. | 1:24:35 | 1:24:39 | |
He's been gone for like two or three years, for armed robbery. | 1:24:39 | 1:24:42 | |
I've known him and his family for a long time. | 1:24:42 | 1:24:44 | |
The only thing he kept saying, he wants to see his little brother | 1:24:44 | 1:24:48 | |
and his two sisters. THEY SHRIEK WITH EXCITEMENT | 1:24:48 | 1:24:51 | |
Whassup? | 1:25:00 | 1:25:01 | |
It's going to be all right. | 1:25:04 | 1:25:05 | |
-It's been a long time. -Yes. | 1:25:07 | 1:25:09 | |
-A lot of changes. -Mm-hm. | 1:25:09 | 1:25:12 | |
You know, two years and some months. | 1:25:12 | 1:25:15 | |
Before you went to jail, | 1:25:15 | 1:25:17 | |
I really noticed you as Lil' Mikey. | 1:25:17 | 1:25:21 | |
But now you're not Lil' Mikey no more. | 1:25:21 | 1:25:24 | |
I hated it, but I ain't gotta do that no more. | 1:25:24 | 1:25:27 | |
I missed your graduation. | 1:25:28 | 1:25:31 | |
I ain't gonna miss yours. | 1:25:31 | 1:25:32 | |
And I definitely ain't gonna miss yours. | 1:25:32 | 1:25:35 | |
What about that role model paper Momma told me about? | 1:25:35 | 1:25:38 | |
It's about you and me. | 1:25:38 | 1:25:40 | |
About how I miss you. | 1:25:40 | 1:25:42 | |
-I hope you get to see one sometimes. -Right. | 1:25:42 | 1:25:46 | |
-Is this the old Mikey that you said was a role model, right? -Mm-hm. | 1:25:46 | 1:25:50 | |
I don't want him to be a role model because | 1:25:50 | 1:25:52 | |
he was a different person than he was at home | 1:25:52 | 1:25:56 | |
than he was on the block. | 1:25:56 | 1:25:57 | |
-Hopefully, this Mikey will be your role model. -Mm-hm. | 1:25:57 | 1:26:00 | |
-Your daddy be coming home soon, won't he? -2013. | 1:26:00 | 1:26:05 | |
2013. | 1:26:05 | 1:26:07 | |
-How long your daddy been gone? -17 years. | 1:26:07 | 1:26:09 | |
Your daddy tried to call me. | 1:26:09 | 1:26:11 | |
I got this voicemail. | 1:26:11 | 1:26:13 | |
He was telling me he wants to talk to me before you get out. | 1:26:13 | 1:26:18 | |
So, you know, I'm there for you. | 1:26:18 | 1:26:20 | |
Yo, I'm here for y'all now. | 1:26:22 | 1:26:25 | |
Too long. | 1:26:32 | 1:26:33 | |
It's real tough when people get out of prison. | 1:26:35 | 1:26:37 | |
A lot of times when you get out of prison, when you can't find no job, you get discouraged. | 1:26:37 | 1:26:42 | |
You're, like, "Man, it's hard out here, man. | 1:26:42 | 1:26:45 | |
"Should I go back to doing the shit I used to do?" | 1:26:45 | 1:26:48 | |
He sent me a text message. He got a new phone? | 1:26:48 | 1:26:50 | |
When he got out, he tried really hard until he found his job. | 1:26:50 | 1:26:55 | |
Uh-huh. Where's your boy at? | 1:26:55 | 1:26:59 | |
Even when they laid him off, he was very active. | 1:26:59 | 1:27:02 | |
I'd be like, "Why are you going out there and not getting paid?" | 1:27:02 | 1:27:06 | |
He's, like, "Because. | 1:27:06 | 1:27:08 | |
"Eventually they'll get some fund and I have to go, though. | 1:27:08 | 1:27:12 | |
"This is what I'm supposed to be doing." | 1:27:12 | 1:27:15 | |
And he stuck with it and he's back. | 1:27:15 | 1:27:18 | |
INSTRUMENTAL | 1:27:18 | 1:27:19 | |
LOW CHATTER | 1:27:43 | 1:27:45 | |
Get your birthday gifts! | 1:27:51 | 1:27:53 | |
Birthday gifts! | 1:27:53 | 1:27:55 | |
I think you printed it up. It ain't even dry yet! | 1:27:56 | 1:27:59 | |
'Today's a big day for the students. | 1:28:08 | 1:28:11 | |
'We're putting up their artwork that we've worked on this past couple of months.' | 1:28:11 | 1:28:15 | |
-Yay! He's here! -I came. I showed up, right? | 1:28:15 | 1:28:18 | |
LAUGHTER | 1:28:18 | 1:28:19 | |
-How you been? -Good. -Good. | 1:28:19 | 1:28:22 | |
How about the neighbourhood? | 1:28:22 | 1:28:24 | |
A kid got shot. Paralysed. | 1:28:24 | 1:28:25 | |
-From the waist down. -Did you know him? | 1:28:25 | 1:28:28 | |
Yeah. He lived downstairs from us. | 1:28:28 | 1:28:31 | |
Really? Oh, my gosh! | 1:28:31 | 1:28:33 | |
If anything like that happens, you know you can get in touch with Eddie. | 1:28:33 | 1:28:39 | |
Especially if you just want to talk. | 1:28:39 | 1:28:41 | |
-You guys can tell me these things, too. -Yeah. | 1:28:41 | 1:28:43 | |
THEY LAUGH | 1:28:43 | 1:28:45 | |
No? No? | 1:28:45 | 1:28:47 | |
-Eddie's more equipped to deal with it. -I've got a cousin I'm afraid of. | 1:28:47 | 1:28:51 | |
His mom is in the hospital and he's started drinking and smoking. | 1:28:51 | 1:28:54 | |
And he's got bad colours. | 1:28:54 | 1:28:57 | |
So I wanna talk to you about that. | 1:28:57 | 1:28:59 | |
I think he's gonna get shot or killed | 1:28:59 | 1:29:01 | |
because of all the bad stuff that happens. | 1:29:01 | 1:29:05 | |
My cousin, I know he has a gun, like, in his bedroom. | 1:29:05 | 1:29:08 | |
Like, um...I don't know. | 1:29:08 | 1:29:11 | |
It's, like, I'm really afraid for him because... | 1:29:11 | 1:29:13 | |
because, like, I dunno, he might, like... | 1:29:13 | 1:29:16 | |
like, um...I dunno. | 1:29:16 | 1:29:19 | |
Your cousin probably feels kinda hopeless. He feels like he's alone. | 1:29:19 | 1:29:23 | |
Why not do these things, you know? | 1:29:23 | 1:29:25 | |
Nobody cares if I get locked up. | 1:29:25 | 1:29:27 | |
Nobody cares if I get shot. | 1:29:27 | 1:29:29 | |
I think he still can change. | 1:29:29 | 1:29:32 | |
Like, how, like how you told us | 1:29:32 | 1:29:34 | |
about how you were in a gang and stuff and how you've changed. | 1:29:34 | 1:29:38 | |
You know, also, it takes time. It took time for me. | 1:29:38 | 1:29:41 | |
It took a long time for me. | 1:29:41 | 1:29:44 | |
Tell me where he's at, | 1:29:44 | 1:29:45 | |
I'll go to his house and I'll talk to him. | 1:29:45 | 1:29:49 | |
I wish your cousin was here just to listen to what you're saying. | 1:29:49 | 1:29:52 | |
I'm sure he'd be touched and moved by how you feel | 1:29:52 | 1:29:55 | |
and how concerned you are about him. | 1:29:55 | 1:29:57 | |
And them guys would love to have you when they're struggling. | 1:29:57 | 1:30:01 | |
When they see you doing right and good, | 1:30:02 | 1:30:04 | |
they look at that and they envy that | 1:30:04 | 1:30:07 | |
because they wish they were in your shoes. | 1:30:07 | 1:30:10 | |
If these guys keep messing with you, man, just call me. Call me. | 1:30:10 | 1:30:14 | |
-All right? -Yeah. -Right. Cool, bro. | 1:30:15 | 1:30:19 | |
All right, man. | 1:30:19 | 1:30:21 | |
Right here? Put it up. | 1:30:21 | 1:30:23 | |
We had the choice to pick a topic that concerned us the most. | 1:30:23 | 1:30:27 | |
We picked gang violence. | 1:30:27 | 1:30:28 | |
That is when Eddie came from Ceasefire to tell us | 1:30:28 | 1:30:32 | |
about his experience in gangs and how he works to prevent it now. | 1:30:32 | 1:30:37 | |
'The words, they themselves came up with.' | 1:30:37 | 1:30:40 | |
Wounded. Dragged down. Painful. | 1:30:40 | 1:30:42 | |
Lonely. Shattered. Destroyed. | 1:30:42 | 1:30:44 | |
'That expressed what they felt about violence.' | 1:30:44 | 1:30:48 | |
Revived. Repaired. | 1:30:48 | 1:30:50 | |
-Recovering. -Fixing. Curing. | 1:30:50 | 1:30:53 | |
'And about moving forward.' | 1:30:53 | 1:30:54 | |
Rejoice. Hope. Healed. | 1:30:54 | 1:30:57 | |
That's really good. | 1:30:57 | 1:30:59 | |
That's really good. | 1:30:59 | 1:31:01 | |
'What I see from these paintings, | 1:31:03 | 1:31:05 | |
'that they actually have a lot of hope for the future.' | 1:31:05 | 1:31:08 | |
The same thing that we've done in Iraq, | 1:31:12 | 1:31:15 | |
we can do this right here in our own backyard. | 1:31:15 | 1:31:17 | |
Politicians say Chicago's a war zone | 1:31:17 | 1:31:19 | |
and they want the military to fight back. | 1:31:19 | 1:31:22 | |
Some law makers want Governor Quinn to deploy the National Guard | 1:31:22 | 1:31:25 | |
to Chicago's neighbourhoods. | 1:31:25 | 1:31:27 | |
And my conversation with the National Guard was, | 1:31:27 | 1:31:30 | |
"Is it possible for you to come here | 1:31:30 | 1:31:33 | |
"and assist the Chicago Police Department?" | 1:31:33 | 1:31:37 | |
shoot to kill back in '68. | 1:31:39 | 1:31:41 | |
You endanger the lives of all us. | 1:31:41 | 1:31:44 | |
They talk about gangs, guns and drugs. | 1:31:44 | 1:31:48 | |
But there is no talk of jobs, contracts and opportunities. | 1:31:48 | 1:31:52 | |
APPLAUSE | 1:31:52 | 1:31:54 | |
We have to defend out own people! | 1:31:54 | 1:31:56 | |
We will solve our own problems! | 1:31:56 | 1:31:59 | |
If we have a ceasefire to stop the violence, | 1:31:59 | 1:32:03 | |
in an essence, that's just a Band-Aid | 1:32:03 | 1:32:05 | |
to this big issue that's going around us. | 1:32:05 | 1:32:08 | |
Every single day, man, they ask me for jobs. | 1:32:08 | 1:32:11 | |
They're like, "I'm stuck right now, man. I don't even know what to do. | 1:32:11 | 1:32:15 | |
"I'm feeling pressures from everywhere. I'm pretty much going to be homeless." | 1:32:15 | 1:32:19 | |
All these things lead to violence. | 1:32:19 | 1:32:22 | |
Reducing the violence is not a Band-Aid. | 1:32:22 | 1:32:25 | |
It's actually the essential pathway | 1:32:25 | 1:32:28 | |
to a neighbourhood being able to develop. | 1:32:28 | 1:32:31 | |
For the schools to be able to get better. | 1:32:31 | 1:32:33 | |
For kids to get rid of their stress disorders. | 1:32:33 | 1:32:36 | |
For businesses to feel safe enough and well enough | 1:32:36 | 1:32:38 | |
to be able to come into these neighbourhoods. | 1:32:38 | 1:32:41 | |
We don't have enough resources to go around. | 1:32:41 | 1:32:43 | |
They want to change the conversation around violence. | 1:32:43 | 1:32:46 | |
Let me finish. | 1:32:46 | 1:32:47 | |
If you can't feed these young guys, they're not gonna listen to you. | 1:32:47 | 1:32:51 | |
'The African-American and Latino communities have been beaten down so long | 1:32:51 | 1:32:55 | |
'with poor schools, lack of jobs, hopelessness, despair. | 1:32:55 | 1:32:59 | |
'A lot of people can't stick with peace | 1:32:59 | 1:33:02 | |
'if they don't have a stick that they can hold onto.' | 1:33:02 | 1:33:04 | |
If you break the window, that's on you. | 1:33:06 | 1:33:09 | |
-I ain't gonna break it. -Break it. | 1:33:09 | 1:33:12 | |
Break it and you gonna go to jail. | 1:33:12 | 1:33:13 | |
I'm not wearing. I'm not wearing. | 1:33:15 | 1:33:17 | |
Ain't nobody put no fear in my heart! | 1:33:17 | 1:33:19 | |
-Step out of the building! -Get the fuck away from my window. | 1:33:19 | 1:33:22 | |
You ain't got no life. | 1:33:24 | 1:33:26 | |
I'm gonna tell you it like it is. | 1:33:29 | 1:33:30 | |
She's going for real. | 1:33:30 | 1:33:32 | |
-This is an everyday... -I'm gonna fuck you up! -This is what they do. | 1:33:32 | 1:33:36 | |
This is what they do to us! | 1:33:36 | 1:33:38 | |
This is what they do every day, all day. | 1:33:38 | 1:33:40 | |
And me being at this site and being the only female, | 1:33:40 | 1:33:43 | |
it's not working. It's not working. | 1:33:43 | 1:33:46 | |
OK, this is what happened at the site. | 1:33:46 | 1:33:48 | |
He called me a bitch and I spit on him | 1:33:48 | 1:33:50 | |
-and he came to my window and spit on me. -'Did they put their hands on you?' | 1:33:50 | 1:33:54 | |
They, they, they, they want to fight me. | 1:33:54 | 1:33:56 | |
They're trying to fight me when I come back to the site. | 1:33:56 | 1:33:58 | |
-But I think I'm gonna just go... -'I'm going to call the house.' | 1:33:58 | 1:34:02 | |
'Yes?' | 1:34:03 | 1:34:04 | |
'Do you promise me?' | 1:34:05 | 1:34:07 | |
Well, let me go ahead and call my people from the Greens | 1:34:13 | 1:34:15 | |
-and we can go ahead and do this cos I'm not wary. -'Caprysha, shut up!' | 1:34:15 | 1:34:19 | |
He not gonna scare me. | 1:34:19 | 1:34:20 | |
-'Caprysha, wait a minute.' -I'm going to hang up this phone. | 1:34:20 | 1:34:23 | |
-I'm gonna hang up. -'If you're not gonna be good until I see you. I'm gonna come out there.' | 1:34:23 | 1:34:29 | |
-I'm gonna, I'm gonna...I'm gonna actually fight them. No problem. -But why? | 1:34:29 | 1:34:33 | |
Why? You gonna risk getting scratched and all that? Why? | 1:34:33 | 1:34:38 | |
You're too pretty for that. | 1:34:39 | 1:34:41 | |
My baby. | 1:34:43 | 1:34:44 | |
We gotta be tight here. You gotta be tight about fighting. | 1:34:46 | 1:34:50 | |
-Dude, they're 18 and 19. I ain't... -But you can't spit on nobody. | 1:34:50 | 1:34:53 | |
That could start a war. | 1:34:54 | 1:34:56 | |
You don't know that? Do you know that? | 1:34:56 | 1:34:59 | |
Yes. I been telling people I know you. | 1:34:59 | 1:35:01 | |
You can't be spitting on nobody. So what? | 1:35:01 | 1:35:03 | |
Knowing me or not, them knowing that you know me, that don't...it's your actions! | 1:35:03 | 1:35:07 | |
You understand what I'm saying? | 1:35:07 | 1:35:11 | |
For real. Do you for real? | 1:35:11 | 1:35:13 | |
'Caprysha's been through hell and back. | 1:35:13 | 1:35:19 | |
'It's tough. | 1:35:19 | 1:35:20 | |
'Trying to process emotions about not having a mom and dad around. | 1:35:22 | 1:35:27 | |
'I have a vision in my head of my dad on this white horse, | 1:35:30 | 1:35:35 | |
'riding through 709 Street, coming back for me. | 1:35:35 | 1:35:39 | |
'Me getting shot in the gang was God telling me, | 1:35:40 | 1:35:44 | |
"You've got to make your own choices." | 1:35:44 | 1:35:47 | |
My family knew exactly who did it. | 1:35:48 | 1:35:52 | |
And I got a phone call from my dad while I was in the hospital. | 1:35:52 | 1:35:56 | |
Telling me how sorry he was, he apologised. | 1:35:56 | 1:35:59 | |
There's gonna be answers for it and why? | 1:35:59 | 1:36:02 | |
Why, Dad? | 1:36:02 | 1:36:04 | |
Leave that boy alone. | 1:36:04 | 1:36:07 | |
That was the last encounter that I had with the gang. | 1:36:09 | 1:36:12 | |
And as I look back, that was my first mediation. | 1:36:13 | 1:36:18 | |
How's everything been going with your job search and everything? | 1:36:23 | 1:36:27 | |
It's, it's going hard, man. I ain't found no job yet. | 1:36:27 | 1:36:31 | |
-But I ain't gonna give up. -I've been working with Lil' Mikey for a while. | 1:36:31 | 1:36:35 | |
Even while he was in prison, he kept stressing | 1:36:35 | 1:36:37 | |
he wanted to apologise to them people he robbed. | 1:36:37 | 1:36:40 | |
It was a war thing. We did it to get more guns. | 1:36:40 | 1:36:44 | |
We don't know how this might turn out. We're going to talk to them. | 1:36:44 | 1:36:47 | |
If they accept it or not, it's still, like, | 1:36:47 | 1:36:51 | |
I know I made a mistake. | 1:36:51 | 1:36:53 | |
And I'm asking for y'all forgiveness. | 1:36:53 | 1:36:56 | |
You kinda nervous going here? | 1:36:57 | 1:36:58 | |
I think I'm gonna start feeling it when I get in the shop. | 1:36:58 | 1:37:01 | |
How y'all doing? | 1:37:05 | 1:37:07 | |
I understand that on August 24th 2007, | 1:37:07 | 1:37:10 | |
that me and two other fellas came here and stuck the place up. | 1:37:10 | 1:37:13 | |
I know I'm deeply, I'm deeply sorry. | 1:37:15 | 1:37:18 | |
I know I made a mistake. I was 15. | 1:37:18 | 1:37:20 | |
And I was following a crowd, but I'm older, I'm more mature than I was. | 1:37:20 | 1:37:24 | |
I wanted to let y'all know that I was sorry for what I did. On my behalf. | 1:37:24 | 1:37:27 | |
I don't know how these two other brothers feel, | 1:37:27 | 1:37:29 | |
but I know I made a complete 360 | 1:37:29 | 1:37:31 | |
doing my, er...almost three years being incarcerated. | 1:37:31 | 1:37:35 | |
Well, with me, my daughter was here. | 1:37:37 | 1:37:41 | |
And my baby. | 1:37:41 | 1:37:43 | |
And you just don't know the impact that you put on my life. | 1:37:43 | 1:37:47 | |
Holding us with guns. | 1:37:47 | 1:37:49 | |
I'm nervous right now even meeting you. | 1:37:49 | 1:37:53 | |
And I thank God that you have changed your life, | 1:37:53 | 1:37:55 | |
but you just don't know what that did to me and my kids. | 1:37:55 | 1:38:00 | |
I deal with this every day. Every day of my life. | 1:38:00 | 1:38:03 | |
Every day! | 1:38:03 | 1:38:06 | |
You came in here, you asked for a haircut. | 1:38:06 | 1:38:08 | |
You left, went out. | 1:38:08 | 1:38:10 | |
You came back in...and you did this to my kids. | 1:38:10 | 1:38:15 | |
And he held my baby with a gun up to his head. | 1:38:15 | 1:38:19 | |
And then flicked on my daughter with a gun. | 1:38:19 | 1:38:21 | |
And you told my co-worker, Rhonda, | 1:38:21 | 1:38:24 | |
that you were going to kill her because she was calling the police. | 1:38:24 | 1:38:28 | |
My life was in your hands. | 1:38:28 | 1:38:31 | |
I didn't know if you was gonna kill me. | 1:38:31 | 1:38:33 | |
My daughter kept saying, "Momma, we gonna die". | 1:38:33 | 1:38:36 | |
And I hold my babies | 1:38:36 | 1:38:38 | |
and what you wanna tell your kids, | 1:38:38 | 1:38:42 | |
when you wanna protect your kids, and you can't at that moment. | 1:38:42 | 1:38:46 | |
Y'all put us, seven people, in the little bathroom. | 1:38:46 | 1:38:50 | |
We didn't even know what was gonna happen to us. | 1:38:50 | 1:38:54 | |
And this day, he never talk about that robbery. | 1:38:54 | 1:38:57 | |
That was three years ago, he just made 13. | 1:38:57 | 1:38:59 | |
He ain't never saying nothing. I don't know what's on his mind. | 1:38:59 | 1:39:02 | |
But I just praying to God, don't let him hold that in. | 1:39:02 | 1:39:05 | |
But I'm just glad that you a changed man. | 1:39:05 | 1:39:08 | |
You look better. But you know what? | 1:39:08 | 1:39:10 | |
I-I-I'm OK. I'm a better person now. | 1:39:10 | 1:39:13 | |
And I hope that, you know, you'll be a better man. | 1:39:13 | 1:39:16 | |
That's all I'm saying. | 1:39:16 | 1:39:17 | |
And I hope that you are sincere. | 1:39:17 | 1:39:19 | |
And this man right here, I mean, he helping you, he making you a better man. | 1:39:19 | 1:39:23 | |
You could've been dead and gone, but God spared your life. | 1:39:23 | 1:39:27 | |
This the father right here? I would like to see him hug him. | 1:39:27 | 1:39:31 | |
Cos you don't owe him nothing, but you teaching him. | 1:39:31 | 1:39:35 | |
And imagine what he thinking about. | 1:39:35 | 1:39:38 | |
So it take a lot of gut to walk back on the services that you did the dirt on. | 1:39:39 | 1:39:43 | |
So many cats we shake hands with, | 1:39:43 | 1:39:45 | |
they're the guys that broke in our house, we just don't know it. | 1:39:45 | 1:39:48 | |
Same ones that raped our sisters, our mothers, our daughters. | 1:39:48 | 1:39:52 | |
And we know these young guys today, at his age, they don't come back. | 1:39:52 | 1:39:56 | |
The fact that today, | 1:39:56 | 1:39:58 | |
you release something in somebody and in yourself, | 1:39:58 | 1:40:02 | |
you got to run with that. | 1:40:02 | 1:40:04 | |
-All right? -Yes, sir. | 1:40:05 | 1:40:07 | |
It was like I relived what she went through, | 1:40:10 | 1:40:14 | |
in my eyes, but she went through it. | 1:40:14 | 1:40:17 | |
When you first step in, did you remember them? Did you remember them? | 1:40:21 | 1:40:27 | |
Not at all. | 1:40:27 | 1:40:29 | |
-That will be 8.25. -All right. | 1:40:43 | 1:40:45 | |
15 years ago I took someone's life, pretty much. | 1:40:47 | 1:40:51 | |
And so, on this day, in honour the victim of my case, | 1:40:53 | 1:40:58 | |
I try and do as many good deeds as I can, | 1:40:58 | 1:41:01 | |
and I try and reach out, especially to strangers. | 1:41:01 | 1:41:05 | |
I've thought that hopefully one day to get in touch with the victim's family | 1:41:13 | 1:41:18 | |
and really express to them how deeply sorry I am. | 1:41:18 | 1:41:22 | |
And whether or not they accept my apology, | 1:41:26 | 1:41:28 | |
I don't think they will, I really just want to do this. | 1:41:28 | 1:41:32 | |
It's just that right now, I don't think it's still right. | 1:41:32 | 1:41:36 | |
The last stop of today, we're going to the cemetery | 1:41:38 | 1:41:42 | |
to visit the family of Miguel, | 1:41:42 | 1:41:44 | |
a kid who was shot and killed a few weeks ago. | 1:41:44 | 1:41:46 | |
Hello, how are you doing? | 1:41:48 | 1:41:50 | |
I spoke to Vanessa, his sister, | 1:41:52 | 1:41:54 | |
about some of the issues that were going on in their home right now. | 1:41:54 | 1:41:58 | |
Now, I never got to meet him, to be honest, I know he was a good kid. | 1:42:00 | 1:42:05 | |
I actually brought a flower too, that I wanted to drop off, so... | 1:42:07 | 1:42:10 | |
Do you mind putting it there for me? | 1:42:19 | 1:42:22 | |
'Miguel got shot in the head. | 1:42:22 | 1:42:25 | |
'Vanessa was actually there when it was happening. | 1:42:25 | 1:42:29 | |
'He pretty much died in her arms. | 1:42:29 | 1:42:31 | |
'I think that Vanessa does feel | 1:42:33 | 1:42:34 | |
'that what happened to her brother was her fault. | 1:42:34 | 1:42:37 | |
'But she can't blame herself because someone else was ignorant, | 1:42:37 | 1:42:41 | |
'and had a gun, and shot her brother.' | 1:42:41 | 1:42:43 | |
'That lady goes there every single day.' | 1:43:14 | 1:43:18 | |
That's fucked up, man. | 1:43:19 | 1:43:21 | |
So to me, on this day, | 1:43:22 | 1:43:25 | |
the same day that the victim of my case died, this is it, man. | 1:43:25 | 1:43:29 | |
This is the end result. You took a life, now you pay with your life. | 1:43:29 | 1:43:34 | |
You dumbass. | 1:43:35 | 1:43:38 | |
No! | 1:43:45 | 1:43:50 | |
Lil' Mikey, | 1:43:54 | 1:43:55 | |
he showed some initiative on getting his own job, his first real job. | 1:43:55 | 1:44:00 | |
If you don't get that grass up first, | 1:44:02 | 1:44:04 | |
what it's going to do is come right through this table. | 1:44:04 | 1:44:07 | |
So there is only one way to do this, to do it the right way, | 1:44:07 | 1:44:10 | |
so we don't have to redo it. | 1:44:10 | 1:44:13 | |
OK? We've got an understanding, OK. | 1:44:13 | 1:44:15 | |
Don't come up. | 1:44:18 | 1:44:21 | |
She the boss. | 1:44:21 | 1:44:22 | |
Being on the block, you don't have to do this to make money. | 1:44:27 | 1:44:32 | |
Being with my guys all day, doing what I want to do, | 1:44:34 | 1:44:39 | |
when I want to do it, and how I want to do it. | 1:44:39 | 1:44:42 | |
But, as long as I'm keeping busy, I am going to be good. | 1:44:44 | 1:44:49 | |
And as you can tell, this here is keeping me busy! | 1:44:54 | 1:44:59 | |
This is tiring. | 1:45:02 | 1:45:04 | |
Well, I can't complain. Life is good right now, for me. | 1:45:05 | 1:45:09 | |
I got a job! | 1:45:15 | 1:45:16 | |
I got a job. | 1:45:17 | 1:45:18 | |
All I used to hear "you're a class X fella. Ain't do nothing." | 1:45:19 | 1:45:24 | |
I'm doing something. | 1:45:28 | 1:45:29 | |
CHILDREN CHATTER | 1:45:36 | 1:45:42 | |
You going to sleep good? | 1:45:42 | 1:45:44 | |
You ain't got this kind of cover, do you? | 1:45:46 | 1:45:50 | |
That's yours, right there. | 1:45:50 | 1:45:53 | |
I got these ones. | 1:45:53 | 1:45:54 | |
Here you go, Jayen. | 1:45:55 | 1:45:57 | |
"Oh, we just want to know what's the truth. | 1:46:30 | 1:46:32 | |
"Like, what really happened to your brother?" | 1:46:32 | 1:46:35 | |
They just seem like they care, but they don't. | 1:46:35 | 1:46:38 | |
The way we kind of spoke about it, Vanessa would catch them | 1:46:38 | 1:46:41 | |
off guard, and say something like "I know you're asking | 1:46:41 | 1:46:44 | |
"because you really care about me," which they don't. | 1:46:44 | 1:46:47 | |
"I'm doing great, thanks for asking." | 1:46:47 | 1:46:49 | |
That's good. How is he doing? | 1:46:49 | 1:46:50 | |
And that way if any of them | 1:46:50 | 1:46:52 | |
get in your face about anything, then you're just a lady! | 1:46:52 | 1:46:57 | |
She's even doing things in his honour, like the art group. Right? | 1:46:59 | 1:47:02 | |
-Mm-hm. -He always wanted to paint. -He wanted to paint the Virgin Mary. | 1:47:02 | 1:47:06 | |
But he never got the chance to do it. | 1:47:06 | 1:47:09 | |
Well, you could do it for him? | 1:47:11 | 1:47:13 | |
I dreamt that my mum went to pick me up from school, | 1:47:18 | 1:47:22 | |
with my little sister, and then my brother came from the door. | 1:47:22 | 1:47:25 | |
He ran to me, he gave me a big hug, he told me "I'm not dead, | 1:47:25 | 1:47:29 | |
"I'm still here with you." | 1:47:29 | 1:47:30 | |
-Do you think he's with you right now? -Yeah. | 1:47:30 | 1:47:33 | |
I think so too. | 1:47:33 | 1:47:35 | |
It gets better, believe me. For some reason, time kind of feels things. | 1:47:36 | 1:47:41 | |
DOOR CHIMES | 1:47:50 | 1:47:51 | |
So what else we doing to make you look beautiful today? | 1:47:51 | 1:47:55 | |
I don't know, I'm just going with the flow. Start school tomorrow. | 1:47:55 | 1:47:58 | |
-And this year's goal is what? -To graduate. | 1:48:00 | 1:48:03 | |
To get my high school diploma. | 1:48:03 | 1:48:05 | |
She was saying that tomorrow is the first day of school, and "I'm so excited." | 1:48:05 | 1:48:10 | |
And I was excited for her. She's going with a fresh hairdo. | 1:48:10 | 1:48:15 | |
I went today, and found out that school started three weeks ago! | 1:48:15 | 1:48:20 | |
I did go to school! | 1:48:20 | 1:48:22 | |
You went to school when you got the fuck ready to! | 1:48:22 | 1:48:25 | |
You didn't go up there when it was time for them to go in! | 1:48:25 | 1:48:28 | |
You ain't listening to me! You don't know that! | 1:48:28 | 1:48:31 | |
-Caprysha, your counsellor said you got there when you got there. -No. | 1:48:31 | 1:48:34 | |
I got there at 8:55, before everybody! | 1:48:34 | 1:48:37 | |
Caprysha, you didn't fight hard enough | 1:48:37 | 1:48:39 | |
for you to get up in that school and do what you need to do. | 1:48:39 | 1:48:42 | |
I ain't got to say nothing. | 1:48:42 | 1:48:43 | |
Caprysha, don't nobody have to kiss your ass, | 1:48:43 | 1:48:46 | |
for you to do what you need to do for you! | 1:48:46 | 1:48:49 | |
-I am still going to be the same person at the end of the day. -At the end of the day doing what? | 1:48:49 | 1:48:53 | |
-Getting my life together takes time. -Time for what? | 1:48:53 | 1:48:56 | |
You did two years out of your life. | 1:48:56 | 1:48:59 | |
Wasn't that enough time for you to get your life together? | 1:48:59 | 1:49:02 | |
What you do is, you manipulate, you do this, you do that, | 1:49:02 | 1:49:06 | |
and then you're so ashamed, | 1:49:06 | 1:49:08 | |
and afraid, that when I ask you to be honest with me, you can't. | 1:49:08 | 1:49:11 | |
Do you want to be loved absolutely? | 1:49:13 | 1:49:16 | |
-Do you deserve to be loved absolutely? -No. | 1:49:16 | 1:49:19 | |
-No. -First thing, you got to love you. | 1:49:19 | 1:49:22 | |
-Oh, I love myself. -Caprysha... Caprysha... | 1:49:22 | 1:49:27 | |
When I stopped allowing the circumstances to dictate my life, | 1:49:29 | 1:49:36 | |
when I let that "fuck everybody" go, when I got real honest | 1:49:36 | 1:49:40 | |
with my feelings, that I'm scared, I'm hurting, it's OK. | 1:49:40 | 1:49:46 | |
-Well, I'm not like you to open up so easy. -I don't open up so easy. | 1:49:50 | 1:49:55 | |
I don't open up so easy. | 1:49:55 | 1:49:56 | |
I opened up as needed from me, because I wanted to get better, | 1:49:56 | 1:49:59 | |
and continue to stay healthy. | 1:49:59 | 1:50:00 | |
-Why do you choose not to? -Because I like my life how it is now. | 1:50:00 | 1:50:05 | |
-You like your life doing what? -Shit. -All right. | 1:50:05 | 1:50:09 | |
Well I can't aid and abet shit. I flush shit. | 1:50:09 | 1:50:13 | |
You think everything is bullshit. | 1:50:13 | 1:50:15 | |
You know what, you can keep thinking that everything | 1:50:15 | 1:50:18 | |
is bullshit for a real-time. | 1:50:18 | 1:50:20 | |
You know, I remember being 19, and being a scared girl like that. | 1:50:30 | 1:50:34 | |
You know, me being out there, | 1:50:34 | 1:50:36 | |
and doing a lot of things that I did, | 1:50:36 | 1:50:38 | |
I thought I was getting back at the person | 1:50:38 | 1:50:41 | |
that I thought should come and get me. | 1:50:41 | 1:50:43 | |
And tell me - "you ain't got to live like that." | 1:50:46 | 1:50:49 | |
Man, if I could go back, and then make that pain go away from me today, | 1:50:52 | 1:50:57 | |
if I could do that, I would do it in a heartbeat. | 1:50:57 | 1:51:01 | |
And that is so painful for me, for her. | 1:51:02 | 1:51:07 | |
Because she's going to be my age someday. | 1:51:09 | 1:51:11 | |
There's going to be a whole bunch of regrets. | 1:51:11 | 1:51:14 | |
I don't even know why I'm doing this. | 1:51:18 | 1:51:21 | |
I must be a glutton for punishment, a sucker. Is there a sucker up there? | 1:51:22 | 1:51:27 | |
Now, sitting here and talking to you, there was 15 times where | 1:51:29 | 1:51:34 | |
I wanted to get up and walk away from you, but I didn't, and I couldn't. | 1:51:34 | 1:51:38 | |
'I am going to be added onto the people who fucked her around. | 1:51:38 | 1:51:43 | |
'I'm not going to call her again. | 1:51:43 | 1:51:45 | |
'You know, I'm going to be available for her at my availability.' | 1:51:45 | 1:51:50 | |
PHONE RINGS | 1:51:59 | 1:52:01 | |
I talk to your mama last week, she was happy too. | 1:52:09 | 1:52:11 | |
She said, Ken called me and told me he loved me. | 1:52:11 | 1:52:14 | |
Yeah, I was happy, but I was worried too. | 1:52:14 | 1:52:16 | |
When you call me, and tell me you love me, I get worried, | 1:52:16 | 1:52:19 | |
but I feel good at the same time to hear it. | 1:52:19 | 1:52:21 | |
-So I shouldn't call? -No, you should. | 1:52:23 | 1:52:26 | |
Cos it makes me know that y'all thinking about me, | 1:52:26 | 1:52:28 | |
just as much as I'm thinking about y'all. | 1:52:28 | 1:52:31 | |
Kobe made a difference in their life. | 1:52:31 | 1:52:33 | |
Being with him one-on-one, because they never had a male role model. | 1:52:33 | 1:52:37 | |
It's all good, you just need to stay focused. | 1:52:37 | 1:52:39 | |
And I'm here when you need me. | 1:52:39 | 1:52:42 | |
I'll call her. I'll call her. I'll call my mother every day. | 1:52:43 | 1:52:47 | |
-Not every day! -Almost every day. -At least three times every week. | 1:52:47 | 1:52:51 | |
That's every day to me. | 1:52:51 | 1:52:53 | |
You need a haircut. | 1:52:54 | 1:52:55 | |
Oh Lord. | 1:52:57 | 1:52:58 | |
What kind of influence has Kobe been in your life? | 1:53:02 | 1:53:04 | |
Kobe has been bad and good influences on my life. | 1:53:04 | 1:53:06 | |
You know he wants to become a professor of young brothers? | 1:53:06 | 1:53:10 | |
I am not close-minded to the fact that | 1:53:10 | 1:53:12 | |
we can get a younger brother here. I'm open-minded. | 1:53:12 | 1:53:15 | |
I know we had never had any young people like that. I mean 18. | 1:53:15 | 1:53:19 | |
It would be a crusader for peace now. For those who want to listen. | 1:53:19 | 1:53:23 | |
So, who is all of that down there? | 1:53:29 | 1:53:32 | |
My sister, and me, my mom, and my dad. | 1:53:32 | 1:53:35 | |
-That's your brother at the top? -Mm-hm. | 1:53:35 | 1:53:39 | |
Are you going to put it up in your room? | 1:53:39 | 1:53:43 | |
-No, this room. -'Her grief is declining. | 1:53:43 | 1:53:45 | |
'I just wonder if it has to do with her brother. | 1:53:45 | 1:53:48 | |
'She got into a fight, and she was suspended. | 1:53:49 | 1:53:52 | |
'This person made a comment, and she was already in rage, | 1:53:53 | 1:53:57 | |
'that was probably her boiling point, that was it. | 1:53:57 | 1:54:01 | |
'One day you might have all the strength that you think you have, | 1:54:04 | 1:54:07 | |
'and you think "you know what, I can continue on with my life." ' | 1:54:07 | 1:54:11 | |
-Are you guys going to the cemetery still? -Uh-huh. | 1:54:11 | 1:54:14 | |
How often are you guys going? | 1:54:14 | 1:54:15 | |
I don't know, we try to go three days a week. | 1:54:15 | 1:54:18 | |
But then the next day, your emotions are triggered by something, | 1:54:18 | 1:54:22 | |
and it kinda puts them back to square one. | 1:54:22 | 1:54:25 | |
So, I don't think people ever get over it. | 1:54:26 | 1:54:29 | |
BUZZER SOUNDS | 1:54:48 | 1:54:49 | |
-Hey! -Hi! | 1:54:49 | 1:54:52 | |
-Hey. -24 hours after she walked off, she was locked up. | 1:54:53 | 1:54:58 | |
She violated her parole, not going to school, | 1:54:58 | 1:55:01 | |
staying away from the homes, as well as dropping dirty. | 1:55:01 | 1:55:04 | |
This is my mother, Miss Ameena. | 1:55:04 | 1:55:07 | |
-These are all the girls that have... -Hey, divas, how are you? | 1:55:07 | 1:55:11 | |
Where's the guards? | 1:55:11 | 1:55:13 | |
-It is not guarded. It is secure. -Oh, OK. | 1:55:13 | 1:55:15 | |
-This is our principal. -How are you? I'm Ameena. -Hi Sandy Arbath. | 1:55:16 | 1:55:19 | |
-She has pushed me to do school, so I can graduate. -Congratulations. | 1:55:19 | 1:55:23 | |
I'm, you know, that was our goal. | 1:55:23 | 1:55:25 | |
So, you may get your party after all. | 1:55:25 | 1:55:27 | |
Yeah, I get a party! | 1:55:27 | 1:55:28 | |
I thought that she wasn't going to come, | 1:55:28 | 1:55:30 | |
but when I saw her at the door, I was happy to see her. | 1:55:30 | 1:55:35 | |
And I felt that... | 1:55:38 | 1:55:40 | |
..I don't know. | 1:55:46 | 1:55:47 | |
CHOIR SINGING | 1:55:51 | 1:55:52 | |
She wasn't in the play today. She got kicked out, because of her behaviour. | 1:55:52 | 1:55:58 | |
# A chance to make amends | 1:55:58 | 1:56:01 | |
# A chance to be someone | 1:56:01 | 1:56:04 | |
# Give me what I need the most | 1:56:04 | 1:56:06 | |
When she gets out, what awaits Caprysha is her. | 1:56:06 | 1:56:10 | |
It's going to be a rough road. | 1:56:10 | 1:56:12 | |
The hand that life dealt her, me too, there were all twos in it. | 1:56:13 | 1:56:19 | |
She just has to learn how to play those twos as if it was a Boston. | 1:56:19 | 1:56:24 | |
Oh, look at my man! | 1:56:35 | 1:56:38 | |
Hallelujah, look at my main man! | 1:56:38 | 1:56:40 | |
Flamo, last time I saw you, you didn't have no uniform, | 1:56:40 | 1:56:43 | |
you had other things on your mind. | 1:56:43 | 1:56:45 | |
Look at you, man. How you feel, man? | 1:56:45 | 1:56:48 | |
Well, shit, you look like you doing great. | 1:56:48 | 1:56:51 | |
I'm trying to be positive, and see how that works. | 1:56:51 | 1:56:53 | |
I haven't been to jail, I haven't been arguing or fighting, I haven't had to sweep nobody. | 1:56:53 | 1:56:57 | |
Man, I am just so happy for you, I probably should walk so happy for you. | 1:56:57 | 1:57:02 | |
I hope that you do feel good about yourself. To keep it real, | 1:57:02 | 1:57:04 | |
I had like three or four people lined up, | 1:57:04 | 1:57:06 | |
and I was plotting on how to get them. | 1:57:06 | 1:57:08 | |
But you were just in my ear. You know what I'm saying? | 1:57:08 | 1:57:11 | |
You're constantly in my ear, bugging me for a minute. You know how that be? | 1:57:11 | 1:57:16 | |
When you are sleeping, the fly keeps landing on you, | 1:57:16 | 1:57:19 | |
you know what I'm saying? | 1:57:19 | 1:57:20 | |
You was bugging me, until I had to get up and attend to that fly. | 1:57:20 | 1:57:24 | |
Flamo, I'm going to get on with you. | 1:57:29 | 1:57:31 | |
# If I fall short | 1:57:33 | 1:57:35 | |
# If I don't make the grade | 1:57:36 | 1:57:38 | |
# If your expectations aren't met in me | 1:57:41 | 1:57:44 | |
# Today | 1:57:44 | 1:57:47 | |
# There's always tomorrow | 1:57:50 | 1:57:52 | |
# Or tomorrow night | 1:57:53 | 1:57:56 | |
# Hang in there baby | 1:57:59 | 1:58:01 | |
# Sooner or later | 1:58:01 | 1:58:02 | |
# I know I'll get it right | 1:58:04 | 1:58:06 | |
# Please don't give up on me | 1:58:07 | 1:58:09 | |
# Oh, please don't give up on me | 1:58:11 | 1:58:14 | |
# I know it's late | 1:58:17 | 1:58:20 | |
# Late in the game | 1:58:21 | 1:58:24 | |
# But my feelings, my true feelings | 1:58:26 | 1:58:30 | |
# Haven't changed... # | 1:58:31 | 1:58:33 | |
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