Keep on Running - Part 2 Casualty


Keep on Running - Part 2

Linda and Tess butt heads over management styles, while Jeff is forced to face his guilt over Polly's death.


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Do you ever hear from your Jamie?

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My Jamie? He's not my Jamie.

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He's my sicko cousin who deserves everything he gets.

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Vix, come back!

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Argh. My foot's stuck!

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Ah!

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Victoria Clarkson. Got any news?

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-We just lost her.

-Karl, just leave it, eh?

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-Yeah, calm down.

-Don't tell me what to do!

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-What if he does know where to get a gun?

-It's not your problem.

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When those kids were getting murdered I did nothing. If I do nothing again,

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what kind of a man does that make me?

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He's going to do something stupid. I need to find him.

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MOBILE PHONE RINGS

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TRAIN HORN

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'This is Karl, I'm busy right now, leave a message.'

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Karl, it's...it's me again.

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Look, can you, um, can you please just give me a call when you get this message, mate?

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TRAIN HORN

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Bye, nutter.

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So you are still alive, Mr Collier.

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I was about to call the Missing Persons hotline.

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Fell asleep. Parked up outside Karl's old man's gaff.

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Your loss. You missed a cracking shepherd's pie.

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He's not your responsibility, Jeff.

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Whose is he, then? Eh? You see a queue forming?

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I don't get it with you.

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You always used to see the good in people, just like...

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Like Polly, you mean? And look what happened to her.

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Mum...time to wake up.

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Taxi's coming at nine.

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I've ironed everything... thought the navy court shoes would go best with your dress.

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Mum?

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Mum!

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Mum?

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What are you doing in here?

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I'm going to lose you, too.

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I'm not leaving college. I've got another year yet!

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But this is the beginning.

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-You're growing up.

-Mum...

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-stop it.

-Then it'll be boyfriends...

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A new life...

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Away from us.

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You need to get ready.

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I don't think I can do this...

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The taxi's booked.

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It's all arranged.

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No. I'll stay here.

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And you can take some photographs and we'll look at them later.

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I'll make some cakes.

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Mum, you never make cakes.

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I need you to do this one thing.

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Please.

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All the other parents will be there. I want you there.

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HE MOUTHS

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Hey, babe.

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Come here.

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You look gorgeous.

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She's early.

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You haven't told her yet?

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Nat, today you said. You promised me...

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-She's not ready...

-You've got to stick up for yourself.

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-For me. Tell her the truth.

-I will. But not today. I don't want to...

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What? What? Disappoint her?

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-Of course not...

-You know what I think?

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You're ashamed. Deep down.

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-A boy like me is never going to be good enough for her precious baby girl.

-You know it's not like that.

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Well, then prove it. Tell her.

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Today. Or we're finished.

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Heavy night?

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-Is it that obvious?

-Afraid so.

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What's with the new suit?

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-Got a meeting. Should be fully reinstated by lunchtime.

-That's great, Ruth.

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Well, you look, er...

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amazing... by the way.

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-Thanks.

-Welcome.

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Listen... it's, er, still early days so...

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Don't be too hard on yourself if they say no.

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You look as bad as I feel.

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Oi! You don't look too hot either. Never again, all right?

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Hey-hey! Nothing wrong with me.

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Are you serious? After all them whisky chasers?

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Constitution of an ox, mate.

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You do realise he's over an hour late?

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Well, he's here now, isn't he?

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-Not today.

-Got as much right as anyone.

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How'd you figure that, psycho boy, huh?

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There'll be parents out there picking up awards for their kids...

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kids that aren't here any more...

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-Thanks to you and your psycho cousin.

-Knew nothing about it.

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Yeah? Why'd they leave you out then?

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Too stupid? Or too scared to pull the trigger...

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I'll take that as a yes.

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You sick freak.

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I don't know how you sleep at night, mate.

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PHONE BEEPS

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JEFF: 'Karl, I know you're upset, but please don't do anything you'll regret. Nothing's that bad.'

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Oi!

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Shall we go and get a brew while the coast's clear?

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They've got sausage rolls on special. My treat!

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I can't do it, Dix...

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-Polly wouldn't have...

-What?

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Give up on him.

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-There's one place I haven't tried.

-You're dumping me? Mid-shift?

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-I don't think so, matey.

-Fine.

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Sack me if you like. Or you could just arrange cover.

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-Jeff...

-I can't have another tragedy on my conscience.

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She's gone, Jeff.

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Letting Karl mess with your head, it isn't going to bring her back!

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I thought I saw Jeff earlier.

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Yep, you did. But he's done a disappearing act.

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Leaving muggins to pick up the pieces.

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OK, love, can you just make him comfortable? I won't be a sec.

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Now, I love Jeff to bits. You know that.

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But since Polly died all he cares about is trying to make things better.

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-And he can't.

-He's probably just trying to make sense of it.

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Yeah, but he's making not making sense of anything.

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-D'you remember Polly's daft book of quotations?

-Mm-hm.

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He's constantly checking it, like he's on some kind of direct line.

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People grieve in different ways...

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Right, there's this screwed up kid.

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He's one of Polly's waifs and strays.

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-She had a few of those.

-Yes, well, Jeff's got it into his head that

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he's his responsibility now, cos that's what Polly would've wanted.

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Dix, he didn't save her and it's his way of dealing with the guilt.

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You've just got to be patient.

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-You're looking well, Ruth.

-Thanks.

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-How are you feeling?

-Yeah, good.

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-Great, actually.

-And the medication?

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-Still happy with that?

-Yeah.

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-No side effects?

-No. Nothing.

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And being back at work in such a stressful environment?

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Not a problem. It feels like coming home.

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Onto our next award for special achievement,

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which goes to Zac Turner.

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CHEERING

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Right. Problem drinker, five letters beginning with L...

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Erm... Linda!

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That's a bit harsh.

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Anyway it's four, sorry.

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-Mmm... lush.

-Lush?

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Someone who gets hammered on a regular basis and flirts with everyone in sight.

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-Linda.

-Linda.

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I'm truly honoured to accept this award...

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Jacob Maynard was my best friend.

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We all know Jake would've done something really special with his life,

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so for his family to sponsor this achievement award is a fitting tribute. But once again...

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this just brings home to us all the cruelty of his passing.

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The pointless waste of all that talent.

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Thanks, mate. I will never forget you.

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Karl!

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Karl, wait!

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The next category is for craftsmanship...

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-And the award...

-Karl!

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..for best individual piece of work goes to...

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Karl Fontayne.

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WEAK APPLAUSE

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Karl? Karl Fontayne?

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Karl?

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Look, whatever you're doing, mate, just stop it now.

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I thought actions spoke louder than words?

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Look, if Vix has said something to you, can we just talk about it, please?

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And we move on now to our final award, for Student of the Year 2011.

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Natalie Bilson.

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Nicked this key off the caretaker, day before the shootings.

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Came up here.

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Thought I'd rob as much as I could, you know? Make a few quid.

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Then Jamie's little plan kicked off...

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And it just, all felt wrong, you know?

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Having all of this.

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Now I can't even remember where anything goes.

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Just wanted to make things right.

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And now you have.

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You have.

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And that's brilliant, mate...

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But you thought something else... didn't ya?

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A few poxy mobiles ain't going to make any difference, is it?

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There you go.

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You OK there, mate?

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Eh?

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-Can I get some help here, please!

-Whoa, whoa!

-Let's get him on his side.

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All right, mate, all right.

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-All right, nice and easy...

-Yeah.

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-I've got you.

-Pillows or towels...

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-quick as you can.

-Yeah.

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It's OK, mate... it's OK. Oh, no, no, no!

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-Ah mate, thank you for that(!) Thank you.

-Let's get him into resus.

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Don't bother. I know him.

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And he's going straight home now, aren't you, Stuart?

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-You've had your fun.

-Linda! Excuse me!

-Come on. Wakey, wakey!

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If he'd really had a seizure he'd be post-ictal by now...

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his hand would've dropped directly on his face. Hard.

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But that would hurt.

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And you don't want real pain, do you, Stuart?

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It's all about the performance.

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Hey.

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Oh!

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Batman returns... but no Robin.

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Well, he was at the College,

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-then he disappeared...

-He's playing you Jeff, like I said, he is...

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Yeah, would you just let me finish?

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I just, I convinced myself that Karl had a gun, that he was going to finish what his cousin had started...

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Well, that wouldn't be too much of a leap, would it?

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Come on! Just cos they're related you can't tar them with the same brush.

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No, hang on a minute. You were the one that thought the worst.

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Yeah, I know... and I was wrong, I shouldn't have doubted him.

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He says he was just putting stuff back in the lockers he'd nicked the night before the shootings.

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So he's turned a corner. Now you can walk away.

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-Blood made it look worse than it is.

-Thank you.

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-Where's my bag?

-There it is...

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So, you can, er, be on your way now, eh?

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Yeah?

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I feel dizzy...

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-I can't see straight.

-OK, sit back down...

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OK, nice try. But listen, we've got genuinely sick people who need treatment today, yeah?

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Stuart. Stuart, I need you to be honest with me.

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-My head, it hurts.

-OK, lie back.

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All right, up you get, man.

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I've seen it all before...

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Jay. A word, please.

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How dare you speak to a patient like that?

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Even if the seizure wasn't genuine, the knock to the head was.

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Whoa, Tess, he's a nut job. He's winding us up.

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He needs full neuro assessment and obs.

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-Well, Linda said we should...

-She's on her break and I'm telling you to start him on half-hourly neuro obs.

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Fine. She won't like it, though.

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I don't like how lax this department is becoming. And I was really disappointed in you this morning.

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-What?

-Waltzing in late without so much as an apology to anyone. And...

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-being over familiar with senior nursing staff.

-Hang on a minute...

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No. I won't "hang on".

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Professionalism at all times is key to being a good nurse.

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It doesn't matter how tired or hungover you are.

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I taught you that much.

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OK, tell Sister Andrews that.

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She was the one who was pouring drinks down my throat all night.

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OK?

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Natalie's a very gifted girl.

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She could upgrade to a degree...

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We couldn't possibly afford the fees, I'm on my own.

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And I'm not sure she's that academically driven.

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Her sister Laura, she was the really bright one.

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I didn't know you had a sister, Natalie.

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She died when I was 12...

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-Meningitis.

-Oh, I'm so sorry...

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Excuse me.

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It must've been very difficult for you. I had no idea.

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Well?

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Not yet.

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Your choice.

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Want to come for a drink? We've got vodka!

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Come on then.

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I need to examine your vision, Mr Wilder. Can you keep still, please?

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Thank you.

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Right. Your neurological exam is completely normal.

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It's nothing focal. Since you're still complaining of blurred vision, I'd like to run some more tests...

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to rule out any complications as a result of the head injury.

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-You're keeping me in?

-For now.

-Thank you.

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I'll need a full blood count, Us & Es, LFTs, calcium, magnesium and a coag... And call radiology.

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He'll need a head CT...

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Erm, excuse me, Dr Keogh, but that man's a known hospital hopper.

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I asked Sister Bateman to send him home.

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If his CT's clear then he can go to CDU for further neuro obs while he waits for his blood results.

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But I know him from St James's. I've seen him do chest pains,

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renal colic, temporary blindness. He's a professional faker.

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Did you know regular alcohol abuse can result in seriously impaired judgement?

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Will this take much longer?

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It's just that I'm supposed to be working today and they're pretty busy down there.

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Just need to go over a couple of things. You said earlier

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there were no issues regarding your professional competence

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-since returning to work.

-That's right.

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But I understand that there was one problem...

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confusing patient's X-rays?

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Oh, um, well, yeah.

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I mean, that was just a... blip. Sorry.

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I, er, I should've mentioned that.

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But the fact remains... you would have performed a needless, dangerous procedure

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on the wrong patient had the supervising consultant Dr Trueman

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not been there to point out your error?

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Yeah, I mean that was early on, and I have learned from the experience.

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I mean, it will never happen again.

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Free.

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-CT clear, was it?

-Yes.

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Surprise, surprise.

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-This is much nicer than the one at St James's.

-Well, enjoy it.

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You won't be here long.

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Right, er, I'll be off then.

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Thank you.

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-Show me where the toilets are, please?

-Are you sure you can manage?

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Thought you might need a catheter. I'd be happy to oblige.

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-No. I'll be fine.

-This way.

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Do you want a drink?

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You all right?

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You've had too much.

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Oi!

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Natalie?

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Lightweight!

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-What's going on here?

-Natalie... Natalie!

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Open the door! Natalie! Open the door!

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Natalie! Open the door!

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You're a nice nurse. Caring. Not like that other one.

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I take people as I find them.

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I've known a lot of nurses. And doctors.

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My mum. Can't remember a time when she wasn't ill.

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Leukaemia. She was in and out of hospital for years.

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You didn't have any other family?

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She'd be sick in bed for days after chemo.

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Must've been lonely for you.

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Not in hospital.

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Everyone knew me. Knew my name.

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I loved it.

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-Princess Di came once, you know?

-No!

-Shook Mum's hand.

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Gave me a little bear with a Beefeater's Costume. I'll show you.

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Where's my bag?

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OK, let's see.

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Razor blades - a bloody tongue makes the fit so much more realistic.

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bottle of water to aid the incontinence.

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A cute little bear and what else have you got hidden in here?

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Nothing! Give it back!

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Your bloods are all clear, by the way.

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So Dr Keogh will be along shortly to discharge you.

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Maybe you'll listen to me next time.

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-Get your hands off her!

-Shut up!

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Help me.

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-What's going on?

-Get off, all right?

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-What's... what's happening?

-You fell... It's OK now.

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My face...

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-Just try and stay calm, yeah?

-I can't... feel it...

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Look, can you try and lift your left arm for me? No? It's all right,

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it's all right, it's all right...

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What about smiling, can you try and smile for me?

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She's been drinking...

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-I'm not... drunk.

-But I saw you...

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Mum.

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-Call an ambulance..

-Ambulance?

-Just do it, you stupid cow!

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She just needs to sober up. She's not used to alcohol.

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Jeff? Yeah, we've got a girl here, she's in the theatre. She's really sick.

0:23:580:24:03

I think she's having some sort of stroke.

0:24:030:24:07

Whoa! Hang on a minute, everyone. A moment's silence, please...

0:25:020:25:05

for Dr Ruth Winters.

0:25:050:25:08

Now fully reinstated and back where she belongs, bossing us

0:25:080:25:11

all about and making our life absolute hell. Congratulations, Ruth.

0:25:110:25:16

Come on, Stuart. Time to go.

0:25:260:25:28

You've had more than your money's worth.

0:25:280:25:30

Oh!

0:25:300:25:32

I don't want you.

0:25:320:25:34

I want the other nurse.

0:25:340:25:35

I'm ill. I need proper attention.

0:25:350:25:38

-She's caring.

-I'm caring when people need caring for!

0:25:380:25:41

-What's happened?

-And for his next trick he's downed a bottle of Ipecac.

0:25:430:25:46

-Stuart, sit.

-My stomach...

0:25:460:25:48

Well, what did you expect? It does what it says on the bottle!

0:25:480:25:51

-I can't breathe.

-I think this is serious, Linda.

0:25:510:25:54

I can't swallow. My shoulder.

0:25:540:25:57

He might have ruptured his oesophagus.

0:26:000:26:03

OK, it's Natalie Bilson, 18. Possible TIA or stroke.

0:26:030:26:05

Complaining of severe headaches, blurred vision and then she blacked out.

0:26:050:26:09

Er, when she came round, she had numbness down the left side and slurred speech.

0:26:090:26:13

GCS is 15 and her BP's up as well now.

0:26:130:26:14

-OK, bed two then.

-OK, thanks.

0:26:140:26:18

Dr Keogh. Stuart Wilder in CDU seems to have a bit of a setback.

0:26:180:26:23

Right. Dr Winters, Can you take this one, please? Possible CBA.

0:26:230:26:27

-Now? You, yes.

-Yeah. Of course, erm...

0:26:270:26:30

And over, one, two, three...

0:26:340:26:36

OK, hi there, er...

0:26:380:26:40

-Natalie.

-Er. I'm Dr Winters.

0:26:400:26:41

I'll be treating you today. She'll need an urgent scan and an ECG.

0:26:410:26:45

She's only 18. This doesn't make sense.

0:26:450:26:47

-Let's give her 300mg of aspirin and then we'll get the monitoring on.

-But I'm much better.

0:26:470:26:53

OK, but we still need to take a proper look. OK?

0:26:530:26:56

Doesn't he know when he's not wanted?

0:27:020:27:04

Oh, come on, Dixie, give the lad some credit.

0:27:040:27:06

He just saved that girl some serious damage.

0:27:060:27:09

So he's a hero now?

0:27:090:27:11

Look, I need five minutes, all right?

0:27:110:27:13

You've got work to do. ..Holby City to control...

0:27:130:27:15

Dix, please...

0:27:150:27:16

You know what you said earlier? About being all right to sack you?

0:27:160:27:20

NOW, Jeffrey.

0:27:200:27:22

It could be a Mallory-Weiss tear. Or even Boerhaave's disease, both of which may require surgery.

0:27:250:27:30

Surgery? No. I don't want that.

0:27:300:27:33

You may have no choice. A CT scan both of abdo and chest should establish what we're looking for.

0:27:330:27:37

Tess, can you call radiology? Tell them it's urgent.

0:27:370:27:39

-I could do that.

-I think it's best if Tess handles this.

0:27:390:27:42

The good news is, if it is Boerhaave's we've caught it early.

0:27:420:27:46

Survival is contingent largely on early recognition.

0:27:460:27:49

I'll be fine. I just need rest. I was sick, that's all.

0:27:490:27:52

I'll call surgery. See how quickly they can come and assess you.

0:27:520:27:55

How are you feeling now, Natalie?

0:27:590:28:02

A bit tired.

0:28:020:28:04

Sorry, Dr Winters, this is Zac. Said he's a friend.

0:28:040:28:08

You were at the College.

0:28:080:28:10

Hi.

0:28:100:28:11

You OK?

0:28:110:28:14

-It's very kind of you to come, but I don't...

-I'd like him to stay...

0:28:140:28:17

Any numbness at all?

0:28:170:28:19

-No... nothing.

-Good. Good.

0:28:190:28:23

And your speech has improved. I think you've had a TIA.

0:28:230:28:25

I don't understand.

0:28:250:28:28

Sorry, a Transient Ischaemic Attack.

0:28:280:28:30

It's a bit like a mini stroke and the symptoms usually disappear within 24 hours.

0:28:300:28:35

It's normally caused by a small clot temporarily lodging itself in a blood vessel in the brain.

0:28:350:28:39

But she's too young... she's healthy!

0:28:390:28:41

Well, it is very rare.

0:28:410:28:43

But there's usually underlying risk factors so,

0:28:430:28:45

well, regular smoking or oral contraceptive pill.

0:28:450:28:49

If that's combined with a family history of high blood pressure or thrombosis...

0:28:490:28:54

Well, I have hypertension and my mother died from a series of strokes.

0:28:540:28:58

But Natalie doesn't smoke...

0:28:580:28:59

she isn't sexually active and... she's never even had a boyfriend.

0:28:590:29:02

Mrs Bilson. I...

0:29:020:29:04

-Maybe it would be better if you left.

-No, but I...

-Thank you for coming.

0:29:040:29:09

Listen, mate. Why don't I show you where the coffee machine is, yeah?

0:29:090:29:13

This way...

0:29:130:29:14

The surgeons are on their way to assess Stuart, and his obs are due.

0:29:170:29:20

I'll give you a hand.

0:29:200:29:23

I don't understand.

0:29:230:29:24

I've been here the whole time!

0:29:240:29:27

I'll find him. He can't have gone far.

0:29:270:29:29

No-one's seen him leave.

0:29:460:29:48

His mum. She died a year ago today.

0:29:480:29:51

He only wanted a bit of attention.

0:29:510:29:54

-Karl, is it?

-Yeah.

0:30:130:30:16

Please...

0:30:160:30:18

I haven't thanked you.

0:30:180:30:20

Look, there's no need, really.

0:30:200:30:22

I thought she was drunk.

0:30:220:30:23

Thank you.

0:30:260:30:28

S'all right.

0:30:290:30:31

-Back again?

-I thought I left my jacket in here...

0:30:440:30:47

It's fine...

0:30:470:30:49

OK, I'll just send these off then.

0:30:490:30:52

You've got to tell them. You heard what she said. This is a warning.

0:30:570:31:00

If they know the truth they might be doing something different...

0:31:000:31:04

Nat... You need to do this now!

0:31:040:31:06

What do you think you're doing?

0:31:060:31:08

Natalie?

0:31:080:31:10

We're together.

0:31:130:31:15

Have been for nearly a year now.

0:31:150:31:17

-What?

-We're planning on moving in together...

-Zac... stop.

0:31:170:31:20

-Nat's on the pill, she has been for six months and she smokes ten a day at least.

-Natalie?

0:31:200:31:24

She went to a clinic so you wouldn't find out.

0:31:240:31:27

If you were a normal mum, she would have told you she'd know the family history. She wouldn't even be here!

0:31:270:31:33

If you ask her to choose, she'll choose me.

0:31:330:31:35

Nat, tell her.

0:31:350:31:37

SLURRED SPEECH Er... I don't know...

0:31:370:31:40

What d'you mean you don't?

0:31:400:31:42

What's happening?

0:31:440:31:45

I can't feel my...

0:31:450:31:47

My...

0:31:490:31:50

I can't remember the word!

0:31:510:31:54

Right, I'm getting someone...

0:31:540:31:55

We need help in here!

0:31:570:32:00

What's going on?

0:32:000:32:02

OK, it's OK.

0:32:040:32:06

Just like to say, on behalf of the porters, how pleased we are that you're properly back in the saddle.

0:32:070:32:10

Erm, Dr Winters? We need you in here.

0:32:100:32:13

Can you ask him to leave, please?

0:32:170:32:20

-I'm not going anywhere.

-I'm her mother. She needs me with her!

0:32:200:32:22

Er, maybe you should just wait outside... we need to keep things calm.

0:32:220:32:26

Well, what's happening though? You said she was better!

0:32:260:32:28

-Listen. You heard the doctor. Wait outside.

-Don't touch me!

0:32:280:32:30

-Ruth? You OK?

-Yeah, why wouldn't I be?

0:32:350:32:38

OK, listen to me, Natalie.

0:32:380:32:39

Can you uh, can you squeeze my hands for me?

0:32:390:32:42

OK, can you, er...

0:32:420:32:44

can you try pushing me away?

0:32:440:32:47

-Again.

-I can't feel my left side.

0:32:470:32:49

Do something. Please. I've already lost one child...

0:32:510:32:54

Jay... could you take Mrs Bilson to the relatives' room please?

0:32:540:32:57

-Yeah.

-She's all I've got!

0:32:570:32:59

Well, then you'd best let us get on with taking care of her.

0:32:590:33:02

It's all right, come with me. Come on.

0:33:020:33:05

There he is.

0:33:110:33:13

Stuart?

0:33:130:33:15

I'll go to him.

0:33:150:33:17

Go away!

0:33:170:33:19

I was faking, OK?

0:33:190:33:21

You win.

0:33:210:33:23

Now let me go home. Leave me alone!

0:33:230:33:25

We need a trolley ASAP in the...

0:33:250:33:26

I thought you'd like this back.

0:33:260:33:28

I'm sorry about your mum.

0:33:330:33:36

Must be hard, a day like today.

0:33:360:33:38

It's not just today.

0:33:410:33:43

Stuart, you're not well.

0:33:450:33:47

Please let me help.

0:33:470:33:48

It's nothing. It'll go away.

0:33:480:33:50

I just need to rest...

0:33:500:33:52

at home... I just need to get home.

0:33:520:33:55

I should never have come here.

0:33:550:33:57

-If you don't deal with this, you might die.

-There's nothing wrong with me, I've told you. Argh!

0:33:570:34:01

I know you're missing your mum. I understand.

0:34:010:34:04

It's OK.

0:34:060:34:08

They said if she had a bone marrow transplant

0:34:080:34:12

it would give her five more years.

0:34:120:34:15

But she never came round from the operation.

0:34:150:34:19

I don't want to die.

0:34:190:34:22

Then you need to have this surgery.

0:34:220:34:24

I never meant to be really ill.

0:34:240:34:27

I know.

0:34:270:34:29

You just wanted to feel safe.

0:34:290:34:31

That's why you keep coming back.

0:34:310:34:34

You'll be safe, Stuart.

0:34:340:34:35

I'll make sure of that.

0:34:350:34:38

Ruth? What you doing? Have you called the stroke team?

0:34:400:34:43

Yeah, of course, but they're with another patient.

0:34:430:34:45

And as I've done the procedure before they've advised me to go ahead and thrombolyse.

0:34:450:34:49

But you sure you're ready for this?

0:34:490:34:50

I've been cleared to practise, Jay, have you got a problem with that?

0:34:500:34:53

-No.

-Can you draw me up ten units of reteplase?

0:34:530:34:56

-Help me, please.

-Look, you need to keep this on. OK?

0:35:010:35:05

That's good.

0:35:050:35:06

Ruth, are you absolutely sure about this?

0:35:060:35:11

Ruth, think about it.

0:35:290:35:31

Ruth...

0:35:360:35:37

Dr Keogh.

0:35:490:35:50

I'm not feeling too well, could you take over in Resus, please?

0:35:500:35:53

Patient needs thrombolysing.

0:35:530:35:55

Do I have any choice?

0:35:550:35:58

I take that as a no...

0:35:580:36:00

All right if I sit here?

0:36:060:36:08

It's a free country.

0:36:080:36:09

Where'd you get that?

0:36:140:36:15

I made it...

0:36:150:36:18

for Polly...

0:36:180:36:20

Yeah... she loved all that recycled stuff, didn't she?

0:36:200:36:24

Right up her street.

0:36:240:36:25

Look, mate, I let you down back there.

0:36:270:36:30

I'm sorry.

0:36:300:36:32

It's just, being at that college, you know...

0:36:320:36:35

I get these flashbacks.

0:36:350:36:38

They kinda freak me out, ya know.

0:36:380:36:39

I don't.. I don't deal with them very well.

0:36:390:36:41

Well, I should've had a bit more faith.

0:36:430:36:45

But you were right.

0:36:450:36:48

What do you mean?

0:36:480:36:51

I am what people say I am.

0:36:510:36:53

Well, you don't have to be, son. You know? Your choice.

0:36:530:36:58

I made it already.

0:36:580:37:00

That stuff I said about me nicking from the lockers the day before the shootings.

0:37:020:37:06

The last locker I opened was Jamie's.

0:37:090:37:12

Thought it was empty, you know?

0:37:120:37:14

But then when I looked again...

0:37:140:37:17

right at the back... I saw something...

0:37:170:37:20

didn't recognise it at first...

0:37:200:37:23

But then I saw it was a gun.

0:37:230:37:25

And you know what I did?

0:37:250:37:28

I shut the door, I turned around and walked away. Never told a soul.

0:37:280:37:33

Jamie was always messing about with stuff like that, you know?

0:37:340:37:38

Never crossed my mind he'd actually do what he did.

0:37:390:37:42

And now I hate myself for it.

0:37:470:37:50

So, d'you still believe in me now?

0:37:500:37:53

I didn't think so.

0:37:570:37:59

Hey...

0:38:080:38:09

Look...

0:38:090:38:12

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to freak you out.

0:38:120:38:14

It's not your fault, Jay.

0:38:140:38:16

You... you were right to challenge me.

0:38:160:38:18

Listen...

0:38:180:38:20

You know I think you're a brilliant doctor.

0:38:200:38:22

Part of that is having complete confidence in yourself...

0:38:230:38:27

in your ability to do your very best for your patients.

0:38:270:38:31

I'm just not there yet.

0:38:340:38:37

You've got to focus on you now, yeah?

0:38:400:38:43

Making a full recovery.

0:38:430:38:45

Yeah.

0:38:450:38:47

Yeah, that's why I'm going to ask Mr Jordan to put me on Admin for a while.

0:38:470:38:51

OK.

0:38:510:38:53

I'm so proud of you, Dr Winters.

0:38:550:38:58

They've taken him up to theatre.

0:39:360:39:38

-Just thought I'd let you know.

-I called psych. They're on the case.

0:39:380:39:42

Poor Stu.

0:39:420:39:46

You know, Tess...

0:39:460:39:48

I came into this profession because I like people.

0:39:480:39:51

I like looking after them. Having a laugh.

0:39:510:39:55

Shocked myself today with how ruthless I was.

0:39:550:39:58

-I don't want to be a boss. I hate bosses.

-It'll get better.

0:39:580:40:01

How?

0:40:010:40:02

I can't even look after myself, never mind a whole department.

0:40:020:40:06

Look at the state of me and this place.

0:40:060:40:09

I struggled to start with.

0:40:090:40:11

It's just a matter of finding a balance.

0:40:110:40:15

I don't think I can do it. I don't do responsibility.

0:40:150:40:18

I'm still 16 at heart.

0:40:180:40:21

Then maybe it's time to grow up.

0:40:210:40:24

She doesn't deserve this.

0:40:380:40:40

It should be me.

0:40:400:40:42

She's comfortable.

0:40:420:40:44

I think she's keen to sort this out with you and her mum.

0:40:470:40:52

Look, they'll be moving her up to the stroke unit in a minute. So...

0:40:520:40:56

Is she going to get better?

0:40:560:40:59

I mean like... properly better.

0:40:590:41:01

There's every chance that she will make a complete recovery...

0:41:010:41:05

..but equally, there could be serious long term effects.

0:41:100:41:15

It's a bit too early to know right now.

0:41:150:41:17

Whatever happens she's going to need a lot of support.

0:41:170:41:20

You have to prepare yourself for a long and potentially frustrating recovery period.

0:41:200:41:25

And it's going to be hardest on Natalie...

0:41:250:41:27

But she's putting up a fight.

0:41:270:41:30

Nah.

0:41:340:41:35

That's not my Natalie.

0:41:350:41:37

I haven't been your mother for a long time.

0:41:530:41:56

But all that's going to change.

0:41:580:42:00

-What the hell are you doing here?

-You not even going to say thank you?

0:42:110:42:15

Takes more than a bit of first aid for me to change my mind about you.

0:42:150:42:19

Yeah, that's right... Cos I'm scum, yeah?

0:42:190:42:22

-Get your hands off me! What do you want?

-Shut up!

0:42:220:42:25

You were well out of order this morning.

0:42:250:42:28

-I'm sorry about that, OK?

-Ah, it's too late. I'm the sick freak, remember?

0:42:280:42:32

And us sick freaks, we love to have a laugh. Come on then!

0:42:320:42:36

What've you got for me? Come on then!

0:42:390:42:44

Get off!

0:42:440:42:45

Move them out of the way! Just move out of the way!

0:42:470:42:49

-Just move away now!

-Move it!

0:42:490:42:52

-Can you move back! Move back! Now!

-Please! Please!

0:42:520:42:58

MOBILE PHONE RINGS

0:43:020:43:04

Having a nice relax, eh?

0:43:160:43:18

Getting on with your life.

0:43:180:43:22

Don't know how you do it, really.

0:43:220:43:24

-Excuse me?

-Well, you know.

0:43:240:43:26

Carry on like nothing's happened.

0:43:260:43:29

Well, with what's on your conscience.

0:43:290:43:31

My conscience is none of your business.

0:43:310:43:34

Polly would still be alive if you'd bothered to notice

0:43:340:43:37

your patient was seriously sick, so how do you explain that?

0:43:370:43:40

Right, I see. You're blaming me because you feel guilty.

0:43:400:43:43

-Why do I feel guilty?

-Look, tell me I'm wrong.

0:43:430:43:45

I don't think I am. You blame me if it makes you feel better.

0:43:450:43:47

You need to sort your own head out. Leave mine to me.

0:43:470:43:50

Jeffrey! Get in here! Now!

0:43:520:43:55

-No. Please!

-Shut up!

0:43:550:43:57

-Get over there!

-No. No.

0:43:570:43:59

Get off! Have a look at that, what's that like?

0:43:590:44:02

-All right, let him go!

-Help me, please!

-Ah, not such bad man now... are you?

0:44:040:44:08

-ARE YOU?!

-She wasted her time then?

0:44:080:44:10

-I don't know what you're talking about...

-Yeah, you do.

0:44:120:44:16

You do. Polly!

0:44:160:44:19

She spent the last few weeks of her life trying to sort out your twisted little head.

0:44:200:44:23

And here we are. Huh? Same old, same old...

0:44:230:44:27

like she never existed... What a fitting tribute(!)

0:44:270:44:30

Like I give a damn.

0:44:300:44:32

Oh, I think you do.

0:44:320:44:35

Yeah, I think you do. Cos she cared about you when no-one else did, didn't she? Huh?

0:44:350:44:38

That's why I'm here.

0:44:400:44:42

Cos she thought you were better than this.

0:44:420:44:44

Or maybe she was wrong.

0:44:440:44:48

Maybe I am.

0:44:480:44:50

It's not too late to make her proud, you know.

0:44:540:44:57

Come on. Good boy. Good boy.

0:45:070:45:11

It's all right, it's sorted.

0:45:150:45:18

HE SOBS

0:45:240:45:26

I was here...

0:45:410:45:44

in this building when Polly died.

0:45:440:45:46

Did you know that?

0:45:480:45:50

No, I didn't.

0:45:500:45:52

Yeah. Running around.

0:45:520:45:54

Chatting to everyone.

0:45:540:45:57

Doing my thing.

0:45:570:45:59

And she's one floor below...

0:45:590:46:01

bleeding to death...

0:46:030:46:06

desperate...

0:46:060:46:09

And ah... ah...

0:46:140:46:17

You know what I said?

0:46:170:46:19

When we found her?

0:46:190:46:21

I said, uh...

0:46:210:46:23

"You'll be all right now, kid.

0:46:250:46:27

"Because we're here."

0:46:270:46:29

Me and my big mouth, eh?

0:46:340:46:36

-It weren't your fault, though.

-Yeah, I know, I know.

0:46:370:46:40

I know that.

0:46:400:46:41

And the shooting wasn't yours.

0:46:430:46:45

Knowing is just half the battle isn't it?

0:46:450:46:48

At some stage we've got to stop blaming ourselves.

0:46:480:46:52

Polly hated miserable whingers.

0:46:530:46:55

Look, I'll try if you can, mate.

0:47:010:47:03

Deal.

0:47:080:47:09

-You ready?

-Yeah.

0:47:190:47:22

Not sure he is, though. I think the whisky chasers are finally catching up.

0:47:220:47:27

Serves him right for being so smug.

0:47:270:47:29

-Just you and me then.

-Just a sec.

0:47:290:47:34

Linda?

0:47:340:47:35

Charlie and I were going for a drink tonight - wondering if you'd like to join us?

0:47:350:47:40

I can't tonight. I've got the budget figures to work on.

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But thanks for asking.

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-LOUDLY

-Bye, Noel!

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He's even talking seriously about becoming a paramedic.

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Hope he's not expecting you to do him any favours.

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No. I said he's got to go to college, learn to drive.

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Well, that'll be a breeze, with all that car jacking.

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-You sure, Jeffrey?

-Yeah.

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Don't need some silly book to help remind me of her, do I?

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She's in here.

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Always will be.

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I am so proud of you, Mr Collier.

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Come here.

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Whooooar! Ho ho ho ho! Blimey!

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-How much of that shepherd's pie did you have?

-Cheeky beggar.

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I'll catch you up.

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