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A violent night in Chicago, nine people shot in five hours.

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-One person died.

-Gregory Robinson is the 28th Chicago public school student killed this school year.

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A number of Americans killed in Iraq and Afghanistan.

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It is another sign of the times.

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Members of CeaseFire were also at today's memorial service hoping to stop any thoughts

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of retaliation for Greg's murder.

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12- and 13-year-olds are walking around with bullet-proof vests on

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under their clothes.

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All right, everybody that is in the meeting, this is serious now, OK?

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We are in a crisis mode -

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we need people to step up from this table and go over and beyond.

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Guys are getting killed for just anything.

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Have there been any conflicts mediated on the front end

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from last week to this week?

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Two guys was arguing.

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One guy threatened to blow the other guy's wig back.

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I got him to calm down, tell him that he didn't shoot you,

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he was just talking.

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-We stopped that one on the front end.

-I had the dirty dozen at the table.

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We've always had outreach workers,

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but the violence was not going down at that point.

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'So in the year 2004,

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'we began a new concept called the Violence Interrupters.

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'Most of the Violence Interrupters come from the hierarchy in some of these gangs.

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'You can't get anyone coming and telling a guy to put his gun down.'

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'The Violence Interrupters have one goal in mind - to stop killings.

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'They're not trying to dismantle gangs.

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'What they're trying to do is save a life.'

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After what happened the week and a half ago,

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nobody's been changed, nobody's come through shooting.

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-What happened?

-We actually have an incident right here.

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By the time we got out there, the fight had just ended.

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The cops pulled up and pulled off. Y'all missed that shit.

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The cops pulled up and they left. They're scared.

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They're scared of the community.

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One group of guys said that the young man threatened...

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that he had a gun and that was going to kill him.

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So he started fighting

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and ended up getting his teeth knocked out.

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He needs to go to the doctor.

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You want to go to the emergency room?

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HE MOANS Come on.

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'Cobe got him off medication. I asked him to take him to the hospital.'

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You bitch-ass dicks!

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'The block got quiet, and I'm looking down the street,

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'and here comes the sisters of the guy that got his tooth knocked out.

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'They came to defend their brother's honour.

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'With a butcher's knife.'

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SHOUTING

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'The sister calls one of the guys a bitch-ass, punk-ass.

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'A little four- or five year-old baby was doing the same thing.'

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I'm going to knock your bitch-ass out. Run off then! Run off then!

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Why you talking to my sister like this?

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Your whole family is down here!

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You're respecting yourself. She ain't respecting herself.

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'The story about sticks and stones may break your bones

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'but words can never heard you...'

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words can get you killed.

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'All of a sudden, the sister ran up with a piece of concrete.'

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SHOUTING

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'One of the girls was about to stab one of the guys.'

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SHOUTING

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Get the fuck out of here!

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'Her cousin picked up the butcher's knife.'

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She's got a fucking knife!

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SHOUTING

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'Dee was in the heat of the moment. That adrenaline was still going.

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' "I'm going to get them, I'm going to get them back." '

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83rd and Walcott.

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'I picked up Dee and I said, "You need to get off the block for a minute." '

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He was out of line, he was out of pocket, he was very disrespectful.

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And I know how many people I got out here that's willing to take him to the dentist.

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We're going to do all this and that.

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'His family kept calling him.

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' "What's taking you so long?

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' "So we can come back over and set that block off."

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'If his family would have come to get him,'

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maybe there would have been a death behind it.

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-I know you got some damn fools up there.

-Yeah.

-About you.

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About you.

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-I know you just come home.

-Yeah.

-You know what I'm saying?

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You ain't got no problem in going back.

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I saw that you was walking away to defend you and your family,

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and I really, man, I thank you.

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I mean, for real. That is what gangsta is about right there.

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-I definitely don't want to go back.

-You were that gangsta.

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He can throw a jab like Joe Frazier.

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'I took him over to his cousin's house.

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'We were talking about how he got hit, and he tumbled over.'

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Like a cartoon character - "Woo."

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'So, if you get them to laugh at themselves,

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'give them a moment to pause, to think about

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'really how crazy and funny it was.'

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Find that soft spot in that person - not weak,

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but soft spot and you just ride on that.

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'Ameena Matthews as an Interrupter, she's a golden girl.

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'She gets in where a lot of guys can't get in.

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'She knows that at all to these high-risk young men.'

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A lot of guys that I know that have a lot of murder

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in their background, they respect her.

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'The life that I live, being in shoot-outs,

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'looking at the Devil face to face,'

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and I look at my sisters and brothers today,

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you know, that was once me.

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Her father was Jeff Fort, one of the biggest gang leaders

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in the history of Chicago, outside of Al Capone.

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Fort is serving a life sentence for allegedly conspiring

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with the Libyans to commit acts of terrorism here in the US.

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We've got police in here.

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There is not going to be any killing without killing.

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Jeff Fort stood up against the police.

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He was definitely a feared and very revered man in his community.

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But she never lived off that name.

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Ameena made her own name on the streets.

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Growing up, it wasn't his influence

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that influenced me to do anything.

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My dad was not there.

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When I was conceived, he was 16 years old.

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So when I got older, I was in a mob with a bunch of guys

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and I was the only female.

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I was the lieutenant. I took care of the business.

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It was drug selling, hustling,

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you know, one crew was on the pip and tip,

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one crew was on the stick-up tip.

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Drugs, guns, party, fun. That was it.

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My dad wasn't around and when he got wind

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that I was a part of that team,

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he was kind of hurt.

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But he couldn't be too hurt,

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because look at what precedent that he started.

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-CeaseFire!

-CeaseFire!

-CeaseFire!

-CeaseFire!

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-Stop the shooting!

-Stop the shooting!

-Stop the killing!

-Stop the killing!

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-I said stop it right now.

-Stop it right now.

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Your man got shot 22 times.

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13 years old. That is sad.

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This is a state of emergency. This is what the war zone looks like.

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We are sick and tired of our babies being killed.

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This man here lost a son.

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We can't be quiet no more.

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My son has been killed right here.

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We're standing right here with cameras where my son was slayed.

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Come on now. I don't think that's right. We can do this someway else.

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I have to sit here and try and think of something to say to you guys.

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Who does that?

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Is there still a code of silence in the neighbourhood,

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that people aren't coming forward?

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I can't walk around and go to people's houses and say, "Who killed my son?"

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I'm not a police officer and I'm not a doctor.

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I don't know how many times my son...they tell me 22 times -

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I don't know many times my son has been shot.

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Somebody in the background is saying 22. Are you a doctor, baby?

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-I'm just IT...that's what the doctor told me.

-That puts you there.

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That's my son, you didn't make him. You is IT.

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-We're going to move this on now.

-What you mean, you don't give what?

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..Words encouragement to the family.

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SIREN WAILS

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We just had another homicide.

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That's not why we're marching.

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Another homicide. It's a war zone and an epidemic.

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People, we must come together.

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POLICE RADIO

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He was sticking people up.

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The guy's caught him in a walkway.

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You know we've got some guys up on the next block?

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That ain't going to be no retaliation from you.

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HE MUMBLES It's just so crazy, man.

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It's like every time you come outside, somebody's getting killed.

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I don't know what this world's coming to.

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We've got to be out here, man. Before things happen.

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'All my life, I knew right from wrong.

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'I knew, if I do this, I get in trouble.

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'But, you know, at the time, I just didn't care, though.'

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I always wanted to be like my dad.

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He is my role model, because he used to always dress slick,

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wear big hats and suits and all that.

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And I just, you know, wanted to be like him.

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I was 11 years old when my father got killed.

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He got beaten with some baseball bats.

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And that just messed me up.

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I used to be out there in the streets all through the night.

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I used to be in jails, fight, kicking out riots

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and doing all crazy stuff.

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Just gang banging.

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Whatup! Man, come on, let me, man. What's up?

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'We called on Cobe Williams. He's a younger Interrupter, which is good.

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'Once he came on board at CeaseFire, he began to really turn the heat on.'

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Cobe knows how to get in. He talks the language.

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He knows what to say, when to say it.

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-Crazy, man.

-You two guys, y'all been running on a lot of bullshit. Both of y'all.

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Robbing people. Breaking in windows. All kinds of stuff.

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When I've gotta do what I've gotta do, I've gotta do what I've gotta do.

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Don't get it all twisted.

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Once upon a time, this man was out here too doing the same thing.

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'Cobe has big-time credibility with the gang members out there.'

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-Breaking out. Look at him!

-What's going on?

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'A friend of mine called me, very concerned about her two kids.'

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The streets is taking their toll.

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'They stayed in the same house and they'd be at each other,

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'because both of them were in two different cliques.'

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Threatening to kill one another, shooting at each other, it's crazy.

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I can't keep coming off the road, cos I work for Amtrak,

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and not knowing if somebody is going to kick the door in because of the violence. I just packed up and left.

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I left the apartment in my name, so they don't be homeless.

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So this is my little honeycomb hide-out.

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-They don't know where I live here, either.

-Your kids don't?

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No.

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Your youngest son is still locked up, right?

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Yeah. He don't get out till 2016 for attempt murder.

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He was 17 when they got him.

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-One thing, you stand have your kids.

-Yes. I think God for that.

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People say I'm crazy because I say if I lose one of my sons...

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..I wouldn't want no funeral. I wouldn't want nobody to come,

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you know, give me condolences.

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Because I want to remember them...

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..the last decent time I've seen them.

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And they said that's mean of me, but that's how I feel.

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So just stay strong and keep your head up.

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I'm going to try to reach out to them myself.

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I wish you luck in finding them.

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-Yeah, just have to see what I could do.

-Cos I know if they have a strong person,

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that's lived their life,

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-I think they could be saved. Cos I just can't do it any more.

-Right.

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'Violence is like the great infectious diseases of all history,'

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and we used to look at people with plague, leprosy...TB

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as bad and evil people,

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and something needs to be done about them,

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and they were put in dungeons.

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What perpetuates violence can be as invisible today

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as the micro-organisms of the past were.

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I had been overseas for about ten years at World Health

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and working on infectious diseases.

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Coming back to the US, the violence is unavoidable.

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POLICE RADIO

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But I saw it as behaviour, not as bad people.

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You can judge it, but it's not what we do in science.

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I never had nothing against them, nothing.

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I came, and, like I said, they shot at my car.

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'For the young people in these neighbourhoods,

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'they see violence as their disease.'

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What they expect to die of is this.

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Don't tell me you're gonna squash somebody and do something else

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but then you don't make me look like an ass.

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If that's what you wanna do,

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then you put on big boy's shoes and you play big boy games.

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'Violence is a two-step process.

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'The first thought is, "I have a grievance."

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' "He looked at my girl, he called me a name, he disrespected me,

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' "he owes me money, he's a Sunni, he's a Palestinian, he's an Israeli." '

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The second thought is that grievance justifies violence.

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At the end of the day, nobody gonna win, man.

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-'Our work is about thought, too.'

-Your family and shit.

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That's why I'm saying... You was wrong. Fuck all that.

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You know what I'm saying? Just move on, man.

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'The Interrupter's role, like the TB disease control worker's role,'

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is to do this initial interruption of transmission.

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I told her you've got nothing to say, you're going to deal with it yourself.

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'You've have got to drown yourself with the people

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'and immerse yourself in the bullshit.'

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You have to talk as if, "Man I understand. I've been there.

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"I know how it is to hurt motherfucker."

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I'm not no punk or nothing.

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The only thing that came to my mind was retaliate.

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They got to know they did the wrong person.

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'I hear you, Jack, you're 100% right.'

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I'm with you, man. If you're going to take care of business, do it, but that check this out.

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If I know you want to shoot the motherfucker, the police know already.

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Your friends know, somebody gonna tell on your ass.

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Make sure you talk to the individual that did this.

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-Let them know that you're going to keep this peace.

-Yeah. I will.

-You're doing this.

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'Once you make sense out of the madness, the day you start talking about the scientific theory.

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'You talk about the change in behaviour. Then you can give them a history lesson.'

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You know, your daddy was violent, your granddaddy was fucked up.

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He was violent. Now your brothers are fucked up, because you misled them.

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It's time to save herself, brother. Save yourself.

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I'm not preaching to you, just save yourself.

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Does this make sense, brother? "Oh, man, you know what, you've got a point."

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-Give me time to work it.

-All right.

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'I really understand why it's not easy for people to back down for one reason.'

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Because you've been taught all your life, in the community I grew up in,

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you've got to stand up, no matter what happens. Death before dishonour.

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When I was 14 years old, this guy beat me down in the streets,

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and my stepfather took his life right in front of me,

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and I felt good about it, really.

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And I was always a shaky criminal.

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I used to sell fake hash to the sailors down on Michigan Avenue.

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I used steal smoke detectors.

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The smoke-detector bandits.

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I was playing on women a lot. Women would help me.

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I had a lot of girlfriends who would give me money. I had a big Afro back then.

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First I worked for CeaseFire in 1999. I told Gary I had a bachelor's degree at that time.

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And Gary said, "Where's your bachelor's degree?"

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I said, "Look, man, I was just try to get in!"

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I went back to school. I got my bachelor's degree, my masters degree.

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I began to understand we'd been taught violence. Violence is learned behaviour.

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I don't mention gang names when I do my mediations.

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'At this transitional home for teenage parolees, the residents were in conflict.

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'They pulled in gang members from the area. It was about to blow up in a major way.'

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The problem that we have right now is about some money that led to fight. How much money was it?

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It was about 5.

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You said instead of giving him 5, give him 15. You're not going to get more than what you owe.

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He said, "I'm not paying." Five minutes later, they came here.

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It took me, as a woman, to stand in the middle of street with 15 guys

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that I knew nothing of and take it from my pocket and pay 15 to keep the peace.

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-No respect for where you live at.

-Think this could turn into gun play?

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I think so, because it's gonna escalate and keep going.

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We've got to live here,

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I don't want to bring these streets over here. I ain't trying to go back to that life.

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I'm one man. I can't fight all. What do you think I'm gonna do? Heck, yeah, I'm gonna get me a double.

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Like this brother said, any time 15 guys mob up on you,

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the first thing that comes across your mind, "I need to strapped to deal with that."

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If you've got to live with each other, someone has to take the higher role.

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THEY SPEAK OVER EACH OTHER

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The most important thing is to listen to what they saying,

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cos at this side where you live, if you cause any trouble, 5-0 will be called.

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I'm hearing what they're telling me in there, right?

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To me, it's, like, starting off with a 5 bag of weed.

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-It's beyond that.

-Wait a minute.

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No! No!

0:19:390:19:42

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

0:19:420:19:43

You've got to play it like a big man. I've got to play like a big girl.

0:19:430:19:47

When I get angry, I can bring some noise, if I want to.

0:19:470:19:52

I go lay it down. I have to.

0:19:520:19:55

Don't make me feel like a punk, it make me feel like, you know what,

0:19:550:19:59

it's fighting my own ego.

0:19:590:20:01

I swear to God, I wish I had someone to holler at me like I'm hollering at you.

0:20:010:20:05

Do you understand what I'm saying?

0:20:050:20:08

What we going to do? We going to fight about another 5 bag of weed?

0:20:080:20:12

-It ain't worth it.

-They feed off high energy, too.

0:20:120:20:15

What you going to do, son? Tell me. And I'm going to hold you to it.

0:20:150:20:18

Make myself better.

0:20:180:20:21

You, too.

0:20:210:20:23

-Ameena...

-LAUGHTER

0:20:230:20:26

-If they want to let it go, we can let it go.

-Bye. I wanna see some love.

0:20:260:20:29

I just love Englewood. But it's hard not to, man. Englewood is all good.

0:20:530:20:59

It's where I learned all my life lessons.

0:20:590:21:04

-SHE SCREAMS I locked my keys in the car!

-I don't even know how to do that.

0:21:040:21:08

I've got a screwdriver.

0:21:080:21:09

-A screwdriver? Y'all gonna tear my car.

-What kind of locks you got?

0:21:090:21:14

Whatever! CeaseFire back in the hood.

0:21:140:21:17

Who scratch your face?

0:21:170:21:19

You was out here thumping?

0:21:210:21:23

-I fight every day.

-You fight every day? You're too handsome to be doing all of that.

0:21:230:21:29

'Most of our mediations come through the community here. They'll take us there's tension in the air.

0:21:290:21:34

'And they need us to come in and help out.'

0:21:340:21:36

Quit playing, before I bust your nose!

0:21:360:21:40

-Just pass them out to everybody?

-Just pass them out to anybody.

0:21:400:21:43

I didn't want her to see your draws in the process of passing them out.

0:21:430:21:47

-Do I have to?

-No.

-Then why am I still seeing them?!

0:21:470:21:51

I thought you got shot in your shoulder, but it was in your leg.

0:21:510:21:54

These guys were shooting at each other out of cars. So I jumped, cos I was trying to save my cousin.

0:21:540:21:59

I had a big old hole in my leg, like this big.

0:21:590:22:02

What's your grades like?

0:22:020:22:04

-As, Bs and Cs.

-As, Bs and Cs?!

-And one D.

0:22:040:22:07

What do you want. What's the D in?

0:22:070:22:09

I'm better not be in PE or I'm going hit you in your throat. HE LAUGHS

0:22:090:22:11

I like those, too.

0:22:150:22:17

-WOMAN INDISTINCT

-I didn't. I bought these!

-LAUGHTER

0:22:170:22:21

You think you're hot, don't you?

0:22:210:22:23

'When I was growing up in Englewood, we still looked out for one another.

0:22:230:22:27

'To me, it's like there's still some hope left.'

0:22:270:22:31

You think you're hot!

0:22:310:22:32

No killing! CeaseFire!

0:22:350:22:38

'I've been trying to get with Toya's two kids, man,

0:22:380:22:41

'because both are in rival cliques. It was easy to get on with Bud.'

0:22:410:22:45

Your mom asked me to try to reach out, to try to sit down and work with you and talk with you.

0:22:450:22:51

Blood is thicker than water.

0:22:510:22:53

I get to tour with him a lot.

0:22:580:22:59

-Is there any way we can meet him and talk with you at the same time?

-Yeah.

0:22:590:23:05

-Maybe tomorrow.

-OK, I'm with you man. Thanks a lot.

-Not at all.

-OK.

0:23:050:23:11

He do look like a rough rider, don't he?!

0:23:150:23:18

'It took me a minute to get up with the older brother.'

0:23:180:23:20

-What's up? How you doing, man?

-Chilling out.

0:23:200:23:23

-I'll be straight. Your momma is concerned about you and Bud.

-We fight every day.

0:23:250:23:30

I knocked him out, he knocked me out.

0:23:300:23:33

We often piss on each other over little shit.

0:23:330:23:36

Y'all live under the same roof.

0:23:360:23:38

That means if you're up and going on each other, if he goes to sleep,

0:23:380:23:42

you go to sleep, y'all got to sleep with one eye open.

0:23:420:23:44

Y'all can't even trust each other.

0:23:440:23:48

Last year, my best friend got killed. I could get shot tomorrow.

0:23:480:23:52

I know it's going to hurt my mom more than anybody.

0:23:520:23:56

She says she moves away, because she can't take it no more.

0:23:560:23:59

I can't get along with my mom.

0:23:590:24:01

Cos she..."You act just like your daddy," and shit. I'm gone. You know what I'm saying?

0:24:010:24:08

My father has been locked up since I was three years old. He get out a little bit at 18.

0:24:080:24:14

My life would be totally different if my father was here.

0:24:140:24:18

If he was in my life, just being involved.

0:24:180:24:20

Checking up on me every day.

0:24:200:24:22

"How you doing, son, what's going on?" "I love you, son."

0:24:220:24:25

I can count on one hand how many times I told my mom I love her.

0:24:250:24:29

So I'm on top with Bud. We can try to get together, man, sit down and talk.

0:24:290:24:34

I ain't trying to point no finger, who's wrong and all that. Let's just correct this.

0:24:340:24:39

Let's be a family and be happy.

0:24:390:24:40

-So you up with that?

-I'm with it.

0:24:400:24:43

I want to thank you young brothers for coming. Stand up at the back, if you don't mind.

0:24:470:24:51

What happened last week, there was two different groups.

0:24:510:24:54

We got a chance to work with the young brothers and a sister.

0:24:540:24:57

When I met the sister she said, "I'm the sister, brother." Know what I'm saying?

0:24:570:25:01

I've been trying to call you.

0:25:010:25:03

SHE LAUGHS

0:25:030:25:05

When I call your phone, I expect you to answer. Like, "Yeah, Ameena."

0:25:050:25:11

I'm like, "Hello."

0:25:110:25:12

'We've been keeping in contact.

0:25:120:25:15

'Caprysha's a very loving young lady

0:25:150:25:17

'that had not had a chance to have a childhood.'

0:25:170:25:20

Substance abuse plays a huge part of the toxic-ness that she was raised around.

0:25:200:25:26

I was worried. I know you wanted to go see your mother.

0:25:260:25:30

Do you want to go?

0:25:370:25:39

-I get mad.

-We'll just have to keep it moving.

0:25:420:25:46

You guys get ready, be a big girl.

0:25:460:25:49

You want go skating this weekend?

0:25:490:25:50

You do? OK.

0:25:500:25:53

I'm going to send a car for you this weekend, because it's my eight-year-old's birthday.

0:25:530:25:58

If I've got the time, I'll come and get you myself. All right, baby?

0:26:010:26:04

SOUL MUSIC PLAYS

0:26:040:26:06

Where's my husband?

0:26:160:26:18

Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on!

0:26:200:26:23

Come on, come one, come on. Yeah!

0:26:230:26:25

Yeah! Yeah!

0:26:250:26:26

'Today we're celebrating my daughter's birthday.

0:26:380:26:41

'We're really sad, because Caprysha was supposed to come skating with us.'

0:26:410:26:46

# May Allah bless you... #

0:26:460:26:51

'So then I got the full scoop.

0:26:510:26:54

'She wanted to get back in touch with her mom, and that caused her to feel...'

0:26:540:26:57

and she acted out on some old behaviour.

0:26:570:27:01

'She got high. She violated her parole. So she's in the county jail.'

0:27:010:27:07

I need you guys to say "please" and "thank you". Right, Maddie?

0:27:070:27:12

OK? Right, right, right.

0:27:120:27:15

Where you find these strangers at?

0:27:200:27:23

These are your people, man.

0:27:230:27:25

'Today, I finally reached Toya and her two kids,

0:27:250:27:29

'and we agreed to sit down together and work things out.

0:27:290:27:33

'This morning, Toya was steaming hot. She went back.

0:27:330:27:36

'The apartment she left her kids, she saw Kenneth bagging up drugs.

0:27:360:27:41

'She went back and changed the locks.'

0:27:410:27:43

-Times are hard, you got to have a job.

-Yeah, man, or hustle. One or the other.

0:27:430:27:49

-Got to be in one of two places.

-It really don't matter right now.

0:27:490:27:53

-If it don't matter, why speak on it?

-That's the same with your life. You're not gonna make no progress.

0:27:530:27:59

You got to help yourself. You're thinking like you want a hand-out.

0:27:590:28:02

Nobody is going to give you anything.

0:28:020:28:05

-You talking to the camera or me?

-I'm talking to the gentleman.

0:28:050:28:08

-If you're listening, I'm talking to you, too.

-I'm not listening to the shit you're saying.

0:28:080:28:13

-I don't got time for this shit.

-What's so hard?

-You ain't gonna make anybody happy.

0:28:130:28:17

What the fuck is you saying? You ain't no boss of me, boy!

0:28:170:28:20

Whatever I say don't go.

0:28:250:28:27

-If I want to fuck up, there ain't nobody gonna be out there.

-That's how you look at it.

0:28:270:28:31

And I'm right there.

0:28:330:28:35

Hey, hey! Bud and Kenneth! Kenneth and Bud!

0:28:360:28:40

'Did I make a mistake? You know what I'm saying?

0:28:420:28:44

''I don't want to get them fighting under my watch.'

0:28:440:28:47

I'll say one thing y'all missing, man.

0:28:470:28:50

Y'all is blood brothers, man. Y'all ain't no bad kids.

0:28:500:28:53

Both of y'all finished school.

0:28:530:28:55

Both of you ain't been to no penitentiary. That's good, man.

0:28:550:28:58

I have my own people. The type of crowd he'd be around...

0:28:580:29:02

If I wasn't the parent I was, you wouldn't have made it through school!

0:29:020:29:05

-I made sure you had what you needed!

-I'm gonna tell you this.

0:29:050:29:08

-She won't see shit happened to you.

-He can't say what he needs. He needs a bond, and I'm not there.

0:29:080:29:13

-I always bond him out of jail for stuff I don't even believe in.

-I don't need no...

0:29:130:29:17

no other motherfucker. I never served for another man, none of that shit.

0:29:170:29:21

I always been on my own! Always been my own! THEY SHOUT OVER EACH OTHER

0:29:210:29:25

-If I had got something from another...

-What you want to believe...

-Plain and simple.

0:29:250:29:30

-Cos I'm on my own!

-Go to work!

0:29:300:29:32

HIS SPEECH IS DROWNED OUT BY SHOUTING

0:29:320:29:36

It ain't no favouritism!

0:29:360:29:37

-A parent sees the potential in each child! A parent sees when they're writing a certain way!

-All right.

0:29:370:29:43

The clique you are in, I hate to put you on the spot,

0:29:440:29:47

-but if they came at your brother, would you stop them?

-Yeah.

0:29:470:29:51

You would? OK. The clique you're in, if they came at your brother, would you stop them?

0:29:510:29:56

-Of course.

-And I'm saying to you, when it comes down to the street gang,

0:29:560:30:00

the only choice is jails, deaths and institutions.

0:30:000:30:03

Do you feel you can be in a cell for 23 hours a day, a six by nine cell?

0:30:030:30:07

No man could be in that place for that long.

0:30:070:30:10

What happens on the streets, you run into a situation out there with your brother's associates,

0:30:100:30:15

and you're mad at your momma, you're mad at your brother. You're not thinking right.

0:30:150:30:19

Bam! Shoot some motherfucking body.

0:30:190:30:21

You're not that guy, but it happens.

0:30:210:30:24

60% of the guys in the penitentiary were not them kind of guys.

0:30:240:30:29

They were probably sitting in the same seats like you, never thought it would happen. I bet you.

0:30:290:30:34

I love my brother to death. He don't understand. It's not really a problem with him,

0:30:340:30:39

it's a problem with my mother and my grandmother. I feel like they really do take sides.

0:30:390:30:43

I ain't got no problems with my brother.

0:30:430:30:45

I love my momma to death, but she doesn't listen or just...

0:30:450:30:49

try to relate a little bit. All the shit that she done while I've growing up.

0:30:490:30:52

-You ain't always been peaches and cream in your life.

-I ain't never said I was, but at the same time,

0:30:520:30:57

you don't have to go down that road and be the spoiled peach.

0:30:570:31:00

I'm really not.

0:31:000:31:01

You will have issues with your mother. Every kid got issues with their parents.

0:31:010:31:05

This ain't nothing new.

0:31:050:31:06

Which one of you brothers can cook?

0:31:060:31:08

-Neither one.

-I know how to cook something, anything.

0:31:080:31:11

You cook your mother a meal one day, man. Y'all sit down with your mother.

0:31:110:31:15

I know it's tough because you haven't done it,

0:31:150:31:17

but you need to sit down with your mother, man, have a family day.

0:31:170:31:21

That's kind of odd to me. It's just not coming to me right now.

0:31:240:31:30

You know what I'd love to see, man? Id love to see you two embrace each other, man.

0:31:300:31:35

You and your brother, man. For real.

0:31:350:31:38

I'd love to see you embrace each other, man.

0:31:380:31:40

-Your brother and your mother.

-Yeah, man.

0:31:400:31:42

That's what's happening right there, bro.

0:31:420:31:45

Can you handle that, little brother? Huh?

0:31:450:31:48

I ain't going to force you to do it. I won't force your brother.

0:31:480:31:52

HE MUMBLES

0:31:520:31:54

'I was sick behind that shit.

0:31:570:31:59

'It's your momma, man. I wouldn't care what.

0:31:590:32:02

'You should hug your momma, let her know you love her.'

0:32:020:32:05

SIREN WAILS

0:32:130:32:16

Alfreda!

0:32:260:32:28

I've been out there. This is my baby. This is my heart.

0:32:280:32:34

'I know my momma love me.

0:32:340:32:35

'I love my momma. I know she'd do anything for me.'

0:32:350:32:38

Hello.

0:32:380:32:40

But when my daddy got killed, things really just went downhill.

0:32:400:32:44

My mother would come up, start using drugs.

0:32:440:32:47

After my father died, she couldn't deal with it.

0:32:470:32:50

'She took her toll on me.'

0:32:500:32:53

I gonna drink me a cocktail today.

0:32:530:32:55

I ain't drinking no cocktail.

0:32:550:32:58

I want you to keep drinking.

0:32:580:33:00

That's why, God is my witness, I'm 38 years old and I see it.

0:33:010:33:06

I wasn't going never use drugs. I wasn't going never drink.

0:33:060:33:09

I really started following my daddy's footsteps, though.

0:33:090:33:13

Selling drugs, hustling, going back and forth to jail.

0:33:130:33:16

INDISTINCT CHATTER

0:33:160:33:18

'Coming up, I was more close to my grandparents.

0:33:200:33:23

'And my grandmother, from day one, stayed on me.'

0:33:230:33:27

Granny!

0:33:270:33:28

# Happy birthday to me! #

0:33:280:33:31

I call him Cardy, but his name is Ricardo.

0:33:320:33:35

I love all my grandkids.

0:33:350:33:39

But Cardy was one I guess I did do more for and took under my wing.

0:33:390:33:44

'When I went to jail, my grandmother'd buy me out.

0:33:440:33:48

'I was like, "Grandma, I knew you was gonna get me out - I'm your baby." '

0:33:480:33:51

She said, "Go back and see."

0:33:510:33:54

I went back. Grandma do none of that.

0:33:540:33:56

'I probably have broke her heart a lot of times doing things I shouldn't have been doing.

0:34:000:34:05

'But she always reminds me of the good in me.'

0:34:050:34:08

HE SINGS ALONG TO "SARA SMILE"

0:34:100:34:12

# It's you

0:34:120:34:13

# And me

0:34:130:34:15

# For ever. #

0:34:150:34:17

We saved his life. Cos Cardy had been shot at,

0:34:200:34:24

probably was shooting at people, there was something turned him around.

0:34:240:34:29

I ain't going to say through me and his granddaddy, but...

0:34:290:34:33

..we love him.

0:34:350:34:36

Hey, my granny!

0:34:360:34:38

-Love you.

-Love you, too, Granny.

0:34:380:34:40

Yeah.

0:34:430:34:44

# I've seen sunny days that I thought would ever end

0:34:510:34:56

# I've seen lonely times when I couldn't find a friend #

0:34:560:35:00

Don't sing!

0:35:000:35:02

-# But I always thought that I'd... #

-Don't sing or you'll make me want to leave, get up and walk away!

0:35:020:35:08

Madea has always shot from both hips.

0:35:080:35:10

I was with Madea from birth to nine.

0:35:100:35:13

And from nine to about 15, I went and I did stay with my biological mother.

0:35:130:35:22

We're talking about my family, because I'm the mother of her biological mother.

0:35:220:35:28

We need to honour and respect our children.

0:35:280:35:31

We can't just throw them out there and throw them away.

0:35:310:35:34

Because of the lifestyle that my mother lived,

0:35:380:35:41

I went through a real rough journey.

0:35:410:35:45

Being abused, physically, emotionally,

0:35:450:35:50

sexually, from the age of nine to the age of 15.

0:35:500:35:54

So I just went back to Madea.

0:35:540:35:57

'My grandmother lived in an apartment with four of us, and it was roach-infested.

0:35:580:36:04

'You know, once I started learning the game,

0:36:040:36:06

'my goal was to get Madea out of there.'

0:36:060:36:09

Madea was the type of woman that...

0:36:090:36:12

"That type of money, don't bring that shit in the house."

0:36:120:36:15

But I got caught up.

0:36:150:36:18

I got caught up in that one more thousand, one more run.

0:36:180:36:22

One more big hit.

0:36:240:36:27

HE SINGS PRAYER

0:36:270:36:30

'I was introduced to Islam through my father.'

0:36:370:36:39

THEY PRAY

0:36:390:36:41

'It was always something inside of me

0:36:450:36:48

'that was constantly saying that I have to do better.'

0:36:480:36:52

I wasn't afraid, I just knew that I had to come on with it.

0:36:560:37:00

'The Lord sent me confirmation through someone else.'

0:37:000:37:05

'She knew what she wanted - that's what led her here.'

0:37:050:37:11

And so we believe that it was a heavenly marriage.

0:37:110:37:14

..Let your blessings and your peace be upon your servants...

0:37:140:37:17

'My family keeps me very, very grounded.'

0:37:190:37:22

He took your phone?

0:37:250:37:27

Noah took your phone?

0:37:270:37:29

'At the end of the day,'

0:37:290:37:31

I have to come in, cook dinner,

0:37:310:37:34

help with homework, tear some ass out the frame if I have to.

0:37:340:37:38

Show him some love.

0:37:380:37:40

Don't do it no more.

0:37:400:37:42

'A family is really my real job.'

0:37:460:37:48

Out there in the community is a piece of cake for me.

0:37:480:37:51

'My husband worries about me more than anyone else.'

0:37:530:37:57

There are times I can't be there physically with her,

0:37:570:38:00

but I know that she is fearless

0:38:000:38:02

and she will lay it on the line and she'll go up against a lion.

0:38:020:38:06

'She will just stand up for anyone because of the experiences she's had growing up

0:38:070:38:12

'where someone didn't stand up for her.'

0:38:120:38:15

'Our mosque is holding a prayer vigil

0:38:150:38:18

'for a kid shot in front of his home, just listening to the radio.

0:38:180:38:23

'He definitely wasn't in a gang and he was loved by his block.'

0:38:230:38:27

'When rage sets, when ego sets in, when the Hennessy sets in...'

0:38:280:38:31

I'm going to walk down here.

0:38:310:38:33

You stay right here.

0:38:330:38:35

'..these young guys say, "Let's go get who we think did it." '

0:38:350:38:39

I'm hearing 20 different things why that brother got changed.

0:38:390:38:43

And all of it is stupid.

0:38:430:38:45

All of it is stupid. Two o'clock in the afternoon

0:38:450:38:49

when they're coming home from school, y'all shoot. For real?!

0:38:490:38:52

This is unacceptable, for me to be holding this young man's obituary.

0:38:520:38:57

Schools, churches, your momma's house, your cars. Those are safe zones.

0:38:570:39:03

When I was about your age, I was making some stupid decisions

0:39:040:39:09

and some stupid calls that was causing me, my life,

0:39:090:39:14

blood on my hands, on my head.

0:39:140:39:17

Stop.

0:39:180:39:20

Who does this baby belong to?

0:39:210:39:23

Who does this little shorty belong to? He just hanging around?

0:39:240:39:28

He just hanging. This little... He just hanging around? Right?

0:39:280:39:32

So he see everything that you all do, right? So if this brother right here

0:39:320:39:36

catch a case and do 100 years, whose fault is it?

0:39:360:39:41

-It's his fault?

-Uh-huh.

-SHE LAUGHS

0:39:420:39:44

Teach him righteous. Y'all got it?

0:39:480:39:51

ALL: Yes.

0:39:510:39:53

-Y'all got it?

-ALL: Yes.

0:39:530:39:55

-You got it?

-Yes.

0:39:550:39:58

All right.

0:39:580:39:59

I'm looking to you.

0:39:590:40:00

Here's my number.

0:40:000:40:02

Give me a call, all right?

0:40:020:40:05

I'm running it! All right.

0:40:060:40:09

That's my little brother on the left side and my cus on the right side.

0:40:310:40:36

Tyrone Williams and Percy Day Jr.

0:40:360:40:40

Luis was killed trying to sign my...

0:41:280:41:33

I held him to his last breath. I didn't want to let him go.

0:41:350:41:40

I have lost at least 20 guys. There's no answer to it.

0:42:070:42:11

One of your guys is killed, fuck you,

0:42:110:42:14

I'm gonna kill that nigga and make his family suffer.

0:42:140:42:18

I want no shrine, beer bottles, drinks, nigga's crass,

0:42:190:42:23

smoking weed, pictures and shit, T-shirts.

0:42:230:42:27

I don't want none of that shit.

0:42:270:42:29

I don't wanna die looking stupid as hell. Fuck that.

0:42:290:42:32

'1075 WGCI Tony Sco and The Morning Riot.

0:42:460:42:49

'That's right, it is the first day of school

0:42:490:42:53

'for all Chicago public school students.'

0:42:530:42:55

'That's right. We want you to hit us up. Be safe out there.'

0:42:550:42:58

Youth violence in Chicago has gotten world attention.

0:43:000:43:03

16-year-old Derrion Albert

0:43:030:43:05

was attacked as he walked home from school.

0:43:050:43:07

A senseless killing, caught on video tape,

0:43:070:43:09

has put Chicago's deadly epidemic in the spotlight.

0:43:090:43:13

There is debate on a national level which started

0:43:130:43:15

with that viral video that came off of the cell phone

0:43:150:43:17

of the clash between the two gangs outside Fenger High School

0:43:170:43:21

that killed Derrion Albert right in the middle.

0:43:210:43:25

See this young man here?

0:43:280:43:29

You see him taking this board from this young man.

0:43:290:43:33

And this is the young man you actually going to

0:43:330:43:36

see hit the board on the back of the head.

0:43:360:43:38

Look for the guy in the red coat. Watch him.

0:43:380:43:42

Now see, he took it. Now watch him.

0:43:420:43:44

-They still hitting.

-Oh, man.

0:43:510:43:53

-Man.

-Amina is going to assist us with the family, to get them

0:43:550:43:59

to the site where they are going to do the memorial.

0:43:590:44:02

This is what the family wants, OK?

0:44:020:44:04

Which way does that go?

0:44:040:44:06

-It goes that way?

-Yeah.

-OK, go that way.

0:44:060:44:08

I seen the video.

0:44:100:44:12

And I said, "Oh, man, I hope his mother does not see this."

0:44:120:44:16

There's a lot of people blessing your brother. You know that, right?

0:44:260:44:29

There's a lot of people. OK?

0:44:290:44:31

Stay in that circle. We've got security on both sides.

0:44:310:44:35

Anjanette needed help getting him a funeral.

0:44:350:44:39

She needed help trying to make sense of what just happened to her son.

0:44:400:44:46

I got resources for Anjanette to put Derrion in a mausoleum next to her mother.

0:44:460:44:53

Only the family, nobody else!

0:44:530:44:56

Amina is very, very important to us.

0:44:560:44:59

Everything I went through, she was right there with me.

0:45:000:45:03

We are praying for this family.

0:45:050:45:07

We are praying that God will heal their hurt

0:45:070:45:09

and I'm praying for all of you, my brothers and my sisters.

0:45:090:45:13

This is a problem in our community, this is a problem in our city, it's a problem in our nation!

0:45:130:45:17

Once the media has gone back to wherever they came from,

0:45:170:45:21

we have to step up to the plate and make something happen over there.

0:45:210:45:25

..not doing anything about this problem.

0:45:250:45:27

I'm talking about the police department.

0:45:270:45:30

I'm talking about all of those who are doing nothing.

0:45:300:45:33

The person videotaping the goddamn beating was saying, "Zoom in - put that nigga to sleep"!

0:45:330:45:38

That is what people were saying in the background.

0:45:380:45:41

That gonna show you the mindset. Amina has spent a lot of time with the family,

0:45:410:45:44

still they are trying to fix his face so they can have an open casket.

0:45:440:45:48

I heard some interviews from the young brothers.

0:45:480:45:50

They said they don't know why they fight, they just hate each other.

0:45:500:45:53

-Somebody tell me why they're fighting?

-We grow up gangbanging.

0:45:530:45:56

It don't make a difference what we fighting for. You ain't with me, you against me.

0:45:560:46:00

And that's just how it's always been.

0:46:000:46:02

The guys from Altgeld Gardens, they were sent to Carver School

0:46:020:46:05

which was turned into a military school.

0:46:050:46:08

A lot of guys didn't want to go to a military school so they transferred them to Fenger.

0:46:080:46:12

So now you got these guys coming from a whole other neighbourhood.

0:46:120:46:15

When they closed down Carver High School

0:46:150:46:19

and start letting these guys get to school any way they can,

0:46:190:46:22

riding on the bus, walking or what have you,

0:46:220:46:24

you left it to them that they had to fend for themselves.

0:46:240:46:27

And they are fighting Altgeld Gardens and doing that since the '60s, man.

0:46:270:46:32

We are up against history.

0:46:320:46:33

Yeah, we got to respect history,

0:46:330:46:36

but it shouldn't play a big factor in this table.

0:46:360:46:40

We've got over 500 years of prison time at this table.

0:46:400:46:43

That's a lot of fucking wisdom!

0:46:430:46:45

How the hell we gonna let these kids school us that we were schooling them?

0:46:450:46:49

We wanna try to work this conflict out because right now

0:46:490:46:53

they had another big fight up at Fenger while we talking. The beat goes on.

0:46:530:46:57

That's the brother up there? They're putting him in the...

0:47:040:47:08

-That's the body?

-That's fucked up.

0:47:080:47:11

This young brother that we just finished doing some mediating with,

0:47:110:47:16

his close friend has got killed.

0:47:160:47:17

The possibility of retaliation at that moment was very, very likely.

0:47:170:47:21

That cop, she's looking at me all crazy too, like she's got a fucking problem.

0:47:210:47:25

-They just sat right on 30th and Kedvale again.

-30th and Kedvale?

0:47:270:47:31

Right now, a couple of minutes ago.

0:47:310:47:33

The police are going to be harassing a lot of guys over here,

0:47:330:47:36

whether they are affiliated or not.

0:47:360:47:38

I think the police should enforce all of the laws

0:47:380:47:41

but it's the way they go about it.

0:47:410:47:43

There's a reason why people in the community don't

0:47:430:47:45

really like talking to the police.

0:47:450:47:47

They see other guys, they see their nephews, their brothers and sisters being harassed.

0:47:470:47:52

Just because there's a high presence of police right now,

0:47:520:47:55

that doesn't mean nothing for these guys, man!

0:47:550:47:57

Within 30 hours there was about seven shootings.

0:47:570:48:02

Eddie always presents himself as a preppy, school-going collegiate type of guy.

0:48:020:48:06

I said, "Look, man, they ain't trying..."

0:48:060:48:09

When you talk to him about his street past, "We don't wanna go there, man!"

0:48:090:48:13

But at the same time,

0:48:130:48:15

he came from the lifestyle with the Latino gangs and he wasn't no low-level member,

0:48:150:48:19

he was right there with the leader and they called him Bandit.

0:48:190:48:22

He would take something from you.

0:48:220:48:24

My nickname? Well!

0:48:240:48:26

I was pretty interested in cars.

0:48:260:48:28

Give me a screwdriver and just in a minute and I'm going with your car!

0:48:280:48:32

This is a block in Little Village that I actually grew up in.

0:48:330:48:36

I have a lot of memories here. My hand on God.

0:48:360:48:40

I had almost half of this parking lot full of stolen cars at one time.

0:48:400:48:44

One day, the city found all the stolen cars said there was

0:48:440:48:48

maybe about seven to eight tow trucks just lined up taking these cars out.

0:48:480:48:52

Also, my parents emigrated from Mexico, worked jobs,

0:48:540:48:59

we were right here in the street roaming around.

0:48:590:49:03

My dad was a hard-working person.

0:49:030:49:05

He fixed cars and I would see my dad's hands

0:49:050:49:09

and they would be full of calluses, you know and you know, cuts

0:49:090:49:12

all over his arm and burn marks from the blowtorches.

0:49:120:49:16

From day one, I told myself I am never going to be fixing cars.

0:49:160:49:20

That wasn't me.

0:49:200:49:21

I didn't feel it.

0:49:210:49:23

It lit up in me when I saw some things in the neighbourhood.

0:49:240:49:27

And I would see these guys hanging out, a lot older than I was.

0:49:270:49:31

They had the nice cars, they had the girls, flashing their colours.

0:49:310:49:35

What there was is they had a pride, in who they really were.

0:49:350:49:39

They had an identity and they were proud of that identity.

0:49:390:49:43

Half of my life I was in prison. That's why I do what I do now.

0:49:460:49:51

For me, it's a personal thing.

0:49:510:49:53

-How are you feeling? Have you been moving around more?

-Yeah. Before, I couldn't even walk.

0:49:540:49:58

My dressing, this is what I've got to clean. You know, because I got done.

0:49:580:50:02

'How much impact are we making?

0:50:020:50:05

'If we stop one shooting tonight, we did good.

0:50:050:50:08

'But how do we stop maybe the same person from shooting somebody the next day?'

0:50:080:50:12

-Has anybody been here to visit?

-A couple of my friends.

0:50:120:50:16

They have been cool or have they have been like, "Fuck that?"

0:50:160:50:19

Am I really helping?

0:50:210:50:22

Some people I can't, even as much as I want to, they don't want the help.

0:50:220:50:26

The needless violence that continues to

0:50:380:50:40

take our children from us is an outrage.

0:50:400:50:43

Youth violence is not a Chicago problem.

0:50:430:50:46

It is something that affects communities big and small

0:50:460:50:49

and people of all races and all colours. It is an American problem.

0:50:490:50:54

I promise to work as long as necessary

0:50:540:50:57

to rid our country of this plague.

0:50:570:50:58

I have heard you say those things many times. What's different now?

0:50:580:51:04

What is different is it takes capturing Darien Albert's death on video to wake the country.

0:51:040:51:09

We were dealing with children being shot every day, never saw a crowd like this, ever.

0:51:090:51:14

Now the professionals working in this field,

0:51:140:51:16

they knew about the hostilities coming out of the Altgeld Gardens projects

0:51:160:51:20

and the young men around Fenger, so there was no way in the world it occurred, to be real with you.

0:51:200:51:25

I talked to the mayor's office today.

0:51:250:51:27

We're gonna bring together the guys that are in conflict.

0:51:270:51:30

They have agreed to meet and we are going to process with them. We have

0:51:300:51:34

a five-hour agenda. I think we can get all the brothers we need to.

0:51:340:51:37

Are they willing to talk with us

0:51:370:51:39

and you know, people need to talk to them,

0:51:390:51:42

-see what is on their minds, the kids' minds.

-Right.

0:51:420:51:45

You just got kicked out of Finger, man. You want to go back to Finger?

0:51:520:51:55

You know I do.

0:51:550:51:57

How do you feel about them people coming from Altgeld Gardens out there?

0:51:570:52:01

I usually get into it...

0:52:010:52:03

That's what it is, though, man. You're just fighting and shooting.

0:52:030:52:06

That's how you got to solve these problems,

0:52:060:52:09

cos if you don't do it, they gon' try to do it to you.

0:52:090:52:11

If you don't go hard, it's your life.

0:52:110:52:13

MUSIC: "Piece of Me" by Britney Spears

0:52:210:52:24

'Me and my wife is looking for a house.

0:52:270:52:29

'I don't want the kids to grow up to really experience the things I've experienced all my life.

0:52:290:52:35

'We way out here, man. Way out yonder, man.'

0:52:350:52:39

THEY CHANT

0:52:410:52:43

Instead of gun violence,

0:52:430:52:44

we probably have to worry about rabbits and deer.

0:52:440:52:48

And I'm OK with that.

0:52:480:52:49

Me and my wife came from the street.

0:52:490:52:51

She used to be out round rough people who lived the same lifestyle I lived.

0:52:510:52:54

I end up getting pregnant at about 16,

0:52:540:52:58

and did a 360, so...

0:52:580:53:01

'I met my wife in 2002 and she already had three kids.

0:53:010:53:06

'It wasn't love at first sight.

0:53:060:53:08

'Probably not even love at second sight.'

0:53:080:53:10

He's very nerdy.

0:53:100:53:12

Very, very nerdy person.

0:53:120:53:14

Man, my wife a mess. But like most wife... No.

0:53:150:53:20

'No, but I love my wife.'

0:53:200:53:21

Ah, that's short.

0:53:210:53:23

He at the 30. Oh!

0:53:230:53:26

-Oh, yeah!

-I see Quinn!

0:53:260:53:27

'Cobe as a dad, he's really good. He's there for every football game.

0:53:270:53:33

'My kids really enjoy him, especially my daughter. That's...'

0:53:330:53:37

That's her everything, her Cobe.

0:53:370:53:40

-Cobe, man!

-Dre!

0:53:420:53:44

THEY LAUGH

0:53:450:53:47

'What really made me start thinking more about doing the right thing, I started thinking about my son.'

0:53:490:53:54

I remember, I was in jail and they brought me out with handcuffs up to the judge.

0:53:540:53:58

My son...

0:53:580:54:01

He ran up to me and hugged me and kissed me and grabbed me

0:54:010:54:04

and started crying. So instantly,

0:54:040:54:06

I got so emotional... Like, I think tears was coming.

0:54:060:54:11

You know what I'm saying?

0:54:110:54:13

Like, "Dad, I love you, I love you."

0:54:130:54:16

As I'm going back to the back, my son just, like...

0:54:160:54:18

..broke down in front of everybody, just crying,

0:54:200:54:22

"I want my daddy, I want my daddy."

0:54:220:54:24

I started thinking more about him,

0:54:240:54:27

and I changed my life cos I wanted to be there for him.

0:54:270:54:30

-There was so much that they had to do.

-To get you released?

0:54:340:54:37

Yeah, to get me released.

0:54:370:54:39

'Caprysha had to stay in the jail for almost a month.

0:54:390:54:43

'I was the first call on her way home,

0:54:430:54:45

'and that experience was just such an eye-opener for her.

0:54:450:54:49

'She said she didn't want to do it again.'

0:54:490:54:51

And my mom had just went to court and they were taking her last four kids.

0:54:510:54:55

'She's been in over 15 different homes.

0:54:550:54:58

'She's raised herself and her sisters and brothers,'

0:54:580:55:02

while her mom was out doing whatever her mom was doing.

0:55:020:55:04

The money that I get, I go buy my drugs.

0:55:040:55:07

I started selling drugs out on the block,

0:55:070:55:09

just to make money for my sisters and brothers to have what they wanted.

0:55:090:55:13

'I blame myself for my sister being in DCFS.

0:55:130:55:16

'I blame myself for a lot of stuff that I know that...

0:55:160:55:19

'it wasn't my fault.'

0:55:190:55:21

-What's your goal?

-To get my high school diploma, go to college and be a paediatrician

0:55:210:55:26

and, like, take care...

0:55:260:55:27

And then with, like, my free time, take care of my sisters.

0:55:270:55:30

'And her saying what her goals and dreams are, who am I to say,

0:55:300:55:36

'"You can't do that - look at your record"?

0:55:360:55:38

'Look at Ameena's record!'

0:55:380:55:40

Being a violence interrupter, nothing surprises me.

0:55:410:55:45

'But being a mother and seeing this 18-year-old never riding on a carousel

0:55:450:55:50

'kind of blew my mind.

0:55:500:55:53

'It's true that it's only so much that I can do,

0:55:560:56:00

and that's just one, Caprysha, but it's...'

0:56:000:56:03

Its hundreds of thousands of Capryshas out there.

0:56:030:56:07

-Pick out another colour.

-I like green.

-I know, but...

0:56:100:56:13

-If you like green, we have green.

-She got to like that lizard green.

0:56:130:56:18

Now, this is a very expensive manicure.

0:56:180:56:21

If I see you out there biting your nails,

0:56:210:56:23

we gon' be on the ground boxing. You'd better be worried!

0:56:230:56:27

How does it feel? Nice, right?

0:56:270:56:30

Yeah. Don't slap 'em, don't hit 'em. Enjoy it.

0:56:300:56:35

-So, where are you from?

-Rockford.

0:56:350:56:37

-What made you come all the way out here?

-Cos I was getting in trouble.

0:56:370:56:41

I used to fight every day at school.

0:56:410:56:44

-Where does that get you?

-Huh?

0:56:460:56:48

-Where does that get you?

-Nowhere.

0:56:480:56:51

-Finally figured that out, huh?

-Yeah.

0:56:510:56:54

-Only for one brief second, you become the winner.

-Mm-hm.

0:56:540:56:58

But then, the only thing you win is your own pride,

0:56:580:57:01

but where's that going to take you anywhere in life?

0:57:010:57:04

-I would go out and start trouble with everybody.

-Right.

0:57:040:57:07

And when she bring it, she bring it hard.

0:57:070:57:09

-We were doing a conflict mediation and...

-Just happened to be the only girl standing outside.

0:57:110:57:17

And when we came to the house, what you thought?

0:57:170:57:20

It was...different, cos, like,

0:57:200:57:23

you actually was talking TO me.

0:57:230:57:26

You know, you deserve to be happy.

0:57:260:57:28

You're 19. You deserve, like you said, to be having girly stuff done.

0:57:280:57:33

That's a whole different hand, man.

0:57:350:57:37

-Why you feel like you want to cry, but you don't want to?

-I don't know.

0:57:420:57:46

It's OK.

0:57:460:57:47

I cry. Big girls cry.

0:57:500:57:52

Angels make prayer in your tears, when you're crying...

0:57:540:57:58

When you're crying and you're grateful.

0:57:580:58:00

When you're crying and you're asking God to help you.

0:58:000:58:04

I'm really so glad I met you, man.

0:58:070:58:10

You know?

0:58:120:58:14

You guys remember where we left off last week? We're working on our what?

0:58:210:58:25

-Backgrounds.

-Backgrounds, right. It's about using your brush.

0:58:250:58:28

Criss-crosses, Cs.

0:58:280:58:31

'Last year, I had a hard time going to schools. You know,

0:58:310:58:33

'I was like, "Look, I work for violence prevention,"

0:58:330:58:36

'and a lot of them didn't want to acknowledge there was issues in their schools.'

0:58:360:58:40

I used a pencil to sketch it out and shaded the background.

0:58:400:58:43

'They contacted CeaseFire.

0:58:430:58:45

'They were actually focusing, at the school, about violence

0:58:450:58:48

'and how they could help the community and so forth.

0:58:480:58:50

'And I was like, "What do you think about the idea of maybe art,

0:58:500:58:54

'"for them to express themselves about violence?"'

0:58:540:58:56

This one right here, I kind of really like this one.

0:58:560:58:59

'When I was in prison, painting was my form of dealing with my issues, my problems, and discovering myself.'

0:58:590:59:04

You got this angel. He's in hell.

0:59:040:59:07

And yet behind, there's, like, some demons, taunting him.

0:59:070:59:10

'It's kind of a way to help the kids with what they're thinking about.'

0:59:100:59:14

What's the one thing in the neighbourhood that you wish people could

0:59:140:59:18

-focus on more, to help out?

-Spray-painting.

-Spray-painting.

0:59:180:59:21

-What about you?

-The shootings in my neighbourhood.

-The shootings?

0:59:210:59:25

Because my mom's scared that there's going to be a shooting going on me while I'm outside.

0:59:250:59:32

I would want them to help with the shooting,

0:59:320:59:35

because that really bothers me.

0:59:350:59:38

Why does it bother you?

0:59:380:59:40

Because there was this one time when our neighbours got into a fight,

0:59:400:59:45

and...

0:59:450:59:46

..I don't know what else happened, but somebody started shooting.

0:59:480:59:51

And...

0:59:530:59:55

-It really...

-SHE CRIES

1:00:001:00:02

And what you're doing right here, being part of this programme,

1:00:051:00:08

that's a great thing.

1:00:081:00:10

Cos it shows you care and you want to do something about it.

1:00:101:00:13

'I just wish that these kids, if they ever go through that,

1:00:171:00:20

'it doesn't affect them the same way it affected me.

1:00:201:00:23

'My coping mechanism is, "Keep going, keep going, keep going. Keep working."'

1:00:231:00:27

It is to stay out of bullshit and...

1:00:321:00:35

..try to forget about some of the things that I've done.

1:00:391:00:42

When I was 18, a very close friend of mine was paralysed.

1:00:441:00:47

I'm feeling this anger, I'm feeling this rage, I'm feeling like,

1:00:471:00:51

"They shot one of our guys? We're going back."

1:00:511:00:53

When I pass through that block... it seems real different.

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I try to rewind and...no matter how much I try to remember it,

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it just don't come out.

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It's hard for me to say the victim's name, and... And even the crime.

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I guess I detach myself from that. Like, not putting a face.

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In reality, the face is there. Face is still there.

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ICE CREAM VAN JINGLE PLAYS

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And I had to be careful, as well, out here, cos I knew these guys were packing.

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And I stayed by the fire hydrant over there.

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This dude just kind of came out the cars...

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Shot him pretty much point-blank.

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There was a whole bunch of his friends, too,

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that were behind the cars and I was trying to shoot them, as well.

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But... It was more like in a defensive side, by that time.

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It was to make sure that they didn't shoot at me.

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It's funny, cos this block itself has claimed a lot of lives. This one particular block right here.

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CeaseFire.

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RAP: This foolish shooting It must stop, it's getting cruel

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Children going to school and gotta duck shots

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No more bliss Ignore this, we must not

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Like Natasha Howliet She was murdered on the bus stop

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Two gunshots and she just dropped This daily living

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I speak the grief of the streets

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They may be listening and pay attention

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Help lead us through this mess We infested with death

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And it leaves us too depressed

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Like when Derrion Albert was beaten to his death

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Had his mamma too upset Crying, speaking to the press

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It's too much We began to lose touch

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Jesse Jackson took a reaction and rode the school bus.

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Do you all think we can establish some type of coexistence or peace

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in Finger High School if we all work together?

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Finger can be a better place if...

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< SHOUTING

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Just hear her out. Give everybody respect.

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I live in Altgeld Gardens.

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I have a whole list. It's the Gardens and they're animals. It's both ways.

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You young men and women have to place a value

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and a vision on your life.

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Look at yourself 15 years down the road. You will be a full adult.

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I cannot believe that I'm looking at what has happened to the young people here.

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You don't have to fight anybody.

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Everybody don't think the same way. Everybody don't think the same way.

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It's not about me being an old lady and telling somebody what they should and should not do.

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It's about you all's life. And you all need to be heard,

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all the way through the ends of sentences.

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So I'ma throw some scenarios at you and I want you all to just answer honest.

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One of your friends was just beat up at a party over the weekend.

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You see a couple of kids that your friend identifies as the dude that stole on her.

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What do you think would happen next?

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I feel that we gon' fight.

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Cos there wasn't no problem when they jumped on my friend

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over the weekend, so if we see them walking, we gon' fight.

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It ain't like y'all put it. It's not that easy.

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You might walk away and somebody might pitch in your head with a bat or something.

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Who'd like to fight?

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I don't LIKE to fight, but I'll fight if I have to do.

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Yeah, that's how it is, but... I'll fight anybody.

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Everybody fights.

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Why you so angry? Why you want to fight?

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Cos it's just the way I was brought up. I always had to fight.

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-You always had to fight?

-Basically.

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It's hard out there.

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When I grew up, I used to wake up wanting to fight somebody.

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Just fight somebody.

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And I understand a hellraiser liking a fight,

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but walking away from a fight ain't always meaning that you punk.

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..not to them. When they look at it, they gon' think you're a punk

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and a bitch and all that, but...

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So I got all that weighed out.

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My consequences - everybody that I was raised with that loved to fight

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was in a penitentiary at the end.

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Does that mean you're the punks, too?

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'It's a myth that most of the violence is gang-related'

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because a lot of the violence is interpersonal conflict.

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Guys get into it for the most pettiest reasons out here. So it's all about respect and disrespect

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not being accepted in the overall society.

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A lot of people feel ostracised, so what they do, they try to dominate their surroundings.

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I didn't eat this morning.

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I'm wearing my niece's clothes.

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I just was violated by my mom's boyfriend.

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I go to school and here comes someone that bumps into me

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and don't say, "Excuse me."

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You hit zero to rage within 30 seconds and you act out.

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Some of these kids, man, they don't care about tomorrow. "Fuck tomorrow."

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That's what they'll to tell you.

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"I'm trying to survive today, right now. I'm trying to live right now.

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"I'm trying to make sure I don't get shot.

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"I'm trying to make sure my boy next to me doesn't get shot.

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"And if he does, guess what? I'm going to go over there and shoot them, too."

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So, this is what violence interrupters do.

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Focus, like a laser, on reducing shootings and killings.

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And then the deeper part of the whole programme is changing norms.

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In Chicago, the interrupters have interrupted about 1,400 such events.

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We average about 40 to 45% drops in shootings and killings

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in the areas where we put it.

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Have you had incidents where the police feel that

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you should have given them information and you didn't?

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And that you were on the side of the offenders?

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If we were to do that, we would not be effective.

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We are trying to keep CeaseFire neutral, politically,

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as far as the relationship with law enforcement and the community.

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I mean, I'm confused, when you say "neutral". How are you seen as being a neutral force

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in that area, because there's right and there's wrong?

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It's not about right and wrong on one side.

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We don't want law-enforcement thinking that we are covering these criminals

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and we're hiding information so that they can continue doing negative behaviour,

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and we don't want the community thinking we're stool pigeons

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of important information that they give us, to law enforcement.

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You know, the right and wrong of these conflicts

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is all points of view.

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Are you going to take it back one day, or five years, or 200 years?

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Everyone has got a grievance and so, we just have to say that,

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no matter what, the additional violence won't be helpful.

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So, we're not in the good and bad game.

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We're not in that drama.

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It's just hard,

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because these guys are still cut from the code of the streets.

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'I've seen the faces of the Interrupters

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'when we hear that a seven-year-old girl got shot.

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'Something needs to be done.

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'But it's hard for these brothers

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'to make that quantum leap into turning somebody in.'

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The police supports this, but when they first started down here,

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I got criticised, from everybody, police,

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people down here on CeaseFire stab, you're hearing these tough guys,

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but how the hell are you going to go in and stop the violence?

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We were in that situation where a guy, recently, was released from prison.

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He thought that man be talking about him,

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got out, the con punched the man, and his brother.

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'China Joe was known as the Gladiator.

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'All Vice Lords had to fight China Joe to become a Vice Lord.

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'How you think that makes a young guy feel?

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'"Man, China Joe just told me to stand down."'

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We sitting here, hugging and looking like that.

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How you doing, son?

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Interrupters, though our intentions are noble and good,

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sometimes won't always go about it the right way.

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They're not in the streets any more. You can't take law in your own hand. You can't.

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As an Interrupter, that has been one of our greatest challenges.

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With violence and weapons

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we have to use the threat of violence to mediate a conflict.

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This is where the rubber meets the road, because, in reality,

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you cannot mediate conflicts without confrontation.

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He left me a voicemail.

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I got a call from a guy I met in jail.

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He said he's got the police in the house, he's doing the legal things.

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Said the police kicked his door in, knocked through his brother,

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put handcuffs on his mother.

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And he was somebody who knew who sent the police to his house.

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He is looking for 'em.

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-Ain't done no good to have us around here. Look...

-What's up?

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My man Flamo make you laugh, but if you fuck with him,

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you got to bring it on.

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These motherfuckers came here, man, had my motherfuckin' momma handcuffed,

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my li'l brother handcuffed, took my little brother went and got shot.

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Fuckin' weird shit, man. Take him to jail.

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It's weird, you got to move that shit along.

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Ain't movin' shit along till I get these motherfuckers.

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You already know how I get in.

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You boys gonna make it better for me.

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I'm sorry hear about your brother, but still...

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-Ain't gonna make shit no better though.

-Fuck makin' it better.

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I can't do nothin'.

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You know, you crazy, be out here like that.

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This love, man, thang, I ain't feelin' that, none of this shit.

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I respect y'all, what you're doin', that's cool, but fuck that.

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I'm not with Steve's fight.

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Why was I letting these motherfuckers kick my door in?

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We can't erase what already happened, but the whole thing, you gotta look at it like that.

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You can't erase what happened - you right.

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And you can't predict what I'm thinkin' to do.

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We just gotta work shit out.

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Offer you solutions to the problem.

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Fuck this shit. Fuck the problem. Fuck the solution!

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These motherfuckers tryin' to take my shit!

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You ain't just crossed me, you crossed my fuckin' momma.

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Wit' my momma, I come to your crib and kill every motherfucker.

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Your brother's gone. And you be gone,

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that ain't gonna do nothin' but hurt your momma.

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She'll be a'ight.

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-How many kids you got?

-I'm claiming four.

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If you go to jail, you can't take in no kids.

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That's the thing. God takin' care of us in there.

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He gonna take care.

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Feels like when I do what I'ma do, he gonna take care me, too.

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But you was locked up before for the same shit.

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Man, I'm 32, been locked up 15 years of my life. What that mean?

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What the fuck that mean? That's where I grew up, here, God dammit.

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Ain't no shame, ain't no secret. Shit!

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I'm tired of being down on any motherfucker,

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soft-ass niggas, out here doin', should be trinkin'!

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All right, going to leave this here. Let's get a little corner.

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I know these punk-assed police, they all want me.

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-Motherfuckers out to kill me.

-That shit crazy, man.

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How can you help me? Right now, how can you help me?

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I mean, the only thing, like I say, only thing I could do is try

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to get to know you more, spend more time with you, try to work with you.

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You gon' take me out to dinner, then?

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We can go to lunch right now, and we can sit down, and we can

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-talk about this motherfuckin' problem, that's what you telling me?

-Yeah.

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I'm used to that goddamn shit.

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-We can go out, if that's what you want to do.

-Right now?

-Yeah.

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Let me go put my pistol up.

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We'll just see.

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Make sure, though, man, you ain't got shit on you.

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I'm clean, I ain't got nothing.

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'That's a rough one. That's one of the worst ones I hear.

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'He kept coming and going with us.

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'One minute I'm thinking he calmed down, then he blow right back up.

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'Any chance you got the person who will stay there

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'and talk with you, you got a chance at working it out with them.'

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This is the time of month we go to the conference.

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'We don't talk to them for less than a minute.

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'We always tell them, "Come and listen. Check it out.

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'"If you don't like it, you can walk out right away."'

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I'm going to shift the agenda,

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because we got a hypothetical problem,

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that's taking place somewhere in our town.

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Let's say that somebody tricked on your brother.

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And somebody called the police

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and said that he had some guns in the house, and the police came

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and knocked your brother up, found two guns, and they put your mother

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in handcuffs, and you know who the guy is that told on your brothers.

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How would we resolve a conflict like that?

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We gonna keep it 100, that's real hard.

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When you put momma into somebody else's business, that's super-duper hard.

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We not gonna be effective in them ventures.

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There gonna be some where it slip through cracks.

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You been messed up, you add to their burden

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so you gotta put your little personal pride aside

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and start dealing with this thing on a realistic, responsible way

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and start trying to figure out a way to get your brother

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from out of that drama and ease your mother.

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And you don't have to be tough to be a hero.

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You want to be like the rest of our guys out there.

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That should do it for now. We got some solid feedback.

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..We got a situation over on Michelle Clyde Heights...

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'When you first started meeting with him,'

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he was on ten, and now I think he was at a level five.

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The only problem now, Cobe, if he is to see this guy tonight,

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there's gonna be a problem.

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What's gonna happen now, you gotta baby-sit him.

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-You and Hiram at the same time.

-OK.

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-You tired of waiting? Let's get out of here, man.

-Yeah, about time.

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Cobe is one of the best Interrupters, but he knows how to walk away.

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That's very important, because if you don't know how to walk away,

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you can end up getting hurt.

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34, 24. We've had some close calls, several representative shot at.

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Brother Joel, still in a lot of pain.

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This is the first time one of our Interrupters ever got shot.

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I came to tell you we appreciate you,

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everything you did trying to mediate that conflict. Just glad you survived.

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You stumbled across this coming out your father's house.

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It was a couple of guys down the block, arguing over someone.

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As I was approaching them, I had something telling me

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it wasn't even the right moment to even interrupt them.

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I'm just trying to do my job.

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One of them said, "Who are you, you from around here?"

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So he go to talk to his other friend,

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and that's when he shot me up.

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-When you turned your back?

-When I turned my back.

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You got shot in the ankle and in the back?

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It opened my whole stomach right up.

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That's tough at the bottom,

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because when you got shot there were, like, 16 shootings in six hours.

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All the guys came up here, Friday.

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All the brothers were here.

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We were here, you know? And, uh...

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(It's cool.)

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I'll just say it's tough, that's all I know. Yeah.

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When I thought about you getting shot, and your father was there,

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because I have sons, I've got a son of like, 24.

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Got another son who is like, 28 years old, believe it or not,

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so, when I thought about it... HE CLEARS HIS THROAT

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I collect my sons.

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I'm here with you.

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It would make it good, I know, but we just got to keep on pushing. Thanks.

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Thanks, bud. All right. OK, we're going to get on up out of here.

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And I'll be back Wednesday. All right. Yeah, all right.

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Yeah.

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SOMBRE ORGAN MUSIC

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I'm begging you, my brothers, I'm begging you, my sisters,

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let God do what God needs to do.

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Once we lay this brother down in the ground, we got work to do.

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'Jesse Smith got shot in a retaliation.

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'Another student that got shot.

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'But it wasn't just he had did the shooting.'

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-SERMON CONTINUES:

-..Family has to kill, and we have work to do.

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'I'm just seeing, in the last 10-15 years,

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'random violence like I've never seen it before.'

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Last year, of the 125 homicides,

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where we service those families,

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about 90% were young people.

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These children don't expect to live past 30.

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They come to these funerals and I watch them and they represent

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and they put themselves in place of the person in the casket.

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These young people are, in reality,

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saying, "This is what I want to happen when I'm killed."

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..affectionately known as Dupe...

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'I've heard little buzzes in the air

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'that they were coming to shoot the funeral up

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'to get the person that they were intending to get.'

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'I call for all hands on deck.'

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..left behind his loving mother.

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'The mother got in touch with CeaseFire.

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'I've never met this mother before.

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'She said, "I need you to be there, Ameena."

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'I just would want somebody to do that for my son.'

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QUIET SOBBING

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I need everybody from the ages of 13 to 24, to stand up.

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I'm the second oldest daughter to Jeff Fort,

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to ones that call Malik chief,

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and I'm fed up,

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because each and everyone of you could be Dupe, right here.

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I'ma be real honest with you all, because, see,

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we real talking up here, because Dupe is real, there, in front of us.

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And there's a reason why this party is here.

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I see these rare cats, my brothers,

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I know we hurtin', because we loved Dupe.

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But we got a responsibility to bring up our community to be vibrant.

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Whatever it is that's goin' on, cease the fire, call a truce.

1:20:371:20:41

'I was a chauffeur for Dr Martin Luther King

1:20:481:20:51

'when SCLC made their first venture into the north, by way of Chicago.

1:20:511:20:56

'The black community, we were the nobodies,

1:20:581:21:00

'and the civil rights era gave us hope that we could be somebody.

1:21:001:21:04

'How can the president of the United States be a black man?'

1:21:061:21:10

I never thought I'd see that in my lifetime.

1:21:101:21:12

But while I'm seeing the President on television,

1:21:121:21:15

the images of him leading the free world,

1:21:151:21:18

I'm still burying black kids, which just doesn't make sense to me.

1:21:181:21:22

All of this stuff in this snow.

1:21:311:21:34

Where my man at? Where you at, where Flamo?

1:21:341:21:38

How you doing, son? OK?

1:21:391:21:42

What's up, what's up, Flamo?

1:21:431:21:46

How are you feeling today, man? You all right?

1:21:461:21:50

Well, I can't see our village right now, so I got to gamble.

1:21:501:21:54

Are we talking Super Bowl?

1:21:541:21:57

Yeah, man, I'm a sore loser.

1:21:571:22:01

I'm ready to get my money back, blood. It come with the game, man.

1:22:011:22:06

I'm just so happy you calmed down, you went thinking in another way,

1:22:061:22:10

-and that's very good, man.

-A'ight.

1:22:101:22:13

It's hard. I stop doing what I'm doing, but, shit, don't push me.

1:22:131:22:18

You know the good thing?

1:22:181:22:20

I stop the locomotion on the block a little while ago.

1:22:201:22:23

You stopped something today?

1:22:231:22:25

Yeah. Like I'm talking wit' y'all

1:22:251:22:28

I see they want somebody to end the thing,

1:22:281:22:30

and stop 'em, see a homie go his way, and he go his way.

1:22:301:22:33

-And you intervened and stopped that from happening?

-Yeah.

1:22:331:22:37

-So, how do you feel about what you did?

-Personal?

1:22:371:22:41

At the time, these motherfuckers were making noise

1:22:411:22:45

and I'm just there watching TV, trying to get high.

1:22:451:22:49

And they made a big-ass thing in front of me crib.

1:22:491:22:51

So, shit, "I tell them, move on or I'ma get on and fuck both of you."

1:22:511:22:55

Flamo, there's non-violence and non-violence.

1:22:551:22:58

I'm going to be waiting right here on the side, Riley. OK?

1:22:591:23:03

Ho, what's up, man, what's that in your hand?

1:23:041:23:07

-A blunt, man.

-Flamo, man, you don't ride like that,

1:23:071:23:10

you don't ride with no blunts or shit in here, man!

1:23:101:23:12

I know, that's why I tear you, see?

1:23:121:23:14

I'm saying you should have respect for me, don't do that, though.

1:23:141:23:17

Police pull up, everybody in here go to jail.

1:23:171:23:20

Let me get rid of the evidence.

1:23:201:23:22

-Hell, man, that ain't cool at all.

-I weren't thinking.

1:23:221:23:25

You weren't thinking?

1:23:251:23:27

I'm trying to get into the mode of doing what's right, man.

1:23:271:23:31

I know I got some screws missing on the attitude, what's up.

1:23:311:23:35

I used to want to get with gangbangs. I want none of that, bruv.

1:23:351:23:40

But all the stuff I have to do, and done, by doing it,

1:23:421:23:47

I ain't got nothing to show for it.

1:23:471:23:49

Nothing that I done, negative.

1:23:491:23:51

My friends in jail, my friends drug addicts, so... Whatever.

1:23:521:23:57

You're seeing, like, life repeat itself as a cycle.

1:23:571:24:00

You just move on to places that are telling the story.

1:24:021:24:05

I'm trying to be one of you all, telling the story.

1:24:051:24:08

I want to be the one that's living the lifestyle,

1:24:081:24:11

riding the streets, who knows how to keep out of harm

1:24:111:24:14

and doing wrong, and all other, man, I say.

1:24:141:24:18

A'ight, I'll let you go, I'll see you, brother.

1:24:251:24:29

Today, I brought this young man home from prison.

1:24:351:24:39

He's been gone for like two or three years, for armed robbery.

1:24:391:24:42

I've known him and his family for a long time.

1:24:421:24:44

The only thing he kept saying, he wants to see his little brother

1:24:441:24:48

and his two sisters. THEY SHRIEK WITH EXCITEMENT

1:24:481:24:51

Whassup?

1:25:001:25:01

It's going to be all right.

1:25:041:25:05

-It's been a long time.

-Yes.

1:25:071:25:09

-A lot of changes.

-Mm-hm.

1:25:091:25:12

You know, two years and some months.

1:25:121:25:15

Before you went to jail,

1:25:151:25:17

I really noticed you as Lil' Mikey.

1:25:171:25:21

But now you're not Lil' Mikey no more.

1:25:211:25:24

I hated it, but I ain't gotta do that no more.

1:25:241:25:27

I missed your graduation.

1:25:281:25:31

I ain't gonna miss yours.

1:25:311:25:32

And I definitely ain't gonna miss yours.

1:25:321:25:35

What about that role model paper Momma told me about?

1:25:351:25:38

It's about you and me.

1:25:381:25:40

About how I miss you.

1:25:401:25:42

-I hope you get to see one sometimes.

-Right.

1:25:421:25:46

-Is this the old Mikey that you said was a role model, right?

-Mm-hm.

1:25:461:25:50

I don't want him to be a role model because

1:25:501:25:52

he was a different person than he was at home

1:25:521:25:56

than he was on the block.

1:25:561:25:57

-Hopefully, this Mikey will be your role model.

-Mm-hm.

1:25:571:26:00

-Your daddy be coming home soon, won't he?

-2013.

1:26:001:26:05

2013.

1:26:051:26:07

-How long your daddy been gone?

-17 years.

1:26:071:26:09

Your daddy tried to call me.

1:26:091:26:11

I got this voicemail.

1:26:111:26:13

He was telling me he wants to talk to me before you get out.

1:26:131:26:18

So, you know, I'm there for you.

1:26:181:26:20

Yo, I'm here for y'all now.

1:26:221:26:25

Too long.

1:26:321:26:33

It's real tough when people get out of prison.

1:26:351:26:37

A lot of times when you get out of prison, when you can't find no job, you get discouraged.

1:26:371:26:42

You're, like, "Man, it's hard out here, man.

1:26:421:26:45

"Should I go back to doing the shit I used to do?"

1:26:451:26:48

He sent me a text message. He got a new phone?

1:26:481:26:50

When he got out, he tried really hard until he found his job.

1:26:501:26:55

Uh-huh. Where's your boy at?

1:26:551:26:59

Even when they laid him off, he was very active.

1:26:591:27:02

I'd be like, "Why are you going out there and not getting paid?"

1:27:021:27:06

He's, like, "Because.

1:27:061:27:08

"Eventually they'll get some fund and I have to go, though.

1:27:081:27:12

"This is what I'm supposed to be doing."

1:27:121:27:15

And he stuck with it and he's back.

1:27:151:27:18

INSTRUMENTAL

1:27:181:27:19

LOW CHATTER

1:27:431:27:45

Get your birthday gifts!

1:27:511:27:53

Birthday gifts!

1:27:531:27:55

I think you printed it up. It ain't even dry yet!

1:27:561:27:59

'Today's a big day for the students.

1:28:081:28:11

'We're putting up their artwork that we've worked on this past couple of months.'

1:28:111:28:15

-Yay! He's here!

-I came. I showed up, right?

1:28:151:28:18

LAUGHTER

1:28:181:28:19

-How you been?

-Good.

-Good.

1:28:191:28:22

How about the neighbourhood?

1:28:221:28:24

A kid got shot. Paralysed.

1:28:241:28:25

-From the waist down.

-Did you know him?

1:28:251:28:28

Yeah. He lived downstairs from us.

1:28:281:28:31

Really? Oh, my gosh!

1:28:311:28:33

If anything like that happens, you know you can get in touch with Eddie.

1:28:331:28:39

Especially if you just want to talk.

1:28:391:28:41

-You guys can tell me these things, too.

-Yeah.

1:28:411:28:43

THEY LAUGH

1:28:431:28:45

No? No?

1:28:451:28:47

-Eddie's more equipped to deal with it.

-I've got a cousin I'm afraid of.

1:28:471:28:51

His mom is in the hospital and he's started drinking and smoking.

1:28:511:28:54

And he's got bad colours.

1:28:541:28:57

So I wanna talk to you about that.

1:28:571:28:59

I think he's gonna get shot or killed

1:28:591:29:01

because of all the bad stuff that happens.

1:29:011:29:05

My cousin, I know he has a gun, like, in his bedroom.

1:29:051:29:08

Like, um...I don't know.

1:29:081:29:11

It's, like, I'm really afraid for him because...

1:29:111:29:13

because, like, I dunno, he might, like...

1:29:131:29:16

like, um...I dunno.

1:29:161:29:19

Your cousin probably feels kinda hopeless. He feels like he's alone.

1:29:191:29:23

Why not do these things, you know?

1:29:231:29:25

Nobody cares if I get locked up.

1:29:251:29:27

Nobody cares if I get shot.

1:29:271:29:29

I think he still can change.

1:29:291:29:32

Like, how, like how you told us

1:29:321:29:34

about how you were in a gang and stuff and how you've changed.

1:29:341:29:38

You know, also, it takes time. It took time for me.

1:29:381:29:41

It took a long time for me.

1:29:411:29:44

Tell me where he's at,

1:29:441:29:45

I'll go to his house and I'll talk to him.

1:29:451:29:49

I wish your cousin was here just to listen to what you're saying.

1:29:491:29:52

I'm sure he'd be touched and moved by how you feel

1:29:521:29:55

and how concerned you are about him.

1:29:551:29:57

And them guys would love to have you when they're struggling.

1:29:571:30:01

When they see you doing right and good,

1:30:021:30:04

they look at that and they envy that

1:30:041:30:07

because they wish they were in your shoes.

1:30:071:30:10

If these guys keep messing with you, man, just call me. Call me.

1:30:101:30:14

-All right?

-Yeah.

-Right. Cool, bro.

1:30:151:30:19

All right, man.

1:30:191:30:21

Right here? Put it up.

1:30:211:30:23

We had the choice to pick a topic that concerned us the most.

1:30:231:30:27

We picked gang violence.

1:30:271:30:28

That is when Eddie came from Ceasefire to tell us

1:30:281:30:32

about his experience in gangs and how he works to prevent it now.

1:30:321:30:37

'The words, they themselves came up with.'

1:30:371:30:40

Wounded. Dragged down. Painful.

1:30:401:30:42

Lonely. Shattered. Destroyed.

1:30:421:30:44

'That expressed what they felt about violence.'

1:30:441:30:48

Revived. Repaired.

1:30:481:30:50

-Recovering.

-Fixing. Curing.

1:30:501:30:53

'And about moving forward.'

1:30:531:30:54

Rejoice. Hope. Healed.

1:30:541:30:57

That's really good.

1:30:571:30:59

That's really good.

1:30:591:31:01

'What I see from these paintings,

1:31:031:31:05

'that they actually have a lot of hope for the future.'

1:31:051:31:08

The same thing that we've done in Iraq,

1:31:121:31:15

we can do this right here in our own backyard.

1:31:151:31:17

Politicians say Chicago's a war zone

1:31:171:31:19

and they want the military to fight back.

1:31:191:31:22

Some law makers want Governor Quinn to deploy the National Guard

1:31:221:31:25

to Chicago's neighbourhoods.

1:31:251:31:27

And my conversation with the National Guard was,

1:31:271:31:30

"Is it possible for you to come here

1:31:301:31:33

"and assist the Chicago Police Department?"

1:31:331:31:37

shoot to kill back in '68.

1:31:391:31:41

You endanger the lives of all us.

1:31:411:31:44

They talk about gangs, guns and drugs.

1:31:441:31:48

But there is no talk of jobs, contracts and opportunities.

1:31:481:31:52

APPLAUSE

1:31:521:31:54

We have to defend out own people!

1:31:541:31:56

We will solve our own problems!

1:31:561:31:59

If we have a ceasefire to stop the violence,

1:31:591:32:03

in an essence, that's just a Band-Aid

1:32:031:32:05

to this big issue that's going around us.

1:32:051:32:08

Every single day, man, they ask me for jobs.

1:32:081:32:11

They're like, "I'm stuck right now, man. I don't even know what to do.

1:32:111:32:15

"I'm feeling pressures from everywhere. I'm pretty much going to be homeless."

1:32:151:32:19

All these things lead to violence.

1:32:191:32:22

Reducing the violence is not a Band-Aid.

1:32:221:32:25

It's actually the essential pathway

1:32:251:32:28

to a neighbourhood being able to develop.

1:32:281:32:31

For the schools to be able to get better.

1:32:311:32:33

For kids to get rid of their stress disorders.

1:32:331:32:36

For businesses to feel safe enough and well enough

1:32:361:32:38

to be able to come into these neighbourhoods.

1:32:381:32:41

We don't have enough resources to go around.

1:32:411:32:43

They want to change the conversation around violence.

1:32:431:32:46

Let me finish.

1:32:461:32:47

If you can't feed these young guys, they're not gonna listen to you.

1:32:471:32:51

'The African-American and Latino communities have been beaten down so long

1:32:511:32:55

'with poor schools, lack of jobs, hopelessness, despair.

1:32:551:32:59

'A lot of people can't stick with peace

1:32:591:33:02

'if they don't have a stick that they can hold onto.'

1:33:021:33:04

If you break the window, that's on you.

1:33:061:33:09

-I ain't gonna break it.

-Break it.

1:33:091:33:12

Break it and you gonna go to jail.

1:33:121:33:13

I'm not wearing. I'm not wearing.

1:33:151:33:17

Ain't nobody put no fear in my heart!

1:33:171:33:19

-Step out of the building!

-Get the fuck away from my window.

1:33:191:33:22

You ain't got no life.

1:33:241:33:26

I'm gonna tell you it like it is.

1:33:291:33:30

She's going for real.

1:33:301:33:32

-This is an everyday...

-I'm gonna fuck you up!

-This is what they do.

1:33:321:33:36

This is what they do to us!

1:33:361:33:38

This is what they do every day, all day.

1:33:381:33:40

And me being at this site and being the only female,

1:33:401:33:43

it's not working. It's not working.

1:33:431:33:46

OK, this is what happened at the site.

1:33:461:33:48

He called me a bitch and I spit on him

1:33:481:33:50

-and he came to my window and spit on me.

-'Did they put their hands on you?'

1:33:501:33:54

They, they, they, they want to fight me.

1:33:541:33:56

They're trying to fight me when I come back to the site.

1:33:561:33:58

-But I think I'm gonna just go...

-'I'm going to call the house.'

1:33:581:34:02

'Yes?'

1:34:031:34:04

'Do you promise me?'

1:34:051:34:07

Well, let me go ahead and call my people from the Greens

1:34:131:34:15

-and we can go ahead and do this cos I'm not wary.

-'Caprysha, shut up!'

1:34:151:34:19

He not gonna scare me.

1:34:191:34:20

-'Caprysha, wait a minute.'

-I'm going to hang up this phone.

1:34:201:34:23

-I'm gonna hang up.

-'If you're not gonna be good until I see you. I'm gonna come out there.'

1:34:231:34:29

-I'm gonna, I'm gonna...I'm gonna actually fight them. No problem.

-But why?

1:34:291:34:33

Why? You gonna risk getting scratched and all that? Why?

1:34:331:34:38

You're too pretty for that.

1:34:391:34:41

My baby.

1:34:431:34:44

We gotta be tight here. You gotta be tight about fighting.

1:34:461:34:50

-Dude, they're 18 and 19. I ain't...

-But you can't spit on nobody.

1:34:501:34:53

That could start a war.

1:34:541:34:56

You don't know that? Do you know that?

1:34:561:34:59

Yes. I been telling people I know you.

1:34:591:35:01

You can't be spitting on nobody. So what?

1:35:011:35:03

Knowing me or not, them knowing that you know me, that don't...it's your actions!

1:35:031:35:07

You understand what I'm saying?

1:35:071:35:11

For real. Do you for real?

1:35:111:35:13

'Caprysha's been through hell and back.

1:35:131:35:19

'It's tough.

1:35:191:35:20

'Trying to process emotions about not having a mom and dad around.

1:35:221:35:27

'I have a vision in my head of my dad on this white horse,

1:35:301:35:35

'riding through 709 Street, coming back for me.

1:35:351:35:39

'Me getting shot in the gang was God telling me,

1:35:401:35:44

"You've got to make your own choices."

1:35:441:35:47

My family knew exactly who did it.

1:35:481:35:52

And I got a phone call from my dad while I was in the hospital.

1:35:521:35:56

Telling me how sorry he was, he apologised.

1:35:561:35:59

There's gonna be answers for it and why?

1:35:591:36:02

Why, Dad?

1:36:021:36:04

Leave that boy alone.

1:36:041:36:07

That was the last encounter that I had with the gang.

1:36:091:36:12

And as I look back, that was my first mediation.

1:36:131:36:18

How's everything been going with your job search and everything?

1:36:231:36:27

It's, it's going hard, man. I ain't found no job yet.

1:36:271:36:31

-But I ain't gonna give up.

-I've been working with Lil' Mikey for a while.

1:36:311:36:35

Even while he was in prison, he kept stressing

1:36:351:36:37

he wanted to apologise to them people he robbed.

1:36:371:36:40

It was a war thing. We did it to get more guns.

1:36:401:36:44

We don't know how this might turn out. We're going to talk to them.

1:36:441:36:47

If they accept it or not, it's still, like,

1:36:471:36:51

I know I made a mistake.

1:36:511:36:53

And I'm asking for y'all forgiveness.

1:36:531:36:56

You kinda nervous going here?

1:36:571:36:58

I think I'm gonna start feeling it when I get in the shop.

1:36:581:37:01

How y'all doing?

1:37:051:37:07

I understand that on August 24th 2007,

1:37:071:37:10

that me and two other fellas came here and stuck the place up.

1:37:101:37:13

I know I'm deeply, I'm deeply sorry.

1:37:151:37:18

I know I made a mistake. I was 15.

1:37:181:37:20

And I was following a crowd, but I'm older, I'm more mature than I was.

1:37:201:37:24

I wanted to let y'all know that I was sorry for what I did. On my behalf.

1:37:241:37:27

I don't know how these two other brothers feel,

1:37:271:37:29

but I know I made a complete 360

1:37:291:37:31

doing my, er...almost three years being incarcerated.

1:37:311:37:35

Well, with me, my daughter was here.

1:37:371:37:41

And my baby.

1:37:411:37:43

And you just don't know the impact that you put on my life.

1:37:431:37:47

Holding us with guns.

1:37:471:37:49

I'm nervous right now even meeting you.

1:37:491:37:53

And I thank God that you have changed your life,

1:37:531:37:55

but you just don't know what that did to me and my kids.

1:37:551:38:00

I deal with this every day. Every day of my life.

1:38:001:38:03

Every day!

1:38:031:38:06

You came in here, you asked for a haircut.

1:38:061:38:08

You left, went out.

1:38:081:38:10

You came back in...and you did this to my kids.

1:38:101:38:15

And he held my baby with a gun up to his head.

1:38:151:38:19

And then flicked on my daughter with a gun.

1:38:191:38:21

And you told my co-worker, Rhonda,

1:38:211:38:24

that you were going to kill her because she was calling the police.

1:38:241:38:28

My life was in your hands.

1:38:281:38:31

I didn't know if you was gonna kill me.

1:38:311:38:33

My daughter kept saying, "Momma, we gonna die".

1:38:331:38:36

And I hold my babies

1:38:361:38:38

and what you wanna tell your kids,

1:38:381:38:42

when you wanna protect your kids, and you can't at that moment.

1:38:421:38:46

Y'all put us, seven people, in the little bathroom.

1:38:461:38:50

We didn't even know what was gonna happen to us.

1:38:501:38:54

And this day, he never talk about that robbery.

1:38:541:38:57

That was three years ago, he just made 13.

1:38:571:38:59

He ain't never saying nothing. I don't know what's on his mind.

1:38:591:39:02

But I just praying to God, don't let him hold that in.

1:39:021:39:05

But I'm just glad that you a changed man.

1:39:051:39:08

You look better. But you know what?

1:39:081:39:10

I-I-I'm OK. I'm a better person now.

1:39:101:39:13

And I hope that, you know, you'll be a better man.

1:39:131:39:16

That's all I'm saying.

1:39:161:39:17

And I hope that you are sincere.

1:39:171:39:19

And this man right here, I mean, he helping you, he making you a better man.

1:39:191:39:23

You could've been dead and gone, but God spared your life.

1:39:231:39:27

This the father right here? I would like to see him hug him.

1:39:271:39:31

Cos you don't owe him nothing, but you teaching him.

1:39:311:39:35

And imagine what he thinking about.

1:39:351:39:38

So it take a lot of gut to walk back on the services that you did the dirt on.

1:39:391:39:43

So many cats we shake hands with,

1:39:431:39:45

they're the guys that broke in our house, we just don't know it.

1:39:451:39:48

Same ones that raped our sisters, our mothers, our daughters.

1:39:481:39:52

And we know these young guys today, at his age, they don't come back.

1:39:521:39:56

The fact that today,

1:39:561:39:58

you release something in somebody and in yourself,

1:39:581:40:02

you got to run with that.

1:40:021:40:04

-All right?

-Yes, sir.

1:40:051:40:07

It was like I relived what she went through,

1:40:101:40:14

in my eyes, but she went through it.

1:40:141:40:17

When you first step in, did you remember them? Did you remember them?

1:40:211:40:27

Not at all.

1:40:271:40:29

-That will be 8.25.

-All right.

1:40:431:40:45

15 years ago I took someone's life, pretty much.

1:40:471:40:51

And so, on this day, in honour the victim of my case,

1:40:531:40:58

I try and do as many good deeds as I can,

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and I try and reach out, especially to strangers.

1:41:011:41:05

I've thought that hopefully one day to get in touch with the victim's family

1:41:131:41:18

and really express to them how deeply sorry I am.

1:41:181:41:22

And whether or not they accept my apology,

1:41:261:41:28

I don't think they will, I really just want to do this.

1:41:281:41:32

It's just that right now, I don't think it's still right.

1:41:321:41:36

The last stop of today, we're going to the cemetery

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to visit the family of Miguel,

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a kid who was shot and killed a few weeks ago.

1:41:441:41:46

Hello, how are you doing?

1:41:481:41:50

I spoke to Vanessa, his sister,

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about some of the issues that were going on in their home right now.

1:41:541:41:58

Now, I never got to meet him, to be honest, I know he was a good kid.

1:42:001:42:05

I actually brought a flower too, that I wanted to drop off, so...

1:42:071:42:10

Do you mind putting it there for me?

1:42:191:42:22

'Miguel got shot in the head.

1:42:221:42:25

'Vanessa was actually there when it was happening.

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'He pretty much died in her arms.

1:42:291:42:31

'I think that Vanessa does feel

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'that what happened to her brother was her fault.

1:42:341:42:37

'But she can't blame herself because someone else was ignorant,

1:42:371:42:41

'and had a gun, and shot her brother.'

1:42:411:42:43

'That lady goes there every single day.'

1:43:141:43:18

That's fucked up, man.

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So to me, on this day,

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the same day that the victim of my case died, this is it, man.

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This is the end result. You took a life, now you pay with your life.

1:43:291:43:34

You dumbass.

1:43:351:43:38

No!

1:43:451:43:50

Lil' Mikey,

1:43:541:43:55

he showed some initiative on getting his own job, his first real job.

1:43:551:44:00

If you don't get that grass up first,

1:44:021:44:04

what it's going to do is come right through this table.

1:44:041:44:07

So there is only one way to do this, to do it the right way,

1:44:071:44:10

so we don't have to redo it.

1:44:101:44:13

OK? We've got an understanding, OK.

1:44:131:44:15

Don't come up.

1:44:181:44:21

She the boss.

1:44:211:44:22

Being on the block, you don't have to do this to make money.

1:44:271:44:32

Being with my guys all day, doing what I want to do,

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when I want to do it, and how I want to do it.

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But, as long as I'm keeping busy, I am going to be good.

1:44:441:44:49

And as you can tell, this here is keeping me busy!

1:44:541:44:59

This is tiring.

1:45:021:45:04

Well, I can't complain. Life is good right now, for me.

1:45:051:45:09

I got a job!

1:45:151:45:16

I got a job.

1:45:171:45:18

All I used to hear "you're a class X fella. Ain't do nothing."

1:45:191:45:24

I'm doing something.

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CHILDREN CHATTER

1:45:361:45:42

You going to sleep good?

1:45:421:45:44

You ain't got this kind of cover, do you?

1:45:461:45:50

That's yours, right there.

1:45:501:45:53

I got these ones.

1:45:531:45:54

Here you go, Jayen.

1:45:551:45:57

"Oh, we just want to know what's the truth.

1:46:301:46:32

"Like, what really happened to your brother?"

1:46:321:46:35

They just seem like they care, but they don't.

1:46:351:46:38

The way we kind of spoke about it, Vanessa would catch them

1:46:381:46:41

off guard, and say something like "I know you're asking

1:46:411:46:44

"because you really care about me," which they don't.

1:46:441:46:47

"I'm doing great, thanks for asking."

1:46:471:46:49

That's good. How is he doing?

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And that way if any of them

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get in your face about anything, then you're just a lady!

1:46:521:46:57

She's even doing things in his honour, like the art group. Right?

1:46:591:47:02

-Mm-hm.

-He always wanted to paint.

-He wanted to paint the Virgin Mary.

1:47:021:47:06

But he never got the chance to do it.

1:47:061:47:09

Well, you could do it for him?

1:47:111:47:13

I dreamt that my mum went to pick me up from school,

1:47:181:47:22

with my little sister, and then my brother came from the door.

1:47:221:47:25

He ran to me, he gave me a big hug, he told me "I'm not dead,

1:47:251:47:29

"I'm still here with you."

1:47:291:47:30

-Do you think he's with you right now?

-Yeah.

1:47:301:47:33

I think so too.

1:47:331:47:35

It gets better, believe me. For some reason, time kind of feels things.

1:47:361:47:41

DOOR CHIMES

1:47:501:47:51

So what else we doing to make you look beautiful today?

1:47:511:47:55

I don't know, I'm just going with the flow. Start school tomorrow.

1:47:551:47:58

-And this year's goal is what?

-To graduate.

1:48:001:48:03

To get my high school diploma.

1:48:031:48:05

She was saying that tomorrow is the first day of school, and "I'm so excited."

1:48:051:48:10

And I was excited for her. She's going with a fresh hairdo.

1:48:101:48:15

I went today, and found out that school started three weeks ago!

1:48:151:48:20

I did go to school!

1:48:201:48:22

You went to school when you got the fuck ready to!

1:48:221:48:25

You didn't go up there when it was time for them to go in!

1:48:251:48:28

You ain't listening to me! You don't know that!

1:48:281:48:31

-Caprysha, your counsellor said you got there when you got there.

-No.

1:48:311:48:34

I got there at 8:55, before everybody!

1:48:341:48:37

Caprysha, you didn't fight hard enough

1:48:371:48:39

for you to get up in that school and do what you need to do.

1:48:391:48:42

I ain't got to say nothing.

1:48:421:48:43

Caprysha, don't nobody have to kiss your ass,

1:48:431:48:46

for you to do what you need to do for you!

1:48:461:48:49

-I am still going to be the same person at the end of the day.

-At the end of the day doing what?

1:48:491:48:53

-Getting my life together takes time.

-Time for what?

1:48:531:48:56

You did two years out of your life.

1:48:561:48:59

Wasn't that enough time for you to get your life together?

1:48:591:49:02

What you do is, you manipulate, you do this, you do that,

1:49:021:49:06

and then you're so ashamed,

1:49:061:49:08

and afraid, that when I ask you to be honest with me, you can't.

1:49:081:49:11

Do you want to be loved absolutely?

1:49:131:49:16

-Do you deserve to be loved absolutely?

-No.

1:49:161:49:19

-No.

-First thing, you got to love you.

1:49:191:49:22

-Oh, I love myself.

-Caprysha... Caprysha...

1:49:221:49:27

When I stopped allowing the circumstances to dictate my life,

1:49:291:49:36

when I let that "fuck everybody" go, when I got real honest

1:49:361:49:40

with my feelings, that I'm scared, I'm hurting, it's OK.

1:49:401:49:46

-Well, I'm not like you to open up so easy.

-I don't open up so easy.

1:49:501:49:55

I don't open up so easy.

1:49:551:49:56

I opened up as needed from me, because I wanted to get better,

1:49:561:49:59

and continue to stay healthy.

1:49:591:50:00

-Why do you choose not to?

-Because I like my life how it is now.

1:50:001:50:05

-You like your life doing what?

-Shit.

-All right.

1:50:051:50:09

Well I can't aid and abet shit. I flush shit.

1:50:091:50:13

You think everything is bullshit.

1:50:131:50:15

You know what, you can keep thinking that everything

1:50:151:50:18

is bullshit for a real-time.

1:50:181:50:20

You know, I remember being 19, and being a scared girl like that.

1:50:301:50:34

You know, me being out there,

1:50:341:50:36

and doing a lot of things that I did,

1:50:361:50:38

I thought I was getting back at the person

1:50:381:50:41

that I thought should come and get me.

1:50:411:50:43

And tell me - "you ain't got to live like that."

1:50:461:50:49

Man, if I could go back, and then make that pain go away from me today,

1:50:521:50:57

if I could do that, I would do it in a heartbeat.

1:50:571:51:01

And that is so painful for me, for her.

1:51:021:51:07

Because she's going to be my age someday.

1:51:091:51:11

There's going to be a whole bunch of regrets.

1:51:111:51:14

I don't even know why I'm doing this.

1:51:181:51:21

I must be a glutton for punishment, a sucker. Is there a sucker up there?

1:51:221:51:27

Now, sitting here and talking to you, there was 15 times where

1:51:291:51:34

I wanted to get up and walk away from you, but I didn't, and I couldn't.

1:51:341:51:38

'I am going to be added onto the people who fucked her around.

1:51:381:51:43

'I'm not going to call her again.

1:51:431:51:45

'You know, I'm going to be available for her at my availability.'

1:51:451:51:50

PHONE RINGS

1:51:591:52:01

I talk to your mama last week, she was happy too.

1:52:091:52:11

She said, Ken called me and told me he loved me.

1:52:111:52:14

Yeah, I was happy, but I was worried too.

1:52:141:52:16

When you call me, and tell me you love me, I get worried,

1:52:161:52:19

but I feel good at the same time to hear it.

1:52:191:52:21

-So I shouldn't call?

-No, you should.

1:52:231:52:26

Cos it makes me know that y'all thinking about me,

1:52:261:52:28

just as much as I'm thinking about y'all.

1:52:281:52:31

Kobe made a difference in their life.

1:52:311:52:33

Being with him one-on-one, because they never had a male role model.

1:52:331:52:37

It's all good, you just need to stay focused.

1:52:371:52:39

And I'm here when you need me.

1:52:391:52:42

I'll call her. I'll call her. I'll call my mother every day.

1:52:431:52:47

-Not every day!

-Almost every day.

-At least three times every week.

1:52:471:52:51

That's every day to me.

1:52:511:52:53

You need a haircut.

1:52:541:52:55

Oh Lord.

1:52:571:52:58

What kind of influence has Kobe been in your life?

1:53:021:53:04

Kobe has been bad and good influences on my life.

1:53:041:53:06

You know he wants to become a professor of young brothers?

1:53:061:53:10

I am not close-minded to the fact that

1:53:101:53:12

we can get a younger brother here. I'm open-minded.

1:53:121:53:15

I know we had never had any young people like that. I mean 18.

1:53:151:53:19

It would be a crusader for peace now. For those who want to listen.

1:53:191:53:23

So, who is all of that down there?

1:53:291:53:32

My sister, and me, my mom, and my dad.

1:53:321:53:35

-That's your brother at the top?

-Mm-hm.

1:53:351:53:39

Are you going to put it up in your room?

1:53:391:53:43

-No, this room.

-'Her grief is declining.

1:53:431:53:45

'I just wonder if it has to do with her brother.

1:53:451:53:48

'She got into a fight, and she was suspended.

1:53:491:53:52

'This person made a comment, and she was already in rage,

1:53:531:53:57

'that was probably her boiling point, that was it.

1:53:571:54:01

'One day you might have all the strength that you think you have,

1:54:041:54:07

'and you think "you know what, I can continue on with my life." '

1:54:071:54:11

-Are you guys going to the cemetery still?

-Uh-huh.

1:54:111:54:14

How often are you guys going?

1:54:141:54:15

I don't know, we try to go three days a week.

1:54:151:54:18

But then the next day, your emotions are triggered by something,

1:54:181:54:22

and it kinda puts them back to square one.

1:54:221:54:25

So, I don't think people ever get over it.

1:54:261:54:29

BUZZER SOUNDS

1:54:481:54:49

-Hey!

-Hi!

1:54:491:54:52

-Hey.

-24 hours after she walked off, she was locked up.

1:54:531:54:58

She violated her parole, not going to school,

1:54:581:55:01

staying away from the homes, as well as dropping dirty.

1:55:011:55:04

This is my mother, Miss Ameena.

1:55:041:55:07

-These are all the girls that have...

-Hey, divas, how are you?

1:55:071:55:11

Where's the guards?

1:55:111:55:13

-It is not guarded. It is secure.

-Oh, OK.

1:55:131:55:15

-This is our principal.

-How are you? I'm Ameena.

-Hi Sandy Arbath.

1:55:161:55:19

-She has pushed me to do school, so I can graduate.

-Congratulations.

1:55:191:55:23

I'm, you know, that was our goal.

1:55:231:55:25

So, you may get your party after all.

1:55:251:55:27

Yeah, I get a party!

1:55:271:55:28

I thought that she wasn't going to come,

1:55:281:55:30

but when I saw her at the door, I was happy to see her.

1:55:301:55:35

And I felt that...

1:55:381:55:40

..I don't know.

1:55:461:55:47

CHOIR SINGING

1:55:511:55:52

She wasn't in the play today. She got kicked out, because of her behaviour.

1:55:521:55:58

# A chance to make amends

1:55:581:56:01

# A chance to be someone

1:56:011:56:04

# Give me what I need the most

1:56:041:56:06

When she gets out, what awaits Caprysha is her.

1:56:061:56:10

It's going to be a rough road.

1:56:101:56:12

The hand that life dealt her, me too, there were all twos in it.

1:56:131:56:19

She just has to learn how to play those twos as if it was a Boston.

1:56:191:56:24

Oh, look at my man!

1:56:351:56:38

Hallelujah, look at my main man!

1:56:381:56:40

Flamo, last time I saw you, you didn't have no uniform,

1:56:401:56:43

you had other things on your mind.

1:56:431:56:45

Look at you, man. How you feel, man?

1:56:451:56:48

Well, shit, you look like you doing great.

1:56:481:56:51

I'm trying to be positive, and see how that works.

1:56:511:56:53

I haven't been to jail, I haven't been arguing or fighting, I haven't had to sweep nobody.

1:56:531:56:57

Man, I am just so happy for you, I probably should walk so happy for you.

1:56:571:57:02

I hope that you do feel good about yourself. To keep it real,

1:57:021:57:04

I had like three or four people lined up,

1:57:041:57:06

and I was plotting on how to get them.

1:57:061:57:08

But you were just in my ear. You know what I'm saying?

1:57:081:57:11

You're constantly in my ear, bugging me for a minute. You know how that be?

1:57:111:57:16

When you are sleeping, the fly keeps landing on you,

1:57:161:57:19

you know what I'm saying?

1:57:191:57:20

You was bugging me, until I had to get up and attend to that fly.

1:57:201:57:24

Flamo, I'm going to get on with you.

1:57:291:57:31

# If I fall short

1:57:331:57:35

# If I don't make the grade

1:57:361:57:38

# If your expectations aren't met in me

1:57:411:57:44

# Today

1:57:441:57:47

# There's always tomorrow

1:57:501:57:52

# Or tomorrow night

1:57:531:57:56

# Hang in there baby

1:57:591:58:01

# Sooner or later

1:58:011:58:02

# I know I'll get it right

1:58:041:58:06

# Please don't give up on me

1:58:071:58:09

# Oh, please don't give up on me

1:58:111:58:14

# I know it's late

1:58:171:58:20

# Late in the game

1:58:211:58:24

# But my feelings, my true feelings

1:58:261:58:30

# Haven't changed... #

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