Unravelled Holby City


Unravelled

It is the day of Serena's mother's operation, and she is determined that everything should go without a hitch. Gemma dismisses concerns about her being back on the ward.


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Dean! You need to open the door.

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Dean, stop!

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Did she have an abortion?

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Gemma, what's happening? Are you OK?

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-I slept with Sean last night.

-What do you want me to say?

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Don't take it personally.

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Mo's just grumpy because she's losing her battle

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with the Stay Puft Marshmallow Man.

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Holby fit club.

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You know who this is? Ms Campbell's mum.

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Your mum said she's happy to go on the waiting list.

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Shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks. A month at the most.

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I'm sorry, Serena, she's going to have to wait her turn.

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SIREN APPROACHING

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Two minutes!

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Don't mind me. I love being in a truck(!)

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What's happening to me?

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It's all right, stay calm. You're at Holby City Hospital.

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Now, what's your name?

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Dawn Mallory. Was I run over?

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No, no, Dawn. Nothing like that.

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You were crossing the road in front of my car when you collapsed.

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I waited with you until the ambulance came.

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That's very good of you.

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No, not really. My car broke down. Oh, no.

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Just take her straight through to AAU.

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Mum! Stay in the cab.

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Here, come... Thank you. Yep, lovely. I'll take that, thanks.

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Come on, come on, come on.

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Do you need a hand?

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No, I'm fine, thank you. I've just sent somebody your way, actually.

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Oh, great, OK. Thank you.

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Your first proper day off in months and you get to spend it here.

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Mum, they have finally managed to squeeze in your operation.

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-I wasn't going to miss that.

-You could have had a sleep in.

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I haven't slept in in my entire life.

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Well, maybe you should have a go at it now.

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Perhaps it would make you a bit more relaxed.

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-Dr Clark?

-Yes.

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Jerry.

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Dr Wilde. Gemma.

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Sorry I'm late.

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The roads are solid. Bus was late.

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Well, I've never been to a psychiatrist before.

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Do I just lie down and talk, or...?

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Just sit. And talk.

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About?

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Well...

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let's start with how being held hostage has affected you.

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And then you sign me off and I go back to work?

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Oh, my good God, have you seen the weather out there?

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Talk about brass monkeys.

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You're late.

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Oh, don't start. Coldest day of the year and my boiler packs in.

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I got in the shower and I thought I was going to die.

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Guess what, it was freezing when I came in.

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And yet here I am, on time.

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Oh, is this you for the day, then?

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I was hoping you were going to cheer me up, not make it worse.

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You're not still moping about Jac are you?

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Cos it's getting really tired now.

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Oh, well, thank you very much for the support, Maureen(!)

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Are you OK, Mo?

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I'm fine.

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Fancy going out tonight? Be just like the good old days.

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To be honest, I could do with the company,

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and even your wee miserable face is better than nothing.

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OK, but no banging on about Jac all night, OK?

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Would I?

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'Yeah.'

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Yeah, at first I had difficulty sleeping.

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But, well, you just pick yourself up, don't you?

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Get on with it.

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I'm not really into dwelling on stuff.

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You know, what might have been.

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Things are what they are, good or bad.

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I don't know what you want me to say.

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What, I'm falling apart, having panic attacks, flashbacks...?

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I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not.

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Morning.

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Oh, hello. Lovely to see you again.

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Not that I'm glad you're back in hospital, but...

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Lovely to see you too, Chantelle.

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Sorry, we're a few nurses short today - the weather.

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But we're expecting an agency nurse soon, so everything's under control.

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Here we are.

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Mrs McKinnie.

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We meet again.

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Adrienne, please.

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Adrienne. How have you been?

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Middling.

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Well, hopefully we can do something to improve on that.

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So, can we get her prepped?

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Well, let's get her settled in first.

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PAGER BEEPS

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I'll leave Chantelle to sort you out

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and I'll be back shortly in case you do have any questions

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Thank you.

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Short-staffed today?

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I'm sure we'll manage. Look, I'm needed on AAU.

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And as soon as I'm back on my feet,

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I'm booking myself a flight to Australia.

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Oh!

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Let's get that coat off now, Mum.

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I recently joined Facebook.

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Facebook.

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At my age! Outrageous.

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Anyway, I got in touch with an old friend from university.

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Oh, lovely!

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Donald. He's invited me out there.

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Serena doesn't approve.

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Actually, Mum,

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can we not air our private business in front of Nurse Lane? Thank you.

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She's convinced he's only after me for my body.

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Well, you never know.

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Seriously, I don't know what else to say to you.

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I'm fine.

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I'm ready to go back to work.

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I'm bored of sitting at home.

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OK, we're done.

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Well, that's it? I can go back?

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Not yet.

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I think we need at least one more session.

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These will help you to sleep.

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Actually, I'm...

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You said you haven't spent time thinking about what happened.

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You should.

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It's how we come to terms with trauma

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and gain some degree of cognitive closure.

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It just all sounds so drastic, I suppose.

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Removing the entire bowel

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isn't any surgeon's first preferred choice, but...

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SHE SIGHS

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It's all right to admit you're scared, you know.

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-Serena, I'm an old woman...

-You're not old.

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..and I'm about to undergo major surgery.

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And all the research shows your quality of life

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will be vastly improved.

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This operation changes peoples' lives.

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Serena.

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I'll be right back.

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Please tell me that expression has nothing to do with my mother's op.

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We've had an emergency admission. Dawn Mallory, you remember her?

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Yes, I remember.

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I'm afraid we're going to have to push your mother's operation back.

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Am I allowed to ask what kind of emergency?

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She has invasive bowel cancer which requires urgent intervention.

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But shouldn't she should transfer over to St Peter's?

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I'm not prepared to risk moving her

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when we're perfectly capable of handling it here.

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-Sniffles.

-You're back!

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Nah. Been to pick up this from the pharmacy.

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So, what's the news?

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Yeah, well, I've just been pushing on with the assessments really,

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so on Friday I did an intramuscular injection

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and a male urethral catheterisation.

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Yeah, that didn't go too well.

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It took a few tries, but you know what they say.

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"Get this incompetent butcher away from me?"

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Ah-ha-ha! Yeah.

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No, no, no. Mr Griffin's been really helpful, actually.

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He didn't say as much,

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but I think he thinks I'm looking good for the F1 Prize.

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OK.

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Well, better get going before I freeze to death.

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Yeah, yeah. Me too - busy, busy, busy.

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Now, Lucas, I believe you've had a fall?

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He was up a ladder. In this weather.

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I was trying to clear the gutter. The one Dad was supposed to clear.

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Lucas's father and I are separated.

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Well, according to the ED, you have severe pain

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in the lower pelvic area.

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Are you also having difficulty breathing?

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Do you mind if I take a look?

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-Mum!

-Oh!

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Right, OK.

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Sorry. You OK?

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Hmm. Right.

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Well, it looks like you have a haematoma.

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What does that mean?

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What it means, Mrs Talbot, is... Oh, sorry, you can turn round now.

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-Sheridan, please.

-Sheridan.

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But everyone calls me Sherry.

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Sherry.

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It means you have a swelling containing some blood,

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which is why your testicle is so painful.

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Now, it also means we have to do an ultrasound scan

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to make absolutely sure.

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I'm also concerned about your breathing,

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so I'm going to transfer you to another ward

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where my colleague Ms Effanga is going to do some tests,

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and she'll do the ultrasound, too.

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Can't we do the tests here?

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I'd rather not...

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You know.

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I think he'd prefer to have a male doctor. For...you know.

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Yes. Well, I can talk to my boss.

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I might be able to come up there with you.

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Is it really you?

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Either that or you're hallucinating.

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If you are, you probably shouldn't be dealing with patients.

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All right, Mrs Benson, unfortunately your ulcers are still bleeding

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so I will admit you for a gastroscopy, OK?

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What's going on here?

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Dr Clark signed me off.

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That was quick.

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Turns out I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

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I could have told him that, but there you go.

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OK, well. We'll ease you back.

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I don't need easing in. I'm falling behind on my assessments.

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It's not a race.

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Of course it's a race. You know how prestigious the F1 prize is.

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If I don't get it, Dr Digby will.

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Dr Digby?

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From what I heard, that is not very likely,

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but I'm not going to knock your ambition.

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-How is she?

-It went well, I think.

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Good. So, is my mother going to be prepped for theatre now?

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Just as soon as I'm finished with Dawn.

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The agency nurse didn't turn up.

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Don't tell me, the weather.

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Honestly, a few drops of rain, this country grinds to a halt.

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Hopefully not too long now.

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I'm invisible. You having fun?

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Donald sent me pictures taken outside the Opera House.

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He's got us tickets for Madame Butterfly.

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The poor thing's terrified of you.

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He's a junior doctor - he's terrified of everything.

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Maybe I should go and shout at someone.

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Oh, for goodness sake, Serena.

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Look, embrace the powerlessness. It might make you a better doctor.

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What? It'll teach me to empathise more

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with worried patients and their relatives?

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Is that such a bad thing?

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Empathy is not a sign of weakness.

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Right, Mr Griffin's ready for you in theatre now,

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-so shall we get you prepped?

-Thank you.

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-Mr Parish?

-Yes, it is, yeah.

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All right, I'm Mr Spence.

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Have they explained to you why you've been transferred from the ED?

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Something about nerve damage?

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Possible nerve damage. You want to tell me what happened?

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I was on my bike. I was going to pick up my wife's birthday present.

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I hit some ice, next thing I'm on the ground.

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Well, then, technically, it's your wife's fault.

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Do you want us to call her for you?

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Yeah. She's under Sophie.

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OK, great. Someone will be with you in a minute.

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Dr Wilde, you up for dealing with a patient?

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Yeah.

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OK. Todd Parish. He's in bed four. He's just had a motorcycle accident.

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I need you to call and get his records transferred.

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And when you've done that, if you could ring his wife.

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Should be under Sophie. And when you're done with that,

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I would like to hear your initial assessment report back to me.

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You're not going to be here?

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No, you need me to be?

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-No.

-All right, that's what I thought.

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Out, Serena.

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I want to observe.

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-I can't allow that.

-Of course you can.

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You think I need observing?

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No, it's not that. I just want...

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I'd like to be with her.

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One word and you're out.

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-Mm-hmm.

-Not good enough. You have to say it.

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One word and I'm out.

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-Malick, you heard that?

-Loud and clear.

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And the rest of you?

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ALL: Yes, Mr Griffin.

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OK, let's get started.

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Well, Michael said he was very happy for me to be up here

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to deal with Lucas's... testicular needs.

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-So, if it's OK with you...?

-Sure.

-Good.

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Lucas, this is Ms Effanga,

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who is going to be looking after your chest.

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-Oh, sorry, this is Sherry, Lucas's mum.

-Hi.

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-Hi.

-Hi.

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First thing, the ultrasound confirms a ruptured testicle.

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So, I'm afraid we're going to have to operate to see

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if the dead tissue can be removed.

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-An operation on...?

-What if it can't?

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We may have to remove the damaged testicle.

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Oh, my God.

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Would that mean he wouldn't be able to..?

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Please!

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Jonny, would you mind taking Mrs Talbot to get consent for theatre?

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Sure thing. If you'd just like to step this way.

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I'm sure everything will be fine.

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You're very kind, Doctor...?

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Nurse. Nurse Jonny.

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Uh, Sorry, Nurse Maconie!

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Just this way.

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Mr Parish? Hi. I'm Dr Wilde. Mr Spence has asked me to examine you.

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I rang your wife. Left her a message.

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I don't know why Sophie has a mobile. She never answers it.

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If you could just look at me.

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Sorry.

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Any dizziness, nausea, blurred vision?

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She'd seen this locket in an antique shop.

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My wife, I was going to buy it for her.

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It's like old silver, Victorian, I think,

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with rubies, which probably meant bad luck back then.

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-She just fell in love with it.

-Sounds lovely.

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Right, if you could just try wiggling your fingers for me?

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Is it serious?

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No, don't worry. It's just the bruising and the plaster.

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I'll arrange a CT scan of it, though, just to be sure, OK?

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You're the boss.

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Must be hard, raising a teenage boy on your own.

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It's making me old.

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You don't look old.

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I shouldn't complain.

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He's no trouble, really, he's just at that age.

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Some of the friends he's knocking around with.

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I know they're smoking and drinking.

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I'm scared they're leading him astray.

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Well, like you say, it's a teenage thing.

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He'll grow out of it. I did.

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Well, the smoking.

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The drinking and going out, I'm still kind of working on.

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And as for the being led astray, well...

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-Michael.

-Yes?

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According to his Todd's GP, he was in a crash 18 months ago.

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He was treated for minor injuries.

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There was a passenger in the car who died at the scene. His wife, Sophie.

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His GP referred him for psychiatric help.

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He's been talking about her like she's waiting for him at home.

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I just left her a message on her mobile.

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Could be concussed.

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There's no sign of it.

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-All right, well, let's watch and wait.

-Sure.

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You want me to take over?

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No. Maybe I'll talk to him? See if I can find out what's going on?

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All right, tread carefully.

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I feel sick.

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There you go.

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VOMITS

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OK?

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OK.

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That's the woman who brought me in.

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That's Ms Campbell. She's a consultant here.

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Her mother's just had an operation.

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How about you, your family? Anyone you'd want us to call?

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My parents live in Manchester.

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Oh!

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They'll be at work, so I don't want to bother them.

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OK. How come you're down here?

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Uni. Modern History.

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Could you pass my bag?

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Oh, I used to love roller skating as a kid!

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Never done it before.

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I was on my way to a date.

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I'd be terrified to go roller skating on a date.

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Knowing my luck I'd fall flat on my face and embarrass myself.

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That's part of the fun.

0:18:140:18:16

Are you going to call him?

0:18:160:18:18

Who?

0:18:180:18:19

Oh, my date? I suppose I should.

0:18:190:18:23

He might come and visit you.

0:18:240:18:25

I doubt it. I've never met him before.

0:18:250:18:28

Doesn't matter.

0:18:280:18:30

There's always next week.

0:18:300:18:32

I met another guy who's in the army.

0:18:320:18:34

He's into rock climbing.

0:18:350:18:37

What do you think? Sound fun?

0:18:370:18:39

Maybe! Excuse me.

0:18:410:18:43

Chantelle.

0:18:480:18:50

Mrs McKinnie's going to be out for a while yet.

0:18:500:18:52

Let's keep her on hourly obs.

0:18:520:18:53

Any problems, you call or page me, OK?

0:18:530:18:56

And call the oncology department at St Peter's.

0:18:560:18:58

Let them know Dawn Mallory's

0:18:580:18:59

going to miss her chemo session this afternoon.

0:18:590:19:02

How's Mum?

0:19:060:19:07

Mum's doing fine.

0:19:070:19:09

Are you going to sit with her until she wakes up? She'd like that.

0:19:090:19:11

No, I might just nip to my office.

0:19:110:19:13

I've got a mountain of paperwork to catch up on.

0:19:130:19:15

-OK. Shall I buzz you when she wakes?

-Yes, please. Thanks.

0:19:150:19:17

You look serious. Is it bad news?

0:19:220:19:24

Erm...

0:19:250:19:28

I got your medical records from your GP.

0:19:280:19:31

They mention the crash.

0:19:320:19:33

And your wife...

0:19:350:19:36

I don't want to talk about it.

0:19:370:19:39

I understand...

0:19:400:19:41

No, you don't understand.

0:19:410:19:42

Yeah, you're right. I'm sorry, I don't.

0:19:440:19:46

Have you...had any help?

0:19:480:19:51

Help?

0:19:520:19:54

I don't know, a bereavement counsellor?

0:19:540:19:57

-We have people here.

-No thanks.

0:19:580:19:59

OK.

0:20:020:20:04

I'll just go and arrange your CT scan.

0:20:040:20:06

Are you sure?

0:20:090:20:10

OK. OK. Thank you.

0:20:140:20:17

-Rock climbing, eh?

-Mmm.

0:20:260:20:28

I think I'd prefer a nice meal or a film for a date.

0:20:300:20:33

Isn't it a bit dangerous, you know?

0:20:370:20:40

If the rock climbing won't get you, the cancer will.

0:20:400:20:42

Mr Griffin asked me to phone St Peter's about your chemo session.

0:20:450:20:50

And they told you I'd missed a few appointments.

0:20:520:20:55

Six appointments.

0:20:560:20:58

I decided to stop going.

0:21:000:21:02

Chemo...makes me ill.

0:21:020:21:06

Is that why you didn't want me to phone your parents?

0:21:060:21:09

They don't know?

0:21:090:21:11

They wouldn't understand.

0:21:110:21:13

You never know.

0:21:130:21:15

Parents can surprise you sometimes.

0:21:150:21:17

All they see when they look at me is their dying daughter.

0:21:210:21:25

I don't want to spend the next two years feeling sorry for myself,

0:21:260:21:29

so I'm having fun.

0:21:290:21:32

Today it was roller skating.

0:21:340:21:36

Another time it was a fancy dress party.

0:21:360:21:38

And once I went on a demo in London.

0:21:380:21:40

I'm not some kind of tart or anything.

0:21:420:21:44

They're just...

0:21:470:21:49

..people who don't know I'm dying.

0:21:520:21:54

I even got to kiss one of them.

0:21:580:22:00

Good for you.

0:22:040:22:05

MACHINE BEEPS

0:22:300:22:31

Mr Malick!

0:22:310:22:33

Dawn! Dawn!

0:22:340:22:37

She's unresponsive. Pulse 120.

0:22:370:22:40

Yo, Mo.

0:22:400:22:41

Everything OK?

0:22:410:22:43

All forms signed.

0:22:430:22:44

Cool. Listen, about tonight,

0:22:440:22:46

I was thinking that, you know, since I'm blowing out fat club,

0:22:460:22:48

we might as well do it in style and go for a curry, as well?

0:22:480:22:51

Well, I might have to take a rain-check on that.

0:22:510:22:53

I may have a date, with Sheridan.

0:22:530:22:55

What? How?

0:22:550:22:57

What do you mean "how"? The usual way.

0:22:570:22:59

We were talking, and she was telling me

0:22:590:23:01

how she hasn't been out with anybody since her husband left,

0:23:010:23:04

and the perfectly tuned antenna of mine just started twitching

0:23:040:23:07

and I just thought, "I'm going to go for it," and asked her out.

0:23:070:23:09

Great, so much for mates cheering each other up.

0:23:090:23:11

-I thought you'd be happy for me.

-I'm over the moon.

0:23:110:23:14

Mo, this is me doing what you've been telling me to do for ages.

0:23:140:23:18

You know, move on.

0:23:180:23:20

Yeah.

0:23:200:23:21

Right, Lucas, I have the results of your CT scan,

0:23:210:23:26

and I'm afraid they show that you have a haemothorax,

0:23:260:23:29

which means you have blood around your lungs.

0:23:290:23:32

Unfortunately, he's going to need two procedures.

0:23:320:23:35

No! I don't want that.

0:23:350:23:37

That sounds risky. Can't you do something else?

0:23:370:23:39

If we could, we would.

0:23:390:23:41

But the haemothorax won't fix itself.

0:23:410:23:43

What do you think?

0:23:450:23:46

I, er...

0:23:470:23:48

It will just be the one operation, with two procedures.

0:23:480:23:51

I'll operate on the haemothorax

0:23:510:23:52

whilst Mr Levy deals with the haematoma.

0:23:520:23:55

Mum!

0:23:560:23:58

Just call Dad. He'll tell you what to do.

0:23:580:24:01

What if she answers?

0:24:010:24:03

Tell her to give him the phone.

0:24:040:24:06

-Jonny, could you call him?

-Me?

0:24:180:24:20

Of course. Why not?

0:24:230:24:26

Mum!

0:24:300:24:31

GCS is down, pulse is 120 and irregular.

0:24:330:24:36

We've stabilised her with fluids for 30 minutes

0:24:360:24:39

but her SATS are elevated.

0:24:390:24:40

Ultrasound suggests an anastomotic leak.

0:24:400:24:43

OK. Arthur, keep an eye on the ward while we're in theatre.

0:24:430:24:46

Chantelle!

0:24:490:24:50

I'm in charge!

0:24:500:24:52

Oh.

0:24:530:24:54

Chantelle, can we borrow you? Dawn's a bit distressed.

0:24:540:24:57

She's asking for you.

0:24:570:24:59

Good luck!

0:24:590:25:01

You wait here. I'll go and see if I can find the technician.

0:25:170:25:20

Hi. Yeah, can you let Jane know we're down here?

0:25:260:25:29

Thanks.

0:25:290:25:31

-I'm not mad, OK?

-What do you want?

0:25:330:25:36

-Nothing. Just to explain...

-Stay back!

0:25:360:25:38

-Get away from me!

-OK.

0:25:380:25:40

Get back and away from me! Please, just get away from me!

0:25:400:25:43

All right, just calm down.

0:25:430:25:44

Bonjour, je m'appelle Jonny.

0:25:560:25:59

Er, je suis calling from...

0:25:590:26:03

Pardon, do you parlez anglais?

0:26:040:26:08

Yes, I am Scottish.

0:26:080:26:10

That's great. Can I speak to Douglas Talbot, please?

0:26:110:26:14

I knew she'd answer.

0:26:140:26:16

Hello, Mr Talbot?

0:26:170:26:18

My name is Jonny Maconie. I'm calling from Holby City Hospital.

0:26:180:26:21

It's actually about your son, Lucas. He's...

0:26:210:26:24

He's sick, all right? He's in hospital.

0:26:240:26:26

He needs his daddy with him

0:26:260:26:28

and you're too busy having your mid-life crisis.

0:26:280:26:30

So, your dad - do you see him regularly?

0:26:310:26:33

He lives in Paris with his new girlfriend, Isabelle.

0:26:330:26:37

She's only 25.

0:26:370:26:38

How long have your parents been divorced?

0:26:380:26:40

They're not. He only left a month ago.

0:26:400:26:42

A month?

0:26:420:26:44

She gets drunk every night, phones him, begs him to come home.

0:26:450:26:50

That must be tough.

0:26:500:26:51

The worst thing is, when she's finished,

0:26:530:26:55

she sits in my room all night crying,

0:26:550:26:57

telling me how he was her first ever boyfriend

0:26:570:27:00

and that he's taken her life and stamped on it.

0:27:000:27:03

Oh, sweetheart.

0:27:030:27:05

All systems are go.

0:27:070:27:09

Oh, thank God you're back. Mrs Jackson's stitches burst,

0:27:100:27:13

then Mr Galloway needed his bag changing, twice.

0:27:130:27:16

-And then, what's-his-name in bed six?

-Mr Johnson.

0:27:160:27:18

Yeah, he needs injections. Which reminds me...

0:27:180:27:20

OK, Adrienne.

0:27:220:27:24

Oh!

0:27:260:27:27

Arthur!

0:27:270:27:29

SHE MUMBLES

0:27:290:27:30

I think it's a stroke.

0:27:320:27:33

What do we do?

0:27:330:27:35

You need to stabilise her. I'll call the stroke team.

0:27:350:27:37

PHONE RINGS

0:27:370:27:39

Theatre.

0:27:410:27:42

One moment.

0:27:420:27:44

Right.

0:27:480:27:50

There's a problem with Serena's mother.

0:27:500:27:52

I can handle this on my own. Go.

0:27:520:27:55

'The clutch?'

0:27:580:28:00

Oh, no. How much is that going to cost me?

0:28:000:28:02

How, much?!

0:28:020:28:03

PAGER BEEPS

0:28:030:28:05

Oh, that was quick. Yes, no, I can pay. I will pick it up this evening.

0:28:050:28:09

It will be ready, won't it?

0:28:090:28:11

Good.

0:28:110:28:12

PAGER BEEPS

0:28:120:28:14

PAGER BEEPS

0:28:180:28:20

Stay nice and calm. We'll get you sorted.

0:28:200:28:22

What's happened?

0:28:220:28:24

There's no sign of a bruit. Adrienne, can you talk to me?

0:28:240:28:28

Mum, can you hear me?

0:28:280:28:30

Can you lift your arms?

0:28:300:28:32

Let's keep her IV at 30 mls an hour.

0:28:320:28:35

Let's organise a head CT, angiogram, can we check her B/P and pulse ox

0:28:350:28:38

and then we'll move her.

0:28:380:28:40

SHE MURMURS

0:28:410:28:43

Serena? Serena.

0:28:440:28:46

You need to give us space.

0:28:460:28:49

Yes.

0:28:490:28:50

Just for the record, I wasn't trying to freak you out.

0:28:570:29:00

Yeah, I know, honestly.

0:29:000:29:02

Listen, Todd, why don't you have a think about...

0:29:030:29:06

I don't need any help, and I'm sick of everyone's pity.

0:29:060:29:09

-Do you really think you're dealing with this?

-Yes.

0:29:110:29:14

I just pretend everything's the way it was.

0:29:140:29:16

It's pathetic, I know, but it makes me feel better.

0:29:160:29:18

Aren't you just avoiding the truth?

0:29:200:29:23

What's wrong with that?

0:29:230:29:25

Mr Griffin's giving you a clot busting drug, Mum.

0:29:290:29:33

It's to try and get the blood flowing back through the blood vessels.

0:29:330:29:37

We use it all the time, don't we?

0:29:370:29:40

Yes. Yes, we do.

0:29:400:29:41

It's very effective.

0:29:410:29:43

The chances of you making a full recovery are excellent.

0:29:430:29:47

SHE MURMURS

0:29:470:29:49

Don't try and talk, Mum. Just stay calm.

0:29:490:29:53

The stroke team are here.

0:29:540:29:55

Right.

0:29:550:29:57

Don't worry.

0:29:570:29:59

Everything's going to be fine.

0:29:590:30:01

So, Jonny and Sherry.

0:30:030:30:05

You must be happy he's moving on from Jac.

0:30:060:30:09

And she's cracking-looking.

0:30:090:30:11

She's not my type, obviously.

0:30:130:30:15

Nice swerve.

0:30:150:30:17

Merely a clarification.

0:30:170:30:19

So, why the doubt?

0:30:210:30:23

Because he's setting himself up for yet another car crash.

0:30:230:30:27

Vicryl stitch, please.

0:30:270:30:29

OK, so Jonny's off with his new worst nightmare.

0:30:290:30:33

Why don't we cheer ourselves up at Fit Club,

0:30:330:30:35

and give that treadmill a good old seeing to?

0:30:350:30:38

Can't wait(!)

0:30:380:30:40

So, Todd Parish. Give me your assessment.

0:30:490:30:51

Erm...

0:30:510:30:53

You need more time?

0:30:550:30:57

No. Well, apart from his broken arm causing a little constriction,

0:30:570:31:00

he seems fine.

0:31:000:31:02

And that can be dealt with by outpatients.

0:31:020:31:04

His GCS is normal. He has remained conscious and stable.

0:31:050:31:11

There's no signs of concussion

0:31:130:31:15

and no reason to suspect neurological damage.

0:31:150:31:18

I think we can discharge him.

0:31:180:31:20

And what about his dead wife fantasy?

0:31:200:31:22

He's aware that she's dead.

0:31:220:31:24

OK, well, I'll take a look at this and let you know how you did.

0:31:240:31:28

The good news is we managed to drain the excess fluid from the leak,

0:31:310:31:34

which we're hoping will relieve the stress and allow your body to heal.

0:31:340:31:39

The bad news is that you're going to be here with us for a few more days.

0:31:390:31:43

PHONE RINGS

0:31:460:31:48

Everything all right?

0:31:520:31:54

Sure.

0:31:540:31:56

One of your dates?

0:31:580:31:59

Probably, didn't recognise the number.

0:32:000:32:03

PHONE RINGS

0:32:060:32:07

Hello, Keller.

0:32:100:32:12

Dawn Mallory. Yeah, she's here.

0:32:140:32:16

Oh.

0:32:180:32:20

No, Eleanor, please just listen to me. Granny's not well.

0:32:200:32:24

No, no, darling, there's no need to come in. I'm sure she'll be fine.

0:32:260:32:29

Serena.

0:32:290:32:30

Oh, I'll have to call you back. Yeah?

0:32:300:32:32

They've taken her back into theatre for an emergency endarterectomy.

0:32:320:32:37

The thrombolysis should have averted that.

0:32:370:32:40

It's a known risk.

0:32:400:32:42

I know, but it was her best shot.

0:32:420:32:44

I can't help wondering if it was administered earlier...

0:32:460:32:48

I don't understand.

0:32:500:32:52

Sometimes these things just happen.

0:32:520:32:54

Given her age and her medical history,

0:32:540:32:57

it was always a possibility.

0:32:570:32:59

You'll, um...

0:33:000:33:02

You'll come and find me as soon as there's any news from theatre?

0:33:020:33:05

Yes, of course.

0:33:050:33:06

Dr Wilde.

0:33:080:33:09

Is everything OK?

0:33:130:33:14

I wanted to say sorry if I was abrupt with you earlier.

0:33:140:33:17

I did try counselling.

0:33:210:33:22

The GP sent me to see someone straight after.

0:33:240:33:26

I just thought it was the biggest waste of time imaginable.

0:33:280:33:31

Really?

0:33:310:33:33

I just don't see the point in sitting there with some stranger

0:33:330:33:36

going over the exact moment your life stopped.

0:33:360:33:38

Yeah. Well, um...

0:33:380:33:41

I think it's meant to be therapeutic.

0:33:410:33:45

A way of getting...

0:33:450:33:46

cognitive closure.

0:33:460:33:48

HE CHUCKLES

0:33:480:33:50

Yeah, that was just something I read.

0:33:500:33:52

Dr Wilde, can I see you for a minute?

0:33:530:33:55

Yeah.

0:33:550:33:57

Dr Digby.

0:34:050:34:06

I want to check something with you.

0:34:070:34:09

You were the most senior person on the ward

0:34:090:34:12

when my mother had her stroke, yes?

0:34:120:34:14

Not exactly. I mean, yes. Well, maybe.

0:34:140:34:18

What happened was, Mr Griffin had to go into theatre,

0:34:180:34:21

and he asked me to keep an eye on the ward.

0:34:210:34:23

Which is what I did.

0:34:230:34:25

It was pretty terrifying, actually. But I did my best.

0:34:250:34:28

And my mother, how was she when you did her obs?

0:34:280:34:32

Ah, well. Her obs didn't need doing.

0:34:320:34:34

I mean, they did need doing, obviously.

0:34:340:34:36

No, I mean, when I went to check them

0:34:360:34:38

I saw they'd already been done by Nurse Lane.

0:34:380:34:41

Right.

0:34:410:34:42

Any news?

0:34:520:34:53

It's good news - well, better.

0:34:530:34:55

She's still in theatre, but they've managed to unblock the artery.

0:34:550:34:58

Thank you.

0:34:580:35:00

Everything all right?

0:35:020:35:05

Not sure.

0:35:050:35:06

You messed up Todd's examination.

0:35:100:35:12

What am I looking for?

0:35:160:35:18

You want me to tell you, or you want to re-do the examination?

0:35:180:35:21

Look at the scans again.

0:35:210:35:22

Well?

0:35:260:35:27

Well, I'll re-do it.

0:35:280:35:30

Gemma.

0:35:300:35:32

Focus. Yeah?

0:35:320:35:33

Dawn, we've had a call.

0:35:400:35:42

St Peter's phoned.

0:35:440:35:45

Your mum and dad turned up at your appointment.

0:35:470:35:49

They wanted to drop off some keys. They're worried sick.

0:35:510:35:55

Why did you lie about where you live?

0:35:550:35:57

I didn't.

0:35:580:36:00

The nurse at St Peter's gave me your address.

0:36:000:36:02

You live ten minutes away from here,

0:36:040:36:06

with your mum, dad, and little sister.

0:36:060:36:08

Dawn?

0:36:110:36:13

We need to get Dawn to radiology.

0:36:150:36:17

Chant.

0:36:260:36:27

How did my mother seem when you last did your obs?

0:36:290:36:32

The reason I ask is you've only filled in the top sheet,

0:36:320:36:35

giving the time that you saw her, which was at 1:27.

0:36:350:36:40

And how long had she been back on the ward then?

0:36:400:36:42

Erm...

0:36:420:36:44

About an hour. She came back at 12:30, I think.

0:36:440:36:47

And how was she when you checked her at 1:27?

0:36:470:36:50

Erm...

0:36:520:36:54

Well, I didn't actually do the obs.

0:36:560:36:58

I'm sorry?

0:37:000:37:02

I went over and put the time down but then I got called away.

0:37:020:37:05

It was when Dawn crashed.

0:37:050:37:07

But anyone looking at the sheet would have assumed

0:37:070:37:10

that you'd checked her at the time you stated.

0:37:100:37:13

So, how long had my mother been on the ward

0:37:150:37:19

before you actually noticed something was wrong?

0:37:190:37:22

Well, I helped Mr Griffin and Mr Malick get Dawn into theatre.

0:37:230:37:27

By the time I got back on the ward it must have been about 2:30.

0:37:280:37:32

Two hours after she'd last been attended to?

0:37:340:37:37

Arthur, Dr Digby, he was...

0:37:370:37:40

No. When he looked at the top sheet,

0:37:400:37:42

he saw that you had timed and ticked it.

0:37:420:37:44

-But I got distracted...

-Chantelle!

0:37:440:37:47

She had had major surgery.

0:37:470:37:48

Do you really think that two hours

0:37:480:37:51

without so much as a concerned glance is acceptable?

0:37:510:37:53

But we're really short today. And you went to your office to...

0:37:530:37:56

Excuse me?

0:37:560:37:58

You don't expect the patient's relatives to do your job for you?

0:38:000:38:04

What's going on?

0:38:040:38:05

We need to talk.

0:38:070:38:09

That's what's going on.

0:38:090:38:10

Well, the operation went very smoothly,

0:38:180:38:21

and he should make a full recovery.

0:38:210:38:22

And his um...

0:38:220:38:24

Will he be able to...you know?

0:38:250:38:28

Oh, well, we saved the testicle. He'll be fine.

0:38:280:38:31

She's very tactile.

0:38:340:38:37

OK, go on. You've got something to say, just say it.

0:38:380:38:41

-Just something Lucas said earlier.

-What?

0:38:410:38:43

He would have been fine with just the one, you know.

0:38:430:38:47

Oh, my boy.

0:38:490:38:51

He's such an angel when he's asleep.

0:38:520:38:54

Well, scientifically speaking, and it's been proven,

0:38:540:38:57

that being a teenager is a form of madness.

0:38:570:38:59

So, it's only been a month.

0:39:020:39:04

And he was her first.

0:39:060:39:07

Which means that you'll be her second, assuming...

0:39:070:39:09

Yes, thank you. I get the picture.

0:39:090:39:12

Well, you know,

0:39:130:39:14

I'm still very flattered that she even considered me.

0:39:140:39:18

Absolutely. It's a beautiful thing. Just let her down gently, yeah?

0:39:180:39:22

Oh, yeah.

0:39:220:39:24

Yeah.

0:39:260:39:27

Hi.

0:39:340:39:36

Apparently, I messed up your examination earlier,

0:39:360:39:39

so I need to do it again, if that's all right?

0:39:390:39:41

What's the story with them?

0:39:440:39:46

Sorry?

0:39:460:39:48

The police. You harbouring a criminal on the ward?

0:39:480:39:51

Not that I know of. Erm...

0:39:510:39:53

Yeah, they're probably just checking in on us.

0:39:550:39:58

Had a bit of an incident here last week.

0:39:580:40:00

Oh, yeah? What happened?

0:40:000:40:02

Nothing that exciting. Can you try moving your fingers for me?

0:40:020:40:05

It's still no good. What does that mean?

0:40:070:40:09

It means I've finally worked out what's wrong.

0:40:090:40:12

I understand that you're upset, but what exactly are you saying?

0:40:170:40:20

That Chantelle was somehow responsible

0:40:200:40:22

for your mother's stroke?

0:40:220:40:24

I'm saying that my mother was left unattended for over two hours

0:40:240:40:30

because you and your team were busy with a patient who should,

0:40:300:40:33

and could, without any significant risk,

0:40:330:40:35

have been transferred over to St Peter's.

0:40:350:40:37

I stand by my decision to treat Dawn Mallory here.

0:40:370:40:40

There was a serious risk of peritonitis, among other concerns.

0:40:400:40:43

That doesn't explain the fact that my mother's stroke

0:40:430:40:46

might've been avoided had she been given the treatment

0:40:460:40:49

she was due at the time she was supposed to receive it!

0:40:490:40:52

Serena, you can't know that.

0:40:520:40:53

Not for sure. It could have happened anyway.

0:40:530:40:56

Trouble is, we'll never really know, will we?

0:40:560:41:00

PAGER BEEPS

0:41:000:41:02

She's out of theatre.

0:41:050:41:06

Ms Campbell, can I have a word?

0:41:150:41:16

-Not now, Chantelle.

-But it's important.

0:41:160:41:19

I just wanted to say that I've been rushed off my feet today

0:41:230:41:26

because we're so under-staffed

0:41:260:41:28

but I've tried my best to look after everybody.

0:41:280:41:30

It just happened so quick.

0:41:330:41:35

Neuropraxia. Nerve damage.

0:41:410:41:44

His arm isn't constricted by the plaster.

0:41:450:41:47

He's got no movement whatsoever.

0:41:470:41:49

And what do we do next?

0:41:490:41:51

He needs imaging, nerve conduction testing,

0:41:510:41:53

and obviously needs to see neurology.

0:41:530:41:55

I would also recommend referring to an occupational therapist.

0:41:550:41:59

I can't believe I missed it. I was going to send him home.

0:41:590:42:01

Don't beat yourself up - that's my job.

0:42:010:42:04

There you go, one approved assessment.

0:42:040:42:06

Yes!

0:42:060:42:07

What's happening with the police?

0:42:090:42:11

They're just taking statements, tying up loose ends.

0:42:110:42:14

I'll tell you what.

0:42:140:42:15

I will sort out Todd's referrals and send him on his way.

0:42:150:42:17

Why don't you go get a cup of coffee?

0:42:170:42:19

And, Gemma, well done.

0:42:190:42:21

You OK?

0:42:240:42:25

All right, come on. What is it?

0:42:270:42:29

Something's been bothering you all day.

0:42:290:42:31

It's stupid, really.

0:42:330:42:34

OK, so it's my friend's birthday.

0:42:340:42:37

You know, the one I had the baby for.

0:42:370:42:39

And I wanted to send her a card, but this year, it's just been a bit...

0:42:390:42:43

Well, we're just not in touch any more.

0:42:430:42:45

Because you find it hard?

0:42:450:42:47

I just didn't want to be on my own tonight.

0:42:480:42:51

And Jonny's found himself a hot date?

0:42:510:42:54

Well, he's obviously forgotten. Don't tell him, OK?

0:42:540:42:57

No, no, I won't.

0:42:570:42:58

Well, look, I don't want to go to Fit Club tonight,

0:43:000:43:02

so I was thinking, if you fancied, an Italian.

0:43:020:43:06

A plate of pasta, a glass of red,

0:43:060:43:09

and if we have some room afterwards, maybe some Tiramisu.

0:43:090:43:12

Sacha, I'm fine, honestly.

0:43:120:43:14

OK, well, think about it, OK?

0:43:140:43:16

OK, well, they will confirm your appointment by phone

0:43:170:43:20

but it shouldn't be more than a week, and just sign here.

0:43:200:43:23

So, what exactly happened here the other day?

0:43:240:43:27

Sorry?

0:43:270:43:28

The cops. They've been here for hours.

0:43:280:43:31

Yeah, there was a situation, a madman on the loose with a hammer.

0:43:310:43:35

You're joking. Was anyone hurt?

0:43:350:43:37

Luckily, no. But apparently it all got pretty nasty.

0:43:370:43:40

Was Dr Wilde involved with it?

0:43:400:43:42

Dr Wilde? No.

0:43:420:43:44

Why do you ask?

0:43:440:43:45

No reason. She just seemed a little anxious.

0:43:450:43:48

But I suppose you all are.

0:43:490:43:51

Yeah, it's been tough on everyone.

0:43:510:43:52

Anyway, if you have any problems before your appointment,

0:43:520:43:55

you can call your GP or if are worried, come back to the ED, yeah?

0:43:550:43:58

Thank you.

0:43:580:43:59

How is she doing?

0:44:120:44:13

Not good.

0:44:140:44:16

It's a long road ahead, that's undeniable. But things can improve.

0:44:200:44:24

I know it's been quite a day,

0:44:250:44:27

but you know how important it is to stay positive.

0:44:270:44:31

I'm going to have to bring more of her things in, aren't I?

0:44:310:44:34

Another night dress.

0:44:340:44:36

Cancel her trip to Australia.

0:44:390:44:42

Postpone it.

0:44:440:44:45

How's she taking it?

0:44:570:44:58

Hard to say. Been a range of emotions so far.

0:44:580:45:01

Well, that's Sherry for you. She's a very emotional woman.

0:45:020:45:06

Well, it's good that Jonny's free to look after you tonight.

0:45:120:45:14

Yeah.

0:45:140:45:16

No?

0:45:160:45:18

I can't help feeling it'll be more a case of me looking after him.

0:45:180:45:22

You know that tiramisu you were talking about?

0:45:220:45:24

Small or large portion?

0:45:240:45:26

To be honest, I was thinking extra large.

0:45:260:45:28

TV IN BACKGROUND

0:45:350:45:38

SHE TURN UP THE VOLUME

0:45:450:45:48

NEWSREADER: '..incident took place at Holby City Hospital last week,

0:46:000:46:03

'when a suspect, Dean Delaney, took a junior member of staff hostage.'

0:46:030:46:07

'A spokesperson has confirmed that Mr Delaney has

0:46:070:46:09

'since been taken into care...'

0:46:090:46:11

What is it? What's happening? Are you having a panic attack?

0:46:210:46:25

OK, just breathe through it.

0:46:250:46:27

Look, I'll get a doctor!

0:46:280:46:29

No! There's a bag in there.

0:46:290:46:32

Are you feeling better?

0:46:460:46:48

This is to do with what happened last week, isn't it?

0:46:490:46:52

You were involved, weren't you?

0:46:540:46:56

Yes, I know I said she'd be fine, but there's been complications.

0:46:580:47:01

No, of course not.

0:47:030:47:05

Severe complications.

0:47:070:47:09

I wasn't deliberately not telling you, Ellie. That's not fair.

0:47:100:47:15

No, Eleanor don't hang...

0:47:150:47:18

up.

0:47:180:47:19

Mum?

0:47:250:47:26

Can you say something?

0:47:300:47:32

Don't worry. Just squeeze my hand.

0:47:350:47:39

Are you OK?

0:47:560:47:58

Me? I'm just...

0:47:580:48:00

I'm fine.

0:48:020:48:03

It's been a long day.

0:48:050:48:06

Are you upset about Dr Campbell's mum?

0:48:090:48:11

I, erm...

0:48:170:48:18

I caught my little sister looking at me the other day.

0:48:200:48:23

Staring.

0:48:230:48:24

You know what she said when I told her to pack it in?

0:48:280:48:31

"I'm looking at you so I don't forget your face."

0:48:320:48:35

They're scared of losing you.

0:48:400:48:42

And you're taking them for granted,

0:48:440:48:47

treating their feelings as if they're nothing.

0:48:470:48:49

That can't be how you want them to remember you.

0:48:520:48:54

Every time I think I'm fine with it, I'm...

0:49:160:49:19

Just suddenly, I'm back there.

0:49:210:49:23

Remembering it. Seeing it.

0:49:250:49:29

It's like I've turned into this...

0:49:320:49:34

totally different person.

0:49:340:49:36

I mean, what's been happening to me today?

0:49:360:49:39

I've just been falling apart in front of everyone...

0:49:390:49:41

I don't think anybody's noticed anything wrong.

0:49:410:49:43

In front of you, then. It's...

0:49:430:49:45

It's not me.

0:49:510:49:53

I'm not weak.

0:49:530:49:54

When something bad happens, I deal with it and I move on.

0:49:560:49:59

I just feel so...

0:50:040:50:06

Alone?

0:50:070:50:08

I can't believe I'm crying like this. I'm sorry.

0:50:140:50:17

After everything you've been through, the last thing you need

0:50:190:50:22

is some stupid doctor feeling sorry for herself.

0:50:220:50:24

Stop it.

0:50:240:50:26

Look, you can't pretend it didn't happen.

0:50:260:50:29

What, like you didn't?

0:50:300:50:32

Look, nobody here's judging you, OK?

0:50:350:50:37

If you want to cry, it's all right.

0:50:370:50:38

Todd, don't.

0:50:430:50:45

What's going on here?

0:50:460:50:48

Yeah.

0:50:490:50:51

-Have you got a minute?

-Can I call you back?

0:50:520:50:55

I thought I should tell you, I am going to make an official

0:50:570:50:59

complaint about my mother's treatment on Keller.

0:50:590:51:02

So, who's your target? Me?

0:51:050:51:09

Or are you going for someone a bit easier - Chantelle?

0:51:090:51:12

Please, Ric. It's not about who did what.

0:51:120:51:14

It's about what I consider to be the inadequate and shoddy treatment

0:51:140:51:18

of an elderly patient.

0:51:180:51:20

Shoddy and inadequate.

0:51:200:51:22

And yes, I fully accept, well-meaning.

0:51:220:51:24

But well-meaning isn't good enough.

0:51:240:51:26

It's a busy ward. We work with what we've got.

0:51:270:51:31

Ah, the mantra.

0:51:310:51:32

You know, it's this inability - no, unwillingness -

0:51:320:51:37

to streamline services that's caused this disaster

0:51:370:51:40

and half the others happening up and down the country.

0:51:400:51:42

We're failing our patients.

0:51:420:51:45

Brilliant doctors like you.

0:51:450:51:47

Kind, empathetic nurses like Chantelle. Me.

0:51:470:51:51

We are letting down the very people we're meant to be helping.

0:51:510:51:54

We don't want to, but it's the system.

0:51:540:51:57

It's not fit for purpose and it needs changing.

0:51:570:52:00

-It wasn't what it looked like.

-Let me tell you what it looked like.

0:52:040:52:07

It looked like one of my junior doctors

0:52:070:52:09

getting way too up close and personal with a patient.

0:52:090:52:11

Nothing happened. He's emotionally all over the place,

0:52:110:52:14

he didn't know what he was doing.

0:52:140:52:16

Let's wind the clock forward.

0:52:160:52:18

What would have happened if I'd walked in five minutes later?

0:52:180:52:21

You know I have to report this, right?

0:52:210:52:23

Why?

0:52:230:52:24

Because if Todd decides to make an official complaint

0:52:240:52:27

of sexual harassment against one of my staff,

0:52:270:52:30

it's not just your neck on the line.

0:52:300:52:31

Yeah, Mr Hanssen? It's Michael. I need to speak to you.

0:52:350:52:38

There has been an incident down here.

0:52:380:52:40

No, I would like to speak with you face-to-face.

0:52:420:52:44

So, what happened?

0:52:450:52:47

-I thought about what you said...

-And decided to ignore it.

0:52:470:52:50

No, no, no. Not at all.

0:52:500:52:51

What you said made perfect sense, but I really think she's fine.

0:52:510:52:55

I mean, she is nowhere near as messed up as she seemed,

0:52:550:52:58

and she said that her marriage has been flat-lining for years.

0:52:580:53:02

-And you'll never guess what?

-What?

0:53:020:53:04

She has family in Scotland. How amazing is that?

0:53:040:53:07

Do you know what, Jonny? Go for it.

0:53:100:53:12

Sounds like you two were made for each other.

0:53:120:53:14

Thanks, man.

0:53:140:53:16

Ah! Ciao, Senorita Effanga.

0:53:200:53:23

Senorita?

0:53:230:53:24

-Isn't that Italian?

-No.

0:53:240:53:26

Well, I'm pretty sure the chef isn't either, so...

0:53:260:53:29

I was thinking we could maybe visit some bars,

0:53:290:53:32

and then go to a nightclub.

0:53:320:53:35

So, get your dancing shoes on and lace them up tight.

0:53:350:53:37

I don't think this is right.

0:53:410:53:43

Hey, what's wrong?

0:53:430:53:45

I don't think I can do this.

0:53:450:53:46

-But you said...

-I know. I just...

0:53:470:53:50

Is there any way we could...

0:53:500:53:52

..go for a cup of tea?

0:53:540:53:56

Tea?

0:53:560:53:57

I just think I need someone to talk to.

0:53:590:54:01

Yeah, the hospital's got a coffee bar. I think they do tea.

0:54:040:54:08

I need to tell you something.

0:54:210:54:23

I'm all ears.

0:54:230:54:24

I wasn't meant to be here today.

0:54:270:54:29

I don't know what that means.

0:54:290:54:30

Dr Clark.

0:54:320:54:33

He didn't sign me off.

0:54:340:54:36

You lied to me?

0:54:360:54:38

Well, this just gets better and better, doesn't it?

0:54:390:54:42

I was going to go home, and...

0:54:460:54:48

..then I saw Dr Digby, and I thought I was ready.

0:54:510:54:55

Give me your assessment form.

0:55:040:55:06

And before you say anything, this is me saving your career.

0:55:160:55:20

I can sweet talk Hanssen, but you saw patients, my patients,

0:55:200:55:25

while you were still on medical leave.

0:55:250:55:28

Now, that fact married with this form is going to raise

0:55:280:55:31

a whole host of awkward questions for you.

0:55:310:55:34

So, this is what we're going to do.

0:55:340:55:36

We're going to forget that today ever happened. Deal?

0:55:360:55:39

Yeah.

0:55:410:55:42

All right, go home. Go see your kid.

0:55:420:55:46

Go.

0:55:480:55:49

Thank you.

0:55:510:55:52

Chantelle.

0:56:000:56:02

I've had a conversation with Ms Campbell.

0:56:030:56:06

She's going to make a formal complaint to Mr Hanssen

0:56:060:56:09

about her mother's treatment.

0:56:090:56:11

I'm going to get the blame for this, aren't I?

0:56:110:56:13

I won't let that happen.

0:56:130:56:15

Should I?

0:56:190:56:21

SHE CRIES

0:56:250:56:27

Chantelle?

0:56:320:56:34

Leave me alone.

0:56:340:56:36

I don't care what she says. I think you're a great nurse.

0:56:440:56:47

You're the best I've ever worked with.

0:56:470:56:49

KNOCK AT DOOR

0:56:550:56:57

Yeah, come in.

0:56:570:56:58

Sorry. I just came over on the off-chance you'd still be here.

0:57:000:57:04

I was just packing up.

0:57:040:57:06

I, erm...

0:57:060:57:07

Gemma?

0:57:090:57:10

I think I need to speak to someone.

0:57:130:57:15

Ms Campbell.

0:57:300:57:32

It's in the garage.

0:57:320:57:33

Sorry?

0:57:330:57:34

My car. It broke down this morning.

0:57:360:57:38

Feels like a week ago.

0:57:410:57:42

Thing is, I just wanted to say,

0:57:440:57:47

Chantelle's a really nice person and I think she's a good nurse.

0:57:470:57:52

In fact, she's a great nurse, and I think maybe you should

0:57:520:57:57

apologise to her for the way you treated her today.

0:57:570:58:01

Hi, yeah, I need a car. As soon as possible, please.

0:58:040:58:07

What did she say?

0:58:150:58:16

It'll be all right. Come on.

0:58:180:58:21

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