Tue, 07 Feb 2017 Pobol y Cwm

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-This is where you are.

-This is where you are.

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-It looks like it.

-What are you doing?

-What are you doing?

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-I work here.

-It's a bit early to start work,

-isn't it?

-Don't go.

-I'm sorry.

-Mam's found a lump on her breast.

-She won't see a doctor.

-What? Why not?

-She says she doesn't want

-to upset Jim.

-I found out yesterday from Colin.

-Have you talked to her?

-Have you talked to her?

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-Yes.

-But I was angry

-because she didn't tell me herself.

-We argued.

-I'm sure she understands

-that you were upset.

-I walked out, Ed. On my own mother.

-I just didn't want her to see

-how scared I am.

-If I lose her I'll have no-one.

-You'll have me.

-Anyway,

-you're not going to lose her.

-You don't know that.

-You don't know that.

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-She'll be alright.

-If there's a problem,

-there's always treatment.

-We'll sort this out. You'll see.

-Have you asked Colin to mind

-the shop on the day of the inquest?

-What?

-What's happening with the shop

-on the day of the inquest?

-I don't know yet.

-Forget it.

-You carry on playing with that.

-Hiya.

-I hope I'm not intruding.

-I'm going.

-You can talk to Eileen

-if you can get her attention.

-It's a stressful time for him

-with the inquest and everything.

-It's a stressful time for you too.

-Me?

-I've just been talking to Sioned.

-She told me.

-The whole village will know

-at this rate.

-She only told me.

-She was upset.

-She had to talk to someone.

-You should have heard the way

-she spoke to me yesterday.

-She feels terrible now.

-She's very worried.

-But she still thinks you should

-see a doctor and I agree with her.

-I'm fed up of people

-giving me advice.

-What right do you have

-to tell me what to do?

-No right whatsoever.

-But I know how you feel, Eileen.

-I've been there.

-The period before the diagnosis

-was the worst time.

-I was imagining

-all kinds of things.

-I was organizing my own funeral

-in my head.

-I thought I'd have to leave

-the people I loved.

-I can't believe this

-is happening now...

-..after everything

-we've been through.

-I'm so frightened.

-That's how I was.

-The best thing I did

-was see a doctor.

-Because at least then...

-..I knew what had to be done

-and what I was actually battling.

-I don't think I'm as strong.

-Of course you are.

-You're not on your own.

-Sioned and I will be there for you.

-Listen, if you phone

-the surgery now...

-..you'll get an appointment

-this morning.

-You don't have to tell Jim yet

-if you don't want to tell him.

-But honestly,

-it's crucial that you do this.

-Please, Eileen.

-Oh. Skiving, are you?

-I'll put the kettle on

-and we'll have a cuppa.

-Where's Vicky?

-She's taken Nicky out somewhere.

-And left you here on your own?

-And left you here on your own?

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-Yes. He was playing up here.

-She promised to stay here

-until I finished work.

-Ah, right, I see.

-You arranged a babysitter for me,

-did you?

-I can take care of myself.

-That's the point, Mam,

-you can't, can you?

-I'm feeling a lot better today.

-I've stripped all the beds.

-I'll wash these now

-and hoover my bedroom.

-I haven't taken the post

-to the village yet.

-So off you go.

-Don't let me stop you.

-I can't leave you here on your own.

-I can't leave you here on your own.

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-You don't have much choice, do you?

-Unless you want the sack.

-Right. Behave yourself

-until I get back, will you?

-I'll call back in

-after finishing Heol Aneurin.

-Bloomin' cheek!

-I don't have a driver at the moment.

-I don't know where he is.

-Ta-ra.

-Where have you been?

-Where have you been?

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-With your mother.

-He's persuaded me to see a doctor.

-You wouldn't listen to me.

-All that matters is that

-she's going to see a doctor.

-Maybe you could go with her.

-She doesn't want me to go.

-Of course I do. Come with me.

-Of course I do. Come with me.

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-I can answer the phone here.

-You don't have to come

-if you don't want to.

-No. I'm coming with you.

-I'll go and get changed.

-Mam?

-You're here early this morning.

-I went to the cafe but it was

-full of mothers and their babies.

-I wasn't in the mood to stay there.

-Yes. What are you plans for today?

-Keeping out of Eileen's way.

-I'm in her way in the flat.

-I'm sure that's not true.

-Yes, it is.

-But there we are.

-I'm not complaining.

-At least she's not nagging me

-about seeing that counsellor.

-Have you been up

-to Penrhewl recently?

-No.

-I can't face it.

-I can't even bear

-being in the flat...

-..listening to people downstairs

-in the shop...

-..carrying on with life

-as if nothing's happened.

-Dani. Garry's on the phone.

-Dani. Garry's on the phone.

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-I'll phone him back.

-I don't feel like having that.

-Where are you going?

-I don't know.

-Courtney's room?

-No. I don't think I'm in the mood

-to go there on my own today.

-Do you want company?

-Are you sure?

-Of course.

-I'll say I'm going out.

-How much are these, Dai?

-They're 3.00.

-They're 3.00.

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-3.00?!

-I saw them for 1.50

-in the pound shop.

-So go over to the pound shop

-to buy them, Kath.

-How much is this then?

-I can't remember.

-I can't remember.

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-You need to put price tags on stuff.

-I'm busy. I haven't had time, OK?

-Have you seen Mam?

-Have you seen Mam?

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-I'll come and help you now.

-No, it's fine.

-No, it's fine.

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-It's no trouble.

-Come on. Hurry up!

-Eileen, have you got any coriander?

-We've run out.

-Only dry coriander.

-Sorry, Kelly, but we have to go.

-Try Sheila's shop in Cwrtmynach.

-Come on, Mam.

-The kettle's on and look

-what I found out there.

-Oh, lovely.

-I'll start by sorting these out

-for you, shall I?

-You were serious about helping,

-were you?

-Weren't you just hiding from Mark?

-He should be doing his shift...

-..not walking up and down

-the high street looking for me.

-It's no wonder

-my post is late every day.

-He has no right treating me

-like that.

-I can take care of myself.

-Maybe I took one or two tablets,

-you know, now and again...

-..when it all got too much for me

-but he treats me like a junkie.

-Has Mam been in the cafe?

-Right. You go and hide

-behind the counter.

-You haven't seen Mam, have you?

-Do you see her here?

-Don't you have work to do?

-Yes, but she's gone AWOL

-and taken all the tablets with her.

-I'm sure she's OK.

-They call those doughnuts, Mark.

-Two?

-Two?

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-Do you want one?

-No. I'd better take this post

-around the village.

-If I see your mother

-I'll tell her to phone you.

-Come on.

-Before you ask...

-..I haven't taken one more tablet

-than I'm supposed to take.

-You do believe me, don't you?

-You do believe me, don't you?

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-Yes.

-You'd be a lot more

-irritable if you had.

-Shut it! Let me tidy up down here

-for you. Look at this mess.

-That's my filing system.

-That's my filing system.

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-I won't be a minute sorting it out.

-And that coffee won't make itself.

-Two sugars, please.

-Do you want milk?

-Do you want milk?

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-Yes. Full fat.

-These magazines are ancient.

-August 2015.

-I should have brought some

-from the shop.

-We'll be here for ages, you'll see.

-If you have to work, go back.

-Don't you want me here?

-Of course I do.

-Maybe you'd prefer

-to have Colin or Ed here.

-Don't start. Not here.

-Alun Jones. Room 1.

-I'm sure you were supposed

-to be next.

-It's OK, Sioned.

-It's OK, Sioned.

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-No, it's not OK.

-I had one like this.

-I bought that for her.

-She was a daddy's girl. She cried

-every time I left the house.

-I gave her that and told her

-to cuddle it tight until I got home.

-And she kept it all these years.

-She was lucky

-to have you as a father.

-Once she became a teenager

-all we did was argue.

-You know,

-you should have a little box...

-..and place the really special

-items, like this, in it...

-..and take it home with you.

-I don't have to do that.

-I've got this place.

-Courtney's room.

-But this isn't Courtney's room,

-is it?

-Not really.

-It's in Eifion's house.

-This is Courtney's room now.

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-How much longer?

-We've waited over 30 minutes.

-I'm not sure, sorry.

-It's so unreasonable.

-She doesn't know how long

-they'll be.

-Maybe one of the patients

-has a problem.

-You've got a problem.

-That's why we're here.

-You must be next.

-I'll go and ask again.

-No. Sit down.

-Stop fussing and be quiet.

-I'm only trying to help.

-I knew you'd be like this.

-That's why I didn't tell you.

-That's why I didn't tell you.

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-Thanks a bunch!

-I have to wait my turn

-like everyone else.

-You don't understand, do you?

-I'm not here to give you

-a hard time, or her over there.

-I don't want to lose you, Mam.

-I don't want you to be ill either.

-I just want to know that everything

-is going to be alright.

-You're getting upset

-when there's no need...

-..and you're making me upset

-as well.

-Eileen Probert. Room 6.

-Come on.

-Right, I'd better go.

-When I wake up in the morning...

-..before I come round...

-..I forget she's dead.

-That's how I feel when I come here.

-Jim, come with me.

-Listen, I know it's great you can

-come here to escape and stuff...

-..but the time will come

-when you have to let go...

-..because Courtney has gone.

-Yes.

-But I don't want

-to think about that yet.

-Not until after the inquest.

-Not until after the inquest.

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-OK.

-I just want to be here

-for the time being.

-OK. But can we leave now?

-It's really cold here.

-Is it?

-Well, hold on.

-Try this on.

-I'm sure it will fit you.

-No.

-Come on. It cost me a fortune

-but Courtney insisted on having it.

-Wear it.

-There you are.

-It looks great on you.

-No, don't take it off.

-I know Courtney

-would want you to have it.

-OK.

-But only if you come with me now.

-It's time to go, Jim.

-OK?

-Mark was looking for you earlier.

-Mark was looking for you earlier.

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-What does he want now?

-He can't do anything

-without his mother.

-Two coffees.

-Ed.

-Are you alright?

-Are you alright?

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-Yes. Why?

-I saw Sioned earlier.

-She wasn't in a very good mood.

-So?

-So?

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-I don't want you to suffer.

-She has as much right to be

-in a bad mood as everyone else.

-I'm worried about you.

-I can't help it.

-Listen, I won't pretend everything

-is perfect between us...

-..but it's getting better.

-Come upstairs.

-See you later.

-How did it go?

-The doctor couldn't tell

-what the lump was...

-..but he's arranged

-for me to see a specialist.

-He couldn't even say how long

-we'd wait for an appointment.

-I'll have to be patient.

-I'd like you to go privately?

-I'd like you to go privately?

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-There's no need for that.

-Yes, there is. We can afford it.

-MOBILE PHONE

-That's my phone.

-That's my phone.

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-You left it by the bed.

-I have to remind myself

-not to take it personally...

-..when she loses her temper.

-Sioned always lashes out at the

-people who are closest to her...

-..when she's not coping.

-I'll look after Sioned.

-I can look into private options too

-if you want.

-No, I'll look after Mam now.

-Go back to Deri Deithio

-to cover there.

-Right.

-I'll phone you later

-with the details.

-We'll have to phone today

-to make the appointment.

-I'll talk to you later.

-Thank you for your help today.

-That's alright. You can rely on me.

-Oh, you and your doughnuts!

-At last! Where have you been?

-What sort of welcome is that?

-Aren't you pleased to see me then?

-She's been with me at APD.

-She came in after you left.

-It's been the best day

-I've had for ages.

-I know exactly why

-you're in such a good mood.

-How many did you take?

-Only the one you gave me

-this morning.

-Count them if you don't trust me.

-I don't trust you.

-That's why I'm taking time off work

-tomorrow to keep an eye on you.

-Suit yourself! I won't be here.

-I won't be here

-because I'll be at APD helping Dai.

-Dai doesn't think I'm crazy.

-Yes, there we are. Good.

-I'll go now. See you in the morning.

-Yes. So long, love.

-I'm not as useless as you think.

-And how soon afterwards

-would I get the result?

-Right.

-Could you pop something into the

-post to confirm that date, please?

-Lovely. Thank you.

-There's something

-I need to tell you.

-I'm sorry about earlier.

-So am I.

-Did you do anything today?

-Yes.

-I went to see Sioned...

-..and we went into town.

-You?

-Nothing worth reporting.

-Nor me.

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