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I really like being your friend. | 0:00:38 | 0:00:40 | |
Not... | 0:00:40 | 0:00:42 | |
No. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:43 | |
I'm always going to have this shadow hanging over me. | 0:00:45 | 0:00:48 | |
We all have a shadow hanging over us. | 0:00:48 | 0:00:51 | |
Just some more than others. | 0:00:51 | 0:00:53 | |
Mr Malick gave her too much. She went into respiratory depression. | 0:00:56 | 0:01:01 | |
What Dr Copeland said... it couldn't happen. | 0:01:01 | 0:01:04 | |
You want me to get off? I will. | 0:01:04 | 0:01:05 | |
Dr Valentine, I can't do this unsupervised. I'm not qualified. | 0:01:05 | 0:01:08 | |
Don't do it. | 0:01:08 | 0:01:09 | |
Had you been made aware that the procedure was necessary? | 0:01:09 | 0:01:12 | |
No. | 0:01:12 | 0:01:13 | |
You're looking better. | 0:01:24 | 0:01:27 | |
-Excuse me? -I said you're looking better. | 0:01:27 | 0:01:30 | |
Oh, I had a shave and a haircut. | 0:01:30 | 0:01:32 | |
Sometimes it's the little things that count. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:35 | |
Turning up to sessions, for example. | 0:01:35 | 0:01:36 | |
What can I say? I'm turning over a whole new leaf. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:41 | |
I've started running. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:42 | |
Anywhere particular? | 0:01:42 | 0:01:43 | |
No. Just running. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:47 | |
For fun? | 0:01:47 | 0:01:48 | |
For exercise. | 0:01:48 | 0:01:50 | |
You know what they say - healthy body, healthy mind. | 0:01:50 | 0:01:54 | |
I just figured it was time to pull myself together. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
By running? | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
Everything. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
"It's the little things". | 0:02:05 | 0:02:07 | |
Like...grieving? | 0:02:07 | 0:02:08 | |
Look, I've done enough grieving. And I don't pretend to have answers. | 0:02:08 | 0:02:13 | |
I don't need them. Not any more. | 0:02:13 | 0:02:15 | |
Really? Why is that? | 0:02:15 | 0:02:17 | |
Like you said - I'm better now. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:18 | |
'Argh! Argh!' | 0:02:26 | 0:02:30 | |
'Someone call an ambulance! He's dying! | 0:02:32 | 0:02:36 | |
'Help!' | 0:02:36 | 0:02:37 | |
Have you completed your investigation? | 0:02:39 | 0:02:42 | |
Let's just say I have covered our collective behinds. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:46 | |
It says here Dr Wilde is taking responsibility for the incident. | 0:02:46 | 0:02:49 | |
I thought that was in dispute? | 0:02:49 | 0:02:51 | |
It appears Dr Wilde has had a change of heart. | 0:02:51 | 0:02:54 | |
Or conscience. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:56 | |
Whatever her motives, it saves us | 0:02:56 | 0:02:58 | |
having to examine Dr Valentine's statement too closely. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:01 | |
You think he's lying? | 0:03:01 | 0:03:02 | |
There are rumours that Dr Wilde has, um... | 0:03:02 | 0:03:06 | |
Oh, how to put it delicately...? | 0:03:06 | 0:03:10 | |
"Taken one for the team". | 0:03:10 | 0:03:11 | |
Lipstick - on your collar. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:22 | |
C'mon, that's cliched, even for you! | 0:03:22 | 0:03:24 | |
It's not what you think. | 0:03:24 | 0:03:25 | |
Yeah, right. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:28 | |
What do you mean, cliched, anyway? | 0:03:28 | 0:03:30 | |
-I'm the least cliched person, I know. -Yikes! | 0:03:30 | 0:03:32 | |
Remind me never to come to a dinner party with you and your mates. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:36 | |
There's something different about you. | 0:03:36 | 0:03:38 | |
You seem...relaxed. | 0:03:38 | 0:03:42 | |
-If I didn't know you better, I'd say you'd got... -Don't even... -Good news. | 0:03:42 | 0:03:46 | |
As though a weight's been lifted from your shoulders. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:48 | |
Maybe that chip? | 0:03:48 | 0:03:49 | |
I've come to a decision, that's all. | 0:03:49 | 0:03:51 | |
-What decision? -If you can't beat 'em, join 'em. | 0:03:51 | 0:03:54 | |
Who's "them"? | 0:03:54 | 0:03:55 | |
PAGER BLEEPS | 0:03:55 | 0:03:56 | |
Morning, sleepy-head. | 0:04:07 | 0:04:08 | |
We were paged? | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
Not what I think, huh? "Sleepy-head". | 0:04:10 | 0:04:12 | |
What's going on? ED referral? | 0:04:12 | 0:04:14 | |
Not quite. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:16 | |
I've heard of dress down Friday but that is taking the... | 0:04:16 | 0:04:19 | |
-Dr Valentine brought the patient in. -Patient collapsed in the gym where I was working out. | 0:04:19 | 0:04:23 | |
Any particular reason you bypassed ED? | 0:04:23 | 0:04:25 | |
Yeah, his symptoms. Abdominal X-ray, CT scan, U&Es, please. | 0:04:25 | 0:04:28 | |
Hey, whoa. If you want to play doctor on AAU at least put on some scrubs. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
If you guys want to mark your territory, find a tree. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:33 | |
Patient has severe cramping, abdominal pain. Oh, and diarrhoea - bloodied. | 0:04:33 | 0:04:38 | |
Must have been a nice ambulance ride. | 0:04:38 | 0:04:40 | |
Dr Wilde. A word, please? Now. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:42 | |
Patient's all yours. | 0:04:44 | 0:04:46 | |
"Patient" got a name? | 0:04:46 | 0:04:47 | |
What's going on there, then? | 0:04:50 | 0:04:52 | |
Nothing good. | 0:04:52 | 0:04:53 | |
Didn't you hear about the St Valentine's Night massacre? | 0:04:53 | 0:04:57 | |
I hear you changed your statement. About what happened. | 0:04:59 | 0:05:04 | |
I just wanted to explain. | 0:05:04 | 0:05:05 | |
You know what? I get it. You lost your wife. | 0:05:05 | 0:05:10 | |
Then you lost your mind. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:11 | |
Then you almost lost your job - refusing to attend a patient and then lying about it? | 0:05:11 | 0:05:16 | |
That's a career-ender. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:18 | |
Almost as bad as an F1 getting a name for herself for grassing up her seniors. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:23 | |
As has been made VERY clear to me. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:25 | |
Better to be known as an incompetent than as a whistle-blower. | 0:05:25 | 0:05:28 | |
I didn't do it for you. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:31 | |
I just didn't fancy committing career suicide on a point of principle. | 0:05:31 | 0:05:34 | |
As long as we're both on the same page. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:36 | |
Ulcerative colitis. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
The man out there. It's a hunch but an informed one. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:43 | |
Look for a dilated colon on the X-ray. | 0:05:43 | 0:05:45 | |
-Why are you... -A diagnosis like that will go a long way to proving to Ms Campbell you're not incompetent. | 0:05:45 | 0:05:50 | |
If you want to help me, you can tell the truth. | 0:05:50 | 0:05:54 | |
How's the flat? | 0:06:03 | 0:06:05 | |
Empty. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:06 | |
Her parents put it on the market. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:09 | |
-With your permission? -Oh, it was my idea. | 0:06:09 | 0:06:13 | |
What about Tara's things? | 0:06:13 | 0:06:14 | |
I boxed them up. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:18 | |
All of them? That's a lot of memories. | 0:06:18 | 0:06:21 | |
It's just stuff. I was getting fixated. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:24 | |
Surrounded by her things. I realised it wasn't healthy. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
Tell me - did this realisation come before or after | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
the incident on the night shift the other week? | 0:06:28 | 0:06:30 | |
-Does it matter? -You tell me. Want to talk about it? It might help. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:35 | |
What makes you think I need help? | 0:06:35 | 0:06:37 | |
PAGER BEEPS | 0:06:49 | 0:06:50 | |
How are you feeling, Mr...? | 0:07:00 | 0:07:01 | |
Cohen. Josh. | 0:07:01 | 0:07:03 | |
Joshua Cohen? Jewish, right? | 0:07:03 | 0:07:05 | |
No flies on you. | 0:07:05 | 0:07:08 | |
-I'm feeling better now the drugs have kicked in. -What happened? | 0:07:08 | 0:07:11 | |
Dunno. | 0:07:11 | 0:07:12 | |
I was working out as usual and all of a sudden I was in agony and passed out. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:17 | |
But not before I...you know. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:21 | |
Had an accident. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:22 | |
Bloods, U&Es, LFTs. | 0:07:22 | 0:07:25 | |
As Dr Valentine ordered. | 0:07:25 | 0:07:27 | |
So this "accident". Er... | 0:07:28 | 0:07:31 | |
Has it happened before? | 0:07:31 | 0:07:33 | |
It's not that uncommon in triathletes during heavy training blocks. But... | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
Not like this, not with blood. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:39 | |
-You're a triathlete? -Professional. Why? Surprised? | 0:07:39 | 0:07:43 | |
Why would I be? Excuse me. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:46 | |
Of course, er, Dr...? | 0:07:46 | 0:07:47 | |
Tressler. Harry. | 0:07:47 | 0:07:49 | |
Dr Harry Tressler. Posh, right? | 0:07:49 | 0:07:53 | |
Have you got any labs on Mr Cohen yet? | 0:07:55 | 0:07:57 | |
You're a dark horse, aren't you? Performing an unsupervised chest drain is pretty dodgy, | 0:07:57 | 0:08:02 | |
-but doing it badly... Why didn't you tell me? -I didn't want to talk about it. | 0:08:02 | 0:08:05 | |
And drop golden boy in it at the same time? No wonder Serena's all over you like a rash. | 0:08:05 | 0:08:09 | |
I didn't drop him in it. He told me to go ahead. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:12 | |
What, he stitched you up? Well, that's not fair. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
-Of course it's not fair! -What's not fair? | 0:08:14 | 0:08:17 | |
-Is there a problem? -No, no problem. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:20 | |
I just asked Dr Tressler if I could perform a colonoscopy on a patient with bowel inflammation. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:25 | |
He said no. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:26 | |
Really? That does sound very unfair. | 0:08:26 | 0:08:30 | |
We don't need the colonoscopy. I've got the diagnosis. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:33 | |
-You do? -Have you? | 0:08:33 | 0:08:35 | |
Crohn's. | 0:08:35 | 0:08:37 | |
I want an abdominal X-ray before I put money on it but... | 0:08:37 | 0:08:39 | |
Oh, well, let Dr Wilde do that for you. | 0:08:39 | 0:08:41 | |
You're needed in Mr Hanssen's office. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:43 | |
Ms Campbell? It could very well be Crohn's disease | 0:08:46 | 0:08:50 | |
but there are several other... a colonoscopy... | 0:08:50 | 0:08:53 | |
It says a lot about your working relationship with Dr Tressler that | 0:08:53 | 0:08:56 | |
you waited all of...what, three seconds, before going behind his back. | 0:08:56 | 0:09:00 | |
Book the X-ray. And wait for Dr Tressler before doing anything else. | 0:09:00 | 0:09:06 | |
Understood? | 0:09:06 | 0:09:07 | |
Any idea what this is all about? | 0:09:19 | 0:09:21 | |
So what were you and Gemma hob-nobbing about? | 0:09:24 | 0:09:28 | |
Why don't you ask her? | 0:09:28 | 0:09:30 | |
I have. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:32 | |
Gentlemen. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:36 | |
Good. AS you're aware, the presentations you've opted to | 0:09:42 | 0:09:46 | |
make were slated for next week. | 0:09:46 | 0:09:48 | |
I trust it's simply a matter of honing the finer | 0:09:48 | 0:09:50 | |
-points at this stage? -Absolutely. | 0:09:50 | 0:09:52 | |
-Like a razor's edge, sir. -Honing away... | 0:09:52 | 0:09:54 | |
-That's been...honed. -Excellent. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:57 | |
So you won't mind if I bring the presentations forward? | 0:09:57 | 0:10:01 | |
Can't see a problem. When? | 0:10:01 | 0:10:04 | |
Today. At this evening's Mortality and Morbidity meeting. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:08 | |
I do realise this is rather sudden | 0:10:10 | 0:10:11 | |
so if either of you have any objection... | 0:10:11 | 0:10:14 | |
I don't. Dr Valentine? | 0:10:14 | 0:10:16 | |
No. If Dr Tressler's good to go, then so am I. | 0:10:16 | 0:10:20 | |
Excellent. Well, good luck. May the best man win. | 0:10:20 | 0:10:25 | |
Was there something else? | 0:10:28 | 0:10:30 | |
KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:10:56 | 0:10:58 | |
Oliver? We've had a referral from ED. | 0:10:58 | 0:11:00 | |
I should be finishing this presentation. | 0:11:00 | 0:11:02 | |
Yes, Mr Hanssen told us it'd been moved forward. | 0:11:02 | 0:11:06 | |
If you'd like another pair of eyes... | 0:11:06 | 0:11:08 | |
I've...got to make a few tweaks before I'm ready with it. | 0:11:08 | 0:11:11 | |
They'll have to wait. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:13 | |
You're going to want to see this. Trust me. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:15 | |
-What is it? -A blast from the past. | 0:11:15 | 0:11:19 | |
Dr Valentine! | 0:11:19 | 0:11:21 | |
You don't remember me, do you? | 0:11:21 | 0:11:23 | |
Chasing down my deadbeat dad in the rain? | 0:11:23 | 0:11:26 | |
Jenny. Jenny Mulgrew. | 0:11:26 | 0:11:29 | |
-It must be a year! How are you? -Well, apart from being here again, I'm OK. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:33 | |
Jenny's mum is on her way and ED suspect pleural effusion. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:37 | |
-Er, but there is another issue. -I'm sure it'll be fine. We'll do a pericardiocentisis. | 0:11:37 | 0:11:41 | |
-Find out what's going on. -Where's Dr Lo? | 0:11:41 | 0:11:44 | |
Tara? Is she here? I wanted her to know that... | 0:11:44 | 0:11:50 | |
-What's wrong? -We'll just get you settled. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:53 | |
Nothing's wrong. Jenny. Tara's... | 0:11:53 | 0:11:56 | |
She passed away three months ago. It was very sudden. What... | 0:11:56 | 0:11:59 | |
What was it you wanted her to know? | 0:12:01 | 0:12:04 | |
This. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:06 | |
What a piece of junk! What happened to your wheels? | 0:12:31 | 0:12:34 | |
Alternator trouble. Thinking of trading it in, actually. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:38 | |
For that? What are you, like, 60? | 0:12:38 | 0:12:41 | |
With three kids and a wife? And what's up with the threads? | 0:12:41 | 0:12:44 | |
You haven't just returned from some exotic place in the developing | 0:12:44 | 0:12:47 | |
world with a severe case of straight, have you? | 0:12:47 | 0:12:49 | |
Look, I've just had a four-week enforced holiday. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:53 | |
Forgive me if I want to keep a low profile for a while, all right? | 0:12:53 | 0:12:56 | |
Low profile? I give it two hours. | 0:12:56 | 0:13:01 | |
It's good to have you back, Malick. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:04 | |
Oh, Malick? Hanssen's serious. | 0:13:04 | 0:13:06 | |
Don't mess up. Last chance. | 0:13:09 | 0:13:11 | |
You booked Mr Cohen's X-ray yet? | 0:13:14 | 0:13:16 | |
Booked it, scanned it. Bagged it. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:20 | |
I tried to sell Campbell on the colonoscopy again. | 0:13:20 | 0:13:23 | |
She pretty much accused me of stabbing you in the back. | 0:13:23 | 0:13:26 | |
You'd never stab me in the back. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:29 | |
The front provides much easier access to vital organs. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:31 | |
Yup. | 0:13:31 | 0:13:32 | |
Why are you still banging on about the colonoscopy, anyway? It's almost certainly Crohn's. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:36 | |
I'm damned if I'm going to spend my last day on this hellhole of a ward sticking wire up a man's jacksie. | 0:13:36 | 0:13:41 | |
I thought it might be ulcerative colitis. | 0:13:41 | 0:13:45 | |
Interesting. What gave you that idea? | 0:13:46 | 0:13:49 | |
Just a hunch. | 0:13:52 | 0:13:54 | |
Athlete. Non-smoker... things like that. | 0:13:54 | 0:13:59 | |
Big dilated colon. | 0:13:59 | 0:14:00 | |
Some hunch, Gemma. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:03 | |
Don't get too cocky. Still need confirmation yet. | 0:14:03 | 0:14:07 | |
I'll get the fine wire - you get the jacksie! | 0:14:07 | 0:14:10 | |
Hah! | 0:14:10 | 0:14:12 | |
You must know the risks, the pressure pregnancy can put on the heart. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:15 | |
The effects of anti-rejection meds on the baby. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:17 | |
-I know the risks. -Does the father? -There is no father. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:22 | |
-This pericardio what's-it...it won't hurt the baby, will it? -No. | 0:14:22 | 0:14:28 | |
But the obstetrician will want to check you out, just in case. | 0:14:28 | 0:14:32 | |
-In fact, looks like they're ready for you now. -You're not staying? -Got a deadline. I'll check in later. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:36 | |
Hey, you got married? | 0:14:36 | 0:14:38 | |
-Yeah... -Who to? | 0:14:38 | 0:14:39 | |
Dr Lo? | 0:14:41 | 0:14:44 | |
Just before her operation. It's OK. We knew the risks, too. | 0:14:44 | 0:14:49 | |
You want to put a what up my where? | 0:14:52 | 0:14:55 | |
It sounds more unpleasant than it actually is. We can give you some sedation. | 0:14:55 | 0:14:59 | |
-PHONE RINGS -Are you going to get that? | 0:14:59 | 0:15:01 | |
It's...my dad. Aaron... | 0:15:01 | 0:15:05 | |
He's Jewish, too. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:06 | |
He's probably wondering why I'm not at training. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:09 | |
-Hard case, is he? -No. Not the way you think. | 0:15:09 | 0:15:12 | |
He thinks what I do is a...a waste. | 0:15:12 | 0:15:15 | |
-Of time? -Of me. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:17 | |
He thinks the last Jewish athlete of any note got fit | 0:15:17 | 0:15:20 | |
running away from Goliath. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:22 | |
Now, a nice law degree... Well, that would be respectable. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:26 | |
Worthy. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:27 | |
This colonoscopy'll fix things, right? | 0:15:27 | 0:15:30 | |
I'll be able to go back to training? | 0:15:30 | 0:15:33 | |
Why don't we discuss treatment once we're certain of the diagnosis, yeah? | 0:15:33 | 0:15:36 | |
Excuse me. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:37 | |
Hello, Dad. | 0:15:40 | 0:15:41 | |
I thought we could begin by going through the clinical logbook then my e-portofolio analysis. | 0:15:41 | 0:15:46 | |
This F1 deadline is today, you say? | 0:15:46 | 0:15:50 | |
Can it not be delayed, give me time to get my head around it? | 0:15:50 | 0:15:53 | |
-You've had four weeks. -I had things on my mind. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:55 | |
Like what? | 0:15:55 | 0:15:57 | |
Ah, the inquest. | 0:15:57 | 0:15:59 | |
Dominic Copeland trying to frame you in a fit of jealous sexual rage. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:03 | |
Yeah. That. | 0:16:03 | 0:16:04 | |
It all worked out in the end, though, didn't it? | 0:16:04 | 0:16:07 | |
I could have done without all that extra attention. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:10 | |
-Hey! -Who do you think you are, papping in a hospital, you vulture? | 0:16:10 | 0:16:14 | |
She's your 3pm MRI and possible laparotomy. | 0:16:14 | 0:16:19 | |
My name is Carmen Bishop. | 0:16:19 | 0:16:21 | |
Who the hell are you? | 0:16:21 | 0:16:22 | |
Crohn's or colitis, I don't think... What are you doing? | 0:16:32 | 0:16:38 | |
Just having a laugh. | 0:16:38 | 0:16:39 | |
Hmmm. Haven't you got a test to study for? | 0:16:39 | 0:16:42 | |
-In fact, what is this test? -Oh, yeah, that was my presentation. | 0:16:42 | 0:16:45 | |
They've brought it forward to this afternoon. | 0:16:45 | 0:16:47 | |
That's what you meant earlier. You think this is your last day on AAU. | 0:16:47 | 0:16:50 | |
-Going to miss me, aren't you? -Like a host misses a parasite. | 0:16:50 | 0:16:53 | |
They do - if they're symbiotic. | 0:16:53 | 0:16:57 | |
So what is this laugh, then? Shouldn't you be preparing? | 0:16:57 | 0:17:01 | |
No need. I reckon it's in the bag. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:04 | |
Bit cocky, aren't you? | 0:17:04 | 0:17:06 | |
Valentine's a good doctor and he's on home soil. | 0:17:06 | 0:17:08 | |
Valentine's a wreck. What he did to you was inexcusable. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:11 | |
Don't go starting anything on my behalf. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:13 | |
Haven't you got anything better to worry about? Like your F1 deadline? | 0:17:13 | 0:17:16 | |
I need a supervisor, and neither Sacha nor Ric are here. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:19 | |
So? It just gets devolved to the ward's on-call senior doctor. | 0:17:19 | 0:17:23 | |
-Who is...? -Serena Campbell. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:25 | |
You've got a lot of sucking-up to do. | 0:17:25 | 0:17:29 | |
Don't say anything to Oliver. Please. | 0:17:29 | 0:17:32 | |
I mean it. Promise me. | 0:17:32 | 0:17:34 | |
I promise. Go. | 0:17:34 | 0:17:35 | |
And tell Ms Campbell about the colonoscopy. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
Oops! | 0:17:44 | 0:17:47 | |
Oliver, I know you're busy, but... | 0:17:55 | 0:17:57 | |
would you mind coming with me to talk to Jenny Mulgrew? | 0:17:57 | 0:18:00 | |
About what? | 0:18:00 | 0:18:02 | |
The results of her pericardiocentisis. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:06 | |
Why did you become a doctor? | 0:18:08 | 0:18:10 | |
I'd have expected you'd know exactly why you do what it is you do. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:19 | |
-Seeing as it's so important to you. -What makes you say that? | 0:18:19 | 0:18:22 | |
You came back to work the day you buried your wife. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:26 | |
In fact, you haven't taken a single day off. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:30 | |
-That's remarkable dedication. -What else was I supposed to do? | 0:18:30 | 0:18:33 | |
Take some time off. Time for yourself. | 0:18:33 | 0:18:38 | |
-Live your life. -The job is SAVING lives. | 0:18:38 | 0:18:40 | |
And that's important. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:43 | |
Right? | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
You tell me. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:49 | |
Your tests have confirmed it's not infective endocarditis, | 0:18:49 | 0:18:54 | |
but there are signs of early rejection. | 0:18:54 | 0:18:58 | |
Your anti-rejection medication doesn't appear to be working. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:05 | |
Sounds ominous. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:06 | |
It's not working because it's not there. What's going on? | 0:19:06 | 0:19:09 | |
Jenny, have you stopped taking your meds? | 0:19:09 | 0:19:12 | |
What were you thinking? Have you any idea how dangerous this is? | 0:19:12 | 0:19:16 | |
How long ago did you stop? Two weeks, three weeks? | 0:19:16 | 0:19:20 | |
Three months. Give or take. | 0:19:20 | 0:19:23 | |
I had to. The risk to the baby... | 0:19:23 | 0:19:26 | |
Right, Nurse Maconie, we're going to need an urgent CT scan, please. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:29 | |
-It's going to be all right, isn't it? -Jenny? Are you OK? | 0:19:29 | 0:19:34 | |
Is it...is the baby OK? | 0:19:34 | 0:19:36 | |
As far as the obstetrician can tell, the baby's going to be fine. | 0:19:36 | 0:19:39 | |
It's Jenny we're worried about. | 0:19:39 | 0:19:42 | |
Well, this must be some kind of record, even for you, Malick. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:46 | |
Back on the ward for five minutes before you get aggressive with a patient. | 0:19:48 | 0:19:53 | |
-A blind female patient...really? -How was I supposed to know she was blind? | 0:19:53 | 0:19:57 | |
Actually, it does say here on the ward notes I gave you, um... | 0:19:57 | 0:20:01 | |
Let's have a look. "Carmen Bishop, 37. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:03 | |
"Long-term Churg-Strauss syndrome patient. | 0:20:03 | 0:20:05 | |
"Loss of sight and complications arising from peripheral neuropathy. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:09 | |
"Referred by GP for MRI..." | 0:20:09 | 0:20:13 | |
Shall I stop now? | 0:20:13 | 0:20:14 | |
Before one of us dies, go and play with Chantelle. | 0:20:14 | 0:20:17 | |
Pff! Why would I want to go and play with Chantelle! | 0:20:17 | 0:20:21 | |
Cos she's your friend. | 0:20:21 | 0:20:22 | |
Wait a minute, have you two had a falling out? | 0:20:24 | 0:20:26 | |
I wasn't aware we'd had a falling in. | 0:20:26 | 0:20:28 | |
All right. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:29 | |
Mallick, an apology would be good. | 0:20:30 | 0:20:34 | |
Finding out what's wrong with her - that would be even better. | 0:20:34 | 0:20:38 | |
What's done is done. She doesn't need lectures. | 0:20:38 | 0:20:41 | |
-She needs help. -We can drain the fluid from the membrane surrounding the heart. | 0:20:41 | 0:20:45 | |
But that will only treat the symptoms and not the cause. | 0:20:45 | 0:20:47 | |
The only sensible course of action is to get back on your medication immediately. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:51 | |
No more meds. Not while the baby's inside. | 0:20:51 | 0:20:54 | |
-Then we take the baby out by Caesarian. And you go back on meds. -She's only 27 weeks. | 0:20:54 | 0:20:58 | |
She could die. | 0:20:58 | 0:20:59 | |
Without drugs, so might you. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:03 | |
I don't get it. You got pregnant. You're a heart transplant patient. | 0:21:03 | 0:21:06 | |
-Does that mean I'm not supposed to live a normal life? -Exactly. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:08 | |
You were given a gift. With it comes responsibility. | 0:21:08 | 0:21:11 | |
And becoming a mother doesn't? | 0:21:11 | 0:21:13 | |
What's the point? Jenny, you know you're living on borrowed time. | 0:21:13 | 0:21:18 | |
Even if you somehow avoid complete rejection now, | 0:21:18 | 0:21:20 | |
you carry to term. You survive the birth, you might only live ten years. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:27 | |
-Oliver! That's enough. -No. He's right. | 0:21:27 | 0:21:29 | |
You're right. I do only have limited time. | 0:21:33 | 0:21:36 | |
But this is my life. My choice. | 0:21:39 | 0:21:41 | |
I guess I'm just going to have to make the most of the time I've got. | 0:21:45 | 0:21:49 | |
People depend on us. They're sick, in pain, incapacitated, dying. | 0:21:55 | 0:21:59 | |
They come to us for help. What could be more important than that? | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
It was important to Tara too, wasn't it? | 0:22:02 | 0:22:05 | |
In fact, it would be fair to say | 0:22:05 | 0:22:07 | |
that doing this was more important than anything for her. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:11 | |
Even her own health. | 0:22:11 | 0:22:13 | |
I don't know, maybe. What do you expect me to say? | 0:22:15 | 0:22:19 | |
I don't expect you to say anything. | 0:22:19 | 0:22:22 | |
But I'm interested in how you feel about it. | 0:22:22 | 0:22:24 | |
OK, you ready? | 0:22:27 | 0:22:28 | |
This is so humiliating. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:30 | |
-I'll be gentle. -Bet you say that to all the girls! | 0:22:30 | 0:22:32 | |
-Hah! -Oh, I do like a happy workplace. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:35 | |
Sorry to interrupt. Mr Cohen, I've got your father here. | 0:22:35 | 0:22:40 | |
Dad? Great. Come on in. | 0:22:40 | 0:22:43 | |
You must be Aaron. I'd shake your hand but... | 0:22:43 | 0:22:46 | |
Join the party. Anyone else you guys want to invite? | 0:22:46 | 0:22:49 | |
Maybe a passing tramp? | 0:22:49 | 0:22:51 | |
That's no way to speak of Ms Campbell, Joshua. | 0:22:51 | 0:22:53 | |
Especially in front of your father. | 0:22:53 | 0:22:54 | |
-Joshua? What are they doing to you? -Could this day possibly get worse? | 0:22:54 | 0:22:58 | |
Getting teased by an upper-class twit as he prepares to stick a camera up my bum... | 0:22:58 | 0:23:02 | |
Welcome to ten seconds ago. | 0:23:02 | 0:23:04 | |
What? | 0:23:04 | 0:23:05 | |
Oh. | 0:23:07 | 0:23:09 | |
That was...beautiful. | 0:23:09 | 0:23:10 | |
Thank you very much. I'll be here all week. | 0:23:10 | 0:23:12 | |
I'll be interested in seeing the results. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:14 | |
I'll also be interested in hearing how | 0:23:14 | 0:23:17 | |
and why this procedure was green-lit without me knowing about it. | 0:23:17 | 0:23:20 | |
I thought you were going to talk to her? You chicken out? | 0:23:24 | 0:23:27 | |
Can he ride a bicycle after that? | 0:23:27 | 0:23:30 | |
-Um, Carmen? -Don't hurt me, I'm unarmed. | 0:23:37 | 0:23:40 | |
I'm not... I wouldn't... | 0:23:40 | 0:23:41 | |
Right. I guess I deserved that. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:46 | |
-I guess you did. -Look, I'm sorry. It's just... | 0:23:46 | 0:23:50 | |
Well, it's kind of hard to explain. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:53 | |
Is it? Young Dr Digby seemed to do it fine. | 0:23:53 | 0:23:55 | |
Yeah? What did he tell you exactly? | 0:23:55 | 0:23:58 | |
That you've just returned after four weeks. | 0:23:58 | 0:24:01 | |
That you've needed the time off because you've been involved | 0:24:01 | 0:24:04 | |
in a high-profile medical scandal where you put both your professional | 0:24:04 | 0:24:07 | |
career and your personal life under the microscope in order to | 0:24:07 | 0:24:10 | |
restore some sense of meaning and hope to a grieving mother. | 0:24:10 | 0:24:15 | |
So...did Dr Digby get it about right? | 0:24:15 | 0:24:19 | |
Yeah...I guess he did. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:22 | |
I just took your picture. Hope you don't mind? | 0:24:22 | 0:24:26 | |
No, no, no. It's fine...I guess. | 0:24:26 | 0:24:29 | |
Go on. Ask the question. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:32 | |
What use does a blind woman have for a camera? | 0:24:34 | 0:24:37 | |
My work. | 0:24:41 | 0:24:42 | |
You're an artist? | 0:24:45 | 0:24:46 | |
I try. | 0:24:46 | 0:24:48 | |
I used to be a photographer - professional. | 0:24:48 | 0:24:51 | |
Back in another life. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:52 | |
Before the Churg-Strauss? | 0:24:52 | 0:24:54 | |
It took my eyesight - but it can't take my creativity. | 0:24:54 | 0:24:57 | |
Or my imagination. | 0:24:57 | 0:24:59 | |
These days I use other resources to experience the world. | 0:24:59 | 0:25:02 | |
To get an impression. I experience that, document it, | 0:25:02 | 0:25:06 | |
and photograph it. | 0:25:06 | 0:25:08 | |
The fun bit's finding out if they match. | 0:25:08 | 0:25:10 | |
Describe what you see. | 0:25:12 | 0:25:15 | |
A dashing, virile, black Adonis, an immensely talented man | 0:25:15 | 0:25:19 | |
at the top of his game. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:21 | |
Arrogant, impetuous and daring. | 0:25:21 | 0:25:23 | |
How perfect. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:25 | |
I'd love to meet this man. | 0:25:25 | 0:25:28 | |
You're speaking to him. | 0:25:28 | 0:25:30 | |
Doesn't sound like it. | 0:25:30 | 0:25:31 | |
But I could be wrong. | 0:25:31 | 0:25:33 | |
Can I use it? | 0:25:35 | 0:25:36 | |
What? | 0:25:36 | 0:25:37 | |
The image. For my website. | 0:25:37 | 0:25:41 | |
Do what you like with it. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:42 | |
But be quick, OK? we need to get that MRI. | 0:25:42 | 0:25:45 | |
Oliver? I understand you've cleared away Tara's things. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:57 | |
-What? -Er, flat's on the market or something? I was wondering... | 0:25:57 | 0:26:00 | |
How do you know that? How could you possibly know about that? Sharon? | 0:26:00 | 0:26:05 | |
-No. -Is that what passes for patient confidentiality round yours? | 0:26:05 | 0:26:08 | |
-You bat your eyelids, she coughs up my private thoughts? -Oliver, stop it. | 0:26:08 | 0:26:13 | |
I got a letter from Mr Lo. | 0:26:13 | 0:26:15 | |
Sharon had nothing to do with it. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:17 | |
Mr Lo? | 0:26:17 | 0:26:18 | |
He found this at the bottom of one of the boxes. | 0:26:18 | 0:26:22 | |
It seems that Tara left something to be delivered to me. A memory stick? | 0:26:24 | 0:26:29 | |
I couldn't remember receiving it. | 0:26:29 | 0:26:31 | |
I wondered if you knew anything about it? | 0:26:31 | 0:26:33 | |
No. | 0:26:33 | 0:26:35 | |
I didn't see or speak to Tara since I was discharged. | 0:27:20 | 0:27:23 | |
-We moved. -Yes, to Norwich. Look, it's all here. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:27 | |
Every case history has a name. Except Patient X. | 0:27:27 | 0:27:30 | |
But there is a name. In annotation. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:32 | |
Yours. | 0:27:34 | 0:27:35 | |
The shadow. I remember Tara talking about that. | 0:27:37 | 0:27:42 | |
She came to see you? | 0:27:42 | 0:27:43 | |
No, when we first met. In the car. | 0:27:43 | 0:27:47 | |
She said: "There's a shadow hanging over all of us. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:50 | |
"Appreciate the opportunities we've been given". | 0:27:50 | 0:27:54 | |
Don't you remember? | 0:27:54 | 0:27:57 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:27:57 | 0:27:58 | |
I didn't mean any of this, you know. | 0:28:01 | 0:28:04 | |
I didn't even notice for the first three months. | 0:28:04 | 0:28:07 | |
I thought it was my meds making me late but turns out I was wrong. | 0:28:07 | 0:28:13 | |
Mum got me straight in the car and drove me to the clinic. | 0:28:13 | 0:28:16 | |
Ordered me to have an abortion. | 0:28:16 | 0:28:18 | |
-She was right. -Don't you think I know that? | 0:28:18 | 0:28:22 | |
But you married Tara, knowing that she could... | 0:28:22 | 0:28:26 | |
Knowing that YOU could be left alone. Abandoned. | 0:28:26 | 0:28:32 | |
You wanted something. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
A legacy. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:37 | |
So do I. | 0:28:37 | 0:28:38 | |
I'm all she's got. And I'm going to... | 0:28:41 | 0:28:43 | |
MONITOR BEEPS | 0:28:43 | 0:28:45 | |
MONITOR BEEPS FASTER | 0:28:45 | 0:28:47 | |
Jenny? | 0:28:47 | 0:28:49 | |
OK, I'm going to need some help here, please! | 0:28:49 | 0:28:53 | |
Why are you going? | 0:28:53 | 0:28:55 | |
It's just getting interesting. | 0:28:56 | 0:28:58 | |
Sometimes I blame myself. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:05 | |
I wonder if I'd done things differently. Said something sooner. | 0:29:10 | 0:29:16 | |
Tried harder, force her into action. | 0:29:16 | 0:29:20 | |
Stupid, huh? | 0:29:21 | 0:29:22 | |
The result would have been the same. I know that. And then... | 0:29:25 | 0:29:30 | |
I think - what if I'd never met her at all? | 0:29:30 | 0:29:34 | |
You know? What then? | 0:29:34 | 0:29:36 | |
The whole sliding doors thing. | 0:29:36 | 0:29:38 | |
If I'd never met her, then she might never have fallen in love. | 0:29:38 | 0:29:42 | |
Never got married. Never had reason to risk what she risked. | 0:29:42 | 0:29:47 | |
Tara had asthma. | 0:29:53 | 0:29:55 | |
-Did you know that? -No, I didn't. | 0:29:57 | 0:29:59 | |
Nor did I. I only found out about it the day she died. | 0:29:59 | 0:30:03 | |
It was in her pre-op background check. | 0:30:03 | 0:30:05 | |
Funny, huh? That I wouldn't know something like that. | 0:30:08 | 0:30:11 | |
You can have intimacy without... full disclosure. | 0:30:11 | 0:30:16 | |
Can you? Really? | 0:30:16 | 0:30:21 | |
There's only so much time we have with each other. | 0:30:21 | 0:30:24 | |
Time... | 0:30:26 | 0:30:27 | |
Met her. Went out with her. Married her. Buried her. | 0:30:30 | 0:30:33 | |
And I never knew she had asthma. | 0:30:36 | 0:30:37 | |
I never really knew her at all. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:46 | |
I'm intrigued. What made you come up with ulcerative colitis? | 0:30:46 | 0:30:51 | |
I...I don't know. He's an athlete, non-smoker...basically a hunch. | 0:30:53 | 0:31:00 | |
Well, it appears you're right. | 0:31:00 | 0:31:02 | |
Unfortunately for Mr Cohen, this looks extremely severe. | 0:31:02 | 0:31:05 | |
-Toxic megacolon? -No, but if it goes untreated any longer it will be. | 0:31:05 | 0:31:08 | |
He must have been in discomfort for months. | 0:31:08 | 0:31:11 | |
-I'll go and tell him. -No, she who makes the diagnosis, breaks the diagnosis. | 0:31:11 | 0:31:17 | |
I'm sure you could do with preparing for your presentation. | 0:31:17 | 0:31:23 | |
-You're aware of the surgical options? -Mmm. -Good. | 0:31:23 | 0:31:27 | |
As soon you've got consent, find a slot. | 0:31:27 | 0:31:29 | |
We don't want to risk any delay. | 0:31:29 | 0:31:31 | |
Oh, and come and find me later. | 0:31:31 | 0:31:33 | |
We need to go through your e-portfolio ahead of the ARCP deadline. | 0:31:33 | 0:31:37 | |
See if you're likely to make F2. | 0:31:37 | 0:31:40 | |
Bed three. A doctor will be over any minute. | 0:31:45 | 0:31:49 | |
Aw! They're beautiful. | 0:31:49 | 0:31:52 | |
Yeah, they are. | 0:31:52 | 0:31:54 | |
She used to be a style photographer. Now she makes Art. | 0:31:54 | 0:31:59 | |
Slices of life. | 0:31:59 | 0:32:00 | |
-Impressions. -Aw! She got you perfectly! | 0:32:02 | 0:32:07 | |
MRI is here. | 0:32:07 | 0:32:08 | |
I told her a doctor would be over in a minute. | 0:32:08 | 0:32:12 | |
Damn. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:18 | |
Ah, Mr Malick - would now be a good time? | 0:32:39 | 0:32:41 | |
Want to earn an extra credit? | 0:32:41 | 0:32:44 | |
Always. What's the discipline? | 0:32:44 | 0:32:47 | |
Patient communication. | 0:32:47 | 0:32:49 | |
Let's get her into theatre, please. Page an urgent obstetrics consult. | 0:32:49 | 0:32:53 | |
-Already done it. -And tell Mr Hanssen I won't be available for the CT2 presentations. | 0:32:53 | 0:32:58 | |
Hmm, she's stable but critical. | 0:32:58 | 0:33:05 | |
I'm afraid we've no option but to operate. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:07 | |
That will mean anti-rejection medication. | 0:33:07 | 0:33:10 | |
And the baby? | 0:33:10 | 0:33:11 | |
We...may have to deliver her early by Caesarian. | 0:33:11 | 0:33:17 | |
I'm truly sorry. We will try our best. | 0:33:17 | 0:33:21 | |
Good luck. With your presentation. | 0:33:24 | 0:33:26 | |
I tried. To stop her. | 0:33:28 | 0:33:32 | |
What else was I supposed to do? | 0:33:32 | 0:33:34 | |
Try harder. | 0:33:36 | 0:33:38 | |
This is some kind of sick joke, right? | 0:33:42 | 0:33:44 | |
A few hours ago you were all laughing it up and now you're | 0:33:44 | 0:33:46 | |
telling me I have to live the rest of my life going in a bag? | 0:33:46 | 0:33:49 | |
Will he be able to compete? | 0:33:49 | 0:33:51 | |
No. Not competitively. | 0:33:51 | 0:33:52 | |
There must be another option. | 0:33:52 | 0:33:54 | |
You don't understand. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:56 | |
I do. There's no other way. | 0:33:56 | 0:33:57 | |
I've got a race coming up. A grand prix. | 0:33:57 | 0:34:00 | |
I've been training for this. Please - I just need a few weeks. | 0:34:00 | 0:34:03 | |
Josh, listen to what the doctor is saying. | 0:34:03 | 0:34:05 | |
She's saying my career's over. My life is over. | 0:34:05 | 0:34:09 | |
Nothing is over. You have other options. | 0:34:09 | 0:34:13 | |
Join the family business? | 0:34:13 | 0:34:15 | |
Become a lawyer just like Daddy and his daddy before him? | 0:34:15 | 0:34:18 | |
Mr Cohen, your condition is not only serious, | 0:34:18 | 0:34:21 | |
it could be catastrophic. | 0:34:21 | 0:34:24 | |
Worst case scenario, your colon could rupture at any moment. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:27 | |
If that happens, not only will you be unable to compete, | 0:34:27 | 0:34:29 | |
you will be on intensive care. | 0:34:29 | 0:34:31 | |
You must give consent to surgery. There's no other way. | 0:34:31 | 0:34:34 | |
Except maybe there is. | 0:34:34 | 0:34:38 | |
There's only a short-term solution. You'd still need the surgery. | 0:34:38 | 0:34:41 | |
I only need three weeks. | 0:34:41 | 0:34:42 | |
What is this short-term solution? | 0:34:42 | 0:34:44 | |
Corticosteroids. One cycle might be enough to get you your three weeks. | 0:34:44 | 0:34:49 | |
They'll strengthen the colon and reduce the inflammation. | 0:34:49 | 0:34:53 | |
-What? -He's a professional athlete. He can't use steroids. | 0:34:53 | 0:34:57 | |
It's cheating. | 0:34:57 | 0:34:59 | |
One time only? To make a race he's been training for months? | 0:34:59 | 0:35:03 | |
Years even? I wouldn't call it cheating. | 0:35:03 | 0:35:08 | |
I'd call it a chance. | 0:35:08 | 0:35:09 | |
Are you responsible for this? | 0:35:40 | 0:35:42 | |
-No. -You realise if I took this to Hanssen or Campbell | 0:35:47 | 0:35:51 | |
-it wouldn't just be Harry that carried the can for this. -Yes, I realise that. | 0:35:51 | 0:35:57 | |
-But you won't. -Why? | 0:35:57 | 0:35:59 | |
Because even though this | 0:35:59 | 0:36:02 | |
is childish and spiteful, it's actually true. | 0:36:02 | 0:36:07 | |
And none of us want it to go any further. | 0:36:07 | 0:36:09 | |
Tell Dr Tressler, if he wanted a fight, he's got one. | 0:36:09 | 0:36:14 | |
Digby, I've never seen anything like this in my life. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:19 | |
You're either going to be the best clinical surgeon | 0:36:19 | 0:36:22 | |
-the world's ever seen, or a serial killer. I can't decide. -Thanks. | 0:36:22 | 0:36:25 | |
-I think. -How did Ms Bishop take the news? | 0:36:25 | 0:36:28 | |
-She didn't. -You didn't tell her? | 0:36:28 | 0:36:30 | |
-I couldn't. -Look, I know giving bad news is difficult, | 0:36:30 | 0:36:33 | |
but you got to man up. | 0:36:33 | 0:36:34 | |
No, I mean I actually couldn't. Physically. | 0:36:34 | 0:36:37 | |
She's gone. | 0:36:37 | 0:36:38 | |
You can't do this to my son. | 0:36:40 | 0:36:43 | |
-Do what? -Tempt him. | 0:36:43 | 0:36:45 | |
Well, it's his lucky day, then. I'm all out of apples. | 0:36:45 | 0:36:49 | |
-I just gave him some options. It's his choice. -It's not a choice. | 0:36:49 | 0:36:52 | |
-It's a Faustian pact. -Just because you don't understand or appreciate your son's chosen career... | 0:36:52 | 0:36:57 | |
-I was actually trying to help. -You will destroy him! | 0:36:57 | 0:37:00 | |
I love my son and have supported him, | 0:37:00 | 0:37:03 | |
will support him in whatever he chooses to do. | 0:37:03 | 0:37:05 | |
He can pick up rubbish for all I care. | 0:37:05 | 0:37:07 | |
So long as he does it with integrity. | 0:37:07 | 0:37:10 | |
Was your father a doctor? | 0:37:13 | 0:37:15 | |
-No. -But he could have been? | 0:37:15 | 0:37:17 | |
Just as you could have been anything you wanted to be? You just had to choose, right? | 0:37:17 | 0:37:21 | |
And whatever it was - you were going to make it look easy. | 0:37:21 | 0:37:26 | |
Josh chose the hardest option. The path least likely. | 0:37:26 | 0:37:31 | |
He worked harder, longer | 0:37:31 | 0:37:33 | |
and with more integrity than anyone else to get where he is. | 0:37:33 | 0:37:36 | |
And then you come along and encourage him to cheat. | 0:37:36 | 0:37:41 | |
It's not his nature, do you understand? | 0:37:41 | 0:37:44 | |
He'll do it and it will live with him forever. | 0:37:44 | 0:37:46 | |
He will grow to hate himself. | 0:37:46 | 0:37:49 | |
Because he did things your way. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:53 | |
The easy way. | 0:37:53 | 0:37:56 | |
Did you see that? Crazy or what? | 0:38:04 | 0:38:06 | |
If you're going to your presentation, you might need that. | 0:38:09 | 0:38:15 | |
Gemma, wait. I'm sorry, OK. | 0:38:15 | 0:38:17 | |
-Let me explain. -What's to explain? You did what you wanted to. | 0:38:17 | 0:38:21 | |
Like you always do. Because you know best. | 0:38:21 | 0:38:23 | |
-He stitched you up. And you were going to let him get away with it. -That's my choice. | 0:38:23 | 0:38:26 | |
Well, it was my choice until you just took it away from me. | 0:38:26 | 0:38:29 | |
Can you not see that? | 0:38:29 | 0:38:31 | |
And don't you dare try and say you did this for me, because you didn't. You did it this for yourself. | 0:38:31 | 0:38:37 | |
Haven't you got somewhere to be? | 0:38:40 | 0:38:42 | |
You've been waiting ever since you arrived to get off this hellhole of a ward. | 0:38:42 | 0:38:46 | |
Now's your chance. | 0:38:46 | 0:38:48 | |
Let me get this straight. You've lost a blind woman. | 0:38:52 | 0:38:55 | |
-I didn't lose her - she left. -Well, she couldn't have gotten far. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:58 | |
This is serious, Michael. | 0:38:58 | 0:38:59 | |
The MRI showed the Churg-Strauss is eating away at her insides. | 0:38:59 | 0:39:03 | |
She needs a bowel resection. | 0:39:03 | 0:39:05 | |
She knows this? | 0:39:05 | 0:39:06 | |
No. I... I didn't tell her. | 0:39:06 | 0:39:08 | |
Why not? | 0:39:08 | 0:39:11 | |
Well, find her. Fix her. | 0:39:12 | 0:39:14 | |
Is that why you asked me to tell her? Because you couldn't? | 0:39:18 | 0:39:22 | |
Why? | 0:39:22 | 0:39:25 | |
You're 'The Malick'. | 0:39:25 | 0:39:28 | |
She spent her last few months working on a project. | 0:39:31 | 0:39:34 | |
-A research project. -What was it about? | 0:39:34 | 0:39:36 | |
I don't know. Mortality or something. | 0:39:36 | 0:39:39 | |
-You didn't talk about it? -Sort of. | 0:39:39 | 0:39:41 | |
No. Not really. It was her thing. I didn't want to get between it. | 0:39:42 | 0:39:45 | |
You make it sound like it's a clandestine relationship. | 0:39:45 | 0:39:48 | |
Like she was meeting an ex-boyfriend. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:50 | |
You don't get jealous about a research project. That would be crazy. | 0:39:50 | 0:39:53 | |
You can get jealous of time, though. Time spent...elsewhere. | 0:39:53 | 0:39:57 | |
Time wasted, perhaps. When time is precious. | 0:39:57 | 0:40:00 | |
It wasn't wasted, though. She finished it. Pretty much. | 0:40:00 | 0:40:03 | |
-You've read it? -No. | 0:40:03 | 0:40:07 | |
It was her thing. Her legacy. | 0:40:07 | 0:40:10 | |
Feels like it would be... | 0:40:10 | 0:40:13 | |
-I don't know...prying. -But surely the point of a legacy is that it's shared? | 0:40:13 | 0:40:18 | |
Er, I see you found my portfolio. | 0:40:52 | 0:40:56 | |
Did you arrange a theatre slot for Mr Cohen's colectomy? | 0:40:56 | 0:40:59 | |
No. He hasn't consented. Not yet. | 0:40:59 | 0:41:03 | |
-What's he waiting for? A better offer? -Funnily enough... | 0:41:03 | 0:41:08 | |
He wanted to delay, so Dr Tressler suggested a three-week course of corticosteroids. | 0:41:08 | 0:41:13 | |
Now, I could have sworn I handed this case over to YOU. | 0:41:13 | 0:41:17 | |
What do you want from me? | 0:41:20 | 0:41:21 | |
He is my senior doctor - did you want me | 0:41:21 | 0:41:24 | |
to ignore him and the patient's wishes? | 0:41:24 | 0:41:26 | |
Or did you want me to come running to you and grass him up? | 0:41:26 | 0:41:29 | |
I've done everything I can to please you. | 0:41:29 | 0:41:32 | |
To not rock the boat, | 0:41:32 | 0:41:33 | |
and still you treat me like I'm some sort of annoying smudge | 0:41:33 | 0:41:37 | |
damping the glow of rising stars like Dr Valentine and Dr Tressler. | 0:41:37 | 0:41:42 | |
Well, I'm sorry, but I'm never going to be like them. | 0:41:42 | 0:41:47 | |
Finished? | 0:41:47 | 0:41:49 | |
I think so. Yes. | 0:41:52 | 0:41:55 | |
Excellent. | 0:41:55 | 0:41:57 | |
I've been waiting for that. | 0:41:57 | 0:41:59 | |
And it was well worth the wait. | 0:41:59 | 0:42:01 | |
PAGER BLEEPS | 0:42:01 | 0:42:02 | |
Oh, duty calls. | 0:42:02 | 0:42:05 | |
Do get that consent, won't you? | 0:42:05 | 0:42:07 | |
Oh, and er... Your e-portfolio is fine. | 0:42:07 | 0:42:11 | |
What are you doing, Carmen? | 0:42:33 | 0:42:36 | |
Waiting for you. | 0:42:36 | 0:42:38 | |
Figured you'd send Dr Digby to deliver the bad news. | 0:42:38 | 0:42:42 | |
Thought I wouldn't make it easy for you. | 0:42:42 | 0:42:47 | |
The Churg-Strauss | 0:42:47 | 0:42:51 | |
is attacking your intestinal tract. | 0:42:51 | 0:42:54 | |
It can be halted with a bowel resection. | 0:42:54 | 0:42:57 | |
However, the damage is such that the resection will almost | 0:42:57 | 0:42:59 | |
certainly leave you with SBS - short bowel syndrome. | 0:42:59 | 0:43:04 | |
It will to all intents and purposes... | 0:43:04 | 0:43:06 | |
..make you an invalid. | 0:43:09 | 0:43:10 | |
Thank you. I shall make arrangements as soon as I'm able. | 0:43:13 | 0:43:18 | |
That's it? You're not angry? | 0:43:18 | 0:43:21 | |
Bitter? | 0:43:21 | 0:43:22 | |
What's the point? It is what it is. I have to adapt. | 0:43:22 | 0:43:27 | |
-And there's always that tiny sliver of hope. -What do you mean? | 0:43:28 | 0:43:34 | |
Maybe if I get the doctor you were talking about earlier. | 0:43:34 | 0:43:37 | |
The dashing Adonis. The talented man... | 0:43:37 | 0:43:41 | |
What if he's a fraud? | 0:43:41 | 0:43:43 | |
What if after all the media hype and excitement's wiped away, he's just... | 0:43:43 | 0:43:47 | |
..he just keeps making the same mistakes. | 0:43:49 | 0:43:53 | |
Maybe his judgement is suspect. | 0:43:53 | 0:43:56 | |
Maybe he needs to change. | 0:43:56 | 0:43:58 | |
Into the type of man who sends a junior doctor to deliver bad news? | 0:43:58 | 0:44:03 | |
I don't know about you, but I prefer the sound of the other guy, | 0:44:03 | 0:44:07 | |
the one at the top of his game. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:11 | |
I'll see if I can track him down. | 0:44:11 | 0:44:14 | |
Why did you become a doctor? | 0:44:26 | 0:44:28 | |
To prove I could. | 0:44:29 | 0:44:31 | |
To who? | 0:44:31 | 0:44:33 | |
Initially my dad. Then my sister. | 0:44:33 | 0:44:38 | |
Finally myself. | 0:44:38 | 0:44:40 | |
Well, you sure showed you. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:43 | |
No, I haven't. | 0:44:43 | 0:44:45 | |
How about you? Why'd you become a doctor? | 0:44:49 | 0:44:53 | |
I just want to help people. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:56 | |
No, because I could. | 0:44:59 | 0:45:02 | |
I'm good at most of it. | 0:45:02 | 0:45:05 | |
Listen, I'm really sorry about the e-mail. It was petty. | 0:45:07 | 0:45:09 | |
-Gemma had nothing to do with it, by the way. -So she told me. | 0:45:09 | 0:45:12 | |
She really doesn't deserve to be caught up in all this. | 0:45:12 | 0:45:16 | |
It's a bit late for that. | 0:45:16 | 0:45:17 | |
No, it's not. I'll pull out of the CT2. It's yours. | 0:45:17 | 0:45:23 | |
But you've got to tell the truth to Ms Campbell. | 0:45:23 | 0:45:26 | |
She's got Gemma on the hook. Gemma doesn't deserve that. | 0:45:26 | 0:45:31 | |
-I can't. -Why not? | 0:45:31 | 0:45:33 | |
-I can't take the risk of being found out. -They'll find a way to forgive you. They always do. | 0:45:36 | 0:45:40 | |
You don't understand. It's too late. | 0:45:40 | 0:45:43 | |
Ready for you, Dr Valentine. | 0:45:46 | 0:45:48 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:45:53 | 0:45:55 | |
Professor Hope is in theatre and won't be joining us | 0:45:57 | 0:46:00 | |
for the foreseeable future. | 0:46:00 | 0:46:02 | |
Ms Campbell has kindly stepped into the breach. | 0:46:02 | 0:46:06 | |
Thank you. | 0:46:12 | 0:46:13 | |
My research topic is an homage to my late wife, Dr Tara Lo. | 0:46:16 | 0:46:22 | |
"Living under a shadow - | 0:46:24 | 0:46:25 | |
"Attitudes and aspects to mortality in the terminally ill." | 0:46:25 | 0:46:31 | |
Hmm, that's interesting. | 0:46:42 | 0:46:43 | |
Necrotised intestine? | 0:46:43 | 0:46:45 | |
No, the intestinal wall. What's all that stuff? | 0:46:45 | 0:46:50 | |
Vasculitis and eosinophilic infiltration. | 0:46:50 | 0:46:54 | |
-It's everywhere. -Repeated damage. Repeated healing. | 0:46:54 | 0:46:57 | |
It's narrowed towards the bowel. | 0:46:57 | 0:47:00 | |
Isn't that similar to a stricture? | 0:47:00 | 0:47:02 | |
It's not similar to a stricture, it IS... | 0:47:02 | 0:47:06 | |
Arthur, you're a genius. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:10 | |
-I am? -Define stricture. | 0:47:10 | 0:47:11 | |
-Narrowing of the lumen of the bowel, forcing contents into fissures and ulcers. -Surgical option? | 0:47:11 | 0:47:17 | |
Strictureplasty. | 0:47:17 | 0:47:18 | |
Widening the narrow segment with a cut lengthwise across the bowel | 0:47:18 | 0:47:24 | |
pushing the two cuts together. | 0:47:24 | 0:47:26 | |
Particularly helpful for those who have already had extensive bowel rese... | 0:47:26 | 0:47:31 | |
Mr Malick, you're a genius. | 0:47:31 | 0:47:33 | |
I am, aren't I? | 0:47:33 | 0:47:35 | |
We're back in business! | 0:47:38 | 0:47:40 | |
"Patient X is experiencing symptoms - syncope and nausea, | 0:47:45 | 0:47:49 | |
"with headaches controlled by analgesia." | 0:47:49 | 0:47:52 | |
"The decision to defer treatment hangs over us. | 0:47:56 | 0:48:00 | |
"My partner hides it but the fear is turning to anger. | 0:48:00 | 0:48:03 | |
"Blame will be next. And who can blame him? Not me. | 0:48:03 | 0:48:07 | |
"It's because he loves me. And that's all that matters." | 0:48:07 | 0:48:10 | |
"We've made a joke out of the sense of time looming over us. | 0:48:20 | 0:48:23 | |
"We count our relationship out in the context of hours | 0:48:23 | 0:48:25 | |
"and minutes rather than months or years." | 0:48:25 | 0:48:28 | |
"Today was our 5,047th hour anniversary." | 0:48:30 | 0:48:35 | |
-Sorry. -Dr Valentine? | 0:48:39 | 0:48:42 | |
Tara...? | 0:48:43 | 0:48:45 | |
-'Who else am I supposed to blame for pushing the operation?' -But it wasn't your decision. | 0:48:45 | 0:48:49 | |
It was...it was shared. We were partners. | 0:48:49 | 0:48:52 | |
You shared everything? | 0:48:52 | 0:48:55 | |
Not her research. Her private work. | 0:48:56 | 0:49:00 | |
Private being the operative word. | 0:49:00 | 0:49:02 | |
And that took her away from you. Took time away from you. | 0:49:02 | 0:49:09 | |
I had to give her space, didn't I? | 0:49:09 | 0:49:11 | |
Of course. You'd have been selfish, otherwise. | 0:49:11 | 0:49:14 | |
It's not selfish to want to spend time with the person that you love. | 0:49:14 | 0:49:19 | |
You're either in or you're out, you know? | 0:49:19 | 0:49:22 | |
In love with life or in love with death. And sometimes it felt like she was in love with death. | 0:49:22 | 0:49:27 | |
I'm just...so angry with her. | 0:49:30 | 0:49:33 | |
I can't... | 0:49:37 | 0:49:38 | |
I can't forgive her for leaving me. | 0:49:41 | 0:49:43 | |
For being with me. | 0:49:47 | 0:49:48 | |
It's OK. It's normal. | 0:49:48 | 0:49:51 | |
It shouldn't be. | 0:49:51 | 0:49:53 | |
How can I blame someone for dying? For having a tumour. That's horrible. | 0:49:53 | 0:49:58 | |
And if I could feel that way - be that horrible about someone | 0:50:00 | 0:50:03 | |
I claimed to have loved, | 0:50:03 | 0:50:05 | |
doesn't that make all of it, everything - a lie? | 0:50:05 | 0:50:09 | |
Just one big fraud. | 0:50:09 | 0:50:12 | |
Only you can decide what you want to believe in. | 0:50:13 | 0:50:18 | |
I guess the question is, do you really believe your time with Tara was a lie? | 0:50:18 | 0:50:24 | |
This is the lie. | 0:50:32 | 0:50:34 | |
Dr Valentine? | 0:50:34 | 0:50:35 | |
Sorry. | 0:50:35 | 0:50:36 | |
It's just I shouldn't be here doing this. | 0:50:38 | 0:50:41 | |
It's wrong. | 0:50:41 | 0:50:43 | |
None of this is my work. I plagiarised it from my wife. | 0:50:43 | 0:50:47 | |
-From Tara. -Dr Valentine... -No...it's all right. | 0:50:50 | 0:50:52 | |
I need to stop lying. I'm stopping now. Ms Campbell...? | 0:50:53 | 0:50:58 | |
Tell Dr Wilde, I'm sorry. For lying about the chest drain. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:02 | |
It was inexcusable. | 0:51:02 | 0:51:04 | |
Dr Valentine... | 0:51:04 | 0:51:07 | |
Oliver... you understand the consequences of this... | 0:51:07 | 0:51:11 | |
Yes...you'll have my resignation. | 0:51:11 | 0:51:15 | |
It's just... | 0:51:18 | 0:51:21 | |
There's somewhere I need to be. | 0:51:21 | 0:51:23 | |
Tough crowd? | 0:51:27 | 0:51:28 | |
It would appear you have won the position by default. | 0:51:33 | 0:51:38 | |
Default? Way to go, me. | 0:51:38 | 0:51:42 | |
You did what you could. That's all anyone can do. | 0:51:57 | 0:52:02 | |
Good colour. Normal respiration. | 0:52:10 | 0:52:14 | |
What are you doing sneaking about? | 0:52:32 | 0:52:35 | |
I could ask you the same question. | 0:52:35 | 0:52:38 | |
It's my office. | 0:52:38 | 0:52:40 | |
Why are you in the dark? | 0:52:40 | 0:52:43 | |
Is that a muffin? | 0:52:43 | 0:52:46 | |
-My Precious. -What's going on with you? | 0:52:46 | 0:52:49 | |
You've been acting weird for weeks. | 0:52:49 | 0:52:51 | |
At least I'm not having a complete nervous breakdown. | 0:52:51 | 0:52:53 | |
Neither am I. | 0:52:53 | 0:52:55 | |
Anymore. | 0:52:55 | 0:52:59 | |
What's your excuse? | 0:52:59 | 0:53:02 | |
What's with all the cloak and dagger? | 0:53:02 | 0:53:05 | |
Look after Professor Hope for me, will you? | 0:53:10 | 0:53:14 | |
Sure. | 0:53:14 | 0:53:16 | |
Who's going to look after you? | 0:53:18 | 0:53:20 | |
I'll be fine. I just need some time out. | 0:53:20 | 0:53:25 | |
What about you? | 0:53:27 | 0:53:29 | |
I'm pregnant. | 0:53:29 | 0:53:32 | |
If you hug me, I'll puke. | 0:53:34 | 0:53:38 | |
See you around, Naylor. | 0:53:40 | 0:53:43 | |
I'm afraid the tests show the corticosteroids | 0:54:06 | 0:54:09 | |
simply won't have any effect. | 0:54:09 | 0:54:11 | |
You'll be a walking - or running - time-bomb. | 0:54:11 | 0:54:16 | |
Josh...you'll find something else. | 0:54:16 | 0:54:19 | |
Might take some time, but you'll find it. | 0:54:19 | 0:54:22 | |
Mr Cohen's consent form. | 0:54:39 | 0:54:42 | |
Have you heard? Valentine's gone. Resigned or suspended. | 0:54:44 | 0:54:49 | |
Yeah I had noticed. You know, being there and all. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:52 | |
And I also heard that you turned down the Darwin CT2 position. | 0:54:52 | 0:54:55 | |
I don't know. I guess the idea of winning my place by default was... | 0:54:57 | 0:55:01 | |
well, it struck me as quite tacky. | 0:55:01 | 0:55:04 | |
Plus - every parasite needs a host, right? | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
Did you have any idea this was coming? | 0:55:19 | 0:55:22 | |
If I did, I couldn't tell you. | 0:55:22 | 0:55:24 | |
You had another session with him this morning. | 0:55:24 | 0:55:28 | |
And...? | 0:55:28 | 0:55:29 | |
I sensed there was a crisis coming. | 0:55:29 | 0:55:31 | |
Crisis? And you were happy with that? | 0:55:31 | 0:55:35 | |
Can't spell 'catharsis' without 'crisis'. | 0:55:38 | 0:55:41 | |
Hang on - there's another "I". | 0:55:44 | 0:55:47 | |
Oliver. | 0:56:21 | 0:56:22 | |
You didn't think I'd make it that easy for you? | 0:56:26 | 0:56:28 | |
Course not. I wouldn't have it any other way. | 0:56:28 | 0:56:31 | |
Look, Oliver, I'm sorry... | 0:56:32 | 0:56:34 | |
Don't be. There's nothing to be sorry about. | 0:56:34 | 0:56:37 | |
This is a good thing. | 0:56:37 | 0:56:39 | |
Thank you. For standing by me. | 0:56:39 | 0:56:43 | |
Even when I didn't deserve it. | 0:56:43 | 0:56:46 | |
-I'll be back. -No. You won't. | 0:56:49 | 0:56:53 | |
See you, Professor Hope. | 0:56:54 | 0:56:57 | |
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