Tue, 31 Jan 2017 Pobol y Cwm

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-The main shed is a mess...

-..and the cows have knocked down

-one of the concrete block walls.

-Ask Jason to build it up

-to pay for his board and lodgings.

-He's no use at all.

-He's feeling sorry for himself

-since Sara dumped him.

-It would be a change for you.

-Will you come up to help, please?

-You can build a few blocks yourself.

-Yes, but the job

-has to be done properly.

-And no-one around here

-is as good a builder as you.

-KNOCK ON DOOR

-Hello, everyone.

-Can you sign for this for me,

-please?

-Thanks.

-Look, I'll do all the labouring

-and make the tea.

-How is he?

-We're trying to persuade him

-to do some work.

-Good luck.

-So will I see you up there

-this afternoon?

-Yes, alright.

-Anything for peace and quiet.

-It's a date for the inquest.

-Hey. Are you OK?

-Hey. Are you OK?

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-What happened?

-Too much pop on Saturday night?

-It was an accident.

-Do you fancy a cuppa? I'll pay.

-I'd better not.

-Garry will kill me if I'm late.

-So keeping Garry happy

-is more important...

-She's determined to find

-a father for her boy.

-You knew it would be

-during these next few weeks.

-Once it's over you'll feel better.

-It's been like a black cloud

-on the horizon.

-I'm fed up of everyone saying that.

-"Things will get better

-after the funeral...

-"..better after the inquest,

-better in a year."

-It's going to take time.

-When am I going to wake up

-to find life is a bed of roses?

-Jim, make an appointment

-to see the counsellor.

-He has no idea what's going on.

-Hiya. Right, I've been thinking

-and you need a change.

-I want you to come

-to the photo shoot tomorrow...

-..so we can have a family photo.

-What family?

-Well, Mam, me, Ed.

-We're all here for you, Jim.

-It would be nice

-to have a photo together.

-Not now, love.

-Not now, love.

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-Everyone smiling happily, is it?

-You want me to forget

-my true feelings, do you?

-Well, I'll get out of your way

-so you can carry on!

-We've only got half an hour.

-You know how hard it is

-to find a place to park.

-You don't have to come.

-I can go on the bus.

-It's no trouble.

-I want to be with you, Mam.

-I'll be alright.

-You don't trust me to go, do you?

-It's not that. I know

-it's not going to be easy.

-I want to prove to myself I can

-do this without anyone forcing me.

-Let me give you a lift at least.

-Let me give you a lift at least.

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-Trust me, Mark. I'm going.

-We could offer

-carbonara and tiramisu.

-No. Just pizzas and pastas.

-Easy. Nothing too posh.

-We could offer free nibbles.

-Olives, antipasti...

-Nibbles?

-Dai Ashurst would scoff the lot!

-We could all dress up

-like the mafia.

-And there's no need to ask

-who the Godfather would be.

-Watch it or you'll have

-a horse's head in your bed!

-It would make a change

-from waking up with him!

-A Scotch, please.

-Have you been to Italy, Jim?

-No. Courtney went

-on a school trip.

-Oh, right. Where?

-It doesn't matter now, does it?

-What can I get you?

-I want to see the boss.

-Would it be alright

-if we held a night here...

-..to raise money

-for the parent and toddler group?

-Kids running riot drinking squash

-and parents talk about Sali Mali?

-No, thanks!

-No, thanks!

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-Hywel's come up with a good idea.

-A darts tournament.

-Hey, that could bring people in...

-..if it's organized properly.

-Don't look at me.

-I've got loads to do.

-I think it's a brilliant idea.

-Do you agree, then?

-Yes.

-One hundred and eighty!

-I'm sorry.

-I didn't mean to remind you of...

-Courtney?

-You can say her name, you know.

-Do you want to talk?

-Welcome.

-Please.

-Hello, Helen.

-Hello, Helen.

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-Hi.

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-I bought this for you

-just after you were born.

-You were two days old.

-And I'd had the best gift

-anyone could ever receive.

-A little girl.

-A perfect little bundle.

-Um, you left this in the Deri.

-I thought you might need it.

-Have you read it?

-I'm sorry.

-I shouldn't have come here.

-Nobody was supposed to see this.

-It's all here.

-Apart from her.

-It's beautiful, Jim.

-My name is Mark Jones

-and I'm here because...

-..um...

-..I'm here because...

-I'm here

-because I'm addicted to tablets.

-And I've done some terrible things

-to get them.

-I've lied.

-Stolen.

-Stolen from my family.

-It's frightened me

-that I could do such things.

-I really want to come off them.

-Get my life back in order.

-But I'm not sure how to do that,

-so...

-..that's why I'm here.

-Come in.

-Take a seat.

-I'm Kath Jones.

-This is my son, Mark.

-I'm the one with the problem...

-..not him.

-Every time I come here

-I feel closer to her.

-I couldn't get rid of her stuff

-so I brought it all here.

-Clearing her bedroom was horrible.

-It felt as though

-I was throwing her out of my life.

-You think I'm cracking up,

-don't you?

-No.

-If this helps you to cope...

-..then it's alright.

-Listen...

-Eileen doesn't know

-about this place.

-Nobody knows.

-You won't say anything, will you?

-You won't say anything, will you?

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-I won't tell a soul.

-I swear.

-I haven't finished that yet.

-I haven't finished that yet.

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-Sorry.

-Shall I go and sort out the cellar?

-Shall I go and sort out the cellar?

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-That's what I like to see.

-An worker looking for work.

-Is my company so uninspiring

-that you hide away in the cellar?

-The boss gives extra shifts

-to his best workers.

-You said in your text

-you were going to phone me.

-What text?

-The one you sent me last week.

-I was waiting for you to phone.

-I don't remember sending that.

-Someone must have taken my phone.

-It's the only explanation, sorry.

-It's the only explanation, sorry.

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-Who would do that?

-I was in the Deri last Thursday

-with you, Geth and Hywel.

-Oh, yes. That's exactly the sort

-of prank Gethin would play.

-So it was you.

-I wouldn't play a dirty trick

-like that on anyone.

-Sorry.

-Eifion's idea of a joke isn't funny.

-Alright. I'll buy you both a drink.

-I have to go.

-I have to go.

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-Vicky.

-You had no right

-messing with my phone.

-What do you think you were doing?

-What do you think you were doing?

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-There's a ready-made family there.

-Watch out, or you'll have ten kids

-before you catch your breath.

-How is anyone supposed to come

-to terms with losing a child?

-I'm trying to be strong

-for Eileen...

-..but inside...

-..I'm in bits.

-Courtney would be so ashamed of me.

-But you're getting

-professional help, aren't you?

-I've made several appointments

-but I haven't been once.

-Well, maybe you're not ready

-to talk to anyone yet.

-I don't want to move on.

-I don't want

-to put it all behind me.

-I feel I'm moving further away

-from her every day as it is.

-But at least here...

-..she's exactly how she was.

-Does that make any sense?

-Yes.

-I tell Eileen that I go

-to the appointments, but...

-..this is where I come.

-Maybe you should be honest

-with her.

-No. I don't want Eileen to know

-about this place.

-OK. OK.

-But you should tell her

-about the sessions you're missing.

-Listen, Jim...

-..your marriage will become

-very stressful if you don't confess.

-And that's the last thing

-Courtney would want.

-I thought Mathew was different.

-Maybe you shouldn't have

-slept with him on the first date.

-The chemistry was there.

-It felt right.

-I haven't been as excited

-about anyone for ages.

-You hardly know him. There's no

-such thing as love at first sight.

-Only in films and on holidays

-after four jugs of sangria!

-Do you think the fact

-I'm a single mother puts him off?

-If he's not willing to accept Nicky

-then he's not worth bothering with.

-I was so happy when I got the text.

-If you're as keen as that on him,

-ask him for another date.

-It's the only way

-you'll find out how he feels.

-What if he says no?

-What if he says no?

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-Where are your guts?

-No. I don't want to look desperate.

-Lemon drizzle.

-Your favourite.

-I'm sorry about Sioned

-being insensitive earlier.

-Her heart's in the right place.

-That doesn't matter now.

-Listen, um...

-..I want to talk to you

-about these counselling sessions.

-Is that where you've been?

-I thought you might like to talk

-after receiving that letter.

-I've got a confession.

-I haven't been going

-to see the counsellor.

-Not at all.

-I've been lying to you.

-What about all those appointments?

-I haven't attended any of them.

-Not one?

-I couldn't.

-At least it makes sense why you

-never wanted to talk about them.

-You know I don't like talking

-about my feelings.

-No. It takes a courageous man

-to open his heart, doesn't it?

-I was taught that only weak cowards

-ask for help.

-We all need to ask for help

-sometimes.

-I'm here for you.

-You can talk to me.

-When I lost John,

-I talked to Denz a lot.

-Professional help wasn't as easy

-to find in those days.

-You can't compare losing a baby

-you hardly knew...

-..with losing a 17-year-old girl!

-I'm sorry.

-I was only trying to say...

-..that losing a baby is different,

-not that it's less painful...

-..but it came out wrong.

-I'd never want to hurt you.

-I'll cut down on the tablets...

-..well, gradually.

-I'll be controlling

-how many she gets....

-..just like I do now.

-But, um...

-..I'd like it if both of you...

-..were responsible

-for some of the tablets...

-..in case of emergencies.

-This is a home, not a clinic.

-I can't do it without you.

-What if you got desperate

-for a tablet?

-You hurt me. I can't forget that.

-I've told you that I regret that.

-Let it go, please.

-We need to move on.

-I'm very proud of you, Mam.

-None of us want to see you

-slipping back.

-Do we?

-Will you give her a second chance?

-A chance to prove herself?

-I'm determined to do it.

-I'm determined to do it.

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-You're not going near Nicky.

-Alright, I promise.

-Debs?

-One step out of line and you're out.

-Alright?

-But...

-But...

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-That's the deal.

-Right.

-Well, I hope I don't let you down.

-Well, I hope I don't let you down.

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-So do I, believe me.

-You're not thinking straight.

-No-one should lose their own child.

-But these things happen.

-You have to learn to cope with it.

-To cope with your feelings.

-Feelings of anger are only natural.

-I feel as if I'm getting angrier

-every day.

-You'll have better days in time.

-I know you don't believe that now,

-but...

-..it's true.

-Do you know what, Eileen?

-I don't think I have the strength

-to go on.

-Jim...

-..please get help.

-I don't want to hear another word

-about it.

-I don't want to discuss my feelings

-with a stranger.

-It would be too painful.

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