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Daniel doesn't have a hole in his heart. | 0:00:38 | 0:00:41 | |
You didn't know? | 0:00:41 | 0:00:42 | |
Put my son Daniel under anaesthetic, knowing the increased risk, | 0:00:42 | 0:00:46 | |
just to give your daughter a chance. | 0:00:46 | 0:00:48 | |
He needs to be in overnight for observation. | 0:00:48 | 0:00:50 | |
I'll decide what happens to Daniel in the future. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:52 | |
You look after your daughter. | 0:00:52 | 0:00:53 | |
We were just starting out. We had nothing. We had plans. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:57 | |
She was stolen away. | 0:00:57 | 0:00:58 | |
No budget airline to some ratty little industrial estate | 0:00:58 | 0:01:01 | |
in Switzerland for her. | 0:01:01 | 0:01:02 | |
You stay off me! | 0:01:02 | 0:01:03 | |
You need a ride? | 0:01:05 | 0:01:06 | |
It's Californian. | 0:01:18 | 0:01:19 | |
The orange? | 0:01:19 | 0:01:21 | |
The technique. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:22 | |
HE SNIGGERS | 0:01:24 | 0:01:26 | |
I can't take this seriously. | 0:01:26 | 0:01:27 | |
I'm not asking you to. | 0:01:27 | 0:01:29 | |
-You sure you don't want me to come with you? -No. | 0:01:46 | 0:01:49 | |
Moral support? Hold your jacket while you fight? | 0:01:49 | 0:01:52 | |
Thank you. | 0:01:54 | 0:01:56 | |
All right. Just remember what I said, yeah? | 0:01:56 | 0:01:59 | |
Don't make any rash decisions. | 0:01:59 | 0:02:00 | |
OK, let's have a good look at it. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
Oooh! Ahhh! | 0:02:15 | 0:02:18 | |
That's quite nice, actually. | 0:02:18 | 0:02:21 | |
-You think so? -Yeah. | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
I don't mind ones like that - it's the ones | 0:02:23 | 0:02:25 | |
where they have them all over their body - not nice. | 0:02:25 | 0:02:27 | |
Especially when you get older. | 0:02:27 | 0:02:29 | |
It's like a soggy newspaper that's been left out in the rain. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:31 | |
Not attractive. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:33 | |
Good thing you don't work on the geriatric ward. | 0:02:33 | 0:02:36 | |
Oh, no - I love old people. I love my nan. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:38 | |
I'll never be seen dead in the geriatric ward. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:41 | |
Ahh, don't say that. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:43 | |
Gallows humour. I'm allowed to make jokes about dying. | 0:02:43 | 0:02:47 | |
But people who aren't dying aren't allowed to make jokes about me. | 0:02:47 | 0:02:51 | |
Kind of gives me the upper hand. | 0:02:51 | 0:02:53 | |
I guess it's kind of good. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
-Good. -You're doing very well. | 0:02:55 | 0:02:57 | |
You're going to ask her out, aren't you? | 0:03:01 | 0:03:03 | |
What? No. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:05 | |
Well, maybe. | 0:03:05 | 0:03:07 | |
You should ask her out - you obviously want to. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:10 | |
I just think there's sort of a professional protocol... | 0:03:10 | 0:03:13 | |
Also, ease up a bit, yeah? | 0:03:13 | 0:03:16 | |
Take the broom handle out your backside! | 0:03:16 | 0:03:18 | |
'I don't want one.' | 0:03:23 | 0:03:24 | |
-You deserve one. -Irrelevant. | 0:03:24 | 0:03:26 | |
To you, maybe, which frankly, I don't believe is true. | 0:03:26 | 0:03:29 | |
-Regardless... -YOU want me to have one. | 0:03:29 | 0:03:32 | |
Me, Serena, HR. Without one, there's no closure. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:35 | |
Oh, closure. Oh, my God. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
We really should have had a sweepstake on Darwin as to | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
how long it would take the American shrink to use the word "closure". | 0:03:40 | 0:03:43 | |
OK, so instead of being angry at Oliver, you'll get angry at me. | 0:03:43 | 0:03:46 | |
-For telling me to be angry with Oliver! -That's my job. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:49 | |
Telling people what they should think? | 0:03:49 | 0:03:51 | |
Precisely. And being a mop to soak up excess emotion - | 0:03:51 | 0:03:56 | |
an emotional barometer in a professional arena. | 0:03:56 | 0:03:59 | |
I do not want his apology. | 0:03:59 | 0:04:00 | |
Yes, you do. | 0:04:00 | 0:04:02 | |
You just don't want to see him pull it out of himself to give it to you. | 0:04:02 | 0:04:05 | |
No, I don't. | 0:04:05 | 0:04:06 | |
Because you feel he's empty... and bruised enough already. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:12 | |
Yes. | 0:04:12 | 0:04:14 | |
It's not just about you, Elliot. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:17 | |
It's not even about Oliver. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
Not any more. | 0:04:19 | 0:04:20 | |
He committed an act of serious aggression against his senior... | 0:04:20 | 0:04:23 | |
I practically fell over. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:25 | |
You think Serena is going to let this slide? | 0:04:25 | 0:04:29 | |
Barely got her feet under the big boss's desk | 0:04:29 | 0:04:31 | |
and a junior doctor attacks a senior consultant on her watch? | 0:04:31 | 0:04:35 | |
I don't want his apology. I want to move on. | 0:04:36 | 0:04:40 | |
He needs to apologise if he wants to keep his job. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:43 | |
DOOR ENTRY BUZZES | 0:04:51 | 0:04:53 | |
Oh, look at this little monkey. Hello, Daniel, pumpkin. | 0:05:19 | 0:05:23 | |
Who's been the bravest boy in the whole wide world, eh? | 0:05:23 | 0:05:28 | |
Must be nearly past your bedtime. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:30 | |
Yeah, I'm going to take him home now. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:33 | |
Sacha's been so worried about you two. We both have. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:36 | |
Where have you been? | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
Do you know what, Helen? That is none of your business. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:40 | |
When it affects my family, it is my business. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:44 | |
I'm the on-call consultant tonight | 0:05:44 | 0:05:46 | |
so I'll also be keeping an eye on Keller | 0:05:46 | 0:05:48 | |
and I have a mountain of paperwork, | 0:05:48 | 0:05:50 | |
so if you need me, and I sincerely hope that you won't, | 0:05:50 | 0:05:53 | |
I'll be in my office. | 0:05:53 | 0:05:54 | |
Understood. And thank you for this opportunity. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:56 | |
Why did you volunteer for a nightshift on Darwin? | 0:05:56 | 0:05:59 | |
The experience. Cardiothoracics have always really intrigued me. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:03 | |
Heart surgery is not all glamour, you know, | 0:06:03 | 0:06:05 | |
especially not in the middle of the night. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:06 | |
There'll be no beating heart procedures | 0:06:06 | 0:06:09 | |
or quadruple bypasses on this shift. | 0:06:09 | 0:06:11 | |
No, I was just trying to get a feel for... | 0:06:11 | 0:06:13 | |
Nee-naw! Nee-naw! Nee-naw! | 0:06:13 | 0:06:16 | |
Look, I had to pull several strings to get you here, | 0:06:18 | 0:06:21 | |
so not to put too fine a point on it, don't make me regret my efforts. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:24 | |
I won't. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
# Drugs! Drugs! Wonderful drugs! # | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
I warn you now, Darwin can be a tricky ward. | 0:06:28 | 0:06:31 | |
I've just spent the past five months on AAU. | 0:06:31 | 0:06:34 | |
Yes, but up here it's not just the patients who have their sharp edges. | 0:06:34 | 0:06:38 | |
Me, I'm bulletproof. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:40 | |
OK, you'll be working under Dr Valentine tonight. Good luck. | 0:06:40 | 0:06:45 | |
MUMBLES: Sorry. | 0:06:57 | 0:06:59 | |
-Sorry? -I said, I'm sorry. | 0:06:59 | 0:07:00 | |
Oh, sorry, no, I didn't hear... | 0:07:00 | 0:07:02 | |
I understand that you're angry with me. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:05 | |
No, I-I-I'm not angry. | 0:07:05 | 0:07:07 | |
No... | 0:07:07 | 0:07:08 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:07:08 | 0:07:09 | |
You're sorry? | 0:07:11 | 0:07:12 | |
I shouldn't have mentioned Gina and my own experience of grief, | 0:07:12 | 0:07:16 | |
like it would be some great comfort to you. | 0:07:16 | 0:07:18 | |
Elliot, listen to yourself. | 0:07:18 | 0:07:19 | |
It must have felt in some ways like I was belittling your own grief. | 0:07:19 | 0:07:22 | |
I shoved you into a computer! | 0:07:22 | 0:07:24 | |
-It was just a push. -And now you're saying sorry to me. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:27 | |
If I were you, I'd stay as far away from me as possible. | 0:07:27 | 0:07:30 | |
It's been a real roller coaster all day. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
They are amazing down here. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:37 | |
Honestly, the dedication of the staff. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:40 | |
Rachel was... I've been... WE'VE been so proud of her. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:45 | |
Poor thing's really been through it. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:47 | |
Having Daniel's marrow pumped into her. It isn't the nicest process. | 0:07:47 | 0:07:52 | |
I'm sure it's nicer than having it taken out of you. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
Of course. I wasn't saying... | 0:07:54 | 0:07:56 | |
Has he been OK? | 0:07:59 | 0:08:01 | |
In pain - he's had an operation. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:04 | |
How did he sleep? | 0:08:05 | 0:08:07 | |
They gave me something for him. | 0:08:07 | 0:08:09 | |
-I really think he should be checked over. -I'm going to. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:13 | |
He does look very cheerful. Don't you, monkey? | 0:08:13 | 0:08:16 | |
I'm going to ask the sister if he can sleep in the treatment room. | 0:08:16 | 0:08:19 | |
Babies are very, very resilient, Chrissie. Really. | 0:08:24 | 0:08:28 | |
I've had two, I do know. | 0:08:28 | 0:08:29 | |
So have I. One of them died. | 0:08:29 | 0:08:32 | |
How did she die? | 0:08:43 | 0:08:44 | |
We don't need to know that. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:46 | |
No, you're right. She's just an empty vessel, not a person now. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:50 | |
Just full of organs for us to harvest. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:52 | |
She's a young woman whose kindness means | 0:08:52 | 0:08:55 | |
her death could mean life for others. | 0:08:55 | 0:08:57 | |
OK, thank you, team. | 0:08:59 | 0:09:00 | |
Thank you. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:07 | |
You know, work could be a good way to lose yourself, too. | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
Of course. | 0:09:10 | 0:09:12 | |
And it doesn't lead to emotional complications or hangovers. | 0:09:12 | 0:09:16 | |
Right. | 0:09:16 | 0:09:17 | |
There have been many times in my life | 0:09:19 | 0:09:20 | |
when being a doctor has been the only thing that's kept me going. | 0:09:20 | 0:09:25 | |
Sometimes, Oliver, if you can't help yourself... | 0:09:25 | 0:09:29 | |
it's useful to be able to help others. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:32 | |
Thank you, Elliot. I'm fine. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:36 | |
Absolutely fine. | 0:09:36 | 0:09:37 | |
Would you be able to look after Daniel for a few minutes? | 0:09:46 | 0:09:48 | |
Of course. | 0:09:48 | 0:09:49 | |
I want to have a word with Sacha. | 0:09:49 | 0:09:51 | |
Don't be too hard on him. | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
-Thanks. -Really, Chrissie, | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
-I know you think I'm biased because... -Do you know what, Helen? | 0:09:55 | 0:09:58 | |
I don't want to have this conversation with you, OK? | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
-It's just... -I want to have it with Sacha - | 0:10:00 | 0:10:03 | |
my husband, Daniel's father. | 0:10:03 | 0:10:04 | |
He's the father of my children, too. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:06 | |
Oh, don't I know it?! | 0:10:06 | 0:10:08 | |
How are you feeling, Mr Potter? | 0:10:09 | 0:10:11 | |
How do you think I feel? | 0:10:11 | 0:10:13 | |
Dehydrated? Woozy? A little achy? | 0:10:13 | 0:10:17 | |
I feel like Joe Bugner's punchbag, | 0:10:17 | 0:10:19 | |
what he lent to Joe Frazier after having knocked the crap out of it! | 0:10:19 | 0:10:23 | |
Right, em, I'm Dr Digby... | 0:10:25 | 0:10:28 | |
You did ask. Don't want to know, don't ask. | 0:10:28 | 0:10:32 | |
Erm... | 0:10:32 | 0:10:33 | |
I'm going to examine you, | 0:10:33 | 0:10:35 | |
then afterwards, we're going to run a few tests including an ultrasound. | 0:10:35 | 0:10:39 | |
How old are you, son? | 0:10:39 | 0:10:41 | |
Erm...I don't think that's... | 0:10:41 | 0:10:43 | |
-Is that too difficult a question? -No. No, no, no, it's just... | 0:10:43 | 0:10:46 | |
Are you really a doctor? | 0:10:46 | 0:10:48 | |
I am, yes. | 0:10:48 | 0:10:49 | |
There we are, licensed to practise medicine. | 0:10:51 | 0:10:53 | |
I've got a toothbrush older than you! | 0:10:53 | 0:10:55 | |
He doesn't look old enough, does he? | 0:10:55 | 0:10:57 | |
Nowhere near! | 0:10:57 | 0:10:59 | |
Doctor?! He told me the same thing. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:01 | |
He could be an impostor! | 0:11:01 | 0:11:03 | |
He could be a stripogram! | 0:11:03 | 0:11:05 | |
Sebastian Channing, behave yourself! | 0:11:05 | 0:11:08 | |
Leave Dr Digby alone! | 0:11:08 | 0:11:09 | |
Dr Digby, I have the ultrasound machine, | 0:11:09 | 0:11:11 | |
where would you like it? | 0:11:11 | 0:11:13 | |
My God, this is it! I've died and gone to heaven! | 0:11:13 | 0:11:16 | |
You look like an angel. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
Hey, Ronnie Corbett. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:20 | |
It's Dr Digby. | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
You and her stepping out together? | 0:11:22 | 0:11:24 | |
Steady on, Mr Potter! You already have a very elevated blood pressure. | 0:11:24 | 0:11:28 | |
You've got to ask her out. You're a doctor, she's a nurse. | 0:11:28 | 0:11:32 | |
He's a bit shy. | 0:11:32 | 0:11:34 | |
Nothing on her finger. | 0:11:34 | 0:11:35 | |
You want to snap her up before some other doctor does. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:38 | |
Why hasn't he asked her out? | 0:11:38 | 0:11:40 | |
Fear of rejection. | 0:11:40 | 0:11:41 | |
You see this probe... | 0:11:41 | 0:11:43 | |
-He's got his dignity to protect. -Very overrated. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
When it makes contact with the skin of your abdomen... | 0:11:46 | 0:11:48 | |
Snap her up. | 0:11:48 | 0:11:49 | |
Eeeooow! That's cold. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:52 | |
-So, nightshift on Darwin, eh? -Hmm. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:56 | |
Is that some kind of weird masochistic thing with you? | 0:11:56 | 0:11:59 | |
Are you into bondage and body piercing too? | 0:11:59 | 0:12:02 | |
Only at the weekends, like to keep my weeknights free. | 0:12:02 | 0:12:05 | |
Not meaning to be funny about this or anything, | 0:12:05 | 0:12:07 | |
but how come you volunteered to do the graveyard shift on Darwin? | 0:12:07 | 0:12:10 | |
Yeah, that's exactly what Ms Campbell just asked me. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:14 | |
Only, most people who actually work here | 0:12:14 | 0:12:16 | |
would do literally anything to avoid that. | 0:12:16 | 0:12:19 | |
I don't know, just wanted a look, is all. | 0:12:19 | 0:12:22 | |
Yeah. At the Darwin freak show? | 0:12:22 | 0:12:23 | |
I'm not with you. | 0:12:23 | 0:12:25 | |
Were you hoping to see another bloody punch-up? | 0:12:25 | 0:12:28 | |
I thought we only got those on AAU! | 0:12:28 | 0:12:29 | |
Between Oliver and Elliot? | 0:12:30 | 0:12:32 | |
Because we don't need junior doctors coming up here | 0:12:33 | 0:12:36 | |
and rubber-necking at our Darwin car crashes, thank you very much. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:41 | |
-What are you...? -You really don't know what happened yesterday? | 0:12:41 | 0:12:44 | |
Look, I'm sorry. Let's start again | 0:12:44 | 0:12:46 | |
cos I just feel like I've walked into some weird French film | 0:12:46 | 0:12:49 | |
and I don't know the plot. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:51 | |
You mean you're not up here to...? | 0:12:51 | 0:12:53 | |
What? | 0:12:53 | 0:12:54 | |
Nothing. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:56 | |
What happened last night? | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
Never you mind. | 0:12:58 | 0:12:59 | |
Jim Howson, bay two. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:00 | |
Let's go have a wee look-see, shall we? | 0:13:00 | 0:13:02 | |
-Am I missing something? -Oh, no. | 0:13:02 | 0:13:05 | |
We've got him a bed in the treatment room. | 0:13:05 | 0:13:08 | |
Daniel can snuggle down there as long as he likes. | 0:13:08 | 0:13:12 | |
How sweet is that? | 0:13:13 | 0:13:15 | |
You know, you can't look at that and not know we did the right thing. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:19 | |
We? | 0:13:20 | 0:13:22 | |
-Chrissie... -Don't! | 0:13:24 | 0:13:26 | |
Did you really think I wouldn't find out? | 0:13:30 | 0:13:32 | |
I didn't think. | 0:13:35 | 0:13:36 | |
I'm a nurse. | 0:13:39 | 0:13:40 | |
It was in his notes, for God's sake - a hole in his heart. | 0:13:40 | 0:13:46 | |
Even you should have realised eventually I would have... | 0:13:46 | 0:13:50 | |
I'm so sorry. So sorry. | 0:13:50 | 0:13:53 | |
Do you think I'm an idiot? | 0:13:53 | 0:13:55 | |
No. | 0:13:55 | 0:13:57 | |
-Did she know? -No! | 0:13:57 | 0:13:58 | |
Course she didn't. It was me, just trying to...just get through. | 0:13:58 | 0:14:04 | |
-By lying to me? -No, to here. To get us to here. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:07 | |
To today, to this point... | 0:14:07 | 0:14:09 | |
..where Rachel is recovering and Daniel is fine. | 0:14:11 | 0:14:16 | |
And look, Chrissie, just look at him - he IS fine. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:22 | |
And what about me? | 0:14:22 | 0:14:24 | |
What am I supposed to do with the way I feel now? | 0:14:24 | 0:14:27 | |
I don't know. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:30 | |
So you were driving the church minibus? | 0:14:38 | 0:14:40 | |
Yes, that's right, it was vital missionary work - | 0:14:40 | 0:14:42 | |
delivering Agnes, Peggy and Beryl to their whist drive. | 0:14:42 | 0:14:45 | |
Look at me. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:46 | |
(Only we didn't quite make it!) | 0:14:46 | 0:14:48 | |
Yes, it says here that you were involved in a collision with a wall? | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
It was an act of God! He put the wall there, just to spite me! | 0:14:52 | 0:14:56 | |
OK, I'm going to get a suture kit, clean this up and stitch it. | 0:14:56 | 0:15:00 | |
Sure. So is there anyone you'd like us to call for you? | 0:15:00 | 0:15:04 | |
Like who? | 0:15:04 | 0:15:05 | |
-A partner? -Partner?! | 0:15:05 | 0:15:07 | |
How do you know I'm not happily married with three little kiddies? | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
I wasn't making any... | 0:15:10 | 0:15:12 | |
I just need a name to pop in the next-of-kin box. | 0:15:13 | 0:15:16 | |
Well, I can't give you one. | 0:15:16 | 0:15:18 | |
What about a parent? | 0:15:18 | 0:15:20 | |
No. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:21 | |
What about the vicar, or...? | 0:15:21 | 0:15:24 | |
Priest. It was a Catholic minibus. Not that I'm a Catholic. | 0:15:24 | 0:15:28 | |
Thank you, no. | 0:15:28 | 0:15:29 | |
Would you like us to call him? | 0:15:31 | 0:15:32 | |
Why? Do I need my last rites? | 0:15:32 | 0:15:37 | |
I just assumed, given that you were driving his bus... | 0:15:37 | 0:15:41 | |
Well, you shouldn't make any assumptions about me. | 0:15:41 | 0:15:44 | |
I don't want to talk any more. I'm tired. | 0:15:44 | 0:15:46 | |
-Going to sleep now. -OK. | 0:15:46 | 0:15:48 | |
See him wince? | 0:15:52 | 0:15:53 | |
Oh, when he laughed? | 0:15:53 | 0:15:55 | |
-Chest. -Trauma from the crash. | 0:15:55 | 0:15:57 | |
We need to get that checked out. | 0:15:57 | 0:16:00 | |
And here we have Dr Valentine to do just that. | 0:16:00 | 0:16:03 | |
Jonny, look, about last night, I'm sorry... | 0:16:03 | 0:16:06 | |
Your patient, Mr Howson. | 0:16:06 | 0:16:08 | |
RTC. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:10 | |
Chest trauma and a laceration to his left hand. | 0:16:10 | 0:16:12 | |
He was bumped up from ED with intermittent breathing problems. | 0:16:12 | 0:16:16 | |
-Oh, and your junior, Dr Wilde. -Hey. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:19 | |
My junior? | 0:16:19 | 0:16:21 | |
She volunteered for a night on Darwin. | 0:16:21 | 0:16:23 | |
My next rotation, I'm considering Cardiothoracics | 0:16:23 | 0:16:26 | |
and Ms Campbell put me with you. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:28 | |
-Ah, Dr Valentine, I see you've already met Dr Wilde... -May I? | 0:16:28 | 0:16:31 | |
-Is this my punishment? -What? | 0:16:33 | 0:16:35 | |
Baby-sitting an F1? | 0:16:35 | 0:16:36 | |
Is that what you think? That we want to punish you? | 0:16:37 | 0:16:40 | |
This is a teaching hospital. | 0:16:40 | 0:16:41 | |
So, when you said Ollie and Elliot were having a punch-up, is that...? | 0:16:49 | 0:16:52 | |
I know you pretty much hate me, Chrissie. | 0:16:56 | 0:16:58 | |
And, if I'm honest, I never approved of you, | 0:16:58 | 0:17:01 | |
as I'm sure you realised. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:02 | |
It wasn't a well-kept secret. | 0:17:03 | 0:17:05 | |
We're not supposed to like each other. | 0:17:05 | 0:17:07 | |
We're biologically programmed to dislike competitors. | 0:17:07 | 0:17:10 | |
We're hardly competing. | 0:17:10 | 0:17:12 | |
Well, not for Sacha...exactly, but for our children, maybe? | 0:17:12 | 0:17:17 | |
For their status, for their love? | 0:17:17 | 0:17:19 | |
Whatever undercurrents there are between us, | 0:17:19 | 0:17:22 | |
let's not forget what just happened between our children. | 0:17:22 | 0:17:25 | |
She read him a noisy animal farm book. | 0:17:25 | 0:17:28 | |
He saved her life. | 0:17:28 | 0:17:30 | |
Your son saved my daughter's life. | 0:17:30 | 0:17:32 | |
Well, he didn't have much choice, did he? | 0:17:34 | 0:17:36 | |
That is nothing short of a miracle, Chrissie. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
Yes, I suppose. | 0:17:40 | 0:17:42 | |
He's three years old, he's already a hero! | 0:17:42 | 0:17:45 | |
Well... | 0:17:45 | 0:17:46 | |
If he does nothing else in his life, he has saved a young woman's life, | 0:17:46 | 0:17:50 | |
which is more than most men ever do. | 0:17:50 | 0:17:53 | |
I know what you're saying is right, but... | 0:17:53 | 0:17:55 | |
No buts! Be proud! | 0:17:55 | 0:17:57 | |
I can't just ignore what Sacha did... | 0:17:57 | 0:17:59 | |
I don't even like you and yet I owe you and your son everything. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:03 | |
Without you two, my daughter would be out there dying. | 0:18:04 | 0:18:07 | |
I'll be indebted to you for the rest of my life. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
Just think how bad that makes me feel. | 0:18:12 | 0:18:15 | |
How do you manage to do all this, then? | 0:18:22 | 0:18:23 | |
Saint Christopher. He did it. He did. Was sitting on the dashboard, | 0:18:23 | 0:18:26 | |
looking all smug and porcelain. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:29 | |
-I'm assuming he's in pieces now. -Him and me, both. | 0:18:29 | 0:18:31 | |
You done his bloods? | 0:18:31 | 0:18:33 | |
No, not yet. Are you sure that there's not anyone | 0:18:33 | 0:18:36 | |
we can put down as your next of kin, Mr Howson? | 0:18:36 | 0:18:38 | |
Why don't you put down Dr Handsome here? | 0:18:38 | 0:18:40 | |
Hey, Dr Blue Eyes, you want to be my phone-a-friend? | 0:18:40 | 0:18:44 | |
I'm all good. Let's get them done, OK? | 0:18:44 | 0:18:46 | |
FBC, Us, Es, LFT, amylase, group and save. Get Jonny to assist you. | 0:18:46 | 0:18:49 | |
And can you chase up the X-rays, please? Mr Howson...? | 0:18:49 | 0:18:52 | |
Is it just me or is everybody here super-attractive? | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
I bet you're all sleeping together, aren't you? | 0:18:55 | 0:18:57 | |
I bet it's a hotbed of sin and debauchery. | 0:18:57 | 0:18:59 | |
Come on, you can tell me. I bet it is, isn't it? | 0:18:59 | 0:19:01 | |
Just roll over for me, please. | 0:19:01 | 0:19:03 | |
You could at least buy me a drink first! | 0:19:03 | 0:19:05 | |
-Please, I need to check your breathing. -Since you asked so nicely. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
OK, yeah, we need to run some blood tests and scans | 0:19:12 | 0:19:15 | |
to make sure you haven't sustained any more serious injuries. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:17 | |
You can turn back now. Thank you. | 0:19:17 | 0:19:19 | |
Is he sulking? | 0:19:20 | 0:19:22 | |
I think he's sulking! Did you see him pout? | 0:19:22 | 0:19:24 | |
Do his bloods. | 0:19:24 | 0:19:26 | |
Book him a CT and check with ED about his X-rays. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
If nothing shows, ship him out. I'm sure Ms Campbell will be delighted. | 0:19:28 | 0:19:32 | |
They love a quick turnover. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:33 | |
I was wondering, should we get Dr Kozinsky to have look at him? | 0:19:33 | 0:19:36 | |
A psych consult? I don't think so. | 0:19:36 | 0:19:37 | |
He was quite agitated when he came in. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:39 | |
I mean, he did drive a bus into a wall! | 0:19:39 | 0:19:41 | |
He's sedated, talking absolute rubbish | 0:19:41 | 0:19:42 | |
like so many of our illustrious patients. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:44 | |
-I don't know. He seems... -Run a tox-screen on his bloods, | 0:19:44 | 0:19:47 | |
you'll find a lot more than ED prescribed. | 0:19:47 | 0:19:49 | |
-Yeah, but it wouldn't hurt to just... -Just do it! | 0:19:49 | 0:19:51 | |
You want a cardiac experience, this is a cardiac ward! | 0:19:51 | 0:19:53 | |
Scan him, X-ray his chest, leave his brain alone! | 0:19:53 | 0:19:56 | |
You've got so much lip gloss! And two types of lipstick! | 0:20:00 | 0:20:04 | |
And lip...plumper. Can I use it? | 0:20:04 | 0:20:08 | |
-Yeah, sure. -Cool. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:10 | |
Look how happy she is. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:18 | |
You want my advice? Don't make the same mistakes this time. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:23 | |
It wasn't me that walked out. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:25 | |
It takes two, Sacha! | 0:20:25 | 0:20:28 | |
Hi, I'm just finishing my shift now | 0:20:35 | 0:20:38 | |
and I just wanted to say... | 0:20:38 | 0:20:39 | |
That's a lot of oranges. | 0:20:39 | 0:20:41 | |
-Really? -Oh, no. Um... | 0:20:41 | 0:20:44 | |
Just...thank you for your concern earlier | 0:20:44 | 0:20:47 | |
and I appreciate what you're doing for Oliver. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:49 | |
Hey, it's what I do. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
Why so many oranges? | 0:20:53 | 0:20:56 | |
-Sometimes I use them. -Really? | 0:20:56 | 0:20:59 | |
You didn't come here to ask me about my citrus fruits. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:02 | |
No, right, just to... | 0:21:02 | 0:21:05 | |
You came here to ask me out for a drink and to apologise. | 0:21:05 | 0:21:09 | |
Apologise? Yes, well, I suppose I did rather bite your... | 0:21:09 | 0:21:14 | |
But not a drink. | 0:21:14 | 0:21:16 | |
Although, I mean, you know, if you'd like a drink...? | 0:21:16 | 0:21:20 | |
I have an appointment first thing with Dr Valentine. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:22 | |
Oh, really? Right. | 0:21:22 | 0:21:24 | |
Which Serena Campbell is keen we have. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:27 | |
No. No. Of course. | 0:21:27 | 0:21:28 | |
So I can't exactly go wild, but I think I could excuse a swift half. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:34 | |
Oh, right! Great! Erm... | 0:21:34 | 0:21:37 | |
Er, I'll pop and get my coat. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:39 | |
Just lie still, please, Mr Potter. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:45 | |
What do you think I'm going to do? Wriggle around like a mermaid?! | 0:21:45 | 0:21:48 | |
I'm sorry about all the laddish joshing and teasing upstairs. | 0:21:51 | 0:21:55 | |
Don't worry. | 0:21:55 | 0:21:57 | |
I think they got a bit out of hand. | 0:21:57 | 0:21:59 | |
I'm used to it. Anyway, it's all just a big joke. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
What? | 0:22:04 | 0:22:06 | |
The nurse/doctor stuff. | 0:22:06 | 0:22:08 | |
-You mean... -Yeah, I mean. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:12 | |
Me...asking you out...? | 0:22:12 | 0:22:15 | |
Exactly. They just think it's funny to tease. It's just a joke. | 0:22:15 | 0:22:19 | |
Right... | 0:22:19 | 0:22:20 | |
If it passes the time, if it keeps them happy... | 0:22:20 | 0:22:24 | |
Seb's dying, for heaven's sake, and Tommy's... | 0:22:24 | 0:22:27 | |
Got an aortic aneurysm the size of a kiwi fruit! | 0:22:27 | 0:22:29 | |
Could you do me a favour? | 0:22:32 | 0:22:35 | |
Would you tell Dr Valentine I've booked Mr Howson's CT scan? | 0:22:35 | 0:22:38 | |
If you like. Or you could just tell him yourself. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:41 | |
He seems a bit prickly with me. | 0:22:41 | 0:22:44 | |
You volunteered for a nightshift on Darwin | 0:22:44 | 0:22:46 | |
and you're being put off by prickly? | 0:22:46 | 0:22:48 | |
You might want to think about Paediatrics for your next rotation. | 0:22:48 | 0:22:51 | |
Good evening, Father. Who are you looking for tonight? | 0:22:51 | 0:22:54 | |
Jim Howson? I only just heard about the accident. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:56 | |
-I came as soon as I could. -It's OK. He's over this way. | 0:22:56 | 0:22:59 | |
Bay two. | 0:22:59 | 0:23:00 | |
How is he? | 0:23:02 | 0:23:03 | |
Um...it's a bit difficult to say at the moment. | 0:23:03 | 0:23:05 | |
We're still waiting on test results. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:07 | |
But he's conscious? | 0:23:07 | 0:23:09 | |
Yeah, very much so. In fact, he seems a little... | 0:23:09 | 0:23:13 | |
Manic? | 0:23:14 | 0:23:15 | |
Right. | 0:23:16 | 0:23:18 | |
Mr Howson? Father Western here to see you. | 0:23:19 | 0:23:22 | |
-Hello, Father. -What have you done? | 0:23:22 | 0:23:25 | |
Had a little accident, Father. Oops, sorry(!) | 0:23:25 | 0:23:28 | |
Think I might have dented your minibus(!) | 0:23:28 | 0:23:30 | |
Don't mind about the minibus. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:31 | |
Look, thanks for coming and all, but I'm sure you've got souls to save, | 0:23:31 | 0:23:35 | |
some Hail Marys to say, so don't let me put you out. | 0:23:35 | 0:23:38 | |
Who ordered the priest? | 0:23:39 | 0:23:40 | |
I don't know, he just showed up. | 0:23:40 | 0:23:42 | |
Why didn't you call me? | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
Because I didn't want to, OK? | 0:23:44 | 0:23:46 | |
Because I didn't want to see you then | 0:23:46 | 0:23:48 | |
and I don't want to see you now, so why just leave me alone! | 0:23:48 | 0:23:50 | |
-SHOUTING: -OK? Bye-bye, Father! Thanks for coming! | 0:23:50 | 0:23:53 | |
Keep it down, mate. We're trying to sleep here. | 0:23:53 | 0:23:56 | |
PAGER BEEPS | 0:23:56 | 0:24:00 | |
OK, a question - how long since you've had it off? | 0:24:02 | 0:24:05 | |
I'm...sorry? | 0:24:05 | 0:24:07 | |
Your pager. | 0:24:07 | 0:24:08 | |
Oh, right. I don't switch it off much. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:12 | |
I can't tell whether you like being teased by me or not. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:16 | |
Like. | 0:24:16 | 0:24:18 | |
So...? | 0:24:18 | 0:24:19 | |
Yes, maybe I should switch it off. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:22 | |
Here's to spontaneity. | 0:24:22 | 0:24:24 | |
Question for you. | 0:24:24 | 0:24:25 | |
Only one? | 0:24:25 | 0:24:26 | |
Why England? Why here? | 0:24:26 | 0:24:28 | |
I just love your Royal Family. They're so adorable. | 0:24:30 | 0:24:34 | |
-Mmm. -Kidding. | 0:24:34 | 0:24:36 | |
No, I've always loved Europe. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:40 | |
And my kids grew and I said to myself, | 0:24:40 | 0:24:42 | |
"Sharon, you need an adventure," so I upped sticks and here I am. | 0:24:42 | 0:24:48 | |
You're finished for the night, right? Not on call? | 0:24:49 | 0:24:53 | |
So live dangerously. Switch it off! | 0:24:53 | 0:24:58 | |
You crossed an ocean and ended up in Holby... | 0:24:58 | 0:25:01 | |
all on your own? | 0:25:01 | 0:25:02 | |
Something like that. | 0:25:02 | 0:25:04 | |
THEY LAUGH | 0:25:09 | 0:25:11 | |
Cheers. | 0:25:11 | 0:25:13 | |
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cause a disturbance in your ward. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:16 | |
I think it might be better | 0:25:16 | 0:25:17 | |
if you avoid talking to Jim for a little while. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:19 | |
Dr Valentine doesn't want him upset in any way. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:21 | |
Yeah, I have other parishioners in the hospital - | 0:25:21 | 0:25:24 | |
the three ladies who were in the bus that Jim was driving. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:27 | |
I should see how they are. | 0:25:27 | 0:25:29 | |
Can I ask you how well you know Jim? | 0:25:29 | 0:25:32 | |
Fairly well. Why? | 0:25:32 | 0:25:34 | |
Do you know if he has any mental health issues at all? | 0:25:34 | 0:25:37 | |
He's bipolar, but he keeps it under control with medication. | 0:25:37 | 0:25:41 | |
Do you think he may have stopped taking it recently? | 0:25:41 | 0:25:43 | |
No, he takes it. | 0:25:43 | 0:25:45 | |
Well, how do you know? I mean, for sure? | 0:25:45 | 0:25:47 | |
I just know. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:52 | |
You're not doing the actual operation, are you, | 0:25:57 | 0:26:00 | |
cutting me open and replumbing me aortic thingy? | 0:26:00 | 0:26:03 | |
Er, no, that'll be done by a consultant and a registrar. | 0:26:03 | 0:26:06 | |
Thank God for that! | 0:26:06 | 0:26:08 | |
Can you imagine, young Arthur up to his elbows in me tubes? | 0:26:08 | 0:26:13 | |
No, Arthur's a great doctor. | 0:26:13 | 0:26:16 | |
Just messing with you. | 0:26:16 | 0:26:17 | |
Well, I hope it goes well. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:19 | |
And I called your grandson, but there was no answer, | 0:26:19 | 0:26:22 | |
so I just left a message. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:23 | |
Nah, he ain't coming. Daft lump. | 0:26:23 | 0:26:25 | |
Dean couldn't find his way out of a shopping bag. | 0:26:25 | 0:26:28 | |
Here, Arthur, just in case I don't come back out - | 0:26:31 | 0:26:33 | |
one piece of advice from an old man - you only get one pop. | 0:26:33 | 0:26:37 | |
So grab the bull by his...whatsits. All right? | 0:26:37 | 0:26:40 | |
Bull's whatsits. Grab them. Got it! | 0:26:40 | 0:26:44 | |
He's never going to ask her, is he? Silly pudding. | 0:26:47 | 0:26:51 | |
-If you never ask, you never know. Am I right? -Exactly. | 0:26:51 | 0:26:55 | |
God, if I had my time over again... | 0:26:56 | 0:26:58 | |
I'd sleep around all over the place. | 0:26:58 | 0:27:01 | |
Me too. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:04 | |
See, when women say that most men are insensitive idiots - | 0:27:06 | 0:27:09 | |
I don't think they take on board the full range of their stupidity. | 0:27:09 | 0:27:13 | |
That's not good. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:14 | |
You want me to sit Chrissie down and tell her why it was all right | 0:27:14 | 0:27:17 | |
that you lied to her about her son having a heart condition. | 0:27:17 | 0:27:20 | |
-Yes, but I didn't lie. -You lied. | 0:27:20 | 0:27:22 | |
-Only by omission. -What are you now, a Cabinet Minister? | 0:27:22 | 0:27:25 | |
I was only... | 0:27:25 | 0:27:26 | |
Trying to save your daughter's life. Yes. We all get that. | 0:27:26 | 0:27:29 | |
Except Chrissie. | 0:27:29 | 0:27:30 | |
Who thinks you were playing fast and loose with her son's life. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
I just want you to explain to her how insignificant a PFO | 0:27:35 | 0:27:38 | |
-hole in the heart really is... -Right, and maybe she'll forgive you? | 0:27:38 | 0:27:42 | |
-Yes. -No. -What? | 0:27:42 | 0:27:44 | |
No. I don't think that it's a good idea that | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
I give Chrissie a heart lecture. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:49 | |
Please. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:51 | |
Mo...she won't listen to me. | 0:27:53 | 0:27:55 | |
Don't make me do this, Sacha. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:00 | |
Can someone please get the priest out of here? | 0:28:08 | 0:28:10 | |
I just thought you'd want to know that the three ladies are all OK. | 0:28:10 | 0:28:14 | |
Just a bit bruised and a bit shocked. | 0:28:14 | 0:28:16 | |
They think that you crashed the bus on purpose. | 0:28:16 | 0:28:19 | |
Are you taking your meds? | 0:28:19 | 0:28:21 | |
What difference would that make to you? Eh? | 0:28:21 | 0:28:23 | |
-What is going on here?! -I'm sorry. We were just... | 0:28:23 | 0:28:25 | |
This is a surgical ward. It's the middle of the night. | 0:28:25 | 0:28:27 | |
I've got vulnerable patients in here. | 0:28:27 | 0:28:29 | |
Yeah, like me. I'm a vulnerable patient, aren't I, Father? | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
I'm a lost sheep who's strayed from the flock. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
I'm trying to run a busy ward full of sick patients, | 0:28:35 | 0:28:37 | |
I don't need any more drama. | 0:28:37 | 0:28:39 | |
Aha! And then, enter two police officers, stage left. | 0:28:39 | 0:28:43 | |
As the plot thickens! | 0:28:43 | 0:28:44 | |
Sorry, guys, these gentlemen want to speak to Jim about the crash. | 0:28:44 | 0:28:48 | |
Will you visit me in prison, Father? I hope I have a dishy cell mate. | 0:28:48 | 0:28:52 | |
Maybe someone who looks like Dr Valentine here would be nice. | 0:28:52 | 0:28:56 | |
Jim, please. | 0:28:56 | 0:28:57 | |
Do you want to get it over with now or I can ask them to come back? | 0:28:57 | 0:29:00 | |
Ooh, no, never give up the chance to get up close | 0:29:00 | 0:29:03 | |
and personal to a man in uniform, eh? | 0:29:03 | 0:29:05 | |
Until we know the full extent of his injuries, | 0:29:06 | 0:29:08 | |
he shouldn't really be talking to anyone. | 0:29:08 | 0:29:10 | |
Listen, why don't I have a word with them? | 0:29:10 | 0:29:12 | |
-It was my minibus. My church. -I don't need you to save me, Father. | 0:29:12 | 0:29:16 | |
Yes, you do. | 0:29:16 | 0:29:17 | |
What you did was unbelievably stupid and unbelievably dangerous. | 0:29:17 | 0:29:20 | |
You could've been killed. | 0:29:20 | 0:29:22 | |
Well, I'll have to try harder next time. | 0:29:22 | 0:29:24 | |
Is there somewhere private where I can talk to them? | 0:29:26 | 0:29:29 | |
Yes, I'll show you. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:31 | |
Yes, Father Pete, let dishy Dr Valentine show you. | 0:29:31 | 0:29:35 | |
Aw, that's brilliant. How do you get the eyeliner so straight? | 0:29:35 | 0:29:39 | |
What do you think, Mum? | 0:29:39 | 0:29:40 | |
You look beautiful. | 0:29:43 | 0:29:45 | |
Chrissie! Chrissie. What's happening!? | 0:29:47 | 0:29:49 | |
-It's all right. -Chrissie! Mum! | 0:29:49 | 0:29:53 | |
It's all right, stay calm. | 0:29:53 | 0:29:54 | |
-ALARM BUZZES -Doctor! Sacha! Doctor! | 0:29:54 | 0:29:57 | |
Keep looking at me. Helen, pass me the tissues. | 0:29:57 | 0:29:59 | |
-My baby, please! Rachel! -Shut up! And get me the tissues. | 0:29:59 | 0:30:01 | |
It's OK, just look at me. | 0:30:01 | 0:30:03 | |
-Oh, please, please! Rachel. Oh, my baby. -Get Sacha NOW! | 0:30:03 | 0:30:07 | |
Sacha! | 0:30:07 | 0:30:08 | |
It's all right. Just keep looking at me. | 0:30:08 | 0:30:10 | |
You choosing to come back to work isn't just your choice. | 0:30:10 | 0:30:16 | |
No. | 0:30:16 | 0:30:17 | |
In here you are surrounded by vulnerable | 0:30:17 | 0:30:20 | |
and sometimes frankly infuriating people. | 0:30:20 | 0:30:22 | |
You have to be able to cope. | 0:30:22 | 0:30:24 | |
-I know. -I have to be convinced that you can cope. | 0:30:24 | 0:30:27 | |
Of course. | 0:30:27 | 0:30:28 | |
Which means our psychiatric consultant has to be convinced. | 0:30:28 | 0:30:31 | |
-And I've been seeing her. -Yes, but not saying much. | 0:30:31 | 0:30:33 | |
Well... | 0:30:37 | 0:30:38 | |
I think, after yesterday, perhaps a few more sessions would be in order. | 0:30:38 | 0:30:41 | |
-Yeah, OK. -Starting first thing tomorrow? | 0:30:41 | 0:30:44 | |
-First thing? -End of shift. Before you go home. | 0:30:44 | 0:30:48 | |
You see, according to Dr Kozinsky, in cases like yours, if feelings | 0:30:48 | 0:30:52 | |
aren't verbally expressed then they may unfortunately get acted out. | 0:30:52 | 0:30:58 | |
-OK. I'll see her. -Yes. | 0:30:58 | 0:31:02 | |
-Oh, and -I -assigned Junior Doctor Wilde to your care this evening. | 0:31:02 | 0:31:08 | |
What is this, some sort of test? | 0:31:10 | 0:31:13 | |
Oh, if that's how it turns out, then, yes. A test. | 0:31:13 | 0:31:18 | |
We think it's Gram-negative septicaemia. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:29 | |
We're going to run platelets and FFPs just to try and stabilise her. | 0:31:29 | 0:31:34 | |
Is she going to be OK? | 0:31:34 | 0:31:35 | |
Come here. Of course she is. | 0:31:37 | 0:31:41 | |
I mean, she's not out of the woods. | 0:31:41 | 0:31:45 | |
But give her a little time, she'll fight back. | 0:31:45 | 0:31:49 | |
She's a Levy after all. | 0:31:49 | 0:31:51 | |
I'm sorry, visiting hours are over. | 0:32:00 | 0:32:03 | |
My grandad's here, Thomas Potter? | 0:32:03 | 0:32:05 | |
I just want to say good night. Couple of minutes? | 0:32:05 | 0:32:07 | |
Yes, of course! Dean! Hello. | 0:32:07 | 0:32:10 | |
Yes, he was very much looking forward to seeing you. | 0:32:10 | 0:32:13 | |
-Where is he? -I'm afraid if you'd have arrived a bit earlier... | 0:32:13 | 0:32:15 | |
-What? -After examination earlier this evening, | 0:32:15 | 0:32:18 | |
we discovered an abdominal aortic aneurysm. | 0:32:18 | 0:32:21 | |
They are dangerous at most times, but especially with old people. | 0:32:21 | 0:32:26 | |
He's gone?! | 0:32:26 | 0:32:27 | |
He got called in for an operation - luckily for him, | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
it all happened very quickly. | 0:32:30 | 0:32:32 | |
He really was ill? None of us believed him. | 0:32:32 | 0:32:36 | |
He was for ever pulling the alarm cord in his bungalow. | 0:32:36 | 0:32:39 | |
Moaning at the warden. We just assumed he was attention seeking. | 0:32:39 | 0:32:43 | |
Well, um, you'll probably want to get off home. | 0:32:43 | 0:32:47 | |
Right. I can't see him? | 0:32:47 | 0:32:48 | |
No. Sorry. That's not allowed. | 0:32:48 | 0:32:50 | |
Sorry. | 0:32:52 | 0:32:54 | |
You OK? | 0:32:54 | 0:32:55 | |
Yeah. Thanks. I feel a bit weird. | 0:32:55 | 0:33:00 | |
I've never really lost anyone in my life - not close anyway, until now. | 0:33:00 | 0:33:05 | |
Quite lucky, I suppose. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:06 | |
Arthur, who died? | 0:33:06 | 0:33:10 | |
Nobody. | 0:33:10 | 0:33:11 | |
My grandad. Thomas Potter. | 0:33:11 | 0:33:14 | |
Your grandad's not dead. | 0:33:14 | 0:33:16 | |
Yes, he is. You just told me. | 0:33:16 | 0:33:18 | |
No, he's having an operation upstairs. | 0:33:18 | 0:33:20 | |
Oh, no, he'll be down later. | 0:33:20 | 0:33:22 | |
-I think...I'd like a sit-down. -Yes, of course. | 0:33:22 | 0:33:25 | |
I look such a wreck. | 0:33:39 | 0:33:40 | |
You must be worn out. | 0:33:42 | 0:33:44 | |
I didn't think I had any tears left in me. | 0:33:44 | 0:33:46 | |
What you do with the make-up with Rachel, it's very sweet. | 0:33:50 | 0:33:54 | |
I wanted you to be the wicked stepmum, all poison apples | 0:33:56 | 0:34:00 | |
and floors to mop. | 0:34:00 | 0:34:02 | |
There's plenty of work still to be done. | 0:34:02 | 0:34:04 | |
I wanted them to hate you - | 0:34:04 | 0:34:06 | |
tell me stories of what an airhead blonde chav you were. | 0:34:06 | 0:34:10 | |
And did they? | 0:34:10 | 0:34:13 | |
A little bit. At first. | 0:34:13 | 0:34:15 | |
Mainly because they knew that's what I wanted to hear - | 0:34:15 | 0:34:17 | |
make me happy after I'd missed them all weekend. | 0:34:17 | 0:34:20 | |
It's easy for you when they stay over, you get to be the fun ones. | 0:34:20 | 0:34:24 | |
Being the bad guy all the time can get wearing. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:27 | |
They are always fiercely defensive of their mother. Believe me. | 0:34:27 | 0:34:31 | |
Good girls! | 0:34:31 | 0:34:33 | |
I'm the bad guy too. | 0:34:33 | 0:34:35 | |
Tends to be that way with Sacha. | 0:34:35 | 0:34:37 | |
I know. I remember. | 0:34:37 | 0:34:41 | |
Was that what happened? | 0:34:41 | 0:34:42 | |
Oh, no, no. Of course not. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:44 | |
Even I can't make him the bad guy. It's just not possible. | 0:34:44 | 0:34:49 | |
He just wasn't the right guy. I wanted... | 0:34:49 | 0:34:52 | |
No, I NEEDED something more. | 0:34:52 | 0:34:55 | |
It was hell at the time but it was the right thing to do. | 0:34:55 | 0:34:59 | |
I look at you both now... | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
We can do this, Chrissie, you and me. | 0:35:03 | 0:35:06 | |
And Sacha - together. Bring up our children. Be a family. | 0:35:06 | 0:35:11 | |
Don't worry, Jim. Won't take long. | 0:35:17 | 0:35:21 | |
I don't like it in here. It's like being in a coffin. | 0:35:21 | 0:35:24 | |
Or a closet, I suppose. Suffocating. | 0:35:24 | 0:35:27 | |
How long have you known Father Western? | 0:35:27 | 0:35:30 | |
Ha! How did you work that one out? | 0:35:30 | 0:35:32 | |
Yeah, he more or less told me. | 0:35:32 | 0:35:34 | |
Known him two years. Lived with him for a year. | 0:35:34 | 0:35:37 | |
I know. I'm a glutton for punishment. | 0:35:37 | 0:35:40 | |
And I'm not even a Catholic. What was I thinking? | 0:35:40 | 0:35:43 | |
He got the police off your back. | 0:35:43 | 0:35:45 | |
Talked them into not pressing charges. | 0:35:45 | 0:35:47 | |
Yeah... | 0:35:47 | 0:35:48 | |
It was church land so the police couldn't do anything anyway. | 0:35:48 | 0:35:51 | |
I really don't like it in here. | 0:35:51 | 0:35:54 | |
Hi. I'll get the pictures sent straight up | 0:35:57 | 0:36:00 | |
but it looks like there's some factures on the ribs. | 0:36:00 | 0:36:03 | |
Let me see. | 0:36:03 | 0:36:05 | |
That the gorgeous Dr Valentine with you? | 0:36:05 | 0:36:07 | |
Must know Ms Campbell very well to be able to ask a favour. | 0:36:13 | 0:36:16 | |
No, not really. | 0:36:16 | 0:36:18 | |
Let me just do a shift on Darwin, Ms Campbell. | 0:36:18 | 0:36:21 | |
Check it out? | 0:36:21 | 0:36:23 | |
Check him out. | 0:36:23 | 0:36:25 | |
Yeah, I'm not with you. What are you...? | 0:36:25 | 0:36:27 | |
What I'm saying is, you being here on Darwin is no accident. | 0:36:27 | 0:36:31 | |
No, it isn't. I asked to come up here. | 0:36:31 | 0:36:33 | |
-To be her eyes? -Serena Campbell's? | 0:36:33 | 0:36:36 | |
Her spy? Just in case I go over the line. | 0:36:36 | 0:36:39 | |
Dr Valentine, I don't know... | 0:36:43 | 0:36:45 | |
Sorry to disturb you. | 0:36:52 | 0:36:54 | |
That's fine. Just gathering my thoughts. | 0:36:54 | 0:36:57 | |
I just thought you might like to know we've got Jim's CT scan back. | 0:36:57 | 0:37:01 | |
And? | 0:37:01 | 0:37:03 | |
He's got a couple of broken ribs and there's an internal bleed. | 0:37:03 | 0:37:06 | |
So he'll need an operation, but he should be OK. | 0:37:06 | 0:37:09 | |
Thank you. | 0:37:09 | 0:37:10 | |
He seems like a bit of a troubled soul to me. | 0:37:10 | 0:37:14 | |
He's a very different person when he's on his medication. | 0:37:14 | 0:37:18 | |
Very different. | 0:37:18 | 0:37:21 | |
The next-of-kin box on his form... | 0:37:21 | 0:37:24 | |
Jim said he's got no-one he can put in it. | 0:37:24 | 0:37:27 | |
So no family, no loved ones - is that really the case? | 0:37:27 | 0:37:31 | |
It's complicated. | 0:37:33 | 0:37:35 | |
I've just had a call from theatre about Mr Potter's aneurysm. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:54 | |
It's all done? | 0:37:54 | 0:37:55 | |
He's not? | 0:37:57 | 0:37:59 | |
Let me do some doctoring, I bet you I can. | 0:38:04 | 0:38:06 | |
I could have been a doctor, you know. | 0:38:06 | 0:38:08 | |
Mr Howson, it's absolutely imperative you lie down still, | 0:38:08 | 0:38:11 | |
until we can operate. | 0:38:11 | 0:38:12 | |
How about I operate on myself? I bet you I could! | 0:38:12 | 0:38:14 | |
Come on, Jim, into bed, you heard the doctor! | 0:38:14 | 0:38:17 | |
You trying to get me into bed, Father? | 0:38:17 | 0:38:19 | |
What will your parishioners think? | 0:38:19 | 0:38:20 | |
-You'll make it worse. -How could this get any worse? | 0:38:20 | 0:38:23 | |
-I mean, you'll injure yourself. -Oh, get off me! | 0:38:23 | 0:38:25 | |
-Shhh. Shhh! Come on. -Shush yourself! I'm sick of you shushing me. | 0:38:25 | 0:38:28 | |
OK, that's enough! | 0:38:28 | 0:38:29 | |
OK, Mr Howson, into bed. | 0:38:29 | 0:38:32 | |
HE MOANS AND COUGHS | 0:38:32 | 0:38:34 | |
I'm here, Jim. You're not alone. I'm here, I'm here to help you. | 0:38:34 | 0:38:36 | |
You can't help me. | 0:38:36 | 0:38:38 | |
-I know this was all because of me. -Oh, don't flatter yourself! | 0:38:38 | 0:38:40 | |
That's enough, Father, would you leave, please? | 0:38:40 | 0:38:43 | |
-You're upsetting the patient. -It's OK. I'll... -Now! | 0:38:43 | 0:38:45 | |
JIM SOBS | 0:38:45 | 0:38:47 | |
I'm sorry. Bet I messed up all your make-up. | 0:38:50 | 0:38:53 | |
It's all right. We'll do it a million times over. | 0:38:53 | 0:38:56 | |
Did I look like a vampire? | 0:38:56 | 0:38:58 | |
Oh, yes! Yes, my beautiful, blood-sucking, garlic-hating vampire. | 0:38:58 | 0:39:04 | |
They say your platelet count's improving | 0:39:04 | 0:39:07 | |
and the infection is getting under control. | 0:39:07 | 0:39:10 | |
You're going to be OK! | 0:39:10 | 0:39:12 | |
-Fingers crossed. -Toes crossed. -Everything's looking positive. | 0:39:12 | 0:39:16 | |
Group hug, I think. Yes? | 0:39:17 | 0:39:19 | |
Come on. | 0:39:19 | 0:39:21 | |
Oh, no! | 0:39:31 | 0:39:33 | |
Can you just give me a minute? | 0:39:33 | 0:39:35 | |
You have to help me. | 0:39:36 | 0:39:38 | |
You haven't told him yet? | 0:39:38 | 0:39:40 | |
I can't. After last time. Our little misunderstanding... | 0:39:40 | 0:39:43 | |
-Oh, Arthur! -All right. Yes. I'll do it. I know, yes. | 0:39:43 | 0:39:47 | |
I just wanted to drop this off. | 0:39:47 | 0:39:49 | |
They had it in the all-night shop round the corner, | 0:39:49 | 0:39:51 | |
-I couldn't resist it. -Right. | 0:39:51 | 0:39:54 | |
Can I tie it to the end of his bed? He'll hate it. Be a great wind-up! | 0:39:54 | 0:39:59 | |
Could I just have a word with you? | 0:39:59 | 0:40:01 | |
He hates anything that draws attention. | 0:40:01 | 0:40:03 | |
On his birthday I bought him a birthday cake | 0:40:03 | 0:40:05 | |
and stuck 82 candles on it and got all the old women | 0:40:05 | 0:40:07 | |
in his sheltered housing to sing Happy Birthday. | 0:40:07 | 0:40:10 | |
-That's lovely but... -Nearly burst a blood vessel! | 0:40:10 | 0:40:12 | |
I'm afraid your grandfather... | 0:40:12 | 0:40:13 | |
I know he loves to play the grumpy old sod. But actually he's... | 0:40:13 | 0:40:17 | |
..died, is dead. | 0:40:17 | 0:40:19 | |
-What?! -I'm very sorry. | 0:40:19 | 0:40:22 | |
-You taking the...? -No. I'm sorry. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:24 | |
You're sure? Cos first he's dead and then he's alive. | 0:40:24 | 0:40:27 | |
And then he's dead again? | 0:40:27 | 0:40:28 | |
I'm afraid he really is dead this time. | 0:40:28 | 0:40:31 | |
He passed away after the operation, in the recovery room. | 0:40:31 | 0:40:35 | |
It would have been very peaceful. | 0:40:35 | 0:40:38 | |
Was he alone... when he died - my grandad? | 0:40:38 | 0:40:41 | |
Not that he would've really cared if I'd been here but... | 0:40:43 | 0:40:45 | |
He don't think he'd have felt anything...really. | 0:40:45 | 0:40:48 | |
I think he would have just slipped away. | 0:40:48 | 0:40:51 | |
I very much doubt if he was aware if there was anyone there or not. | 0:40:51 | 0:40:57 | |
Can I have a minute? | 0:40:57 | 0:40:58 | |
Of course. Of course, yeah. | 0:40:58 | 0:41:00 | |
Great! | 0:41:13 | 0:41:14 | |
Do you know if Mr Howson's been taken for any more tests? | 0:41:17 | 0:41:20 | |
Not as far as I'm aware. | 0:41:20 | 0:41:22 | |
Any sign? | 0:41:35 | 0:41:37 | |
No, sorry. Have you tried asking his boyfriend? | 0:41:37 | 0:41:39 | |
Father Pete. | 0:41:44 | 0:41:45 | |
-Hey. -Hey. | 0:41:48 | 0:41:51 | |
Do you mind if I...? | 0:41:51 | 0:41:54 | |
-What you saw earlier with Michael... -It's none of my business. | 0:41:58 | 0:42:01 | |
Correct. | 0:42:01 | 0:42:03 | |
Actually, it was Daniel I wanted to talk to you about. | 0:42:07 | 0:42:10 | |
One in four children is born with a hole in their heart. | 0:42:13 | 0:42:16 | |
It's so totally common | 0:42:16 | 0:42:18 | |
and so benign that we don't even treat it these days. | 0:42:18 | 0:42:21 | |
It's completely symptomless. | 0:42:21 | 0:42:23 | |
And if treatment were ever needed for a child like Daniel, | 0:42:23 | 0:42:26 | |
-it'd be years down the line. -I don't believe this! | 0:42:26 | 0:42:28 | |
And even then, the treatment wouldn't be surgical, | 0:42:28 | 0:42:30 | |
-it'd be purely medication. -Did he put you up to this? | 0:42:30 | 0:42:34 | |
Go and tell Chrissie how nothing a hole in the heart is. | 0:42:34 | 0:42:37 | |
I... | 0:42:39 | 0:42:41 | |
GRUNTING | 0:42:45 | 0:42:47 | |
Jim. What are you doing? Everyone's looking for you. | 0:42:47 | 0:42:50 | |
I'm going home. I'm packing my bags. And then I'm leaving. | 0:42:50 | 0:42:52 | |
Don't do this now. We can talk about this later. | 0:42:52 | 0:42:55 | |
You've been saying that for two years. "We'll talk about it." | 0:42:55 | 0:42:57 | |
But we never do, do we? We just brush it all under the carpet. | 0:42:57 | 0:43:00 | |
I'm not ashamed of who I am, but my vocation means... | 0:43:00 | 0:43:02 | |
I know! I know what it means! I've always known. | 0:43:02 | 0:43:05 | |
And I thought I could live with it, but I can't. | 0:43:05 | 0:43:08 | |
You've stop taking your meds, haven't you? | 0:43:08 | 0:43:11 | |
Jim, you need to come back to the ward right now. | 0:43:11 | 0:43:13 | |
Because I wanted to feel something real for a change. | 0:43:13 | 0:43:15 | |
I thought it might make me feel like me again. | 0:43:15 | 0:43:17 | |
What the hell's he doing out of bed?! | 0:43:17 | 0:43:19 | |
Yes, he knows! We're coming. | 0:43:19 | 0:43:21 | |
Ah, just the man I'm looking for. There's female patient on Keller | 0:43:21 | 0:43:24 | |
who's seems very keen to see a priest. | 0:43:24 | 0:43:26 | |
-I can't. -I believe it's a matter of some urgency. | 0:43:26 | 0:43:29 | |
Bye, Pete. | 0:43:29 | 0:43:31 | |
Everything all right? | 0:43:35 | 0:43:37 | |
Fine. It's all under control. | 0:43:37 | 0:43:39 | |
We met online, said he was a social worker. | 0:43:44 | 0:43:48 | |
It took him three months to drop the bombshell. | 0:43:48 | 0:43:51 | |
I should've run for the hills at that point, | 0:43:51 | 0:43:53 | |
but by then it was too late - head over heels. | 0:43:53 | 0:43:57 | |
I don't know what I was expecting. | 0:43:57 | 0:44:00 | |
I put it all down to my adolescent fixation with The Thorn Birds. | 0:44:00 | 0:44:05 | |
HE WHEEZES | 0:44:05 | 0:44:07 | |
Jim, you OK? Try and breathe. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:10 | |
It's OK, it's OK. I need assistance here! Dr Valentine! | 0:44:10 | 0:44:14 | |
It's a haemopneumothorax. He needs an emergency chest drain! | 0:44:14 | 0:44:18 | |
Page Professor Hope. Find Dr Valentine! | 0:44:18 | 0:44:20 | |
It's OK, Jim. It's all right, sit back. Try and breathe. | 0:44:20 | 0:44:23 | |
Try and breathe. There you go. Don't move. OK, I'm getting help. | 0:44:23 | 0:44:26 | |
-What on earth is it now? -He can't breathe properly. | 0:44:28 | 0:44:31 | |
I think a rib might have punctured a lung. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:33 | |
OK. If you'd just stayed in bed...like you were told, | 0:44:33 | 0:44:37 | |
waited for theatre, none of this would have happened. | 0:44:37 | 0:44:40 | |
-Get off me. -I've got 1% lignocaine. -Good. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:43 | |
Some air and blood has escaped from your lungs into the chest cavity. | 0:44:43 | 0:44:46 | |
We need to release it so you can breath properly. | 0:44:46 | 0:44:48 | |
-Roll over for me, please. -No. No. Get off me. Get off me! Get off! | 0:44:48 | 0:44:51 | |
-Jim. Just let him do... -Ahh! | 0:44:51 | 0:44:54 | |
OK. OK, fine. You want me to get off. I will. | 0:44:54 | 0:44:57 | |
That's it. OK, I'm off. Suit yourself. | 0:44:57 | 0:45:01 | |
-You brought this entirely on yourself. -Dr Valentine! | 0:45:01 | 0:45:04 | |
This is totally your fault. You smashed up a bus, | 0:45:04 | 0:45:06 | |
hurt innocent people. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
Enough bad things happen to good people without doing it to yourself. | 0:45:08 | 0:45:12 | |
-Dr Valentine, you need to do this now! -No. | 0:45:12 | 0:45:14 | |
People die in here all the time. | 0:45:14 | 0:45:18 | |
People who don't want to, don't deserve to die, but you... | 0:45:18 | 0:45:22 | |
Dr Valentine! I can't do this by myself. I'm not qualified. | 0:45:22 | 0:45:26 | |
Then don't do it. | 0:45:26 | 0:45:28 | |
WHEEZING CONTINUES | 0:45:28 | 0:45:30 | |
It's all right, stay still. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:33 | |
Right. OK, right. | 0:45:34 | 0:45:36 | |
I need you to stay still for me, yeah? | 0:45:36 | 0:45:39 | |
OK. Right, we're going to do this, yeah? | 0:45:39 | 0:45:43 | |
We are all good. OK, it's all right. | 0:45:43 | 0:45:46 | |
OK, you're doing really well, Jim. | 0:45:53 | 0:45:56 | |
OK. | 0:45:56 | 0:45:58 | |
It's fine, you're doing really well. | 0:46:01 | 0:46:05 | |
Jim? I need you to cough for me, yeah? I need you to cough. | 0:46:05 | 0:46:08 | |
HE COUGHS | 0:46:08 | 0:46:11 | |
WHEEZING STOPS | 0:46:11 | 0:46:12 | |
Would you like a cup of tea? | 0:46:20 | 0:46:21 | |
It's just the shock, isn't it? | 0:46:24 | 0:46:27 | |
Hearing one thing, then another. | 0:46:27 | 0:46:30 | |
Do you...want a balloon? | 0:46:32 | 0:46:34 | |
If it's Tommy Potter's balloon, then, yeah, definitely! | 0:46:36 | 0:46:40 | |
Did you...know...? | 0:46:40 | 0:46:43 | |
-Tommy? Not for long enough! -Do you get a chance to...? | 0:46:43 | 0:46:47 | |
-Talk to him? Oh, yeah. -I know, he could be a bit... | 0:46:47 | 0:46:51 | |
He was a good laugh, your grandad. | 0:46:51 | 0:46:54 | |
-He rubbed a lot of people up the wrong way. -No! Tommy? | 0:46:54 | 0:46:57 | |
They didn't always get his sense of humour. | 0:46:57 | 0:46:59 | |
-Ah, he was lovely. -Grandad Tommy was never lovely! | 0:46:59 | 0:47:03 | |
Well...yeah, I mean... | 0:47:03 | 0:47:06 | |
Wry. He had a very wry sense of humour. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:09 | |
Yeah. I like wry. | 0:47:09 | 0:47:11 | |
-He loved you. -Don't be daft. | 0:47:11 | 0:47:13 | |
He did go on about you a lot. | 0:47:13 | 0:47:15 | |
Well, it wouldn't have been saying anything very nice. | 0:47:15 | 0:47:17 | |
You'd be surprised. | 0:47:17 | 0:47:19 | |
He said, in a tight corner, you'd be his go-to-guy. | 0:47:19 | 0:47:23 | |
Yeah? | 0:47:23 | 0:47:25 | |
Yeah, yeah, he did. | 0:47:25 | 0:47:27 | |
And he gave us some advice to give to you. | 0:47:27 | 0:47:29 | |
-To me? -Yes. | 0:47:29 | 0:47:32 | |
"You only get one pop." | 0:47:32 | 0:47:35 | |
"So grab the bull by the...whatsits." | 0:47:35 | 0:47:38 | |
He'd always say that. | 0:47:38 | 0:47:40 | |
"Dean, my son, go out there and grab the bull by the whatsits." | 0:47:40 | 0:47:45 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:47:45 | 0:47:46 | |
Here you go. | 0:47:46 | 0:47:48 | |
Cheers. | 0:47:48 | 0:47:50 | |
Good luck, Tommy. | 0:47:50 | 0:47:52 | |
What happened? | 0:48:00 | 0:48:02 | |
A fractured rib punctured his lung. | 0:48:02 | 0:48:05 | |
Oh, Jim. | 0:48:06 | 0:48:08 | |
He's had to have an emergency drain, but he's stable, | 0:48:08 | 0:48:11 | |
and he's booked in for surgery to have the lung repaired. | 0:48:11 | 0:48:16 | |
I should have been here. He shouldn't have been on his own. | 0:48:16 | 0:48:20 | |
You were helping a dying woman. | 0:48:20 | 0:48:24 | |
We just patch 'em up and send 'em on, | 0:48:24 | 0:48:26 | |
you have to look after their souls 24/7. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:29 | |
That's a...that's a pretty big responsibility. | 0:48:29 | 0:48:33 | |
-So is being someone's... -Next of kin? | 0:48:33 | 0:48:36 | |
Exactly. | 0:48:38 | 0:48:39 | |
You're really not getting the message, are you? | 0:48:45 | 0:48:48 | |
You wearing your civvies? | 0:48:48 | 0:48:50 | |
Oh, God, no. Tell me you haven't given up the priesthood? | 0:48:51 | 0:48:55 | |
I don't want you to do that. | 0:48:55 | 0:48:57 | |
Not yet. Why? | 0:48:57 | 0:49:01 | |
Because it's who you are, you stupid git. | 0:49:01 | 0:49:05 | |
I may not get it, but some poor old lady was lying there dying today, | 0:49:05 | 0:49:10 | |
and you were able to give her peace and kindness and reassurance. | 0:49:10 | 0:49:16 | |
That's something to be proud of. | 0:49:17 | 0:49:19 | |
You know, when you take your meds, you're still you. | 0:49:22 | 0:49:27 | |
You're just a you that functions better. | 0:49:29 | 0:49:32 | |
JIM CHUCKLES | 0:49:32 | 0:49:34 | |
What's your point? | 0:49:34 | 0:49:35 | |
I'm Father Western, the priest, and I always will be. | 0:49:37 | 0:49:41 | |
But I'm also Pete. | 0:49:43 | 0:49:46 | |
A man who loves his partner.. | 0:49:46 | 0:49:48 | |
...and is trying to figure out how to be better at it. | 0:49:49 | 0:49:52 | |
It's a compromise. | 0:49:55 | 0:49:57 | |
I know God accepts me, but the church won't. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:04 | |
It's not perfect. | 0:50:05 | 0:50:06 | |
But I'd rather have half my life with you than none of it. | 0:50:09 | 0:50:13 | |
That's the best I can offer. | 0:50:16 | 0:50:18 | |
I walk into a ward where an F1, who is under your mentor-ship | 0:50:27 | 0:50:32 | |
and care, is performing an emergency chest drain - | 0:50:32 | 0:50:36 | |
a procedure she's not qualified to perform | 0:50:36 | 0:50:38 | |
unless properly supervised by a more senior doctor, | 0:50:38 | 0:50:42 | |
namely, you. | 0:50:42 | 0:50:44 | |
Were you there, Dr Valentine... | 0:50:45 | 0:50:48 | |
..supervising? | 0:50:49 | 0:50:50 | |
Did you give your permission to proceed? | 0:50:51 | 0:50:53 | |
Had you been made aware that the procedure was necessary? | 0:50:58 | 0:51:02 | |
No. | 0:51:05 | 0:51:06 | |
Chantelle? | 0:51:10 | 0:51:12 | |
You heading home too? | 0:51:12 | 0:51:14 | |
Yes. No. Maybe. | 0:51:14 | 0:51:17 | |
I don't know, that depends, I was going to ask you... | 0:51:17 | 0:51:22 | |
Are you OK? Why are you being all...? | 0:51:22 | 0:51:26 | |
W-w-what? | 0:51:26 | 0:51:29 | |
All Arthur with me. | 0:51:29 | 0:51:32 | |
You said yourself. It's just a joke. | 0:51:34 | 0:51:38 | |
What is? | 0:51:38 | 0:51:40 | |
You and me. Doctors and nurses. | 0:51:40 | 0:51:42 | |
Open your eyes, Arthur. | 0:51:45 | 0:51:47 | |
I really, really like you. And we have such a laugh at work. | 0:51:52 | 0:51:57 | |
And I think you're very sweet. | 0:51:57 | 0:52:00 | |
But? | 0:52:00 | 0:52:01 | |
I like being your friend. | 0:52:01 | 0:52:04 | |
-HE SIGHS -"Your friend." | 0:52:04 | 0:52:07 | |
I really like being your friend. | 0:52:07 | 0:52:09 | |
You like being my friend? | 0:52:11 | 0:52:13 | |
Not...? | 0:52:15 | 0:52:17 | |
No. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:19 | |
Go home, Arthur. | 0:52:23 | 0:52:25 | |
It's Rachel's bloods, they're looking very good. | 0:52:42 | 0:52:46 | |
She definitely on the mend. INR's improving. | 0:52:46 | 0:52:50 | |
The girl's practically Wonder Woman. | 0:52:50 | 0:52:53 | |
I can't do this. | 0:52:53 | 0:52:55 | |
Chrissie... | 0:52:56 | 0:52:58 | |
I can't. I'm sorry. | 0:52:58 | 0:53:00 | |
I can't. | 0:53:01 | 0:53:04 | |
Rachel's getting so much better. And Daniel's fine. | 0:53:04 | 0:53:08 | |
I'm not. | 0:53:11 | 0:53:12 | |
Just, just sleep on it. I mean, you're probably tired. | 0:53:12 | 0:53:16 | |
I know I am. | 0:53:16 | 0:53:18 | |
Come with me back to Oncology. | 0:53:23 | 0:53:26 | |
I've booked a cab. | 0:53:26 | 0:53:28 | |
You heading home? | 0:53:28 | 0:53:30 | |
I'm leaving. | 0:53:30 | 0:53:32 | |
Chrissie, look, I know it's been traumatic the last few... | 0:53:32 | 0:53:36 | |
I just need some time to think. | 0:53:36 | 0:53:38 | |
Where are you going to go? | 0:53:38 | 0:53:40 | |
I've rung my dad. | 0:53:40 | 0:53:42 | |
In Melbourne? | 0:53:42 | 0:53:44 | |
We're going to go and visit. | 0:53:44 | 0:53:46 | |
A visit?! | 0:53:46 | 0:53:47 | |
Yes. Me and Daniel. Not permanently. | 0:53:48 | 0:53:53 | |
Chrissie, this is crazy. | 0:53:55 | 0:53:58 | |
You can say goodbye to us here or... walk us to the door. | 0:53:59 | 0:54:02 | |
-Serena says I've got to be here. -That's right. | 0:54:11 | 0:54:14 | |
You told her that if I don't talk I'll only act out my feelings. | 0:54:14 | 0:54:17 | |
-Do you have any feelings, Oliver? -What? | 0:54:17 | 0:54:20 | |
At the moment? Do you have any feelings? | 0:54:20 | 0:54:24 | |
I don't understand. | 0:54:24 | 0:54:25 | |
It's a simple question. Do you have feelings? | 0:54:25 | 0:54:29 | |
HE TUTS | 0:54:29 | 0:54:31 | |
I'm not asking what sort of feelings, or what colour, | 0:54:31 | 0:54:33 | |
or how big. Simply, do you have any feelings at all? | 0:54:33 | 0:54:37 | |
Grief over the loss of a loved one can start a tsunami of feelings. | 0:54:39 | 0:54:44 | |
You know the roll call. Denial, anger, depression...yada, yada. | 0:54:45 | 0:54:49 | |
Agreed? | 0:54:49 | 0:54:51 | |
Or...grief can cause a paralysis of feelings. | 0:54:51 | 0:54:56 | |
Nothing. A great howling void of nothingness. | 0:54:56 | 0:55:03 | |
So I'd like to try something. | 0:55:03 | 0:55:05 | |
A technique. | 0:55:08 | 0:55:10 | |
Humour me. | 0:55:31 | 0:55:33 | |
CLOCK TICKS | 0:55:43 | 0:55:45 | |
Do you feel anything? | 0:55:55 | 0:55:57 | |
Do you know why I married you? | 0:56:01 | 0:56:03 | |
I ask myself that every day. | 0:56:06 | 0:56:08 | |
Because I trusted you. I never pick trustworthy men. But you... | 0:56:08 | 0:56:14 | |
You were secure, adoring, dependable... | 0:56:16 | 0:56:21 | |
..and I knew you would love me for ever. | 0:56:22 | 0:56:25 | |
Because you, in your stupid Sacha brain, | 0:56:26 | 0:56:30 | |
-thought I was too good for you. -You are. | 0:56:30 | 0:56:32 | |
I trusted you, but you don't trust me, do you? | 0:56:33 | 0:56:37 | |
Did you really think I would let Rachel die? | 0:56:38 | 0:56:41 | |
I thought I knew you would never leave me, | 0:56:44 | 0:56:50 | |
you would never lie to me, and you would never hurt me. | 0:56:50 | 0:56:52 | |
-Never. -But you did. | 0:56:52 | 0:56:56 | |
Am I so bad? I fought for my daughter. | 0:56:58 | 0:57:02 | |
I love my son. | 0:57:02 | 0:57:04 | |
I try every day to provide for you and I love you. | 0:57:06 | 0:57:13 | |
I can't be in this marriage for Daniel's sake. For the girls'. | 0:57:16 | 0:57:21 | |
I have to be in it because I want to, otherwise it's no good for anyone. | 0:57:21 | 0:57:26 | |
What I loved...loved about you was that I could trust you. | 0:57:26 | 0:57:31 | |
And now, I can't. | 0:57:34 | 0:57:36 | |
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