Fri, 24 Jun 2016 Pobol y Cwm

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-DJ?

-Come on, love.

-I've brought you a cuppa.

-Leave him alone. He's nothing

-but trouble when he's awake.

-Did you open the window

-in the spare room?

-To get rid of the smell

-of your feet?

-Right. I'm going, OK?

-DJ, wake up now, love.

-Dai's gone.

-What am I doing here?

-The boxing part's nothing to do

-with me. I'm providing the venue.

-Hello?

-The signal's not very good.

-Hello?

-Are you alright?

-Out of practice, that's all.

-Do you want some water?

-Do you want some water?

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-No. I've got some.

-How's DJ?

-I heard about the business with Dai.

-The story's out, is it?

-No, but Dai told Jim. Is it true?

-I think it might be.

-We're waiting for the DNA results

-to know for sure...

-..but it sounds like it to me.

-If it is true,

-they've got a long journey ahead.

-I know that better than anyone.

-DJ and I have quarrelled.

-He stayed at Bryntirion last night.

-I have to talk to him.

-Do you want a lift?

-No. I have to...

-Oh, Cadno, um...

-Yes, I may as well.

-When does this course finish?

-At 4 o'clock.

-Are you sure you're OK to take him?

-Are you sure you're OK to take him?

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-Yes. It's on the way.

-I don't feel well.

-What's wrong?

-What's wrong?

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-I feel sick.

-Hey, you'll be alright. It will be

-nice to see Mam again, won't it?

-And you can come and stay with us

-any time you like.

-OK.

-OK.

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-See you later, alright?

-Don't forget to return

-those books to Gaynor.

-And smile. It's Friday!

-Hello. Gaynor?

-No, to be honest.

-I don't feel at all well.

-It's a bug or something.

-How's it going in the garage

-without Gethin?

-Fine.

-Well, it's always hard

-when you lose a good mechanic.

-Good? It's not like you

-to praise anyone, especially Gethin.

-He hates the school, you know.

-Who told you that?

-He told me himself. He's changed

-his mind about teaching.

-He even said he missed the garage.

-He even said he missed the garage.

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-Well, I'm not missing him.

-Of course not. I just thought

-you might like to know.

-Thanks for this.

-Did you know that Cadno

-was sterilized three years ago?

-No. Why did she do that?

-It's a long story.

-It's a long story.

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-Is that why you argued?

-I had no idea.

-Maybe it's possible

-to have a reversal.

-I seem to remember that Glenys's

-daughter had one after re-marrying.

-Did she?

-I didn't think of that.

-You'd make a fantastic father.

-With my past, I don't think so.

-Well, now isn't the time

-to make any decisions.

-You're not thinking straight.

-Not with all this talk

-about family and...

-..fathers.

-How would you feel if Dai..?

-The thought of it makes me sick!

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-Hiya. I saw Mark on the drive.

-Thank you.

-He's very fragile today.

-I've been worried sick.

-I'll leave now

-to give you both time to talk.

-Thank you, Diane. For everything.

-I'm so sorry.

-I should have told you sooner.

-Yes, you should have.

-You knew months ago that I wanted

-our relationship to grow.

-I feel terrible, especially

-after the week you've had.

-It doesn't matter now.

-It doesn't matter now.

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-Doesn't it?

-No. Come here.

-Diane says you can always

-have a reversal...

-..so it's not the end of the world,

-is it?

-Aren't you in school today?

-No.

-I was ill. A bug or something.

-You're mitching.

-You're mitching.

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-Sshh!

-I couldn't face the place today.

-I couldn't face the place today.

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-I told you, didn't I?

-Alright! Just please

-don't tell anyone, especially Ffion.

-Well, if it's any comfort,

-Garry's lost without you.

-He won't admit it, but he lost

-two customers yesterday...

-..and he said you were

-a good mechanic.

-Really?

-I guess he'd welcome you back

-with open arms.

-If you can swallow your pride.

-Words of wisdom - so listen up.

-I went through nine months of hell

-when I was carrying Arthur.

-You were with Eifion then.

-It would be different with me.

-I'd treat you better.

-I'd take care of you.

-I don't want to take the risk.

-I want to spend

-the rest of my life with you.

-I'm sorry, DJ.

-I'm not going to change my mind.

-I can't do it.

-It's a shame you didn't say that

-to Linda...

-..before jumping into bed with her

-while you were married.

-You have no idea how it was

-between me and my first wife.

-You just enjoy turning the knife.

-Enjoy?!

-Oh, yes! I'm having a great time!

-This is exactly

-how I saw our future!

-Sorting out another drunken mess!

-Come on then.

-I suppose Alys

-didn't understand you.

-No, as it happens.

-She didn't understand herself.

-Men!

-Our baby had just died.

-What?

-Just before Christmas, 1986.

-Six weeks before the trip to Paris.

-The room was ready for her

-and everything.

-It had been decorated,

-the crib was ready.

-A chest of drawers full of clothes.

-But poor little Martha...

-..was stillborn.

-You never mentioned it.

-Our lives were in tatters.

-We didn't know where to turn.

-But instead of turning

-to each other for support...

-..Alys decided to turn against me.

-She wouldn't talk to me,

-wouldn't touch me.

-She couldn't even look at me.

-I've never felt so lonely

-in my life.

-A rugby trip with the lads

-was the last thing I wanted.

-But Dic insisted.

-He said it would do me good.

-So you went.

-Yes.

-Yes, I did.

-I remember leaving the boys

-straight after the game...

-..and going back to the hotel

-on my own.

-I must have been looking

-for some comfort. I don't know.

-And Linda was there.

-Did you tell her about all this?

-Dear me, no!

-I've never told anyone

-the whole truth.

-Of course, the next morning

-I felt exactly the same.

-Worse if anything.

-Dai, love.

-You see, a baby was meant

-to bring us closer together, but...

-..it was a hopeless situation.

-It's no wonder

-you find Christmas difficult.

-You should have told me.

-It was a different life, wasn't it?

-Worlds apart.

-But I've changed.

-I'd never be unfaithful to you,

-Diane. You're everything to me.

-And you mean everything to me.

-It's such a shame...

-..that we didn't meet

-each other sooner.

-Then we could have brought up

-a family together.

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-How do you see our future?

-Say, five years from now?

-Happy together in Penrhewl.

-That's all I want.

-And to hell with what I want,

-is it?

-I honestly didn't realize you felt

-so strongly about having children.

-Or maybe I was worried you'd leave

-me if you knew the truth.

-What does that say about me?

-That I'm selfish?

-That I only think of myself?

-As you said yesterday,

-I'm exactly like Dai.

-No, you're not.

-I'd be selfish if I asked you

-to have the operation.

-The last thing I want

-is to hurt you.

-You're the most important thing

-in my life.

-I can live

-with not having children.

-But I can't live without you.

-And I'll always have

-Bobi and Arthur.

-I know Eifion is their father,

-but...

-..there's room for me, isn't there?

-I wasn't there from the start.

-I didn't change nappies...

-..or see the first smile

-or the first step...

-..but there's much more

-to being a father than that.

-Hey, what's wrong?

-I hope they're tears of happiness.

-I can't do this to you.

-Listen to yourself.

-It's not enough.

-Bobi and Arthur

-will never fill that void.

-I don't need

-to have children of my own...

-You say that now.

-But one day,

-you'll look at me and hate me.

-One day when Eifion

-picks them up for a weekend...

-..leaving both of us on our own...

-..it will hit you

-that you've made a mistake.

-I don't want you to feel like that.

-It's not fair.

-So you're saying

-you'd change your mind...

-..about having more children?

-I'm saying that it would

-be better for everyone...

-..especially you, if we split up.

-Cadno.

-You're still young.

-You've got years

-to fall in love with someone else.

-Someone who can give you

-what you want. But it's not me.

-This is what's best.

-You'll thank me one day.

-Cadno, please...

-I saw how you were

-with DJ yesterday.

-You want it to be positive,

-don't you?

-Yes.

-Dic will never forgive me.

-Of course he will.

-How am I going to forgive myself,

-Diane?

-If he is my son...

-..I've missed out on so much.

-All because of one lie

-years and years ago.

-If it's negative...

-..I might lose him altogether.

-As a nephew, as a son.

-Maybe we're not even related.

-I know I've got a funny way

-of showing it...

-..but I adore that boy.

-I'm very sorry.

-I can offer you

-a discount of about 20%.

-Hello?

-Hello?

-It sounds

-as if you're losing customers.

-What do you want?

-Maybe I could help you.

-For a pay rise

-and a bit of respect.

-I don't think that's very fair.

-I don't think that's very fair.

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-Why not? You obviously need help.

-Don't the little children of Wales

-need you?

-You're such an asset

-to Ysgol y Mynach.

-No, I'm not.

-I'm hopeless, Gar.

-I'm not a teacher

-and I never will be.

-I can't stand

-the noise children make.

-The things teachers chat about

-send me to sleep.

-I hate the place.

-I really want my job back.

-And you're desperate

-for a mechanic. So what do you say?

-Dad, why aren't you at school?

-I guess I'd better phone Linda.

-Sorry, Dan. You said you were ill

-this morning, didn't you?

-Are you better now?

-How did you know I was here?

-Daniel. He said

-he had some sort of feeling.

-I've suspected for a while.

-Why didn't you tell the truth?

-I wanted to show you that I'm

-more than some dirty mechanic.

-What? You're a brill father.

-I don't want to be a teacher either.

-What do you want to be?

-A mechanic.

-And there's nothing wrong with that,

-is there?

-I suppose not.

-I suppose not.

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-Geth, when exactly can you start?

-What's wrong?

-DJ?

-I'm here.

-Right. Leave this to me.

-Where's Cadno?

-We've split up.

-Split up?

-I've lost everything now.

-No, you haven't.

-You've got me.

-And me, too.

-I didn't know you were here.

-Why are you looking at me like that?

-You enjoy seeing me upset, do you?

-You enjoy seeing me upset, do you?

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-No. Why would I enjoy it?

-You're my son.

-The results came this morning, love.

-Look, I'm sorry.

-I said some terrible things.

-We both said terrible things.

-I'm sure you regret what you said.

-I'm sure you regret what you said.

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-I don't have any regrets.

-I know we've got a long way to go...

-Until we play happy families,

-is it?

-Go to hell.

-You'll never be my father.

-But it says it there

-in black and white on that paper.

-It takes more than a scrap of paper

-to be a father.

-I meant everything I said.

-I hate you.

-You've ruined my future with Cadno

-and you've ruined my past.

-I never want to see you again.

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