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It's a thank you letter from the recipient of Elinor's heart.

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-She's arresting again.

-No!

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Get the perfusionist. Don't just stand there. Go and get her!

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I've lost her all over again. On your watch. Again!

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I wish it was you that was in the morgue.

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-I want both. I want to go part time.

-Why don't you go part time?

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-Oh!

-Oh!

-Well, then let's do it. Team Hector?

-Team Hector.

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You stay out of my business and I will happily stay out of yours.

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Are you going somewhere?

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If you must know, I'm going to Zosia's.

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-Serena!

-SHE BANGS ON DOOR

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-Serena! Open up!

-I'll call security.

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Yeah, hello. It's Fletch. I'm in the...

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I'm on the roof stairwell and I need someone to come upstairs and open

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the door as quick as you can, please. Right, OK.

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They're on their way.

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-Serena!

-HER VOICE ECHOES

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Go.

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Go on, fly!

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Just put him under his baby gym, stick on his CD,

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he'll be happy as a bug for 20 minutes. Yeah.

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So what's in the box? Am I going to be impressed?

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Mary Berry would, would she?

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Right, love you, too. Bye.

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You all right, love?

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Right as rain.

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-Do you know where you're going?

-Hospital.

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Wait, what's that?

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-Ooh.

-Oh...

-Can we get a trolley, please?

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I've got you.

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What's your name?

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-A fid.

-Your name's Afid?

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-Trixie.

-Right, OK.

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The thing sticking out of my backside...a fid.

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-Yeah, I can do that.

-No, it's fine, I'm OK.

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-Let me do something.

-You've done enough.

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I'm sorry. That... That sounded mean.

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Don't be silly.

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I'm the one who's sorry.

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Please don't hate me.

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I don't hate you. Stop saying that.

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Let's come back from this.

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You have every right to be angry with me

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-but I am sorry, I truly am.

-I know you are.

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I don't want to lose you.

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It was a moment of madness.

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It was a flash of crazy jealousy and it won't happen again.

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I promise.

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This woman's pregnant and has a stab wound to the buttocks.

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Why is she in my ward?

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Irregular heartbeat.

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-Any history of heart problems?

-No.

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Trixie, how are you feeling?

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Even more stupid than I did when I fell on my own fid.

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She said fid. I told you she said fid.

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-So please, just yank it out.

-What's a fid?

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Stick a plaster on it and I'll be on my bike.

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Sorry, no can do. You're in Darwin. It's a cardiac ward.

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-What's a fid?

-Cardiac? I'm in the wrong department, love.

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I need the Removing Sharp Pointy Things From Buttocks department.

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Ooh, has Mr T been baking again?

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You betcha.

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Sorry, can I ask, what actually is a fid?

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The thing sticking out of my bum cheek.

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-I need to get myself to the emergency place.

-No, no, no, no.

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-Don't move. Don't move...

-Uh-oh...

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Well, the next time you give a nail gun to your apprentice

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you teach him where to point it, or rather where not to point it.

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-What do I do?

-Your job.

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You don't think I've been doing that?

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-Just try and stay out of her way.

-She's my boss.

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-I'll talk to her.

-I'm fed up of treading on eggshells.

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I'm scared everything I say she's going to bite my head off.

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I'll talk to her.

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10mls of xylocaine, a green needle, 3.0 prolene,

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and a pair of surgical pliers, please. Anyone seen Ms Campbell?

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No.

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Ms Wolfe?

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No. Bigger.

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That's nasty.

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So chest pains, high temperature, low BP and now this.

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And they think Keller's the best place for him.

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Zosia's down looking after Mr Armstrong post op.

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Yes, get her for me. Thank you.

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Gerry, hi, we're going to get one of our cardiac surgeons

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to take a look at your chest

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just in case there's a link between the leg abscess

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and the shortness of breath.

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-Hi.

-Hi.

-AAU seem to think that Gerry has empyema.

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Sorry, Dr March, this is Gerry Fooks.

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Soon to be a doctor himself.

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-Really? Where're you...

-Anthropological behavioural studies.

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Right.

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Well, nothing's leaping out at me

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but I'd like to run a chest X-ray and a CT.

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Very good. Do me a favour, would you?

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Would you smell that for me?

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SHE COUGHS

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That's ripe. That's very, very ripe.

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And the smell is...?

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You haven't forgotten everything I taught you

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before you migrated to the heart, have you?

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Gangrene? Venous ulceration?

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Dr Copeland, can you smell that for me?

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Um...pseudomonas.

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Very good. You win today's infection identification prize.

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-Sacha, it's ten to.

-Yes, I'm coming.

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So soon-to-be-Dr Gerald Fooks, Dr March, Dr Copeland,

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I will leave you together. Couldn't be in better hands.

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Pack that. Clean it.

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Antibiotics and a tetanus booster, I'll come back and stitch it.

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You OK?

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Serena...

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Have you been smoking?

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Nope.

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I can smell it on you.

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Well, pot, kettle, darling.

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Yes, but I smoke. You don't.

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So shoot me now.

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-Serena...

-Mm?

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Go easy on her.

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If you need to take some more time off it'll be all right.

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I told her I wished she was in the morgue.

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Not exactly motivational mentor-speak.

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She'd be perfectly within her rights to make a complaint.

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Mitigating circumstances.

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Or me just stuck on some hideous merry-go-round of blame and regret.

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Look, today is about doing your job,

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getting the department back on track.

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-You do care about your job, don't you?

-Nothing else in my life.

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Nothing?

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Now is not the time to be fishing for affection.

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So do what you have to do to dig yourself out of this mess.

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I am not apologising to her.

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Flowers, chocolates, fruit basket.

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A bottle of Tequila, e-card.

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Maybe even a novelty cookie with a simple message saying

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"I'm sorry", written in swirly writing and a smiley face...

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I really am sorry.

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Mm. So you call me, say you're staying over. And then...?

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SHE CLICKS HER FINGERS

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We fought...

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..and then we made up.

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Meanwhile, Norma-no-mates is sitting alone in her flat

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with two cold pizzas, and a must-see TV box set that remains unseen.

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I will make it up to you.

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You will. Tonight.

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Tonight.

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What's wrong?

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-Nothing.

-Dom. Don't "nothing" me.

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Just because we're not hanging out, doesn't mean

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I can't read you like a price tag.

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Last night was just a bit...

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Tell me.

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Tonight. OK?

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It's been lovely getting to work with you again.

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It's like old times.

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Bosoms.

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What?

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Bosoms.

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Bosom buddies.

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-Oh, OK!

-I keep you warm and safe in my bosom and you keep me

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warm and safe in...

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It's what Arthur would've wanted.

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-What is it?

-Nothing. It's fine.

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-Hi.

-Hey.

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And remember, Dom. It's what Arthur would've wanted.

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Bosoms.

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That looked fun.

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We're not even going to talk about it?

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You said you wanted me dead.

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-Not my words exactly.

-OK, wished I was in the morgue.

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What do you want, an apology?

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I want to know how we can move on from this.

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We're not best friends going through a crisis in our relationship.

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I am your boss. You are my F1.

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Let's not do this again. Let's not go round and round, OK? I'm sorry.

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Please, I just want to know what I can do to make it better.

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I don't want you to do anything. Except your job.

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That's it? After everything we've been through.

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Just do. Your. Job.

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Ms Campbell. Dorothy Chamberlayne, collapsed in the supermarket.

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You say collapsed, I say taking an impromptu rest.

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-What, flat out on the floor?

-Well, maybe I was doing yoga.

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Complaining of excruciating abdominal pains.

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-Probably just the oysters.

-Oysters?

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And it's Dotty. Never Dorothy. Only my mother called me Dorothy.

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-But you said oysters.

-Makes me sound like a lesbian.

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-Not that I've got anything against them.

-Oysters?

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Oysters or lesbians.

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In fact, some of my best friends are oysters.

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Her baby's heartbeat's as strong as a cart horse,

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but Mum's is a little bit weird.

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-Once this is out, we'll do an echo.

-Do an ultrasound, too.

-Mm-hm.

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Swab, please. Can I get a bit of pressure on the buttock?

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You know, last week he made his own gnocchi. You believe that?

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I don't know how he finds the time,

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what with work and baby yoga and play dates.

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That man has got "Best Dad in the World" written all over him.

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Mm-hm. And you've got "Smug Mummy" written all over you.

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I prefer "Awesome Mummy".

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OK, vessels look good. I'm going for extraction.

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Haul away, me hearty!

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What in all things holy is that?

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-It's a fid.

-Funny. What's it used for?

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Besides piercing buttocks? Who knows?

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-Right, I have consults to do. Are we done here?

-Mm-hm.

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Well, pus makes me hungry. So, Pulses for a panini?

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Urgh, yuck.

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MOBILE PHONE

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Is that Isaac again?

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-What is so urgent?

-He's probably just checking in.

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-Checking in?

-It's to see if I'm OK.

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Why wouldn't you be? You saw him 20 minutes ago.

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Well, it's probably nothing. I'll catch him later.

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Er, excuse me. Pulses? Panini?

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I forgot my wallet. You go on ahead. I'll catch you up.

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PHONE CONTINUES RINGING

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RINGING STOPS

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So you ate some oysters?

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Two dozen. I know I shouldn't.

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-When?

-Not since I had half my lower bowel removed.

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Crohn's. They don't agree with me.

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-So when did you eat the oysters?

-Last night at my 65th birthday bash.

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Congratulations.

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Drank me body weight in fake champagne.

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-Nice.

-Spent this morning with me head in the toilet.

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Not nice.

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Dragged myself along to SupaPrice for a hair of the dog.

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Nothing like a bottle of stout to flush away a hangover,

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-and then it hit me.

-What?

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16-wheel monster-truck loaded with bricks.

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-I'm not following you.

-Well, that's what it felt like.

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Oof! Next thing, I'm on the floor writhing like a python.

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Knickers in the air, cursing like a drunken oil rigger.

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Call me if anything interesting develops.

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Definitely in the running for Miss Congeniality, that one.

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All right, hop onto the bed and we'll take a look at you.

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Oh, I would love to, dear, but I haven't been able to hop

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since '97 when I lost the use of me left leg. Spinal tumour.

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Followed by MRSA contracted in hospital.

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Really messed up my summer.

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I had tickets for Glastonbury.

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Radiohead!

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-I'll get us a porter.

-Rubbish!

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A big boy like you should be able to scoop me up in those beefy arms.

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Non?

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Right, then.

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You stick it between the warps and you use the hollow blade to thread

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though the next strand of rope, for splicing and knots.

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That's so great.

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Every deck hand, sailor, skipper, crew should have his own fid.

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Sorry, I have to ask,

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but how did you end up with your fid sticking out of your butt cheek?

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Splicing a Dan buoy rope.

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I put the warp on the engine box,

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the spike sticking up through the rope...

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..and...

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And...?

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This goes no further.

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Whatever you say to us, you know it's in the strictest of confidence.

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Any of my deck crew find out, they'd wet themselves.

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I don't get it.

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My grandad, too. Won't stop taking the mick till Christmas.

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Like I said, strict confidence.

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I fainted.

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Auntie Serena, I've been to the library...

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Right, well, whatever it is, can we do it later, Jason?

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-..and checked out a book, for you.

-Not now, love. Please.

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I borrowed it with my library card from the self-help section.

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Uh-huh. Let's do it later.

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It's entitled How To Deal With Bullies And Bullying,

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written by Avril Watson.

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For you.

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So you can learn how to stop bullying Jasmine.

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Bernie told me all about it.

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Yeah, Jason... Just don't.

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-And Jasmine will learn how to build up her self-esteem...

-Go away.

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-But it... It's for you.

-Don't, Jason.

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You can read it for two weeks, then I have to take it back

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or I'll get a fine.

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Then you'll be able to stop being a bully.

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Oh, just leave me alone.

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Where were you? I was waiting.

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Sorry?

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Pulses?

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Oh, um... Paged. Sorry.

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Did something happen between you and Isaac last night?

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I already told you.

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No, I... I mean...

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We fought. We made up.

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Right, so when...when you fought. Did...anything happen?

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Arguments generally are about something.

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Between you and Isaac, Dom. Did he try...

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I know you're just on tour, but I actually have some work to do.

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-Is that your PhD?

-Yeah.

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The Correlation Of Man With Natural Vernacular Environments

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And The Effects Of The Post-agricultural Revolution

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On Proto-domesticated Herd Animals.

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It's complicated.

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Herd animals? Is that why you were camping on the moor?

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Yeah, it's part of my research.

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I thought you might need some help.

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No.

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Although your expertise is always appreciated, I think we have this...

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-Pseudomonas.

-Yes.

-Bloods?

-Done.

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We are just waiting on the results before we drain the abscess.

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BP is low at 90 systolic. Pulse is high at 120.

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Temperature's 39.

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Dehydration. Infection is spreading.

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We need to put him on IV antibiotics and fluids.

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Shouldn't you be skipping back to Darwin?

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I'm monitoring a post Swan-Ganz patient

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and Mr Levy requested I consult on Mr Fooks' chest pains.

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Just like old times.

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Have you been in close contact with farmyard or wild animals?

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He's been camping.

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Worked in a veterinarian practice? Farm? Animal rescue centre?

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PhD student.

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-Dr March, could you chase up those bloods please?

-I can do that.

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Dr March...

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Like I said, I have two patients here, one critical post-op.

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So, no, sorry.

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I'm not going anywhere.

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You want a fight, Serena Campbell, you fight me.

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-You want a punch bag, here it is. Take a swing.

-Leave me alone.

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No. I'm getting through to you if I have to rip your head off

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-and pour sense inside it.

-Just try it.

-Come on, then. Hit me.

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Shout at me. Do whatever you want, but to me.

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-Don't tempt me.

-Because I can take it. I'm tough.

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I'm bloody tough and I love you. So you want to vent,

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you vent at me. Not at Jasmine. Definitely not Jason. Me.

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-Leave me alone.

-No, I love you enough to put up with anything

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you dish out.

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I can take it. They can't.

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You think you loving me will make me feel better.

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Well, guess what?

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It doesn't.

0:20:540:20:56

You made me jump.

0:21:040:21:05

Do I make you nervous now?

0:21:070:21:09

It just startled me.

0:21:090:21:12

Remember when Ric caught us snogging in here?

0:21:120:21:14

-How's your side?

-Don't.

0:21:160:21:19

Did you tell her?

0:21:220:21:24

No.

0:21:240:21:25

She knows.

0:21:250:21:26

No.

0:21:270:21:28

I think she does.

0:21:280:21:30

Well, if she does, she didn't hear it from me.

0:21:300:21:32

Do you know how it makes me feel when I see you two laughing?

0:21:340:21:37

-She's my friend.

-When all we do is fight.

0:21:370:21:40

We laugh, too.

0:21:410:21:43

We do.

0:21:440:21:45

-All right, maybe not recently, but...

-You've got me.

0:21:470:21:51

You don't need her.

0:21:530:21:55

That looked intense.

0:22:080:22:09

Yeah.

0:22:100:22:12

-Everything OK?

-Sure.

0:22:120:22:14

What's going on?

0:22:220:22:23

It's private.

0:22:270:22:28

Like those bruises?

0:22:300:22:31

What?

0:22:330:22:35

I saw them, Dom.

0:22:350:22:36

They're just bruises.

0:22:380:22:40

From what?

0:22:400:22:41

-I fell.

-Where?

0:22:410:22:43

In the shower.

0:22:450:22:47

-Dom...

-Excuse me.

0:22:480:22:51

Are you happy now?

0:23:220:23:24

Reality check time. You're six months' pregnant.

0:23:320:23:36

You have an irregular heartbeat and you appear to be working full-time

0:23:360:23:40

-on a fishing boat.

-It's a crab potter.

0:23:400:23:42

-Crab potter.

-We don't fish. We don't net. We pot.

0:23:420:23:46

OK, well, the likelihood of you feeling faint or blacking out

0:23:460:23:49

doing manual work in your second trimester is...

0:23:490:23:51

-You're a heart doctor, right?

-Consultant cardiac surgeon.

0:23:510:23:55

What's that, then? Like higher up than doctor?

0:23:550:23:57

Pretty much the highest.

0:23:570:23:58

Probably had to fight tooth and nail with the old boys,

0:23:580:24:01

-private school ties.

-Worked like a dog.

0:24:010:24:03

Probably not a whole bunch of black lady heart surgeons

0:24:030:24:06

-at your pay grade, right?

-Precious few.

0:24:060:24:09

Good going, girl. You should be dead proud.

0:24:090:24:12

Thanks.

0:24:130:24:14

You have any idea how many female skippers run 30m-plus crabbers

0:24:150:24:20

along the south coast?

0:24:200:24:22

No idea.

0:24:220:24:23

You're looking at her.

0:24:250:24:26

You are hell bent on destroying everything because you're in pain.

0:24:270:24:31

She resigned. I didn't ask her to.

0:24:310:24:33

You know how damaging this could be.

0:24:330:24:35

Dumping her rotation, sacking her mentor.

0:24:350:24:37

You're letting her ruin her career.

0:24:370:24:39

Like I said. Her decision.

0:24:390:24:41

I tried to talk her out of it but she wouldn't listen to me.

0:24:420:24:46

Yeah, well... She's stubborn.

0:24:460:24:48

Because she needs to hear it from you.

0:24:480:24:50

Did you know about the bruises?

0:24:560:24:58

-Did you know?

-Er, I...

-Did you see them?

0:24:580:25:02

Yes, I saw them. You want to talk about this now?

0:25:020:25:04

-You examined him.

-What?

-The bruises!

0:25:040:25:06

-What bruises?

-You didn't notice his other injuries. His back, his ribs?

0:25:080:25:12

He's talking about Gerry Fooks.

0:25:140:25:16

How did these injuries occur and why didn't you mention them?

0:25:200:25:23

-I don't want to go into it all.

-All of what?

0:25:230:25:25

How they happened. You know, my research.

0:25:250:25:28

People generally don't understand.

0:25:280:25:30

-Try us.

-Or else, they laugh.

0:25:300:25:33

Why don't you just tell us?

0:25:330:25:35

In this job we've become pretty unshockable.

0:25:350:25:38

I've been living as a goat.

0:25:390:25:41

So you had a spinal tumour followed by a bout of MRSA.

0:25:430:25:46

Oh, the MRSA was the worst. You'd better believe it.

0:25:460:25:50

Itched like a bag of spiders dipped in pepper.

0:25:500:25:54

Well, it can be a very nasty infection.

0:25:540:25:57

Compared to that, the cancers were a picnic.

0:25:570:26:00

CANCERS, you said. What, as in plural?

0:26:000:26:02

Mm. These beauties aren't real, you know. More's the pity.

0:26:020:26:06

Could have done with these bad girls years ago.

0:26:060:26:09

So you had a spinal tumour and breast cancer?

0:26:090:26:12

Double mastectomy, followed by radiotherapy and chemotherapy.

0:26:120:26:17

It's amazing you're so cheerful, given that you had such bad luck.

0:26:170:26:19

Bad luck? What you talking about? I've had a charmed life.

0:26:190:26:24

-Medically. I didn't mean...

-I met my second husband in chemo.

0:26:240:26:28

Raphael, Brazilian.

0:26:280:26:31

Oh, had a smile that could melt mozzarella at 50 yards.

0:26:310:26:34

I'm sorry, I wasn't implying...

0:26:340:26:36

Should have seen him dance. Buns like walnuts in Lycra.

0:26:360:26:39

SNIGGERING

0:26:390:26:41

OK, and today you have...

0:26:430:26:45

abdominal pains, dizziness, low blood pressure and vomiting.

0:26:450:26:49

Like a Technicolor fountain.

0:26:490:26:52

Well, we're going to need a full abdo CT.

0:26:520:26:54

Yep.

0:26:570:26:59

We'll find out what's going on.

0:26:590:27:01

I'm not going to beg you.

0:27:090:27:11

Good. Don't.

0:27:110:27:12

Ms Wolfe thinks its professional suicide.

0:27:130:27:15

Don't care. I want out.

0:27:150:27:17

Oh, spoken like a child. An impetuous child.

0:27:170:27:20

How about a child who's sick of getting it in the neck?

0:27:200:27:22

-Sick of hard work.

-I am never going to win.

0:27:220:27:24

I'm never going to impress you.

0:27:240:27:26

-So working together is not a good idea.

-Suicide.

0:27:260:27:28

-My choice.

-I think you should stay.

-No.

-I want you to stay.

0:27:280:27:32

-I've made up my mind.

-Please stay!

-No!

0:27:320:27:34

It would be better to finish the rotation,

0:27:350:27:37

and I don't want you to leave because of me.

0:27:370:27:39

-Too late. I've resigned.

-Well, un-resign.

0:27:390:27:42

You don't have to do this. You don't have to ask me to stay.

0:27:420:27:44

-I want you to.

-I am letting you off the hook.

-I want you to stay!

0:27:440:27:47

-Oh. You're going to bully me into staying?

-I said STAY!

0:27:470:27:50

You lay another finger on her and I will snap it clean off!

0:27:500:27:53

She pushed her.

0:27:570:27:59

If I hadn't stepped in when I did, she would've hit her.

0:27:590:28:02

She physically threatened her colleague.

0:28:020:28:05

Hanssen can deal with this now.

0:28:050:28:07

-I really don't think we need to involve him.

-I already have.

0:28:070:28:10

And this time, no warnings. No slapped wrists.

0:28:100:28:13

I know what you're capable of.

0:28:130:28:15

Come on.

0:28:150:28:17

Jasmine.

0:28:200:28:21

She's right. I probably was this close to hitting her.

0:28:260:28:30

Oh, no, Serena. Serena..

0:28:320:28:34

I guess I am officially now an out-of-control monster.

0:28:340:28:39

Truly...

0:28:410:28:42

I don't recognise myself in me any more.

0:28:440:28:47

I want to help you. I so want to help you.

0:28:490:28:53

I... I don't know what to do.

0:28:530:28:55

Jason...um...

0:29:010:29:02

Jason says he wants to move out.

0:29:040:29:06

He says that now Alan's better,

0:29:060:29:08

he wants to go and live at Alan's house.

0:29:080:29:10

I made a fatal error while we were grazing.

0:29:160:29:20

You actually ate grass?

0:29:200:29:21

Never came off all fours. Wore an untreated goat skin.

0:29:210:29:25

-I must admit, it does sound pretty crazy.

-Not to me.

0:29:250:29:27

And not to hundreds of species dysphorics who would identify

0:29:270:29:30

with feelings of goat.

0:29:300:29:31

So what was your fatal error?

0:29:330:29:35

At first they all kept their distance.

0:29:350:29:37

But they soon accepted me and paid little or no attention.

0:29:370:29:41

And why did you get such a kicking? Or butting, sorry.

0:29:410:29:45

Grazing up a hill. The lead goat, the billy,

0:29:450:29:48

is always at the highest point.

0:29:480:29:50

Grazing on the newest grass. The others follow lower down.

0:29:500:29:53

So you didn't understand the grazing etiquette?

0:29:530:29:55

I stepped out of place. Got above him.

0:29:550:29:58

And in his eyes, contested his position of strength.

0:29:580:30:00

-So he put you straight?

-With his horns.

0:30:000:30:04

-Ouch.

-He was only doing his job.

0:30:040:30:06

An alpha male needs to be alpha or else he loses all respect.

0:30:060:30:10

Well, maybe he doesn't deserve respect.

0:30:120:30:13

Or maybe accepting you're a beta is part of survival

0:30:130:30:16

as a goat within a herd.

0:30:160:30:18

If you don't accept your position on the hillside, you get beaten up.

0:30:180:30:22

Regularly.

0:30:230:30:25

Or...

0:30:250:30:27

you end up alone.

0:30:270:30:28

An outcast.

0:30:300:30:31

Right, well, these antibiotics should certainly blitz

0:30:330:30:36

that infection for you.

0:30:360:30:37

So you're saying it's a double whammy?

0:30:410:30:44

My seals are shot and my pump's knackered.

0:30:440:30:47

Well, if by seals you mean your aortic valves,

0:30:470:30:50

not shot exactly, just not in great shape.

0:30:500:30:53

Because it's only got two flaps?

0:30:530:30:55

Normal valves are tricuspid. That's three leaves that open and shut.

0:30:550:30:59

Your condition's congenital, found in 1-2% of the population.

0:30:590:31:03

Lucky I lasted this long, eh?

0:31:030:31:04

Well, it seems you cope perfectly well under normal circumstances.

0:31:040:31:08

-Only with pregnancy...

-Means my pump's working harder.

0:31:080:31:11

Mm. And the aortic stenosis restricts the blood flow.

0:31:110:31:15

I don't get enough juice to make everything work like it should.

0:31:150:31:18

-Hence the blackouts.

-Like I said, double whammy.

0:31:180:31:22

It's like when my boat's engine doesn't create enough

0:31:220:31:26

-hydraulic pressure to power my winch.

-Um, yeah.

0:31:260:31:31

A crab boat that can't haul crab pots is as much use

0:31:310:31:35

-as a chocolate tea pot.

-I can fix it.

0:31:350:31:38

-Good-oh. Get your gloves on.

-We have two options.

0:31:380:31:43

We can do a balloon valvuloplasty which will widen

0:31:430:31:46

your stenotic aortic...your pipes.

0:31:460:31:49

We do this so we can buy you more time to carry the baby to term,

0:31:490:31:54

and then replace the valve at a later date.

0:31:540:31:57

Or we can replace the valve now which will reduce

0:31:570:31:59

-any risk of heart failure.

-I can hear a "but".

0:31:590:32:03

It's more risky for the baby.

0:32:040:32:06

But it does reduce the risk of you having a heart attack

0:32:060:32:10

whilst we wait for the baby to go to term.

0:32:100:32:12

There's no question then.

0:32:130:32:15

Prioritise me. I come first.

0:32:150:32:19

So Ms Naylor was very keen to be here

0:32:210:32:23

but I thought it might be best if we were to try to address this

0:32:230:32:27

-within the department before...

-Oh, Henrik, please let's not do this.

0:32:270:32:31

Whatever Dr Burrows says is true.

0:32:310:32:33

For months now, I've been a cow.

0:32:330:32:35

So long story short. We don't need to discuss it. It's all true.

0:32:350:32:40

Maybe it would be better to see what it is that Dr...

0:32:400:32:42

No. I wanted to hurt her and she deserved none of it.

0:32:420:32:46

So mea culpa. I'm guilty. It is entirely my fault.

0:32:460:32:48

Mr Hanssen, can I ask a question?

0:32:480:32:50

-Of course. But perhaps we should allow...

-I'd rather speak now.

0:32:500:32:53

Mr Hanssen, I lodged the complaint with Ms Naylor's help.

0:32:530:32:56

-And we take it very seriously.

-What if I retract it?

0:32:560:33:00

What, retract your accusations?

0:33:020:33:04

Don't be stupid. Why would you do that?

0:33:040:33:07

It is your privilege to change your mind and alter your statements

0:33:070:33:10

-in any way...

-I want to stop it.

0:33:100:33:13

This is enough. I don't want it to go any further.

0:33:130:33:15

That's your prerogative, but I strongly advise...

0:33:150:33:18

This isn't what I want. And it's not going to help anyone.

0:33:180:33:23

Clotting factors are OK. There's no need to fit a drain yet.

0:33:330:33:36

Just keep him on 30-minute obs.

0:33:360:33:37

A holiday from being human, eh?

0:33:390:33:40

It sounds ideal. Away from prying eyes and wagging tongues.

0:33:400:33:45

Dom showed me his bruises.

0:33:520:33:54

Oh, yes?

0:33:580:33:59

They look pretty sore. Should maybe get an X-ray.

0:33:590:34:02

Oh, don't think I haven't nagged him.

0:34:020:34:04

Right. Stubborn boy.

0:34:040:34:06

You should at least complain to your landlord.

0:34:080:34:10

-You think?

-Well, those stairs are obviously dangerous.

0:34:120:34:16

If he could fall like that, they need non-slip treads.

0:34:160:34:19

Uh-huh.

0:34:210:34:23

But Dom slipped in the bath.

0:34:260:34:28

Right.

0:34:300:34:32

I thought he said he fell down the stairs.

0:34:330:34:35

Dodged a bullet.

0:34:460:34:48

Pardon?

0:34:480:34:49

Well, that is the correct expression, isn't it?

0:34:490:34:52

-Oh, you mean...

-There seems to be a lot of confusion.

0:34:520:34:57

Dr Burrows seems at once to be very aggrieved, and yet very loyal.

0:34:580:35:04

She has every right.

0:35:050:35:06

What, to be loyal?

0:35:060:35:08

No, to be aggrieved.

0:35:080:35:09

Well, all the same, you seem to attract a huge amount of loyalty...

0:35:110:35:16

..from all quarters...

0:35:170:35:19

-I'm not sure it's deserved.

-..not least here.

0:35:190:35:22

-What Jac accused me of...

-Now, be careful what you say, please.

0:35:230:35:27

I want to say it. I want it acknowledged.

0:35:270:35:30

Here and now is not the place.

0:35:300:35:32

Anything you say here is hospital business and I will be duty-bound

0:35:320:35:35

to act accordingly. Psychologists, occupational health, etc.

0:35:350:35:39

Maybe you should.

0:35:390:35:41

Now you've already dodged one bullet today.

0:35:410:35:43

Quit while you're ahead, please.

0:35:430:35:45

But if you do want to speak to me in private...

0:35:480:35:51

You're the CEO. You're not allowed to do private.

0:35:520:35:55

Try me.

0:35:560:35:57

There's almost nothing I wouldn't do to help you.

0:36:000:36:03

How can any pregnant woman say that? You know, "Save me, not my baby."

0:36:110:36:16

If I had to give up my life for Hector I would do it in a heartbeat.

0:36:160:36:18

I have no doubt.

0:36:180:36:19

Look, I get that career is important.

0:36:190:36:22

And running a crab boat business is physical and all.

0:36:220:36:25

But a mother-to-be has to have a balance, surely?

0:36:250:36:29

You know, being a mother has really changed you.

0:36:290:36:32

-Yeah, I know. Well, how could it not?

-You're so much more....

0:36:320:36:35

-Grounded? Yeah.

-No. No, no.

0:36:350:36:37

Self-righteous, sanctimonious.

0:36:370:36:40

Look, Trixie just needs to understand that my way -

0:36:410:36:43

a balloon valvuloplasty - is the best option for her baby.

0:36:430:36:46

She wants the procedure with the least possibility of her dying.

0:36:460:36:49

Not going to let her die.

0:36:490:36:51

You do know you're not a goat, right?

0:37:030:37:05

HE BLEATS

0:37:050:37:07

I mean it. I'm not joking.

0:37:070:37:09

Yeah, well, it certainly sounds like it.

0:37:090:37:10

And you're not some kind of beta male.

0:37:100:37:13

So you're saying I'm alpha.

0:37:130:37:14

I'm saying that you don't need to take any crap.

0:37:140:37:17

What, goat crap?

0:37:170:37:19

That isn't funny. This is not funny.

0:37:200:37:23

It is my life.

0:37:230:37:24

Yes, and I'm your friend, and if I didn't stick my neck out

0:37:240:37:27

and say something, then I would be a pretty terrible friend.

0:37:270:37:30

Maybe I don't need my friends meddling in my love life.

0:37:300:37:34

What, so you're just going to buckle down and assume the position

0:37:340:37:37

-or end up an outcast.

-I thought you said I wasn't a goat.

0:37:370:37:40

I am not going to stand by and watch.

0:37:410:37:44

I've already lost one friend this last year.

0:37:440:37:47

I am not about to lose another. PHONE RINGS

0:37:470:37:50

Hello, Keller.

0:37:500:37:51

I liked it better when she was angry with me.

0:37:560:37:58

She's thrown you a lifeline, Serena.

0:37:580:38:00

-For heaven's sake...

-But at what cost? Look at her.

0:38:000:38:04

I make her life hell because I'm all bent out of shape about Elinor

0:38:040:38:08

and she lets me off the hook

0:38:080:38:10

because I'm all bent out of shape about Elinor.

0:38:100:38:12

Now is not the time to wallow. Now is the time to go back to work.

0:38:120:38:16

Argh! It really hurts.

0:38:230:38:25

Your temperature is still going up

0:38:250:38:27

and the antibiotics should be bringing it down.

0:38:270:38:30

I'm a little worried... I'm a little worried that it's becoming septic.

0:38:300:38:36

We're going to need to cut away some of the infected tissue.

0:38:360:38:38

OK, yeah. Do it. Anything.

0:38:380:38:41

No more living as goat for you.

0:38:410:38:44

I'm going back as soon as I get out.

0:38:440:38:46

You are joking?

0:38:460:38:48

-What, you're just going to go back to the moor?

-Back to the herd.

0:38:480:38:51

-My herd.

-Well, you're nuts.

0:38:510:38:53

I need... I need to finish my research.

0:38:530:38:57

No, what you need to be doing is be very careful.

0:38:570:38:58

This kind of infection can become incredibly dangerous.

0:38:580:39:02

I learnt a good lesson.

0:39:020:39:04

I'll be safe. So long as I stay in my place.

0:39:040:39:07

Argh!

0:39:070:39:09

I just want my friend back.

0:39:510:39:53

I AM back.

0:39:530:39:54

This isn't about me versus Isaac.

0:39:560:39:58

What you have with him is completely different.

0:39:580:40:01

I should hope so.

0:40:010:40:03

Thing is, you're different now.

0:40:040:40:06

To be honest, I want my Dom back. The old Dom.

0:40:060:40:11

-Not under-the-thumb Dom.

-I'm not under the thumb.

0:40:110:40:14

So...

0:40:160:40:17

..tonight?

0:40:190:40:20

Definitely.

0:40:230:40:24

Tequila slammers. Thai takeaway.

0:40:260:40:29

Three episodes of Thrones, type thing.

0:40:290:40:31

I'll bring a penknife and we can become blood brothers, sisters...

0:40:310:40:34

-whichever.

-SHE LAUGHS

0:40:340:40:36

Will you show me?

0:40:380:40:39

Or at least some painkillers.

0:41:090:41:11

I've taken some.

0:41:110:41:13

X-ray?

0:41:140:41:15

Fracture. It's tiny. Hairline.

0:41:170:41:19

-You don't have to do that.

-Hold me.

0:41:330:41:35

Well, it's...

0:41:460:41:47

Worse than cancer?

0:41:470:41:49

You have an enlarged aortic aneurysm.

0:41:490:41:53

Well, I don't know what that is,

0:41:530:41:56

but I can tell from your face it's not good.

0:41:560:41:58

The main blood vessel leading from your heart is swollen.

0:41:580:42:00

It's what's causing your pain.

0:42:000:42:02

You need a juxtarenal aortic repair to eliminate the chances

0:42:020:42:06

of a rupture.

0:42:060:42:07

What happens if it ruptures?

0:42:070:42:09

Pop me clogs?

0:42:140:42:15

Well, we just need to make sure that it doesn't rupture.

0:42:150:42:18

Let me tell you something.

0:42:180:42:19

My sister always nagged me to put my money into a pension fund.

0:42:190:42:24

She's saved thousands. Me, nothing.

0:42:240:42:27

"You'll regret it," she says.

0:42:270:42:29

Regret it? Me?

0:42:290:42:32

See, I was never blessed to have children of my own,

0:42:320:42:35

so I splurged it all on hers. My beautiful nieces and nephews.

0:42:350:42:41

Every penny.

0:42:410:42:42

I earned it, we spent it.

0:42:420:42:45

So, who's laughing now?

0:42:450:42:48

-Hey.

-Hey.

0:42:530:42:55

-You look pleased with yourself.

-Well, I am.

0:42:550:42:58

-Look, about tonight.

-I know.

0:42:580:43:01

What?

0:43:010:43:02

You and me, I know. We need some healing time.

0:43:020:43:06

Oh, well, actually, I promised...

0:43:070:43:08

I've been planning it all in my head. I cook for you.

0:43:080:43:11

I have ordered a whole Cornish turbot.

0:43:110:43:13

We're collecting it on the way home along with a kilo of asparagus tips.

0:43:130:43:16

-That sounds...

-Wait. So I cook, whilst you enjoy a long, hot soak.

0:43:160:43:22

Bubbles, salts. The works.

0:43:220:43:24

Dinner in front of a movie of your choice. Black and white.

0:43:240:43:27

Subtitles, even. I am making mojitos from scratch.

0:43:270:43:31

Fresh mint, to die for.

0:43:310:43:34

-I can't. I'm sorry.

-Oh?

0:43:340:43:37

I promised Zosia that I would go out with her tonight.

0:43:380:43:41

-I see.

-It's to make up for standing her up last night.

0:43:430:43:47

I promised.

0:43:490:43:51

That's OK, fine. It's not a problem.

0:43:530:43:55

We'll do it tomorrow.

0:43:550:43:57

So you know all about boats and crab pots.

0:44:070:44:10

My family. It's in the DNA.

0:44:100:44:12

Well, I don't know anything about that

0:44:120:44:14

but I do know about hearts.

0:44:140:44:16

If you was another potter, I'd be well and truly done for.

0:44:160:44:19

So you said that the crab pot winch runs on hydraulics.

0:44:210:44:24

-Mm-hm.

-Do the hydraulic pipes ever get blocked?

0:44:240:44:26

-Crap from the pump furs them up.

-What do you do to unblock 'em?

0:44:260:44:29

Open the valve, jam a bit of wire up the pipe, dislodge the crap.

0:44:290:44:33

Bingo! That's exactly what I do.

0:44:330:44:35

Only my problem is, where do I stick the wire

0:44:350:44:38

so that I don't cause any harm?

0:44:380:44:40

This is my secret weapon.

0:44:400:44:42

I thread this down your throat, so I can see scan pictures of your pipes

0:44:430:44:47

to see exactly where the gunge is and poke it out.

0:44:470:44:50

Nice trick.

0:44:520:44:53

You ever lose one of those?

0:44:530:44:55

-Oh, happens all too often.

-How do you lose them?

0:44:550:44:58

Drop them on snaggy ground. Get caught on rocks or reef.

0:44:580:45:01

What if you could see exactly where you were dropping it?

0:45:010:45:03

See the snags. See the risks.

0:45:030:45:05

-Never lose a pot again.

-That's exactly what this is.

0:45:060:45:09

It lets me see all the risks before dropping my pot.

0:45:090:45:12

OK. You think you got it sussed.

0:45:130:45:17

But bear in mind that I've got three kids at home already and they need

0:45:170:45:21

their mum, more than they need a little brother or sister.

0:45:210:45:25

Jason, look, I'm... I'm sorry.

0:45:320:45:35

I read this book.

0:45:360:45:38

-You can't have read all of it.

-Well, no. OK...

0:45:380:45:40

Unless you were some kind of super speed-reader.

0:45:400:45:43

Well, no... I read the relevant bits.

0:45:430:45:44

And you know what it says is the best thing you can do to help

0:45:440:45:47

someone who's being bullied?

0:45:470:45:49

Tell a teacher.

0:45:490:45:50

Yes. Or a friend they can trust.

0:45:500:45:53

The most important thing is finding someone who will stand up for them.

0:45:530:45:56

Bullies thrive on silence and fear.

0:45:560:45:58

Yes, and by getting this book and making me read it

0:45:580:46:01

you realise what you did?

0:46:010:46:02

I broke the law.

0:46:040:46:05

It says clearly on the ticket that books are not transferable.

0:46:060:46:10

I could lose my membership.

0:46:100:46:11

No, Jason. No, no, that's not what I mean.

0:46:110:46:13

What I meant is that you did a really good and brave thing.

0:46:130:46:18

-I did?

-Yes, you helped your friend by standing up to the bully.

0:46:180:46:22

That's you.

0:46:220:46:24

Yes, yes, Jason. That's me.

0:46:250:46:28

And that means that you are a hero.

0:46:290:46:33

Best friend anyone could ever wish for.

0:46:330:46:36

You're my hero, too.

0:46:370:46:39

I still want to go and live with Alan.

0:46:420:46:44

Of course. Whatever you prefer.

0:46:460:46:49

Because you are not the same Auntie Serena you were before.

0:46:490:46:52

Ms Campbell!

0:47:010:47:03

Dotty's blood pressure's tanked. She's white as a sheet.

0:47:030:47:05

Right.

0:47:050:47:06

Two of Vicryl...

0:47:090:47:10

..and more packs.

0:47:120:47:13

More!

0:47:160:47:18

We're not making any difference.

0:47:180:47:19

-If we stop it, I can patch it.

-You'll never patch that.

0:47:190:47:22

-Well, we've got to try.

-It can't be done.

0:47:220:47:24

Her blood's coming out faster than we can get it in.

0:47:240:47:26

The tear's way too big.

0:47:260:47:28

It can't be patched, Serena.

0:47:290:47:31

So what do we do?

0:47:310:47:33

The kindest thing is just to let her bleed out. Quietly.

0:47:330:47:37

What...just...just let her die?

0:47:370:47:39

We can't stop it.

0:47:390:47:41

We can't save her.

0:47:410:47:43

It's over.

0:47:430:47:44

LONG BEEP

0:47:490:47:52

You see, the thing is, I didn't realise you had three kids at home.

0:48:010:48:05

Why didn't you say something?

0:48:050:48:07

It didn't seem relevant.

0:48:070:48:09

Don't tell me. You've got one, right?

0:48:120:48:15

-Yeah.

-Pretty new, too?

0:48:150:48:17

Three months. Hector.

0:48:170:48:20

Going through that supermum honeymoon period?

0:48:210:48:24

I can't deny things are going pretty well.

0:48:240:48:27

Good for you.

0:48:270:48:28

If you had known about my three others,

0:48:290:48:32

would you've suggested a different procedure?

0:48:320:48:34

Honestly? No.

0:48:340:48:36

I believe I can give you and your baby the best possible odds.

0:48:360:48:40

You sure about that?

0:48:400:48:42

Positive.

0:48:420:48:43

If I was you, and you might leave Hector without his mum?

0:48:430:48:46

I'd still do it.

0:48:470:48:49

That's good enough.

0:48:530:48:55

You absolutely sure?

0:48:560:48:58

You seem like a pretty committed kind of mum to me.

0:48:580:49:01

Have you seen Serena?

0:49:240:49:26

Oh, not for a while, no.

0:49:260:49:28

She didn't turn up for her elective.

0:49:280:49:31

OK... You worried?

0:49:310:49:33

Don't do this.

0:49:410:49:42

I just changed my mind. OK, I think it's...

0:49:420:49:44

No, you didn't. You let HIM change your mind.

0:49:440:49:47

No, I didn't, actually.

0:49:470:49:48

The last thing I said to him was that I was going to be seeing you

0:49:480:49:51

-this evening.

-So?

-So.

0:49:510:49:53

So see me.

0:49:530:49:54

I just... I need to clear things up.

0:49:550:49:58

Do it tomorrow.

0:49:580:49:59

I wouldn't enjoy myself tonight with all this stuff

0:49:590:50:02

just rattling around in my head.

0:50:020:50:05

-You're scared of him.

-No, I'm not.

0:50:050:50:06

Then you're blowing me out because you're worried

0:50:060:50:09

-he's going to hold it against you.

-He wouldn't do that.

0:50:090:50:11

You really expect me to believe that?

0:50:110:50:13

-I just want to put this argument to bed.

-He hit you.

0:50:130:50:17

Don't say it like that.

0:50:180:50:20

-Well, how else am I going to say it?

-He loves me. And sometimes his...

0:50:200:50:25

his love...our love... it just gets really intense.

0:50:250:50:27

Dom, listen to yourself.

0:50:270:50:30

I want that! I want intensity. I want passion.

0:50:300:50:34

-What, and a cracked rib?

-You know what I don't want?

0:50:340:50:38

I don't want some wishy-washy,

0:50:380:50:40

watered-down, is-it-on-is-it-off beige thing...

0:50:400:50:43

-Well, it certainly isn't beige.

-..like you and Ollie.

0:50:430:50:45

He loves me and he's not afraid of showing it.

0:50:480:50:52

Dom, please.

0:50:520:50:54

Bernie. Someone's seen her. On the sixth floor going up the stairs.

0:51:060:51:10

-Serena!

-SHE BANGS ON DOOR

0:51:340:51:36

Serena, open up!

0:51:360:51:38

I'll call security.

0:51:380:51:40

Yeah, hello, it's Fletch, I'm in the...

0:51:410:51:43

I'm on the roof stairwell. I need someone to come upstairs

0:51:430:51:45

and open the door as quick as you can, please. Right, OK.

0:51:450:51:48

They're on their way.

0:51:480:51:49

Serena!

0:51:490:51:51

POP MUSIC BLARES FROM PHONE

0:51:540:51:57

Serena!

0:52:000:52:01

-SHE LAUGHS

-Oh, my God. You...

0:52:060:52:11

You thought I'd come up here to throw myself off?

0:52:110:52:14

Yes!

0:52:140:52:16

-SERENA CHUCKLES

-Are you OK?

0:52:160:52:19

Obviously not.

0:52:200:52:22

I am sitting in a deckchair on the roof,

0:52:220:52:25

in the middle of my shift, guzzling Shiraz.

0:52:250:52:28

Not exactly typical consultant behaviour, is it?

0:52:280:52:32

-Do you know what? I think I'm going to leave you to it.

-Yeah, me, too.

0:52:320:52:35

Jasmine, stay.

0:52:350:52:37

I'm really sorry about what happened with Jac and the Mr Hanssen thing.

0:52:380:52:41

Oh, please. You've nothing to apologise for.

0:52:410:52:45

In fact, just stop saying sorry.

0:52:450:52:48

Ever! You should be loud, proud and ripping it up.

0:52:480:52:55

I know I've got loads to learn, and what happened with us, it was

0:52:560:52:59

my fault, too, and I just don't want to make the same mistakes again.

0:52:590:53:02

Rubbish. Making mistakes is absolutely the only way to learn.

0:53:020:53:07

-Isn't that right, Bernie?

-Totally worked for me.

0:53:070:53:09

You, come here.

0:53:090:53:11

You are young, beautiful and brilliant.

0:53:130:53:18

You've got the world... licking your toes. So enjoy it!

0:53:180:53:23

Campbell, are you drunk?

0:53:230:53:26

I bloody hope so!

0:53:270:53:29

That went well.

0:53:390:53:40

Hope so.

0:53:400:53:42

You don't sound so sure. I was watching, it was textbook.

0:53:420:53:46

Have I been a real jerk today?

0:53:460:53:48

What, supermum meets wonder-surgeon?

0:53:480:53:50

I heard the crab pot demonstration went brilliantly.

0:53:500:53:54

I just feel like I'm overcompensating.

0:53:540:53:57

Scared of getting forgotten in a blizzard of nappies

0:53:570:53:59

and breast pumps?

0:53:590:54:01

I just don't want to be one of those over-pushy, over-achieving,

0:54:010:54:04

multi-tasking uber-mummies.

0:54:040:54:06

But neither do I want to spend an afternoon in

0:54:060:54:08

a yogurt-splattered onesie watching Flog It!

0:54:080:54:12

You know what? You'll be fine.

0:54:120:54:14

You think?

0:54:150:54:16

I know.

0:54:160:54:18

So you've even got your own pigeon.

0:54:210:54:24

He's called Icarus.

0:54:240:54:25

Icarus flew too close to the sun.

0:54:270:54:29

I know that. The point is he doesn't fly anywhere.

0:54:310:54:36

-Well, what would you call him, then?

-I don't know. Eddie?

0:54:360:54:39

Why Eddie?

0:54:390:54:40

Eddie "The Eagle" Edwards. Cos he was rubbish

0:54:400:54:43

and he crashed all the time.

0:54:430:54:45

SERENA CHUCKLES

0:54:450:54:47

Is this is where you tell me...

0:54:500:54:52

..you want to go on a sabbatical?

0:54:550:54:57

Go and find yourself?

0:54:580:55:00

Something like that.

0:55:010:55:03

Right.

0:55:050:55:07

There's too many ghosts. Too many echoes.

0:55:090:55:11

You know? It's not making me happy.

0:55:110:55:14

What's the big plan? What WILL make you happy?

0:55:180:55:22

I don't know.

0:55:220:55:23

Go and work in a refugee camp?

0:55:240:55:26

Move to the south of France, grow your own grapes?

0:55:270:55:30

That sounds good.

0:55:320:55:33

Any room for me in your future plans?

0:55:360:55:40

I hope so.

0:55:400:55:41

Hope?

0:55:430:55:45

I hope so.

0:55:500:55:52

OK.

0:56:030:56:05

I can live with that.

0:56:070:56:08

You really have to go?

0:56:140:56:16

Don't ask me again, please.

0:56:160:56:18

Let's not make each other cry.

0:56:200:56:22

No, all right. All right.

0:56:240:56:27

Different question...

0:56:290:56:30

Do you plan to come back?

0:56:330:56:35

I hope so.

0:56:420:56:44

-WINGS FLAP

-Ah!

0:56:470:56:50

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