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Can I come in?

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I'll take that as a yes.

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That light bulb needs changing.

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What do you want?

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Well, this is my house. I live here.

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Or have I got that wrong?

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I'm gasping for a drink.

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Would you mind?

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Hello, Janine.

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-Of course I was going to tell you.

-Oh, really? When? Tomorrow?

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Next week? At the christening?

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-Just couldn't find the right time, could I?

-This is so you. Even now. Even now, we're not together.

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And you are still putting me in these situations.

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-Why didn't you tell me? What did you think I was going to do?

-Things have been difficult.

-You think?

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This is why I didn't tell you. Because of this. Because of how you're being.

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-Because you have lied to me.

-I haven't lied.

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All right, you didn't tell me. Lauren knew. She knew. She knew for days.

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So there you go again, letting her get stuck in the middle there. Keeping your secrets.

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I didn't tell you, Tan, because I was scared.

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Scared how'd you react.

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-I was. I was worried, worried it would push you away.

-Push me away? Away from what?

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Well, from me.

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I hate to think what Alfie would say.

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His wife, having a romantic dinner with my husband.

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I'm not with Alfie any more. We split up.

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Really?

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-What do you want?

-I told you.

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I was just passing, and I thought I'd pop in to see how you were.

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-Just passing?

-That's right. I'm back in the country for a couple of days.

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I had an accountant's meeting and you know how those things drag on.

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I am casting an eye over my assets. Property. The businesses...

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Your daughter.

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I expect you've got somewhere to be, haven't you, Kat?

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A single, working mum like you?

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You can't just walk back in their life after what happened.

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I'm sorry, what has that got to do with you?

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-I'm his friend.

-Friend?

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Yeah, friend.

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And he's needed one, believe me, after what you did to him.

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Just disappearing. Abandoning your own child.

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Her father is stood right here, in our house. The lights are on,

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the bills have been paid and she's been provided for.

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She hardly looks abandoned to me.

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Right. What about her mum?

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You think being a mother is a part-time job?

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I don't know, Kat. You tell me.

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I seem to remember you having a break.

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But then you thought he was dead.

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KAT LAUGHS

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You haven't changed a bit. Have you?

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You know nothing about me. Or him.

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Or my family.

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I know he's struggled.

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I know he came this close to giving up, but he didn't.

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He worked at it and now he's a brilliant dad to that little girl

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and she loves him, like a child should love a parent.

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He's her world.

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Go on, Kat. Go on.

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She is very, very protective.

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Yeah, too right I am.

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You go home,

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and you look after Michael's other kid, yeah?

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You look after that one.

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The one who doesn't even know who his real father is.

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Because this - me, him, and Scarlett -

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this has got absolutely nothing to do with you.

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Tan, it ain't over between us.

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It ain't over.

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What you saying? You want me back? You want to give it another go?

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Do you?

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It doesn't matter what I want, does it?

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-She's your wife. She's having your baby. There's nothing I can do about that.

-She's having an abortion.

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What?

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That's where we're going now. That's where I'm taking her. To the clinic.

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This time tomorrow there ain't going to be a baby.

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'Now.'

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Yeah, I need it now.

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Pick me up outside the laundrette, Bridge street. Yeah. Soon as.

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Kirsty! What's wrong?

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Nothing. Nothing. I'm fine.

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I thought you was going to the clinic.

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Yeah, yeah, I am.

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Max not going with you?

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Er...um...

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I'm going to meet him there.

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-Going to meet him there? Why would you want to do that?

-He's got something on.

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What's all that for?

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I might get kept in.

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How long for? A month?

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So it wasn't planned, then?

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No. Course it weren't. It was a mistake, weren't it?

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You sure about that?

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You sure she didn't MEAN to get pregnant?

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Yeah.

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Well, I think so.

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Well, I don't know.

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It don't matter, anyway.

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How can it not matter?

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Well, cos she's getting rid of it now.

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-We've discussed it. You know, she's getting an abortion.

-Just like that?

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No. Not just like that.

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We been talking about it all week.

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A week?!

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Well, not quite a week. Nearly a week.

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Anyway, the point is - after tonight, it ain't going to be a problem, is it?

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I see. So she gets pregnant, you don't fancy it, you get rid?

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No, we're adults. We can choose.

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It's your baby. It's your child.

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I know. And I'm choosing not to have it.

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What about her? What does she want?

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She wants the same.

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-Really?

-Uh-huh.

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Why? She loves you. She's married to you.

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She's already got rid of one of your babies and she wasn't happy about that.

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-Why...why wouldn't she want your child now?

-Well, cos it ain't the right time.

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Besides, I got kids. I got a family, ain't I? I don't know if I want to go back there, do it all again.

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It's nothing to do with me, is it?

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No.

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Not at all.

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You're not pushing her into this because...

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..because you think if you have a baby, then that's it. There's no hope for us.

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There's no going back for you and me.

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There is no you and me.

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-No.

-You're lying. You're looking me straight in the eye, you're lying.

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You're making her get rid of a baby because of me.

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Where have you been?

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All over. Brazil. Europe.

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All over the place.

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Doing?

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Taking some time for me.

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Giving myself a well-deserved break.

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On your own?

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Sometimes.

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But you're with someone?

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No. No, not now. I'm an independent woman.

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Just come back home.

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No explanation? No apology?

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Apology? For what?

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For walking out on me and Scarlett?

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I seem to remember that you finished it with me.

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I seem to remember you telling me that I was a mess - a needy,

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controlling mess and that I was killing it. No, sorry, that I'd killed it. What we had.

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You tried to bribe me with a case of money.

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No.

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I tried to find out whether you wanted me or the money.

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And there's nothing wrong with that.

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You think that's normal?

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-You think you're normal?

-No.

-No. And neither am I.

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We'll just take that as read, shall we?

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I was in a bad way, Michael.

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Post-natal depression is a horrible thing.

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So I gather.

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I'd been depressed. A premature baby.

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Anxiety. A husband who was hardly ever there.

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A fondness for the flash cars

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and the expensive suits that were all paid for by me.

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Michael, you made me rip up my pre-nup on my wedding day.

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I find it hard to trust. I always have. My dad.

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He didn't help. As you know.

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You have contributed to the problem.

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You can't think that you're entirely innocent.

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I loved you.

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Admittedly at the beginning, you know, with the money... I admit that.

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But...

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..the marriage was real.

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The child...

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is very real. You destroyed it.

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-You sent me away.

-No, you ran away.

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No, you made me go, Michael. You gave me no choice.

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You made me feel this small.

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And worthless. As a mother.

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You told me that I was going to destroy that little girl. That I would ruin her. So I went.

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That's an excuse.

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I'm a good mother.

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You are not!

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I am a good mother. I am.

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You abandoned her.

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Because of what you said. And you were right. You were right.

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I wasn't in a good way.

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I had to go and get my head straight. And I have.

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-And I've come back refreshed.

-And I'm supposed to be impressed by that, am I?

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You go off for seven months,

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round the world sleeping with anyone who's for sale.

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I didn't pay for it.

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Indirectly you did.

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I am a desirable woman.

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Oh, yeah?

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You used to think so. What's changed?

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If I...

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If I went round the world for six months

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and had a holiday I'd feel chilled out.

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But I don't. Cos I've been here and I've been struggling.

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How noble, Michael. What a hero you are.

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And you're back - you're back now to gloat

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and you think I'm going to open my arms and accept you back in?

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Now look what you've done. I don't call that good parenting.

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No, you don't. No, you don't! You don't get to do that.

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You don't get to touch her.

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She is my daughter, Michael.

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You forfeited that right.

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Besides, she probably wouldn't even recognise you.

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-He can't make you have an abortion.

-He's not.

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But you're going. Have you had a row?

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-No.

-Stop. Go back and talk to him.

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He ain't there.

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Hold on. He don't know, does he?

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-Look, I've got to go. I've got a cab coming.

-No, wait!

-Just get off me.

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Stop running away and go and talk to him.

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I can't.

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Yes, you can. You can. Max is a reasonable bloke.

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He won't understand.

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Yes, he will. No matter what the problem is,

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he'll stand by you. There's no way he's going to leave a girl that's pregnant.

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-But that's it, you see.

-What?

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I'm not pregnant.

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I lied.

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Don't you see what you're doing?

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-No, cos I ain't doing anything.

-You are. You're doing exactly what Bradley did.

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-Bradley did this to Stacey all them years ago.

-What?

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You are making her get rid of a baby for your own selfish reasons.

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You're doing the same thing.

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-I ain't doing the same thing. It's not exactly the same thing.

-You are. You are. For me. For us.

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I just want everything to go back to how it was.

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Christmas day.

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You - you in the wedding dress, us all together. I just...

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..just want everything to go back, Tan. Is that so wrong?

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It can't.

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It can't.

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It can never go back. She's pregnant. There is no going back.

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-She's going to get rid of it, isn't she?

-Not for me she isn't. I don't want that on my hands.

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Nor do you.

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Think about it, Max. Think.

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How you going to feel, eh?

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How you going to feel after?

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When she's had that termination. Your baby.

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You think you're going to feel good?

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What, you think we can just get back together?

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Don't you think it's going to poison everything? Poison you and her?

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You and me? If there was any you and me.

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You're rushing into this. You are. You're panicking.

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-And you are pushing her into something she doesn't want.

-You don't know that. You ain't spoke to her.

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Come on. You know she doesn't want this.

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Babe, where you going?

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I'm going home.

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So what about us?

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There is no us. Not any more.

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What d'you mean, never?

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Is that what you're saying? You mean there's no way? There's...

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no hope? Is that what you're saying?

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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You've got a new life now, babe.

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You've got to work out what you want, you know,

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and what she really wants.

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This baby, Max, it isn't just some object, all right?

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It's a child, isn't it? Starting out,

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it's a future Lauren maybe, or...a little Abi, or Oscar.

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It's a future Bradley.

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You can't just throw all that away because you want to go back,

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you want to make it good,

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live out some fairy tale.

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I am really sorry.

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Yeah.

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I know. Come on.

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Come on, you need to go and talk to Kirsty.

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You need to go before it's too late.

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Come on.

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She's the mother of his kids, she's had years with him, they come first.

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He was going to leave me.

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He was going to leave me for her. I could just see it.

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So you told him you was pregnant?

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We were having this row and I thought he was going to walk out and leave me.

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And I just panicked, and I just said the first thing that came into my head.

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-What was you going to do, stick a pillow up your jumper for nine months?

-I don't know.

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I just - I wasn't thinking...

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I don't know, I just said it.

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I thought...

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I thought he'd be happy.

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Want it.

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Cos I already lost one...

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I got rid of one before.

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Of his. Not his choosing. And I just...

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I thought he'd be glad.

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And he weren't?

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He said he thought we should get rid of it.

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What could I do?

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I just had to say I was OK with that.

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But then he said he had to come too, and...

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out of the blue, he insisted on coming.

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He's going to be back any second and he's meant to be taking me down the clinic.

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You can't get rid of something that ain't there.

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-So what, you're just going to run away?

-Well, what else can I do?

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Tell him. Tell him the truth, all right? Say you panicked,

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because things weren't going too well.

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And you told a little white lie. He'll understand.

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-You think so?

-If he loves you, he will.

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No. I don't think so.

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Do you love him?

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All my heart.

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Right, then tell him the truth.

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Don't live a lie like I did for months and months.

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I can't. I can't.

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You've got to. Here you are...

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All right, Kirsty? What you doing out here?

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-She was looking for you.

-I told you I was only going round to get the motor.

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-You all right?

-Yeah.

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Yeah. Just...just, I just ain't feeling too well.

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What's all that?

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In case they keep me in.

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Look, I go to go and get Tommy. Good luck, yeah?

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Don't forget what I said. Right?

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What's she talking about, "good luck"?

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I dunno.

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Max, listen. I...

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Let's get inside, shall we?

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I thought you were getting the car.

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I think we need to talk.

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She's asleep.

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I used to love this room.

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You wouldn't believe how much that mattress cost.

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You expecting to find Kat's bra under the bed?

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So you haven't slept with her, then?

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Mind your own business.

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One-off? She was disappointed? You know, that sort of thing?

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Can we go downstairs now?

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You must be lonely...here all on your own?

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Who said I was on my own?

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You are, Michael. I can tell.

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What's the matter?

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Am I making you nervous?

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No.

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No, you make my skin crawl, actually.

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Really? You're not just...

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..saying that to hurt me?

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No.

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I'd have to care about you to hurt you.

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And you don't? You don't care?

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Haven't you missed me?

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What did you come back for?

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Answer the question.

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What is it that you want?

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Have you missed me?

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No.

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No, I haven't.

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It was the best day of my life when you walked out that door.

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Oh, you don't mean that.

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Have you missed me?

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I've missed you. Yeah.

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Of course I have. I've missed Scarlett.

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There's only so long before sleeping with some stranger -

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no matter how beautiful they were -

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you know, it just leaves you feeling...empty.

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Sometimes at night, I feel just like I did when I was a little girl.

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After my dad left. And I used to stand down there.

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I used to wait for him for hours.

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And hours and hours, waiting for him to come back.

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I felt lonely then, too.

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I had Pat. And Ricky. My family.

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Now everyone's gone.

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It's just me on my own.

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So you just want to come back, do you?

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Back with me and Scarlett, do you?

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What would you say if I did?

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Ask me. Find out.

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You really think you're all that, don't you?

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You think so much of yourself.

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You think I've come back here to, what,

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reignite some great love affair?

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I'll ask you again, then, for the hundredth time. Why did you come back?

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You'll find out.

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Soon enough.

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I'm sorry.

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-What do you mean? For what?

-For all of it.

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Babe, don't be silly. It's not your fault, is it?

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Listen, I...

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Babe, just listen to me, will you, please?

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-Max, I got something to tell...

-I ain't treated you very fairly, have I?

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You know, I've pushed you.

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I have, I've been pushing you into it.

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I ain't taken your feelings into account. It's wrong.

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This whole thing is wrong.

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I want us to have this baby.

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-What?

-This baby. I want us to have it.

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I want you to be a mum.

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I want you to be a mum to my kid and I just want you to be happy.

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I want you to put all those bad things that have

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happened to your life, you need to put 'em all behind you.

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It'll be a fresh start, yeah? You, me, a little baby.

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-Max, I've got to...

-What?

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Babe, I thought this was what you wanted.

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I do. I do.

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Why you crying?

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Because I'm happy. I'm so happy.

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I love you.

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You don't want me back in your life.

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You've made that perfectly clear. Now if you don't mind,

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I've got somewhere I need to be.

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Disappearing again?

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For tonight. Then you're going to hear from my lawyer.

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What does that mean?

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I didn't come back for you, Michael. I came back for Scarlett.

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She's my little girl and I intend to take her.

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When she wakes up, you tell her that Mummy's home.

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