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I'm Kyle Slater.

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We had the same dad.

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Brian.

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Stace...

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you ain't seen my phone, have ya?

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Who's this?

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This is...um...this is Kyle.

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Kyle from the market.

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He's going to cover my stall for my maternity.

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Oh, right.

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-Listen, can we just...

-I need to talk to you.

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I-I need to... Let's go to the cafe.

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-Bye, Sister Judith.

-God bless.

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Here, aren't you going to eat them chips?

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No, I'm cutting down on potatoes.

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Talk about closing the door after the horse has bolted!

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Did I leave my phone here?

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-Is this it?

-That's it. Cheers.

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-Stacey spoke to ya?

-Nah, I didn't get a chance.

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-She's gone off with some bloke.

-What bloke?

-I dunno.

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Something to do with covering her stall.

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-Has she mentioned anything to you?

-No, no, she ain't.

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Right. See you in a bit.

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I didn't know you'd seen me.

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-I wasn't really following you, just...

-Just spying on me?

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I was trying to build up the courage to talk to you.

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I know it must be a shock, someone you didn't know existed...

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I know my dad had another family. I found out last month.

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My mum told me you'd written to her or something. You upset her.

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I didn't mean to.

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Well, she gets upset a lot, so don't write to her again.

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What do you want? You must want something.

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You've been stalking me all these weeks.

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-I just wanted to meet you.

-This him, then?

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You go on about your perfect family

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-and all the time you've been hiding this one.

-What?

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-Arthur's real dad!

-Arthur?

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What, she ain't told you that's what she's named your kid?

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You've been cheating on Martin with this?

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Some third-rate Bradley lookalike?

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He can't even grow proper facial hair!

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-He ain't Arthur's dad.

-Who is he, then?

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I'm Kyle.

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I'm her brother.

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In yer dreams, love!

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My dad had another family. Happy now?

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Remember the key that I used to wear around my neck?

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It was for a safety deposit box that my dad left for us all.

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My mum had the same key.

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She cleared it out when she found out he'd died.

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-What was in it?

-Photos. Birth certificates.

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Letters.

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Marriage certificates. Both of them.

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Both of them? Wha-what do you mean both of them?

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-He married your mum?

-He can't. He was married to my mum!

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You didn't know?

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If it means anything, Mum didn't know about your family either...

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not until Dad died.

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Even then she didn't tell anyone.

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-She told you.

-In September. On my 21st.

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Oh, nice.

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"Happy birthday! Blow out yer candles.

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"By the way, your dad had a harem!"

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Actually, she wrapped up all the stuff from the safety deposit box

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and sent it to me as a present.

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-She wanted to hurt me.

-So why didn't she want to see you?

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What, she turfed you out?

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-Are you all right?

-Yeah.

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Do you think Jean knows he was a bigamist?

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I'm sorry your mum did that.

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I thought you knew.

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I don't really remember him.

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I was only five when he died.

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I have memories, but, to be honest, I think I get them from photographs.

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Building sandcastles in Norfolk.

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Sticking little flags in them.

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I'd fill a bucket with water and we'd make moats around them.

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Stace...

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Stay put, you!

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-He's going to be fine, you know.

-You don't know him like I do.

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-You mother him too much.

-No, I don't.

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Well, you're too overprotective of him. You should cut him some slack.

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Have you any idea what Kyle's been through?

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No, you haven't cos you weren't there.

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I was.

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I just hope that this Stacey accepts him cos, if she doesn't,

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I know what it'll do to him.

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Deep breaths.

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I need to...I need to tell Martin. He needs to know I've had a sign.

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What do you mean, "a sign"?

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Martin can wait, right?

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You've got to get your head around all this.

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I dunno what he was thinking,

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turning up declaring he's your brother.

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-Subtle as a brick!

-That was...that was MY memory.

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-What was?

-Norfolk.

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Th-th-that's where we used to go every year.

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Every year, same house, same beach,

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and he took him there and his mum?

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Why? Why, why? What, was he laughing at us?

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That weren't my dad. He weren't like that.

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Maybe he had one of those discount group booking things, you know -

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two wives for the price of one.

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Sandcastles were our thing and the packs of flags.

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You remember the packs with loads and loads of different flags?

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I never saw the point in sandcastles, really.

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I was more into taking a net down to rock pools.

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You have to remember the flags, Kat!

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They were packs and they had all different ones in

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and they had one with a dragon and Dad used to help me build a tower

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and I used to put the flags in the top

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and Sean would come along and kick them over.

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That would start Mum off and then Dad would say,

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"Oh, I can't even get any peace on holiday!"

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We always loved Margate.

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I loved the waltzer in Dreamland,

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until Belinda puked all over me mid-go.

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Norfolk and sandcastles, that was OUR thing.

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It was special.

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It was mine and Dad's thing and now it's not, is it? It's not special.

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It was a lie cos the whole time he was doing the same thing with him!

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Don't let him rob you of your memories.

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Maybe...Maybe they weren't mine.

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Maybe they never happened.

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Maybe I dreamt them and all the time

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they were real for other people and not me.

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Course they were real!

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-I saw him on Halloween.

-What, Kyle?

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Dad.

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He was watching over me.

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No, you didn't. I know you think you did, but you didn't.

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I know what I saw, Kat,

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and you haven't got an answer for everything!

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Don't turn on me!

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Anyone would say the same thing if you told them

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you were seeing dead people!

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-I'm only trying to help.

-I don't want your help!

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I've got Dad looking after me and Arthur.

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Stace, I think you need to see a doctor.

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No, no, what I need, Kat, is for you to just leave me alone!

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Just go back to Spain. I don't want you here!

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I don't even know why you came back.

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I came back here because I missed you!

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REALLY missed you in me bones.

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You must've missed me an' all?

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You don't care.

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I've lost Zoe and now I've lost you.

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You lost Zoe?

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-She don't want to know.

-But you're her mum.

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Nah.

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I'm just a 14-year-old kid that gave birth to her.

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You said that things were good.

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I was lying, weren't I?

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On the way over there, all I could think about

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was having all my kids together for the first time.

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Talk about butterflies.

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Then, when we got there, I didn't hear from her for three days.

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I kept ringing, leaving messages,

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and then, when we did meet, it was in a bar on the beach.

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I was so nervous that I'd had a few drinks.

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I wouldn't have had so many if she wasn't so late.

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I thought she weren't going to turn up.

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It must have taken a lot for Kyle to come and find me.

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I could have rejected him, couldn't I?

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I'm glad, I'm glad that he found me.

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It's more family looking out for Arthur, ain't it?

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I'm trying to tell you about me and Zoe!

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What about her?

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When she did turn up, she didn't even try to hide her disgust.

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I knew what she was thinking.

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Her sister-mum turning up with her tribe.

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Doesn't really go with the new life out there, does it?

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I don't know who I was kidding, winning all that money,

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big new start.

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I didn't expect a bunch of flowers.

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She's never been mine.

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From the minute she was born she belonged to someone else.

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Mums do the best for their kids, Kat.

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That's what makes them sacred.

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Sacred?

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What are you on about?

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Anyway, she's engaged to some bloke in property now.

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I see him standing by his flash car.

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She didn't even introduce us.

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Didn't want him finding out about her bit-of-rough mum

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from London Town.

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She only come along to tell me that she didn't want to know.

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She didn't even want to see the boys.

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See, I don't get a happy family reunion like you.

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But you deserve it, though.

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Oh, so what if Brian had a bit on the side?

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If it means you've found family, that's good, innit?

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Get to know Kyle.

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Kyle.

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Kat, what if he's a complete weirdo?

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Probably! He's a Slater, ain't he?

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What's she doing here?

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Is there something going on? Just the pair of you...

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Look, he's got nothing to do with maternity leave, has he?

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-No, he's my brother.

-Whoa, whoa, hang on. Hang on.

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-He's the one who's been following you?

-Yeah.

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Is there anything I can do?

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No, it's fine. I'm going to go in the cafe.

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I'm going to get to know him.

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Yeah, why don't I take Arthur then you can just have...

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No, I-I don't want to take all this off.

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-OK, I'll shut the stall, then.

-No, it's fine. Honestly, it's fine.

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Stace, the whole thing with the birth certificate,

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I won't put any pressure on, I promise.

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Martin, we'll sort it. You've got a customer.

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I just hope she's coming back.

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No, of course I've not told her.

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It's not exactly something you blurt out on your first meeting, is it?

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She's back. I got to go.

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My cousin, Kat, she's been living in Spain. She likes you.

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-Who was that?

-Er...Soph.

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We work together in a restaurant.

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Well, burger place.

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She's been my best mate since we started high school.

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We moved down to London from Blackpool.

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Anyway, she came with today, and my flatmates.

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Moral support.

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We both got completely wasted New Years, made resolutions

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and swore we'd help each other keep them.

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Finding the courage to talk to you was mine.

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Sorry... I don't normally talk so much.

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Kat said I should hang onto you.

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-Can I trust ya?

-Yeah.

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I want you to...

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You-you don't want nothing? You don't want nothing at all?

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I want to meet you, talk to you.

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Nothing else.

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So you knew about me, then?

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No.

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I knew my dad had another family.

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We never had a dog. Did you have a dog?

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Mum doesn't like pets.

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There's just me and my sisters, Siobhan and Shannon.

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I'm the youngest.

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He started all our names with an S, an S for sugar, apart from you.

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You've got a brother, haven't you?

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Yeah, he's not in the country. He's gone.

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Maybe you could pass this onto him.

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This one's for you.

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They're from the safety deposit box.

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I had a letter as well and my sisters.

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It's from Dad.

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I haven't been in a cab for ages.

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Still the same, though.

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Flash them the rosary and they turn the meter off.

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He probably thinks he's bought himself a place in heaven.

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Sorry about the mess. Me dad and nan are visiting.

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They met your mate earlier. She said you were sick.

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Oh, did she now?

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She didn't tell me she was coming

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but I happened to see her appointment book.

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So, um...why have you come, then?

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Not that it's not nice to see you.

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And it's VERY nice to see you again, Kat.

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Quite a tan you've got there.

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We've been running a bar in Spain.

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I NEEDED to see you.

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If it's about that cheque that I gave to your mate,

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you ain't got to thank me.

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It's about what happened when you were a girl,

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when you first came to us.

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SIGHS

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I REALLY don't want to talk about that any more.

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There's something I think you don't know.

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Something you NEED to know.

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Aren't you going to read it?

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He used to take us to Norfolk too.

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I bet he bought us packs of flags from the same place.

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Th-there must be a reason why he did it.

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We just have to figure out why.

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Animals loved him.

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We never had a dog but we had a cat called Whisky,

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and he had three black paws and one white one.

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He used to follow him to the pub and then sit outside and wait.

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Yeah?

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He loved football. He was really good at football.

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All sports, really, but mainly football.

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I love football.

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Played a bit when I was little.

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Don't hate him.

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My mum does.

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Says he turned her life into a lie.

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She never went with anyone after him.

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Said she couldn't trust men.

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But I don't see it like that.

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I couldn't hate him if I tried.

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He's my Dad.

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You've got his smile.

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You had a...a difficult labour.

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You were such a tiny mite, your body couldn't cope.

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You were upset, distressed.

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You were screaming the place down,

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then passing out.

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And?

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Then we realised...

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What?

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..you were having twins.

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Zoe was the first, followed shortly by a little boy.

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No.

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You were exhausted.

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You didn't know what was going on.

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He was fine.

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Had a very healthy cry on him.

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You're wrong.

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I think you've got me confused with some other sinner.

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LAUGHS

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I'd know! I'd know if I had another child.

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CHUCKLES

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Did your mum say anything about this?

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Like I said... we don't really have a relationship.

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Same with my sisters.

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Since I was 14 there's only really been Soph.

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Did you ever feel...

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I mean...I've always felt things were missing,

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all my life.

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I couldn't explain it.

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But then, when I found out about you...

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..things just fell into place.

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Sounds stupid I know, but...

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..meeting you...

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..I don't feel so empty any more.

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I think I'm beginning to feel the same.

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When it happened, we didn't know he'd died.

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Mum just thought he'd left her.

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Once, when I asked where he was, she...er...

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snapped and slapped me,

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broke down in tears.

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A few months after he disappeared,

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Mum bumped into someone he worked with, another builder.

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He told her he'd died.

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She...

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Well...

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as you can imagine, it devastated her.

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That's horrible.

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That's really, really horrible.

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W-why would he do that to both of them?

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Un-unless he had to...

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Unless...

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Unless he had to because he knew that we needed to find you!

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-How do you mean?

-Me and Arthur.

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That's, that's... That's what you are, isn't it?

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You're Dad's gift for Arthur.

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I'd know. I'd know if I had twins.

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You're lying!

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I wish I was, Kathleen. I'm sorry.

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This ain't right.

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Why are you saying this?

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Why are you trying to upset me?

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You think I'd make up something as important as this?

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Why would I?

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You had Zoe and then you had a little boy.

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So what happened to him then?

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Did he magically disappear?

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-Did he die?

-No, he didn't die.

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So why didn't I know I had him, then?

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Because you're making it all up, aren't you?

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You didn't know because your mother didn't want us to tell you.

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The minute he was born she demanded he be taken away.

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She didn't want him.

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She could handle the girl.

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She could easily pass her off as one of her own, I suppose,

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but not the boy.

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She wouldn't consider it.

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She was adamant.

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My mum?

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Viv?

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Yes.

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I had a boy?

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Yes.

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-I've got to go.

-Oh, right, of course.

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-How old's Arthur?

-He was born on Christmas Eve.

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Should have called him Jesus.

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Can I give you my number, you know, in case you ever want to chat?

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OK...but you need to do it right now.

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I'm glad we've met.

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You really do have his smile.

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If I'd known I would have kept him. I would have kept them both.

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I'm sure you would have, but sadly what is done is done.

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What happened to him?

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Shortly after the birth, I went to join our mission in Nigeria and when

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I came back I was told he'd been taken in by a family in Ireland.

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So that's it?

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He's just...handed over like an unwanted dog?

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Oh, I didn't say he was unwanted.

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I'd have wanted him.

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Did you give him a name?

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Yes, we called him Luke, after the Evangelist,

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but, of course, when people adopt babies, they sometimes rename them.

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Luke.

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Yeah, I like it.

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But you must know more.

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Paperwork? Letters?

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-Something that can tell me where he was taken...

-I'm sorry.

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You let someone steal a baby and all you can say is sorry?!

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She had a baby, Arthur.

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He was born on Christmas Eve.

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-I'm an uncle.

-And she's a millionaire as well?

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-Nah, I think that's her cousin.

-Still, this is brilliant.

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I'm so pleased for you.

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What's she like?

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A bit...weird.

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How weird?

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Well, I don't think she's on drugs.

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She can't be cos of Arthur, but...wired.

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Maybe that's just her reacting to you turning up?

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Yeah, I guess. I just hope she calls.

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She said she would.

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She will. I'm so excited for you!

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But you're not to be all "Stacey this and Stacey that"

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or I'll get jealous!

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I'm only joking.

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Maybe next time you see her you can tell her everything.

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No.

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I don't think I want her knowing.

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-Where are the others?

-You know them. They're at the pub.

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Sounds like a good idea.

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-I'm so proud of you.

-I'm proud of myself.

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I've seen films about nuns stealing babies.

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You think it's all made up until it happens to you.

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We didn't steal him.

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We BEGGED your mother to take him.

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-We thought we'd persuaded her.

-So why didn't she?

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How could she NOT have wanted him?

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She must have had her reasons.

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I thought I knew who I was.

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I wanted to be Kathleen again.

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-Fat chance!

-You STILL are Kathleen.

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Why now?

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Why am I finding all this out now?

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Don't you think I've been through enough?

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When you came to the care home,

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I knew you were searching for something.

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You could have told me then.

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But I wasn't sure.

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My memory plays tricks from time to time.

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I'm not a well woman and I had to be sure.

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So Sister Judith and I went through the records and found the entry.

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"Kathleen Slater - twins.

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"A girl and a boy."

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I couldn't go to my grave without you knowing.

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I know what it's like to...

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have a child taken from you.

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No, you don't.

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I wasn't always a nun.

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I had two children, before I took Holy Orders.

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A girl and a boy.

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Barbara and Tony.

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They were wartime babies.

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My husband was on 48-hour leave from the RAF.

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It was the first time he'd seen Tony.

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My mother had been ill so I popped out for an hour to check on her.

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On my way back I was caught in an air raid

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and by the time I reached home...

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..there was nothing left of it.

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A doodlebug. Direct hit.

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I tell myself they're waiting for me

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and, God willing, I'll be with them soon.

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That's awful.

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You see, I do know.

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The difference is my babies died.

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Your son is probably still alive.

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Can you forgive me?

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God gave me the strength I needed and he'll give it to you.

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I don't need strength.

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I just need to find my son.

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Oh, no, wait, wait!

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Wait, wait.

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Yeah, I want to...I want to go to Park Road, St Cuthbert's.

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-All right, love.

-It's OK, it's OK, shh!

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It's OK, baby. No-one's going to take you.

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I'm going to keep you safe.

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Are you serious about trying to find your son?

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Dead serious.

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Well, if the Church can help...

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I think the Church has helped enough, don't you?

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I don't blame you.

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You're not the one that didn't want him.

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She always said she kept Zoe for my own good

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but she was lying, wasn't she?

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She did what was best for her, not me.

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She was all over Zoe.

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Always making a FUSS of her!

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I never got a look in.

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-It must have been hard for her.

-I don't care if it was or wasn't.

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Do you think it was easy for me

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pretending that Zoe was my little sister?

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Two chances.

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Two chances I had to be a good mum.

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She took 'em both away from me.

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Mum did that. No-one else. Her alone.

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But she wasn't alone.

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What?

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Well, your mother phoned someone to come and get you

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and they must have known about the little boy.

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There was someone else?

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FRONT DOOR UNLOCKS

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Who did she tell?

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-BIG MO:

-Kat?

-CHARLIE:

-We're back!

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Mum.

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It's one of them.

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