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I need to change, and I can't do that if we're together.

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She's a counsellor. Will, there's no shame in it.

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Michael was involved in a fight.

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By the time the medics got there, it was too late.

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I've just lost my dad.

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I know you have.

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You need to concentrate on the baby, you've been in a car crash.

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I'm never, ever going to see him again.

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And it's all her fault.

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'Promise me...that you'll be out in time for my graduation.'

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Promise me that...

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the day I get married, you'll walk me down the aisle.

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Dad... Promise me that...

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that when I have kids, you'll be the best granddad, ever.

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I can't promise anything.

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It's all right...

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SHE SOBS

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It's going to be all right.

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Leyla and me slept together two weeks ago, while you were in here,

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and it had nothing to do with you and everything to do with me.

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You stay away from her! You hear me?

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'You're pathetic.'

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Can't believe how much you've grown.

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You must be taller than your dad was.

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Can't wait for tomorrow to be over.

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He'd be so proud of you, looking all grown-up.

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He'd be more impressed if I was doing his eulogy.

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We've been through that. It's just too much pressure, Conor.

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Tomorrow's going to be tough enough as it is.

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That could be Mum.

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Do you think this will be OK?

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Yeah, you look perfect.

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-I feel dead self-conscious.

-No, it's fine.

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Sorry to interrupt...

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Just returning Michael's stuff from the prison.

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If you wouldn't mind signing...

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Thanks. I'll see myself out.

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Want me to...

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-His watch. I'll have it.

-It's probably a bit too big for you just now.

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Don't care.

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He had those with him right from the start of the trial.

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It's for Nicole.

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-What should we do?

-Give her it.

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I'd only just told Michael she was pregnant.

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He's bound to have a go.

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She's got a right to see it.

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Just leave it for now, yeah? Let her get through the funeral first.

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I thought you were meant to be at work?

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What, and miss the cat fight?

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Please don't joke, Zinnie.

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Sorry.

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Michael never had a good word to say about Chloe.

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Well, just wait and meet her.

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Who knows, she might be a completely different person these days.

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She's convinced I stole Michael from her.

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She dumped her kids on you and she scarpered.

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I think by all rights, she should be on her knees in gratitude.

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Plus, Conor's told her about Gabriel.

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None of her business.

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This is going to be hard enough...

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You're not going to be on your own.

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We'll all be with you, whatever happens.

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'Hello, Gabriel.'

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Chloe...

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You've not changed a bit.

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Good. Can you show me where they live?

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Yep, it's just along the street.

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How ARE the kids?

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Shocked, devastated...

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You can imagine.

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Come on, this way.

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-You must be Leyla.

-Hi... Chloe.

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Nice to meet you.

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How was the flight?

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Yeah, it was OK.

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Makes such a huge difference when you don't have to go cattle class.

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Yeah, I'm sure.

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So sorry.

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It's such a tragic waste.

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Is...everything in hand for the funeral?

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Yes, everything's sorted.

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I sent a wreath to the church.

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-Thank you, that's really kind of you.

-The kids will appreciate that.

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Where are they?

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Oh... They're just over the road at the cafe, getting some dishes.

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I'll give Nic a call.

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It's all right... I'll go and find them.

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Do you mind if I go and freshen up?

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-Yeah, of course. The bathroom's at the top of the stairs.

-Thanks.

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You can always come and visit.

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What, with a baby and no money in the bank?

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What is it with you? Are you jealous, or something?

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Sorry if I'm not jumping for joy,

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but my dad's dead and my wee brother's about to move to the other side of the world!

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I just want to see my mum! What's wrong with that?!

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You'll never even see her! She'll always be at work.

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Hey, what's all this?

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-Nothing.

-You two better cheer up, quick. Your mum's here.

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How is she?

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-All right, I think.

-Really?

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Well, she seems... I don't know...

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calmer.

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Nicole?

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Just be yourself.

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Oh! Oh, it's so good to see you!

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It's brilliant you're here.

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Hi, Mum.

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Aw, Nicole...

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Oh!

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Look at you... you're a gorgeous, young woman.

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What's up?

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We just had a bit of a disagreement.

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Come on, you can't fight - not at a time like this.

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I'm sorry, Conor. I never meant to upset you.

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That's better. Right...

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Presents!

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It's just a few wee things from duty free.

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Aftershave...for my handsome boy...

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That's kind.

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Perfume for Nicole...

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Thanks.

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And a bottle of something for Gabriel.

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It was Dad's favourite.

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Sorry, I hadn't a clue what to buy you.

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No, of course not...

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Can I get you a coffee or something?

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Oh, I'd kill for something stronger.

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-All right, Dad?

-Cheese toastie when you're ready, pet.

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I found this dementia leaflet by the bin.

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Yeah, Miriam left them.

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-Coffee please, Gina.

-Won't be a sec.

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The local support group meets tomorrow.

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Keep your voice down. We don't want Dad knowing.

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I may be losing my marbles but I'm no' deaf.

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Take no notice, Dad. We don't need groups.

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Don't be daft.

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Soon I won't have a clue what's going on...

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and you lot better be prepared.

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-Isn't that right, Will?

-I guess so.

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It's my job to look out for them.

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They're very lucky to have you.

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They'll need somebody else when I can't be here.

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Well, we're a long way off from that, aren't we?

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You and your sister go there and take whatever help's on offer.

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I see you've referred yourself here.

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A colleague said it might help.

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I know it's tough having to pour your heart out to a complete stranger,

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but these sessions are completely confidential.

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I have to deal with a lot of difficult stuff at work, so...

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What sort of support do you get?

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I just tend to pick myself up and get on with it.

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So how do you offload?

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Gym, pub.

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Does that work?

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Yeah, usually.

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So why not now?

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I see you're in a civil partnership.

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Yeah, we... we separated a few weeks ago.

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Do you want to salvage your relationship?

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More than anything.

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So what's standing in your way?

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Does your partner find your work difficult?

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Robbie's a sensitive guy. He worries.

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Do you argue about it?

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I've...lashed out quite a few times.

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Every time I promise it won't happen again, but then...

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I can't do this on my own any more, you know.

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KNOCK ON DOOR

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-Hello.

-Hey. What are you doing up here?

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Conor's showing off his music collection.

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I've heard it all before.

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I'm sure she wants to catch up with you, too.

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She's hardly remembered my birthday since she's been away.

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Must be tough for you, seeing her again.

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If she really cared, she wouldn't have went in the first place.

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Listen, she never had that easy a time of it with your dad.

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Can I sit?

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Well, then, why not move to a different part of Glasgow?

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Why move thousands of miles away?

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I'd never leave my baby.

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Listen, I've got something for you...

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It was in your dad's belongings. I've not opened it.

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I know I should've given it to you straightaway...

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I didn't want to see you upset.

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Why would he write? I was on my way to see him.

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Maybe he felt there was things he couldn't say in a visiting room.

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What if he was angry?

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You want me to read it for you?

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I'll leave you to it.

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School, was, erm... I was constantly getting into fights.

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What about at home?

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I didn't dare put a foot wrong. Dad ran a tight ship.

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Were you afraid of him?

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I'm sorry if this is painful.

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Sometimes it helps to see if certain behaviours are linked to childhood.

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My dad was far from perfect but he did his best.

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I'm sure he did.

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I need to get back to work.

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We still have some time left, but if you'd like to leave it there...

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I would.

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You have to be comfortable with your counsellor, Will.

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I can refer you to someone else, if you like.

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There's no need, thanks.

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Thought you might need some contraband.

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-Cheers.

-How are you feeling?

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It's going to take some time.

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The doctors say you're making good progress. Psychiatrists, too.

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When did your mum die?

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I wasn't much older than you.

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Do you ever worry...

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what she might think if she could see you now?

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Why do you ask?

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Mum would think I was a coward.

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-She would not.

-She'd be ashamed of me for trying to end it all.

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She'd say I was bottling it.

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She'd understand. She loved you.

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She loved my dad, too, but he didn't deserve her.

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When I go to court, I want to tell them what he was like.

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Are you sure?

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It would be like sticking up for my mum.

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I'd be telling her side of things, wouldn't I?

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You'd make her really proud.

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Where have you been? Mum wants us to show her round.

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Sorry, I had to get out.

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Dad wrote me this.

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It was in with his stuff.

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Do you want to read it?

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What does it say?

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It's about us both.

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He says that...

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there's no feeling like the love you have for your kids...

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And then he said that before,

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he would have been upset about the baby, but...

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..being in prison has made him realise what's really important.

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We never got a chance to say stuff...

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..face-to-face.

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I know.

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Let's forget about all this bad stuff for now,

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and go and spend some time with Mum.

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Have you told her about the baby?

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Not yet, but I will.

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Everything's going to be OK.

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Listen...

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I was thinking...

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..maybe you should come with me.

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I can't...

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I've got exams to finish, I've got a life here.

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Start a new life.

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Conor, this is the only real home we've ever known.

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In Toronto, we'd all be together. Like a proper family.

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You must want that.

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It's such a shame that Leo can't be here.

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Yeah, he's in a war zone over there.

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Can't be easy for him to come and go.

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I thought he was discharged.

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He's in Private Security now.

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It IS weird.

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I mean, the kids aside, I mean... Should we even be going?

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We lived with the best and the worst of Michael.

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I think it's important we're there.

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Michael was always so much easier when he'd had a few.

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Yeah... Doctor's face would slip, he might even crack a smile.

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Poor guy.

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Can't have been a lot to smile about in prison.

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I never dreamt he'd be capable of...

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doing what he did.

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He was driven to it.

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He picked up an iron bar and sm...

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He always had a bit of a temper.

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He was so frantic with worry for Nicole...

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And distraught about you and Gabriel, I've no doubt.

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He didn't know about it, then.

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It's hardly the point, is it?

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I'm sorry, Leyla,

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but you do really need to take some of the responsibility.

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I'm not the one that travelled thousands of miles

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to get away from my kids.

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I did what I thought was the best thing for them.

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Leaving others to pick up the pieces.

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Those kids cried themselves to sleep for weeks.

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Night after night, I went to them.

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It took months to rebuild their trust.

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Well, you've been well compensated...

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The Health Centre, this house...?

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Is that what you think I care about? Michael's money?!

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Well, it can't have been his good looks, or you wouldn't have strayed.

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-FRONT DOOR OPENS

-'Mum?'

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You have NO idea.

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Ready for the grand tour?

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Absolutely.

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Lead on!

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What were you and Leyla arguing about?

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Oh... Nothing important. Emotions are running high.

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Nice one!

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I'm pretty sporty now, these days.

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You'll soon be able to try lots of new things...

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ice hockey...snowboarding.

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Cool!

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-Did I mention that my new boyfriend just happens to be a snowboard instructor?

-Whoa!

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Free lessons on tap.

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See what you'll be missing?

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I just assumed you were settled here.

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It's OK, I am.

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But if Nicole did come, we'd all be together again.

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Look, I don't have a lot of space, but...

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if you did want to make the move, you'd be more than welcome.

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Why did you go... in the first place?

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-It doesn't matter, any more.

-No, it does.

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You both deserve an explanation.

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Were we too difficult?

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No, of course not!

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Look...

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I know I wasn't the best of parents.

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Your dad had to be the disciplinarian and...I don't know,

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maybe that's what made him as tough as he was.

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The truth is, I convinced myself you'd be better off without me.

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I really am sorry if you feel I let you down.

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Come with Conor.

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Seriously?

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I really have missed you.

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Dad spent more time here than he did with us.

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He was working hard to give you a good life.

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I wish I could've done something for him.

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You can follow his example, always do the best you can.

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I wanted to do his eulogy tomorrow, but Leyla, she won't let me.

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Well, we'll see about that.

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Hi.

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-Hey.

-How are you doing?

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I sent you a text earlier.

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Sorry, I forgot, my mum's arrived.

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So do I get an introduction?

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Maybe not.

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Will you be OK for tomorrow?

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I'll be glad when it's over.

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Listen, I'm here for you, OK? I'll see you later.

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Showing her the sights?

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So how are you doing?

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Good.

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Dad's letter was amazing.

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Really?

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He was totally cool about the baby.

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He even said he thinks it'll be the making of me.

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Great.

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And then he just...said how he felt about me and Conor.

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Right.

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There wasn't anything about you... or Leyla. Sorry.

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Nah... No bother.

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Michael did well for himself.

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Yeah, with Leyla's support.

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What, answering the phone?

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You've no idea what Leyla had to put up with for your kids.

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Frankly, if she can be taken in by the likes of you,

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they're better off out of it.

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Wait a second, it was Nicole who pushed Michael and Leyla to breaking point.

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Well, both she and Conor can't wait to get away.

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What do you mean, "both"?

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You've got a free run at it now, Gabriel.

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Once she's sorted, Nicole's going to join Conor and me in Toronto.

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What?

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She can look after him while I'm at work.

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Well, what about the baby?

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Well, I take it Nicole's not told you her good news?

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Oh, no...

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I shouldn't have said anything. Nicole'll want to tell you herself.

0:23:430:23:47

She's in no rush, clearly.

0:23:470:23:49

Maybe it's your turn to step up, and this time,

0:23:490:23:52

give her what she really needs - be a proper mum.

0:23:520:23:56

Hey...

0:24:070:24:09

Nic, I ironed your dress for tomorrow. It was looking a bit creased.

0:24:090:24:12

Thanks. You didn't have to.

0:24:120:24:14

I thought you guys were heading out for dinner.

0:24:140:24:17

Yeah, come on, or we'll lose the table.

0:24:170:24:20

Go on, Nicole. Tell her the good news.

0:24:200:24:22

There's no rush for that.

0:24:220:24:25

Mum's asked me to go to Canada.

0:24:250:24:26

Haven't you?

0:24:280:24:30

Yeah...just to see how things go.

0:24:300:24:34

I'll pay for her fare, and she can come when she's ready.

0:24:340:24:36

Yep, you can have the whole place to yourself, mate.

0:24:360:24:39

There IS a god.

0:24:390:24:41

This is all a bit sudden, Nic.

0:24:410:24:42

Are you sure you've thought it through?

0:24:420:24:45

Yeah, course I have.

0:24:450:24:47

I see you've moved on to the hard stuff.

0:24:490:24:52

What's it to you?!

0:24:530:24:55

Mum...

0:24:550:24:56

No, I'm sorry, I'm not taking any more grief from her today.

0:24:560:25:00

I've only ever done my very best for all of you.

0:25:020:25:04

Like stopping my son from saying goodbye to his dad?

0:25:040:25:08

What?

0:25:080:25:09

If Conor wants to deliver the eulogy, he can.

0:25:090:25:12

You might want to put on a big show but I will not put him

0:25:120:25:16

under extra pressure at his dad's funeral.

0:25:160:25:18

Who do you think you are?!

0:25:180:25:20

I looked after him for years before you strolled in!

0:25:210:25:25

I might have had my faults... but I'm no drunk.

0:25:250:25:29

I don't know what little fantasy's playing up there

0:25:320:25:34

in amongst your...highlights, but I promise you,

0:25:340:25:38

you won't last two minutes playing the mum now.

0:25:380:25:41

Where were you, if you're such a loving and devoted mum?

0:25:410:25:44

Where were you all the times they needed you?

0:25:440:25:48

When their dad was sent to prison?

0:25:480:25:50

I'm here now.

0:25:520:25:53

What do you want, Gabriel?

0:26:130:26:15

I asked him to come round.

0:26:150:26:17

He's worried sick.

0:26:170:26:19

Last time he seen you like that, you nearly choked to death.

0:26:190:26:22

What, you think I'm not gutted that Nicole's leaving?

0:26:290:26:32

Gutted? I don't know about you, but I'm celebrating!

0:26:320:26:36

I don't buy it. You've got to be worried.

0:26:370:26:41

They'll be fending for themselves out there.

0:26:410:26:43

Not my problem. Not any more.

0:26:430:26:44

You're just hiding behind that glass.

0:26:470:26:49

Think what you like.

0:26:510:26:52

Come on, what use is Chloe going to be with a baby?

0:26:540:26:57

About as much use as you.

0:26:590:27:01

Kids need 24/7 care, Gabriel.

0:27:010:27:03

You can't just skip back to your bachelor pad when you've had enough.

0:27:030:27:06

That's right, do what you always do.

0:27:060:27:08

I hate to remind you, but it's Michael's funeral tomorrow.

0:27:090:27:12

Do you really want to be looking at his coffin, steaming drunk?

0:27:140:27:17

I have had more than my fill of Brodie men telling me what to do.

0:27:180:27:23

I wanted to make a go of things.

0:27:230:27:26

It was you that didn't have the guts.

0:27:260:27:28

I was responsible for three kids.

0:27:290:27:32

How could I rely on you, Gabriel?

0:27:330:27:34

You're barely responsible for yourself!

0:27:340:27:36

You didn't give me a chance!

0:27:360:27:37

What would have been the point?!

0:27:370:27:39

You'll never be half the man that Michael was.

0:27:410:27:43

Pint, please.

0:28:030:28:04

What time's it kicking off tomorrow?

0:28:060:28:07

10:30 at the church.

0:28:070:28:09

I'll be there.

0:28:090:28:10

It must have been strange seeing Michael's stuff again.

0:28:100:28:13

Yep.

0:28:130:28:14

I've still got my mum's last diary. There's nothing in it, really.

0:28:160:28:20

Just doctor's appointments and shopping lists...

0:28:200:28:23

but it was hers.

0:28:230:28:24

You know he'd written a letter to Nicole?

0:28:260:28:29

Seeing his writing again...

0:28:290:28:31

it was like he was still here.

0:28:310:28:33

What's the last thing you said to your mum?

0:28:350:28:37

Close to the end, I didn't know what to say.

0:28:410:28:44

I was pretty useless, really.

0:28:440:28:46

I always thought me and Michael would make things up.

0:28:460:28:49

But every time I started to write...

0:28:490:28:51

I mean, what could I say?

0:28:520:28:54

Then I convinced myself that as soon as he got out of jail,

0:28:540:28:58

things would be different.

0:28:580:29:00

Old wounds would have healed.

0:29:000:29:02

Be right back.

0:29:090:29:10

Hi Dad, it's me...

0:29:240:29:26

sorry it's late.

0:29:260:29:28

Just wanted to see how you were...

0:29:280:29:30

and, um...

0:29:300:29:31

I wouldn't mind a chat.

0:29:310:29:33

Give us a call when you can.

0:29:330:29:35

OK, bye.

0:29:350:29:37

I'm just getting the food ready for later.

0:30:310:30:34

Everything's done. It looks great.

0:30:340:30:36

I can't go. I...I can't stand there in front of everybody.

0:30:400:30:43

You've not got a choice.

0:30:450:30:47

Look, Leyla, do you think that's a good idea?

0:30:560:30:59

I don't think I can take any more of Chloe. Not today.

0:31:130:31:17

Look, just ignore her.

0:31:170:31:18

By the end of the day, she'll be gone for good.

0:31:180:31:22

Look, we better go.

0:31:220:31:23

We've only got a limited slot at the church.

0:31:230:31:26

Before you go...

0:31:260:31:27

I'm sorry about what happened last night.

0:31:310:31:33

Just forget about that now.

0:31:330:31:35

No.

0:31:350:31:37

I said some unforgiveable things...

0:31:370:31:39

I don't want to lose you, Gabriel.

0:31:400:31:42

I don't want to lose Conor and Nic...

0:31:460:31:49

Let's just get through this...

0:31:490:31:52

all right?

0:31:520:31:53

'Mum! Come on, everyone's waiting!'

0:32:000:32:04

Aren't we meant to be there for half past?

0:32:140:32:17

Any more of your mouth, and I'll put you on the next plane myself.

0:32:170:32:21

Leyla's got enough on her plate.

0:32:210:32:23

-What have

-I

-done?

0:32:230:32:24

Right.

0:33:000:33:01

Zinnie, you can join me and Adeeb in the second car.

0:33:010:33:04

Nicole, we'll go in the first car with Mum.

0:33:040:33:07

Hang on a second, Leyla's meant to be in the first car.

0:33:070:33:11

I'm going with Mum, whatever.

0:33:110:33:13

I am the mother of Michael's children.

0:33:130:33:15

For once, Chloe, spare a thought for the rest of us, will you?

0:33:150:33:19

Great news about Petey. The Fiscal's revised the charge back to murder.

0:33:360:33:41

You did well to get him on board.

0:33:420:33:44

Well, he wants to do right by his mum. Brave lad.

0:33:440:33:48

D'you think he'll be fit enough for a court appearance?

0:33:480:33:51

I think it'll give him something to aim for.

0:33:510:33:53

You seem pretty sorted about it, considering.

0:33:530:33:56

Well, I went to see that counsellor you recommended.

0:33:560:33:58

Good for you.

0:33:580:34:00

Seriously, too many coppers do the macho thing,

0:34:000:34:03

pretending they can cope.

0:34:030:34:04

Takes guts to open up.

0:34:040:34:06

Yeah, before you know it, I'll have the DCI on a yoga mat.

0:34:060:34:09

-THEY LAUGH

-The counsellor's good but she's not a miracle worker.

0:34:090:34:12

I can't do this, Gabriel.

0:34:540:34:56

Come on, I'm with you.

0:34:560:34:58

You loved Michael, and so did I. We're here for him.

0:35:000:35:05

Come on.

0:35:050:35:06

HYMN: The Lord's My Shepherd I'll Not Want

0:35:150:35:17

CONGREGATION SINGS

0:35:170:35:18

# Goodness and mercy all my life

0:35:180:35:25

# Shall surely follow me

0:35:250:35:31

# And in God's house for evermore

0:35:310:35:40

# My dwelling place shall be. #

0:35:400:35:48

Michael touched a lot of lives. He was a wonderful doctor...

0:35:530:35:57

..a good man.

0:35:580:35:59

I'm not much for public speaking, not like Michael was, anyway.

0:36:010:36:04

So I'm cheating.

0:36:070:36:08

You know, Michael did better than me and my brother Leo in everything.

0:36:110:36:14

As you can imagine... Michael always had to be the best.

0:36:140:36:21

When we were wee boys growing up, we used to go to my grandparents' house in Cromarty.

0:36:230:36:28

My granddad, he would set up these wee challenges for us, and this

0:36:280:36:34

particular time, it was who could pick the most apples off the tree.

0:36:340:36:39

So Michael was up like a rocket.

0:36:390:36:41

Leo, well, he was younger than me, so he had no chance.

0:36:410:36:45

HE SNIFFS Excuse me.

0:36:450:36:48

And there was no way that I was letting Michael beat me,

0:36:480:36:51

so the two of us are climbing higher and higher, scrambling for apples,

0:36:510:36:56

until eventually, well, I got stuck, and I panicked.

0:36:560:37:02

Leo was laughing his head off at me,

0:37:020:37:04

but not Michael.

0:37:040:37:06

Michael could see that I was really, really scared.

0:37:080:37:11

He could've easily beaten the two of us, but he didn't.

0:37:110:37:16

He put his neck on the line, and he helped me down,

0:37:160:37:18

bit by bit.

0:37:180:37:20

Michael was never the easiest to get on with.

0:37:210:37:24

He set himself, and others, sometimes impossible standards.

0:37:240:37:30

But at the heart, at the very core...

0:37:310:37:36

..he was a good man...

0:37:370:37:39

..and the best brother anyone could ask for.

0:37:410:37:44

Everyone here knows why my dad was in prison,

0:37:580:38:02

and you're all entitled to your opinion on that.

0:38:020:38:05

But before he...

0:38:050:38:07

passed away, he wrote me a letter,

0:38:070:38:10

and I'd like to read some of it for you,

0:38:100:38:13

to show you what he was really like.

0:38:130:38:15

Sorry if I end up crying my eyes out.

0:38:170:38:19

"My dearest Nicole...

0:38:220:38:23

"..you've had your fair share of scrapes over the years...

0:38:250:38:29

"and we haven't always seen eye to eye.

0:38:290:38:31

"But I promise, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you,

0:38:330:38:38

"Conor and Adeeb...

0:38:380:38:39

"When I think back to you as a wee girl,

0:38:410:38:44

"I'll never forget the drive and determination you had.

0:38:440:38:48

"You walked quicker than all your friends,

0:38:480:38:51

"always first to get to the toys.

0:38:510:38:53

"And even now...

0:38:550:38:56

"..whatever life throws at you,

0:38:570:39:00

"I know that same spirit will see you through.

0:39:000:39:03

"When you last came to visit, I wish I'd told you how proud I was

0:39:060:39:11

"and how much I love you... but as you know,

0:39:110:39:16

"that sort of conversation doesn't come easy to me...

0:39:160:39:19

"I'm truly sorry for all the times I let you down and disappointed you.

0:39:210:39:26

"But always remember, while I may not be sharing your life in person...

0:39:270:39:33

"..wherever I am, we will always be together in spirit."

0:39:340:39:39

HYMN: Abide With Me

0:39:520:39:55

# Abide with me

0:39:550:39:57

# Fast falls the eventide

0:39:570:40:04

# The darkness deepens

0:40:040:40:09

# Lord with me abide

0:40:090:40:13

# When other helpers fail and comforts flee

0:40:140:40:23

# Help of the helpless

0:40:230:40:28

# O abide with me... #

0:40:280:40:33

You done him proud.

0:40:370:40:38

Thanks for coming.

0:40:470:40:48

Let me know if there's anything I can do.

0:40:480:40:51

I'm sorry, pal.

0:41:070:41:08

I better go with Conor. Make sure he packs his passport.

0:41:220:41:26

I want the baby to know him... and Mum.

0:41:280:41:31

Do you really want to rely on her, thousands of miles away from us?

0:41:320:41:35

I think she really wants to make up.

0:41:350:41:38

What about Leyla?

0:41:380:41:40

What about her?

0:41:400:41:42

She's stuck by you through all the tough times.

0:41:420:41:45

Well, then, she'll be glad to get rid of me, won't she?

0:41:450:41:48

She'll miss you.

0:41:510:41:53

So will I.

0:41:550:41:56

-Doing Michael proud, isn't she?

-Will you just leave her alone?

0:42:190:42:23

She's as upset as any of the rest of us.

0:42:230:42:26

Well, don't worry.

0:42:260:42:28

Me and Conor will be out of your lives soon enough.

0:42:280:42:30

Where can I get a taxi?

0:42:300:42:31

Down the road.

0:42:310:42:33

Wait a second... What did you mean, you and Conor?

0:42:420:42:45

-I thought you were taking Nicole, as well.

-We'll see.

0:42:450:42:49

I love those kids. You'd better not be messing them around.

0:42:490:42:52

You're breaking a family up here.

0:42:520:42:54

Conor begged me to take him.

0:42:540:42:57

He couldn't wait to get away from you.

0:42:570:42:59

What about Nicole?

0:42:590:43:01

I had thought she could look after Conor...

0:43:040:43:06

She's still a teenager herself.

0:43:060:43:08

It doesn't matter now. Not if she's pregnant.

0:43:080:43:10

There's no way I can have a screeching baby in the house.

0:43:120:43:15

I have a very demanding job, I have a new relationship.

0:43:150:43:19

You know, everything Michael said about you was true -

0:43:190:43:22

selfish to the core.

0:43:220:43:24

In my book, it's called survival.

0:43:250:43:27

You do realise Nicole's going to be devastated?

0:43:290:43:32

She'll get over it. She did before.

0:43:320:43:34

Her hormones are all over the place.

0:43:340:43:36

You cannot tell her you've changed your mind.

0:43:360:43:39

She'll soon realise when the ticket doesn't arrive.

0:43:390:43:41

Realise what?

0:43:410:43:43

I told her... you're not going to Toronto.

0:43:450:43:47

-What's it got to do with you?

-Once you've finished college,

0:43:470:43:50

you can go for a visit.

0:43:500:43:51

I'm 17, Gabriel. I can do what I like.

0:43:510:43:54

Anyway, you want me to come, don't you?

0:43:540:43:56

Perhaps Gabriel's right...

0:43:570:43:59

..all your friends are here.

0:44:050:44:06

You're settled.

0:44:070:44:09

Where I live, it's very outdoors. Conor will fit in fine,

0:44:100:44:15

but I'd hate for you to be bored.

0:44:150:44:17

The point is, we want you to stay.

0:44:170:44:19

My mother was a book-keeper all her life.

0:44:260:44:29

Numbers were her thing. By the time she went into care,

0:44:290:44:32

she didn't know the price of anything.

0:44:320:44:35

She'd hand her purse over to anyone who'd help.

0:44:350:44:37

Made her so vulnerable.

0:44:370:44:39

Yeah, but you can't stop them, can you?

0:44:390:44:42

If they're still independent and want to go out on their own,

0:44:420:44:44

there's no holding them back.

0:44:440:44:46

That's right, and you can't be with them 24/7.

0:44:460:44:48

You need a reliable support system.

0:44:480:44:50

Especially if, like me, you're on your own.

0:44:500:44:53

We're lucky with our dad, though. We've got the family.

0:44:530:44:57

And everybody round here knows him.

0:44:570:44:59

But it's still a worry, I'm sure.

0:44:590:45:02

Absolutely.

0:45:020:45:03

This one time, my Mum went missing.

0:45:030:45:06

I went searching for her high and low - shops, cafes, everywhere.

0:45:060:45:10

She'd taken it upon herself to climb into the loft for the afternoon.

0:45:100:45:15

I never thought to look for her up there.

0:45:150:45:18

That's OK. If we weren't laughing, we'd be crying.

0:45:180:45:22

One time, Dad left Eileen's wee boy on the underground.

0:45:240:45:27

Took us a wee while to find the funny side of that one.

0:45:270:45:31

Custard creams, can't beat them.

0:45:410:45:42

-I shouldn't, really.

-Why not?

0:45:440:45:46

I run a cafe. The profits end up on my hips, as it is.

0:45:460:45:49

THEY CHUCKLE

0:45:490:45:51

Listen, I'm sorry about your mum.

0:45:510:45:53

Hope I didn't bang on too much.

0:45:530:45:55

No, not at all. Must be hard...

0:45:550:45:59

Especially on your home life.

0:45:590:46:01

I'm lucky, there's only me to think about.

0:46:010:46:03

It's a lot to cope with, on your own.

0:46:070:46:09

Mum gets good care in the home.

0:46:110:46:13

That's made things a lot easier.

0:46:130:46:14

You've done the right thing, joining us here.

0:46:140:46:18

When the worst happens, you won't be alone.

0:46:180:46:21

Ready?

0:46:210:46:23

Right, we off?

0:46:230:46:24

Hope you'll both come back sometime.

0:46:250:46:28

Yeah. We will, definitely.

0:46:280:46:30

I heard Dr Brodie was only 38.

0:46:390:46:41

Yeah, fit and healthy.

0:46:410:46:43

What? Unlike you?

0:46:430:46:44

Stop it, you'll get me being all deep and meaningful.

0:46:440:46:48

Anyway, you better be heading, eh? Kids to save, and all that.

0:46:500:46:54

I guess I could make time for one more.

0:46:540:46:57

Graham...

0:46:570:46:58

Same for me, gin and tonic?

0:46:580:47:00

This is getting to be quite a habit.

0:47:010:47:03

-I don't want you thinking I'm a lush.

-Oh, I wouldn't think that.

0:47:030:47:07

-I have to get going after this.

-That's fine.

0:47:070:47:09

To absent friends?

0:47:110:47:12

And to meeting new ones...

0:47:120:47:13

Hello, again.

0:47:190:47:21

Hi... What brings you here?

0:47:210:47:24

-Gina's umbrella.

-Didn't even know I'd left it!

0:47:240:47:26

How did you know she was here?

0:47:260:47:28

Detective work. Mentioned you were coming to the pub.

0:47:280:47:31

That's really kind of you.

0:47:320:47:34

Oh, I'm sorry - I'm Greg.

0:47:350:47:37

From the support group.

0:47:370:47:39

Oh, good man! Sit down.

0:47:390:47:41

Thanks.

0:47:410:47:42

Malcolm...

0:47:440:47:45

-..and Liz.

-Hi, Liz.

-Pleased to meet you.

0:47:480:47:50

Gina, the least you can do is buy this gallant young man a pint.

0:47:510:47:55

-Yeah, of course. Pint?

-Lovely, thank you. Thank you.

0:47:550:47:59

There you go.

0:48:030:48:04

This is more like it.

0:48:060:48:08

Really know how to enjoy yourself, don't you?

0:48:080:48:10

Well, I prefer paperwork to people.

0:48:100:48:12

MOBILE PHONE RINGS

0:48:120:48:14

Dad?

0:48:180:48:20

Tea up.

0:48:360:48:38

Cheers.

0:48:380:48:39

-You OK?

-Yeah.

0:48:410:48:43

Bust-up with your old man?

0:48:430:48:45

I told him I went to see a counsellor.

0:48:450:48:46

He says it's for girls, poofs and wimps.

0:48:460:48:49

As far as I know, you're at least one of those.

0:48:490:48:52

He'd trade me in, if he could.

0:48:520:48:54

What family's perfect?

0:48:540:48:56

Well, mine certainly isn't.

0:48:560:48:57

What's work got to do with your dad, anyway?

0:48:570:49:01

Well, I didn't just see the counsellor to talk about Petey.

0:49:010:49:03

It ended up being more...personal.

0:49:030:49:07

Seriously, Will. Say no more.

0:49:080:49:10

-It's none of my business.

-It's fine, it's fine.

0:49:100:49:12

My relationship's in trouble.

0:49:120:49:14

I just want to sort it out.

0:49:140:49:15

-Smart.

-You think?

0:49:150:49:17

I swear, my love life's flat-lined, thanks to the job.

0:49:170:49:20

I should take it off really, but...

0:49:200:49:23

it's part of me.

0:49:230:49:25

It's brilliant you're hanging on in there, fighting for what you want.

0:49:250:49:28

Sod your dad.

0:49:300:49:32

Hey... This one's always liked her sweeties.

0:49:360:49:39

One time, my late wife got the girls baking gingerbread for Christmas.

0:49:400:49:44

This one bit the legs off them!

0:49:450:49:47

I kid you not, every last one was legless!

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D'you mind, Dad? That was actually Eileen!

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It was not. I don't even like gingerbread.

0:49:550:49:57

Aye, because all those legs made you sick!

0:49:570:49:59

She's such a fibber. Same again, everybody?

0:49:590:50:01

No, it's my round. I'll get these.

0:50:010:50:03

That is, if you don't mind me staying.

0:50:030:50:06

Of course we don't.

0:50:060:50:07

-I'll give you a hand.

-OK, thanks.

0:50:070:50:10

Eh... You like him, don't you?

0:50:170:50:19

He seems very nice.

0:50:200:50:22

Why don't you ask him to go out with you?

0:50:220:50:24

Don't be daft.

0:50:240:50:26

Aw, you could go to the dancing or whatever.

0:50:260:50:28

He's not interested in me.

0:50:280:50:30

Why? You're hot totty!

0:50:300:50:33

Dad!

0:50:330:50:35

That's what the young ones say, nowadays.

0:50:350:50:37

-He wouldnae come all this way if he didnae like...

-Shh!

0:50:370:50:39

Greg, I was wondering...

0:50:430:50:46

I mean, feel free to say no...

0:50:460:50:49

It would be great to talk about your mum and things.

0:50:490:50:52

I wondered if you would like to have a bite sometime?

0:50:540:50:57

To eat, I mean. A bite to eat.

0:50:570:50:59

Next Tuesday?

0:51:000:51:01

Perfect, yeah.

0:51:020:51:04

OK. I'll get the other drinks.

0:51:040:51:06

Hi, Jane...it's Will Cooper here.

0:51:300:51:33

I'm sorry for ducking out of the session today.

0:51:330:51:35

I was wondering if I could book another appointment for tomorrow?

0:51:350:51:39

Yeah, with you, please...

0:51:390:51:41

Evening's perfect.

0:51:430:51:44

Great... I'll see you tomorrow.

0:51:450:51:48

I know you're mad with me...

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First the letter, and now this.

0:52:080:52:09

-I was just trying to protect you.

-Control me, more like.

0:52:110:52:15

That was my dad all over. But it wasn't you.

0:52:150:52:18

Why are you even covering for her?

0:52:200:52:22

-Covering for who?

-My so-called mother.

0:52:220:52:25

She doesn't want me, does she?

0:52:250:52:26

-It's not as simple as that.

-Don't lie to me, Gabriel!

0:52:260:52:29

I've had enough lies to last me a lifetime!

0:52:290:52:33

OK, OK, you're right.

0:52:330:52:35

She wasn't too happy about the baby.

0:52:370:52:39

You told her about the baby?

0:52:390:52:40

It was a genuine mistake.

0:52:400:52:42

Did you plan on keeping it a secret?

0:52:450:52:47

She really doesn't care, does she?

0:52:540:52:56

Hey, don't even think about it.

0:52:560:52:59

Seriously, it's her loss.

0:52:590:53:01

She's just going to end up a bitter, old woman with nobody.

0:53:010:53:05

She'll have Conor.

0:53:050:53:07

We'll see how long that lasts.

0:53:080:53:10

We can't let him go.

0:53:100:53:11

He's made his mind up.

0:53:130:53:14

But if it falls flat...

0:53:160:53:17

..he'll always have a home here.

0:53:190:53:21

You both will.

0:53:220:53:23

Even after all the grief we've given you?

0:53:290:53:31

I deserved it.

0:53:340:53:35

I know I can never replace him, Nicole...

0:53:360:53:39

Is the taxi here?

0:54:010:54:03

No idea.

0:54:030:54:04

-You OK, sweetheart?

-Don't.

0:54:050:54:08

What?

0:54:080:54:09

I know the truth. I always did, really.

0:54:090:54:12

But Conor's still got faith in you.

0:54:130:54:15

So don't you dare let him down.

0:54:150:54:17

Look, I know you're upset, but I promise you I've only ever tried...

0:54:190:54:23

Save your breath.

0:54:230:54:24

I really do wish you well... with the baby.

0:54:270:54:31

You hurt Conor, and I swear I'll be on the first plane over there

0:54:310:54:34

to bring him home.

0:54:340:54:35

Hey, come here.

0:54:560:54:58

Have an amazing time. Keep in touch, yeah?

0:54:580:55:00

Take care, mate.

0:55:030:55:04

We'll play online, yeah?

0:55:070:55:08

Whatever, I'll still smash you.

0:55:080:55:10

Good luck, wee man.

0:55:110:55:13

Look after Nicole...and the baby.

0:55:140:55:17

You've no worries there.

0:55:170:55:18

-You have it.

-You sure?

0:55:220:55:24

-Yeah.

-Thanks.

0:55:240:55:26

It suits you better.

0:55:260:55:28

You know you don't have to go, yeah?

0:55:310:55:33

You'd better take good care of him.

0:55:370:55:39

I'll do my best.

0:55:390:55:40

You've been totally brilliant. Cheers for everything.

0:55:420:55:45

Come on, the plane's going to leave without us, at this rate.

0:55:510:55:54

I wish things were different.

0:56:000:56:02

Me too.

0:56:040:56:06

You can always come back if you're homesick.

0:56:070:56:11

I won't be.

0:56:110:56:12

You did brilliantly in the church... for Dad.

0:56:120:56:15

Thanks. Will you come back at some point...to see the baby,

0:56:170:56:20

Uncle Conor?

0:56:200:56:22

Aye, there's no holding me back from that.

0:56:220:56:25

Remember what Dad said...

0:56:290:56:31

no matter where we are, we're together in spirit, right?

0:56:310:56:36

-What are you doing tonight? Are you free?

-Yes.

0:57:430:57:46

Do you like opera?

0:57:460:57:48

I like Il Divo...

0:57:480:57:49

So life goes on, does it?

0:57:490:57:51

You can just get on with things,

0:57:510:57:53

and put my dad right to the back of your mind.

0:57:530:57:55

Why is this happening without my knowledge?

0:57:550:57:58

It was Superintendent Cole's orders, sir.

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I've asked the team to assemble for a briefing at 10:15 -

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you're welcome to attend.

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