27/01/2012 EastEnders

-There you go.

-Hey!

You didn't have to do all this!

Nice one, Ian.

-I'll get the bread out.

-No, no. You stay where you are.

I've got everything under control.

Thanks, love.

How's my favourite boy?

Not bad.

Hey, come on now, don't look so sad.

We've been through this. You'll still see me loads. I promise.

-Sit down, everyone. There's some bread there.

-Lovely.

It looks great. Thanks, babe.

Are we waiting for someone else?

Oh, yeah. I left a message inviting Tanya but she hasn't shown.

-Right then, red or white?

-Oh, I'll do that.

I'll have red.

'It's at one o'clock, round my house,

'she'd love it if you were there, so hopefully see you later.'

I thought I was doing good.

Yeah, you were. It's just, just money, you know it's tight

and I can't afford to pay both of you.

So, you're telling me, after all the hard work he's put in, you're just going to chuck him for Lauren?

Look, I'm sorry, mate, I've got to put her first, I have.

She's had a tough couple of months.

No. Yeah, yeah, I understand, man.

Look, no hard feelings, all right? I'll put a bit extra in your last pay packet, yeah.

Nice one, Max.

He's well out of order!

He could've at least let you see out the day.

He's got to look after his own, ain't it? Don't worry, I'll find something.

You can't hold the Fats down for long, you know.

I'm like funky house, innit - bounce bounce with it.

-That's one of the things that makes you so great.

-Ah, thanks.

Aye, aye, what's going on here?

Oh, nothing, man. Just need a new job.

Well, me and Ant got a couple of house clearances later,

you could hold fort at the Emporium if you like?

You serious? Well, yeah, man.

That'd be heavy. Nice.

Cool.

You see?

Thanks, Ian.

Five o'clock in the Vic. And make sure everyone's there.

I said I would, didn't I?

Bobby's still so quiet.

I'll have a chat with him.

Unless you wanna change your mind and stay?

All right, I was only joking, OK? I know you've made your mind up.

I can't believe both you and Jane are deserting me.

Yeah, but the difference is, I'll be back.

And we need the cash.

I don't see why you have to go all the way to Gran Canaria to get it.

Oh, come on, babe, a job's a job.

It'll be worth it when we've paid Amira off.

And we'll still get the day together once I've helped Jane settle in.

Well, why don't you cry off work this afternoon

and come back to the flat, and we can say goodbye properly?

I can't kick Jane out of the flat on her last day now, can I?

I know you would. I'm going to miss you though.

-I'll miss you too.

-Yeah, yeah.

What?

Would have been nice to have that one big, Hollywood goodbye.

You know, when they run towards each other and embrace passionately,

knowing that life will never be the same again.

You have read way too many soppy books.

(Look, I can't really talk right now. Yeah, OK.

(Yeah, I'll speak to you later. Look, I'll try.

(Bye.)

60 change. Lovely, cheers.

Ben's OK, thanks for asking.

Just leave it, Ian. Because I am not in the mood.

D'you know what, you get more like Phil every day.

Does it make you feel big, to take out your problems on some vulnerable child.

Oh, what, the same vulnerable child that let Phil think that you

were stalking him, just to cover his own tracks.

Yeah, well, when a kid plays up, you've only got to look at the parents.

Yeah. Cos all your kids are angels, aren't they?

How is Steven these days?

Just stay away from Ben.

With pleasure.

Did you know that he's the chief witness in Phil's prosecution case?

He told the police that he heard Phil say

that he was going to kill Stella. Some twisted revenge.

You're welcome to him.

Gaynor, could you just hold fort down here?

I've got to do some stuff upstairs.

If anyone asks for me, I'm not here.

Sure.

All right?

-Where's Tanya?

-She's gone out.

I saw Shirley earlier.

She told me something weird.

Ben, what did you actually say to the police,

about your dad and Stella?

Cos Shirley reckons you have dropped him right in it.

I thought you were going to cover for him, OK?

You were going to say that you never heard him make any threats and that way you could put all this to bed.

So why have you gone and done the complete opposite?

I only let you make that statement with the social worker

because I thought that was going to be an end to this.

You know I'll back you up whatever, you know that, OK?

But I can't help you if you keep me in the dark.

Come on, what's going on in that head of yours?

Ben, please!

PHONE RINGS

Ritchie?

Listen, look, you tell him I'll come down there and wait again all day if I have to.

He will?

I knew he'd had a rough couple of months, but all this?

When I found out what he'd done to Phil...

I mean, I didn't like it, but I kind of got why he did it.

Now... One minute he wants one thing, the next he wants another.

I've tried to get him to explain,

but either he can't or he won't. Who knows?

I mean, I just want to find out what is going on in his head,

all right, so maybe I can help.

But he won't open up.

Look, I was thinking, maybe if we had a two pronged attack.

Ian, don't.

Jane, come on, look, he needs stability, OK,

and with you being around, that's what he gets.

I'm leaving. Today!

There'll be plenty of other jobs nearer to home, won't there?

Look, people round here need you, OK?

It's not just Bobby and Lucy, all right - it's Ben too.

Babe, are you sure you ain't going to change your mind?

This is Jane we're talking about, she's your best mate.

Tan, whenever you've needed her, she's always, always been there for you.

Well, it's up to you, innit.

Ain't you ever been so wound up, that...

you just want to hurt someone any way you could?

Plenty of times.

Doesn't mean I've ever acted on it, though.

Look, I know you don't want to talk to Ian,

-but all he's trying to do is help.

-I don't want his help.

I don't want more people telling me how I should be thinking and feeling.

Well, we don't all do that, do we?

You don't. You listen.

Look, you're going to be late for Christian.

I'll see you around, Jane.

How'd it go?

Yeah, it was brilliant.

Sold stuff me and Ant had been trying to shift for weeks.

Yeah. Well, you know, it's just the patter.

Yeah well, if we need help again, you're my go to guy.

Yeah. Oh bruv, that is a deal. Tyler the rottweiler.

-So, you don't hate me then?

-As if. Come on, man.

Fats, we better get set up, she's going to be here in a minute.

-All right, bruv.

-Listen, thanks for doing this, yeah.

No worries, man. No worries.

That was a really nice thing you did for Fats today, cheers.

-I meant what I said, he was great.

-Here you go, babe.

Thank you.

It's lemonade.

You worked hard today. You did well.

Your mum'll be happy.

Bit overdressed for this time of day, aren't you?

I just pulled out the first thing out the cupboard.

Wouldn't be trying to impress a certain someone, would you?

What?! Please!

I mean, he's all right, if you like that sort of thing.

But I don't.

This, is cos I'm still fishing on the love boat,

and I'm casting my net very wide, you get me?

Hello! Now we're talking.

Thanks again for coming along. I wouldn't have blamed you if you'd stayed at home.

Tamwar and Afia need their space and I can stay at home anytime.

With you.

Besides, we want to make sure that Jane goes safely on her way, don't we?

Well, you didn't think we'd let you leave without a proper send off, did you?

Now tonight's tunes are to honour the original sugar batty of Walford.

All right, let's make some noise for one night only, for Jane.

He made it at school.

Here you go, darling. Now, everybody, a toast. To Jane!

ALL: To Jane!

Hope you don't mind your new boss gate-crashing?

Hey, come on, darling, there's no need for that, it's just a few drinks, innit.

No, no, you don't understand.

Gethin, I'm afraid there's been a change of plan.

I can't come to Cardiff. I'm so sorry!

I'm so sorry.

-What have you done?

-Nothing!

That's Jane for you.

No ambition, no gumption.

Hi, I'm Kim.

Is it hot in here,

or is it just you?

I should have told you about Ben sending them letters,

I know that now.

But at the time, I didn't think it was that simple.

I thought what Ben needed was someone on his side,

someone he could trust,

and then maybe I could get him to stop.

I was trying to be a decent mum.

Look, the fact is, Phil, that I can't change what happened.

And you being angry with me, it ain't going to help.

So how's he been, Ben?

He's OK.

Cos if he was playing up, you know, I'd want to know about it.

Nah. He's as good as gold.

Liar.

It's not just about Tanya anymore.

Ben's in all kinds of trouble.

And there's Lucy, I mean, she acts all cool,

but she's just a little girl inside.

And don't even get me started on Bobby.

What about you?

What about me?

Jane, there's always going to be somebody to stay for,

you know, some crisis to sort out.

-Some excuse.

-But, I'm just...

-You're doing it again!

-I am not!

You carry on like this, and you are going to wake up and realise

that you haven't achieved any of the things you dreamed of.

And you had so many dreams.

You know I'm right!

At least here people need me.

I mean, what if I go to Cardiff, and it doesn't work out, what have I got?

You.

You've got you!

Now we are all going to miss you.

But we can't hog you forever.

And you deserve so much more.

When did you become the sensible one?

-So I moved to Cardiff after my marriage broke up.

-You're divorced? Oh, that's a terrible shame.

Married the once?

-That's right.

-Jane was my forth wife. I've recently got engaged again.

Lucky you. Is she here?

No. She'll be here shortly.

Gethin, can I have a word, please? In private?

Sounds like a good idea.

-You seen Mandy?

-Not since lunch. Why?

She went out for a drive in her new car.

I would've thought she'd be back by now.

After what I said, If you'd rather find someone else, I totally understand.

Wobbles about leaving your friends and family are only natural.

As long as the real concern isn't the job itself.

I know a bistro down Cardiff Bay doesn't sound the most

glamorous place on Earth, but I do have bigger long-term ambitions.

I once asked Ian about his ambitions.

He said he'd like a state of the art deep fat fryer.

Well, mine are a little different. A brasserie on Boulevard St Germain.

As in, Paris?

I reckon a year or two more grafting in Wales

should see me raise the cash I need.

And I'll be needing a decent sous chef...

So, what's the verdict?

Give us some of those bubbles.

Well in that case. Fats, let's get this party started!

It's about time. Let's do this!

To the future.

Yes, chef.

My own son grasses me up, and you didn't think I'd want to know about it?

I thought I could get him to change his mind.

And how are you going to do that? Because he ain't even talking to you!

Proper little gossip, ain't he, Derek Branning?

You want to watch yourself there. You're dancing with the devil.

Yeah, well, don't worry about Derek, I'm playing a long game with him.

But d'you think I want to hear about my family through the likes of him, eh?

You should have been the one to tell me about it, Shirley.

-You!

-And how was I going to do that, Phil?

You wouldn't even see me. Telepathy?!

I'm sorry, all right.

All I want now is a chance to fix it.

-That's all I want.

-Well, if you want to prove yourself, get Ben back on side.

How am I going to do that?

You said it yourself, didn't you? You've been there for him.

He might not like you very much right now, but he trusts you.

OK, and if I do get him on my side, what then?

Well, then me and you are quits.

And we can concentrate on getting me out of here.

D'you think Tanya will ever talk to me again?

I don't know, Jane.

Sorry.

-I'll be back in a minute, yeah.

-All right.

You used to be shy with the boys. Now you're practically fighting 'em off.

-Well, Tyler's my mate and Fatboy's my boyfriend.

-I didn't mean anything.

Come on, Lucy, you always mean something.

Look, I know I used to be a cow, but that's not who I want to be anymore.

I've grown up over the past year.

How would you feel if people just kept judging you for your past?

Yeah, I'd hate it.

So, can we just wipe the slate clean?

Hey, how did you know all my favourites?

I got Lauren to go through Tanya's CDs.

There was like a 'Janya Party Mix'.

Janya?

Yeah, you know, like Jane and Tanya? It's like your favourite hits collection.

I didn't know she had that.

Yeah, there's some good stuff on it. Proper old skool, though!

There was one thing I've never heard of...

-Reynold's Girls?

-She's got I'd Rather Jack on there?!

Yeah, yeah.

Oh, wait till I see her!

Anyway, thanks for going to all this effort.

I really hope Whitney knows how lucky she is, having someone like you.

-Jane, thank you, darling.

-Thank you.

I'm glad you came...

I was just trying to do the right thing.

I know you were.

A lot's happened over the last year that I regret, but you and me?

I'm grateful for every moment.

Me too. In another lifetime, who knows what could have been, eh?

Well in this one, we're still friends?

Yeah. The best.

Oh, come on, I ain't seen you dance yet. Come on!

-She's got it.

-Who's got it?

-Who's got it?

# Yeah, baby, she's got it

# I'm your venus. #

Please stop doing this, Mum.

Doing what?

Pushing us away. Me, Dad, Jane...

Me and Jane had a falling out, end of.

And I don't keep pushing you and your dad away. I just like to do things for myself.

Yeah, and no-one's stopping you! But we all need a little bit of support once in a while.

All I want to do, all anyone wants to do, is be there for you.

But you won't let us.

Can't be easy living with me.

No, not all the time, cos you are a psycho.

But we still love you because you're our psycho.

You're not alone, are you? But Jane is,

and she's about to move miles away from anyone that she knows.

I'd be so scared if that was me, Mum.

Is she having a good time, over there?

I think so, but without you...

Without me, she'll survive, won't she? She'll have to.

I'm so sorry. Traffic was terrible.

It's fine. It's fine. You're here now, OK. Come and have a drink.

I got to get going. Bye, Jane.

-I'll see you in Wales!

-Thank you.

See you later.

You not going with him?

Long distance never works. I mean Wales?

Like a different country, innit.

It's further than Scotland! Anyway, what's it to you?

-Just showing some interest.

-Been somewhere nice?

Wasn't to do with the phone call you got this morning - you know,

the one that made you all shifty?

Don't mess with me, little girl.

Who's messing?

Is there something wrong?

Yeah. Well, no. The thing is, Whitney...

I love you.

What?

Yeah. You are a diamond, my girl, all right?

nd body, mind and soul, you are beautiful.

And I know you don't, you know, know how I really feel cos I'm always joking and messing about and that.

But I want you to know right here, right now, all right?

You know, no messin' about, just real talk, yeah.

I want you to know, in fact I want the world to know it, all right...

That, Whitney Dean, I love you!

Mas and I were only talking.

This is not just from me.

-It is from all your book clubbers.

-It's one of your favourites. For old time's sake.

Good luck.

-Thank you.

-It's OK.

Bye.

Time to go, sis.

Yeah.

Yeah, it is.

What d'you want?

Now you can be as cocky as you like,

but underneath all that I see a scared little kid.

And no matter how much you push me away, I'm going to be there,

looking out for you, whether you like it or not.

You've changed your tune.

I can't help myself. I care about you.

-I'm sorry.

-What for?

For all the times I played up, made your life a nightmare.

-Don't tell me I didn't, cos I did.

-All right, you did...

Didn't stop me loving you though.

Go easy on your dad. He's not as strong as you think.

Thanks for being a mum.

Guess this is it, then.

Wasn't all that bad, was it?

Some of it was even good.

Jane. I'll always...

I know.

Try not to get divorced again, Ian.

Haven't you got one more goodbye?

I can't.

Come on then.

Bye.

# Dreaming I was locked in a prison cell

# When I woke up

# I was dreaming

# Calling out your name... #

Jane! Jane! Jane!

Stop the car! Stop the car!

-I'm sorry, Tan.

-I'm sorry!

-I'm so sorry, Tan.

-I'm sorry.

Promise me you will go there and you will get everything you ever wanted.

And promise me you'll never delete our playlist.

And you'll think of me whenever you listen to it?

-Who else am I going to think of?

-You promise me you'll get better, so you can come and see me.

I will.

-I love you, Tan.

-I love you too!

Bye.

You ready, Mrs Beale?

It's Miss Clarke to you.

From now on,

I can be whoever I want.

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