Running Out Holby City


Running Out

When Zosia oversteps with a patient, Oliver faces an unwelcome dilemma. As his suspicions spiral out of control, Zosia makes a gut-wrenching decision.


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Aunt Maria has lived through things that you and I can only imagine.

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My car was stolen last night.

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I had hard copies of staff records in my boot, along with the laptop.

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I take full responsibility.

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Immediate suspension, followed by an inquiry, I'm afraid.

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You've developed secondary's.

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In your stomach.

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How long might I have left?

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Months.

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I know every single detail of his prognosis, and I can't deal with it.

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-Dom?

-Yeah?

-How much longer are you going to be?

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Just a sec...

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All yours.

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DOOR SLAMS

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Hi.

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Arthur, I, um...

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It's fine, don't worry about it.

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HE VOMITS

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Hmm, we have our elusive Doctor March.

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Did you not stay at Ollie's last night?

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I was working. I just got back late.

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OK, well, we could all have breakfast together?

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No, I can't. Big day.

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Tracheal stent.

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DOOR SLAMS

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What are you doing, going on a picnic?

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I'm visiting my parents.

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You've written an agenda to speak to your mum and dad?

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If I leave by nine, should get there in time.

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Ah, boss!

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There's a sight for sore eyes!

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Here you go.

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Cuthbert Bradley, 55.

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Trauma patient up from the ED.

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He was hit by a car and, yes, he has been advised to inform the police.

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He had a dislocated knee and a leg injury with vascular compromise.

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Right, er...

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Let's get an FBC, U&Es, LFT and blood gases,

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a CT angiogram of the leg, and cross-match six units, please.

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How bad is his leg?

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We'll know more when we get the results back.

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Ms Campbell's the best there is.

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Your husband's going to be well looked-after.

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He's not my husband.

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I'm her driving instructor.

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He's the driving instructor.

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Cuthbert's taught my entire family.

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Two sons, ex-husband.

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Even my 70-year-old mother learnt to drive with Cuthbert.

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Very impressive.

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I'm his only failure.

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Five times I've messed up my test.

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And now I've crippled him!

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She reversed into him.

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Right. Well, I'll leave you in Nurse Fletcher's capable hands for now.

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Morning.

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Missed you. How was your evening with the roomies?

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Nice.

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We got a takeaway and watched some of Arthur's Hornblower box set.

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HE LAUGHS

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How is he?

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Good.

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Under the circumstances, he's handling it well.

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So, what did you get up to last night, then?

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Oh, well...

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Ready-meal for one,

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bit of pining,

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documentary on the Discovery Channel,

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bit more pining, book and bed by ten.

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A stark reminder of my desperately lonely, pre-Zosia life.

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You wouldn't want to go back there.

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So, you excited about today?

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Absolutely.

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I just hope they spell my name right on that Nobel Prize.

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I am a bit concerned that your confidence issues might hold you back.

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No room for doubt when you're working with the great Jac Naylor.

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No room at all for a lowly registrar?

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How about your place tonight?

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We can Netflix and chill.

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Is Jac around?

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"Oh, morning, Mo, how are you?"

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"Yeah I'm good, thanks for asking(!)"

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She's in meetings all day.

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Her patient's withdrawn. Her trial's been postponed.

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What, why?

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Don't know. It happens sometimes.

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But they can't do that. That's such short notice.

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It's disappointing, I know, but there'll be other participants.

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SHE SIGHS

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OK.

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Best keep looking.

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Mo?

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Has she seen him?

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Don't think so.

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So sorry, housekeeping never was my strong point.

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Well, I hope you kept my ward in better nick.

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It's a well-oiled machine.

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As it is so busy,

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I thought it might be useful to stick around,

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do a proper hand-over?

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Er, yep, fine with me.

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I need all the friends I can get right now.

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At least being off for a bit must have given you the chance to relax?

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Yeah, no, not exactly.

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I spent the time at home enjoying a diet of quiz shows

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and historical documentaries - thanks to a certain nephew.

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You and Jason rubbing each other up the wrong way?

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Er... Safe to say the honeymoon's over.

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Welcome back, Ms Campbell.

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Thank you.

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I'll leave you to it.

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Now, look, I realise that the internal investigation into the data leak's ongoing -

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I'm afraid it's got a little more complicated than that.

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They've got hold of the fact we have some staff taking medication

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for mental health issues.

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Have they named anyone?

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No, the focus of disapproval, though, seems to be on a junior doctor with bipolar.

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So, I think Dr March should be told.

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Yes. Yes, of course.

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Sorry to hear about the trial.

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There's got to be someone suitable.

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Calm down.

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Hop to it - we've got a live one here!

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-I can do it!

-Sir, I'm really only trying to help you.

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Patient transferred from the ED.

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Previously diagnosed with a leaky tricuspid valve,

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which was being treated without medication.

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Symptoms have suddenly worsened - problems breathing, airway.

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He's been given 300mg of Amiodarone and 40 of Frusemide.

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-OK, Echo, FBC and U&Es?

-Yep.

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Dr March and Nurse Martinez will take care of you now.

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I can do it, OK?

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OK, if you calm down, it'd be a lot easier, Mr...?

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Doctor. Lambert.

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I know the drill.

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RADIO: 'How did it come to be that a small and inconsequential island,

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'historically marred by political infighting and family feuding

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'amongst its upper classes, rose to be...'

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-IGNITION TURNS OFF

-I was enjoying that.

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Look, I'm sorry that I can't come with you today.

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It's just, I don't think it would look very good with both of us being off.

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It's OK. I'll be fine.

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Yes, come on, come on. We get it, you're ancient!

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Whatever you are running from, it will catch you in the end.

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Sorry about before. I got myself all worked up.

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Not a great patient.

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Few doctors are.

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I never actually got the chance to practise.

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I was diagnosed just after qualifying.

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Oh, I'm sorry.

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Don't be.

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These days I'm all about alternative medicine,

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the power of positive thinking.

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You've gone to the dark side?

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It's done more for me than science has.

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Well, don't give up on us just yet.

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The Amiodarone and Frusemide should...

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Help alleviate the symptoms, I know.

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I don't want to live like that.

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What do you write about?

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Good days, bad days.

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The trials and tribulations of sex with a heart condition.

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You...put all that out there?

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My name's Alex, and I'm an over-sharer.

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Well, I hope to get some answers out of your tests, Alex.

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He seems enamoured with you.

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Oh, I wouldn't worry.

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I think he spends more time hugging trees than women.

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Are you not a fan of the alternative approach?

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I like to keep an open mind.

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What, like UFOs and crop circles?

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You may mock, but there is a whole body of evidence to suggest that...

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Too much X-Files for me, thank you.

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Excuse me?

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Doctor March, could I have a word, please?

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Yeah, sure.

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Somewhere a little more private.

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Zosh...

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You're not named.

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Well, that's fine, then.

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No harm done.

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All the same, you know where I am.

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Maybe you should go home?

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I'm fine, really.

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Um, can you get Mr Lambert's test results back as quickly as possible?

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-Zosia?

-I'm fine.

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There's a button beside your bed, if you want to move up or down.

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Right, I tell you what. Let me just show you.

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I'm sure I can manage.

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I can get you some water. Would you like some water?

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It's nil by mouth until after the op, remember?

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Yes, sorry. Yes, of course.

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Honestly, he must drive you mad.

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It's been known.

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So, you two ganging up on me, are you?

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Ah, this is one of our most esteemed consultants, Ric Griffin,

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and he's going to be doing your surgery today.

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Esteemed?

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Well, it's not often I'm getting such a grand introduction.

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You must be the famous Miss Edelman?

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Maria, please.

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And I prefer "infamous", but never mind.

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I've heard a great deal about you.

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If it's from Sacha, I imagine it's the censored version.

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Wait until he's gone, I'll tell you some real stories.

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See, I told you she's a fire-cracker.

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I look forward to hearing more.

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Now, since we're related, I can't treat you.

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I know that, Sacha.

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But Ric and our resident CT1, Dominic Copeland,

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will be attending to your every need.

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-Obviously you got Essie standing by...

-Sacha.

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-And I'm going to be popping in from time to time...

-Sacha, breathe!

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Yeah. Yeah, you're right.

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LOUD CRASHING

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Excuse me.

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Don't start. I'm already having one of those mornings.

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You've got a very, very important patient today, OK?

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What, the angioplasty for the arterial leg ulcer? Please.

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I'm cartwheeling with excitement!

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This is my Great-Aunt Maria.

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There is a pulse.

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It's weaker than the healthy leg, but it is present.

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What does that mean?

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It means you may need surgery.

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I can't be off work long!

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Yeah, but we won't know for sure until we do the angiogram,

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and the scanner room's still backed up.

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Is there anyone we can call for you? Partner, kids...?

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Never had time for either. I'm married to the job.

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And she's a bit of a dangerous driver, is she?

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No!

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If it's anyone's fault, it's mine.

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That's the last one you were meant to see today.

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I can go through tomorrow's list, too, if you like?

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Trisha, you've done enough already.

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Go home, revise for your test.

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Oh, I think he's had enough of giving me free lessons.

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Cuthbert has a "no pass, no fee" guarantee.

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That's very generous.

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If you're going to stay,

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you can revise with me.

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Well, they seem to be getting on all right so far.

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Can't last. Two consultants of equal status and ability on one ward?

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It'll end in tears. Or violence.

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Hopefully. Do you know what?

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If I had to put money on one of them,

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it pains me to say it, my money's on Bernie.

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Trauma expert in her natural habitat.

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No-one knows this ward like Serena.

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Let's see who comes out on top.

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The loser gets the first pint.

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Doesn't make sense.

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How has he suddenly deteriorated so much?

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Why, indeed?

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That's why I'm relying on you to crack the case, Sherlock.

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Morning, Zoshy.

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Before you start, I'm OK.

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That's something I've heard you say many times when it's not true.

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I'm fine.

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I'm not ashamed of my condition.

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No. No, of course not. But you can't blame me for worrying.

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I heard about Arthur.

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This is not the time or place for that conversation.

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I have patients.

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OK, so, your Echo has shed no light on the arrhythmia.

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Have you taken any new medication recently?

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I told you, I'm more about the natural approach.

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Yes, you did.

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So, alternative remedies, then?

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I take a daily dose of vitamin C, a few herbal supplements.

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-More than the recommended daily amount?

-Depends.

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You do know that taking high doses of some supplements can lead

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to nausea...

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Vomiting, abdominal pain... Yep, I know.

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I've had none of those.

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Do you have those tablets here?

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Sorry. I can look them up, though.

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No, it's fine.

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Could you order an MRI scan for Mr Lambert, please?

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Hey, how you getting on?

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Yeah, good. Yeah, I'm almost there.

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So, you're OK, then?

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Totally. You get back to work, don't worry about me.

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Right. OK.

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I'll let you get on.

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Come on, concentrate.

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When approaching a roundabout...?

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Decide on exit,

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give appropriate signal, correct lane.

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Quick make-up check in mirror?

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Trisha!

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Mr Bradley, I'm afraid there's an arterial bleed

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and your leg is threatened.

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What exactly does that mean?

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You could lose it.

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You can't let that happen!

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We need to get you into surgery as soon as possible,

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get a better idea of what's going on.

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To say you consent to the operation...

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What are you waiting for? Sign it!

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If I've crippled you I'll never forgive myself.

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Everything all right, Mr Bradley?

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Er...

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Ah, thanks.

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Thank you. Thanks very much.

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Mr Bradley - I think there's something else going on.

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What?

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Bitemporal hemianopia.

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Ah. Not ideal for a driving instructor.

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Serena, call from Jason. Says it's urgent.

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I'll be back as soon as I can.

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What's so urgent you had to page me?

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Oh, Zosia's dealing with this leak business well.

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Rather TOO well, don't you think?

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She's a tough cookie.

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She's just as vulnerable now as she ever was.

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Look, humour me, will you?

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I've been through this with Zosia. You haven't.

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You're asking me for a favour?

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I'll be caught up in theatre for a while.

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I'd appreciate it if you could look after her.

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Don't let me down.

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Excuse me, how close was Mr Bradley when you backed into him?

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He stepped back, like he couldn't see me.

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I tried to stop but it was too late.

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SHE SIGHS

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To be honest, I've been worried about him for a while now.

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Why's that?

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Well, a few lessons ago he clipped a wing of a motorbike

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that was parked up.

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And he's been walking into things.

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You're not going to report him to the DVLA, are you?

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His job means everything to him!

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His health's my only concern.

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Seen Serena?

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She's still in her office.

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Nothing seems to be adding up.

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He's admitted taking high doses of herbal remedies,

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but the MRI shows no fibrosis,

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and nothing that accounts for the arrhythmia.

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The valve has deteriorated.

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No. I don't buy it.

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Doctor March?

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Mr Lambert.

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Maybe you can help me solve a mystery.

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Who's the hospital's resident bipolar doc?

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My followers are dying to know.

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People are interested in that?

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Course. Looks set to go viral.

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I wouldn't believe everything you read in the papers.

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Is it him?

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He's got that blank, medicated look about him.

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What? He's not your boyfriend, is he?

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He is!

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I was joking.

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Good-looking guy. Well done, you.

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If he did have bipolar, would it matter, in treating you?

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Depends on whether or not he was fit to do the job.

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I'm not saying he wouldn't be, but you have to wonder, don't you?

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No.

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SIRENS IN DISTANCE

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I think I'm going to eat these first.

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They won't have enough lunch for me.

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They have chops today.

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But they'll only have done two. With boiled potatoes.

0:19:290:19:32

-You're rambling.

-Yes.

0:19:320:19:34

Right, come on, let's go.

0:19:360:19:37

What about work?

0:19:390:19:41

Don't worry about that. Keys. Ignition. Drive.

0:19:410:19:43

Half a day's leave?

0:19:500:19:52

Family emergency, apparently. He seemed upset. I could hardly say no.

0:19:520:19:58

But don't worry, I'm sure Essie and I will take good care

0:19:580:20:02

of your great-aunt without him.

0:20:020:20:04

Mr Griffin's right. Step away from the cubicle.

0:20:040:20:08

Has she said anything to you?

0:20:120:20:13

About what?

0:20:130:20:15

I don't know, I just...

0:20:160:20:17

I feel responsible.

0:20:200:20:21

I mean, an ulcer that size, I should've seen the signs.

0:20:220:20:26

How? You can't be with her all the time.

0:20:260:20:29

And even if you were, she wouldn't tell you that there was anything wrong.

0:20:290:20:32

Look, just stop fussing. It will be fine, OK?

0:20:320:20:35

You good at crosswords?

0:20:390:20:41

My mind's not as sharp as it used to be, but I like to try.

0:20:410:20:44

Five across, eight letters, "philanderer".

0:20:500:20:53

-Middle letter "T", ends in an "O"?

-Lothario?

0:20:540:21:00

You got that a little bit too quickly.

0:21:000:21:02

I suspect you've broken many a heart.

0:21:020:21:07

Love 'em and leave 'em, eh?

0:21:070:21:09

Not quite.

0:21:100:21:11

Some of them left me.

0:21:110:21:13

Not so much a one-night man, but more than one marriage.

0:21:130:21:17

Am I right?

0:21:170:21:18

Always looking for that one connection, never quite finding it.

0:21:200:21:25

I never married.

0:21:280:21:29

Really?

0:21:310:21:33

I had too much to do.

0:21:330:21:34

And any maternal pangs I had were channelled into Sacha

0:21:350:21:39

when he was a boy.

0:21:390:21:40

I used to take him to do all the things that Esther wouldn't allow.

0:21:420:21:46

He would ride pillion on my motorcycle, too.

0:21:460:21:49

We never told her.

0:21:500:21:51

So you were the naughty auntie!

0:21:510:21:54

Aren't those the best kind?

0:21:540:21:56

Six letters, Mr Griffin.

0:21:580:22:01

Another word for "encumbrance", beginning with a B.

0:22:020:22:06

Burden.

0:22:070:22:08

I've never been one, and I don't intend to start now.

0:22:080:22:12

Yes. Yes. It must be frustrating.

0:22:140:22:17

Jason, look, I've got to go.

0:22:170:22:18

If all else fails, try turning it on and off again.

0:22:180:22:21

Don't suppose you're an expert on TV hard drives, are you?

0:22:210:22:24

Ours isn't working and Jason is not taking it well.

0:22:240:22:27

Not my area.

0:22:270:22:28

Now, if he wants to know how to handle a tank...?

0:22:280:22:30

HE might not, but I wouldn't mind a go.

0:22:300:22:33

Alex's bloods.

0:22:380:22:39

Anything?

0:22:390:22:40

Thank you.

0:22:440:22:45

What's wrong?

0:22:570:22:59

Nothing. We just need to take more blood.

0:22:590:23:02

Why?

0:23:020:23:04

First sample coagulated. Sorry.

0:23:040:23:07

Could I take a look at the CT angiogram, please?

0:23:140:23:16

Yes, why?

0:23:160:23:17

I'm a vascular surgeon and it's a vascular injury.

0:23:180:23:21

Course. Though I'd have classed it as a trauma injury.

0:23:210:23:25

You say potato, I say pot-ah-to.

0:23:250:23:27

I see you're taking Ms Wolfe's presence with such good grace.

0:23:310:23:35

Oh, well. We're one big happy family here in AAU, Henrik. You know that.

0:23:350:23:40

Nevertheless, some departmental heads wouldn't be so generous

0:23:400:23:43

about allowing another surgeon to oversee their ward.

0:23:430:23:46

What?

0:23:470:23:49

That's why she's here.

0:23:490:23:51

Were you led to believe otherwise?

0:23:520:23:54

Oh, I'll let you get on.

0:23:570:23:59

About Miss Edelman...

0:24:060:24:07

An ulcer usually only gets to that size when someone's really inactive.

0:24:080:24:13

Now, I know that she's not an easy one to manage, but...

0:24:130:24:17

Leave it with me. I know.

0:24:180:24:19

Thank you.

0:24:210:24:22

I'm going.

0:24:240:24:25

My dear girl.

0:24:270:24:29

You have him well trained!

0:24:300:24:32

I like to think so.

0:24:320:24:33

Why couldn't he have met you two wives ago?

0:24:330:24:37

Aw, he means well. He's just worried about you.

0:24:370:24:41

He needn't be.

0:24:410:24:43

-Well,

-I

-know that. But maybe you could just humour him a bit.

0:24:430:24:46

Let him think he's helping.

0:24:470:24:49

Now, he tells me amazing stories

0:24:500:24:52

about the day trips that you used to take him on.

0:24:520:24:55

Maybe you could let him return the favour, take you out now and again.

0:24:550:25:00

So Mr Griffin and all his wives.

0:25:030:25:06

Did no-one tell him on the seventh day, a man's supposed to rest?

0:25:060:25:10

You think the leg'll be OK, then?

0:25:100:25:12

I have every confidence.

0:25:120:25:14

-Ms Campbell, could I, er...?

-Excuse me.

0:25:140:25:17

Did you talk to him about damage-limitation surgery

0:25:220:25:24

and the possibility of another op?

0:25:240:25:26

No, because I don't intend to lose the leg.

0:25:260:25:29

But in a trauma situation you always need a plan B.

0:25:290:25:33

Myself and Mr Di Lucca know what we're doing.

0:25:330:25:36

So if there's nothing else...?

0:25:360:25:38

At least let me observe in theatre?

0:25:390:25:42

As if I have a choice(!)

0:25:420:25:43

Were you ever going to tell me you're here to babysit?

0:25:470:25:50

Ah, good. Mr Self is here to run a neuro check on Mr Bradley.

0:25:500:25:54

But we'll lose our slot in theatre.

0:25:540:25:56

So be it.

0:25:580:25:59

We don't want to risk any slip-ups, do we?

0:25:590:26:02

-Seconds out, round two.

-Yeah.

0:26:060:26:08

RADIO: 'But also, and to a lesser extent,

0:26:100:26:12

'against the loss of the world in which he had grown...'

0:26:120:26:16

Oh, I HATE the suburbs.

0:26:160:26:17

It's all well-kept lawns and sexual oppression.

0:26:190:26:22

No wonder they all become swingers.

0:26:270:26:29

Not your parents, obviously.

0:26:300:26:32

Right, well, I'm assuming you don't want me to come in with you.

0:26:350:26:38

I really don't think I can do this.

0:26:380:26:42

Diggers, seriously. Are your parents THAT menacing?

0:26:420:26:45

This is Middle England. We don't do menacing.

0:26:450:26:48

It's just passive aggression and Paddington bear hard stares.

0:26:480:26:52

They're not bad people, they're just what you'd call...

0:26:530:26:57

unemotional.

0:26:570:26:59

And they don't like change.

0:26:590:27:01

Or surprises.

0:27:030:27:04

Well, you probably should've told them

0:27:050:27:08

something about the wedding, then, at least.

0:27:080:27:11

HE BELCHES

0:27:110:27:13

Urgh!

0:27:130:27:16

What was in those sandwiches?

0:27:160:27:18

Sardine and tomato.

0:27:180:27:20

Yuck!

0:27:210:27:22

When I was younger, we used to go for these long country walks

0:27:220:27:25

every weekend, and we'd have little sardine and tomato sandwiches

0:27:250:27:29

when we stopped for lunch, and a little flask of oxtail soup.

0:27:290:27:32

You're really not selling it to me.

0:27:320:27:34

Do you know what?

0:27:360:27:38

I can't remember, on any of those walks,

0:27:380:27:41

talking about anything apart from school, or colleges,

0:27:410:27:45

or long-term career plans.

0:27:450:27:47

At least we'll have something interesting to chat about today.

0:27:500:27:54

I don't have a clue where to start.

0:27:540:27:57

Right, OK, well, when I was at med school

0:27:590:28:04

and I had some big presentation, I would practise in a mirror.

0:28:040:28:08

I can practise with you.

0:28:110:28:12

No. No, you cannot. We're not doing that.

0:28:120:28:15

No!

0:28:150:28:17

Stop looking at me.

0:28:170:28:18

OK, breathe.

0:28:240:28:25

Increase his oxygen to nine litres, please.

0:28:250:28:28

Lean forward for me, Alex, and breathe. In and out. That's it.

0:28:280:28:33

I'm just going to listen to your chest, OK?

0:28:330:28:36

Thank you.

0:28:370:28:38

You feeling any better now, Mr Lambert?

0:28:400:28:43

Can I see his chart, please?

0:28:430:28:44

Thank you.

0:28:480:28:49

MRI seems fine.

0:28:500:28:53

Bloods are normal.

0:28:540:28:56

That was quick. Dr March only redid the test a few minutes ago.

0:28:560:28:59

You're talking about the first test. It came back OK?

0:29:020:29:06

Dr March said they coagulated. Why would she lie?

0:29:100:29:13

It's a simple mistake, I'm sure. She's got a lot on her plate.

0:29:130:29:16

She's the one with bipolar, isn't she?

0:29:200:29:22

Now.

0:29:270:29:28

Same thing, other side.

0:29:300:29:32

Look straight ahead, tell me when you can see the blue light.

0:29:320:29:34

Now.

0:29:400:29:42

Well?

0:29:420:29:43

You have bitemporal hemianopia.

0:29:450:29:48

It's secondary to the pituitary tumour on the CT scan.

0:29:480:29:51

So that would explain your difficulty

0:29:510:29:53

with the peripheral vision.

0:29:530:29:54

Am I going to die?

0:29:540:29:55

These types of tumour are treatable.

0:29:570:29:58

You won't be able to do a few things for a while - operating heavy

0:29:580:30:02

machinery, driving, etc.

0:30:020:30:05

And it will need further investigation from my team.

0:30:050:30:08

Well, that was a waste of time. Could easily have waited.

0:30:080:30:11

Maybe Hanssen brought you back too soon.

0:30:110:30:14

Actually, Guy, the neuro assessment was my idea.

0:30:140:30:16

I wanted to be absolutely sure we weren't dealing with a head injury.

0:30:160:30:19

Really?

0:30:190:30:20

What's your game?

0:30:220:30:24

No game. Guy was out of order!

0:30:250:30:27

KNOCK AT THE DOOR

0:30:300:30:32

What are you doing in here?

0:30:340:30:36

I was just checking...

0:30:360:30:39

I was, er...just checking if this news story was the reason the trial

0:30:390:30:44

participant cancelled.

0:30:440:30:45

You're going through Jac's confidential papers?

0:30:450:30:48

Well, she's shown me most of this stuff already.

0:30:480:30:51

-So?

-The new participant pulled out because they wrongly assumed

0:30:540:30:59

the device was unsafe.

0:30:590:31:00

It's infuriating, it's got nothing to do with my mental...

0:31:000:31:04

the mental health story.

0:31:040:31:07

I had to know. You must understand that?

0:31:100:31:13

Why did you take more bloods from Alex Lambert?

0:31:130:31:16

To do a tox screen. I know he's keeping something from us.

0:31:160:31:20

Please have faith in me. I'm good at my job.

0:31:230:31:25

I don't want you to be my doctor any more.

0:31:300:31:32

Why take blood twice for no good reason?

0:31:320:31:34

I felt it was necessary to take more tests.

0:31:340:31:36

Right, what about you? Do you think it was necessary?

0:31:360:31:40

Oh, he seems sensible, rational. I'd like him to take over my treatment.

0:31:400:31:44

I'm sorry, Dr March, it's a matter of trust.

0:31:440:31:47

Well, it's within your rights to choose who treats you.

0:31:470:31:50

Right, just so I'm clear, am I Mum or Dad?

0:31:550:31:58

-Er, both?

-No, I can't be both. I need to get into character.

0:31:580:32:03

-Mum.

-Right, name?

-Really?

-Yes.

0:32:030:32:06

Look, we either do this properly or not at all.

0:32:060:32:09

Felicity.

0:32:090:32:10

Don't tell me your dad's name, I think it will depress me.

0:32:110:32:14

OK, I am channelling Felicity Digby.

0:32:140:32:19

I'm ready.

0:32:210:32:22

The thing is, Mum and Dad...I...

0:32:220:32:26

-Have you changed your hair?

-What?

-It looks different.

0:32:260:32:29

Different to what?

0:32:290:32:31

Dom, my mum's not going to ask me about my hair!

0:32:310:32:34

I'm just trying to get an authentic mother-son vibe.

0:32:340:32:37

You've met Carole, you know what she's like.

0:32:370:32:39

Whenever I try to have a conversation with her,

0:32:390:32:41

she always goes off on tangent.

0:32:410:32:42

It's always "tangent, tangent, tangent" in the Copeland household.

0:32:420:32:47

Right, OK, fine, Felicity doesn't do small-talk. Noted.

0:32:470:32:50

So, I have been wanting to tell you for a long time that...

0:32:540:32:58

-You're a homosexual? Look, we always knew. It's OK.

-Dom!

0:32:580:33:01

Sorry, couldn't resist.

0:33:010:33:03

-Do you want to help me or not?

-Yes. Yes, of course I do.

0:33:030:33:06

Go ahead. Sorry.

0:33:060:33:08

Mum, Dad, I have cancer.

0:33:090:33:13

And it's bad. It's really bad.

0:33:160:33:19

And I've been undergoing treatment for months, but that's failed.

0:33:220:33:26

The fact is, I'm going to die.

0:33:280:33:31

Hmm. Right, I'd better get in there.

0:33:450:33:48

What do you want me to say? I'm not doubting you.

0:34:090:34:12

-Only as a physician!

-Only how you've been going about things today.

0:34:120:34:16

-Are you sure seeing Arthur last night didn't...?

-Didn't what?

0:34:160:34:20

Didn't upset you more than you're letting on?

0:34:200:34:22

This has got nothing to do with Arthur!

0:34:220:34:25

Ah, there you are Dr March. Could I have a word with you, please?

0:34:250:34:29

Oh, Serena, have you got a minute?

0:34:320:34:33

As long as that's all it is. I'm due in theatre.

0:34:330:34:36

Remind me not to get ill any time soon.

0:34:470:34:50

Who wants a head-case like Dr Zosia March treating them?

0:34:500:34:53

Look, I'm sure that no actual patients read this stuff.

0:34:530:34:56

As I assume the information came from a member of staff,

0:34:560:34:58

-there will, of course, be a full investigation.

-Zosia?

0:34:580:35:01

-It was you, wasn't it?

-Excuse me?

0:35:030:35:06

-You leaked my name.

-I don't know what you're talking about.

0:35:060:35:09

I'll give you the full show, shall I?

0:35:090:35:12

Here she is, crazy psycho doctor!

0:35:120:35:15

Maybe I should pop into theatre, come back with some scalpels,

0:35:150:35:18

-make it really scary?

-Get her away.

-Such a come-down for you, isn't it?

0:35:180:35:21

Promising medical career one minute, quinoa and crystals the next.

0:35:210:35:25

-But that is NOT my fault!

-He's arrested. Crash trolley, please.

0:35:250:35:28

You, out, now!

0:35:280:35:30

Let's get the defib's on, please, as quickly as possible.

0:35:300:35:33

Charging at 150.

0:35:330:35:35

OK, stand clear. Shocking.

0:35:400:35:42

OK, back in normal sinus rhythm.

0:35:440:35:46

Alex, you've had a cardiac arrest.

0:35:460:35:48

We're going to have to replace that valve once we got a theatre free.

0:35:480:35:52

Dr March. My office, please.

0:36:010:36:03

You won't have to stop working for long.

0:36:110:36:14

It's not just a job to me, Trish. You know that.

0:36:140:36:18

There is more to life!

0:36:180:36:19

Cuthbert? What's wrong?

0:36:220:36:25

Can you come and take a look at Cuthbert, please?

0:36:250:36:29

Something's happening.

0:36:290:36:30

He's tachycardic.

0:36:330:36:35

No pulse. We need to take him to theatre. Where's Ms Campbell?

0:36:350:36:39

-She said she'd be back soon.

-Let's go.

0:36:390:36:42

Excuse me, I'll take over from here, Ms Wolfe.

0:36:430:36:46

I'm not unsympathetic to your situation.

0:36:480:36:50

Nobody likes to have their privacy invaded.

0:36:500:36:53

And I think we have all been affected by Dr Digby's recent news.

0:36:560:37:00

Perhaps it would help if you were to take the rest of the day off.

0:37:010:37:05

Mr Hanssen, please, that's not necessary.

0:37:050:37:08

I'd like the opportunity to apologise to Mr Lambert,

0:37:090:37:12

see his case through.

0:37:120:37:14

It's important to prove to patients like him

0:37:140:37:16

that bipolar doesn't make a doctor any less able to do their job.

0:37:160:37:20

I won't let you down again, you have my word.

0:37:200:37:22

Evacuating the haematoma.

0:37:230:37:26

Suction. Large amount of non-surgical bleeding.

0:37:280:37:30

Not good. What do you want to do?

0:37:300:37:33

Well, we could still go ahead with the vein graft.

0:37:330:37:36

I think we need a plan B.

0:37:360:37:38

Might be better to do a temporary shunt?

0:37:400:37:42

Repair the artery and restore the blood flow.

0:37:420:37:44

Complete the vein graft tomorrow?

0:37:440:37:46

-You really think that's the best way to go?

-I do.

0:37:480:37:52

Right, then. Proceed with the shunt.

0:37:550:37:57

Ms Wolfe, you can take over from here.

0:37:570:38:01

So please accept my apology.

0:38:030:38:05

I don't know. I feel very let down.

0:38:060:38:10

Yes, I understand that, but I honestly didn't mean any of it.

0:38:100:38:14

Dr March is one of our finest young doctors.

0:38:150:38:18

You couldn't be in better hands.

0:38:180:38:19

I suppose I may have overreacted.

0:38:210:38:23

I should have more compassion, given what I've been through myself.

0:38:230:38:28

So you can carry on treating me... under supervision.

0:38:280:38:32

Thank you.

0:38:320:38:34

If you have got any questions about the surgery,

0:38:340:38:36

-Dr March will fill you in. She'll be assisting.

-You're letting me assist?

0:38:360:38:40

If Hanssen's happy for you to be here, why shouldn't I be?

0:38:400:38:42

Now let's show that happy-clappy lentil muncher

0:38:420:38:44

what you're made of.

0:38:440:38:46

Zosh, about earlier...

0:38:460:38:47

No, you did what you had to do.

0:38:470:38:49

And I didn't do much for the preconceived ideas of bipolar.

0:38:490:38:53

My bedside manner is right up there with Kylo Ren and Voldemort.

0:38:540:38:57

Well, slightly more attractive in my opinion.

0:38:570:39:01

We're on the same team, OK?

0:39:030:39:05

Still think she's coping well?

0:39:090:39:11

-Yes.

-I don't.

0:39:110:39:15

I see a fragile girl who is barely keeping it together

0:39:150:39:18

and putting on a brave face.

0:39:180:39:19

She wouldn't do that to me.

0:39:190:39:21

Yes, Ollie. That is exactly what she would do.

0:39:210:39:25

You see, Zosia wants you to think she's fine, even though she might

0:39:250:39:29

not be, and the consequences of that could be devastating for her career.

0:39:290:39:33

OK...

0:39:330:39:34

..say you're right.

0:39:350:39:38

What can I do?

0:39:380:39:40

Just remember you're her superior as well as her boyfriend.

0:39:400:39:44

So you can save her from herself, make sure

0:39:440:39:47

she doesn't do anything that she can't come back from.

0:39:470:39:50

This may be a decision you've reached a little swiftly, I think.

0:39:540:39:57

But it is my decision.

0:39:570:39:58

Well, would you at least do me the courtesy of telling me why.

0:39:580:40:01

Well, having to go from running my own department to being

0:40:010:40:04

monitored by Ms Wolfe is a bit of a slap in the face, wouldn't you say?

0:40:040:40:08

But it's temporary, as you know.

0:40:080:40:09

Well, this way there's less embarrassment for the hospital

0:40:090:40:12

-all round.

-The role of martyr doesn't suit you, Ms Campbell.

0:40:120:40:15

All the same, I'm done.

0:40:150:40:17

Is there's nothing I can say to dissuade you?

0:40:170:40:19

I'm afraid not.

0:40:210:40:22

Diggers, I'm sorry.

0:40:530:40:55

I know I can sometimes be...

0:40:550:40:57

flippant and evasive.

0:40:570:40:59

Really?

0:40:590:41:01

But...

0:41:010:41:02

I just need you to know that you don't have to drive

0:41:020:41:05

miles and miles to talk to me

0:41:050:41:08

about the important things.

0:41:080:41:10

I'm here.

0:41:120:41:13

And I'm...ready to listen,

0:41:130:41:17

when and if you need me to.

0:41:170:41:19

RADIO: 'The balance of power was adjusted...'

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And, please, can we not listen to this any more!

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Mind telling me why I had to finish an op you can complete

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with your eyes closed?

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I've decided my time here is up.

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If I'd said no, they'd have asked someone else.

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And I wanted to make sure that the person working with you

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had your back.

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Well, it was fun while it lasted.

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DOOR SLAMS

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-OK, look it's...

-Wait, hold up.

0:42:020:42:05

You do realise that anything you say, I have to act on?

0:42:050:42:08

I'm not sure it's a good idea for her to assist in Alex Lambert's op.

0:42:100:42:13

-Because?

-I'm not questioning Zosia's ability or competence.

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But....

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Recent events have left her distracted,

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and I don't want her making any more mistakes.

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Ollie, seriously, think carefully about whether you want to go on.

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MUSIC: Four Seasons by Antonio Vivaldi

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Shiraz.

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Can I have a quick word?

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A senior member of staff has expressed a concern

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about your mental state today.

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I can't let you assist.

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What? Who?

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It doesn't matter.

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But if any surgeon in this hospital

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is about to perform a major procedure

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and someone calls in to question their competency,

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then we have to take that on board.

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Sorry, Zosh, my hands are tied.

0:44:040:44:06

We've managed to keep your leg alive,

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but you will need further surgery in the next 24 hours.

0:44:150:44:18

Trisha?

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Well, she's still here. I don't think she's going anywhere.

0:44:220:44:25

Ms Campbell?

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Is he going to be all right? What about the tumour?

0:44:300:44:32

Oh, well, as Mr Self said, the tumour's treatable.

0:44:320:44:36

But I'm afraid Cuthbert Cars will be out of action for a while.

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Doesn't matter. I passed my test ages ago.

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Why the pretence?

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Someone had to keep an eye on him.

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The guardian angel.

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He was never going to ask for help, was he?

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Silly old fool.

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Well, don't be too hard on him. He's obviously a proud man.

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I dare say he didn't want to relinquish control.

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Cutting...from the right atrial appendage to the inferior vena cava.

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Suction.

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OK, let's get this show on the road.

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There'll be other operations.

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It was MY case.

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I just want to get on and save lives.

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We can't save everyone, though, can we?

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Alex's tox screen is back.

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And?

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Benzodiazepines.

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Zosia!

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Sliding the ring down into the annulus.

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Zosia!

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You know, whatever he's taken,

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he probably doesn't have it with him. OK?

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What is it? Go.

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Let's remove the air and prepare to come off bypass.

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-BEEPING

-He's in VF. Paddles, please.

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Shocking.

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Charge to 20 again.

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Shocking.

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Normal sinus rhythm restored. What is going on?

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He's taken anti-depressants!

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Do we know how much?

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I'm not sure. The pack's empty.

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It's Long QT Syndrome.

0:47:010:47:03

We need to put in a wire, please.

0:47:030:47:06

Nice save, Dr March.

0:47:060:47:08

What's this about?

0:47:150:47:17

Your guess is as good as mine.

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I'd like to retract my resignation.

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And I'm happy to accept your retraction.

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There's a caveat...

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Much as it pains me to admit it, my situation at home,

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with Jason and his needs, has been somewhat...overwhelming.

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And things clearly can't go on as they are.

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Now, Ms Wolfe's presence today has not been without its uses.

0:47:380:47:44

And apart from nominal rank, there is no denying that we are equals.

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So, I have a rather novel suggestion.

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Miss Edelman, do you have a minute?

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I wanted to apologise to you.

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You don't need to explain.

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You see, what you said this morning in the car park...was true,

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and I WAS running from something.

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But I'm not now.

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And I wanted to thank you.

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When you've been no more than a number,

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you understand the desire to run.

0:48:430:48:45

Not so steady on my feet any more.

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But the idea of being chaperoned every time I leave the house...?

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I'd rather stay at home,

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not be a bother.

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But that's not living, is it?

0:49:060:49:10

I mean, it's pretty clear there's a lot of life in you yet.

0:49:110:49:15

Please don't waste it.

0:49:150:49:17

Crisis over, is it?

0:49:290:49:30

Leave the boy alone, Sacha. He's here now.

0:49:300:49:33

Nobody died.

0:49:330:49:34

Theatre's free. Ready to face the enemy?

0:49:340:49:38

Always.

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When I'm done, we'll take a look at your diary,

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work out when you're free to take me to the shops now and then.

0:49:500:49:55

Probably the only way I'll find you'll do some exercise

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before the wedding.

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That dose you were on, I take it that wasn't prescribed by your GP?

0:50:050:50:08

She wanted to send me for mindfulness therapy!

0:50:080:50:11

Adult colouring books aren't going to get my medical career back,

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are they?

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So where did you get them?

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Online.

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I'll be asking a psych consult to come see you

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before you're discharged.

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So, all the positive thinking, holistic healing... Was that a lie?

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I wanted to believe it.

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I was just a loser with a heart condition.

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Well, this new valve will make a difference to that.

0:50:430:50:46

And I wouldn't be too dismissive of the mindfulness idea -

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I've seen it make a real difference.

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Even crazies like me have been known to benefit.

0:50:550:50:58

It was you, wasn't it, who leaked my name?

0:51:020:51:04

You've got friends, a career,

0:51:070:51:11

boyfriend...

0:51:110:51:12

I'm jealous.

0:51:160:51:18

Hello, darling.

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I appreciate what you were trying to do,

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but never lessen my competence to a colleague again.

0:51:310:51:34

Um, I don't know what it is you think I've done, but...

0:51:340:51:37

Telling Mo I wasn't up to surgery.

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I did no such thing.

0:51:390:51:41

No-one else is questioning my state of mind today.

0:51:410:51:43

Not to your face, perhaps.

0:51:430:51:45

What is that supposed to mean?

0:51:450:51:46

Nothing. It doesn't matter.

0:51:460:51:48

No, no, you can't just say that then clam up.

0:51:480:51:50

Who's been bad-mouthing me?

0:51:500:51:51

Well, Oliver had a few questions about your emotional wellbeing.

0:51:510:51:54

So I suppose if anyone told Mo, it would have been him.

0:51:540:51:57

-He wouldn't do that!

-Well, why don't you ask him?

0:51:570:52:00

I better get off in a bit.

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Page 108.

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"Uneven road."

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"Frail..."

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I don't understand.

0:52:280:52:30

Oh, you're frail. Yeah.

0:52:310:52:33

But if you're game...

0:52:350:52:36

"Wild horses"...

0:52:400:52:41

Won't stop me asking you out for a date.

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I'd love to!

0:52:520:52:54

And I can be the designated driver.

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It was not a happy theatre.

0:53:030:53:05

I tell you, Ms Campbell and Ms Wolfe are that much away from all-out war.

0:53:050:53:09

HE CLEARS THROAT

0:53:090:53:11

Something troubling you?

0:53:110:53:13

-No.

-No, not at all.

0:53:130:53:15

We really need to get out more!

0:53:190:53:20

You're telling me!

0:53:200:53:22

I can't believe I'm going to ask you this,

0:53:280:53:31

but, um, did you tell Mo not to take me into theatre today?

0:53:310:53:35

Yes.

0:53:370:53:39

Why would you do that?

0:53:420:53:44

I was trying to protect you.

0:53:440:53:45

From what?

0:53:470:53:48

A potentially tricky surgery. Under the circumstances,

0:53:480:53:51

-I thought...

-What circumstances?

0:53:510:53:53

Can you honestly say that your mind was fully on the job today?

0:53:540:53:57

No, not at every point.

0:53:570:53:59

But...I was right to question my patient's honesty

0:53:590:54:04

and I was right to order that toxicology report.

0:54:040:54:09

Maybe. But overcompensating with your patients

0:54:090:54:11

to get over your own problems

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isn't always the best thing to do.

0:54:130:54:15

-What are you talking about?

-Arthur's prognosis.

0:54:150:54:17

When it's tough, like today, things like this can have an impact.

0:54:190:54:23

Are you feeling slighted because I'm not crying on your shoulder?

0:54:230:54:26

I know how much Arthur means to you, but I also know that you

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are struggling to cope with the fact that he's not going to get better!

0:54:280:54:33

-Don't you make decisions about how

-I

-should feel,

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don't tell me what I can or cannot do!

0:54:360:54:38

I am trying not to, Zosia!

0:54:380:54:40

But I am your senior as well as your boyfriend.

0:54:400:54:43

Well, that's easily resolved.

0:54:450:54:47

We're finished.

0:54:500:54:51

What?

0:54:540:54:55

This.

0:54:550:54:56

You and me - we're done.

0:54:560:54:59

-RADIO:

-'History remembers the spirit of those living through this time

0:55:060:55:11

'in a series of catchy galvanising phrases,

0:55:110:55:13

'many of which are used again and again to describe

0:55:130:55:16

'and motivate the British people in times of hardship.

0:55:160:55:20

'We're all in this together. Stiff upper lip.

0:55:200:55:23

'These words conjure an image of a nation

0:55:230:55:25

'united against a common foe.

0:55:250:55:28

'And so it was.'

0:55:280:55:29

'However, they make no reference to the hardship endured,

0:55:300:55:33

'the suffering and the loss.'

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SIREN IN DISTANCE

0:55:420:55:45

So you are BOTH going to run AAU?

0:55:580:56:01

-That's what co-leading tends to entail.

-And you reckon

0:56:010:56:04

you can manage that, without ripping each other's throats out?

0:56:040:56:07

We're trained medical professionals, Fletch,

0:56:070:56:10

not a couple of tigers scrapping over a kill.

0:56:100:56:12

So who's going to get the first round in?

0:56:120:56:14

Don't know. Nobody won.

0:56:140:56:15

Won?

0:56:150:56:17

Yeah, I don't think we want to know.

0:56:170:56:20

I'll get the drinks in. Go on, you go and sit down.

0:56:200:56:23

Cheers, Bernie, you're a ledge.

0:56:230:56:25

A "ledge"?

0:56:250:56:26

Um, perhaps I should get this first round as a peace offering?

0:56:260:56:30

I thought the new position was that.

0:56:300:56:33

No, that was a shrewd move on my part.

0:56:330:56:35

I'd have been a fool not to ask.

0:56:350:56:37

I finally got round to opening your gift.

0:56:380:56:41

Much appreciated.

0:56:410:56:43

Maybe I do need someone watching my back, after all.

0:56:440:56:47

And I may be no action woman,

0:56:470:56:49

but I'd be happy to watch yours in return.

0:56:490:56:52

You'll be my first port of call.

0:56:520:56:55

We are equals, after all.

0:56:550:56:57

Not going to let me forget that, are you?

0:56:580:57:01

Not on your life.

0:57:010:57:03

When Zosia oversteps with a patient, Oliver faces an unwelcome dilemma. As his suspicions spiral out of control, Zosia makes a gut-wrenching decision.

Still bruised from the impact of her suspension, Serena returns to find Bernie helping out on AAU. However, Serena's gratitude is short-lived when she discovers the real reason for Bernie's presence on the ward.

As Arthur embarks on a soul-searching daytrip, Dominic leaves him to go it alone. But when Arthur struggles, Dominic makes a rash decision.


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