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-I can't feel a pulse.

-Oh, no, no, no, no, no.

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He was unconscious when I found him. He wasn't in any pain.

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You're not coming back to work already, are you?

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I'm a bit worried she's pushing it a bit too much.

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Are you not as unreconstructed as you look?

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What?

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Scott Ellisson's been released.

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Police don't have anything on me. I'm in the clear.

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Yeah... Let's hope they catch whoever did it.

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Where are you? Where are you?

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Can you hear me?

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Where are you?!

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CRIES

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Cal?

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Hi.

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Hi.

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How long have you been up?

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A while.

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-You OK?

-Yeah.

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What's that?

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Ah, that is...something I've got to do.

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BEEPING

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Oh, wow!

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The Hope and Anchor are going to lay everything on for free tonight.

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RINGING Great.

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Hello?

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Yes, it is.

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Oh, right.

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Yes - yes, I would like to do that, yeah.

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OK, thank you.

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That was the Patient Affairs office.

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They've got some of Cal's valuables.

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OK, well, I'm going into work. I could pick them up on the way.

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No, no, I'd like to do it.

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It's going to be an amazing send-off.

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Take that off. Makes you look like you're going to deck someone.

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Get off. Got an 'eadache.

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What? Don't you believe me?!

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C'mon, son. This'll be good for you!

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Going to France with a bunch of losers who can't stand me when I don't even speak a word of French?

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Well, how else are you going to learn?

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Well, it did you a lot of good, didn't it?

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Sean, you need to start making an effort.

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We have to start getting back to normal.

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What - you think this is normal?

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Whatever. What's the point? Just go.

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Hey! Don't forget these. Take all three...

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With food. Yeah. I know.

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Here.

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A tenner?! Wow(!)

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Try and stay out of trouble, yeah?

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And don't feel pressurised to eat the food in France, OK?

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I put a whole week's worth of gluten-free bread in there.

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Yeah, all right, Mum.

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Oh, come here, baby girl.

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You're going to have such a great time, eh?

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There we are. Party on!

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Yeah.

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What is she wearing?!

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Love you!

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THEY LAUGH

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"..Unprecedented outpouring of grief as police hunt for new leads."

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New leads?!

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Come on, man - how much evidence do they need?

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Everyone knows who did it.

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Oh, my - is that from your stag?

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Yeah. That's just before the tattoo incident.

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That was priceless.

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All right, don't set her off.

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Oh, wow - that's lovely - who did that?

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Oh, Max and I thought we'd put something together for the church.

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Sorry.

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I can't look at these any more.

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Looks like there'll be a huge turnout for the service.

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Yes, seems nobody wants to miss the opportunity of gegging in on a good funeral.

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Dylan, I know with Connie not being back this place is a bit of a mess,

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-but if you...

-"Bit of a mess"? Nah.

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Understaffed, demoralised, jobs hanging in the balance.

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Living the dream, aren't we?

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All hail Strachan.

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Louise, I asked for a repeat obs on this patient half an hour ago, yeah?

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All right!

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I know, I know - I'll speak to him.

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Still can't believe it.

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I keep expecting him to walk through that door.

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Late as usual.

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Massive hangover.

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Yeah, and shouting - "April Fool - I'm not dead after all!"

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David.

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Well, I know who would love this moment.

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I'll see you later.

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-All right?

-OK.

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EXCITED CHATTER

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Come on, guys, sit down.

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Seat belt.

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Buckle up.

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Is he joking?

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Bye.

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Good news, is it?

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I can never quite tell by looking at you.

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I passed my fellowship exam.

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What? Lily, that is brilliant!

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I knew you would, you clever clogs.

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Poor bloke.

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I bet he can't wait to get today out of the way.

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And here's me celebrating.

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Don't be daft. He'd be made up for you.

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So, anyway, does this mean you'll lay off for a while?

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Take it easy on yourself?

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There's more to life than just work, you know.

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ALL SHOUT

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Sit down!

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Can I have those back, please?

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Sit down!

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ALL CHATTER

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Sit down!

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Oh!

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That's disgusting.

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LAUGHTER

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Hi.

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Hey.

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"At peace now."

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He was stabbed - he was murdered.

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Don't do this to yourself.

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He was...bleeding...right here and the man that killed him is out there, free.

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Right, you need to stop this.

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Let's just get through today.

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OK, one foot in front of the other.

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BEEPING

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Oh!

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It's fine. You go.

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I'm OK.

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CHATTER

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Pass me the phone.

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Sit down!

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Sit down now!

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HORN HOOTS

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Argh!

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No, no, no - you listen to me.

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This patient's been waiting for a bed for three hours, yeah?

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Well, either you clear your bed or I will come up there and I'll clear it for you. OK.

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-I need to talk to you.

-No, you don't.

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What right have I got to be here?

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Really, David, I'm not in the mood for an existential crisis.

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A young, vibrant medic has just lost his life

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and I'm...living mine with no...no...no passion.

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OK, well, you know, join the queue.

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Look, I'm serious.

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The only time I ever feel anything is when I'm off my meds -

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yes, and I can't do that.

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The last time I looked I wasn't a psychiatrist.

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Oh, yeah, for all the good he does.

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He just sits there prescribing more and more medication.

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No, no, I need something else.

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"There is one thing that one must have -

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"either a soul that is cheerful by nature..." - that's me, obviously -

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"..or a soul made cheerful by work, love, art and knowledge."

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Nietsche. He seems to have something to say about most things.

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Major RTC coming in.

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What did I say? Living the dream.

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-I've been meaning to say.

-Yeah?

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I know you're struggling. We all are...

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"Struggling?" What do you mean by that?

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Well, despite your best efforts I don't think you're nearly

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as thick-skinned as you'd have us all believe.

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OK, well, perhaps if you spare me the pep talk for this morning.

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Good morning.

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Is it?

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Charlie, have you been able to identify any patients that we can potentially shift immediately?

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Not just yet.

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Well, I think we should. Don't you?

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-Just in case.

-You're going to conjure a clinician out of thin air, are you?

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No, Dr Keogh, I have absolute faith in everyone.

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What's happened?

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Er... Coach crash.

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Right. I'll give you a hand.

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I know. One foot in front of the other, right?

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Just trying to get through today.

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Iain.

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OK, this is Sean McKern, 14 years old,

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was involved in a coach RTC,

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on which he hit his head on the back of his seat.

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Paeds Resus.

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No loss of consciousness, no C-spine tenderness at the scene,

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he has got an injury to his lower right leg, query fracture tib/fib.

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Given him Entonox en route with good effect.

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Pulse 80. BP 100 over 60. Resps 16.

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Police are trying to contact his dad.

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Right, Sean, when you're ready, mate.

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Nice and gentle, can you wiggle yourself across?

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-That's it, nice and easy - well done.

-Good lad.

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Hi, Sean, I'm Dr Hardy. Let's get a line in and get some bloods, please.

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Apparently, he got into a fight on the coach which caused the crash.

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Right, let's just ease off your hoody, shall we?

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It's good bilateral air entry.

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I'm just going to have a feel of your neck.

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Does it hurt anywhere else apart from the leg?

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We're just going to pop on some monitoring now and then we'll keep on trying to contact your dad.

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Good luck.

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Anyone else we can call? Your mum?

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You're welcome to try. She's dead.

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I'm sorry.

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So am I.

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So is everyone else.

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OK, you can rest back now.

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Any pre-existing conditions, any allergies we should know about?

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Dunno. Throat infections.

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Throat infections?

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Been having blood tests for them.

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OK, and that was here?

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Macclesfield - we just moved.

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Right. Any medication?

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Nah. Just...vitamins.

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Sorry, vitamins?

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In my bag.

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Do you know what these are?

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Ask my dad - he makes me take them.

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OK.

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They don't look like vitamins to me.

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Shall I call Toxbase?

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I'll do it.

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Could you get 5 milligrams of morphine, please, and let's get

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the tib and fib X-rayed and pop a Vac splint on.

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Sky Loates, age 14, involved in the coach RTC 40 minutes ago.

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Tender distal radius query fracture, various abrasions.

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Neck cleared on the scene.

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Pulse 80, resps 22, BP 115/70 sats 99%.

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She had some gas and air en route.

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Ah, yes.

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Apparently, the vomiting started before the crash.

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Right. Hello.

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I had a kebab yesterday.

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That's nice.

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OK. Pupils are equal and reacting.

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Please don't tell my mum. She'll kill me.

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She feels very strongly about processed meat.

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Well, good for her.

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I'd like to have a look at your tummy now if that's OK.

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Thanks, David.

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Is there anything else she feels strongly about?

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Yeah.

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Sugar, dairy, TV. Smartphones.

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Rock on.

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So, clearly she doesn't believe that

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what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

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Who said that?

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Nietsche.

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Indeed.

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OK, I'd like to have a look at that wrist now, so could you...

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Sorry.

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..pull the bed up for me.

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Ow.

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But, he also said woman was God's second mistake, so, you know...

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Mm. Hm, OK, let's get the wrist X-rayed, please.

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Can we have 50mgs of Cyclizine, a gram of paracetamol IV

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and let's hook up a litre of saline as well.

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Have you had paracetamol before?

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Er... We use arnica at home.

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OK, well, when you're here, I'm the boss, all right? So, enjoy.

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Honestly, this looks amazing.

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What would I do without you two, eh?

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It's fine. Anything you need, just let us know.

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Hi!

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-Ethan.

-Yeah?

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Just about the order of service.

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That looks perfect, thank you.

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Oh, hi, it's Dr Hardy from the ED.

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Yeah, I'm just hoping you can help me identify some pills.

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Right, I'll see you later.

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The dosage is three a day?

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Yeah, I can get them sent up. All right, thank you.

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Cutting it fine, aren't you? Have you seen the time?

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Yeah. It's fine, honestly.

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Sean McKern's just come back from X-ray.

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Get off! It's not funny!

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Oi, oi, oi. You heard her. Get out.

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You all right?

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You're welcome!

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Dr Hardy is just looking at your X-ray then we can fix you up

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with some more pain relief.

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Sean! I'm Michael McKern, Sean's father. I'm sorry, I got here as quick as I could.

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Lost your way again?

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C'mon, son - they shut the dual carriageway - I'm still trying to work out the satnav.

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Epic job. Well worth moving here for.

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Sean, please.

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Right, Sean has a slightly displaced fracture,

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so I'm afraid it will need surgery under anaesthetic in theatre.

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Theatre?

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Right. Well, can I have a word, please? In private?

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Why, you going to tell him what a problem kid I am?

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-No, of course I'm not!

-RINGING

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Great idea sending me on this trip.

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Hello. Yes, it's Dr Hardy.

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Yeah, I am with the father now.

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Right. OK, thank you.

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OK.

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Outside? Please?

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Right, well, the thing is...

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I made some enquiries about the pills Sean's taking.

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They're HIV drugs.

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He has no idea, so can you tell me why?

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OK, the good news is that the X-ray shows there is no fracture,

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it's just a sprain.

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So you didn't really need the X-ray, then.

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All right, Mum.

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Obviously she needed the X-ray to discount the fracture.

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Yes, well, I suppose that's why we go to the GP and not rush to the ED, eh, sweetie?

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And who is your GP?

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The Larks.

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It's an alternative practice.

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They're amazing.

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They must be if they've discovered an alternative to the X-ray.

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Right, er...good as new.

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Brill! Right. Come on, let's see about getting you home, munchkin.

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Brill. Excuse me.

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Maybe I...got a tummy bug?

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OK, was she feeling unwell before the trip?

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Bit tired, maybe, but she was so desperate to go.

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She's quite sensitive to air quality, and it's not great here, is it?

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So, Sean got HIV from his mum?

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Yeah, when he was born.

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She had no idea until she was diagnosed with a brain tumour...

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..then the tests revealed that she was positive.

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Maybe...that's what made her more prone to the cancer.

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Anyway, they tested us both then.

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I tested negative.

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I'd give anything for it to be the other way round.

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And...why have you never told him?

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What...

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"Your mum's dying of cancer and, by the way, you're HIV positive"?

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Rachel didn't want it like that.

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Did he never suspect anything?

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You know, the blood tests, the pills...

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I don't know. Maybe. Maybe he has. Maybe he's too scared to ask.

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But he does go for blood tests?

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Yeah, and those sessions, but I asked them to keep things vague.

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He's now a teenager.

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I will tell him. I will. When the time's right.

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But not now. Not yet.

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I'd...better get back to him.

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He'll be wondering where I am.

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My head really hurts.

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Her glands are quite swollen, aren't they?

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Is Sky up to date with her vaccinations?

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Well, she's not had the MMR.

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Yes, I know what you're thinking, but I have done my research.

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Well, then you'll know that the concerns about MMR

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have been totally discredited.

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Enormous amount of harm has been done by the anti-vaccination lobby.

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Sky has Mumps.

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Mumps?

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Yeah.

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That can make you deaf, can't it?

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Don't be silly! Look, I've had Mumps - it's just a childhood disease.

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It's a very infectious childhood disease and one that can have very serious side effects.

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It's also what is known as a notifiable disease

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which means I am now obliged to contact public health

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and every member of staff that's come into contact to Sky.

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None of which is your fault, obviously.

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So, I'll just go and do that, shall I?

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Half-hourly obs, please.

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"He was conscious when discovered,

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"was found to have a stab wound to his chest with reduced air entry on the left.

0:21:470:21:50

"He was taken into the hospital where he deteriorated."

0:21:500:21:54

-I know it's frustrating, but...

-Yeah, you can say that again.

0:21:540:21:57

Everything is just one big conspiracy to these people - JFK, Elvis, the moon-landings.

0:21:570:22:02

Honestly, never - I mean it - NEVER underestimate how ignorant people can be.

0:22:020:22:07

Well, you know what they say - each to their own.

0:22:070:22:09

You got any more cliches? What's next?

0:22:100:22:12

"It's all good"?!

0:22:120:22:14

Well, if it helps, I've-I've been reading, like-like you said.

0:22:140:22:17

Well done, you. Think you might have missed that one.

0:22:190:22:25

"There's no defence against stupidity."

0:22:270:22:31

You said it.

0:22:310:22:33

How long before he goes to theatre?

0:22:380:22:40

Why - meter running out?

0:22:400:22:42

Dr Hardy?

0:22:440:22:45

Ah, yes, I'm going to... I'll give them another call.

0:22:450:22:51

Can we elevate the leg?

0:22:520:22:54

Arghhhh!

0:22:540:22:56

OK?

0:22:560:22:57

It just hurts between my legs.

0:22:580:23:00

Ethan, I think we should exclude a Torsion, don't you?

0:23:020:23:07

Yes. I'm sorry. I'm going to have to give you a quick examination.

0:23:070:23:11

If that's OK. Right.

0:23:110:23:14

Yeah, there is a swelling.

0:23:170:23:18

It feels quite hot.

0:23:180:23:21

There's a swelling?

0:23:210:23:22

Temperature is up slightly.

0:23:220:23:24

He has a fever?

0:23:240:23:25

Told you I wasn't very well. Didn't listen to me.

0:23:250:23:27

Let's start with a gram of Paracetamol. I'll be right back.

0:23:270:23:30

Dr Keogh, can I have a word?

0:23:340:23:36

Oh, yeah, Ethan.

0:23:360:23:37

Sorry. I'm so sorry that I won't be able to be there today.

0:23:370:23:40

I tried to get the shift covered, but...

0:23:400:23:42

It-it's fine. I've been having a look at this.

0:23:420:23:45

Where did you get that?

0:23:450:23:46

It says here the cause of death was cardiac arrest secondary

0:23:480:23:53

to cardiac tamponade and massive haemothorax due to blood loss? Yeah?

0:23:530:23:57

Yeah, that's correct.

0:23:570:23:58

You found him at 20.19?

0:23:580:23:59

Hm-mm.

0:23:590:24:01

But you think he was stabbed 32 minutes before?

0:24:010:24:04

It also says his airway was patent,

0:24:050:24:08

which means he was conscious this whole time he was bleeding.

0:24:080:24:12

You said... You said that he was unconscious when you found him.

0:24:120:24:16

Ethan, why are you doing this to yourself?

0:24:160:24:19

He must have said something for you to write that.

0:24:190:24:22

Does it matter now?

0:24:220:24:23

It matters to me, yes, I want to know.

0:24:230:24:25

No, I don't think you do. In fact, I'm sure there are some things that you don't want to know.

0:24:250:24:29

Look, you weren't there. There was nothing you could have done.

0:24:290:24:32

It's not your fault. For those of us that were...

0:24:320:24:35

Dr Keogh. Your patient with Mumps. David just called.

0:24:350:24:38

OK, I'll be right there.

0:24:400:24:43

I believe Sean has Mumps.

0:25:030:25:05

Mumps?

0:25:050:25:07

I'm afraid I'm going to have to let theatre know,

0:25:070:25:09

and it's unlikely that they'll take him in today.

0:25:090:25:11

But he can't have. He's had his MMR.

0:25:110:25:15

Well, if his immune system is compromised, he may not have responded to the vaccine,

0:25:150:25:19

or he may have responded but not for the same length of time.

0:25:190:25:22

But he's been taking his medication.

0:25:220:25:24

He should be protected.

0:25:240:25:27

What are you whispering about?

0:25:270:25:28

What? What's with all the looks?

0:25:290:25:32

Do you think I haven't noticed?

0:25:320:25:33

You've been taking your pills, right?

0:25:330:25:35

Why?

0:25:350:25:37

Sean! Yes or no?

0:25:370:25:38

No! No, I haven't. What's the big deal, anyway?

0:25:380:25:43

They're just vitamins, aren't they?

0:25:430:25:45

You going to tell me what's going on or are you just going to shut me out like always?

0:25:450:25:49

-Talk about me like I'm not even here?

-Sean, please...

0:25:490:25:52

Cos that's what you did when Mum was sick, didn't you? He didn't even tell me that it was...

0:25:520:25:57

the end. I didn't even get a chance to go and say goodbye.

0:25:570:26:00

It wasn't like that.

0:26:000:26:02

You thought I didn't know what was going on?

0:26:020:26:04

While I was sat there in a maths exam when she was...she was dying?!

0:26:040:26:08

I was trying to protect you.

0:26:080:26:10

I didn't need protecting! I just wanted to know!

0:26:100:26:13

I had a right to know!

0:26:130:26:15

What is going on?

0:26:170:26:18

It's true. He has a right to know.

0:26:200:26:23

I think you should tell him.

0:26:240:26:26

Tell me what?

0:26:280:26:29

Tell me what?

0:26:330:26:36

Yeah, I'm not happy about this meningism - I think we might be missing something.

0:26:360:26:40

Let's start her on IV ceftriaxone and set up for a lumbar puncture.

0:26:400:26:44

-Lumbar puncture?!

-Yeah, it takes about ten minutes. It's done under local anaesthetic.

0:26:440:26:48

No. No way.

0:26:480:26:50

Ms Loates, your daughter is running a high fever, she's showing

0:26:500:26:52

sensitivity to light and a stiff neck - I think that we need to find out what's going on.

0:26:520:26:56

See, this is exactly what I was talking about.

0:26:560:26:58

Once you get through those doors it's all about over-monitoring and over-treating.

0:26:580:27:02

-It's not about the patient at all, it's about insuring your backside!

-I'm sorry - shall we..?

0:27:020:27:06

It's interesting that you say that in light of your decision not to vaccinate her.

0:27:060:27:09

What were YOU thinking? You were relying on everybody else to do it for you?

0:27:090:27:12

Of course not!

0:27:120:27:13

In any event, if you had, she'd be on her way back home now with her arm in a sling.

0:27:130:27:17

You are the reason she's here. You are the one who put her at risk.

0:27:170:27:19

Now can we prep for the lumbar puncture, please?

0:27:190:27:21

HIV? Isn't that AIDS?

0:27:260:27:29

No, Sean, no, it isn't.

0:27:290:27:31

No, HIV is a virus. AIDS is a syndrome or a condition.

0:27:310:27:37

When you're infected with HIV it can lead to AIDS,

0:27:370:27:40

but there's no reason why that should happen nowadays

0:27:400:27:43

as long as you take your medication, as long as you're monitored.

0:27:430:27:47

You told me they were vitamins!

0:27:470:27:50

Look, I know it must be very difficult to take all this on board,

0:27:510:27:55

but you must know that with proper management...

0:27:550:27:58

The blood tests?

0:27:580:28:00

They were to test the level of the virus in your blood.

0:28:010:28:04

The mumps - I got them from school, what, because I didn't take my medication?

0:28:040:28:11

Well, I can't be sure, but not taking your medicines can affect your immunity, yeah.

0:28:110:28:17

Sorry.

0:28:200:28:21

The thing is, Sean, now that you know, you can make sure that you do take them.

0:28:240:28:30

You see, knowledge is power.

0:28:300:28:33

Right, we're going to take you through to cubicles,

0:28:370:28:39

and I will call someone who will come down and talk you through all of this.

0:28:390:28:44

You can leave this to me. You should really go.

0:28:450:28:48

Can I have a word with you, please? In private?

0:28:480:28:52

-Now.

-Yes, of course.

0:28:520:28:54

I told you I will tell him when he's ready. It wasn't your call!

0:28:570:29:01

When he's ready or when you're ready?

0:29:010:29:03

You can't keep putting it off.

0:29:030:29:04

I have a duty of care. I can't stand there and lie to him.

0:29:040:29:08

Good for you! You're his doctor. I'm his father!

0:29:080:29:11

Exactly, so you should be in there, dealing with it.

0:29:110:29:14

-It's 2017!

-I trusted you, and you played God with my son.

0:29:140:29:18

Excuse me. You have to go. Go.

0:29:180:29:22

-Shame on you.

-Come on, Ethan, let's go.

0:29:240:29:26

Mr McCann.

0:29:260:29:29

What's happened now?

0:29:290:29:30

I'm afraid your son has left the department.

0:29:300:29:32

I mean, I'm amazed he could even get off the trolley.

0:29:320:29:35

You what? You mean, you've lost my child?

0:29:350:29:37

We have alerted security.

0:29:370:29:39

We'll find him.

0:29:390:29:41

He won't get far with that fracture.

0:29:410:29:43

OK, you know, I'll take over from here. You need to get going.

0:29:430:29:45

Let's go.

0:29:450:29:46

Ethan, please let the others sort this out.

0:29:470:29:50

I-I have to see this through. I'm sorry - you go. I'll be there.

0:29:500:29:53

Please, just-just go.

0:29:530:29:55

HE YELLS IN PAIN

0:30:120:30:14

We haven't got enough memory cards.

0:30:240:30:25

No.

0:30:250:30:26

These are the days when I hate my job.

0:30:370:30:39

Me, too.

0:30:400:30:42

Where is Ethan?

0:30:420:30:44

He's a big boy. He'll be here.

0:30:440:30:47

Yeah, he's here!

0:30:470:30:49

-OK.

-We've got him. Call theatre - looks like he'll need to go straight in.

0:30:500:30:55

Oh, my. Sean, what have you done?

0:30:550:30:56

Don't touch me! I'm infected!

0:30:560:30:58

-No, no, Sean...

-No, son.

0:30:580:31:00

It's true. What's the point? I've got no life now.

0:31:000:31:04

Don't say that.

0:31:040:31:05

People are going to think that I'm...

0:31:050:31:07

that I'm dirty, and then I'm just going to die.

0:31:070:31:10

No, no - Sean, you're going to get help. Calm down.

0:31:100:31:12

I'm going to get cancer, like Mum did, and then...

0:31:120:31:14

All right, guys, let's get him up - come on.

0:31:140:31:17

Get...away...from my son.

0:31:170:31:20

I'm so sorry.

0:31:200:31:22

OK, OK, that's it, mate. OK.

0:31:220:31:24

You need to let this go.

0:31:260:31:28

All right? You know where you need to be now.

0:31:280:31:32

OK, ready and lift.

0:31:350:31:37

Oh! Argh!

0:31:370:31:39

Hey.

0:31:420:31:44

-Lofty!

-Mate.

0:31:440:31:46

-Nice to see you, mate.

-Good to see you.

0:31:460:31:48

He always was a ladies' man.

0:31:530:31:55

Remember when Taylor first came in? I thought she was completely

0:31:550:31:58

out of his league and then she fell for him, too.

0:31:580:32:01

It was beautiful. Then she fleeced him for everything, didn't she?

0:32:010:32:06

Still. He sent the girls gaga. All of them.

0:32:070:32:10

Guys.

0:32:100:32:12

They're just taking the flowers over to the church.

0:32:350:32:37

Do you want somebody to call you a cab? You should be there, shouldn't you?

0:32:370:32:41

Dylan... I don't blame you, you know.

0:32:410:32:46

Um...

0:32:490:32:50

He was conscious when I found him. He was asking for you.

0:32:550:32:59

He wanted to know you were OK.

0:32:590:33:01

RINGING

0:33:320:33:34

Ethan! Where are you? Call me back, please.

0:33:390:33:43

Coast clear? The result of the lumbar puncture was negative,

0:33:480:33:54

which is good.

0:33:540:33:56

Well, your temperature's gone down a little bit,

0:33:560:33:59

which is also good. How do you feel?

0:33:590:34:02

Tired. Hungry.

0:34:020:34:05

Oh!

0:34:050:34:07

Oh, well, I don't know if...

0:34:070:34:09

I think perhaps you need to come out to your mum with regard to your eating habits.

0:34:110:34:16

I don't want to upset her.

0:34:170:34:20

Well, you can't please all the people all the time.

0:34:200:34:23

Ah, you don't say.

0:34:230:34:24

There wasn't much there, but I did manage to get you a banana.

0:34:280:34:30

I owe you an apology.

0:34:300:34:32

I, um... I lost my patience with you. It wasn't helpful.

0:34:320:34:35

No need. There you go.

0:34:350:34:37

At least it's Fairtrade.

0:34:420:34:44

Anything? Hang on.

0:34:570:34:58

Oh, gosh. He isn't...

0:35:000:35:03

Looks like it.

0:35:040:35:05

Oh, it's Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum.

0:35:060:35:08

We need to sober him up.

0:35:080:35:10

C'mon, mate.

0:35:100:35:12

MUSIC: One Day Like This by Elbow

0:35:120:35:15

Oh, crikey! I think we might run out.

0:35:400:35:43

Better not.

0:35:440:35:46

RETCHING

0:35:510:35:53

And again.

0:35:540:35:56

You're hardcore, you are!

0:35:560:35:59

Ethan, you need to get in there.

0:36:000:36:04

I don't want to.

0:36:040:36:06

You have to, or you'll regret it.

0:36:060:36:08

I don't care, Lily.

0:36:080:36:09

We all have to do things we don't want to. Just-just...man up!

0:36:090:36:13

Man up?

0:36:130:36:15

Wow, yeah. Coming from you?

0:36:150:36:18

I mean, everyone knows how you feel about him, so...

0:36:180:36:21

You're scared. It's pathetic!

0:36:210:36:24

You're going to wind up a dried-up, bitter old cow.

0:36:240:36:27

Ethan?

0:36:290:36:31

Tell them I'm coming.

0:36:340:36:36

He-he didn't mean that. It's just...

0:36:480:36:51

I'll see you inside.

0:36:540:36:56

No.

0:36:560:36:58

MUSIC: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

0:36:580:37:06

Sorry, thank you.

0:37:250:37:27

Hi.

0:37:340:37:35

Sorry, um...

0:37:350:37:36

Thank you for coming.

0:37:380:37:39

For those of you who don't know me,

0:37:420:37:43

I'm Ethan... I'm Cal's brother.

0:37:430:37:47

I had big plans this morning to do something...

0:37:490:37:52

Uh...

0:37:540:37:55

Cal...

0:38:020:38:03

I don't-I don't know whether you're out there, or...

0:38:100:38:13

..in here, somewhere...?

0:38:150:38:17

Ah...

0:38:220:38:23

I-I tried to write you a letter which I want to give you -

0:38:260:38:30

but the days just got away from me and...

0:38:300:38:32

It's really not very...

0:38:370:38:38

"Cal, you big oaf.

0:38:410:38:44

"I know you haven't prepared for this because...

0:38:510:38:53

"..you never prepare for anything.

0:38:560:38:58

"So I've decided I should send you on your way with a few things.

0:39:000:39:04

"A bottle of whisky.

0:39:100:39:12

"In case you need a drink"...

0:39:130:39:15

I'm sorry there's not much of that left.

0:39:150:39:17

"Socks...

0:39:220:39:23

"..in case your feet get cold."

0:39:260:39:28

"Crisps..."

0:39:350:39:36

HIS VOICE BREAKS, HE EXHALES

0:39:360:39:37

Sorry.

0:39:370:39:38

"Crisps".

0:39:410:39:42

Sorry.

0:39:520:39:53

Thank you. Please.

0:40:050:40:06

"Crisps -

0:40:160:40:18

"in case you get hungry.

0:40:180:40:20

"And Milky Bars...

0:40:240:40:26

"..well, I had to, didn't I?

0:40:280:40:29

"Condoms...

0:40:320:40:33

"Well, you never know what

0:40:340:40:39

"heavenly creatures may cross your path.

0:40:390:40:43

"And I charged your phone...

0:40:460:40:48

"..cos I know how much you love your music.

0:40:520:40:55

"And just in case...

0:40:580:41:00

"In case you get lonely...

0:41:040:41:05

"..and you want to give me a call.

0:41:070:41:09

"Though if whatever they say about where you're going is true,

0:41:130:41:20

"you're going to be having too much of a good time

0:41:200:41:24

"to be thinking about me".

0:41:240:41:26

MUSIC: Champagne Supernova by Oasis

0:41:290:41:34

# How many special people change?

0:41:410:41:44

# How many lives are living strange?

0:41:440:41:47

# Where were you while we were getting high?

0:41:470:41:52

# Slowly walking down the hall

0:41:540:41:57

# Faster than a cannonball

0:41:570:42:00

# Where were you while we were getting high?

0:42:000:42:05

# Someday you will find me

0:42:050:42:08

# Caught beneath the landslide

0:42:080:42:12

# In a champagne supernova in the sky

0:42:120:42:17

# Someday you will find me

0:42:170:42:21

# Caught beneath the landslide

0:42:210:42:25

# In a champagne supernova

0:42:250:42:28

# A champagne supernova in the sky... #

0:42:280:42:32

"A soul made cheerful by Work, Love, Art..."

0:42:320:42:40

This is kind of arty, isn't it?

0:42:420:42:45

# Wake up the dawn and ask her why

0:42:450:42:48

# A dreamer dreams, she never dies

0:42:480:42:51

# Wipe that tear away now from your eye

0:42:510:42:56

# Slowly walking down the hall

0:42:580:43:01

# Faster than a cannonball

0:43:010:43:04

# Where were you while we were getting high?

0:43:040:43:08

# Someday you will find me

0:43:080:43:12

# Caught beneath the landslide

0:43:120:43:16

# In a champagne supernova in the sky

0:43:160:43:21

# Someday you will find me

0:43:210:43:24

# Caught beneath the landslide

0:43:240:43:29

# In a champagne supernova

0:43:290:43:32

# A champagne supernova

0:43:320:43:35

# Cos we don't believe that they're gonna get away from the summer

0:43:350:43:44

# But you and I will never die

0:43:480:43:52

# The world's still spinning around, we don't know why.. . #

0:43:520:43:58

KNOCK AT DOOR

0:44:040:44:05

Please...

0:44:090:44:10

I just wanted to say something. Then I'll go.

0:44:100:44:12

Me and my brother - Cal...

0:44:250:44:28

We were both adopted,

0:44:300:44:32

and our birth mother had a hereditary disease

0:44:320:44:36

called Huntington's.

0:44:360:44:37

Cal didn't tell me, and...

0:44:400:44:42

..then he had me tested without my knowledge and I was positive.

0:44:440:44:47

I hated him for it.

0:44:490:44:50

I was so angry, I...

0:44:530:44:55

I said I'd never forgive him.

0:44:550:44:57

My condition is incurable, Sean.

0:44:590:45:01

I can't do anything about it.

0:45:040:45:06

It's...

0:45:060:45:07

It's a ticking time bomb.

0:45:090:45:10

But you can manage yours.

0:45:120:45:15

You can have a family.

0:45:170:45:19

You can live a healthy, normal life.

0:45:210:45:24

Hang on.

0:45:340:45:35

So...did you forgive him?

0:45:360:45:39

Yes, of course.

0:45:410:45:43

Life's too short.

0:45:460:45:47

I should have let you be there. Your mum.

0:46:020:46:06

I shouldn't have kept you away.

0:46:060:46:08

I should have told you about the HIV.

0:46:080:46:10

I'm scared.

0:46:140:46:15

Don't be, I'm not going anywhere.

0:46:170:46:20

Ethan.

0:46:240:46:26

Mrs Beauchamp.

0:46:260:46:27

How are you doing?

0:46:270:46:28

Don't answer that, I'm sorry.

0:46:300:46:33

And I'm sorry I wasn't there earlier.

0:46:330:46:35

I said my goodbyes here, with everyone else.

0:46:360:46:39

It's OK.

0:46:390:46:40

What are you doing now?

0:46:410:46:42

I'm yet to say my own goodbye.

0:46:440:46:46

Well, keep up appearances. Don't let the side down.

0:46:490:46:53

Thank you.

0:46:540:46:56

OK.

0:46:580:46:59

So this is it.

0:47:210:47:23

For you and me, bro.

0:47:250:47:26

I've got to say goodbye.

0:47:310:47:33

Scott?!

0:47:430:47:44

Hey!

0:47:450:47:46

Oi!

0:47:500:47:51

Scott!

0:47:520:47:53

Scott!

0:47:580:47:59

Scott!

0:48:030:48:04

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