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-What did you do? -I treated you women very badly. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:04 | |
You dirty, filthy beast! You little horror! | 0:00:04 | 0:00:06 | |
She needs you, Michael, and she needs to have total faith in you. | 0:00:06 | 0:00:09 | |
I mean, why would you destroy all that just to clear | 0:00:09 | 0:00:11 | |
-your own conscious? -I can't do that while I'm hiding | 0:00:11 | 0:00:13 | |
an inconvenient truth of my own. | 0:00:13 | 0:00:15 | |
There are four betting shops in Hoar Cross Road. | 0:00:15 | 0:00:18 | |
No bank, no post office, no chemist. | 0:00:18 | 0:00:20 | |
But four betting shops. | 0:00:20 | 0:00:21 | |
Why four, when everyone round there is skint? | 0:00:21 | 0:00:24 | |
In a week or two, my boss is going to find out. | 0:00:24 | 0:00:27 | |
Please don't kill yourself. I will show you how to atone. | 0:00:27 | 0:00:31 | |
Promise me you won't kill yourself? | 0:00:31 | 0:00:32 | |
This programme contains some strong language and scenes which some viewers may find upsetting. | 0:00:32 | 0:00:40 | |
# Broken windows and empty hallways | 0:00:46 | 0:00:49 | |
# A pale dead moon in a sky streaked with grey | 0:00:50 | 0:00:55 | |
# Human kindness is overflowing | 0:00:57 | 0:01:02 | |
# And I think it's gonna rain today. # | 0:01:02 | 0:01:07 | |
HE BREATHES HEAVILY | 0:01:19 | 0:01:21 | |
You were a bloody awful mother! | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
And you, a horrible son! | 0:01:33 | 0:01:34 | |
To scream at your child like that! | 0:01:34 | 0:01:37 | |
To make your hatred so obvious! | 0:01:37 | 0:01:39 | |
Your bed, a disgrace! You dirty, little horror! | 0:01:39 | 0:01:42 | |
My dad's not here, cos life with you, | 0:01:42 | 0:01:44 | |
that was his purgatory. | 0:01:44 | 0:01:46 | |
You are here! | 0:01:46 | 0:01:47 | |
What a hypocrite you are. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:49 | |
Yeah! Hypocrite or no, I'd never destroy my own child! | 0:01:49 | 0:01:51 | |
Not a child, a dog! | 0:01:51 | 0:01:54 | |
A dirty, stinking dog! | 0:01:54 | 0:01:56 | |
-Something wrong with you! -It were no big thing. | 0:01:56 | 0:01:58 | |
Something seriously wrong with you! | 0:01:58 | 0:02:00 | |
If you don't want to see me again, you tosser, fine! | 0:02:00 | 0:02:02 | |
Everyone said it! "That Michael Kerrigan, what a headcase he is!" | 0:02:02 | 0:02:05 | |
-You were two sluts! -You meant nothing, nothing to me! | 0:02:05 | 0:02:07 | |
Yeah, you were two sluts, you were! | 0:02:07 | 0:02:08 | |
You especially, chewing all the way through it! | 0:02:08 | 0:02:11 | |
"Don't go near that prick," that's what we told each other. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:13 | |
Oh, yeah? What did you expect? | 0:02:13 | 0:02:14 | |
How can anyone have respect for two little sluts like you? | 0:02:14 | 0:02:18 | |
All that ever mattered to you was that! | 0:02:18 | 0:02:21 | |
Oh! Who wants to bring up an arrogant child? | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
Hey? Slightest sign, you knock it out of them. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:26 | |
Always at it. | 0:02:26 | 0:02:27 | |
Trouble is, you knock out confidence, | 0:02:27 | 0:02:30 | |
and ambition and pride and self-esteem! | 0:02:30 | 0:02:32 | |
Always at it. | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
You made me a self-loathing wreck! | 0:02:34 | 0:02:37 | |
But that's OK, cos I was not arrogant! | 0:02:37 | 0:02:41 | |
TRAIN HORN BLARES | 0:02:41 | 0:02:42 | |
-You're going to have to save me. -What with, you pillock? | 0:02:57 | 0:02:59 | |
-"What with?" -Yeah. | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
Can you stop talking over the table, for God's sake? | 0:03:01 | 0:03:03 | |
Hey, hey! You talk over the table. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:05 | |
-I don't. -Oh, no, you don't. -I don't. | 0:03:05 | 0:03:07 | |
-Shut it, Saint Bloody Michael. -But every time I've got a decent | 0:03:07 | 0:03:10 | |
-chance of winning a hand, you do. -You know what I've got, don't you? | 0:03:10 | 0:03:12 | |
-Yeah. -Yeah, right, well, then I repeat - save me. | 0:03:12 | 0:03:14 | |
And I repeat - what with? | 0:03:14 | 0:03:16 | |
You've got the ace of spades! | 0:03:16 | 0:03:17 | |
Why are you telling everybody what you've got? | 0:03:17 | 0:03:19 | |
I mean, where's the skill in that? | 0:03:19 | 0:03:21 | |
I gave him three cards at the beginning of this game | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
and then you gave me three cards. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:24 | |
Same bloody cards, different colour! | 0:03:24 | 0:03:26 | |
The whole point of playing cards is you don't know what each | 0:03:26 | 0:03:29 | |
other's got. I mean, what's the point in playing if you don't... | 0:03:29 | 0:03:31 | |
-You cheating shit! -Where's the skill, where's the pleasure? | 0:03:31 | 0:03:36 | |
I can't lose. Leave. | 0:03:36 | 0:03:37 | |
-You've had it, anyway. -That's it, he's home. | 0:03:37 | 0:03:39 | |
You cheating get! | 0:03:39 | 0:03:40 | |
You need to calm down a bit you do, I'll tell you that. | 0:03:40 | 0:03:43 | |
Anyway, I've got to get off. | 0:03:43 | 0:03:45 | |
-Mam'll be all right. Beth's with her. -Give me that here. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:48 | |
It's just that she's been with her all day, so she'll want to get off. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:51 | |
-All right. -And give my regards. -Yeah. | 0:03:51 | 0:03:54 | |
-Don't forget your money. -Take it steady out there. | 0:03:56 | 0:03:58 | |
-See you. -Enjoy your winnings. | 0:03:58 | 0:04:00 | |
KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:04:12 | 0:04:14 | |
-Hi. -Hiya, forgot my key. | 0:04:15 | 0:04:17 | |
Michael's here, Mam. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:18 | |
Hiya, Mam. Be up soon! | 0:04:19 | 0:04:21 | |
How is she? | 0:04:21 | 0:04:23 | |
Not good. She won't tell you that, but she's not good. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:26 | |
-Right. -Who won? -Guess. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:28 | |
-Bye, Mam! Bye. -See you, ta-ra. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
It was the night Joe played in the Sheffield and Hallamshire final, | 0:04:35 | 0:04:38 | |
and those two coppers came for my dad. | 0:04:38 | 0:04:41 | |
He hadn't paid a fine or something. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:43 | |
Court order. | 0:04:44 | 0:04:46 | |
Anyway, the last thing our Joe sees before he disappears up the street | 0:04:49 | 0:04:54 | |
is Dad getting marched down it by these two coppers. | 0:04:54 | 0:04:57 | |
But they only take him to the bottom and they let him go. | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
Anyway, Dad comes back and I said, "Why did they let you go?" | 0:05:00 | 0:05:04 | |
And he says, "You can't get blood out of a stone, son." | 0:05:04 | 0:05:06 | |
But our Joe hadn't seen any of this. | 0:05:08 | 0:05:10 | |
He thinks Dad's in the nick. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:12 | |
So, we're up in the stands at Bramall Lane, | 0:05:12 | 0:05:15 | |
me and me dad, floodlights and everything. | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
And the teams come out. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:18 | |
And I'm desperate for Joe to see that Dad's with me, | 0:05:18 | 0:05:21 | |
so I'm shouting out "Joe! Joe!" | 0:05:21 | 0:05:24 | |
But Joe can't see, because of the floodlights. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:27 | |
He can hear me, but he can't see me. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:28 | |
So I start shouting, "Me Dad's here! Me Dad's here!" | 0:05:28 | 0:05:33 | |
And everyone in the stand's looking round at me, thinking what | 0:05:33 | 0:05:36 | |
I'm going on about. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
But I don't care, just so long as our Joe don't have to play | 0:05:38 | 0:05:41 | |
the biggest game of his life thinking me dad's in the nick. | 0:05:41 | 0:05:44 | |
"Me Dad's here! Me Dad's here!" | 0:05:44 | 0:05:46 | |
Mum! | 0:06:05 | 0:06:07 | |
They're ruined. Actually ruined! | 0:06:07 | 0:06:09 | |
Dickhead. You're paying for them! | 0:06:09 | 0:06:11 | |
Mum told me to do the washing and I have. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:13 | |
He did it on purpose. He did it on purpose! | 0:06:13 | 0:06:15 | |
-No, I never! -You did! You so did! | 0:06:15 | 0:06:17 | |
I said, "Separate the whites," didn't I? Didn't I say? | 0:06:17 | 0:06:19 | |
I did! I made a pile of them, but they must have been | 0:06:19 | 0:06:21 | |
-rolled up somewhere. -Mum, tell him. -Where you going? -School. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:24 | |
-Without eating? -I'll get something there. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:26 | |
Why did you tell him to do the washing anyway? | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
Because he has to learn. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:31 | |
But he can't even wash himself. | 0:06:31 | 0:06:33 | |
Shut your face, right now! | 0:06:33 | 0:06:34 | |
I'm not doing it any more, and if you've any sense, | 0:06:34 | 0:06:36 | |
neither should you. | 0:06:36 | 0:06:38 | |
So he has to learn. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:39 | |
They have to learn. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:42 | |
Come here. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:55 | |
There he is. | 0:06:55 | 0:06:56 | |
He's a good boy. | 0:06:58 | 0:06:59 | |
-Where are you going? -Work. | 0:07:05 | 0:07:07 | |
-What, you not giving me a lift? -No. | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
Why didn't you say? | 0:07:09 | 0:07:10 | |
Make sure everything's locked. | 0:07:10 | 0:07:12 | |
-What? -What's she doing? -I don't know. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:14 | |
What are you doing? | 0:07:16 | 0:07:17 | |
BELLS RING | 0:07:19 | 0:07:21 | |
Brothers and sisters, let us acknowledge our sins. | 0:07:31 | 0:07:34 | |
And so prepare ourselves to celebrate the sacred mysteries. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:42 | |
'You're a thief, Kerrigan. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:45 | |
'A thief!' | 0:07:45 | 0:07:47 | |
What is he, boys? | 0:07:47 | 0:07:49 | |
-BOYS ALL SHOUT: -Thief! Thief! Thief! Thief! | 0:07:49 | 0:07:52 | |
Thief! Thief! Thief! Thief! | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
Thief! Thief! Thief! Thief! | 0:07:54 | 0:07:56 | |
A thief! | 0:07:56 | 0:07:58 | |
The school stopped asking me for dinner money, | 0:08:08 | 0:08:11 | |
so I stopped asking my mam for it. | 0:08:11 | 0:08:14 | |
Went on for over a year and then they realised their mistake, | 0:08:14 | 0:08:19 | |
and asked me what I'd done with all the money. | 0:08:19 | 0:08:21 | |
I said I'd spent it. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:22 | |
Better to be thought a thief than a pauper. | 0:08:24 | 0:08:27 | |
Yeah. Is that a sin? | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
I confess to Almighty God... | 0:08:43 | 0:08:45 | |
-CONGREGATION JOINS: -And to you, my brothers and sisters, | 0:08:46 | 0:08:49 | |
that I have greatly sinned, in my thoughts and in my words, | 0:08:49 | 0:08:53 | |
in what I have done and in what I have failed to do. | 0:08:53 | 0:08:57 | |
Through my fault, through my fault, | 0:08:57 | 0:08:59 | |
through my most grievous fault. | 0:08:59 | 0:09:02 | |
Therefore, I ask blessed Mary, ever-virgin, all the angels | 0:09:02 | 0:09:06 | |
and saints and you, my brothers and sisters. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:09 | |
Bernadette Jenkins is here. | 0:09:09 | 0:09:11 | |
She gets the results of her scan Tuesday morning, | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
so she's asked us to remember her in our prayers. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:18 | |
And Helen Oyenusi's with us again today, | 0:09:18 | 0:09:22 | |
which reminds me to remind you of tonight's candlelit vigil outside | 0:09:22 | 0:09:26 | |
Laurel Road Police Station. | 0:09:26 | 0:09:29 | |
All are welcome. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:30 | |
Including police officers, Andrew. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:32 | |
No implied criticism here. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
Hello, Michael Kerrigan. | 0:09:57 | 0:09:59 | |
It's Roz Demichelis, Michael. | 0:09:59 | 0:10:01 | |
Oh, how are you? | 0:10:01 | 0:10:03 | |
Good, yeah, you? | 0:10:04 | 0:10:05 | |
Yeah, I'm good, thank you. | 0:10:05 | 0:10:07 | |
What's that? | 0:10:08 | 0:10:10 | |
Microwave. | 0:10:10 | 0:10:11 | |
I'm doing Singapore noodles. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:13 | |
Is there no end to this man's talents? | 0:10:13 | 0:10:16 | |
Listen, I can see into my boss's office. | 0:10:17 | 0:10:19 | |
He's on the phone. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:21 | |
There's a cheque on his desk for £1,900, payable to Elaine Coombs. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:28 | |
But there is no Elaine Coombs. Elaine Coombs is me. | 0:10:28 | 0:10:30 | |
If he's on to accounts, and I think he is, he'll be getting told | 0:10:33 | 0:10:37 | |
that there are well over 100 similar cheques, | 0:10:37 | 0:10:39 | |
payable to Elaine Coombs. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:41 | |
All signed by me. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:46 | |
Totals £232,648. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:50 | |
I think he just said, "I can't believe it." | 0:10:54 | 0:10:57 | |
I think he said it again. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:01 | |
He's getting off the phone. | 0:11:04 | 0:11:06 | |
He's coming out, he's coming over. | 0:11:08 | 0:11:10 | |
So, yeah, so, I think that would be... | 0:11:12 | 0:11:15 | |
Can I see you in the office, Roz? | 0:11:15 | 0:11:18 | |
-Yeah. Just finish this call. -Yeah. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:20 | |
Not to put too fine a point on it, Michael, but I am fucked. | 0:11:26 | 0:11:29 | |
Can I help? | 0:11:29 | 0:11:30 | |
Can I come and see you? | 0:11:32 | 0:11:33 | |
Yes. When? | 0:11:33 | 0:11:34 | |
Well, he's going to sack me, so I've got the rest of the day free. | 0:11:37 | 0:11:40 | |
Unless he calls the police, but I'm going to ask him to defer | 0:11:41 | 0:11:44 | |
that till tomorrow. So... | 0:11:44 | 0:11:46 | |
..this afternoon? | 0:11:47 | 0:11:49 | |
Yeah, three o'clock? | 0:11:49 | 0:11:50 | |
Yeah. I'll see you then. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:53 | |
Enjoy your noodles. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:56 | |
What is it? | 0:12:16 | 0:12:18 | |
I'm hoping you can sort something out, Roz. | 0:12:18 | 0:12:21 | |
I'm praying you can sort it out. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:24 | |
I'll do my best. | 0:12:24 | 0:12:25 | |
Take a look at this. | 0:12:26 | 0:12:28 | |
A cheque's been returned. | 0:12:31 | 0:12:33 | |
-Why? -No date. | 0:12:33 | 0:12:35 | |
Who's Elaine Coombs, Roz? | 0:12:38 | 0:12:39 | |
Me. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:48 | |
At least one cheque a month. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:54 | |
All for just under two grand so they don't need countersigning. | 0:12:55 | 0:12:59 | |
How much altogether? | 0:13:02 | 0:13:04 | |
-Didn't they tell you? -They can only go back six years. | 0:13:07 | 0:13:11 | |
I assume you've been at it longer than that. | 0:13:11 | 0:13:13 | |
Eight years altogether. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:20 | |
£232,648. | 0:13:22 | 0:13:24 | |
Why? | 0:13:31 | 0:13:33 | |
-I'm a thief. -No, no, no. | 0:13:34 | 0:13:36 | |
Why? | 0:13:38 | 0:13:39 | |
Why did you steal from me? | 0:13:41 | 0:13:42 | |
What made you do it? | 0:13:42 | 0:13:43 | |
-You want the truth? -Yeah. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:48 | |
-The idiotic truth? -Yes. | 0:13:51 | 0:13:53 | |
Coke. | 0:13:58 | 0:13:59 | |
Nah. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:05 | |
No, large gin and tonic, you're off your head. | 0:14:05 | 0:14:08 | |
You snort 230K's worth of coke, I'd notice. | 0:14:08 | 0:14:11 | |
It's gone, Jamie. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:16 | |
I lived the good life for a while and now it's all gone. | 0:14:21 | 0:14:23 | |
You're lying! | 0:14:23 | 0:14:24 | |
Oh, you look good, Roz. | 0:14:25 | 0:14:27 | |
You always look good. | 0:14:28 | 0:14:30 | |
But I don't believe you've spent 250,000 on yourself | 0:14:30 | 0:14:32 | |
over the last few years. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:34 | |
You've lived in the same house since the day you married that gobshite. | 0:14:36 | 0:14:40 | |
Your last holiday was a fortnight in Windermere, | 0:14:40 | 0:14:43 | |
which doesn't exactly count as an exotic holiday. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
You've got a company car! | 0:14:45 | 0:14:47 | |
So where's all this money? | 0:14:47 | 0:14:49 | |
It's gone. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:50 | |
You pay me it back... | 0:14:54 | 0:14:56 | |
I don't phone the police. | 0:14:56 | 0:14:57 | |
You're sacked, yeah, but no police involved. | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
You don't pay me back... | 0:15:00 | 0:15:01 | |
..you go down, Roz, and you go down for years. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:07 | |
And if you think it's worth it, if you think you can just do | 0:15:07 | 0:15:11 | |
a few years, come out with 200 grand stashed away somewhere, | 0:15:11 | 0:15:14 | |
well think again. | 0:15:14 | 0:15:16 | |
Cos they'll be all over you like a rash. | 0:15:16 | 0:15:18 | |
They'll go through everything, Roz. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:20 | |
Every penny you've spent, every bloody postage stamp you bought! | 0:15:20 | 0:15:24 | |
They won't let you away with a carrot! | 0:15:24 | 0:15:26 | |
They'll find nothing. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:27 | |
And I'll do my bit too, cos I want my money back. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:30 | |
I want every single penny back... | 0:15:30 | 0:15:32 | |
and I won't rest till I've got it. | 0:15:32 | 0:15:35 | |
I'll be watching you like a hawk. | 0:15:35 | 0:15:36 | |
It's all gone, Jamie. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:37 | |
-It can't all be gone! -Please, not my face. | 0:15:37 | 0:15:39 | |
230 grand she's robbed, this thieving bitch! | 0:15:47 | 0:15:51 | |
230 grand! | 0:15:51 | 0:15:52 | |
Police, please. | 0:15:58 | 0:16:00 | |
Can I ask you to wait till tomorrow, Jamie? | 0:16:00 | 0:16:02 | |
What? | 0:16:02 | 0:16:03 | |
-I've got things to do tonight. -What kind of things? | 0:16:05 | 0:16:08 | |
-Things. -Tough. | 0:16:09 | 0:16:11 | |
With the kids. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:16 | |
I have things with the kids. | 0:16:19 | 0:16:20 | |
Thank you. | 0:16:32 | 0:16:34 | |
Then he told them that I was the thieving bitch who'd robbed | 0:17:07 | 0:17:11 | |
200 grand off him. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:12 | |
And I wished he had punched me. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:16 | |
You think he's calling out there? | 0:17:20 | 0:17:22 | |
Yeah. | 0:17:24 | 0:17:25 | |
I do too. | 0:17:26 | 0:17:27 | |
There are lots of different versions of the stations of the cross. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:34 | |
Some have Christ falling three times, some just once. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:41 | |
But some end with Christ entombed, some with him rising. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:47 | |
But no matter what version you're looking at... | 0:17:48 | 0:17:50 | |
there's one that's never there, and that's Christ calling out, | 0:17:51 | 0:17:57 | |
on the cross, in despair, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" | 0:17:57 | 0:18:03 | |
I think that's because they can't handle it. | 0:18:04 | 0:18:08 | |
Christ, the Son of God, in despair. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:12 | |
What chance have we got? | 0:18:12 | 0:18:13 | |
But I'd always have that one. | 0:18:15 | 0:18:16 | |
He knew despair, he understands. | 0:18:18 | 0:18:19 | |
You know, one of the last people he spoke to alive, Roz, | 0:18:22 | 0:18:25 | |
was a common thief. | 0:18:25 | 0:18:27 | |
He'll speak to you. | 0:18:29 | 0:18:31 | |
He'll be saying, right up to the very end, | 0:18:32 | 0:18:35 | |
"Choose hope, not despair. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:37 | |
"Life, not death." | 0:18:39 | 0:18:40 | |
Is there any way you can pay it back? | 0:19:01 | 0:19:03 | |
Have you got any money tied up in the house? | 0:19:05 | 0:19:07 | |
No. | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
Convince the judge you can pay it back. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:12 | |
You see, you'd be looking at three years rather than four or five. | 0:19:12 | 0:19:15 | |
You do half, don't forget. Get three years, that's only 18 months. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:19 | |
And it's white collar, so you'll spend most of it in an open prison. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:22 | |
How do you know all that? | 0:19:25 | 0:19:26 | |
Internet. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
I'm grateful, Michael. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:38 | |
I am. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:41 | |
But I'm not going to prison. I'm afraid. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:44 | |
Why? | 0:19:47 | 0:19:48 | |
I mean, why now? | 0:19:49 | 0:19:50 | |
You've done the hardest bit, you've faced him and told him. | 0:19:50 | 0:19:53 | |
No, that's not the hardest bit. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:56 | |
It's everyone knowing. | 0:19:56 | 0:19:58 | |
Neighbours, friends, all wetting themselves with glee. | 0:19:58 | 0:20:01 | |
You said that you've lived with shame, Michael, but you haven't. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:08 | |
It's guilt that you've lived with. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:10 | |
Guilt over the way you treated those women. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:13 | |
Tell the world and then that's shame. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:18 | |
Did you tell him it went on machines? | 0:20:24 | 0:20:26 | |
-No. -Why not? | 0:20:28 | 0:20:29 | |
I'd sooner him despise me than pity me. | 0:20:32 | 0:20:33 | |
Yeah. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:39 | |
Would you fuck me, Michael, please? | 0:20:44 | 0:20:47 | |
What? | 0:20:47 | 0:20:48 | |
I think you heard. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
I can't. | 0:20:55 | 0:20:56 | |
I'm sure it would be a wonderful experience, but I can't. | 0:20:57 | 0:21:02 | |
I'll be dead tomorrow, so nobody would know. | 0:21:05 | 0:21:07 | |
I'll be dead tomorrow, so it's the least you can do. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:15 | |
It's the least any gentleman can do. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:19 | |
Yeah, well, I can't. | 0:21:21 | 0:21:22 | |
You get a lot of offers? | 0:21:25 | 0:21:27 | |
Yeah, a few. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:30 | |
You get more wearing the collar though? | 0:21:30 | 0:21:32 | |
-Yeah. -Yeah. | 0:21:33 | 0:21:35 | |
How were you going to do it? | 0:21:41 | 0:21:42 | |
We're here to talk about you, Roz. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:45 | |
Was it a train? | 0:21:47 | 0:21:48 | |
-Have you got your mobile? -Yeah. | 0:21:49 | 0:21:51 | |
Put my number in, will you? | 0:21:53 | 0:21:55 | |
How were you going to do it? | 0:21:57 | 0:21:58 | |
My number is 07700900481. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:04 | |
Just give it to me again. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
Yeah, 07700900481. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:14 | |
Right. | 0:22:15 | 0:22:17 | |
Phone me if you change your mind. | 0:22:17 | 0:22:19 | |
If at any point you change your mind, early on, late on, | 0:22:19 | 0:22:22 | |
very late on, phone me and I'll get to you. | 0:22:22 | 0:22:25 | |
I won't change my mind. | 0:22:26 | 0:22:28 | |
Well, promise me if you do then you'll call me? | 0:22:28 | 0:22:30 | |
I promise. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:33 | |
Where will you do it? | 0:22:39 | 0:22:41 | |
At home, in my bed. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:46 | |
Will the kids find you? | 0:22:51 | 0:22:52 | |
No, no, they'll be at school. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:54 | |
My ex, Paul's coming over. | 0:22:57 | 0:22:58 | |
He thinks to fix the radiator in my bedroom. | 0:22:58 | 0:23:00 | |
-He'll find me. -Please don't do it, Roz. | 0:23:00 | 0:23:02 | |
How many politicians have there been caught with their fingers | 0:23:04 | 0:23:07 | |
in the till? They're worse than you, cos they're bloody hypocrites. | 0:23:07 | 0:23:10 | |
Laying down the law for others, breaking it themselves. | 0:23:10 | 0:23:13 | |
They come out of prison and throw themselves into penal reform | 0:23:13 | 0:23:15 | |
and campaigns for this, that and the other. | 0:23:15 | 0:23:18 | |
Prison's the making of them, Roz, and it can be for you. | 0:23:18 | 0:23:21 | |
Fight them. Fight those bloody machines and go to prison | 0:23:21 | 0:23:24 | |
and come back out and fight them again. | 0:23:24 | 0:23:26 | |
-I can't. -You can! | 0:23:26 | 0:23:28 | |
You can. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:32 | |
Look, there's a meeting tomorrow down at the council. | 0:23:32 | 0:23:34 | |
-You come along... -No, I can't. | 0:23:34 | 0:23:36 | |
Then let me tell someone about this. Let me... | 0:23:36 | 0:23:38 | |
No! | 0:23:38 | 0:23:39 | |
Will you join me in a prayer? | 0:23:50 | 0:23:52 | |
Yeah. | 0:23:54 | 0:23:55 | |
-Shall we? -Yeah. | 0:23:58 | 0:23:59 | |
This is Roz Demichelis, Lord. | 0:24:05 | 0:24:07 | |
She doesn't know how much you love her, how much she matters to you. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
Can you find some way of showing her? | 0:24:14 | 0:24:16 | |
Thank you, Lord. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:19 | |
-Amen. -Amen. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:21 | |
Phone me, Roz, and I'll get to you. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:35 | |
I'll get to you, Roz, I promise. | 0:24:46 | 0:24:48 | |
You go to any food bank and you ask them what they need most | 0:25:01 | 0:25:04 | |
and they'll tell you pasta. It's cheap and nutritious. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:06 | |
You can feed an army. Bit of pasta, bit of sauce. | 0:25:06 | 0:25:09 | |
How long's that now? | 0:25:12 | 0:25:13 | |
Five minutes. | 0:25:15 | 0:25:16 | |
Right. Is there any pink showing? | 0:25:16 | 0:25:19 | |
No. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:20 | |
That's the main thing. You don't want any pink. | 0:25:20 | 0:25:23 | |
Open the sauce. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:26 | |
Pink inside a steak's fine, but pink in a pan of mince, is a no-no. | 0:25:27 | 0:25:31 | |
Right, pour the sauce in. | 0:25:31 | 0:25:33 | |
Put the whole thing in. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:36 | |
Are you watching this? | 0:25:40 | 0:25:41 | |
-Yeah. -I am no longer cooking for you, do you understand that? | 0:25:41 | 0:25:45 | |
Get that straight. I am not cooking for you. | 0:25:45 | 0:25:48 | |
So what are you going to do? | 0:25:50 | 0:25:51 | |
Chlo'll do it. | 0:25:51 | 0:25:53 | |
No, she won't. | 0:25:53 | 0:25:55 | |
She will be no man's skivvy. | 0:25:56 | 0:25:58 | |
-So you need to watch how it's done, yeah? -Right. -Right. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:02 | |
OK. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:07 | |
Is it boiling? | 0:26:08 | 0:26:11 | |
-Yeah. -All right, just turn it down and let it simmer. | 0:26:11 | 0:26:14 | |
You don't want to boil it dry. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:18 | |
All right, spaghetti. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:24 | |
How much do you think we need for four? | 0:26:24 | 0:26:26 | |
-All of it. -Yeah. | 0:26:29 | 0:26:31 | |
Whack it in. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:33 | |
You think it's bad, yeah? | 0:26:51 | 0:26:52 | |
Yeah. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:55 | |
Well, wait till you taste his pudding. | 0:26:57 | 0:26:59 | |
-What are you doing? -What? | 0:27:11 | 0:27:13 | |
-For God's sakes! -What? | 0:27:15 | 0:27:17 | |
You don't turn it on until it's full and it's nowhere near full! | 0:27:17 | 0:27:19 | |
Right, whatever! | 0:27:19 | 0:27:21 | |
Don't talk to me like that! | 0:27:21 | 0:27:23 | |
Running it when it's empty costs me money. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:25 | |
I'm the one that has to find that. | 0:27:25 | 0:27:26 | |
-It's not empty! -It's virtually empty, look at it. | 0:27:26 | 0:27:30 | |
And this, this is just ridiculous. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
Common sense should tell you that that's just wrong. | 0:27:33 | 0:27:36 | |
-Why? -Because... | 0:27:36 | 0:27:37 | |
..spoons and forks should face the same way. | 0:27:38 | 0:27:41 | |
If they face the same way they take up less space | 0:27:41 | 0:27:45 | |
and we want this thing as full as possible before we switch it on, | 0:27:45 | 0:27:48 | |
because it costs money to run. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:50 | |
-Right? -Right! | 0:27:50 | 0:27:51 | |
So spoons and forks the same way in future, yeah? | 0:27:53 | 0:27:56 | |
Yeah. | 0:27:56 | 0:27:57 | |
And what's this? | 0:27:57 | 0:27:59 | |
A plate. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:00 | |
It's filthy. | 0:28:01 | 0:28:03 | |
They're all filthy. | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
That's why they're in there. | 0:28:05 | 0:28:06 | |
No, you rinse them before you put them in. | 0:28:06 | 0:28:09 | |
There's two reasons for that. | 0:28:09 | 0:28:10 | |
One, if you rinse them before you put them in, | 0:28:10 | 0:28:12 | |
you don't clog the machine. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:14 | |
-Two, we want it as full as possible before we turn it on, yes? -Yes. | 0:28:14 | 0:28:18 | |
That's been established beyond all reasonable doubt, right? | 0:28:18 | 0:28:21 | |
-Yes! -So there's going to be dishes in here overnight that are dirty. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:25 | |
-I don't want them stinking up the kitchen. -Right! | 0:28:26 | 0:28:29 | |
I'm so sick of this house. | 0:28:41 | 0:28:42 | |
And I'm so sick of you and him acting the eejit. | 0:28:49 | 0:28:52 | |
I'm just so sick of it! | 0:28:52 | 0:28:54 | |
KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:29:10 | 0:29:11 | |
Yeah? | 0:29:15 | 0:29:16 | |
Can I come in? | 0:29:16 | 0:29:18 | |
Yes. | 0:29:18 | 0:29:19 | |
What you doing? | 0:29:23 | 0:29:24 | |
Writing a letter to Auntie Jackie. | 0:29:26 | 0:29:28 | |
She's on e-mail. | 0:29:28 | 0:29:30 | |
I know. | 0:29:30 | 0:29:31 | |
She likes getting letters. | 0:29:32 | 0:29:34 | |
I brought you this. | 0:29:36 | 0:29:37 | |
Thanks. | 0:29:39 | 0:29:40 | |
Are you all right? | 0:29:44 | 0:29:45 | |
Yeah. | 0:29:48 | 0:29:49 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:29:52 | 0:29:54 | |
Right. | 0:30:16 | 0:30:17 | |
Write. | 0:30:29 | 0:30:30 | |
I will. | 0:30:32 | 0:30:33 | |
CROWD SINGS AMAZING GRACE | 0:30:45 | 0:30:53 | |
Thanks for this. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:02 | |
So how's the flashbacks going? | 0:32:06 | 0:32:09 | |
Oh, I'm excelling myself. | 0:32:09 | 0:32:11 | |
Flash forwards these days... | 0:32:11 | 0:32:12 | |
..to purgatory. | 0:32:14 | 0:32:15 | |
Cold wind, thin air, people telling each other bitter truths, | 0:32:15 | 0:32:19 | |
purgatory as other people. | 0:32:19 | 0:32:21 | |
Thanks. | 0:32:24 | 0:32:25 | |
Someone in confession has told me she's going to kill herself. | 0:32:28 | 0:32:31 | |
You believe her? | 0:32:33 | 0:32:35 | |
Totally. | 0:32:35 | 0:32:36 | |
I asked her if I could tell someone about it - | 0:32:38 | 0:32:40 | |
openly, I mean - and she said no. | 0:32:40 | 0:32:42 | |
What can I do? | 0:32:47 | 0:32:48 | |
Is it imminent? | 0:32:52 | 0:32:53 | |
Tomorrow. | 0:32:53 | 0:32:55 | |
And have you told her if she changes her mind that she can...? | 0:32:55 | 0:32:57 | |
Yeah, I've given my mobile number. | 0:32:57 | 0:32:59 | |
I used to relish these prospects, Peter. | 0:33:03 | 0:33:05 | |
All those stories of Catholic martyrs going to their deaths | 0:33:07 | 0:33:10 | |
before breaking the seal of the confession. | 0:33:10 | 0:33:13 | |
Yeah, I'll have some of that. | 0:33:16 | 0:33:18 | |
They might even make me a saint. | 0:33:20 | 0:33:22 | |
-But I never envisaged this. -No. | 0:33:24 | 0:33:27 | |
I see it now for what it is, of course, the seal. | 0:33:28 | 0:33:31 | |
It's a sales pitch. | 0:33:31 | 0:33:33 | |
The best ever. Every religion wishes it had it. | 0:33:33 | 0:33:35 | |
That's all it is, a bloody sales pitch. | 0:33:35 | 0:33:38 | |
"Ten billion confessions heard, not one revealed. | 0:33:38 | 0:33:40 | |
"Buy now while stocks last." | 0:33:40 | 0:33:42 | |
Tell me I should tell someone. | 0:33:47 | 0:33:49 | |
I'm back on the sugar. | 0:33:55 | 0:33:56 | |
I know. It's pathetic, isn't it? | 0:34:02 | 0:34:05 | |
I just didn't want you to know. | 0:34:07 | 0:34:09 | |
Yeah. | 0:34:09 | 0:34:10 | |
You see, the thing is, you could tell someone, and that someone | 0:34:12 | 0:34:15 | |
could intervene and the likelihood is, | 0:34:15 | 0:34:19 | |
is the next day she might kill herself. | 0:34:19 | 0:34:21 | |
Only the next day, she doesn't have the option to call you, | 0:34:21 | 0:34:24 | |
because guess what? | 0:34:24 | 0:34:25 | |
What? | 0:34:27 | 0:34:29 | |
You've betrayed her. | 0:34:29 | 0:34:30 | |
Aye. | 0:34:34 | 0:34:36 | |
-Do you know what we should do? -What? | 0:34:40 | 0:34:43 | |
Pray. | 0:34:43 | 0:34:44 | |
I nearly said, "Is that all?" God forgive me. | 0:34:47 | 0:34:49 | |
Lord, lift up our weary spirits... | 0:34:51 | 0:34:55 | |
-BOTH: -So that we might find rest and eternal peace within you. | 0:34:55 | 0:35:00 | |
May we stand on mountains and walk on stormy seas. | 0:35:00 | 0:35:05 | |
Give us that unspeakable joy to dance in the rain. | 0:35:05 | 0:35:08 | |
-Amen. -Amen. | 0:35:08 | 0:35:10 | |
See you, Mum! | 0:35:50 | 0:35:51 | |
There we go. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:50 | |
That's my boy. | 0:37:52 | 0:37:53 | |
Father, it's shrunk! | 0:39:10 | 0:39:12 | |
It's shrunk! | 0:39:14 | 0:39:16 | |
Oh! Fantastic! | 0:39:16 | 0:39:17 | |
Stay with your granny. | 0:39:22 | 0:39:24 | |
There's a good boy. | 0:39:26 | 0:39:27 | |
It's going to be nice. | 0:39:30 | 0:39:31 | |
Surprise, surprise. | 0:39:45 | 0:39:46 | |
Come in. | 0:39:47 | 0:39:48 | |
Why are you here? | 0:39:56 | 0:39:58 | |
I was hoping you would look after Woody for me. | 0:39:58 | 0:40:01 | |
Who's Woody? | 0:40:01 | 0:40:02 | |
The dog! | 0:40:03 | 0:40:05 | |
Why? Where are you going? | 0:40:05 | 0:40:06 | |
Work's really busy. | 0:40:08 | 0:40:10 | |
He's on his own too much. | 0:40:10 | 0:40:12 | |
What would I do with a dog? | 0:40:12 | 0:40:14 | |
I thought he could keep you company. | 0:40:15 | 0:40:17 | |
Do the kids not look after him? | 0:40:17 | 0:40:19 | |
They're always out. | 0:40:19 | 0:40:20 | |
You can't just give their dog away. | 0:40:20 | 0:40:22 | |
He's my dog. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:23 | |
They won't even notice. | 0:40:26 | 0:40:27 | |
Will you take him or not? | 0:40:30 | 0:40:31 | |
It'd need walking. | 0:40:33 | 0:40:35 | |
Just for the toilet and then a little run later. | 0:40:35 | 0:40:38 | |
It's no big deal. | 0:40:38 | 0:40:39 | |
-Where would I take it? -Out the back field. | 0:40:39 | 0:40:42 | |
Will you stop saying "it"? | 0:40:42 | 0:40:43 | |
It's a boy. | 0:40:44 | 0:40:46 | |
How long for? | 0:40:49 | 0:40:50 | |
I'm not sure. | 0:40:53 | 0:40:56 | |
A while. | 0:40:56 | 0:40:57 | |
Will you come and see him? | 0:40:58 | 0:41:00 | |
He won't cost you anything. | 0:41:10 | 0:41:11 | |
Whatever. | 0:41:15 | 0:41:17 | |
Can he stay? | 0:41:18 | 0:41:20 | |
Yes. | 0:41:20 | 0:41:21 | |
He sleeps upstairs, on the bed. Is that all right? | 0:41:28 | 0:41:31 | |
-Are you sick? -No. | 0:41:31 | 0:41:33 | |
Got a fella? | 0:41:33 | 0:41:35 | |
-So what's wrong with you? -Nothing. | 0:41:38 | 0:41:40 | |
Make sure you take water up to bed with you. | 0:41:58 | 0:42:02 | |
And don't feed him shite food, or chocolate. | 0:42:02 | 0:42:04 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:42:43 | 0:42:46 | |
Hi. | 0:42:53 | 0:42:54 | |
Where are you? | 0:42:54 | 0:42:55 | |
-Work. -Nan's been on. | 0:42:57 | 0:42:59 | |
You've given her the dog? | 0:43:01 | 0:43:03 | |
-Yeah. -Why? | 0:43:05 | 0:43:07 | |
I don't want to look after him any more. | 0:43:09 | 0:43:11 | |
Well, I'll look after him. | 0:43:11 | 0:43:12 | |
'No, you won't, Chlo.' | 0:43:12 | 0:43:14 | |
You'll do it for a week and then you'll get fed up again. | 0:43:14 | 0:43:16 | |
She says you're acting strange. | 0:43:16 | 0:43:18 | |
I'm acting strange? | 0:43:18 | 0:43:19 | |
'What's wrong?' | 0:43:20 | 0:43:21 | |
Nothing. | 0:43:23 | 0:43:24 | |
Honestly. | 0:43:24 | 0:43:25 | |
Bye. | 0:43:28 | 0:43:29 | |
Are you going anywhere nice? | 0:44:19 | 0:44:20 | |
I hope so. | 0:44:23 | 0:44:24 | |
-What's the alternative? -Anything. | 0:44:33 | 0:44:35 | |
Well, what exactly? A Harvey Nicks? | 0:44:35 | 0:44:36 | |
I dunno. A charity shop, anything. | 0:44:36 | 0:44:38 | |
Anything but another bloody betting shop. | 0:44:38 | 0:44:40 | |
You wouldn't even get a charity shop. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:42 | |
Look, there's four boarded up shops there already. This'll be five. | 0:44:42 | 0:44:45 | |
Fine. | 0:44:45 | 0:44:47 | |
Better boarded up than sucking the people dry, | 0:44:47 | 0:44:49 | |
because that's all they're doing. | 0:44:49 | 0:44:50 | |
I'm sorry, Father, but I'm getting a little bit sick of this, actually. | 0:44:50 | 0:44:53 | |
-Is it all right if I speak my mind? -Yeah. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:55 | |
Just forget your prayer that you've said at the start. | 0:44:55 | 0:44:57 | |
-Please do. -OK. | 0:44:57 | 0:44:59 | |
Well, I'm sorry, but I'm finding all of this | 0:44:59 | 0:45:01 | |
a little bit hypocritical, actually. | 0:45:01 | 0:45:03 | |
These machines are evil when they're in our betting shops, | 0:45:03 | 0:45:06 | |
but they're fine when they're in your social club, Father. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
Two of them you've got. | 0:45:08 | 0:45:10 | |
I mean, if gambling was so bad, then how come so much of it | 0:45:10 | 0:45:12 | |
goes on in your parish? | 0:45:12 | 0:45:14 | |
The spot the ball, the bonus ball, the raffle. | 0:45:14 | 0:45:16 | |
You lose that, Father, and you'd be skint, you know it. | 0:45:16 | 0:45:19 | |
Now, the firm I work for, it employs 15,000 people. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:25 | |
That's 15,000 wage packets, on top of rates, | 0:45:25 | 0:45:27 | |
corporation tax and God knows what else. | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
You've got to see it's crucial, Father. | 0:45:30 | 0:45:32 | |
First, I'm sorry I've upset you, Jean. | 0:45:32 | 0:45:35 | |
Second, the machines in Saint Nick's | 0:45:35 | 0:45:38 | |
are nothing like those in your shops. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:41 | |
Ours take ten pence coins, yours take £10 notes. | 0:45:41 | 0:45:43 | |
We'll come back to this, Jean, if that's OK. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:48 | |
This is Roz Demichelis, everyone. | 0:45:48 | 0:45:52 | |
I hope you don't mind, but I've invited her along today because she | 0:45:52 | 0:45:56 | |
can speak from... | 0:45:56 | 0:45:58 | |
personal experience on this matter. So... | 0:45:58 | 0:46:00 | |
Isn't that right, Roz? | 0:46:02 | 0:46:03 | |
Yeah. | 0:46:05 | 0:46:06 | |
Yes. | 0:46:09 | 0:46:10 | |
I'm Roz. | 0:46:32 | 0:46:33 | |
I'm 45. I have three kids. | 0:46:35 | 0:46:38 | |
For the past eight years, I've worked full time as an | 0:46:41 | 0:46:44 | |
office manager in Bolthursts. | 0:46:44 | 0:46:47 | |
Before that, I was a stay at home mum, which was nice. | 0:46:49 | 0:46:53 | |
I have a good life. | 0:46:54 | 0:46:56 | |
Had a good life. | 0:47:00 | 0:47:01 | |
Yesterday, my boss, who's been a good friend to me... | 0:47:07 | 0:47:12 | |
..found out that I took... | 0:47:13 | 0:47:16 | |
..I've been taking - as in stealing - from him and his company. | 0:47:17 | 0:47:20 | |
£232,648 is the total that I've... | 0:47:25 | 0:47:30 | |
..taken from him. | 0:47:31 | 0:47:32 | |
Stole from him. | 0:47:35 | 0:47:36 | |
I used the money, the vast majority of it... | 0:47:45 | 0:47:49 | |
..I put into... | 0:47:51 | 0:47:52 | |
..machines in betting shops. | 0:47:54 | 0:47:56 | |
Some of it was on online bingo, | 0:47:57 | 0:48:00 | |
but most of it, I'd say 200 grand, it went into machines. | 0:48:00 | 0:48:04 | |
I grew up, went to school, went to college, got a job, | 0:48:07 | 0:48:12 | |
got a house, had kids, got a dog. | 0:48:12 | 0:48:16 | |
I... | 0:48:19 | 0:48:20 | |
I'm not anxious or depressed. | 0:48:22 | 0:48:24 | |
I don't drink or snort coke | 0:48:24 | 0:48:27 | |
and I'm not stupid. | 0:48:27 | 0:48:29 | |
I'm not the cleverest person in the world. | 0:48:31 | 0:48:33 | |
But I have a B in O-level Maths, | 0:48:33 | 0:48:37 | |
and I know that the odds of feeding a machine and coming out on top | 0:48:37 | 0:48:44 | |
are very slim. | 0:48:44 | 0:48:45 | |
But that is what I did. | 0:48:48 | 0:48:49 | |
I just started and I couldn't stop. | 0:48:51 | 0:48:53 | |
If you'd have told me ten years ago, if you'd said | 0:48:56 | 0:48:59 | |
that I would wind up here, I would have laughed in your face. | 0:48:59 | 0:49:03 | |
I suppose everybody has their thing. | 0:49:07 | 0:49:09 | |
The thing that makes them feel something... | 0:49:12 | 0:49:14 | |
..when they can't feel anything. | 0:49:17 | 0:49:19 | |
Or when they want to disappear. | 0:49:21 | 0:49:23 | |
And those machines, they were my thing. | 0:49:27 | 0:49:30 | |
I cared more about them than anything. | 0:49:31 | 0:49:33 | |
And if my boss, my friend... | 0:49:35 | 0:49:39 | |
..hadn't found out... | 0:49:41 | 0:49:42 | |
..they would still be my thing. | 0:49:44 | 0:49:46 | |
That's it. | 0:49:51 | 0:49:54 | |
I mean, that's all, really. | 0:49:54 | 0:49:55 | |
Just... | 0:49:59 | 0:50:00 | |
I would say, just don't think that this is something | 0:50:01 | 0:50:03 | |
that happens to other people. | 0:50:03 | 0:50:06 | |
You know, other people that aren't like you, | 0:50:06 | 0:50:07 | |
other people different from you. | 0:50:07 | 0:50:11 | |
It could happen to your kid, you, your mother, your brother. | 0:50:11 | 0:50:14 | |
Just don't let them near them. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
Because they are evil. | 0:50:21 | 0:50:22 | |
That's it really. That's all. | 0:50:28 | 0:50:30 | |
Just... | 0:50:33 | 0:50:34 | |
I don't really have anything else to say. | 0:50:44 | 0:50:46 | |
-Would it be OK if I leave? -Yeah. | 0:50:46 | 0:50:49 | |
Yes. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:50 | |
Well? | 0:51:28 | 0:51:29 | |
Know-all. | 0:51:35 | 0:51:36 | |
You did it. | 0:52:08 | 0:52:09 | |
Central College, Garmoyle, please. | 0:52:12 | 0:52:14 | |
You broke all the rules. | 0:52:16 | 0:52:17 | |
Yes, put me through, please. Thanks. | 0:52:19 | 0:52:21 | |
I'm only bending one. | 0:52:24 | 0:52:25 | |
Oh, hello. You have a student there called Chloe Demichelis? | 0:52:26 | 0:52:29 | |
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God and the | 0:52:31 | 0:52:34 | |
communion of the Holy Spirit be with you all. | 0:52:34 | 0:52:37 | |
-ALL: -And with your spirit. | 0:52:37 | 0:52:38 | |
Brothers and sisters... | 0:52:39 | 0:52:41 | |
..let us acknowledge our sins, and so prepare ourselves to celebrate | 0:52:45 | 0:52:50 | |
the sacred mysteries. | 0:52:50 | 0:52:52 | |
-ALL: -I confess to Almighty God and to you, my brothers and sisters, | 0:52:52 | 0:52:57 | |
that I have greatly sinned in my thoughts and in my words, | 0:52:57 | 0:53:02 | |
in what I have done and what I have failed to do. | 0:53:02 | 0:53:06 | |
Through my fault, through my fault, | 0:53:07 | 0:53:09 | |
through my most grievous fault. | 0:53:09 | 0:53:12 | |
Therefore, I ask blessed Mary, ever virgin, all the angels and saints | 0:53:12 | 0:53:17 | |
and you, my brothers and sisters, to pray for me to the Lord, our God. | 0:53:17 | 0:53:22 | |
May Almighty God have mercy on us, | 0:53:23 | 0:53:25 | |
forgive us our sins and bring us to everlasting life. | 0:53:25 | 0:53:29 | |
Amen. | 0:53:29 | 0:53:30 | |
Lord have mercy. | 0:53:30 | 0:53:32 | |
Lord have mercy. | 0:53:32 | 0:53:33 | |
-Christ have mercy. -Christ have mercy. | 0:53:33 | 0:53:35 | |
Lord have mercy. | 0:53:35 | 0:53:36 | |
-ALL: -Lord have mercy. | 0:53:36 | 0:53:38 | |
I believe in God, the Father almighty, | 0:53:38 | 0:53:41 | |
creator of heaven and Earth, and in Jesus Christ, his only Son, | 0:53:41 | 0:53:46 | |
our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, | 0:53:46 | 0:53:50 | |
born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, | 0:53:50 | 0:53:55 | |
was crucified, died and was buried. | 0:53:55 | 0:53:58 | |
He descended into hell. | 0:54:00 | 0:54:02 | |
On the third day, he rose again from the dead. | 0:54:02 | 0:54:05 | |
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of God, | 0:54:05 | 0:54:09 | |
the Father almighty. | 0:54:09 | 0:54:11 | |
From there, he will come to judge the living and the dead. | 0:54:11 | 0:54:14 | |
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy Catholic Church, | 0:54:15 | 0:54:20 | |
the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, | 0:54:20 | 0:54:23 | |
the resurrection of the body, | 0:54:23 | 0:54:25 | |
and everlasting life. | 0:54:25 | 0:54:27 | |
Amen. | 0:54:27 | 0:54:29 | |
-The Lord be with you. -And be with your spirit. | 0:54:29 | 0:54:32 | |
Lift up your hearts. | 0:54:32 | 0:54:33 | |
We lift them up to the Lord. | 0:54:33 | 0:54:35 | |
Let us give thanks to the Lord, our God. | 0:54:35 | 0:54:37 | |
It is right and just. | 0:54:37 | 0:54:40 | |
Holy, holy, holy Lord God of hosts. | 0:54:40 | 0:54:43 | |
Heaven and Earth are full of your glory. | 0:54:43 | 0:54:46 | |
Hosanna in the highest. | 0:54:46 | 0:54:48 | |
Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. | 0:54:48 | 0:54:52 | |
Hosanna in the highest. | 0:54:52 | 0:54:54 | |
Through him and with him and in him, | 0:54:54 | 0:54:57 | |
O God, almighty Father, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, | 0:54:57 | 0:55:00 | |
all glory and honour is yours, forever and ever. | 0:55:00 | 0:55:04 | |
Amen. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:06 | |
At the Saviour's command and formed by divine teaching we dare say... | 0:55:06 | 0:55:10 | |
Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name, | 0:55:10 | 0:55:15 | |
thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. | 0:55:15 | 0:55:20 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses | 0:55:20 | 0:55:25 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us. | 0:55:25 | 0:55:28 | |
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. | 0:55:29 | 0:55:33 | |
Deliver us, Lord, we pray, from every evil. | 0:55:34 | 0:55:37 | |
Graciously grant peace in our days that, by the help of your mercy, | 0:55:37 | 0:55:42 | |
we may be always free from sin and safe from all distress. | 0:55:42 | 0:55:45 | |
As we await the blessed hope and the coming of our Saviour, Jesus Christ. | 0:56:06 | 0:56:12 | |
For the kingdom, the power and the glory are yours now and forever. | 0:56:12 | 0:56:17 | |
Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us. | 0:56:17 | 0:56:23 | |
Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us. | 0:56:23 | 0:56:27 | |
Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world, grant us peace. | 0:56:28 | 0:56:33 | |
Behold the Lamb of God. | 0:56:34 | 0:56:35 | |
MICHAEL'S PHONE RINGS | 0:56:35 | 0:56:36 | |
Behold him who takes away the sins of the world. | 0:56:36 | 0:56:39 | |
Blessed are those called to the supper of the lamb. | 0:56:39 | 0:56:43 | |
Lord, I am not worthy that you should enter under my roof, | 0:56:43 | 0:56:48 | |
but only say the word and my soul shall be healed. | 0:56:48 | 0:56:51 | |
-The body of Christ. -Amen. | 0:56:53 | 0:56:55 | |
-The body of Christ. -Amen. | 0:56:57 | 0:56:59 | |
-ROZ: -'I changed my plans, Michael. | 0:57:24 | 0:57:26 | |
'Worried you might intervene. | 0:57:26 | 0:57:29 | |
'Which would have been touching, but misguided. | 0:57:29 | 0:57:31 | |
'Bye, Michael.' | 0:57:33 | 0:57:34 | |
# We are lost | 0:58:03 | 0:58:05 | |
# We are scattered | 0:58:05 | 0:58:07 | |
# We're barmy and we're battered | 0:58:08 | 0:58:10 | |
# We might be bruised but we're not broken | 0:58:11 | 0:58:16 | |
# Hallelujah | 0:58:17 | 0:58:20 | |
# Hallelujah | 0:58:20 | 0:58:22 | |
# We might be bruised but we're not broken. # | 0:58:23 | 0:58:28 |