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I can't believe they did that to you. You're a great nurse.

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Anything you ever need from me, then it's yours.

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This programme contains some strong language

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-Hi, Dad.

-Cathy.

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Yeah!

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You always were a good girl.

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I'm going to be a doctor.

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I know I'm good enough.

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-Are you sure you want to work here?

-Very much.

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There's got to be a catch here.

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I'm not a real doctor.

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Oh, because you're a woman?

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Sam Kelly, Sheffield Express?

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I don't want to talk to you. Don't call me again.

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Cath!

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Karl has no idea where you are, does he? Did he hit you?

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I need this whole thing to be a new start for us.

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Daddy!

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They've got a depot up there.

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Edinburgh.

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One step at a time.

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KNOCK

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Oh, sorry.

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So when were you planning on telling me?

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About you and Dr Perfect.

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You know, you don't actually need to buy somewhere.

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I've got a flat.

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You don't know me.

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-WOMAN:

-Can I speak Ms Hardacre, please?

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Sorry?

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Is it possible to speak to Cath, please?

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Who?

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My dad's ill. He's on his way to hospital. The ambulance just left.

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I need to go.

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LIFT BEEPS

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Ta.

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Which one? Hey?

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Er, five. Thanks.

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DOOR PINGS

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Dad?

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I'm here, Dad.

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I brought Molly.

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He's asleep. We shouldn't wake him.

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No, we shouldn't.

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You sit down here, sweetheart.

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LINE RINGING

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PHONE RINGING

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RINGING CONTINUES

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RINGING STOPS

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Presumed urinary sepsis,

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bloods last checked on Friday. Recent productive cough.

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But otherwise, in status quo.

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-DNAR?

-It's in the notes.

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-Good.

-Hiya. I'm his daughter.

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Amira Shah. I've been taking care of your father.

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We were just discussing his treatment.

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We think he may have had a urinary tract infection. However...

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Actually, I'm more concerned about his sodium levels.

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And his lungs sound congested.

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When was the last time he had a chest X-ray?

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Perhaps it will be best if you stepped outside.

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It's fine, Sister.

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We should speak privately, Miss...

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Cath. Cath Hardacre.

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Do you mind?

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No.

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-You're medical?

-Nurse.

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Ward sister. Well, used to be.

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I see. Then I suspect you understand where we are?

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Your father's dying, Sister Hardacre.

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We treated his urinary infection but now he has pneumonia.

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That on a background of Parkinson's with severe associated dementia.

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He was a proud man, I understand?

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He still is.

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You're right to correct me.

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Be his daughter, Sister Hardacre, not his nurse.

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LABOURED BREATHING

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STOPS BREATHING

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Porters are here, lovey. Can they come in?

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Yeah.

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OK.

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If you need to ring anyone, you can use the ward phone. Family?

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Thanks. It's fine.

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It's just me now.

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LINE RINGING

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Hiya. It's Andy Brenner. We met at the Cardiff conference last year.

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Yeah, yeah, good, thanks. I just wanted to chase up a reference.

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A Dr Alison Sutton? She worked for you?

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You're quite sure she definitely left the country?

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No chance she changed her mind?

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OK. No, must be my mistake.

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Thanks for your time. Thanks.

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-Shit!

-BRAKES SQUEAL

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-Ooh!

-Sorry.

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-Are you OK?

-Sorry!

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What a dick!

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HE SIGHS

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PHONE RINGING

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HE SIGHS

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RINGING CONTINUES

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Hey.

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You all right? What's happening?

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He died about an hour ago.

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They're just dealing with...you know, they're dealing with the...

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I'm so sorry.

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Are you all right?

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I'm going to need a few days.

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The funeral, arrangements...

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Oh, of course, of course. Er, I can let people know.

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How's Molly?

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OK. She's being spoilt by some nurse somewhere.

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I don't think she gets it.

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Either that or I've given birth to a psychopath.

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SHE CRIES

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Just take as long as you need.

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-OK?

-OK. Thanks.

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I'll talk to you tonight.

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Bye.

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SIRENS WAIL

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It's gone down again!

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Something to do with a sodding attachment.

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And do you know, I've got 20 letters

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I have to get out before one, and I cannot bear to speak to that IT hobbit again.

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There's something I need to talk to you about.

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It's about Ally.

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The good news is there's no plan for a postmortem.

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Dr Shah has signed the certificate

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so we can release the body straight away.

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Do you have a preference?

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Sorry?

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For the funeral director?

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Some people like to plan ahead.

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Not really. I've been away.

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They're very good. Mid-price. And won't keep you waiting.

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I know his sister from bingo.

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Thank you.

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Hey. Hey, chicken.

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Are you OK?

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What a shame!

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-Mm.

-Were they close?

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Er, I'm not sure. She got a call last night.

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I think he'd been sick for a while. Parkinson's, dementia.

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OK, I'll ask Gemma to organise some flowers.

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I'll let staffing know,

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and see if they can dig in their pockets for a locum.

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Oh, I think Sue might be back in the country now.

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-There we go.

-Oh!

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Thank you!

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What do you think of her?

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What, Sue?

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-I think she does her best.

-No, no, I mean Ally.

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I'm interested.

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-What, as a doctor or as a person?

-Professionally.

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Has it been a problem?

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Ah, you've seen her work. I just want to know what you think of her.

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Well, simple. I think she's excellent.

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The nursing staff like her.

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And, frankly, I'm getting fat on the amount of chocolate she gets.

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Why, has someone raised a concern?

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Er, no, no, it's nothing. It's just, um...

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I just wanted to get your opinion on her. As a doctor.

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What, out of the blue?

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On a wet Wednesday morning?

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Ah, she's due an official appraisal so I thought I'd ask.

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OK. Honestly?

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I think that Dr Sutton is-is far too good for the likes of us.

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And I, for one, am not going to look a gift horse in the mouth.

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Don't you agree?

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Yeah. From what I've seen, she seems very competent.

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Her references...

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Were excellent!

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Look, if your needy penis is going to screw this whole situation up

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for all of us, then...then I would encourage it to reconsider.

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Urgently.

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Arthur Hardacre were a real unionist.

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A stalwart of the movement.

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An honest man who would not only call a spade a bloody great shovel,

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but one who weren't shy to pick it up and do a day's work

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if the situation so demanded.

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I were proud to call Arthur my friend.

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What you saw were what you got.

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And what you got were a bloody good man.

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We're a dying breed, right enough.

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But I remember.

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Here's to you, Arthur.

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Thank you.

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-WHISPERS:

-Look!

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-Sorry. Hiya! You all right?

-Yeah.

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ORGAN PLAYS

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Will you please stand?

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Come on, sweetheart.

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ORGAN PLAYS

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I didn't expect to see you.

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Well, right thing to do, isn't it? Pay your respects.

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Not that he ever gave us the time of day.

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True. You didn't exactly click.

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Your dad bloody hated me.

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Gave him reason to.

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You OK?

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It's for the best, isn't it?

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It's what everyone says. Considering.

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You know, his condition.

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It was just me and him for so long after my mum died.

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It was just us two.

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You know, he bought me tampons when I started.

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You're joking?

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No! I was 12. And he gave 'em to me like...urgh!

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Um... I've applied for that transfer, at work.

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You know, depot in Edinburgh.

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It means I see more of Molly, wouldn't have to travel.

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Makes sense.

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What did they say?

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Dale says it's a possibility.

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He's checking it out, but it's looking good.

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Well, you still should have discussed it with me first.

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I can't... I just don't want it to go back to how it was!

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We won't. Look, it's all different.

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I haven't had a drink in eight months.

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I know, but we've been here before!

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Not like this.

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You and me, I-I know that's gone. Yeah?

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I've accepted that. But Molly's still my kid.

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I-I just want to make it right, you know? Contribute, too. Here.

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There's a couple of hundred there.

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-I'm not taking your money!

-It's for Molly.

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Back payment.

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Please!

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Deeds, not words, right?

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-There we go. Now be good, OK? Long way.

-I will.

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So I'll let you know what Dale says.

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OK, fine.

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See you later, munchkin. All right.

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Bye.

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SHE SIGHS

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Love you!

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-Shall we go home?

-Yeah.

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CHATTER

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-I thought you were on leave.

-Sucker for punishment.

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I heard. Your dad, wasn't it?

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-I'm so sorry.

-Thanks, but it's been coming a while.

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-Yeah.

-So who's this?

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Annie Gilmarsh, brittle asthmatic.

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She's been getting worse since about 5am.

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Usually takes Salbutamol and Becotide.

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I'm Dr Sutton, Ally.

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I'm just going to have a listen to your back,

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so if you take a deep breath for me, please.

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And again.

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Thanks. So, if you'll just lay back, I'll listen to your chest.

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Continue with back-to-back nebs and 200 of hydrocortisone IV.

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It is like you're working with Derren Brown.

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Just sign the dotted line.

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Ta.

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-So he took you on the open-top bus for a first date?

-Mm-hm.

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Brought along tuna sandwiches and half a bottle of vodka.

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He told me he wanted to get to know me and my city at the same time.

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Wow!

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Actually, that is smart.

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-I think I'm going to write that down.

-Ooh!

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-How's the asthmatic?

-Better already. Resp rate down.

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Great. I'll review her in a tick.

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Work to do. See you later, yeah?

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So?

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He's-he's cute. It's not serious.

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Look me in the eye and tell me that.

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It is not serious!

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Well, if he asks you to play doctors and nurses, watch out.

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I think I already have.

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This is Annie, known asthmatic.

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She's been struggling since this morning.

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Her X-ray looks OK.

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Her peak flow?

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Er, unrecordable. Down 100 since this morning.

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And her expected?

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I can check.

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Any ITU admissions in the last year?

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Twice, about a week each time.

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Pneumothorax?

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Er...

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Well...couldn't see one.

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Yes or no?

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Yes or no?!

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Er...er...

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No.

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What are we treating her with?

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She's on her second neb and the steroids are in.

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Well, that's no good. We should be intravenous here, starting magnesium. Have you spoken to ITU?

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-I was going to check with you first.

-Med Reg aware?

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It was my plan, yeah.

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I'll do it.

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Karen, draw up some magnesium IV.

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Two grams. She's going to need fluids, too.

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Let's make sure Outreach have got her on the list, yeah?

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I've got this.

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I think Charlie needs a hand in minors.

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Med Reg, please.

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Oh, and no drinks in Resus. You know the rules.

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So what is it? She dump you? Or is it just your time of the month?

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She had it under control!

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Did I say she didn't?

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No, you just talked to her like she was a JHO with learning difficulties.

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So? Call the Daily Record. "Nurse defends female doctor shocker."

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She's good.

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I've held the hand of enough crap doctors to know the difference.

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Ally actually treats the nurses with respect. She deserves the same.

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I know. You're right. It's just...

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I'm sorry. It's been a tricky day.

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Yeah, welcome to the club!

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Do you know, everyone knows you're shagging her,

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so see if I were you, I'd get over myself pretty damn quick.

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Cos if I had to take sides, I know who I'd pick.

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I need some help with this wrist. She's not keen on needles.

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When I say "not keen", I'm talking like hysterical. Tried to bite me.

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Not in a good way.

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Oh, it just needs a tweak. We could try her with some Entonox?

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Bit of oral sedation?

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-I'm sold. Lead the way. I'm right behind you.

-OK.

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So, what is this?

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Nitrous oxide. Laughing gas.

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Imagine drinking six G and Ts in one.

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I'm more of a Bacardi girl, me.

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It's not doing anything.

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You need to keep breathing, in and out, OK?

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Whoa, whoa, slow and deep.

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Keep it in your mouth.

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Whoohoo, that's what all the boys say.

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No talking, just breathing.

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So, we're going to gently pull on your wrist

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and pop your bones back in place, and then...

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Paul.

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-Paul here is going to pop a plaster on it.

-No problem.

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Oh, do you know what? I am feeling funny.

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-What was that pill you gave me?

-It's Diazepam.

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Just helps to make you feel a bit more relaxed.

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Slow and deep, remember?

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Shall we turn it over?

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What was your name?

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I'm Ally. This is Charlie.

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No way you should be working here. You're what? 12?

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I'm, like, 42.

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Secret is moisturiser.

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No way, Jose!

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Hey, does your mummy know you're pretending to be a doctor?

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Tell her a joke.

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What?

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It's the best audience you'll ever get.

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All right, try this. Er...

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What do you call a man with no arms and no legs swimming in the sea?

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Bob.

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Ooh. There we go.

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Right. What goes zubb zubb?

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A bee flying backwards.

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Ooh! Oh, are we starting?

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Actually, we're all finished.

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That was it.

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Oh! Oh, no, no, no, no, no! Five more minutes.

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Weird to say I enjoyed that?

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Your jokes are awful.

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What are you talking about? I killed her in there.

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If that's true, I'm calling the GMC. Again.

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Nursing Council, right back at you.

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If I go down, I'm taking you with me.

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Ally.

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Sorry I was a bit abrupt.

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-I could've dealt with it.

-I know.

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Well, what were all that about?

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Just been one of those weeks.

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Yeah, tell me about it.

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Ah, shit.

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Sorry. I mean, you can't blame me for forgetting.

0:24:060:24:10

You never really talk to me about him. Or anyone.

0:24:100:24:15

Is that a problem?

0:24:150:24:17

I think it is. You never tell me anything.

0:24:170:24:19

Maybe there's nothing worth telling.

0:24:190:24:22

I just want to be part of your life.

0:24:230:24:25

You are!

0:24:250:24:26

But right now, I'm reconsidering.

0:24:260:24:28

Then I think we need to be honest with each other, don't you?

0:24:280:24:31

SHE SIGHS

0:24:320:24:34

Are you free this weekend?

0:24:370:24:39

Yeah, I think.

0:24:410:24:42

Then I want to take you somewhere - just you, me and Molly.

0:24:420:24:46

You'll like it. It's somewhere we can talk.

0:24:460:24:48

OK, fine.

0:24:520:24:53

-Where are we going?

-I don't know - it's all a big surprise!

0:24:590:25:02

Today we are heading due north. We may never return.

0:25:020:25:06

Who knows what we'll find?

0:25:060:25:08

Monsters?

0:25:080:25:09

Hundreds of them. They're everywhere.

0:25:090:25:11

Where you'd least expect them.

0:25:110:25:13

It's OK. Bet you bring all the girls here.

0:26:090:26:13

Absolutely not. In fact, you're the first.

0:26:130:26:17

I'm honoured!

0:26:170:26:18

Sometimes I just need to remember the rest of the world still looks like this.

0:26:220:26:27

You get up here...

0:26:280:26:30

and it all becomes clear.

0:26:300:26:32

At least for me.

0:26:350:26:36

SHE SIGHS

0:27:200:27:22

Mummy, quick! We're going on a monster hunt!

0:27:270:27:30

Come on!

0:27:300:27:32

BIRDSONG

0:27:360:27:38

It's freezing! No-one said anything about monster hunts in the brochure.

0:27:410:27:45

Er, no excuses, right?

0:27:450:27:47

We can find you something.

0:27:470:27:49

Wellies, coat.

0:27:540:27:57

Mum, come on!

0:27:590:28:01

You heard the lady.

0:28:010:28:03

If I'd have known where we were going, I'd have brought some proper clothes.

0:28:050:28:08

Ah, sorry. I just assumed that...

0:28:080:28:09

What, that I'd know what to bring?

0:28:090:28:11

No, obviously. I'm...sorry.

0:28:110:28:13

-Mum!

-I'm coming.

0:28:150:28:17

HE SIGHS

0:28:190:28:20

Hey!

0:28:520:28:53

Let's keep going.

0:28:570:28:58

Mummy's a slow coach.

0:28:580:29:00

Does she still see her dad?

0:29:050:29:06

Now and then. He tries.

0:29:060:29:09

So what went wrong?

0:29:100:29:12

I couldn't trust him.

0:29:130:29:14

Money'd go missing.

0:29:140:29:16

Then he'd disappear for days on end

0:29:160:29:18

and show up like nothing had happened.

0:29:180:29:20

In the end I'd just had enough.

0:29:200:29:22

Brigitte said things got physical. At least she implied it.

0:29:240:29:28

I mean, something like that must be difficult to talk about.

0:29:330:29:37

It makes you ashamed.

0:29:380:29:41

Which is crazy.

0:29:410:29:42

But you can't help how you feel.

0:29:430:29:46

I'm not like that.

0:29:460:29:48

Um, it feels weird to have to say that, but it's true.

0:29:480:29:51

I know.

0:29:510:29:52

Never even had a fight. Not even in school.

0:29:520:29:55

I guess what I'm trying to say is

0:29:560:29:58

you don't need to shut me out from whatever it is.

0:29:580:30:01

You must miss your kids.

0:30:090:30:10

I do, but they're happy with Sarah.

0:30:100:30:13

Did she love it up here, too?

0:30:140:30:16

Actually, she prefers a warm bath.

0:30:160:30:18

Anyway, we came up here to talk about us and suddenly we're talking about my ex.

0:30:180:30:21

Well, you asked me about Karl and I'm wearing her coat.

0:30:210:30:24

No, you're wearing A coat.

0:30:240:30:25

-Neither of us can just start over as if the past never happened.

-OK.

0:30:250:30:29

-I'm not her.

-I know that!

0:30:290:30:31

It's all too much. Too quick.

0:30:310:30:33

Look, if this is about Sarah, then I promise you, it's over.

0:30:330:30:37

Which is why I'm moving on. All right, yes, I loved her.

0:30:370:30:40

I married her, for God's sake. But things change. It didn't work out.

0:30:400:30:43

We split up, and then I met you.

0:30:430:30:44

-Simple.

-Cos it's true.

0:30:440:30:46

Talk to me.

0:30:520:30:53

Please.

0:30:540:30:55

I'm cold.

0:31:030:31:04

I'm going to go back.

0:31:040:31:05

Come on, there's only about another mile to the top.

0:31:050:31:07

-I promise you it's worth it.

-You go. I'm going back.

0:31:070:31:10

Molly, come on.

0:31:100:31:12

Ally, come on!

0:31:120:31:15

Talk to me!

0:31:150:31:16

Ally!

0:31:170:31:18

Cath!

0:31:210:31:22

SHE EXHALES

0:31:390:31:40

BIRDSONG

0:31:450:31:47

Talk to me.

0:31:500:31:51

I need to go.

0:31:510:31:53

Where? Another city? Another hospital? Is that how this works?

0:31:530:31:56

Just leave me alone!

0:31:560:31:57

Oh, for fuck's sake! I know who you are.

0:31:570:32:00

Your name's Cath Hardacre. You're a ward sister in Sheffield.

0:32:000:32:04

Dr Alison Sutton left for a sheep farm in New Zealand six months ago.

0:32:040:32:07

How long have you known?

0:32:070:32:09

That night, the call from the care home. When you were gone, I checked.

0:32:090:32:11

Then why have you brought me here? What do you want?

0:32:110:32:14

I want to help you.

0:32:140:32:16

You don't even know me.

0:32:210:32:23

Oh, believe me, I get that!

0:32:230:32:24

So is any of this real?

0:32:290:32:32

You think I used you?

0:32:320:32:34

Did you?

0:32:350:32:37

I never wanted this to happen!

0:32:370:32:39

Yes, but you didn't stop it!

0:32:390:32:41

Or at any point you could have said no.

0:32:410:32:43

I mean, I didn't put pressure on you.

0:32:430:32:46

I just thought it was normal. It was easy. It felt right.

0:32:460:32:51

It was.

0:32:510:32:52

I...

0:32:550:32:56

I don't get it. I mean, if you knew, why are we even here?

0:32:590:33:03

When I found out, I was this close to telling Brigitte.

0:33:030:33:06

I walked into her office.

0:33:060:33:08

Why didn't you?

0:33:080:33:10

Because of what she said.

0:33:100:33:12

What we both think.

0:33:120:33:13

You're a good doctor.

0:33:140:33:16

You're smart. You're dedicated.

0:33:160:33:18

You make the right call, time after time.

0:33:180:33:22

I want to leave, now.

0:33:220:33:23

I can't ask you to get involved in this. It was my mistake, not yours.

0:33:230:33:27

OK. I get it, and that's your choice.

0:33:270:33:29

But first just... Just tell me why. I need to know why you did this.

0:33:290:33:36

Come on.

0:33:360:33:37

SHE SIGHS

0:33:390:33:40

When I was a nurse, when I saw that things were wrong,

0:33:430:33:46

that people were dying, I stood up and said so,

0:33:460:33:50

because that's what my dad had always taught me -

0:33:500:33:52

to do and say what was right, not what was easy.

0:33:520:33:55

And because of that, I lost everything.

0:33:550:33:57

No job, no future for me or my kid.

0:33:580:34:01

Is that what you get for being a good person? Is that what I deserve?

0:34:020:34:05

After all the work I've put in!

0:34:050:34:08

Do you know what she said when she left? The real Ally?

0:34:120:34:16

"Fuck the NHS."

0:34:180:34:21

And they all laughed like it were funny.

0:34:210:34:23

She was a doctor. She had everything I didn't have,

0:34:250:34:29

and she was throwing it all away. Her life, her career...

0:34:290:34:33

What, so you just took it?

0:34:330:34:35

Yes, I took it! Because I knew I could do it.

0:34:350:34:38

Not just for me.

0:34:380:34:41

So that when it was Molly's turn, she could have a life like that.

0:34:410:34:43

A life you could just throw away if she wanted to.

0:34:430:34:46

Now that's a real choice, don't you think?

0:34:460:34:49

Oh...

0:34:510:34:52

Dr Alison Sutton is the best we've had.

0:34:590:35:03

All right?

0:35:030:35:04

We needed you because you were good.

0:35:040:35:06

You're almost too good to be true.

0:35:060:35:08

What, you think I want this getting out?

0:35:080:35:10

The hospital that hired an impostor?

0:35:100:35:12

Listen, if I was going to tell someone, I'd have done it already.

0:35:140:35:17

So if you're going to leave, just leave.

0:35:170:35:19

Go somewhere else, find a job. I'd hire you.

0:35:190:35:22

You can walk away now, but eventually someone'll find you.

0:35:220:35:25

Come home with me.

0:35:320:35:34

Move in.

0:35:360:35:37

I can protect you.

0:35:380:35:40

Why?

0:35:400:35:41

Why would you do that?

0:35:430:35:44

I want you in my life. You and Molly.

0:35:440:35:47

I love you.

0:35:480:35:50

That's why I'm offering to risk everything I've ever worked for.

0:35:500:35:53

But if I'm going to do that, I need to know you feel the same way.

0:35:530:35:57

Are you prepared to let me help you with this?

0:36:000:36:03

I don't know.

0:36:070:36:08

Well?

0:37:120:37:13

OK.

0:37:130:37:15

Let's go home.

0:37:150:37:17

OK.

0:37:200:37:21

Do you promise you'll come and visit me?

0:37:310:37:33

Of course.

0:37:330:37:35

I've got something for you.

0:37:350:37:37

Do you know how much money this is worth?

0:37:380:37:40

£12,000.

0:37:400:37:42

Minimum.

0:37:420:37:44

Now, as we have discussed,

0:37:440:37:45

this is a precious antique that's been in my family for many a year.

0:37:450:37:50

But I know how much you love it, so I have decided to entrust it to you.

0:37:500:37:55

There's only one condition.

0:37:550:37:57

I must be allowed to come and see it from time to time.

0:37:570:38:00

OK.

0:38:000:38:01

Then we have a deal.

0:38:010:38:03

Thank you.

0:38:050:38:06

Och, you all leave in the end. Most I'm glad to see the back of.

0:38:060:38:11

Now remember, Saturday night is Strictly night.

0:38:110:38:14

I expect to see you here.

0:38:150:38:17

Promise.

0:38:170:38:18

Come here.

0:38:190:38:21

You take care of yourself, pet.

0:38:230:38:24

Bye, darling.

0:38:300:38:31

Give that to Mummy.

0:38:310:38:33

Right, get in.

0:38:450:38:47

You OK?

0:38:530:38:54

-Night-night, sweetheart.

-Night-night.

0:38:570:38:59

OK. AF, five causes of.

0:39:120:39:14

Er...ischaemic heart disease.

0:39:150:39:18

Mitral stenosis...

0:39:180:39:21

What is this, 1950?

0:39:210:39:22

Hypertension. Thyrotoxicosis. Atrial myxoma.

0:39:220:39:27

Oh! That's a good one. Impressive.

0:39:270:39:29

-Alcohol.

-Of course.

0:39:290:39:31

You forgot Chagas disease.

0:39:310:39:33

Tropical infection. Mainly South America.

0:39:330:39:37

The bacteria's spread by the deadly, if affectionate, kissing bug.

0:39:370:39:41

I just considered it too obscure and childish.

0:39:470:39:50

Chagas disease has been funny since the first day of medical school

0:39:500:39:53

and will be funny until the day I die.

0:39:530:39:55

Actually, it's a protozoal infection.

0:39:550:39:58

No, it's bacterial.

0:39:580:39:59

Protozoal.

0:39:590:40:01

There, check if you don't believe me.

0:40:010:40:04

Ah! Shit.

0:40:080:40:12

Hm!

0:40:120:40:14

THEY LAUGH

0:40:140:40:16

So, I've just checked with the Scottish side.

0:40:220:40:25

It's not a problem in principle.

0:40:250:40:27

In fact, they've just had somebody go off long-term sick,

0:40:270:40:30

so, er, could be a while.

0:40:300:40:31

That's great!

0:40:310:40:33

Transfer form, blah blah blah. Just fill it in, get it back to me.

0:40:340:40:37

Not here.

0:40:390:40:40

Right. Sure. Um, sorry.

0:40:410:40:44

And we got a delivery, Wednesday.

0:40:440:40:45

Motorcycle place in Edinburgh.

0:40:450:40:48

So if you manage to find it, you've got the job.

0:40:480:40:50

OK.

0:40:520:40:53

On you go.

0:40:530:40:54

Cheers, Dale.

0:40:540:40:55

I think it's underhand.

0:40:580:41:00

And if it's all a mistake? This whole thing?

0:41:000:41:03

Nobody ever knows anything.

0:41:030:41:04

No accusations, no drama, and most importantly,

0:41:040:41:06

no bad publicity for the Trust.

0:41:060:41:08

Paul here is a fully trained HCA.

0:41:080:41:10

All I want him to do is watch and report back to me.

0:41:100:41:13

Apart from that, he's all yours.

0:41:130:41:14

Personally, I would just grin and bear it.

0:41:170:41:20

Just a little prick, isn't that what you doctors say?

0:41:200:41:23

You took the words out of my mouth.

0:41:230:41:24

How fast do you want it?

0:41:270:41:29

Straight in. 20 minutes. See what it does to her blood pressure.

0:41:290:41:32

Ally. So, Mohammed's let us down again. Something about a-a wedding.

0:41:450:41:49

I swear, one of his bloody family gets married every week.

0:41:490:41:52

-So it's just you and me this evening.

-Seriously?

0:41:520:41:55

On a Friday night, as well.

0:41:550:41:57

Just think of it as a girls' night in with music

0:41:570:41:59

and dancing and vomit and blood.

0:41:590:42:02

What about clinical staffing?

0:42:020:42:03

Oh, as much use as a chocolate teapot.

0:42:030:42:05

Is that racist? Wasn't meant to be racist.

0:42:050:42:08

My gran used to say it. Oh, mind you, she was a terrible racist.

0:42:080:42:12

Mm. And it's a full moon. So we will have to cope.

0:42:120:42:15

I am just warning you.

0:42:150:42:16

Mr Kennedy?

0:42:290:42:30

-After you.

-Cheers.

0:42:340:42:36

If you'll just go through this one here.

0:42:360:42:38

Mr Kennedy? I'm Dr Sutton.

0:42:380:42:40

Ally.

0:42:400:42:41

Is it always like this in here?

0:42:410:42:42

Only on full-moon Friday. Brings 'em all out.

0:42:420:42:45

I'm just sorry to be making more work for you, so...?

0:42:450:42:48

The bad news is the wrist is fractured, but the good news is it's in the right place,

0:42:480:42:51

so we're just going to pop a plaster on and then you'll be good to go.

0:42:510:42:54

OK, thanks. You'll get that sorted now, then?

0:42:540:42:56

Sorry, there is a bit of a wait for treatments.

0:42:560:42:58

So I'll stay here?

0:42:580:43:00

Well, the thing is, we're a bit short on cubicles.

0:43:000:43:02

Could I ask you to step outside

0:43:020:43:03

and then we'll get to you as soon as we can?

0:43:030:43:05

-Ah, whatever.

-Sorry.

0:43:050:43:06

So if you just want to take a seat.

0:43:080:43:09

Aye, all right.

0:43:090:43:11

Mr Gerrard?

0:43:130:43:14

Looks like I'm finally being called.

0:43:170:43:19

Look, I said I'm sorry,

0:43:190:43:20

Dubai can kiss my arse if that's going to be their attitude.

0:43:200:43:23

Oh, looks like a nasty abscess there.

0:43:270:43:29

And there's some swelling below the jawline that concerns me.

0:43:290:43:32

Have you been to see your dentist?

0:43:320:43:33

Oh, well, I've been busy. I'm just back from a business trip.

0:43:330:43:36

I'm going to get our Max Fax team to come and take a look.

0:43:360:43:38

-RINGING

-Hi.

0:43:380:43:39

For Christ's sake, no,

0:43:390:43:41

that's a million miles from being acceptable!

0:43:410:43:44

Oh, for heaven's sake!

0:43:440:43:45

No mobiles in the clinical area. Sorry.

0:43:450:43:47

OK, so what's the problem in here?

0:43:470:43:49

Dental abscess, lower jaw.

0:43:490:43:50

Sub mandibular extension and his voice is a bit hoarse.

0:43:500:43:53

I was about to call Max Fax.

0:43:530:43:54

No, Amoxycillin and Mentronidazole. Yeah, then go and see your dentist.

0:43:540:43:57

Well, I still think we should get Max Fax...

0:43:570:43:59

Yeah. Can we have a chat?

0:43:590:44:01

OK, we have got six people waiting on trolleys in majors, OK?

0:44:030:44:05

And another two ambulances en route.

0:44:050:44:07

-I understand that. I just...

-Dr Rayne?

0:44:070:44:09

Yeah, in a minute!

0:44:090:44:10

We see, we treat, we dispose, OK?

0:44:100:44:12

-Anyone who doesn't need to be here, we get rid of them.

-OK.

0:44:120:44:14

Got one inbound. Cardiac arrest, ETA six minutes.

0:44:140:44:18

Oh, Christ, OK. Get him out of here, then get to Resus.

0:44:180:44:21

-OK.

-OK. Who can we move?

0:44:210:44:23

You all right?

0:44:330:44:34

All right.

0:44:360:44:37

So, what? We, er, staying up?

0:44:410:44:43

Yeah, dream on.

0:44:430:44:44

Manager's a muppet. Call Big Sam, right?

0:44:440:44:47

Mm-hm.

0:44:470:44:48

How's the knee?

0:44:510:44:52

Fine. Thanks.

0:44:520:44:55

Look, er, probably won't see you around. Moving up north.

0:44:550:44:59

-Right.

-Yeah, getting a transfer to Scotland.

0:44:590:45:01

See a bit more of the kid, you know.

0:45:010:45:03

And Cath's all right with that?

0:45:030:45:04

She say something to you about me?

0:45:070:45:09

Look, don't worry about it. Good luck, yeah?

0:45:090:45:11

Hey.

0:45:110:45:12

Last time I saw you, you said something.

0:45:130:45:15

"Pick on those who can fight back."

0:45:150:45:18

Right?

0:45:180:45:19

-Didn't get it. What did she say to you?

-Nothing.

0:45:190:45:22

Bullshit.

0:45:220:45:24

OK, fine.

0:45:250:45:26

She told me that she'd moved away because you got physical with her.

0:45:260:45:29

She said that?

0:45:310:45:32

Not in those exact words, but yeah.

0:45:320:45:34

That you'd hit her and she didn't feel safe any more.

0:45:340:45:37

That's why she got out.

0:45:370:45:38

Fuck!

0:45:380:45:40

Look, that's not true.

0:45:400:45:42

Look, whatever. It's none of my business, mate.

0:45:420:45:45

Hey, hey. She is lying. Why would she tell you that?

0:45:500:45:53

I mean, we had problems, sure, but I never touched her.

0:45:530:45:56

I swear on my daughter's life.

0:45:560:45:58

Fine. It's between you and her.

0:45:580:46:00

Look, I don't understand. Cath never lies. She can't stand it.

0:46:000:46:03

Always been the same.

0:46:030:46:05

I mean, why do you think we split up in the first place?

0:46:050:46:07

People say weird things, yeah, all the time.

0:46:070:46:10

FINAL WHITLE, CHEERING

0:46:100:46:12

Resus Two's just gone to ITU.

0:46:150:46:17

How's his pressure?

0:46:170:46:18

Holding with fluids. Temperature's down, too.

0:46:180:46:20

Well, as long as he's someone else's problem.

0:46:200:46:22

What time is it?

0:46:220:46:24

Er...nearly two.

0:46:250:46:27

And breathe. I think we may have survived.

0:46:270:46:29

Ooh, how's the house-hunting going?

0:46:300:46:32

Actually, I've moved in with Andy.

0:46:340:46:35

What? Shit!

0:46:350:46:37

Last week. Not common knowledge.

0:46:370:46:39

Do I need to buy a hat?

0:46:390:46:40

We're just seeing how it goes.

0:46:400:46:42

Oh, my God!

0:46:420:46:45

RINGING

0:46:450:46:46

Oh, tell them we're busy. Or dead.

0:46:460:46:48

Or whichever's the more convincing.

0:46:480:46:50

OK, thanks.

0:46:510:46:52

40-year-old male, obstructed airway, suspected dental abscess,

0:46:520:46:56

one minute.

0:46:560:46:57

Picked him up New Town. Stridor at scene.

0:47:140:47:17

Lost his airway in the back. Can't bag him.

0:47:170:47:19

He hasn't been breathing for three minutes.

0:47:190:47:21

That's him. The toothache.

0:47:210:47:23

Shit!

0:47:230:47:25

Sats unrecordable.

0:47:250:47:26

Fast bleep anaesthetics.

0:47:260:47:28

OK. One, two, three.

0:47:280:47:29

-ENT.

-Which one?

0:47:290:47:32

I-I-I don't know. Er, either.

0:47:320:47:34

Er, both.

0:47:340:47:35

Oh, shit. Laryngoscope.

0:47:350:47:38

-Er, crash call to ED Resus. Anaesthetics and ENT.

-No, I'll bag him, in fact.

0:47:380:47:42

OK, thanks.

0:47:420:47:44

OK, sux and Propofol.

0:47:440:47:46

No access.

0:47:460:47:47

Shit. Ally!

0:47:470:47:49

We need to get an airway, now!

0:47:530:47:55

OK. Have we got access?

0:47:580:48:00

Nearly, nearly.

0:48:000:48:02

Saturation is 60%.

0:48:020:48:04

Oh, for Christ sake!

0:48:040:48:05

-Come on!

-I'm in!

0:48:100:48:12

Where's Anaesthetics?

0:48:120:48:14

OK, get the sux.

0:48:140:48:15

And I need a laryngoscope right now.

0:48:150:48:18

Drugs are in. He's paralysed.

0:48:190:48:21

OK, that's no good - we need someone immediately!

0:48:210:48:25

Anaesthetics are stuck on Labour Ward.

0:48:250:48:27

How long?

0:48:420:48:44

Two minutes.

0:48:440:48:45

He's too swollen. I...

0:48:480:48:50

We need to get some oxygen into him now.

0:48:540:48:57

I can't see anything. More suction.

0:48:570:48:59

It's been three minutes.

0:49:100:49:11

I-I can't do this!

0:49:110:49:13

You try.

0:49:140:49:16

OK. We need ENT. Call 'em again.

0:49:240:49:25

OK.

0:49:250:49:26

Need to fast bleep ENT to ED Resus.

0:49:290:49:32

Airway emergency. OK.

0:49:320:49:34

That's four minutes. What do you want to do?

0:49:390:49:43

Dr Rayne?

0:49:460:49:48

Surgical airway. Now.

0:49:480:49:50

Yeah. Yeah, sure.

0:49:520:49:55

Swab.

0:50:170:50:19

He'll need suction.

0:50:210:50:23

Deeper.

0:50:280:50:30

Oh, shit!

0:50:330:50:35

Arterial.

0:50:360:50:38

Oh, fuck!

0:50:420:50:43

OK, er, more swabs.

0:50:430:50:45

I need that thing.

0:50:570:50:59

Yeah.

0:51:030:51:04

OK. Bagging him now.

0:51:120:51:14

Jesus.

0:51:180:51:20

I need a full tracheostomy kit now. How long's he been down?

0:51:200:51:23

Over five minutes.

0:51:230:51:25

DOOR OPENS

0:51:360:51:38

I'm sorry.

0:51:400:51:42

ITU are assessing.

0:51:420:51:44

It was an abscess. It was a fucking dental abscess. What...

0:51:440:51:49

I sent him home.

0:51:520:51:54

You need to back me up.

0:51:570:51:59

I-it was simple, uncomplicated...

0:51:590:52:02

Brigitte!

0:52:020:52:03

Do you want the bloody inquisition here asking questions?

0:52:030:52:06

It was just...

0:52:080:52:09

We need to support each other.

0:52:120:52:14

Right, I need you to alter this. Same pen.

0:52:210:52:24

It was... It was out of the blue. Unpredictable.

0:52:350:52:38

Er, just everything has to stack up, and then it goes away.

0:52:380:52:41

No.

0:52:430:52:45

Ally...if there's a complaint, there'll be a SUI.

0:52:450:52:48

We will be here for months.

0:52:480:52:49

They will rake over our records, our experience...time and time again.

0:52:490:52:54

Believe me, I know.

0:52:540:52:56

Oh!

0:53:080:53:09

SHE EXHALES

0:53:310:53:33

DOOR OPENS

0:54:040:54:06

Dr Brenner. You'll be aware we had a serious clinical incident in your department last night.

0:54:340:54:38

Dr Rayne and Dr Sutton were the two clinicians involved.

0:54:380:54:41

We need to stick together on this.

0:54:410:54:42

If they start to investigate you, it puts us both at risk,

0:54:420:54:45

which means that Brigitte needs to take the fall.

0:54:450:54:47

What are you going to do?

0:54:470:54:49

These guys need us, so show me what a real doctor can do.

0:54:490:54:51

-SCREAMING

-Ally?

0:54:510:54:53

She is coming with me.

0:54:540:54:56

Where's Molly?

0:54:580:54:59

I took something that didn't belong to me.

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