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When I Grow Up

Arthur is desperate to prove his worth but runs into trouble. Oliver grabs his chance to get back with Zosia, but disaster strikes when he crosses a line.


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-Cancer melanoma.

-Yes. There are no wormholes here, Arthur.

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A senior member of staff has expressed

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a concern about your mental state today.

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I can't let you assist.

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Another time?

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Yeah, another time sounds good.

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Did you tell Mo not to take me into theatre today?

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Yes.

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We're finished.

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And it's bad, it's really bad.

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The fact is -

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I'm going to die.

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How am I? That's a question.

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Um, one that's open to multiple interpretations.

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I mean, how am I now, physically, walking along this corridor?

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Pretty good, I think.

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Or, how am I generally, in relation to my current treatment regime?

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Well, I think the meds are settling.

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Um, or how am I in myself?

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As my mother is wont to ask me.

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Although you're not my mother, obviously, but...

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It is arguably a platitudinous inquiry, but it is designed to help

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make a patient-centred assessment of your ability for work today.

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Not a patient, thank you.

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I'm sorry?

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Still a doctor, last time I looked.

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HE COUGHS

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I don't like that cough.

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Bring it on.

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Sorry, it's not a phrase I normally use.

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My stethoscope, please.

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I have seen my GP.

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If you'd be so kind.

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"Henrik Love Hanssen".

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It's pronounced "Loo-veh". Swedish equivalent of the name Louis.

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Nothing to do with love as such.

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Not for me to say, Dr Digby. Turn around, please.

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Sorry. Rude.

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Breathe.

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-Just as well I didn't get one of these engraved myself.

-Shush.

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Honestly, Mr Hanssen...

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All right, that'll do. I'll walk down with you.

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Why?

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I'm lending my services to Keller today.

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-Really?

-Mm.

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I'm keen to avoid accruing a backlog in general surgery. Come on.

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-Right.

-Come on.

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-All right, thanks for dropping the kids off, mate.

-It's all right.

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I remember a time when I used to call my car "the sexmobile".

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Oh, mate! Please tell me that isn't true.

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The sexiest thing about this motor is Mikey's light-up globe.

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-Ow! What've you done to it?

-Nothing!

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It was working before you dropped your rubbish on it.

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Look, give us it. I'll fix it.

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Sorry.

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You looking for Zosia?

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Why would I be looking for Zosia?

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You know you're going to have to have a conversation with her at some point.

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Please tell me HDU is free.

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-And this is...?

-Widdows, up from the ED.

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Pulmonary oedema. He just crashed in the lift.

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We were in bed. I thought he was messing around.

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I thought he was pretending to have a fit or something

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and then he starts frothing blood out of his mouth.

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-Have we got a timeline, please?

-Well, I was doing CPR on him for about ten years.

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Prepare for shocking.

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I just did what I'd seen on the telly.

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-BEEPING

-Charging.

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Clear.

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Shocking.

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BEEPING

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He's in sinus. BP 90 over 60.

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Oh, God!

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You're amazing. Thank you.

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Have I... Have I seen you somewhere before?

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-No.

-Yes.

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I was in the local paper.

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Oh, I remem...

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Ah. Well, they were obviously wrong about you.

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I mean, you clearly know what you're doing.

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Joanne, how about we go and get you a coffee?

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I'm not in hiding.

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Good.

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She was right, by the way.

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Which might come as a surprise to someone

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who thinks I'm "terribly vulnerable" and "unable to cope".

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SHE SIGHS

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How do you get this thing open?

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Yeah, I wouldn't worry about that right now. Morven needs you.

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-Greg Evans. Came off his bike.

-That's the one.

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Splenic bleed. Second on the list.

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Pretty straightforward.

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Dr Digby. Is there a problem?

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Maybe we should think of it as a challenge. Like a test.

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Greg was just about to sign the consent form.

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-It's all right to call you Greg, isn't it?

-Greg's fine.

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Sorry. What's going on?

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I can't have a general anaesthetic.

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I'm sure the anaesthetist can reassure you of any...

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But I won't be able to wake up.

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Yeah, that's the general idea.

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Mr Evans - sorry, Greg - is slightly concerned that he is going...

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-It's about being God.

-Sorry?

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-But I know what people think.

-Can you wind back?

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Greg's worried that if he can't wake up,

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the universe will be in danger of...

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What was it you called it again?

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Existential catastrophe.

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Existential catastrophe.

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I'm not signing.

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Morning, Dr Digby. How are we today?

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Still got cancer, thank you.

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Of course.

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Tanya Gilmartin. Appendicectomy.

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She's a child.

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She's 15. Deemed competent.

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-You all right?

-Why is everyone smiling at me?

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I'm not smiling.

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Did you know Mr Hanssen's middle name is Love?

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Well, that just goes to show that the old saying

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"you slowly turn into your name" is a complete load of rubbish.

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Nominal determinism.

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That's the one.

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Yes, you're right - your name is given to you by your parents.

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It has no bearing on your personality.

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-Otherwise you would have been called Control Freak, which I'm sure sounds a lot better in Swedish.

-Oh!

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You all right? You got a pain?

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No, not mine. Um...

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Mr Hanssen? Tanya Gilmartin...

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Is anyone in charge here?

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Regarding?

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Tanya Gilmartin. No-one's said anything to us since her op.

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Um...Dr Digby.

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Yes. Er...hello. Let's find somewhere to talk.

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Pete Widdows' echo?

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Er, Mo's just doing the ultrasound.

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CARA CLEARS HER THROAT

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Talk to her.

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-She's made her feelings very clear.

-She wants you to fix it.

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Do you think it's that simple?

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Compared to having a cheating undercover cop as a husband.

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I agree with Nurse Martinez. Please put us all out of our misery.

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Her best friend has terminal cancer.

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Do you really think it's about me?

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-SHE WHISPERS:

-Hey! Go on.

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SHE SIGHS

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Hiya. Any news on Pete?

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-Er...

-Well...

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Yes, we're waiting for the echocardiogram.

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Right, could you, er...could you ring her?

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Annette Widdows.

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Yeah. I'd do it myself, only she's kind of...his wife.

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Maybe not mention me just yet.

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Zosia...

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Dr March.

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You're across this, aren't you?

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Good.

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SHE EXHALES

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So you're Tanya's grandmother.

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Her mum died of cervical cancer when Tanya was five.

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No-one knows where her dad is - which is a good thing.

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Um, so she had her appendix out...

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But she's not recovering properly, so we've been stuck here -

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and now I'm dumped with some 12-year-old.

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Well, luckily for you, I'm something of a child prodigy.

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Go on, then.

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So...

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the appendix was removed successfully.

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During the procedure, Mr Shah found a lump.

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You mean, like cancer?

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So they sent it for a biopsy.

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And is it, or isn't it?

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Yes. It's cancer. I'm sorry.

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What sort?

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Metastatic carcinoma.

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I don't know what that means.

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It's multiple tumours.

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It's very unusual in someone Tanya's age.

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I'm sorry I was rude.

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It's not important.

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But it's curable, yeah? Kids are good at getting better from cancer.

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If it's an early diagnosis.

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She's fitness mad. She's never ill - apart from this appendicitis.

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We're going to do some tests

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and then we can put together a treatment programme, OK?

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How am I going to tell her?

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Tell me what?

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You need to be back in bed.

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Tell me what?

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So tell me.

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You've heard of dark matter?

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I think I've seen a documentary.

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84% of the entire universe.

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Mind-boggling.

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We spend billions at Cern trying to work it out,

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but the answer's right in front of us.

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It is?

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Who can tell me what percentage of the world's population

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have a religious faith?

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I'm guessing you can.

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84%.

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The same percentage as the dark matter.

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That's what dark matter is!

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What, God?

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The universal consciousness!

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Do you remember when you first acquired this understanding?

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Absolutely. None of you have seen dark matter, right?

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To the ordinary Tom, Dick or Brian Cox, it's completely invisible,

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but August 12th, 2008, I'm in my mum's garden,

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looking at shooting stars,

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thinking about the infinite universe

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and...wallop - it's there.

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What is, exactly?

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Glowing pillars of light, far as the eye can see.

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I look down...

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..and I'm glowing, too.

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This message comes into my head - it tells me that I, Greg Evans,

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am the sole manifestation of the fabric of God on earth.

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So...it's pretty important that I stay on the ball at all times.

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Tell me I'm wrong.

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So will it go completely... Cold!

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Sorry.

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..or is it one of them cancers that keeps coming back?

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Lift your arms for me.

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I've been on the web.

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-Is that sore?

-No.

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Is this about what I think it is?

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Listen to this...

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"Most cancers place an applicant below the medical entry standard.

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"Exceptions - some cancers in childhood or early adult life..."

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She's got this mental idea about joining the Army.

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That's...

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-16 next year.

-..ambitious.

-You need my permission.

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I'll be 18 by the time I get over this, so it won't be any of your business.

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You've got cancer, Tanya!

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Well, it can be good to have an objective...

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It's not an objective. It's an actual thing I'm going to do.

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-OK. Good.

-Don't encourage her!

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When do we know whether I've got it early or not?

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Have you lost any weight recently?

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I train five days a week.

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Night sweats?

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No.

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And when you go to the toilet - bowel movements with any blood on?

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That's good, isn't it, Doc?

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Well, we'll wait and see what the scans say

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and then, hopefully, we'll get you fighting fit.

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Or not.

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Hello, Keller Ward.

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Hi.

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Well, you're in luck, cos he's just here. Hang on a second.

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Dr Digby for Dr Digby.

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Sorry, Morven.

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-Yeah, yeah, I know.

-Says your mobile's not picking up.

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I'll...call her back.

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-He'll call you back.

-Digby. D-I-G-B-Y.

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Arthur.

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Holby City Hospital.

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Well, as soon as possible, please. Thank you.

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Dr Digby.

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Tanya Gilmartin's scans.

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Oh, dear. Multiple deposits.

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With no obvious primary tumour.

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Well, the oncologist will give the definitive opinion.

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Talk with Mrs Gilmartin first?

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It won't be an easy conversation to have.

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Leave it with me.

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Dr Digby, perhaps, er...

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Actually, no. Not important.

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HE COUGHS

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Viral cardiomyopathy on EF at 15%.

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And you'd suggest...?

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Balloon pump.

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That's not your "I heart balloon pump" face.

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Ventricular assist?

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The Kibo?

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You don't "heart" Kibos?

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Too much surgical trauma. But, hey, you're the boss.

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What happened last week - I was just trying to be supportive.

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Yes, your idea of what the right thing is - that is the problem.

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Good intentions trump honest mistakes, surely!

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No, not today. Balloon pump or Kibo?

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Balloon pump is a good call. Is that HEARTY enough for you?

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Pete!

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Mrs Widdows?

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Annette, please.

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So he's going to need a bypass?

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Dr March will go through the procedure.

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They said something about how he'd been kept alive.

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I'd like to thank the paramedics.

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Actually, it was...

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Annette?

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This is Joanne. Um...

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You're Joanne?

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You knew?

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A Messiah complex on its own

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doesn't mean he lacks capacity to make a decision about treatment.

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He's blocking a bed.

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They may well re-evaluate if things get more serious.

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There will come a time when his medical safety takes precedence.

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Only if he loses capacity - and if that point comes, we'll

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reassess, but until then, well, I'm sure you wouldn't want to play God.

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Oops! Scratch that. You're a surgeon.

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Below the belt.

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Look into my eyes - not around the eyes - into the eyes - and tell me

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that power, control, they aren't part of the thrill of surgery.

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Careful, I might strike you down!

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HE MAKES RASPING SOUND

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That was a joke.

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HE LAUGHS

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Let me know if anything changes.

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-Sorry.

-My fault.

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If you insist.

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One of us should say, "You don't have to be mad to work here, but..."

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Please, don't.

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She's actually quite fun when you get to know her.

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I never followed her up for that date.

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You think you've missed the boat?

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Well, she never followed me up, either.

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Well, are you going to ask her out on another date?

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Ask me again when I've cleaned another nappy, helped Evie with her

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homework, and convinced Mikey not to bunk off school.

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Still haven't fixed it, then?

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I knew he was seeing someone,

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but somehow I imagined...

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What? That I'd be a leggy 25-year-old?

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Would you mind not doing that?

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So how long have you known?

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I found his other phone two years ago.

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What? We're both grown-ups. We decided to...

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-Well, you know the sort of arrangement.

-Yeah. He said...

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Well, clearly neither of us knew him as well as we thought.

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-I hope I never do that.

-What, cheat?

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No. Stop caring.

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I saw you and Zosia talking earlier.

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It looked like a little bit more than medical chitchat.

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What time is Pete Widdows booked in for his balloon pump?

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3.30.

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OK. Any chance of nabbing a CMR scan before then?

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There's a slot in 20 minutes.

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For what? What slot?

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I...I wanted to reschedule the scan...

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What is it about this you don't get?

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-You're checking up on me!

-It's not about you.

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No. It's about you.

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-Everything all right, darling?

-Nothing YOU can't make worse.

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Maybe best just to leave it, eh?

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Yeah. Turning my back on her. That'll really work.

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You're saying it's incurable?

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That's not a word I like to use.

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We're not telling Tanya.

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Mrs Gilmartin?

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Mrs Gilmartin...

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She knows she's got cancer. That's enough.

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So the treatment will be very challenging.

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She might need additional surgery.

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Right now, Tanya's confident she can get over it. That's what matters.

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Keeping that positive attitude.

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Something I can help with?

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Um...

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If she asks us a specific question, we have to tell her the truth.

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I'm telling you not to.

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And that means all of you.

0:18:490:18:51

I'd rather not lie to her.

0:18:510:18:52

Just miss out the bad bits.

0:18:520:18:54

I think what Dr Digby is saying...

0:18:540:18:56

Tanya looks tough but she's still a little girl who's lost her mum.

0:18:560:18:59

-She's 15.

-And she wants to join the Army

0:18:590:19:01

-because she thinks she has to prove how strong she is.

-Mrs Gilmartin...

0:19:010:19:05

So, yeah, I'm protecting her.

0:19:050:19:06

And God knows she doesn't always like it.

0:19:060:19:08

But if I don't, who will?

0:19:080:19:10

I honestly don't...

0:19:100:19:11

I promise you that we will take your feelings into account.

0:19:110:19:14

Won't we, Dr Digby?

0:19:140:19:17

Definitely.

0:19:170:19:18

Thank you.

0:19:180:19:21

'Raf?'

0:19:210:19:22

Maybe the bulb's gone.

0:19:220:19:24

'Have you seen Greg Evans?'

0:19:240:19:26

HE SIGHS

0:19:290:19:31

They should put a sign up - "Warning - Silverbacks Bitching".

0:19:380:19:42

Were they talking about me?

0:19:420:19:43

Yes, we're all talking about you.

0:19:430:19:44

-Seriously. Has Hanssen said anything?

-About what?

0:19:440:19:47

I heard him on the phone earlier. He was spelling out my name.

0:19:470:19:50

It sounded official.

0:19:500:19:52

Unh-unh. Birthday surprise?

0:19:520:19:54

Is he demonstrating poor clinical judgment?

0:19:570:20:00

No.

0:20:010:20:02

But he does have a difference of opinion with Mrs Gilmartin.

0:20:040:20:06

Yes, a reasonable one.

0:20:060:20:07

If Arthur were healthy, isn't it likely that one of us

0:20:070:20:10

would have taken over by now?

0:20:100:20:12

DOOR OPENS

0:20:120:20:13

I didn't hear you knock, Dr Digby.

0:20:130:20:16

That's cos I didn't.

0:20:160:20:17

Can we help you?

0:20:170:20:19

-Is this about me?

-Yes.

-No.

0:20:200:20:22

Tanya Gilmartin.

0:20:240:20:25

She could end up with a stoma.

0:20:280:20:30

She needs to know why.

0:20:300:20:32

Her grandmother expressly requested that you don't volunteer

0:20:320:20:35

information that might alarm her further.

0:20:350:20:38

Tanya's one ambition is to join the Army.

0:20:380:20:41

So if she's going to consent, she needs to be fully informed.

0:20:410:20:43

So you believe that destroying any possibility of her realising

0:20:430:20:46

that dream is going to help her through this, do you?

0:20:460:20:51

I know that if it were me...

0:20:510:20:52

But it isn't you, is it, Dr Digby?

0:20:520:20:55

SIREN

0:20:580:21:03

HE WHISTLES

0:21:060:21:08

He's on the roof!

0:21:080:21:09

Greg! Maybe take a step back, mate.

0:21:220:21:26

The world is a beautiful place.

0:21:270:21:30

You need to be back on the ward.

0:21:300:21:32

Aw, too noisy.

0:21:320:21:36

It's like radio interference.

0:21:360:21:39

Ooh! All right. Don't worry.

0:21:390:21:41

This is your body struggling to cope with so much blood loss.

0:21:430:21:47

-Got him?

-Yeah.

0:21:470:21:48

I know what you're trying to do.

0:21:480:21:50

I hold YOUR safety close to MY heart, too.

0:21:500:21:54

Listen.

0:21:540:21:56

Right, if you've really got 84% of the universe behind you,

0:21:560:22:00

shouldn't you be able to fix this one yourself?

0:22:000:22:03

It's not the way the universal consciousness works.

0:22:030:22:07

If you can't actually change anything,

0:22:070:22:09

then how do know that you're God?

0:22:090:22:12

I had a row with my dad, told him I wished he was dead.

0:22:120:22:16

Two hours later, he falls off a ladder.

0:22:160:22:21

Died on the way to hospital.

0:22:210:22:24

Well, that must be really upsetting.

0:22:240:22:26

It was.

0:22:260:22:27

Until I realised why it happened.

0:22:270:22:32

And then everything became clear.

0:22:330:22:37

You need this operation.

0:22:390:22:42

You haven't been listening, have you?

0:22:420:22:45

I wasn't convinced the balloon pump would do the job, but the CMR

0:22:470:22:51

shows the cardiac reserve to be within tolerable parameters.

0:22:510:22:53

So we're good to go?

0:22:530:22:55

Yes. Always worth checking. Until you're as good as me.

0:22:550:22:58

What?

0:22:590:23:01

Nothing.

0:23:010:23:03

I hope you gave Jac the same tongue-lashing that you gave me.

0:23:030:23:06

How do you know I didn't?

0:23:060:23:08

Because you're still alive.

0:23:080:23:09

OK, well...I'll let you off.

0:23:090:23:12

Just this once.

0:23:130:23:14

Thank you.

0:23:140:23:15

We've been dancing around each other all week.

0:23:170:23:19

You can't pretend that there isn't unfinished business.

0:23:190:23:22

Maybe we owe it to each other to have this conversation

0:23:220:23:25

when we're not trying to navigate a day in the NHS.

0:23:250:23:28

Like a peace conference.

0:23:280:23:29

Er, with a reasonably priced bottle of wine.

0:23:290:23:32

-Don't push your luck.

-A glass of wine?

0:23:320:23:34

A conversation...wouldn't be the worst idea in the world.

0:23:340:23:39

Um...I'm going.

0:23:420:23:45

OK, we'll keep you posted.

0:23:450:23:46

Actually...don't.

0:23:460:23:48

Well, we might need to contact you about your husband's treatment.

0:23:480:23:51

Yeah, well, I'm sure Joanne is around here somewhere...

0:23:510:23:55

with her knitting.

0:23:550:23:56

What you said about blood on my...thing.

0:24:050:24:08

Bowel movements.

0:24:080:24:10

I've had those sweats, too.

0:24:100:24:11

How long for?

0:24:130:24:14

Few weeks. A month.

0:24:140:24:17

OK, if we're going to get on top of this, then you have to be honest.

0:24:210:24:24

You have to tell me.

0:24:240:24:26

So what if...you get me through this,

0:24:260:24:29

but then the Army say I've had too much cancer to apply?

0:24:290:24:32

I don't know what the rules are.

0:24:320:24:35

I could still fight. Be a mercenary.

0:24:350:24:39

Or...

0:24:390:24:41

you could use your abilities in a different way.

0:24:410:24:43

So I'm into military history, but I don't want to hurt anybody.

0:24:430:24:47

What if I said you couldn't be a doctor?

0:24:470:24:50

I, er...

0:24:500:24:51

That's how I feel about the Army.

0:24:530:24:55

It's like...an escape.

0:24:570:25:00

From?

0:25:070:25:08

From being the kid whose mum's died.

0:25:110:25:13

That's really... That's crap.

0:25:150:25:17

You never said what was on those scans.

0:25:230:25:24

Hasn't he told you? It was really good news.

0:25:240:25:27

It's all stuff they can get rid of. Isn't it, Doc?

0:25:270:25:30

That's the plan.

0:25:300:25:31

Excuse me.

0:25:320:25:33

-You all right?

-Yeah, really good, thanks.

0:25:500:25:53

Arthur?

0:25:530:25:54

It's nothing. Just the meds.

0:25:540:25:56

Get off.

0:25:570:25:59

No, I'm not having you looking like a wino.

0:25:590:26:03

Don't, er, say anything to Morven.

0:26:030:26:06

Or Hanssen. Especially not to Hanssen.

0:26:060:26:09

Not even as pillow talk?

0:26:090:26:11

Do you really want to make yourself useful?

0:26:140:26:16

The gay doctor said there was a call for me.

0:26:160:26:19

That was a way of talking to you without unsettling Tanya.

0:26:190:26:23

Isn't that against the rules?

0:26:230:26:25

It's gay doctor rules, sorry.

0:26:250:26:27

I did say I couldn't lie to my patient.

0:26:270:26:30

You haven't, though.

0:26:300:26:31

No, but you have.

0:26:310:26:33

I didn't lie.

0:26:330:26:34

And I went along with it because arguing in front of a scared

0:26:340:26:37

15-year-old isn't what she needs right now.

0:26:370:26:39

Don't tell me what my granddaughter needs.

0:26:390:26:42

She's got sepsis, which looks like it'll need surgery.

0:26:420:26:46

But there's a blockage in her gut

0:26:460:26:48

which we can deal with at the same time.

0:26:480:26:51

Now, I'm going to do my best to reattach the healthy intestine,

0:26:510:26:54

but there is always a possibility we may need to fit a stoma.

0:26:540:26:57

What?

0:26:570:26:58

A bag.

0:26:580:26:59

No. No, she'll never agree to that.

0:27:010:27:03

-Well, we don't know until we ask her.

-I'll sign the consent.

0:27:030:27:07

No, I need to talk to Tanya about this.

0:27:070:27:10

Well, you can't. I won't let you.

0:27:100:27:12

Perhaps I can help, Mrs Gilmartin.

0:27:120:27:14

I don't want him frightening my granddaughter.

0:27:140:27:17

I'm just trying to explain that we need Tanya's informed consent.

0:27:170:27:20

I want him off Tanya's case.

0:27:200:27:21

There's an element of misunderstanding, I think.

0:27:210:27:24

No-one understands my granddaughter better than I do!

0:27:240:27:26

Well, it can be harder when you're very close to someone.

0:27:260:27:29

Oh, get real! I know you mean well. But you're a kid.

0:27:290:27:32

I've got nephews older than you.

0:27:320:27:34

Come back in a few years after you've lived a bit!

0:27:340:27:37

Dr Digby's age is not the issue.

0:27:370:27:39

No, this is about Tanya

0:27:390:27:40

and how joining the Army is the most important thing in her world...

0:27:400:27:43

-What, are you a psychiatrist now?

-..because she wants to be her own person.

0:27:430:27:46

You need to respect that, otherwise she's going to spend the rest of her illness resenting you

0:27:460:27:50

and that could turn into something you'll never be able to put right.

0:27:500:27:53

That's enough! Dr Digby, leave the ward, please.

0:27:530:27:56

Three hours later, the old man falls off a roof and dies.

0:28:010:28:03

That's why he thinks he's God.

0:28:030:28:06

You know, if we're going to try and take this all apart for Greg...

0:28:060:28:08

It'd be like tearing up the instructions and throwing away the Allen key.

0:28:080:28:12

Whatever. Just get him to sign that consent, yeah?

0:28:120:28:15

Morven, what do you think?

0:28:180:28:19

Do you think that Fletch likes her?

0:28:190:28:22

Well, I kind of got the impression

0:28:220:28:23

that Fletch wasn't ready for a relationship yet.

0:28:230:28:26

Yeah, yeah. Well, that's what he said.

0:28:260:28:28

Why? Are you...?

0:28:280:28:31

Me?! God, no!

0:28:310:28:35

-Life's too short, Raf.

-For what?

0:28:350:28:39

-Well, everything.

-That is such a cliche.

0:28:390:28:41

Oh, Morven, I am s...

0:28:430:28:46

No, it's OK. Don't worry about it.

0:28:460:28:49

-Brain damage?

-The thing is Mrs Widdows...

0:28:540:28:57

Well, she's gone.

0:28:580:29:00

What do you mean, she's gone?

0:29:000:29:02

Are you in touch with any of Pete's other relatives?

0:29:020:29:06

Ah!

0:29:060:29:07

Look, Doctor, I really don't think this is any of my responsibility.

0:29:080:29:13

I...I really don't.

0:29:130:29:15

Oh!

0:29:170:29:19

Cara! Hiya.

0:29:240:29:26

I forgot to say, but that came for you earlier on today.

0:29:260:29:29

-Oh.

-You haven't seen Arthur anywhere, have you?

0:29:290:29:33

I tried looking for him on Keller, but...

0:29:330:29:35

Er...no. Why? Problem?

0:29:360:29:39

Oh, you know, I just fancied a gossip with my husband.

0:29:390:29:42

Oooh! AAU gossip?

0:29:420:29:44

Oh, yeah, about that.

0:29:440:29:46

Raf has totally got the hots for this new psych,

0:29:460:29:49

but I've known pandas to get together quicker than Mr Di Lucca.

0:29:490:29:52

Really?

0:29:520:29:53

I'm so sorry! That was so tactless of me!

0:29:550:29:58

No. Definitely not.

0:29:580:30:00

Well, I'll put in an order for some bamboo shoots.

0:30:000:30:04

-Bamboo shoots?

-Pandas? Giant pandas?

0:30:040:30:07

Oh! Ho-ho-ho! Yeah, of course.

0:30:070:30:10

There's nothing you can say to me I haven't already said to myself.

0:30:220:30:25

And what would that be?

0:30:250:30:26

I've let you down, I've let the hospital down,

0:30:260:30:28

I've let myself down.

0:30:280:30:30

Like that balloon joke.

0:30:300:30:32

Balloon joke?

0:30:320:30:34

Doesn't matter.

0:30:350:30:37

Oh, yes, I've heard it, it's rather amusing.

0:30:370:30:39

Except when it rings true.

0:30:390:30:41

I'm not a great fan of self-pity.

0:30:410:30:43

Actually, Mr Hanssen, right now,

0:30:430:30:44

I reserve the right to feel sorry for myself.

0:30:440:30:47

-That's your prerogative.

-Thank you.

0:30:470:30:49

Have you finished?

0:30:490:30:51

Look, you told me to leave the ward, so I suppose I must be.

0:30:510:30:54

That is not what I meant, as you are very well aware.

0:30:540:30:56

And meanwhile, you have a patient

0:30:560:30:58

that still needs your professional attention.

0:30:580:31:00

-But Mrs Gilmartin...

-Is not your patient!

0:31:030:31:05

-You said...

-I just wanted to remove you from a volatile situation.

0:31:070:31:10

Perhaps you'd like to have another go.

0:31:100:31:12

Your career is not over yet.

0:31:130:31:15

-Yes, that is exactly what I've been trying to tell you!

-Dr Digby!

0:31:150:31:18

You're right.

0:31:210:31:23

Self-pity's rubbish.

0:31:230:31:25

A-huh!

0:31:270:31:29

If my Aunt Brigid was here, she would say,

0:31:370:31:39

"Look at those two, they don't spoil another pair".

0:31:390:31:42

-What does that mean?

-You belong together.

0:31:420:31:45

Well, we might be going for a drink together later, so...

0:31:450:31:48

Oh. I rest my case.

0:31:480:31:50

You're getting very chummy with...Joan of Arc.

0:31:520:31:55

-You jealous?

-SHE CHUCKLES

0:31:560:31:58

Yeah, pretty sexy, the whole martyr thing.

0:31:580:32:01

The repeat scan shows a lot of free fluid and dissention.

0:32:030:32:06

She's more distended and more septic.

0:32:060:32:08

Now, I presume you're taking this?

0:32:080:32:10

Actually...

0:32:100:32:12

Hi, Tanya.

0:32:190:32:21

Where've you been?

0:32:210:32:22

The old guy says I've got to have another op.

0:32:220:32:24

Sorry, yeah, we'll get you ready for theatre now.

0:32:240:32:27

What's he doing here?

0:32:270:32:29

I'll be leading the operation, but it makes sense for Dr Digby

0:32:290:32:32

to talk it through with your granddaughter.

0:32:320:32:34

-I said to get rid of him.

-What's going on?

0:32:340:32:37

I wasn't as polite to your grandmother as I should have been.

0:32:390:32:42

Why, what did you say?

0:32:420:32:43

You don't need to worry about it.

0:32:430:32:45

Come on, what did he say to you?

0:32:450:32:48

Perhaps now you understand

0:32:480:32:49

why Dr Digby counselled a more open approach.

0:32:490:32:51

Nan?

0:32:510:32:53

I wasn't up front with you about what we found on the scan.

0:32:560:32:59

There's more cancer than they thought.

0:32:590:33:01

Is it going to kill me?

0:33:030:33:04

We need to remove part of your intestine.

0:33:080:33:10

And you didn't tell me?

0:33:100:33:11

I told him not to say anything.

0:33:110:33:13

It'd make more sense to do it now before it causes any more problems.

0:33:130:33:16

Yeah. Get it out!

0:33:160:33:18

If we can't reattach the rest of the intestine,

0:33:180:33:21

we might have to fit you with a bag.

0:33:210:33:23

So, what, I was just supposed to wake up with one of them things?

0:33:240:33:29

-I thought you'd be frightened.

-Of course I'm frightened.

0:33:290:33:32

But if it's a choice between me dying or me having a bag,

0:33:320:33:37

it's not a choice, is it?

0:33:370:33:40

It's just something I've got to do.

0:33:410:33:43

Nan?

0:33:500:33:51

See you on the ice.

0:33:550:33:57

Still here?

0:34:010:34:03

I don't want to stereotype, but...look at her!

0:34:060:34:10

I really shouldn't comment.

0:34:100:34:12

At first, I thought, "Well, she's no competition." Huh!

0:34:120:34:15

-PAGER BEEPS

-But he's been seeing her for two years.

0:34:150:34:18

She's not just some bit on the side.

0:34:190:34:22

It's your husband.

0:34:220:34:24

MACHINES BEEP

0:34:290:34:32

Right, let's have a look at this bowel.

0:34:350:34:38

OK, I can't quite...

0:34:410:34:42

Stuck to the tumour masses, isn't it?

0:34:420:34:45

Keeping close to the bowel wall.

0:34:450:34:47

Hang on.

0:34:470:34:49

Maybe we could bypass the obstruction

0:34:490:34:51

with an ileocolic anastomosis.

0:34:510:34:53

Certainly worth attempting, yes.

0:34:550:34:57

Dr Digby?

0:34:590:35:00

All right to continue?

0:35:020:35:03

Bit warm.

0:35:060:35:07

All right. Somebody, please.

0:35:070:35:09

Thank you.

0:35:130:35:14

-Sorry!

-Apology not necessary, but, er...

0:35:210:35:24

close the tear straightaway, please.

0:35:240:35:26

Clamps, please.

0:35:270:35:29

Dr Digby?

0:35:400:35:42

Dr Digby?

0:35:420:35:44

Um...please, will you take over, Mr Hanssen?

0:35:440:35:48

Now, it takes great courage and maturity to know when to stop.

0:35:480:35:52

However, in this instance...

0:35:540:35:56

One more go.

0:36:020:36:04

-MACHINE BEEPS

-OK, charging at 150.

0:36:060:36:08

Stand clear. And shocking.

0:36:080:36:12

He's in VF. Page Dr March, please.

0:36:130:36:15

-Annette, you might want to wait outside.

-No. I...

0:36:170:36:20

Charging at 150 again.

0:36:200:36:22

Stand clear. And shocking.

0:36:220:36:24

-MACHINE BEEPS

-Sinus.

0:36:260:36:28

Right. We need to put the balloon pump on hold.

0:36:280:36:31

Let's run a swift TOE and if it says what I think it will,

0:36:310:36:34

I'm going with the Kibo. OK?

0:36:340:36:36

I...had some of his things in my car.

0:36:420:36:46

I'm going! I'm going.

0:36:490:36:52

SHE EXHALES

0:36:540:36:56

Look...

0:37:010:37:02

..I'm...I'm really glad he's still in the fight.

0:37:040:37:07

But, then, that's Pete, isn't it, all over?

0:37:080:37:10

Pig-headed, egotistical.

0:37:100:37:13

Loving playing two women off against each other.

0:37:130:37:16

A-hem!

0:37:180:37:20

Ah.

0:37:300:37:31

Excellently done.

0:37:380:37:39

I think I need to leave the theatre now, Mr Hanssen.

0:37:430:37:46

Well, you must do what do you think is right.

0:37:460:37:48

Right, so we'll bring out the stoma.

0:37:510:37:54

HE HYPERVENTILATES

0:38:010:38:03

Ow!

0:38:080:38:09

Bad day?

0:38:110:38:14

ARTHUR CHUCKLES

0:38:140:38:16

That's funny.

0:38:160:38:18

Arthur?

0:38:180:38:19

Bad day.

0:38:210:38:22

Are you feeling all right, mate?

0:38:220:38:25

But there isn't an endless supply of good days

0:38:260:38:28

where you can put everything right and make all your dreams come true.

0:38:280:38:32

Which makes the days we have all the more valuable.

0:38:340:38:37

Never forget that.

0:38:390:38:40

-WHISPERS:

-Morven? Morven?

0:38:460:38:48

-WHISPERS:

-Arthur?!

0:38:480:38:49

What are you doing in here?

0:38:490:38:51

Er...I wanted to catch you on your own.

0:38:510:38:54

I've been looking for you all day.

0:38:540:38:56

I know. I'm...I'm...I'm sorry.

0:38:560:38:59

Is something wrong?

0:39:000:39:02

I, um...I had to give up on an operation

0:39:020:39:05

because I lost the...

0:39:050:39:08

Well, the fine motor skills in my hands.

0:39:080:39:11

That'll just be the meds. Once they settle down...

0:39:110:39:13

Morven, ssh!

0:39:130:39:15

I can't...I can't operate any more.

0:39:150:39:18

You don't know that.

0:39:190:39:21

Ever since I was a kid... Well, from the moment I realised

0:39:240:39:27

I wasn't going to be a great military strategist,

0:39:270:39:29

all I ever wanted was to be a surgeon.

0:39:290:39:32

And you are.

0:39:320:39:33

I didn't quite make it, but...

0:39:350:39:38

..that's fine.

0:39:400:39:42

Look, let's not make this decision just yet.

0:39:420:39:45

Unless I want to kill somebody.

0:39:450:39:47

There have been moments, um...naming no names. Dominic Copeland.

0:39:510:39:54

You numpty.

0:39:560:39:58

Hm!

0:40:000:40:01

There's more things to being a doctor than just wielding a scalpel.

0:40:020:40:06

You know that, don't you?

0:40:060:40:07

Yes. Hanging on by my fingernails until they're prised off one by one.

0:40:090:40:13

No. Definitely not.

0:40:130:40:16

That's not how I want it to end.

0:40:160:40:18

-Dr Digby?

-I'm here.

-I'm just coming.

0:40:180:40:21

-That's you.

-Hm.

0:40:250:40:28

OK. Dissecting the axillary arteries.

0:40:420:40:45

-May I join you?

-Where've you been?

0:40:450:40:48

-I need a spare pair of hands for the graft.

-I apologise.

0:40:480:40:51

I wasn't expecting to be in the treatment suite until a little later on,

0:40:510:40:54

fitting an intra-aortic balloon pump.

0:40:540:40:56

-Well, I paged you.

-It's fine.

0:40:560:40:58

You got what you wanted in the end. All's well with the world.

0:40:580:41:01

Pete had another arrest. I ran a TOE,

0:41:010:41:02

but there wasn't enough cardiac capacity available

0:41:020:41:05

for the balloon pump to be effective.

0:41:050:41:07

I've seen the results. They're still borderline.

0:41:070:41:09

The balloon pump was never going to be a long-term solution.

0:41:090:41:11

MACHINE BEEPS

0:41:110:41:13

He's arresting.

0:41:130:41:15

We need to optimise the assist.

0:41:160:41:17

Wouldn't want to say I told you so, but, shucks, I just did.

0:41:170:41:21

As my junior colleague, I need you to respect my judgment

0:41:210:41:23

and work with me, not against me!

0:41:230:41:25

-Junior colleague?!

-What is going on?!

0:41:250:41:28

I had to go with the Kibo.

0:41:300:41:31

No, what is going on with my surgeons arguing

0:41:310:41:34

in front of the theatre team in the middle of surgery?

0:41:340:41:37

Get this sorted!

0:41:370:41:39

Any progress?

0:41:480:41:50

I understand this needs resolving,

0:41:500:41:52

but I can't sign him off on saying he's not capacitous. Sorry.

0:41:520:41:55

No, no, that's fine.

0:41:550:41:57

I-I mean, it's not fine, but it's semi-fine...ish.

0:41:570:42:01

Good.

0:42:010:42:03

Look, er...since you're here...

0:42:030:42:05

-Am I?

-What?

0:42:050:42:08

Ah! Huh! Existentialist comedy.

0:42:090:42:12

-I like it.

-Very good.

0:42:120:42:14

Did you need some change?

0:42:150:42:17

Well, that depends what you mean by change.

0:42:170:42:20

What conversation are we having exactly?

0:42:200:42:24

There is...there is something that I, er...

0:42:260:42:29

that I want to ask you. Huh!

0:42:290:42:32

In private.

0:42:320:42:34

What?

0:42:340:42:35

The thing you wanted to ask me?

0:42:370:42:39

Yes, er...

0:42:390:42:40

-I was wondering...if...

-Raf!

0:42:420:42:45

Er...can you give me a minute?

0:42:450:42:47

Trouble in paradise, mate.

0:42:470:42:49

I think he has a secondary bleed. He's going to lose consciousness.

0:42:560:42:58

Greg, it's my legal duty to act in your best interests.

0:42:580:43:03

I expressly forbid you

0:43:030:43:05

to give me a general anaesthetic.

0:43:050:43:07

There isn't another way to do this procedure.

0:43:070:43:09

-Help! Call the police!

-Calm, calm, calm.

0:43:090:43:11

-We need to sedate him!

-You're all in terrible danger!

-Wait!

0:43:110:43:14

-Nurse Fletcher, how busy are you?

-What?

0:43:140:43:17

When it comes to running things, you're the best there is, yeah?

0:43:170:43:21

Er...absolutely, yeah.

0:43:210:43:23

We don't have time for this!

0:43:230:43:25

I get in your heart of hearts, you know your beliefs to be true.

0:43:250:43:29

-At last!

-So, as God's manifestation on earth,

0:43:290:43:32

I was wondering if you might be able to delegate

0:43:320:43:35

some of your responsibility, just for a couple of hours?

0:43:350:43:38

To you?

0:43:380:43:40

I don't expect you to trust me, I'm a psychiatrist.

0:43:400:43:43

-But...what about Fletch?

-Fletch?

0:43:430:43:47

Er...you know, if it helps you get through the operation.

0:43:470:43:49

Listen, seriously, if even 1% of what you've said is true...

0:43:490:43:53

Greg?

0:43:530:43:55

-OK, yeah. Let's do it.

-Straight into theatre!

0:43:590:44:01

Page the anaesthetist.

0:44:010:44:03

Wait!

0:44:030:44:05

What now?

0:44:050:44:06

There! Can you feel it?

0:44:070:44:10

Well, I certainly feel something.

0:44:120:44:14

-Good luck.

-All right, let's go!

0:44:150:44:18

You're NOT the Messiah.

0:44:230:44:25

There you are. They're all up to date.

0:44:350:44:37

If there are any problems... Well, you know where to find me.

0:44:370:44:40

Sorry?

0:44:450:44:46

I've cleared it with HR.

0:44:460:44:48

Cleared what?

0:44:500:44:52

I'm resigning due to ill health.

0:44:520:44:55

As your consultant, I would have expected you

0:45:000:45:02

to have talked this through with me first.

0:45:020:45:04

And you'd have said lots of lovely, encouraging things...

0:45:040:45:06

And I would've meant every one of them.

0:45:060:45:08

Which is exactly why I didn't want to have to argue with you about it.

0:45:080:45:11

Hang on. Aren't you due in theatre with me tomorrow? The triple A...

0:45:110:45:14

Dom's free, so I've taken the liberty of...

0:45:140:45:17

Of course...Numpty.

0:45:170:45:20

I wish everyone would stop calling me Numpty.

0:45:200:45:23

Right, we're knocking off soon, so, um...drinks, cakes.

0:45:270:45:31

PHONE RINGS Excuse me. Hm!

0:45:310:45:33

Keller.

0:45:330:45:35

Um...if it's all the same to you, I, er...just...

0:45:350:45:38

Some of us...

0:45:390:45:41

..all of us...

0:45:420:45:44

..are really rather fond of you.

0:45:450:45:47

Speak for yourself(!)

0:45:470:45:49

-How many?

-You've made a considerable contribution to this hospital.

0:45:510:45:56

Hm! Oh, I don't know about that.

0:45:560:45:59

I never really got hold of the whole arrogant, power-crazed despot thing.

0:45:590:46:04

Well, I'm sure some private tuition could be arranged.

0:46:040:46:08

Um...coach crash on the bypass.

0:46:080:46:11

Ruptured spleen in the lift and ED are sending two more up now.

0:46:110:46:14

I've got this.

0:46:140:46:15

OK, we're going to deal with this

0:46:150:46:18

and then we're going to hand over, so...

0:46:180:46:20

So, what am I meant to do without you?

0:46:250:46:28

-Find someone else to take the...

-Hm!

0:46:300:46:32

There is no-one so brilliantly gullible

0:46:350:46:41

and so ripe for ritual humiliation.

0:46:410:46:46

I'm going to miss you.

0:46:470:46:49

-Dr Copeland!

-Go on, go, go, go!

0:46:490:46:52

If this isn't about work, I...

0:47:060:47:07

Jac told us to get this sorted.

0:47:070:47:09

OK. It's over. There. Tick.

0:47:090:47:13

Has it occurred to you that someone maybe actually loves you?

0:47:140:47:17

-Someone?

-I love you!

0:47:170:47:19

I made a mistake. I'll do anything to fix it.

0:47:210:47:23

Maybe I don't want you to fix it!

0:47:230:47:25

It might be possible to do some reconstruction

0:47:400:47:43

further down the line.

0:47:430:47:45

I know what's going to happen.

0:47:450:47:47

Well, not for a while yet. Um...

0:47:510:47:53

I wondered if you'd ever thought about

0:47:570:47:59

doing some shooting competitively.

0:47:590:48:01

I could offer myself as target practice.

0:48:030:48:05

Tanya, that's not funny.

0:48:050:48:07

Actually, it is quite.

0:48:070:48:09

Um...it's, er...Arthur, isn't it?

0:48:170:48:21

Yes, yeah.

0:48:210:48:22

I know I'm a stubborn old cow,

0:48:220:48:26

but I've met a lot of doctors.

0:48:260:48:28

You're going to be a brilliant doctor when you grow up.

0:48:300:48:33

WHISPERS: Thank you.

0:48:370:48:39

How's the divine mantle?

0:48:470:48:49

Unable to stop a coach crash on the bypass. It's fine.

0:48:490:48:52

Greg's not out of theatre, then?

0:48:520:48:54

No. Um...look, um...Naomi, the, er...

0:48:540:48:58

..the asking-you-out-for-a-drink thing.

0:48:580:49:01

I-I know it's been a while, but, um...

0:49:010:49:03

Spleen all fixed.

0:49:030:49:05

Although why you couldn't just fix him with a click of your fingers...

0:49:050:49:08

Oh, I'm sorry. Am I interrupting something?

0:49:080:49:11

Um...it was, er...nothing.

0:49:110:49:13

Nothing?

0:49:130:49:15

We'll, er...talk about it later.

0:49:150:49:17

No, no, come on, mate, get your thunderbolt out.

0:49:170:49:20

And thou shalt have no other gods but Fletch(!)

0:49:210:49:24

I propose tomorrow evening, if for no other reason than to shut him up.

0:49:240:49:29

And I'll look after the kids. Least I can do.

0:49:290:49:33

Well, er...thanks, mate. And, er...I owe you one. Huh!

0:49:330:49:36

-WHISPERS:

-Thank you.

0:49:410:49:43

So I'm looking at caring for someone I...

0:49:480:49:51

I don't know what I feel about any more.

0:49:510:49:54

Means he's got through the next few days. That's a good thing, isn't it?

0:49:540:49:57

As long as you're not the one wiping his backside?

0:49:570:49:59

You don't know, I might be.

0:49:590:50:01

I need a drink.

0:50:040:50:06

I didn't have you down as the need-a-drink type.

0:50:060:50:08

Oh, yeah, I'm definitely crazy like that.

0:50:080:50:11

CARA CHUCKLES

0:50:110:50:12

Zoshy?

0:50:170:50:18

Dad, do you have to?

0:50:180:50:20

I haven't said anything yet.

0:50:200:50:23

"Oh, Zoshy, darling, have you really thought this through?

0:50:230:50:27

"Ollie isn't my cup of cappuccino,

0:50:270:50:29

"but he's an intelligent, honest, caring man who loves you."

0:50:290:50:33

Listen, sweetheart...

0:50:330:50:34

"I get that you feel betrayed,

0:50:340:50:36

"but even I can see that he wasn't acting maliciously."

0:50:360:50:40

"Don't let the chance of finding real happiness with someone

0:50:400:50:43

"slip away because you are too pig-headed to back down!"

0:50:430:50:46

If I know Valentine, he'll be waiting for you.

0:50:460:50:49

Just a small white wine, please.

0:50:530:50:55

Er...no, scratch that. Let's have, um...

0:50:550:50:57

..a couple of those, and tequila? Tequila.

0:50:570:51:01

-Really?

-Yep. If you don't want them, I will.

0:51:010:51:04

Better than knocking your head against a wall all day.

0:51:040:51:07

You know what? I've got something to celebrate today, too.

0:51:070:51:09

Why not?

0:51:090:51:11

Doesn't sound like your party voice.

0:51:110:51:14

Well, I've been offered a job. In Belfast.

0:51:140:51:18

Offered?

0:51:180:51:19

Yeah. I don't know what I'm going to do.

0:51:190:51:22

There's a lot going on here, you know?

0:51:220:51:24

Yeah.

0:51:240:51:25

Slainte.

0:51:250:51:27

Yeah, that.

0:51:270:51:29

If you're going to try and change my mind...

0:51:470:51:50

That would be most disrespectful.

0:51:500:51:52

You knew, didn't you?

0:51:560:51:58

I beg your pardon?

0:51:580:52:00

This morning, you knew I wouldn't make it through the day.

0:52:000:52:04

Today has been precisely what it needed to be.

0:52:060:52:09

You've conducted yourself admirably

0:52:090:52:11

under very challenging circumstances.

0:52:110:52:13

I've loved every single minute of working here.

0:52:170:52:19

I know.

0:52:250:52:27

-There we go.

-Thanks.

0:52:410:52:42

-RAF SIGHS

-Here.

0:52:440:52:46

Do you mind?

0:52:460:52:48

Well, we are all still here,

0:52:480:52:49

so I reckon Nurse Fletcher has done a very good job.

0:52:490:52:53

I never said there would definitely be an existential catastrophe.

0:52:530:52:57

I mean, the Middle East's still a bit of a mess.

0:52:570:52:59

Oh, and there's all those refugees and the coach crashes.

0:52:590:53:03

It's not for me or Nurse Fletcher

0:53:030:53:07

to solve everyone's problems.

0:53:070:53:10

Every man has to...make his own future.

0:53:100:53:14

MUSIC: Head Over Heels by Tears for Fears

0:53:240:53:28

POUNDING HEARTBEAT

0:54:220:54:24

Huh!

0:54:250:54:26

HE CHUCKLES AND SOBS

0:54:280:54:30

HE SNIFFS

0:54:320:54:35

These are the last ones.

0:54:350:54:38

Mm.

0:54:410:54:42

You're right. I am...sad.

0:54:440:54:48

You are...drunk.

0:54:480:54:50

No. You are very serious.

0:54:500:54:54

And...it makes me laugh.

0:54:540:54:57

That's actually very rude.

0:54:570:54:59

I'll miss you.

0:54:590:55:01

I don't even know if I'm going yet.

0:55:010:55:03

-Sorry.

-Not a good idea.

0:55:190:55:21

My dad said you'd be waiting for me.

0:55:220:55:24

-Zosia. That...

-Wasn't what it looked like?

0:55:280:55:31

Absolutely not.

0:55:310:55:33

Not such a martyr after all.

0:55:330:55:34

See, it felt like that if something bad had actually happened,

0:55:400:55:43

it would've been my fault. Heh-heh-heh!

0:55:430:55:46

-Dr March.

-You just got blanked. Oooh!

0:55:460:55:48

-Zosia! Please, just hear me out!

-It's not like we're attached!

0:55:480:55:51

If you want to snog Cara Martinez in front of everyone,

0:55:510:55:55

then I'm happy for you. Genuinely. Have a great night!

0:55:550:55:58

You...!

0:56:000:56:02

Cara and Oliver Valentine.

0:56:090:56:11

-FLETCH SIGHS

-Um... Hm. Different bar?

0:56:130:56:15

Yeah, different bar.

0:56:150:56:17

Hello, you.

0:56:410:56:43

-Hiya.

-Hey!

0:56:430:56:45

What's that?

0:56:490:56:51

Er...

0:56:520:56:54

Love.

0:56:570:56:59

What are you talking about?

0:56:590:57:01

I'm being enigmatic.

0:57:010:57:03

If you've got a terminal illness, that's what you do.

0:57:040:57:06

You're such a numpty.

0:57:060:57:09

Come on, then, Dr Digby, take me home.

0:57:090:57:11

Hanssen suddenly decides to be a hands-on surgeon on Keller, and Arthur is desperate to prove his worth. But when he has difficulty separating the personal from the professional, Arthur makes a heartwrenching decision.

With the ice thawing between them, Oliver grabs his chance to get back with Zosia. However, disaster strikes when Oliver crosses a line.

A secretive Raf makes a personal sacrifice when a newly empowered Fletch finally makes a date with Naomi.


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