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Oi!

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Oh, sorry.

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Don't know if I'm coming or going today. How much?

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So, how was the wedding?

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Well, there was a bit of a problem actually.

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-My mum and dad had to postpone it.

-Cancel, actually.

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-Oh, I'm sorry.

-No, it's fine.

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Well, you're doing very well.

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Oh, really?

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The tumours have responded well to the chemotherapy.

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This was you in December last year.

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The fluffy white patches are the cancer.

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And this is you, now.

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-Ah.

-Definitely less dense.

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Excellent progress. Well done.

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The right breast will still have to be removed, of course.

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And we have to decide what to do about the left.

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Now, clearly a double mastectomy is a big decision.

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Let me take you through the pros and cons.

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Actually, I can't deal with this at the moment.

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I'm really sorry.

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Just a bit of a mistake to mention the wedding,

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but you weren't to know.

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See ya.

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Where's your nan?

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What are you doing here? You're supposed to be ill.

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-Where is she?

-Well, she's gone to the hospital with Mum.

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-What? To see me?

-No, to see the consultant.

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Oh, don't tell me you forgot?

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Oh, I thought I told her not to bother.

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Oh, I'm all over the show. What time is the appointment?

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It was about now, I think.

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-Where's the little ones?

-Whit's taken them out for the day.

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How is she? Is she still mad at me?

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Who, Whit?

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-No, your nan.

-Oh, well, she's not happy.

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Right, well, I'm going to have a shower, sort myself out, all right?

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Tell me all about it when I get back down.

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But, Grandad, what are you doing out of hospital already?

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We're going on honeymoon later, ain't we?

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Isn't that a bit dangerous?

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What's life without a bit of danger, eh? Stick the kettle on.

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We can always go back, you know. It's not too late.

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I mean, we can go in Sonia's car this time.

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Will you stop keeping going on about it, Bianca?

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You're not the one having to go through it all.

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Look, that's not fair, is it?

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And anyway, I don't even think this is about the cancer,

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-this is about Dad.

-Is it, really?

-Yes, it is.

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Because you're acting as though you're not bothered,

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and it's obvious you are. I mean, it's just obvious.

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Anyway, I said I'd tell Sonia what happened.

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You do it. I want to be on my own.

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What are you doing?

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I'm just getting everything ready, Liam.

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Oh, so you still think you're going on a honeymoon?

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If I gave up on your nan every time she was angry at me,

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we'd never have got past holding hands.

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But what if she doesn't want to marry you?

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Course she wants to marry me.

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Of course she does. I'm all right, I'm all right.

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We just had words, didn't we, eh?

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It's not the first time. She'll come round.

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Right...mustn't forget those cards.

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What makes you think that?

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Eh?

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What makes you think that?

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You've got a lot to learn, Sonny Junior.

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When a woman is mad at you, I mean, really mad at you,

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what does that mean?

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It means she cares.

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It's when she's indifferent you've got to worry about it.

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Right, I want you to take my suits to the dry cleaners for me,

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please, and don't lose the ticket.

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What the hell are you doing here?

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Make yourself scarce, mate.

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Right, before we start...

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I'm sorry about what I said yesterday. It was unforgivable.

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I apologise.

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Me too.

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Right.

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Well, what are you doing here?

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And what are these doing there?

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Hang on. I want to know what the consultant said, Carol.

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And she just walked out before he could even talk to her?

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Yeah. She's still wound up about yesterday.

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-Right, well, I need to talk to her.

-You'll be lucky.

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-No, I don't care. I need to see her now.

-What?

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Oh, sorry, Marie, it's a family emergency... Sonia!

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You're kidding...double mastectomy?

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The decision's been made.

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I don't want to have that conversation all over again.

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So it has spread then, has it?

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No, but we discussed it and we agreed that that's the best way,

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so let's move forward.

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-MOBILE PHONE RINGS

-Now what are you doing out of hospital?

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Hang on, hang on.

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Oh, get rid of them.

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What are you doing out of hospital?

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They discharged me, Carol. It was just a blip.

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So what was that blood clot all about?

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Well, that's just it, it's gone, ain't it? It's gone.

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So, no blip, no clot, no problem. Can we just talk about us, please?

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-PHONE RINGS

-Why would they discharge somebody less than 24 hours

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after they'd had a heart attack?

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I don't know. Maybe they needed the bed or something.

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I'm not here, all right? Carol...

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Hello? Just a sec.

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It's the hospital. They want to speak to you.

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I'm not taking it. I mean it. I'm not.

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I'm sorry, he's just popped out. Can I take a message?

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Yeah, OK.

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Yeah, I'll do that.

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No, I understand.

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OK, thanks.

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-So, they discharged you, did they?

-All right, maybe I discharged myself.

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That's not what the nurse said just now. She said you snuck out without telling anybody.

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Yeah, and why do you think I did that?

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And also, you've been refusing their calls.

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-Was that them just now?

-Because I needed to see you.

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You are unbelievable sometimes! It's like that old joke.

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How do you know when David Wicks is lying?

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Cos his lips are moving.

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I didn't want to get bogged down in that argument then.

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I just wanted to make sure we were all right.

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You better phone them back because they're pretty insistent.

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Yeah, I will, I will, I will...in a bit.

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Not now.

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Carol, look at me.

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Carol, look...about yesterday...

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Do you know what? We've apologised.

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There's nothing more to say about that.

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If you hadn't have stormed off like that,

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if you'd have given me a chance, I could've explained.

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You said - and these were your very words - you wish you'd died.

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No, I never said that, no.

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On what was supposed to be our wedding day!

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How do you think that made me feel?

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Well, you'd just accused me of having a heart attack on purpose!

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-FRONT DOOR OPENS

-How do you think that made me feel?

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Clearly not good.

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Thank you.

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Bianca just told me.

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What's he doing here?

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They haven't discharged you?

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No, of course they haven't discharged him, he's just walked out.

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-What?

-Do you think I'd have done that if I still felt rotten?

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I'm fine. Look at me.

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David, you cannot do that. They've got drugs to prescribe...

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No, no, it's all right, Sonia, he will be going back to the hospital, won't you?

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Yes, definitely. The minute we come back after honeymoon.

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-What?

-Come on girls, me and your mother are talking. Can you give us a bit?

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Yeah, of course, but not before I ask you why you left the consultant

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before he had a chance to explain anything.

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Sorry?

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Can you leave us, please, Sonia?

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Did I just hear right?

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Did you actually walk out on the consultant

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before he'd had a chance to explain anything?

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And I'm the big liar round here?

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I said the decision had been made.

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You said you discussed it.

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You did. You know you did.

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All right, fair do's. I'm a liar, OK? I admit it.

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But at least I'm an honest liar.

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I need to make this decision myself.

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Well, so, what are you going to do, then?

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I don't know.

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Then why did you say it?

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Carol?

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To shut you up. To shut everybody up.

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What have I said since day one?

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That I would support you, whatever decision you make.

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And I have not deviated from that one jot, have I?

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-No.

-Well, what makes you think I'm going to say anything different now?

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I don't know. I've had one hell of a 24 hours.

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I just panicked.

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And then you lied.

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Yes, and then I lied.

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It wasn't as bad as your lie.

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I'll say what I've said since day one.

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Breasts or no breasts,

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it won't make any difference to how I feel about you.

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I'll still fancy you.

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What?

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-Are you sure that's not another lie?

-No way, Jose.

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I know it was said for the best of reasons, no doubt.

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But, you know, don't make out like it's not a problem.

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Cos regardless of whether I lose one breast or two,

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it will be a problem and we should stop pretending that it won't.

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-Deal?

-Deal.

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And I really am sorry about what I said yesterday. I just lost it.

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It's fine. It's forgotten.

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I had... I had a conversation with Ian yesterday.

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What - Ian, Ian?

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Yeah, and he was saying how we all go about

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pretending to be something that we're not.

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Ring any bells?

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No, I'm not having a go at you.

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I'm just as bad. And, in fact, we all do it.

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Tell little lies all the time.

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Either to protect each other or to protect ourselves.

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Yeah, probably.

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What would it be like if we were to stop?

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I mean, really stop.

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What if there was no more pretending? No more lies.

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Not even little ones.

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So we saw each other as we really are?

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But we've done that, haven't we?

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There's been times when you and I...

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No, I'm not talking about in bed.

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I'm talking about all the time.

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It's not just about being honest to each other,

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it's about being honest to yourself.

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You know, in everything you do.

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What kind of relationship would that be?

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Scary.

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Terrifying.

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If you really knew what went on up here...

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..you wouldn't like it. I know you wouldn't.

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Same here.

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THEY BOTH LAUGH

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What are they doing in there?

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Why was that so funny?

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I don't know.

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Well, come on then, want to start?

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We'd never keep it up.

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All in good time. We could try, couldn't we?

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All right. Let me go first.

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Go on, then.

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Honest answers only, remember?

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What is it you see in me?

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And I'm not fishing for compliments. I mean, REALLY see?

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I want to impress you.

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I want you to think I'm better than I am, but, of course, you don't.

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And that's why I keep coming back for more.

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I mean I can lie, and lie, and lie... most people fall for it,

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but you - you are the only one who never has.

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Are you sure?

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What are you saying?

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You think you're the mother I never had, or something?

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I don't know. You tell me.

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I certainly see bits of my dad in you.

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He was a bit of a rogue.

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Especially when he was younger.

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Plus, he was never there for me. Not really.

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Like Pat was never there for you. So, makes sense.

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Yeah, maybe.

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Right, my turn.

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No, no, no. Let me ask you another one.

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You can't have two questions, that's not fair!

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This is a more important one.

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You know yesterday, when you said that you wished you'd died...

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Did you mean it?

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Oh, Carol, I thought we'd forgotten about that.

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I'm not cross. I just need to know.

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I was angry, weren't I?

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Honest answers only, remember?

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Come on, you clearly weren't making it up.

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All right.

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Do you never get that feeling where you just wished it would all stop?

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And there was a button that you could press, eh?

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I mean, I'm not talking suicide... I'd never do that.

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But if there was a button

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that would somehow magically

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just switch it all off.

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You would feel tempted, wouldn't you?

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Maybe.

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Well, that is exactly what it was like for me out there yesterday.

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But it was real.

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The girls had got me in the car

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and they was arguing cos it wouldn't start.

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And I was just lying there thinking...

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I've screwed up,

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yet again.

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And if this is it...really it...

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..then why not? Bring it on.

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I didn't choose to think that, but that's... I did.

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And what about me and the kids?

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And all the people that care for you and love you?

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I know that, don't I? I do know that.

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But there's a part of me that...

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What?

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It's like my mum always said,

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"Anyone who cares about you, David, they must be a mug.

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"Cos if they really knew you, they wouldn't."

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So, I'm a mug now, am I?

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No, not you. Not you. That's what I'm saying.

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Not you. You're the only one who's never fallen for it.

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What were you going to ask me?

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Well, the same, you know. What you see in me.

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Only unlike you, I am fishing for compliments.

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See, I make you laugh. We know that.

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I mean apart from that.

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Well, you're certainly a challenge.

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And I have this weird fantasy that I can tame you.

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Good luck with that.

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Well, exactly.

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And the ridiculous thing is if I ever did,

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I probably wouldn't like it.

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In fact, I know I wouldn't.

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So, what's the point?

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What's it all about?

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I mean, why would I keep putting myself though all that?

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You have no idea how many times I've said, "Never again."

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I think I probably do.

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Every time you disappear, I say,

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"That's it now. I'm not going to make the same mistake again."

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Then, months turn into years and I look back on us

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and I think, "What on earth was all that about?

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"How can I have been so pathetically needy?"

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Cos believe me, David, when you're not around, I do cope.

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I get on with my life. I've had other boyfriends.

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Even thought I was in love with one or two of them.

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And then you turn up

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and it's like none of that counted for anything.

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Cos there's this...

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..electromagnet. And...

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I'm helpless in the face of it.

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And I resent it like mad.

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You have no idea how guilty I feel about Masood.

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You know, he was a decent bloke and he didn't deserve what I did to him.

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What we did to him.

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And that is why I still want to marry you.

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So we can put a stop to that once and for all.

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I want to grow up, David.

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And I can't do that when you're around.

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You know, we hold each other back.

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Surely you can see that?

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Let's discuss this after the honeymoon, please.

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Are you listening to me?

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You'll feel differently after two weeks in the sun.

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You've seen the brochure. It's paradise.

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Maybe I don't want to feel different.

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All right, I wasn't going to tell you this now.

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I was going to wait until we got out there to surprise you,

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but I'm going to tell you.

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This ain't just a holiday.

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I've booked you a consultation with a plastic surgeon in Miami.

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You don't have to make a decision then.

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But he is the top breast reconstruction surgeon in the world.

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I mean, seriously, Carol. He is the best.

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So even if you do decide to go for the double,

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by the time he's finished with you, they'll be almost as good as new.

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You know when you asked me what I liked about you...

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one of the things I was going to say is that you always

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had the power to surprise me.

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What did you say to me not five minutes ago?

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You said, "Breasts or no breasts, you'd still fancy me."

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No, no, no, no, no.

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This has got nothing to do with me.

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-Oh, come on!

-This is about you.

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Are you telling me you want to lose them both?

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I'm trying to give you something to look forward to. A bit of hope.

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Hope?

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You know the hardest thing about the last six months?

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It's not the cancer. I can handle the cancer.

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It's the hope, that's the problem.

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It's the hope that drains you.

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It's the hope that keeps you awake at night and drives you mad.

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-I'm done with hope.

-You say that now...

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I want to be accepted for how I am!

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This is me. This is the truth.

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All right, you've made your point.

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And where was the money going to come from, anyway?

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Something like that would have costed tens of thousands of pounds.

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It's all taken care of.

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What, is this...is this blood money from Janine?

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If we need any more, I'll just take it out of the business.

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-And Max knows about this, does he?

-What's it got to do with him?

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-What, you've not mentioned it to him at all?

-Why should I?

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-Cos you're partners!

-Carol, it's my money.

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I put it in, I can take it out.

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Not if it leaves my brother high and dry.

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-Why are we having this conversation?

-Cos you want to marry me.

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-Yes, please.

-Yes, and marriage is a partnership!

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Oh, I see where you're going with this one.

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Mum?

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What, darling?

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I just wondered if you might want something to eat.

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No, it's all right, darling, we're fine. Leave us.

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-You sure?

-I'm fine, yeah.

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It's all right, David's going. For good.

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Eh? Whoa, whoa, hang on. Hang on!

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-Can you just leave us, darling, please?

-Carol, please, wait...

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Darling, give us a...

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-Carol...

-No, I mean it.

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No. I've just had... I've just had a moment's clarity.

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A little glimpse into the future.

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Forget about the doctor, then.

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Look, we don't even have to go on honeymoon. Come on.

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It's too late.

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If you love me like you say you do,

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if you have any feelings for me at all...you'll go.

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It doesn't have to be horrible. It doesn't have to be shouty.

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You know, I don't want to be left feeling angry and resentful.

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I just want you to go. Your things are all packed.

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There's nothing to stop you.

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Where am I supposed to go then, eh?

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Well, hospital would be a good idea. And then, I don't know.

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I know you're hurting,

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and I'm sure there'd be a number of pretty young women in Florida

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who would like to kiss it better for you.

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You don't want it to be nasty?

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Sorry. I shouldn't have said that.

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Come here.

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No.

0:19:400:19:41

What are you doing?

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Phoning for a car.

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Yeah, it's David Wicks here,

0:19:530:19:55

can I have a car, please, to 31 Albert Square?

0:19:550:19:58

Yeah, Walford General, please. Now, if you can.

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Lovely, ta.

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Right, I'll be on my way.

0:20:040:20:06

I'll leave it over there.

0:20:080:20:10

That's all right, I've got it.

0:20:160:20:17

I'll get this together.

0:20:220:20:24

Dad?

0:20:250:20:26

Are you really going?

0:20:280:20:29

Yeah.

0:20:320:20:33

Don't just put it down like that. Fold it up properly.

0:20:390:20:43

No, it's all right, just bung it in.

0:20:490:20:50

Sure you wouldn't rather have those?

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Like I'd ever change my name to Wicks.

0:21:020:21:05

Well, you changed it from Branning to Jackson, didn't you?

0:21:060:21:09

I want to grow up, remember?

0:21:090:21:10

You know, yesterday, when you went to find something blue

0:21:170:21:20

and then lost it, what was it?

0:21:200:21:22

Stay there a minute, don't move.

0:21:250:21:27

-What's he doing?

-I don't know.

0:21:330:21:35

Bianca, give us a couple of minutes, will you, darling?

0:22:010:22:03

-Close your eyes.

-Why?

0:22:080:22:10

Just close them.

0:22:100:22:12

Close them.

0:22:120:22:14

Keep them closed.

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OK, you can open them now.

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MUSIC: "Misty Blue" by Dorothy Moore

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# Oh... #

0:22:310:22:34

I could've got it on CD,

0:22:370:22:39

but it felt right to get the actual record, you know?

0:22:390:22:42

Ever since we heard it on the radio that morning,

0:22:420:22:47

I haven't stopped thinking about it.

0:22:470:22:50

And when Bianca said you needed something blue...

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blue...

0:22:530:22:54

Couldn't resist.

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Come here.

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# Just the thought of you

0:23:030:23:07

# Turns my whole world misty blue

0:23:080:23:13

# Oh, honey

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# Just the mention of your name

0:23:210:23:24

# Turns the flicker to a flame

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# Listen to me good, baby

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# I think of the things we used to do

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# And my whole world turns misty blue

0:23:430:23:48

# Oh, baby

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# I should forget you

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# Heaven knows I tried

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# Baby, when I say that I'm glad we're through... #

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I hate this kind of music.

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# Deep in my heart I know I've lied

0:24:160:24:20

# It's been such a long, long time

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# Looks like I'd get you off of my mind

0:24:340:24:38

# But I can't

0:24:380:24:41

# Just the thought of you, my love

0:24:410:24:46

# My whole world turns misty blue

0:24:480:24:52

# Ohh...

0:24:560:25:00

# I can't, oh, I can't forget you

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RECORD SKIPS

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# Forget you

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# Forget you

0:25:080:25:09

# Forget you

0:25:090:25:10

# Forget you

0:25:100:25:11

# Forget you

0:25:110:25:13

# Forget you

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# Forget you... #

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Knackered.

0:25:220:25:23

Here you are. Yours to keep.

0:25:260:25:29

I'm not that little girl any more.

0:25:330:25:36

We both know that.

0:25:360:25:37

HORN HONKS

0:25:390:25:40

There's my car.

0:25:400:25:42

I'll see you.

0:25:530:25:55

Promise me you'll go back to the hospital.

0:25:550:25:56

Ta-ta, darling.

0:25:590:26:01

Dad?

0:26:010:26:02

You deserve better than me.

0:26:060:26:08

Why?

0:26:080:26:10

Your mum will explain.

0:26:100:26:11

I'll never stop loving you.

0:26:130:26:15

Keep in touch, yeah?

0:26:190:26:20

Ta-ta.

0:26:220:26:23

Walford General is it now, sir?

0:26:500:26:52

No, I've changed my mind.

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Take me to Heathrow Airport, please.

0:26:570:26:59

You do realise that's going to cost you?

0:27:010:27:03

It already has, mate.

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